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Wehavepennednewplanssincethatfairfondday,Andinseasonshewillappearagain-

Perhapsinthesamesoftwhitearray-

Butneverasthen!-

"Andwhy,youngman,musteternallyflyAjoyyou’llrepeat,ifyouloveherwell?"

——Ofriend,noughthappenstwicethus;why,Icannottell!

INACATHEDRALCITY

Thesepeoplehavenotheardyourname;

NoloungersinthisplacidplaceHavehelpedtobruityourbeauty’sfame。

ThegreyCathedral,towardswhosefaceBendeyesuntold,hasmetnotyours;

Yourshadehasneversweptitsbase,Yourformhasneverdarkeditsdoors,NorhaveyourfaultlessfeetoncethrownApensivepit-patonitsfloors。

AlongthestreettomaidswellknownBlithelovershumtheirtenderairs,Butinyourpraisevoicenotatone-

Sincenoughtbespeaksyouhere,orbears,AsI,yourimprintthroughandthrough,HeremightIrest,tillmyheartsharesThespot’sunconsciousnessofyou!

SALISBURY。

"ISAYI’LLSEEKHER"

Isay,"I’llseekhersideErehindranceinterposes;"

Buteveinmidnightcloses,AndhereIstillabide。

WhendarknesswearsIseeHersadeyesinavision;

Theyask,"WhatindecisionDetainsyou,Love,fromme?-

"Thecreakinghingeisoiled,Ihaveunbarredthebackway,Butyoutreadnotthetrackway;

Andshallthethingbespoiled?

"Farcockcrowsechoshrill,Theshadowsareabating,AndIamwaiting,waiting;

ButO,youtarrystill!"

HERFATHER

Imether,aswehadprivilyplanned,Wherepassingfeetbeatbusily:

Shewhispered:"Fatherisathand!

Hewishedtowalkwithme。"

HispresenceashejoinedusthereBanishedourwordsofwarmthaway;

Wefelt,withcloudingsofdespair,WhatLovemustlosethatday。

Hercrimsonlipsremainedunkissed,Ourfingerskeptnotenderhold,HislackoffeelingmadethetrystEmbarrassed,stiff,andcold。

Acynicghostthenroseandsaid,"ButishisloveforhersosmallThat,nightoyours,itmaybereadAsofnoworthatall?

"Youloveherforherpinkandwhite;

Butwhatwhentheirfreshsplendoursclose?

HislovewilllastherindespiteOfTime,andwrack,andfoes。"

WEYMOUTH。

ATWAKING

Whennightwaslifting,Anddawnhadcreptunderitsshade,AmidcoldcloudsdriftingDead-whiteasacorpseoutlaid,WithasuddenscareIseemedtobeholdMyLoveinbareHardlinesunfold。

Yea,inamoment,AninsightthatwouldnotdieKilledheroldendowmentOfcharmthathadcappedallnigh,WhichvanishedtononeLikethegiltofacloud,AndshowedherbutoneOfthecommoncrowd。

SheseemedbutasampleOfearth’spooraveragekind,LitupbynoampleEnrichmentsofmienormind。

IcoveredmyeyesAstocoverthethought,AndunrecognizeWhatthemornhadtaught。

OvisionappallingWhentheonebelieved-inthingIsseenfalling,falling,Withalltowhichhopecancling。

Off:itisnottrue;

ForitcannotbeThattheprizeIdrewIsablanktome!

WEYMOUTH,1869。

FOURFOOTPRINTS

HerearethetracksuponthesandWherestoodlasteveningsheandI-

Pressedhearttoheartandhandtohand;

Themorningsunhasbakedthemdry。

Ikissedherwetface——wetwithrain,Foraridgriefhadburntuptears,WhilereachedusasinsleepingpainThedistantgurglingoftheweirs。

"Ihavemarriedhim——yes;feelthatring;

’Tisaweekagothatheputiton……

Adutifuldaughterdoesthisthing,Andresignationsucceedsanon!

"ButthatIbodyandsoulwasyoursErehe’dpossession,he’llneverknow。

He’saconfidentman。’Thehusbandscores,’

Hesays,’inthelongrun’……Now,Dear,go!"

Iwent。Andto-dayIpassthespot;

Itisonlyasmartthemoretoendure;

AndshewhomIheldisasthoughshewerenot,Fortheyhaveresumedtheirhoneymoontour。

INTHEVAULTEDWAY

Inthevaultedway,wherethepassageturnedTotheshadowycornerthatnonecouldsee,Youpausedforourparting,——plaintively;

ThoughovernighthadcomewordsthatburnedMyfondfrailhappinessoutofme。

AndthenIkissedyou,——despitemythoughtThatourspellmustendwhenreflectioncameOnwhatyouhaddeemedme,whoseonelongaimHadbeentoserveyou;thatwhatIsoughtLaynotinaheartthatcouldbreathesuchblame。

ButyetIkissedyou;whereonyouagainAsofoldkissedme。Why,whywasitso?

Doyoucleavetomeafterthatlight-tonguedblow?

Ifyouscornedmeateventide,howlovethen?

Thethingisdark,Dear。Idonotknow。

INTHEMIND’SEYE

Thatwasoncehercasement,Andthetapernigh,Shiningfromwithinthere,Beckoned,"HereamI!"

Now,asthen,IseeherMovingatthepane;

Ah;’tisbutherphantomBornewithinmybrain!-

ForemostinmyvisionEverywheregoesshe;

Changedissolvesthelandscapes,Sheabideswithme。

Shapesosweetandshy,Dear,Whocansaytheenay?

NeveroncedoI,Dear,Wishthyghostaway。

THEENDOFTHEEPISODE

IndulgenomoremayweInthissweet-bitterpastime:

Thelove-lightshinesthelasttimeBetweenyou,Dear,andme。

ThereshallremainnotraceOfwhatsocloselytiedus,AndblankasereloveeyedusWillbeourmeeting-place。

Theflowersandthymyair,Willtheynowmissourcoming?

ThedumblesthintheirhummingTofindwehauntnotthere?

Thoughferventwasourvow,Thoughruddilyranourpleasure,Blisshasfulfilleditsmeasure,Andseesitssentencenow。

Achedeep;butmakenomoans:

Smileout;butstillysuffer:

ThepathsoflovearerougherThanthoroughfaresofstones。

THESIGH

Littleheadagainstmyshoulder,Shyatfirst,thensomewhatbolder,Andup-eyed;

Tillshe,withatimidquaver,YieldedtothekissIgaveher;

But,shesighed。

ThattheremingledwithherfeelingSomesadthoughtshewasconcealingItimplied-

Notthatshehadceasedtoloveme,Noneonearthshesetaboveme;

Butshesighed。

Shecouldnotdisguiseapassion,Dread,ordoubt,inweakestfashionIfshetried:

Nothingseemedtoholdussundered,Heartswerevictors;soIwonderedWhyshesighed。

AfterwardsIknewherthroughly,Andshelovedmestaunchly,truly,Tillshedied;

ButshenevermadeconfessionWhy,atthatfirstsweetconcession,Shehadsighed。

ItwasinourMay,remember;

AndthoughnowInearNovember,AndabideTillmyappointedchange,unfretting,SometimesIsithalfregrettingThatshesighed。

"INTHENIGHTSHECAME"

ItoldherwhenIleftonedayThatwhatsoeverweightofcareMightstrainourlove,Time’smereassaultWouldworknochangesthere。

Andinthenightshecametome,Toothless,andwan,andold,Withleadenconcavesroundhereyes,Andwrinklesmanifold。

Itremblinglyexclaimedtoher,"Owhereforedoyoughostmethus!

IhavesaidthatdulldefacingTimeWillbringnodreadstous。"

"AndisthattrueofYOU?"shecriedInvoiceoftroubledtune。

Ifaltered:"Well……IdidnotthinkYouwouldtestmequitesosoon!"

Shevanishedwithacurioussmile,Whichtoldme,plainlierthanbyword,ThatmystaunchpledgecouldscarcebeguileThefearshehadaverred。

Herdoubtsthenwroughttheirshapeinme,AndwhennextdayIpaidMyduecaress,weseemedtobeDividedbysomeshade。

THECONFORMERS

Yes;we’llwed,mylittlefay,Andyoushallwriteyoumine,AndinavillachastelygrayWe’llhouse,andsleep,anddine。

Butthosenight-screened,divine,Stolentrystsofheretofore,WeofchoiceecstasiesandfineShallknownomore。

TheformalfacedcohueWillthennomoreupbraidWithsmitingsmilesandwhisperingstwoWhohavethrownlesslovesinshade。

WeshallnomoreevadeThesearchinglightofthesun,Ourgameofpassionwillbeplayed,Ourdreamingdone。

WeshallnotgoinstealthTorendezvousunknown,Butfriendswillaskmeofyourhealth,Andyouaboutmyown。

Whenweabidealone,Noleapingseachtoeach,ButsyllablesinfrigidtoneOfhouseholdspeech。

WhendowntodustweglideMenwillnotsayaskance,Asnow:"HowallthecountrysideRingswiththeirmadromance!"

ButastheygravewardglanceRemark:"InthemweloseAworthypair,whohelpedadvanceSoundparishviews。"

THEDAWNAFTERTHEDANCE

Hereisyourparents’dwellingwithitscurtainedwindowstellingOfnothoughtofuswithinitorofourarrivalhere;

TheirslumbershavebeennormalafteronedaymoreofformalMatrimonialcommonplaceandhouseholdlife’smechanicgear。

Iwouldbecandidwillingly,butdawndrawsonsochillinglyAstorenderfurthercheerlessnessintolerablenow,SoIwillnotstandendeavouringtodeclareadayforsevering,Butwillclaspyoujustasalways——justtheoldenloveavow。

Throughsereneandsurlyweatherwehavewalkedthewaystogether,Andthislongnight’sdancethisyear’sendevenowfinishesthespell;

YetwedreamtusbutbeginningasweetsempiternalspinningOfacordwehavespuntobreaking——toointemperately,toowell。

Yes;lastnightwedancedIknow,Dear,aswedidthatyearago,Dear,Whenanewstrangebondbetweenourdayswasformed,andfelt,andheard;

WouldthatdancingweretheworstthingfromthelatesttothefirstthingThatthefadedyearcanchargeuswith;butwhatavailsaword!

Thatwhichmakesman’slovethelighterandthewoman’sburnnobrighterCametopasswithusinevitablywhileslippedtheshorteningyear……

Andtherestandsyourfather’sdwellingwithitsblindbleakwindowstellingThatthevowsofmanandmaidarefrailasfilmygossamere。

WEYMOUTH,1869。

THESUNONTHELETTER

Idrewtheletterout,whilegleamedTheslopingsunfromunderaroofOfcloudwhosevergerosevisibly。

TheburningballflungraysthatseemedStretchedlikeawarpwithoutawoofAcrossthelevelsoftheleaTowhereIstood,andwheretheybeamedAsbrightlyonthepageofproofThatshehadshownherfalsetomeAsifithadshownhertrue——hadteemedWithpassionatethoughtformybehoofExpressedwiththeirownardency!

THENIGHTOFTHEDANCE

Thecoldmoonhangstotheskybyitshorn,Andcentresitsgazeonme;

Thestars,likeeyesinreverie,Theirwesteringasforawhileforborne,Quizdownwardcuriously。

OldRobertdrawsthebackbrandin,Thegreenlogssteamandspit;

Thehalf-awakenedsparrowsflitFromtheriddledthatch;andowlsbeginTowhoofromthegable-slit。

Yes;farandnighthingsseemtoknowSweetscenesareimpendinghere;

Thatallisprepared;thatthehourisnearForwelcomes,fellowships,andflowOfsally,song,andcheer;

Thatspigotsarepulledandviolsstrung;

ThatsoonwillarisethesoundOfmeasurestrodtotunesrenowned;

ThatShewillreturninLove’slowtongueMyvowsaswewheelaround。

MISCONCEPTION

IbusiedmyselftofindasureSnughermitageThatshouldpreservemyLovesecureFromtheworld’srage;

Wherenounseemlysaturnals,Orstridenttraffic-roars,OrhumofintervolvedcabalsShouldechoatherdoors。

IlabouredthatthediurnalspinOfvanitiesShouldnotcontrivetosuckherinBydarkdegrees,AndcunninglyoperatetoblurSweetteachingsIhadbegun;

AndthenIwentfull-hearttoherToexpoundthegladdeedsdone。

Shelookedatme,andsaidtheretoWithapityingsmile,"AndTHISiswhathasbusiedyouSolongawhile?

Opoorexhaustedone,IseeYouhavewornyouoldandthinFornaught!ThosemoilsyoufearformeIfindmostpleasurein!"

THEVOICEOFTHETHORN

I

WhenthethornonthedownQuiversnakedandcold,Andthemid-agedandoldPacethepaththeretotown,InthesewordsdryanddrearItseemstothemsighing:

"OwinteristryingTosojournershere!"

II

WhenitstandsfullytressedOnahotsummerday,AndtheewesthereastrayFinditsshadeasweetrest,BythebreathofthebreezeItinquiresofeachfarer:

"WhowouldnotbesharerOfshadowwiththese?"

III

Butbydayorbynight,Andinwinterorsummer,ShouldIbethecomerAlongthatloneheight,InitsvoicingtomeOnlyonespeechisspoken:

"HereoncewasnighbrokenAheart,andbythee。"

FROMHERINTHECOUNTRY

IthoughtandthoughtofthycrassclangingtownTofolly,tillconvincedsuchdreamswereill,Iheldmyheartinbond,andtethereddownFancytowhereIwas,byforceofwill。

Isaid:Howbeautifularetheseflowers,thiswood,OnelittlebudisfarmoresweettomeThanallman’surbanshows;andthenIstoodUrgingnewzestforbird,andbush,andtree;

AndstrovetofeelmynaturebroughtitforthOfinstinct,ornoruralmaidwasI;

Butitwasvain;forIcouldnotseeworthEnougharoundtocharmamidgeorfly,Andmusedagainoncitydinandsin,LongingtomadnessImightmovetherein!

16W。P。V。,1866。

HERCONFESSION

Assomeblandsoul,towhomadebtorsays"I’llnowrepaytheamountIowetoyou,"

IninwardgladnessfeignsforgetfulnessThatsuchapaymenteverwashisdue(Hislongthoughtnotwithstanding),sodidI

AtourlastmeetingwaiveyourprofferedkissWithquickdivergenttalkofscenerynigh,Bysuchsuspensiontoenhancemybliss。

AndashislooksinconsternationfallWhen,gatheringthatthedebtislightlydeemed,Thedebtormakesasnottopayatall,SofalteredI,whenyourintentionseemedConvertedbymyfalseuneagernessToputtingoffforeverthecaress。

W。P。V。,1865-67。

TOANIMPERSONATOROFROSALIND

Didhewhodrewherintheyearsago-

Tillnowconceivedcreatorofhergrace-

Withtelescopicsighthighnaturesknow,DiscernremoteinTime’suntravelledspaceYoursoftsweetmien,yourgestures,asdowe,Andwithacopyist’shandbutsetthemdown,GlowingyetmoretodreamourecstasyWhenhisOriginalshouldbeforthshown?

For,kindledbythatanimatedeye,Wheretoallfairnessesabouttheebrim,Andbythytendertones,whatwightcanflyThewildconvictionwellingupinhimThatheatlengthbeholdswoo,parley,plead,The"very,veryRosalind"indeed!

8ADELPHITERRACE,21stApril1867。

TOANACTRESS

Ireadyournamewhenyouwerestrangetome,Whereitstoodblazonedboldwithmanymore;

Ipasseditvacantly,anddidnotseeAnygreatgloryintheshapeitwore。

Ocruelty,theinsightbarredmethen!

WhydidInotpossessmewithitssound,AndinitscadencecatchandcatchagainYournature’sessencefloatingtherearound?

CouldTHATmanbethisI,unknowingyou,Whennowtheknowingyouisallofme,Andtheoldworldofthenisnowanew,Andpurposenomorewhatitusedtobe-

Athingofformaljourneywork,butdueTospringsthatthenweresealeduputterly?

1867。

THEMINUTEBEFOREMEETING

ThegreygauntdaysdividingusintwainSeemedhopelesshillsmystrengthmustfainttoclimb,Buttheyaregone;andnowIwoulddetainThefewclock-beatsthatpartus;reinbackTime,AndliveincloseexpectanceneverclosedInchangeforfarexpectanceclosedatlast,SoharshlyhasexpectancebeenimposedOnmylongneedwhiletheseslowblankmonthspassed。

AndknowingthatwhatisnowabouttobeWillallHAVEBEENinO,soshortaspace!

IreadbeyonditmydespondencyWhenmoredividingmonthsshalltakeitsplace,TherebydenyingtothishourofgraceAfull-upmeasureoffelicity。

1871。

HEABJURESLOVE

AtlastIputofflove,FortwicetenyearsThedaysmanofmythought,Andhope,anddoing;

Beingashamedthereof,AndfaintoffearsAnddesolations,wroughtInhispursuing,SincefirstinyouthtimethoseDisquietingsThatheart-enslavementbringsTohaleandhoary,Becamemyhousefellows,And,foolandblind,IturnedfromkithandkindTogivehimglory。

IwasaschildrenbeWhohavenocare;

Ididnotshrinkorsigh,Ididnotsicken;

Butlo,Lovebeckonedme,AndIwasbare,Andpoor,andstarved,anddry,Andfever-stricken。

ToomanytimesablazeWithfatuousfires,EnkindledbyhiswilesTonewembraces,DidI,bywilfulwaysAndbaselessires,ReturntheanxioussmilesOffriendlyfaces。

NomorewillnowrateI

Thecommonrare,Themidnightdrizzledew,Thegrayhourgolden,Thewindayearningcry,Thefaultyfair,Thingsdreamt,ofcomelierhueThanthingsbeholden!……

——IspeakasonewhoplumbsLife’sdimprofound,OnewhoatlengthcansoundClearviewsandcertain。

But——afterlovewhatcomes?

Ascenethatlours,Afewsadvacanthours,Andthen,theCurtain。

1883。

ASETOFCOUNTRYSONGS

LETMEENJOY

(MINORKEY)

I

LetmeenjoytheearthnolessBecausetheall-enactingMightThatfashionedforthitslovelinessHadotheraimsthanmydelight。

II

AboutmypaththereflitsaFair,Whothrowsmenotawordorsign;

I’llcharmmewithherignoringair,Andlaudthelipsnotmeantformine。

III

FrommanuscriptsofmovingsongInspiredbyscenesanddreamsunknownI’llpouroutrapturesthatbelongToothers,astheyweremyown。

IV

Andsomedayhence,towardsParadise,Andallitsblest——ifsuchshouldbe-

Iwillliftglad,afar-offeyes,Thoughitcontainnoplaceforme。

ATCASTERBRIDGEFAIR

I

THEBALLAD-SINGER

Sing,Ballad-singer,raiseaheartytune;

MakemeforgetthattherewaseveraoneIwalkedwithinthemeeklightofthemoonWhentheday’sworkwasdone。

Rhyme,Ballad-rhymer,startacountrysong;

MakemeforgetthatshewhomIlovedwellSworeshewouldlovemedearly,lovemelong,Then——whatIcannottell!

Sing,Ballad-singer,fromyourlittlebook;

Makemeforgetthoseheart-breaks,achings,fears;

Makemeforgethername,hersweetsweetlook-

Makemeforgethertears。

II

FORMERBEAUTIES

Thesemarket-dames,mid-aged,withlipsthin-drawn,Andtissuessere,Aretheytheoneswelovedinyearsagone,Andcourtedhere?

ArethesethemuslinedpinkyoungthingstowhomWevowedandsworeInnooksonsummerSundaysbytheFroom,OrBudmouthshore?

DotheyrememberthosegaytuneswetrodClaspedonthegreen;

Aye;trodtillmoonlightsetonthebeatensodAsatinsheen?

Theymustforget,forget!TheycannotknowWhatoncetheywere,Ormemorywouldtransfigurethem,andshowThemalwaysfair。

III

AFTERTHECLUB-DANCE

Black’onfrownseastonMaidon,Andwestwardtothesea,ButonneitherishisfrownladenWithscorn,ashisfrownonme!

Atdawnmyheartgrewheavy,Icouldnotsipthewine,IleftthejocundbevyAndthatyoungmano’mine。

Theroadsideelmspassbyme,-

WhydoIsinkwithshameWhenthebirdsa-perchthereeyeme?

They,too,havedonethesame!

IV

THEMARKET-GIRL

Nobodytookanynoticeofherasshestoodonthecauseykerb,Alleagertosellherhoneyandapplesandbunchesofgardenherb;

Andifshehadofferedtogiveherwaresandherselfwiththemtoothatday,Idoubtifasoulwouldhavecaredtotakeabargainsochoiceaway。

ButchancingtotracehersunburntgracethatmorningasIpassednigh,IwentandIsaid"Poormaidydear!——andwillnoneofthepeoplebuy?"

Andsoitbegan;andsoonweknewwhattheendofitallmustbe,AndIfoundthatthoughnoothershadbid,aprizehadbeenwonbyme。

V

THEINQUIRY

AndareyeoneofHermitage-

OfHermitage,byIvelRoad,Anddoyeknow,inHermitageAthatch-roofedhousewheresengreensgrow?

AnddoesJohnWaywoodlivetherestill-

HeofthenamethatthereabodeWhenfatherhurdledonthehillSomefifteenyearsago?

Doeshenowspeako’PattyBeech,ThePattyBeechheusedto——see,OraskatallifPattyBeechIsknownorheardofoutthisway?-

Askeverifshe’slivingyet,Andwhereherpresenthomemaybe,Andhowshebearslife’sfagandfretAftersolongaday?

InyearsagoneatHermitageThisfadedfacewascountedfair,Nonefairer;andatHermitageWesworetowedwhenheshouldthrive。

ButneverachancehadheorI,Andwaitingmadehiswishoutwear,AndTime,thatdoomsman’slovetodie,Preservesamaid’salive。

VI

AWIFEWAITS

Will’satthedanceintheClub-roombelow,Wherethetallliquor-cupsfoam;

IonthepavementupherebytheBow,Wait,wait,tosteadyhimhome。

Willandhispartneraretreadingatune,Lovingcompanionstheybe;

Willy,beforeweweremarriedinJune,Saidhelovednoonebutme;

SaidhewouldlethisoldpleasuresallgoEvertolivewithhisDear。

Will’satthedanceintheClub-roombelow,ShiveringIwaitforhimhere。

NOTE。——"TheBow"(line3)。Theoldnameforthecurvedcornerbythecross-

streetsinthemiddleofCasterbridge。

VII

AFTERTHEFAIR

ThesingersaregonefromtheCornmarket-placeWiththeirbroadsheetsofrhymes,ThestreetringsnolongerintrebleandbassWiththeirskitsonthetimes,AndtheCross,latelythronged,isadimnakedspaceThatbutechoesthestammeringchimes。

FromClock-cornersteps,aseachquarterding-dongs,AwaythefolkroamBythe"Hart"andGrey’sBridgeintobywaysand"drongs,"

Oracrosstheridgedloam;

Theyoungeronesshrillingthelatelyheardsongs,Theoldsaying,"Wouldwewerehome。"

Theshy-seemingmaidensomuteinthefairNowrattlesandtalks,AndthatonewholookedthemostswaggeringthereGrowssadasshewalks,AndshewhoseemedeatenbycankeringcareInstatuesquesturdinessstalks。

AndmidnightclearsHighStreetofallbuttheghostsOfitsburiedburghees,FromthelatestfarbacktothoseoldRomanhostsWhoseremainsoneyetsees,Wholoved,laughed,andfought,hailedtheirfriends,dranktheirtoastsAttheirmeeting-timeshere,justasthese!

1902。

NOTE。——"TheChimes"(line6)willbelistenedforinvainhereatmidnightnow,havingbeenabolishedsomeyearsago。

THEDARK-EYEDGENTLEMAN

I

Ipitchedmyday’sleazingsinCrimmercrockLane,Totieupmygarterandjogonagain,Whenadeardark-eyedgentlemanpassedthereandsaid,Inawaythatmadeallo’mecolourrose-red,"WhatdoIsee-

Oprettyknee!"

Andhecameandhetiedupmygarterforme。

II

’Twixtsunsetandmoonriseitwas,Icanmind:

Ah,’tiseasytolosewhatwenevermorefind!-

Ofthedearstranger’shome,ofhisname,Iknewnought,ButIsoonknewhisnatureandallthatitbrought。

ThenbitterlySobbedIthatheShouldeverhavetiedupmygarterforme!

III

YetnowI’vebesidemeafinelissomlad,Andmyslip’snighforgot,andmydaysarenotsad;

Myowndearestjoyishe,comrade,andfriend,Heitiswhosafe-guardsme,onhimIdepend;

Nosorrowbringshe,AndthankfulIbeThathisdaddyoncetiedupmygarterforme!

NOTE。——"Leazings"(line1)。——Bundleofgleanedcorn。

TOCARREYCLAVEL

Youturnyourback,youturnyourback,Andneveryourfacetome,Aloneyoutakeyourhomewardtrack,Andscornmycompany。

WhatwillyoudowhenCharley’sseenDewbeatingdownthisway?-

You’llturnyourbackasnow,youmean?

Nay,CarreyClavel,nay!

You’llseenone’slooking;putyourlipUplikeatulip,so;

Andhewillcollyou,bend,andsip:

Yes,Carrey,yes;Iknow!

THEORPHANEDOLDMAID

Iwantedtomarry,butfathersaid,"No-

’Tisweaknessinwomentogivethemselvesso;

Ifyoucareforyourfreedomyou’lllistentome,Makeaspouseinyourpocket,andletthemenbe。"

Ispakeon’tagainandagain:fathercried,"Why——ifyougohusbanding,whereshallIbide?

Forneverahome’sformeelsewherethanhere!"

AndIyielded;forfatherhadeverbeendear。

Butnowfather’sgone,andIfeelgrowingold,AndI’mlonelyandpoorinthishouseonthewold,Andmysweetheartthatwasfoundapartnerelsewhere,Andnobodyflingsmeathoughtoracare。

THESPRINGCALL

DownWessexway,whenspring’sa-shine,Theblackbird’s"pret-tyde-urr!"

InWessexaccentsmarkedasmineIsheardafarandnear。

Heflutesitstrong,asifinsongNoR’soffeeblertoneThanhisappearin"prettydear,"

Haveblackbirdseverknown。

Yettheypipe"prattiedeerh!"Iglean,BeneathaScottishsky,And"pehtyde-aw!"amidthetreenOfMiddlesexornigh。

Whilesomefolksay——perhapsinplay-

WhoknowtheIrishisle,’Tis"purritydare!"intreelandthereWhensongsterswouldbeguile。

Well:I’llsaywhatthelisteningbirdsSay,hearing"pret-tyde-urr!"-

Howeverstrangerssoundsuchwords,That’showwesoundthemhere。

Yes,inthisclimeatpairingtime,AssoonaseyescanseeherAtdawnofday,theproperwayTocallis"pret-tyde-urr!"

JULIE-JANE

Sing;how’awouldsing!

How’awouldraisethetuneWhenwerodeinthewaggonfromharvestingBythelighto’themoon!

Dance;how’awoulddance!

IfafiddlestringdidbutsoundShewouldholdouthercoats,giveaslantingglance,Andgoroundandround。

Laugh;how’awouldlaugh!

HerpeonylipswouldpartAsifnonesuchaplaceforalovertoquaffAtthedeepsofaheart。

Julie,Ogirlofjoy,Soon,soonthatloverhecame。

Ah,yes;andgavetheeababy-boy,Butneverhisname……

——Tollingforher,asyouguess;

Andthebabytoo……’Tiswell。

Youknewherinmaidhoodlikewise?——Yes,That’sherburialbell。

"Isuppose,"withalaugh,shesaid,"IshouldblushthatI’mnotawife;

Buthowcanitmatter,sosoontobedead,Whatonedoesinlife!"

WhenwesatmakingthemourningByherdeath-bedside,saidshe,"Dears,howcanyoukeepfromyourlovers,adorningInhonourofme!"

Bubblingandbrightsomeeyed!

Butnow——Oneveragain。

ShechoseherbearersbeforeshediedFromherfancy-men。

NOTE。——Itis,orwas,acommoncustominWessex,andprobablyothercountryplaces,topreparethemourningbesidethedeath-bed,thedyingpersonsometimesassisting,whoalsoselectshisorherbearersonsuchoccasions。

"Coats"(line7)。——Oldnameforpetticoats。

NEWSFORHERMOTHER

I

OnemilemoreisWhereyourdoorisMothermine!-

Harvest’scoming,Millsarestrumming,Applesfine,Andthecidermadeto-yearwillbeaswine。

II

Yet,notviewingWhat’sa-doingHerearoundIsitthrillsme,AndsofillsmeThatIboundLikeaballorleaforlambalongtheground。

III

TremblenotnowAtyourlotnow,Sillysoul!

HostshavespedthemQuicktowedthem,Greatandsmall,Sincethefirsttwosighinghalf-heartsmadeawhole。

IV

YetIwonder,WillitsunderHerfromme?

WillsheguessthatIsaid"Yes,"——thatHisI’dbe,EreIthoughtshemightnotseehimasIsee!

V

Oldbrowngable,Granary,stable,Hereyouare!

Omymother,CananotherEverbarMinefromthyheart,makethynearnessseemafar?

THEFIDDLER

Thefiddlerknowswhat’sbrewingTotheliltofhislyricwiles:

ThefiddlerknowswhatrueingWillcomeofthisnight’ssmiles!

Heseescouplesjointhemfordancing,Andafterwardsjoiningforlife,HeseesthempayhighfortheirprancingByawelterofweddedstrife。

Hetwangs:"Musichailsfromthedevil,Thoughvauntedtocomefromheaven,ForitmakespeopledoatarevelWhatmultipliessinsbyseven。

"There’smanyaheartnowmangled,Andwaitingitstimetogo,WhosetendrilswerefirstentangledBymysweetviolandbow!"

THEHUSBAND’SVIEW

"CananythingavailBeldame,formyhidgrief?-

Listen:I’lltellthetale,Itmaybringfaintrelief!-

"IcamewhereIwasnotknown,Inhopetofleemysin;

AndwalkingforthaloneAyoungmansaid,’Goode’en。’

"IngentlevoiceandtrueHeaskedtomarryme;

’Youonly——onlyyouFulfilmydream!’saidhe。

"Wemarriedo’Mondaymorn,Inthemonthofhayandflowers;

Mycareswerenighforsworn,Andperfectlovewasours。

"ButerethedaysarelongUntimelyfruitwillshow;

MyLovekeepsuphissong,Undreamingitisso。

"AndIawakeinthenight,Andthinkofmonthsgoneby,AndofthatcauseofflightHiddenfrommyLove’seye。

"Discoverybordersnear,Andthen!……Butsomethingstirred?-

Myhusband——heishere!

Heaven——hasheoverheard?"-

"Yes;Ihaveheard,sweetNan;

Ihaveknownitallthetime。

Iamnotaparticularman;

Misfortunesarenocrime:

"AndwhatwithourseriousneedOfsonsforsoldiering,Thataccident,indeed,Tomaids,isausefulthing!"

ROSE-ANN

Whydidn’tyousayyouwaspromised,Rose-Ann?

Whydidn’tyounameittome,Ereeveryoutemptedmehither,Rose-Ann,Sooften,sowearifully?

Owhydidyouletmebenear’ee,Rose-Ann,Talkingthingsaboutwedlocksofree,Andneverbynodorbywhisper,Rose-Ann,Giveahintthatitwasn’ttobe?

DownhomeIwasraisingaflockofstockewes,Cocksandhens,andweechickensbyscores,Andlavenderedlinenallreadytouse,A-dreamingthattheywouldbeyours。

Mothersaid:"She’sasport-makingmaiden,myson";

Andaprettysharpquarrelhadwe;

OwhydoyouprovebythiswrongyouhavedoneThatIsawnotwhatmothercouldsee?

Neveroncedidyousayyouwaspromised,Rose-Ann,NeveroncedidIdreamittobe;

Anditcutstothehearttobetreated,Rose-Ann,Asyouinyourscorningtreatme!

THEHOMECOMING

GrufflygrowledthewindonTollerdownlandbroadandbare,Andlonesomewasthehouse,anddark;andfewcamethere。

"Nowdon’tyerubyoureyessored;we’rehomeandhavenocares;

Here’saskimmer-cakeforsupper,peckledonions,andsomepears;

I’vegotalittlekego’summatstrong,too,understairs:-

What,slightyourhusband’svictuals?Otherbridescantackletheirs!"

Thewindofwintermooedandmouthedtheirchimneylikeahorn,Androundthehouseandpastthehouse’twasleaflessandlorn。

"Butmydearandtenderpoppet,then,howcameyetoagreeInIvelchurchthismorning?Sure,there-rightyoumarriedme!"-

"Hoo-hoo!——Idon’tknow——Iforgothowstrangeandfar’twouldbe,An’IwishIwasathomeagainwithdeardaddee!"

GrufflygrowledthewindonTollerdownlandbroadandbare,Andlonesomewasthehouseanddark;andfewcamethere。

"Ididn’tthinksuchfurnitureasthiswasallyou’down,Andgreatblackbeamsforceiling,andaflooro’wretchedstone,Andnastypewterplatters,horridforksofsteelandbone,Andamonstrouscrockinchimney。’Twastomequiteunbeknown!"

Rattlerattlewentthedoor;downflappedacloudofsmoke,Asshiftingnorththewickedwindassayedasmarterstroke。

"Nowsityebythefire,poppet;putyourselfatease:

Andkeepyourlittlethumboutofyourmouth,dear,please!

AndI’llsingto’eeaprettysongoflovelyflowersandbees,Andhappyloverstakingwalkswithinagroveo’trees。"

GrufflygrowledthewindonTollerDown,sobleakandbare,Andlonesomewasthehouse,anddark;andfewcamethere。

"Now,don’tyegnawyourhandkercher;’twillhurtyourlittletongue,Andifyoudofeelspitish,’tisbecauseyeareoveryoung;

Butyou’llbegettingolder,likeusall,ereverylong,Andyou’llseemeasIam——amanwhoneverdid’eewrong。"

StraightfromWhit’sheetHilltoBenvillLanetheblusterspass,Hittinghedges,milestones,handposts,trees,andtuftsofgrass。

"Well,hadIonlyknown,mydear,thatthiswashowyou’dbe,I’dhavemarriedherofriperyearsthatwassofondofme。

ButsinceIcan’t,I’vehalfamindtorunawaytosea,Andleave’eetogobarefoottoyourd-ddaddee!"

Uponewallanddowntheother——pasteachwindow-pane-

Prancethegusts,andthenawaydownCrimmercrock’slonglane。

"I——I——don’tknowwhattosayto’t,sinceyourwifeI’vevowedtobe;

Andas’tisdone,Is’posehereImustbide——poorme!

Aye——asyouareki-ki-kind,I’lltrytolivealongwith’ee,AlthoughI’dfainhavestayedathomewithdeardaddee!"

GrufflygrowledthewindonTollerDown,sobleakandbare,Andlonesomewasthehouseanddark;andfewcamethere。

"That’sright,myHeart!AndthoughonhauntedTollerDownwebe,Andthewindswearsthingsinchimley,we’lltosuppermerrily!

Sodon’tyetapyourshoesopettish-like;butsmileatme,Andye’llsoonforgettosockandsighfordeardaddee!"

December1901。

PIECESOCCASIONALANDVARIOUS

ACHURCHROMANCE

(MELLSTOCKcirca1835)

Sheturnedinthehighpew,untilhersightSweptthewestgallery,andcaughtitsrowOfmusic-menwithviol,book,andbowAgainstthesinkingsadtower-windowlight。

Sheturnedagain;andinherpride’sdespiteOnestrenuousviol’sinspirerseemedtothrowAmessagefromhisstringtoherbelow,Whichsaid:"Iclaimtheeasmyownforthright!"

Thustheirhearts’bondbegan,induetimesigned。

Andlongyearsthence,whenAgehadscaredRomance,AtsomeoldattitudeofhisorglanceThatgallery-scenewouldbreakuponhermind,Withhimasminstrel,ardent,young,andtrim,Bowing"NewSabbath"or"MountEphraim。"

THERASHBRIDE

ANEXPERIENCEOFTHEMELLSTOCKQUIRE

I

WeChristmas-carolleddowntheVale,anduptheVale,androundtheVale,Weplayedandsangthatnightaswewereyearlywonttodo-

Acarolinaminorkey,acarolinthemajorD,Thenateachhouse:"Goodwishes:manyChristmasjoystoyou!"

II

Next,tothewidow’sJohnandIandalltherestdrewon。AndI

DiscernedthatJohncouldhardlyholdthetongueofhimforjoy。

ThewidowwasasweetyoungthingwhomJohnwasbentonmarrying,Andquiringathercasementseemedromantictotheboy。

III

"She’llmakereply,Itrust,"saidhe,"tooursalute?Shemust!"saidhe,"AndthenIwillaccosthergently——muchtohersurprise!-

ForknowingnotIamwithyouhere,whenIspeakupandcallherdearAtendernesswillfillhervoice,abashfulnesshereyes。

IV

So,byherwindow-squarewestood;ay,withourlanternstherewestood,Andhealongwithus,——notsinging,waitingforasign;

Andwhenwe’dquiredhercarolsthreealightwaslitandoutlookedshe,Ashawlaboutherbedgown,andhercolourredaswine。

V

Andsweetlythenshebowedherthanks,andsmiled,andspokealoudherthanks;

Whenlo,behindherbackthere,intheroom,amanappeared。

Iknewhim——onefromWoolcombway——GilesSwetman——honestastheday,Buteager,hasty;andIfeltthatsomestrangetroubleneared。

VI

"Howcomeshethere?……Suppose,"saidwe,"she’swedoflate!Whoknows?"saidwe-

"Shemarriedyester-morning——onlymotheryethasknownThesecreto’t!"shrilledonesmallboy。"ButnowI’vetold,let’swish’emjoy!"

Aheavyfallarousedus:Johnhadgonedownlikeastone。

VII

Werushedtohimandcaughthimround,andliftedhim,andbroughthimround,When,hearingsomethingwronghadhappened,opedthewindowshe:

"Hasoneofyoufallenill?"sheasked,"bythesenightlaboursovertasked?"

Noneanswered。Thatshe’ddonepoorJohnacruelturnfeltwe。

VIII

TillupspokeMichael:"Fie,youngdame!You’vebrokeyourpromise,slyyoungdame,Byformingthisnewtie,youngdame,andjiltingJohnsotrue,Whotrudgedto-nighttosingto’eebecausehethoughthe’dbringto’eeGoodwishesasyourcomingspouse。Mayyesuchtriflingrue!"

IX

Hermanhadsaidnowordatall;butbeingbehindhadhearditall,Andnowcried:"Neighbours,onmysoulIknewnot’twaslikethis!"

Andthentoher:"IfIhadknownyou’dhadintownotmealone,Nowifeshouldyouhavebeenofmine。Itisadearboughtbliss!"

X

Shechangeddeath-white,andheavedacry:we’dneverheardsogrievedacryAscamefromheratthisfromhim:heart-brokenquiteseemedshe;

Andsuddenly,aswelookedon,sheturned,andrushed;andshewasgone,Whither,herhusband,followingafter,knewnot;norknewwe。

XI

Wesearchedtilldawnaboutthehouse;withinthehouse,withoutthehouse,Wesearchedamongthelaurelboughsthatgrewbeneaththewall,Andthenamongthecrocksandthings,andstoresforwinterjunketings,Inlinhay,loft,anddairy;butwefoundhernotatall。

XII

ThenJohnrushedin:"Ofriends,"hesaid,"hearthis,this,this!"andbendshishead:

"I’ve——searchedroundbythe——WELL,andfindthecoveropenwide!

Iamfearfulthat——Ican’tsaywhat……Bringlanterns,andsomecordstoknot。"

Wedidso,andwewentandstoodthedeepdarkholebeside。

XIII

Andthenthey,ropesinhand,andI——ay,John,andalltheband,andI

Letdownalanterntothedepths——somehundredfeetandmore;

Itglimmeredlikeafog-dimmedstar;andthere,besideitslight,afar,Whitedraperyfloated,andweknewthemeaningthatitbore。

XIV

Therestisnaught……Weburiedhero’Sunday。Neighbourscarriedher;

AndSwetman——hewho’dmarriedher——nowmiserablestofmen,Walkedmourningfirst;andthenwalkedJohn;justquivering,butcomposedanon;

Andwethequireformedroundthegrave,aswasthecustomthen。

XV

Ouroldbassplayer,asIrecall——hiswhitehairblown——butwhyrecall!-

Hisviolupstrapped,bentfigure——doomedtofollowherfullsoon-

Stoodbowing,paleandtremulous;andnexttohimtherestofus……

WesangtheNinetiethPsalmtoher——settoSaintStephen’stune。

THEDEADQUIRE

I

BesidetheMeadofMemories,WhereChurch-waymountstoMoaningHill,Thesadmansighedhisphantasies:

Heseemstosighthemstill。

II

"’TwastheBirth-tideEve,andthehamleteersMademerrywithancientMellstockzest,ButtheMellstockquireofformeryearsHadenteredintorest。

III

"OldDewylaybythegauntyewtree,AndReubenandMichaelapacebehind,AndBowmanwithhisfamilyBythewallthattheiviesbind。

IV

"Thesingershadfollowedonebyone,Treble,andtenor,andthorough-bass;

AndthewormthatwastethhadbegunTominetheirmoulderingplace。

V

"Fortwo-scoreyears,ereChrist-daylight,Mellstockhadthrobbedtostrainsfromthese;

ButnowthereechoedonthenightNoChristmasharmonies。

VI

"Threemeadowsoff,atadormeredinn,Theyouthhadgatheredinhighcarouse,And,rangedonsettles,somethereinHaddrunkthemtoadrowse。

VII

"Loud,lively,reckless,somehadgrown,EachdandlingonhisjiggingkneeEliza,Dolly,Nance,orJoan-

Liversinlevity。

VIII

"ThetaperflamesandhearthfireshineGrewsmoke-hazedtoaluridlight,AndsongsonsubjectsnotdivineWerewarbledforththatnight。

IX

"YetmanyweresonsandgrandsonshereOfthosewho,onsuchevesgoneby,AtthatstillhourhadthroatedclearTheiranthemstothesky。

X

"Theclockbelledmidnight;anderelongOneshouted,’Now’tisChristmasmorn;

Here’stoourwomenoldandyoung,AndtoJohnBarleycorn!’

XI

"Theydrinkthetoastandshoutagain:

Thepewter-wareringsbacktheboom,Andforabreath-whilefollowsthenAsilenceintheroom。

XII

"Whennighwithout,asinolddays,TheancientquireofvoiceandstringSeemedsingingwordsofprayerandpraiseAstheyhadusedtosing:

XIII

"’Whileshepherdswatch’dtheirflocksbynight,’-

ThusswellsthelongfamiliarsoundInmanyaquaintsymphonicflight-

To,’Gloryshonearound。’

XIV

"Thesonsdefinedtheirfathers’tones,Thewidowhiswhomshehadwed,AndothersintheminormoansTheviolsofthedead。

XV

"SomethingsupernalhasthesoundAsversebyversethestrainproceeds,AndstillystaringonthegroundEachroystererholdsandheeds。

XVI

"TowardsitschordedclosingbarPlaintively,thinly,wanedthehymn,Yetlingered,likethenotesafarOfbandedseraphim。

XVII

"Withbrowsabashed,andreverenttread,Thehearkenerssoughtthetaverndoor:

Butnothing,savewanmoonlight,spreadTheemptyhighwayo’er。

XVIII

"WhileontheirhearingfixedandtenseTheaerialmusicseemedtosink,AsitweregentlymovingthenceAlongtheriverbrink。

XIX

"ThendidtheQuickpursuetheDeadBycrystalFroomthatcrinklesthere;

AndstilltheviewlessquireaheadVoicedtheoldholyair。

XX

"ByBank-walkwicket,brightlybleached,Itpassed,and’twixtthehedgestwain,Doggedbytheliving;tillitreachedThebottomofChurchLane。

XXI

"There,attheturning,itwasheardDrawingtowherethechurchyardlay:

ButwhentheyfollowedthitherwardItsmalled,anddiedaway。

XXII

"Eachheadstoneofthequire,eachmound,Confrontedthembeneaththemoon;

ButnomorefloatedtherearoundThatancientBirth-nighttune。

XXIII

"ThereDewylaybythegauntyewtree,ThereReubenandMichael,apacebehind,AndBowmanwithhisfamilyBythewallthattheiviesbind……

XXIV

"AsfromadreameachsoberedsonAwoke,andmusingreachedhisdoor:

’Twassaidthatofthemall,notoneSatinatavernmore。"

XXV-

Thesadmanceased;andceasedtoheedHislistener,andcrossedtheleazeFromMoaningHilltowardsthemead-

TheMeadofMemories。

1897。

THECHRISTENING

WhosechildisthistheybringIntotheaisle?-

AtsosuperbathingThecongregationsmileAndturntheirheadsawhile。

Itseyesareblueandbright,Itscheekslikerose;

ItssimplerobesuniteWhitestofcalicoesWithlawn,andsatinbows。

AprideinthehumanraceAtthisparagonOfmortals,lightseachfaceWhiletheoldritegoeson;

Butah,theyareshockedanon。

WhatgirlisshewhopeepsFromthegallerystair,Smilespalely,redlyweeps,WithfeverishfurtiveairAsthoughnotfitlythere?

"Iamthebaby’smother;

ThisgemoftheraceThedecentfainwouldsmother,AndformydeepdisgraceIambiddentoleavetheplace。"

"Whereisthebaby’sfather?"-

"Inthewoodsafar。

Hesaysthereisnonehe’dratherMeetundermoonorstarThanme,ofallthatare。

"Toclaspmeinlovelikeweather,Wishfixingwhen,Hesays:TobetogetherAtwill,justnowandthen,Makeshimtheblestofmen;

"ButchainedanddoomedforlifeTosloveningAsvulgarmanandwife,Hesays,isanotherthing:

Yea:sweetLove’ssepulchring!"

1904。

ADREAMQUESTION

"Itshallbedarkuntoyou,thatyeshallnotdivine。"

Micahiii。6。

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