Nearthevergeofaboldpromontorystandsthehotel,andlookssoutheastwardoverasweepofseaunbrokentothehorizon。Behinditstretchesthevastforest,whichaftertwohundredyearshasresumedthesterilecoastwrestedfromitbythefirstPilgrims,andhasbeguntoeffacetheevidencesoftheinroadmadeinrecentyearsbytheboldspeculatorforwhomJocelyn’sisnamed。TheyoungbirchesandsprucesarebreasthighinthedrivesandavenuesatJocelyn’s;thelowblackberryvinesandthesweetferncoverthecarefully-gradedsidewalks,andobscurethedivisionsofthelots;thechildrenoftheboardershavefoundsquawberriesinthepublicsquareonthespotwheretheband-standwastohavebeen。Thenotionofasea-sideresortatthispointwascourageouslyconceived,andtoacertainextentitwasgenerouslyrealized。Exceptforitsremotenessfromtherailroad,adrawbackwhichfutureenterprisemightbeexpectedtoremedyinsomeway,theplacehasmanynaturaladvantages。Thebroadplateauiscooledbyabreezefromthevastforestsbehindit,whichcomesladenwithhealthandfreshnessfromtheyoungpines;theseaatitsfeetiswarmedbytheGulfStreamtoatemperaturedeliciousforbathing。Therearecertainlymosquitoesfromthewoods;buttherearemosquitoeseverywhere,andthereportthatpeoplehavebeendrivenawaybythemismanifestlyuntrue,forwhoevercomestoJocelyn’sremains。Thebeachatthefootofthebluffisalmostamileatitscurve,anditissosmoothandhardthatitglistenslikepolishedmarblewhennewlywashedbythetide。Itistruethatyoureachitfromthetopbyaflightofeightysteps,butitwasintendedtohaveanelevator,likethoseneartheWhirlpoolatNiagara。Inthemeantimeitiseasyenoughtogodown,andtheladiesgodowneveryday,takingtheirnovelsortheirneedle-workwiththem。Theyhavevariousnotionsofabath:someconceivethatitisbathingtositintheedgeofthewater,andemitshrieksasthesurgesweepsagainstthem;othersrunboldlyin,andafteramomentofpoignanthesitationjumpupanddownhalf-a-dozentimes,andrunout;yetothersimagineitbettertoremainimmersedtothechinforagivenspace,lookingtowardtheshorewithlipstightlyshutandthebreathheld。Butafterthebaththeyareallofonemind;theylaytheirshawlsonthewarmsand,and,spreadingouttheirhairtodry,theydozeinthesun,insuchcoilsandmassesastheunconsciousfigurelendsitselfto。Whentheyrisefromtheirbeds,theysitintheshelterofthecliffandknitorsew,whileoneofthemreadsaloud,andanotherstandswatchtoannouncethecomingoftheseals,whichfrequentareefneartheshoreingreatnumbers。Ithasbeensaidatrivalpointsonthecoastthattheladieslingerthereindespairofeverbeingabletoremounttothehotel。Ayoungmanwhoclamberedalongtheshorefromoneofthosepointsreportedfindingdayafterdaythesameyoungladystretchedoutonthesameshawl,dryingthesameyellowhair,whohadapparentlynevergoneupstairssincetheseasonbegan。Buttherecurrenceofthisphenomenoninthisspotattheverymomentwhentheyoungmancamebymighthavebeenaccountedforuponothertheories。
Jocelyn’swassosecludedthatshecouldnothaveexpectedanyonetofindhertheretwice,andifshehadexpectedthisshewouldnothavepermittedit。Probablyhesawadifferentyoungladyeachtime。
Manyofthesameboarderscomeyearafteryear,andthesetrembleatthesuggestionofachangeforthebetterinJocelyn’s。ThelandlordhasalwaysbelievedthatJocelyn’swouldcomeup,someday,whentimesgotbetter。Hebelievesthatthenarrow-gaugerailroadfromNewLeyden——
arrestedonpaperatthedisastrousmomentwhenthefortunesofJocelyn’sfeltthegeneralcrash——willbepushedthroughyet;andeverysummerhepromisesthatnextsummertheyaregoingtohaveasteam-launchrunningtwiceadayfromLeydenHarbor。Butatpresenthishouseisvisitedonceadaybyabarge,astheNewEnglandcoast-folkscallthevehicleinwhichtheyconveycityboarderstoandfromthestation,andtheoldfrequentersoftheplacehopethatthestationwillneverbenearerJocelyn’sthanatpresent。Someofthemarerichenoughtoaffordasojournatmorefashionableresorts;butmostofthemarenot,thoughtheyareoftenpeopleofpolitetastesandofaestheticemployments。
Theytalkwithslightofthelargewatering-places,andprobablytheywouldnotlikethem,thoughitisreallyeconomythatinspirestheirpassionforJocelyn’swithmostofthem,andtheyknowofthesplendid。
wearinessofNewportmostlybyhearsay。Newarrivalsarenotfavored,buttherearenotoftennewarrivalsatJocelyn’s。Thechiefbusinessofthebargeistobringfreshmeatforthetableandthegauntbagwhichcontainsthemail;forinthefirstflushoftheenterprisetheplacewasmadeapost-office,andthelandlordispostmaster;hehasthehelpofthelady-boardersinhisofficialduties。
Scatteredaboutamongtheyoungbirchesthereareseveralofthosepineframesknownasshells,withineasywalkofthehotel,wheretheirinmatesboard。Theyarepicturesqueinteriors,andareoninformaltermswiththepublicastomanydomesticdetails。Theladyofthehouse,doingherbackhairatherdressing-roomglass,isdividedfromherhusband,smokingattheparlorfire-place,onlybyapartitionofunlathedstudding。Thearrestofdevelopmentintheseshellsischaracteristicofeverythingabouttheplace。NoneoftheimprovementsinventedsincethehardtimesbeganhavebeenaddedtoJocelyn’s;
lawntennisisstillunknownthere;butthereisacroquet-groundbeforethehotel,wheretheshort,toughgrassiskeptintolerableorder。Thewicketsareprettyrusty,anditisusuallythechildrenwhoplay;buttowardthecloseofacertain,afternoonayoungladywaspushingtheballsaboutthere。Sheseemedtobegoingoveragamejustplayed,andtryingtotracethecauseofherfailure。Shemadebadshots,andlaughedatherblunders。Anotheryoungladydroopedlanguidlyonabenchatthesideofthecroquet-ground,andfollowedhermovementswithindifference。
"Idon’tseehowyoudidit,Louise,"pantedtheplayer;"it’sastonishinghowyoubeatme。"
Theladyonthebenchmadeasiftoanswer,butendedbycoughinghoarsely。
"Oh,dearchild!"criedthefirst,droppinghermallet,andrunningtoher。"Yououghttohaveputonyourshawl!"Sheliftedtheknitshawllyingbesideheronthebench,andlaiditacrosstheother’sshoulders,anddrewitcloseaboutherneck。
"Oh,don’t!"saidtheother。"Itchokesmetobebundledupsotight。"
Sheshruggedtheshawldowntohershoulderswithaprettypetulance。
"Ifmychest’sprotected,that’sallthat’snecessary。"Butshemadenomotiontodrapetheoutlinewhichherneatly-fitteddressdisplayed,andshedidnotmovefromherplace,orlookupatheranxiousfriend。
"Oh,butdon’tsithere,Louise,"thelatterpleaded,lingeringnearher。
"Iwaswrongtoletyousitdownatallafteryouhadgotheated。"
"Well,Grace,Ihadto,"saidshewhowascalledLouise。"Iwassotiredout。I’mnotgoingtotakemorecold。IcanalwaystellwhenIam。
I’llputontheshawlinhalfaminute;orelseI’llgoin。
I’msurethere’snothingtokeepmeout。That’stheworstoftheselonelyplaces:mymindpreysuponitself。That’swhatDr。Nixonalwayssaid:hesaiditwasnouseinairsolongasmymindpreyeduponitself。
HesaidthatIoughttodivertmymindallIcould,andkeepitfrompreyinguponitself;thatitwasworthallthemedicineintheworld。"
"That’sperfectlytrue。"
"Thenyououghtn’ttokeepremindingmeallthetimethatI’msick。
That’swhatstartsmymindtopreyinguponitself;andwhenitgetsgoingonceIcan’tstopit。Ioughttotreatmyselfjustlikeawellperson;
that’swhatthedoctorsaid。"
Theotherstoodlookingatthespeakerinfrowningperplexity。Shewasaserious-facedgirl,andnowwhenshefrownedherblackbrowsmetsternlyabovehergrayeyes。Butshecontrolledanyimpulseshehadtoseverity,andaskedgently,"ShallIsendBellatoyou?"
"Oh,no!Ican’tmakesocietyoutofachildthewholetime。I’lljustsitheretillthebargecomesin。Isupposeitwillbeasemptyasagourd,asusual。"Sheadded,withasickandwearynegligence,"Idon’tevenknowwhereBellais。She’srunoff,somewhere。"
"It’squitetimesheshouldbelookedup,fortea。I’llwanderoutthatwayandlookforher。"Sheindicatedthewildernessgenerally。
"Thanks,"saidLouise。Shenowgratefullydrewhershawlupoverhershoulders,andfacedaboutonthebenchsoastocommandaneasyviewofthearrivingbarge。Theothermetitonherwaytotheplaceinthewoodswherethechildrenusuallyplayed,andfounditasemptyasherfriendhadforeboded。Butthedriverstoppedhishorses,andleanedoutofthesideofthewagonwithalittlepackageinhishand。Hereadthesuperscription,andthenglancedconsciouslyatthegirl。"You’reMissBreen,ain’tyou?"
"Yes,"shesaid,withlady-likesweetnessandasortofbusiness-likealertness。
"Well,"suggestedthedriver,"thisisforMissGraceBreen,M。D。"
"Forme,thankyou,"saidtheyounglady。"I’mDr。Breen。"SheputoutherhandforthelittlepackagefromthehomoeopathicpharmacyinBoston;
andthedriveryieldeditwithablushthatreddenedhimtohishair。
"Well,"hesaidslowly,staringatthehandsomegirl,whodidnotvisiblysharehisembarrassment,"theytoldmeyouwastheone;butIcouldn’tseemtogetitthroughme。Ithoughtitmustbetheoldlady。"
"MymotherisMrs。Breen,"theyoungladybrieflyexplained,andwalkedrapidlyaway,leavingthedriverstuckintheheavysandofSea-GlimpseAvenue。
"Why,getup!"heshoutedtohishorses。"Goin’tostayhereallday?"
Hecranedhisneckroundthesideofthewagonforasightofher。
"Well,dumm’fIdon’twishIwassick!Stepsalong,"hemused,watchingtheswirlandrippleofherskirt,"like——Idunnowhat。"
WithherfaceturnedfromhimDr。Breenblushed,too;shewasnotyetsousedtoherqualityofphysicianthatshecouldcoldlybeartheconfusiontowhichherbeingadoctorputmen。Shelaughedalittletoherselfatthehelplessnessofthedriver,confrontedprobablyforthefirsttimewithagraduateoftheNewYorkhomoeopathicschool;butshebelievedthatshehadreasonsfortakingherselfseriouslyineveryway,andshehadnotentereduponthiscareerwithoutdefinitepurposes。Whenshewasnotyetoutofherteens,shehadanunhappyloveaffair,whichwasalwaysdarklyreferredtoasadisappointmentbypeoplewhoknewofitatthetime。Thoughtheparticularsofthecasedonotdirectlyconcernthisstory,itmaybestatedthattherecreantloverafterwardsmarriedherdearestgirl-friend,whomhehadfirstmetinhercompany。Itwascruelenough,andthehurtwentdeep;butitneithercrushednorhardenedher。Itbenumbedherforatime;shesankoutofsight;butwhenshereturnedtotheknowledgeoftheworldsheshowednomarkoftheblowexceptwhatwasthoughtastrangeeccentricityinagirlsuchasshehadbeen。Theworldwhichhadknownher——itwasthatofaninlandNewEnglandcity——heardofherdefinitelyafterseveralyearsasastudentofmedicineinNewYork。Thosewhohadmoreofherintimacyunderstoodthatshehadchosenthisworkwiththeintentionofgivingherlifetoit,inthespiritinwhichotherwomenenterconvents,orgoouttoheathenlands;butprobablythisconceptionhaditsexaggerations。Whatwascertainwasthatshewasrichenoughtohavenoneedofherprofessionasameansofsupport,andthatitsstudyhadcosthermorethantheusualsufferingthatitbringstopersonsofsensitivenerves。Somedetailswerealmostinsuperablyrepugnant;butinschoolingherselftothemshebelievedthatshewaspreparingtoencounteranythingintheapplicationofherscience。
Herfirstintentionhadbeentogobacktoherowntownafterhergraduation,andbeginthepracticeofherprofessionamongthosewhohadalwaysknownher,andwhosescrutinyandcriticismwouldbehardesttobear,andtherefore,asshefancied,themostusefultoherintheformationofcharacter。Butafterwardssherelinquishedherpurposeinfavorofadesignwhichshethoughtwouldbemoreusefultoothers:sheplannedgoingtooneofthegreatfactorytowns,andbeginningpracticethere,incompanywithanolderphysician,amongthechildrenoftheoperatives。Pendingthecompletionofthisarrangement,whichwaswaitinguponthedecisionoftheotherlady,shehadcometoJocelyn’swithhermother,andwithMrs。Maynard,whohadarrivedfromtheWest,aimlesslysickandunfriended,justastheywereaboutleavinghome。
Therewasnoresourcebuttoinviteherwiththem,andDr。Breenwasfindingherfirstpatientinthisunexpectedguest。Shedidnotwhollyregrettheaccident;this,too,wasusefulwork,thoughnotthatshewouldhavechosen;buthermother,afterafortnight,openlyrepined,andcouldnotmentionMrs。Maynardwithoutsomerebelliousmurmur。Shewasanoldlady,whohadoncekeptaveryvigilantconscienceforherself;
butaftermakingherlifeunhappywithitforsomethreescoreyears,shenowapplieditentirelytotheexasperationandcondemnationofothers。
SheespeciallydevotedittofrettingaNewEnglandgirl’snaturallymorbidsenseofdutyinherdaughter,andkeepingitintheirritationofperpetualself-question。Shehadneveractivelyopposedherstudyingmedicine;thatambitionhadharmonizedverywellwithcertainradicaltendenciesofherown,anditwasatleastnotmarriage,whichshehadfoundtolerableonlyinitsmodifiedformofwidowhood;butateverystepafterthedecisivestepwastakenshewasbesetwithmisgivingslestGracewasnotfullyalivetothegraveresponsibilitiesofheroffice,whichsheaccumulateduponthegirlinproportionassheflungoffallresponsibilitiesofherown。ShewasdoubtlessdeceivedbythatshowofcalmwhichsometimesdeceivedGraceherself,who,intutoringhersoultobearwhatithadtobear,mistookhertenseeffortforspiritualrepose,andscarcelyrealizedthroughhertinglingnervesthestrainshewasundergoing。Inspiteofthebitterexperienceofherlife,shewasstillveryardentinherhopesofusefulness,veryscornfulofdistressordiscomforttoherself,andalittleinclinedtoexacttheheroismshewasreadytoshow。Shehadachild’sseveremorality,andshehadhardlylearnedtounderstandthatthereismuchevilintheworldthatdoesnotcharacterizetheperpetrators:sheheldherselfasstrictlytoaccountforeverywordanddeedassheheldothers,andshehadanalmostpassionatedesiretomeettheconsequenceofhererrors;tillthatwasfelt,anintolerabledoomhungoverher。Shetriednottobeimpulsive;
thatwascriminalinoneofhercalling;andshestruggledforpatiencewithanendeavorthatwaslargelysuccessful。
Astotheeffectofhercareeroutsideofherself,andofthosewhomherskillwastobenefit,shetriedtothinkneitherarrogantlynormeanly。
Shewouldnotentertainthevanitythatshewasservingwhatiscalledthecauseofwoman,andshewouldnotassumeanydutiesorresponsibilitiestowardit。Shethoughtmenwereasgoodaswomen;
atleastonemanhadbeennoworsethanonewoman;anditwasinnorepresentativeorexemplarycharacterthatshehadchosenhercourse。
Atthesametimethatsheheldthesesaneopinions,shebelievedthatshehadputawaythehopeswiththepleasuresthatmightoncehavetakenherasayounggirl。Inregardtowhathadchangedthecurrentofherlife,shementallyassertedhermerenullity,herabsolutenon-existence。Thethoughtofitnolongerrankled,andthatinterestcouldneverbehersagain。Ifithadnotbeensomuchlikeaffectation,andsocountertoherstrongaestheticinstinct,shemighthavemadeherdresssomehowsignificantofhercompleteabeyanceinsuchmatters;butasitwassheonlystudiedsimplicity,andaswehaveseenfromtheimpressionofthebarge-drivershedidnotfinallyescapedistinctionindressandmanner。
Infact,shecouldnothaveescapedthateffectifshewould;anditwasoneoftheindomitablecontradictionsofhernaturethatshewouldnot。
Whenshecamebacktothecroquet-ground,leadingthelittlegirlbythehand,shefoundMrs。Maynardnolongeraloneandnolongersad。Shewaschattingandlaughingwithaslimyoungfellow,whosegayblueeyeslookedoutofasunburntface,andwhosestrawhat,carriedinhishand,exposedacloselyshavenhead。Heworeasuitofgrayflannel,andMrs。
MaynardexplainedthathewascampingonthebeachatBirkman’sCove,andhadcomeoverinthesteamerwithherwhenshereturnedfromEurope。SheintroducedhimasMr。Libby,andsaid,"Oh,Bella,youdirtylittlething!"
Mr。LibbybowedanxiouslytoGrace,andturnedforrefugetothelittlegirl。"Hello,Bella!""Hello!"saidthechild。"Rememberme?"ThechildputherlefthandonthatofGraceholdingherright,andprettilypressedherheadagainstthegirl’sarminbashfulsilence。Gracesaidsomecoldlycivilwordstotheyoungman:withoutlookingatMrs。
Maynard,andpassedonintothehouse。
"Youdon’tmeanthat’syourdoctor?"hescarcelymorethanwhispered。
"Yes,Ido,"answeredMrs。Maynard。"Isn’tshetoolovely?Andshe’sjustasgood!Sheusedtostandupatschoolforme,whenallthegirlsweredownonmebecauseIwasWestern。AndwhenIcameEast,thistime,Ijustwentrightstraighttoherhouse。Iknewshecouldtellmeexactlywhattodo。Andthat’sthereasonI’mhere。Ishallalwaysrecommendthisairtoanybodywithlungdifficulties。It’sthegreatestthing!I’malmostanotherperson。Oh,youneedn’tlookafterher,Mr。Libby!There’snothingflirtatiousaboutGrace,"saidMrs。Maynard。
TheyoungmanrecoveredhimselffromhisabsentmindedstareinthedirectionGracehadtaken,withafranklaugh。"Somuchthebetterforafellow,Ishouldsay!"
Gracehandedthelittlegirlovertohernurse,andwenttoherownroom,whereshefoundhermotherwaitingtogodowntotea。
"WhereisMrs。Maynard?"askedMrs。Breen。
"Outonthecroquet-ground,"answeredthedaughter。
"Ishouldthinkitwouldbedamp,"suggestedMrs。Green。
"Shewillcomeinwhenthetea-bellrings。Shewouldn’tcomeinnow,ifItoldher。"
"Well,"saidtheelderlady,"forapersonwholetsherdoctorpayherboard,Ithink’she’sveryindependent。"
"Iwishyouwouldn’tspeakofthat,mother,"saidthegirl。
"Ican’thelpit,Grace。It’sridiculous,——that’swhatitis;it’sridiculous。"
"Idon’tseeanythingridiculousinit。Aphysicianneednotchargeanythingunlesshechooses,orshe;andifIchoosetomakeLouisemyguesthereit’squitethesameasifsheweremyguestathome。"
"Idon’tlikeyoutohavesuchaguest,"saidMrs。Green。"Idon’tseewhatclaimshehasuponyourhospitality。"
"Shehasadoubleclaimuponit,"Graceanswered,withaflush。"Sheisinsicknessandintrouble。Idon’tseehowshecouldhaveabetterclaim。EvenifshewerequitewellIshouldconsiderthewayshehadbeentreatedbyherhusbandsufficient,andIshouldwanttodoeverythingIcouldforher。"
"Ishouldwanthertobehaveherself,"saidMrs。Breendryly。
"Howbehaveherself?Whatdoyoumean?"demandedGrace,withguiltyheat。
"YouknowwhatImean,Grace。Awomaninherpositionoughttobemorecircumspectthananyotherwoman,ifshewantspeopletobelievethatherhusbandtreatedherbadly。"
"Weoughtn’ttoblameherfortryingtoforgethertroubles。It’sessentialtoherrecoveryforhertobeascheerfulasshecanbe。I
knowthatshe’simpulsive,andshe’sfreeinhermannerswithstrangers;
butIsupposethat’sherWesternism。She’salmostdistracted。Shewascryinghalfthenight,withhertroubles,andkeptBellaandmebothawake。"
"IsBellawithhernow?"
"No,"Graceadmitted。"Jane’sgettingherreadytogodownwithus。
Louiseistalkingwithagentlemanwhocameoveronthesteamerwithher;
he’scampingonthebeachnearhere。Ididn’twaittohearparticulars。"
Whenthenursebroughtthelittlegirltotheirdoor,Mrs。GreentookonehandandGracetheother,andtheyledherdowntotea。Mrs。Maynardwasalreadyattable,andtoldthemallaboutmeetingMr。Libbyabroad。
UntilthepresenttimesheandGracehadnotseeneachothersincetheywereatschooltogetherinSouthington,wherethegirlusedtohearsomuchtothedisadvantageofhernativesectionthatshewouldhardlyhaveownedtoitifheraccenthadnotfoundherout。Itwouldhavebeenpleasantertobefriendanotherperson,butthelittleWesternersufferedaveritablepersecution,andthatwasenoughtomakeGraceherfriend。
Shortlyaftershereturnedhomefromschoolshemarried,inthatcasualandtentativefashioninwhichsomanymarriagesseemmade。GracehadheardofherastravellinginEuropewithherhusband,fromwhomshewasnowseparated。ShereportedthathehadknownMr。Libbyinhisbachelordays,andthatMr。Libbyhadtravelledwiththem。Mr。MaynardappearedtohavelefttoMr。Libbythearrangementofhiswife’spleasures,thesupervisionofhershopping,andthedirectionoftheircommonjourneysandsojourns;anditseemedtohavebeenindifferenttohimwhetherhisfriendwassmokingandtellingstorieswithhim,orgoingwithhiswifetotheopera,oruponsuchexcursionsashehadnotastefor。Shegavethedetailsofthetriangularintimacywithafrankunconsciousness;andafternineo’clockshereturnedfromamoonlightwalkonthebeachwithMr。Libby。
Gracesatwaitingforheratthelittleone’sbedside,forBellahadbeenafraidtogotosleepalone。
"Howgoodyouare!"criedLouise,inagratefulunder-tone,asshecamein。ShekissedGrace,andchokeddownacoughwithherhandoverhermouth。
"Louise,"saidGracesternly,"thisisshameful!Youforgetthatyouaremarried,andill,too。"
"Oh,I’meversomuchbetter,to-night。Theair’sjustasdry!Andyouneedn’tmindMr。Libby。He’ssuchanoldfriend!Besides,I’msuretogainthecase。"
"No,matter。Evenasadivorcedwoman,yououghtn’ttogooninthisway。"
"Well,Iwouldn’t,witheveryone。Butit’squitedifferentwithMr。
Libby。And,besides,Ihavetokeepmymindfrompreyingonitselfsomehow。"
II。
Mrs。Maynardsatinthesunontheseaward-lookingpiazzaofthehotel,andcoughedinthewarmair。Shetoldtheladies,astheycameoutfrombreakfast,thatshewaseversomuchbettergenerally,butthatsheseemedtohavemoreofthatticklinginherthroat。Eachofthemadvisedherforgood,andsuggestedthisspecificandthat;andtheyallaskedherwhatMissBreenwasdoingforhercough。Mrs。Maynardreplied,betweentheparoxysms,thatshedidnotknow:itwassomekindofpowders。Thentheysaidtheywouldthinkshewouldwanttotrysomethingactive;eventhoseamongthemwhowerehomoeopathistsinsinuatedafinedistrustofaphysicianoftheirownsex。"Oh,it’snothingserious,"
Mrs。Maynardexplained。"It’sjustbronchial。Theairwilldomemoregoodthananything。I’mkeepingoutinitallIcan。"
Aftertheyweregone,aqueer,gauntmancameandglancedfromthedoorwayather。Hehadoneeyeinunnaturalfixity,andtheothersetatthatabnormalslantwhichissaidtoqualifytheownerforlookingroundacornerbeforehegetstoit。Adrolltwistofhismouthseemedpartlyphysical,but:thereisnodoubtthathehadoftenahumorousintention。
ItwasBarlow,theman-of-all-work,whokilledandpluckedthepoultry,peeledthepotatoesandpickedthepeas,pulledthesweet-cornandthetomatoes,kindledthekitchenfire,harnessedtheoldsplayfootedmare,——safeforladiesandchildren,andintolerableforallothers,whichformedtheentirestudoftheJocelynHousestables,——dugtheclams,rowedandsailedtheboat,lookedafterthebath-houses,andcameincontactwiththeguestsatsomanypointsthathewasoneasytermswiththemall。Thiseasetendedtoanintimacywhichhewashimselfpowerlesstorepress,andwhich,fromtimetotime,requiredtheirintervention。
Henowworeasimplecostumeofshirtandtrousers,thelatterterminatedbyapairofbrokenshoes,andsustainedbywhathecalledasinglegallows;hisbroad-brimmedstrawhatscoopeddownuponhisshouldersbehind,andinfrontaddedtohiscongenitaldifficultyofgettingpeopleinfocus。"Howdoyoudo,thismorning,Mrs。Maynard?"hesaid。
"Oh,I’mfirst-rate,Mr。Barlow。Whatsortofdaydoyouthinkit’sgoingtobeforasail?"
Barlowcameouttotheedgeofthepiazza,andlookedattheseaandsky。
"First-rate。Fog’smostburntawaynow。Youdon’toftenseeafogatJocelyn’safterteno’clockinthemornin’。"
HelookedforapprovaltoMrs。Maynard,whosaid,"That’sso。Theair’sjustsplendid。It’sdoingeverythingforme。"
"It’sthesepinewoods,backo’here。Everybreathon’emdoesyegood。
It’sthebalsaminit。D’youevertry,"heasked,stretchinghishandasfarupthepiazza-postasbecould,andswingingintoaconversationalposture,——"d’youevertrywhiskey——goododdBourbonwhiskey——withwhite-
pinechipsinit?"
Mrs。Maynardlookedupwithinterest,but,shakingherhead,coughedforno。
"Well,Ishouldliketohaveyoutrythat。"
"Whatdoesitdo?"shegasped,whenshecouldgetherbreath。
"Well,it’ssoothin’t’thecough,anditbuildsyeup,everyways。Why,mybrother,"continuedthefactotum,"hediedofconsumptionwhenIwasaboy,——reg’laroldNewEnglandconsumption。Don’thardlyeverhearofitanymore,roundhere。Well,Idon’tsupposethere’sbeenacaseofreg’laroldNewEnglandconsumption——well,nottheoldNewEnglandkind——sincethesewoodsgrowedup。Heusedtotakewhiskeywithwhite-pinechipsinit;andIcanrememberhearin’emsaythatitdonehimmoregoodthanallthedoctor’sstuff。He’dbeenouttoDemarary,andeverywheres,andhecomehomeinthelaststages,andtookupwiththiswhiskeywithwhitepinechipsinit。Well,it’sjustlikethis,Ipresumeit’sthebalsaminthechips。Itdon’tmakeanydifferencehowyougitthebalsamintoyoursystem,so’s’tyougititthere。Ishouldliketohaveyoutrywhiskeywithwhite-pinechipsinit。"
HelookedconvincinglyatMrs。Maynard,whosaidsheshouldliketotryit。"It’sjustbronchialwithme,youknow。ButIshouldliketotryit。Iknowitwouldbesoothing;andI’vealwaysheardthatwhiskeywastheverythingtobuildyouup。But,"sheadded,lapsingfromthisvisionofrecovery,"Icouldn’ttakeitunlessGracesaidso。She’dbesuretofinditout。"
"Why,lookhere,"saidBarlow。"Asfarforthasthatgoes,youcouldkeepthebottleinmyroom。NotbutwhatIbelieveingoingbyyourdoctor’sdirections,itdon’tmatterwhoyourdoctoris。Iain’tsayin’
nothin’againstMissBreen,youunderstand?"
"Oh,no!"criedMrs。Maynard。
"Ineverseemuchnicerladiesthanherandhermotherinthehouse。
Butyoujusttellheraboutthewhiskeywiththewhite-pinechipsinit。
Maybesheneverheardofit。Well,shehain’thadagreatdealofexperienceyet。"
"No,"saidMrs。Maynard。"AndIthinkshe’llbegladtohearofit。
YoumaybesureI’lltellher,Mr。Barlow。Graceiseverythingforthebalsamicpropertiesoftheair,downhere。That’swhatshesaid;andasyousay,itdoesn’tmatterhowyougetthebalsamintoyoursystem,soyougetitthere。"
"No,"saidthefactotum,inatoneofmisgiving,asiftherepetitionofthewordspresentedthetheoryinanewlighttohim。
"WhatIthinkis,andwhatI’malwaystellingGrace,"pursuedMrs。
Maynard,inthatconfidentialspiritinwhichshehelplesslyspokeofherfriendsbytheirfirstnamestoeveryone,"thatifIcouldoncegetmydigestionallright,thenthecoughwouldstopofitself。Thedoctorsaid——Dr。Nixon,thatis——thatitwasmorethanhalfthedigestionanyway。ButjustassoonasIeatanything——orifIover-eatalittle——thenthatticklinginmythroatbegins,andthenIcommencecoughing;andI’mbackjustwhereIwas。It’sthedigestion。Ioughtn’ttohaveeatenthatmincepie,yesterday。"
"No,"admittedBarlow。Thenhesaid,inindirectdefenceofthekitchen,"Ithinkyouhadn’toughttobeoutinthenightair,——well,notagreatdeal。"
"Well,Idon’tsupposeitdoesdomemuchgood,"Mrs。Maynardsaid,turninghereyesseaward。
Barlowlethishanddropfromthepiazzapost,andslouchedin-doors;buthecameoutagainasifprickedbyconsciencetoreturn。
"Afterall,youknow,itdidn’tcurehim。"
"Whatcurehim?"askedMrs。Maynard。
"Thewhiskeywiththewhite-pinechipsinit。"
"Curewho?"
"Mybrother。"
"Oh!Oh,yes!Butmine’sonlybronchial。Ithinkitmightdomegood。
IshalltellGraceaboutit。"
Barlowlookedtroubled,asifhissuccessinthesuggestionofthisremedywerenotfinallyapleasure;butasMrs。Maynardkepthereyespersistentlyturnedfromhim,andwasevidentlytired,hehadnothingforitbuttogoin-doorsagain。HemetGrace,andmadewayforheronthethresholdtopassout。
AsshejoinedMrs。Maynard,"Well,Grace,"saidthelatter,"Idobelieveyouareright。Ihavetakensomemorecold。Butthatshowsthatitdoesn’tgetworseofitself,andIthinkweoughttobeencouragedbythat。
I’mgoingtobemorecarefulofthenightairafterthis。"
"Idon’tthinkthenightairwastheworstthingaboutit,Louise,"saidGracebluntly。
"Youmeanthedampfromthesand?Iputonmyrubbers。"
"Idon’tmeanthedampsand,"saidGrace,beginningtopulloversomesewingwhichshehadinherlap,andlookingdownatit。
Mrs。Maynardwatchedherawhileinexpectationthatshewouldsaymore,butshedidnotspeak。"Oh,——well!"shewasforcedtocontinueherself,"ifyou’regoingtogoonwiththat!"
"Thequestionis,"saidGrace,gettingthethreadshewanted,"whetheryouaregoingonwithit。"
"Why,Ican’tseeanypossibleharminit,"protestedMrs。Maynard。
"Isupposeyoudon’texactlylikemygoingwithMr。Libby,andIknowthatundersomecircumstancesitwouldn’tbequitethething。Butdidn’tItellyoulastnighthowhelivedwithusinEurope?AndwhenwewereallcomingoveronthesteamertogetherMr。LibbyandMr。Maynardweretogetherthewholetime,smokingandtellingstories。Theywerethegreatestfriends!Why,itisn’tasifhewasastranger,oranenemyofMr。Maynard’s。"
Gracedroppedhersewingintoherlap。"Really,Louise,you’reincredible!"Shelookedsternlyattheinvalid;butbrokeintoalaugh,onwhichMrs。Maynardwaitedwithapuzzledface。AsGracesaidnothingmore,shehelplesslyresumed:——
"Wedidn’texpecttogodownthecliffwhenhefirstcalledintheevening。Buthesaidhewouldhelpmeupagain,and——hedid,nicely。
Iwasn’texhaustedabit;andhowItookmorecoldIcan’tunderstand;
Iwaswrappedupwarmly。IthinkItookthecoldwhenIwassittingthereafterourgameofcroquet,withmyshawloff。Don’tyouthinkso?"
shewheedled。
"Perhaps,"saidGrace。
"Hedidnothingbuttalkaboutyou,Grace,"saidMrs。Maynard,withaslylookattheother。"He’sawfullyafraidofyou,andhekeptaskingaboutyou。"
"Louise,"saidtheother,gravelyignoringthesefacts,"Ineverundertookthecareofyousocially,andIobjectverymuchtolecturingyou。YouarenearlyasoldasIam,andyouhavehadagreatdealmoreexperienceoflifethanIhave。"Mrs。Maynardsigheddeeplyinassent。
"Butitdoesn’tseemtohavetaughtyouthatifyouwillprovokepeopletotalkofyou,youmustexpectcriticism。Oneafteranotheryou’vetoldnearlyeverywomaninthehouseyouraffairs,andtheyhaveallsympathizedwithyouandpitiedyou。Ishallhavetobeplain,andtellyouthatIcan’thavethemsneeringandlaughingatanyonewhoismyguest。Ican’tletyoudefypublicopinionhere。"
"Why,Grace,"saidMrs。Maynard,buoyedaboveoffenceatherfriend’swordsbyherconsciousnessofthepointshewasabouttomake,"youdefypublicopinionyourselfagooddealmorethanIdo,everyminute。"
"I?HowdoIdefyit?"demandedGraceindignantly。
"Bybeingadoctor。"
Graceopenedherlipstospeak,butshewasnotareadyperson,andshefeltthethrust。BeforeshecouldsayanythingMrs。Maynardwenton:
"Thereisn’toneofthemthatdoesn’tthinkyou’remuchmorescandalousthanifyouwerethegreatestflirtalive。But,Idon’tmindthem,andwhyshouldyou?"
TheseriousgirlwhomsheaddressedwasinthathelplesssubjectiontothetruthinwhichsomanyNewEnglandwomenpasstheirlives。Shecouldnotdenythetruthwhichlurkedintheexaggerationofthesewords,anditunnervedher,asthefactthatshewasdoingwhatthevastmajorityofwomenconsideredunwomanlyalwaysunnervedherwhenshesufferedherselftothinkofit。"Youareright,Louise,"shesaidmeeklyandsadly。
"Theythinkaswellofyouastheydoofme。"
"Yes,that’sjustwhatIsaid!"criedMrs。Maynard,gladofhersuccessfulargument。
Buthoweverdisabled,herfriendresumed:"Theonlysafewayforyouistotakethegroundthatsolongasyouwearyourhusband’snameyoumusthonorit,nomatterhowcruelandindifferenttoyouhehasbeen。"
"Yes,"assentedMrs。Maynardruefully,"ofcourse。"
"Imeanthatyoumustn’tevenhavetheappearanceoflikingadmiration,orwhatyoucallattentions。It’swicked。"
"Isupposeso,"murmuredtheculprit。
"YouhavebeenbroughtuptohavesuchdifferentideasofdivorcefromwhatIhave,"continuedGrace,"thatIdon’tfeelasifIhadanyrighttoadviseyouaboutwhatyouaretodoafteryougainyoursuit。"
"Ishallnotwanttogetmarriedagainforonewhile;Iknowthatmuch,"
Mrs。Maynardinterpolatedself-righteously。
"Buttillyoudogainit,yououghtnottoregarditasemancipatingyouintheslightestdegree。"
"No,"cameinsadassentfromthevictimofthelaw’sdelays。
"AndIwantyoutopromisemethatyouwon’tgowalkingwithMr。Libbyanymore;andthatyouwon’tevenseehimalone,afterthis。"
"Why,butGrace!"criedMrs。Maynard,asmuchinamazementasinannoyance。"Youdon’tseemtounderstand!Haven’tItoldyouhewasafriendofthefamily?He’squiteasmuchMr。Maynard’sfriendasheismine。I’msure,"sheadded,"ifIaskedMr。Libby,Ishouldneverthinkofgettingdivorced。He’sallforGeorge;andit’sasmuchasIcandotoputupwithhim。"
"Nomatter。Thatdoesn’taltertheappearancetopeoplehere。Idon’twishyoutogowithhimaloneanymore。"
"Well,Grace,Iwon’t,"saidMrs。Maynardearnestly。"Iwon’t,indeed。
Andthatmakesmethink:hewantedyoutogoalongthismorning。"
"Togoalong?Wantedme——Whatareyoutalkingabout?"
"Why,Isupposethat’shisboat,outthere,now。"Mrs。Maynardpointedtoalittlecraftjustcomingtoanchorinsidethereef。"Hesaidhewantedmetotakeasailwithhim,thismorning;andhesaidhewouldcomeupandaskyou,too。Idohopeyou’llgo,Grace。It’sjustascalm;andhealwayshasamanwithhimtohelpsailtheboat,sothereisn’ttheleastdanger。"Gracelookedatherinsilentsorrow,andMrs。
Maynardwentonwithsympatheticseriousness:"Oh!there’sonethingI
wanttoaskyouabout,Grace:Idon’tliketohaveanyconcealmentsfromyou。"Gracedidnotspeak,butshepermittedMrs。Maynardtoproceed:
"Barlowrecommendedit,andhe’slivedhereagreatwhile。Hisbrothertookit,andhehadtheregularoldNewEnglandconsumption。IthoughtI
shouldn’tliketotryitwithoutyourknowingit。"
"Tryit?Whatareyoutalkingabout,Louise?"
"Why,whiskeywithwhite-pinechipsinit。"
Gracerose,andmovedtowardsthedoor,withthethingsdroppingfromherlap。Oneofthesewasaspool,thatrolleddownthestepsandoutuponthesandyroad。Sheturnedtopursueit,andrecovereditatthecostofdroppingherscissorsandthimbleoutofoppositesidesofherskirt,whichshehadgatheredupapronwisetoholdherwork。Whensherosefromthecomplicateddifficulty,inwhichMrs。Maynardhadamiablylentheraid,sheconfrontedMr。Libby,whowascomingtowardsthemfromthecliff。Shegavehimastiffnod,andattemptedtomoveaway;butinturningroundandaboutshehadspunherselfintothefoldsofastoutlinenthreadescapingfromitsspool。Thesegyvesnotonlyboundherskirtsbutinvolvedherfeetinanextraordinarymesh,whichtightenedatthefirststepandbroughthertoastandstill。
Mrs。Maynardbegantolaughandcough,asMr。Libbycametoherfriend’shelp。Hegotthespoolinhishand,andwalkedaroundherintheendeavortofreeher;butinvain。Sheextendedhimthescissorswiththesternpassivityofafate。"Cutit,"shecommanded,andMr。Libbykneltbeforeherandobeyed。"Thanks,"shesaid,takingbackthescissors;andnowshesatdownagain,andbegandeliberatelytoputupherworkinherhandkerchief。
"I’llgooutandgetmythings。Iwon’tbegonehalfaminute,Mr。
Libby,"saidMrs。Maynard,withherfirstbreath,asshevanishedindoors。
Mr。LibbyleanedagainstthepostlatelyoccupiedbythefactotuminhistalkwithMrs。Maynard,andlookeddownatGraceasshebentoverherwork。Ifhewishedtospeaktoher,andwaswaveringastotheappropriatestyleofaddressforahandsomegirl,whowasatonceayoungladyandaphysician,shesparedhimtheagonyofadecisionbylookingupathimsuddenly。
"Ihope,"hefaltered,"thatyoufeellikeasail,thismorning?
DidMrs。Maynard——"
"Ishallhavetoexcusemyself,"answeredGrace,withaconscienceagainstsayingshewassorry。"Iamaverybadsailor。"
"Well,soamI,forthatmatter,"saidMr。Libby。"Butit’ssmoothasapond,to-day。"
Giicemadenodirectresponse,andhegrewvisiblyuncomfortableunderthecoldabstractionofthegazewithwhichsheseemedtolookthroughhim。"Mrs。MaynardtellsmeyoucameoverwithherfromEurope。"
’Ohyes!"criedtheyoungman,thelightofpleasantrecollectionkindlinginhisgayeyes。"Wehadagoodtime。Maynardwasalong:he’safirst-ratefellow。Iwishhewerehere。"
"Yes,"saidGrace,"Iwishso,too。"Shedidnotknowwhattomakeofthisfranknessoftheyoungman’s,andshedidnotknowwhethertoconsiderhimverydepravedorveryinnocent。Inherquestionshecontinuedtostareathim,withoutbeingawareoftheembarrassmenttowhichshewasputtinghim。
IheardofMrs。Maynard’sbeinghere,andIthoughtIshouldfindhim,too。Icameoveryesterdaytogethimtogointothewoodswithus。"
Gracedecidedthatthiswasmereeffrontery。"Itisapitythatheisnothere,"shesaid;andthoughitoughttohavebeenpossibleforhertogoonandrebuketheyoungfellowforbestowinguponMrs。Maynardthecomradeshipintendedforherhusband,itwasnotso。Shecouldonlylookseverelyathim,andtrustthathemightconceivetheintentionwhichshecouldnotexpress。Sherebelledagainsttheconventionandagainstherownweakness,whichwouldnotletherboldlyinterfereinwhatshebelievedawrong;shehaddefiedsociety,inthemass,buthere,withthisman,whomasanatomofthemassshewouldhavedespised,shewaspowerless。
"Haveyoueverseenhim?"Libbyasked,perhapsclingingtoMaynardbecausehewasatopicofconversationindefaultofwhichtheremightbenothingtosay。
"No,"answeredGrace。
"He’sfunny。He’sgotlotsofthatWesternhumor,andhetellsastorybetterthananymanIeversaw。Therewasonestoryofhis"——
"Ihavenosenseofhumor,"interruptedGraceimpatiently。"Mr。Libby,"
shebrokeout,"I’msorrythatyou’veaskedMrs。Maynardtotakeasailwithyou。Theseaair"——shereddenedwiththeshameofnotbeingabletoproceedwithoutthiswretchedsubterfuge——"won’tdoheranygood。"
"Then,"saidtheyoungman,"youmustn’tlethergo。"
"Idon’tchoosetoforbidher,"Gracebegan。
"Ibegyourpardon,"hebrokein。"I’llbebackinamoment。"
Heturned,andrantotheedgeofthecliff,overwhichhevanished,andhedidnotreappeartillMrs。MaynardhadrejoinedGraceonthepiazza。
"Ihopeyouwon’tminditsbeingalittlerough,Mrs。Maynard,"hesaid,breathingquickly。"Adamsthinkswe’regoingtohaveitprettyfreshbeforewegetback。"
"Indeed,Idon’twanttogo,then!"criedMrs。Maynard,inpetulantdisappointment,lettingherwrapsfalluponachair。
Mr。LibbylookedatGrace,whohaughtilyrejectedapartintheconspiracy。"Iwishyoutogo,Louise,"shedeclaredindignantly。
"Iwilltaketheriskofalltheharmthatcomestoyoufromthebadweather。"Shepickeduptheshawls,andhandedthemtoMr。Libby,onwhomhereyesblazedtheircontemptandwonder。ItcostagreatdealofpersuasionandinsistencenowtomakeMrs。Maynardgo,andheleftallthistoGrace,notutteringawordtillhegaveMrs。Maynardhishandtohelpherdownthesteps。Thenhesaid,"Well,IwonderwhatMissBreendoeswant。"
"I’msureIdon’tknow,"saidtheother。"Atfirstshedidn’twantmetogo,thismorning,andnowshemakesme。Idohopeitisn’tgoingtobeastorm。"
"Idon’tbelieveitis。Alittlefresh,perhaps。Ithoughtyoumightbeseasick。"
"Don’tyouremember?I’mneverseasick!That’soneoftheworstsigns。"
"Oh,yes。"
"IfIcouldbethoroughlyseasickonce,itwouldbethebestthingI
coulddo。"
"Isshecapricious?"askedMr。Libby。
"Grace?"criedMrs。Maynard,releasingherhandhalf-waydownthesteps,inordertoenjoyherastonishmentwithoutlimitationofanysort。
"Gracecapricious!"
"Yes,"saidMr。Libby,"that’swhatIthought。Bettertakemyhandagain,"andhesecuredthatofMrs。Maynard,whocontinuedherdescent。
"IsupposeIdon’tunderstandherexactly。Perhapsshedidn’tlikemynotcallingherDoctor。Ididn’tcallheranything。IsupposeshethoughtIwasdodgingit。Iwas。IshouldhavehadtocallherMissBreen,ifIcalledheranything。"
"Shewouldn’thavecared。Sheisn’tadoctorforthenameofit。"
"Isupposeyouthinkit’sapity?"heasked。
"What?"
"Herbeingadoctor。"
"I’lltellheryousayso。"
"No,don’t。Butdon’tyou?"
"Well,Iwouldn’twanttobeone,"saidMrs。Maywardcandidly。
"Isupposeit’sallright,ifshedoesitfromasenseofduty,asyousay,"hesuggested。
"Oh,yes,she’sallright。Andshe’sjustasmuchofagirlasanybody;
thoughshedon’tknowit,"Mrs。Maynardaddedastutely。"Whywouldn’tshecomewithus?Wereyouafraidtoaskher?"
"Shesaidshewasn’tagoodsailor。Perhapsshethoughtweweretooyoung。Shemustbeolderthanyou。"
"Yes,andyou,too!"criedMrs。Maynard,withgood-naturedderision。
"Shedoesn’tlookold,"returnedMr。Libby。
"She’stwenty-eight。Howoldareyou?"
"Ipromisedthecensus-takernottotelltillhisreportcameout。"
"Whatisthecolorofherhair?"
"Brown。"
"Andhereyes?"
"Idon’tknow!"
"Youhadbetterlookout,Mr。Libby!"saidMrs。Maynard,puttingherfootonthegroundatlast。
Theywalkedacrossthebeachtowherehisdorylay,andGracesawhimpullingouttothesailboatbeforeshewentinfromthepiazza。Thenshewenttohermother’sroom。Theelderlyladywaskeepingindoors,uponatheorythatthedewwason,andthatitwasnotwholesometogoouttillitwasoff。Sheasked,accordingtoherhabitwhenshemetherdaughteralone,"WhereisMrs。Maynard?"
"Whydoyoualwaysaskthat,mother?"retortedGrace,withhergrowingirritationinregardtoherpatientintensifiedbytherecentinterview。
"Ican’tbewithherthewholetime。"
"Iwishyoucould,"saidMrs。Breen,withnoncommittalsuggestion。
Gracecouldnotkeepherselffromdemanding,"Why?"ashermotherexpected,thoughsheknewwhytoowell。
"Becauseshewouldn’tbeinmischiefthen,"returnedMrs。Breen。
"She’sinmischiefnow!"criedthegirlvehemently;"andit’smyfault!
Ididit。IsentherofftosailwiththatridiculousMr。Libby!"
"Why?"askedMrs。Breen,inherturn,withunbrokentranquillity。
"BecauseIama,fool,andIcouldn’thelphimlieoutofhisengagementwithher。"
"Didn’thewanttogo?"
"Idon’tknow。Yes。Theybothwantedmetogowiththem。Simpletons!
Andwhileshehadgoneup-stairsforherwrapsImanagedtomakehimunderstandthatIdidn’twishhertogo,either;andherandowntohisboat,andcamebackwithastoryaboutitsgoingtoberough,andlookedatmeperfectlydelighted,asifIshouldbepleased。Ofcourse,then,I
madehimtakeher。"
"Andisn’titgoingtoberough?"askedMrs。Green。
"Why,mother,thesea’slikeglass。"
Mrs。Breenturnedthesubject。"Youwouldhavedonebetter,Grace,tobeginasyouhadplanned。YourgoingtoFallRiver,andbeginningpracticethereamongthosefactorychildren,wastheonlythingthatI
everentirelylikedinyourtakingupmedicine。Therewassenseinthat。
Youhadstudiedspeciallyforit。Youcouldhavedonegoodthere。"
"Oh,yes,"sighedthegirl,"Iknow。ButwhatwasItodo,whenshecametous,sickandpoor?Icouldn’tturnmybackonher,especiallyafteralwaysbefriendingher,asIusedto,atschool,andgettinghertodependonme。"
"Idon’tseehowyoueverlikedher,"saidMrs。Breen。
"Ineverdidlikeher。Ipitiedher。Ialwaysthoughtherapoor,flimsylittlething。Butthatoughtn’ttomakeanydifference,ifshewasintrouble。"
"No,"Mrs。Breenconceded,andincompensationGraceadmittedsomethingmoreonherside:"She’sworsethansheusedtobe,——sillier。Idon’tsupposeshehasawrongthought;butshe’saslightasfoam。"
"Oh,itisn’tthewickedpeoplewho,dotheharm,"saidMrs。Green。
"Iwassurethatthisairwouldbeeverythingforher;andsoitwould,withanyordinarycase。Butachildwouldtakebettercareofitself。
Ihavetowatchhereveryminute,likeachild;andIneverknowwhatshewilldonext。"
"Yes;it’saburden,"saidMrs。Breen,withasympathywhichshehadnotexpressedbefore。"Andyou’reagoodgirl,Grace,"sheaddedinveryunwontedrecognition。
Thegratefultearsstoleintothedaughter’seyes,butshekeptafirmface,evenaftertheybegantofollowoneanotherdownhercheeks。"AndifLouisehadn’tcome,youknow,mother,thatIwasanxioustohavesomeolderpersonwithmewhenIwenttoFallRiver。Iwasgladtohavethisrespite;itgivesmeachancetothink。Ifeltalittletimidaboutbeginningalone。"
"Amanwouldn’t,"Mrs。Breenremarked。
"No。Iamnotaman。Ihaveacceptedthat;withalltherest。Idon’trebelagainstbeingawoman。IfIhadbeenaman,Ishouldn’thavestudiedmedicine。Youknowthat。IwishedtobeaphysicianbecauseI
wasawoman,andbecause——because——Ihadfailedwhere——otherwomen’shopesare。"Shesaiditoutfirmly,andhermothersoftenedtoherinproportiontothegirl’sownstrength。"Imighthavebeenjustanurse。
YouknowIshouldhavebeenwillingtobethat,butIthoughtIcouldbesomethingmore。Butit’snousetalking。"Sheadded,afteraninterval,inwhichhermotherrockedtoandfrowithagentlemotionthatsearchedthejointsofherchair,andbroughtoutitsmostplaintivesqueakinpatheticiteration,andwatchedGrace,asshesatlookingseawardthroughtheopenwindow,"Ithinkit’sratherhard,mother,thatyoushouldbealwaystalkingasifIwishedtotakemycallingmannishly。AllthatI
intendisnottotakeitwomanishly;butasfornotbeingawomanaboutit,oraboutanything,that’ssimplyimpossible。Awomanisremindedofherinsufficiencytoherselfeveryhouroftheday。Andit’salwaysamanthatcomestoherhelp。Idroppedsomethingsoutofmylapdownthere,andbythetimeIhadgatheredthemupIwaswoundroundandroundwithlinenthreadsothatIcouldn’tmoveastep,andMr。Libbycutmeloose。Icouldhavedoneitmyself,butitseemedrightandnaturalthatheshoulddoit。Idaresayheplumedhimselfuponhisservicetome,——thatwouldbenatural,too。Ihavethingsenoughtokeepmemeek,mother!"
ShedidnotlookroundatMrs。Breen,whosaid,"Ithinkyouaremorbidaboutit。"
"Yes。AndIhavethesatisfactionofknowingthatwhateverpeoplethinkofLouise’sgiddiness,I’m,agreatdealmorescandaloustothemthansheissimplybecauseIwishtodosomegoodintheworld,inawaythatwomenhaven’tdoneit,usually。"
"Nowyouaremorbid。"
"Oh,yes!Talkaboutmenbeingobstacles!It’sotherwomen!Thereisn’tawomaninthehousethatwouldn’tsoonertrustherselfinthehandsofthestupidestboythatgothisdiplomawithmethanshewouldinmine。Louiseknowsit,andshefeelsthatshehasaclaimuponmeinbeingmypatient。AndI’venoinfluencewithheraboutherconductbecausesheunderstandsperfectlywellthattheyallconsidermemuchworse。Shepridesherselfondoingmejustice。Shepatronizesme。ShetellsmethatI’mjustasniceas,ifIhadn’t’beenthroughallthat。’"
Gracerose,andalaugh,whichwashalfasob,brokefromher。
Mrs。Breencouldnotfeelthehumorofthepredicament。"Sheputsyouinafalseposition。"
"Imustgoandseewherethatpoorlittlewretchofachildis,"saidGrace,goingoutoftheroom。Shereturnedinanhour,andaskedhermotherforthearnica。"Bellahashadabump,"sheexplained。
"Why,haveyoubeenallthistimelookingforher?
"No,Icouldn’tfindher,andI’vebeenreading。Barlowhasjustbroughtherin。HEcouldfindher。Shefelloutofatree,andshe’sfrightfullybruised。"
Shewasmakingsearchonaclosetshelfasshetalked。Whenshereappearedwiththebottleinherhand,hermotherasked,"Isn’titveryhotandclose?"
"Very,"saidGrace。
"Ishouldcertainlythinktheywouldperish,"saidMrs。Breen,hazardingthepronoun,withawoman’sconfidencethatherinterlocutorwouldapplyitcorrectly。
WhenGracehadseenBellaproperlybathedandbrown-papered,andinthewaytoforgetfulnessofherwoundsinsleep,shecamedowntothepiazza,andstoodlookingouttosea。Theladiesappearedonebyoneovertheedgeofthecliff,andcameup,languidlystringingtheirshawlsafterthem,orclaspingtheirnovelstotheirbosoms。
"Thereisn’tabreathdownthere,"theysaid,oneafteranother。Thelastoneadded,"Barlowsaysit’sthehottestdayhe’severseenhere。"
InaminuteBarlowhimselfappearedattheheadofthestepswiththeladies’remainingwraps,andconfirmedtheirreportinperson。"Itellyou,"hesaid,wipinghisforehead,"it’saripper。"
"Itmustbeanawfuldayintown,"saidoneoftheladies,fanningherselfwithanewspaper。
"Isthatto-day’sAdvertiser,Mrs。Alger?"askedanother。
"Oh,dear,no!yesterday’s。Wesha’n’thavetoday’stillthisafternoon。
Itshowswhatanewarrivalyouare,Mrs。Scott——yourasking。"
"Tobesure。Butit’ssuchacomfortbeingwhereyoucanseetheAdvertiserthesamemorning。IalwayslookattheWeatherReportthefirstthing。Iliketoknowwhattheweatherisgoingtobe。"
"Youcan’tatJocelyn’s。Youcanonlyknowwhatit’sbeen。"
"Well,"Barlowinterposed,jealousforJocelyn’s,"youcanmostal’aystellbythelooko’things。"
"Yes,"saidoneoftheladies;"butI’drathertrusttheWeatherReport。
It’swonderfulhowitcomestrue。Idon’tthinkthere’sanythingthatyoumissmoreinEuropethanourAmericanWeatherReport。"
"I’msureyoumisstheoysters,"saidanother。
"Yes,"thefirstadmitted,"youdomisstheoysters。ItwasthelastoftheRmonthswhenwelandedinNewYork;anddoyouknowwhatwedidthefirstthing——?WedrovetoFultonMarket,andhadoneofthoseFultonMarketbroils!MyhusbandsaidweshouldhavehaditifithadbeenJuly。HeusedtodreamoftheAmericanoysterswhenwewereinEurope。
Gentlemenaresofondofthem。"
Barlow,fromscanningtheheavens,turnedroundandfacedthecompany,whichhaddroopedinseveralattitudesofexhaustiononthebenchingofthepiazza。"Well,Icanmostal’aystellaboutJocelyn’sasgoodastheWeatherReport。ItoldMrs。Maynardherethismornin’thatthefogwasgoin’toburnoff。"
"Burnoff?"criedMrs。Alger。"Ishouldthinkithad!"Theotherladieslaughed。
"Andyou’llsee,"addedBarlow,"thatthewind’llchangeatnoon,andwe’llhaveitcooler。"
"Ifit’sashotonthewaterasitishere,"saidMrs。Scott,"Ishouldthinkthosepeoplewouldgetasunstroke。"
"Well,soshouldI,Mrs。Scott,"cordiallyexclaimedalittlefatlady,asifhereatlastwereanopinioninwhichallmightrejoicetosympathize。
"It’sneversohotonthewater,Mrs。Merritt,"saidMrs。Alger,withtheinstructivenessofanoldhabitude。