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I

ProfessorJoslin,who,asourreadersaredoubtlessaware,isengagedinwritingthelifeofMrs。Aubyn,asksustostatethathewillbegreatlyindebtedtoanyofthefamousnovelist’sfriendswhowillfurnishhimwithinformationconcerningtheperiodprevioustohercomingtoEngland。Mrs。Aubynhadsofewintimatefriends,andconsequentlysofewregularcorrespondents,thatletterswillbeofspecialvalue。ProfessorJoslin’saddressis10AugustaGardens,Kensington,andhebegsustosaythathewillpromptlyreturnanydocumentsentrustedtohim。"

GlennarddroppedtheSpectatorandsatlookingintothefire。Theclubwasfillingup,buthestillhadtohimselfthesmallinnerroom,withitsdarkeningoutlookdowntherainstreakedprospectofFifthAvenue。Itwasalldullanddismalenough,yetamomentearlierhisboredomhadbeenperverselytingedbyasenseofresentmentatthethoughtthat,asthingsweregoing,hemightintimehavetosurrendereventhedespisedprivilegeofboringhimselfwithinthoseparticularfourwalls。Itwasnotthathecaredmuchfortheclub,butthattheremotecontingencyofhavingtogiveitupstoodtohim,justthen,perhapsbyveryreasonofitsinsignificanceandremoteness,forthesymbolofhisincreasingabnegations;ofthatperpetualparing—offthatwasgraduallyreducingexistencetothenakedbusinessofkeepinghimselfalive。Itwasthefutilityofhismultipliedshiftsandprivationsthatmadethemseemunworthyofahighattitude;thesensethat,howeverrapidlyheeliminatedthesuperfluous,hisclearedhorizonwaslikelytooffernonearerviewoftheoneprospecttowardwhichhestrained。Togiveupthingsinordertomarrythewomanonelovesiseasierthantogivethemupwithoutbeingbroughtappreciablynearertosuchaconclusion。

ThroughtheopendoorhesawyoungHollingsworthrisewithayawnfromtheineffectualsolaceofabrandy—and—sodaandtransporthispurposelesspersontothewindow。Glennardmeasuredhiscoursewithacontemptuouseye。ItwassolikeHollingsworthtogetupandlookoutofthewindowjustasitwasgrowingtoodarktoseeanything!Therewasamanrichenoughtodowhathepleased——hadhebeencapableofbeingpleased——yetbarredfromallconceivableachievementbyhisownimperviousdulness;while,afewfeetoff,Glennard,whowantedonlyenoughtokeepadecentcoatonhisbackandaroofovertheheadofthewomanheloved,Glennard,whohadsweated,toiled,deniedhimselfforthescantmeasureofopportunitythathiszealwouldhaveconvertedintoakingdom——satwretchedlycalculatingthat,evenwhenhehadresignedfromtheclub,andknockedoffhiscigars,andgivenuphisSundaysoutoftown,hewouldstillbenonearerattainment。

TheSpectatorhadslippedtohisfeetandashepickedituphiseyefellagainontheparagraphaddressedtothefriendsofMrs。

Aubyn。Hehadreaditforthefirsttimewithascarcelyperceptiblequickeningofattention:hernamehadsolongbeenpublicpropertythathiseyepasseditunseeingly,asthecrowdinthestreethurrieswithoutaglancebysomefamiliarmonument。

"InformationconcerningtheperiodprevioustohercomingtoEngland……"Thewordswereanevocation。Hesawheragainasshehadlookedattheirfirstmeeting,thepoorwomanofgeniuswithherlongpalefaceandshort—sightedeyes,softenedalittlebythegraceofyouthandinexperience,butsoincapableeventhenofanyholduponthepulses。Whenshespoke,indeed,shewaswonderful,morewonderful,perhaps,thanwhenlater,toGlennard’sfancyatleast,theconsciousofmemorablethingsutteredseemedtotakefromevenhermostintimatespeechtheperfectbloomofprivacy。Itwasinthoseearliestdays,ifever,thathehadcomenearlovingher;thougheventhenhissentimenthadlivedonlyintheintervalsofitsexpression。Later,whentobelovedbyherhadbeenastatetotouchanyman’simagination,thephysicalreluctancehad,inexplicably,sooverbornetheintellectualattraction,thatthelastyearshadbeen,tobothofthem,anagonyofconflictingimpulses。Evennow,if,inturningoveroldpapers,hishandlitonherletters,thetouchfilledhimwithinarticulatemisery……

"Shehadsofewintimatefriends……thatletterswillbeofspecialvalue。"Sofewintimatefriends!Foryearsshehadhadbutone;onewhointhelastyearshadrequitedherwonderfulpages,hertragicoutpouringsoflove,humility,andpardon,withthescantphrasesbywhichamanevadesthevulgarestofsentimentalimportunities。Hehadbeenabruteinspiteofhimself,andsometimes,nowthattheremembranceofherfacehadfaded,andonlyhervoiceandwordsremainedwithhim,hechafedathisowninadequacy,hisstupidinabilitytorisetotheheightofherpassion。Hisegoismwasnotofakindtomirroritscomplacencyintheadventure。Tohavebeenlovedbythemostbrilliantwomanofherday,andtohavebeenincapableoflovingher,seemedtohim,inlookingback,themostderisiveevidenceofhislimitations;andhisremorsefultendernessforhermemorywascomplicatedwithasenseofirritationagainstherforhavinggivenhimonceforallthemeasureofhisemotionalcapacity。Itwasnotoften,however,thathethusprobedthepast。Thepublic,intakingpossessionofMrs。Aubyn,hadeasedhisshouldersoftheirburden。Therewassomethingfatuousinanattitudeofsentimentalapologytowardamemoryalreadyclassic:toreproachone’sselffornothavinglovedMargaretAubynwasagooddeallikebeingdisturbedbyaninabilitytoadmiretheVenusofMilo。

Fromhercoldnicheoffameshelookeddownironicallyenoughonhisself—flagellations……Itwasonlywhenhecameonsomethingthatbelongedtoherthathefeltasuddenrenewaloftheoldfeeling,thestrangedualimpulsethatdrewhimtohervoicebutdrovehimfromherhand,sothatevennow,atsightofanythingshehadtouched,hisheartcontractedpainfully。Ithappenedseldomnowadays。Herlittlepresents,onebyone,haddisappearedfromhisrooms,andherletters,keptfromsomeunacknowledgedpuerilevanityinthepossessionofsuchtreasures,seldomcamebeneathhishand……

"Herletterswillbeofspecialvalue——"Herletters!Why,hemusthavehundredsofthem——enoughtofillavolume。Sometimesitusedtoseemtohimthattheycamewitheverypost——heusedtoavoidlookinginhisletter—boxwhenhecamehometohisrooms——

butherwritingseemedtospringoutathimasheputhiskeyinthedoor——。

Hestoodupandstrolledintotheotherroom。Hollingsworth,loungingawayfromthewindow,hadjoinedhimselftoalanguidlyconvivialgroupofmentowhom,inphrasesashaltingasthoughtheystruggledtodefineanultimateidea,hewasexpoundingthecursednuisanceoflivinginaholewithsuchadamnedclimatethatonehadtogetoutofitbyFebruary,withthecontingentdifficultyoftherebeingnoplacetotakeone’syachttoinwinterbutthatotherplayed—outhole,theRiviera。FromtheoutskirtsofthisgroupGlennardwanderedtoanother,whereavoiceasdifferentaspossiblefromHollingsworth’scolorlessorgandominatedanothercircleoflanguidlisteners。

"ComeandhearDinslowtalkabouthispatent:admissionfree,"oneofthemensangoutinatoneofmockresignation。

DinslowturnedtoGlennardtheconfidentpugnacityofhissmile。

"Giveitanothersixmonthsandit’llbetalkingaboutitself,"hedeclared。"It’sprettynearlyarticulatenow。"

"Canitsaypapa?"someoneelseinquired。

Dinslow’ssmilebroadened。"You’llbedeucedgladtosaypapatoITayearfromnow,"heretorted。"It’llbeabletosupportevenyouinaffluence。Lookhere,now,justletmeexplaintoyou——"

Glennardmovedawayimpatiently。Themenattheclub——allbutthosewhowere"init"——wereproverbially"tired"ofDinslow’spatent,andnonemoresothanGlennard,whoseknowledgeofitsmeritsmadeitloomlargeinthedepressingcatalogueoflostopportunities。Therelationsbetweenthetwomenhadalwaysbeenfriendly,andDinslow’surgentoffersto"takehiminonthegroundfloor"hadoflateintensifiedGlennard’ssenseofhisowninabilitytomeetgoodluckhalfway。Someofthemenwhohadpausedtolistenwerealreadyineveningclothes,othersontheirwayhometodress;andGlennard,withanaccustomedtwingeofhumiliation,saidtohimselfthatifhelingeredamongthemitwasinthemiserablehopethatoneofthenumbermightaskhimtodine。MissTrenthadtoldhimthatshewastogototheoperathateveningwithherrichaunt;andifheshouldhavethelucktopickupadinner—invitationhemightjoinhertherewithoutextraoutlay。

Hemovedabouttheroom,lingeringhereandthereinatentativeaffectationofinterest;butthoughthemengreetedhimpleasantlynooneaskedhimtodine。Doubtlesstheywereallengaged,thesemenwhocouldaffordtopayfortheirdinners,whodidnothavetohuntforinvitationsasabeggarrummagesforacrustinanash—

barrel!Butno——asHollingsworthleftthelesseningcircleaboutthetableanadmiringyouthcalledout——"Holly,stopanddine!"

Hollingsworthturnedonhimthecrudecountenancethatlookedlikethewrongsideofamorefinishedface。"SorryIcan’t。I’minforabeastlybanquet。"

Glennardthrewhimselfintoanarm—chair。Whygohomeintheraintodress?Itwasfollytotakeacabtotheopera,itwasworsefollytogothereatall。HisperpetualmeetingswithAlexaTrentwereasunfairtothegirlastheywereunnervingtohimself。

Sincehecouldn’tmarryher,itwastimetostandasideandgiveabettermanthechance——andhisthoughtadmittedtheironicalimplicationthatinthetermsofexpediencythephrasemightstandforHollingsworth。

II

Hedinedaloneandwalkedhometohisroomsintherain。AsheturnedintoFifthAvenuehecaughtthewetgleamofcarriagesontheirwaytotheopera,andhetookthefirstsidestreet,inamomentofirritationagainstthepettyrestrictionsthatthwartedeveryimpulse。Itwasridiculoustogiveuptheopera,notbecauseonemightpossiblybeboredthere,butbecauseonemustpayfortheexperiment。

Inhissitting—room,thetacitconnivanceoftheinanimatehadcentredthelamp—lightonaphotographofAlexaTrent,placed,intheobligatorysilverframe,justwhere,asmemoryofficiouslyremindedhim,MargaretAubyn’spicturehadlongthronedinitsstead。MissTrent’sfeaturescruellyjustifiedtheusurpation。

Shehadthekindofbeautythatcomesofahappyaccordoffaceandspirit。Itisnotgiventomanytohavethelipsandeyesoftheirrarestmood,andsomewomengothroughlifebehindamaskexpressingonlytheiranxietyaboutthebutcher’sbillortheirinabilitytoseeajoke。WithMissTrent,faceandmindhadthesamehighseriouscontour。ShelookedlikeathronedJusticebysomegraveFlorentinepainter;anditseemedtoGlennardthathermostsalientattribute,orthatatleasttowhichherconductgavemostconsistentexpression,wasakindofpassionatejustice——theintuitivefemininejustnessthatissomuchrarerthanareasonedimpartiality。Circumstanceshadtragicallycombinedtodevelopthisinstinctintoaconscioushabit。Shehadseenmorethanmostgirlsoftheshabbysideoflife,oftheperpetualtendencyofwanttocrampthenoblestattitude。Povertyandmisfortunehadoverhungherchildhoodandshehadnoneoftheprettydelusionsaboutlifethataresupposedtobethecrowninggraceofgirlhood。

Thisverycompetence,whichgaveheratouchingreasonableness,madeGlennard’ssituationmoredifficultthanifhehadaspiredtoaprincessbredinthepurple。Betweenthemtheyaskedsolittle——

theyknewsowellhowtomakethatlittledo——buttheyunderstoodalso,andsheespeciallydidnotforamomentlethimforget,thatwithoutthatlittlethefuturetheydreamedofwasimpossible。

ThesightofherphotographquickenedGlennard’sexasperation。Hewassickandashamedoftheparthewasplaying。Hehadlovedhernowfortwoyears,withthetranquiltendernessthatgathersdepthandvolumeasitnearsfulfilment;heknewthatshewouldwaitforhim——butthecertitudewasanaddedpang。Therearetimeswhentheconstancyofthewomanonecannotmarryisalmostastryingasthatofthewomanonedoesnotwantto。

Glennardturneduphisreading—lampandstirredthefire。Hehadalongeveningbeforehimandhewantedtocrowdoutthoughtwithaction。Hehadbroughtsomepapersfromhisofficeandhespreadthemoutonhistableandsquaredhimselftothetask……

Itmusthavebeenanhourlaterthathefoundhimselfautomaticallyfittingakeyintoalockeddrawer。Hehadnomorenotionthanasomnambulistofthementalprocessthathadleduptothisaction。Hewasjustdimlyawareofhavingpushedasidethepapersandtheheavycalfvolumesthatamomentbeforehadboundedhishorizon,andoflayingintheirplace,withoutatraceofconsciousvolition,theparcelhehadtakenfromthedrawer。

Thelettersweretiedinpacketsofthirtyorforty。Therewereagreatmanypackets。Onsomeoftheenvelopestheinkwasfading;

onothers,whichboretheEnglishpost—mark,itwasstillfresh。

Shehadbeendeadhardlythreeyears,andshehadwritten,atlengtheningintervals,tothelast……

Heundidoneoftheearlierpackets——littlenoteswrittenduringtheirfirstacquaintanceatHillbridge。Glennard,onleavingcollege,hadbegunlifeinhisuncle’slawofficeintheolduniversitytown。Itwastherethat,atthehouseofherfather,ProfessorForth,hehadfirstmettheyoungladythenchieflydistinguishedforhaving,aftertwoyearsofaconspicuouslyunhappymarriage,returnedtotheprotectionofthepaternalroof。

Mrs。Aubynwasatthattimeaneagerandsomewhattragicyoungwoman,ofcomplexmindandundevelopedmanners,whomhercrudeexperienceofmatrimonyhadfittedoutwithastockofgeneralizationsthatexplodedlikebombsintheacademicairofHillbridge。Inherchoiceofahusbandshehadbeenfortunateenough,iftheparadoxbepermitted,tolightononesosignallygiftedwiththefacultyofputtinghimselfinthewrongthatherleavinghimhadthedignityofamanifesto——madeher,asitwere,thespokeswomanofoutragedwifehood。InthislightshewascherishedbythatdominantportionofHillbridgesocietywhichwasleastindulgenttoconjugaldifferences,andwhichfoundaproportionatepleasureinbeingforonceabletofeastopenlyonadishliberallyseasonedwiththeoutrageous。SomuchdidthisendearMrs。Aubyntotheuniversityladiesthattheyweredisposedfromthefirsttoallowhermorelatitudeofspeechandactionthantheill—usedwifewasgenerallyaccordedinHillbridge,wheremisfortunewasstillregardedasavisitationdesignedtoputpeopleintheirproperplaceandmakethemfeelthesuperiorityoftheirneighbors。Theyoungwomansoprivilegedcombinedwithakindofpersonalshynessanintellectualaudacitythatwaslikeadeflectedimpulseofcoquetry:onefeltthatifshehadbeenprettiershewouldhavehademotionsinsteadofideas。Shewasinfacteventhenwhatshehadalwaysremained:ageniuscapableoftheacutestgeneralizations,butcuriouslyundiscerningwhereherpersonalsusceptibilitieswereconcerned。Herpsychologyfailedherjustwhereitservesmostwomenandonefeltthatherbrainswouldneverbeaguidetoherheart。Ofallthis,however,Glennardthoughtlittleinthefirstyearoftheiracquaintance。

Hewasatanagewhenallthegiftsandgracesarebutsomuchundiscriminatedfoodtotheraveningegoismofyouth。InseekingMrs。Aubyn’scompanyhewaspromptedbyanintuitivetasteforthebestasapledgeofhisownsuperiority。ThesympathyofthecleverestwomaninHillbridgewasbalmtohiscravingfordistinction:itwaspublicconfirmationofhissecretsensethathewascutoutforabiggerplace。ItmustnotbeunderstoodthatGlennardwasvain。Vanitycontentsitselfwiththecoarsestdiet;

thereisnopalatesofastidiousasthatofself—distrust。ToayouthofGlennard’saspirationstheencouragementofacleverwomanstoodforthesymbolofallsuccess。Later,whenhehadbeguntofeelhisway,togainafoothold,hewouldnotneedsuchsupport;butitservedtocarryhimlightlyandeasilyoverwhatisoftenaperiodofinsecurityanddiscouragement。

Itwouldbeunjust,however,torepresenthisinterestinMrs。

Aubynasamatterofcalculation。Itwasasinstinctiveaslove,anditmissedbeinglovebyjustsuchahair—breadthdeflectionfromthelineofbeautyashaddeterminedthecurveofMrs。

Aubyn’slips。Whentheymetshehadjustpublishedherfirstnovel,andGlennard,whoafterwardhadanambitiousman’simpatienceofdistinguishedwomen,wasyoungenoughtobedazzledbythesemi—publicityitgaveher。Itwasthekindofbookthatmakeselderlyladieslowertheirvoicesandcalleachother"mydear"whentheyfurtivelydiscussit;andGlennardexultedinthesuperiorknowledgeoftheworldthatenabledhimtotakeasamatterofcoursesentimentsoverwhichtheuniversityshookitshead。StillmoredelightfulwasittohearMrs。Aubynwakentheechoesofacademicdrawing—roomswithaudacitiessurpassingthoseofherprintedpage。Herintellectualindependencegaveatouchofcomradeshiptotheirintimacy,prolongingtheillusionofcollegefriendshipsbasedonajoyousinterchangeofheresies。

Mrs。AubynandGlennardrepresentedtoeachothertheaugur’swinkbehindtheHillbridgeidol:theywalkedtogetherinthatlightofyoungomnisciencefromwhichfatesocuriouslyexcludesone’selders。

Husbandswhoarenotoriouslyinopportune,mayevendieinopportunely,andthiswastherevengethatMr。Aubyn,sometwoyearsafterherreturntoHillbridge,tookuponhisinjuredwife。

HediedpreciselyatthemomentwhenGlennardwasbeginningtocriticiseher。Itwasnotthatsheboredhim;shedidwhatwasinfinitelyworse——shemadehimfeelhisinferiority。Thesenseofmentalequalityhadbeengratifyingtohisrawambition;butashisself—knowledgedefineditself,hisunderstandingofheralsoincreased;andifmanisattimesindirectlyflatteredbythemoralsuperiorityofwoman,hermentalascendencyisextenuatedbynosuchobliquetributetohispowers。Theattitudeoflookingupisastrainonthemuscles;anditwasbecomingmoreandmoreGlennard’sopinionthatbrains,inawoman,shouldbemerelytheobverseofbeauty。TobeautyMrs。Aubyncouldlaynoclaim;andwhileshehadenoughprettinesstoexasperatehimbyherincapacitytomakeuseofit,sheseemedinvinciblyignorantofanyofthelittleartificeswherebywomencontrivetopalliatetheirdefectsandeventoturnthemintograces。Herdressneverseemedapartofher;allherclotheshadanimpersonalair,asthoughtheyhadbelongedtosomeoneelseandbeenborrowedinanemergencythathadsomehowbecomechronic。Shewasconsciousenoughofherdeficienciestotrytoamendthembyrashimitationsofthemostapprovedmodels;butnowomanwhodoesnotdresswellintuitivelywilleverdosobythelightofreason,andMrs。

Aubyn’splagiarisms,toborrowametaphorofhertrade,somehowneverseemedtobeincorporatedwiththetext。

Geniusisofsmallusetoawomanwhodoesnotknowhowtodoherhair。ThefamethatcametoMrs。AubynwithhersecondbookleftGlennard’simaginationuntouched,orhadatmostthenegativeeffectofremovingherstillfartherfromthecircleofhiscontractingsympathies。Weareallthesportoftime;andfatehadsoperverselyorderedthechronologyofMargaretAubyn’sromancethatwhenherhusbanddiedGlennardfeltasthoughhehadlostafriend。

Itwasnotinhisnaturetobeneedlesslyunkind;andthoughhewasintheimpregnablepositionofthemanwhohasgivenawomannomoredefinableclaimonhimthanthatoflettingherfancythathelovesher,hewouldnotfortheworldhaveaccentuatedhisadvantagebyanybetrayalofindifference。Duringthefirstyearofherwidowhoodtheirfriendshipdraggedonwithhaltingrenewalsofsentiment,becomingmoreandmoreabanquetofemptydishesfromwhichthecoverswereneverremoved;thenGlennardwenttoNewYorktoliveandexchangedthefadedpleasuresofintercourseforthecomparativenoveltyofcorrespondence。Herletters,oddlyenough,seemedatfirsttobringhernearerthanherpresence。

Shehadadopted,andshesuccessfullymaintained,anoteasaffectionatelyimpersonalashisown;shewroteardentlyofherwork,shequestionedhimabouthis,sheevenbanteredhimontheinevitableprettygirlwhowascertainbeforelongtodivertthecurrentofhisconfidences。ToGlennard,whowasalmostastrangerinNewYork,thesightofMrs。Aubyn’swritingwaslikeavoiceofreassuranceinsurroundingsasyetinsufficientlyawareofhim。Hisvanityfoundaretrospectiveenjoymentinthesentimenthishearthadrejected,andthisfactitiousemotiondrovehimonceortwicetoHillbridge,whence,afterscenesofevasivetenderness,hereturneddissatisfiedwithhimselfandher。

AshemaderoomforhimselfinNewYorkandpeopledthespacehehadclearedwiththesympathiesatthedisposalofagreeableandself—confidentyoungmen,itseemedtohimnaturaltoinferthatMrs。Aubynhadrefurnishedinthesamemannerthevoidhewasnotunwillinghisdepartureshouldhaveleft。Butinthedissolutionofsentimentalpartnershipsitisseldomthatbothassociatesareabletowithdrawtheirfundsatthesametime;andGlennardgraduallylearnedthathestoodfortheventureonwhichMrs。

Aubynhadirretrievablystakedherall。Itwasnotthekindoffigurehecaredtocut。Hehadnofancyforleavinghavocinhiswakeandwouldhavepreferredtosowaquickgrowthofoblivioninthespaceswastedbyhisunconsideredinroads;butifhesuppliedtheseeditwasclearlyMrs。Aubyn’sbusinesstoseetotheraisingofthecrop。Herattitudeseemedindeedtothrowhisownreasonablenessintodistincterrelief:sothattheymighthavestoodforthriftandimprovidenceinanallegoryoftheaffections。

ItwasnotthatMrs。Aubynpermittedherselftobeapensioneronhisbounty。Heknewshehadnowishtokeepherselfaliveonthesmallchangeofsentiment;shesimplyfedonherownfundedpassion,andtheluxuriesitallowedhermadehim,eventhen,dimlyawarethatshehadthesecretofaninexhaustiblealchemy。

Theirrelationsremainedthusnegativelytendertillshesuddenlywrotehimofherdecisiontogoabroadtolive。Herfatherhaddied,shehadnoneartiesinHillbridge,andLondonofferedmorescopethanNewYorktoherexpandingpersonality。Shewasalreadyfamousandherlaurelswereyetunharvested。

ForamomentthenewsrousedGlennardtoajealoussenseoflostopportunities。Hewanted,atanyrate,toreasserthispowerbeforeshemadethefinaleffortofescape。Theyhadnotmetforoverayear,butofcoursehecouldnotlethersailwithoutseeingher。ShecametoNewYorkthedaybeforeherdeparture,andtheyspentitslasthourstogether。Glennardhadplannednocourseofaction——hesimplymeanttolethimselfdrift。Theybothdrifted,foralongtime,downthelanguidcurrentofreminiscence;sheseemedtositpassive,lettinghimpushhiswaybackthroughtheovergrownchannelsofthepast。Atlengthsheremindedhimthattheymustbringtheirexplorationstoanend。

Herosetoleave,andstoodlookingatherwiththesameuncertaintyinhisheart。Hewastiredofheralready——hewasalwaystiredofher——yethewasnotsurethathewantedhertogo。

"Imayneverseeyouagain,"hesaid,asthoughconfidentlyappealingtohercompassion。

Herlookenvelopedhim。"AndIshallseeyoualways——always!"

"Whygothen——?"escapedhim。

"Tobeneareryou,"sheanswered;andthewordsdismissedhimlikeaclosingdoor。

Thedoorwasnevertoreopen;butthroughitsnarrowcrackGlennard,astheyearswenton,becamemoreandmoreconsciousofaninextinguishablelightdirectingitssmallraytowardthepastwhichconsumedsolittleofhisowncommemorativeoil。ThereproachwastakenfromthisthoughtbyMrs。Aubyn’sgradualtranslationintotermsofuniversality。InbecomingapersonageshesonaturallyceasedtobeapersonthatGlennardcouldalmostlookbacktohisexplorationsofherspiritasonavisittosomefamousshrine,immortalized,butinasensedesecrated,bypopularveneration。

Herletters,fromLondon,continuedtocomewiththesametenderpunctuality;butthealteredconditionsofherlife,thevistasofnewrelationshipsdisclosedbyeveryphrase,madehercommunicationsasimpersonalasapieceofjournalism。Itwasasthoughthestate,theworld,indeed,hadtakenheroffhishands,assumingthemaintenanceofatemperamentthathadlongexhaustedhisslenderstoreofreciprocity。

Intheretrospectivelightshedbythelettershewasblindedtotheirspecificmeaning。Hewasnotamanwhoconcernedhimselfwithliterature,andtheyhadbeentohim,atfirst,simplytheextensionofherbrillianttalk,laterthedreadedvehicleofatragicimportunity。Heknew,ofcourse,thattheywerewonderful;

that,unliketheauthorswhogivetheiressencetothepublicandkeeponlyadryrindfortheirfriends,Mrs。Aubynhadstoredofherrarestvintageforthishiddensacramentoftenderness。

Sometimes,indeed,hehadbeenoppressed,humiliatedalmost,bythemultiplicityofherallusions,thewidescopeofherinterests,herpersistenceinforcinghersuperabundanceofthoughtandemotionintotheshallowreceptacleofhissympathy;

buthehadneverthoughtofthelettersobjectively,astheproductionofadistinguishedwoman;hadnevermeasuredtheliterarysignificanceofheroppressiveprodigality。Hewasalmostfrightenednowatthewealthinhishands;theobligationofherlovehadneverweighedonhimlikethisgiftofherimagination:itwasasthoughhehadacceptedfromhersomethingtowhichevenareciprocaltendernesscouldnothavejustifiedhisclaim。

Hesatalongtimestaringatthescatteredpagesonhisdesk;andinthesuddenrealizationofwhattheymeanthecouldalmostfancysomealchemisticprocesschangingthemtogoldashestared。Hehadthesenseofnotbeingaloneintheroom,ofthepresenceofanotherselfobservingfromwithoutthestirringofsubconsciousimpulsesthatsentflushesofhumiliationtohisforehead。Atlengthhestoodup,andwiththegestureofamanwhowishestogiveoutwardexpressiontohispurpose——toestablish,asitwere,amoralalibi——sweptthelettersintoaheapandcarriedthemtowardthegrate。Butitwouldhavetakentoolongtoburnallthepackets。Heturnedbacktothetableandonebyonefittedthepagesintotheirenvelopes;thenhetiedupthelettersandputthembackintothelockeddrawer。

III

ItwasoneofthelawsofGlennard’sintercoursewithMissTrentthathealwayswenttoseeherthedayafterhehadresolvedtogiveherup。Therewasaspecialcharmaboutthemomentsthussnatchedfromthejawsofrenunciation;andhissenseoftheirsignificancewasonthisoccasionsokeenthathehardlynoticedtheaddedgravityofherwelcome。

Hisfeelingforherhadbecomesovitalapartofhimthathernearnesshadthequalityofimperceptiblyreadjustinghispointofview,sothatthejumbledphenomenaofexperiencefellatonceintoarationalperspective。Inthisredistributionofvaluesthesombreretrospectofthepreviouseveningshranktoamerecloudontheedgeofconsciousness。Perhapstheonlyserviceanunlovedwomancanrenderthemanshelovesistoenhanceandprolonghisillusionsaboutherrival。ItwasthefateofMargaretAubyn’smemorytoserveasafoiltoMissTrent’spresence,andneverhadthepoorladythrownhersuccessorintomorevividrelief。

MissTrenthadthecharmofstillwatersthatarefelttoberenewedbyrapidcurrents。Herattentionspreadatranquilsurfacetothedemonstrationsofothers,anditwasonlyindaysofstormthatonefeltthepressureofthetides。ThisinscrutablecomposurewasperhapsherchiefgraceinGlennard’seyes。Reserve,insomenatures,impliesmerelythelockingofemptyroomsorthedissimulationofawkwardencumbrances;butMissTrent’sreticencewastoGlennardlikethecloseddoortothesanctuary,andhiscertaintyofdiviningthehiddentreasuremadehimcontenttoremainoutsideinthehappyexpectancyoftheneophyte。

"Youdidn’tcometotheoperalastnight,"shebegan,inthetonethatseemedalwaysrathertorecordafactthantoofferareflectiononit。

Heansweredwithadiscouragedgesture。"Whatwastheuse?Wecouldn’thavetalked。"

"Notaswellashere,"sheassented;adding,afterameditativepause,"Asyoudidn’tcomeItalkedtoAuntVirginiainstead。"

"Ah!"hereturned,thefactbeinghardlystrikingenoughtodetachhimfromthecontemplationofherhands,whichhadfallen,aswastheirwont,intoanattitudefullofplasticpossibilities。Onefeltthemtobehandsthat,movingonlytosomepurpose,werecapableofintervalsofsereneinaction。

"Wehadalongtalk,"MissTrentwenton;andshewaitedagainbeforeadding,withtheincreasedabsenceofstressthatmarkedhergravercommunications,"AuntVirginiawantsmetogoabroadwithher。"

Glennardlookedupwithastart。"Abroad?When?"

"Now——nextmonth。Tobegonetwoyears。"

Hepermittedhimselfamovementoftenderderision。"Doesshereally?Well,IwantyoutogoabroadwithME——foranynumberofyears。Whichofferdoyouaccept?"

"Onlyoneofthemseemstorequireimmediateconsideration,"shereturned,withasmile。

Glennardlookedatheragain。"You’renotthinkingofit?"

Hergazedroppedandsheunclaspedherhands。Hermovementsweresorarethattheymighthavebeensaidtoitalicizeherwords。

"AuntVirginiatalkedtomeveryseriously。Itwillbeagreatrelieftomotherandtheotherstohavemeprovidedforinthatwayfortwoyears。Imustthinkofthat,youknow。"Sheglanceddownathergownwhich,underarenovatedsurface,datedbacktothefirstdaysofGlennard’swooing。"Itrynottocostmuch——butIdo。"

"GoodLord!"Glennardgroaned。

Theysatsilenttillatlengthshegentlytookuptheargument。

"Astheeldest,youknow,I’mboundtoconsiderthesethings。

Womenaresuchaburden。Jimdoeswhathecanformother,butwithhisownchildrentoprovideforitisn’tverymuch。Yousee,we’reallpoortogether。"

"Yourauntisn’t。Shemighthelpyourmother。"

"Shedoes——inherownway。"

"Exactly——that’stherichrelationallover!Youmaybemiserableinanywayyoulike,butifyou’retobehappyyou’vegottobesoinherway——andinheroldgowns。"

"IcouldbeveryhappyinAuntVirginia’soldgowns,"MissTrentinterposed。

"Abroad,youmean?"

"ImeanwhereverIfeltthatIwashelping。Andmygoingabroadwillhelp。"

"Ofcourse——Iseethat。AndIseeyourconsideratenessinputtingitsadvantagesnegatively。"

"Negatively?"

"Indwellingsimplyonwhatthegoingwilltakeyoufrom,notonwhatitwillbringyouto。Itmeansalottoawoman,ofcourse,togetawayfromalifelikethis。"Hesummedupinadisparagingglancethebackgroundofindigentfurniture。"Thequestionishowyou’lllikecomingbacktoit。"

Sheseemedtoacceptthefullconsequencesofhisthought。"I

onlyknowIdon’tlikeleavingit。"

Heflungbacksombrely,"Youdon’tevenputitconditionallythen?"

Hergazedeepened。"Onwhat?"

Hestoodupandwalkedacrosstheroom。Thenhecamebackandpausedbeforeher。"Onthealternativeofmarryingme。"

Theslowcolor——evenherblushesseemeddeliberate——rosetoherlowerlids;herlipsstirred,butthewordsresolvedthemselvesintoasmileandshewaited。

Hetookanotherturn,withthethwartedstepofthemanwhosenervousexasperationescapesthroughhismuscles。

"AndtothinkthatinfifteenyearsIshallhaveabigpractice!"

Hereyestriumphedforhim。"Inless!"

"Thecursedironyofit!WhatdoIcareforthemanIshallbethen?It’sslavingone’slifeawayforastranger!"Hetookherhandsabruptly。"You’llgotoCannes,Isuppose,orMonteCarlo?

IheardHollingsworthsayto—daythathemeanttotakehisyachtovertotheMediterranean——"

Shereleasedherself。"Ifyouthinkthat——"

"Idon’t。IalmostwishIdid。Itwouldbeeasier,Imean。"Hebrokeoffincoherently。"IbelieveyourAuntVirginiadoes,though。ShesomehowconnotesHollingsworthandtheMediterranean。"Hecaughtherhandsagain。"Alexa——ifwecouldmanagealittleholesomewhereoutoftown?"

"Couldwe?"shesighed,halfyielding。

"Inoneofthoseplaceswheretheymakejokesaboutthemosquitoes,"hepressedher。"Couldyougetonwithoneservant?"

"Couldyougetonwithoutvarnishedboots?"

"Promisemeyouwon’tgo,then!"

"Whatareyouthinkingof,Stephen?"

"Idon’tknow,"hestammered,thequestiongivingunexpectedformtohisintention。"It’sallintheairyet,ofcourse;butI

pickedupatiptheotherday——"

"You’renotspeculating?"shecried,withakindofsuperstitiousterror。

"Lord,no。Thisisasurething——Ialmostwishitwasn’t;ImeanifIcanworkit——"Hehadasuddenvisionofthecomprehensivenessofthetemptation。IfonlyhehadbeenlesssureofDinslow!Hisassurancegavethesituationthebaseelementofsafety。

"Idon’tunderstandyou,"shefaltered。

"Trustme,instead!"headjuredher,withsuddenenergy;andturningonherabruptly,"Ifyougo,youknow,yougofree,"heconcluded。

Shedrewback,palingalittle。"Whydoyoumakeitharderforme?"

"Tomakeiteasierformyself,"heretorted。

IV

Glennard,thenextafternoon,leavinghisofficeearlierthanusual,turned,onhiswayhome,intooneofthepubliclibraries。

Hehadtheplacetohimselfatthatclosinghour,andthelibrarianwasabletogiveanundividedattentiontohistentativerequestforletters——collectionsofletters。ThelibrariansuggestedWalpole。

"Imeantwomen——women’sletters。"

ThelibrarianprofferedHannahMoreandMissMartineau。

Glennardcursedhisowninarticulateness。"Imeanlettersto——tosomeoneperson——aman;theirhusband——or——"

"Ah,"saidtheinspiredlibrarian,"EloiseandAbailard。"

"Well——somethingalittlenearer,perhaps,"saidGlennard,withlightness。"Didn’tMerimee——"

"Thelady’sletters,inthatcase,werenotpublished。"

"Ofcoursenot,"saidGlennard,vexedathisblunder。

"ThereareGeorgeSand’sletterstoFlaubert。"

"Ah!"Glennardhesitated。"Wasshe——werethey——?"Hechafedathisownignoranceofthesentimentalby—pathsofliterature。

"Ifyouwantlove—letters,perhapssomeoftheFrencheighteenthcenturycorrespondencesmightsuityoubetter——Mlle。AisseorMadamedeSabran——"

ButGlennardinsisted。"Iwantsomethingmodern——EnglishorAmerican。Iwanttolooksomethingup,"helamelyconcluded。

ThelibrariancouldonlysuggestGeorgeEliot。

"Well,givemesomeoftheFrenchthings,then——andI’llhaveMerimee’sletters。Itwasthewomanwhopublishedthem,wasn’tit?"

Hecaughtuphisarmful,transferringit,onthedoorstep,toacabwhichcarriedhimtohisrooms。Hedinedalone,hurriedly,atasmallrestaurantnearby,andreturnedatoncetohisbooks。

Latethatnight,asheundressed,hewonderedwhatcontemptibleimpulsehadforcedfromhimhislastwordstoAlexaTrent。Itwasbadenoughtointerferewiththegirl’schancesbyhangingabouthertotheobviousexclusionofothermen,butitwasworsetoseemtojustifyhisweaknessbydressingupthefutureindelusiveambiguities。Hesawhimselfsinkingfromdepthtodepthofsentimentalcowardiceinhisreluctancetorenouncehisholdonher;anditfilledhimwithself—disgusttothinkthatthehighestfeelingofwhichhesupposedhimselfcapablewasblentwithsuchbaseelements。

Hisawakeningwashardlycheeredbythesightofherwriting。Hetorehernoteopenandtookinthefewlines——sheseldomexceededthefirstpage——withthelucidityofapprehensionthatistheforerunnerofevil。

"MyauntsailsonSaturdayandImustgivehermyanswerthedayafterto—morrow。Pleasedon’tcometillthen——Iwanttothinkthequestionoverbymyself。IknowIoughttogo。Won’tyouhelpmetobereasonable?"

Itwassettled,then。Well,hewouldbereasonable;hewouldn’tstandinherway;hewouldlethergo。Fortwoyearshehadbeenlivingsomeother,luckierman’slife;thetimehadcomewhenhemustdropbackintohisown。Henolongertriedtolookahead,togropehiswaythroughtheendlesslabyrinthofhismaterialdifficulties;asenseofdullresignationclosedinonhimlikeafog。

"Hullo,Glennard!"avoicesaid,asanelectric—car,latethatafternoon,droppedhimatanuptowncorner。

HelookedupandmettheinterrogativesmileofBartonFlamel,whostoodonthecurbstonewatchingtheretreatingcarwiththeeyeofamanphilosophicenoughtorememberthatitwillbefollowedbyanother。

GlennardfelthisusualimpulseofpleasureatmeetingFlamel;butitwasnotinthiscasecurtailedbythereactionofcontemptthathabituallysucceededit。ProbablyeventhefewmenwhohadknownFlamelsincehisyouthcouldhavegivennogoodreasonforthevaguemistrustthatheinspired。Somepeoplearejudgedbytheiractions,othersbytheirideas;andperhapstheshortestwayofdefiningFlamelistosaythathiswell—knownleniencyofviewwasvaguelydivinedtoincludehimself。Simplemindsmayhaveresentedthediscoverythathisopinionswerebasedonhisperceptions;buttherewascertainlynomoredefinitechargeagainsthimthanthatimpliedinthedoubtastohowhewouldbehaveinanemergency,andhiscompanywaslookeduponasoneofthosemildlyunwholesomedissipationstowhichtheprudentmayoccasionallyyield。ItnowoffereditselftoGlennardasaneasyescapefromtheobsessionofmoralproblems,whichsomehowcouldnomorebeworninFlamel’spresencethanasurpliceinthestreet。

"Whereareyougoing?Totheclub?"Flamelasked;adding,astheyoungermanassented,"Whynotcometomystudioinstead?You’llseeoneboreinsteadoftwenty。"

TheapartmentwhichFlameldescribedashisstudioshowed,asitsoneclaimtothedesignation,aperenniallyemptyeasel;therestofitsspacebeingfilledwiththeevidencesofacomprehensivedilettanteism。Againstthisbackground,whichseemedthevisibleexpressionofitsowner’sintellectualtolerance,rowsoffinebooksdetachedthemselveswithaprominence,showingthemtobeFlamel’schiefcare。

Glennardglancedwiththeeyeofuntrainedcuriosityatthelinesofwarm—tonedmorocco,whilehishostbusiedhimselfwiththeuncorkingofApollinaris。

"You’vegotasplendidlotofbooks,"hesaid。

"They’refairlydecent,"theotherassented,inthecurttoneofthecollectorwhowillnottalkofhispassionforfearoftalkingofnothingelse;then,asGlennard,hishandsinhispockets,begantostrollperfunctorilydownthelonglineofbookcases——

"Somemen,"Flamelirresistiblyadded,"thinkofbooksmerelyastools,othersastooling。I’mbetweenthetwo;therearedayswhenIusethemasscenery,otherdayswhenIwantthemassociety;sothat,asyousee,mylibraryrepresentsamakeshiftcompromisebetweenlooksandbrains,andthecollectorslookdownonmealmostasmuchasthestudents。"

Glennard,withoutanswering,wasmechanicallytakingonebookafteranotherfromtheshelves。Hishandsslippedcuriouslyoverthesmoothcoversandthenoiselesssubsidenceofopeningpages。

Suddenlyhecameonathinvolumeoffadedmanuscript。

"What’sthis?"heasked,withalistlesssenseofwonder。

"Ah,you’reatmymanuscriptshelf。I’vebeengoinginforthatsortofthinglately。"Flamelcameupandlookedoverhisshoulders。"That’sabitofStendhal——oneoftheItalianstories——

andherearesomelettersofBalzactoMadameCommanville。"

Glennardtookthebookwithsuddeneagerness。"WhowasMadameCommanville?"

"Hissister。"HewasconsciousthatFlamelwaslookingathimwiththesmilethatwaslikeaninterrogationpoint。"Ididn’tknowyoucaredforthiskindofthing。"

"Idon’t——atleastI’veneverhadthechance。Haveyoumanycollectionsofletters?"

"Lord,no——veryfew。I’mjustbeginning,andmostoftheinterestingonesareoutofmyreach。Here’saqueerlittlecollection,though——therarestthingI’vegot——halfadozenofShelley’sletterstoHarrietWestbrook。Ihadadevilofatimegettingthem——alotofcollectorswereafterthem。"

Glennard,takingthevolumefromhishand,glancedwithakindofrepugnanceattheinterleavingofyellowcris—crossedsheets。

"Shewastheonewhodrownedherself,wasn’tshe?"

Flamelnodded。"Isupposethatlittleepisodeaddsaboutfiftypercent。totheirvalue,"hesaid,meditatively。

Glennardlaidthebookdown。HewonderedwhyhehadjoinedFlamel。Hewasinnohumortobeamusedbytheolderman’stalk,andarecrudescenceofpersonalmiseryroseabouthimlikeanicytide。

"IbelieveImusttakemyselfoff,"hesaid。"I’dforgottenanengagement。"

Heturnedtogo;butalmostatthesamemomenthewasconsciousofadualityofintentionwhereinhisapparentwishtoleaverevealeditselfasalasteffortofthewillagainsttheovermasteringdesiretostayandunbosomhimselftoFlamel。

Theolderman,asthoughdiviningtheconflict,laidadetainingpressureonhisarm。

"Won’ttheengagementkeep?Sitdownandtryoneofthesecigars。

Idon’toftenhavetheluckofseeingyouhere。"

"I’mratherdrivenjustnow,"saidGlennard,vaguely。Hefoundhimselfseatedagain,andFlamelhadpushedtohissidealowstandholdingabottleofApollinarisandadecanterofcognac。

Flamel,thrownbackinhiscapaciousarm—chair,surveyedhimthroughacloudofsmokewiththecomfortabletoleranceofthemantowhomnoinconsistenciesneedbeexplained。Connivancewasimplicitintheair。Itwasthekindofatmosphereinwhichtheoutrageouslosesitsedge。Glennardfeltagradualrelaxingofhisnerves。

"Isupposeonehastopayalotforletterslikethat?"heheardhimselfasking,withaglanceinthedirectionofthevolumehehadlaidaside。

"Oh,so—do——dependsoncircumstances。"Flamelviewedhimthoughtfully。"Areyouthinkingofcollecting?"

Glennardlaughed。"Lord,no。Theotherwayround。"

"Selling?"

"Oh,Ihardlyknow。Iwasthinkingofapoorchap——"

Flamelfilledthepausewithanodofinterest。

"ApoorchapIusedtoknow——whodied——hediedlastyear——andwholeftmealotofletters,lettershethoughtagreatdealof——hewasfondofmeandleft’emtomeoutright,withtheidea,I

suppose,thattheymightbenefitmesomehow——Idon’tknow——I’mnotmuchuponsuchthings——"hereachedhishandtothetallglasshishosthadfilled。

"Acollectionofautographletters,eh?Anybignames?"

"Oh,onlyonename。They’reallletterswrittentohim——byoneperson,youunderstand;awoman,infact——"

"Oh,awoman,"saidFlamel,negligently。

Glennardwasnettledbyhisobviouslossofinterest。"Iratherthinkthey’dattractagooddealofnoticeiftheywerepublished。"

Flamelstilllookeduninterested。"Love—letters,Isuppose?"

"Oh,just——thelettersawomanwouldwritetoamansheknewwell。

Theyweretremendousfriends,heandshe。"

"Andshewroteacleverletter?"

"Clever?ItwasMargaretAubyn。"

Agreatsilencefilledtheroom。ItseemedtoGlennardthatthewordshadburstfromhimasbloodgushesfromawound。

"GreatScott!"saidFlamel,sittingup。"AcollectionofMargaretAubyn’sletters?DidyousayYOUhadthem?"

"Theywereleftme——bymyfriend。"

"Isee。Washe——well,nomatter。You’retobecongratulated,atanyrate。Whatareyougoingtodowiththem?"

Glennardstoodupwithasenseofwearinessinallhisbones。

"Oh,Idon’tknow。Ihaven’tthoughtmuchaboutit。Ijusthappenedtoseethatsomefellowwaswritingherlife——"

"Joslin;yes。Youdidn’tthinkofgivingthemtohim?"

GlennardhadloungedacrosstheroomandstoodstaringupatabronzeBacchuswhodroopedhisgarlandedheadabovethepedimentofanItaliancabinet。"WhatoughtItodo?You’rejustthefellowtoadviseme。"Hefeltthebloodinhischeekashespoke。

Flamelsatwithmeditativeeye。"WhatdoyouWANTtodowiththem?"heasked。

"Iwanttopublishthem,"saidGlennard,swingingroundwithsuddenenergy——"IfIcan——"

"Ifyoucan?They’reyours,yousay?"

"They’reminefastenough。There’snoonetoprevent——Imeantherearenorestrictions——"hewasarrestedbythesensethattheseaccumulatedproofsofimpunitymightpreciselystandasthestrongestcheckonhisaction。

"AndMrs。Aubynhadnofamily,Ibelieve?"

"No。"

"ThenIdon’tseewho’stointerfere,"saidFlamel,studyinghiscigar—tip。

GlennardhadturnedhisunseeingstareonanecstaticSaintCatherineframedintarnishedgilding。

"It’sjustthisway,"hebeganagain,withaneffort。"Whenlettersareaspersonalas——astheseofmyfriend’s……Well,Idon’tmindtellingyouthatthecashwouldmakeaheapofdifferencetome;suchalotthatitratherobscuresmyjudgment——

thefactisifIcouldlaymyhandonafewthousandsnowIcouldgetintoabigthing,andwithoutappreciablerisk;andI’dliketoknowwhetheryouthinkI’dbejustified——underthecircumstances……"Hepaused,withadrythroat。Itseemedtohimatthemomentthatitwouldbeimpossibleforhimevertosinklowerinhisownestimation。HewasintruthlessashamedofweighingthetemptationthanofsubmittinghisscruplestoamanlikeFlamel,andaffectingtoappealtosentimentsofdelicacyontheabsenceofwhichhehadconsciouslyreckoned。Buthehadreachedapointwhereeachwordseemedtocompelanother,aseachwaveinastreamisforcedforwardbythepressurebehindit;andbeforeFlamelcouldspeakhehadfalteredout——"Youdon’tthinkpeoplecouldsay……couldcriticisetheman……"

"Buttheman’sdead,isn’the?"

"He’sdead——yes;butcanIassumetheresponsibilitywithout——"

Flamelhesitated;andalmostimmediatelyGlennard’sscruplesgavewaytoirritation。IfatthishourFlamelweretoaffectaninopportunereluctance——!

Theolderman’sanswerreassuredhim。"Whyneedyouassumeanyresponsibility?Yournamewon’tappear,ofcourse;andastoyourfriend’s,Idon’tseewhyhisshould,either。Hewasn’tacelebrityhimself,Isuppose?"

"No,no。"

"ThentheletterscanbeaddressedtoMr。Blank。Doesn’tthatmakeitallright?"

Glennard’shesitationrevived。"Forthepublic,yes。ButIdon’tseethatitaltersthecaseforme。Thequestionis,oughtItopublishthematall?"

"Ofcourseyououghtto。"Flamelspokewithinvigoratingemphasis。"Idoubtifyou’dbejustifiedinkeepingthemback。

AnythingofMargaretAubyn’sismoreorlesspublicpropertybythistime。She’stoogreatforanyoneofus。Iwasonlywonderinghowyoucouldusethemtothebestadvantage——toyourself,Imean。Howmanyarethere?"

"Oh,alot;perhapsahundred——Ihaven’tcounted。Theremaybemore……"

"Gad!Whatahaul!Whenweretheywritten?"

"Idon’tknow——thatis——theycorrespondedforyears。What’stheodds?"Hemovedtowardhishatwithavagueimpulseofflight。

"Itallcounts,"saidFlamel,imperturbably。"Alongcorrespondence——one,Imean,thatcoversagreatdealoftime——isobviouslyworthmorethanifthesamenumberoflettershadbeenwrittenwithinayear。Atanyrate,youwon’tgivethemtoJoslin?They’dfillabook,wouldn’tthey?"

"Isupposeso。Idon’tknowhowmuchittakestofillabook。"

"Notlove—letters,yousay?"

"Why?"flashedfromGlennard。

"Oh,nothing——onlythebigpublicissentimental,andiftheyWERE——why,youcouldgetanymoneyforMargaretAubyn’slove—

letters。"

Glennardwassilent。

"Arethelettersinterestinginthemselves?Imeanapartfromtheassociationwithhername?"

"I’mnojudge。"Glennardtookuphishatandthrusthimselfintohisovercoat。"IdaresayIsha’n’tdoanythingaboutit。And,Flamel——youwon’tmentionthistoanyone?"

"Lord,no。Well,Icongratulateyou。You’vegotabigthing。"

Flamelwassmilingathimfromthehearth。

Glennard,onthethreshold,forcedaresponsetothesmile,whilehequestionedwithloiteringindifference——"Financially,eh?"

"Rather;Ishouldsayso。"

Glennard’shandlingeredontheknob。"Howmuch——shouldyousay?

Youknowaboutsuchthings。"

"Oh,Ishouldhavetoseetheletters;butIshouldsay——well,ifyou’vegotenoughtofillabookandthey’refairlyreadable,andthebookisbroughtoutattherighttime——saytenthousanddownfromthepublisher,andpossiblyoneortwomoreinroyalties。Ifyougotthepublishersbiddingagainsteachotheryoumightdoevenbetter;butofcourseI’mtalkinginthedark。"

"Ofcourse,"saidGlennard,withsuddendizziness。HishandhadslippedfromtheknobandhestoodstaringdownattheexoticspiralsofthePersianrugbeneathhisfeet。

"I’dhavetoseetheletters,"Flamelrepeated。

"Ofcourse——you’dhavetoseethem……"Glennardstammered;

and,withoutturning,heflungoverhisshoulderaninarticulate"Good—by……"

V

Thelittlehouse,asGlennardstrolleduptoitbetweenthetrees,seemednomorethanagaytentpitchedagainstthesunshine。Ithadthecrispnessofafreshlystarchedsummergown,andthegeraniumsontheverandabloomedassimultaneouslyastheflowersinabonnet。Thegardenwasprosperingabsurdly。Seedtheyhadsownatrandom——amidlaughingcounter—chargesofincompetence——hadshotupinfragrantdefianceoftheirblunders。Hesmiledtoseetheclematisunfoldingitspunctualwingsabouttheporch。Thetinylawnwassmoothasashavencheek,andacrimsonramblermountedtothenursery—windowofababywhonevercried。Abreezeshooktheawningabovethetea—table,andhiswife,ashedrewnear,couldbeseenbendingaboveakettlethatwasjustabouttoboil。Sovividlydidthewholescenesuggestthepaintedblissofastagesetting,thatitwouldhavebeenhardlysurprisingtoseeherstepforwardamongtheflowersandtrillouthervirtuoushappinessfromtheveranda—rail。

Thestaleheatofthelongdayintown,thedustypromiscuityofthesuburbantrainwerenowbuttherequisitefoiltoaneveningofscentedbreezesandtranquiltalk。Theyhadbeenmarriedmorethanayear,andeachhome—comingstillreflectedthefreshnessoftheirfirstdaytogether。If,indeed,theirhappinesshadaflaw,itwasinresemblingtoocloselythebrightimpermanenceoftheirsurroundings。Theirloveasyetwasbutthegaytentofholiday—

makers。

Hiswifelookedupwithasmile。Thecountrylifesuitedher,andherbeautyhadgaineddepthfromastillnessinwhichcertainfacesmighthavegrownopaque。

"Areyouverytired?"sheasked,pouringhistea。

"Justenoughtoenjoythis。"Herosefromthechairinwhichhehadthrownhimselfandbentoverthetrayforhiscream。"You’vehadavisitor?"hecommented,noticingahalf—emptycupbesideherown。

"OnlyMr。Flamel,"shesaid,indifferently。

"Flamel?Again?"

Sheansweredwithoutshowofsurprise。"Heleftjustnow。HisyachtisdownatLaurelBayandheborrowedatrapoftheDreshamstodriveoverhere。"

Glennardmadenocomment,andshewenton,leaningherheadbackagainstthecushionsofherbamboo—seat,"HewantsustogoforasailwithhimnextSunday。"

Glennardmeditativelystirredhistea。Hewastryingtothinkofthemostnaturalandunartificialthingtosay,andhisvoiceseemedtocomefromtheoutside,asthoughhewerespeakingbehindamarionette。"Doyouwantto?"

"Justasyouplease,"shesaid,compliantly。Noaffectationofindifferencecouldhavebeenasbafflingashercompliance。

Glennard,oflate,wasbeginningtofeelthatthesurfacewhich,ayearago,hehadtakenforasheetofclearglass,might,afterall,beamirrorreflectingmerelyhisownconceptionofwhatlaybehindit。

"DoyoulikeFlamel?"hesuddenlyasked;towhich,stillengagedwithhertea,shereturnedthefeminineanswer——"Ithoughtyoudid。"

"Ido,ofcourse,"heagreed,vexedathisownincorrigibletendencytomagnifyFlamel’simportancebyhoveringaboutthetopic。"Asailwouldberatherjolly;let’sgo。"

Shemadenoreplyandhedrewforththerolled—upeveningpaperswhichhehadthrustintohispocketonleavingthetrain。Ashesmoothedthemouthisowncountenanceseemedtoundergothesameprocess。HeranhiseyedownthelistofstocksandFlamel’simportunatepersonalityrecededbehindtherowsoffigurespushingforwardintonoticelikesomanybearersofgoodnews。Glennard’sinvestmentswerefloweringlikehisgarden:thedryestsharesblossomedintodividends,andagoldenharvestawaitedhissickle。

Heglancedathiswifewiththetranquilairofthemanwhodigestsgoodluckasnaturallyasthedrygroundabsorbsashower。

"Thingsarelookinguncommonlywell。Ibelieveweshallbeabletogototownfortwoorthreemonthsnextwinterifwecanfindsomethingcheap。"

Shesmiledluxuriously:itwaspleasanttobeabletosay,withanairofbalancingrelativeadvantages,"Really,onthebaby’saccountIshallbealmostsorry;butifwedogo,there’sKateErskine’shouse……she’llletushaveitforalmostnothing……"

"Well,writeheraboutit,"herecommended,hiseyestravellingoninsearchoftheweatherreport。Hehadturnedtothewrongpage;

andsuddenlyalineofblackcharactersleaptoutathimasfromanambush。

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