"Well,notatJocelyn’s,"suggestedBarlow。Mrs。Algerstoppedfanningherselfwithhernewspaper,andlookedathim。Uponhermotion,theotherladieslookedatBarlow。Doubtlesshefeltthathissocialacceptabilityhadceasedwithhisimmediateusefulness。Butheappearedresolvedtocarryitoffeasily。"Well,"hesaid,"IsupposeImustgoandpickmypeas。"
Noonesaidanythingtothis。Whenthefactotumhaddisappearedroundthecornerofthehouse,Mrs。Algerturnedherhead’aside,andglanceddownwardwithanairoffatigue。InthismannerBarlowwasdismissedfromtheladies’minds。
"Ipresume,"saidyoungMrs。Scott,withadeferentialglanceatGrace,"thatthesunisgoodforapersonwithlung-difficulty。"
Gracesilentlyrefusedtoconsiderherselfappealedto,andMrs。Merrittsaid,"Betterthanthemoon,Ishouldthink。"
Someoftheotherstittered,butGracelookedupatMrs。Merrittandsaid,"Idon’tthinkMrs。Maynard’scaseissobadthatsheneedbeafraidofeither。"
"Oh,Iamsogladtohearit!"repliedtheother。Shelookedround,butwasunabletoformaparty。BytwosorthreestheymighthavelikedtotakeMrs。Maynardtopieces;butnoonecarestomakeunkindremarksbeforeawholecompanyofpeople。SomeoftheladiesevenbegantosaypleasantthingsaboutMr。Libby,asifhewereGrace’sfriend。
"Ialwaysliketoseethesefairmenwhentheygettanned,"saidMrs。
Alger。"Theirblueeyeslooksoveryblue。Andthebacksoftheirnecks——justlikemyboys!"
"DoyouadmiresuchaVERYfighting-clipasMr。Libbyhason?"
askedMrs。Scott。
"Itmustbeniceforsummer,"returnedtheelderlady。
"Yes,itcertainlymust,"admittedtheyounger。
"Really,"saidanother,"IwishIcouldgointhefighting-clip。Onedoesn’tknowwhattodowithone’shairatthesea-side;it’salwaysintheway。"
"Yourhairwouldbeapublicloss,Mrs。Frost,"saidMrs。Alger。Theotherslookedatherhair,asiftheyhadseenitnowforthefirsttime。
"Oh,Idon’tthinkso,"saidMrs。Frost,inasortofflatteredcoo。
"Oh,don’thaveitcutoff!"pleadedayounggirl,comingupandtakingthebeautifulmane,hanginglooseafterthebath,intoherhand。Mrs。
Frostputherarmroundthegirl’swaist,andpulledherdownagainsthershoulder。Uponreflectionshealsokissedher。
Throughasuperstition,handeddownfrommothertodaughter,thatitisuncivilandevenunkindnottokeepsayingsomething,theywentontalkingvapidities,wherethesamenumberofmen,equallyvacuous,wouldhaveremainedsilent;andsomeofthemcomplainedthatthenervousstrainofconversationtookawayallthegoodtheirbathhaddonethem。MissGleason,whodidnotbathe,wasalsonotatalker。Shekeptabright-
eyedreticence,butwasapttobreakoutinratherenigmaticalflashes,whichresolvedthematterinhandintoanabstraction,andlefttheotherswiththefeelingthatshewasapersonofadvancedideas,butthat,whilerejectinghistoricalChristianity,shebelievedinaGodofLove。ThisDeitywassaid,uponcloseranalysis,tohaveprovedtobeaGodofSentiment,andMissGleasonwasherselfahero-worshiper,or,morestrictlyspeaking,aheroine-worshiper。AtpresentDr。Breenwashercult,andshewasapttolieinwaitforheridol,tobeamuponitwithhersuggestiveeyes,andevidentlytoexpectittosayordosomethingremarkable,butnottosufferanythinglikedisillusionordisappointmentinanyevent。Shewouldsometimesofferitsuddenlyamuddleddepthofsympathyinsuchphrasesas,"Toobad!"or,"Idon’tseehowyoukeep-
up?"anddarklyinsinuatethatsheappreciatedallthatGracewasdoing。
Sheseemedtorejoiceinkeepingherselfatarespectfuldistance,towhichshebreathlesslyretired,asshedidnow,afterwaylayingheratthetopofthestairs,andconfidentiallydartingatherthewords,"I’msogladyoudon’tlikescandal!"
III。
Afterdinnertheladiestriedtogetanap,butsuchofthemasre-
appearedonthepiazzalateragreedthatitwasperfectlyuseless。Theytestedeverycornerforabreeze,butthewindhadfallendead,andthevastsweepofseaseemedtosmoulderunderthesun。"ThisiswhatMr。
Barlowcallshavingitcooler,"saidMrs。Alger。
"Therearesomecloudsthatlooklikethunderheadsinthewest,"saidMrs。Frost,returningfromanexcursiontothepartofthepiazzacommandingthatquarter。
"Oh,itwon’trainto-day,"Mrs。Algerdecided。
"IthoughttherewasalwaysabreezeatJocelyn’s,"Mrs。Scottobserved,inthecriticalspiritofarecentarrival。
"Therealwaysis,"theotherexplained,"exceptthefirstweekyou’rehere。"
Alittlebreath,scarcelymorethanasentimentofbreeze,madeitselffelt。"Idobelievethewindhaschanged,"saidMrs。Frost。"It’seast。"Theothersownedonebyonethatitwasso,andsheenjoyedthemeritofadiscoverer;butherdiscoverywasrapidlysuperseded。Thecloudsmountedinthewest,andtherecameatimewhentheladiesdisputedwhethertheyhadheardthunderornot:afactioncontendedforthebowlingalley,andanotherfactionheldforawagonpassingoverthebridgejustbeforeyoureachedJocelyn’s。Butthosewhowerefaithfultothetheoryofthundercarriedthedaybyasuddencrashthatbrokeovertheforest,and,dyingslowlyawayamongthelowhills,leftthemdeeplysilent。
"Someone,"saidMrs。Alger,"oughttogoforthosechildren。"Onthisitappearedthatthereweretwomindsastowherethechildrenwere,——
whetheronthebeachorinthewoods。
"Wasn’tthatthunder,Grace?"askedMrs。Breen,withtheaccentbywhichsheimplicatedherdaughterinwhateverhappened。
"Yes,"saidGrace,fromwhereshesatatherwindow,lookingseaward,andwaitingtremulouslyforhermother’snextquestion。
"WhereisMrs。Maynard?"
"Sheisn’tback,yet。"
"Then,"saidMrs。Breen,"hereallydidexpectroughweather。"
"Hemust,"returnedGrace,inaguiltywhisper。
"It’sapity,"remarkedhermother,"thatyoumadethemgo。"
"Yes。"Sherose,and,stretchingherselffaroutofthewindow,searchedtheinexorableexpanseofsea。Ithadalreadydarkenedattheverge,andthesailsofsomefishing-craftfleckedalividwallwiththeirwhite,buttherewasnosmallboatinsight。
"Ifanythinghappenedtothem,"hermothercontinued,"Ishouldfeelterriblyforyou。"
"Ishouldfeelterriblyformyself,"Graceresponded,withhereyesstillseaward。
"Wheredoyouthinktheywent?"
"Ididn’task,"saidthegirl。"Iwouldn’t,"sheadded,indevotiontothewholetruth。
"Well,itisallofthesamepiece,"saidMrs。Breen。Gracedidnotaskwhatthepiecewas。Sheremainedstaringatthedarkwallacrossthesea,andspirituallyconfrontingherownresponsibility,noatomofwhichsherejected。Sheheldherselfineverywayresponsible,——fordoubtingthatpooryoungfellow’sword,andthenforforcingthatreluctantcreaturetogowithhim,andforbiddingbyherfierceinsistenceanyattemptofhisatexplanation;shecondemnedherselftoperpetualremorsewithevengreaterzealthanhermotherwouldhavesentencedher,andshewouldnotpermitherselfanyrespitewhenalittlesail,whichsheknewfortheirs,blewroundthepoint。Itseemedtoflyalongjustonthehithersideofthatmuraldarkness,skilfullytackingtoreachtheendofthe-reefbeforethewallpusheditontherocks。Suddenly,thelonglowstretchofthereefbrokeintowhitefoam,andthenpassedfromsightundertheblackwall,againstwhichthelittlesailstillflickered。Thegirlfetchedalong,silentbreath。Theywereinsidethereef,incomparativelysmoothwater,andtoherignorancetheyweresafe。Buttherainwouldbecominginanothermoment,andMrs。Maynardwouldbedrenched;andGracewouldbetoblameforherdeath。Sherantothecloset,andpulleddownhermother’sIndia-rubbercloakandherown,andfledout-of-doors,tobereadyonthebeachwiththewrap,againsttheirlanding。Shemettheotherladiesonthestairsandinthehall,andtheyclamoredather;butsheglidedthroughthemlikesomethinginadream,andthensheheardashoutinginherear,andfeltherselfcaughtandheldupagainstthewind。
"Whereinlandbeyougoin’,MissBreen?"
Barlow,inalong,yellowoil-skincoatandsou’westerhat,keptpushingherforwardtotheedgeofthecliff,asheasked。
"I’mgoingdowntomeetthem!"shescreamed。
"Well,IhopeyouWILLmeet’em。ButIguessyoubettergobacktothehouse。Hey?WUNT?Well;comealong,then,iftheyain’tpastdoctorin’
bythetimetheygitashore!Prettywellwrappedup,anyway!"heroared;andsheperceivedthatshehadputonherwaterproofanddrawnthehoodoverherhead。
Thosestepstothebeachhadmadehergiddywhenshedescendedwithleisureforsuchdismay;butnow,withthetempestflatteningheragainstthestair-case,andhergossamerclutchingandclingingtoeverysurface,andagaintwistingitselfaboutherlimbs,sheclambereddownasswiftlyandrecklesslyasBarlowhimself,andfollowedoverthebeachbesidethemenwhowerepullingaboatdownthesandatarun。
"Letmegetin!"shescreamed。"Iwishtogowithyou!"
"Takeholdofthegirl,Barlow!"shoutedoneofthemen。"She’scrazy。"
Hetumbledhimselfwithfourothersintotheboat,andtheyallstruckouttogetherthroughthefrothandswirlofthewaves。ShetriedtofreeherselffromBarlow,soastoflingthewaterproofintotheboat。"Takethis,then。She’llbesoakedthrough!"
Barlowbrokeintoagrimlaugh。"Shewon’tneedit,exceptforawindin’-sheet!"heroared。"Don’tyouseetheboat’sdrivin’rightont’
thesand?She’llbekindlin’woodinaminute。"
"Butthey’reinsidethereef!Theycancometoanchor!"sheshriekedinreply。Heansweredherwithadespairinggrinandashakeofthehead。
"Theycan’t。Whathasyourboatgoneoutfor,then?"
"Topick’emupoutthesea。Butthey’llnevergit’emalive。Lookhowsheslapsherboomint’thewater!Well!HeDOESknowhowtohandleaboat!"
ItwasLibbyatthehelm,asshecoulddimlysee,butwhatitwasinhismanagementthatmovedBarlow’spraiseshecouldnotdivine。Theboatseemedtobeaimedfortheshore,andtoberushing,headon,uponthebeach;herbroadsailwasblownstraightoutoverherbow,andflappedtherelikeabanner,whiletheheavyboomhammeredthewaterassheroseandfell。Ajaggedlineofredseamedthebreastofthedarkwallbehind;arendingcrashcame,andasiffiredupon,theboatflunguphersail,asawildfowlflingsupitswingwhenshot,andlaytossingkeelup,onthetopofthewaves。Italllookedscarcelyastone’scastaway,thoughitwasvastlyfarther。Afigurewasseentodragitselfupoutofthesea,andfalloverintotheboat,hoveringandpitchinginthesurroundingwelter,andstrugglingtogetattwootherfiguresclingingtothewreck。Suddenlythemenintheboatpulledaway,andGraceutteredacryofdespairandreproach:"Why,they’releavingit,they’releavingit!"
"Don’texpect’emtotowthewreckashoreinthisweather,doye?"
shoutedBarlow。"They’vegotthefolksallsafeenough。ItellyeIsee’em!"hecried,atawildlookofdoubtin。hereyes。"Runtothehouse,there,andgeteverythinginapple-pieorder。There’sgoin’tobeachanceforsomeofyourdoctor’n’,now,ifyeknowhowtofetchfolksto。"
Itwasthelittlehouseonthebeach,whichthechildrenwerealwayspryingandpeeringinto,tryingthelock,andwonderingwhattheboatwaslike,whichGracehadseenlaunched。Nowthedooryieldedtoher,andwithinshefoundafirekindledinthestove,blanketslaidinorder,andflasksofbrandyinreadinessinthecupboard。Sheputtheblanketstoheatforinstantuse,andpreparedfortheworkofresuscitation。Whenshecouldturnfromthemtothedoor,shemetthereaprocessionthatapproachedwithdifficulty,headsdownandhustledbythefuriousblastthroughwhichtherainnowhissedandshot。Barlowandoneoftheboat’screwwerecarryingMrs。Maynard,andbringinguptherearofthehuddlingoil-skinsandsou’westerscameLibby,soaked,anddrippingashewalked。
HiseyesandGrace’sencounteredwithamutualavoidance;butwhateverwastheirsenseofblame,theirvictimhadnoreproachestomakeherself。
Shewasnotinneedofrestoration。Shewasperfectlyalive,andapparentlystimulatedbyherescapefromdeadlyperiltoavividconceptionofthewrongthathadbeendoneher。Iftheadventurehadpassedoffprosperously,shewasthesortofwomantohaveownedtoherfriendthatsheoughtnottohavethoughtofgoing。Buttheeventhadobliteratedthesescruples,andsherealizedherselfasahaplesscreaturewhohadbeenthrustontodangersfromwhichshewouldhaveshrunk。"Well,Grace!"shebegan,withavoicearidlookbeforewhichtheotherquailed,"Ihopeyouaresatisfied!AllthetimeIwasclingingtothatwretchedboat。Iwaswonderinghowyouwouldfeel。
Yes,mylastthoughtswereofyou。Ipitiedyou。Ididn’tseehowyoucouldeverhavepeaceagain。"
"Holdon,Mrs。Maynard!"criedLibby。"There’sno,timeforthat,now。
Whathadbestbedone,MissGreen?Hadn’tshebetterbegotuptothehouse?"
"Yes,byallmeans,"answeredGrace。
"Youmightaswellletmediehere,"Mrs。Maynardprotested,asGracewrappedtheblanketsroundherdrippingdress。"I’maswetasIcanbe,now。"
Libbybegantolaughattheseinconsequences,towhichhewasprobablywellused。"Youwouldn’thavetimetodiehere。Andwewanttogivethishydropathictreatmentafairtrial。You’vetriedthedouche,andnowyou’retohavethepack。"Hesummonedtwooftheboatmen,whohadbeenconsideratelydrippingoutside,inordertoleavetheinteriortotheshipwreckedcompany,andtheyliftedMrs。Maynard,finallywrappedin,Grace’sIndia-rubbercloak,andlookinglikesomesortofstrange,hugechrysalis,andcarriedheroutintothestormandupthesteps。
GracefollowedlastwithMr。Libby,veryheavyheartedandreckless。Shehadnotonlythatsoreself-accusal;butthedegradationoftheaffair,itsgrotesqueness,itsspiritualsqualor,itsuttergracelessness,itsentirewantofdignity,werebitterasdeathinherproudsoul。Itwasnotinthisshamefulguisethatshehadforeseenthegoodshewastodo。
Andithadallcomethroughherownwilfulnessandselfrighteousness。
Thetearscouldmixunseenwiththerainthatdrenchedherface,buttheyblindedher,andhalf-wayupthestepsshestumbledonherskirt,andwouldhavefallen,iftheyoungmanhadnotcaughther。Afterthat,fromtimetotimeheputhisarmabouther,andstayedheragainstthegusts。
Beforetheyreachedthetophesaid,"MissBreen,I’mawfullysorryforallthis。Mrs。Maynardwillbeashamedofwhatshesaid。Confoundit!
IfMaynardwereonlyhere!"
"Whyshouldshebeashamed?"demandedGrace。"Ifshehadbeendrowned,Ishouldhavemurderedher,andI’mresponsibleifanythinghappenstoher,——Iamtoblame。"Sheescapedfromhim,andranintothehouse。Heslunkroundthepiazzatothekitchendoor,undertheeyesoftheladieswatchingattheparlorwindows。
"Iwonderhelettheotherscarryherup,"saidMissGleason。"Ofcourse,hewillmarryhernow,——whenshegetsherdivorce。"ShespokeofMrs。
Maynard,whomheruniversaltolerationnotonlyincludedinthemercywhichtheopinionsoftheotherladiesdeniedher,butroundwhomherromancecastahaloofprettypossibilitiesasinnocentlysentimentalasthehopesofayounggirl。
IV。
ThenextmorningGracewassittingbesideherpatient,withwhomshehadspentthenight。ItwaspossiblyMrs。Maynard’sspiritualtoughnesswhichavailedher,forshedidnotseemmuchtheworseforheradventure:
shehadalittlefever,andshewasslightlyhoarser;butshehaddiednoneofthedeathsthatsheprojectedduringthewatchesofthenight,andforwhichshehadchastenedthespiritofherphysicianbytherepeatedassurancethatsheforgavehereverything,andGeorgeMaynardeverything,andhopedthattheywouldbegoodtoherpoorlittleBella。
Shehadthechildbroughtfromitscribtoherownbed,andmoanedoverit;butwiththereturnofdayandthedutiesoflifesheappearedtofeelthatshehadcarriedherforgivenessfarenough,andwasagainrememberingherinjuriesagainstGrace,asshelayinhermorninggownontheloungewhichhadbeenbroughtinforherfromtheparlor。
"Yes,Grace,IshallalwayssayifIhaddiedandImaydieyet——thatI
didnotwishtogooutwithMr。Libby,andthatIwentpurelytopleaseyou。Youforcedmetogo。Ican’tunderstandwhyyoudidit;forI
don’tsupposeyouwantedtokillus,whateveryoudid。"
Gracecouldnotliftherhead。Sheboweditoverthelittlegirlwhomshehadonherknee,andwhowasplayingwiththepinatherthroat,inapparentunconsciousnessofallthatwassaid。Butshehadreallyfollowedit,withglimpsesofintelligence,aschildrendo,andnowatthisnegativeaccusalsheliftedherhand,andsuddenlystruckGraceastingingblowonthecheek。
Mrs。Maynardsprangfromherlounge。"Why,Bella!youworthlesslittlewretch!"ShecaughtherfromGrace’sknee,andshookherviolently。
Then,castingtheculpritfromheratrandom,sheflungherselfdownagaininafitofcoughing,whilethechildfledtoGraceforconsolation,and,wildlysobbing,buriedherfaceinthelapofherinjuredfriend。
"Idon’tknowwhatIshalldoaboutthatchild!"criedMrs。Maynard。
"ShehasGeorgeMaynard’stemperrightoveragain。Ifeeldreadfully,Grace!"
"Oh,nevermindit,"saidGrace,fondlingthechild,andhalfaddressingit。"IsupposeBellathoughtIhadbeenunkindtohermother。"
"That’sjustit!"exclaimedLouise。"Whenyou’vebeenkindnessitself!
Don’tIoweeverythingtoyou?Ishouldn’tbealiveatthismomentifitwerenotforyourtreatment。Oh,Grace!"Shebegantocoughagain;
theparoxysmincreasedinvehemence。Shecaughtherhandkerchieffromherlips;itwasspottedwithblood。Shesprangtoherfeet,andregardeditwithimpersonalsternness。"Now,"shesaid,"Iamsick,andIwantadoctor!"
"Adoctor,"Gracemeeklyechoed。
"Yes。Ican’tbetrifledwithanylonger。Iwantamandoctor!"
Gracehadlookedatthehandkerchief。"Verywell,"shesaid,withcoldness。"Ishallnotstandinyourwayofcallinganotherphysician。
Butifitwillconsoleyou,Icantellyouthatthebloodonyourhandkerchiefmeansnothingworthspeakingof。WhomshallIsendfor?"
sheasked,turningtogooutoftheroam。"Iwishtobeyourfriendstill,andIwilldoanythingIcantohelpyou。"
"Oh,GraceBreen!Isthatthewayyoutalktome?"whimperedMrs。
Maynard。"YouknowthatIdon’tmeantogiveyouup。I’mnotastone;
Ihavesomefeeling。Ididn’tintendtodismissyou,butIthoughtperhapsyouwouldliketohaveaconsultationaboutit。Ishouldthinkitwastimetohaveaconsultation,shouldn’tyou?Ofcourse,I’mnotalarmed,butIknowit’sgettingserious,andI’mafraidthatyourmedicineisn’tactiveenough。That’sit;it’sperfectlygoodmedicine,butitisn’tactive。They’veallbeensayingthatIoughttohavesomethingactive。Whynottrythewhiskeywiththewhite-pinechipsinit?I’msureit’sindicated。"Inherlongcourseofmedicationshehadpickedupcertainprofessionalphrases,whichsheusedwithamusingseriousness。"Itwouldbeactive,atanyrate。"
Gracedidnotreply。Asshestoodsmoothingtheheadofthelittlegirl,whohadfollowedhertothedoor,andnowleanedagainsther,hidinghertearfulfaceinGrace’sdress,shesaid,"Idon’tknowofanyhomoeopathicphysicianinthisneighborhood。Idon’tbelievethere’sonenearerthanBoston,andIshouldmakemyselfridiculousincallingonesofarforaconsultation。ButI’mquitewillingyoushouldcallone,andI
willsendforyouatonce。"
"Andwouldn’tyouconsultwithhim,afterhecame?"
"Certainlynot。Itwouldbeabsurd。"
"Ishouldn’tliketohaveadoctorcomeallthewayfromBoston,"musedMrs。Maynard,sinkingontheloungeagain。"Theremustbeadoctorintheneighborhood。Itcan’tbesohealthyasthat!"
"There’sanallopathicphysicianatCorbitant,"saidGracepassively。
"Averygoodone,Ibelieve,"sheadded。
"Oh,well,then!"criedMrs。Maynard,withimmenserelief。"Consultwithhim!"
"I’vetoldyou,Louise,thatIwouldnotconsultwithanybody。AndI
certainlywouldn’tconsultwithaphysicianwhoseideasandprinciplesI
knewnothingabout。"
"Whybut,Grace,"Mrs。Maynardexpostulated。"Isn’tthatratherprejudiced?"ShebegantotakeanimpartialinterestinGrace’sposition,andfellintoanargumentativetone。"Iftwoheadsarebetterthanone,——andeverybodysaystheyare,——Idon’tseehowyoucanconsistentlyrefusetotalkwithanotherphysician。"
"Ican’texplaintoyou,Louise,"saidGrace。"ButyoucancallDr。
Mulbridge,ifyouwish。Thatwillbetherightwayforyoutodo,ifyouhavelostconfidenceinme。"
"Ihaven’tlostconfidenceinyou,Grace。Idon’tseehowyoucantalkso。Youcangivemebreadpills,ifyoulike,orairpills,andIwilltakethemgladly。Ibelieveinyouperfectly。ButIdothinkthatinamatterofthiskind,wheremyhealth,andperhapsmylife,isconcerned,Ioughttohavealittlesay。Idon’taskyoutogiveupyourprinciples,andIdon’tdreamofgivingyouup,andyetyouwon’tjusttopleaseme!——exchangeafewwordswithanotherdoctoraboutmycase,merelybecausehe’sallopathic。Ishouldcallitbigotry,andIdon’tseehowyoucancallitanythingelse。"Therewasasoundofvoicesatthedooroutside,andshecalledcheerily,"Comein,Mr。Libby,——comein!
There’snobodybutGracehere,"sheadded,astheyoungmantentativelyopenedthedoor,andlookedin。Heworeaneveningdress,eventothewhitecravat,andhecarriedinhishandacrushhat:therewassomethinganomalousinhisappearance,beyondthephenomenalcharacterofhiscostume,andheblushedconsciouslyashebowedtoGrace,andthenathermotionshookhandswithher。Mrs。Maynarddidnotgiveherselfthefatigueofrising;shestretchedherhandtohimfromthelounge,andhetookitwithoutthejoywhichhehadshownwhenGracemadehimthesameadvance。"Howveryswellyoulook。Goingtoaneveningpartythismorning?"shecried;andaftershehadgivenhimasecondglanceofgreaterintensity,"Why,whatintheworldhascomeover’you?"ItwasthedresswhichMr。Libbywore。Hewasayoungfellowfartoowellmade,andcarriedhimselftooalertly,tolookasifanyclothesmisfittedhim;
hispersongavetheirgoodcutelegance,buthehadtheeffectofhavingfallenawayinthem。"Why,youlookasifyouhadbeensickamonth!"
Mrs。Maynardinterpreted。
Theyoungmansurveyedhimselfwithadownwardglance。"They’reJohnson’s,"heexplained。"HehadthemdownforahopattheLongBeachHouse,andsentoverforthem。Ihadnothingbutmycampingflannels,andtheyhaven’tbeengotintoshapeyet,sinceyesterday。Iwantedtocomeoverandseehowyouwere。"
"Poorfellow!"exclaimedMrs。Maynard。"Ineverthoughtofyou!Howintheworlddidyougettoyourcamp?"
"Iwalked。"
"Inallthatrain?"
"Well,Ihadbeenprettywellsprinkled,already。Itwasn’taquestionofwetanddry;itwasaquestionofwetandwet。Iwasgoingoffbareheaded,Ilostmyhatinthewater,youknow,——butyourman,here,hailedmeroundthecornerofthekitchen,andlentmeone。I’vebeentakingupcollectionsofclotheseversince。"
Mr。Libbyspokelightly,andwithacryof"Barlow’shat!"Mrs。Maynardwentoffinashriekoflaughter;butadeepdistresskeptGracesilent。
Itseemedtoherthatshehadbeenlackingnotonlyinthoughtfulness,butincommonhumanity,insufferinghimtowalkawayseveralmilesintherain,withoutmakinganoffertokeephimandhavehimprovidedforinthehouse。Sherememberednowherbewilderedimpressionthathewaswithoutahatwhenheclimbedthestairsandhelpedhertothehouse;
sherecalledthefactthatshehadthrusthimontothedangerhehadescaped,andherheartwasmeltedwithgriefandshame。"Mr。Libby"——
shebegan,goinguptohim,anddroopingbeforehiminanattitudewhichsimplyandfranklyexpressedthecontritionshefelt;butshecouldnotcontinue。Mrs。Maynard’slaughbrokeintotheusualcough,andassoonasshecouldspeaksheseizedtheword。
"Well,there,now;wecanleaveittoMr。Libby。It’stheprincipleofthethingthatIlookat。AndIwanttoseehowitstrikeshim。Iwanttoknow,Mr。Libby,ifyouwereadoctor,"——helookedatGrace,andflushed,——"andapersonwasverysick,andwantedyoutoconsultwithanotherdoctor,whetheryouwouldletthemerefactthatyouhadn’tbeenintroducedhaveanyweightwithyou?"TheyoungmansilentlyappealedtoGrace,whodarkenedangrily,andbeforehecouldspeakMrs。Maynardinterposed。"No,no,yousha’n’taskher。Iwantyouropinion。It’sjustanabstractquestion。"SheaccountedforthisfibwithawinkatGrace。
"Really,"hesaid,"it’sratherformidable。I’veneverbeenadoctorofanykind。"
"Oh,yes,weknowthat!"saidMrs。Maynard。"Butyouarenow,andnowwouldyoudoit?"
"Iftheotherfellowknewmore,Iwould。"
"Butifyouthoughthedidn’t?"
"ThenIwouldn’t。Whatareyoutryingtogetat,Mrs。Maynard?I’mnotgoingtoansweranymoreofyourquestions。"
"Yes,——onemore。Don’tyouthinkit’sadoctor’splacetogethispatientwellanywayhecan?"
"Why,ofcourse!"
"There,Grace!It’sjustexactlythesamecase。Andninety-nineoutofahundredwoulddecideagainstyoueverytime。"
LibbyturnedtowardsGraceinconfusion。"MissBreen——Ididn’tunderstand——Idon’tpresumetomeddleinanything——You’renotfair,Mrs。
Maynard!Ihaven’tanyopiniononthesubject,MissBreen;Ihaven’t,indeed!"
"Oh,youcan’tbackout,now!"exclaimedMrs。Maynardjoyously。"You’vesaidit。"
"Andyou’requiteright,Mr。Libby,"saidGracehaughtily。Shebadehimgood-morning;buthefollowedherfromtheroom,andleftMrs。Maynardtohertriumph。
"MissBreen——Doletmespeaktoyou,please!Uponmywordandhonor,I
didn’tknowwhatshewasdrivingat;Ididn’t,indeed!It’sprettyroughonme,forIneverdreamtofsettingmyselfupasajudgeofyouraffairs。Iknowyou’reright,whateveryouthink;andItakeitallback;itwasgotoutofmebyfraud,anyway。AndIbegyourpardonfornotcallingyouDoctor——ifyouwantmetodoit。Theothercomesmorenatural;butIwishtorecognizeyouinthewayyouprefer,forIdofeelmostrespectul——reverent——"
Hewassoveryearnestandsoreallytroubled,andhestumbledaboutsofortherightword,andhituponthewrongonewithsuchunfailingdisaster,thatshemusthavebeensuperhumannottolaugh。Herlaughingseemedtorelievehimevenmorethanherheartyspeech。"Callmehowyoulike,Mr。Libby。Idon’tinsistuponanythingwithyou;butIbelieveI
preferMissBreen。"
"You’reverykind!MissBreenitis,then。Andyou’ll,forgivemysidingagainstyou?"hedemandedradiantly。
"Don’tspeakofthatagain,please。I’venothingtoforgiveyou。"
Theywalkeddown-stairsandoutonthepiazza。Barlowstoodbeforethesteps,holdingbythebitafinebaymare,whotwitchedherheadroundalittleatthesoundofLibby’svoice,andgavehimalook。Hepassedwithoutnoticingthehorse。"I’mgladtofindMrs。Maynardsowell。
Withthatcoldofhers,hangingonsolong,Ididn’tknowbutshe’dbeinanawfulstatethismorning。"
"Yes,"saidGrace,"it’samiraculousescape。"
"ThefactisIsentovertoNewLeydenformyteamyesterday。Ididn’tknowhowthingsmightturnout,andyou’resofarfromalemonhere,thatIthoughtImightbeusefulingoingerrands。"
Graceturnedherheadandglancedattheequipage。"Isthatyourteam?"
"Yes,"saidtheyoungfellow,withasmileofsuppressedpride。
"Whatanexquisitecreature!"saidthegirl。
"ISN’Tshe?"Theybothfacedabout,andstoodlookingatthemare,andthelight,shining,openbuggybehindher。Thesunshinehadtheafter-
stormglister;theairwasbrisk,andthebreezeblewbalmfromtheheartofthepineforest。"MissBreen,"hebrokeout,"Iwishyou’dtakealittledashthroughthewoodswithme。I’vegotabroad-trackbuggy,that’sjustrightfortheseroads。Idon’tsupposeit’sthethingatalltoaskyou,onsuchshortacquaintance,butIwishyouwould。Iknowyou’denjoyit:Come?"
Hisjoyousurgencegaveherastrangethrill。Shehadlongceasedtoimagineherselfthepossiblesubjectofwhatyoungladiescallattentions,andshedidnotthinkofherselfinthatwaynow。Therewassomethinginthefrank,eagerboyishnessoftheinvitationthatfascinatedher,andthesunnyfaceturnedsohopefullyuponherhaditsamusingeloquence。Shelookedabouttheplacewithananxietyofwhichshewasimmediatelyashamed:alltheladieswereoutofsight,andprobablyatthefootofthecliff。
"Don’tsayno,MissBreen,"pleadedthegayvoice。
Theanswerseemedtocomeofitself。"Oh,thankyou,yes,Ishouldliketogo。"
"Good!"heexclaimed,andthewordwhichrivetedherconsentmadeherrecoil。
"Butnotthismorning。Someotherday。I——I——IwanttothinkaboutMrs。
Maynard。I——oughtn’ttoleaveher。Excusemethismorning,Mr。Libby。"
"Why,ofcourse,"hetriedtosaywithunalteredgayety,butanoteofdisappointmentmadeitselffelt。"Doyouthinkshe’sgoingtobeworse?"
"No,Idon’tthinksheis。But——"Shepaused,andwaitedaspacebeforeshecontinued。"I’mafraidIcan’tbeofusetoheranylonger。Shehaslostconfidenceinme——It’simportantsheshouldtrustherphysician。"Libbyblushed,ashealwaysdidwhenrequiredtorecognizeGraceinherprofessionalquality。"It’smoreamatterofnervesthananythingelse,andifshedoesn’tbelieveinmeIcan’tdoheranygood。"
"Yes,Icanunderstandthat,"saidtheyoungman,withgentlesympathy;
andshefelt,somehow,thathedelicatelyrefrainedfromanyleadingorpromptingcomment。
"Shehasbeenurgingmetohaveaconsultationwithsomedoctorabouthercase,andI——itwouldberidiculous!"
"ThenIwouldn’tdoit!"saidMr。Libby。"Youknowagreatdealbetterwhatshewantsthanshedoes。Youhadbettermakeher,dowhatyousay。"
"Ididn’tmeantoburdenyouwithmyaffairs,"saidGrace,"butIwishedtoexplainhermotiveinspeakingtoyouasshedid。"Aftershehadsaidthis,itseemedtoherratherweak,andshecouldnotthinkofanythingelsethatwouldstrengthenit。Theyoungmanmightthinkthatshehadaskedadviceofhim。ShebegantoresenthistellinghertomakeMrs。
Maynarddowhatshesaid。Shewasabouttoaddsomethingtosnubhim,whensherecollectedthatitwasherownwilfulnesswhichhadprecipitatedthepresentsituation,andshehumbledherself。
"Shewillprobablychangehermind,"saidLibby。"Shewouldifyoucouldlethercarryherpoint,"headded,withalightesteemforMrs。MaynardwhichsethimwrongagaininGrace’seyes:hehadnobusinesstospeaksotoher。
"Verylikely,"shesaid,instiffwithdrawalfromalltermsofconfidenceconcerningMrs。Maynard。Shedidnotaddanythingmore,andshemeantthattheyoungfellowshouldperceivethathis,audiencewasatanend。
Hedidnotapparentlyresentit,butshefanciedhimhurtinhisacquiescence。
Shewentbacktoherpatient,whomshefoundlanguidanddisposedtosleepaftertherecentexcitement,andsheleftheragain,takinglittleBellawithher。Mrs。Maynardsleptlong,butwokenonethebetterforhernap。Towardseveningshegrewfeverish,andherfevermountedasthenightfell。Shewasrestlessandwakeful,andbetweenherdreamydozesshewasincessantinherhintsforaconsultationtoGrace,whopassedthenightinherroom,andwatchedeverychangefortheworsewithaself-accusingheart。Theimpendingtroublewasinthatindeterminatephasewhichmustgivethephysicianhismostanxiousmoments;andthisinexperiencedgirl;whoseknowledgewasalltobeapplied,andwhohadhardlyarrivedyetatthatdismayingstagewhenayoungphysicianfindsalltheresultsatwarwithalltheprecepts,begantorealizetheawfulnessofherresponsibility。Shehadalwaysthoughtofsavinglife,andnotoflosingit。
V。
BymorningGracewasasnervousandanxiousasherpatient,whohadmomentarilytheadvantageofherinhavingfallenasleep。Shewentstealthilyout,andwalkedthelengthofthepiazza,bathinghereyeswiththesightofthesea,coolanddimunderacloudedsky。AtthecornernextthekitchensheencounteredBarlow,who,havingkindledthefireforthecook,hadspentsmomentofleisureinkillingsomechickensatthebarn;heappearedwithaclusterofhisvictimsinhishand,butatsightofGraceheconsideratelyputthembehindhim。
Shehadnotnoticedthem。"Mr。Barlow,"shesaid,"howfarisittoCorbitant?"
Barlowslouchedintoaconversationalposture,easilyrestingonhisraisedhipthebackofthehandinwhichheheldthechickens。"Well,it’saccordin’towhoyouask。Somesayssixmile,andrealcleverfolksmakesitaboutfourandaquarter。"
"Iaskyou,"persistedGrace。
"Well,thelasttimeIwasthere,Ithoughtitwasaboutsixty。’Mostfrozemyfingersgoin’roundthepoint。’N’allIwasafraidofwasgettin’theretoosoon。Tellyou,aleeshoreain’tapleasantneighborinaregularoldnortheaster。’Fyougobyland,Iguessit’sabouttenmileroundthroughthewoods。WanttosendforDr。Mulbridge?Ithoughtmebbe"——
"No,no!"saidGrace。Sheturnedbackintothehouse,andthenshecamerunningoutagain;butbythistimeBarlowhadgoneintothekitchen,wheresheheardhimtellingthecookthatthesewerethelastofthedommyneckers。AtbreakfastseveraloftheladiescameandaskedafterMrs。Maynard,wheserestlessnighttheyhadsomehowheardof。Whenshecameoutofthedining-room’MissGleasonwaylaidherinthehall。
"Dr。Breen,"shesaid,inarepressedtumult,"Ihopeyouwon’tgiveway。
Forwoman’ssake,Ihopeyouwon’t!Youoweittoyourselfnottogiveway!I’msureMrs。Maynardisaswelloffinyourhandsasshecanbe。
IfIdidn’tthinkso,Ishouldbethelasttoadviseyourbeingfirm;
but,feelingasIdo,Idoadviseitmoststrongly。Everythingdependsonit。"
"Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,MissGleason,"saidGrace。
"I’mgladithasn’tcometoyouyet。Ifitwasaquestionofmereprofessionalpride,Ishouldsay,Byallmeanscallhimatonce。ButI
feelthatagreatdealmoreisinvolved。Ifyouyield,youmakeitharderforotherwomentohelpthemselveshereafter,andyouconfirmsuchpeopleastheseintheirdistrustoffemalephysicians。Lookingatitinalargeway,Ialmostfeelthatitwouldbebetterforhertodiethanforyoutogiveup;andfeelingasIdo"——
"AreyoutalkingofMrs。Maynard?"askedGrace。
"TheyareallsayingthatyououghttogiveupthecasetoDr。Mulbridge。
ButIhopeyouwon’t。Ishouldn’tblameyouforcallinginanotherfemalephysician"——
"Thankyou,"answeredGrace。"Thereisnodangerofherdying。Butitseemstomethatshehastoomanyfemalephysiciansalready。InthishouseIshouldthinkitbettertocallaman。"SheleftthebarbtorankleinMissGleason’sbreast,andfollowedhermothertoherroom,whoavengedMissGleasonbyaseriesofinquisitionaltortures,endingwiththehopethat,whatevershedid,Gracewouldnothavethatsillycreature’sbloodonherhands。Thegirlopenedherlipstoattemptsomeanswertothisunanswerableaspiration,whentheunwontedsoundofwheelsontheroadwithoutcaughtherear。
"Whatisthat,Grace?"demandedhermother,asifGracewereguiltyofthenoise。
"Mr。Libby,"answeredGrace,rising。
"Hashecomeforyou?"
"Idon’tknow。ButIamgoingdowntoseehim。"
Atsightoftheyoungman’sface,Gracefeltherheartlighten。Hehadjumpedfromhisbuggy,andwasstandingathissmilingeaseonthepiazzasteps,lookingaboutasifforsomeone,andhebrightenedjoyfullyathercoming。Hetookherhandwitheagerfriendliness,andatherimpulsebegantomoveawaytotheendofthepiazzawithher。Theladieshadnotyetdescendedtothebeach;apparentlytheirinterestinDr。Breen’spatientkeptthem。
"HowisMrs。Maynardthismorning?"heasked;andsheanswered,astheygotbeyondearshot,——
"Notbetter,I’mafraid。"
"Oh,I’msorry,"saidtheyoungman。"Thenyouwon’tbeabletodrivewithmethismorning?Ihopesheisn’tseriouslyworse?"headded,recurringtoMrs。MaynardatthesightofthetroubleinGrace’sface。
"Ishallasktodrivewithyou,"shereturned。"Mr。Libby,doyouknowwhereCorbitantis?"
"Oh,yes。"
"Andwillyoudrivemethere?"
"Why,certainly!"hecried,inpolitewonder。
"Thankyou。"Sheturnedhalfround,andcastawoman’slookattheotherwomen。"Ishallbereadyinhalfanhour。Willyougoaway,andcomebackthen?Notsooner。"
"Anythingyouplease,MissBreen,"hesaid,laughinginhismystification。"Inthirtyminutes,orthirtydays。"
Theywentbacktothesteps,andhemountedhisbuggy。Shesatdown,andtakingsomeworkfromherpocket,bentherheadoverit。Atfirstshewaspale,andthenshegrewred。Butthesefluctuationsofcolorcouldnotkeepherspectatorslong;onebyonetheydispersedanddescendedthecliff;andwhensherosetogoforherhatthelasthadvanished,withalonginglookather。ItwasMissGleason。
Gracebrieflyannouncedherpurposetohermother,whosaid,"Ihopeyouarenotdoinganythingimpulsive";andsheanswered,"No,Ihadquitemadeupmymindtoitlastnight。"
Mr。Libbyhadnotyetreturnedwhenshewentbacktothepiazza,andshewalkedoutontheroadbywhichhemustarrive。Shehadnottowalkfar。
Hedrewinsightbeforeshehadgoneaquarterofamile,drivingrapidly。"AmIlate?"heasked,turning,andpullingupattheroadside,withwellsubduedastonishmentatencounteringher。
"Oh,no;notthatIknow。"Shemountedtotheseat,andtheydroveoffinasilencewhichenduredforalongtime。IfLibbyhadbeenasvainasheseemedlight,hemusthavefounditcruellyunflattering,foritignoredhispresenceandevenhisexistence。Shebrokethesilenceatlastwithadeep-drawnsigh,asfranklysadasifshehadbeenquitealone,butshereturnedtoconsciousnessofhiminit。"Mr。Libby,youmustthinkitisverystrangeformetoaskyoutodrivemetoCorbitantwithouttroublingmyselftotellyoumyerrand。"
"Oh,notatall,"saidtheyoungman。"I’mgladtobeofuseonanyterms。Itisn’toftenthatonegetsthechance。"
"IamgoingtoseeDr。Mulbridge,"shebegan,andthenstoppedsolongthatheperceivedshewishedhimtosaysomething。
Hesaid,"Yes?"
"Yes。IthoughtthismorningthatIshouldgiveMrs。Maynard’scaseuptohim。Ishouldn’tbeatalltroubledatseemingtogiveitupunderapressureofopinion,thoughIshouldnotgiveitupforthat。Ofcourse,"
sheexplained,"youdon’tknowthatallthosewomenhavebeensayingthatIoughttocallinDr。Mulbridge。It’soneofthosethings,"sheaddedbitterly,"thatmakeitsopleasantforawomantotrytohelpwomen。"
Hemadealittlemurmurofcondolence,andsherealizedthatshehadthrownherselfonhissympathy,whenshethoughtshehadbeenmerelythinkingaloud。"WhatImeanisthatheisamanofexperienceandreputation,andcouldprobablybeofmoreusetoherthanI,forshewouldtrusthimmore。ButIhaveknownheralongtime,andIunderstandhertemperamentandhercharacter,——whichgoesforagooddealinsuchmatters,——andIhaveconcludednottogiveupthecase。IwishtomeetDr。Mulbridge,however,andaskhimtoseeherinconsultationwithme。
Thatisall,"sheendedratherhaughtily,asifshehadbeendramatizingthefacttoDr。Mulbridgeinherownmind。
"Ishouldthinkthatwouldbetherightthing,"saidLibbylimply,withuncalled-forapproval;butheleftthisdangerousgroundabruptly。"Asyousay,charactergoesforagreatdealinthesethings。I’veseenMrs。
Maynardatthepointofdeathbefore。Asageneralrule,shedoesn’tdie。Ifyouhaveknownheralongtime,youknowwhatImean。Shelikestosharehersufferingswithherfriends。I’veseenpooroldMaynard"——
"Mr。Libby!"Gracebrokein。"YoumayspeakofMr。Maynardasyoulike,butIcannotallowyourdisrespectfulnesstoMrs。Maynard。It’sshocking!Youhadnorighttobetheirfriendifyoufelttowardthemasyouseemtohavedone。"
"Why,therewasnoharminthem。Ilikedthem!"explainedtheyoungman。
"Peoplehavenorighttolikethosetheydon’trespect!"
Libbylookedasifthiswereratheranewanddrollidea。Butheseemednottoobjecttohertutoringhim。"Well,"hesaid,"asfarasMrs。
Maynardwasconcerned,Idon’tknowthatIlikedheranymorethanI
respectedher。"
Graceoughttohavefrownedatthis,butshehadtocheckasmilein。
ordertosaygravely,"Iknowsheisdisagreeableattimes。Andshelikestosharehersufferingswithothers,asyousay。Butherhusbandwasfullyentitledtoanyshareofthemthathemayhaveborne。Ifhehadbeenkindertoher,shewouldn’tbewhatandwheresheisnow。"
"Kindertoher!"Libbyexclaimed。"He’sthekindestfellowintheworld!
Now,MissBreen,"hesaidearnestly,"IhopeMrs。Maynardhasn’tbeentalkingagainstherhusbandtoyou?"
"Isitpossible,"demandedGrace,"thatyoudon’tknowthey’reseparated,andthatshe’sgoingtotakestepsforadivorce?"
"Adivorce?No!Whatintheworldfor?"
"Inevertalkgossip。Ithoughtofcourseshehadtoldyou"——
"Shenevertoldmeaword!Shewasashamedtodoit!SheknowsthatI
knowMaynardwasthebesthusbandintheworldtoher。Allshetoldmewasthathewasoutonhisranch,andshehadcomeonhereforherhealth。It’ssomeridiculouslittlethingthatnoreasonablewomanwouldhavedreamtofcaringfor。It’soneofhercaprices。It’sherownfickleness。She’stiredofhim,——orthinkssheis,andthat’sallaboutit。MissBreen,Ibegyouwon’tbelieveanythingagainstMaynard!"
"Idon’tunderstand,"falteredGrace,astonishedathisfervor;andthelightitcastuponherfirstdoubtsofhim。"Ofcourse,Ionlyknowtheaffairfromherreport,andIhaven’tconcernedmyselfinit,exceptasitaffectedherhealth。AndIdon’twishtomisjudgehim。AndIlikeyour——defendinghim,"shesaid,thoughitinstantlyseemedapatronizingthingtohavesaid。"ButIcouldn’twithholdmysympathywhereI
believedtherehadbeenneglectandsystematicunkindness,andfinallydesertion。"
"Oh,IknowMrs。Maynard;Iknowherkindoftalk。I’veseenMaynard’sneglectandunkindness,andIknowjustwhathisdesertionwouldbe。Ifhe’slefther,it’sbecauseshewantedhimtoleaveher;hedidittohumorher,topleaseher。IshallhaveatalkwithMrs。Maynardwhenwegetback。"
"I’mafraidIcan’tallowitatpresent,"saidGrace,veryseriously。
"Sheisworseto-day。OtherwiseIshouldn’tbegivingyouthistrouble。"
"Oh,it’snotrouble"——
"ButI’mglad——I’mgladwe’vehadthisunderstanding。I’mveryglad。Itmakesmethinkworseofmyselfandbetterof——others。"
Libbygavealaugh。"Andyoulikethat?You’reeasilypleased。"
Sheremainedgrave。"IoughttobeabletotellyouwhatImean。Butitisn’tpossible——now。Willyouletmebegyourpardon?"sheurged,withimpulsiveearnestness。
"Why,yes,"heanswered,smiling。
"Andnotaskmewhy?"
"Certainly。"
"Thankyou。Yes,"sheaddedhastily,"sheissomuchworsethatsomeoneofgreaterexperiencethanImustseeher,andIhavemadeupmymind。
Dr。Mulbridgemayrefusetoconsultwithme。Iknowverywellthatthereisaprejudiceagainstwomenphysicians,andIcouldn’tespeciallyblamehimforsharingit。Ihavethoughtitallover。Ifherefuses,Ishallknowwhattodo。"ShehadceasedtoaddressLibby,whorespectedhersoliloquy。Hedroveonrapidlyoverthesoftroad,wherethewheelsmadenosound,andthetrackwanderedwithapparentaimlessnessthroughtheinterminablewoodsofyoungoakandpine。Thelowtreeswerefullofthesunshine,anddappledthemwithshadowastheydashedalong;thefresh,greenfernsspringingfromthebrowncarpetofthepineneedleswereasifpaintedagainstit。Thebreathofthepineswasheavierfortherecentrain;andthewoodysmelloftheoakswaspungentwherethebalsamfailed。Theymetnoone,butthesolitudedidnotmakeitselffeltthroughherpreoccupation。Fromtimetotimeshedroppedawordortwo;
butforthemostshewassilent,andhedidnotattempttolead。Byandbytheycametoanopenerplace,wherethereweremanyredfieldliliestiltinginthewind。
"Wouldyoulikesomeofthose?"heasked,pullingup。
"Ishould,verymuch,"sheanswered,gladofthesightofthegaythings。
Butwhenhehadgatheredherabunchoftheflowersshelookeddownattheminherlap,andsaid,"It’ssillyinmetobecaringforliliesatsuchatime,andIshouldmakeanunfavorableimpressiononDr。Mulbridgeifhesawmewiththem。ButIshallrisktheireffectonhim。HemaythinkIhavebeenbotanizing。"
"Unlessyoutellhimyouhaven’t,"theyoungmansuggested。
"Ineedn’tdothat。"
"Idon’tthinkanyoneelsewoulddoit。"
Shecoloredalittleatthetributetohercandor,anditpleasedher,thoughithadjustpleasedherasmuchtoforgetthatshewasnotlikeanyotheryounggirlwhomightbesimplyandirresponsiblyhappyinflowersgatheredforherbyayoungman。"Iwon’ttellhim,either!"shecried,willingtograspthefleetingemotionagain;butitwasgone,andonlyalittleresidueofsadconsciousnessremained。
Thewoodsgavewayoneithersideoftheroad,whichbegantobeavillagestreet,slopingandshelvingdowntowardthecurveofaquietbay。Theneatweather-graydwellings,shingledtothegroundandbrightenedwithdoor-yardflowersandcreepers,straggledoffintotheboat-housesandfishing-hutsontheshore,andthevillageseemedtogetafloatatlastinthesloopsandschoonersridingintheharbor,whosesmoothplanerosehighertotheeyethanthetownitself。Thesaltandthesandwereeverywhere,butthoughtherehadbeennopositiveprosperityinCorbitantforageneration,theplacehadanimpregnableneatness,whichdefieddecay;iftherehadbeenadoginthestreet,therewouldnothavebeenasticktothrowathim。
Oneofthebetter,butnotthebest,ofthevillagehouses,whichdidnotdifferfromtheothersinanyessentialparticular,andwhichstoodflushuponthestreet,boreadoor-platewiththenameDr。RufusMulbridge,andLibbydrewupinfrontofitwithouthavinghadtoalarmthevillagewithinquiries。Graceforbadehishelpindismounting,andrantothedoor,wheresherangoneofthosebellswhichsharplyrespondatthebackofthepaneltotheturnofacrankinfront;sheobserved,inadifferenceofpaint,thatthismodernimprovementhaddisplacedanoldfashionedknocker。Thedoorwasopenedbyatallandstrikinglyhandsomeoldwoman,whoseblackeyesstillkepttheirkeenlightunderherwhitehair,andwhosedressshowednoneoftheincongruitywhichwasoffensiveinthedoor-bell:itwasintheperfectionofanantiquatedtaste,which,however,camejustshortofcharacterizingitwithgentlewomanliness。
"IsDr。Mulbridgeathome?"askedGrace。
"Yes,"saidtheother,withacertainhesitation,andholdingthedoorajar。
"Ishouldliketoseehim,"saidGrace,mountingtothethreshold。
"Isitimportant?"askedtheelderwoman。
"Quite,"repliedGrace,withanaccentatonceofsurpriseanddecision。
"Youmaycomein,"saidtheotherreluctantly,andsheopenedadoorintoaroomatthesideofthehall。
"YoumaygiveDr。Mulbridgemycard,ifyouplease,"saidGrace,beforesheturnedtogointothisroom;andtheothertookit,andlefthertofindachairforherself。Itwasacountrydoctor’soffice,withtheusualcountrydoctor’ssupplyofdrugsonashelf,butverymuchmorethanthecountrydoctor’susuallibrary:thestandardworkswerethere,andtherewerealsotheprincipalperiodicalsandthelatesttreatisesofnoteinthemedicalworld。Inalong,uprightcase,likethatofanoldhall-clock,wastheanatomyofonewhohadlongdonewithtime;alaryngoscopeandsomeotherprofessionalapparatusofconstantutilitylayupontheleafofthedoctor’sdesk。Therewasnothingintheroomwhichdidnotsuggesthisprofession,excepttheswordandthespurswhichhunguponthewalloppositewhereGracesatbesideoneofthefrontwindows。Shespenthertimeinstudyoftheroomanditsappointments,andinnowandthenglancingoutatMr。Libby,whosatstatuesquelypatientinthebuggy。Hisprofilecutagainsttheskywasblameless;andahumorousshrewdnesswhichshowedinthewrinkleathiseyeandinthedroopofhisyellowmustachegaveitsregularitylifeandcharm。ItoccurredtoherthatifDr。MulbridgecaughtsightofMr。Libbybeforehesawher,orbeforeshecouldexplainthatshehadgotoneofthegentlemenatthehotel——sheresolveduponthisprevarication——todrivehertoCorbitantindefaultofanotherconveyance,hewouldhavehisimpressionsandconjectures,whichdoubtlessthebunchofliliesinherhandwoulddotheirparttostimulate。Shesubmittedtothispossibility,andwaitedforhiscoming,whichbegantoseemunreasonablydelayed。Thedooropenedatlast,andatall,powerfullyframedmanofthirty-fiveorforty,dressedinanill-fittingsuitofgrayCanadahomespunappeared。Hemovedwithaslow,ponderingstep,andcarriedhisshaggyheadbentdownwardsfromshouldersslightlyrounded。Hisdarkbeardwasalreadygrizzled,andshesawthathismustachewasburntandturnedtawnyatpointsbysmoking,ofwhichhabithispresencegavestaleevidencetoanothersense。HeheldGrace’scardinhishand,andhelookedather,asheadvanced,outofgrayeyesthat,ifnotsympathetic,wereperfectlyintelligent,andthatatoncesoughttodivineandclassher。Sheperceivedthathetookintheliliesandhercomingcolor;shefeltthathenotedherfigureandherdress。
Shehalfroseinresponsetohisquestioningbow,andhemotionedhertoherseatagain。"Ihadtokeepyouwaiting,"hesaid。"Iwasupallnightwithapatient,andIwasasleepwhenmymothercalledme。"Hestoppedhere,anddefinitivelywaitedforhertobegin。
Shedidnotfindthiseasy,ashetookachairinfrontofher,andsatlookingsteadilyinherface。"I’msorrytohavedisturbedyou"
"Oh,notatall,"heinterrupted。"Theruleistodisturbadoctor。"
"Imean,"shebeganagain,"thatIamnotsurethatIamjustifiedindisturbingyou。"
Hewaitedalittlewhileforhertogoon,andthenhesaid,"Well,letushear。"
"Iwishtoconsultwithyou,"shebrokeout,andagainshecametoasuddenpause;andasshelookedintohisvigilantface,inwhichshewasnotsuretherewasnotahoveringderision,shecouldnotcontinue。Shefeltthatsheoughttogathercouragefromthefactthathehadnotstarted,ordoneanythingpositivelydisagreeablewhenshehadaskedforaconsultation;butshecouldnot,anditdidnotavailhertoreflectthatshewasrenderingherselfliabletoallconceivablemisconstruction,——thatshewasbehavingchildishly,witheveryappearanceofbehavingguiltily。
Hecametoheraidagain,inabluntfashion,neitherkindnorunkind,butsimplycommonsense。"Whatisthematter?"
"Whatisthematter?"sherepeated。
"Yes。Whatarethesymptoms?Whereandhoware,yousick?"
"Iamnotsick,"shecried。Theystaredateachotherinreciprocalamazementandmystification。
"ThenexcusemeifIaskyouwhatyouwishmetodo?"
"Oh!"saidGrace,realizinghisnaturalerror,withaflush。"Itisn’tinregardtomyselfthatIwishtoconsultwithyou。It’sanotherperson——afriend"——
"Well,"saidDr。Mulbridge,laughing,withtheimpatienceofaphysicianusedtomakingshortcutsthroughtheelaborateandreluctantstatementsofladiesseekingadvice,"whatisthematterwithyourfriend?"
"Shehasbeenaninvalidforsometime,"repliedGrace。Thelaugh,whichhaditsedgeofpatronageandconceit,stungherintoself-possessionagain,andshebrieflygavethepointsofMrs。Maynard’scase,withtherecentaccidentandthesymptomsdevelopedduringthenight。Helistenedattentively,noddinghisheadattimes,andnowandthenglancingsharplyather,asonemightatasurprisinglyintelligentchild。
"Imustseeher,"hesaiddecidedly,whenshecametoanend。"Iwillseeherassoonaspossible。IwillcomeovertoJocelyn’sthisafternoon,——assoonasIcangetmydinner,infact。"
Therewassuchatoneofdismissalinhiswordsthatsherose,andhepromptlyfollowedherexample。Shestoodhesitatingamoment。Then,"Idon’tknowwhetheryouunderstoodthatIwishmerelytoconsultwithyou,"shesaid;"thatIdon’twishtorelinquishthecasetoyou"——
"Relinquishthecase——consult"——Dr。Mulbridgestaredather。"No,I
don’tunderstand。Whatdoyoumeanbynotrelinquishingthecase?
Ifthereissomeoneelseinattendance"
"Iaminattendance,"saidthegirlfirmly。"IamMrs。Maynard’sphysician。"
"You?Physician"
"Ifyouhavelookedatmycard"——shebeganwithindignantseverity。
Hegaveasortofroarofamusementandapology,andthenhestaredatheragainwithmuchoftheinterestofanaturalistinanextraordinaryspecimen。
"Ibegyourpardon,"heexclaimed。"Ididn’tlookatit";buthenowdidso,wherehehelditcrumpledinthepalmofhislefthand。"Mymothersaiditwasayounglady,andIdidn’tlook。Willyouwillyousitdown,Dr。Breen?"Hebustledingettingherseveralchairs。
"Iliveoffhereinacorner,andIhaveneverhappenedtomeetanyladiesofourprofessionbefore。Excuseme,ifIspokeundera,——mistakenimpression。I——I——Ishouldnothave——ah——takenyouforaphysician。
You"——Hecheckedhimself,asifhemighthavebeengoingtosaythatshewastooyoungandtoopretty。"Ofcourse,Ishallhavepleasureinconsultingwithyouinregardtoyourfriend’scase,thoughI’venodoubtyouaredoingallthatcanbedone。"Withagreatshowofdeference,hestillbetrayedsomethingoftheairofonewhohumorsajoke;andshefeltthis,butfeltthatshecouldnotopenlyresentit。
"Thankyou,"shereturnedwithdignity,indicatingwithagestureofherhandthatshewouldnotsitdownagain。"Iamsorrytoaskyoutocomesofar。"
"Oh,notatall。Ishallbedrivingoverinthatdirectionatanyrate。