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"No,"saidSimmons;"sheain’tinnow。"

"Youain’ther’usband,areye?"

"Yus。"

Themantookhispipefromhismouthandgrinnedsilentlyandlong。

"Blimy,"hesaidatlength,"youlooklikethesorto’blokeshe’dlike,"andwiththathegrinnedagain。Then,seeingthatSimmonsmadereadytoshutthedoor,heputafootonthesillandahandagainstthepanel。"Don’tbeina’hurry,matey,"hesaid;"Icome’eret’

’avealittletalkwithyou,mantoman,d’yesee?"Andhefrownedfiercely。

TommySimmonsfeltuncomfortable,butthedoorwouldnotshut,soheparleyed。"Wotjerwant?"heasked,"Idunnoyou。"

"Then,ifyou’llexcusetheliberty,I’llinterdoocemeself,inamannerofspeaking。"Hetouchedhiscapwithabobofmockhumility。

"I’mBobFord,"hesaid,"comebackouto’kingdomcomesotosay。Measwentdownwiththe/Mooltan/——safedeadfiveyeargone。Icometoseemywife。"

DuringthisspeechThomasSimmons’sjawwasdroppinglowerandlower。

Attheendofithepokedhisfingersupthroughhishair,lookeddownatthemat,thenupatthefanlight,thenoutintothestreet,thenhardathisvisitor。Buthefoundnothingtosay。

"Cometoseemywife,"themanrepeated。"Sonowwecantalkitover——

asmantoman。"

Simmonsslowlyshuthismouth,andledthewayupstairsmechanically,hisfingersstillinhishair。Asenseofthestateofaffairssankgraduallyintohisbrain,andthesmalldevilwokeagain。Supposethisman/was/Ford?Supposehe/did/claimhiswife?Woulditbeaknock-

downblow?Wouldithithimout?——ornot?Hethoughtofthetrousers,thetea-things,themangling,theknives,thekettles,andthewindows;andhethoughtoftheminthewayofabackslider。

OnthelandingFordclutchedathisarm,andaskedinahoarsewhisper,"’Owlong’foreshe’sback?"

"’Boutanhour,Iexpect,"Simmonsreplied,havingfirstofallrepeatedthequestioninhisownmind。Andthenheopenedtheparlourdoor。

"Ah,"saidFord,lookingabouthim,"you’vebinprettycomf’table。

Themchairsan’things,"jerkinghispipetowardthem,"washers——

mine,thatistosay,speakin’straight,andmantoman。"Hesatdown,puffingmeditativelyathispipe,andpresently,"Well,"hecontinued,"’ereIamagin,ol’BobFord,deadan’donefor——gonedowninthe/Mooltan/。On’yI/ain’t/donefor,see?"AndhepointedthestemofhispipeatSimmons’swaistcoat。"Iain’tdonefor,’causewhy?

Cons’kenceo’bein’pickedupbyaol’Germansailin’-’utchan’tookto’Frisco’forethemast。I’ve’adafewyearso’knockin’aboutsincethen,an’now"——lookinghardatSimmons——"I’vecomebacktoseemywife。"

"She——shedon’tlikesmokein’ere,"saidSimmons,asitwereatrandom。

"No,Ibetshedon’t,"Fordanswered,takinghispipefromhismouthandholdingitlowinhishand。"Iknow’Anner。’Owd’youfind’her?

Doshemakeyecleanthewinders?"

"Well,"Simmonsadmitted,uneasily,"I——Ido’elp’ersometimes,o’

course。"

"Ah!An’theknivestoo,Ibet,an’thebloomin’kittles。Iknow。

W’y"——heroseandbenttolookbehindSimmons’shead——"s’’elpme,I

b’lieveshecutsyer’air!Well,I’mdammed!Jes’wotshewoulddo,too。"

HeinspectedtheblushingSimmonsfromdiverspointsofvantage。Thenheliftedalegofthetrousershangingbehindthedoor。"I’dbetatrifle,"hesaid,"shemadethese’eretrucks。No-bodyelse’uddo’emlikethat。Damme!they’rewuss’nwotyou’regoton。"

Thesmalldevilbegantohavetheargumentallitsownway。Ifthismantookhiswifebackperhapshe’dhavetowearthosetrousers。

"Ah,"Fordpursued,"sheain’tgotnomilder。An’,mydavy,wotajore!"

Simmonsbegantofeelthatthiswasnolongerhisbusiness。Plainly,’Annerwasthisotherman’swife,andhewasboundinhonourtoacknowledgethefact。Thesmalldevilputittohimasamatterofduty。

"Well,"saidFord,suddenly,"time’sshortan’thisain’tbusiness。I

won’tbe’ardonyou,matey。Ioughtprop’lytostandonmyrights,butseein’asyou’reawell-meaningyoungman,sotospeak,an’allsettledan’a-livin’’erequietan’matrimonual,I’ll"——thiswithaburstofgenerosity——"damme!yus,I’llcompoundthefelonyan’takeme’ook。Come,I’llnameafigure,asmantoman,fustan’last,nolessan’nomore。Fivepounddoesit。"

Simmonshadn’tfivepounds,——hehadn’tevenfivepence,——andhesaidso。"An’Iwouldn’tthinktocomebetweenamanan’’iswife,"headded,"notonnoaccount。Itmayberoughonme,butit’sadooty。

/I’ll/’ookit。"

"No,"saidFord,hastily,clutchingSimmonsbythearm,"don’tdothat。I’llmakeitabitcheaper。Saythreequid——come,that’sreasonable,ain’tit?Threequidain’tmuchcompensationformegoin’

awayforever——wherethestormywindsdoblow,sotosay——an’neverasmuchasseein’meownwifeaginforbetternorwuss。Betweenmanan’

man,now,threequid,an’I’llshunt。That’sfair,ain’tit?"

"Ofcourseit’sfair,"Simmonsreplied,effusively。"It’smore’nfair:

it’snoble——downrightnoble,/I/callit。ButIain’tgoin’totakeameanadvantageo’yourgood-’artedness,Mr。Ford。She’syourwife,an’

Ioughtn’tto’a’comebetweenyou。Iapologise。Youstopan’’aveyerproperrights。It’smeasoughttoshunt,an’Iwill。"Andhemadeasteptowardthedoor。

"’Oldon,"quothFord,andgotbetweenSimmonsandthedoor;"don’tdothingsrash。Lookwotalossit’llbetoyouwithno’ometogoto,an’nobodytolookafterye,an’allthat。It’llbedreadful。Sayacouple——there,wewon’tquarrel,jestasinglequid,betweenmanan’

man,an’I’llstandapotouto’themoney。Youcaneasyraiseaquid——theclock’udprettynighdoit。Aquiddoesit,an’I’ll——"

Therewasalouddoubleknockatthefrontdoor。IntheEastEndadoubleknockisalwaysfortheupstairslodgers。

"Oo’sthat?"askedBobFord,apprehensively。

"I’llsee,"saidThomasSimmons,inreply,andhemadearushforthestaircase。

BobFordheardhimopenthefrontdoor。Thehewenttothewindow,andjustbelowhimhesawthecrownofabonnet。Itvanished,andbornetohimfromwithinthedoortherefelluponhisearthesoundofawell-

rememberedfemalevoice。

"Whereyegoin’nowwithno’at?"askedthevoice,sharply。

"Awright,’Anner——there’s——there’ssomebodyupstairstoseeyou,"

Simmonsanswered。And,asBobFordcouldsee,amanwentscuttlingdownthestreetinthegatheringdusk。Andbehold,itwasThomasSimmons。

Fordreachedthelandinginthreestrides。Hiswifewasstillatthefrontdoor,staringafterSimmons。Heflungintothebackroom,threwopenthewindow,droppedfromthewash-houseroofintothebackyard,scrambleddesperatelyoverthefence,anddisappearedintothegloom。

Hewasseenbynolivingsoul。AndthatiswhySimmons’sbasedesertion——underhiswife’sveryeyes,too——isstillanastonishmenttotheneighbours。

AROSEOFTHEGHETTO

BY

ISRAELZANGWILL

OnedayitoccurredtoLeibelthatheoughttogetmarried。HewenttoSugarmantheShadchanforthwith。

"Ihavetheverythingforyou,"saidthegreatmarriagebroker。

"Isshepretty?"askedLeibel。

"Herfatherhasabootandshoewarehouse,"repliedSugarman,enthusiastically。

"Thenthereoughttobeadowrywithher,"saidLeibel,eagerly。

"Certainlyadowry!Afinemanlikeyou!"

"Howmuchdoyouthinkitwouldbe?"

"Ofcourseitisnotalargewarehouse;butthenyoucouldgetyourbootsattradeprice,andyourwife’s,perhaps,forthecostoftheleather。"

"WhencouldIseeher?"

"IwillarrangeforyoutocallnextSabbathafternoon。"

"Youwon’tchargememorethanasovereign?"

"Notagroschenmore!Suchapiousmaiden!I’msureyouwillbehappy。

Shehassomuchway-of-the-country[breeding]。Andofcoursefivepercentonthedowry?"

"H’m!Well,Idon’tmind!""Perhapstheywon’tgiveadowry,"hethoughtwithaconsolatorysenseofoutwittingtheShadchan。

OntheSaturdayLeibelwenttoseethedamsel,andontheSundayhewenttoseeSugarmantheShadchan。

"Butyourmaidensquints!"hecried,resentfully。

"Anexcellentthing!"saidSugarman。"Awifewhosquintscanneverlookherhusbandstraightinthefaceandoverwhelmhim。Whowouldquailbeforeawomanwithasquint?"

"Icouldendurethesquint,"wentonLeibel,dubiously,"butshealsostammers。"

"Well,whatisbetter,intheeventofaquarrel?Thedifficultyshehasintalkingwillkeepherfarmoresilentthanmostwives。Youhadbestsecureherwhileyouhavethechance。"

"Butshehaltsontheleftleg,"criedLeibel,exasperated。

"/GottinHimmel!/Doyoumeantosayyoudonotseewhatanadvantageitistohaveawifeunabletoaccompanyyouinallyourgoings?"

Leibellostpatience。

"Why,thegirlisahunchback!"heprotested,furiously。

"MydearLeibel,"saidthemarriagebroker,deprecatinglyshrugginghisshouldersandspreadingouthispalms,"youcan’texpectperfection!"

NeverthelessLeibelpersistedinhisunreasonableattitude。HeaccusedSugarmanofwastinghistime,ofmakingafoolofhim。

"Afoolofyou!"echoedtheShadchan,indignantly,"whenIgiveyouachanceofabootandshoemanufacturer’sdaughter?Youwillmakeafoolofyourselfifyourefuse。Idaresayherdowrywouldbeenoughtosetyouupasamastertailor。Atpresentyouarecompelledtoslaveawayasacutterforthirtyshillingsaweek。Itismostunjust。

Ifyouonlyhadafewmachinesyouwouldbeabletoemployyourowncutters。Andtheycanbegotsocheapnowadays。"

ThisgaveLeibelpause,andhedepartedwithouthavingdefinitelybrokenthenegotiations。Hiswholeweekwasbefoggedbydoubt,hisworkbecameuncertain,hischalkmarkslackedtheirusualdecision,andhedidnotalwayscuthiscoataccordingtohiscloth。HisaberrationsbecamesomarkedthatprettyRoseGreen,thesweater’seldestdaughter,whomanagedamachineinthesameroom,divined,withallawoman’sintuition,thathewasinlove。

"Whatisthematter?"shesaid,inrallyingYiddish,whentheyweretakingtheirlunchofbreadandcheeseandginger-beeramidtheclatterofmachines,whoseserfshadnotyetknockedoffwork。

"Theyareproposingmeamatch,"heanswered,sullenly。

"Amatch!"ejaculatedRose。"Thou!"Shehadworkedbyhissideforyears,andfamiliaritybredthesecondpersonsingular。Leibelnoddedhishead,andputamouthfulofDutchcheeseintoit。

"Withwhom?"askedRose。Somehowhefeltashamed。Hegurgledtheanswerintothestoneginger-beerbottle,whichheputtohisthirstylips。

"WithLeahVolcovitch!"

"LeahVolcovitch!"gaspedRose。"Leah,thebootandshoemanufacturer’sdaughter?"

Leibelhunghishead——hescarceknewwhy。Hedidnotdaremeethergaze。Hisdroopsaid"Yes。"Therewasalongpause。

"Andwhydostthounothaveher?"saidRose。Itwasmorethananinquiry;therewascontemptinit,andperhapsevenpique。

Leibeldidnotreply。Theembarrassingsilencereignedagain,andreignedlong。Rosebrokeitatlast。

"Isitthatthoulikestmebetter?"sheasked。

Leibelseemedtoseeaballoflightningintheair;itburst,andhefelttheelectriccurrentstrikerightthroughhisheart。Theshockthrewhisheadupwithajerk,sothathiseyesgazedintoafacewhosebeautyandtendernesswererevealedtohimforthefirsttime。

Thefaceofhisoldacquaintancehadvanished;thiswasacajoling,coquettish,smilingface,suggestingundreamed-ofthings。

"/Nu/,yes,"hereplied,withoutperceptiblepause。

"/Nu/,good!"sherejoinedasquickly。

AndintheecstasyofthatmomentofmutualunderstandingLeibelforgottowonderwhyhehadneverthoughtofRosebefore。Afterwardherememberedthatshehadalwaysbeenhissocialsuperior。

Thesituationseemedtoodream-likeforexplanationtotheroomjustyet。Leibellovinglypassedabottleofginger-beer,andRosetookasip,withabeautifulairofplightingtroth,understoodonlyofthosetwo。WhenLeibelquaffedtheremnantitintoxicatedhim。Therelicsofthebreadandcheeseweretheambrosiatothisnectar。Theydidnotdarekiss;thesuddennessofitallleftthembashful,andthesmackoflipswouldhavebeenlikeacannon-pealannouncingtheirengagement。Therewasasubtlersweetnessinthissenseofasecret,apartfromthefactthatneithercaredtobreakthenewstothemastertailor,asternlittleoldman。Leibel’schalkmarkscontinuedindecisivethatafternoon,whichshowshowcorrectlyRosehadconnectedthemwithlove。

BeforeheleftthatnightRosesaidtohim,"ArtthousurethouwouldstnotratherhaveLeahVolcovitch?"

"Notforallthebootsandshoesintheworld,"repliedLeibel,vehemently。

"AndI,"protestedRose,"wouldrathergowithoutmyownthanwithoutthee。"

Thelandingoutsidetheworkshopwassobadlylightedthattheirlipscametogetherinthedarkness。

"Nay,nay;thoumustnotyet,"saidRose。"ThouartstillcourtingLeahVolcovitch。Foraughtthouknowest,SugarmantheShadchanmayhaveentangledtheebeyondredemption。"

"Notso,"assertedLeibel。"Ihaveonlyseenthemaidenonce。"

"Yes。ButSugarmanhasseenherfatherseveraltimes,"persistedRose。

"Forsomisshapenamaidenhiscommissionwouldbelarge。ThoumustgotoSugarmanto-night,andtellhimthatthoucanstnotfinditinthyhearttogoonwiththematch。"

"Kissme,andIwillgo,"pleadedLeibel。

"Go,andIwillkissthee,"saidRose,resolutely。

"Andwhenshallwetellthyfather?"heasked,pressingherhand,asthenextbestthingtoherlips。

"AssoonasthouartfreefromLeah。"

"Butwillheconsent?"

"Hewillnotbeglad,"saidRose,frankly。"Butaftermother’sdeath——

peacebeuponher——therulepassedfromherhandsintomine。"

"Ah,thatiswell,"saidLeibel。Hewasasuperficialthinker。

LeibelfoundSugarmanatsupper。ThegreatShadchanofferedhimachair,butnothingelse。Hospitalitywasassociatedinhismindwithspecialoccasionsonly,andinvolvedlemonadeand"stuffedmonkeys。"

Hewasveryputout——almosttothepointofindigestion——tohearofLeibel’sfinaldetermination,andpliedhimwithreproachfulinquiries。

"Youdon’tmeantosaythatyougiveupabootandshoemanufacturermerelybecausehisdaughterhasroundshoulders!"heexclaimed,incredulously。

"Itismorethanroundshoulders——itisahump!"criedLeibel。

"Andsuppose?Seehowmuchbetteroffyouwillbewhenyougetyourownmachines!Wedonotrefusetoletcamelscarryourburdensbecausetheyhavehumps。"

"Ah,butawifeisnotacamel,"saidLeibel,withasageair。

"Andacutterisnotamastertailor,"retortedSugarman。

"Enough,enough!"criedLeibel。"Itellyou,Iwouldnothaveherifshewereamachinewarehouse。"

"Therestickssomethingbehind,"persistedSugarman,unconvinced。

Leibelshookhishead。"Onlyherhump"hesaidwithaflashofhumour。

"MosesMendelssohnhadahump,"expostulatedSugarman,reproachfully。

"Yes,buthewasaheretic,"rejoinedLeibel,whowasnotwithoutreading。"Andthenhewasaman!Amanwithtwohumpscouldfindawifeforeach。Butawomanwithahumpcannotexpectahusbandinaddition。"

"Guardyourtonguefromevil,"quoththeShadchan,angrily。"IfeverybodyweretotalklikeyouLeahVolcovitchwouldneverbemarriedatall。"

Leibelshruggedhisshoulders,andremindedhimthathunchbackedgirlswhostammeredandsquintedandhaltedonleftlegswerenotusuallyledunderthecanopy。

"Nonsense!Stuff!"criedSugarman,angrily。"Thatisbecausetheydonotcometome。"

"LeahVolcovitch/has/cometoyou,"saidLeibel,"butsheshallnotcometome。"Andherose,anxioustoescape。

InstantlySugarmangaveasighofresignation。"Beitso!ThenIshallhavetolookoutforanother,that’sall。"

"No,Idon’twantany,"repliedLeibel,quickly。

Sugarmanstoppedeating。"Youdon’twantany?"hecried。"Butyoucametomeforone?"

"I——I——know,"stammeredLeibel。"ButI’ve——I’vealteredmymind。"

"OneneedsHillel’spatiencetodealwithyou!"criedSugarman。"ButI

shallchargeyou,allthesame,formytrouble。Youcannotcancelanorderlikethisinthemiddle!No,no!YoucanplayfastandloosewithLeahVolcovitch,butyoushallnotmakeafoolofme。"

"ButifIdon’twantone?"saidLeibel,sullenly。

Sugarmangazedathimwithacunninglookofsuspicion。"Didn’tIsaytherewassomethingstickingbehind?"

Leibelfeltguilty。"Butwhomhaveyougotinyoureye?"heinquired,desperately。

"Perhapsyoumayhavesomeoneinyours!"naivelyansweredSugarman。

Leibelgaveahypocriticlong-drawn"U-m-m-m!IwonderifRoseGreen——

whereIwork——"hesaid,andstopped。

"Ifearnot,"saidSugarman。"Sheisonmylist。Herfathergavehertomesomemonthsago,butheishardtoplease。Eventhemaidenherselfisnoteasy,beingpretty。"

"Perhapsshehaswaitedforsomeone,"suggestedLeibel。

Sugarman’skeenearcaughtthenoteofcomplacenttriumph。

"Youhavebeenaskingheryourself!"heexclaimed,inhorror-strickenaccents。

"AndifIhave?"saidLeibel,defiantly。

"Youhavecheatedme!AndsohasEliphazGreen——Ialwaysknewhewastricky!Youhavebothdefraudedme!"

"Ididnotmeanto,"saidLeibel,mildly。

"You/did/meanto。Youhadnobusinesstotakethematteroutofmyhands。WhatrighthadyoutoproposetoRoseGreen?"

"Ididnot,"criedLeibel,excitedly。

"Thenyouaskedherfather!"

"No;Ihavenotaskedherfatheryet。"

"Thenhowdoyouknowshewillhaveyou?"

"I——Iknow,"stammeredLeibel,feelinghimselfsomehowaliaraswellasathief。Hisbrainwasinawhirl;hecouldnotrememberhowthethinghadcomeabout。Certainlyhehadnotproposed;norcouldhesaythatshehad。

"Youknowshewillhaveyou,"repeatedSugarman,reflectively。"Anddoes/she/know?"

"Yes。Infact,"heblurtedout,"wearrangedittogether。"

"Ah,youbothknow。Anddoesherfatherknow?"

"Notyet。"

"Ah,thenImustgethisconsent,"saidSugarman,decisively。

"I——Ithoughtofspeakingtohimmyself。"

"Yourself!"echoedSugarman,inhorror。"Areyouunsoundinthehead?

Why,thatwouldbeworsethanthemistakeyouhavealreadymade!"

"Whatmistake?"askedLeibel,firingup。

"Themistakeofaskingthemaidenherself。Whenyouquarrelwithherafteryourmarriageshewillalwaysthrowitinyourteeththatyouwishedtomarryher。Moreover,ifyoutellamaidenyouloveher,herfatherwillthinkyououghttomarryherasshestands。Still,whatisdoneisdone。"Andhesighedregretfully。

"AndwhatmoredoIwant?Iloveher。"

"Youpieceofclay!"criedSugarman,contemptuously。"Lovewillnotturnmachines,muchlessbuythem。Youmusthaveadowry。Herfatherhasabigstocking;hecanwellaffordit。"

Leibel’seyeslitup。Therewasreallynoreasonwhyheshouldnothavebreadandcheesewithhiskisses。

"Now,if/you/wenttoherfather,"pursuedtheShadchan,"theoddsarethathewouldnotevengiveyouhisdaughter——tosaynothingofthedowry。Afterall,itisacheekofyoutoaspiresohigh。Asyoutoldmefromthefirst,youhaven’tsavedapenny。Evenmycommissionyouwon’tbeabletopaytillyougetthedowry。Butif/I/goIdonotdespairofgettingasubstantialsum——tosaynothingofthedaughter。"

"Yes,Ithinkyouhadbettergo,"saidLeibel,eagerly。

"ButifIdothisthingforyouIshallwantapoundmore,"rejoinedSugarman。

"Apoundmore!"echoedLeibel,indismay。"Why?"

"BecauseRoseGreen’shumpisofgold,"repliedSugarman,oracularly。

"Also,sheisfairtosee,andmanymendesireher。"

"Butyouhavealwaysyourfivepercent,onthedowry。"

"ItwillbelessthanVolcovitch’s,"explainedSugarman。"Yousee,Greenhasotherandlessbeautifuldaughters。"

"Yes,butthenitsettlesitselfmoreeasily。Sayfiveshillings。"

"EliphazGreenisahardman,"saidtheShadchaninstead。

"TenshillingsisthemostIwillgive!"

"TwelveandsixpenceistheleastIwilltake。EliphazGreenhagglessoterribly。"

Theysplitthedifference,andsoelevenandthreepencerepresentedthepredominanceofEliphazGreen’sstinginessoverVolcovitch’s。

TheverynextdaySugarmaninvadedtheGreenworkroom。Rosebentoverherseams,herheartfluttering。Leibelhaddulyapprisedheroftheroundaboutmannerinwhichshewouldhavetobewon,andshehadacquiescedinthecomedy。Attheleastitwouldsaveherthetroubleoffather-taming。

Sugarman’sentrywasbrusqueandbreathless。Hewasoverwhelmedwithjoyousemotion。Hisbluebandanatrailedagitatedlyfromhiscoat-

tail。

"Atlast!"hecried,addressingthelittlewhite-hairedmastertailor;

"Ihavetheverymanforyou。"

"Yes?"gruntedEliphaz,unimpressed。Themonosyllablewaspackedwithemotion。Itsaid,"Haveyoureallythefacetocometomeagainwithanidealman?"

"Hehasallthequalitiesthatyoudesire,"begantheShadchan,inatonethatrepudiatedtheimplicationsofthemonosyllable。"Heisyoung,strong,God-fearing——"

"Hasheanymoney?"grumpilyinterruptedEliphaz。

"He/will/havemoney,"repliedSugarman,unhesitatingly,"whenhemarries。"

"Ah!"Thefather’svoicerelaxed,andhisfootlaylimponthetreadle。Heworkedoneofhismachineshimself,andpaidhimselfthewagessoastoenjoytheprofit。"Howmuchwillhehave?"

"Ithinkhewillhavefiftypounds;andtheleastyoucandoistolethimhavefiftypounds,"repliedSugarman,withthesamehappyambiguity。

Eliphazshookhisheadonprinciple。

"Yes,youwill,"saidSugarman,"whenyoulearnhowfineamanheis。"

TheflushofconfusionandtrepidationalreadyonLeibel’scountenancebecamearosyglowofmodesty,forhecouldnothelpoverhearingwhatwasbeingsaid,owingtothelullofthemastertailor’smachine。

"Tellme,then,"rejoinedEliphaz。

"Tellme,first,ifyouwillgivefiftytoayoung,healthy,hard-

working,God-fearingman,whoseideaitistostartasamastertailoronhisownaccount?Andyouknowhowprofitablethatis!"

"Toamanlikethat,"saidEliphaz,inaburstofenthusiasm,"Iwouldgiveasmuchastwenty-sevenpoundsten!"

Sugarmangroanedinwardly,butLeibel’sheartleapedwithjoy。Togetfourmonths’wagesatastroke!Withtwenty-sevenpoundstenhecouldcertainlyprocureseveralmachines,especiallyontheinstalmentsystem。OutofthecornersofhiseyesheshotaglanceatRose,whowasbeyondearshot。

"Unlessyoucanpromisethirtyitiswasteoftimementioninghisname,"saidSugarman。

"Well,well——whoishe?"

Sugarmanbentdown,loweringhisvoiceintothefather’sear。

"What!Leibel!"criedEliphaz,outraged。

"Sh!"saidSugarman,"orhewilloverhearyourdelight,andaskmore。

Hehashisnosehighenough,asitis。"

"B——b——b——ut,"sputteredthebewilderedparent,"IknowLeibelmyself。

Iseehimeveryday。Idon’twantaShadchantofindmeamanIknow——

amerehandinmyownworkshop!"

"Yourtalkhasneitherfacenorfigure,"answeredSugarman,sternly。

"Itisjustthepeopleoneseeseverydaythatoneknowsleast。I

warrantthatifIhadnotputitintoyourheadyouwouldneverhavedreamtofLeibelasason-in-law。Comenow,confess。"

Eliphazgruntedvaguely,andtheShadchanwentontriumphantly:"I

thoughtasmuch。Andyetwherecouldyoufindabettermantokeepyourdaughter?"

"Heoughttobecontentwithheralone,"grumbledherfather。

Sugarmansawthesignsofweakening,anddashedin,fullstrength:

"It’saquestionwhetherhewillhaveheratall。Ihavenotbeentohimaboutheryet。Iawaitedyourapprovaloftheidea。"Leibeladmiredtheverbalaccuracyofthesestatements,whichhehadjustcaught。

"ButIdidn’tknowhewouldbehavingmoney,"murmuredEliphaz。

"Ofcourseyoudidn’tknow。That’swhattheShadchanisfor——topointoutthethingsthatareunderyournose。"

"Butwherewillhebegettingthismoneyfrom?"

"Fromyou,"saidSugarman,frankly。

"Fromme?"

"Fromwhomelse?Areyounothisemployer?Ithasbeenputbyforhismarriageday。"

"Hehassavedit?"

"Hehasnot/spent/it,"saidSugarman,impatiently。

"Butdoyoumeantosayhehassavedfiftypounds?"

"Ifhecouldmanagetosavefiftypoundsoutofyourwageshewouldbeindeedatreasure,"saidSugarman。"Perhapsitmightbethirty。"

"Butyousaidfifty。"

"Well,/you/camedowntothirty,"retortedtheShadchan。"Youcannotexpecthimtohavemorethanyourdaughterbrings。"

"Ineversaidthirty,"Eliphazremindedhim。"Twenty-seventenwasmylastbid。"

"Verywell;thatwilldoasabasisofnegotiations,"saidSugarman,resignedly。"Iwillcalluponhimthisevening。IfIweretogooverandspeaktohimnow,hewouldperceiveyouwereanxious,andraisehisterms,andthatwillneverdo。Ofcourseyouwillnotmindallowingmeapoundmoreforfindingyousoeconomicalason-in-law?"

"Notapennymore。"

"Youneednotfear,"saidSugarman,resentfully。"ItisnotlikelyI

shallbeabletopersuadehimtotakesoeconomicalafather-in-law。

Soyouwillbenonetheworseforpromising。"

"Beitso,"saidEliphaz,withagestureofweariness,andhestartedhismachineagain。

"Twenty-sevenpoundsten,remember,"saidSugarman,abovethewhir。

Eliphaznoddedhishead,whirringhiswheel-worklouder。

"Andpaidbeforethewedding,mind。"

Themachinetooknonotice。

"Beforethewedding,mind,"repeatedSugarman。"Beforewegounderthecanopy。"

"Gonow,gonow!"gruntedEliphaz,withagestureofimpatience。"Itshallallbewell。"Andthewhite-hairedheadbowedimmovablyoveritswork。

IntheeveningRoseextractedfromherfatherthemotiveofSugarman’svisit,andconfessedthattheideawastoherliking。

"Butdostthouthinkhewillhaveme,littlefather?"sheasked,withcajolingeyes。

"AnyonewouldhavemyRose。"

"Ah,butLeibelisdifferent。Somanyyearshehassatatmysideandsaidnothing。"

"Hehadhisworktothinkof。Heisagood,savingyouth。"

"AtthisverymomentSugarmanistryingtopersuadehim——notso?I

supposehewillwantmuchmoney。"

"Beeasy,mychild。"Andhepassedhisdiscolouredhandoverherhair。

Sugarmanturnedupthenextday,andreportedthatLeibelwasunobtainableunderthirtypounds,andEliphaz,wearyofthecontest,calledoverLeibel,tillthatmomentcarefullyabsorbedinhisscientificchalkmarks,andmentionedthethingtohimforthefirsttime。"Iamnotamantobargain,"Eliphazsaid,andsohegavetheyoungmanhistawnyhand,andabottleofrumsprangfromsomewhere,andworkwassuspendedforfiveminutes,andthe"hands"alldrankamidsurprisedexcitement。Sugarman’svisitshadpreparedthemtocongratulateRose;butLeibelwasashock。

Theformalengagementwasmarkedbyevengreaterjunketing,andatlastthemarriagedaycame。Leibelwasresplendentinadiagonalfrockcoat,cutbyhisownhand;andRosesteppedfromthecabamedleyofflowers,fairness,andwhitesilk,andbehindhercametwobridesmaids,——hersisters,——atriothatglorifiedthespectator-strewnpavementoutsidethesynagogue。Eliphazlookedalmosttallinhisshinyhighhatandfrilledshirt-front。Sugarmanarrivedonfoot,carryingred-sockedlittleEbenezertuckedunderhisarm。

LeibelandRosewerenottheonlycoupletobedisposedof,foritwasthethirty-thirddayoftheOmer——adayfruitfulinmarriages。

Butatlasttheirturncame。Theydidnot,however,comeintheirturn,andtheirspecialfriendsamongtheaudiencewonderedwhytheyhadlosttheirprecedence。Afterseverallatermarriageshadtakenplaceawhisperbegantocirculate。Therumourofahitchgainedgroundsteadily,andthesensationwasproportionate。And,indeed,therosewasnottobepickedwithoutatouchofthethorn。

Graduallythefactsleakedout,andabuzzoftalkandcommentranthroughthewaitingsynagogue。Eliphazhadnotpaidup!

Atfirsthedeclaredhewouldputdownthemoneyimmediatelyaftertheceremony。ButthewarySugarman,schooledbyexperience,demandeditsinstantdeliveryonbehalfofhisotherclient。Hardpressed,Eliphazproducedtensovereignsfromhistrousers-pocket,andtenderedthemonaccount。TheseSugarmandisdainfullyrefused,andthenegotiationsweresuspended。Thebridegroom’spartywasencampedinoneroom,thebride’sinanother,andafterapainfuldelayEliphazsentanemissarytosaythathalftheamountshouldbeforthcoming,theextrafivepoundsinabrightnewBankofEnglandnote。Leibel,instructedandencouragedbySugarman,stoodfirm。

Andthenaroseahubbubofvoices,achaosofsuggestions;friendsrushedtoandfrobetweenthecamps,someemergingfromtheirseatsinthesynagoguetoaddtotheconfusion。ButEliphazhadtakenhisstanduponarock——hehadnomorereadymoney。To-morrow,thenextday,hewouldhavesome。AndLeibel,paleanddogged,clutchedtighteratthosemachinesthatwereslippingawaymomentlyfromhim。Hehadnotyetseenhisbridethatmorning,andsoherfacewasshadowycomparedwiththetangibilityofthosemachines。Mostoftheothermaidensweremarriedwomenbynow,andthesituationwasgrowingdesperate。Fromthefemalecampcameterriblerumoursofbridesmaidsinhysterics,andabridethattoreherwreathinapassionofshameandhumiliation。

EliphazsentwordthathewouldgiveanIOUforthebalance,butthathereallycouldnotmusteranymorecurrentcoin。SugarmaninstructedtheambassadortosuggestthatEliphazshouldraisethemoneyamonghisfriends。

Andtheshortspringdayslippedaway。Invaintheminister,apprisedoftheblock,lengthenedouttheformulaefortheotherpairs,andblessedthemwithmorereposefulunction。ItwasimpossibletostaveofftheLeibel-Greenitemindefinitely,andatlastRoseremainedtheonlyorange-wreathedspinsterinthesynagogue。Andthentherewasahushofsolemnsuspense,thatswelledgraduallyintoasteadyrumbleofbabblingtongues,asminutesucceededminuteandthefinalbridalpartystillfailedtoappear。Thelatestbulletinpicturedthebrideinadeadfaint。Theafternoonwaswaningfast。Theministerlefthispostnearthecanopy,underwhichsomanyliveshadbeenunited,andcametoaddhiswhitetietotheforcesforcompromise。Buthefarednobetterthantheothers。Incensedattheobstinacyoftheantagonists,hedeclaredhewouldclosethesynagogue。Hegavethecoupletenminutestomarryinorquit。Thenchaoscame,andpandemonium——afranticbabelofsuggestionandexhortationfromthecrowd。WhenfiveminuteshadpassedalegatefromEliphazannouncedthathissidehadscrapedtogethertwentypounds,andthatthiswastheirfinalbid。

Leibelwavered;thelongday’scombathadtolduponhim;thereportsofthebride’sdistresshadweakenedhim。EvenSugarmanhadlosthiscocksurenessofvictory。Afewminutesmoreandbothcommissionsmightslipthroughhisfingers。Oncethepartiesleftthesynagogue,itwouldnotbeeasytodrivethemthereanotherday。Buthecheeredonhismanstill:onecouldalwayssurrenderatthetenthminute。

Attheeighththebuzzoftonguesfalteredsuddenly,tobetransposedintoanewkey,sotospeak。Throughthegesticulatingassemblysweptthatmurmurofexpectationwhichcrowdsknowwhentheprocessioniscomingatlast。BysomemysteriousmagnetismallwereawarethattheBRIDEherself——thepoorhystericbride——hadleftthepaternalcamp,wascominginpersontopleadwithhermercenarylover。

AndasthegloryofherandtheflowersandthewhitedraperiesloomeduponLeibel’svisionhisheartmeltedinworship,andheknewhiscitadelwouldcrumbleinruinsatherfirstglance,atherfirsttouch。Wasitfairfighting?Ashistroubledvisioncleared,andasshecamenighuntohim,hesawtohisamazementthatshewasspecklessandcomposed——notraceoftearsdimmedthefairnessofherface,therewasnodisarrayinherbridalwreath。

Theclockshowedtheninthminute。

Sheputherhandappeallinglyonhisarm,whileaheavenlylightcameintoherface——theexpressionofaJoanofArcanimatinghercountry。

"Donotgivein,Leibel!"shesaid。"Donothaveme!Donotletthempersuadethee!Bymylife,thoumustnot!Gohome!"

SoattheeleventhminutethevanquishedEliphazproducedthebalance,andtheyalllivedhappilyeverafterward。

ANIDYLOFLONDON

BY

BEATRICEHARRADEN

Itwasoneo’clock,andmanyofthestudentsintheNationalGalleryhadleftoffworkandwererefreshingthemselveswithlunchandconversation。Therewasoneoldworkerwhohadnotstirredfromhisplace,buthehadputdownhisbrush,andhadtakenfromhispocketasmallbook,whichwaslikeitsowner——thinandshabbyofcovering。Heseemedtofindpleasureinreadingit,forheturnedoveritspageswithallthetendernesscharacteristicofonewholoveswhathereads。

NowandagainheglancedathisunfinishedcopyofthebeautifulportraitofAndreadelSarto,andoncehiseyesrestedonanothercopynexttohis,betterandtruerthanhis,andoncehestoppedtopickupagirl’sprune-colouredtie,whichhadfallenfromtheneighbouringeasel。Afterthisheseemedtobecomeunconsciousofhissurroundings,asunconscious,indeed,asanyoneofthepicturesnearhim。Anyonemighthavebeenjustifiedinmistakinghimfortheportraitofaman,butthathislipsmoved;foritwashiscustomtoreadsoftlytohimself。

Thestudentspassedbacktotheirplaces,nottroublingtonoticehim,becausetheyknewfromexperiencethathenevernoticedthem,andthatallgreetingswerewastedonhimandallwordswerewantonexpenditureofbreath。Theyhadcometoregardhimverymuchinthesamewayasmanyofusregardthewondersofnature,withoutastonishment,withoutanyquestionings,andoftenwithoutanyinterest。Onegirl,anew-

comer,didchancetosaytohercompanion:

"Howillthatoldmanlooks!"

"Oh,healwayslookslikethat,"wastheanswer。"Youwillsoongetaccustomedtohim。Comealong!Imustfinishmy’BlindBeggar’thisafternoon。"

Inafewminutesmostoftheworkerswerebusyagain,althoughthereweresomewhocontinuedtochatquietly,andseveralyoungmenwhoseemedreluctanttoleavetheirgirlfriends,andwhowerebynomeansencouragedtogo!Oneyoungmancametoclaimhisbookandpipe,whichhehadleftinthechargeofabright-eyedgirl,whowascopyingSirJoshua’s"Angels。"Shegavehimhistreasures,andreceivedinexchangeadark-redrose,whichshefastenedinherbelt;andthenhereturnedtohisportraitofMrs。Siddons。ButtherewassomethinginhisdisconsolatemannerwhichmadeonesuspectthathethoughtlessofMrs。Siddons’sbeautythanofthebeautyofthegirlwhowaswearingthedark-redrose!Thestrangers,strollingthroughtherooms,stoppednowandagaintopeercuriouslyatthestudents’work。Theywerestaredatindignantlybythestudentsthemselves,buttheymadenoattempttomoveaway,andevenventuredsometimestopasscriticismsofnotendercharacteronsomeofthecopies。Thefierce-lookingmanwhowascopying"TheHorseFair"deliberatelyputdownhisbrushes,foldedhisarms,andwaiteddefiantlyuntiltheyhadgoneby;butothers,wiserintheirgeneration,wentonpaintingcalmly。SeveralworkerswerepaintingthenewRaphael;oneofthemwasawhite-hairedoldgentlewoman,whosehandwastrembling,andyetskilfulstill。Morethanoncesheturnedtogiveafewhintstotheyounggirlnearher,wholookedinsomedistressanddoubt。Justtheneedfulhelpwasgiven,andthenthegirlpliedherbrushmerrily,smilingthewhilewithpleasureandgratitude。Thereseemedtobeagenial,kindlyinfluenceatwork,acertainhomelinesstoo,whichmustneedsassertitselfwheremanyaregatheredtogether,workingsidebyside。Allmadeaharmony;thewonderfulpictures,collectedfrommanylandsandmanycenturies,eachwithitsmeaninganditsmessagefromthepast;

theever-presentmemoriesofthepaintersthemselves,whohadworkedandstrivenandconquered;andthelivinghumanbeings,eachwithhiswealthofearnestendeavourandhope。

Meanwhiletheoldmanreadonuninterruptedlyuntiltwohandswereputoverhisbookandagentlevoicesaid:

"Mr。Lindall,youhavehadnolunchagain。Doyouknow,IbegintohateLucretius。Healwaysmakesyouforgetyourfood。"

Theoldmanlookedup,andsomethinglikeasmilepassedoverhisjoylessfacewhenhesawHelenStanleybendingoverhim。

"Ah,"heanswered,"youmustnothateLucretius。Ihavehadmorepleasanthourswithhimthanwithanylivingperson。"

HeroseandcameforwardtoexaminehercopyofAndreadelSarto’sportrait。

"Yoursisbetterthanmine,"hesaid,critically;"infact,mineisafailure。IthinkIshallonlygetasmallpriceformine;indeed,I

doubtwhetherIshallgetsufficienttopayformyfuneral。"

"Youspeakdismally,"sheanswered,smiling。

"Imissedyouyesterday,"hecontinued,halfdreamily。"Ileftmywork,andIwanderedthroughtherooms,andIdidnotevenreadLucretius。Somethingseemedtohavegonefrommylife。AtfirstI

thoughtitmustbemyfavouriteRaphael,ortheMurillo;butitwasneithertheonenortheother;itwasyou。Thatwasstrange,wasn’tit?Butyouknowwegetaccustomedtoanything,andperhapsIshouldhavemissedyoulessthesecondday,andbytheendofaweekIshouldnothavemissedyouatall。Mercifully,wehaveinusthepowerofforgetting。"

"Idonotwishtopleadformyself,"shesaid,"butIdonotbelievethatyouoranyonecouldreallyforget。Thatwhichoutsiderscallforgetfulnessmightbecalledbythebetternameofresignation。"

"Idon’tcareabouttalkinganymorenow,"hesaid,suddenly,andhewenttohiseaselandworkedsilentlyathispicture;andHelenStanleyglancedathim,andthoughtshehadneverseenheroldcompanionlooksoforlornanddesolateashedidto-day。Helookedasifnogentlehandhadeverbeenplacedonhiminkindlinessandaffection,andthatseemedtoheraterriblething;forshewasoneofthoseprehistoricallymindedpersonswhopersistinbelievingthataffectionisasneedfultohumanlifeasraintoflowerlife。Whenfirstshecametoworkatthegallery——sometwelvemonthsago——shehadnoticedthisoldman,andhadwishedforhiscompanionship;shewasherselflonelyandsorrowful,and,althoughyoung,hadtofightherownbattles,andhadlearnedsomethingofthedifficultiesoffighting,andthishadgivenheranexperiencebeyondheryears。Shewasnotmorethantwenty-fouryearsofage,butshelookedratherolder,and,thoughshehadbeautifuleyes,fullofmeaningandkindness,herfeaturesweredecidedlyplainaswellasunattractive。

Thereweresomeinthegallerywhosaidamongthemselvesthat,asMr。

Lindallhadwaitedsomanyyearsbeforetalkingtoanyone,hemighthavechosensomeonebetterworththewaitingfor!ButtheysoonbecameaccustomedtoseeingHelenStanleyandMr。Lindalltogether,andtheylaughedlessthanbefore;andmeanwhiletheacquaintanceripenedintoasortoffriendship,halfsulkyonhispartandwhollykindonherpart。Hetoldhernothingabouthimself,andheaskednothingaboutherself;forweeksheneverevenknewhername。

Sometimeshedidnotspeakatall,andthetwofriendswouldworksilentlysidebysideuntilitwastimetogo;andthenhewaiteduntilshewasready,andwalkedwithheracrossTrafalgarSquare,wheretheypartedandwenttheirownways。

Butoccasionally,whensheleastexpectedit,hewouldspeakwithglowingenthusiasmonart;thenhiseyesseemedtobecomebright,andhisbentfiguremoreerect,andhiswholebearingproudanddignified。

Thereweretimes,too,whenhewouldspeakonothersubjects:onthemoralityoffreethought——onBruno,ofblessedmemory,onhim,andscoresofotherstoo。Hewouldspeakofthedifferentschoolsofphilosophy;hewouldlaughathimself,andatallwho,havinggiventimeandthoughttothestudyoflife’scomplicatedproblems,hadnotreachedonestepfurtherthantheOld-Worldthinkers。Perhapshewouldquoteoneofhisfavouritephilosophers,andthensuddenlyrelapseintosilence,returningtohiswontedabstractionandtohisindifferencetohissurroundings。HelenStanleyhadlearnedtounderstandhiswaysandtoappreciatehismind,and,withoutintrudingonhiminanymanner,hadputherselfgentlyintohislifeashisquietchampionandhisfriend。Nooneinherpresencedaredspeakslightinglyoftheoldman,ortomakefunofhistumble-downappearance,orofhisworn-outsilkhatwithacrackintheside,orofhisragofablacktie,which,togetherwithhisovercoat,had"seenbetterdays。"Onceshebroughtherneedleandthread,anddarnedthetornsleeveduringherlunch-time;and,thoughheneverknewit,itwasasatisfactiontohertohavehelpedhim。

To-dayshenoticedthathewaspaintingbadly,andthatheseemedtotakenointerestinhiswork;butshewentonbusilywithherownpicture,andwassoengrossedinitthatshedidnotatfirstobservethathehadpackeduphisbrushesandwaspreparingtogohome。

"Threemorestrokes,"hesaid,quietly,"andyouwillhavefinishedyourpicture。Ishallneverfinishmine;perhapsyouwillbegoodenoughtosetitrightforme。Iamnotcominghereagain。Idon’tseemtohavecaughtthetrueexpression;whatdoyouthink?ButIamnotgoingtoletitworryme,forIamsureyouwillpromisetodoyourbestforme。See,Iwillhandoverthesecoloursandthesebrushestoyou,andnodoubtyouwillacceptthepaletteaswell。I

havenofurtheruseforit。"

HelenStanleytookthepalettewhichheheldouttowardher,andlookedathimasthoughshewouldwishtoquestionhim。

"Itisveryhothere,"hecontinued,"andIamgoingout。Iamtiredofwork。"

Hehesitated,andthenadded,"Ishouldlikeyoutocomewithme,ifyoucansparethetime。"

Shepackedupherthingsatonce,andthetwofriendsmovedslowlyaway,hegazingabsentlyatthepictures,andshewonderinginhermindastothemeaningofhisstrangemood。

Whentheywereonthestepsinsidethebuilding,heturnedtoHelenStanleyandsaid:

"Ishouldliketogobacktothepicturesoncemore。IfeelasifI

muststandamongthemjustalittlelonger。Theyhavebeenmycompanionsforsolongthattheyarealmostpartofmyself。Icanclosemyeyesandrecallthemfaithfully。ButIwanttotakealastlookatthem;Iwanttofeeloncemorethepresenceofthegreatmasters,andtorefreshmymindwiththeirgenius。WhenIlookattheirworkIthinkoftheirlife,andcanonlywonderattheirdeath。

Itwassostrangethattheyshoulddie。"

Theywentbacktogether,andhetookhertohisfavouritepictures,butremainedspeechlessbeforethem,andshedidnotdisturbhisthoughts。Atlasthesaid:

"Iamreadytogo。Ihavesaidfarewelltothemall。Iknownothingmorewonderfulthanbeingamonganumberoffinepictures。Itisalmostoverwhelming。Onceexpectsnaturetobegrand,butonedoesnotexpectmantobegrand。"

"Youknowwedon’tagreethere,"sheanswered。"/I/expecteverythinggrandandgreatfromman。"

Theywentoutofthegallery,andintoTrafalgarSquare。ItwasascorchingafternooninAugust,buttherewassomecoolingcomfortinseeingthedancingwaterofthefountainssparklingsobrightlyinthesunshine。

"Doyoumindstoppinghereafewminutes?"hesaid。"Ishouldliketositdownandwatch。Thereissomuchtosee。"

Sheledthewaytoaseat,oneendofwhichwasoccupiedbyaworkman,whowassleepingsoundly,andsnoringtoo,hisarmsfoldedtightlytogether。Hehadalittleclaypipeinthecornerofhismouth;itseemedtobetuckedinsosnuglythattherewasnotmuchdangerofitsfallingtotheground。AtlastHelenspoketohercompanion。

"Whatdoyoumeanbysayingthatyouwillnotbeabletofinishyourpicture?Perhapsyouarenotwell。Indeed,youdon’tlookwell。Youmakemeanxious,forIhaveagreatregardforyou。"

"Iamillandsuffering,"heanswered,quietly。"IthoughtIshouldhavediedyesterday;butImadeupmymindtoliveuntilIsawyouagain,andIthoughtIwouldaskyoutospendtheafternoonwithme,andgowithmetoWestminsterAbbey,andsitwithmeinthecloisters。

Idonotfeelabletogobymyself,andIknowofnoonetoaskexceptyou;andIbelievedyouwouldnotrefuseme,foryouhavebeenverykindtome。Idonotquiteunderstandwhyyouhavebeenkindtome,butIamwonderfullygratefultoyou。TodayIheardsomeoneinthegallerysaythatyouwereplain。IturnedroundandIsaid,’Ibegyourpardon;/I/thinksheisverybeautiful。’Ithinktheylaughed,andthatpuzzledme;foryouhavealwaysseemedtomeaverybeautifulperson。"

Atthatmomentthelittleclaypipefellfromtheworkman’smouthandwasbrokenintobits。Heawokewithastart,gazedstupidlyattheoldmanandhiscompanion,andatthebrokenclaypipe。

"Cursemyluck!"hesaid,yawning。"Iwasfondofthatdamnedlittlepipe。"

Theoldmandrewhisownpipeandhisowntobacco-pouchfromhispocket。

"Takethese,stranger,"hesaid。"Idon’twantthem。Andgoodlucktoyou。"

Theman’sfacebrightenedupashetookthepipeandpouch。

"You’reuncommonkind,"hesaid。"Canyousparethem?"headded,holdingthemouthalfreluctantly。

"Yes,"answeredtheoldman;"Ishallnotsmokeagain。Youmayaswellhavethesematchestoo。"

Thelabourerputtheminhispocket,smiledhisthanks,andwalkedsomelittledistanceoff;andHelenwatchedhimexaminehisnewpipe,andthenfillitwithtobaccoandlightit。

Mr。LindallproposedthattheyshouldbegettingontheirwaytoWestminster,andtheysoonfoundthemselvesintheabbey。TheysattogetherinthePoets’Corner;asmileofquiethappinessbrokeovertheoldman’stiredfaceashelookedaroundandtookinallthesolemnbeautyandgrandeuroftheresting-placeofthegreat。

"Youknow,"hesaid,halftohimself,halftohiscompanion,"Ihavenobeliefofanykind,andnohopesandnofears;butallthroughmylifeithasbeenacomforttometositquietlyinachurchoracathedral。Thegracefularches,thesunshiningthroughthestainedwindows,thevaultedroof,thenoblecolumns,havehelpedmetounderstandthemysterywhichallourbooksofphilosophycannotmakeclear,thoughwebendoverthemyearafteryear,andgrowoldoverthem,oldinageandinspirit。ThoughImyselfhaveneverbeenoutwardlyaworshipper,Ihaveneversatinaplaceofworshipbutthat,forthetimebeing,Ihavefeltabetterman。Butdirectlythevoiceofdoctrineordogmawasraisedthespellwasbrokenforme,andthatwhichIhopedwasbeingmadeclearhadnofurthermeaningforme。

Therewasonlyonevoicewhicheverhelpedme,thevoiceoftheorgan,arousingme,thrillingme,fillingmewithstrangelonging,withwelcomesadness,withsolemngladness。Ihavealwaysthoughtthatmusiccangiveananswerwheneverythingelseisofnoavail。Idonotknowwhatyoubelieve。"

"Iamsoyoungtohavefoundout,"shesaid,almostpleadingly。

"Don’tworryyourself,"heanswered,kindly。"Bebraveandstrong,andlettherestgo。Ishouldliketolivelongenoughtoseewhatyouwillmakeofyourlife。Ibelieveyouwillneverbefalsetoyourselfortoanyone。Thatisrare。Ibelieveyouwillnotletanyloweridealtaketheplaceofyourhighidealofwhatisbeautifulandnobleinart,inlife。Ibelievethatyouwillneverletdespairgettheupperhandofyou。Ifitdoesyoumayaswelldie;yes,youmayaswell。AndIentreatyounottoloseyourentirefaithinhumanity。

Thereisnothinglikethatforwitheringuptheverycoreoftheheart。Itellyou,humanityandnaturehavesomuchincommonwitheachotherthatifyoulosepartofyourpleasureinthelatter;youwillseelessbeautyinthetrees,theflowers,andthefields,lessgrandeurinthemightymountainsandthesea。Theseasonswillcomeandgo,andyouwillscarcelyheedtheircomingandgoing:winterwillsettleoveryoursoul,justasitsettledovermine。AndyouseewhatIam。"

Theyhadnowpassedintothecloisters,andtheysatdowninoneoftherecessesofthewindows,andlookedoutupontherichplotofgrasswhichthecloistersenclose。Therewasnotasoulthereexceptthemselves;thecoolandthequietandthebeautyofthespotrefreshedthesepilgrims,andtheyrestedincalmenjoyment。

Helenwasthefirsttobreakthesilence。

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