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’Haha!Youareright!AgentlemanIam!AndagentlemanI’lllive,andagentlemanI’lldie!It’smyintenttobeagentleman。

It’smygame。Deathofmysoul,IplayitoutwhereverIgo!’

Hechangedhisposturetoasittingone,cryingwithatriumphantair:

’HereIam!Seeme!Shakenoutofdestiny’sdice-boxintothecompanyofameresmuggler;——shutupwithapoorlittlecontrabandtrader,whosepapersarewrong,andwhomthepolicelayholdofbesides,forplacinghisboat(asameansofgettingbeyondthefrontier)atthedispositionofotherlittlepeoplewhosepapersarewrong;andheinstinctivelyrecognisesmyposition,evenbythislightandinthisplace。It’swelldone!ByHeaven!Iwin,howeverthegamegoes。’

Againhismoustachewentup,andhisnosecamedown。

’What’sthehournow?’heasked,withadryhotpalloruponhim,ratherdifficultofassociationwithmerriment。

’Alittlehalf-houraftermid-day。’

’Good!ThePresidentwillhaveagentlemanbeforehimsoon。Come!

ShallItellyouonwhataccusation?Itmustbenow,ornever,forIshallnotreturnhere。EitherIshallgofree,orIshallgotobemadereadyforshaving。Youknowwheretheykeeptherazor。’

SignorCavallettotookhiscigarettefrombetweenhispartedlips,andshowedmoremomentarydiscomfiturethanmighthavebeenexpected。

’Iama’——MonsieurRigaudstooduptosayit——’Iamacosmopolitangentleman。Iownnoparticularcountry。MyfatherwasSwiss——

CantondeVaud。MymotherwasFrenchbyblood,Englishbybirth。

ImyselfwasborninBelgium。Iamacitizenoftheworld。’

Histheatricalair,ashestoodwithonearmonhishipwithinthefoldsofhiscloak,togetherwithhismannerofdisregardinghiscompanionandaddressingtheoppositewallinstead,seemedtointimatethathewasrehearsingforthePresident,whoseexaminationhewasshortlytoundergo,ratherthantroublinghimselfmerelytoenlightensosmallapersonasJohnBaptistCavalletto。

’Callmefive-and-thirtyyearsofage。Ihaveseentheworld。I

havelivedhere,andlivedthere,andlivedlikeagentlemaneverywhere。Ihavebeentreatedandrespectedasagentlemanuniversally。IfyoutrytoprejudicemebymakingoutthatIhavelivedbymywits——howdoyourlawyerslive——yourpoliticians——yourintriguers——yourmenoftheExchange?’

Hekepthissmallsmoothhandinconstantrequisition,asifitwereawitnesstohisgentilitythathadoftendonehimgoodservicebefore。

’TwoyearsagoIcametoMarseilles。IadmitthatIwaspoor;I

hadbeenill。Whenyourlawyers,yourpoliticians,yourintriguers,yourmenoftheExchangefallill,andhavenotscrapedmoneytogether,theybecomepoor。IputupattheCrossofGold,——

keptthenbyMonsieurHenriBarronneau——sixty-fiveatleast,andinafailingstateofhealth。IhadlivedinthehousesomefourmonthswhenMonsieurHenriBarronneauhadthemisfortunetodie;——

atanyrate,notararemisfortune,that。Ithappenswithoutanyaidofmine,prettyoften。’

JohnBaptisthavingsmokedhiscigarettedowntohisfingers’ends,MonsieurRigaudhadthemagnanimitytothrowhimanother。Helightedthesecondattheashesofthefirst,andsmokedon,lookingsidewaysathiscompanion,who,preoccupiedwithhisowncase,hardlylookedathim。

’MonsieurBarronneauleftawidow。Shewastwo-and-twenty。Shehadgainedareputationforbeauty,and(whichisoftenanotherthing)wasbeautiful。IcontinuedtoliveattheCrossofGold。

ImarriedMadameBarronneau。Itisnotformetosaywhethertherewasanygreatdisparityinsuchamatch。HereIstand,withthecontaminationofajailuponme;butitispossiblethatyoumaythinkmebettersuitedtoherthanherformerhusbandwas。’

Hehadacertainairofbeingahandsomeman——whichhewasnot;andacertainairofbeingawell-bredman——whichhewasnot。Itwasmereswaggerandchallenge;butinthisparticular,asinmanyothers,blusteringassertiongoesforproof,halfovertheworld。

’Beitasitmay,MadameBarronneauapprovedofme。Thatisnottoprejudiceme,Ihope?’

HiseyehappeningtolightuponJohnBaptistwiththisinquiry,thatlittlemanbrisklyshookhisheadinthenegative,andrepeatedinanargumentativetoneunderhisbreath,altro,altro,altro,altro——aninfinitenumberoftimes。

’Nowcamethedifficultiesofourposition。Iamproud。Isaynothingindefenceofpride,butIamproud。Itisalsomycharactertogovern。Ican’tsubmit;Imustgovern。

Unfortunately,thepropertyofMadameRigaudwassettleduponherself。Suchwastheinsaneactofherlatehusband。Moreunfortunatelystill,shehadrelations。Whenawife’srelationsinterposeagainstahusbandwhoisagentleman,whoisproud,andwhomustgovern,theconsequencesareinimicaltopeace。Therewasyetanothersourceofdifferencebetweenus。MadameRigaudwasunfortunatelyalittlevulgar。Isoughttoimprovehermannersandamelioratehergeneraltone;she(supportedinthislikewisebyherrelations)resentedmyendeavours。Quarrelsbegantoarisebetweenus;and,propagatedandexaggeratedbytheslandersoftherelationsofMadameRigaud,tobecomenotorioustotheneighbours。

IthasbeensaidthatItreatedMadameRigaudwithcruelty。Imayhavebeenseentoslapherface——nothingmore。Ihavealighthand;andifIhavebeenseenapparentlytocorrectMadameRigaudinthatmanner,Ihavedoneitalmostplayfully。’

IftheplayfulnessofMonsieurRigaudwereatallexpressedbyhissmileatthispoint,therelationsofMadameRigaudmighthavesaidthattheywouldhavemuchpreferredhiscorrectingthatunfortunatewomanseriously。

’Iamsensitiveandbrave。Idonotadvanceitasamerittobesensitiveandbrave,butitismycharacter。IfthemalerelationsofMadameRigaudhadputthemselvesforwardopenly,Ishouldhaveknownhowtodealwiththem。Theyknewthat,andtheirmachinationswereconductedinsecret;consequently,MadameRigaudandIwerebroughtintofrequentandunfortunatecollision。EvenwhenIwantedanylittlesumofmoneyformypersonalexpenses,I

couldnotobtainitwithoutcollision——andI,too,amanwhosecharacteritistogovern!Onenight,MadameRigaudandmyselfwerewalkingamicably——Imaysaylikelovers——onaheightoverhangingthesea。AnevilstaroccasionedMadameRigaudtoadverttoherrelations;Ireasonedwithheronthatsubject,andremonstratedonthewantofdutyanddevotionmanifestedinherallowingherselftobeinfluencedbytheirjealousanimositytowardsherhusband。MadameRigaudretorted;Iretorted;MadameRigaudgrewwarm;Igrewwarm,andprovokedher。Iadmitit。

Franknessisapartofmycharacter。Atlength,MadameRigaud,inanaccessoffurythatImusteverdeplore,threwherselfuponmewithscreamsofpassion(nodoubtthosethatwereoverheardatsomedistance),toremyclothes,toremyhair,laceratedmyhands,trampledandtrodthedust,andfinallyleapedover,dashingherselftodeathupontherocksbelow。SuchisthetrainofincidentswhichmalicehaspervertedintomyendeavouringtoforcefromMadameRigaudarelinquishmentofherrights;and,onherpersistenceinarefusaltomaketheconcessionIrequired,strugglingwithher——assassinatingher!’

Hesteppedasidetotheledgewherethevineleavesyetlaystrewnabout,collectedtwoorthree,andstoodwipinghishandsuponthem,withhisbacktothelight。

’Well,’hedemandedafterasilence,’haveyounothingtosaytoallthat?’

’It’sugly,’returnedthelittleman,whohadrisen,andwasbrighteninghisknifeuponhisshoe,asheleanedanarmagainstthewall。

’Whatdoyoumean?’

JohnBaptistpolishedhisknifeinsilence。

’DoyoumeanthatIhavenotrepresentedthecasecorrectly?’

’Al-tro!’returnedJohnBaptist。Thewordwasanapologynow,andstoodfor’Oh,bynomeans!’

’Whatthen?’

’Presidentsandtribunalsaresoprejudiced。’

’Well,’criedtheother,uneasilyflingingtheendofhiscloakoverhisshoulderwithanoath,’letthemdotheirworst!’

’TrulyIthinktheywill,’murmuredJohnBaptisttohimself,ashebenthisheadtoputhisknifeinhissash。

Nothingmorewassaidoneitherside,thoughtheybothbeganwalkingtoandfro,andnecessarilycrossedateveryturn。

MonsieurRigaudsometimesstopped,asifheweregoingtoputhiscaseinanewlight,ormakesomeirateremonstrance;butSignorCavallettocontinuingtogoslowlytoandfroatagrotesquekindofjog-trotpacewithhiseyesturneddownward,nothingcameoftheseinclinings。

By-and-bythenoiseofthekeyinthelockarrestedthemboth。Thesoundofvoicessucceeded,andthetreadoffeet。Thedoorclashed,thevoicesandthefeetcameon,andtheprison-keeperslowlyascendedthestairs,followedbyaguardofsoldiers。

’Now,MonsieurRigaud,’saidhe,pausingforamomentatthegrate,withhiskeysinhishands,’havethegoodnesstocomeout。’

’Iamtodepartinstate,Isee?’

’Why,unlessyoudid,’returnedthejailer,’youmightdepartinsomanypiecesthatitwouldbedifficulttogetyoutogetheragain。

There’sacrowd,MonsieurRigaud,anditdoesn’tloveyou。’

Hepassedonoutofsight,andunlockedandunbarredalowdoorinthecornerofthechamber。’Now,’saidhe,asheopeneditandappearedwithin,’comeout。’

ThereisnosortofwhitenessinallthehuesunderthesunatalllikethewhitenessofMonsieurRigaud’sfaceasitwasthen。

Neitheristhereanyexpressionofthehumancountenanceatalllikethatexpressionineverylittlelineofwhichthefrightenedheartisseentobeat。Bothareconventionallycomparedwithdeath;butthedifferenceisthewholedeepgulfbetweenthestruggledone,andthefightatitsmostdesperateextremity。

Helightedanotherofhispapercigarsathiscompanion’s;putittightlybetweenhisteeth;coveredhisheadwithasoftslouchedhat;threwtheendofhiscloakoverhisshoulderagain;andwalkedoutintothesidegalleryonwhichthedooropened,withouttakinganyfurthernoticeofSignorCavalletto。Astothatlittlemanhimself,hiswholeattentionhadbecomeabsorbedingettingnearthedoorandlookingoutatit。Preciselyasabeastmightapproachtheopenedgateofhisdenandeyethefreedombeyond,hepassedthosefewmomentsinwatchingandpeering,untilthedoorwascloseduponhim。

Therewasanofficerincommandofthesoldiers;astout,serviceable,profoundlycalmman,withhisdrawnswordinhishand,smokingacigar。HeverybrieflydirectedtheplacingofMonsieurRigaudinthemidstoftheparty,puthimselfwithconsummateindifferenceattheirhead,gavetheword’march!’andsotheyallwentjinglingdownthestaircase。Thedoorclashed——thekeyturned——andarayofunusuallight,andabreathofunusualair,seemedtohavepassedthroughthejail,vanishinginatinywreathofsmokefromthecigar。

Still,inhiscaptivity,likealoweranimal——likesomeimpatientape,orrousedbearofthesmallerspecies——theprisoner,nowleftsolitary,hadjumpedupontheledge,tolosenoglimpseofthisdeparture。Asheyetstoodclaspingthegratewithbothhands,anuproarbrokeuponhishearing;yells,shrieks,oaths,threats,execrations,allcomprehendedinit,though(asinastorm)nothingbutaragingswellofsounddistinctlyheard。

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