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Moments of Vision and Miscellaneous Verses
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"Herearethelovelyshipsthatwe,Mother,arebyandbygoingtosee!

Whenwegetthereit’s’mostsuretobefine,Andthebandwillplay,andthesunwillshine!"

ItrainedontheskylightwithadinAswewaitedandstillnotraincamein;

ButthewordsofthechildinthesqualidroomHadspreadaglorythroughthegloom。

THECLOCK—WINDER

Itisdarkasacave,OravaultinthenaveWhentheirondoorIsclosed,andthefloorOfthechurchrelaidWithtrowelandspade。

Buttheparish—clerkCaresnotforthedarkAshewindsinthetowerAtaregularhourTherheumaticclock,WhosedilatoryknockYoucanhearwhenprayingAttheday’sdecaying,OratanylonewhileFromapewintheaisle。

Up,upfromthegroundAroundandaroundIntheturretstairHeclambers,towhereThewheelworkis,Withitstick,click,whizz,ReposefullymeasuringEachdaytoitsendThatmortalmenspendInsorrowingandpleasuringNightlythusdoesheclimbTothetrackwayofTime。

HimIfollowedonenightTothisplacewithoutlight,And,ereIspoke,heardHimsay,wordbyword,Attheendofhiswinding,Thedarknessunminding:—

"SoIwipeoutonemore,MyDear,ofthesoreSaddaysthatstillbe,LikeadryingDeadSea,Betweenyouandme!"

Whoshewasnomanknew:

HehadlongbornehimblindToallwomankind;

AndwaseveronewhoKepthispastoutofview。

OLDEXCURSIONS

"What’sthegoodofgoingtoRidgeway,Cerne,orSydlingMill,OrtoYell’hamHill,BlithelybearingCasterbridge—wayAsweusedtodo?

Shewillnomoreclimbupthere,OrbevisibleanywhereInthosehauntsweknew。"

Butto—night,whilewalkingweary,Nearmeseemedhershade,Comeas’tweretoupbraidThismymoodindeemingdrearyScenesthatusedtoplease;

And,ifshedidcometome,Stillsolicitous,theremaybeGoodingoingtothese。

So,I’llcaretoroamtoRidgeway,Cerne,orSydlingMill,OrtoYell’hamHill,BlithelybearingCasterbridge—wayAsweusedtodo,Sinceherphasmmayflitoutthere,AndmaygreetmeanywhereInthosehauntsweknew。

April1913。

THEMASKEDFACE

Ifoundmeinagreatsurgingspace,Ateitherendadoor,AndIsaid:"Whatisthisgiddyingplace,Withnofirm—fixedfloor,ThatIknewnotofbefore?"

"ItisLife,"saidamask—cladface。

Iasked:"ButhowdoIcomehere,Whoneverwishedtocome;

Canthelightandairbemademoreclear,Thefloormorequietsome,Andthedoorssetwide?TheynumbFast—locked,andfillwithfear。"

Themaskputonableaksmilethen,Andsaid,"Ovassal—wight,ThereoncecomplainedagoosequillpenTothescribeoftheInfiniteOfthewordsithadtowriteBecausetheywerepastitsken。"

INAWHISPERINGGALLERY

ThatwhispertakesthevoiceOfaSpirit’scompassioningsClose,butinvisible,AndthrowsmeunderaspellAtthekindlingvisionitbrings;

AndforamomentIrejoice,AndbelieveintranscendentthingsThatwouldmouldfromthismuddyearthAspotforthesplendidbirthOfeverlastinglives,Wheretononightarrives;

AndthisgauntgraygalleryAtabernacleofworthOnthisdrab—airedafternoon,WhenyoucanbarelyseeAcrossitshazedlacuneIfoppositeaughttherebeOffleshedhumanityWherewithImaycommune;

OrifthevoicesonearBeasoul’svoicefloatinghere。

THESOMETHINGTHATSAVEDHIM

ItwaswhenWhirlsofthickwaterslavedmeAgainandagain,Thatsomethingaroseandsavedme;

Yea,itwasthen。

InthatdayUnseeingtheazurewentI

Onmyway,AndtowhitewinterbentI,KnowingnoMay。

Reftofrenown,UnderthenightcloudsbeatingUpanddown,InmyneedfulnessgreetingCitandclown。

LongtherehadbeenMuchofamurkycolourInthescene,Dullprospectsmeetingduller;

Noughtbetween。

Last,thereloomedAclosing—inblindalley,ThoughthereboomedAfeeblesummonstorallyWhereitgloomed。

Theclockrang;

Thehourbroughtahandtodeliver;

Iupsprang,Andlookedbackatden,ditchandriver,Andsang。

THEENEMY’SPORTRAIT

Hesawtheportraitofhisenemy,offeredAtauctioninastreethejourneyednigh,Thatenemy,nowlatedead,whoinhislife—timeHadinjureddeeplyhimthepasser—by。

"Togetthatpicture,pleasedbeGod,I’lltry,Andutterlydestroyit;andnomoreShallbeinflictedonman’smortaleyeAcountenancesosinisterandsore!"

Andsoheboughtthepainting。Drivinghomeward,"Theframewillcomeinuseful,"hedeclared,"Therestisfuel。"Onhisarrival,weary,Askedwhatheborewithhim,andhowhefared,Hesaidhehadbidforapicture,thoughhecaredFortheframeonly:onthemorrowheWouldburnthecanvas,whichcouldwellbespared,Seeingthatitportrayedhisenemy。

Nextdaysomeotherdutyfoundhimbusy;

Thefoewaslaidhisfaceagainstthewall;

ButonthenexthesethimselftoloosenThestraining—strips。AndthenacasualcallPreventedhisproceedingtherewithal;

Andthusthepicturewaited,daybyday,Itsowner’spleasure,likeawretchedthrall,Untilamonthandmorehadslippedaway。

Andthenuponamornhefounditshifted,Hunginacornerbyaservitor。

"Whydidyoutakeonyoutohangthatpicture?

YouknowitwastheframeIboughtitfor。"

"Itstoodinthewayofeveryvisitor,AndIjusthitcheditthere。"——"Well,itmustgo:

Idon’tcommemoratemenwhomIabhor。

Remindme’tistodo。TheframeI’llstow。"

Butthingsbecomeforgotten。IntheshadowOfthedarkcornerhungitbyitsstring,Andthereitstayed——oncenoticedbyitsowner,Whosaid,"Ahme——Imustdestroythatthing!"

Butwhenhedied,there,noneremembering,Ithung,tillmovedtoprominence,asonesees;

Andcomerspauseandsay,examining,"Ithoughttheywerethebitterestenemies?"

IMAGININGS

ShesawherselfaladyWithfiftyfrocksinwear,Androllingwheels,androomsthebest,Andfaithfulmaidens’care,AndopenlawnsandshadyForweatherswarmordrear。

Shefoundherselfastriver,Allliberalgiftsdebarred,Withdaysofgloom,andmovementsstressed,Andearlyvisionsmarred,AndgotnomantowiveherButonewhoselotwashard。

Yetinthemoonynight—timeShestealstostileandleaDuringhisheavyslumberousrestWhenhomecomewearily,Anddreamsofsomeblestbright—timeSheknowscanneverbe。

ONTHEDOORSTEP

Therainimprintedthestep’swetshineWithtarget—circlesthatquiveredandcrossedAsIwasleavingthisporchofmine;

WhenfromwithinthereswelledandpausedAsong’ssweetnote;

AndbackIturned,andthought,"HereI’llabide。"

Thestepshineswetbeneaththerain,Whichprintsitscirclesasheretofore;

Iwatchthemfromtheporchagain,Butnosong—noteswithinthedoorNowcalltomeToshunthedrippingleaAndforthIstride。

Jan。1914。

SIGNSANDTOKENS

Saidthered—cloakedcroneInawhisperedmoan:

"ThedeadmanwaslimpWhenlaidinhischest;

Yea,limp;andwhyButtosignifyThatthegravewillcrimpErenextyear’ssunYetanotheroneOfthoseinthathouse—

Itmaybethebest—

Foritsendlessdrowse!"

Saidthebrown—shawleddameToconfirmthesame:

"AndtheslothfulfliesOntherottingfruitHavebeenseentowearWhilecrawlingthereCrapescarves,byeyesThatwerequickandacute;

AsdidthosethathadpitchedOnthecowsbythepails,AndwithflapsoftheirtailsWerefarawayswitched。"

Saidthethirdinplaid,Eachwordbeingweighed:

"AndtrottingdoesInthepark,inthelane,AndjustoutsideTheshutteredpane,Havealsobeenheard—

QuickfeetaslightAsthefeetofasprite—

AndthewisemindknowsWhatthingsmaybetideWhensuchhasoccurred。"

Criedtheblack—crapedfourth,Coldfacedasthenorth:

"O,thoughgivingsuchSomehead—room,IsmileAtyourfalteringsWhennotingthosethingsRoundyourdomicile!

Forwhat,whatcantouchOnewhom,rivenofallThatmakeslifegay,NohintscanappalOfmoretakingsaway!"

PATHSOFFORMERTIME

No;no;

Itmustnotbeso:

Theyarethewayswedonotgo。

StillchewThekine,andmooInthemeadowsweusedtowanderthrough;

StillpurlTherivuletsandcurlTowardstheweirswithamusicalswirl;

HaymakersAsinformeryearsRakerollsintoheapsthatthepitchforkrears;

WheelscrackOntheturfytrackThewaggonpursueswithitstopplingpack。

"Whythenshun—

Sincesummer’snotdone—

Allthisbecauseofthelackofone?"

HadyoubeenSharerofthatsceneYouwouldnotaskwhileitbitesinkeenWhyitissoWecannomoregoBythesummerpathsweusedtoknow!

1913。

THECLOCKOFTHEYEARS

"Aspiritpassedbeforemyface;thehairofmyfleshstoodup。"

AndtheSpiritsaid,"Icanmaketheclockoftheyearsgobackward,Butamlothtostopitwhereyouwill。"

AndIcried,"AgreedTothat。Proceed:

It’sbetterthandead!"

Heanswered,"Peace";

Andcalledherup——aslastbeforeme;

Thenyounger,youngershefreshed,totheyearIfirsthadknownHerwoman—grown,AndIcried,"Cease!—

"Thusfarisgood—

Itisenough——letherstaythusalways!"

Butalasforme。Heshookhishead:

Nostopwasthere;

Andshewanedchild—fair,Andtobabyhood。

StilllessinmienTomygreatsorrowbecamesheslowly,AndsmalledtillshewasnoughtatallInhischecklessgriff;

AnditwasasifShehadneverbeen。

"Better,"Iplained,"Sheweredeadasbefore!ThememoryofherHadlivedinme;butitcannotnow!"

Andcoldlyhisvoice:

"ItwasyourchoiceTomartheordained。"

1916。

ATTHEPIANO

Awomanwasplaying,Amanlookingon;

Andthemouldofherface,Andherneck,andherhair,WhichtheraysfelluponOfthetwocandlesthere,SenthimmentallystrayingInsomefancy—placeWherepainhadnotrace。

AcowledApparitionCamepushingbetween;

Andhernotesseemedtosigh,Andthelightstoburnpale,Asaspellnumbedthescene。

Butthemaidsawnobale,Andthemannomonition;

AndTimelaughedawry,AndthePhantomhidnigh。

THESHADOWONTHESTONE

IwentbytheDruidstoneThatbroodsinthegardenwhiteandlone,AndIstoppedandlookedattheshiftingshadowsThatatsomemomentsfallthereonFromthetreehardbywitharhythmicswing,AndtheyshapedinmyimaginingTotheshadethatawell—knownheadandshouldersThrewtherewhenshewasgardening。

Ithoughtherbehindmyback,Yea,herIlonghadlearnedtolack,AndIsaid:"Iamsureyouarestandingbehindme,Thoughhowdoyougetintothisoldtrack?"

AndtherewasnosoundbutthefallofaleafAsasadresponse;andtokeepdowngriefIwouldnotturnmyheadtodiscoverThattherewasnothinginmybelief。

YetIwantedtolookandseeThatnobodystoodatthebackofme;

ButIthoughtoncemore:"Nay,I’llnotunvisionAshapewhich,somehow,theremaybe。"

SoIwentonsoftlyfromtheglade,Andleftherbehindmethrowinghershade,Asshewereindeedanapparition—

Myheadunturnedlestmydreamshouldfade。

Begun1913:finished1916。

INTHEGARDEN

(M。H。)

WewaitedforthesunTobreakitscloudyprison(Fordaywasnotyetdone,Andnightstillunbegun)

Leaningbythedial。

Aftermanyatrial—

Weallsilentthere—

Itburstasnew—arisen,ThrowingashadetowhereTimetravelledatthatminute。

Littlesawweinit,ButthismuchIknow,Oflookersonthatshade,HertowardswhomitmadeSoonesthadtogo。

1915。

THETREEANDTHELADY

IhavedoneallIcouldForthatladyIknew!ThroughtheheatsIhaveshadedher,Drawntohersongsterswhensummerhasjadedher,Homefromtheheathorthewood。

Atthemirth—timeofMay,Whenmyshadowfirstluredher,I’ddonnedmynewbraveryOfgreenth:’twasmyall。NowIshiverinslavery,Iciclesgrievingmegray。

Plumedtoeverytwig’sendIcouldtemptherchairunderme。MuchdidItreasureherDuringthosedaysshehadnothingtopleasureher;

Mutelysheusedmeasfriend。

I’maskeletonnow,Andshe’sgone,cravingwarmth。Therimestickslikeaskintome;

ThroughmeArcturuspeers;Nor’lightsshootintome;

Goneisshe,scorningmybough!

ANUPBRAIDING

NowIamdeadyousingtomeThesongsweusedtoknow,ButwhileIlivedyouhadnowishOrcarefordoingso。

NowIamdeadyoucometomeInthemoonlight,comfortless;

Ah,whatwouldIhavegivenaliveTowinsuchtenderness!

Whenyouaredead,andstandtomeNotdifferenced,asnow,Butlikeagain,willyoubecoldAswhenwelived,orhow?

THEYOUNGGLASS—STAINER

"TheseGothicwindows,howtheywearmeoutWithcuspandfoil,andnothingstraightorsquare,Crudecolours,leadenbordersroundabout,AndfittinginPeterhere,andMatthewthere!

"Whatavocation!HeredoIdrawnowTheabnormal,lovingtheHellenicnorm;

MarthaIpaint,anddreamofHera’sbrow,Mary,andthinkofAphrodite’sform。"

Nov。1893。

LOOKINGATAPICTUREONANANNIVERSARY

Butdon’tyouknowit,mydear,Don’tyouknowit,Thatthisdayoftheyear(Whatrainbow—raysembowit!)

Wemet,strangersconfessed,Butparted——blest?

Thoughatthisquery,mydear,ThereinyourframeUnmovedyoustillappear,Youmustbethinkingthesame,ButkeepthatlookdemureJusttoallure。

AndnowatlengthatraceIsurelyvisionUponthatwistfulfaceOfold—timerecognition,Smilingforth,"Yes,asyousay,Itistheday。"

ForthisonephaseofyouNowleftonearthThisgreatdatemustendueWithpulsingsofrebirth?—

IseethemvitalizeThosetwodeepeyes!

ButifthisfaceIconDoesnotdeclareConsciousnesslivingonStillinit,littleIcareTolivemyself,mydear,Lone—labouringhere!

Spring1913。

THECHOIRMASTER’SBURIAL

HeoftenwouldaskusThat,whenhedied,AfterplayingsomanyTotheirlastrest,IfoutofusanyShouldhereabide,Anditwouldnottaskus,WewouldwithourlutesPlayoverhimByhisgrave—brimThepsalmhelikedbest—

Theonewhosesensesuits"MountEphraim"—

AndperhapsweshouldseemTohim,inDeath’sdream,Liketheseraphim。

AssoonasIknewThathisspiritwasgoneIthoughtthishisdue,Andspokethereupon。

"Ithink,"saidthevicar,"AreadservicequickerThanviolsout—of—doorsInthesefrostsandhoars。

Thatold—fashionedwayRequiresafineday,AnditseemstomeIthadbetternotbe。"

Hence,thatafternoon,ThoughneverknewheThathiswishcouldnotbe,TogetthroughitfasterTheyburiedthemasterWithoutanytune。

But’twassaidthat,whenAtthedeadofnextnightThevicarlookedout,TherestruckonhiskenThrongedroundabout,WherethefrostwasgrayingTheheadstonedgrass,AbandallinwhiteLikethesaintsinchurch—glass,SingingandplayingTheancientstaveBythechoirmaster’sgrave。

SuchthetenormantoldWhenhehadgrownold。

THEMANWHOFORGOT

Atalonelycrosswherebye—roadsmetIsatuponagate;

Isawthesundeclineandset,Andstillwasfaintowait。

AtrottingboypassedupthewayAndrousedmefrommythought;

Icalledtohim,andshowedwherelayAspotIshylysought。

"Asummer—housefairstandshiddenwhereYouseethemoonlightthrown;

Go,tellmeifwithinitthereAladysitsalone。"

Hehalfdemurred,buttookthetrack,Andsilenceheldthescene;

Isawhisfigureramblingback;

Iaskedhimifhehadbeen。

"Iwentjustwhereyousaid,butfoundNosummer—housewasthere:

Beyondtheslope’tisallbareground;

Nothingstandsanywhere。

"Amanaskedwhatmybrainswereworth;

Thehouse,hesaid,grewrotten,Andwaspulleddownbeforemybirth,Andisalmostforgotten!"

Myrightmindwoke,andIstooddumb;

Fortyyears’frostandflowerHadfleetedsinceI’dusedtocomeTomeetherinthatbower。

WHILEDRAWINGINACHURCH—YARD

"Itissadthatsomanyofworth,Stillintheflesh,"soughedtheyew,"MisjudgetheirlotwhomkindlyearthSecludesfromview。

"TheyridetheirdiurnalroundEachday—span’ssumofhoursInpeerlessease,withoutjoltorboundOrachelikeours。

"IfthelivingcouldbuthearWhatisheardbymyrootsastheycreepRoundtherestfulflock,andthethingssaidthere,Noonewouldweep。"

"’Nowsetamongthewise,’

Theysay:’Enlargedinscope,ThatnoGodtrumpetustoriseWetrulyhope。’"

IlistenedtohisstrangetaleInthemoodthatstillnessbrings,AndIgrewtoacceptasthedayworepaleThatshowofthings。

"FORLIFEIHADNEVERCAREDGREATLY"

ForLifeIhadnevercaredgreatly,Asworthaman’swhile;

Peradventuresunsought,Peradventuresthatfinishedinnought,HadkeptmefromyouthandthroughmanhoodtilllatelyUnwonbyitsstyle。

Inearliestyears——whyIknownot—

Ivieweditaskance;

Conditionsofdoubt,Conditionsthatleakedslowlyout,MayhaplyhavebentmetostandandtoshownotMuchzestforitsdance。

WithsymphoniessoftandsweetcolourItcourtedmethen,Tillevasionsseemedwrong,Tillevasionsgaveintoitssong,AndIwarmed,untillivingalooflyloomeddullerThanlifeamongmen。

AnewIfoundnoughttoseteyeson,When,liftingitshand,Ituncloakedastar,Uncloakeditfromfog—dampsafar,AndshoweditsbeamsburningfrompoletohorizonAsbrightasabrand。

Andso,theroughhighwayforgetting,IpacehillanddaleRegardingthesky,Regardingthevisiononhigh,Andthusre—illumedhavenohumourforlettingMypilgrimagefail。

"MENWHOMARCHAWAY"

(SONGOFTHESOLDIERS)

WhatofthefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchawayErethebarn—cockssayNightisgrowinggray,Leavingallthatherecanwinus;

WhatofthefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchaway?

Isitapurblindprank,Othinkyou,Friendwiththemusingeye,WhowatchussteppingbyWithdoubtanddoloroussigh?

Canmuchponderingsohoodwinkyou!

Isitapurblindprank,Othinkyou,Friendwiththemusingeye?

Nay。Wewellseewhatwearedoing,Thoughsomemaynotsee—

Dalliersastheybe—

England’sneedarewe;

Herdistresswouldleaveusrueing:

Nay。Wewellseewhatwearedoing,Thoughsomemaynotsee!

InourheartofheartsbelievingVictorycrownsthejust,AndthatbraggartsmustSurelybitethedust,Presswetothefieldungrieving,InourheartofheartsbelievingVictorycrownsthejust。

HencethefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchawayErethebarn—cockssayNightisgrowinggray,Leavingallthatherecanwinus;

HencethefaithandfirewithinusMenwhomarchaway。

September5,1914。

HISCOUNTRY

[Hetravelssouthward,andlooksaround;]

IjourneyedfrommynativespotAcrossthesouthseashine,AndfoundthatpeopleinhallandcotLabouredandsufferedeachhislotEvenasIdidmine。

[andcannotdiscerntheboundary]

ThusnotingtheminmeadsandmartsItdidnotseemtomeThatmydearcountrywithitshearts,Minds,yearnings,worseandbetterpartsHadendedwiththesea。

[ofhisnativecountry;]

Ifurtherandfurtherwentanon,AssuchIstillsurveyed,Andfurtheryet——yea,onandon,AndallthemenIlookeduponHadheart—stringsfellow—made。

[orwherehisdutiestohisfellow—creaturesend;]

Itracedthewholeterrestrialround,Homingtheotherside;

ThensaidI,"WhatistheretoboundMydenizenship?ItseemsIhavefoundItsscopetobeworld—wide。"

[norwhoarehisenemies]

Iaskedme:"WhomhaveItofight,AndwhomhaveItodare,Andwhomtoweaken,crush,andblight?

MycountryseemstohavekeptinsightOnmywayeverywhere。"

1913。

ENGLANDTOGERMANYIN1914

"OEngland,mayGodpunishthee!"

—IsitthatTeutongeniusflowersOnlytobreathemalignityUponitsfriendofearlierhours?

—Wehaveeatenyourbread,youhaveeatenours,Wehavelovedyourburgs,yourpines’greenmoan,FairRhine—stream,anditsstoriedtowers;

YourshiningsoulsofdeathlessdowersHavewonusastheywereourown:

Wehavenursednodreamstoshedyourblood,Wehavematchedyourmightnotrancorously,SaveaflushedfewwhoseblatantmoodYouheardandmarkedaswellasweTotonguenotintheircountry’skey;

Butyetyoucrywithfaceaflame,"OEngland,mayGodpunishthee!"

Andfoulinonwardhistory,Andpresentsight,yourancientname。

Autumn1914。

ONTHEBELGIANEXPATRIATION

IdreamtthatpeoplefromtheLandofChimesArrivedoneautumnmorningwiththeirbells,TohoistthemonthetowersandcitadelsOfmyowncountry,thatthemusicalrhymesRungbythemintospaceatmetedtimesAmidthemarket’sdailystirandstress,Andthenight’semptystar—litsilentness,Mightsolacesoulsofthisandkindredclimes。

ThenIawoke;andlo,beforemestoodThevisionedones,butpaleandfulloffear;

FromBrugestheycame,andAntwerp,andOstend,Nocarillonsintheirtrain。FoesofmadmoodHadshatteredthesetoshardsamidthegearOfravagedroof,andsmoulderinggable—end。

October18,1914。

ANAPPEALTOAMERICA

ONBEHALFOFTHEBELGIANDESTITUTE

SevenmillionsstandEmaciate,inthatancientDelta—land:—

Wehere,full—chargedwithourownmaimedanddead,Andcoiledinthrobbingconflictsslowandsore,CanpoorlysoothetheseailsunmeritedOfsoulsforlornuponthefacingshore!—

Wherenaked,gaunt,inendlessbandonbandSevenmillionsstand。

NomancansayToyourgreatcountrythat,withscantdelay,Youmust,perforce,easethemintheirloudneed:

Weknowthatnearerfirstyourdutylies;

But——isitmuchtoaskthatyouletpleadYourlovingkindnesswithyou——wooing—wise—

Albeitthataughtyouowe,andmustrepay,Nomancansay?

December1914。

THEPITYOFIT

IwalkedinloamyWessexlanes,afarFromrail—trackandfromhighway,andIheardInfieldandfarmsteadmanyanancientwordOflocallineagelike"Thubist,""Erwar,"

"Ichwoll,""Ersholl,"andby—talksimilar,Nighastheyspeakwhointhismonth’smoongirdAtEngland’sveryloins,thereuntospurredBygangswhoseglorythreatsandslaughtersare。

ThenseemedaHeartcrying:"WhosoevertheybeAtrootandbottomofthis,whoflungthisflameBetweenkinfolkkintonguedevenasarewe,"Sinister,ugly,lurid,betheirfame;

Maytheirfamiliarsgrowtoshuntheirname,Andtheirbroodperisheverlastingly。"

April1915。

INTIMEOFWARSANDTUMULTS

"WouldthatI’dnotdrawnbreathhere!"someonesaid,"Tostalkuponthisstageofevildeeds,WherepurposelesslymonthbymonthproceedsAplaysosorelyshapedandblood—bespread。"

Yethadhissparknotquickened,butlaindeadTothegrossspectaclesofthisourday,Andneverputontheprofferedcloakofclay,Hehadbutknownnotthingsnowmanifested;

Lifewouldhaveswirledthesame。MornswouldhavedawnedOntheuprootingbythenight—gun’sstrokeOfwhattheyesternoonshinebroughttoflower;

BrownmartialbrowsindyingthroeshavewannedDespitehisabsence;heartsnofewerbeenbrokeByEmpery’sinsatiatelustofpower。

1915。

INTIMEOF"THEBREAKINGOFNATIONS"{1}

I

OnlyamanharrowingclodsInaslowsilentwalkWithanoldhorsethatstumblesandnodsHalfasleepastheystalk。

II

OnlythinsmokewithoutflameFromtheheapsofcouch—grass;

YetthiswillgoonwardthesameThoughDynastiespass。

III

YonderamaidandherwightComewhisperingby:

War’sannalswillcloudintonightEretheirstorydie。

1915。

CRYOFTHEHOMELESS

AFTERTHEPRUSSIANINVASIONOFBELGIUM

"Instigatoroftheruin—

WhichsoeverthoumaystbeOfthemasterfulofEuropeThatcontrivedourmisery—

Hearthewormwood—wordedgreetingFromeachcity,shore,andleaOfthyvictims:

"Conqueror,allhailtothee!"

"Yea:’Allhail!’wegrimlyshouttheeThatwastauthor,fount,andheadOfthesewounds,whoeverprovenWhenourtimesarethroughlyread。

’Maythylovedbeslighted,blighted,Andforsaken,’beitsaidBythyvictims,’Andthychildrenbegtheirbread!’

"Nay:arichermalediction!—

RatherletthisthingbefallIntime’shurlingandunfurlingOnthenightwhencomesthycall;

ThatcompassiondewthypillowAndbedrenchthysensesallForthyvictims,Tilldeathdarktheewithhispall。"

August1915。

BEFOREMARCHINGANDAFTER

(inMemoriamF。W。G。)

OrionswungsouthwardaslantWherethestarvedEgdonpine—treeshadthinned,ThePleiadsaloftseemedtopantWiththeheatherthattwitchedinthewind;

Buthelookedonindifferenttosightssuchasthese,Unswayedbylove,friendship,homejoyorhomesorrow,Andwonderedtowhathewouldmarchonthemorrow。

Thecrazedhousehold—clockwithitswhirrRangmidnightwithinashestood,HeheardthelowsighingofherWhohadstrivenfromhisbirthforhisgood;

Buthestillonlyaskedthespringstarlight,thebreeze,WhatgreatthingorsmallthinghishistorywouldborrowFromthatGamewithDeathhewouldplayonthemorrow。

Whentheheathworetherobeoflatesummer,Andthefuchsia—bells,hotinthesun,Hungredbythedoor,aquickcomerBroughttidingsthatmarchingwasdoneForhimwhohadjoinedinthatgameoverseasWhereDeathstoodtowin,thoughhisnamewastoborrowAbrightnesstherefromnottofadeonthemorrow。

September1915。

"OFTENWHENWARRING"

Oftenwhenwarringforhewistnotwhat,Anenemy—soldier,passingbyoneweak,Hastenderedwater,wipedtheburningcheek,Andcooledthelipssoblackandclammedandhot;

Thengonehisway,andmaybequiteforgotThedeedofgraceamidtheroarandreek;

YetlargervisionthanloudarmsbespeakHetherehasreached,althoughhehasknownitnot。

Fornaturalmindsight,triumphingintheactOverthethroesofartificialrage,Hasthuswisemuffledvictory’spealofpride,Rendedtoribandspolicy’sspeciouspageThatdealsbutwithevasion,code,andpact,Andwar’sapologywhollystultified。

1915。

THENANDNOW

WhenbattleswerefoughtWithachivalroussenseofShouldandOught,Inspiritmensaid,"Endwequickordead,Honourissomereward!

Letusfightfair——forourownbestorworst;

So,GentlemenoftheGuard,Firefirst!"

Intheopentheystood,Mantomaninhisknightlihood:

TheywouldnotdeignToprofitbyastainOnthehonourablerules,KnowingthatpractiseperfidynomandurstWhointheheroicschoolsWasnurst。

Butnow,behold,whatIswarfarewhereinhonourisnot!

RamalamentsItsdeadinnocents:

Herodbreathes:"SlyslaughterShallrule!Letus,bymodesoncecalledaccurst,Overhead,underwater,Stabfirst。"

1915。

ACALLTONATIONALSERVICE

Upandbedoing,allwhohaveahandTolift,abacktobend。ItmustnotbeIntimeslikethesethatvaguelylingerweToairourvauntsandhopes;andleaveourlandUntendedasawildofweedsandsand。

—Say,then,"Icome!"andgo,OwomenandmenOfpalace,ploughshare,easel,counter,pen;

Thatscareless,scathless,Englandstillmaystand。

WouldyearsbutletmestirasonceIstirredAtmanyadawntotaketheforwardtrack,Andwithastrideplungedontoenterprize,InowwouldspeedlikeyesterwindthatwhirredThroughyieldingpines;andservewithneveraslack,Soloudforpromptnessallaroundoutcries!

March1917。

THEDEADANDTHELIVINGONE

Thedeadwomanlayinherfirstnight’sgrave,Andtwilightfellfromtheclouds’concave,Andthoseshehadaskedtoforgiveforgave。

ThewomanpassingcametoapauseBytheheapedwhiteshapesofwreathandcross,Andlookeduponwheretheotherwas。

Andasshemusedtherethusspokeshe:

"NeveryourcountenancedidIsee,Butyou’vebeenagoodgoodfriendtome!"

Roseaplaintivevoicefromthesodbelow:

"OwomanwhoseaccentsIdonotknow,Whatisitthatmakesyouapprovemeso?"

"Odeadone,eremysoldierwent,Iheardhimsaying,withwarmintent,Tohisfriend,whenwonbyyourblandishment:

"’Iwouldchangeforthatlasshereandnow!

AndifIreturnImaybreakmyvowTomypresentLove,andcontrivesomehow"’Tocallmyownthisnew—foundpearl,Whoseeyeshavethelight,whoselipsthecurl,Ialwayshavelookedforinagirl!’

"——Andthisiswhythatbyceasingtobe—

ThoughneveryourcountenancedidIsee—

Youproveyouagoodgoodfriendtome;

"AndIprayeachhourforyoursoul’sreposeIngratitudeforyourjoiningthoseNoloverwillclaspwhenhiscampaignsclose。"

Awaysheturned,whenarosetohereyeAmartialphantomofgorydye,Thatsaid,withathinandfar—offsigh:

"Osweetheart,neithershallIclaspyou,Forthefoethisdayhaspiercedmethrough,Andsentmetowheresheis。Adieu!—

"Andforgetnotwhenthenight—wind’swhineCallsoverthisturfwhereherlimbsrecline,Thatittravelsontolamentbymine。"

Therewasacrybythewhite—floweredmound,Therewasalaughfromunderground,Therewasadeepergloomaround。

1915。

ANEWYEAR’SEVEINWARTIME

I

Phantasmalfears,Andtheflapoftheflame,Andthethroboftheclock,Andaloosenedslate,Andtheblindnight’sdrone,Whichtiredlythespectralpinesintone!

II

AndthebloodinmyearsStrummingalwaysthesame,Andthegable—cockWithitsfitfulgrate,Andmyself,alone。

III

ThetwelfthhournearsHand—hid,asinshame;

Iundothelock,Andlisten,andwaitFortheYoungUnknown。

IV

Inthedarktherecareers—

AsifDeathastridecameTonumballwithhisknock—

AhorseatmadrateOverrutandstone。

V

Nofigureappears,Nocallofmyname,Nosoundbut"Tic—toc"

Withoutcheck。PastthegateItclatters——isgone。

VI

WhatrideritbearsThereisnonetoproclaim;

AndtheOldYearhasstruck,And,scarceanimate,TheNewmakesmoan。

VII

Maybethat"MoreTears!—

MoreFamineandFlame—

MoreSeveranceandShock!"

IstheorderfromFateThattheRiderspeedsonTopaleEurope;andtiredlythepinesintone。

1915—1916。

"IMETAMAN"

Imetamanwhennightwasnigh,Whosaid,withshiningfaceandeyeLikeMoses’afterSinai:—

"IhaveseentheMoulderofMonarchies,Realms,peoples,plainsandhills,Sittinguponthesunlitseas!—

And,asHesat,soliloquiesFellfromHimlikeanantiphonicbreezeThatpricksthewavestothrills。

"MeseemedthatofthemaimedanddeadMowndownupontheglobe,—

TheirplenteousbloomsofpromiseshedErefruiting—time——Hiswordsweresaid,SittingagainstthewesternwebofredWraptinHiscrimsonrobe。

"AndIcouldcatchthemnowandthen:

——’WhyletthesegamblingclansOfhumanCockers,pitliegemenFrommartandcity,daleandglen,Indeath—mains,buttoswellandswellagainTheirswollenAll—Emperyplans,"’Whenamerenod(ifmymalignCompeerbutpassivekeep)

WouldmendthatoldmistakeofmineImadewithSaul,andeverconsignAllLordsofWarwhosesanctuariesenshrineLiberticide,tosleep?

"’WithviolencethelandsarespreadEvenasinIsrael’sday,AnditrepentethmeIbredCharteredarmipotentslust—ledTofeuds……Yea,grievesmyheart,asthenIsaid,Toseetheirevilway!’

——"Theutterancegrew,andflappedlikeflame,AndfurtherspeechIfeared;

ButnoCelestialtonguedacclaim,Andnohuzzasfromearthlingscame,Andtheheavensmutelymaskedas’twereinshameTilldaylightdisappeared。"

Thusendedheasnightrodehigh—

Themanofshiningfaceandeye,LikeMoses’afterSinai。

1916。

"ILOOKEDUPFROMMYWRITING"

Ilookedupfrommywriting,Andgaveastarttosee,Asifraptinmyinditing,Themoon’sfullgazeonme。

HermeditativemistyheadWasspectralinitsair,AndIinvoluntarilysaid,"Whatareyoudoingthere?"

"Oh,I’vebeenscanningpondandholeAndwaterwayhereaboutForthebodyofonewithasunkensoulWhohasputhislife—lightout。

"Didyouhearhisfrenziedtattle?

ItwassorrowforhissonWhoisslaininbrutishbattle,Thoughhehasinjurednone。

"AndnowIamcurioustolookIntotheblinkeredmindOfonewhowantstowriteabookInaworldofsuchakind。"

Hertemperoverwroughtme,AndIedgedtoshunherview,ForIfeltassuredshethoughtmeOnewhoshoulddrownhimtoo。

THECOMINGOFTHEEND

Howitcametoanend!

Themeetingafarfromthecrowd,Andthelove—looksandlaughtersunpenned,Thepartingwhenmuchwasavowed,Howitcametoanend!

Itcametoanend;

Yes,theoutgazingoverthestream,Withthesunoneachserpentinebend,Or,later,theluringmoon—gleam;

Itcametoanend。

Itcametoanend,Thehousebuilding,furnishing,planting,AsiftherewereagestospendInwelcoming,feasting,andjaunting;

Itcametoanend。

Itcametoanend,Thatjourneyofonedayaweek:

("Italwaysgoeson,"saidafriend,"Justthesameinbrightweathersorbleak;")

Butitcametoanend。

"HOWwillcometoanendThisorbitsosmoothlybegun,Unlesssomeconvulsionattend?"

Ioftensaid。"WhatwillbedoneWhenitcomestoanend?"

Well,itcametoanendQuitesilently——stoppedwithoutjerk;

Betterclosenoprevisioncouldlend;

WorkingoutasOneplanneditshouldworkEreitcametoanend。

AFTERWARDS

WhenthePresenthaslatcheditsposternbehindmytremulousstay,AndtheMaymonthflapsitsgladgreenleaveslikewings,Delicate—filmedasnew—spunsilk,willtheneighbourssay,"Hewasamanwhousedtonoticesuchthings"?

Ifitbeintheduskwhen,likeaneyelid’ssoundlessblink,Thedewfall—hawkcomescrossingtheshadestoalightUponthewind—warpeduplandthorn,agazermaythink,"Tohimthismusthavebeenafamiliarsight。"

IfIpassduringsomenocturnalblackness,mothyandwarm,Whenthehedgehogtravelsfurtivelyoverthelawn,Onemaysay,"Hestrovethatsuchinnocentcreaturesshouldcometonoharm,Buthecoulddolittleforthem;andnowheisgone"?

If,whenhearingthatIhavebeenstilledatlast,theystandatthedoor,Watchingthefull—starredheavensthatwintersees,Willthisthoughtriseonthosewhowillmeetmyfacenomore,"Hewasonewhohadaneyeforsuchmysteries"?

Andwillanysaywhenmybellofquittanceisheardinthegloom,Andacrossingbreezecutsapauseinitsoutrollings,Tilltheyriseagain,astheywereanewbell’sboom,"Hehearsitnotnow,butusedtonoticesuchthings"?

Footnotes:

{1}Jer。li。20。

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