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`WouldyougivemetheTime?'saidthesergeant,addressinghimselftoMrPumblechook,astoamanwhoseappreciativepowersjustifiedtheinferencethathewasequaltothetime。

`It'sjustgonehalf-pasttwo。'

`That'snotsobad,'saidthesergeant,reflecting;`evenifIwasforcedtohaltherenightwohours,that'lldo。Howfarmightyoucallyourselvesfromthemarshes,hereabouts?Notaboveamile,Ireckon?'

`Justamile,'saidMrsJoe。

`That'lldo。Webegintocloseinupon'emaboutdusk。Alittlebeforedusk,myordersare。That'lldo。'

`Convicts,sergeant?'askedMrWopsle,inamatter-of-courseway。

`Ay!'returnedthesergeant,`two。They'reprettywellknowntobeoutonthemarshesstill,andtheywon'ttrytogetclearof'embeforedusk。

Anybodyhereseenanythingofanysuchgame?'

Everybody,myselfexcepted,saidno,withconfidence。Nobodythoughtofme。

`Well!'saidthesergeant,`they'llfindthemselvestrappedinacircle,Iexpect,soonerthantheycounton。Now,blacksmith!Ifyou'reready,hisMajestytheKingis。'

Joehadgothiscoatandwaistcoatandcravatoff,andhisleatherapronon,andpassedintotheforge。Oneofthesoldiersopeneditswoodenwindows,anotherlightenedthefire,anotherturnedtoatthebellows,thereststoodroundtheblaze,whichwassoonroaring。ThenJoebegantohammerandclink,hammerandclink,andwealllookedon。

Theinterestoftheimpendingpursuitnotonlyabsorbedthegeneralattention,butevenmademysisterliberal。Shedrewapitcherofbeerfromthecask,forthesoldiers,andinvitedthesergeanttotakeaglassofbrandy。ButMrPumblechooksaid,sharply,`Givehimwine,Mum。I'llengagethere'snoTarinthat:'so,thesergeantthankedhimandsaidthatashepreferredhisdrinkwithouttar,hewouldtakewine,ifitwasequallyconvenient。Whenitwasgivenhim,hedrankhisMajesty'shealthandComplimentsoftheSeason,andtookitallatamouthfulandsmackedhislips。

`Goodstuff,eh,sergeant?'saidMrPumblechook。

`I'lltellyousomething,'returnedthesergeant;`Isuspectthatstuff'sofyourproviding。'

Mr。Pumblechook,withafatsortoflaugh,said,`Ay,ay?Why?'

`Because,'returnedthesergeant,clappinghimontheshoulder,`you'reamanthatknowswhat'swhat。'

`D'yethinkso?'saidMrPumblechook,withhisformerlaugh。`Haveanotherglass!'

`Withyou。Hobandnob,'returnedthesergeant。`Thetopofminetothefootofyours-thefootofyourstothetopofmine-Ringonce,ringtwice-thebesttuneontheMusicalGlasses!Yourhealth。Mayyouliveathousandyears,andneverbeaworsejudgeoftherightsortthanyouareatthepresentmomentofyourlife!'

Thesergeanttossedoffhisglassagainandseemedquitereadyforanotherglass。InoticedthatMrPumblechookinhishospitalityappearedtoforgetthathehadmadeapresentofthewine,buttookthebottlefromMrsJoeandhadallthecreditofhandingitaboutinagushofjoviality。EvenIgotsome。Andhewassoveryfreeofthewinethatheevencalledfortheotherbottle,andhandedthataboutwiththesameliberality,whenthefirstwasgone。

AsIwatchedthemwhiletheyallstoodclusteringabouttheforge,enjoyingthemselvessomuch,Ithoughtwhatterriblegoodsauceforadinnermyfugitivefriendonthemarsheswas。Theyhadnotenjoyedthemselvesaquartersomuch,beforetheentertainmentwasbrightenedwiththeexcitementhefurnished。Andnow,whentheywereallinlivelyanticipationof`thetwovillains'beingtaken,andwhenthebellowsseemedtoroarforthefugitives,thefiretoflareforthem,thesmoketohurryawayinpursuitofthem,Joetohammerandclinkforthem,andallthemurkyshadowsonthewalltoshakeattheminmenaceastheblazeroseandsankandthered-hotsparksdroppedanddied,thepaleafter-noonoutside,almostseemedinmypityingyoungfancytohaveturnedpaleontheiraccount,poorwretches。

Atlast,Joe'sjobwasdone,andtheringingandroaringstopped。AsJoegotonhiscoat,hemusteredcouragetoproposethatsomeofusshouldgodownwiththesoldiersandseewhatcameofthehunt。MrPumblechookandMrHubbledeclined,onthepleaofapipeandladies'society;butMrWopslesaidhewouldgo,ifJoewould。Joesaidhewasagreeable,andwouldtakeme,ifMrsJoeapproved。Wenevershouldhavegotleavetogo,Iamsure,butforMrsJoe'scuriositytoknowallaboutitandhowitended。Asitwas,shemerelystipulated,`Ifyoubringtheboybackwithhisheadblowntobitsbyamusket,don'tlooktometoputittogetheragain。'

Thesergeanttookapoliteleaveoftheladies,andpartedfromMrPumblechookasfromacomrade;thoughIdoubtifhewerequiteasfullysensibleofthatgentleman'smeritsunderaridconditions,aswhensomethingmoistwasgoing。Hismenresumedtheirmusketsandfellin。MrWopsle,Joe,andI,receivedstrictchargetokeepintherear,andtospeaknowordafterwereachedthemarshes。Whenwewerealloutintherawairandweresteadilymovingtowardsourbusiness,ItreasonablywhisperedtoJoe,`Ihope,Joe,weshan'tfindthem。'andJoewhisperedtome,`I'dgiveashillingiftheyhadcutandrun,Pip。'

Wewerejoinedbynostragglersfromthevillage,fortheweatherwascoldandthreatening,thewaydreary,thefootinghad,darknesscomingon,andthepeoplehadgoodfiresin-doorsandwerekeepingtheday。A

fewfaceshurriedtoglowingwindowsandlookedafterus,butnonecameout。Wepassedthefinger-post,andheldstraightontothechurchyard。

There,wewerestoppedafewminutesbyasignalfromthesergeant'shand,whiletwoorthreeofhismendispersedthemselvesamongthegraves,andalsoexaminedtheporch。Theycameinagainwithoutfindinganything,andthenwestruckoutontheopenmarshes,throughthegateatthesideofthechurchyard。Abittersleetcamerattlingagainstushereontheeastwind,andJoetookmeonhisback。

NowthatweareoutuponthedismalwildernesswheretheylittlethoughtIhadbeenwithineightorninehoursandhadseenbothmenhiding,Iconsideredforthefirsttime,withgreatdread,ifweshouldcomeuponthem,wouldmyparticularconvictsupposethatitwasIwhohadbroughtthesoldiersthere?HehadaskedmeifIwasadeceivingimp,andhehadsaidIshouldbeafierceyounghoundifIjoinedthehuntagainsthim。WouldhebelievethatIwasbothimpandhoundintreacherousearnest,andhadbetrayedhim?

Itwasofnouseaskingmyselfthisquestionnow。ThereIwas,onJoe'sback,andtherewasJoebeneathme,chargingattheditcheslikeahunter,andstimulatingMrWopslenottotumbleonhisRomannose,andtokeepupwithus。Thesoldierswereinfrontofus,extendingintoaprettywidelinewithanintervalbetweenmanandman。WeweretakingthecourseI

hadbegunwith,andfromwhichIhaddivergedinthemist。Eitherthemistwasnotoutagainyet,orthewindhaddispelledit。Underthelowredglareofsunset,thebeacon,andthegibbet,andthemoundoftheBattery,andtheoppositeshoreoftheriver,wereplain,thoughallofawateryleadcolour。

WithmyheartthumpinglikeablacksmithatJoe'sbroadshoulder,I

lookedallaboutforanysignoftheconvicts。Icouldseenone,Icouldhearnone。MrWopslehadgreatlyalarmedmemorethanonce,byhisblowingandhardbreathing;butIknewthesoundsbythistime,andcoulddissociatethemfromtheobjectofpursuit。Igotadreadfulstart,whenIthoughtIheardthefilestillgoing;butitwasonlyasheepbell。Thesheepstoppedintheireatingandlookedtimidlyatus;andthecattle,theirheadsturnedfromthewindandsleet,staredangrilyasiftheyheldusresponsibleforbothannoyances;but,exceptthesethings,andtheshudderofthedyingdayineverybladeofgrass,therewasnobreakinthebleakstillnessofthemarshes。

ThesoldiersweremovingoninthedirectionoftheoldBattery,andweweremovingonalittlewaybehindthem,when,allofasudden,weallstopped。For,therehadreachedusonthewingsofthewindandrain,alongshout。Itwasrepeated。Itwasatadistancetowardstheeast,butitwaslongandloud。Nay,thereseemedtobetwoormoreshoutsraisedtogether-ifonemightjudgefromaconfusioninthesound。

Tothiseffectthesergeantandthenearestmenwerespeakingundertheirbreath,whenJoeandIcameup。Afteranothermoment'slistening,Joe(whowasagoodjudge)agreed,andMrWopsle(whowasabadjudge)

agreed。Thesergeant,adecisiveman,orderedthatthesoundshouldnotbeanswered,butthatthecourseshouldbechanged,andthathismenshouldmaketowardsit`atthedouble。'Soweslantedtotheright(wheretheEastwas),andJoepoundedawaysowonderfully,thatIhadtoholdontighttokeepmyseat。

Itwasarunindeednow,andwhatJoecalled,intheonlytwowordshespokeallthetime,`aWinder。'Downbanksandupbanks,andovergates,andsplashingintodykes,andbreakingamongcoarserushes:nomancaredwherehewent。Aswecamenearertotheshouting,itbecamemoreandmoreapparentthatitwasmadebymorethanonevoice。Sometimes,itseemedtostopaltogether,andthenthesoldiersstopped。Whenitbrokeoutagain,thesoldiersmadeforitatagreaterratethanever,andweafterthem。

Afterawhile,wehadsorunitdown,thatwecouldhearonevoicecalling`Murder!'andanothervoice,`Convicts!Runaways!Guard!Thiswayfortherunawayconvicts!'Thenbothvoiceswouldseemtobestifledinastruggle,andthenwouldbreakoutagain。Andwhenithadcometothis,thesoldiersranlikedeer,andJoetoo。

Thesergeantraninfirst,whenwehadrunthenoisequitedown,andtwoofhismenranincloseuponhim。Theirpieceswerecockedandlevelledwhenweallranin。

`Herearebothmen!'pantedthesergeant,strugglingatthebottomofaditch。`Surrender,youtwo!andconfoundyoufortwowildbeasts!Comeasunder!'

Waterwassplashing,andmudwasflying,andoathswerebeingsworn,andblowswerebeingstruck,whensomemoremenwentdownintotheditchtohelpthesergeant,anddraggedout,separately,myconvictandtheotherone。Bothwerebleedingandpantingandexecratingandstruggling;butofcourseIknewthembothdirectly。

`Mind!'saidmyconvict,wipingbloodfromhisfacewithhisraggedsleeves,andshakingtornhairfromhisfingers:`Itookhim!Igivehimuptoyou!Mindthat!'

`It'snotmuchtobeparticularabout,'aidthesergeant;`it'lldoyousmallgood,myman,beinginthesameplightyourself。Handcuffsthere!'

`Idon'texpectittodomeanygood。Idon'twantittodomemoregoodthanitdoesnow,'saidmyconvict,withagreedylaugh。`Itookhim。

Heknowsit。That'senoughforme。'

Theotherconvictwaslividtolookat,and,inadditiontotheoldbruisedleftsideofhisface,seemedtobebruisedandtornallover。

Hecouldnotsomuchasgethisbreathtospeak,untiltheywerebothseparatelyhandcuffed,butleaneduponasoldiertokeephimselffromfalling。

`Takenotice,guard-hetriedtomurderme,'werehisfirstwords。

`Triedtomurderhim?'saidmyconvict,disdainfully。`Try,andnotdoit?Itookhim,andgiv'himup;that'swhatIdone。Inotonlypreventedhimgettingoffthemarshes,butIdraggedhimhere-draggedhimthisfaronhiswayback。He'sagentleman,ifyouplease,thisvillain。Now,theHulkshasgotitsgentlemanagain,throughme。Murderhim?Worthmywhile,too,tomurderhim,whenIcoulddoworseanddraghimback!'

Theotheronestillgasped,`Hetried-hetried-to-murderme。Bear-bearwitness。'

`Lookeehere!'saidmyconvicttothesergeant。`Single-handedIgotclearoftheprison-ship;ImadeadashandIdoneit。Icouldha'gotclearofthesedeath-coldflatslikewise-lookatmyleg:youwon'tfindmuchirononit-ifIhadn'tmadediscoverythathewashere。Lethimgofree?LethimprofitbythemeansasIfoundout?

Lethimmakeatoolofmeafreshandagain?Oncemore?No,no,no。

IfIhaddiedatthebottomthere;'andhemadeanemphaticswingattheditchwithhismanacledhands;`I'dhaveheldtohimwiththatgrip,thatyoushouldhavebeensafetofindhiminmyhold。'

Theotherfugitive,whowasevidentlyinextremehorrorofhiscompanion,repeated,`Hetriedtomurderme。Ishouldhavebeenadeadmanifyouhadnotcomeup。'

`Helies!'saidmyconvict,withfierceenergy。`He'saliarborn,andhe'lldiealiar。Lookathisface;ain'titwrittenthere?Lethimturnthoseeyesofhisonme。Idefyhimtodoit。'

Theother,withaneffortatascornfulsmile-whichcouldnot,however,collectthenervousworkingofhismouthintoanysetexpression-lookedatthesoldiers,andlookedaboutatthemarshesandatthesky,butcertainlydidnotlookatthespeaker。

`Doyouseehim?'pursuedmyconvict。`Doyouseewhatavillainheis?Doyouseethosegrovellingandwanderingeyes?That'showhelookedwhenweweretriedtogether。Heneverlookedatme。'

Theother,alwaysworkingandworkinghisdrylipsandturninghiseyesrestlesslyabouthimfarandnear,didatlastturnthemforamomentonthespeaker,withthewords,`Youarenotmuchtolookat,'andwithahalf-tauntingglanceattheboundhands。Atthatpoint,myconvictbecamesofranticallyexasperated,thathewouldhaverusheduponhimbutfortheinterpositionofthesoldiers。`Didn'tItellyou,'saidtheotherconvictthen,`thathewouldmurderme,ifhecould?'Andanyonecouldseethatheshookwithfear,andthattherebrokeoutuponhislips,curiouswhiteflakes,likethinsnow。

`Enoughofthisparley,'saidthesergeant。`Lightthosetorches。'

Asoneofthesoldiers,whocarriedabasketinlieuofagun,wentdownonhiskneetoopenit,myconvictlookedroundhimforthefirsttime,andsawme。IhadalightedfromJoe'sbackonthebrinkoftheditchwhenwecameup,andhadnotmovedsince。Ilookedathimeagerlywhenhelookedatme,andslightlymovedmyhandsandshookmyhead。Ihadbeenwaitingforhimtoseeme,thatImighttrytoassurehimofmyinnocence。

Itwasnotatallexpressedtomethatheevencomprehendedmyintention,forhegavemealookthatIdidnotunderstand,anditallpassedinamoment。Butifhehadlookedatmeforanhourorforaday,Icouldnothaverememberedhisfaceeverafterwards,ashavingbeenmoreattentive。

Thesoldierwiththebasketsoongotalight,andlightedthreeorfourtorches,andtookonehimselfanddistributedtheothers。Ithadbeenalmostdarkbefore,butnowitseemedquitedark,andsoonafterwardsverydark。

Beforewedepartedfromthatspot,foursoldiersstandinginaring,firedtwiceintotheair。Presentlywesawothertorcheskindledatsomedistancebehindus,andothersonthemarshesontheoppositebankoftheriver。

`Allright,'saidthesergeant。`March。'

Wehadnotgonefarwhenthreecannonwerefiredaheadofuswithasoundthatseemedtoburstsomethinginsidemyear。`Youareexpectedonboard,'saidthesergeanttomyconvict;`theyknowyouarecoming。Don'tstraggle,myman。Closeuphere。'

Thetwowerekeptapart,andeachwalkedsurroundedbyaseparateguard。

IhadholdofJoe'shandnow,andJoecarriedoneofthetorches。MrWopslehadbeenforgoingback,butJoewasresolvedtoseeitout,sowewentonwiththeparty。Therewasareasonablygoodpathnow,mostlyontheedgeoftheriver,withadivergencehereandtherewhereadykecame,withaminiaturewindmillonitandamuddysluice-gate。WhenIlookedround,Icouldseetheotherlightscominginafterus。Thetorcheswecarried,droppedgreatblotchesoftheuponthetrack,andIcouldseethose,too,lyingsmokingandflaring。Icouldseenothingelsebutblackdarkness。Ourlightswarmedtheairaboutuswiththeirpitchyblaze,andthetwoprisonersseemedrathertolikethat,astheylimpedalonginthemidstofthemuskets。Wecouldnotgofast,becauseoftheirlameness;

andtheyweresospent,thattwoorthreetimeswehadtohaltwhiletheyrested。

Afteranhourorsoofthistravelling,wecametoaroughwoodenhutandalanding-place。Therewasaguardinthehut,andtheychallenged,andthesergeantanswered。Then,wewentintothehutwheretherewasasmelloftobaccoandwhitewash,andabrightfire,andalamp,andastandofmuskets,andadrum,andalowwoodenbedstead,likeanovergrownmanglewithoutthemachinery,capableofholdingaboutadozensoldiersallatonce。Threeorfoursoldierswholayuponitintheirgreat-coats,werenotmuchinterestedinus,butjustliftedtheirheadsandtookasleepystare,andthenlaydownagain。Thesergeantmadesomekindofreport,andsomeentryinabook,andthentheconvictwhomIcalltheotherconvictwasdraftedoffwithhisguard,togoonboardfirst。

Myconvictneverlookedatme,exceptthatonce。Whilewestoodinthehut,hestoodbeforethefirelookingthoughtfullyatit,orputtinguphisfeetbyturnsuponthehob,andlookingthoughtfullyatthemasifhepitiedthemfortheirrecentadventures。Suddenly,heturnedtothesergeant,andremarked:

`Iwishtosaysomethingrespectingthisescape。Itmaypreventsomepersonslayingundersuspicionalongerme。'

`Youcansaywhatyoulike,'returnedthesergeant,standingcoollylookingathimwithhisarmsfolded,`butyouhavenocalltosayithere。

You'llhaveopportunityenoughtosayaboutit,andhearaboutit,beforeit'sdonewith,youknow。'

`Iknow,butthisisanotherpint,aseparatematter。Amancan'tstarve;

atleastIcan't。Itooksomewittles,upatthewillageoveryonder-wherethechurchstandsa'mostoutonthemarshes。'

`Youmeanstole,'saidthesergeant。

`AndI'lltellyouwherefrom。Fromtheblacksmith's。'

`Halloa!'saidthesergeant,staringatJoe。

`Halloa,Pip!'saidJoe,staringatme。

`Itwassomebrokenwittles-that'swhatitwas-andadramofliquor,andapie。'

`Haveyouhappenedtomisssuchanarticlesasapie,blacksmith?'askedthesergeant,confidentially。

`Mywifedid,attheverymomentwhenyoucamein。Don'tyouknow,Pip?'

`So,'saidmyconvict,turninghiseyesonJoeinamoodymanner,andwithouttheleastglanceatme;`soyou'retheblacksmith,areyou?ThanI'msorrytosay,I'veeatyourpie。'

`Godknowsyou'rewelcometoit-sofarasitwasevermine,'returnedJoe,withasavingremembranceofMrsJoe。`Wedon'tknowwhatyouhavedone,butwewouldn'thaveyoustarvedtodeathforit,poormiserablefellow-creatur-Wouldus,Pip?'

ThesomethingthatIhadnoticedbefore,clickedintheman'sthroatagain,andheturnedhisback。Theboathadreturned,andhisguardwereready,sowefollowedhimtothelanding-placemadeofroughstakesandstones,andsawhimputintotheboat,whichwasrowedbyacrewofconvictslikehimself。Nooneseemedsurprisedtoseehim,orinterestedinseeinghim,orgladtoseehim,orsorrytoseehim,orspokeaword,exceptthatsomebodyintheboatgrowledasiftodogs,`Giveway,you!'whichwasthesignalforthedipoftheoars。Bythelightoftorches,wewastheblackHulklyingoutalittlewayfromthemudoftheshore,likeawickedNoah'sark。Cribbedandbarredandmooredbymassiverustychains,theprison-shipseemedinmyyoungeyestobeironedliketheprisoners。Wesawtheboatgoalongside,andwesawhimtakenupthesideanddisappear。

Then,theendsofthetorcheswereflunghissingintothewater,andwentout,asifitwerealloverwithhim。

Chapter6

MYstateofmindregardingthepilferingfromwhichIhadbeensounexpectedlyexonerated,didnotimpelmetofrankdisclosure;butIhopeithadsomedregsofgoodatthebottomofit。

IdonotrecallthatIfeltanytendernessofconscienceinreferencetoMrsJoe,whenthefearofbeingfoundoutwasliftedoffme。ButIlovedJoe-perhapsfornobetterreasoninthoseearlydaysthanbecausethedearfellowletmelovehim-and,astohim,myinnerselfwasnotsoeasilycomposed。Itwasmuchuponmymind(particularlywhenIfirstsawhimlookingaboutforhisfile)thatIoughttotellJoethewholetruth。

YetIdidnot,andforthereasonthatImistrustedthatifIdid,hewouldthinkmeworsethanIwas。ThefearoflosingJoe'sconfidence,andofthenceforthsittinginthechimney-corneratnightstaringdrearilyatmyforeverlostcompanionandfriend,tiedupmytongue。ImorbidlyrepresentedtomyselfthatifJoeknewit,Ineverafterwardscouldseehimatthefiresidefeelinghisfairwhisker,withoutthinkingthathewasmeditatingonit。That,ifJoeknewit,Ineverafterwardscouldseehimglance,howevercasually,atyesterday'smeatorpuddingwhenitcameonto-day'stable,withoutthinkingthathewasdebatingwhetherIhadbeeninthepantry。

That,ifJoeknewit,andatanysubsequentperiodofourjointdomesticliferemarkedthathisbeerwasflatorthick,theconvictionthathesuspectedTarinit,wouldbringarushofbloodtomyface。Inaword,IwastoocowardlytodowhatIknewtoberight,asIhadbeentoocowardlytoavoiddoingwhatIknewtobewrong。Ihadhadnointercoursewiththeworldatthattime,andIimitatednoneofitsmanyinhabitantswhoactinthismanner。Quiteanuntaughtgenius,Imadethediscoveryofthelineofactionformyself。

AsIwassleepybeforewewerefarawayfromtheprison-ship,Joetookmeonhisbackagainandcarriedmehome。Hemusthavehadatiresomejourneyofit,forMrWopsle,beingknockedup,wasinsuchaverybadtemperthatiftheChurchhadbeenthrownopen,hewouldprobablyhaveexcommunicatedthewholeexpedition,beginningwithJoeandmyself。Inhislaycapacity,hepersistedinsittingdowninthedamptosuchaninsaneextent,thatwhenhiscoatwastakenofftobedriedatthekitchenfire,thecircumstantialevidenceonhistrouserswouldhavehangedhimifithadbeenacapitaloffence。

Bythattime,Iwasstaggeringonthekitchenfloorlikealittledrunkard,throughhavingbeennewlysetuponmyfeet,andthroughhavingbeenfastasleep,andthroughwakingintheheatandlightsandnoiseoftongues。

AsIcametomyself(withtheaidofaheavythumpbetweentheshoulders,andtherestorativeexclamation`Yah!Wasthereeversuchaboyasthis!'

frommysister),IfoundJoetellingthenabouttheconvict'sconfession,andallthevisitorssuggestingdifferentwaysbywhichhehadgotintothepantry。MrPumblechookmadeout,aftercarefullysurveyingthepremises,thathehadfirstgotupontheroofoftheforge,andhadthengotupontheroofofthehouse,andhadthenlethimselfdownthekitchenchimneybyaropemadeofhisbeddingcutintostrips;andasMrPumblechookwasverypositiveanddrovehisownchaise-cart-overeverybody-itwasagreedthatitmustbeso。MrWopsle,indeed,wildlycriedout`No!'withthefeeblemaliceofatriedman;but,ashehadnotheory,andnocoaton,hewasunanimouslysetatnought-nottomentionhissmokinghardbehind,ashestoodwithhisbacktothekitchenfiretodrawthedampout:whichwasnotcalculatedtoinspireconfidence。

ThiswasallIheardthatnightbeforemysisterclutchedme,asaslumberousoffencetothecompany'seyesight,andassistedmeuptobedwithsuchastronghandthatIseemedtohavefiftybootson,andtobedanglingthemallagainsttheedgesofthestairs。Mystateofmind,asIhavedescribedit,beganbeforeIwasupinthemorning,andlastedlongafterthesubjecthaddiedout,andhadceasedtobementionedsavingonexceptionaloccasions。

Chapter7

ATthetimewhenIstoodinthechurchyard,readingthefamilytombstones,Ihadjustenoughlearningtobeabletospellthemout。Myconstructionevenoftheirsimplemeaningwasnotverycorrect,forIread`wifeoftheAbove'asacomplimentaryreferencetomyfather'sexaltationtoabetterworld;andifanyoneofmydeceasedrelationshadbeenreferredtoas`Below,'IhavenodoubtIshouldhaveformedtheworstopinionsofthatmemberofthefamily。Neither,weremynotionsofthetheologicalpositionstowhichmyCatechismboundme,atallaccurate;for,IhavealivelyremembrancethatIsupposedmydeclarationthatIwasto`walkinthesameallthedaysofmylife,'laidmeunderanobligationalwaystogothroughthevillagefromourhouseinoneparticulardirection,andnevertovaryitbyturningdownbythewheelwright'sorupbythemill。

WhenIwasoldenough,IwastobeapprenticedtoJoe,anduntilIcouldassumethatdignityIwasnottobewhatMrsJoecalled`Pompeyed,'or(asIrenderit)pampered。Therefore,Iwasnotonlyodd-boyabouttheforge,butifanyneighbourhappenedtowantanextraboytofrightenbirds,orpickupstones,ordoanysuchjob,Iwasfavouredwiththeemployment。

Inorder,however,thatoursuperiorpositionmightnotbecompromisedthereby,amoney-boxwaskeptonthekitchenmantel-shelf,intowhichitwaspubliclymadeknownthatallmyearningsweredropped。IhaveanimpressionthattheyweretobecontributedeventuallytowardstheliquidationoftheNationalDebt,butIknowIhadnohopeofanypersonalparticipationinthetreasure。

MrWopsle'sgreat-auntkeptaneveningschoolinthevillage;thatistosay,shewasaridiculousoldwomanoflimitedmeansandunlimitedinfirmity,whousedtogotosleepfromsixtoseveneveryevening,inthesocietyofyouthwhopaidtwopenceperweekeach,fortheimprovingopportunityofseeingherdoit。Sherentedasmallcottage,andMrWopslehadtheroomup-stairs,wherewestudentsusedtooverhearhimreadingaloudinamostdignifiedandterrificmanner,andoccasionallybumpingontheceiling。

TherewasafictionthatMrWopsle`examined'thescholars,onceaquarter。

Whathedidonthoseoccasionswastoturnuphiscuffs,stickuphishair,andgiveusMarkAntony'sorationoverthebodyofCaesar。ThiswasalwaysfollowedbyCollins'sOdeonthePassions,whereinIparticularlyveneratedMrWopsleasRevenge,throwinghisblood-stainedswordinthunderdown,andtakingtheWar-denouncingtrumpetwithawitheringlook。Itwasnotwithmethen,asitwasinlaterlife,whenIfellintothesocietyofthePassions,andcomparedthemwithCollinsandWopsle,rathertothedisadvantageofbothgentlemen。

Mr。Wopsle'sgreat-aunt,besideskeepingthisEducationalInstitution,kept-inthesameroom-alittlegeneralshop。Shehadnoideawhatstockshehad,orwhatthepriceofanythinginitwas;buttherewasalittlegreasymemorandum-bookkeptinadrawer,whichservedasaCatalogueofPrices,andbythisoracleBiddyarrangedalltheshoptransaction。BiddywasMrWopsle'sgreat-aunt'sgranddaughter;Iconfessmyselfquietunequaltotheworkingoutoftheproblem,whatrelationshewastoMrWopsle。

Shewasanorphanlikemyself;likeme,too,hadbeenbroughtupbyhand。

Shewasmostnoticeable,Ithought,inrespectofherextremities;for,herhairalwayswantedbrushing,herhandsalwayswantedwashing,andhershoesalwayswantedmendingandpullingupatheel。Thisdescriptionmustbereceivedwithaweek-daylimitation。OnSundays,shewenttochurchelaborated。

Muchofmyunassistedself,andmorebythehelpofBiddythanofMrWopsle'sgreat-aunt,Istruggledthroughthealphabetasifithadbeenabramble-bush;gettingconsiderablyworriedandscratchedbyeveryletter。

Afterthat,Ifellamongthosethieves,theninefigures,whoseemedeveryeveningtodosomethingnewtodisguisethemselvesandbafflerecognition。

But,atlastIbegan,inapurblindgropingway,toread,write,andcipher,ontheverysmallestscale。

Onenight,Iwassittinginthechimney-cornerwithmyslate,expendinggreateffortsontheproductionofalettertoJoe。Ithinkitmusthavebeenafullyyearafterourhuntuponthemarshes,foritwasalongtimeafter,anditwaswinterandahardfrost。Withanalphabetonthehearthatmyfeetforreference,Icontrivedinanhourortwotoprintandsmearthisepistle:`MIDEERJOiOPEURKRWITEWELLiOPEiSHALSONBHABELL

42TEEDGEUJOANTHENWESHORLBSOGLODDANWENiMPRENGTD2UJOWOT

LARXANBLEVEMEINFXNPIP。'TherewasnoindispensablenecessityformycommunicatingwithJoebyletter,inasmuchashesatbesidemeandwewerealone。But,Ideliveredthiswrittencommunication(slateandall)withmyownhand,andJoereceiveditasamiracleoferudition。

`Isay,Pip,oldchap!'criedJoe,openinghisblueeyeswide,`whatascholaryouare!An'tyou?'

`Ishouldliketobe,'saidI,glancingattheslateasheheldit:

withamisgivingthatthewritingwasratherhilly。

`Why,here'saJ,'saidJoe,`andaOequaltoanythink!Here'saJ

andaO,Pip,andaJ-O,Joe。'

IhadneverheardJoereadaloudtoanygreaterextentthanthismonosyllable,andIhadobservedatchurchlastSundaywhenIaccidentallyheldourPrayer-Bookupsidedown,thatitseemedtosuithisconveniencequiteaswellasifithadbeenright。WishingtoembracethepresentoccasionoffindingoutwhetherinteachingJoe,Ishouldhavetobeginquiteatthebeginning,Isaid,`Ah!Butreadtherest,Jo。'

`Therest,eh,Pip?'saidJoe,lookingatitwithaslowlysearchingeye,`One,two,three。Why,here'sthreeJs,andthreeOs,andthreeJ-O,Joesinit,Pip!'

IleanedoverJoe,and,withtheaidofmyforefinger,readhimthewholeletter。

`Astonishing!'saidJoe,whenIhadfinished。`YouAREascholar。'

`HowdoyouspellGargery,Joe?'Iaskedhim,withamodestpatronage。

`Idon'tspellitatall,'saidJoe。

`Butsupposingyoudid?'

`Itcan'tbesupposed,'saidJoe。`Tho'I'moncommonfondofreading,too。'

`Areyou,Joe?'

`On-common。Giveme,'saidJoe,`agoodbook,oragoodnewspaper,andsitmedownaforeagoodfire,andIasknobetter。Lord!'hecontinued,afterrubbinghiskneesalittle,`whenyoudocometoaJandaO,andsaysyou,"Here,atlast,isaJ-O,Joe,"howinterestingreadingis!'

Iderivedfromthislast,thatJoe'seducation,likeSteam,wasyetinitsinfancy,Pursuingthesubject,Iinquired:

`Didn'tyouevergotoschool,Joe,whenyouwereaslittleasme?'

`No,Pip。'

`Whydidn'tyouevergotoschool,Joe,whenyouwereaslittleasme?'

`Well,Pip,'saidJoe,takingupthepoker,andsettlinghimselftohisusualoccupationwhenhewasthoughtful,ofslowlyrakingthefirebetweenthelowerbars:`I'lltellyou。Myfather,Pip,heweregiventodrink,andwhenhewereovertookwithdrink,hehammeredawayatmymother,mostonmerciful。Itwerea'mosttheonlyhammeringhedid,indeed,'xceptingatmyself。Andhehammeredatmewithawigouronlytobeequalledbythewigourwithwhichhedidn'thammerathisanwil-You'relisteningandunderstanding,Pip?'

`Yes,Joe。'

`'Consequence,mymotherandmeweranawayfrommyfather,severaltimes;andthenmymothershe'dgoouttowork,andshe'dsay,"Joe,"she'dsay,"now,pleaseGod,youshallhavesomeschooling,child,"andshe'dputmetoschool。Butmyfatherwerethatgoodinhishartthathecouldn'tabeartobewithoutus。So,he'dcomewithamosttremenjouscrowdandmakesucharowatthedoorsofthehouseswherewewas,thattheyusedtobeobligatedtohavenomoretodowithusandtogiveusuptohim。

Andthenhetookushomeandhammeredus。Which,yousee,Pip,'saidJoe,pausinginhismeditativerakingofthefire,andlookingatme,`wereadrawbackonmylearning。'

`Certainly,poorJoe!'

`Thoughmindyou,Pip,'saidJoe,withajudicialtouchortwoofthepokeronthetopbar,`renderinguntoalltheirdoo,andmaintainingequaljusticebetwixtmanandman,myfatherwerethatgoodinhishart,don'tyousee?'

Ididn'tsee;butIdidn'tsayso。

`Well!'Joepursued,`somebodymustkeepthepotabiling,Pip,orthepotwon'tbile,don'tyouknow?'

Isawthat,andsaidso。

`'Consequence,myfatherdidn'tmakeobjectionstomygoingtowork;

soIwenttoworktoworkatmypresentcalling,whichwerehistoo,ifhewouldhavefollowedit,andIworkedtolerablehard,Iassureyou,Pip。IntimeIwereabletokeephim,andIkepthimtillhewentoffinapurplelepticfit。AnditweremyintentionstohavehadputuponhistombstonethatWhatsume'erthefailingsonhispart,Rememberreaderhewerethatgoodinhishart。'

Joerecitedthiscoupletwithsuchmanifestprideandcarefulperspicuity,thatIaskedhimifhehadmadeithimself。

`Imadeit,'saidJoe,`myownself。Imadeitinamoment。Itwaslikestrikingoutahorseshoecomplete,inasingleblow。Ineverwassomuchsurprisedinallmylife-couldn'tcreditmyowned-totellyouthetruth,hardlybelieveditweremyowned。AsIwassaying,Pip,itweremyintentionstohavehaditcutoverhim;butpoetrycostsmoney,cutithowyouwill,smallorlarge,anditwerenotdone。Nottomentionbearers,allthemoneythatcouldbesparedwerewantedformymother。

Shewereinpoorelth,andquitebroke。Sheweren'tlongoffollowing,poorsoul,andhershareofpeacecomeroundatlast。'

Joe'sblueeyesturnedalittlewatery;herubbed,firstoneofthem,andthentheother,inamostuncongenialanduncomfortablemanner,withtheroundknobonthetopofthepoker。

`Itwerebutlonesomethen,'saidJoe,`livingherealone,andIgotacquaintedwithyoursister。Now,Pip;'Joelookedfirmlyatme,asifheknewIwasnotgoingtoagreewithhim;`yoursisterisafinefigureofawoman。'

Icouldnothelplookingatthefire,inanobviousstateofdoubt。

`Whateverfamilyopinions,orwhatevertheworld'sopinions,onthatsubjectmaybe,Pip,yoursisteris,'Joetappedthetopbarwiththepokeraftereverywordfollowing,`a-fine-figure-of-a-woman!'

Icouldthinkofnothingbettertosaythan`Iamgladyouthinkso,Joe。'

`SoamI,'returnedJoe,catchingmeup。`IamgladIthinkso,Pip。AlittlerednessoralittlematterofBone,hereorthere,whatdoesitsignifytoMe?'

Isagaciouslyobserved,ifitdidn'tsignifytohim,towhomdiditsignify?

`Certainly!'assentedJoe。`That'sit。You'reright,oldchap!WhenI

gotacquaintedwithyoursister,itwerethetalkhowshewasbringingyouupbyhand。Verykindofhertoo,allthefolkssaid,andIsaid,alongwithallthefolks。Astoyou,'Joepursuedwithacountenanceexpressiveofseeingsomethingverynastyindeed:`ifyoucouldhavebeenawarehowsmallandflabbyandmeanyouwas,dearme,you'dhaveformedthemostcontemptibleopinionsofyourself!'

Notexactlyrelishingthis,Isaid,`Nevermindme,Joe。'

`ButIdidmindyou,Pip,'hereturnedwithtendersimplicity。`WhenIofferedtoyoursistertokeepcompany,andtobeaskedinchurchatsuchtimesasshewaswillingandreadytocometotheforge,Isaidtoher,"Andbringthepoorlittlechild。Godblessthepoorlittlechild,"

Isaidtoyoursister,"there'sroomforhimattheforge!"'

Ibrokeoutcryingandbeggingpardon,andhuggedJoeroundtheneck:

whodroppedthepokertohugme,andtosay,`Everthebestoffriends;

an'tus,Pip?Don'tcry,oldchap!'

Whenthislittleinterruptionwasover,Joeresumed:

`Well,yousee,Pip,andhereweare!That'saboutwhereitlights;

hereweare!Now,whenyoutakemeinhandinmylearning,Pip(andItellyoubeforehandIamawfuldull,mostawfuldull),MrsJoemustn'tseetoomuchofwhatwe'reupto。Itmustbedone,asImaysay,onthesly。Andwhyonthesly?I'lltellyouwhy,Pip。'

Hehadtakenupthepokeragain;withoutwhich,Idoubtifhecouldhaveproceededinhisdemonstration。

`Yoursisterisgiventogovernment。'

`Giventogovernment,Joe?'Iwasstartled,forIhadsomeshadowyidea(andIamafraidImustadd,hope)thatJoehaddivorcedherinafavouroftheLordsoftheAdmiralty,orTreasury。

`Giventogovernment,'saidJoe。`WhichImeantersaythegovernmentofyouandmyself。'

`Oh!'

`Andshean'toverpartialtohavingscholarsonthepremises,'Joecontinued,`andinparticklerwouldnotbeoverpartialtomybeingascholar,forfearasImightrise。Likeasortorrebel,don'tyousee?'

Iwasgoingtoretortwithaninquiry,andhadgotasfaras`Why——'

whenJoestoppedme。

`Stayabit。Iknowwhatyou'rea-goingtosay,Pip;stayabit!Idon'tdenythatyoursistercomestheMo-guloverus,nowandagain。Idon'tdenythatshedothrowusback-falls,andthatshedodropdownuponusheavy。AtsuchtimesaswhenyoursisterisontheRam-page,Pip,'Joesankhisvoicetoawhisperandglancedatthedoor,`candourcompelsfurtoadmitthatsheisaBuster。'

Joepronouncedthisword,asifitbeganwithatleasttwelvecapitalBs。

`Whydon'tIrise?ThatwereyourobservationwhenIbrokeitoff,Pip?'

`Yes,Joe。'

`Well,'saidJoe,passingthepokerintohislefthand,thathemightfeelhiswhisker;andIhadnohopeofhimwheneverhetooktothatplacidoccupation;`yoursister'samaster-mind。Amaster-mind。'

`What'sthat?'Iasked,insomehopeofbringinghimtoastand。But,JoewasreadierwithhisdefinitionthanIhadexcepted,andcompletelystoppedmebyarguingcircularly,andansweringwithafixedlook,`Her。'

`AndIan'tamaster-mind,'Joeresumed,whenhehadunfixedhislook,andgotbacktohiswhisker。`Andlastofall,Pip-andthisIwanttosayveryseroustoyou,oldchap-Iseesomuchinmypoormother,ofawomandrudgingandslavingandbreakingherhonesthartandnevergettingnopeaceinhermortaldays,thatI'mdeadafeerdofgoingwronginthewayofnotdoingwhat'srightbyawoman,andI'dfurratherofthetwogowrongthet'otherway,andbealittleill-conweniencedmyself。Iwishitwasonlymethatgotputout,Pip;Iwishtherewarn'tnoTicklerforyou,oldchap;IwishIcouldtakeitallonmyself;butthisistheup-and-down-and-straightonit,Pip,andIhopeyou'lloverlookshortcomings。'

YoungasIwas,IbelievethatIdatedanewadmirationofJoefromthatnight。Wewereequalsafterwards,aswehadbeenbefore;but,afterwardsatquiettimeswhenIsatlookingatJoeandthinkingabouthim,IhadanewsensationoffeelingconsciousthatIwaslookinguptoJoeinmyheart。

`However,'saidJoe,risingtoreplenishthefire;`here'stheDutch-clockaworkinghimselfuptobeingequaltostrikeEightof'em,andshe'snotcomehomeyet!IhopeUnclePumblechook'smaremayn'thavesetafore-footonapieceo'ice,andgonedown。'

MrsJoemadeoccasionaltripswithUnclePumblechookonmarket-days,toassisthiminbuyingsuchhouseholdstuffsandgoodsasrequiredawoman'sjudgment;UnclePumblechookbeingabachelorandreposingnoconfidencesinhisdomesticservant。Thiswasmarket-day,andMrsJoewasoutononeoftheseexpeditions。

Joemadethefireandsweptthehearth,andthenwewenttothedoortolistenforthechaise-cart。Itwasadrycoldnight,andthewindblewkeenly,andthefrostwaswhiteandhard。Amanwoulddieto-nightoflyingoutonthemarshes,Ithought。AndthenIlookedatthestars,andconsideredhowawfulifwouldbeforamantoturnhisfaceuptothemashefrozetodeath,andseenohelporpityinalltheglitteringmultitude。

`Herecomesthemare,'saidJoe,`ringinglikeapealofbells!'

Thesoundofherironshoesuponthehardroadwasquitemusical,asshecamealongatamuchbriskertrotthanusual。Wegotachairout,readyforMrsJoe'salighting,andstirredupthefirethattheymightseeabrightwindow,andtookafinalsurveyofthekitchenthatnothingmightbeoutofitsplace。Whenwehadcompletedthesepreparations,theydroveup,wrappedtotheeyes。MrsJoewassoonlanded,andUnclePumblechookwassoondowntoo,coveringthemarewithacloth,andweweresoonallinthekitchen,carryingsomuchcoldairinwithusthatitseemedtodrivealltheheatoutofthefire。

`Now,'saidMrsJoe,unwrappingherselfwithhasteandexcitement,andthrowingherbonnetbackonhershoulderswhereithungbythestrings:

`ifthisboyan'tgratefulthisnight,heneverwillbe!'

Ilookedasgratefulasanyboypossiblycould,whowaswhollyuninformedwhyheoughttoassumethatexpression。

`It'sonlytobehoped,'saidmysister,`thathewon'tbePomp-eyed。

ButIhavemyfears。'

`Shean'tinthatline,Mum,'saidMrPumblechook。`Sheknowsbetter。'

She?IlookedatJoe,makingthemotionwithmylipsandeyebrows,`She?'

Joelookedatme,makingthemotionwithhislipsandeyebrows,`She?'Mysistercatchinghimintheact,hedrewthebackofhishandacrosshisnosewithhisusualconciliatoryaironsuchoccasions,andlookedather。

`Well?'saidmysister,inhersnappishway。`Whatareyoustaringat?

Isthehousea-fire?'

`-Whichsomeindividual,'Joepolitelyhinted,`mentioned-she。'

`Andsheisashe,Isuppose?'saidmysister。`UnlessyoucallMissHavishamahe。AndIdoubtifevenyou'llgosofarasthat。'

`MissHavisham,uptown?'saidJoe。

`IsthereanyMissHavishamdowntown?'returnedmysister。

`Shewantsthisboytogoandplaythere。Andofcoursehe'sgoing。

Andhehadbetterplaythere,'saidmysister,shakingherheadatmeasanencouragementtobeextremelylightandsportive,`orI'llworkhim。'

IhadheardofMissHavishamuptown-everybodyformilesround,hadheardofMissHavishamuptown-asanimmenselyrichandgrimladywholivedinalargeanddismalhousebarricadedagainstrobbers,andwholedalifeofseclusion。

`Welltobesure!'saidJoe,astounded。`IwonderhowshecometoknowPip!'

`Noodle!'criedmysister。`Whosaidsheknewhim?'

`-Whichsomeindividual,'Joeagainpolitelyhinted,`mentionedthatshewantedhimtogoandplaythere。'

`Andcouldn'tsheaskUnclePumblechookifheknewofaboytogoandplaythere?Isn'titjustbarelypossiblethatUnclePumblechookmaybeatenantofhers,andthathemaysometimes-wewon'tsayquarterlyorhalf-yearly,forthatwouldberequiringtoomuchofyou-butsometimes-gotheretopayhisrent?Andcouldn'tshethenaskUnclePumblechookifheknewofaboytogoandplaythere?Andcouldn'tUnclePumblechook,beingalwaysconsiderateandthoughtfulforus-thoughyoumaynotthinkit,Joseph,'inatoneofthedeepestreproach,asifhewerethemostcallousofnephews,`thenmentionthisboy,standingPrancinghere'-whichIsolemnlydeclareIwasnotdoing-`thatIhaveforeverbeenawillingslaveto?'

`Goodagain!'criedUnclePumblechook。`Wellput!Prettilypointed!

Goodindeed!NowJoseph,youknowthecase。'

`No,Joseph,'saidmysister,stillinareproachfulmanner,whileJoeapologeticallydrewthebackofhishandacrossandacrosshisnose,`youdonotyet-thoughyoumaynotthinkit-knowthecase。Youmayconsiderthatyoudo,butyoudonot,Joseph。ForyoudonotknowthatUnclePumblechook,beingsensiblethatforanythingwecantell,thisboy'sfortunemaybemadebyhisgoingtoMissHavisham's,hasofferedtotakehimintotownto-nightinhisownchaise-cart,andtokeephimto-night,andtotakehimwithhisownhandstoMissHavisham'sto-morrowmorning。AndLor-a-mussyme!'criedmysister,castingoffherbonnetinsuddendesperation,`hereIstandtalkingtomereMooncalfs,withUnclePumblechookwaiting,andthemarecatchingcoldatthedoor,andtheboygrimedwithcrockanddirtfromthehairofhisheadtothesoleofhisfoot!'

Withthat,shepounceduponme,likeaneagleonalamb,andmyfacewassqueezedintowoodenbowlsinsinks,andmyheadwasputundertapsofwater-butts,andIwassoaped,andkneaded,andtowelled,andthumped,andharrowed,andrasped,untilIreallywasquitebesidemyself。(ImayhereremarkthatIsupposemyselftobebetteracquaintedthananylivingauthority,withtheridgyeffectofawedding-ring,passingunsympatheticallyoverthehumancountenance。)

Whenmyablutionswerecompleted,Iwasputintocleanlinenofthestiffestcharacter,likeayoungpenitentintosackcloth,andwastrussedupinmytightestandfearfullestsuit。IwasthendeliveredovertoMrPumblechook,whoformallyreceivedmeasifheweretheSheriff,andwholetoffuponmethespeechthatIknewhehadbeendyingtomakeallalong:

`Boy,beforevergratefultoallfriends,butespeciallyuntothemwhichbroughtyouupbyhand!'

`Good-bye,Joe!'

`Godblessyou,Pip,oldchap!'

Ihadneverpartedfromhisbefore,andwhatwithmyfeelingsandwhatwithsoap-suds,Icouldatfirstseenostarsfromthechaise-cart。Buttheytwinkledoutonebyone,withoutthrowinganylightonthequestionswhyonearthIwasgoingtoplayatMissHavisham's,andwhatonearthIwasexpectedtoplayat。

Chapter8

MRPUMBLECHOOK'SpremisesintheHigh-streetofthemarkettown,wereofapeppercornyandfarinaceouscharacter,asthepremisesofacorn-chandlerandseedsmanshouldbe。Itappearedtomethathemustbeaveryhappymanindeed,tohavesomanylittledrawersinhisshop;andIwonderedwhenIpeepedintooneortwoonthelowertiers,andsawthetied-upbrownpaperpacketsinside,whethertheflower-seedsandbulbseverwantedofafinedaytobreakoutofthosejails,andbloom。

ItwasintheearlymorningaftermyarrivalthatIentertainedthisspeculation。Onthepreviousnight,Ihadbeensentstraighttobedinanatticwithaslopingroof,whichwassolowinthecornerwherethebedsteadwas,thatIcalculatedthetilesasbeingwithinafootofmyeyebrows。Inthesameearlymorning,Idiscoveredasingularaffinitybetweenseedsandcorduroys。MrPumblechookworecorduroys,andsodidhisshopman;

andsomehow,therewasageneralairandflavouraboutthecorduroys,somuchinthenatureofseeds,andageneralairandflavourabouttheseeds,somuchinthenatureofcorduroys,thatIhardlyknewwhichwaswhich。

ThesameopportunityservedmefornoticingthatMrPumblechookappearedtoconducthisbusinessbylookingacrossthestreetatthesaddler,whoappearedtotransacthisbusinessbykeepinghiseyeonthecoach-maker,whoappearedtogetoninlifebyputtinghishandsinhispocketsandcontemplatingthebaker,whoinhisturnfoldedhisarmsandstaredatthegrocer,whostoodathisdoorandyawnedatthechemist。Thewatch-maker,alwaysporingoveralittledeskwithamagnifyingglassathiseye,andalwaysinspectedbyagroupofsmock-frocksporingoverhimthroughtheglassofhisshop-window,seemedtobeabouttheonlypersonintheHigh-streetwhosetradeengagedhisattention。

MrPumblechookandIbreakfastedateighto'clockintheparlourbehindtheshop,whiletheshopmantookhismugofteaandhunchofbread-and-butteronasackofpeasinthefrontpremises。IconsideredMrPumblechookwretchedcompany。Besidesbeingpossessedbymysister'sideathatamortifyingandpenitentialcharacteroughttobeimpartedtomydiet-besidesgivingmeasmuchcrumbaspossibleincombinationwithaslittlebutter,andputtingsuchaquantityofwarmwaterintomymilkthatitwouldhavebeenmorecandidtohaveleftthemilkoutaltogether-hisconversationconsistedofnothingbutarithmetic。OnmypolitelybiddinghimGoodmorning,hesaid,pompously,`Seventimesnine,boy?'AndhowshouldIbeabletoanswer,dodgedinthatway,inastrangeplace,onanemptystomach!

Iwashungry,butbeforeIhadswallowedamorsel,hebeganarunningsumthatlastedallthroughthebreakfast。`Seven?'`Andfour?'`Andeight?'

`Andsix?'`Andtwo?'`Andten?'Andsoon。Andaftereachfigurewasdisposedof,itwasasmuchasIcoulddotogetabiteorasup,beforethenextcame;whilehesatathiseaseguessingnothing,andeatingbaconandhotroll,in(ifImaybeallowedtheexpression)agorgingandgormandisingmanner。

ForsuchreasonsIwasverygladwhenteno'clockcameandwestartedforMissHavisham's;thoughIwasnotatallatmyeaseregardingthemannerinwhichIshouldacquitmyselfunderthatlady'sroof。WithinaquarterofanhourwecametoMissHavisham'shouse,whichwasofoldbrick,anddismal,andhadagreatmanyironbarstoit。Someofthewindowshadbeenwalledup;ofthosethatremained,allthelowerwererustilybarred。Therewasacourt-yardinfront,andthatwasbarred;so,wehadtowait,afterringingthebell,untilsomeoneshouldcometoopenit。Whilewewaitedatthegate,Ipeepedin(eventhenMrPumblechooksaid,`Andfourteen?'

butIpretendednottohearhim),andsawthatatthesideofhousetherewasalargebrewery。Nobrewingwasgoingoninit,andnoneseemedtohavegoneonforalonglongtime。

Awindowwasraised,andaclearvoicedemanded`Whatname?'Towhichmyconductorreplied,`Pumblechook。'Thevoicereturned,`Quiteright,'

andthewindowwasshutagain,andayoungladycameacrossthecourt-yard,withkeysinherhand。

`This,'saidMrPumblechook,`isPip。'

`ThisisPip,isit?'returnedtheyounglady,whowasveryprettyandseemedveryproud;`comein,Pip。'

MrPumblechookwascominginalso,whenshestoppedhimwiththegate。

`Oh!'shesaid。`DidyouwishtoseeMissHavisham?'

`IfMissHavishamwishedtoseeme,'returnedMrPumblechook,discomfited。

`Ah!'saidthegirl;`butyouseeshedon't。'

Shesaiditsofinally,andinsuchanundiscussibleway,thatMrPumblechook,thoughinaconditionofruffleddignity,couldnotprotest。Butheeyedmeseverely-asifIhaddoneanythingtohim!-anddepartedwiththewordsreproachfullydelivered:`Boy!Letyourbehaviourherebeacredituntothemwhichbroughtyouupbyhand!'Iwasnotfreefromapprehensionthathewouldcomebacktopropoundthroughthegate,`Andsixteen?'Buthedidn't。

Myyoungconductresslockedthegate,andwewentacrossthecourt-yard。

Itwaspavedandclean,butgrasswasgrowingineverycrevice。Thebrewerybuildingshadalittlelaneofcommunicationwithit,andthewoodengatesofthatlanestoodopen,andallthebrewerybeyond,stoodopen,awaytothehighenclosingwall;andallwasemptyanddisused。Thecoldwindseemedtoblowcolderthere,thanoutsidethegate;anditmadeashrillnoiseinhowlinginandoutattheopensidesofthebrewery,likethenoiseofwindintheriggingofashipatsea。

Shesawmelookingatit,andshesaid,`Youcoulddrinkwithouthurtallthestrongbeerthat'sbrewedtherenow,boy。'

`IshouldthinkIcould,miss'saidI,inashyway。

`Betternottrytobrewbeertherenow,oritwouldturnoutsour,boy;

don'tyouthinkso?'

`Itlookslikeit,miss。'

`Notthatanybodymeanstotry,'sheadded,`forthat'salldonewith,andtheplacewillstandasidleasitis,tillitfalls。Astostrongbeer,there'senoughofitinthecellarsalready,todrowntheManorHouse。'

`Isthatthenameofthishouse,miss?'

`Oneofitsnames,boy。'

`Ithasmorethanone,then,miss?'

`Onemore。ItsothernamewasSatis;whichisGreek,orLatin,orHebrew,orallthree-orallonetome-forenough。'

`EnoughHouse,'saidI;`that'sacuriousname,miss。'

`Yes,'shereplied;`butitmeantmorethanitsaid。Itmeant,whenitwasgiven,thatwhoeverhadthishouse,couldwantnothingelse。Theymusthavebeeneasilysatisfiedinthosedays,Ishouldthink。Butdon'tloiter,boy。'

Thoughshecalledme`boy'sooften,andwithacarelessnessthatwasfarfromcomplimentary,shewasofaboutmyownage。SheseemedmucholderthanI,ofcourse,beingagirl,andbeautifulandself-possessed;andshewasanscornfulofmeasifshehadbeenone-and-twenty,andaqueen。

Wewentintothehousebyasidedoor-thegreatfrontentrancehadtwochainsacrossitoutside-andthefirstthingInoticedwas,thatthepassageswerealldark,andthatshehadleftacandleburningthere。

Shetookitup,andwewentthroughmorepassagesandupastaircase,andstillitwasalldark,andonlythecandlelightedus。

Atlastwecametothedoorofaroom,andshesaid,`Goin。'

Ianswered,moreinshynessthanpoliteness,`Afteryou,miss。'

Tothis,shereturned:`Don'tberidiculous,boy;Iamnotgoingin。'

Andscornfullywalkedaway,and-whatwasworse-tookthecandlewithher。

Thiswasveryuncomfortable,andIwashalfafraid。However,theonlythingtobedonebeingtoknockatthedoor,Iknocked,andwastoldfromwithintoenter。Ientered,therefore,andfoundmyselfinaprettylargeroom,welllightedwithwaxcandles。Noglimpseofdaylightwastobeseeninit。Itwasadressing-room,asIsupposedfromthefurniture,thoughmuchofitwasofformsandusesthenquiteunknowntome。Butprominentinitwasadrapedtablewithagildedlooking-glass,andthatImadeoutatfirstsighttobeafinelady'sdressing-table。

WhetherIshouldhavemadeoutthisobjectsosoon,iftherehadbeennofineladysittingatit,Icannotsay。Inanarm-chair,withanelbowrestingonthetableandherheadleaningonthathand,satthestrangestladyIhaveeverseen,orshalleversee。

Shewasdressedinrichmaterials-satins,andlace,andsilks-allofwhite。Hershoeswerewhite。Andshehadalongwhileveildependentfromherhair,andshehadbridalflowersinherhair,butherhairwaswhite。Somebrightjewelssparkledonherneckandonherhands,andsomeotherjewelslaysparklingonthetable。Dresses,lesssplendidthanthedressshewore,andhalf-packedtrunks,werescatteredabout。Shehadnotquitefinisheddressing,forshehadbutoneshoeon-theotherwasonthetablenearherhand-herveilwasbuthalfarranged,herwatchandchainwerenotputon,andsomelaceforherbosomlaywiththosetrinkets,andwithherhandkerchief,andgloves,andsomeflowers,andaprayer-book,allconfusedlyheapedaboutthelooking-glass。

ItwasnotinthefirstfewmomentstheIsawallthesethings,thoughIsawmoreoftheminthefirstmomentsthanmightbesupposed。But,I

sawthateverythingwithinmyviewwhichoughttobewhite,hadbeenwhitelongago,andhadlostitslustre,andwasfadedandyellow。Isawthatthebridewithinthebridaldresshadwitheredlikethedress,andliketheflowers,andhadnobrightnessleftbutthebrightnessofhersunkeneyes。Isawthatthedresshadbeenputupontheroundedfigureofayoungwoman,andthatthefigureuponwhichitnowhungloose,hadshrunktoskinandbone。Once,IhadbeentakentoseesomeghastlywaxworkattheFair,representingIknownotwhatimpossiblepersonagelyinginstate。

Once,Ihadbeentakentooneofouroldmarshchurchestoseeaskeletonintheashesofarichdress,thathadbeendugoutofavaultunderthechurchpavement。Now,waxworkandskeletonseemedtohavedarkeyesthatmovedandlookedatme。Ishouldhavecriedout,ifIcould。

`Whoisit?'saidtheladyatthetable。

`Pip,ma'am。'

`Pip?'

`MrPumblechook'sboy,ma'am。Come-toplay。'

`Comenearer;letmelookatyou。Comeclose。'

ItwaswhenIstoodbeforeher,avoidinghereyes,thatItooknoteofthesurroundingobjectsindetail,andsawthatherwatchhadstoppedattwentyminutestonine,andthataclockintheroomhadstoppedattwentyminutestonine。

`Lookatme,'saidMissHavisham。`Youarenotafraidofawomanwhohasneverseenthesunsinceyouwereborn?'

IregardtostatethatIwasnotafraidoftellingtheenormousliecomprehendedintheanswer`No。'

`DoyouknowwhatItouchhere?'shesaid,layingherhands,oneupontheother,onherleftside。

`Yes,ma'am。'(Itmademethinkoftheyoungman。)

`WhatdoItouch?'

`Yourheart。'

`Broken!'

Sheutteredthewordwithaneagerlook,andwithstrongemphasis,andwithaweirdsmilethathadakindofboastinit。Afterwards,shekeptherhandsthereforalittlewhile,andslowlytookthemawayasiftheywereheavy。

`Iamtired,'saidMissHavisham。`Iwantdiversion,andIhavedonewithmenandwomen。Play。'

Ithinkitwillbeconcededbymymostdisputatiousreader,thatshecouldhardlyhavedirectedanunfortunateboytodoanythinginthewideworldmoredifficulttobedoneunderthecircumstances。

`Isometimeshavesickfancies,'shewenton,`andIhaveasickfancythatIwanttoseesomeplay。Therethere!'withanimpatientmovementofthefingersofherrighthand;`play,play,play!'

Foramoment,withthefearofmysister'sworkingmebeforemyeyes,IhadadesperateideaofstartingroundtheroomintheassumedcharacterofMrPumblechook'schaise-cart。But,IfeltmyselfsounequaltotheperformancethatIgaveitup,andstoodlookingatMissHavishaminwhatIsupposeshetookforadoggedmanner,inasmuchasshesaid,whenwehadtakenagoodlookateachother:

`Areyousullenandobstinate?'

`No,ma'am,Iamverysorryforyou,andverysorryIcan'tplayjustnow。IfyoucomplainofmeIshallgetintotroublewithmysister,soIwoulddoitifIcould;butit'ssonewhere,andsostrange,andsofine-andmelancholy——'Istopped,fearingImightsaytoomuch,orhadalreadysaidit,andwetookanotherlookateachother。

Beforeshespokeagain,sheturnedhereyesfromme,andlookedatthedressshewore,andatthedressing-table,andfinallyatherselfinthelooking-glass。

`Sonewtohim,'shemuttered,`sooldtome;sostrangetohim,sofamiliartome;somelancholytobothofus!CallEstella。'

Asshewasstilllookingatthereflectionofherself,Ithoughtshewasstilltalkingtoherself,andkeptquiet。

`CallEstella,'sherepeated,flashingalookatme。`Youcandothat。

CallEstella。Atthedoor。'

Tostandinthedarkinamysteriouspassageofanunknownhouse,bawlingEstellatoascornfulyoungladyneithervisiblenorresponsive,andfeelingitadreadfullibertysotoroarouthername,wasalmostasbadasplayingtoorder。But,sheansweredatlast,andherlightcamealongthedarkpassagelikeastar。

MissHavishambeckonedhertocomeclose,andtookupajewelfromthetable,andtrieditseffectuponherfairyoungbosomandagainstherprettybrownhair。`Yourown,oneday,mydear,andyouwilluseitwell。Letmeseeyouplaycardswiththisboy。'

`Withthisboy?Why,heisacommonlabouring-boy!'

IthoughtIoverheardMissHavishamanswer-onlyitseemedsounlikely-`Well?Youcanbreakhisheart。'

`Whatdoyouplay,boy?'askedEstellaofmyself,withthegreatestdisdain。

`Nothingbutbeggarmyneighbour,miss。'

`Beggarhim,'saidMissHavishamtoEstella。Sowesatdowntocards。

ItwasthenIbegantounderstandthateverythingintheroomhadstopped,likethewatchandtheclock,alongtimeago。InoticedthatMissHavishamputdownthejewelexactlyonthespotformwhichshehadtakenitup。

AsEstelladealtthecards,Iglancedatthedressing-tableagain,andsawthattheshoeuponit,oncewhite,nowyellow,hadneverbeenworn。

Iglanceddownatthefootfromwhichtheshoewasabsent,andsawthatthesilkstockingonit,oncewhite,nowyellow,hadbeentroddenragged。

Withoutthisarrestofeverything,thisstandingstillofallthepaledecayedobjects,noteventhewitheredbridaldressonthecollapsedfromcouldhavelookedsolikegrave-clothes,orthelongveilsolikeashroud。

Soshesat,corpse-like,asweplayedatcards;thefrillingsandtrimmingsonherbridaldress,lookinglikeearthypaper。Iknewnothingthen,ofthediscoveriesthatareoccasionallymadeofbodiesburiedinancienttimes,whichfalltopowderinthemomentofbeingdistinctlyseen;but,Ihaveoftenthoughtsince,thatshemusthavelookedasiftheadmissionofthenaturallightofdaywouldhavestruckhertodust。

`Hecallstheknaves,Jacks,thisboy!'saidEstellawithdisdain,beforeourfirstgamewasout。`Andwhatcoarsehandshehas!Andwhatthickboots!'

Ihadneverthoughtofbeingashamedofmyhandsbefore;butIbegantoconsiderthemaveryindifferentpair。Hercontemptformewassostrong,thatitbecameinfectious,andIcaughtit。

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