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HehadfrightenedheralittleaboutMr。Elton;butwhensheconsideredthatMr。Knightleycouldnothaveobservedhimasshehaddone,neitherwiththeinterest,nor(shemustbeallowedtotellherself,inspiteofMr。Knightley’spretensions)withtheskillofsuchanobserveronsuchaquestionasherself,thathehadspokenithastilyandinanger,shewasabletobelieve,thathehadrathersaidwhathewishedresentfullytobetrue,thanwhatheknewanythingabout。HecertainlymighthaveheardMr。Eltonspeakwithmoreunreservethanshehadeverdone,andMr。Eltonmightnotbeofanimprudent,inconsideratedispositionastomoneymatters;

hemightnaturallyberatherattentivethanotherwisetothem;

butthen,Mr。Knightleydidnotmakedueallowancefortheinfluenceofastrongpassionatwarwithallinterestedmotives。Mr。Knightleysawnosuchpassion,andofcoursethoughtnothingofitseffects;

butshesawtoomuchofittofeeladoubtofitsovercominganyhesitationsthatareasonableprudencemightoriginallysuggest;

andmorethanareasonable,becomingdegreeofprudence,shewasverysuredidnotbelongtoMr。Elton。

Harriet’scheerfullookandmannerestablishedhers:shecameback,nottothinkofMr。Martin,buttotalkofMr。Elton。MissNashhadbeentellinghersomething,whichsherepeatedimmediatelywithgreatdelight。Mr。PerryhadbeentoMrs。Goddard’stoattendasickchild,andMissNashhadseenhim,andhehadtoldMissNash,thatashewascomingbackyesterdayfromClaytonPark,hehadmetMr。Elton,andfoundtohisgreatsurprize,thatMr。EltonwasactuallyonhisroadtoLondon,andnotmeaningtoreturntillthemorrow,thoughitwasthewhist-clubnight,whichhehadbeenneverknowntomissbefore;andMr。Perryhadremonstratedwithhimaboutit,andtoldhimhowshabbyitwasinhim,theirbestplayer,toabsenthimself,andtriedverymuchtopersuadehimtoputoffhisjourneyonlyoneday;butitwouldnotdo;Mr。Eltonhadbeendeterminedtogoon,andhadsaidinaveryparticularwayindeed,thathewasgoingonbusinesswhichhewouldnotputoffforanyinducementintheworld;andsomethingaboutaveryenviablecommission,andbeingthebearerofsomethingexceedinglyprecious。Mr。Perrycouldnotquiteunderstandhim,buthewasverysuretheremustbealadyinthecase,andhetoldhimso;andMr。Eltononlylookedveryconsciousandsmiling,androdeoffingreatspirits。

MissNashhadtoldherallthis,andhadtalkedagreatdealmoreaboutMr。Elton;andsaid,lookingsoverysignificantlyather,“thatshedidnotpretendtounderstandwhathisbusinessmightbe,butsheonlyknewthatanywomanwhomMr。Eltoncouldprefer,sheshouldthinktheluckiestwomanintheworld;for,beyondadoubt,Mr。Eltonhadnothisequalforbeautyoragreeableness。”

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Mr。Knightleymightquarrelwithher,butEmmacouldnotquarrelwithherself。Hewassomuchdispleased,thatitwaslongerthanusualbeforehecametoHartfieldagain;andwhentheydidmeet,hisgravelooksshewedthatshewasnotforgiven。Shewassorry,butcouldnotrepent。Onthecontrary,herplansandproceedingsweremoreandmorejustifiedandendearedtoherbythegeneralappearancesofthenextfewdays。

ThePicture,elegantlyframed,camesafelytohandsoonafterMr。Elton’sreturn,andbeinghungoverthemantelpieceofthecommonsitting-room,hegotuptolookatit,andsighedouthishalfsentencesofadmirationjustasheought;andasforHarriet’sfeelings,theywerevisiblyformingthemselvesintoasstrongandsteadyanattachmentasheryouthandsortofmindadmitted。EmmawassoonperfectlysatisfiedofMr。Martin’sbeingnootherwiseremembered,thanashefurnishedacontrastwithMr。Elton,oftheutmostadvantagetothelatter。

Herviewsofimprovingherlittlefriend’smind,byagreatdealofusefulreadingandconversation,hadneveryetledtomorethanafewfirstchapters,andtheintentionofgoingonto-morrow。

Itwasmucheasiertochatthantostudy;muchpleasantertoletherimaginationrangeandworkatHarriet’sfortune,thantobelabouringtoenlargehercomprehensionorexerciseitonsoberfacts;

andtheonlyliterarypursuitwhichengagedHarrietatpresent,theonlymentalprovisionshewasmakingfortheeveningoflife,wasthecollectingandtranscribingalltheriddlesofeverysortthatshecouldmeetwith,intoathinquartoofhot-pressedpaper,madeupbyherfriend,andornamentedwithciphersandtrophies。

Inthisageofliterature,suchcollectionsonaverygrandscalearenotuncommon。MissNash,head-teacheratMrs。Goddard’s,hadwrittenoutatleastthreehundred;andHarriet,whohadtakenthefirsthintofitfromher,hoped,withMissWoodhouse’shelp,togetagreatmanymore。Emmaassistedwithherinvention,memoryandtaste;andasHarrietwroteaveryprettyhand,itwaslikelytobeanarrangementofthefirstorder,informaswellasquantity。

Mr。Woodhousewasalmostasmuchinterestedinthebusinessasthegirls,andtriedveryoftentorecollectsomethingworththeirputtingin。

“Somanycleverriddlesasthereusedtobewhenhewasyoung——hewonderedhecouldnotrememberthem!buthehopedheshouldintime。”

Anditalwaysendedin“Kitty,afairbutfrozenmaid。”

HisgoodfriendPerry,too,whomhehadspokentoonthesubject,didnotatpresentrecollectanythingoftheriddlekind;

buthehaddesiredPerrytobeuponthewatch,andashewentaboutsomuch,something,hethought,mightcomefromthatquarter。

Itwasbynomeanshisdaughter’swishthattheintellectsofHighburyingeneralshouldbeputunderrequisition。Mr。Eltonwastheonlyonewhoseassistancesheasked。Hewasinvitedtocontributeanyreallygoodenigmas,charades,orconundrumsthathemightrecollect;andshehadthepleasureofseeinghimmostintentlyatworkwithhisrecollections;andatthesametime,asshecouldperceive,mostearnestlycarefulthatnothingungallant,nothingthatdidnotbreatheacomplimenttothesexshouldpasshislips。Theyowedtohimtheirtwoorthreepolitestpuzzles;

andthejoyandexultationwithwhichatlastherecalled,andrathersentimentallyrecited,thatwell-knowncharade,Myfirstdothafflictiondenote,Whichmysecondisdestin’dtofeelAndmywholeisthebestantidoteThatafflictiontosoftenandheal——

madeherquitesorrytoacknowledgethattheyhadtranscribeditsomepagesagoalready。

“Whywillnotyouwriteoneyourselfforus,Mr。Elton?“saidshe;

“thatistheonlysecurityforitsfreshness;andnothingcouldbeeasiertoyou。”

“Ohno!hehadneverwritten,hardlyever,anythingofthekindinhislife。Thestupidestfellow!HewasafraidnotevenMissWoodhouse“——hestoptamoment——“orMissSmithcouldinspirehim。”

Theverynextdayhoweverproducedsomeproofofinspiration。

Hecalledforafewmoments,justtoleaveapieceofpaperonthetablecontaining,ashesaid,acharade,whichafriendofhishadaddressedtoayounglady,theobjectofhisadmiration,butwhich,fromhismanner,Emmawasimmediatelyconvincedmustbehisown。

“IdonotofferitforMissSmith’scollection。”saidhe。

“Beingmyfriend’s,Ihavenorighttoexposeitinanydegreetothepubliceye,butperhapsyoumaynotdislikelookingatit。”

ThespeechwasmoretoEmmathantoHarriet,whichEmmacouldunderstand。Therewasdeepconsciousnessabouthim,andhefounditeasiertomeethereyethanherfriend’s。

Hewasgonethenextmoment:——afteranothermoment’spause,“Takeit。”saidEmma,smiling,andpushingthepapertowardsHarriet——“itisforyou。Takeyourown。”

ButHarrietwasinatremor,andcouldnottouchit;andEmma,neverlothtobefirst,wasobligedtoexamineitherself。

ToMiss——

CHARADE。

Myfirstdisplaysthewealthandpompofkings,Lordsoftheearth!theirluxuryandease。

Anotherviewofman,mysecondbrings,Beholdhimthere,themonarchoftheseas!

Butah!united,whatreversewehave!

Man’sboastedpowerandfreedom,allareflown;

Lordoftheearthandsea,hebendsaslave,Andwoman,lovelywoman,reignsalone。

Thyreadywitthewordwillsoonsupply,Mayitsapprovalbeaminthatsofteye!

Shecasthereyeoverit,pondered,caughtthemeaning,readitthroughagaintobequitecertain,andquitemistressofthelines,andthenpassingittoHarriet,sathappilysmiling,andsayingtoherself,whileHarrietwaspuzzlingoverthepaperinalltheconfusionofhopeanddulness,“Verywell,Mr。Elton,verywellindeed。

Ihavereadworsecharades。Courtship——averygoodhint。

Igiveyoucreditforit。Thisisfeelingyourway。Thisissayingveryplainly——`Pray,MissSmith,givemeleavetopaymyaddressestoyou。

Approvemycharadeandmyintentionsinthesameglance。’

Mayitsapprovalbeaminthatsofteye!

Harrietexactly。Softistheverywordforhereye——ofallepithets,thejustestthatcouldbegiven。

Thyreadywitthewordwillsoonsupply。

Humph——Harriet’sreadywit!Allthebetter。Amanmustbeverymuchinlove,indeed,todescribeherso。Ah!Mr。Knightley,Iwishyouhadthebenefitofthis;Ithinkthiswouldconvinceyou。

Foronceinyourlifeyouwouldbeobligedtoownyourselfmistaken。

Anexcellentcharadeindeed!andverymuchtothepurpose。

Thingsmustcometoacrisissoonnow。”

Shewasobligedtobreakofffromtheseverypleasantobservations,whichwereotherwiseofasorttorunintogreatlength,bytheeagernessofHarriet’swonderingquestions。

“Whatcanitbe,MissWoodhouse?——whatcanitbe?Ihavenotanidea——I

cannotguessitintheleast。Whatcanitpossiblybe?Dotrytofinditout,MissWoodhouse。Dohelpme。Ineversawanythingsohard。Isitkingdom?Iwonderwhothefriendwas——andwhocouldbetheyounglady。Doyouthinkitisagoodone?Canitbewoman?

Andwoman,lovelywoman,reignsalone。

CanitbeNeptune?

Beholdhimthere,themonarchoftheseas!

Oratrident?oramermaid?orashark?Oh,no!sharkisonlyonesyllable。Itmustbeveryclever,orhewouldnothavebroughtit。

Oh!MissWoodhouse,doyouthinkweshalleverfinditout?“

“Mermaidsandsharks!Nonsense!MydearHarriet,whatareyouthinkingof?Wherewouldbetheuseofhisbringingusacharademadebyafrienduponamermaidorashark?Givemethepaperandlisten。

ForMiss——,readMissSmith。

Myfirstdisplaysthewealthandpompofkings,Lordsoftheearth!theirluxuryandease。

Thatiscourt。

Anotherviewofman,mysecondbrings;

Beholdhimthere,themonarchoftheseas!

Thatisship;——plainasitcanbe——Nowforthecream。

Butah!united,(courtship,youknow,)whatreversewehave!

Man’sboastedpowerandfreedom,allareflown。

Lordoftheearthandsea,hebendsaslave,Andwoman,lovelywoman,reignsalone。

Averypropercompliment!——andthenfollowstheapplication,whichIthink,mydearHarriet,youcannotfindmuchdifficultyincomprehending。Readitincomforttoyourself。Therecanbenodoubtofitsbeingwrittenforyouandtoyou。”

Harrietcouldnotlongresistsodelightfulapersuasion。

Shereadtheconcludinglines,andwasallflutterandhappiness。

Shecouldnotspeak。Butshewasnotwantedtospeak。Itwasenoughforhertofeel。Emmaspokeforher。

“Thereissopointed,andsoparticularameaninginthiscompliment。”

saidshe,“thatIcannothaveadoubtastoMr。Elton’sintentions。

Youarehisobject——andyouwillsoonreceivethecompletestproofofit。Ithoughtitmustbeso。IthoughtIcouldnotbesodeceived;

butnow,itisclear;thestateofhismindisasclearanddecided,asmywishesonthesubjecthavebeeneversinceIknewyou。

Yes,Harriet,justsolonghaveIbeenwantingtheverycircumstancetohappenwhathashappened。IcouldnevertellwhetheranattachmentbetweenyouandMr。Eltonweremostdesirableormostnatural。

Itsprobabilityanditseligibilityhavereallysoequalledeachother!Iamveryhappy。Icongratulateyou,mydearHarriet,withallmyheart。Thisisanattachmentwhichawomanmaywellfeelprideincreating。Thisisaconnexionwhichoffersnothingbutgood。

Itwillgiveyoueverythingthatyouwant——consideration,independence,aproperhome——itwillfixyouinthecentreofallyourrealfriends,closetoHartfieldandtome,andconfirmourintimacyforever。

This,Harriet,isanalliancewhichcanneverraiseablushineitherofus。”

“DearMissWoodhouse!“——and“DearMissWoodhouse。”wasallthatHarriet,withmanytenderembracescouldarticulateatfirst;butwhentheydidarriveatsomethingmorelikeconversation,itwassufficientlycleartoherfriendthatshesaw,felt,anticipated,andrememberedjustassheought。Mr。Elton’ssuperiorityhadveryampleacknowledgment。

“Whateveryousayisalwaysright。”criedHarriet,“andthereforeIsuppose,andbelieve,andhopeitmustbeso;butotherwiseIcouldnothaveimaginedit。ItissomuchbeyondanythingIdeserve。

Mr。Elton,whomightmarryanybody!Therecannotbetwoopinionsabouthim。Heissoverysuperior。Onlythinkofthosesweetverses——“ToMiss。”Dearme,howclever!——Coulditreallybemeantforme?“

“Icannotmakeaquestion,orlistentoaquestionaboutthat。

Itisacertainty。Receiveitonmyjudgment。Itisasortofprologuetotheplay,amottotothechapter;andwillbesoonfollowedbymatter-of-factprose。”

“Itisasortofthingwhichnobodycouldhaveexpected。Iamsure,amonthago,Ihadnomoreideamyself!——Thestrangestthingsdotakeplace!“

“WhenMissSmithsandMr。Eltonsgetacquainted——theydoindeed——andreallyitisstrange;itisoutofthecommoncoursethatwhatissoevidently,sopalpablydesirable——whatcourtsthepre-arrangementofotherpeople,shouldsoimmediatelyshapeitselfintotheproperform。

YouandMr。Eltonarebysituationcalledtogether;youbelongtooneanotherbyeverycircumstanceofyourrespectivehomes。

YourmarryingwillbeequaltothematchatRandalls。TheredoesseemtobeasomethingintheairofHartfieldwhichgivesloveexactlytherightdirection,andsendsitintotheverychannelwhereitoughttoflow。

Thecourseoftrueloveneverdidrunsmooth——

AHartfieldeditionofShakespearewouldhavealongnoteonthatpassage。”

“ThatMr。Eltonshouldreallybeinlovewithme,——me,ofallpeople,whodidnotknowhim,tospeaktohim,atMichaelmas!Andhe,theveryhandsomestmanthateverwas,andamanthateverybodylooksupto,quitelikeMr。Knightley!Hiscompanysosoughtafter,thateverybodysaysheneednoteatasinglemealbyhimselfifhedoesnotchuseit;thathehasmoreinvitationsthantherearedaysintheweek。AndsoexcellentintheChurch!MissNashhasputdownallthetextshehaseverpreachedfromsincehecametoHighbury。

Dearme!WhenIlookbacktothefirsttimeIsawhim!HowlittledidIthink!——ThetwoAbbotsandIranintothefrontroomandpeepedthroughtheblindwhenweheardhewasgoingby,andMissNashcameandscoldedusaway,andstaidtolookthroughherself;

however,shecalledmebackpresently,andletmelooktoo,whichwasverygood-natured。Andhowbeautifulwethoughthelooked!

Hewasarm-in-armwithMr。Cole。”

“Thisisanalliancewhich,whoever——whateveryourfriendsmaybe,mustbeagreeabletothem,providedatleasttheyhavecommonsense;

andwearenottobeaddressingourconducttofools。Iftheyareanxioustoseeyouhappilymarried,hereisamanwhoseamiablecharactergiveseveryassuranceofit;——iftheywishtohaveyousettledinthesamecountryandcirclewhichtheyhavechosentoplaceyouin,hereitwillbeaccomplished;andiftheironlyobjectisthatyoushould,inthecommonphrase,bewellmarried,hereisthecomfortablefortune,therespectableestablishment,theriseintheworldwhichmustsatisfythem。”

“Yes,verytrue。Hownicelyyoutalk;Ilovetohearyou。

Youunderstandeverything。YouandMr。Eltonareoneascleverastheother。Thischarade!——IfIhadstudiedatwelvemonth,Icouldneverhavemadeanythinglikeit。”

“Ithoughthemeanttotryhisskill,byhismannerofdecliningityesterday。”

“Idothinkitis,withoutexception,thebestcharadeIeverread。”

“Ineverreadonemoretothepurpose,certainly。”

“Itisaslongagainasalmostallwehavehadbefore。”

“Idonotconsideritslengthasparticularlyinitsfavour。

Suchthingsingeneralcannotbetooshort。”

Harrietwastoointentonthelinestohear。Themostsatisfactorycomparisonswererisinginhermind。

“Itisonething。”saidshe,presently——hercheeksinaglow——“tohaveverygoodsenseinacommonway,likeeverybodyelse,andifthereisanythingtosay,tositdownandwritealetter,andsayjustwhatyoumust,inashortway;andanother,towriteversesandcharadeslikethis。”

EmmacouldnothavedesiredamorespiritedrejectionofMr。Martin’sprose。

“Suchsweetlines!“continuedHarriet——“thesetwolast!——ButhowshallIeverbeabletoreturnthepaper,orsayIhavefounditout?——Oh!MissWoodhouse,whatcanwedoaboutthat?“

“Leaveittome。Youdonothing。Hewillbeherethisevening,Idaresay,andthenIwillgiveithimback,andsomenonsenseorotherwillpassbetweenus,andyoushallnotbecommitted——Yoursofteyesshallchusetheirowntimeforbeaming。Trusttome。”

“Oh!MissWoodhouse,whatapitythatImustnotwritethisbeautifulcharadeintomybook!IamsureIhavenotgotonehalfsogood。”

“Leaveoutthetwolastlines,andthereisnoreasonwhyyoushouldnotwriteitintoyourbook。”

“Oh!butthosetwolinesare“——

“Thebestofall。Granted;——forprivateenjoyment;andforprivateenjoymentkeepthem。Theyarenotatallthelesswrittenyouknow,becauseyoudividethem。Thecoupletdoesnotceasetobe,nordoesitsmeaningchange。Buttakeitaway,andallappropriationceases,andaveryprettygallantcharaderemains,fitforanycollection。

Dependuponit,hewouldnotliketohavehischaradeslighted,muchbetterthanhispassion。Apoetinlovemustbeencouragedinbothcapacities,orneither。Givemethebook,Iwillwriteitdown,andthentherecanbenopossiblereflectiononyou。”

Harrietsubmitted,thoughhermindcouldhardlyseparatetheparts,soastofeelquitesurethatherfriendwerenotwritingdownadeclarationoflove。Itseemedtoopreciousanofferingforanydegreeofpublicity。

“Ishallneverletthatbookgooutofmyownhands。”saidshe。

“Verywell。”repliedEmma;“amostnaturalfeeling;andthelongeritlasts,thebetterIshallbepleased。Buthereismyfathercoming:youwillnotobjecttomyreadingthecharadetohim。

Itwillbegivinghimsomuchpleasure!Helovesanythingofthesort,andespeciallyanythingthatpayswomanacompliment。

Hehasthetenderestspiritofgallantrytowardsusall!——Youmustletmereadittohim。”

Harrietlookedgrave。

“MydearHarriet,youmustnotrefinetoomuchuponthischarade——Youwillbetrayyourfeelingsimproperly,ifyouaretooconsciousandtooquick,andappeartoaffixmoremeaning,orevenquiteallthemeaningwhichmaybeaffixedtoit。

Donotbeoverpoweredbysuchalittletributeofadmiration。

Ifhehadbeenanxiousforsecrecy,hewouldnothaveleftthepaperwhileIwasby;butheratherpushedittowardsmethantowardsyou。

Donotletusbetoosolemnonthebusiness。Hehasencouragementenoughtoproceed,withoutoursighingoutoursoulsoverthischarade。”

“Oh!no——IhopeIshallnotberidiculousaboutit。Doasyouplease。”

Mr。Woodhousecamein,andverysoonledtothesubjectagain,bytherecurrenceofhisveryfrequentinquiryof“Well,mydears,howdoesyourbookgoon?——Haveyougotanythingfresh?“

“Yes,papa;wehavesomethingtoreadyou,somethingquitefresh。

Apieceofpaperwasfoundonthetablethismorning——(dropt,wesuppose,byafairy)——containingaveryprettycharade,andwehavejustcopieditin。”

Shereadittohim,justashelikedtohaveanythingread,slowlyanddistinctly,andtwoorthreetimesover,withexplanationsofeverypartassheproceeded——andhewasverymuchpleased,and,asshehadforeseen,especiallystruckwiththecomplimentaryconclusion。

“Aye,that’sveryjust,indeed,that’sveryproperlysaid。

Verytrue。`Woman,lovelywoman。’Itissuchaprettycharade,mydear,thatIcaneasilyguesswhatfairybroughtit——Nobodycouldhavewrittensoprettily,butyou,Emma。”

Emmaonlynodded,andsmiled——Afteralittlethinking,andaverytendersigh,headded,“Ah!itisnodifficultytoseewhoyoutakeafter!Yourdearmotherwassocleveratallthosethings!IfIhadbuthermemory!ButI

canremembernothing;——noteventhatparticularriddlewhichyouhaveheardmemention;Icanonlyrecollectthefirststanza;

andthereareseveral。

Kitty,afairbutfrozenmaid,KindledaflameIyetdeplore,Thehood-wink’dboyIcalledtoaid,Thoughofhisnearapproachafraid,Sofataltomysuitbefore。

AndthatisallthatIcanrecollectofit——butitisverycleverallthewaythrough。ButIthink,mydear,yousaidyouhadgotit。”

“Yes,papa,itiswrittenoutinoursecondpage。WecopieditfromtheElegantExtracts。ItwasGarrick’s,youknow。”

“Aye,verytrue——IwishIcouldrecollectmoreofit。

Kitty,afairbutfrozenmaid。

ThenamemakesmethinkofpoorIsabella;forshewasverynearbeingchristenedCatherineafterhergrandmama。Ihopeweshallhaveherherenextweek。Haveyouthought,mydear,whereyoushallputher——andwhatroomtherewillbeforthechildren?“

“Oh!yes——shewillhaveherownroom,ofcourse;theroomshealwayshas;——andthereisthenurseryforthechildren,——justasusual,youknow。Whyshouldtherebeanychange?“

“Idonotknow,mydear——butitissolongsinceshewashere!——notsincelastEaster,andthenonlyforafewdays——Mr。JohnKnightley’sbeingalawyerisveryinconvenient——PoorIsabella!——sheissadlytakenawayfromusall!——andhowsorryshewillbewhenshecomes,nottoseeMissTaylorhere!“

“Shewillnotbesurprized,papa,atleast。”

“Idonotknow,mydear。IamsureIwasverymuchsurprizedwhenIfirstheardshewasgoingtobemarried。”

“WemustaskMr。andMrs。Westontodinewithus,whileIsabellaishere。”

“Yes,mydear,ifthereistime——But——(inaverydepressedtone)——sheiscomingforonlyoneweek。Therewillnotbetimeforanything。”

“Itisunfortunatethattheycannotstaylonger——butitseemsacaseofnecessity。Mr。JohnKnightleymustbeintownagainonthe28th,andweoughttobethankful,papa,thatwearetohavethewholeofthetimetheycangivetothecountry,thattwoorthreedaysarenottobetakenoutfortheAbbey。Mr。KnightleypromisestogiveuphisclaimthisChristmas——thoughyouknowitislongersincetheywerewithhim,thanwithus。”

“Itwouldbeveryhard,indeed,mydear,ifpoorIsabellaweretobeanywherebutatHartfield。”

Mr。WoodhousecouldneverallowforMr。Knightley’sclaimsonhisbrother,oranybody’sclaimsonIsabella,excepthisown。

Hesatmusingalittlewhile,andthensaid,“ButIdonotseewhypoorIsabellashouldbeobligedtogobacksosoon,thoughhedoes。Ithink,Emma,Ishalltryandpersuadehertostaylongerwithus。Sheandthechildrenmightstayverywell。”

“Ah!papa——thatiswhatyouneverhavebeenabletoaccomplish,andIdonotthinkyoueverwill。Isabellacannotbeartostaybehindherhusband。”

Thiswastootrueforcontradiction。Unwelcomeasitwas,Mr。

Woodhousecouldonlygiveasubmissivesigh;andasEmmasawhisspiritsaffectedbytheideaofhisdaughter’sattachmenttoherhusband,sheimmediatelyledtosuchabranchofthesubjectasmustraisethem。

“Harrietmustgiveusasmuchofhercompanyasshecanwhilemybrotherandsisterarehere。Iamsureshewillbepleasedwiththechildren。Weareveryproudofthechildren,arenotwe,papa?Iwonderwhichshewillthinkthehandsomest,HenryorJohn?“

“Aye,Iwonderwhichshewill。Poorlittledears,howgladtheywillbetocome。TheyareveryfondofbeingatHartfield,Harriet。”

“Idaresaytheyare,sir。IamsureIdonotknowwhoisnot。”

“Henryisafineboy,butJohnisverylikehismama。Henryistheeldest,hewasnamedafterme,notafterhisfather。John,thesecond,isnamedafterhisfather。Somepeoplearesurprized,Ibelieve,thattheeldestwasnot,butIsabellawouldhavehimcalledHenry,whichIthoughtveryprettyofher。Andheisaverycleverboy,indeed。Theyareallremarkablyclever;andtheyhavesomanyprettyways。Theywillcomeandstandbymychair,andsay,`Grandpapa,canyougivemeabitofstring?’andonceHenryaskedmeforaknife,butItoldhimkniveswereonlymadeforgrandpapas。

Ithinktheirfatheristooroughwiththemveryoften。”

“Heappearsroughtoyou。”saidEmma,“becauseyouaresoverygentleyourself;butifyoucouldcomparehimwithotherpapas,youwouldnotthinkhimrough。Hewisheshisboystobeactiveandhardy;

andiftheymisbehave,cangivethemasharpwordnowandthen;

butheisanaffectionatefather——certainlyMr。JohnKnightleyisanaffectionatefather。Thechildrenareallfondofhim。”

“Andthentheirunclecomesin,andtossesthemuptotheceilinginaveryfrightfulway!“

“Buttheylikeit,papa;thereisnothingtheylikesomuch。

Itissuchenjoymenttothem,thatiftheiruncledidnotlaydowntheruleoftheirtakingturns,whicheverbeganwouldnevergivewaytotheother。”

“Well,Icannotunderstandit。”

“Thatisthecasewithusall,papa。Onehalfoftheworldcannotunderstandthepleasuresoftheother。”

Laterinthemorning,andjustasthegirlsweregoingtoseparateinpreparationfortheregularfouro’clockdinner,theheroofthisinimitablecharadewalkedinagain。Harrietturnedaway;

butEmmacouldreceivehimwiththeusualsmile,andherquickeyesoondiscernedinhistheconsciousnessofhavingmadeapush——ofhavingthrownadie;andsheimaginedhewascometoseehowitmightturnup。Hisostensiblereason,however,wastoaskwhetherMr。Woodhouse’spartycouldbemadeupintheeveningwithouthim,orwhetherheshouldbeinthesmallestdegreenecessaryatHartfield。

Ifhewere,everythingelsemustgiveway;butotherwisehisfriendColehadbeensayingsomuchabouthisdiningwithhim——hadmadesuchapointofit,thathehadpromisedhimconditionallytocome。

Emmathankedhim,butcouldnotallowofhisdisappointinghisfriendontheiraccount;herfatherwassureofhisrubber。

Here-urged——shere-declined;andheseemedthenabouttomakehisbow,whentakingthepaperfromthetable,shereturnedit——

“Oh!hereisthecharadeyouweresoobligingastoleavewithus;

thankyouforthesightofit。Weadmireditsomuch,thatIhaveventuredtowriteitintoMissSmith’scollection。YourfriendwillnottakeitamissIhope。OfcourseIhavenottranscribedbeyondthefirsteightlines。”

Mr。Eltoncertainlydidnotverywellknowwhattosay。

Helookedratherdoubtingly——ratherconfused;saidsomethingabout“honour。”——glancedatEmmaandatHarriet,andthenseeingthebookopenonthetable,tookitup,andexamineditveryattentively。

Withtheviewofpassingoffanawkwardmoment,Emmasmilinglysaid,“Youmustmakemyapologiestoyourfriend;butsogoodacharademustnotbeconfinedtooneortwo。Hemaybesureofeverywoman’sapprobationwhilehewriteswithsuchgallantry。”

“Ihavenohesitationinsaying。”repliedMr。Elton,thoughhesitatingagooddealwhilehespoke;“Ihavenohesitationinsaying——atleastifmyfriendfeelsatallasIdo——Ihavenotthesmallestdoubtthat,couldheseehislittleeffusionhonouredasIseeit,(lookingatthebookagain,andreplacingitonthetable),hewouldconsideritastheproudestmomentofhislife。”

Afterthisspeechhewasgoneassoonaspossible。Emmacouldnotthinkittoosoon;forwithallhisgoodandagreeablequalities,therewasasortofparadeinhisspeecheswhichwasveryapttoinclinehertolaugh。Sheranawaytoindulgetheinclination,leavingthetenderandthesublimeofpleasuretoHarriet’sshare。

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ThoughnowthemiddleofDecember,therehadyetbeennoweathertopreventtheyoungladiesfromtolerablyregularexercise;

andonthemorrow,Emmahadacharitablevisittopaytoapoorsickfamily,wholivedalittlewayoutofHighbury。

TheirroadtothisdetachedcottagewasdownVicarageLane,alaneleadingatrightanglesfromthebroad,thoughirregular,mainstreetoftheplace;and,asmaybeinferred,containingtheblessedabodeofMr。Elton。Afewinferiordwellingswerefirsttobepassed,andthen,aboutaquarterofamiledownthelanerosetheVicarage,anoldandnotverygoodhouse,almostasclosetotheroadasitcouldbe。Ithadnoadvantageofsituation;buthadbeenverymuchsmartenedupbythepresentproprietor;and,suchasitwas,therecouldbenopossibilityofthetwofriendspassingitwithoutaslackenedpaceandobservingeyes——Emma’sremarkwas——

“Thereitis。Theregoyouandyourriddle-bookoneofthesedays。”——

Harriet’swas——

“Oh,whatasweethouse!——Howverybeautiful!——TherearetheyellowcurtainsthatMissNashadmiressomuch。”

“Idonotoftenwalkthiswaynow。”saidEmma,astheyproceeded,“butthentherewillbeaninducement,andIshallgraduallygetintimatelyacquaintedwithallthehedges,gates,poolsandpollardsofthispartofHighbury。”

Harriet,shefound,hadneverinherlifebeenwithinsidetheVicarage,andhercuriositytoseeitwassoextreme,that,consideringexteriorsandprobabilities,Emmacouldonlyclassit,asaproofoflove,withMr。Elton’sseeingreadywitinher。

“Iwishwecouldcontriveit。”saidshe;“butIcannotthinkofanytolerablepretenceforgoingin;——noservantthatIwanttoinquireaboutofhishousekeeper——nomessagefrommyfather。”

Shepondered,butcouldthinkofnothing。Afteramutualsilenceofsomeminutes,Harrietthusbeganagain——

“Idosowonder,MissWoodhouse,thatyoushouldnotbemarried,orgoingtobemarried!socharmingasyouare!“——

Emmalaughed,andreplied,“Mybeingcharming,Harriet,isnotquiteenoughtoinducemetomarry;

Imustfindotherpeoplecharming——oneotherpersonatleast。

AndIamnotonly,notgoingtobemarried,atpresent,buthaveverylittleintentionofevermarryingatall。”

“Ah!——soyousay;butIcannotbelieveit。”

“ImustseesomebodyverysuperiortoanyoneIhaveseenyet,tobetempted;Mr。Elton,youknow,(recollectingherself,)

isoutofthequestion:andIdonotwishtoseeanysuchperson。

Iwouldrathernotbetempted。Icannotreallychangeforthebetter。

IfIweretomarry,Imustexpecttorepentit。”

“Dearme!——itissooddtohearawomantalkso!“——

“Ihavenoneoftheusualinducementsofwomentomarry。

WereItofallinlove,indeed,itwouldbeadifferentthing!

butIneverhavebeeninlove;itisnotmyway,ormynature;

andIdonotthinkIevershall。And,withoutlove,IamsureI

shouldbeafooltochangesuchasituationasmine。FortuneI

donotwant;employmentIdonotwant;consequenceIdonotwant:

Ibelievefewmarriedwomenarehalfasmuchmistressoftheirhusband’shouseasIamofHartfield;andnever,nevercouldIexpecttobesotrulybelovedandimportant;soalwaysfirstandalwaysrightinanyman’seyesasIaminmyfather’s。”

“Butthen,tobeanoldmaidatlast,likeMissBates!“

“Thatisasformidableanimageasyoucouldpresent,Harriet;andifI

thoughtIshouldeverbelikeMissBates!sosilly——sosatisfied——

sosmiling——soprosing——soundistinguishingandunfastidious——

andsoapttotelleverythingrelativetoeverybodyaboutme,Iwouldmarryto-morrow。Butbetweenus,Iamconvincedtherenevercanbeanylikeness,exceptinbeingunmarried。”

“Butstill,youwillbeanoldmaid!andthat’ssodreadful!“

“Nevermind,Harriet,Ishallnotbeapooroldmaid;anditispovertyonlywhichmakescelibacycontemptibletoagenerouspublic!

Asinglewoman,withaverynarrowincome,mustbearidiculous,disagreeableoldmaid!thepropersportofboysandgirls,butasinglewoman,ofgoodfortune,isalwaysrespectable,andmaybeassensibleandpleasantasanybodyelse。Andthedistinctionisnotquitesomuchagainstthecandourandcommonsenseoftheworldasappearsatfirst;foraverynarrowincomehasatendencytocontractthemind,andsourthetemper。

Thosewhocanbarelylive,andwholiveperforceinaverysmall,andgenerallyveryinferior,society,maywellbeilliberalandcross。

Thisdoesnotapply,however,toMissBates;sheisonlytoogoodnaturedandtoosillytosuitme;but,ingeneral,sheisverymuchtothetasteofeverybody,thoughsingleandthoughpoor。

Povertycertainlyhasnotcontractedhermind:Ireallybelieve,ifshehadonlyashillingintheworld,shewouldbeverylikelytogiveawaysixpenceofit;andnobodyisafraidofher:thatisagreatcharm。”

“Dearme!butwhatshallyoudo?howshallyouemployyourselfwhenyougrowold?“

“IfIknowmyself,Harriet,mineisanactive,busymind,withagreatmanyindependentresources;andIdonotperceivewhyIshouldbemoreinwantofemploymentatfortyorfiftythanone-and-twenty。

Woman’susualoccupationsofhandandmindwillbeasopentomethenastheyarenow;orwithnoimportantvariation。IfIdrawless,Ishallreadmore;ifIgiveupmusic,Ishalltaketocarpet-work。

Andasforobjectsofinterest,objectsfortheaffections,whichisintruththegreatpointofinferiority,thewantofwhichisreallythegreateviltobeavoidedinnotmarrying,Ishallbeverywelloff,withallthechildrenofasisterIlovesomuch,tocareabout。Therewillbeenoughofthem,inallprobability,tosupplyeverysortofsensationthatdeclininglifecanneed。

Therewillbeenoughforeveryhopeandeveryfear;andthoughmyattachmenttononecanequalthatofaparent,itsuitsmyideasofcomfortbetterthanwhatiswarmerandblinder。Mynephewsandnieces!——Ishalloftenhaveaniecewithme。”

“DoyouknowMissBates’sniece?Thatis,Iknowyoumusthaveseenherahundredtimes——butareyouacquainted?“

“Oh!yes;wearealwaysforcedtobeacquaintedwhenevershecomestoHighbury。Bythebye,thatisalmostenoughtoputoneoutofconceitwithaniece。Heavenforbid!atleast,thatIshouldeverborepeoplehalfsomuchaboutalltheKnightleystogether,asshedoesaboutJaneFairfax。OneissickoftheverynameofJaneFairfax。Everyletterfromherisreadfortytimesover;

hercomplimentstoallfriendsgoroundandroundagain;andifshedoesbutsendherauntthepatternofastomacher,orknitapairofgartersforhergrandmother,onehearsofnothingelseforamonth。

IwishJaneFairfaxverywell;butshetiresmetodeath。”

Theywerenowapproachingthecottage,andallidletopicsweresuperseded。Emmawasverycompassionate;andthedistressesofthepoorwereassureofrelieffromherpersonalattentionandkindness,hercounselandherpatience,asfromherpurse。

Sheunderstoodtheirways,couldallowfortheirignoranceandtheirtemptations,hadnoromanticexpectationsofextraordinaryvirtuefromthoseforwhomeducationhaddonesolittle;enteredintotheirtroubleswithreadysympathy,andalwaysgaveherassistancewithasmuchintelligenceasgood-will。Inthepresentinstance,itwassicknessandpovertytogetherwhichshecametovisit;

andafterremainingthereaslongasshecouldgivecomfortoradvice,shequittedthecottagewithsuchanimpressionofthesceneasmadehersaytoHarriet,astheywalkedaway,“Thesearethesights,Harriet,todoonegood。Howtriflingtheymakeeverythingelseappear!——IfeelnowasifIcouldthinkofnothingbutthesepoorcreaturesalltherestoftheday;andyet,whocansayhowsoonitmayallvanishfrommymind?“

“Verytrue。”saidHarriet。“Poorcreatures!onecanthinkofnothingelse。”

“Andreally,Idonotthinktheimpressionwillsoonbeover。”

saidEmma,asshecrossedthelowhedge,andtotteringfootstepwhichendedthenarrow,slipperypaththroughthecottagegarden,andbroughtthemintothelaneagain。“Idonotthinkitwill。”

stoppingtolookoncemoreatalltheoutwardwretchednessoftheplace,andrecallthestillgreaterwithin。

“Oh!dear,no。”saidhercompanion。

Theywalkedon。Thelanemadeaslightbend;andwhenthatbendwaspassed,Mr。Eltonwasimmediatelyinsight;andsonearastogiveEmmatimeonlytosayfarther,“Ah!Harriet,herecomesaverysuddentrialofourstabilityingoodthoughts。Well,(smiling,)Ihopeitmaybeallowedthatifcompassionhasproducedexertionandrelieftothesufferers,ithasdoneallthatistrulyimportant。Ifwefeelforthewretched,enoughtodoallwecanforthem,therestisemptysympathy,onlydistressingtoourselves。”

Harrietcouldjustanswer,“Oh!dear,yes。”beforethegentlemanjoinedthem。Thewantsandsufferingsofthepoorfamily,however,werethefirstsubjectonmeeting。Hehadbeengoingtocallonthem。Hisvisithewouldnowdefer;buttheyhadaveryinterestingparleyaboutwhatcouldbedoneandshouldbedone。

Mr。Eltonthenturnedbacktoaccompanythem。

“Tofallinwitheachotheronsuchanerrandasthis。”thoughtEmma;

“tomeetinacharitablescheme;thiswillbringagreatincreaseofloveoneachside。Ishouldnotwonderifitweretobringonthedeclaration。Itmust,ifIwerenothere。IwishIwereanywhereelse。”

Anxioustoseparateherselffromthemasfarasshecould,shesoonafterwardstookpossessionofanarrowfootpath,alittleraisedononesideofthelane,leavingthemtogetherinthemainroad。

ButshehadnotbeentheretwominuteswhenshefoundthatHarriet’shabitsofdependenceandimitationwerebringingheruptoo,andthat,inshort,theywouldbothbesoonafterher。Thiswouldnotdo;

sheimmediatelystopped,underpretenceofhavingsomealterationtomakeinthelacingofherhalf-boot,andstoopingdownincompleteoccupationofthefootpath,beggedthemtohavethegoodnesstowalkon,andshewouldfollowinhalfaminute。Theydidastheyweredesired;

andbythetimeshejudgeditreasonabletohavedonewithherboot,shehadthecomfortoffartherdelayinherpower,beingovertakenbyachildfromthecottage,settingout,accordingtoorders,withherpitcher,tofetchbrothfromHartfield。Towalkbythesideofthischild,andtalktoandquestionher,wasthemostnaturalthingintheworld,orwouldhavebeenthemostnatural,hadshebeenactingjustthenwithoutdesign;andbythismeanstheotherswerestillabletokeepahead,withoutanyobligationofwaitingforher。

Shegainedonthem,however,involuntarily:thechild’spacewasquick,andtheirsratherslow;andshewasthemoreconcernedatit,fromtheirbeingevidentlyinaconversationwhichinterestedthem。

Mr。Eltonwasspeakingwithanimation,Harrietlisteningwithaverypleasedattention;andEmma,havingsentthechildon,wasbeginningtothinkhowshemightdrawbackalittlemore,whentheybothlookedaround,andshewasobligedtojointhem。

Mr。Eltonwasstilltalking,stillengagedinsomeinterestingdetail;

andEmmaexperiencedsomedisappointmentwhenshefoundthathewasonlygivinghisfaircompanionanaccountoftheyesterday’spartyathisfriendCole’s,andthatshewascomeinherselffortheStiltoncheese,thenorthWiltshire,thebutter,thecellery,thebeet-root,andallthedessert。

“Thiswouldsoonhaveledtosomethingbetter,ofcourse。”washerconsolingreflection;“anythinginterestsbetweenthosewholove;

andanythingwillserveasintroductiontowhatisneartheheart。

IfIcouldbuthavekeptlongeraway!“

Theynowwalkedontogetherquietly,tillwithinviewofthevicaragepales,whenasuddenresolution,ofatleastgettingHarrietintothehouse,madeheragainfindsomethingverymuchamissaboutherboot,andfallbehindtoarrangeitoncemore。Shethenbrokethelaceoffshort,anddexterouslythrowingitintoaditch,waspresentlyobligedtoentreatthemtostop,andacknowledgedherinabilitytoputherselftorightssoastobeabletowalkhomeintolerablecomfort。

“Partofmylaceisgone。”saidshe,“andIdonotknowhowIamtocontrive。Ireallyamamosttroublesomecompaniontoyouboth,butIhopeIamnotoftensoill-equipped。Mr。Elton,Imustbegleavetostopatyourhouse,andaskyourhousekeeperforabitofribbandorstring,oranythingjusttokeepmybooton。”

Mr。Eltonlookedallhappinessatthisproposition;andnothingcouldexceedhisalertnessandattentioninconductingthemintohishouseandendeavouringtomakeeverythingappeartoadvantage。

Theroomtheyweretakenintowastheonehechieflyoccupied,andlookingforwards;behinditwasanotherwithwhichitimmediatelycommunicated;thedoorbetweenthemwasopen,andEmmapassedintoitwiththehousekeepertoreceiveherassistanceinthemostcomfortablemanner。Shewasobligedtoleavethedoorajarasshefoundit;butshefullyintendedthatMr。Eltonshouldcloseit。

Itwasnotclosed,however,itstillremainedajar;butbyengagingthehousekeeperinincessantconversation,shehopedtomakeitpracticableforhimtochusehisownsubjectintheadjoiningroom。

Fortenminutesshecouldhearnothingbutherself。Itcouldbeprotractednolonger。Shewasthenobligedtobefinished,andmakeherappearance。

Theloverswerestandingtogetheratoneofthewindows。Ithadamostfavourableaspect;and,forhalfaminute,Emmafeltthegloryofhavingschemedsuccessfully。Butitwouldnotdo;hehadnotcometothepoint。Hehadbeenmostagreeable,mostdelightful;

hehadtoldHarrietthathehadseenthemgoby,andhadpurposelyfollowedthem;otherlittlegallantriesandallusionshadbeendropt,butnothingserious。

“Cautious,verycautious。”thoughtEmma;“headvancesinchbyinch,andwillhazardnothingtillhebelieveshimselfsecure。”

Still,however,thougheverythinghadnotbeenaccomplishedbyheringeniousdevice,shecouldnotbutflatterherselfthatithadbeentheoccasionofmuchpresentenjoymenttoboth,andmustbeleadingthemforwardtothegreatevent。

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Mr。Eltonmustnowbelefttohimself。ItwasnolongerinEmma’spowertosuperintendhishappinessorquickenhismeasures。

Thecomingofhersister’sfamilywassoverynearathand,thatfirstinanticipation,andtheninreality,itbecamehenceforthherprimeobjectofinterest;andduringthetendaysoftheirstayatHartfielditwasnottobeexpected——shedidnotherselfexpect——

thatanythingbeyondoccasional,fortuitousassistancecouldbeaffordedbyhertothelovers。Theymightadvancerapidlyiftheywould,however;theymustadvancesomehoworotherwhethertheywouldorno。Shehardlywishedtohavemoreleisureforthem。

Therearepeople,whothemoreyoudoforthem,thelesstheywilldoforthemselves。

Mr。andMrs。JohnKnightley,fromhavingbeenlongerthanusualabsentfromSurry,wereexcitingofcourserathermorethantheusualinterest。Tillthisyear,everylongvacationsincetheirmarriagehadbeendividedbetweenHartfieldandDonwellAbbey;

butalltheholidaysofthisautumnhadbeengiventosea-bathingforthechildren,anditwasthereforemanymonthssincetheyhadbeenseeninaregularwaybytheirSurryconnexions,orseenatallbyMr。Woodhouse,whocouldnotbeinducedtogetsofarasLondon,evenforpoorIsabella’ssake;andwhoconsequentlywasnowmostnervouslyandapprehensivelyhappyinforestallingthistooshortvisit。

Hethoughtmuchoftheevilsofthejourneyforher,andnotalittleofthefatiguesofhisownhorsesandcoachmanwhoweretobringsomeofthepartythelasthalfoftheway;buthisalarmswereneedless;thesixteenmilesbeinghappilyaccomplished,andMr。andMrs。JohnKnightley,theirfivechildren,andacompetentnumberofnursery-maids,allreachingHartfieldinsafety。

Thebustleandjoyofsuchanarrival,themanytobetalkedto,welcomed,encouraged,andvariouslydispersedanddisposedof,producedanoiseandconfusionwhichhisnervescouldnothaveborneunderanyothercause,norhaveenduredmuchlongerevenforthis;

butthewaysofHartfieldandthefeelingsofherfatherweresorespectedbyMrs。JohnKnightley,thatinspiteofmaternalsolicitudefortheimmediateenjoymentofherlittleones,andfortheirhavinginstantlyallthelibertyandattendance,alltheeatinganddrinking,andsleepingandplaying,whichtheycouldpossiblywishfor,withoutthesmallestdelay,thechildrenwereneverallowedtobelongadisturbancetohim,eitherinthemselvesorinanyrestlessattendanceonthem。

Mrs。JohnKnightleywasapretty,elegantlittlewoman,ofgentle,quietmanners,andadispositionremarkablyamiableandaffectionate;

wraptupinherfamily;adevotedwife,adoatingmother,andsotenderlyattachedtoherfatherandsisterthat,butforthesehigherties,awarmerlovemighthaveseemedimpossible。

Shecouldneverseeafaultinanyofthem。Shewasnotawomanofstrongunderstandingoranyquickness;andwiththisresemblanceofherfather,sheinheritedalsomuchofhisconstitution;

wasdelicateinherownhealth,over-carefulofthatofherchildren,hadmanyfearsandmanynerves,andwasasfondofherownMr。WingfieldintownasherfathercouldbeofMr。Perry。Theywerealiketoo,inageneralbenevolenceoftemper,andastronghabitofregardforeveryoldacquaintance。

Mr。JohnKnightleywasatall,gentleman-like,andverycleverman;

risinginhisprofession,domestic,andrespectableinhisprivatecharacter;butwithreservedmannerswhichpreventedhisbeinggenerallypleasing;andcapableofbeingsometimesoutofhumour。

Hewasnotanill-temperedman,notsooftenunreasonablycrossastodeservesuchareproach;buthistemperwasnothisgreatperfection;and,indeed,withsuchaworshippingwife,itwashardlypossiblethatanynaturaldefectsinitshouldnotbeincreased。Theextremesweetnessofhertempermusthurthis。

Hehadalltheclearnessandquicknessofmindwhichshewanted,andhecouldsometimesactanungracious,orsayaseverething。

Hewasnotagreatfavouritewithhisfairsister-in-law。Nothingwronginhimescapedher。ShewasquickinfeelingthelittleinjuriestoIsabella,whichIsabellaneverfeltherself。

PerhapsshemighthavepassedovermorehadhismannersbeenflatteringtoIsabella’ssister,buttheywereonlythoseofacalmlykindbrotherandfriend,withoutpraiseandwithoutblindness;

buthardlyanydegreeofpersonalcomplimentcouldhavemadeherregardlessofthatgreatestfaultofallinhereyeswhichhesometimesfellinto,thewantofrespectfulforbearancetowardsherfather。

Therehehadnotalwaysthepatiencethatcouldhavebeenwished。

Mr。Woodhouse’speculiaritiesandfidgetinessweresometimesprovokinghimtoarationalremonstranceorsharpretortequallyill-bestowed。

Itdidnotoftenhappen;forMr。JohnKnightleyhadreallyagreatregardforhisfather-in-law,andgenerallyastrongsenseofwhatwasduetohim;butitwastoooftenforEmma’scharity,especiallyastherewasallthepainofapprehensionfrequentlytobeendured,thoughtheoffencecamenot。Thebeginning,however,ofeveryvisitdisplayednonebuttheproperestfeelings,andthisbeingofnecessitysoshortmightbehopedtopassawayinunsulliedcordiality。

TheyhadnotbeenlongseatedandcomposedwhenMr。Woodhouse,withamelancholyshakeoftheheadandasigh,calledhisdaughter’sattentiontothesadchangeatHartfieldsinceshehadbeentherelast。

“Ah,mydear。”saidhe,“poorMissTaylor——Itisagrievousbusiness。”

“Ohyes,sir。”criedshewithreadysympathy,“howyoumustmissher!AnddearEmma,too!——Whatadreadfullosstoyouboth!——

Ihavebeensogrievedforyou——Icouldnotimaginehowyoucouldpossiblydowithouther——Itisasadchangeindeed——ButIhopesheisprettywell,sir。”

“Prettywell,mydear——Ihope——prettywell——Idonotknowbutthattheplaceagreeswithhertolerably。”

Mr。JohnKnightleyhereaskedEmmaquietlywhethertherewereanydoubtsoftheairofRandalls。

“Oh!no——noneintheleast。IneversawMrs。Westonbetterinmylife——

neverlookingsowell。Papaisonlyspeakinghisownregret。”

“Verymuchtothehonourofboth。”wasthehandsomereply。

“Anddoyouseeher,sir,tolerablyoften?“askedIsabellaintheplaintivetonewhichjustsuitedherfather。

Mr。Woodhousehesitated——“Notnearsooften,mydear,asIcouldwish。”

“Oh!papa,wehavemissedseeingthembutoneentiredaysincetheymarried。Eitherinthemorningoreveningofeveryday,exceptingone,haveweseeneitherMr。WestonorMrs。Weston,andgenerallyboth,eitheratRandallsorhere——andasyoumaysuppose,Isabella,mostfrequentlyhere。Theyarevery,verykindintheirvisits。Mr。Westonisreallyaskindasherself。

Papa,ifyouspeakinthatmelancholyway,youwillbegivingIsabellaafalseideaofusall。EverybodymustbeawarethatMissTaylormustbemissed,buteverybodyoughtalsotobeassuredthatMr。andMrs。Westondoreallypreventourmissingherbyanymeanstotheextentweourselvesanticipated——whichistheexacttruth。”

“Justasitshouldbe。”saidMr。JohnKnightley,“andjustasIhopeditwasfromyourletters。Herwishofshewingyouattentioncouldnotbedoubted,andhisbeingadisengagedandsocialmanmakesitalleasy。Ihavebeenalwaystellingyou,mylove,thatIhadnoideaofthechangebeingsoverymaterialtoHartfieldasyouapprehended;

andnowyouhaveEmma’saccount,Ihopeyouwillbesatisfied。”

“Why,tobesure。”saidMr。Woodhouse——“yes,certainly——IcannotdenythatMrs。Weston,poorMrs。Weston,doescomeandseeusprettyoften——

butthen——sheisalwaysobligedtogoawayagain。”

“ItwouldbeveryharduponMr。Westonifshedidnot,papa——

YouquiteforgetpoorMr。Weston。”

“Ithink,indeed。”saidJohnKnightleypleasantly,“thatMr。Westonhassomelittleclaim。YouandI,Emma,willventuretotakethepartofthepoorhusband。I,beingahusband,andyounotbeingawife,theclaimsofthemanmayverylikelystrikeuswithequalforce。

AsforIsabella,shehasbeenmarriedlongenoughtoseetheconvenienceofputtingalltheMr。Westonsasideasmuchasshecan。”

“Me,mylove。”criedhiswife,hearingandunderstandingonlyinpart——

“Areyoutalkingaboutme?——Iamsurenobodyoughttobe,orcanbe,agreateradvocateformatrimonythanIam;andifithadnotbeenforthemiseryofherleavingHartfield,IshouldneverhavethoughtofMissTaylorbutasthemostfortunatewomanintheworld;

andastoslightingMr。Weston,thatexcellentMr。Weston,Ithinkthereisnothinghedoesnotdeserve。Ibelieveheisoneoftheverybest-temperedmenthateverexisted。Exceptingyourselfandyourbrother,Idonotknowhisequalfortemper。IshallneverforgethisflyingHenry’skiteforhimthatverywindydaylastEaster——andeversincehisparticularkindnesslastSeptembertwelvemonthinwritingthatnote,attwelveo’clockatnight,onpurposetoassuremethattherewasnoscarletfeveratCobham,Ihavebeenconvincedtherecouldnotbeamorefeelingheartnorabettermaninexistence——Ifanybodycandeservehim,itmustbeMissTaylor。”

“Whereistheyoungman?“saidJohnKnightley。“Hashebeenhereonthisoccasion——orhashenot?“

“Hehasnotbeenhereyet。”repliedEmma。“Therewasastrongexpectationofhiscomingsoonafterthemarriage,butitendedinnothing;andIhavenotheardhimmentionedlately。”

“Butyoushouldtellthemoftheletter,mydear。”saidherfather。

“HewrotealettertopoorMrs。Weston,tocongratulateher,andaveryproper,handsomeletteritwas。Sheshewedittome。

Ithoughtitverywelldoneofhimindeed。Whetheritwashisownideayouknow,onecannottell。Heisbutyoung,andhisuncle,perhaps——“

“Mydearpapa,heisthree-and-twenty。Youforgethowtimepasses。”

“Three-and-twenty!——isheindeed?——Well,Icouldnothavethoughtit——

andhewasbuttwoyearsoldwhenhelosthispoormother!Well,timedoesflyindeed!——andmymemoryisverybad。However,itwasanexceedinggood,prettyletter,andgaveMr。andMrs。Westonagreatdealofpleasure。IrememberitwaswrittenfromWeymouth,anddatedSept。28th——andbegan,`MydearMadam,’butIforgethowitwenton;anditwassigned`F。C。WestonChurchill。’——

Irememberthatperfectly。”

“Howverypleasingandproperofhim!“criedthegood-heartedMrs。JohnKnightley。“Ihavenodoubtofhisbeingamostamiableyoungman。

Buthowsaditisthatheshouldnotliveathomewithhisfather!

Thereissomethingsoshockinginachild’sbeingtakenawayfromhisparentsandnaturalhome!InevercouldcomprehendhowMr。Westoncouldpartwithhim。Togiveupone’schild!Ireallynevercouldthinkwellofanybodywhoproposedsuchathingtoanybodyelse。”

“NobodyeverdidthinkwelloftheChurchills,Ifancy。”

observedMr。JohnKnightleycoolly。“ButyouneednotimagineMr。WestontohavefeltwhatyouwouldfeelingivingupHenryorJohn。Mr。Westonisratheraneasy,cheerful-temperedman,thanamanofstrongfeelings;hetakesthingsashefindsthem,andmakesenjoymentofthemsomehoworother,depending,Isuspect,muchmoreuponwhatiscalledsocietyforhiscomforts,thatis,uponthepowerofeatinganddrinking,andplayingwhistwithhisneighboursfivetimesaweek,thanuponfamilyaffection,oranythingthathomeaffords。”

EmmacouldnotlikewhatborderedonareflectiononMr。Weston,andhadhalfamindtotakeitup;butshestruggled,andletitpass。Shewouldkeepthepeaceifpossible;andtherewassomethinghonourableandvaluableinthestrongdomestichabits,theall-sufficiencyofhometohimself,whenceresultedherbrother’sdispositiontolookdownonthecommonrateofsocialintercourse,andthosetowhomitwasimportant——Ithadahighclaimtoforbearance。

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Mr。Knightleywastodinewiththem——ratheragainsttheinclinationofMr。Woodhouse,whodidnotlikethatanyoneshouldsharewithhiminIsabella’sfirstday。Emma’ssenseofrighthoweverhaddecidedit;

andbesidestheconsiderationofwhatwasduetoeachbrother,shehadparticularpleasure,fromthecircumstanceofthelatedisagreementbetweenMr。Knightleyandherself,inprocuringhimtheproperinvitation。

Shehopedtheymightnowbecomefriendsagain。Shethoughtitwastimetomakeup。Making-upindeedwouldnotdo。Shecertainlyhadnotbeeninthewrong,andhewouldneverownthathehad。

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