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MomentsofVisionTheVoiceofThings"Whybeatpains?"

"Wesatatthewindow"

AfternoonServiceatMellstockAttheWicket—gateInaMuseumApostrophetoanOldPsalmTuneAttheWord"Farewell"

FirstSightofHerandAfterTheRivalHeredity"Youwerethesortthatmenforget"

She,I,andTheyNearLanivet,1872

JoysofMemoryTotheMoonCopyingArchitectureinanOldMinsterToShakespeareQuidhicagis?

OnaMidsummerEveTimingHerBeforeKnowledgeTheBlindedBird"Thewindblewwords"

TheFadedFaceTheRiddleTheDuelAtMayfairLodgingsTomyFather’sViolinTheStatueofLibertyTheBackgroundandtheFigureTheChangeSittingontheBridgeTheYoungChurchwarden"Itravelasaphantomnow"

LinestoaMovementinMozart’sE—flatSymphony"Intheseventies"

ThePedigreeThisHeart。AWoman’sDreamWheretheylivedTheOccultationLifelaughsOnwardThePeace—offering"Somethingtapped"

TheWoundAMerrymakinginQuestion"Isaidandsangherexcellence"

AJanuaryNight。1879

AKissTheAnnouncementTheOxenTheTressesThePhotographOnaHeathAnAnniversary"BytheRunicStone"

ThePinkFrockTransformationsInherPrecinctsTheLastSignalTheHouseofSilenceGreatThingsTheChimesTheFigureintheScene"WhydidIsketch"

ConjectureTheBlowLovetheMonopolistAtMiddle—fieldGateinFebruaryTheYouthwhocarriedaLightTheHeadabovetheFogOverlookingtheRiverStourTheMusicalBoxOnSturminsterFoot—bridgeRoyalSponsorsOldFurnitureAThoughtinTwoMoodsTheLastPerformance"Youonthetower"

TheInterloperLogsontheHearthTheSunshadeTheAgeingHouseTheCagedGoldfinchAtMadameTussaud’sinVictorianYearsTheBalletTheFiveStudentsTheWind’sProphecyDuringWindandRainHeprefersherEarthlyTheDollsMollygoneABackwardSpringLookingAcrossAtaSeasideTownin1869

TheGlimpseThePedestrian"Who’sinthenextroom?"

AtaCountryFairTheMemorialBrass:186—

HerLove—birdsPayingCallsTheUpperBirch—Leaves"Itneverlookslikesummer"

EverythingcomesTheManwithaPastHefearshisGoodFortuneHewondersaboutHimselfJubilateHerevisitshisFirstSchool"Ithought,myheart"

FragmentMidnightontheGreatWesternHoneymoonTimeatanInnTheRobin"IroseandwenttoRou’tortown"

TheNettlesInaWaiting—roomTheClock—winderOldExcursionsTheMaskedFaceInaWhisperingGalleryTheSomethingthatsavedHimTheEnemy’sPortraitImaginingsOntheDoorstepSignsandTokensPathsofFormerTimeTheClockoftheYearsAtthePianoTheShadowontheStoneIntheGardenTheTreeandtheLadyAnUpbraidingTheYoungGlass—stainerLookingataPictureonanAnniversaryTheChoirmaster’sBurialTheManwhoforgotWhiledrawinginaChurchyard"ForLifeIhadnevercaredgreatly"

POEMSOFWARANDPATRIOTISM:

"Menwhomarchaway"(SongoftheSoldiers)

HisCountryEnglandtoGermanyin1914

OntheBelgianExpatriationAnAppealtoAmericaonbehalfoftheBelgianDestituteThePityofItInTimeofWarsandTumultsInTimeof"theBreakingofnations"

CryoftheHomelessBeforeMarchingandAfter"Oftenwhenwarring"

ThenandNowACalltoNationalServiceTheDeadandtheLivingOneANewYear’sEveinWarTime"Imetaman"

"Ilookedupfrommywriting"

FINALE:

TheComingoftheEndAfterwardsMOMENTSOFVISION

ThatmirrorWhichmakesofmenatransparency,WhoholdsthatmirrorAndbidsussuchabreast—barespectacleseeOfyouandme?

ThatmirrorWhosemagicpenetrateslikeadart,WholiftsthatmirrorAndthrowsourmindbackonus,andourheart,Untilwestart?

ThatmirrorWorkswellinthesenighthoursofache;

WhyinthatmirrorAretinctsweneverseeourselvesoncetakeWhentheworldisawake?

ThatmirrorCantesteachmortalwhenunaware;

Yea,thatstrangemirrorMaycatchhislastthoughts,wholelifefoulorfair,Glassingit——where?

THEVOICEOFTHINGS

FortyAugusts——aye,andseveralmore——ago,WhenIpacedtheheadlandsloosedfromdullemploy,Thewaveshuzza’dlikeamultitudebelowIntheswayofanall—includingjoyWithoutcloy。

BlanklyIwalkedthereadoubledecadeafter,Whenthwartshadflungtheirtoilsinfrontofme,AndIheardthewaterswagginginalongironiclaughterAtthelotofmen,andallthevapouryThingsthatbe。

WheelingchangehassetmeagainstandingwhereOnceIheardthewaveshuzzaatLammas—tide;

Buttheysupplicatenow——likeacongregationthereWhomurmurtheConfession——Ioutside,Prayerdenied。

"WHYBEATPAINS?"

(Wooer’sSong)

WhybeatpainsthatIshouldknowYousoughtnotme?

Dobreezes,then,makefeaturesglowSorosily?

Come,thelitportisatourback,Andthetumblingsea;

ElsewherethelamplessuphilltrackTouncertainty!

Oshouldnotwetwowaifsjoinhands?

Iamalone,YouwouldenrichmemorethanlandsBybeingmyown。

Yet,thoughthisfacilemomentflies,Closeisyourtone,Andereto—morrow’sdewfalldriesIploughtheunknown。

"WESATATTHEWINDOW"

(Bournemouth,1875)

Wesatatthewindowlookingout,AndtheraincamedownlikesilkenstringsThatSwithin’sday。EachgutterandspoutBabbleduncheckedinthebusywayOfwitlessthings:

Nothingtoread,nothingtoseeSeemedinthatroomforherandmeOnSwithin’sday。

Wewereirkedbythescene,byourownselves;yes,ForIdidnotknow,nordidsheinferHowmuchtherewastoreadandguessByherinme,andtoseeandcrownBymeinher。

Wastedweretwosoulsintheirprime,Andgreatwasthewaste,thatJulytimeWhentheraincamedown。

AFTERNOONSERVICEATMELLSTOCK

(Circa1850)

OnafternoonsofdrowsycalmWestoodinthepanelledpew,Singingone—voicedaTate—and—BradypsalmTothetuneof"CambridgeNew。"

Wewatchedtheelms,wewatchedtherooks,Thecloudsuponthebreeze,Betweenthewhilesofglancingatourbooks,Andswayinglikethetrees。

Somindlesswerethoseoutpourings!—

ThoughIamnotawareThatIhavegainedbysubtlethoughtonthingsSincewestoodpsalmingthere。

ATTHEWICKET—GATE

Therefloatedthesoundsofchurch—chiming,Butnoonewasnigh,Tilltherecame,asabreakintheloneness,Herfather,she,I。

Andweslowlymovedontothewicket,Anddownlookingstood,Tillanonpeoplepassed,andamidthemWepartedforgood。

Greater,wiser,mayparttherethanwethreeWhopartedtherethen,ButneverwillFatescolder—featuredHoldswaythereagain。

OfthechurchgoersthroughthestillmeadowsNosingleoneknewWhataplaywasplayedundertheireyesthereAsthencewewithdrew。

INAMUSEUM

I

Here’sthemouldofamusicalbirdlongpassedfromlight,Whichovertheearthbeforemancamewaswinging;

There’sacontraltovoiceIheardlastnight,Thatlodgesinmestillwithitssweetsinging。

II

SuchadreamisTimethatthecooofthisancientbirdHasperishednot,butisblent,orwillbeblendingMidvisionlesswildsofspacewiththevoicethatIheard,Inthefull—fuguedsongoftheuniverseunending。

EXETER。

APOSTROPHETOANOLDPSALMTUNE

Imetyoufirst——ah,whendidIfirstmeetyou?

WhenIwasfullofwonder,andinnocent,Standingmeek—eyedwiththoseofchoricbent,WhiledimmingdaygrewdimmerInthepulpit—glimmer。

MuchriperinyearsImetyou——inatempleWheresummersunsetstreameduponourshapes,Andyouspreadovermelikeagauzethatdrapes,Andflappedfromfloortorafters,Sweetasangels’laughters。

ButyouhadbeenstrippedofsomeofyouroldvestureByMonk,oranother。Nowyouworenofrill,Andatfirstyoustartledme。ButIknewyoustill,ThoughImissedtheminim’swaver,Andthedottedquaver。

Igrewaccustomedtoyouthus。AndyouhailedmeThroughonewhoevokedyouoften。ThenatlastYourraiserwasborneoff,andImournedyouhadpassedFrommylifewithyourlateoutsetter;

TillIsaid,"’Tisbetter!"

Butyouwaylaidme。Iroseandwentasaghostgoes,Andsaid,eyes—full"I’llneverhearitagain!

ItisovermuchforscathedandmemoriedmenWhensittingamongstrangepeopleUndertheirsteeple。"

Now,anewstirreroftonescallsyouupbeforemeAndwakesyourspeech,assheofEndordid(WhensoughtbySaulwho,indisguiseshid,Felldownontheearthtohearit)

Samuel’sspirit。

So,yourquiredoraclesbeattilltheymakemetrembleAsIdiscernyourmienintheoldattire,HereintheseturmoiledyearsofbelligerentfireLivingstillon——andonward,maybe,TillDoom’sgreatdaybe!

Sunday,August13,1916。

ATTHEWORD"FAREWELL"

ShelookedlikeabirdfromacloudOntheclammylawn,Movingalone,bare—browedInthedimofdawn。

ThecandlesalightintheroomFormypartingmealMadeallthingswithoutdoorsloomStrange,ghostly,unreal。

Thehouritselfwasaghost,AnditseemedtomethenAsofchancesthechancefurthermostIshouldseeheragain。

IbeheldnotwhereallwassofleetThataPlanofthepastWhichhadruledusfrombirthtimetomeetWasinworkingatlast:

NopreludedidIthereperceiveToadramaatall,OrforeshadowwhatfortunemightweaveFrombeginningssosmall;

ButIroseasifquickedbyaspurIwasboundtoobey,AndsteppedthroughthecasementtoherStillaloneinthegray。

"Iamleavingyou……Farewell!"Isaid,AsIfollowedheronByanalleybareboughsoverspread;

"Isoonmustbegone!"

EventhenthescalemighthavebeenturnedAgainstlovebyafeather,—ButcrimsononecheekofhersburnedWhenwecameintogether。

FIRSTSIGHTOFHERANDAFTER

AdayisdrawingtoitsfallIhadnotdreamedtosee;

ThefirstofmanytoenthrallMyspirit,willitbe?

OristhisevetheendofallSuchnewdelightforme?

Ijourneyhome:thepatterngrowsOfmoonshadesontheway:

"Soonthefirstquarter,Isuppose,"

Sky—glancingtravellerssay;

Irealizethatit,forthose,Hasbeenacommonday。

THERIVAL

Ideterminedtofindoutwhoseitwas—

Theportraithelookedatso,andsighed;

BitterlyhaveIruedmymeannessAndweptforitsincehedied!

Isearchedhisdeskwhenhewasaway,Andtherewasthelikeness——yes,myown!

TakenwhenIwastheseason’sfairest,Andtime—linesallunknown。

Ismiledatmyimage,andputitback,Andhewentoncherishingit,untilIwaschafedthathelovednotthemethenliving,Butthatpastwomanstill。

Well,suchwasmyjealousyatlast,Idestroyedthatfaceoftheformerme;

CouldyoueverhavedreamedtheheartofwomanWouldworksofoolishly!

HEREDITY

Iamthefamilyface;

Fleshperishes,Iliveon,ProjectingtraitandtraceThroughtimetotimesanon,AndleapingfromplacetoplaceOveroblivion。

Theyears—heiredfeaturethatcanIncurveandvoiceandeyeDespisethehumanspanOfdurance——thatisI;

Theeternalthinginman,Thatheedsnocalltodie。

"YOUWERETHESORTTHATMENFORGET"

Youwerethesortthatmenforget;

ThoughI——notyet!—

Perhapsnotever。YourslightedweaknessAddstothestrengthofmyregret!

You’dnottheart——youneverhadForgoodorbad—

Tomakemenseehowsweetyourmeaning,Which,visible,hadcharmedthemglad。

Youwould,bywordsineptletfall,Offendthemall,EveniftheysawyourwarmdevotionWouldholdyourlife’sbloodattheircall。

YoulackedtheeyetounderstandThosefriendsoffhandWhosemodewascrude,thoughwhosedimpurportOutpricedthecourtesiesofthebland。

IamnowtheonlybeingwhoRemembersyouItmaybe。WhatawastethatNatureGrudgedsoulsodeartheartitsdue!

SHE,I,ANDTHEY

Iwassitting,Shewasknitting,Andtheportraitsofourfore—folkhungaround;

Whentherestruckonusasigh;

"Ah——whatisthat?"saidI:

"Wasitnotyou?"saidshe。"Asighdidsound。"

Ihadnotbreathedit,Northenight—windheavedit,Andhowitcametouswecouldnotguess;

AndwelookedupateachfaceFramedandglazedthereinitsplace,Stillhearkening;butthenceforthwassilentness。

Halfindreaming,"Thenitsmeaning,"

Saidwe,"mustbesurelythis;thattheyrepineThatweshouldbethelastOfstocksonceunsurpassed,Andunabletokeepuptheirsturdyline。"

1916。

NEARLANIVET,1872

Therewasastuntedhandpostjustonthecrest,Onlyafewfeethigh:

Shewastired,andwestoppedinthetwilight—timeforherrest,Atthecrosswaysclosethereby。

Sheleantback,beingsoweary,againstitsstem,Andlaidherarmsonitsown,Eachopenpalmstretchedouttoeachendofthem,Hersadfacesidewaysthrown。

Herwhite—clothedformatthisdim—litceaseofdayMadeherlookasonecrucifiedInmygazeatherfromthemidstofthedustyway,Andhurriedly"Don’t,"Icried。

Idonotthinksheheard。Loosingthenceshesaid,Asshesteppedforthreadytogo,"Iamrestednow。——Somethingstrangecameintomyhead;

IwishIhadnotleantso!"

AndwordlesswemovedonwarddownfromthehillInthewestcloud’smurkedobscure,AndlookingbackwecouldseethehandpoststillInthesolitudeofthemoor。

"Itstruckhertoo,"Ithought,forasifafraidSheheavilybreathedaswetrailed;

Tillshesaid,"Ididnotthinkhow’twouldlookintheshade,WhenIleanttherelikeonenailed。"

I,lightly:"There’snothinginit。ForYOU,anyhow!"

——"OIknowthereisnot,"saidshe……

"YetIwonder……Ifnooneisbodilycrucifiednow,Inspiritonemaybe!"

Andwedraggedonandon,whileweseemedtoseeIntherunningofTime’sfarglassHercrucified,asshehadwonderedifshemightbeSomeday。——Alas,alas!

JOYSOFMEMORY

Whenthespringcomesround,andacertaindayLooksoutfromthebrumebytheeasterncopsetreesAndsays,Remember,Ibeginagain,asifitwerenew,AdayoflikedateIoncelivedthrough,Whilingithourbyhouraway;

SoshallIdotillmyDecember,Whenspringcomesround。

ItakemyholidaythenandmyrestAwayfromthedunlifehereaboutme,Oldhoursre—greetingWiththequietsensethatbringtheymustSuchthrobsasatfirst,tillIhousewithdust,AndinthenumbnessmyheartsomezestForthingsthatwere,bepastrepeatingWhenspringcomesround。

TOTHEMOON

"Whathaveyoulookedat,Moon,Inyourtime,Nowlongpastyourprime?"

"O,Ihavelookedat,oftenlookedatSweet,sublime,Sorethings,shudderful,nightandnoonInmytime。"

"Whathaveyoumusedon,Moon,Inyourday,Soaloof,sofaraway?"

"O,Ihavemusedon,oftenmusedonGrowth,decay,Nationsalive,dead,mad,aswoon,Inmyday!"

"Haveyoumuchwondered,Moon,Onyourrounds,Self—wrapt,beyondEarth’sbounds?"

"Yea,Ihavewondered,oftenwonderedAtthesoundsReachingmeofthehumantuneOnmyrounds。"

"Whatdoyouthinkofit,Moon,Asyougo?

IsLifemuch,orno?"

"O,Ithinkofit,oftenthinkofitAsashowGodoughtsurelytoshutupsoon,AsIgo。"

COPYINGARCHITECTUREINANOLDMINSTER

(Wimborne)

HowsmartlythequartersofthehourmarchbyThatthejack—o’—clockneverforgets;

Ding—dong;andbeforeIhavetracedacusp’seye,Orgotthetruetwistoftheogeeover,Adoubleding—dongricochetts。

JustsodidheclangherebeforeIcame,AndsowillheclangwhenI’mgoneThroughtheMinster’scavernoushollows——thesameTaleofhoursnevermoretobewillhedeliverTothespeechlessmidnightanddawn!

Igrowtoconceiveitacalltoghosts,Whosemouldliesbelowandaround。

Yes;thenext"Come,come,"drawsthemoutfromtheirposts,Andtheygather,andoneshadeappears,andanother,Astheeve—dampscreepfromtheground。

See——aCourtenaystandsbyhisquatre—foiledtomb,AndaDukeandhisDuchessnear;

AndoneSirEdmundincolumnedgloom,AndaSaxonkingbythepresbyterychamber;

Andshapesunknownintherear。

MaybetheyhavemetforaparleonsomeplanTobetterail—strickenmankind;

Icatchtheircheepings,thoughthinnerthanTheoverheadcreakofapassager’spinionWhenleavinglandbehind。

Orperhapstheyspeaktotheyetunborn,AndcautionthemnottocomeToaworldsoancientandtrouble—torn,Offoiledintents,vainlovingkindness,Andardourschilledandnumb。

TheywastetofogasIstirandstand,Andmovefromthearchedrecess,Andpickupthedrawingthatslippedfrommyhand,AndfeelforthepencilIdroppedinthecrannyInamoment’sforgetfulness。

TOSHAKESPEARE

AFTERTHREEHUNDREDYEARS

BrightbafflingSoul,leastcapturableofthemes,Thou,whodisplay’dstalifeofcommon—place,LeavingnointimatewordorpersonaltraceOfhighdesignoutsidetheartistryOfthypenneddreams,Stillshaltremainatheartunreadeternally。

Throughhumanorbitsthydiscourseto—day,Despitethyformalpilgrimage,throbsonInharmoniesthatcowOblivion,And,likethewind,withall—uncaredeffectMaintainaswayNotfore—desired,intracksunchosenandunchecked。

Andyet,atthylastbreath,withmindlessnoteTheboroughclocksbutsamelytonguedthehour,TheAvonjustasalwaysglassedthetower,Thyagewaspublishedonthypassing—bellButindueroteWithotherdwellers’deathsaccordedalikeknell。

Andatthestrokessometownsman(met,maybe,Andthereonqueriedbysomesquire’sgooddameDrivinginshopward)mayhavegiventhyname,With,"Yes,aworthymanandwell—to—do;

Though,asforme,Iknewhimbutbyjustaneighbour’snod,’tistrue。

"I’faith,fewknewhimmuchhere,savebyword,Hehavingelsewhereledhisbusierlife;

Thoughtobesureheleftwithushiswife。"

——"Ah,oneofthetradesmen’ssons,Inowrecall……

Witty,I’veheard……

Wedidnotknowhim……Well,good—day。Deathcomestoall。"

So,likeastrangebrightbirdwesometimesfindTominglewiththebarn—doorbroodawhile,Thenvanishfromtheirhomelydomicile—

Intoman’spoesy,wewotnotwhence,Flewthystrangemind,Lodgedtherearadiantguest,andspedforeverthence。

1916。

QUIDHICAGIS?

I

WhenIweeklyknewAnancientpew,AndmurmuredthereTheformsofprayerAndthanksandpraiseIntheancientways,AndheardreadoutDuringAugustdroughtThatchapterfromKingsHarvest—timebrings;

—Howtheprophet,brokenBygriefsunspoken,WentheavilyawayTofastandtopray,And,whilewaitingtodie,TheLordpassedby,AndawhirlwindandfireDrewnigherandnigher,AndasmallvoiceanonBadehimupandbegone,—

IdidnotapprehendAsIsattotheendAndwatchedforhersmileAcrossthesunnedaisle,ThatthistaleofaseerWhichcameonceayearMight,whensandswereheaping,Belikeasweatcreeping,OrinanydegreeBearonheroronme!

II

Whenlater,bychanceOfcircumstance,ItbefelmetoreadOnahotafternoonAtthelecternthereTheselfsamewordsAsthelessondecreed,TothegatheredfewFromthehamletsnear—

FolkofflocksandherdsSittinghalfaswoon,WholistenedtheretoAswomenandmenNotovermuchConcernedatsuch—

So,likethemthen,IdidnotseeWhatdroughtmightbeWithme,withher,AstheKalendarMovedon,andTimeDevouredourprime。

III

Butnow,atlast,Whenourgloryhaspassed,AndthereisnosmileFromherintheaisle,ButwhereitonceshoneAmarble,mensay,WithhernamethereonIsdiscernedto—day;

AndspiritlessInthewildernessIshrinkfromsightAnddesirethenight,(Though,asinoldwise,Imightstillarise,Goforth,andstandAndprophesyintheland),IfeeltheshakeOfwindandearthquake,AndconsumingfireNigherandnigher,Andthevoicecatchclear,"Whatdoestthouhere?"

TheSpectator1916。DuringtheWar。

ONAMIDSUMMEREVE

Iidlycutaparsleystalk,Andblewthereintowardsthemoon;

IhadnotthoughtwhatghostswouldwalkWithshiveringfootstepstomytune。

Iwent,andknelt,andscoopedmyhandAsiftodrink,intothebrook,AndafaintfigureseemedtostandAboveme,withthebygonelook。

Ilippedroughrhymesofchance,notchoice,Ithoughtnotwhatmywordsmightbe;

TherecameintomyearavoiceThatturnedatendererverseforme。

TIMINGHER

(Writtentoanoldfolk—tune)

Lalage’scoming:

Whereisshenow,O?

Turningtobow,O,Andsmile,isshe,Justatparting,Parting,parting,AssheisstartingTocometome?

Whereisshenow,O,Now,andnow,O,Shadowingabough,O,OfhedgeortreeAssheisrushing,Rushing,rushing,GossamersbrushingTocometome?

Lalage’scoming;

Whereisshenow,O;

Climbingthebrow,O,OfhillsIsee?

Yes,sheisnearing,Nearing,nearing,WeatherunfearingTocometome。

Nearisshenow,O,Now,andnow,O;

Milktherichcow,O,Forwardthetea;

Shakethedownbedforher,Linensheetsspreadforher,DraperoundtheheadforherComingtome。

Lalage’scoming,She’snearernow,O,Endanyhow,O,To—day’shusbandry!

Wouldagiltchairweremine,Slippersofvairweremine,BrushesforhairweremineOfivory!

Whatwillshethink,O,Shewho’ssocomely,ViewinghowhomelyAsortarewe!

Nothingresplendent,Nopromptattendant,NotonedependentPertainingtome!

Lalage’scoming;

Whereisshenow,O?

FainI’davow,O,FullhonestlyNoughthere’senoughforher,Allistooroughforher,EvenmyloveforherPoorindegree。

She’snearernow,O,Stillnearernow,O,She’tis,Ivow,O,Passingthelea。

Rushdowntomeetherthere,Calloutandgreetherthere,NeverasweeterthereCrossedtome!

Lalage’scome;aye,Comeisshenow,O!……

DoesHeavenallow,O,Ameetingtobe?

Yes,sheisherenow,Herenow,herenow,Nothingtofearnow,Here’sLalage!

BEFOREKNOWLEDGE

WhenIwalkedroselesstracksandwide,Eredawnedyourdateformeetingme,OwhydidyounotcryHallooAcrossthestretchbetween,andsay:

"Wemove,whileyearsasyetdivide,Onclosinglineswhich——thoughitbeYouknowmenotnorIknowyou—

Willintersectandjoinsomeday!"

ThenwellIhadborneEachscrapingthorn;

Butthewintersfroze,Andgrewnorose;

NobridgebestrodeThegapatall;

Noshapeyoushowed,AndIheardnocall!

THEBLINDEDBIRD

Sozestfullycanstthousing?

Andallthisindignity,WithGod’sconsent,onthee!

Blindedereyeta—wingBythered—hotneedlethou,IstandandwonderhowSozestfullythoucanstsing!

Resentingnotsuchwrong,Thygrievouspainforgot,Eternaldarkthylot,Gropingthywholelifelong;

Afterthatstaboffire;

Enjailedinpitilesswire;

Resentingnotsuchwrong!

Whohathcharity?Thisbird。

Whosufferethlongandiskind,Isnotprovoked,thoughblindAndaliveensepulchred?

Whohopeth,endurethallthings?

Whothinkethnoevil,butsings?

Whoisdivine?Thisbird。

"THEWINDBLEWWORDS"

Thewindblewwordsalongtheskies,AndtheseitblewtomeThroughthewidedusk:"Liftupyoureyes,Beholdthistroubledtree,Complainingasitswaysandplies;

Itisalimbofthee。

"Yea,too,thecreaturesshelteringround—

Dumbfigures,wildandtame,Yea,too,thyfellowswhoabound—

EitherofspeechthesameOrfarandstrange——black,dwarfed,andbrowned,Theyarestuffofthyownframe。"

ImovedoninasurgingaweOfinarticulatenessAtthepatheticMeIsawInallhishugedistress,Makingself—slaughterofthelawTokill,break,orsuppress。

THEFADEDFACE

HowwasthisIdidnotseeSuchalookasherewasshownEreitswomanhoodhadblownPastitsfirstfelicity?—

ThatIdidnotknowyouyoung,FadedFace,Knowyouyoung!

WhydidTimesoillbesteadThatIheardnovoiceofyoursHailfromoutthecurvedcontoursOfthoselipswhenrosyred;

Weetednotthesongstheysung,FadedFace,Songstheysung!

Bytheseblanchings,bloomsofold,Andtherelicsofyourvoice—

LeavingsrareofrichandchoiceFromyourearlytoneandmould—

Letmemourn,——aye,sorrow—wrung,FadedFace,Sorrow—wrung!

THERIDDLE

I

StretchingeyeswestOverthesea,Windfoulorfair,AlwaysstoodsheProspect—impressed;

SolelyoutthereDidhergazerest,NeverelsewhereSeemedcharmtobe。

II

AlwayseyeseastPondersshenow—

Asindevotion—

HillsofblankbrowWherenowavesplough。

NevertheleastRoomforemotionDrawnfromtheoceanDoessheallow。

THEDUEL

"Iamheretotime,yousee;

Thegladeiswell—screened——eh?——againstalarm;

FitplacetovindicatebymyarmThehonourofmyspotlesswife,WhoscornsyourlibeluponherlifeInboastingintimacy!

"’Allhush—offeringsyou’llspurn,Myhusband。Twomustcome;oneonlygo,’

Shesaid。’Thathe’llbeyouIknow;

TofaithlikeoursHeavenwillbejust,AndIshallabideinfullesttrustYourspeedygladreturn。’"

"Good。HereamalsoI;

Andwe’llproceedwithoutmorewasteofwordsTowarmyourcockpit。OftheswordsTakeyouyourchoice。IshalltherebyFeelthatonmenoblamecanlie,WhateverFateaccords。"

Sostrippedtheythere,andfought,Andtheswordsclickedandscraped,andtheonsetssped;

Tillthehusbandfell;andhisshirtwasredWithstreamsfromhisheart’shotcistern。NoughtCouldsavehimnow;andtheother,wroughtMaybetopity,said:

"Whydidyouurgeonthis?

Yourwifeassuredyou;and’thadbetterbeenThatyouhadletthingspass,sereneInconfidenceoflong—triedbliss,HoldingtherecouldbenoughtamissInwhatmywordsmightmean。"

Then,seeingnorruthnorrageCouldmovehisfoemanmore——nowDeath’sdeafthrall—

Hewipedhissteel,and,withacallLiketurtledovetodove,swiftbrokeIntothecopse,whereunderanoakHishorsecropt,heldbyapage。

"All’sover,Sweet,"hecriedTothewife,thusguised;fortheyoungpagewasshe。

"’Tisaswehopedandsaid’twouldbe。

Heneverguessed……WemountandrideTowhereourlovecanreignuneyed。

He’sclay,andwearefree。"

ATMAYFAIRLODGINGS

HowcouldIbeaware,TheoppositewindoweyeingAsIlaylistlessthere,ThatthroughitsblindswasdyingOneIhadratedrareBeforeIhadsetmesighingForanothermorefair?

Hadthehouse—frontbeenglass,Myvisionunobscuring,CouldaughthavecometopassMorehappiness—insuringToher,lovedasalassWhenspouseless,all—alluring?

Ireckonnot,alas!

So,thesquarewindowstood,Steadilynight—longshiningInmycloseneighbourhood,WholookedforthundiviningThatsoonwouldgoforgoodOnethereinpainreclining,Unpardoned,unadieu’d。

SilentlyscreenedfromviewHertragedywasendingThatneednothavecomedueHadshebeenlessunbending。

Hownear,nearwerewetwoAtthatlastvitalrending,—

Andneitherofusknew!

TOMYFATHER’SVIOLIN

DoeshewantyoudownthereIntheNetherGloomswhereThehoursmaybeadraggingloaduponhim,AshehearstheaxlegrindRoundandroundOfthegreatworld,intheblindStillprofoundOfthenight—time?HemightlivenatthesoundOfyourstring,revealingyouhadnotforgonehim。

Inthegallerywestthenave,Butafewyardsfromhisgrave,Didyou,tuckedbeneathhischin,tohisbowingGuidethehomelyharmonyOfthequireWhoforlongyearsstrenuously—

Sonandsire—

CaughtthestrainsthatathisfingeringloworhigherFromyourfourthinthreadsandeff—holescameoutflowing。

And,too,whatmerrytunesHewouldbowatnightsornoonsThatchancedtofindhimbenttoluteameasure,WhenhemadeyouspeakhisheartAsindream,Withoutbookormusic—chart,OnsomethemeElusiveasajack—o’—lanthorn’sgleam,Andthepsalmofdutyshelvedfortrillofpleasure。

Well,youcannot,alas,ThebarrieroverpassThatscreenshiminthoseMournfulMeadshereunder,WherenofiddlingcanbeheardInthegladesOfsilentness,nobirdThrillstheshades;

Wherenoviolistouchedforsongsorserenades,Nobowingwakesacongregation’swonder。

Hemustdowithoutyounow,StiryounomoreanyhowToyearningconcordstaughtyouinyourglory;

While,yourstringsatangledwreck,Oncesmartdrawn,Tenworm—woundsinyourneck,PurflingswanWithdust—hoar,herealoneIsadlyconYourpresentdumbness,shapeyouroldenstory。

1916。

THESTATUEOFLIBERTY

ThisstatueofLiberty,busyman,Hereerectinthecitysquare,Ihavewatchedwhileyourscrubbings,thisearlymorning,Strangelywistful,Andhalftristful,Haveturnedherfromfoultofair;

Withyourbucketofwater,andmop,andbrush,BringingheroutofthegrimeThathassmearedherduringthesmokesofwinterWithsuchglumnessInherdumbness,Andagedherbeforehertime。

Youhavewashedherdownwithmotherlycare—

Head,shoulders,arm,andfoot,Totheveryhemoftherobesthatdrapeher—

AllexpertlyAndalertly,Tillalongstream,blackwithsoot,Flowsoverthepavementtotheroad,Andhershapeloomspureassnow:

IreadyouarehiredbytheCityguardians—

Maybeyearly,Oroncemerely—

Totreatthestatuesso?

"Oh,I’mnothiredbytheCouncilmenTocleansethestatueshere。

Idothisoneasaself—willedduty,Notaspaidto,Oratallmadeto,Butbecausethedoingisdear。"

Ah,thenIhailyoubrotherandfriend!

Liberty’sknightdivine。

Whatyouhavedonewouldhavebeenmydoing,Yea,mostverily,Well,andthoroughly,Hadbutyourcouragebeenmine!

"OhIcarenotforLiberty’smould,Libertycharmsnotme;

What’sFreedombutanidler’svision,Vain,pernicious,Oftenvicious,Ofthingsthatcannotbe!

"Memoryitisthatbringsmetothis—

Ofadaughter——myonesweetown。

Shegrewafamouscarver’smodel,OneofthefairestAndoftherarest:—

Shesatforthefigureasshown。

"Butalas,shediedinthisdistantplaceBeforeIwaswarnedtobetakeMyselftoherside!……Andinloveofmydarling,Inloveofthefameofher,Andthegoodnameofher,Idothisforhersake。"

AnswerIgavenot。OfthatformThecarverwasIathisside;

Hischild,mymodel,heldsosaintly,Grandinfeature,Grossinnature,Inthedensofvicehaddied。

THEBACKGROUNDANDTHEFIGURE

(Lover’sDitty)

Ithinkoftheslopewheretherabbitsfed,Oftheperiwinks’rockworklair,Ofthefuchsiasringingtheirbellsofred—

Andthesomethingelseseenthere。

Betweenthebloomswherethesodbaskedbright,Bythebobbingfuchsiatrees,Wasanotherandyetmoreeyesomesight—

Thesightthatrichenedthese。

Ishallseekthosebeautiesinthespring,Whenthedaysarefitandfair,ButonlyasfoilstotheonemorethingThatalsowillflowerthere!

THECHANGE

Outofthepastthererisesaweek—

WhoshallreadtheyearsO!—

OutofthepastthererisesaweekEnringedwithapurplezone。

OutofthepastthererisesaweekWhenthoughtswerestrungtoothicktospeak,Andthemagicofitslineamentsremainswithmealone。

Inthatweektherewasheardasinging—

Whoshallspelltheyears,theyears!—

Inthatweektherewasheardasinging,Andthewhiteowlwonderedwhy。

Inthatweek,yea,avoicewasringing,AndforthfromthecasementwerecandlesflingingRadiancethatfellonthedeodarandlitupthepaththereby。

Couldthatsonghaveamockingnote?—

WhoshallunrolltheyearsO!—

CouldthatsonghaveamockingnoteTothewhiteowl’ssenseasitfell?

CouldthatsonghaveamockingnoteAsittrilledoutwarmfromthesinger’sthroat,Andwhowasthemockerandwhothemockedwhentwofeltallwaswell?

Inatedioustramplingcrowdyetlater—

Whoshallbaretheyears,theyears!—

Inatedioustramplingcrowdyetlater,Whensilverysingingsweredumb;

Inacrowduncaringwhattimemightfateher,MidmurksofnightIstoodtoawaither,Andthetwangingofironwheelsgaveoutthesignalthatshewascome。

Shesaidwithatravel—tiredsmile—

WhoshalllifttheyearsO!—

Shesaidwithatravel—tiredsmile,Halfscaredbyscenesostrange;

Shesaid,outwornbymileonmile,Theblurredlampswanningherfacethewhile,"OLove,Iamhere;Iamwithyou!"……Ah,thatthereshouldhavecomeachange!

Othedoombysomeonespoken—

Whoshallunsealtheyears,theyears!—

Othedoomthatgavenotoken,Whennothingofbalesawwe:

Othedoombysomeonespoken,Otheheartbysomeonebroken,Theheartwhosesweetreverberancesarealltimeleavestome。

Jan。—Feb。1913。

SITTINGONTHEBRIDGE

(Echoofanoldsong)

SittingonthebridgePastthebarracks,townandridge,AtoncethespiritseizedusTosingasongthatpleasedus—

As"TheFifth"weremuchinrumour;

Itwas"WhilstI’minthehumour,Takeme,Paddy,willyounow?"

Andalancersoondrewnigh,AndhisRoyalIrisheyeSaid,"Willing,faith,amI,O,totakeyouanyhow,dears,Totakeyouanyhow。"

But,lo!——dadwalkingby,Cried,"What,youlightheels!Fie!

IsthisthewayyouroamAndmockthesunsetgleam?"

Andhemarchedusstraightwayhome,Thoughwesaid,"Weareonly,daddy,Singing,’Willyoutakeme,Paddy?’"

——Well,weneversawfromthenIfwesangthereanywhen,Thesoldierdearagain,Exceptatnightindream—time,Exceptatnightindream。

Perhapsthatsoldier’sfightingInalandthat’sfaraway,OrhemaybeidlyplightingSomeforeignhussygay;

OrperhapshisbonesarewhitingInthewindtotheirdecay!……

Ah!——doeshemindhimhowThegirlshesawthatdayOnthebridge,weresittingsingingAtthetimeofcurfew—ringing,"Takeme,Paddy;willyounow,dear?

Paddy,willyounow?"

GREY’SBRIDGE。

THEYOUNGCHURCHWARDEN

Whenhelitthecandlesthere,Andthelightfellonhishand,AndittrembledashescannedHerandme,hisvanquishedairHintedthathisdreamwasdone,AndIsawhehadbegunTounderstand。

WhenLove’sviolwasunstrung,SoreIwishedthehandthatshookHadbeenminethatsharedherbookWhilethateveninghymnwassung,Histhevictor’s,ashelitCandleswherehehadbiddenussitWithvanquishedlook。

Nowherdustlieslistlessthere,Hisafarfromtendinghand,Whatavailsthevictoryscanned?

Doeshesmilefromupperair:

"Ah,myfriend,yourdreamisdone;

And’tisYOUwhohavebegunTounderstand!

"ITRAVELASAPHANTOMNOW"

Itravelasaphantomnow,ForpeopledonotwishtoseeInfleshandbloodsobareaboughAsNaturemakesofme。

AndthusIvisitbodilessStrangegloomyhouseholdsoftenatodds,AndwonderifMan’sconsciousnessWasamistakeofGod’s。

AndnextImeetyou,andIpause,Andthinkthatifmistakeitwere,Assomehavesaid,OthenitwasOnethatIwellcanbear!

1915。

LINES

TOAMOVEMENTINMOZART’SE—FLATSYMPHONY

ShowmeagainthetimeWhenintheJunetide’sprimeWeflewbymeadsandmountainsnortherly!—

Yea,tosuchfreshness,fairness,fulness,fineness,freeness,Lovelureslifeon。

ShowmeagainthedayWhenfromthesandybayWelookedtogetheruponthepesteredsea!—

Yea,tosuchsurging,swaying,sighing,swelling,shrinking,Lovelureslifeon。

ShowmeagainthehourWhenbythepinnacledtowerWeeyedeachotherandfearedfuturity!—

Yea,tosuchbodings,broodings,beatings,blanchings,blessings,Lovelureslifeon。

Showmeagainjustthis:

ThemomentofthatkissAwayfromtheprancingfolk,bythestrawberry—tree!—

Yea,tosuchrashness,ratheness,rareness,ripeness,richness,Lovelureslifeon。

BegunNovember1898。

"INTHESEVENTIES"

"Quiderideturabamicosuosicutego。"——JOB。

IntheseventiesIwasbearinginmybreast,Pennedtight,CertainstarrythoughtsthatthrewamagiclightOntheworktimesandthesoundlesshoursofrestIntheseventies;aye,IboretheminmybreastPennedtight。

Intheseventieswhenmyneighbours——evenmyfriend—

Sawmepass,Headswereshaken,andIheardthewords,"Alas,Forhisonwardyearsandnameunlesshemend!"

Intheseventies,whenmyneighboursandmyfriendSawmepass。

IntheseventiesthosewhometmedidnotknowOfthevisionThatimmunedmefromthechillingsofmis—prisionAndthedampsthatchokedmygoingstoandfroIntheseventies;yea,thosenoddersdidnotknowOfthevision。

Intheseventiesnoughtcoulddarkenordestroyit,Lockedinme,Thoughasdelicateaslamp—worm’slucency;

NeithermistnormurkcouldweakenoralloyitIntheseventies!——couldnotdarkenordestroyit,Lockedinme。

THEPEDIGREE

I

IbentinthedeepofnightOverapedigreethechroniclergaveAsmine;andasIbentthere,half—unrobed,Theuncurtainedpanesofmywindow—squareletinthewaterylightOfthemooninitsoldage:

Andgreen—rheumedcloudswerehurryingpastwheremuteandcolditglobedLikeadriftingdolphin’seyeseenthroughalappingwave。

II

So,scanningmysire—sowntree,Andthehieroglyphsofthisspousetiedtothat,Withoffspringmappedbelowinlineage,Tillthetanglestroubledme,ThebranchesseemedtotwistintoasearedandcynicfaceWhichwinkedandtokenedtowardsthewindowlikeaMageEnchantingmetogazeagainthereat。

III

Itwasamirrornow,AndinitalongperspectiveIcouldtraceOfmybegetters,dwindlingbackwardeachpasteachAllwiththekindredlook,WhosenameshadsincebeeninkeddownintheirplaceOntherecorder’sbook,Generationandgenerationofmymien,andbuild,andbrow。

IV

AndthendidIdivineThateveryheaveandcoilandmoveImadeWithinmybrain,andinmymoodandspeech,WasintheglassportrayedAslongforestalledbytheirsomakingit;

Thefirstofthem,theprimestfuglemenofmyline,Beingfoggedinfarantiquenesspastsurmiseandreason’sreach。

V

SaidIthen,sunkintone,"Iammerestmimickerandcounterfeit!—

Thoughthinking,IAMI

ANDWHATIDOIDOMYSELFALONE。"

——ThecynictwistofthepagethereatunknitBacktoitsnormalfigure,havingwroughtitspurportwry,TheMage’smirrorleftthewindow—square,Andthestainedmoonanddriftretooktheirplacesthere。

1916。

THISHEART

AWOMAN’SDREAM

Atmidnight,intheroomwherehelaydeadWhominhislifeIhadneverclearlyread,IthoughtifIcouldpeerintothatcitadelHisheart,IshouldatlastknowfullandwellWhatheretohadbeenknowntohimalone,Despiteourlongsit—outofyearsforeflown,"Andif,"Isaid,"Idothisforhismemory’ssake,Itwouldnotwoundhim,evenifhecouldwake。"

SoIbentoverhim。HeseemedtosmileWithacalmconfidencethewholelongwhileThatI,withdrawinghisheart,helditand,bitbybit,Perusedtheunguessedthingsfoundwrittenonit。

ItwasinscribedlikeaterrestrialsphereWithquaintvermiculationscloseandclear—

Hisgraving。HadIknown,wouldIhaveriskedthestrokeItsreadingbrought,andmyownheartnighbroke!

Yes,thereatlast,eyesopened,didIseeHiswholesinceresymmetrichistory;

Therewerehistruth,hissimplesinglemindedness,Strained,maybe,bytime’sstorms,buttherenoless。

TherewerethedailydeedsfromsuntosunInblindness,butgoodfaith,thathehaddone;

Therewereregrets,atinstanceswhereinheswerved(Asheconceived)fromcherishingsIhaddeserved。

Therewereoldhoursallfigureddownasbliss—

Thosespentwithme——(howlittlehadIthoughtthis!)

Therethosewhen,atmyabsence,whetherhesleptorwaked,(ThoughIknewnot’twasso!)hisspiritached。

Therethatwhenweweresevered,howdaydulledTilltimejoinedusanew,waschronicled:

AndargumentsandbattlingsindefenceofmeThatheartrecordedclearlyandruddily。

Iputitback,andlefthimashelayWhilepiercedthemorningpinkandthenthegrayIntoeachdrearyroomandcorridoraround,WhereIshallwait,buthisstepwillnotsound。

WHERETHEYLIVED

DishevelledleavescreepdownUponthatbankto—day,Somegreen,someyellow,andsomepalebrown;

Thewetbentsbobandsway;

TheoncewarmslipperyturfissoddenWherewelaughinglysatorlay。

Thesummerhouseisgone,Leavingaweedyspace;

ThebushesthatveileditoncehavegrownGaunttreesthatinterlace,ThroughwhoselanklimbsIseetooclearlyThenakednessoftheplace。

Andwherewerehillsofblue,Blinddriftsofvapourblow,Andthenamesofformerdwellersfew,Ifany,peopleknow,Andinsteadofavoicethatcalled,"Comein,Dears,"

Timecalls,"Passbelow!"

THEOCCULTATION

Whenthecloudshutdownonthemorningshine,Anddarkenedthesun,Isaid,"SoendedthatjoyofmineYearsbackbegun。"

ButdaycontinueditslustrousrollInupperair;

AnddidmylateirradiatesoulLiveonsomewhere?

LIFELAUGHSONWARD

RamblingIlookedforanoldabodeWhere,yearsback,onehadlivedIknew;

Itssiteadwellingdulyshowed,Butitwasnew。

Iwentwhere,notsolongago,Thesodhadriventwobreastsasunder;

Daisiesthrovegailythere,asthoughNogravewereunder。

IwalkedalongaterracewhereLoudchildrengambolledinthesun;

ThefigurethathadoncesatthereWasmissedbynone。

Lifelaughedandmovedonunsubdued,IsawthatOldsuccumbedtoYoung:

’Twaswell。MytooregretfulmoodDiedonmytongue。

THEPEACE—OFFERING

Itwasbutalittlething,YetIknewitmeanttomeEasefromwhathadgivenastingTotheverybirdsingingLatterly。

ButIwouldnotwelcomeit;

AndforallIthendeclinedOtheregrettingsinfiniteWhenthenight—processionsflitThroughthemind!

"SOMETHINGTAPPED"

SomethingtappedonthepaneofmyroomWhentherewasneveratraceOfwindorrain,andIsawinthegloomMywearyBeloved’sface。

"OIamtiredofwaiting,"shesaid,"Night,morn,noon,afternoon;

Socolditisinmylonelybed,AndIthoughtyouwouldjoinmesoon!"

Iroseandnearedthewindow—glass,Butvanishedthencehadshe:

Onlyapallidmoth,alas,Tappedatthepaneforme。

August1913。

THEWOUND

Iclimbedtothecrest,And,fog—festooned,ThesunlaywestLikeacrimsonwound:

LikethatwoundofmineOfwhichnoneknew,ForI’dgivennosignThatitpiercedmethrough。

AMERRYMAKINGINQUESTION

"Iwillgetanewstringformyfiddle,Andcalltotheneighbourstocome,AndpartnersshalldancedownthemiddleUntiltheoldpewter—wareshum:

Andwe’llsipthemead,cyder,andrum!"

Fromthenightcametheoddestofanswers:

Ahollowwind,likeabassoon,Andheadstonesallrangedupasdancers,Andcypressesdroningacroon,Andgurgoylesthatmouthedtothetune。

"ISAIDANDSANGHEREXCELLENCE"

(FickleLover’sSong)

Isaidandsangherexcellence:

Theycalleditlaudundue。

(Haveyourway,myheart,O!)

YetwhatwashomagefaraboveTheplaindesertsofmyoldenLoveProvedverityofmynew。

"Shemovesasylphinpicture—land,Wherenothingfroststheair:"

(Haveyourway,myheart,O!)

"ToallwingedpipersoverheadSheisknownbyshapeandsong,"Isaid,Consciousoflicencethere。

IsangofherinadimoldhallDream—builttoofancifully,(Haveyourway,myheart,O!)

Butlo,theripemonthschancedtoleadMyfeettosuchahallindeed,WherestoodtheveryShe。

Strange,startling,wasitthentolearnIhadglanceddownunborntime,(Haveyourway,myheart,O!)

Andprophesied,wherebyIknewThatwhichtheyearshadplannedtodoInwarrantyofmyrhyme。

BYRUSHY—POND。

AJANUARYNIGHT

(1879)

Therainsmitesmoreandmore,Theeastwindsnarlsandsneezes;

ThroughthejointsofthequiveringdoorThewaterwheezes。

Thetipofeachivy—shootWrithesonitsneighbour’sface;

ThereissomehiddreadafootThatwecannottrace。

IsitthespiritastrayOfthemanatthehousebelowWhosecoffintheytookinto—day?

Wedonotknow。

AKISS

Byawallthestrangernowcallshis,Wasbornofoldaparticularkiss,Withoutforethoughtinitsgenesis;

Whichinatricetookwingontheair。

Andwherethatspotisnothingshows:

Thereivycalmlygrows,AndnooneknowsWhatabirthwasthere!

Thatkissisgonewherenonecantell—

Noteventhosewhofeltitsspell:

Itcannothavedied;thatknowwewell。

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