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Charlotte Temple
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"AtanyrateIamdeterminednottoanswerit,"continuedCharlotte,assheopenedtheletter。

Hereletmestoptomakeoneremark,andtrustmemyveryheartacheswhileIwriteit;butcertainIam,thatwhenonceawomanhasstifledthesenseofshameinherownbosom,whenonceshehaslostsightofthebasisonwhichreputation,honour,everythingthatshouldbedeartothefemaleheart,rests,shegrowshardenedinguilt,andwillsparenopainstobringdowninnocenceandbeautytotheshockinglevelwithherself:andthisproceedsfromthatdiabolicalspiritofenvy,whichrepinesatseeinganotherinthefullpossessionofthatrespectandesteemwhichshecannolongerhopetoenjoy。

MademoiselleeyedtheunsuspectingCharlotte,assheperusedtheletter,withamalignantpleasure。Shesaw,thatthecontentshadawakenednewemotionsinheryouthfulbosom:sheencouragedherhopes,calmedherfears,andbeforetheypartedforthenight,itwasdeterminedthatsheshouldmeetMontravilletheensuingevening。

CHAPTERVIII。

DOMESTICPLEASURESPLANNED。

"ITHINK,mydear,"saidMrs。Temple,layingherhandonherhusband’sarmastheywerewalkingtogetherinthegarden,"IthinknextWednesdayisCharlotte’sbirthday:nowIhaveformedalittleschemeinmyownmind,togiveheranagreeablesurprise;

andifyouhavenoobjection,wewillsendforherhomeonthatday。"

Templepressedhiswife’shandintokenofapprobation,andsheproceeded。——"Youknowthelittlealcoveatthebottomofthegarden,ofwhichCharlotteissofond?Ihaveaninclinationtodeckthisoutinafancifulmanner,andinviteallherlittlefriendstopartakeofacollationoffruit,sweetmeats,andotherthingssuitabletothegeneraltasteofyoungguests;andtomakeitmorepleasingtoCharlotte,sheshallbemistressofthefeast,andentertainhervisitorsinthisalcove。Iknowshewillbedelighted;andtocompleteall,theyshallhavesomemusic,andfinishwithadance。"

"Averyfineplan,indeed,"saidTemple,smiling;"andyoureallysupposeIwillwinkatyourindulgingthegirlinthismanner?

Youwillquitespoilher,Lucy;indeedyouwill。"

"Sheistheonlychildwehave,"saidMrs。Temple,thewholetendernessofamotheraddinganimationtoherfinecountenance;

butitwaswithaltemperedsosweetlywiththemeekaffectionandsubmissivedutyofthewife,thatasshepausedexpectingherhusband’sanswer,hegazedathertenderly,andfoundhewasunabletorefuseherrequest。

"Sheisagoodgirl,"saidTemple。

"Sheis,indeed,"repliedthefondmotherexultingly,"agrateful,affectionategirl;andIamsurewillneverlosesightofthedutysheowesherparents。"

"Ifshedoes,"saidhe,’shemustforgettheexamplesetherbythebestofmothers。"

Mrs。Templecouldnotreply;butthedelightfulsensationthatdilatedherheartsparkledinherintelligenteyesandheightenedthevermilliononhercheeks。

Ofallthepleasuresofwhichthehumanmindissensible,thereisnoneequaltothatwhichwarmsandexpandsthebosom,whenlisteningtocommendationsbestowedonusbyabelovedobject,andareconsciousofhavingdeservedthem。

Yegiddyflutterersinthefantasticroundofdissipation,whoeagerlyseekpleasureintheloftydome,richtreat,andmidnightrevel——

tellme,yethoughtlessdaughtersoffolly,haveyeeverfoundthephantomyouhavesolongsoughtwithsuchunremittedassiduity?

Hasshenotalwayseludedyourgrasp,andwhenyouhavereachedyourhandtotakethecupsheextendstoherdeludedvotaries,haveyounotfoundthelong-expecteddraughtstronglytincturedwiththebitterdregsofdisappointment?Iknowyouhave:

Iseeitinthewancheek,sunkeye,andairofchagrin,whichevermarkthechildrenofdissipation。Pleasureisavainillusion;

shedrawsyouontoathousandfollies,errors,andImaysayvices,andthenleavesyoutodeploreyourthoughtlesscredulity。

Look,mydearfriends,atyonderlovelyVirgin,arrayedinawhiterobedevoidofornament;beholdthemeeknessofhercountenance,themodestyofhergait;herhandmaidsareHumility,FilialPiety,ConjugalAffection,Industry,andBenevolence;hernameisCONTENT;

sheholdsinherhandthecupoftruefelicity,andwhenonceyouhaveformedanintimateacquaintancewiththeseherattendants,nayyoumustadmitthemasyourbosomfriendsandchiefcounsellors,then,whatevermaybeyoursituationinlife,themeekeyedVirginwigimmediatelytakeupherabodewithyou。

Ispovertyyourportion?——shewilllightenyourlabours,presideatyourfrugalboard,andwatchyourquietslumbers。

Isyourstatemediocrity?——shewillheighteneveryblessingyouenjoy,byinformingyouhowgratefulyoushouldbetothatbountifulProvidencewhomighthaveplacedyouinthemostabjectsituation;

and,byteachingyoutoweighyourblessingsagainstyourdeserts,showyouhowmuchmoreyoureceivethanyouhavearighttoexpect。

Areyoupossessedofaffluence?——whataninexhaustiblefundofhappinesswillshelaybeforeyou!Torelievethedistressed,redresstheinjured,inshort,toperformallthegoodworksofpeaceandmercy。

Content,mydearfriends,willblunteventhearrowsofadversity,sothattheycannotmateriallyharmyou。Shewilldwellinthehumblestcottage;shewillattendyoueventoaprison。

HerparentisReligion;hersisters,PatienceandHope。

Shewillpasswithyouthroughlife,smoothingtheroughpathsandtreadtoearththosethornswhicheveryonemustmeetwithastheyjourneyonwardtotheappointedgoal。Shewillsoftenthepainsofsickness,continuewithyoueveninthecoldgloomyhourofdeath,and,cheatingyouwiththesmilesofherheaven-bornsister,Hope,leadyoutriumphanttoablissfulleternity。

IconfessIhaverambledstrangelyfrommystory:butwhatofthat?ifIhavebeensoluckyastofindtheroadtohappiness,whyshouldIbesuchaniggardastoomitsogoodanopportunityofpointingoutthewaytoothers。Theverybasisoftruepeaceofmindisabenevolentwishtoseealltheworldashappyasone’sSelf;andfrommysouldoIpitytheselfishchurl,who,rememberingthelittlebickeringsofanger,envy,andfiftyotherdisagreeablestowhichfrailmortalityissubject,wouldwishtorevengetheaffrontwhichpridewhispershimhehasreceived。

Formyownpart,Icansafelydeclare,thereisnotahumanbeingintheuniverse,whoseprosperityIshouldnotrejoicein,andtowhosehappinessIwouldnotcontributetotheutmostlimitofmypower:

andmaymyoffencesbenomorerememberedinthedayofgeneralretribution,thanasfrommysoulIforgiveeveryoffenceorinjuryreceivedfromafellowcreature。

Mercifulheaven!whowouldexchangetheraptureofsuchareflexionforallthegaudytinselwhichtheworldcallspleasure!

Buttoreturn。——ContentdweltinMrs。Temple’sbosom,andspreadacharminganimationoverhercountenance,asherhusbandledherin,tolaytheplanshehadformed(forthecelebrationofCharlotte’sbirthday,)beforeMr。Eldridge。

CHAPTERIX。

WEKNOWNOTWHATADAY

MAYBRINGFORTH。

VARIOUSwerethesensationswhichagitatedthemindofCharlotte,duringthedayprecedingtheeveninginwhichshewastomeetMontraville。Severaltimesdidshealmostresolvetogotohergoverness,showhertheletter,andbeguidedbyheradvice:

butCharlottehadtakenonestepinthewaysofimprudence;

andwhenthatisoncedone,therearealwaysinnumerableobstaclestopreventtheerringpersonreturningtothepathofrectitude:

yettheseobstacles,howeverforcibletheymayappearingeneral,existchieflyinimagination。

Charlottefearedtheangerofhergoverness:shelovedhermother,andtheveryideaofincurringherdispleasure,gaveherthegreatestuneasiness:buttherewasamoreforciblereasonstillremaining:shouldsheshowthelettertoMadameDuPont,shemustconfessthemeansbywhichitcameintoherpossession;

andwhatwouldbetheconsequence?Mademoisellewouldbeturnedoutofdoors。

"Imustnotbeungrateful,"saidshe。"LaRueisverykindtome;

besidesIcan,whenIseeMontraville,informhimoftheimproprietyofourcontinuingtoseeorcorrespondwitheachother,andrequesthimtocomenomoretoChichester。"

HoweverprudentCharlottemightbeintheseresolutions,shecertainlydidnottakeapropermethodtoconfirmherselfinthem。Severaltimesinthecourseoftheday,sheindulgedherselfinreadingovertheletter,andeachtimeshereadit,thecontentssunkdeeperinherheart。

Aseveningdrewnear,shecaughtherselffrequentlyconsultingherwatch。

"Iwishthisfoolishmeetingwasover,"saidshe,bywayofapologytoherownheart,"Iwishitwasover;forwhenIhaveseenhim,andconvincedhimmyresolutionisnottobeshaken,Ishallfeelmymindmucheasier。"

Theappointedhourarrived。CharlotteandMademoiselleeludedtheeyeofvigilance;andMontraville,whohadwaitedtheircomingwithimpatience,receivedthemwithrapturousandunboundedacknowledgmentsfortheircondescension:hehadwiselybroughtBelcourwithhimtoentertainMademoiselle,whileheenjoyedanuninterruptedconversationwithCharlotte。

Belcourwasamanwhosecharactermightbecomprisedinafewwords;

andashewillmakesomefigureintheensuingpages,Ishallheredescribehim。Hepossessedagenteelfortune,andhadaliberaleducation;dissipated,thoughtless,andcapricious,hepaidlittleregardtothemoralduties,andlesstoreligiousones:

eagerinthepursuitofpleasure,hemindednotthemiseriesheinflictedonothers,providedhisownwishes,howeverextravagant,weregratified。Self,darlingself,wastheidolheworshipped,andtothathewouldhavesacrificedtheinterestandhappinessofallmankind。SuchwasthefriendofMontraville:

willnotthereaderbereadytoimagine,thatthemanwhocouldregardsuchacharacter,mustbeactuatedbythesamefeelings,followthesamepursuits,andbeequallyunworthywiththepersontowhomhethusgavehisconfidence?

ButMontravillewasadifferentcharacter:generousinhisdisposition,liberalinhisopinions,andgood-naturedalmosttoafault;

yeteagerandimpetuousinthepursuitofafavoriteobject,hestaidnottoreflectontheconsequencewhichmightfollowtheattainmentofhiswishes;withamindeveropentoconviction,hadhebeensofortunateastopossessafriendwhowouldhavepointedoutthecrueltyofendeavouringtogaintheheartofaninnocentartlessgirl,whenheknewitwasutterlyimpossibleforhimtomarryher,andwhenthegratificationofhispassionwouldbeunavoidableinfamyandmiserytoher,andacauseofnever-ceasingremorsetohimself:

hadthesedreadfulconsequencesbeenplacedbeforehiminaproperlight,thehumanityofhisnaturewouldhaveurgedhimtogiveupthepursuit:

butBelcourwasnotthisfriend;heratherencouragedthegrowingpassionofMontraville;andbeingpleasedwiththevivacityofMademoiselle,resolvedtoleavenoargumentuntried,whichhethoughtmightprevailonhertobethecompanionoftheirintendedvoyage;andhemadenodoubtbutherexample,addedtotherhetoricofMontraville,wouldpersuadeCharlottetogowiththem。

Charlottehad,whenshewentouttomeetMontraville,flatteredherselfthatherresolutionwasnottobeshaken,andthat,consciousoftheimproprietyofherconductinhavingaclandestineintercoursewithastranger,shewouldneverrepeattheindiscretion。

Butalas!poorCharlotte,sheknewnotthedeceitfulnessofherownheart,orshewouldhaveavoidedthetrialofherstability。

Montravillewastender,eloquent,ardent,andyetrespectful。

"ShallInotseeyouoncemore,"saidhe,"beforeIleaveEngland?

willyounotblessmebyanassurance,thatwhenwearedividedbyavastexpanseofseaIshallnotbeforgotten?"

Charlottesighed。

"Whythatsigh,mydearCharlotte?couldIflattermyselfthatafearformysafety,orawishformywelfareoccasionedit,howhappywoulditmakeme。"

"Ishalleverwishyouwell,Montraville,"saidshe;"butwemustmeetnomore。""Ohsaynotso,mylovelygirl:reflect,thatwhenIleavemynativeland,perhapsafewshortweeksmayterminatemyexistence;

theperilsoftheocean——thedangersofwar——"

"Icanhearnomore,"saidCharlotteinatremulousvoice。

"Imustleaveyou。"

"Sayyouwillseemeonceagain。"

"Idarenot,"saidshe。

"Onlyforonehalfhourto-morrowevening:’tismylastrequest。

Ishallnevertroubleyouagain,Charlotte。"

"Iknownotwhattosay,"criedCharlotte,strugglingtodrawherhandsfromhim:"letmeleaveyounow。"

"Andyouwillcometo-morrow,"saidMontraville。

"PerhapsImay,"saidshe。

"Adieuthen。Iwillliveuponthathopetillwemeetagain。"

Hekissedherhand。Shesighedanadieu,andcatchingholdofMademoiselle’sarm,hastilyenteredthegardengate。

CHAPTERX。

WHENWEHAVEEXCITED

CURIOSITY,ITISBUTANACTOF

GOODNATURETOGRATIFYIT。

MONTRAVILLEwastheyoungestsonofagentlemanoffortune,whosefamilybeingnumerous,hewasobligedtobringuphissonstogenteelprofessions,bytheexerciseofwhichtheymighthopetoraisethemselvesintonotice。

"Mydaughters,"saidhe,"havebeeneducatedlikegentlewomen;

andshouldIdiebeforetheyaresettled,theymusthavesomeprovisionmade,toplacethemabovethesnaresandtemptationswhichviceeverholdsouttotheelegant,accomplishedfemale,whenoppressedbythefrownsofpovertyandthestingofdependance:

myboys,withonlymoderateincomes,whenplacedinthechurch,atthebar,orinthefield,mayexerttheirtalents,makethemselvesfriends,andraisetheirfortunesonthebasisofmerit。"

WhenMontravillechosetheprofessionofarms,hisfatherpresentedhimwithacommission,andmadehimahandsomeprovisionforhisprivatepurse。"Now,myboy,"saidhe,’go!seekgloryinthefieldofbattle。YouhavereceivedfrommeallIshalleverhaveitinmypowertobestow:itiscertainIhaveinteresttogainyoupromotion;butbeassuredthatinterestshallneverbeexerted,unlessbyyourfutureconductyoudeserveit。

Remember,therefore,yoursuccessinlifedependsentirelyonyourself。

ThereisonethingIthinkitmydutytocautionyouagainst;

theprecipitancywithwhichyoungmenfrequentlyrushintomatrimonialengagements,andbytheirthoughtlessnessdrawmanyadeservingwomanintoscenesofpovertyanddistress。

Asoldierhasnobusinesstothinkofawifetillhisrankissuchastoplacehimabovethefearofbringingintotheworldatrainofhelplessinnocents,heirsonlytopenuryandaffliction。

If,indeed,awoman,whosefortuneissufficienttopreserveyouinthatstateofindependenceIwouldteachyoutoprize,shouldgenerouslybestowherselfonayoungsoldier,whosechiefhopeoffutureprosperitydependedonhissuccessinthefield——

ifsuchawomanshouldoffer——everybarrierisremoved,andI

shouldrejoiceinanunionwhichwouldpromisesomuchfelicity。

Butmarkme,boy,if,onthecontrary,yourushintoaprecipitateunionwithagirloflittleornofortune,takethepoorcreaturefromacomfortablehomeandkindfriends,andplungeherintoalltheevilsanarrowincomeandincreasingfamilycaninflict,Iwillleaveyoutoenjoytheblessedfruitsofyourrashness;forbyallthatissacred,neithermyinterestorfortuneshalleverbeexertedinyourfavour。

Iamserious,"continuedhe,"thereforeimprintthisconversationonyourmemory,andletitinfluenceyourfutureconduct。

Yourhappinesswillalwaysbedeartome;andIwishtowarnyouofarockonwhichthepeaceofmanyanhonestfellowhasbeenwrecked;

forbelieveme,thedifficultiesanddangersofthelongestwintercampaignaremucheasiertobeborne,thanthepangsthatwouldseizeyourheart,whenyoubeheldthewomanofyourchoice,thechildrenofyouraffection,involvedinpenuryanddistress,andreflectedthatitwasyourownfollyandprecipitancyhadbeentheprimecauseoftheirsufferings。"

AsthisconversationpassedbutafewhoursbeforeMontravilletookleaveofhisfather,itwasdeeplyimpressedonhismind:

when,therefore,BelcourcamewithhimtotheplaceofassignationwithCharlotte,hedirectedhimtoenquireoftheFrenchwomanwhatwereMissTemple’sexpectationsinregardtofortune。

Mademoiselleinformedhim,thatthoughCharlotte’sfatherpossessedagenteelindependence,itwasbynomeansprobablethathecouldgivehisdaughtermorethanathousandpounds;andincaseshedidnotmarrytohisliking,itwaspossiblehemightnotgiveherasingleSOUS;nordiditappeartheleastlikely,thatMr。Templewouldagreetoherunionwithayoungmanonthepointofembarkingforthefeatofwar。

MontravillethereforeconcludeditwasimpossibleheshouldevermarryCharlotteTemple;andwhatendheproposedtohimselfbycontinuingtheacquaintancehehadcommencedwithher,hedidnotatthatmomentgivehimselftimetoenquire。

CHAPTERXI。

CONFLICTOFLOVEANDDUTY。

ALMOSTaweekwasnowgone,andCharlottecontinuedeveryeveningtomeetMontraville,andinherhearteverymeetingwasresolvedtobethelast;butalas!whenMontravilleatpartingwouldearnestlyintreatonemoreinterview,thattreacherousheartbetrayedher;and,forgetfulofitsresolution,pleadedthecauseoftheenemysopowerfully,thatCharlottewasunabletoresist。

Anotherandanothermeetingsucceeded;andsowelldidMontravilleimproveeachopportunity,thattheheedlessgirlatlengthconfessednoideacouldbesopainfultoherasthatofneverseeinghimagain。

"Thenwewillneverbeparted,"saidhe。

"Ah,Montraville,"repliedCharlotte,forcingasmile,"howcanitbeavoided?Myparentswouldneverconsenttoourunion;

andevencouldtheybebroughttoapproveit,howshouldIbeartobeseparatedfrommykind,mybelovedmother?"

"Thenyouloveyourparentsmorethanyoudome,Charlotte?"

"IhopeIdo,"saidshe,blushingandlookingdown,"Ihopemyaffectionforthemwilleverkeepmefrominfringingthelawsoffilialduty。"

"Well,Charlotte,"saidMontravillegravely,andlettinggoherhand,"sincethatisthecase,IfindIhavedeceivedmyselfwithfallacioushopes。Ihadflatteredmyfondheart,thatIwasdearertoCharlottethananythingintheworldbeside。

Ithoughtthatyouwouldformysakehavebravedthedangersoftheocean,thatyouwould,byyouraffectionandsmiles,havesoftenedthehardshipsofwar,and,haditbeenmyfatetofall,thatyourtendernesswouldchearthehourofdeath,andsmoothmypassagetoanotherworld。Butfarewel,Charlotte!Iseeyouneverlovedme。

Ishallnowwelcomethefriendlyballthatdeprivesmeofthesenseofmymisery。"

"Ohstay,unkindMontraville,"criedshe,catchingholdofhisarm,ashepretendedtoleaveher,"stay,andtocalmyourfears,Iwillhereprotestthatwasitnotforthefearofgivingpaintothebestofparents,andreturningtheirkindnesswithingratitude,Iwouldfollowyouthrougheverydanger,and,instudyingtopromoteyourhappiness,insuremyown。

ButIcannotbreakmymother’sheart,Montraville;Imustnotbringthegreyhairsofmydoatinggrand-fatherwithsorrowtothegrave,ormakemybelovedfatherperhapscursethehourthatgavemebirth。"

Shecoveredherfacewithherhands,andburstintotears。

"Allthesedistressingscenes,mydearCharlotte,"criedMontraville,"aremerelythechimerasofadisturbedfancy。Yourparentsmightperhapsgrieveatfirst;butwhentheyheardfromyourownhandthatyouwaswithamanofhonour,andthatitwastoinsureyourfelicitybyanunionwithhim,towhichyoufearedtheywouldneverhavegiventheirassent,thatyoulefttheirprotection,theywill,beassured,forgiveanerrorwhichlovealoneoccasioned,andwhenwereturnfromAmerica,receiveyouwithopenarmsandtearsofjoy。"

BelcourandMademoiselleheardthislastspeech,andconceivingitapropertimetothrowintheiradviceandpersuasions,approachedCharlotte,andsowellsecondedtheentreatiesofMontraville,thatfindingMademoiselleintendedgoingwithBelcour,andfeelingherowntreacheroushearttoomuchinclinedtoaccompanythem,thehaplessCharlotte,inanevilhour,consentedthatthenexteveningtheyshouldbringachaisetotheendofthetown,andthatshewouldleaveherfriends,andthrowherselfentirelyontheprotectionofMontraville。

"Butshouldyou,"saidshe,lookingearnestlyathim,hereyesfulloftears,"shouldyou,forgetfulofyourpromises,andrepentingtheengagementsyouherevoluntarilyenterinto,forsakeandleavemeonaforeignshore——""Judgenotsomeanlyofme,"saidhe。

"Themomentwereachourplaceofdestination,Hymenshallsanctifyourlove;andwhenIshallforgetyourgoodness,mayheavenforgetme。"

"Ah,"saidCharlotte,leaningonMademoiselle’sarmastheywalkedupthegardentogether,"IhaveforgotallthatIoughttohaveremembered,inconsentingtothisintendedelopement。"

"Youareastrangegirl,"saidMademoiselle:"youneverknowyourownmindtwominutesatatime。justnowyoudeclaredMontraville’shappinesswaswhatyouprizedmostintheworld;

andnowIsupposeyourepenthavinginsuredthathappinessbyagreeingtoaccompanyhimabroad。"

"IndeedIdorepent,"repliedCharlotte,"frommysoul:

butwhilediscretionpointsouttheimproprietyofmyconduct,inclinationurgesmeontoruin。"

"Ruin!fiddlestick!"saidMademoiselle;"amInotgoingwithyou?

anddoIfeelanyofthesequalms?"

"Youdonotrenounceatenderfatherandmother,"saidCharlotte。

"ButIhazardmydearreputation,"repliedMademoiselle,bridling。

"True,"repliedCharlotte,"butyoudonotfeelwhatIdo。"

Shethenbadehergoodnight:butsleepwasastrangertohereyes,andthetearofanguishwateredherpillow。

CHAPTERXII。

Nature’slast,bestgift:

Creatureinwhomexcell’d,whatevercouldTosightorthoughtbenam’d!

Holy,divine!good,amiable,andsweet!

Howthouartfall’n!——

WHENCharlotteleftherrestlessbed,herlanguideyeandpalecheekdiscoveredtoMadameDuPontthelittlereposeshehadtasted。

"Mydearchild,"saidtheaffectionategoverness,"whatisthecauseofthelanguorsoapparentinyourframe?Areyounotwell?"

"Yes,mydearMadam,verywell,"repliedCharlotte,attemptingtosmile,"butIknownothowitwas;Icouldnotsleeplastnight,andmyspiritsaredepressedthismorning。"

"Comechearup,mylove,"saidthegoverness;"IbelieveIhavebroughtacordialtorevivethem。Ihavejustreceivedaletterfromyourgoodmama,andhereisoneforyourself。"

Charlottehastilytooktheletter:itcontainedthesewords——

"Asto-morrowistheanniversaryofthehappydaythatgavemybelovedgirltotheanxiouswishesofamaternalheart,Ihaverequestedyourgovernesstoletyoucomehomeandspenditwithus;andasI

knowyoutobeagoodaffectionatechild,andmakeityourstudytoimproveinthosebranchesofeducationwhichyouknowwillgivemostpleasuretoyourdelightedparents,asarewardforyourdiligenceandattentionIhavepreparedanagreeablesurpriseforyourreception。

Yourgrand-father,eagertoembracethedarlingofhisagedheart,willcomeinthechaiseforyou;soholdyourselfinreadinesstoattendhimbynineo’clock。Yourdearfatherjoinsineverytenderwishforyourhealthandfuturefelicity,whichwarmstheheartofmydearCharlotte’saffectionatemother,L。TEMPLE。"

"Graciousheaven!"criedCharlotte,forgettingwhereshewas,andraisingherstreamingeyesasinearnestsupplication。

MadameDuPontwassurprised。"Whythesetears,mylove?"saidshe。

"Whythisseemingagitation?Ithoughttheletterwouldhaverejoiced,insteadofdistressingyou。"

"Itdoesrejoiceme,"repliedCharlotte,endeavouringatcomposure,"butIwasprayingformerittodeservetheunremittedattentionsofthebestofparents。"

"Youdoright,"saidMadameDuPont,"toasktheassistanceofheaventhatyoumaycontinuetodeservetheirlove。

Continue,mydearCharlotte,inthecourseyouhaveeverpursued,andyouwillinsureatoncetheirhappinessandyourown。"

"Oh!"criedCharlotte,ashergovernesslefther,"Ihaveforfeitedbothforever!Yetletmereflect:——theirrevocablestepisnotyettaken:

itisnottoolatetorecedefromthebrinkofaprecipice,fromwhichI

canonlybeholdthedarkabyssofruin,shame,andremorse!"

Shearosefromherseat,andflewtotheapartmentofLaRue。

"OhMademoiselle!"saidshe,"Iamsnatchedbyamiraclefromdestruction!

Thisletterhassavedme:ithasopenedmyeyestothefollyIwassonearcommitting。Iwillnotgo,Mademoiselle;Iwillnotwoundtheheartsofthosedearparentswhomakemyhappinessthewholestudyoftheirlives。"

"Well,"saidMademoiselle,"doasyouplease,Miss;butprayunderstandthatmyresolutionistaken,anditisnotinyourpowertoalterit。

Ishallmeetthegentlemenattheappointedhour,andshallnotbesurprizedatanyoutragewhichMontravillemaycommit,whenhefindshimselfdisappointed。IndeedIshouldnotbeastonished,washetocomeimmediatelyhere,andreproachyouforyourinstabilityinthehearingofthewholeschool:

andwhatwillbetheconsequence?youwillbeartheodiumofhavingformedtheresolutionofeloping,andeverygirlofspiritwilllaughatyourwantoffortitudetoputitinexecution,whileprudesandfoolswillloadyouwithreproachandcontempt。

Youwillhavelosttheconfidenceofyourparents,incurredtheiranger,andthescoffsoftheworld;andwhatfruitdoyouexpecttoreapfromthispieceofheroism,(forsuchnodoubtyouthinkitis?)

youwillhavethepleasuretoreflect,thatyouhavedeceivedthemanwhoadoresyou,andwhominyourheartyouprefertoallothermen,andthatyouareseparatedfromhimforever。"

Thiseloquentharanguewasgivenwithsuchvolubility,thatCharlottecouldnotfindanopportunitytointerrupther,ortoofferasinglewordtillthewholewasfinished,andthenfoundherideassoconfused,thatsheknewnotwhattosay。

AtlengthshedeterminedthatshewouldgowithMademoiselletotheplaceofassignation,convinceMontravilleofthenecessityofadheringtotheresolutionofremainingbehind;assurehimofheraffection,andbidhimadieu。

Charlotteformedthisplaninhermind,andexultedinthecertaintyofitssuccess。"HowshallIrejoice,"saidshe,"inthistriumphofreasonoverinclination,and,wheninthearmsofmyaffectionateparents,liftupmysoulingratitudetoheavenasI

lookbackonthedangersIhaveescaped!"

Thehourofassignationarrived:Mademoiselleputwhatmoneyandvaluablesshepossessedinherpocket,andadvisedCharlottetodothesame;butsherefused;"myresolutionisfixed"saidshe;

"Iwillsacrificelovetoduty。"

Mademoisellesmiledinternally;andtheyproceededsoftlydownthebackstairsandoutofthegardengate。MontravilleandBelcourwerereadytoreceivethem。

"Now,"saidMontraville,takingCharlotteinhisarms,"youaremineforever。"

"No,"saidshe,withdrawingfromhisembrace,"Iamcometotakeaneverlastingfarewel。"

Itwouldbeuselesstorepeattheconversationthathereensued,sufficeittosay,thatMontravilleusedeveryargumentthathadformerlybeensuccessful,Charlotte’sresolutionbegantowaver,andhedrewheralmostimperceptiblytowardsthechaise。

"Icannotgo,"saidshe:"cease,dearMontraville,topersuade。

Imustnot:religion,duty,forbid。"

"CruelCharlotte,"saidhe,"ifyoudisappointmyardenthopes,byallthatissacred,thishandshallputaperiodtomyexistence。

Icannot——willnotlivewithoutyou。"

"Alas!mytornheart!"saidCharlotte,"howshallIact?"

"Letmedirectyou,"saidMontraville,liftingherintothechaise。

"Oh!mydearforsakenparents!"criedCharlotte。

Thechaisedroveoff。Sheshrieked,andfaintedintothearmsofherbetrayer。

CHAPTERXIII。

CRUELDISAPPOINTMENT。

"WHATpleasure,"criedMr。Eldridge,ashesteppedintothechaisetogoforhisgrand-daughter,"whatpleasureexpandstheheartofanoldmanwhenhebeholdstheprogenyofabelovedchildgrowingupineveryvirtuethatadornedthemindsofherparents。

Ifoolishlythought,somefewyearssince,thateverysenseofjoywasburiedinthegravesofmydearpartnerandmyson;

butmyLucy,byherfilialaffection,soothedmysoultopeace,andthisdearCharlottehastwinedherselfroundmyheart,andopenedsuchnewscenesofdelighttomyview,thatIalmostforgetIhaveeverbeenunhappy。"

Whenthechaisestopped,healightedwiththealacrityofyouth;

somuchdotheemotionsofthesoulinfluencethebody。

Itwashalfpasteighto’clock;theladieswereassembledintheschoolroom,andMadameDuPontwaspreparingtoofferthemorningsacrificeofprayerandpraise,whenitwasdiscovered,thatMademoiselleandCharlotteweremissing。

"Sheisbusy,nodoubt,"saidthegoverness,"inpreparingCharlotteforherlittleexcursion;butpleasureshouldnevermakeusforgetourdutytoourCreator。Go,oneofyou,andbidthembothattendprayers。"

Theladywhowenttosummonthem,soonreturned,andinformedthegoverness,thattheroomwaslocked,andthatshehadknockedrepeatedly,butobtainednoanswer。

"Goodheaven!"criedMadameDuPont,"thisisverystrange:"

andturningpalewithterror,shewenthastilytothedoor,andorderedittobeforcedopen。Theapartmentinstantlydiscovered,thatnopersonhadbeeninittheprecedingnight,thebedsappearingasthoughjustmade。Thehousewasinstantlyasceneofconfusion:

thegarden,thepleasuregroundsweresearchedtonopurpose,everyapartmentrangwiththenamesofMissTempleandMademoiselle;

buttheyweretoodistanttohear;andeveryfaceworethemarksofdisappointment。

Mr。Eldridgewassittingintheparlour,eagerlyexpectinghisgrand-daughtertodescend,readyequippedforherjourney:

heheardtheconfusionthatreignedinthehouse;heheardthenameofCharlottefrequentlyrepeated。"Whatcanbethematter?"

saidhe,risingandopeningthedoor:"Ifearsomeaccidenthasbefallenmydeargirl。"

Thegovernessentered。Thevisibleagitationofhercountenancediscoveredthatsomethingextraordinaryhadhappened。

"WhereisCharlotte?"saidhe,"Whydoesnotmychildcometowelcomeherdoatingparent?"

"Becomposed,mydearSir,"saidMadameDuPont,"donotfrightenyourselfunnecessarily。Sheisnotinthehouseatpresent;

butasMademoiselleisundoubtedlywithher,shewillspeedilyreturninsafety;andIhopetheywillbothbeabletoaccountforthisunseasonableabsenceinsuchamannerasshallremoveourpresentuneasiness。"

"Madam,"criedtheoldman,withanangrylook,"hasmychildbeenaccustomedtogooutwithoutleave,withnoothercompanyorprotectorthanthatFrenchwoman。Pardonme,Madam,Imeannoreflectionsonyourcountry,butIneverdidlikeMademoiselleLaRue;

IthinkshewasaveryimproperpersontobeentrustedwiththecareofsuchagirlasCharlotteTemple,ortobesufferedtotakeherfromunderyourimmediateprotection。"

"Youwrongme,Mr。Eldridge,"repliedshe,"ifyousupposeIhaveeverpermittedyourgrand-daughtertogooutunlesswiththeotherladies。

IwouldtoheavenIcouldformanyprobableconjectureconcerningherabsencethismorning,butitisamysterywhichherreturncanaloneunravel。"Servantswerenowdispatchedtoeveryplacewheretherewastheleasthopeofhearinganytidingsofthefugitives,butinvain。

DreadfulwerethehoursofhorridsuspensewhichMr。Eldridgepassedtilltwelveo’clock,whenthatsuspensewasreducedtoashockingcertainty,andeverysparkofhopewhichtillthentheyhadindulged,wasinamomentextinguished。

Mr。Eldridgewaspreparing,withaheavyheart,toreturntohisanxiously-expectingchildren,whenMadameDuPontreceivedthefollowingnotewithouteithernameordate。

"MissTempleiswell,andwishestorelievetheanxietyofherparents,bylettingthemknowshehasvoluntarilyputherselfundertheprotectionofamanwhosefuturestudyshallbetomakeherhappy。

Pursuitisneedless;themeasurestakentoavoiddiscoveryaretooeffectualtobeeluded。Whenshethinksherfriendsarereconciledtothisprecipitatestep,theymayperhapsbeinformedofherplaceofresidence。Mademoiselleiswithher。"

AsMadameDuPontreadthesecruellines,sheturnedpaleasashes,herlimbstrembled,andshewasforcedtocallforaglassofwater。

ShelovedCharlottetruly;andwhenshereflectedontheinnocenceandgentlenessofherdisposition,sheconcludedthatitmusthavebeentheadviceandmachinationsofLaRue,whichledhertothisimprudentaction;sherecollectedheragitationatthereceiptofhermother’sletter,andsawinittheconflictofhermind。

"DoesthatletterrelatetoCharlotte?"saidMr。Eldridge,havingwaitedsometimeinexpectationofMadameDuPont’sspeaking。

"Itdoes,"saidshe。"Charlotteiswell,butcannotreturntoday。"

"Notreturn,Madam?whereisshe?whowilldetainherfromherfond,expectingparents?"

"Youdistractmewiththesequestions,Mr。Eldridge。IndeedIknownotwheresheis,orwhohasseducedherfromherduty。"

ThewholetruthnowrushedatonceuponMr。Eldridge’smind。

"Shehaselopedthen,"saidhe。"Mychildisbetrayed;thedarling,thecomfortofmyagedheart,islost。OhwouldtoheavenIhaddiedbutyesterday。"

Aviolentgushofgriefinsomemeasurerelievedhim,and,afterseveralvainattempts,heatlengthassumedsufficientcomposuretoreadthenote。

"AndhowshallIreturntomychildren?"saidhe:"howapproachthatmansion,solatethehabitationofpeace?Alas!mydearLucy,howwillyousupporttheseheart-rendingtidings?orhowshallI

beenabledtoconsoleyou,whoneedsomuchconsolationmyself?"

Theoldmanreturnedtothechaise,butthelightstepandchearfulcountenancewerenomore;sorrowfilledhisheart,andguidedhismotions;

heseatedhimselfinthechaise,hisvenerableheadreclineduponhisbosom,hishandswerefolded,hiseyefixedonvacancy,andthelargedropsofsorrowrolledsilentlydownhischeeks。

Therewasamixtureofanguishandresignationdepictedinhiscountenance,asifhewouldsay,henceforthwhoshalldaretoboasthishappiness,oreveninideacontemplatehistreasure,lest,intheverymomenthisheartisexultinginitsownfelicity,theobjectwhichconstitutesthatfelicityshouldbetornfromhim。

CHAPTERXIV。

MATERNALSORROW。

SLOWandheavypassedthetimewhilethecarriagewasconveyingMr。Eldridgehome;andyetwhenhecameinsightofthehouse,hewishedalongerreprievefromthedreadfultaskofinformingMr。andMrs。Templeoftheirdaughter’selopement。

Itiseasytojudgetheanxietyoftheseaffectionateparents,whentheyfoundthereturnoftheirfatherdelayedsomuchbeyondtheexpectedtime。Theywerenowmetinthediningparlour,andseveraloftheyoungpeoplewhohadbeeninvitedwerealreadyarrived。

Eachdifferentpartofthecompanywasemployedinthesamemanner,lookingoutatthewindowswhichfacedtheroad。Atlengththelong-expectedchaiseappeared。Mrs。Templeranouttoreceiveandwelcomeherdarling:heryoungcompanionsflockedroundthedoor,eachoneeagertogiveherjoyonthereturnofherbirth-day。

Thedoorofthechaisewasopened:Charlottewasnotthere。

"Whereismychild?"criedMrs。Temple,inbreathlessagitation。

Mr。Eldridgecouldnotanswer:hetookholdofhisdaughter’shandandledherintothehouse;andsinkingonthefirstchairhecameto,burstintotears,andsobbedaloud。

"Sheisdead,"criedMrs。Temple。"OhmydearCharlotte!"andclaspingherhandsinanagonyofdistress,fellintostronghysterics。

Mr。Temple,whohadstoodspeechlesswithsurprizeandfear,nowventuredtoenquireifindeedhisCharlottewasnomore。

Mr。Eldridgeledhimintoanotherapartment;andputtingthefatalnoteintohishand,cried——"BearitlikeaChristian,"andturnedfromhim,endeavouringtosuppresshisowntoovisibleemotions。

ItwouldbevaintoattemptdescribingwhatMr。Templefeltwhilsthehastilyranoverthedreadfullines:

whenhehadfinished,thepaperdroptfromhisunnervedhand。

"Graciousheaven!"saidhe,"couldCharlotteactthus?"

Neithertearnorsighescapedhim;andhesattheimageofmutesorrow,tillrousedfromhisstuporbytherepeatedshrieksofMrs。Temple。

Herosehastily,andrushingintotheapartmentwhereshewas,foldedhisarmsabouther,andsaying——"Letusbepatient,mydearLucy,"

naturerelievedhisalmostburstingheartbyafriendlygushoftears。

Shouldanyone,presumingonhisownphilosophictemper,lookwithaneyeofcontemptonthemanwhocouldindulgeawoman’sweakness,lethimrememberthatmanwasafather,andhewillthenpitythemiserywhichwrungthosedropsfromanoble,generousheart。

Mrs。Templebeginningtobealittlemorecomposed,butstillimaginingherchildwasdead,herhusband,gentlytakingherhand,cried——"Youaremistaken,mylove。Charlotteisnotdead。"

"Thensheisveryill,elsewhydidshenotcome?ButIwillgotoher:

thechaiseisstillatthedoor:letmegoinstantlytothedeargirl。

IfIwasill,shewouldflytoattendme,toalleviatemysufferings,andchearmewithherlove。"

"Becalm,mydearestLucy,andIwilltellyouall,"saidMr。Temple。

"Youmustnotgo,indeedyoumustnot;itwillbeofnouse。"

"Temple,"saidshe,assumingalookoffirmnessandcomposure,"tellmethetruthIbeseechyou。Icannotbearthisdreadfulsuspense。

Whatmisfortunehasbefallenmychild?Letmeknowtheworst,andIwillendeavourtobearitasIought。"

"Lucy,"repliedMr。Temple,"imagineyourdaughteralive,andinnodangerofdeath:whatmisfortunewouldyouthendread?"

"Thereisonemisfortunewhichisworsethandeath。ButIknowmychildtoowelltosuspect——"

"Benottooconfident,Lucy。"

"Ohheavens!"saidshe,"whathorridimagesdoyoustart:

isitpossiblesheshouldforget——"

"Shehasforgotusall,mylove;shehaspreferredtheloveofastrangertotheaffectionateprotectionofherfriends。

"Noteloped?"criedsheeagerly。

Mr。Templewassilent。

"Youcannotcontradictit,"saidshe。"Iseemyfateinthosetearfuleyes。OhCharlotte!Charlotte!howillhaveyourequitedourtenderness!But,FatherofMercies,"continuedshe,sinkingonherknees,andraisingherstreamingeyesandclaspedhandstoheaven,"thisoncevouchsafetohearafond,adistractedmother’sprayer。

OhletthybounteousProvidencewatchoverandprotectthedearthoughtlessgirl,saveherfromthemiserieswhichIfearwillbeherportion,andoh!ofthineinfinitemercy,makehernotamother,lestsheshouldonedayfeelwhatInowsuffer。"

Thelastwordsfaulteredonhertongue,andshefellfaintingintothearmsofherhusband,whohadinvoluntarilydroppedonhiskneesbesideher。

Amother’sanguish,whendisappointedinhertenderesthopes,nonebutamothercanconceive。Yet,mydearyoungreaders,Iwouldhaveyoureadthisscenewithattention,andreflectthatyoumayyourselvesonedaybemothers。Ohmyfriends,asyouvalueyoureternalhappiness,woundnot,bythoughtlessingratitude,thepeaceofthemotherwhoboreyou:rememberthetenderness,thecare,theunremittinganxietywithwhichshehasattendedtoallyourwantsandwishesfromearliestinfancytothepresentday;beholdthemildrayofaffectionateapplausethatbeamsfromhereyeontheperformanceofyourduty:listentoherreproofswithsilentattention;

theyproceedfromaheartanxiousforyourfuturefelicity:

youmustloveher;nature,all-powerfulnature,hasplantedtheseedsoffilialaffectioninyourbosoms。

ThenoncemorereadoverthesorrowsofpoorMrs。Temple,andremember,themotherwhomyousodearlyloveandveneratewillfeelthesame,whenyou,forgetfuloftherespectduetoyourmakerandyourself,forsakethepathsofvirtueforthoseofviceandfolly。

CHAPTERXV。

EMBARKATION。

ITwaswiththeutmostdifficultythattheunitedeffortsofMademoiselleandMontravillecouldsupportCharlotte’sspiritsduringtheirshortridefromChichestertoPortsmouth,whereaboatwaitedtotakethemimmediatelyonboardtheshipinwhichtheyweretoembarkforAmerica。

Assoonasshebecametolerablycomposed,sheentreatedpenandinktowritetoherparents。Thisshedidinthemostaffecting,artlessmanner,entreatingtheirpardonandblessing,anddescribingthedreadfulsituationofhermind,theconflictshesufferedinendeavouringtoconquerthisunfortunateattachment,andconcludedwithsaying,heronlyhopeoffuturecomfortconsistedinthe(perhapsdelusive)

ideasheindulged,ofbeingoncemorefoldedintheirprotectingarms,andhearingthewordsofpeaceandpardonfromtheirlips。

Thetearsstreamedincessantlywhileshewaswriting,andshewasfrequentlyobligedtolaydownherpen:butwhenthetaskwascompleted,andshehadcommittedthelettertothecareofMontravilletobesenttothepostoffice,shebecamemorecalm,andindulgingthedelightfulhopeofsoonreceivingananswerthatwouldsealherpardon,sheinsomemeasureassumedherusualchearfulness。

ButMontravilleknewtoowelltheconsequencesthatmustunavoidablyensue,shouldthisletterreachMr。Temple:

hethereforewiselyresolvedtowalkonthedeck,tearitinpieces,andcommitthefragmentstothecareofNeptune,whomightormightnot,asitsuitedhisconvenience,conveythemonshore。

AllCharlotte’shopesandwisheswerenowconcentredinone,namelythatthefleetmightbedetainedatSpitheadtillshecouldreceivealetterfromherfriends:butinthisshewasdisappointed,forthesecondmorningaftershewentonboard,thesignalwasmade,thefleetweighedanchor,andinafewhours(thewindbeingfavourable)

theybidadieutothewhitecliffsofAl-bion。

InthemeantimeeveryenquirythatcouldbethoughtofwasmadebyMr。andMrs。Temple;formanydaysdidtheyindulgethefondhopethatshewasmerelygoneofftobemarried,andthatwhentheindissolubleknotwasoncetied,shewouldreturnwiththepartnershehadchosen,andentreattheirblessingandforgiveness。

"Andshallwenotforgiveher?"saidMr。Temple。

"Forgiveher!"exclaimedthemother。"Ohyes,whateverbeourerrors,isshenotourchild?andthoughbowedtotheearthevenwithshameandremorse,isitnotourdutytoraisethepoorpenitent,andwhisperpeaceandcomforttoherdespondingsoul?wouldshebutreturn,withrapturewouldIfoldhertomyheart,andburyeveryremembranceofherfaultsinthedearembrace。"

Butstilldayafterdaypassedon,andCharlottedidnotappear,norwereanytidingstobeheardofher:yeteachrisingmorningwaswelcomedbysomenewhope——theeveningbroughtwithitdisappointment。

Atlengthhopewasnomore;despairusurpedherplace;andthemansionwhichwasoncethemansionofpeace,becamethehabitationofpale,dejectedmelancholy。

ThechearfulsmilethatwaswonttoadornthefaceofMrs。Templewasfled,andhaditnotbeenforthesupportofunaffectedpiety,andaconsciousnessofhavingeversetbeforeherchildthefairestexample,shemusthavesunkunderthisheavyaffliction。

"Since,"saidshe,"theseverestscrutinycannotchargemewithanybreachofdutytohavedeservedthisseverechastisement,Iwillbowbeforethepowerwhoinflictsitwithhumbleresignationtohiswill;

norshallthedutyofawifebetotallyabsorbedinthefeelingsofthemother;Iwillendeavourtoappearmorechearful,andbyappearinginsomemeasuretohaveconqueredmyownsorrow,alleviatethesufferingsofmyhusband,androusehimfromthattorporintowhichthismisfortunehasplungedhim。Myfathertoodemandsmycareandattention:

Imustnot,byaselfishindulgenceofmyowngrief,forgettheinterestthosetwodearobjectstakeinmyhappinessormisery:

Iwillwearasmileonmyface,thoughthethornranklesinmyheart;

andifbysodoing,Iinthesmallestdegreecontributetorestoretheirpeaceofmind,Ishallbeamplyrewardedforthepaintheconcealmentofmyownfeelingsmayoccasion。

Thusarguedthisexcellentwoman:andintheexecutionofsolaudablearesolutionweshallleaveher,tofollowthefortunesofthehaplessvictimofimprudenceandevilcounsellors。

CHAPTERXVI。

NECESSARYDIGRESSION。

ONboardoftheshipinwhichCharlotteandMademoisellewereembarked,wasanofficeroflargeunincumberedfortuneandelevatedrank,andwhomIshallcallCrayton。

Hewasoneofthosemen,who,havingtravelledintheiryouth,pretendtohavecontractedapeculiarfondnessforeverythingforeign,andtoholdincontempttheproductionsoftheirowncountry;

andthisaffectedpartialityextendedeventothewomen。

WithhimthereforetheblushingmodestyandunaffectedsimplicityofCharlottepassedunnoticed;buttheforwardpertnessofLaRue,thefreedomofherconversation,theeleganceofherperson,mixedwithacertainengagingJENESAISQUOI,perfectlyenchantedhim。

ThereadernodoubthasalreadydevelopedthecharacterofLaRue:

designing,artful,andselfish,shehadacceptedthedevoirsofBelcourbecauseshewasheartilywearyoftheretiredlifesheledattheschool,wishedtobereleasedfromwhatshedeemedaslavery,andtoreturntothatvortexoffollyanddissipationwhichhadonceplungedherintothedeepestmisery;

butherplansheflatteredherselfwasnowbetterformed:

sheresolvedtoputherselfundertheprotectionofnomantillshehadfirstsecuredasettlement;buttheclandestinemannerinwhichsheleftMadameDuPont’spreventedherputtingthisplaninexecution,thoughBelcoursolemnlyprotestedhewouldmakeherahandsomesettlementthemomenttheyarrivedatPortsmouth。

Thisheafterwardscontrivedtoevadebyapretendedhurryofbusiness;

LaRuereadilyconceivinghenevermeanttofulfilhispromise,determinedtochangeherbattery,andattacktheheartofColonelCrayton。

Shesoondiscoveredthepartialityheentertainedforhernation;

andhavingimposedonhimafeignedtaleofdistress,representingBelcourasavillainwhohadseducedherfromherfriendsunderpromiseofmarriage,andafterwardsbetrayedher,pretendinggreatremorsefortheerrorsshehadcommitted,anddeclaringwhateverheraffectionforBelcourmighthavebeen,itwasnowentirelyextinguished,andshewishedfornothingmorethananopportunitytoleaveacourseoflifewhichhersoulabhorred;butshehadnofriendstoapplyto,theyhadallrenouncedher,andguiltandmiserywouldundoubtedlybeherfutureportionthroughlife。

Craytonwaspossessedofmanyamiablequalities,thoughthepeculiartraitinhischaracter,whichwehavealreadymentioned,inagreatmeasurethrewashadeoverthem。Hewasbelovedforhishumanityandbenevolencebyallwhoknewhim,buthewaseasyandunsuspicioushimself,andbecameadupetotheartificeofothers。

Hewas,whenveryyoung,unitedtoanamiableParisianlady,andperhapsitwashisaffectionforherthatlaidthefoundationforthepartialityheeverretainedforthewholenation。Hehadbyheronedaughter,whoenteredintotheworldbutafewhoursbeforehermotherleftit。

Thisladywasuniversallybelovedandadmired,beingendowedwithallthevirtuesofhermother,withouttheweaknessofthefather:

shewasmarriedtoMajorBeauchamp,andwasatthistimeinthesamefleetwithherfather,attendingherhusbandtoNew-York。

CraytonwasmeltedbytheaffectedcontritionanddistressofLaRue:

hewouldconversewithherforhours,readtoher,playcardswithher,listentoallhercomplaints,andpromisetoprotecthertotheutmostofhispower。LaRueeasilysawhischaracter;

hersoleaimwastoawakenapassioninhisbosomthatmightturnouttoheradvantage,andinthisaimshewasbuttoosuccessful,forbeforethevoyagewasfinished,theinfatuatedColonelgaveherfromunderhishandapromiseofmarriageontheirarrivalatNew-York,underforfeitureoffivethousandpounds。

AndhowdidourpoorCharlottepasshertimeduringatediousandtempestuouspassage?naturallydelicate,thefatigueandsicknesswhichsheenduredrenderedhersoweakastobealmostentirelyconfinedtoherbed:yetthekindnessandattentionofMontravilleinsomemeasurecontributedtoalleviatehersufferings,andthehopeofhearingfromherfriendssoonafterherarrival,keptupherspirits,andcheeredmanyagloomyhour。

ButduringthevoyageagreatrevolutiontookplacenotonlyinthefortuneofLaRuebutinthebosomofBelcour:

whilstinpursuitofhisamourwithMademoiselle,hehadattendedlittletotheinteresting,inobtrusivecharmsofCharlotte,butwhen,cloyedbypossession,anddisgustedwiththeartanddissimulationofone,hebeheldthesimplicityandgentlenessoftheother,thecontrastbecametoostrikingnottofillhimatoncewithsurpriseandadmiration。HefrequentlyconversedwithCharlotte;

hefoundhersensible,wellinformed,butdiffidentandunassuming。

Thelanguorwhichthefatigueofherbodyandperturbationofhermindspreadoverherdelicatefeatures,servedonlyinhisopiniontorenderhermorelovely:heknewthatMontravilledidnotdesigntomarryher,andheformedaresolutiontoendeavourtogainherhimselfwheneverMontravilleshouldleaveher。

LetnotthereaderimagineBelcour’sdesignswerehonourable。

Alas!whenonceawomanhasforgottherespectduetoherself,byyieldingtothesolicitationsofillicitlove,theylosealltheirconsequence,evenintheeyesofthemanwhosearthasbetrayedthem,andforwhosesaketheyhavesacrificedeveryvaluableconsideration。

TheheedlessFair,whostoopstoguiltyjoys,Amanmaypity——buthemustdespise。Nay,everylibertinewillthinkhehasarighttoinsultherwithhislicentiouspassion;

andshouldtheunhappycreatureshrinkfromtheinsolentoverture,hewillsneeringlytauntherwithpretenceofmodesty。

CHAPTERXVII。

AWEDDING。

ONthedaybeforetheirarrivalatNew-York,afterdinner,Craytonarosefromhisseat,andplacinghimselfbyMademoiselle,thusaddressedthecompany——

"Aswearenownearlyarrivedatourdestinedport,Ithinkitbutmydutytoinformyou,myfriends,thatthislady,"

(takingherhand,)"hasplacedherselfundermyprotection。

Ihaveseenandseverelyfelttheanguishofherheart,andthrougheveryshadewhichcrueltyormalicemaythrowoverher,candiscoverthemostamiablequalities。Ithoughtitbutnecessarytomentionmyesteemforherbeforeourdisembarkation,asitismyfixedresolution,themorningafterweland,togiveheranundoubtedtitletomyfavourandprotectionbyhonourablyunitingmyfatetohers。

Iwouldwisheverygentlemanherethereforetorememberthatherhonourhenceforthismine,and,"continuedhe,lookingatBelcour,"shouldanymanpresumetospeakintheleastdisrespectfullyofher,Ishallnothesitatetopronouncehimascoundrel。"

Belcourcastathimasmileofcontempt,andbowingprofoundlylow,wishedMademoisellemuchjoyintheproposedunion;andassuringtheColonelthatheneednotbeintheleastapprehensiveofanyonethrowingtheleastodiumonthecharacterofhislady,shookhimbythehandwithridiculousgravity,andleftthecabin。

Thetruthwas,hewasgladtoberidofLaRue,andsohewasbutfreedfromher,hecarednotwhofellavictimtoherinfamousarts。

TheinexperiencedCharlottewasastonishedatwhatsheheard。

ShethoughtLaRuehad,likeherself,onlybeenurgedbytheforceofherattachmenttoBelcour,toquitherfriends,andfollowhimtothefeatofwar:howwonderfulthen,thatsheshouldresolvetomarryanotherman。Itwascertainlyextremelywrong。

Itwasindelicate。ShementionedherthoughtstoMontraville。

Helaughedathersimplicity,calledheralittleideot,andpattingheronthecheek,saidsheknewnothingoftheworld。

"Iftheworldsanctifiessuchthings,’tisaverybadworldIthink,"

saidCharlotte。"WhyIalwaysunderstoodtheyweretohavebeenmarriedwhentheyarrivedatNew-York。IamsureMademoiselletoldmeBelcourpromisedtomarryher。"

"Well,andsupposehedid?"

"Why,heshouldbeobligedtokeephiswordIthink。"

"Well,butIsupposehehaschangedhismind,"saidMontraville,"andthenyouknowthecaseisaltered。"

Charlottelookedathimattentivelyforamoment。Afullsenseofherownsituationrusheduponhermind。Sheburstintotears,andremainedsilent。Montravilletoowellunderstoodthecauseofhertears。Hekissedhercheek,andbiddinghernotmakeherselfuneasy,unabletobearthesilentbutkeenremonstrance,hastilylefther。

Thenextmorningbysun-risetheyfoundthemselvesatanchorbeforethecityofNew-York。Aboatwasorderedtoconveytheladiesonshore。

Craytonaccompaniedthem;andtheywereshewntoahouseofpublicentertainment。Scarcelyweretheyseatedwhenthedooropened,andtheColonelfoundhimselfinthearmsofhisdaughter,whohadlandedafewminutesbeforehim。Thefirsttransportofmeetingsubsided,CraytonintroducedhisdaughtertoMademoiselleLaRue,asanoldfriendofhermother’s,(fortheartfulFrenchwomanhadreallymadeitappeartothecredulousColonelthatshewasinthesameconventwithhisfirstwife,and,thoughmuchyounger,hadreceivedmanytokensofheresteemandregard。)

"If,Mademoiselle,"saidMrs。Beauchamp,"youwerethefriendofmymother,youmustbeworthytheesteemofallgoodhearts。

""Mademoisellewillsoonhonourourfamily,"saidCrayton,"bysupplyingtheplacethatvaluablewomanfilled:andasyouaremarried,mydear,Ithinkyouwillnotblame——"

"Hush,mydearSir,"repliedMrs。Beauchamp:"Iknowmydutytoowelltoscrutinizeyourconduct。Beassured,mydearfather,yourhappinessismine。Ishallrejoiceinit,andsincerelylovethepersonwhocontributestoit。Buttellme,"

continuedshe,turningtoCharlotte,"whoisthislovelygirl?

Issheyoursister,Mademoiselle?"

Ablush,deepastheglowofthecarnation,suffusedthecheeksofCharlotte。

"Itisayounglady,"repliedtheColonel,"whocameinthesamevesselwithusfromEngland。’Hethendrewhisdaughteraside,andtoldherinawhisper,CharlottewasthemistressofMontraville。

"Whatapity!"saidMrs。Beauchampsoftly,(castingamostcompassionateglanceather。)"Butsurelyhermindisnotdepraved。

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