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Somewhereitpursuesitsflight,OneofalongprocessionofsoundsTravellingaetherealroundsFarfromearth’sboundsIntheinfinite。

THEANNOUNCEMENT

Theycame,thebrothers,andtooktwochairsIntheirusualquietway;

AndforatimewedidnotthinkTheyhadmuchtosay。

AndtheybeganandtalkedawhileOfordinarythings,TillspreadthatsilenceintheroomApentthoughtbrings。

Andthentheysaid:"Theendhascome。

Yes:ithascomeatlast。"

Andwelookeddown,andknewthatdayAspirithadpassed。

THEOXEN

ChristmasEve,andtwelveoftheclock。

"Nowtheyareallontheirknees,"

AneldersaidaswesatinaflockBytheembersinhearthsideease。

WepicturedthemeekmildcreatureswhereTheydweltintheirstrawypen,NordiditoccurtooneofusthereTodoubttheywerekneelingthen。

SofairafancyfewwouldweaveIntheseyears!Yet,Ifeel,IfsomeonesaidonChristmasEve,"Come;seetheoxenkneel"InthelonelybartonbyyondercoombOurchildhoodusedtoknow,"

Ishouldgowithhiminthegloom,Hopingitmightbeso。

1915。

THETRESSES

"WhentheairwasdampItmademycurlshangslackAstheykissedmyneckandbackWhileIfootedthesalt—airedtrackIlovedtotramp。

"WhenitwasdryTheywouldrollupcrispandtightAsIwentoninthelightOfthesun,whichmyownspriteSeemedtooutvie。

"NowIamold;

AndhavenotonegaycurlAsIhadwhenagirlFordampnesstounfurlOrsunuphold!"

THEPHOTOGRAPH

TheflamecreptuptheportraitlinebylineAsitlayonthecoalsinthesilenceofnight’sprofound,Andoverthearm’sincline,Andalongthemargeofthesilkworksuperfine,Andgnawedatthedelicatebosom’sdefencelessround。

ThenIventedacryofhurt,andavertedmyeyes;

ThespectaclewasonethatIcouldnotbear,Tomydeepandsadsurprise;

But,compelledtoheed,Iagainlookedfurtive—wiseTilltheflamehadeatenherbreasts,andmouth,andhair。

"ThankGod,sheisoutofitnow!"Isaidatlast,InagreatreliefofheartwhenthethingwasdoneThathadsetmysoulaghast,AndnothingwasleftofthepictureunsheathedfromthepastButtheashenghostofthecardithadfiguredon。

Shewasawomanlonghidamidpacksofyears,Shemighthavebeenlivingordead;shewaslosttomysight,AndthedeedthathadnighdrawntearsWasdoneinacasualclearanceoflife’sarrears;

ButIfeltasifIhadputhertodeaththatnight!……

***

—Well;sheknewnothingthereofdidshesurvive,Andsufferednothingifnumberedamongthedead;

Yet——yet——ifonearthaliveDidshefeelasmart,andwithvaguestrangeanguishstrive?

Ifinheaven,didshesmileatmesadlyandshakeherhead?

ONAHEATH

Icouldhearagown—skirtrustlingBeforeIcouldseehershape,RustlingthroughtheheatherThatwovethecommon’sdrape,OnthateveningofdarkweatherWhenIhearkened,lipsagape。

Andthetown—shineinthedistanceDidbutbaffleherethesight,Andthenavoiceflewforward:

Dear,is’tyou?Ifearthenight!"

AndtheheronsflappedtonorwardInthefirsuponmyright。

TherewasanotherloomingWhoselifewedidnotsee;

TherewasonestillybloomingFullnightowherewalkedwe;

TherewasashadeentombingAllthatwasbrightofme。

ANANNIVERSARY

Itwasattheverydatetowhichwehavecome,Inthemonthofthematchingname,When,atalikeminute,thesunhadupswum,Itscouch—timeatnightbeingthesame。

Andthesamepathstretchedherethatpeoplenowfollow,Andthesamestilecrossedtheirway,AndbeyondthesamegreenhillockandhollowThesamehorizonlay;

Andthesamemanpilgrimsnowherebywhopilgrimedherethatday。

Letsomuchbesaidofthedate—day’ssameness;

Butthetreethatneighboursthetrack,Andstoopslikeapedlarafflictedwithlameness,Knewofnosoggedwoundorwindcrack。

AndthejointsofthatwallwerenotenshroudedWithmossesofmanytones,AndthegarthupafarwasnotovercrowdedWithamultitudeofwhitestones,Andtheman’seyesthenwerenotsosunkthatyousawthesocket—

bones。

KINGSTON—MAURWARDEWELEASE。

"BYTHERUNICSTONE"

(Twowhobecameastory)

BytheRunicStoneTheysat,wherethegrassslopeddown,Andchattered,hewhite—hatted,sheinbrown,Pink—faced,breeze—blown。

RapttherealoneInthetransportoftalkingsoInsuchaplace,therewasnothingtoletthemknowWhathourshadflown。

AndthediethrownBythemheedlesslythere,thedentItwastocutintheirencompassment,Were,too,unknown。

ItmighthavestrownTheirzestwithqualmstosee,Asinaglass,TimetosstheirhistoryFromzonetozone!

THEPINKFROCK

"Omyprettypinkfrock,Isha’n’tbeabletowearit!

Whyishedyingjustnow?

Ihardlycanbearit!

"Hemighthavecontrivedtoliveon;

Buttheysaythere’snohopewhatever:

AndmustIshutmyselfup,Andgooutnever?

"Omyprettypinkfrock,Puff—sleevedandaccordion—pleated!

HemighthavepassedinJuly,Andnotsocheated!"

TRANSFORMATIONS

PortionofthisyewIsamanmygrandsireknew,Bosomedhereatitsfoot:

Thisbranchmaybehiswife,AruddyhumanlifeNowturnedtoagreenshoot。

ThesegrassesmustbemadeOfherwhooftenprayed,Lastcentury,forrepose;

AndthefairgirllongagoWhomIoftentriedtoknowMaybeenteringthisrose。

So,theyarenotunderground,ButasnervesandveinsaboundInthegrowthsofupperair,Andtheyfeelthesunandrain,AndtheenergyagainThatmadethemwhattheywere!

INHERPRECINCTS

Herhouselookedcoldfromthefoggylea,AndthesquareofeachwindowadullblackblurWhereshowednostir:

Yes,hergloomwithinatthelackofmeSeemedmatchingmineatthelackofher。

TheblacksquaresgrewtobesquaresoflightAstheeyeshadeswathedthehouseandlawn,Andviolsgavetone;

Therewasgleewithin。AndIfoundthatnightThegloomofseveranceminealone。

KINGSTON—MAURWARDPARK。

THELASTSIGNAL

(Oct。11,1886)

AMEMORYOFWILLIAMBARNES

SilentlyIfootedbyanuphillroadThatledfrommyabodetoaspotyew—boughed;

Yellowlythesunslopedlowdowntowestward,Anddarkwastheeastwithcloud。

Then,amidtheshadowofthatlividsadeast,Wherethelightwasleast,andagatestoodwide,Somethingflashedthefireofthesunthatwasfacingit,Likeabriefblazeonthatside。

LookinghardandharderIknewwhatitmeant—

Thesuddenshinesentfromthelivideastscene;

Itmeantthewestmirroredbythecoffinofmyfriendthere,Turningtotheroadfromhisgreen,Totakehislastjourneyforth——hewhoinhisprimeTrudgedsomanyatimefromthatgateathwarttheland!

Thusafarewelltomehesignalledonhisgrave—way,Aswithawaveofhishand。

WINTERBORNE—CAMEPATH。

THEHOUSEOFSILENCE

"Thatisaquietplace—

Thathouseinthetreeswiththeshadylawn。"

"——If,child,youknewwhattheregoesonYouwouldnotcallitaquietplace。

Why,aphantomabidesthere,thelastofitsrace,Andabrainspinstheretilldawn。"

"ButIseenobodythere,—

Nobodymovesaboutthegreen,Orwanderstheheavytreesbetween。"

"——Ah,that’sbecauseyoudonotbearThevisioningpowersofsoulswhodareTopiercethematerialscreen。

"Morning,noon,andnight,MidthosefunerealshadesthatseemTheuncannysceneryofadream,Figuresdancetoamindwithsight,AndmusicandlaughterlikefloodsoflightMakealltheprecinctsgleam。

"Itisapoet’sbower,Throughwhichtherepass,infleetarrays,Longteamsofalltheyearsanddays,Ofjoysandsorrows,ofearthandheaven,Thatmeetmankindinitsagesseven,Anaioninanhour。"

GREATTHINGS

Sweetcyderisagreatthing,Agreatthingtome,SpinningdowntoWeymouthtownByRidgwaythirstily,AndmaidandmistresssummoningWhotendthehostelry:

Ocyderisagreatthing,Agreatthingtome!

Thedanceitisagreatthing,Agreatthingtome,WithcandleslitandpartnersfitFornight—longrevelry;

Andgoinghomewhenday—dawningPeepspaleuponthelea:

Odancingisagreatthing,Agreatthingtome!

Loveis,yea,agreatthing,Agreatthingtome,When,havingdrawnacrossthelawnIndarknesssilently,Afigureflitslikeonea—wingOutfromthenearesttree:

Oloveis,yes,agreatthing,Agreatthingtome!

Willthesebealwaysgreatthings,Greatthingstome?……

LetitbefallthatOnewillcall,"Soul,Ihaveneedofthee:"

Whatthen?Joy—jaunts,impassionedflings,Love,anditsecstasy,Willalwayshavebeengreatthings,Greatthingstome!

THECHIMES

ThatmorningwhenItrodthetownThetwitchingchimesoflongrenownPlayedouttomeThesweetSiciliansailors’tune,AndIknewnotiflateorsoonMydaywouldbe:

Adayofsunshineberyl—brightAndwindless;yea,thinkasImight,Icouldnotsay,Eventowithinyears’measure,whenOnewouldbeatmysidewhothenWasfaraway。

WhenhardutilitariantimesHadstilledthesweetSaint—Peter’schimesIlearnttoseeThatbalemayspringwhereblissesare,AndonedesiredmightbeafarThoughneartome。

THEFIGUREINTHESCENE

ItpleasedhertostepinfrontandsitWherethecraggedslopewasgreen,WhileIstoodbackthatImightpencilitWithheramidthescene;

Tillitgloomedandrained;

ButIkepton,despitethedriftingwetThatfellandstainedMydraught,leavingforcuriousquizzingsyetTheblotsengrained。

AndthusIdrewhertherealone,SeatedamidthegauzeOfmoisture,hooded,onlyheroutlineshown,Withrainfallmarkedacross。

——Soonpassedourstay;

YetherrainyformistheGeniusstillofthespot,Immutable,yea,Thoughtheplacenowknowshernomore,andhasknownhernotEversincethatday。

Fromanoldnote。

"WHYDIDISKETCH"

WhydidIsketchanuplandgreen,AndputthefigureinOfoneonthespotwithme?—

FornowthatonehasceasedtobeseenThepicturewaxesakinToawordlessirony。

IfyougodrawingondownorcliffLetnosoftcurvesintrudeOfawoman’ssilhouette,ButshowtheescarpmentsstarkandstiffAsinuttersolitude;

Soshallyouhalfforget。

LetmesoonerpassfromsightoftheskyThanagainonathoughtlessdayLimn,laugh,andsing,andrhymeWithawomansittingnear,whomI

Paintinforlove,andwhomayBecalledhenceinmytime!

Fromanoldnote。

CONJECTURE

IftherewereinmykalendarNoEmma,Florence,Mary,Whatwouldbemyexistencenow—

Ahermit’s?——wanderer’sweary?—

HowshouldIlive,andhowNearwouldbedeath,orfar?

CouldithavebeenthatothereyesMighthaveuplitmyhighway?

Thatfond,sad,retrospectivesightWouldcatchfromthisdimbywayPrizedfiguresdifferentquiteFromthosethatnowarise?

WithhowstrangeaspectwouldtherecreepThedawn,thenight,thedaytime,IfmemorywerenotwhatitisInsong—time,toil,orpray—time。—

Owereitelsethanthis,I’dpasstopulselesssleep!

THEBLOW

Thatnomanschemeditismyhope—

Yea,thatitfellbywillandscopeOfThatWhichsomeenthrone,Andforwhosemeaningmyriadsgrope。

ForIwouldnotthatofmykindThereshould,ofhisunbiassedmind,HavebeenoneknownWhosuchastrokecouldhavedesigned;

SinceitwouldaugurworksandwaysBelowthelowestthatmanassaysTohavehurledthatstoneIntothesunshineofourdays!

Andifitprovethatnomandid,AndthattheInscrutable,theHid,WascausealoneOfthisfoulcrashourlivesamid,I’llgoinduetime,andforgetInsomedeepgraveyard’soublietteThethingwhereofIgroan,Andceasefromtroubling;thankfulyetTime’sfingershouldhavestretchedtoshowNoaimfulauthor’swastheblowThatsweptusprone,ButtheImmanentDoer’sThatdothnotknow,WhichinsomeageunguessedofusMayliftItsblindingincubus,Andsee,andown:

"ItgrievesmeIdidthusandthus!"

LOVETHEMONOPOLIST

(YoungLover’sReverie)

Thetraindrawsforthfromthestation—yard,Andwithitcarriesme。

Irise,andstretchout,andregardTheplatformleft,andseeAnairyslimblueformtherestanding,Andknowthatitisshe。

WhilewithstrainedvisionIwatchon,ThefigureturnsroundquiteTogreetfriendsgaily;thenisgone……

Theimportmaybeslight,ButwhyremainedshenothardgazingTillIwasoutofsight?

"Odonotchatwithothersthere,"

Ibrood。"TheyarenotI。

OstrainyourthoughtsasiftheywereGoldbandsbetweenus;eyeAllneighbourscenesassomuchblanknessTillIagainamby!

"AtroubledsoughinginthebreezeAndtheskyoverheadLetyourselffeel;andshadefultrees,Ripecorn,andapplesred,ReadasthingsbarrenanddistastefulWhileweareseparated!

"WhenIcomebackuncloakyourgloom,Andletinlovelyday;

ThenthelongdarkasofthetombCanwellbethrustawayWithsweetthingsIshallhavetopractise,Andyouwillhavetosay!"

Begun1871:finished—

ATMIDDLE—FIELDGATEINFEBRUARY

ThebarsarethickwithdropsthatshowAstheygatherthemselvesfromthefogLikesilverbuttonsrangedinarow,Andasevenlyspacedasifmeasured,althoughTheyfallatthefeeblestjog。

Theyloadtheleaflesshedgehardby,Andthebladesoflastyear’sgrass,WhilethefallowploughlandturnedupnighInrawrolls,clammyandclogginglie—

Toocloggingforfeettopass。

Howdryitwasonafar—backdayWhenstrawshungthehedgeandaround,WhenamidthesheavesinamorousplayIncurtainedbonnetsandlightarrayBloomedabevynowunderground!

BOCKHAMPTONLANE。

THEYOUTHWHOCARRIEDALIGHT

Isawhimpassasthenewdaydawned,Murmuringsomemusicalphrase;

Horsesweredrinkingandflounderinginthepond,Andthetiredstarsthinnedtheirgaze;

Yetthesewerenotthespectaclesatallthatheconned,Butaninnerone,givingoutrays。

Suchwasthethinginhiseye,walkingthere,Theveryandvisiblething,Acloselight,displacingthegrayofthemorningair,Andthetokensthatthedarkwastakingwing;

AndwasitnottheradianceofapurposerareThatmightripetoitsaccomplishing?

Whatbecameofthatlight?Iwonderstillitsfate!

Wasitquenchedereitsfullapogee?

Diditstrugglefrailandfrailertoabeamemaciate?

Diditthrivetillmaturedinverity?

Ordidittravelon,tobeanewyoungdreamer’sfreight,Andthenceoninfinitely?

1915。

THEHEADABOVETHEFOG

SomethingdoIseeAbovethefogthatsheetsthemead,Afigureliketolifeindeed,Movingalongwithspectre—speed,Seenbynonebutme。

Othevisionkeen!—

TrippingalongtomeforloveAsinthefleshitusedtomove,OnlyitshatandplumeaboveTheeveningfog—fleeceseen。

Intheday—fallwan,Whennightedbirdsbreakofftheirsong,Mereghostlyheaditskimsalong,Justasitdidwhenwarmandstrong,Bodyseeminggone。

SuchitisIseeAbovethefogthatsheetsthemead—

Yea,thatwhichoncecouldbreatheandplead!—

Skimmingalongwithspectre—speedToalasttrystwithme。

OVERLOOKINGTHERIVERSTOUR

TheswallowsflewinthecurvesofaneightAbovetheriver—gleamInthewetJune’slastbeam:

LikelittlecrossbowsanimateTheswallowsflewinthecurvesofaneightAbovetheriver—gleam。

PlaningupshavingsofcrystalsprayAmoor—hendartedoutFromthebankthereabout,Andthroughthestream—shinerippedhisway;

PlaningupshavingsofcrystalsprayAmoor—hendartedout。

Closedwerethekingcups;andthemeadDrippedinmonotonousgreen,Thoughtheday’smorningsheenHadshownitgoldenandhoneybee’d;

Closedwerethekingcups;andthemeadDrippedinmonotonousgreen。

AndneverIturnedmyhead,alack,WhilethesethingsmetmygazeThroughthepane’sdrop—drenchedglaze,Toseethemorebehindmyback……

OneverIturned,butlet,alack,Theselessthingsholdmygaze!

THEMUSICALBOX

LifelongtobeSeemedthefaircolourofthetime;

ThattherewasstandingshadowednearAspiritwhosangtothegentlechimeOftheself—strucknotes,Ididnothear,Ididnotsee。

ThusdiditsingTothemindlesslyrethatplayedindoorsAsshecametolistenformewithout:

"Ovaluewhatthenonceoutpours—

Thisbestoflife——thatshinesaboutYourwelcoming!"

IhadslowedalongAfterthetorridhoursweredone,ThoughstillthepostsandwallsandroadFlungbacktheirsenseofthehot—facedsun,AndhadwalkedbyStoursideMill,wherebroadStream—liliesthrong。

AndIdescriedTheduskyhousethatstoodapart,Andher,white—muslined,waitingthereIntheporchwithhigh—expectantheart,WhilestillthethinmechanicairWentoninside。

AtwhileswouldflitSwartbats,whosewings,be—webbedandtanned,Whirredlikethewheelsofancientclocks:

ShelaughedahailingasshescannedMeinthegloom,thetunefulboxIntoningit。

LifelongtobeIthoughtit。ThattherewatchedhardbyAspiritwhosangtotheindoortune,"Omakethemostofwhatisnigh!"

Ididnothearinmydullsoul—swoon—

Ididnotsee。

ONSTURMINSTERFOOT—BRIDGE

(ONOMATOPOEIC)

Reticulationscreepupontheslackstream’sfaceWhenthewindskimsirritablypast,ThecurrentcluckssmartlyintoeachhollowplaceThatyearsoffloodhavescrabbledinthepier’ssoddenbase;

Thefloating—lilyleavesrotfast。

Onaroofstandtheswallowsrangedinwistfulwaitingrows,TilltheyarrowoffanddroplikestonesAmongtheeyot—withiesatwhosefoottheriverflows;

AndbeneaththeroofisshewhointhedarkworldshowsAsalattice—gleamwhenmidnightmoans。

ROYALSPONSORS

"Thekingandthequeenwillstandtothechild;

’Twillbehandeddowninsong;

Andit’snomorethantheirdeserving,WithmylordsofaithfulatCourtsolong,Andsostaunchandstrong。

"Oneverbeforewasknownsuchathing!

’Twillbeagrandtimeforall;

Andthebeefwillbeawhole—roastbullock,Andtheservantswillhaveafeastinthehall,Andtheladiesaball。

"WhilefromJordan’sstreambyatraveller,Inaflagonofsilverwrought,Andbycaravan,stage—coach,wain,andwaggonAprecioustricklehasbeenbrought,Clearaswhencaught。"

Themorningcame。TotheparkofthepeerTheroyalcouplebore;

AndthefontwasfilledwiththeJordanwater,AndthehouseholdawaitedtheirguestsbeforeThecarpeteddoor。

Butwhentheywenttothesilk—linedcotThechildwasfoundtohavedied。

"What’snowtobedone?WecandisappointnotThekingandqueen!"thefamilycriedWitheyesspreadwide。

"Evennowtheyapproachthechestnut—drive!

Theservicemustberead。"

"Well,sincewecan’tchristenthechildalive,ByGodweshallhavetochristenhimdead!"

Themarquissaid。

Thus,breath—forsaken,acorpsewastakenTotheprivatechapel——yea—

Andthekingknewnot,northequeen,Godwot,ThattheyansweredforonereturnedtoclayAtthefontthatday。

OLDFURNITURE

IknownothowitmaybewithothersWhositamidrelicsofhouseholdryThatdatefromthedaysoftheirmothers’mothers,ButwellIknowhowitiswithmeContinually。

IseethehandsofthegenerationsThatownedeachshinyfamiliarthingInplayonitsknobsandindentations,AndwithitsancientfashioningStilldallying:

Handsbehindhands,growingpalerandpaler,Asinamirroracandle—flameShowsimagesofitself,eachfrailerAsitrecedes,thoughtheeyemayframeItsshapethesame。

Ontheclock’sdulldialafoggyfinger,MovingtosettheminutesrightWithtentativetouchesthatliftandlingerInthewontofamothonasummernight,Creepstomysight。

Onthisoldviol,too,fingersaredancing—

Aswhilom——justoverthestringsbythenut,Thetipofabowreceding,advancingInairyquivers,asifitwouldcutTheplaintivegut。

AndIseeafacebythatboxfortinder,Glowingforthinfitsfromthedark,Andfadingagain,asthelintencinderKindlestoredattheflintyspark,Orgoesoutstark。

Well,well。Itisbesttobeupanddoing,Theworldhasnouseforoneto—dayWhoeyesthingsthus——noaimpursuing!

Heshouldnotcontinueinthisstay,Butsinkaway。

ATHOUGHTINTWOMOODS

Isawit——pinkandwhite——revealedUponthewhiteandgreen;

Thewhiteandgreenwasadaisiedfield,ThepinkandwhiteEthleen。

AndasIlookeditseemedinkindThatdifferencetheyhadnone;

ThetwofairbodimentscombinedAsvariedmiensofone。

Asensethat,insomemoulderingyear,Asonetheybothwouldlie,MadememovequicklyontoherTopassthepalethoughtby。

Shelaughedandsaid:"Outthere,tome,Youlookedsoweather—browned,Andbrowninclothes,youseemedtobeMadeofthedustyground!"

THELASTPERFORMANCE

"Iamplayingmyoldesttunes,"declaredshe,"AlltheoldtunesIknow,—

ThoseIlearnteversolongago。"

—Whysheshouldthinkjustthenshe’dplaythemSilencecloakslikesnow。

WhenIreturnedfromthetownatnightfallNotescontinuedtopourAswhenIhadlefttwohoursbefore:

It’stheverylasttime,"shesaidinclosing;

"FromnowIplaynomore。"

Afewmornsonwardfoundherfading,And,asherlifeoutflew,Ithoughtofherplayinghertunesrightthrough;

AndIfeltshehadknownofwhatwascoming,Andwonderedhowsheknew。

1912。

"YOUONTHETOWER"

I

"Youonthetowerofmyfactory—

Whatdoyouseeupthere?

DoyouseeEnjoymentwithwidewingsAdvancingtoreachmehere?"

—"Yea;IseeEnjoymentwithwidewingsAdvancingtoreachyouhere。"

II

"Good。SoonI’llcomeandaskyouTotellmeagainthereon……

Well,whatishedoingnow?Hoi,there!"

——"Hestillisflyingon。"

"Ah,waitingtillIhavefull—finished。

Good。Tellmeagainanon……

III

Hoi,Watchman!I’mhere。Whencomeshe?

BetweenmysweatsIamchill。"

——"Oh,youthere,workingstill?

Why,surelyhereachedyouatimeback,Andtookyoumilesfromyourmill?

Hedulycameinhiswinging,Andnowhehaspassedoutofview。

Howcanitbethatyoumissedhim?

Hebrushedyoubyasheflew。"

THEINTERLOPER

"AndIsawthefigureandvisageofMadnessseekingforahome。"

Therearethreefolkdrivinginaquaintoldchaise,Andthecliff—sidetracklooksgreenandfair;

IviewthemtalkinginquietgleeAstheydropdowntowardsthepuffins’lairBytheroughestofways;

Butanotherwiththethreerideson,Isee,WhomIlikenottobethere!

No:it’snotanybodyyouthinkof。NextAdwellingappearsbyaslowsweetstreamWheretwosithappyandhalfinthedark:

Theyread,helpedoutbyafrail—wick’dgleam,Somerhythmictext;

Butonesitswiththemwhomtheydon’tmark,OneI’mwishingcouldnotbethere。

No:notwhomyouknewandname。AndnowIdiscerngaydinersinamansion—place,Andtheguestsdroppingwit——pert,prim,orchoice,Andthehostess’stenderandlaughingface,Andthehost’sblandbrow;

Icannothelphearingahollowvoice,AndI’dfainnothearitthere。

No:it’snotfromthestrangeryoumetonce。Ah,Yetagoodlierscenethanthatsucceeds;

Peopleonalawn——quiteacrowdofthem。Yes,Andtheychatterandrambleasfancyleads;

Andtheysay,"Hurrah!"

Toablithespeechmade;saveone,mirthless,Whooughtnottobethere。

Nay:it’snotthepaleFormyourimagingsraise,Thatwaitsonusallatadestinedtime,ItisnottheFourthFiguretheFurnaceshowed,Othatitweresuchashapesublime;

Intheselatterdays!

Itisthatunderwhichbestlivescorrode;

Would,woulditcouldnotbethere!

LOGSONTHEHEARTH

AMEMORYOFASISTER

ThefireadvancesalongthelogOfthetreewefelled,WhichbloomedandborestripedapplesbythepeckTillitslasthourofbearingknelled。

TheforkthatfirstmyhandwouldreachAndthenmyfootInclimbingsupwardinchbyinch,liesnowSawn,sapless,darkeningwithsoot。

Wherethebarkcharsiswhere,oneyear,Itwaspruned,andbled—

Thenovergrewthewound。Butnow,atlast,Itsgrowingsallhavestagnated。

Myfellow—climberrisesdimFromherchillygrave—

Justasshewas,herfootnearmineonthebendinglimb,Laughing,heryoungbrownhandawave。

December1915。

THESUNSHADE

Ah——it’stheskeletonofalady’ssunshade,Hereatmyfeetinthehardrock’schink,Merelyanakedsheafofwires!—

TwentyyearshavegonewiththeirliversanddiersSinceitwassilkedinitswhiteorpink。

Noonshineriddlestheribsofthesunshade,Nomoreascreenfromtheweakestray;

Nothingtotellusthehueofitsdyes,NothingbutrustybonesasitliesInitscoffinofstone,unseentillto—day。

Whereisthewomanwhocarriedthatsun—shadeUpanddownthisseasideplace?—

Littlethumbstandingagainstitsstem,Thoughtsperhapsbentonalove—stratagem,Softeningyetmorethealreadysoftface!

IsthefairwomanwhocarriedthatsunshadeAskeletonjustasherpropertyis,Laidinthechinkthatnonemayscan?

Anddoessheregret——ifregretdustcan—

Thevainthingsthoughtwhensheflourishedthis?

SWANAGECLIFFS。

THEAGEINGHOUSE

WhenthewallswereredThatnowareseenTobeoverspreadWithamouldygreen,AfreshfairheadWouldoftenleanFromthesunnycasementAndscanthescene,Whileblithelyspokethewindtothelittlesycamoretree。

ButstormshaveragedThosewallsabout,AndtheheadhasagedThatoncelookedout;

AndzestissuagedAndtrustisdoubt,AndsloweffacementIsrifethroughout,Whilefiercelygirdsthewindatthelong—limbedsycamoretree!

THECAGEDGOLDFINCH

Withinachurchyard,onarecentgrave,IsawalittlecageThatjailedagoldfinch。AllwassilencesaveItshopsfromstagetostage。

Therewasinquiryinitswistfuleye,Andonceittriedtosing;

Ofhimorherwhoplaceditthere,andwhy,Nooneknewanything。

ATMADAMETUSSAUD’SINVICTORIANYEARS

"Thatsamefirstfiddlerwholeadstheorchestrato—nightHerefiddledfourdecadesofyearsago;

Hebearsthesamebabe—likesmileofself—centreddelight,Sametrinketonwatch—chain,sameringonthehandwiththebow。

"Buthisface,ifregarded,iswoefullywanner,anddrier,Andhisoncedarkbeardhasgrownstragglingandgray;

Yetablissfulexistenceheseemstohaveledwithhislyre,Inatranceofhisown,wherenowearingortearinghadsway。

"Midthesewaxfigures,whonothingcando,itmayseemThattodobutalittlethingcountsagreatdeal;

Tobewatchedbykings,councillors,queens,maybeflatteringtohim—

Withtheirglasseyeslongingtheytoocouldwakenotesthatappeal。"

***

Ah,butheplayedstaunchly——thatfiddler——whoeverhewas,Withtheinnocentheartandthesoul—touchingstring:

MayhefindtheFairHaven!Fordidhenotsmilewithgoodcause?

Yes;gamutsthatgracedfortyyears’—flightwerenotasmallthing!

THEBALLET

Theycrushtogether——arustlingheapofflesh—

Ofmorethanflesh,aheapofsouls;andthenTheypart,enmesh,Andcrushtogetheragain,LikethepinkpetalsofatoosanguineroseFrightenedshutjustwhenitblows。

Thoughallalikeintheirtinsellivery,Andindistinguishableatasweepingglance,Theymuster,maybe,Asliveswideinirrelevance;

Aworldofherownhaseachoneunderneath,Detachedasaswordfromitssheath。

Daughters,wives,mistresses;honestorfalse,sold,bought;

Heartsofallsizes;gay,fond,gushing,orpenned,VariousinthoughtOflover,rival,friend;

Linksinaone—pulsedchain,allshowingonesmile,Yetseveredsomanyamile!

THEFIVESTUDENTS

Thesparrowdipsinhiswheel—rutbath,Thesungrowspassionate—eyed,Andboilsthedewtosmokebythepaddock—path;

Asstrenuouslywestride,—

Fiveofus;darkHe,fairHe,darkShe,fairShe,I,Allbeatingby。

Theairisshaken,thehigh—roadhot,Shadowlessswoonstheday,Thegreensaresoberedandcattleatrest;butnotWeonoururgentway,—

Fourofus;fairShe,darkShe,fairHe,I,arethere,Butone——elsewhere。

Autumnmouldsthehardfruitmellow,AndforwardstillwepressThroughmoors,briar—meshedplantations,clay—pitsyellow,Asinthespringhours——yes,Threeofus:fairHe,fairShe,I,asheretofore,But——fallenonemore。

Theleafdrops:earthwormsdrawitinAtnight—timenoiselessly,Thefingersofbirchandbeechareskeleton—thin,Andyetonthebeatarewe,—

Twoofus;fairShe,I。ButnomorelefttogoThetrackweknow。

Iciclestagthechurch—aisleleads,Theflag—ropegibbershoarse,Thehome—boundfoot—folkwraptheirsnow—flakedheads,YetIstillstalkthecourse,—

Oneofus……DarkandfairHe,darkandfairShe,gone:

Therest——anon。

THEWIND’SPROPHECY

Itravelonbybarrenfarms,AndgullsglintoutlikesilverflecksAgainstacloudthatspeaksofwrecks,Andbelliesdownwithblackalarms。

Isay:"Thusfrommylady’sarmsIgo;thosearmsIlovethebest!"

Thewindrepliesfromdipandrise,"Nay;towardherarmsthoujourneyest。"

AdistantvergemoroselygrayAppears,whileclotsofflyingfoamBreakfromitsmuddymonochrome,Andalightblinksupfaraway。

Isigh:"MyeyesnowasalldayBeholdherebonloopsofhair!"

Likeburstingbondsthewindresponds,"Nay,waitfortressesflashingfair!"

FromtidestheloftycoastlandsscreenComesmitingsliketheslamofdoors,Orhammeringsonhollowfloors,Astheswellcleavesthroughcavesunseen。

SayI:"Thoughbroadthiswildterrene,Hercityhomeismatchedofnone!"

Fromthehoarseskiesthewindreplies:

"Thoushouldsthavesaidhersea—bordone。"

Theall—prevailingcloudsexcludeTheonequicktimoroustransientstar;

ThewavesoutsidewherebreakersareHuzzalikeamadmultitude。

"Wherethesunupsit,mist—imbued,"

Icry,"therereignsthestarforme!"

Thewindoutshrieksfrompointsandpeaks:

"Here,westward,whereitdowns,meanye!"

Yondertheheadland,vulturine,SnoreslikeoldSkrymerinhissleep,AndeverychasmandeverysteepBlackensaswakeseachpharos—shine。

"Iroam,butoneissafelymine,"

Isay。"Godgrantshestaymyown!"

Lowlaughsthewindasifitgrinned:

"ThyLoveisonethou’stnotyetknown。"

Rewrittenfromanoldcopy。

DURINGWINDANDRAIN

Theysingtheirdearestsongs—

He,she,allofthem——yea,Trebleandtenorandbass,Andonetoplay;

Withthecandlesmooningeachface……

Ah,no;theyearsO!

Howthesickleavesreeldowninthrongs!

Theyclearthecreepingmoss—

Eldersandjuniors——aye,MakingthepathwaysneatAndthegardengay;

Andtheybuildashadyseat……

Ah,no;theyears,theyears;

See,thewhitestorm—birdswingacross!

Theyareblithelybreakfastingall—

Menandmaidens——yea,Underthesummertree,Withaglimpseofthebay,Whilepetfowlcometotheknee……

Ah,no;theyearsO!

Andtherottenroseisriptfromthewall。

Theychangetoahighnewhouse,He,she,allofthem——aye,ClocksandcarpetsandchairsOnthelawnallday,Andbrightestthingsthataretheirs……

Ah,no;theyears,theyears;

Downtheircarvednamestherain—dropploughs。

HEPREFERSHEREARTHLY

Thisafter—sunsetisasightforseeing,Cliff—headsofcraggycloudsurroundingit。

——Anddwellyouinthatglory—show?

Youmay;fortherearestrangestrangethingsinbeing,StrangerthanIknow。

YetifthatchasmofsplendourclaimyourpresenceWhichglowsbetweentheashcloudandthedun,Howchangedmustbeyourmortalmould!

Changedtoafirmament—ridingearthlessessenceFromwhatyouwereofold:

AlltoounlikethefondandfragilecreatureThenknowntome……Well,shallIsayitplain?

Iwouldnothaveyouthusandthere,Butstillwouldgrieveon,missingyou,stillfeatureYouastheoneyouwere。

THEDOLLS

"Wheneveryoudressmedolls,mammy,Whydoyoudressthemso,Andmakethemgallantsoldiers,WhenneveraoneIknow;

AndnotasgentleladiesWithfrillsandfrocksandcurls,AspeopledressthedolliesOfotherlittlegirls?"

Ah——whydidshenotanswer:—

"Becauseyourmammy’sheedIsalwaysgallantsoldiers,Aswellmaybe,indeed。

Oneofthemwasyourdaddy,HisnameImustnottell;

He’snotthedadwholiveshere,ButoneIlovetoowell。"

MOLLYGONE

NomoresummerforMollyandme;

Thereissnowonthetree,Andtheblackbirdsplumplargeastherooksare,almost,AndthewaterishardWheretheyusedtodipbillsatthedawnereherfigurewaslostTothesecoasts,nowmyprisonclose—barred。

NomoreplantingbyMollyandmeWherethebedsusedtobeOfsweet—william;notrainingtheclamberingroseBytheframeworkoffirNowboweringthepathway,whereonitswingsgailyandblowsAsifcallingcommendmentfromher。

NomorejauntingsbyMollyandmeTothetownbythesea,OralongoverWhitesheettoWynyard’sgreenGap,CatchingMontacuteCrestTotherightagainstSedgmoor,andCorton—Hill’sfar—distantcap,AndPilsdonandLewsdontowest。

NomoresingingbyMollytomeIntheeveningswhensheWasinmoodandinvoice,andthecandleswerelit,Andpasttheporch—quoinTherayswouldspringoutonthelaurels;anddumbledoreshitOnthepane,asifwishingtojoin。

Where,then,isMolly,who’snomorewithme?

——AsIstandonthislea,Thinkingthus,there’samany—flamedstarintheair,ThattossesasignThatherglanceisregardingitsfacefromherhome,sothatthereHereyesmayhavemeetingswithmine。

ABACKWARDSPRING

Thetreesareafraidtoputforthbuds,Andthereistimidityinthegrass;

Theplotsliegraywheregougedbyspuds,AndwhethernextweekwillpassFreeofslysourwindsisthefretofeachbushOfbarberrywaitingtobloom。

Yetthesnowdrop’sfacebetraysnogloom,Andtheprimrosepantsinitsheedlesspush,Thoughthemyrtleasksifit’sworththefightThisyearwithfrostandrimeToventureonemoretimeOndelicateleavesandbuttonsofwhiteFromtheselfsameboughasatlastyear’sprime,AndnevertoruminateonorrememberWhathappenedtoitinmid—December。

April1917。

LOOKINGACROSS

I

Itisdarkinthesky,AndsilenceiswhereOurlaughsranghigh;

AndrecalldoI

ThatOneisoutthere。

II

Thedawnisnotnigh,Andthetreesarebare,AndthewaterwayssighThatayearhasdrawnby,AndTwoareoutthere。

III

ThewinddropstodieLikethephantomofCareToofrailforacry,AndheartbringstoeyeThatThreeareoutthere。

IV

ThisLiferunsdryThatonceranrareAndrosyindye,Andfleetthedaysfly,AndFourareoutthere。

V

Tired,tiredamI

Ofthisearthlyair,Andmywraithasks:Why,Sincethesecalmlie,ArenotFiveoutthere?

December1915。

ATASEASIDETOWNIN1869

(YoungLover’sReverie)

Iwentandstoodoutsidemyself,SpelledthedarkskyAndship—lightsnigh,Andgrumblingwindsthatpassedthereby。

ThennextinsidemyselfIlooked,Andthere,aboveAll,shonemyLove,Thatnothingmatchedtheimageof。

BeyondmyselfagainIranged;

AndsawthefreeLifebythesea,Andfolkindifferenttome。

O’twasacharmtodrawwithinThereafter,whereButshewas;careForonethingonly,herhidthere!

Butsoitchanced,withoutmyselfIhadtolook,AndthenItookMoreheedofwhatIhadlongforsook:

Theboats,thesands,theesplanade,Thelaughingcrowd;

Light—hearted,loudGreetingsfromsomenotill—endowed;

Theeveningsunlitcliffs,thetalk,Hailingsandhalts,Thekeensea—salts,Theband,theMorgenblatterWaltz。

Still,whenatnightIdrewinsideForwardshecame,Sad,butthesameAswhenIfirsthadknownhername。

Thenroseatimewhen,asbyforce,OutwardlywooedBycontactscrude,Herimageinabeyancestood……

AtlastIsaid:ThisoutsidelifeShallnotendure;

I’llseekthepureThought—world,andbaskinherallure。

MyselfagainIcreptwithin,ScannedwithkeencareThetemplewhereShe’dshone,butcouldnotfindherthere。

Isoughtandsought。ButOhersoulHasnotsincethrownUponmyownOnebeam!Yea,sheisgone,isgone。

Fromanoldnote。

THEGLIMPSE

ShespedthroughthedoorAnd,followinginhaste,Andstirredtothecore,Ienteredhot—faced;

ButIcouldnotfindher,Nosignwasbehindher。

"Whereisshe?"Isaid:

—"Who?"theyaskedthatsatthere;

"Notasoul’scomeinsight。"

—"Amaidwithredhair。"

—"Ah。"Theypaled。"Sheisdead。

Peopleseeheratnight,ButyouarethefirstOnwhomshehasburstInthekeencommonlight。"

Itwasagesago,WhenIwasquitestrong:

Ihavewaitedsince,——O,Ihavewaitedsolong!

—Yea,IsetmetoownThehouse,wherenowloneIdwellinvoidroomsBoominghollowastombs!

ButInevercomenearher,ThoughnightlyIhearher。

AndmycheekhasgrownthinAndmyhairhasgrowngrayWiththiswaitingtherein;

Butshestillkeepsaway!

THEPEDESTRIAN

ANINCIDENTOF1883

"Sir,willyouletmegiveyouaride?

NoxVenit,andtheheathiswide。"

—Myphaeton—lanternshoneononeYoung,fair,evenfresh,Butburdenedwithflesh:

Aleathernsatchelathisside,Hisbreathingsshort,hiscoatundone。

’TwasasifhiscorpulentfiguresloppedWiththeshakeofhiswalkingwhenhestopped,And,thoughthenight’spinchgrewacute,HeworebutathinWind—thriddedsuit,Yetwell—shapedshoesforwalkingin,Artisticbeaver,canegold—topped。

"Alas,myfriend,"hesaidwithasmile,"Iamdailyboundtofoottenmile—

Wet,dry,ordark——beforeIrest。

SixmonthstoliveMydoctorsgiveMeasmyprospecthere,atbest,UnlessIvampmysturdiest!"

Hisvoicewasthatofamanrefined,Aman,onewellcouldfeel,ofmind,Quitewinninginitsmusicalease;

ButinmouldmalignedBysomedisease;

AndIaskedagain。Butheshookhishead;

Then,asifmoreweredue,hesaid:—

"AstudentwasI——ofSchopenhauer,Kant,Hegel,——andthefountainedbowerOftheMuses,too,knewmyregard:

Butah——IfearmeThegravegapesnearme!……

WouldIcouldthisgrosssheathdiscard,Andriseanetherealshape,unmarred!"

HowIrememberhim!——hisshortbreath,Hisaspect,markedforearlydeath,Ashedroppedintothenightforever;

OnecaughtinhisprimeOfhighendeavour;

FromallphilosophiessoontoseverThroughanunconsciencedtrickofTime!

"WHO’SINTHENEXTROOM?"

"Who’sinthenextroom?——who?

IseemedtoseeSomebodyinthedawningpassingthrough,Unknowntome。"

"Nay:yousawnought。Hepassedinvisibly。"

"Who’sinthenextroom?——who?

IseemtohearSomebodymutteringfirminalanguagenewThatchillstheear。"

"No:youcatchnothistonguewhohasenteredthere。"

"Who’sinthenextroom?——who?

IseemtofeelHisbreathlikeaclammydraught,asifitdrewFromthePolarWheel。"

"No:nonewhobreathesatalldoesthedoorconceal。"

"Who’sinthenextroom?——who?

AfigurewanWithamessagetooneinthereofsomethingdue?

ShallIknowhimanon?"

"Yeahe;andhebroughtsuch;andyou’llknowhimanon。"

ATACOUNTRYFAIR

AtabygoneWesterncountryfairIsawagiantledbyadwarfWitharedstringlikealongthinscarf;

HowmuchhewasthestrongerthereThegiantseemedunaware。

AndthenIsawthatthegiantwasblind,Andthedwarfashrewd—eyedlittlething;

Thegiant,mild,timid,obeyedthestringAsifhehadnoindependentmind,Orwillofanykind。

WhereverthedwarfdecidedtogoAthisheelstheothertrottedmeekly,(Perhaps——Iknownot——reproachingweakly)

LikeoneFatebadethatitmustbeso,Whetherhewishedorno。

VarioussightsinvariousclimesIhaveseen,andmoreImayseeyet,ButthatsightnevershallIforget,Andhavethoughtitthesorriestofpantomimes,Ifonce,ahundredtimes!

THEMEMORIALBRASS:186—

"Whydoyouweepthere,Osweetlady,Whydoyouweepbeforethatbrass?—

(I’mamerestudentsketchingthemediaeval)

Issomelatedeathlinedthere,alas?—

Yourfather’s?……Well,allpaythedebtthatpaidhe!"

"Youngman,OmustItell!——Myhusband’s!AndunderHisnameIsetmine,andmyDEATH!—

Itsdateleftvacanttillmyheirsshouldfillit,Statingmefaithfultillmylastbreath。"

—"Madam,thatyouareawidowwakesmywonder!"

"Owait!ForlastmonthI——remarried!

AndnowIfear’twasadeedamiss。

We’vejustcomehome。AndIamsickandsaddenedAtwhatthenewonewillsaytothis;

Andwillhethink——thinkthatIshouldhavetarried?

"Imayadd,surely,——withnowishtoharmhim—

Thathe’satemper——yes,Ifear!

AndwhenhecomestochurchnextSundaymorning,Andseesthatwritten……Odear,Odear!

—"Madam,Iswearyourbeautywilldisarmhim!"

HERLOVE—BIRDS

WhenIlookedupatmylove—birdsThatSundayafternoon,TherewasintheirtinytuneAdyingfetchlikebrokenwords,WhenIlookedupatmylove—birdsThatSundayafternoon。

Whenhe,too,scannedthelove—birdsOnenteringtherethatday,’TwasasifhehadnoughttosayOfhislongjourneycitywards,Whenhe,too,scannedthelove—birds,Onenteringtherethatday。

Andbilledandbilledthelove—birds,As’twereinfonddespairAtthestressofsilencewhereHadoncebeentonesintenorthirds,Andbilledandbilledthelove—birdsAs’twereinfonddespair。

O,hisspeechthatchilledthelove—birds,Andsmotelikedeathonme,AsIlearntwhatwastobe,Andknewmylifewasbrokeinsherds!

O,hisspeechthatchilledthelove—birds,Andsmotelikedeathonme!

PAYINGCALLS

IwentbyfootpathandbystileBeyondwherebustleends,StrayedhereamileandthereamileAndcalleduponsomefriends。

OncertainonesIhadnotseenForyearspastdidIcall,AndthenonotherswhohadbeenTheoldestfriendsofall。

ItwasthetimeofmidsummerWhentheyhadusedtoroam;

Butnow,thoughtemptingwastheair,Ifoundthemallathome。

IspoketooneandotherofthemBymoundandstoneandtreeOfthingswehaddoneeredaysweredim,Buttheyspokenottome。

THEUPPERBIRCH—LEAVES

Warmyellowy—greenIntheblueserene,HowtheyskipandswayOnthisautumnday!

TheycannotknowWhathashappenedbelow,—

ThattheirboughsdownthereArealreadyquitebare,ThattheirownwillbeWhenaweekhaspassed,—

FortheyjigasingleeTothisverylast。

Butno;thereliesAttimesintheirtuneAnotethatcriesWhatatfirstIfearIdidnothear:

"OwerememberAteachwind’shollo—

Thoughlifeholdsyet—

Wegohencesoon,For’tisNovember;

—ButthatyoufollowYoumayforget!"

"ITNEVERLOOKSLIKESUMMER"

"ItneverlookslikesummerhereOnBeenybythesea。"

Butthoughshesawitslookasdrear,Summeritseemedtome。

ItneverlookslikesummernowWhateverweather’sthere;

Butah,itcannotanyhow,OnBeenyorelsewhere!

BOSCASTLE,March8,1913。

EVERYTHINGCOMES

"ThehouseisbleakandcoldBuiltsonewforme!

AllthewindsuponthewoldSearchitthroughforme;

Noscreeningtreesabound,AndthecuriouseyesaroundKeeponviewforme。"

"MyLove,IamplantingtreesAsascreenforyouBothfromwinds,andeyesthatteaseAndpeerinforyou。

Onlywaittilltheyhavegrown,NosuchbowerwillbeknownAsImeanforyou。"

"ThenIwillbearit,Love,Andwillwait,"shesaid。

—So,withyears,theregrewagrove。

"Skillhowgreat!"shesaid。

"Asyouwished,Dear?"——"Yes,Isee!

But——I’mdying;andforme’Tistoolate,"shesaid。

THEMANWITHAPAST

Therewasmerry—makingWhenthefirstdartfellAsaheralding,—

Tillgrinnedthefullybaredthing,Andfrozelikeaspell—

Likeaspell。

Innocentwasshe,InnocentwasI,Toosimplewe!

Beforeuswedidnotsee,Nearing,aughtwry—

Aughtwry!

Icantellitnotnow,Itwaslongago;

Andsuchthingscow;

ButthatiswhyandhowTwoliveswereso—

Wereso。

Yes,theyearsmatured,AndtheblowswerethreeThattimeensuredOnher,whichshedumblyendured;

Andoneonme—

Oneonme。

HEFEARSHISGOODFORTUNE

TherewasaglorioustimeAtanepochofmyprime;

Morningsberyl—bespread,Andeveningsgolden—red;

Nothinggray:

AndinmyheartIsaid,"Howeverthischancedtobe,Itistoofullforme,Toorare,toorapturous,rash,ItsspellmustclosewithacrashSomeday!"

TheradiancewentonAnonandyetanon,AndsweetnessfellaroundLikemannaontheground。

"I’venoclaim,"

SaidI,"tobethuscrowned:

Iamnotworthythis:—

Mustitnotgoamiss?—

Well……lettheendforeseenComeduly!——Iamserene。"

——Anditcame。

HEWONDERSABOUTHIMSELF

Nousehoping,orfeelingvext,TuggedbyaforceaboveorunderLikesomefantocine,muchIwonderWhatIshallfindmedoingnext!

ShallIberushingwherebrighteyesbe?

ShallIbesufferingsorrowsseven?

ShallIbewatchingthestarsofheaven,Thinkingoneofthemlookslikethee?

PartismineofthegeneralWill,CannotmyshareinthesumofsourcesBendadigitthepoiseofforces,Andafairdesirefulfil?

Nov。1893。

JUBILATE

"TheverylasttimeIeverwashere,"hesaid,"IsawmuchlessofthequickthanIsawofthedead。"

—HewasamanIhadmetwithsomewherebefore,ButhoworwhenInowcouldrecallnomore。

"ThehazymazymoonlightatoneinthemorningSpreadoutasaseaacrossthefrozensnow,GlazedtolivesparkleslikethegreatbreastplateadorningThepriestoftheTemple,withUrimandThummimaglow。

"Theyew—treearms,gluedhardtothestiffstarkair,Hungstillinthevillageskyastheatre—scenesWhenIcamebythechurchyardwall,andhaltedthereAtashut—insoundoffiddlesandtambourines。

"AndasIstoodhearkening,dulcimers,haut—boys,andshawms,Andvioloncellos,andathree—stringeddouble—bass,Joinedin,andwereintermixedwithasingingofpsalms;

AndIlookedoveratthedeadmen’sdwelling—place。

"ThroughtheshineoftheslipperysnowInowcouldsee,Asitwerethroughacrystalroof,agreatcompanyOfthedeadminuetinginstatelystepundergroundTothetuneoftheinstrumentsIhadbeforeheardsound。

"Itwas’EdenNew,’anddancingtheysanginachore,’Weareoutofitall!——yea,inLittle—Easecrampednomore!’

AndtheirshroudedfigurespacingwithjoyIcouldseeAsyouseethestagefromthegallery。Andtheyhadnoheedofme。

"AndIliftedmyheadquitedazedfromthechurchyardwallAndIdoubtednotthatitwarnedIshouldsoonhavemycall。

But——"……Thenintheashesheemptiedthedregsofhiscup,Andonwardhewent,andthedarknessswallowedhimup。

HEREVISITSHISFIRSTSCHOOL

Ishouldnothaveshownintheflesh,Ioughttohavegoneasaghost;

Itwasawkward,unseemlyalmost,Standingsolidlythereaswhenfresh,Pink,tiny,crisp—curled,MypinionsyetfurledFromthewindsoftheworld。

AfterwaitingsomanyayearTowaitlonger,andgoasaspriteFromthetombatthemidofsomenightWastheright,radiantwaytoappear;

NotasonewanzingweakFromlife’sroarandreek,Hisreststilltoseek:

Yea,beglimpsedthroughthequaintquarriedglassOfgreenmoonlight,bymegreenermade,Whenthey’dcry,perhaps,"TheresitshisshadeInhisoldenhaunt——justashewasWheninWalkingameheConnedthegrandRule—of—ThreeWiththebentofabee。"

Buttoshowintheafternoonsun,Withanaspectofhollow—eyedcare,Whennonewishedtoseemecomethere,Wasagarishthing,betterundone。

Yes;wrongwastheway;

Butyet,letmesay,Imayrightit——someday。

"ITHOUGHT,MYHEART"

Ithought,myHeart,thatyouhadhealedOfthosesoresmartingsofthepast,AndthatthesummershadoversealedAllmarkofthematlast。

ButcloselyscanninginthenightIsawthemstandingcrimson—brightJustasshemadethem:

Nothingcouldfadethem;

Yea,IcanswearThattheretheywere—

Theystillwerethere!

ThentheVisionofherwhocutthemcame,Andlookingovermyshouldersaid,"IamsureyoudealmealltheblameForthosesharpsmartsandred;

Butmeetme,dearest,to—morrownight,Inthechurchyardatthemoon’shalf—height,AndsostrangeakissShallbemine,Iwis,Thatyou’llceasetoknowIfthewoundsyoushowBethereorno!"

FRAGMENT

AtlastIenteredalongdarkgallery,Catacomb—lined;andrangedatthesideWerethebodiesofmenfromfarandwideWho,motionpast,wereneverthelessnotdead。

"Thesenseofwaitingherestrikesstrong;

Everyone’swaiting,waiting,itseemstome;

Whatareyouwaitingforsolong?—

Whatistohappen?"Isaid。

"OwearewaitingforonecalledGod,"saidthey,"(ThoughbysometheWill,orForce,orLaws;

And,vaguely,bysome,theUltimateCause;)

Waitingforhimtoseeusbeforeweareclay。

Yes;waiting,waiting,forGodTOKNOWIT"……

"Toknowwhat?"questionedI。

"Toknowhowthingshavebeengoingonearthandbelowit:

Itisclearhemustknowsomeday。"

Ithereonaskedthemwhy。

"SincehemadeushumblepioneersOfhimselfinconsciousnessofLife’stears,ItneedsnomightyprophecyTotellthatwhathecouldmindlesslyshowHiscreatures,hehimselfwillknow。

"Bysomestillclose—cowledmysteryWehavereachedfeelingfasterthanhe,Buthewillovertakeusanon,Iftheworldgoeson。"

MIDNIGHTONTHEGREATWESTERN

Inthethird—classseatsatthejourneyingboy,Andtheroof—lamp’soilyflamePlayeddownonhislistlessformandface,Bewraptpastknowingtowhathewasgoing,Orwhencehecame。

InthebandofhishatthejourneyingboyHadaticketstuck;andastringAroundhisneckborethekeyofhisbox,Thattwinkledgleamsofthelamp’ssadbeamsLikealivingthing。

Whatpastcanbeyours,OjourneyingboyTowardsaworldunknown,Whocalmly,asifincuriousquiteOnallatstake,canundertakeThisplungealone?

Knowsyoursoulasphere,Ojourneyingboy,Ourruderealmsfarabove,WhencewithspaciousvisionyoumarkandmeteThisregionofsinthatyoufindyouin,Butarenotof?

HONEYMOONTIMEATANINN

Attheshiverofmorning,alittlebeforethefalsedawn,Themoonwasatthewindow—square,Deedilybroodingindeformeddecay—

Thecurvehewnoffhercheekasbyanadze;

AttheshiverofmorningalittlebeforethefalsedawnSothemoonlookedinthere。

Herspeechlesseyeingreachedacrossthechamber,Wherelaytwosoulsopprest,Oneawhiteladysighing,"WhyamIsad!"

Tohimwhosighedback,"Sad,myLove,amI!"

Andspeechlesslytheoldmoonconnedthechamber,Andthesetworeftofrest。

Whiletheirlarge—pupilledvisionsweptthescenethere,Noughtseemingimminent,Somethingfellsheer,andcrashed,andfromthefloorLayglitteringatthepairwithashatteredgaze,Whiletheirlarge—pupilledvisionsweptthescenethere,Andthemany—eyedthingoutleant。

Withastarttheysawthatitwasanold—timepier—glassWhichhadstoodonthemantelnear,Itssilveringblemished,——yes,asifwornawayBytheeyesofthecountlessdeadwhohadsmirkedatitErethesetwoeverknewthatold—timepier—glassAnditsvagueandvacantleer。

Ashelooked,hisbridelikeamothskimmedforth,andkneelingQuick,withquiveringsighs,Gatheredthepiecesunderthemoon’sslyray,Unwittingasanautomatonwhatshedid;

Tillheentreated,hastingtowhereshewaskneeling,Letitstaywhereitlies!"

"Longyearsofsorrowthismeans!"breathedtheladyAstheyretired。"Alas!"

Andsheliftedonepalehandacrosshereyes。

"Don’ttrouble,Love;it’snothing,"thebridegroomsaid。

"Longyearsofsorrowforus!"murmuredthelady,"Oreverthisevilpass!"

AndtheSpiritsIroniclaughedbehindthewainscot,AndtheSpiritsofPitysighed。

It’sgood,"saidtheSpiritsIronic,"totickletheirmindsWithaportentoftheirwedlock’safter—grinds。"

AndtheSpiritsofPitysighedbehindthewainscot,"It’saportentwecannotabide!

"More,whatshallhappentoprovethetruthoftheportent?"

——"Oh;inbrief,theywillfadetillold,Andtheirlovesgrownumbederedeath,bythecarkofcare。"

—"Butnoughtseewethatasksforportentsthere?—

’Tisthelotofall。"——"Well,nolesstrueisaportentThatitfitsallmortalmould。"

THEROBIN

WhenupaloftIflyandfly,IseeinpoolsTheshiningsky,AndahappybirdAmI,amI!

WhenIdescendTowardstheirbrinkIstand,andlook,Andstoop,anddrink,Andbathemywings,Andchinkandprink。

WhenwinterfrostMakesearthassteelIsearchandsearchButfindnomeal,AndmostunhappyThenIfeel。

Butwhenitlasts,Andsnowsstillfall,IgettofeelNogriefatall,ForIturntoacoldstiffFeatheryball!

"IROSEANDWENTTOROU’TORTOWN"

(She,alone)

IroseandwenttoRou’torTownWithgaietyandgoodheart,Andardourforthestart,ThatmorningerethemoonwasdownThatlitmeofftoRou’torTownWithgaietyandgoodheart。

WhensojournsoonatRou’torTownWrotesorrowsonmyface,IstrovethatnoneshouldtraceThepaleandgray,oncepinkandbrown,WhensojournsoonatRou’torTownWrotesorrowsonmyface。

TheevilwroughtatRou’torTownOnhimI’dlovedsotrueIcannottellanew:

Butnoughtcanquench,butnoughtcandrownTheevilwroughtatRou’torTownOnhimI’dlovedsotrue!

THENETTLES

This,then,isthegraveofmyson,Whoseheartshewon!AndnettlesgrowUponhismound;andshelivesjustbelow。

Howheupbraidedme,andleft,Andourliveswerecleft,becauseIsaidShewashard,unfeeling,caringbuttowed。

Well,toseethissightIhavefaredthesemiles,Andherfirelightsmilesfromherwindowthere,Whomhelefthismothertocherishwithtendercare!

Itisenough。I’llturnandgo;

Yes,nettlesgrowwherelonelieshe,Whospurnedmeforseeingwhathecouldnotsee。

INAWAITING—ROOM

OnamorningsickasthedayofdoomWiththedrizzlinggrayOfanEnglishMay,Therewerefewintherailwaywaiting—room。

AboutitswallswereframedandvarnishedPicturesofliners,fly—blown,tarnished。

ThetableboreaTestamentFortravellers’reading,ifsuchwisebent。

Ireaditonandon,And,throngingtheGospelofSaintJohn,Werefigures——additions,multiplications—

Bysomeonescrawled,withsundryemendations;

Notscoffinglydesigned,Butwithanabsentmind,—

Plainlyabagman’scountsofcost,Whathehadprofited,whatlost;

AndwhilstIwonderediftherecouldhavebeenAnyparticleofasoulInthatpoormanatall,TocypherratesofwageUponthatprintedpage,TherejoinedinthecharmlesssceneAndstoodovermeandthescribbledbook(Tolendthehour’smeanhueAsmearoftragedytoo)

Asoldierandwife,withhaggardlookSubduedtostonebystrongendeavour;

AndthenIheardFromacasualwordTheywerepartingastheybelievedforever。

ButnexttherecameLiketheeasternflameOfsomehighaltar,children——apair—

Wholaughedatthefly—blownpicturesthere。

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