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Nearthevergeofaboldpromontorystandsthehotel,andlookssoutheastwardoverasweepofseaunbrokentothehorizon。Behinditstretchesthevastforest,whichaftertwohundredyearshasresumedthesterilecoastwrestedfromitbythefirstPilgrims,andhasbeguntoeffacetheevidencesoftheinroadmadeinrecentyearsbytheboldspeculatorforwhomJocelyn’sisnamed。TheyoungbirchesandsprucesarebreasthighinthedrivesandavenuesatJocelyn’s;thelowblackberryvinesandthesweetferncoverthecarefully-gradedsidewalks,andobscurethedivisionsofthelots;thechildrenoftheboardershavefoundsquawberriesinthepublicsquareonthespotwheretheband-standwastohavebeen。Thenotionofasea-sideresortatthispointwascourageouslyconceived,andtoacertainextentitwasgenerouslyrealized。Exceptforitsremotenessfromtherailroad,adrawbackwhichfutureenterprisemightbeexpectedtoremedyinsomeway,theplacehasmanynaturaladvantages。Thebroadplateauiscooledbyabreezefromthevastforestsbehindit,whichcomesladenwithhealthandfreshnessfromtheyoungpines;theseaatitsfeetiswarmedbytheGulfStreamtoatemperaturedeliciousforbathing。Therearecertainlymosquitoesfromthewoods;buttherearemosquitoeseverywhere,andthereportthatpeoplehavebeendrivenawaybythemismanifestlyuntrue,forwhoevercomestoJocelyn’sremains。Thebeachatthefootofthebluffisalmostamileatitscurve,anditissosmoothandhardthatitglistenslikepolishedmarblewhennewlywashedbythetide。Itistruethatyoureachitfromthetopbyaflightofeightysteps,butitwasintendedtohaveanelevator,likethoseneartheWhirlpoolatNiagara。Inthemeantimeitiseasyenoughtogodown,andtheladiesgodowneveryday,takingtheirnovelsortheirneedle-workwiththem。Theyhavevariousnotionsofabath:someconceivethatitisbathingtositintheedgeofthewater,andemitshrieksasthesurgesweepsagainstthem;othersrunboldlyin,andafteramomentofpoignanthesitationjumpupanddownhalf-a-dozentimes,andrunout;yetothersimagineitbettertoremainimmersedtothechinforagivenspace,lookingtowardtheshorewithlipstightlyshutandthebreathheld。Butafterthebaththeyareallofonemind;theylaytheirshawlsonthewarmsand,and,spreadingouttheirhairtodry,theydozeinthesun,insuchcoilsandmassesastheunconsciousfigurelendsitselfto。Whentheyrisefromtheirbeds,theysitintheshelterofthecliffandknitorsew,whileoneofthemreadsaloud,andanotherstandswatchtoannouncethecomingoftheseals,whichfrequentareefneartheshoreingreatnumbers。Ithasbeensaidatrivalpointsonthecoastthattheladieslingerthereindespairofeverbeingabletoremounttothehotel。Ayoungmanwhoclamberedalongtheshorefromoneofthosepointsreportedfindingdayafterdaythesameyoungladystretchedoutonthesameshawl,dryingthesameyellowhair,whohadapparentlynevergoneupstairssincetheseasonbegan。Buttherecurrenceofthisphenomenoninthisspotattheverymomentwhentheyoungmancamebymighthavebeenaccountedforuponothertheories。

Jocelyn’swassosecludedthatshecouldnothaveexpectedanyonetofindhertheretwice,andifshehadexpectedthisshewouldnothavepermittedit。Probablyhesawadifferentyoungladyeachtime。

Manyofthesameboarderscomeyearafteryear,andthesetrembleatthesuggestionofachangeforthebetterinJocelyn’s。ThelandlordhasalwaysbelievedthatJocelyn’swouldcomeup,someday,whentimesgotbetter。Hebelievesthatthenarrow-gaugerailroadfromNewLeyden——

arrestedonpaperatthedisastrousmomentwhenthefortunesofJocelyn’sfeltthegeneralcrash——willbepushedthroughyet;andeverysummerhepromisesthatnextsummertheyaregoingtohaveasteam-launchrunningtwiceadayfromLeydenHarbor。Butatpresenthishouseisvisitedonceadaybyabarge,astheNewEnglandcoast-folkscallthevehicleinwhichtheyconveycityboarderstoandfromthestation,andtheoldfrequentersoftheplacehopethatthestationwillneverbenearerJocelyn’sthanatpresent。Someofthemarerichenoughtoaffordasojournatmorefashionableresorts;butmostofthemarenot,thoughtheyareoftenpeopleofpolitetastesandofaestheticemployments。

Theytalkwithslightofthelargewatering-places,andprobablytheywouldnotlikethem,thoughitisreallyeconomythatinspirestheirpassionforJocelyn’swithmostofthem,andtheyknowofthesplendid。

wearinessofNewportmostlybyhearsay。Newarrivalsarenotfavored,buttherearenotoftennewarrivalsatJocelyn’s。Thechiefbusinessofthebargeistobringfreshmeatforthetableandthegauntbagwhichcontainsthemail;forinthefirstflushoftheenterprisetheplacewasmadeapost-office,andthelandlordispostmaster;hehasthehelpofthelady-boardersinhisofficialduties。

Scatteredaboutamongtheyoungbirchesthereareseveralofthosepineframesknownasshells,withineasywalkofthehotel,wheretheirinmatesboard。Theyarepicturesqueinteriors,andareoninformaltermswiththepublicastomanydomesticdetails。Theladyofthehouse,doingherbackhairatherdressing-roomglass,isdividedfromherhusband,smokingattheparlorfire-place,onlybyapartitionofunlathedstudding。Thearrestofdevelopmentintheseshellsischaracteristicofeverythingabouttheplace。NoneoftheimprovementsinventedsincethehardtimesbeganhavebeenaddedtoJocelyn’s;

lawntennisisstillunknownthere;butthereisacroquet-groundbeforethehotel,wheretheshort,toughgrassiskeptintolerableorder。Thewicketsareprettyrusty,anditisusuallythechildrenwhoplay;buttowardthecloseofacertain,afternoonayoungladywaspushingtheballsaboutthere。Sheseemedtobegoingoveragamejustplayed,andtryingtotracethecauseofherfailure。Shemadebadshots,andlaughedatherblunders。Anotheryoungladydroopedlanguidlyonabenchatthesideofthecroquet-ground,andfollowedhermovementswithindifference。

"Idon’tseehowyoudidit,Louise,"pantedtheplayer;"it’sastonishinghowyoubeatme。"

Theladyonthebenchmadeasiftoanswer,butendedbycoughinghoarsely。

"Oh,dearchild!"criedthefirst,droppinghermallet,andrunningtoher。"Yououghttohaveputonyourshawl!"Sheliftedtheknitshawllyingbesideheronthebench,andlaiditacrosstheother’sshoulders,anddrewitcloseaboutherneck。

"Oh,don’t!"saidtheother。"Itchokesmetobebundledupsotight。"

Sheshruggedtheshawldowntohershoulderswithaprettypetulance。

"Ifmychest’sprotected,that’sallthat’snecessary。"Butshemadenomotiontodrapetheoutlinewhichherneatly-fitteddressdisplayed,andshedidnotmovefromherplace,orlookupatheranxiousfriend。

"Oh,butdon’tsithere,Louise,"thelatterpleaded,lingeringnearher。

"Iwaswrongtoletyousitdownatallafteryouhadgotheated。"

"Well,Grace,Ihadto,"saidshewhowascalledLouise。"Iwassotiredout。I’mnotgoingtotakemorecold。IcanalwaystellwhenIam。

I’llputontheshawlinhalfaminute;orelseI’llgoin。

I’msurethere’snothingtokeepmeout。That’stheworstoftheselonelyplaces:mymindpreysuponitself。That’swhatDr。Nixonalwayssaid:hesaiditwasnouseinairsolongasmymindpreyeduponitself。

HesaidthatIoughttodivertmymindallIcould,andkeepitfrompreyinguponitself;thatitwasworthallthemedicineintheworld。"

"That’sperfectlytrue。"

"Thenyououghtn’ttokeepremindingmeallthetimethatI’msick。

That’swhatstartsmymindtopreyinguponitself;andwhenitgetsgoingonceIcan’tstopit。Ioughttotreatmyselfjustlikeawellperson;

that’swhatthedoctorsaid。"

Theotherstoodlookingatthespeakerinfrowningperplexity。Shewasaserious-facedgirl,andnowwhenshefrownedherblackbrowsmetsternlyabovehergrayeyes。Butshecontrolledanyimpulseshehadtoseverity,andaskedgently,"ShallIsendBellatoyou?"

"Oh,no!Ican’tmakesocietyoutofachildthewholetime。I’lljustsitheretillthebargecomesin。Isupposeitwillbeasemptyasagourd,asusual。"Sheadded,withasickandwearynegligence,"Idon’tevenknowwhereBellais。She’srunoff,somewhere。"

"It’squitetimesheshouldbelookedup,fortea。I’llwanderoutthatwayandlookforher。"Sheindicatedthewildernessgenerally。

"Thanks,"saidLouise。Shenowgratefullydrewhershawlupoverhershoulders,andfacedaboutonthebenchsoastocommandaneasyviewofthearrivingbarge。Theothermetitonherwaytotheplaceinthewoodswherethechildrenusuallyplayed,andfounditasemptyasherfriendhadforeboded。Butthedriverstoppedhishorses,andleanedoutofthesideofthewagonwithalittlepackageinhishand。Hereadthesuperscription,andthenglancedconsciouslyatthegirl。"You’reMissBreen,ain’tyou?"

"Yes,"shesaid,withlady-likesweetnessandasortofbusiness-likealertness。

"Well,"suggestedthedriver,"thisisforMissGraceBreen,M。D。"

"Forme,thankyou,"saidtheyounglady。"I’mDr。Breen。"SheputoutherhandforthelittlepackagefromthehomoeopathicpharmacyinBoston;

andthedriveryieldeditwithablushthatreddenedhimtohishair。

"Well,"hesaidslowly,staringatthehandsomegirl,whodidnotvisiblysharehisembarrassment,"theytoldmeyouwastheone;butIcouldn’tseemtogetitthroughme。Ithoughtitmustbetheoldlady。"

"MymotherisMrs。Breen,"theyoungladybrieflyexplained,andwalkedrapidlyaway,leavingthedriverstuckintheheavysandofSea-GlimpseAvenue。

"Why,getup!"heshoutedtohishorses。"Goin’tostayhereallday?"

Hecranedhisneckroundthesideofthewagonforasightofher。

"Well,dumm’fIdon’twishIwassick!Stepsalong,"hemused,watchingtheswirlandrippleofherskirt,"like——Idunnowhat。"

WithherfaceturnedfromhimDr。Breenblushed,too;shewasnotyetsousedtoherqualityofphysicianthatshecouldcoldlybeartheconfusiontowhichherbeingadoctorputmen。Shelaughedalittletoherselfatthehelplessnessofthedriver,confrontedprobablyforthefirsttimewithagraduateoftheNewYorkhomoeopathicschool;butshebelievedthatshehadreasonsfortakingherselfseriouslyineveryway,andshehadnotentereduponthiscareerwithoutdefinitepurposes。Whenshewasnotyetoutofherteens,shehadanunhappyloveaffair,whichwasalwaysdarklyreferredtoasadisappointmentbypeoplewhoknewofitatthetime。Thoughtheparticularsofthecasedonotdirectlyconcernthisstory,itmaybestatedthattherecreantloverafterwardsmarriedherdearestgirl-friend,whomhehadfirstmetinhercompany。Itwascruelenough,andthehurtwentdeep;butitneithercrushednorhardenedher。Itbenumbedherforatime;shesankoutofsight;butwhenshereturnedtotheknowledgeoftheworldsheshowednomarkoftheblowexceptwhatwasthoughtastrangeeccentricityinagirlsuchasshehadbeen。Theworldwhichhadknownher——itwasthatofaninlandNewEnglandcity——heardofherdefinitelyafterseveralyearsasastudentofmedicineinNewYork。Thosewhohadmoreofherintimacyunderstoodthatshehadchosenthisworkwiththeintentionofgivingherlifetoit,inthespiritinwhichotherwomenenterconvents,orgoouttoheathenlands;butprobablythisconceptionhaditsexaggerations。Whatwascertainwasthatshewasrichenoughtohavenoneedofherprofessionasameansofsupport,andthatitsstudyhadcosthermorethantheusualsufferingthatitbringstopersonsofsensitivenerves。Somedetailswerealmostinsuperablyrepugnant;butinschoolingherselftothemshebelievedthatshewaspreparingtoencounteranythingintheapplicationofherscience。

Herfirstintentionhadbeentogobacktoherowntownafterhergraduation,andbeginthepracticeofherprofessionamongthosewhohadalwaysknownher,andwhosescrutinyandcriticismwouldbehardesttobear,andtherefore,asshefancied,themostusefultoherintheformationofcharacter。Butafterwardssherelinquishedherpurposeinfavorofadesignwhichshethoughtwouldbemoreusefultoothers:sheplannedgoingtooneofthegreatfactorytowns,andbeginningpracticethere,incompanywithanolderphysician,amongthechildrenoftheoperatives。Pendingthecompletionofthisarrangement,whichwaswaitinguponthedecisionoftheotherlady,shehadcometoJocelyn’swithhermother,andwithMrs。Maynard,whohadarrivedfromtheWest,aimlesslysickandunfriended,justastheywereaboutleavinghome。

Therewasnoresourcebuttoinviteherwiththem,andDr。Breenwasfindingherfirstpatientinthisunexpectedguest。Shedidnotwhollyregrettheaccident;this,too,wasusefulwork,thoughnotthatshewouldhavechosen;buthermother,afterafortnight,openlyrepined,andcouldnotmentionMrs。Maynardwithoutsomerebelliousmurmur。Shewasanoldlady,whohadoncekeptaveryvigilantconscienceforherself;

butaftermakingherlifeunhappywithitforsomethreescoreyears,shenowapplieditentirelytotheexasperationandcondemnationofothers。

SheespeciallydevotedittofrettingaNewEnglandgirl’snaturallymorbidsenseofdutyinherdaughter,andkeepingitintheirritationofperpetualself-question。Shehadneveractivelyopposedherstudyingmedicine;thatambitionhadharmonizedverywellwithcertainradicaltendenciesofherown,anditwasatleastnotmarriage,whichshehadfoundtolerableonlyinitsmodifiedformofwidowhood;butateverystepafterthedecisivestepwastakenshewasbesetwithmisgivingslestGracewasnotfullyalivetothegraveresponsibilitiesofheroffice,whichsheaccumulateduponthegirlinproportionassheflungoffallresponsibilitiesofherown。ShewasdoubtlessdeceivedbythatshowofcalmwhichsometimesdeceivedGraceherself,who,intutoringhersoultobearwhatithadtobear,mistookhertenseeffortforspiritualrepose,andscarcelyrealizedthroughhertinglingnervesthestrainshewasundergoing。Inspiteofthebitterexperienceofherlife,shewasstillveryardentinherhopesofusefulness,veryscornfulofdistressordiscomforttoherself,andalittleinclinedtoexacttheheroismshewasreadytoshow。Shehadachild’sseveremorality,andshehadhardlylearnedtounderstandthatthereismuchevilintheworldthatdoesnotcharacterizetheperpetrators:sheheldherselfasstrictlytoaccountforeverywordanddeedassheheldothers,andshehadanalmostpassionatedesiretomeettheconsequenceofhererrors;tillthatwasfelt,anintolerabledoomhungoverher。Shetriednottobeimpulsive;

thatwascriminalinoneofhercalling;andshestruggledforpatiencewithanendeavorthatwaslargelysuccessful。

Astotheeffectofhercareeroutsideofherself,andofthosewhomherskillwastobenefit,shetriedtothinkneitherarrogantlynormeanly。

Shewouldnotentertainthevanitythatshewasservingwhatiscalledthecauseofwoman,andshewouldnotassumeanydutiesorresponsibilitiestowardit。Shethoughtmenwereasgoodaswomen;

atleastonemanhadbeennoworsethanonewoman;anditwasinnorepresentativeorexemplarycharacterthatshehadchosenhercourse。

Atthesametimethatsheheldthesesaneopinions,shebelievedthatshehadputawaythehopeswiththepleasuresthatmightoncehavetakenherasayounggirl。Inregardtowhathadchangedthecurrentofherlife,shementallyassertedhermerenullity,herabsolutenon-existence。Thethoughtofitnolongerrankled,andthatinterestcouldneverbehersagain。Ifithadnotbeensomuchlikeaffectation,andsocountertoherstrongaestheticinstinct,shemighthavemadeherdresssomehowsignificantofhercompleteabeyanceinsuchmatters;butasitwassheonlystudiedsimplicity,andaswehaveseenfromtheimpressionofthebarge-drivershedidnotfinallyescapedistinctionindressandmanner。

Infact,shecouldnothaveescapedthateffectifshewould;anditwasoneoftheindomitablecontradictionsofhernaturethatshewouldnot。

Whenshecamebacktothecroquet-ground,leadingthelittlegirlbythehand,shefoundMrs。Maynardnolongeraloneandnolongersad。Shewaschattingandlaughingwithaslimyoungfellow,whosegayblueeyeslookedoutofasunburntface,andwhosestrawhat,carriedinhishand,exposedacloselyshavenhead。Heworeasuitofgrayflannel,andMrs。

MaynardexplainedthathewascampingonthebeachatBirkman’sCove,andhadcomeoverinthesteamerwithherwhenshereturnedfromEurope。SheintroducedhimasMr。Libby,andsaid,"Oh,Bella,youdirtylittlething!"

Mr。LibbybowedanxiouslytoGrace,andturnedforrefugetothelittlegirl。"Hello,Bella!""Hello!"saidthechild。"Rememberme?"ThechildputherlefthandonthatofGraceholdingherright,andprettilypressedherheadagainstthegirl’sarminbashfulsilence。Gracesaidsomecoldlycivilwordstotheyoungman:withoutlookingatMrs。

Maynard,andpassedonintothehouse。

"Youdon’tmeanthat’syourdoctor?"hescarcelymorethanwhispered。

"Yes,Ido,"answeredMrs。Maynard。"Isn’tshetoolovely?Andshe’sjustasgood!Sheusedtostandupatschoolforme,whenallthegirlsweredownonmebecauseIwasWestern。AndwhenIcameEast,thistime,Ijustwentrightstraighttoherhouse。Iknewshecouldtellmeexactlywhattodo。Andthat’sthereasonI’mhere。Ishallalwaysrecommendthisairtoanybodywithlungdifficulties。It’sthegreatestthing!I’malmostanotherperson。Oh,youneedn’tlookafterher,Mr。Libby!There’snothingflirtatiousaboutGrace,"saidMrs。Maynard。

TheyoungmanrecoveredhimselffromhisabsentmindedstareinthedirectionGracehadtaken,withafranklaugh。"Somuchthebetterforafellow,Ishouldsay!"

Gracehandedthelittlegirlovertohernurse,andwenttoherownroom,whereshefoundhermotherwaitingtogodowntotea。

"WhereisMrs。Maynard?"askedMrs。Breen。

"Outonthecroquet-ground,"answeredthedaughter。

"Ishouldthinkitwouldbedamp,"suggestedMrs。Green。

"Shewillcomeinwhenthetea-bellrings。Shewouldn’tcomeinnow,ifItoldher。"

"Well,"saidtheelderlady,"forapersonwholetsherdoctorpayherboard,Ithink’she’sveryindependent。"

"Iwishyouwouldn’tspeakofthat,mother,"saidthegirl。

"Ican’thelpit,Grace。It’sridiculous,——that’swhatitis;it’sridiculous。"

"Idon’tseeanythingridiculousinit。Aphysicianneednotchargeanythingunlesshechooses,orshe;andifIchoosetomakeLouisemyguesthereit’squitethesameasifsheweremyguestathome。"

"Idon’tlikeyoutohavesuchaguest,"saidMrs。Green。"Idon’tseewhatclaimshehasuponyourhospitality。"

"Shehasadoubleclaimuponit,"Graceanswered,withaflush。"Sheisinsicknessandintrouble。Idon’tseehowshecouldhaveabetterclaim。EvenifshewerequitewellIshouldconsiderthewayshehadbeentreatedbyherhusbandsufficient,andIshouldwanttodoeverythingIcouldforher。"

"Ishouldwanthertobehaveherself,"saidMrs。Breendryly。

"Howbehaveherself?Whatdoyoumean?"demandedGrace,withguiltyheat。

"YouknowwhatImean,Grace。Awomaninherpositionoughttobemorecircumspectthananyotherwoman,ifshewantspeopletobelievethatherhusbandtreatedherbadly。"

"Weoughtn’ttoblameherfortryingtoforgethertroubles。It’sessentialtoherrecoveryforhertobeascheerfulasshecanbe。I

knowthatshe’simpulsive,andshe’sfreeinhermannerswithstrangers;

butIsupposethat’sherWesternism。She’salmostdistracted。Shewascryinghalfthenight,withhertroubles,andkeptBellaandmebothawake。"

"IsBellawithhernow?"

"No,"Graceadmitted。"Jane’sgettingherreadytogodownwithus。

Louiseistalkingwithagentlemanwhocameoveronthesteamerwithher;

he’scampingonthebeachnearhere。Ididn’twaittohearparticulars。"

Whenthenursebroughtthelittlegirltotheirdoor,Mrs。GreentookonehandandGracetheother,andtheyledherdowntotea。Mrs。Maynardwasalreadyattable,andtoldthemallaboutmeetingMr。Libbyabroad。

UntilthepresenttimesheandGracehadnotseeneachothersincetheywereatschooltogetherinSouthington,wherethegirlusedtohearsomuchtothedisadvantageofhernativesectionthatshewouldhardlyhaveownedtoitifheraccenthadnotfoundherout。Itwouldhavebeenpleasantertobefriendanotherperson,butthelittleWesternersufferedaveritablepersecution,andthatwasenoughtomakeGraceherfriend。

Shortlyaftershereturnedhomefromschoolshemarried,inthatcasualandtentativefashioninwhichsomanymarriagesseemmade。GracehadheardofherastravellinginEuropewithherhusband,fromwhomshewasnowseparated。ShereportedthathehadknownMr。Libbyinhisbachelordays,andthatMr。Libbyhadtravelledwiththem。Mr。MaynardappearedtohavelefttoMr。Libbythearrangementofhiswife’spleasures,thesupervisionofhershopping,andthedirectionoftheircommonjourneysandsojourns;anditseemedtohavebeenindifferenttohimwhetherhisfriendwassmokingandtellingstorieswithhim,orgoingwithhiswifetotheopera,oruponsuchexcursionsashehadnotastefor。Shegavethedetailsofthetriangularintimacywithafrankunconsciousness;andafternineo’clockshereturnedfromamoonlightwalkonthebeachwithMr。Libby。

Gracesatwaitingforheratthelittleone’sbedside,forBellahadbeenafraidtogotosleepalone。

"Howgoodyouare!"criedLouise,inagratefulunder-tone,asshecamein。ShekissedGrace,andchokeddownacoughwithherhandoverhermouth。

"Louise,"saidGracesternly,"thisisshameful!Youforgetthatyouaremarried,andill,too。"

"Oh,I’meversomuchbetter,to-night。Theair’sjustasdry!Andyouneedn’tmindMr。Libby。He’ssuchanoldfriend!Besides,I’msuretogainthecase。"

"No,matter。Evenasadivorcedwoman,yououghtn’ttogooninthisway。"

"Well,Iwouldn’t,witheveryone。Butit’squitedifferentwithMr。

Libby。And,besides,Ihavetokeepmymindfrompreyingonitselfsomehow。"

II。

Mrs。Maynardsatinthesunontheseaward-lookingpiazzaofthehotel,andcoughedinthewarmair。Shetoldtheladies,astheycameoutfrombreakfast,thatshewaseversomuchbettergenerally,butthatsheseemedtohavemoreofthatticklinginherthroat。Eachofthemadvisedherforgood,andsuggestedthisspecificandthat;andtheyallaskedherwhatMissBreenwasdoingforhercough。Mrs。Maynardreplied,betweentheparoxysms,thatshedidnotknow:itwassomekindofpowders。Thentheysaidtheywouldthinkshewouldwanttotrysomethingactive;eventhoseamongthemwhowerehomoeopathistsinsinuatedafinedistrustofaphysicianoftheirownsex。"Oh,it’snothingserious,"

Mrs。Maynardexplained。"It’sjustbronchial。Theairwilldomemoregoodthananything。I’mkeepingoutinitallIcan。"

Aftertheyweregone,aqueer,gauntmancameandglancedfromthedoorwayather。Hehadoneeyeinunnaturalfixity,andtheothersetatthatabnormalslantwhichissaidtoqualifytheownerforlookingroundacornerbeforehegetstoit。Adrolltwistofhismouthseemedpartlyphysical,but:thereisnodoubtthathehadoftenahumorousintention。

ItwasBarlow,theman-of-all-work,whokilledandpluckedthepoultry,peeledthepotatoesandpickedthepeas,pulledthesweet-cornandthetomatoes,kindledthekitchenfire,harnessedtheoldsplayfootedmare,——safeforladiesandchildren,andintolerableforallothers,whichformedtheentirestudoftheJocelynHousestables,——dugtheclams,rowedandsailedtheboat,lookedafterthebath-houses,andcameincontactwiththeguestsatsomanypointsthathewasoneasytermswiththemall。Thiseasetendedtoanintimacywhichhewashimselfpowerlesstorepress,andwhich,fromtimetotime,requiredtheirintervention。

Henowworeasimplecostumeofshirtandtrousers,thelatterterminatedbyapairofbrokenshoes,andsustainedbywhathecalledasinglegallows;hisbroad-brimmedstrawhatscoopeddownuponhisshouldersbehind,andinfrontaddedtohiscongenitaldifficultyofgettingpeopleinfocus。"Howdoyoudo,thismorning,Mrs。Maynard?"hesaid。

"Oh,I’mfirst-rate,Mr。Barlow。Whatsortofdaydoyouthinkit’sgoingtobeforasail?"

Barlowcameouttotheedgeofthepiazza,andlookedattheseaandsky。

"First-rate。Fog’smostburntawaynow。Youdon’toftenseeafogatJocelyn’safterteno’clockinthemornin’。"

HelookedforapprovaltoMrs。Maynard,whosaid,"That’sso。Theair’sjustsplendid。It’sdoingeverythingforme。"

"It’sthesepinewoods,backo’here。Everybreathon’emdoesyegood。

It’sthebalsaminit。D’youevertry,"heasked,stretchinghishandasfarupthepiazza-postasbecould,andswingingintoaconversationalposture,——"d’youevertrywhiskey——goododdBourbonwhiskey——withwhite-

pinechipsinit?"

Mrs。Maynardlookedupwithinterest,but,shakingherhead,coughedforno。

"Well,Ishouldliketohaveyoutrythat。"

"Whatdoesitdo?"shegasped,whenshecouldgetherbreath。

"Well,it’ssoothin’t’thecough,anditbuildsyeup,everyways。Why,mybrother,"continuedthefactotum,"hediedofconsumptionwhenIwasaboy,——reg’laroldNewEnglandconsumption。Don’thardlyeverhearofitanymore,roundhere。Well,Idon’tsupposethere’sbeenacaseofreg’laroldNewEnglandconsumption——well,nottheoldNewEnglandkind——sincethesewoodsgrowedup。Heusedtotakewhiskeywithwhite-pinechipsinit;andIcanrememberhearin’emsaythatitdonehimmoregoodthanallthedoctor’sstuff。He’dbeenouttoDemarary,andeverywheres,andhecomehomeinthelaststages,andtookupwiththiswhiskeywithwhitepinechipsinit。Well,it’sjustlikethis,Ipresumeit’sthebalsaminthechips。Itdon’tmakeanydifferencehowyougitthebalsamintoyoursystem,so’s’tyougititthere。Ishouldliketohaveyoutrywhiskeywithwhite-pinechipsinit。"

HelookedconvincinglyatMrs。Maynard,whosaidsheshouldliketotryit。"It’sjustbronchialwithme,youknow。ButIshouldliketotryit。Iknowitwouldbesoothing;andI’vealwaysheardthatwhiskeywastheverythingtobuildyouup。But,"sheadded,lapsingfromthisvisionofrecovery,"Icouldn’ttakeitunlessGracesaidso。She’dbesuretofinditout。"

"Why,lookhere,"saidBarlow。"Asfarforthasthatgoes,youcouldkeepthebottleinmyroom。NotbutwhatIbelieveingoingbyyourdoctor’sdirections,itdon’tmatterwhoyourdoctoris。Iain’tsayin’

nothin’againstMissBreen,youunderstand?"

"Oh,no!"criedMrs。Maynard。

"Ineverseemuchnicerladiesthanherandhermotherinthehouse。

Butyoujusttellheraboutthewhiskeywiththewhite-pinechipsinit。

Maybesheneverheardofit。Well,shehain’thadagreatdealofexperienceyet。"

"No,"saidMrs。Maynard。"AndIthinkshe’llbegladtohearofit。

YoumaybesureI’lltellher,Mr。Barlow。Graceiseverythingforthebalsamicpropertiesoftheair,downhere。That’swhatshesaid;andasyousay,itdoesn’tmatterhowyougetthebalsamintoyoursystem,soyougetitthere。"

"No,"saidthefactotum,inatoneofmisgiving,asiftherepetitionofthewordspresentedthetheoryinanewlighttohim。

"WhatIthinkis,andwhatI’malwaystellingGrace,"pursuedMrs。

Maynard,inthatconfidentialspiritinwhichshehelplesslyspokeofherfriendsbytheirfirstnamestoeveryone,"thatifIcouldoncegetmydigestionallright,thenthecoughwouldstopofitself。Thedoctorsaid——Dr。Nixon,thatis——thatitwasmorethanhalfthedigestionanyway。ButjustassoonasIeatanything——orifIover-eatalittle——thenthatticklinginmythroatbegins,andthenIcommencecoughing;andI’mbackjustwhereIwas。It’sthedigestion。Ioughtn’ttohaveeatenthatmincepie,yesterday。"

"No,"admittedBarlow。Thenhesaid,inindirectdefenceofthekitchen,"Ithinkyouhadn’toughttobeoutinthenightair,——well,notagreatdeal。"

"Well,Idon’tsupposeitdoesdomemuchgood,"Mrs。Maynardsaid,turninghereyesseaward。

Barlowlethishanddropfromthepiazzapost,andslouchedin-doors;buthecameoutagainasifprickedbyconsciencetoreturn。

"Afterall,youknow,itdidn’tcurehim。"

"Whatcurehim?"askedMrs。Maynard。

"Thewhiskeywiththewhite-pinechipsinit。"

"Curewho?"

"Mybrother。"

"Oh!Oh,yes!Butmine’sonlybronchial。Ithinkitmightdomegood。

IshalltellGraceaboutit。"

Barlowlookedtroubled,asifhissuccessinthesuggestionofthisremedywerenotfinallyapleasure;butasMrs。Maynardkepthereyespersistentlyturnedfromhim,andwasevidentlytired,hehadnothingforitbuttogoin-doorsagain。HemetGrace,andmadewayforheronthethresholdtopassout。

AsshejoinedMrs。Maynard,"Well,Grace,"saidthelatter,"Idobelieveyouareright。Ihavetakensomemorecold。Butthatshowsthatitdoesn’tgetworseofitself,andIthinkweoughttobeencouragedbythat。

I’mgoingtobemorecarefulofthenightairafterthis。"

"Idon’tthinkthenightairwastheworstthingaboutit,Louise,"saidGracebluntly。

"Youmeanthedampfromthesand?Iputonmyrubbers。"

"Idon’tmeanthedampsand,"saidGrace,beginningtopulloversomesewingwhichshehadinherlap,andlookingdownatit。

Mrs。Maynardwatchedherawhileinexpectationthatshewouldsaymore,butshedidnotspeak。"Oh,——well!"shewasforcedtocontinueherself,"ifyou’regoingtogoonwiththat!"

"Thequestionis,"saidGrace,gettingthethreadshewanted,"whetheryouaregoingonwithit。"

"Why,Ican’tseeanypossibleharminit,"protestedMrs。Maynard。

"Isupposeyoudon’texactlylikemygoingwithMr。Libby,andIknowthatundersomecircumstancesitwouldn’tbequitethething。Butdidn’tItellyoulastnighthowhelivedwithusinEurope?AndwhenwewereallcomingoveronthesteamertogetherMr。LibbyandMr。Maynardweretogetherthewholetime,smokingandtellingstories。Theywerethegreatestfriends!Why,itisn’tasifhewasastranger,oranenemyofMr。Maynard’s。"

Gracedroppedhersewingintoherlap。"Really,Louise,you’reincredible!"Shelookedsternlyattheinvalid;butbrokeintoalaugh,onwhichMrs。Maynardwaitedwithapuzzledface。AsGracesaidnothingmore,shehelplesslyresumed:——

"Wedidn’texpecttogodownthecliffwhenhefirstcalledintheevening。Buthesaidhewouldhelpmeupagain,and——hedid,nicely。

Iwasn’texhaustedabit;andhowItookmorecoldIcan’tunderstand;

Iwaswrappedupwarmly。IthinkItookthecoldwhenIwassittingthereafterourgameofcroquet,withmyshawloff。Don’tyouthinkso?"

shewheedled。

"Perhaps,"saidGrace。

"Hedidnothingbuttalkaboutyou,Grace,"saidMrs。Maynard,withaslylookattheother。"He’sawfullyafraidofyou,andhekeptaskingaboutyou。"

"Louise,"saidtheother,gravelyignoringthesefacts,"Ineverundertookthecareofyousocially,andIobjectverymuchtolecturingyou。YouarenearlyasoldasIam,andyouhavehadagreatdealmoreexperienceoflifethanIhave。"Mrs。Maynardsigheddeeplyinassent。

"Butitdoesn’tseemtohavetaughtyouthatifyouwillprovokepeopletotalkofyou,youmustexpectcriticism。Oneafteranotheryou’vetoldnearlyeverywomaninthehouseyouraffairs,andtheyhaveallsympathizedwithyouandpitiedyou。Ishallhavetobeplain,andtellyouthatIcan’thavethemsneeringandlaughingatanyonewhoismyguest。Ican’tletyoudefypublicopinionhere。"

"Why,Grace,"saidMrs。Maynard,buoyedaboveoffenceatherfriend’swordsbyherconsciousnessofthepointshewasabouttomake,"youdefypublicopinionyourselfagooddealmorethanIdo,everyminute。"

"I?HowdoIdefyit?"demandedGraceindignantly。

"Bybeingadoctor。"

Graceopenedherlipstospeak,butshewasnotareadyperson,andshefeltthethrust。BeforeshecouldsayanythingMrs。Maynardwenton:

"Thereisn’toneofthemthatdoesn’tthinkyou’remuchmorescandalousthanifyouwerethegreatestflirtalive。But,Idon’tmindthem,andwhyshouldyou?"

TheseriousgirlwhomsheaddressedwasinthathelplesssubjectiontothetruthinwhichsomanyNewEnglandwomenpasstheirlives。Shecouldnotdenythetruthwhichlurkedintheexaggerationofthesewords,anditunnervedher,asthefactthatshewasdoingwhatthevastmajorityofwomenconsideredunwomanlyalwaysunnervedherwhenshesufferedherselftothinkofit。"Youareright,Louise,"shesaidmeeklyandsadly。

"Theythinkaswellofyouastheydoofme。"

"Yes,that’sjustwhatIsaid!"criedMrs。Maynard,gladofhersuccessfulargument。

Buthoweverdisabled,herfriendresumed:"Theonlysafewayforyouistotakethegroundthatsolongasyouwearyourhusband’snameyoumusthonorit,nomatterhowcruelandindifferenttoyouhehasbeen。"

"Yes,"assentedMrs。Maynardruefully,"ofcourse。"

"Imeanthatyoumustn’tevenhavetheappearanceoflikingadmiration,orwhatyoucallattentions。It’swicked。"

"Isupposeso,"murmuredtheculprit。

"YouhavebeenbroughtuptohavesuchdifferentideasofdivorcefromwhatIhave,"continuedGrace,"thatIdon’tfeelasifIhadanyrighttoadviseyouaboutwhatyouaretodoafteryougainyoursuit。"

"Ishallnotwanttogetmarriedagainforonewhile;Iknowthatmuch,"

Mrs。Maynardinterpolatedself-righteously。

"Buttillyoudogainit,yououghtnottoregarditasemancipatingyouintheslightestdegree。"

"No,"cameinsadassentfromthevictimofthelaw’sdelays。

"AndIwantyoutopromisemethatyouwon’tgowalkingwithMr。Libbyanymore;andthatyouwon’tevenseehimalone,afterthis。"

"Why,butGrace!"criedMrs。Maynard,asmuchinamazementasinannoyance。"Youdon’tseemtounderstand!Haven’tItoldyouhewasafriendofthefamily?He’squiteasmuchMr。Maynard’sfriendasheismine。I’msure,"sheadded,"ifIaskedMr。Libby,Ishouldneverthinkofgettingdivorced。He’sallforGeorge;andit’sasmuchasIcandotoputupwithhim。"

"Nomatter。Thatdoesn’taltertheappearancetopeoplehere。Idon’twishyoutogowithhimaloneanymore。"

"Well,Grace,Iwon’t,"saidMrs。Maynardearnestly。"Iwon’t,indeed。

Andthatmakesmethink:hewantedyoutogoalongthismorning。"

"Togoalong?Wantedme——Whatareyoutalkingabout?"

"Why,Isupposethat’shisboat,outthere,now。"Mrs。Maynardpointedtoalittlecraftjustcomingtoanchorinsidethereef。"Hesaidhewantedmetotakeasailwithhim,thismorning;andhesaidhewouldcomeupandaskyou,too。Idohopeyou’llgo,Grace。It’sjustascalm;andhealwayshasamanwithhimtohelpsailtheboat,sothereisn’ttheleastdanger。"Gracelookedatherinsilentsorrow,andMrs。

Maynardwentonwithsympatheticseriousness:"Oh!there’sonethingI

wanttoaskyouabout,Grace:Idon’tliketohaveanyconcealmentsfromyou。"Gracedidnotspeak,butshepermittedMrs。Maynardtoproceed:

"Barlowrecommendedit,andhe’slivedhereagreatwhile。Hisbrothertookit,andhehadtheregularoldNewEnglandconsumption。IthoughtI

shouldn’tliketotryitwithoutyourknowingit。"

"Tryit?Whatareyoutalkingabout,Louise?"

"Why,whiskeywithwhite-pinechipsinit。"

Gracerose,andmovedtowardsthedoor,withthethingsdroppingfromherlap。Oneofthesewasaspool,thatrolleddownthestepsandoutuponthesandyroad。Sheturnedtopursueit,andrecovereditatthecostofdroppingherscissorsandthimbleoutofoppositesidesofherskirt,whichshehadgatheredupapronwisetoholdherwork。Whensherosefromthecomplicateddifficulty,inwhichMrs。Maynardhadamiablylentheraid,sheconfrontedMr。Libby,whowascomingtowardsthemfromthecliff。Shegavehimastiffnod,andattemptedtomoveaway;butinturningroundandaboutshehadspunherselfintothefoldsofastoutlinenthreadescapingfromitsspool。Thesegyvesnotonlyboundherskirtsbutinvolvedherfeetinanextraordinarymesh,whichtightenedatthefirststepandbroughthertoastandstill。

Mrs。Maynardbegantolaughandcough,asMr。Libbycametoherfriend’shelp。Hegotthespoolinhishand,andwalkedaroundherintheendeavortofreeher;butinvain。Sheextendedhimthescissorswiththesternpassivityofafate。"Cutit,"shecommanded,andMr。Libbykneltbeforeherandobeyed。"Thanks,"shesaid,takingbackthescissors;andnowshesatdownagain,andbegandeliberatelytoputupherworkinherhandkerchief。

"I’llgooutandgetmythings。Iwon’tbegonehalfaminute,Mr。

Libby,"saidMrs。Maynard,withherfirstbreath,asshevanishedindoors。

Mr。LibbyleanedagainstthepostlatelyoccupiedbythefactotuminhistalkwithMrs。Maynard,andlookeddownatGraceasshebentoverherwork。Ifhewishedtospeaktoher,andwaswaveringastotheappropriatestyleofaddressforahandsomegirl,whowasatonceayoungladyandaphysician,shesparedhimtheagonyofadecisionbylookingupathimsuddenly。

"Ihope,"hefaltered,"thatyoufeellikeasail,thismorning?

DidMrs。Maynard——"

"Ishallhavetoexcusemyself,"answeredGrace,withaconscienceagainstsayingshewassorry。"Iamaverybadsailor。"

"Well,soamI,forthatmatter,"saidMr。Libby。"Butit’ssmoothasapond,to-day。"

Giicemadenodirectresponse,andhegrewvisiblyuncomfortableunderthecoldabstractionofthegazewithwhichsheseemedtolookthroughhim。"Mrs。MaynardtellsmeyoucameoverwithherfromEurope。"

’Ohyes!"criedtheyoungman,thelightofpleasantrecollectionkindlinginhisgayeyes。"Wehadagoodtime。Maynardwasalong:he’safirst-ratefellow。Iwishhewerehere。"

"Yes,"saidGrace,"Iwishso,too。"Shedidnotknowwhattomakeofthisfranknessoftheyoungman’s,andshedidnotknowwhethertoconsiderhimverydepravedorveryinnocent。Inherquestionshecontinuedtostareathim,withoutbeingawareoftheembarrassmenttowhichshewasputtinghim。

IheardofMrs。Maynard’sbeinghere,andIthoughtIshouldfindhim,too。Icameoveryesterdaytogethimtogointothewoodswithus。"

Gracedecidedthatthiswasmereeffrontery。"Itisapitythatheisnothere,"shesaid;andthoughitoughttohavebeenpossibleforhertogoonandrebuketheyoungfellowforbestowinguponMrs。Maynardthecomradeshipintendedforherhusband,itwasnotso。Shecouldonlylookseverelyathim,andtrustthathemightconceivetheintentionwhichshecouldnotexpress。Sherebelledagainsttheconventionandagainstherownweakness,whichwouldnotletherboldlyinterfereinwhatshebelievedawrong;shehaddefiedsociety,inthemass,buthere,withthisman,whomasanatomofthemassshewouldhavedespised,shewaspowerless。

"Haveyoueverseenhim?"Libbyasked,perhapsclingingtoMaynardbecausehewasatopicofconversationindefaultofwhichtheremightbenothingtosay。

"No,"answeredGrace。

"He’sfunny。He’sgotlotsofthatWesternhumor,andhetellsastorybetterthananymanIeversaw。Therewasonestoryofhis"——

"Ihavenosenseofhumor,"interruptedGraceimpatiently。"Mr。Libby,"

shebrokeout,"I’msorrythatyou’veaskedMrs。Maynardtotakeasailwithyou。Theseaair"——shereddenedwiththeshameofnotbeingabletoproceedwithoutthiswretchedsubterfuge——"won’tdoheranygood。"

"Then,"saidtheyoungman,"youmustn’tlethergo。"

"Idon’tchoosetoforbidher,"Gracebegan。

"Ibegyourpardon,"hebrokein。"I’llbebackinamoment。"

Heturned,andrantotheedgeofthecliff,overwhichhevanished,andhedidnotreappeartillMrs。MaynardhadrejoinedGraceonthepiazza。

"Ihopeyouwon’tminditsbeingalittlerough,Mrs。Maynard,"hesaid,breathingquickly。"Adamsthinkswe’regoingtohaveitprettyfreshbeforewegetback。"

"Indeed,Idon’twanttogo,then!"criedMrs。Maynard,inpetulantdisappointment,lettingherwrapsfalluponachair。

Mr。LibbylookedatGrace,whohaughtilyrejectedapartintheconspiracy。"Iwishyoutogo,Louise,"shedeclaredindignantly。

"Iwilltaketheriskofalltheharmthatcomestoyoufromthebadweather。"Shepickeduptheshawls,andhandedthemtoMr。Libby,onwhomhereyesblazedtheircontemptandwonder。ItcostagreatdealofpersuasionandinsistencenowtomakeMrs。Maynardgo,andheleftallthistoGrace,notutteringawordtillhegaveMrs。Maynardhishandtohelpherdownthesteps。Thenhesaid,"Well,IwonderwhatMissBreendoeswant。"

"I’msureIdon’tknow,"saidtheother。"Atfirstshedidn’twantmetogo,thismorning,andnowshemakesme。Idohopeitisn’tgoingtobeastorm。"

"Idon’tbelieveitis。Alittlefresh,perhaps。Ithoughtyoumightbeseasick。"

"Don’tyouremember?I’mneverseasick!That’soneoftheworstsigns。"

"Oh,yes。"

"IfIcouldbethoroughlyseasickonce,itwouldbethebestthingI

coulddo。"

"Isshecapricious?"askedMr。Libby。

"Grace?"criedMrs。Maynard,releasingherhandhalf-waydownthesteps,inordertoenjoyherastonishmentwithoutlimitationofanysort。

"Gracecapricious!"

"Yes,"saidMr。Libby,"that’swhatIthought。Bettertakemyhandagain,"andhesecuredthatofMrs。Maynard,whocontinuedherdescent。

"IsupposeIdon’tunderstandherexactly。Perhapsshedidn’tlikemynotcallingherDoctor。Ididn’tcallheranything。IsupposeshethoughtIwasdodgingit。Iwas。IshouldhavehadtocallherMissBreen,ifIcalledheranything。"

"Shewouldn’thavecared。Sheisn’tadoctorforthenameofit。"

"Isupposeyouthinkit’sapity?"heasked。

"What?"

"Herbeingadoctor。"

"I’lltellheryousayso。"

"No,don’t。Butdon’tyou?"

"Well,Iwouldn’twanttobeone,"saidMrs。Maywardcandidly。

"Isupposeit’sallright,ifshedoesitfromasenseofduty,asyousay,"hesuggested。

"Oh,yes,she’sallright。Andshe’sjustasmuchofagirlasanybody;

thoughshedon’tknowit,"Mrs。Maynardaddedastutely。"Whywouldn’tshecomewithus?Wereyouafraidtoaskher?"

"Shesaidshewasn’tagoodsailor。Perhapsshethoughtweweretooyoung。Shemustbeolderthanyou。"

"Yes,andyou,too!"criedMrs。Maynard,withgood-naturedderision。

"Shedoesn’tlookold,"returnedMr。Libby。

"She’stwenty-eight。Howoldareyou?"

"Ipromisedthecensus-takernottotelltillhisreportcameout。"

"Whatisthecolorofherhair?"

"Brown。"

"Andhereyes?"

"Idon’tknow!"

"Youhadbetterlookout,Mr。Libby!"saidMrs。Maynard,puttingherfootonthegroundatlast。

Theywalkedacrossthebeachtowherehisdorylay,andGracesawhimpullingouttothesailboatbeforeshewentinfromthepiazza。Thenshewenttohermother’sroom。Theelderlyladywaskeepingindoors,uponatheorythatthedewwason,andthatitwasnotwholesometogoouttillitwasoff。Sheasked,accordingtoherhabitwhenshemetherdaughteralone,"WhereisMrs。Maynard?"

"Whydoyoualwaysaskthat,mother?"retortedGrace,withhergrowingirritationinregardtoherpatientintensifiedbytherecentinterview。

"Ican’tbewithherthewholetime。"

"Iwishyoucould,"saidMrs。Breen,withnoncommittalsuggestion。

Gracecouldnotkeepherselffromdemanding,"Why?"ashermotherexpected,thoughsheknewwhytoowell。

"Becauseshewouldn’tbeinmischiefthen,"returnedMrs。Breen。

"She’sinmischiefnow!"criedthegirlvehemently;"andit’smyfault!

Ididit。IsentherofftosailwiththatridiculousMr。Libby!"

"Why?"askedMrs。Breen,inherturn,withunbrokentranquillity。

"BecauseIama,fool,andIcouldn’thelphimlieoutofhisengagementwithher。"

"Didn’thewanttogo?"

"Idon’tknow。Yes。Theybothwantedmetogowiththem。Simpletons!

Andwhileshehadgoneup-stairsforherwrapsImanagedtomakehimunderstandthatIdidn’twishhertogo,either;andherandowntohisboat,andcamebackwithastoryaboutitsgoingtoberough,andlookedatmeperfectlydelighted,asifIshouldbepleased。Ofcourse,then,I

madehimtakeher。"

"Andisn’titgoingtoberough?"askedMrs。Green。

"Why,mother,thesea’slikeglass。"

Mrs。Breenturnedthesubject。"Youwouldhavedonebetter,Grace,tobeginasyouhadplanned。YourgoingtoFallRiver,andbeginningpracticethereamongthosefactorychildren,wastheonlythingthatI

everentirelylikedinyourtakingupmedicine。Therewassenseinthat。

Youhadstudiedspeciallyforit。Youcouldhavedonegoodthere。"

"Oh,yes,"sighedthegirl,"Iknow。ButwhatwasItodo,whenshecametous,sickandpoor?Icouldn’tturnmybackonher,especiallyafteralwaysbefriendingher,asIusedto,atschool,andgettinghertodependonme。"

"Idon’tseehowyoueverlikedher,"saidMrs。Breen。

"Ineverdidlikeher。Ipitiedher。Ialwaysthoughtherapoor,flimsylittlething。Butthatoughtn’ttomakeanydifference,ifshewasintrouble。"

"No,"Mrs。Breenconceded,andincompensationGraceadmittedsomethingmoreonherside:"She’sworsethansheusedtobe,——sillier。Idon’tsupposeshehasawrongthought;butshe’saslightasfoam。"

"Oh,itisn’tthewickedpeoplewho,dotheharm,"saidMrs。Green。

"Iwassurethatthisairwouldbeeverythingforher;andsoitwould,withanyordinarycase。Butachildwouldtakebettercareofitself。

Ihavetowatchhereveryminute,likeachild;andIneverknowwhatshewilldonext。"

"Yes;it’saburden,"saidMrs。Breen,withasympathywhichshehadnotexpressedbefore。"Andyou’reagoodgirl,Grace,"sheaddedinveryunwontedrecognition。

Thegratefultearsstoleintothedaughter’seyes,butshekeptafirmface,evenaftertheybegantofollowoneanotherdownhercheeks。"AndifLouisehadn’tcome,youknow,mother,thatIwasanxioustohavesomeolderpersonwithmewhenIwenttoFallRiver。Iwasgladtohavethisrespite;itgivesmeachancetothink。Ifeltalittletimidaboutbeginningalone。"

"Amanwouldn’t,"Mrs。Breenremarked。

"No。Iamnotaman。Ihaveacceptedthat;withalltherest。Idon’trebelagainstbeingawoman。IfIhadbeenaman,Ishouldn’thavestudiedmedicine。Youknowthat。IwishedtobeaphysicianbecauseI

wasawoman,andbecause——because——Ihadfailedwhere——otherwomen’shopesare。"Shesaiditoutfirmly,andhermothersoftenedtoherinproportiontothegirl’sownstrength。"Imighthavebeenjustanurse。

YouknowIshouldhavebeenwillingtobethat,butIthoughtIcouldbesomethingmore。Butit’snousetalking。"Sheadded,afteraninterval,inwhichhermotherrockedtoandfrowithagentlemotionthatsearchedthejointsofherchair,andbroughtoutitsmostplaintivesqueakinpatheticiteration,andwatchedGrace,asshesatlookingseawardthroughtheopenwindow,"Ithinkit’sratherhard,mother,thatyoushouldbealwaystalkingasifIwishedtotakemycallingmannishly。AllthatI

intendisnottotakeitwomanishly;butasfornotbeingawomanaboutit,oraboutanything,that’ssimplyimpossible。Awomanisremindedofherinsufficiencytoherselfeveryhouroftheday。Andit’salwaysamanthatcomestoherhelp。Idroppedsomethingsoutofmylapdownthere,andbythetimeIhadgatheredthemupIwaswoundroundandroundwithlinenthreadsothatIcouldn’tmoveastep,andMr。Libbycutmeloose。Icouldhavedoneitmyself,butitseemedrightandnaturalthatheshoulddoit。Idaresayheplumedhimselfuponhisservicetome,——thatwouldbenatural,too。Ihavethingsenoughtokeepmemeek,mother!"

ShedidnotlookroundatMrs。Breen,whosaid,"Ithinkyouaremorbidaboutit。"

"Yes。AndIhavethesatisfactionofknowingthatwhateverpeoplethinkofLouise’sgiddiness,I’m,agreatdealmorescandaloustothemthansheissimplybecauseIwishtodosomegoodintheworld,inawaythatwomenhaven’tdoneit,usually。"

"Nowyouaremorbid。"

"Oh,yes!Talkaboutmenbeingobstacles!It’sotherwomen!Thereisn’tawomaninthehousethatwouldn’tsoonertrustherselfinthehandsofthestupidestboythatgothisdiplomawithmethanshewouldinmine。Louiseknowsit,andshefeelsthatshehasaclaimuponmeinbeingmypatient。AndI’venoinfluencewithheraboutherconductbecausesheunderstandsperfectlywellthattheyallconsidermemuchworse。Shepridesherselfondoingmejustice。Shepatronizesme。ShetellsmethatI’mjustasniceas,ifIhadn’t’beenthroughallthat。’"

Gracerose,andalaugh,whichwashalfasob,brokefromher。

Mrs。Breencouldnotfeelthehumorofthepredicament。"Sheputsyouinafalseposition。"

"Imustgoandseewherethatpoorlittlewretchofachildis,"saidGrace,goingoutoftheroom。Shereturnedinanhour,andaskedhermotherforthearnica。"Bellahashadabump,"sheexplained。

"Why,haveyoubeenallthistimelookingforher?

"No,Icouldn’tfindher,andI’vebeenreading。Barlowhasjustbroughtherin。HEcouldfindher。Shefelloutofatree,andshe’sfrightfullybruised。"

Shewasmakingsearchonaclosetshelfasshetalked。Whenshereappearedwiththebottleinherhand,hermotherasked,"Isn’titveryhotandclose?"

"Very,"saidGrace。

"Ishouldcertainlythinktheywouldperish,"saidMrs。Breen,hazardingthepronoun,withawoman’sconfidencethatherinterlocutorwouldapplyitcorrectly。

WhenGracehadseenBellaproperlybathedandbrown-papered,andinthewaytoforgetfulnessofherwoundsinsleep,shecamedowntothepiazza,andstoodlookingouttosea。Theladiesappearedonebyoneovertheedgeofthecliff,andcameup,languidlystringingtheirshawlsafterthem,orclaspingtheirnovelstotheirbosoms。

"Thereisn’tabreathdownthere,"theysaid,oneafteranother。Thelastoneadded,"Barlowsaysit’sthehottestdayhe’severseenhere。"

InaminuteBarlowhimselfappearedattheheadofthestepswiththeladies’remainingwraps,andconfirmedtheirreportinperson。"Itellyou,"hesaid,wipinghisforehead,"it’saripper。"

"Itmustbeanawfuldayintown,"saidoneoftheladies,fanningherselfwithanewspaper。

"Isthatto-day’sAdvertiser,Mrs。Alger?"askedanother。

"Oh,dear,no!yesterday’s。Wesha’n’thavetoday’stillthisafternoon。

Itshowswhatanewarrivalyouare,Mrs。Scott——yourasking。"

"Tobesure。Butit’ssuchacomfortbeingwhereyoucanseetheAdvertiserthesamemorning。IalwayslookattheWeatherReportthefirstthing。Iliketoknowwhattheweatherisgoingtobe。"

"Youcan’tatJocelyn’s。Youcanonlyknowwhatit’sbeen。"

"Well,"Barlowinterposed,jealousforJocelyn’s,"youcanmostal’aystellbythelooko’things。"

"Yes,"saidoneoftheladies;"butI’drathertrusttheWeatherReport。

It’swonderfulhowitcomestrue。Idon’tthinkthere’sanythingthatyoumissmoreinEuropethanourAmericanWeatherReport。"

"I’msureyoumisstheoysters,"saidanother。

"Yes,"thefirstadmitted,"youdomisstheoysters。ItwasthelastoftheRmonthswhenwelandedinNewYork;anddoyouknowwhatwedidthefirstthing——?WedrovetoFultonMarket,andhadoneofthoseFultonMarketbroils!MyhusbandsaidweshouldhavehaditifithadbeenJuly。HeusedtodreamoftheAmericanoysterswhenwewereinEurope。

Gentlemenaresofondofthem。"

Barlow,fromscanningtheheavens,turnedroundandfacedthecompany,whichhaddroopedinseveralattitudesofexhaustiononthebenchingofthepiazza。"Well,Icanmostal’aystellaboutJocelyn’sasgoodastheWeatherReport。ItoldMrs。Maynardherethismornin’thatthefogwasgoin’toburnoff。"

"Burnoff?"criedMrs。Alger。"Ishouldthinkithad!"Theotherladieslaughed。

"Andyou’llsee,"addedBarlow,"thatthewind’llchangeatnoon,andwe’llhaveitcooler。"

"Ifit’sashotonthewaterasitishere,"saidMrs。Scott,"Ishouldthinkthosepeoplewouldgetasunstroke。"

"Well,soshouldI,Mrs。Scott,"cordiallyexclaimedalittlefatlady,asifhereatlastwereanopinioninwhichallmightrejoicetosympathize。

"It’sneversohotonthewater,Mrs。Merritt,"saidMrs。Alger,withtheinstructivenessofanoldhabitude。

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