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VolumeI

CHAPTERI。

ABoardingSchool。

CHAPTERII。

DomesticConcerns。

CHAPTERIII。

UnexpectedMisfortunes。

CHAPTERIV。

ChangeofFortune。

CHAPTERV。

SuchThingsAre。

CHAPTERVI。

AnIntriguingTeacher。

CHAPTERVII。

NaturalSenseofProprietyInherentintheFemaleBosom。

CHAPTERVIII。

DomesticPleasuresPlanned。

CHAPTERIX。

WeKnowNotWhataDayMayBringForth。

CHAPTERX。

WhenWeHaveExcitedCuriosity,ItIsButanActofGoodNaturetoGratifyit。

CHAPTERXI。

ConflictofLoveandDuty。

CHAPTERXII。

Nature’slast,bestgift:

Creatureinwhomexcell’d,whatevercouldTosightorthoughtbenam’d!

Holy,divine!good,amiable,andsweet!

Howthouartfalln’!——

CHAPTERXIII。

CruelDisappointment。

CHAPTERXIV。

MaternalSorrow。

CHAPTERXV。

Embarkation。

CHAPTERXVI。

NecessaryDigression。

CHAPTERXVII。

AWedding。

VOLUMEII。

CHAPTERXVIII。

Reflections。

CHAPTERXIX。

AMistakeDiscovered。

CHAPTERXX。

Virtueneverappearssoamiableaswhenreachingforthherhandtoraiseafallensister。

ChapterofAccidents。

CHAPTERXXI。

Teachmetofeelanother’swoe,TohidethefaultIsee,ThatmercyItoothersshowThatmercyshowtome。POPE。

CHAPTERXXII。

SorrowsoftheHeart。

CHAPTERXXIII。

AManMaySmile,andSmile,andBeaVillain。

CHAPTERXXIV。

MysteryDeveloped。

CHAPTERXXV。

ReceptionofaLetter。

CHAPTERXXVI。

WhatMightBeExpected。

CHAPTERXXVII。

Pensiveshemourn’d,andhungherlanguidhead,Likeafairlilyovercharg’dwithdew。

CHAPTERXXVIII。

ATriflingRetrospect。

CHAPTERXXIX。

WeGoForwardAgain。

CHAPTERXXX。

Andwhatisfriendshipbutaname,Acharmthatlullstosleep,Ashadethatfollowswealthandfame,Butleavesthewretchtoweep。

CHAPTERXXXI。

SubjectContinued。

CHAPTERXXXII。

ReasonsWhyandWherefore。

CHAPTERXXXIII。

WhichPeopleVoidofFeelingNeedNotRead。

CHAPTERXXXIV。

Retribution。

CHAPTERXXXV。

Conclusion。

PREFACE。

FORtheperusaloftheyoungandthoughtlessofthefairsex,thisTaleofTruthisdesigned;andIcouldwishmyfairreaderstoconsideritasnotmerelytheeffusionofFancy,butasareality。

ThecircumstancesonwhichIhavefoundedthisnovelwererelatedtomesomelittletimesincebyanoldladywhohadpersonallyknownCharlotte,thoughsheconcealedtherealnamesofthecharacters,andlikewisetheplacewheretheunfortunatesceneswereacted:

yetasitwasimpossibletoofferarelationtothepublicinsuchanimperfectstate,Ihavethrownoverthewholeaslightveiloffiction,andsubstitutednamesandplacesaccordingtomyownfancy。

Theprincipalcharactersinthislittletalearenowconsignedtothesilenttomb:itcanthereforehurtthefeelingsofnoone;

andmay,Iflattermyself,beofservicetosomewhoaresounfortunateastohaveneitherfriendstoadvise,orunderstandingtodirectthem,throughthevariousandunexpectedevilsthatattendayoungandunprotectedwomaninherfirstentranceintolife。

WhilethetearofcompassionstilltrembledinmyeyeforthefateoftheunhappyCharlotte,Imayhavechildrenofmyown,saidI,towhomthisrecitalmaybeofuse,andiftoyourownchildren,saidBenevolence,whynottothemanydaughtersofMisfortunewho,deprivedofnaturalfriends,orspoiltbyamistakeneducation,arethrownonanunfeelingworldwithouttheleastpowertodefendthemselvesfromthesnaresnotonlyoftheothersex,butfromthemoredangerousartsoftheprofligateoftheirown。

SensibleasIamthatanovelwriter,atatimewhensuchavarietyofworksareusheredintotheworldunderthatname,standsbutapoorchanceforfameintheannalsofliterature,butconsciousthatIwrotewithamindanxiousforthehappinessofthatsexwhosemoralsandconducthavesopowerfulaninfluenceonmankindingeneral;

andconvincedthatIhavenotwrotealinethatconveysawrongideatotheheadoracorruptwishtotheheart,Ishallrestsatisfiedinthepurityofmyownintentions,andifImeritnotapplause,IfeelthatIdreadnotcensure。

IfthefollowingtaleshouldsaveonehaplessfaironefromtheerrorswhichruinedpoorCharlotte,orrescuefromimpendingmiserytheheartofoneanxiousparent,Ishallfeelamuchhighergratificationinreflectingonthistriflingperformance,thancouldpossiblyresultfromtheapplausewhichmightattendthemostelegantfinishedpieceofliteraturewhosetendencymightdepravetheheartormisleadtheunderstanding。

CHARLOTTETEMPLE,VOLUMEI

CHAPTERI。

ABOARDINGSCHOOL。

"AREyouforawalk,"saidMontravilletohiscompanion,astheyarosefromtable;"areyouforawalk?orshallweorderthechaiseandproceedtoPortsmouth?"Belcourpreferredtheformer;

andtheysaunteredouttoviewthetown,andtomakeremarksontheinhabitants,astheyreturnedfromchurch。

MontravillewasaLieutenantinthearmy:Belcourwashisbrotherofficer:theyhadbeentotakeleaveoftheirfriendsprevioustotheirdepartureforAmerica,andwerenowreturningtoPortsmouth,wherethetroopswaitedordersforembarkation。

TheyhadstoppedatChichestertodine;andknowingtheyhadsufficienttimetoreachtheplaceofdestinationbeforedark,andyetallowthemawalk,hadresolved,itbeingSundayafternoon,totakeasurveyoftheChichesterladiesastheyreturnedfromtheirdevotions。

Theyhadgratifiedtheircuriosity,andwerepreparingtoreturntotheinnwithouthonouringanyofthebelleswithparticularnotice,whenMadameDuPont,attheheadofherschool,descendedfromthechurch。Suchanassemblageofyouthandinnocencenaturallyattractedtheyoungsoldiers:theystopped;and,asthelittlecavalcadepassed,almostinvoluntarilypulledofftheirhats。

Atall,elegantgirllookedatMontravilleandblushed:

heinstantlyrecollectedthefeaturesofCharlotteTemple,whomhehadonceseenanddancedwithataballatPortsmouth。

Atthattimehethoughtonheronlyasaverylovelychild,shebeingthenonlythirteen;buttheimprovementtwoyearshadmadeinherperson,andtheblushofrecollectionwhichsuffusedhercheeksasshepassed,awakenedinhisbosomnewandpleasingideas。

Vanityledhimtothinkthatpleasureatagainbeholdinghimmighthaveoccasionedtheemotionhehadwitnessed,andthesamevanityledhimtowishtoseeheragain。

"Sheisthesweetestgirlintheworld,"saidhe,asheenteredtheinn。

Belcourstared。"Didyounotnoticeher?"continuedMontraville:

"shehadonabluebonnet,andwithapairoflovelyeyesofthesamecolour,hascontrivedtomakemefeeldevilishoddabouttheheart。"

"Pho,"saidBelcour,"amusketballfromourfriends,theAmericans,mayinlessthantwomonthsmakeyoufeelworse。"

"Ineverthinkofthefuture,"repliedMontraville;"butamdeterminedtomakethemostofthepresent,andwouldwillinglycompoundwithanykindFamiliarwhowouldinformmewhothegirlis,andhowImightbelikelytoobtainaninterview。"

ButnokindFamiliaratthattimeappearing,andthechaisewhichtheyhadordered,drivinguptothedoor,MontravilleandhiscompanionwereobligedtotakeleaveofChichesteranditsfairinhabitant,andproceedontheirjourney。

ButCharlottehadmadetoogreatanimpressiononhismindtobeeasilyeradicated:havingthereforespentthreewholedaysinthinkingonherandinendeavouringtoformsomeplanforseeingher,hedeterminedtosetoffforChichester,andtrusttochanceeithertofavourorfrustratehisdesigns。

Arrivingatthevergeofthetown,hedismounted,andsendingtheservantforwardwiththehorses,proceededtowardtheplace,where,inthemidstofanextensivepleasureground,stoodthemansionwhichcontainedthelovelyCharlotteTemple。

Montravilleleanedonabrokengate,andlookedearnestlyatthehouse。

Thewallwhichsurroundeditwashigh,andperhapstheArgus’swhoguardedtheHesperianfruitwithin,weremorewatchfulthanthosefamedofold。

"’Tisaromanticattempt,"saidhe;"andshouldIevensucceedinseeingandconversingwithher,itcanbeproductiveofnogood:

ImustofnecessityleaveEnglandinafewdays,andprobablymayneverreturn;whythenshouldIendeavourtoengagetheaffectionsofthislovelygirl,onlytoleaveherapreytoathousandinquietudes,ofwhichatpresentshehasnoidea?

IwillreturntoPortsmouthandthinknomoreabouther。"

Theeveningnowwasclosed;aserenestillnessreigned;

andthechasteQueenofNightwithhersilvercrescentfaintlyilluminatedthehemisphere。ThemindofMontravillewashushedintocomposurebytheserenityofthesurroundingobjects。

"Iwillthinkonhernomore,"saidhe,andturnedwithanintentiontoleavetheplace;butasheturned,hesawthegatewhichledtothepleasuregroundsopen,andtwowomencomeout,whowalkedarm-in-armacrossthefield。

"Iwillatleastseewhotheseare,"saidhe。Heovertookthem,andgivingthemthecomplimentsoftheevening,beggedleavetoseethemintothemorefrequentedpartsofthetown:

buthowwashedelighted,when,waitingforananswer,hediscovered,undertheconcealmentofalargebonnet,thefaceofCharlotteTemple。

Hesoonfoundmeanstoingratiatehimselfwithhercompanion,whowasaFrenchteacherattheschool,and,atparting,slippedaletterhehadpurposelywritten,intoCharlotte’shand,andfiveguineasintothatofMademoiselle,whopromisedshewouldendeavourtobringheryoungchargeintothefieldagainthenextevening。

CHAPTERII。

DOMESTICCONCERNS。

MR。Templewastheyoungestsonofanoblemanwhosefortunewasbynomeansadequatetotheantiquity,grandeur,andImayadd,prideofthefamily。

Hesawhiselderbrothermadecompletelywretchedbymarryingadisagreeablewoman,whosefortunehelpedtopropthesinkingdignityofthehouse;andhebeheldhissisterslegallyprostitutedtoold,decrepidmen,whosetitlesgavethemconsequenceintheeyesoftheworld,andwhoseaffluencerenderedthemsplendidlymiserable。

"Iwillnotsacrificeinternalhappinessforoutwardshew,"saidhe:

"IwillseekContent;and,ifIfindherinacottage,willembraceherwithasmuchcordialityasIshouldifseatedonathrone。"

Mr。Templepossessedasmallestateofaboutfivehundredpoundsayear;andwiththatheresolvedtopreserveindependence,tomarrywherethefeelingsofhisheartshoulddirecthim,andtoconfinehisexpenseswithinthelimitsofhisincome。

Hehadaheartopentoeverygenerousfeelingofhumanity,andahandreadytodispensetothosewhowantedpartoftheblessingsheenjoyedhimself。

Ashewasuniversallyknowntobethefriendoftheunfortunate,hisadviceandbountywasfrequentlysolicited;norwasitseldomthathesoughtoutindigentmerit,andraiseditfromobscurity,confininghisownexpenseswithinaverynarrowcompass。

"Youareabenevolentfellow,"saidayoungofficertohimoneday;

"andIhaveagreatmindtogiveyouafinesubjecttoexercisethegoodnessofyourheartupon。"

"Youcannotobligememore,"saidTemple,"thantopointoutanywaybywhichIcanbeserviceabletomyfellowcreatures。"

"Comealongthen,"saidtheyoungman,"wewillgoandvisitamanwhoisnotinsogoodalodgingashedeserves;and,wereitnotthathehasanangelwithhim,whocomfortsandsupportshim,hemustlongsincehavesunkunderhismisfortunes。"

Theyoungman’sheartwastoofulltoproceed;andTemple,unwillingtoirritatehisfeelingsbymakingfurtherenquiries,followedhiminsilence,tiltheyarrivedattheFleetprison。

TheofficerenquiredforCaptainEldridge:apersonledthemupseveralpairofdirtystairs,andpointingtoadoorwhichledtoamiserable,smallapartment,saidthatwastheCaptain’sroom,andretired。

Theofficer,whosenamewasBlakeney,tappedatthedoor,andwasbidtoenterbyavoicemelodiouslysoft。Heopenedthedoor,anddiscoveredtoTempleascenewhichrivettedhimtothespotwithastonishment。

Theapartment,thoughsmall,andbearingstrongmarksofpoverty,wasneatintheextreme。Inanarm-chair,hisheadreclineduponhishand,hiseyesfixedonabookwhichlayopenbeforehim,satanagedmaninaLieutenant’suniform,which,thoughthreadbare,wouldsoonercallablushofshameintothefaceofthosewhocouldneglectrealmerit,thancausethehecticofconfusiontoglowonthecheeksofhimwhoworeit。

Besidehimsatalovelycreaturebusiedinpaintingafanmount。

Shewasfairasthelily,butsorrowhadnippedtheroseinhercheekbeforeitwashalfblown。Hereyeswereblue;andherhair,whichwaslightbrown,wasslightlyconfinedunderaplainmuslincap,tiedroundwithablackribbon;awhitelinengownandplainlawnhandkerchiefcomposedtheremainderofherdress;

andinthissimpleattire,shewasmoreirresistiblycharmingtosuchaheartasTemple’s,thanshewouldhavebeen,ifadornedwithallthesplendorofacourtlybelle。

Whentheyentered,theoldmanarosefromhisseat,andshakingBlakeneybythehandwithgreatcordiality,offeredTemplehischair;

andtherebeingbutthreeintheroom,seatedhimselfonthesideofhislittlebedwithevidentcomposure。

"Thisisastrangeplace,"saidhetoTemple,"toreceivevisitorsofdistinctionin;butwemustfitourfeelingstoourstation。

WhileIamnotashamedtoownthecausewhichbroughtmehere,whyshouldIblushatmysituation?Ourmisfortunesarenotourfaults;

andwereitnotforthatpoorgirl——"

Herethephilosopherwaslostinthefather。Herosehastilyfromhisseat,andwalkingtowardthewindow,wipedoffatearwhichhewasafraidwouldtarnishthecheekofasailor。

TemplecasthiseyeonMissEldridge:apelluciddrophadstolenfromhereyes,andfallenuponaroseshewaspainting。

Itblottedanddiscolouredtheflower。"’Tisemblematic,"

saidhementally:"theroseofyouthandhealthsoonfadeswhenwateredbythetearofaffliction。"

"MyfriendBlakeney,"saidhe,addressingtheoldman,"toldmeI

couldbeofservicetoyou:besokindthen,dearSir,astopointoutsomewayinwhichIcanrelievetheanxietyofyourheartandincreasethepleasuresofmyown。"

"Mygoodyoungman,"saidEldridge,"youknownotwhatyouoffer。

WhiledeprivedofmylibertyIcannotbefreefromanxietyonmyownaccount;butthatisatriflingconcern;myanxiousthoughtsextendtoonemoredearathousandtimesthanlife:

Iamapoorweakoldman,andmustexpectinafewyearstosinkintosilenceandoblivion;butwhenIamgone,whowillprotectthatfairbudofinnocencefromtheblastsofadversity,orfromthecruelhandofinsultanddishonour。"

"Oh,myfather!"criedMissEldridge,tenderlytakinghishand,"benotanxiousonthataccount;fordailyaremyprayersofferedtoheaventhatourlivesmayterminateatthesameinstant,andonegravereceiveusboth;forwhyshouldIlivewhendeprivedofmyonlyfriend。"

Templewasmovedeventotears。"Youwillbothlivemanyyears,"

saidhe,"andIhopeseemuchhappiness。Cheerly,myfriend,cheerly;

thesepassingcloudsofadversitywillserveonlytomakethesunshineofprosperitymorepleasing。Butwearelosingtime:

youmighterethishavetoldmewhowereyourcreditors,whatweretheirdemands,andotherparticularsnecessarytoyourliberation。"

"Mystoryisshort,"saidMr。Eldridge,"buttherearesomeparticularswhichwillwringmyheartbarelytoremember;yettoonewhoseoffersoffriendshipappearsoopenanddisinterested,Iwillrelateeverycircumstancethatledtomypresent,painfulsituation。

Butmychild,"continuedhe,addressinghisdaughter,"letmeprevailonyoutotakethisopportunity,whilemyfriendsarewithme,toenjoythebenefitofairandexercise。

Go,mylove;leavemenow;to-morrowatyourusualhourIwillexpectyou。"

MissEldridgeimpressedonhischeekthekissoffilialaffection,andobeyed。

CHAPTERIII。

UNEXPECTEDMISFORTUNES。

"MYlife,"saidMr。Eldridge,"tillwithinthesefewyearswasmarkedbynoparticularcircumstancedeservingnotice。Iearlyembracedthelifeofasailor,andhaveservedmyKingwithunremittedardourformanyyears。Attheageoftwenty-fiveImarriedanamiablewoman;

oneson,andthegirlwhojustnowleftus,werethefruitsofourunion。

Myboyhadgeniusandspirit。Istraitenedmylittleincometogivehimaliberaleducation,buttherapidprogresshemadeinhisstudiesamplycompensatedfortheinconvenience。

AttheacademywherehereceivedhiseducationhecommencedanacquaintancewithaMr。Lewis,ayoungmanofaffluentfortune:

astheygrewuptheirintimacyripenedintofriendship,andtheybecamealmostinseparablecompanions。

"Georgechosetheprofessionofasoldier。Ihadneitherfriendsormoneytoprocurehimacommission,andhadwishedhimtoembraceanauticallife:butthiswasrepugnanttohiswishes,andIceasedtourgehimonthesubject。

"ThefriendshipsubsistingbetweenLewisandmysonwasofsuchanatureasgavehimfreeaccesstoourfamily;andsospeciouswashismannerthatwehesitatednottostatetohimallourlittledifficultiesinregardtoGeorge’sfutureviews。

Helistenedtouswithattention,andofferedtoadvanceanysumnecessaryforhisfirstsettingout。

"Iembracedtheoffer,andgavehimmynoteforthepaymentofit,buthewouldnotsuffermetomentionanystipulatedtime,ashesaidImightdoitwhenevermostconvenienttomyself。

AboutthistimemydearLucyreturnedfromschool,andIsoonbegantoimagineLewislookedatherwitheyesofaffection。

Igavemychildacautiontobewareofhim,andtolookonhermotherasherfe,,end。Shewasunaffectedlyartless;andwhen,asIsuspected,Lewismadeprofessionsoflove,sheconfidedinherparents,andassuredusherheartwasperfectlyunbiassedinhisfavour,andshewouldchearfullysubmittoourdirection。

"Itookanearlyopportunityofquestioninghimconcerninghisintentionstowardsmychild:hegaveanequivocalanswer,andIforbadehimthehouse。

"Thenextdayhesentanddemandedpaymentofhismoney。

Itwasnotinmypowertocomplywiththedemand。Irequestedthreedaystoendeavourtoraiseit,determininginthattimetomortgagemyhalfpay,andliveonasmallannuitywhichmywifepossessed,ratherthanbeunderanobligationtosoworthlessaman:

butthisshorttimewasnotallowedme;forthatevening,asIwassittingdowntosupper,unsuspiciousofdanger,anofficerentered,andtoremefromtheembracesofmyfamily。

"Mywifehadbeenforsometimeinadecliningstateofhealth:

ruinatoncesounexpectedandinevitablewasastrokeshewasnotpreparedtobear,andIsawherfaintintothearmsofourservant,asIleftmyownhabitationforthecomfortlesswallsofaprison。

MypoorLucy,distractedwithherfearsforusboth,sunkonthefloorandendeavouredtodetainmebyherfeebleefforts,butinvain;

theyforcedopenherarms;sheshrieked,andfellprostrate。

Butpardonme。Thehorrorsofthatnightunmanme。

Icannotproceed。"

Herosefromhisseat,andwalkedseveraltimesacrosstheroom:

atlength,attainingmorecomposure,hecried——"WhatamereinfantIam!Why,Sir,Ineverfeltthusinthedayofbattle。"

"No,"saidTemple;"butthetrulybravesoulistremblinglyalivetothefeelingsofhumanity。"

"True,"repliedtheoldman,(somethinglikesatisfactiondartingacrosshisfeatures)"andpainfulasthesefeelingsare,Iwouldnotexchangethemforthattorporwhichthestoicmistakesforphilosophy。

HowmanyexquisitedelightsshouldIhavepassedbyunnoticed,butforthesekeensensations,thisquicksenseofhappinessormisery?

Thenletus,myfriend,takethecupoflifeasitispresentedtous,temperedbythehandofawiseProvidence;bethankfulforthegood,bepatientundertheevil,andpresumenottoenquirewhythelatterpredominates。"

"Thisistruephilosophy,"saidTemple。

"’Tistheonlywaytoreconcileourselvestothecrosseventsoflife,"

repliedhe。"ButIforgetmyself。Iwillnotlongerintrudeonyourpatience,butproceedinmymelancholytale。

"TheveryeveningthatIwastakentoprison,mysonarrivedfromIreland,wherehehadbeensometimewithhisregiment。

Fromthedistractedexpressionsofhismotherandsister,helearntbywhomIhadbeenarrested;and,lateasitwas,flewonthewingsofwoundedaffection,tothehouseofhisfalsefriend,andearnestlyenquiredthecauseofthiscruelconduct。Withallthecalmnessofacooldeliberatevillain,heavowedhispassionforLucy;

declaredhersituationinlifewouldnotpermithimtomarryher;

butofferedtoreleasemeimmediately,andmakeanysettlementonher,ifGeorgewouldpersuadehertolive,asheimpiouslytermedit,alifeofhonour。

"Firedattheinsultofferedtoamanandasoldier,myboystruckthevillain,andachallengeensued。Hethenwenttoacoffee-houseintheneighbourhoodandwrotealongaffectionatelettertome,blaminghimselfseverelyforhavingintroducedLewisintothefamily,orpermittedhimtoconferanobligation,whichhadbroughtinevitableruinonusall。Hebeggedme,whatevermightbetheeventoftheensuingmorning,nottosufferregretorunavailingsorrowforhisfate,toencreasetheanguishofmyheart,whichhegreatlyfearedwasalreadyinsupportable。

"Thisletterwasdeliveredtomeearlyinthemorning。

Itwouldbevaintoattemptdescribingmyfeelingsontheperusalofit;sufficeittosay,thatamercifulProvidenceinterposed,andIwasforthreeweeksinsensibletomiseriesalmostbeyondthestrengthofhumannaturetosupport。

"Afeverandstrongdeliriumseizedme,andmylifewasdespairedof。

Atlength,nature,overpoweredwithfatigue,gavewaytothesalutarypowerofrest,andaquietslumberofsomehoursrestoredmetoreason,thoughtheextremeweaknessofmyframepreventedmyfeelingmydistresssoacutelyasIotherwaysshould。

"Thefirstobjectthatstruckmeonawaking,wasLucysittingbymybedside;herpalecountenanceandsabledresspreventedmyenquiriesforpoorGeorge:fortheletterIhadreceivedfromhim,wasthefirstthingthatoccurredtomymemory。

Bydegreestherestreturned:Irecollectedbeingarrested,butcouldnowaysaccountforbeinginthisapartment,whithertheyhadconveyedmeduringmyillness。

"Iwassoweakastobealmostunabletospeak。IpressedLucy’shand,andlookedearnestlyroundtheapartmentinsearchofanotherdearobject。

"Whereisyourmother?"saidI,faintly。

"Thepoorgirlcouldnotanswer:sheshookherheadinexpressivesilence;

andthrowingherselfonthebed,foldedherarmsaboutme,andburstintotears。

"What!bothgone?"saidI。

"Both,"shereplied,endeavouringtorestrainheremotions:

"buttheyarehappy,nodoubt。"

HereMr。Eldridgepaused:therecollectionofthescenewastoopainfultopermithimtoproceed。

CHAPTERIV。

CHANGEOFFORTUNE。

"ITwassomedays,"continuedMr。Eldridge,recoveringhimself,"beforeIcouldventuretoenquiretheparticularsofwhathadhappenedduringmyillness:atlengthIassumedcouragetoaskmydeargirlhowlonghermotherandbrotherhadbeendead:

shetoldme,thatthemorningaftermyarrest,Georgecamehomeearlytoenquireafterhismother’shealth,staidwiththembutafewminutes,seemedgreatlyagitatedatparting,butgavethemstrictchargetokeepuptheirspirits,andhopeeverythingwouldturnoutforthebest。

Inabouttwohoursafter,astheyweresittingatbreakfast,andendeavouringtostrikeoutsomeplantoattainmyliberty,theyheardaloudrapatthedoor,whichLucyrunningtoopen,shemetthebleedingbodyofherbrother,borneinbytwomenwhohadliftedhimfromalitter,onwhichtheyhadbroughthimfromtheplacewherehefought。Herpoormother,weakenedbyillnessandthestrugglesoftheprecedingnight,wasnotabletosupportthisshock;gaspingforbreath,herlookswildandhaggard,shereachedtheapartmentwheretheyhadcarriedherdyingson。

Shekneltbythebedside;andtakinghiscoldhand,’mypoorboy,’saidshe,’Iwillnotbepartedfromthee:

husband!son!bothatoncelost。Fatherofmercies,spareme!’

Shefellintoastrongconvulsion,andexpiredinabouttwohours。

Inthemeantime,asurgeonhaddressedGeorge’swounds;buttheywereinsuchasituationastobarthesmallesthopesofrecovery。

Heneverwassensiblefromthetimehewasbroughthome,anddiedthateveninginthearmsofhissister。

"Lateasitwaswhenthiseventtookplace,myaffectionateLucyinsistedoncomingtome。’Whatmusthefeel,’saidshe,’atourapparentneglect,andhowshallIinformhimoftheafflictionswithwhichithaspleasedheaventovisitus?’

"Sheleftthecareofthedeardepartedonestosomeneighbourswhohadkindlycomeintocomfortandassisther;andonenteringthehousewhereIwasconfined,foundmeinthesituationIhavementioned。

"Howshesupportedherselfinthesetryingmoments,Iknownot:

heaven,nodoubt,waswithher;andheranxietytopreservethelifeofoneparentinsomemeasureabatedherafflictionforthelossoftheother。

"Mycircumstancesweregreatlyembarrassed,myacquaintancefew,andthosefewutterlyunabletoassistme。Whenmywifeandsonwerecommittedtotheirkindredearth,mycreditorsseizedmyhouseandfurniture,whichnotbeingsufficienttodischargealltheirdemands,detainerswerelodgedagainstme。Nofriendsteppedforwardtomyrelief;

fromthegraveofhermother,mybelovedLucyfollowedanalmostdyingfathertothismelancholyplace。

"Herewehavebeennearlyayearandahalf。Myhalf-payIhavegivenuptosatisfymycreditors,andmychildsupportsmebyherindustry:

sometimesbyfineneedlework,sometimesbypainting。

Sheleavesmeeverynight,andgoestoalodgingnearthebridge;

butreturnsinthemorning,tochearmewithhersmiles,andblessmebyherduteousaffection。Aladyonceofferedheranasyluminherfamily;butshewouldnotleaveme。

’Wearealltheworldtoeachother,’saidshe。’IthankGod,Ihavehealthandspiritstoimprovethetalentswithwhichnaturehasendowedme;andItrustifIemploytheminthesupportofabelovedparent,Ishallnotbethoughtanunprofitableservant。

Whilehelives,Iprayforstrengthtopursuemyemployment;

andwhenitpleasesheaventotakeoneofus,mayitgivethesurvivorresignationtobeartheseparationasweought:

tillthenIwillneverleavehim。’"

"Butwhereisthisinhumanpersecutor?"saidTemple。

"Hehasbeenabroadeversince,"repliedtheoldman;"buthehasleftorderswithhislawyernevertogiveupthenotetilltheutmostfarthingispaid。"

"Andhowmuchistheamountofyourdebtsinall?"saidTemple。

"Fivehundredpounds,"hereplied。

Templestarted:itwasmorethanheexpected。"Butsomethingmustbedone,"saidhe:"thatsweetmaidmustnotwearoutherlifeinaprison。Iwillseeyouagainto-morrow,myfriend,"

saidhe,shakingEldridge’shand:"keepupyourspirits:

lightandshadearenotmorehappilyblendedthanarethepleasuresandpainsoflife;andthehorrorsoftheoneserveonlytoincreasethesplendoroftheother。"

"Youneverlostawifeandson,"saidEldridge。

"No,"repliedhe,"butIcanfeelforthosethathave。"

Eldridgepressedhishandastheywenttowardthedoor,andtheypartedinsilence。

Whentheygotwithoutthewallsoftheprison,TemplethankedhisfriendBlakeneyforintroducinghimtosoworthyacharacter;

andtellinghimhehadaparticularengagementinthecity,wishedhimagoodevening。

"Andwhatistobedoneforthisdistressedman,"saidTemple,ashewalkedupLudgateHill。"WouldtoheavenIhadafortunethatwouldenablemeinstantlytodischargehisdebt:

whatexquisitetransport,toseetheexpressiveeyesofLucybeamingatoncewithpleasureforherfather’sdeliverance,andgratitudeforherdeliverer:butisnotmyfortuneaffluence,"

continuedhe,"naysuperfluouswealth,whencomparedtotheextremeindigenceofEldridge;andwhathaveIdonetodeserveeaseandplenty,whileabraveworthyofficerstarvesinaprison?

Threehundredayearissurelysufficientforallmywantsandwishes:

atanyrateEldridgemustberelieved。"

Whenthehearthaswill,thehandscansoonfindmeanstoexecuteagoodaction。

Templewasayoungman,hisfeelingswarmandimpetuous;

unacquaintedwiththeworld,hishearthadnotbeenrenderedcallousbybeingconvincedofitsfraudandhypocrisy。

Hepitiedtheirsufferings,overlookedtheirfaults,thoughteverybosomasgenerousashisown,andwouldchearfullyhavedividedhislastguineawithanunfortunatefellowcreature。

Nowonder,then,thatsuchaman(withoutwaitingamomentfortheinterferenceofMadamPrudence)shouldresolvetoraisemoneysufficientforthereliefofEldridge,bymortgagingpartofhisfortune。

Wewillnotenquiretoominutelyintothecausewhichmightactuatehiminthisinstance:sufficeittosay,heimmediatelyputtheplaninexecution;andinthreedaysfromthetimehefirstsawtheunfortunateLieutenant,hehadthesuperlativefelicityofseeinghimatliberty,andreceivinganamplerewardinthetearfuleyeandhalfarticulatedthanksofthegratefulLucy。

"Andpray,youngman,"saidhisfathertohimonemorning,"whatareyourdesignsinvisitingthusconstantlythatoldmanandhisdaughter?"

Templewasatalossforareply:hehadneveraskedhimselfthequestion:hehesitated;andhisfathercontinued——

"ItwasnottillwithinthesefewdaysthatIheardinwhatmanneryouracquaintancefirstcommenced,andcannotsupposeanythingbutattachmenttothedaughtercouldcarryyousuchimprudentlengthsforthefather:

itcertainlymustbeherartthatdrewyouintomortgagepartofyourfortune。"

"Art,Sir!"criedTempleeagerly。"LucyEldridgeisasfreefromartassheisfromeveryothererror:sheis——"

"Everythingthatisamiableandlovely,"saidhisfather,interruptinghimironically:"nodoubtinyouropinionsheisapatternofexcellenceforallhersextofollow;butcome,Sir,praytellmewhatareyourdesignstowardsthisparagon。

Ihopeyoudonotintendtocompleteyourfollybymarryingher。"

"Weremyfortunesuchaswouldsupportheraccordingtohermerit,Idon’tknowawomanmoreformedtoinsurehappinessinthemarriedstate。"

"Thenprithee,mydearlad,"saidhisfather,"sinceyourrankandfortunearesomuchbeneathwhatyourPRINCESSmightexpect,besokindastoturnyoureyesonMissWeatherby;who,havingonlyanestateofthreethousandayear,ismoreuponalevelwithyou,andwhosefatheryesterdaysolicitedthemightyhonourofyouralliance。

Ishallleaveyoutoconsideronthisoffer;andprayremember,thatyourunionwithMissWeatherbywillputitinyourpowertobemoreliberallythefriendofLucyEldridge。"

Theoldgentlemanwalkedinastatelymanneroutoftheroom;

andTemplestoodalmostpetrifiedwithastonishment,contempt,andrage。

CHAPTERV。

SUCHTHINGSARE。

MISSWeatherbywastheonlychildofawealthyman,almostidolizedbyherparents,flatteredbyherdependants,andnevercontradictedevenbythosewhocalledthemselvesherfriends:

Icannotgiveabetterdescriptionthanbythefollowinglines。

ThelovelymaidwhoseformandfaceNaturehasdeck’dwithev’rygrace,Butinwhosebreastnovirtuesglow,Whoseheartne’erfeltanother’swoe,Whosehandne’ersmooth’dthebedofpain,Oreas’dthecaptive’sgallingchain;

Butlikethetulipcaughttheeye,Bornjusttobeadmir’danddie;

Whengone,nooneregretsitsloss,Orscarceremembersthatitwas。

SuchwasMissWeatherby:herformlovelyasnaturecouldmakeit,butherminduncultivated,herheartunfeeling,herpassionsimpetuous,andherbrainalmostturnedwithflattery,dissipation,andpleasure;

andsuchwasthegirl,whomapartialgrandfatherleftindependentmistressofthefortunebeforementioned。

ShehadseenTemplefrequently;andfancyingshecouldneverbehappywithouthim,noronceimagininghecouldrefuseagirlofherbeautyandfortune,sheprevailedonherfondfathertoofferthealliancetotheoldEarlofD————,Mr。Temple’sfather。

TheEarlhadreceivedtheoffercourteously:hethoughtitagreatmatchforHenry;andwastoofashionableamantosupposeawifecouldbeanyimpedimenttothefriendshipheprofessedforEldridgeandhisdaughter。

UnfortunatelyforTemple,hethoughtquiteotherwise:

theconversationhehadjusthadwithhisfather,discoveredtohimthesituationofhisheart;andhefoundthatthemostaffluentfortunewouldbringnoincreaseofhappinessunlessLucyEldridgeshareditwithhim;andtheknowledgeofthepurityofhersentiments,andtheintegrityofhisownheart,madehimshudderattheideahisfatherhadstarted,ofmarryingawomanfornootherreasonthanbecausetheaffluenceofherfortunewouldenablehimtoinjureherbymaintaininginsplendorthewomantowhomhisheartwasdevoted:

hethereforeresolvedtorefuseMissWeatherby,andbetheeventwhatitmight,offerhisheartandhandtoLucyEldridge。

Fullofthisdetermination,hefoughthisfather,declaredhisresolution,andwascommandednevermoretoappearinhispresence。

Templebowed;hisheartwastoofulltopermithimtospeak;

heleftthehouseprecipitately,andhastenedtorelatethecauseofhissorrowstohisgoodoldfriendandhisamiabledaughter。

Inthemeantime,theEarl,vexedtothesoulthatsuchafortuneshouldbelost,determinedtoofferhimselfacandidateforMissWeatherby’sfavour。

Whatwonderfulchangesarewroughtbythatreigningpower,ambition!thelove-sickgirl,whenfirstsheheardofTemple’srefusal,wept,raved,toreherhair,andvowedtofoundaprotestantnunnerywithherfortune;andbycommencingabbess,shutherselfupfromthesightofcruelungratefulmanforever。

Herfatherwasamanoftheworld:hesufferedthisfirsttransporttosubside,andthenverydeliberatelyunfoldedtohertheoffersoftheoldEarl,expatiatedonthemanybenefitsarisingfromanelevatedtitle,paintedinglowingcoloursthesurpriseandvexationofTemplewhenheshouldseeherfiguringasaCountessandhismother-in-law,andbeggedhertoconsiderwellbeforeshemadeanyrashvows。

TheDISTRESSEDfaironedriedhertears,listenedpatiently,andatlengthdeclaredshebelievedthesurestmethodtorevengetheslightputonherbytheson,wouldbetoacceptthefather:

sosaidsodone,andinafewdaysshebecametheCountessD————。

Templeheardthenewswithemotion:hehadlosthisfather’sfavourbyavowinghispassionforLucy,andhesawnowtherewasnohopeofregainingit:"butheshallnotmakememiserable,"saidhe。

"LucyandIhavenoambitiousnotions:wecanliveonthreehundredayearforsomelittletime,tillthemortgageispaidoff,andthenweshallhavesufficientnotonlyforthecomfortsbutmanyofthelittleeleganciesoflife。Wewillpurchasealittlecottage,myLucy,"

saidhe,"andthitherwithyourreverendfatherwewillretire;wewillforgettherearesuchthingsassplendor,profusion,anddissipation:

wewillhavesomecows,andyoushallbequeenofthedairy;

inamorning,whileIlookaftermygarden,youshalltakeabasketonyourarm,andsallyforthtofeedyourpoultry;andastheyflutterroundyouintokenofhumblegratitude,yourfathershallsmokehispipeinawoodbinealcove,andviewingtheserenityofyourcountenance,feelsuchrealpleasuredilatehisownheart,asshallmakehimforgethehadeverbeenunhappy。"

Lucysmiled;andTemplesawitwasasmileofapprobation。

Hesoughtandfoundacottagesuitedtohistaste;thither,attendedbyLoveandHymen,thehappytrioretired;where,duringmanyyearsofuninterruptedfelicity,theycastnotawishbeyondthelittleboundariesoftheirowntenement。Plenty,andherhandmaid,Prudence,presidedattheirboard,Hospitalitystoodattheirgate,Peacesmiledoneachface,Contentreignedineachheart,andLoveandHealthstrewedrosesontheirpillows。

SuchweretheparentsofCharlotteTemple,whowastheonlypledgeoftheirmutuallove,andwho,attheearnestentreatyofaparticularfriend,waspermittedtofinishtheeducationhermotherhadbegun,atMadameDuPont’sschool,wherewefirstintroducedhertotheacquaintanceofthereader。

CHAPTERVI。

ANINTRIGUINGTEACHER。

MADAMEDuPontwasawomaneverywaycalculatedtotakethecareofyoungladies,hadthatcareentirelydevolvedonherself;

butitwasimpossibletoattendtheeducationofanumerousschoolwithoutproperassistants;andthoseassistantswerenotalwaysthekindofpeoplewhoseconversationandmoralswereexactlysuchasparentsofdelicacyandrefinementwouldwishadaughtertocopy。

AmongtheteachersatMadameDuPont’sschool,wasMademoiselleLaRue,whoaddedtoapleasingpersonandinsinuatingaddress,aliberaleducationandthemannersofagentlewoman。

Shewasrecommendedtotheschoolbyaladywhosehumanityoversteppedtheboundsofdiscretion:forthoughsheknewMissLaRuehadelopedfromaconventwithayoungofficer,and,oncomingtoEngland,hadlivedwithseveraldifferentmeninopendefianceofallmoralandreligiousduties;yet,findingherreducedtothemostabjectwant,andbelievingthepenitencewhichsheprofessedtobesincere,shetookherintoherownfamily,andfromthencerecommendedhertoMadameDuPont,asthinkingthesituationmoresuitableforawomanofherabilities。ButMademoisellepossessedtoomuchofthespiritofintriguetoremainlongwithoutadventures。

Atchurch,wheresheconstantlyappeared,herpersonattractedtheattentionofayoungmanwhowasuponavisitatagentleman’sseatintheneighbourhood:shehadmethimseveraltimesclandestinely;

andbeinginvitedtocomeoutthatevening,andeatsomefruitandpastryinasummer-housebelongingtothegentlemanhewasvisiting,andrequestedtobringsomeoftheladieswithher,Charlottebeingherfavourite,wasfixedontoaccompanyher。

Themindofyoutheagerlycatchesatpromisedpleasure:

pureandinnocentbynature,itthinksnotofthedangerslurkingbeneaththosepleasures,tilltoolatetoavoidthem:

whenMademoiselleaskedCharlottetogowithher,shementionedthegentlemanasarelation,andspokeinsuchhightermsoftheeleganceofhisgardens,thesprightlinessofhisconversation,andtheliberalitywithwhichheeverentertainedhisguests,thatCharlottethoughtonlyofthepleasuresheshouldenjoyinthevisit,——

notontheimprudenceofgoingwithouthergoverness’sknowledge,orofthedangertowhichsheexposedherselfinvisitingthehouseofagayyoungmanoffashion。

MadameDuPontwasgoneoutfortheevening,andtherestoftheladiesretiredtorest,whenCharlotteandtheteacherstoleoutatthebackgate,andincrossingthefield,wereaccostedbyMontraville,asmentionedinthefirstchapter。

Charlottewasdisappointedinthepleasureshehadpromisedherselffromthisvisit。Thelevityofthegentlemenandthefreedomoftheirconversationdisgustedher。ShewasastonishedatthelibertiesMademoisellepermittedthemtotake;grewthoughtfulanduneasy,andheartilywishedherselfathomeagaininherownchamber。

Perhapsonecauseofthatwishmightbe,anearnestdesiretoseethecontentsoftheletterwhichhadbeenputintoherhandbyMontraville。

Anyreaderwhohastheleastknowledgeoftheworld,willeasilyimaginetheletterwasmadeupofencomiumsonherbeauty,andvowsofeverlastingloveandconstancy;norwillhebesurprisedthataheartopentoeverygentle,generoussentiment,shouldfeelitselfwarmedbygratitudeforamanwhoprofessedtofeelsomuchforher;

norisitimprobablebuthermindmightreverttotheagreeablepersonandmartialappearanceofMontraville。

Inaffairsoflove,ayoungheartisneverinmoredangerthanwhenattemptedbyahandsomeyoungsoldier。Amanofanindifferentappearance,will,whenarrayedinamilitaryhabit,shewtoadvantage;

butwhenbeautyofperson,eleganceofmanner,andaneasymethodofpayingcompliments,areunitedtothescarletcoat,smartcockade,andmilitarysash,ah!well-a-dayforthepoorgirlwhogazesonhim:

sheisinimminentdanger;butifshelistenstohimwithpleasure,’tisalloverwithher,andfromthatmomentshehasneithereyesnorearsforanyotherobject。

Now,mydearsobermatron,(ifasobermatronshoulddeigntoturnoverthesepages,beforeshetruststhemtotheeyeofadarlingdaughter,)letmeintreatyounottoputonagraveface,andthrowdownthebookinapassionanddeclare’tisenoughtoturntheheadsofhalfthegirlsinEngland;Idosolemnlyprotest,mydearmadam,ImeannomorebywhatIhavehereadvanced,thantoridiculethoseromanticgirls,whofoolishlyimaginearedcoatandsilverepauletconstitutethefinegentleman;

andshouldthatfinegentlemanmakehalfadozenfinespeechestothem,theywillimaginethemselvessomuchinloveastofancyitameritoriousactiontojumpoutofatwopairofstairswindow,abandontheirfriends,andtrustentirelytothehonourofaman,whoperhapshardlyknowsthemeaningoftheword,andifhedoes,willbetoomuchthemodernmanofrefinement,topracticeitintheirfavour。

Graciousheaven!whenIthinkonthemiseriesthatmustrendtheheartofadoatingparent,whenheseesthedarlingofhisageatfirstseducedfromhisprotection,andafterwardsabandoned,bytheverywretchwhosepromisesoflovedecoyedherfromthepaternalroof——

whenheseesherpoorandwretched,herbosomtombetweenremorseforhercrimeandloveforhervilebetrayer——whenfancypaintstomethegoodoldmanstoopingtoraisetheweepingpenitent,whileeverytearfromhereyeisnumberedbydropsfromhisbleedingheart,mybosomglowswithhonestindignation,andIwishforpowertoextirpatethosemonstersofseductionfromtheearth。

Ohmydeargirls——fortosuchonlyamIwriting——listennottothevoiceoflove,unlesssanctionedbypaternalapprobation:

beassured,itisnowpastthedaysofromance:

nowomancanberunawaywithcontrarytoherowninclination:

thenkneeldowneachmorning,andrequestkindheaventokeepyoufreefromtemptation,or,shoulditpleasetosufferyoutobetried,prayforfortitudetoresisttheimpulseofinclinationwhenitrunscountertothepreceptsofreligionandvirtue。

CHAPTERVII。

NATURALSENSEOFPROPRIETY

INHERENTINTHEFEMALEBOSOM。

"ICANNOTthinkwehavedoneexactlyrightingoingoutthisevening,Mademoiselle,"saidCharlotte,seatingherselfwhensheenteredherapartment:"nay,Iamsureitwasnotright;

forIexpectedtobeveryhappy,butwassadlydisappointed。"

"Itwasyourownfault,then,"repliedMademoiselle:

"forIamsuremycousinomittednothingthatcouldservetorendertheeveningagreeable。"

"True,"saidCharlotte:"butIthoughtthegentlemenwereveryfreeintheirmanner:Iwonderyouwouldsufferthemtobehaveastheydid。"

"Prithee,don’tbesuchafoolishlittleprude,"saidtheartfulwoman,affectinganger:"Iinvitedyoutogoinhopesitwoulddivertyou,andbeanagreeablechangeofscene;however,ifyourdelicacywashurtbythebehaviourofthegentlemen,youneednotgoagain;

sothereletitrest。"

"Idonotintendtogoagain,"saidCharlotte,gravelytakingoffherbonnet,andbeginningtoprepareforbed:"Iamsure,ifMadameDuPontknewwehadbeenoutto-night,shewouldbeveryangry;

anditistentoonebutshehearsofitbysomemeansorother。"

"Nay,Miss,"saidLaRue,"perhapsyourmightysenseofproprietymayleadyoutotellheryourself:andinordertoavoidthecensureyouwouldincur,shouldshehearofitbyaccident,throwtheblameonme:

butIconfessIdeserveit:itwillbeaverykindreturnforthatpartialitywhichledmetopreferyoubeforeanyoftherestoftheladies;butperhapsitwillgiveyoupleasure,"continuedshe,lettingfallsomehypocriticaltears,"toseemedeprivedofbread,andforanactionwhichbythemostrigidcouldonlybeesteemedaninadvertency,losemyplaceandcharacter,andbedrivenagainintotheworld,whereIhavealreadysufferedalltheevilsattendantonpoverty。"

ThiswastouchingCharlotteinthemostvulnerablepart:

sherosefromherseat,andtakingMademoiselle’shand——"Youknow,mydearLaRue,"saidshe,"Iloveyoutoowell,todoanythingthatwouldinjureyouinmygoverness’sopinion:Iamonlysorrywewentoutthisevening。"

"Idon’tbelieveit,Charlotte,"saidshe,assumingalittlevivacity;

"forifyouhadnotgoneout,youwouldnothaveseenthegentlemanwhometuscrossingthefield;andIratherthinkyouwerepleasedwithhisconversation。"

"Ihadseenhimoncebefore,"repliedCharlotte,"andthoughthimanagreeableman;andyouknowoneisalwayspleasedtoseeapersonwithwhomonehaspassedseveralchearfulhours。

"But,"saidshepausing,anddrawingtheletterfromherpocket,whileagentlesuffusionofvermilliontingedherneckandface,"hegavemethisletter;whatshallIdowithit?"

"Readit,tobesure,"returnedMademoiselle。

"IamafraidIoughtnot,"saidCharlotte:"mymotherhasoftentoldme,Ishouldneverreadalettergivenmebyayoungman,withoutfirstgivingittoher。"

"Lordblessyou,mydeargirl,"criedtheteachersmiling,"haveyouamindtobeinleadingstringsallyourlifetime。

Pritheeopentheletter,readit,andjudgeforyourself;ifyoushowityourmother,theconsequencewillbe,youwillbetakenfromschool,andastrictguardkeptoveryou;soyouwillstandnochanceofeverseeingthesmartyoungofficeragain。"

"Ishouldnotliketoleaveschoolyet,"repliedCharlotte,"tillIhaveattainedagreaterproficiencyinmyItalianandmusic。

Butyoucan,ifyouplease,Mademoiselle,taketheletterbacktoMontraville,andtellhimIwishhimwell,butcannot,withanypropriety,enterintoaclandestinecorrespondencewithhim。"

Shelaidtheletteronthetable,andbegantoundressherself。

"Well,"saidLaRue,"Ivowyouareanunaccountablegirl:

haveyounocuriositytoseetheinsidenow?formypartIcouldnomoreletaletteraddressedtomelieunopenedsolong,thanIcouldworkmiracles:hewritesagoodhand,"continuedshe,turningtheletter,tolookatthesuperscription。

"’Tiswellenough,"saidCharlotte,drawingittowardsher。

"Heisagenteelyoungfellow,"saidLaRuecarelessly,foldingupherapronatthesametime;"butIthinkheismarkedwiththesmallpox。"

"Ohyouaregreatlymistaken,"saidCharlotteeagerly;"hehasaremarkableclearskinandfinecomplexion。"

"Hiseyes,ifIcouldjudgebywhatIsaw,"saidLaRue,"aregreyandwantexpression。"

"Bynomeans,"repliedCharlotte;"theyarethemostexpressiveeyesIeversaw。""Well,child,whethertheyaregreyorblackisofnoconsequence:youhavedeterminednottoreadhisletter;

soitislikelyyouwillnevereitherseeorhearfromhimagain。"

Charlottetookuptheletter,andMademoisellecontinued——

"HeismostprobablygoingtoAmerica;andifeveryoushouldhearanyaccountofhim,itmaypossiblybethatheiskilled;andthoughhelovedyoueversofervently,thoughhislastbreathshouldbespentinaprayerforyourhappiness,itcanbenothingtoyou:

youcanfeelnothingforthefateoftheman,whoselettersyouwillnotopen,andwhosesufferingsyouwillnotalleviate,bypermittinghimtothinkyouwouldrememberhimwhenabsent,andprayforhissafety。"

Charlottestillheldtheletterinherhand:herheartswelledattheconclusionofMademoiselle’sspeech,andateardroppeduponthewaferthatclosedit。

"Thewaferisnotdryyet,"saidshe,"andsuretherecanbenogreatharm——"Shehesitated。LaRuewassilent。

"Imayreadit,Mademoiselle,andreturnitafterwards。"

"Certainly,"repliedMademoiselle。

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