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CHAPTERXII。

CHARITY。

Knowledgeblowethup,butcharitybuildethup。

LORDBACON'Srenderingof1Cor。viii。I。

Thingswentonasusualforafewdays,whenHughbegantoencounterasourceofsufferingofaverymaterialandunromantickind,butwhich,nevertheless,hadbeenablebeforenow,namely,atthecommencementofhistutorship,tocausehimaverysufficientdegreeofdistress。Itwasthis;thathehadnoroominwhichhecouldpursuehisstudiesinprivate,withouthavingtoendureamostundesirabledegreeofcold。Insummerthiswasamatteroflittlemoment,fortheuniversemightthenbehissecretchamber;butinaScotchspringorautumn,nottosaywinter,abedroomwithoutafire-place,which,strangetosay,wastheconditionofhis,wasnotastudyinwhichthoughtcouldoperatetomuchsatisfactoryresult。

Indeed,painisafarlesshurtfulenemytothinkingthancold。

Andtohavetofightsuchsufferinganditsbenumbinginfluences,aswellastofollowoutatrainofreasoning,difficultatanytime,andrequiringcloseattention——istoomuchforanymachinewhosethinkingwheelsaredrivenbynervousgear。Sometimes——forhemustmaketheattempt——hecamedowntohismealsquitebluewithcold,ashispupilsremarkedtotheirmother;buttheirobservationneverseemedtosuggesttohermindthenecessityofmakingsomebetterprovisionforthepoortutor。AndHugh,afterthewayinwhichshehadbehavedtohim,wasfartooproudtoaskherafavour,evenifhehadhadhopesofreceivinghisrequest。Heknew,too,that,inthehouse,thelaird,tointerfereinthesmallestdegree,mustimperilfarmorethanhedared。Theprospect,therefore,ofthecomingwinter,inacountrywheretherewasscarcelyanyafternoon,andwherethesnowmightliefeetdeepforweeks,wasnotatallagreeable。Hehad,asIhavesaid,beguntosufferalready,forthemorningsandeveningswerecoldenoughnow,althoughitwasabright,dryOctober。OneeveningJanetremarkedthathehadcaughtcold,forhewas'hostin'sair;'andthisledHughtostatethediscomforthewascondemnedtoexperienceupattheha'house。

“Weel,“saidDavid,aftersomesilentdeliberation,“thatsattles't;

wemaunsetabootitimmedantly。“

OfcourseHughwasquiteatalosstounderstandwhathemeant,andbeggedhimtoexplain。

“Yesee,“repliedDavid,“wehaeverralittlehoose-roomi'thisbitcot;for,excepthiskitchen,wehaebutthebenwhaurJanetandmesleeps;andsaelastyearIspak'tothelairdtolatmehaemuckletimmerasIwadneedtobigakin'o'alean-totothehouseahin',so'atwemichthaeakin'o'abitparlourlike,orratheraroomie'atonyo'usmichtretiretillforabit,ginwewantedtobeoorlanes。Hehadnaeobjections,honestman。ButsomehoooritherI

neversathan'till't;butnoothewa'smaunbeupaforethewatweathersetsin。SaeI'sebeatitthemorn,an'maybeye'lllen'

meahan',Mr。Sutherlan',andtak'ootyerwagesinhouse-rooman'

firin'efterit'sdune。“

“Thankyouheartily!”saidHugh;thatwouldbedelightful。Itseemstoogoodtobepossible。ButwillnotwoodenwallsberatherapoorprotectionagainstsuchwintersasIsupposeyouhaveintheseparts?”

“Hootoot,Mr。Sutherlan',yemichtgiemecreditforraithermairrumgumptionnorthatcomestill。TimmerwastheonlythingInot(needed)tospierfor;thelaveliestoonybody'shan'——afewcart-fu'so'sodsfraethehillahintthehoose,an'ahan'fu'ortwao'stanesforthechimlaooto'thequarry——there'seneuchthereforoorturnohnblastitmair;an'we'llsawthewoodoorsels;an'

ginwehadancethewa'sup,wecancarryontheinsideatoorleisur'。That'stheway'attheMakerdoeswi'oorsels;hegie'susthewa'san'thematerial,an'awholelifetime,maybemair,tofurnishthehouse。“

“Capital!”exclaimedHugh。“I'llworklikeahorse,andwe'llbeatitthemorn。“

“I'sebeatitaforedaylicht,an'aneortwao'thelads'lllen'meahan'efterwark-hours;andthere'syersel',Mr。Sutherlan',worthanean'ahalfo'ordinaryworkers;an'we'llhaetruffaneuchforthewa'sinajiffey。I'llmarkafeowsaplin'si'thewudhereatdenner-time,an'we'llhaethemforbauks,an'couples,an'things;

an'there'splentydryeneuchforbeurdsi'theshed,an'bein'butalean-to,there'llbebuthalfwark,yeken。“

Theywentoutdirectly,inthemoonlight,tochoosethespot;andsooncametotheresolutiontobuilditso,thatacertainbackdoor,whichaddedmoretothecoldinwinterthantotheconvenienceinsummer,shouldbetheentrancetothenewchamber。Thechimneywasthechiefdifficulty;butallthematerialsbeingintheimmediateneighbourhood,andDavidcapableofturninghishandstoanything,noobstructionwasfeared。Indeed,hesetaboutthatpartfirst,aswasnecessary;andhadsoonbuiltasmallchimney,chieflyofstonesandlime;while,underhisdirections,thewallsweremakingprogressatthesametime,bythelabourofHughandtwoorthreeoftheyoungmenfromthefarm,whoweremostreadytoobligeDavidwiththeirhelp,althoughtheywerestillratherunfriendlytothecolliginer,astheycalledhim。ButHugh'sfranknesssoonwonthemover,andtheyallformedwithinadayortwoaverycomfortablepartyoflabourers。Theyworkedveryhard;foriftherainshouldsetinbeforetheroofwason,theirlabourwouldbealmostlostfromthesoakingofthewalls。Theybuiltthemofturf,verythick,withaslightslopeontheoutsidetowardstheroof;

beforecommencingwhich,theypartiallycutthewindowsoutofthewalls,puttingwoodacrosstosupportthetop。Ishouldhaveexplainedthattheturfusedinbuildingwastheupperandcoarserpartofthepeat,whichwasplentifulintheneighbourhood。Thethatch-eavesofthecottageitselfprojectedoverthejoiningofthenewroof,soastoprotectitfromthedrip;andDavidsoonputathickthatchofnewstrawuponthelittlebuilding。Second-handwindowswereprocuredatthevillage,andtheholesinthewallscuttotheirsize。Theynextproceededtothesaw-pitontheestate——foralmosteverythingnecessaryforkeepinguptheofficeswasdoneonthefarmitself——wheretheysawedthinplanksofdeal,tofloorandlinetheroom,andmakeitmorecosie。TheseDavidplanedupononeside;andwhentheywerenailedagainstslightpostsallroundthewalls,andthejointsfilledinwithputty,theroombegantolookmostenticinglyhabitable。Theroofhadnotbeenthatchedtwodaysbeforetherainsetin;butnowtheycouldworkquitecomfortablyinside;andasthespacewassmall,andtheforenightswerelong,theyhaditquitefinishedbeforetheendofNovember。Davidboughtanoldtableinthevillage,andoneortwochairs;mendedthemup;madeakindofrusticsofaorsettle;putafewbookshelvesagainstthewall;hadapeatfirelightedontheheartheveryday;andatlength,oneSaturdayevening,theyhadsupperintheroom,andtheplacewasconsecratedhenceforthtofriendshipandlearning。Fromthistime,everyevening,assoonaslessons,andthemealwhichimmediatelyfollowedthem,wereover,Hughbetookhimselftothecottage,ontheshelvesofwhichallhisbooksbydegreescollectedthemselves;andtherespentthewholelongevening,generallytillteno'clock;thefirstpartalonereadingorwriting;thelastincompanywithhispupils,who,diligentasever,nowofcoursemademorerapidprogressthanbefore,inasmuchasthelessonswerebothlongerandmorefrequent。

Theonlydrawbacktotheircomfortwas,thattheyseemedtohaveshutJanetout;butshesoonremediedthis,bycontrivingtogetthroughwithherhouseworkearlierthanshehadeverdonebefore;

and,takingherplaceonthesettlebehindthem,knittedawaydiligentlyatherstocking,which,toinexperiencedeyes,seemedalwaysthesame,andalwaysinthesamestateofprogress,notwithstandingthatsheprovidedthehoseofthewholefamily,blueandgrey,ribbedandplain。Heroccasionalwithdrawings,toobservetheprogressofthesupper,wereonlyacheerfulbreakinthecontinuityoflabour。Littlewouldthepasser-byimaginethatbeneaththatroof,whichseemedworthyonlyofthenameofashed,theresat,inasnuglittlehomelyroom,suchayouthasHugh,suchagirlasMargaret,suchagrandpeasantkingasDavid,andsuchatrue-heartedmothertothemallasJanet。Therewerenopicturesandnomusic;forMargaretkepthersongsforsolitaryplaces;butthesoundofversewasoftenthelivingwindwhichseta-wavingthetopsofthetreesofknowledge,fastgrowinginthesunlightofTruth。Thethatchofthatshed-roofwaslikethegrizzledhairofDavid,beneathwhichlaythetemplenotonlyofholybutofwiseandpoeticthought。Itwaslikethesylvanabodeofthegods,wherethearchitectureandmusicarealloftheirownmaking,intheirkindthemorebeautiful,themoresimpleandrude;andifmoredoubtfulintheirintent,andlesspreciseintheirfinish,yetthereinthefulleroflifeanditsgrace,andthemoresuggestiveofdeeperharmonies。

CHAPTERXIII。

HERALDRY。

Andlikehisfatheroffaceandofstature,Andfalseoflove——itcamehimofnature;

AsdoththefoxRenard,thefox'sson;

Ofkinde,hecoudhisoldfather'swone,Withoutlore,ascanadrakeswim,Whenitiscaught,andcarriedtothebrim。

CHAUCER——LegendofPhillis。

Ofcourse,theyetmorelengthenedabsencesofHughfromthehouseweresubjectsofremarkasatthefirst;butHughhadmadeuphismindnottotroublehimselftheleastaboutthat。ForsometimeMrs。Glasfordtooknonoticeofthemtohimself;butoneevening,justasteawasfinished,andHughwasrisingtogo,herrestraintgaveway,andsheutteredonespitefulspeech,thinkingit,nodoubt,sowittythatitoughttoseethelight。

“Ye'readay-laboureritseems,Mr。Sutherlan',andganghameatnight。“

“Exactlyso,madam,“rejoinedHugh。“Thereisnootherrelationbetweenyouandme,thanthatofworkandwages。Youhavedoneyourbesttoconvincemeofthat,bymakingitimpossibleformetofeelthatthishouseisinanysensemyhome。“

Withthisgrandspeechhelefttheroom,andfromthattimetillthedayofhisfinaldeparturefromTurriepuffit,therewasnotasingleallusionmadetothesubject。

Hesoonreachedthecottage。Whenheenteredthenewroom,whichwasalwayscalledMr。Sutherland'sstudy,themutewelcomeaffordedhimbythesignsofexpectation,intheglowofthewaitingfire,andtheoutspreadarmsoftheelbow-chair,whichwasnowcalledhis,aswellastheroom,madeampleamendstohimfortheunfriendlinessofMrs。Glasford。Goingtotheshelvestofindthebookshewanted,hesawthattheyhadbeencarefullyarrangedononeshelf,andthattheotherswereoccupiedwithbooksbelongingtothehouse。Helookedatafewofthem。Theywerealmostalloldbooks,andsuchasmaybefoundinmanyScotchcottages;forinstance,Boston'sFourfoldState,inwhichthewaysofGodandmanmaybeseenthroughafourfoldfog;Erskine'sDivineSonnets,whichwillrepaythereaderinlaughterforthepainitcostshisreverence,producingmuchthesameeffectthataGothiccathedralmight,reproducedbythepencilandfromtheremembranceofaChineseartist,whohadseenitonce;DrelincourtonDeath,withthefamousghost-hoaxofDeFoe,tohelpthebooksellertothesaleoftheunsaleable;theScotsWorthies,openingofitselfatthememoirofMr。AlexanderPeden;

thePilgrim'sProgress,thatwonderfulinspiration,failingneversavewhenthetheologianwouldsometimessnatchthepenfromthehandofthepoet;TheronandAspasio;VillageDialogues;andothersofalikeclass。TothesemustbeaddedarareeditionofBlindHarry。ItwascleartoHugh,unableashewasfullytoappreciatethewisdomofDavid,thatitwasnotfromsuchbooksasthesethathehadgatheredit;yetsuchbooksastheseformedallhisstore。

Heturnedfromthem,foundhisown,andsatdowntoread。ByandbyDavidcamein。

“I'mowersune,Idoubt,Mr。Sutherlan'。I'mdisturbin'ye。“

“Notatall,“answeredHugh。“Besides,Iamnotmuchinareadingmoodthisevening:Mrs。Glasfordhasbeenannoyingmeagain。“

“Poorbody!What'sshebeensayin'noo?”

ThinkingtoamuseDavid,Hughrecountedtheshortpassagebetweenthemrecordedabove。David,however,listenedwithaverydifferentexpressionofcountenancefromwhatHughhadanticipated;and,whenhehadfinished,tookuptheconversationinakindofapologetictone。

“Weel,butyesee,“saidhe,foldinghispalmstogether,“shehasna'

jisthada'thegitherfairplay。Shedoesnacomeo'aguidbreed。

Man,it'safinethingtocomeo'aguidbreed。Theyhaeahantletoanswerfor'atcomeo'decentforbears。“

“Ithoughtshebroughtthelairdagoodproperty,“saidHugh,notquiteunderstandingDavid。

“Ow,ay,shebrochthimgowpenfu'so'siller;buthoowas'tgotten?

An'yekenit'snoriches'at'illmak'aguidbreed——'cep'itbeo'maggots。Therichercheesethemairmaggots,yeken。Yemaunnaspeyko'this;butthemistress'sfatherwasweelkenttohaemadehissillerbyfardinsandbawbees,increepin',craftyways。Hewasabitmerchan'inAberdeen,an'ayekeepithisthoomweelahintthepeinto'theellwan',sae'athemadeaninchortwaupo'ilkayardhesauld。Saehetookfraehissoul,andpatintillhissiller-bag,an'hadlittletogiehisdochterbutaguidtocher。Mr。

Sutherlan',it'safinethingtocomeo'dacentfowk。Noo,toluikatyersel':Ikennaethingabootyerfamily;butyeseemateesichttocomeo'aguidbreedforthebodilyparto'ye。That'sasma'

matter;butfraewhatIha'eseen——an'ItrustinGodI'mno'

mista'en——yecomeo'therichtbreedforthemin'asweel。I'mnoflatterin'ye,Mr。Sutherlan';butjistlayin'itupo'ye,'atginyehadanhonestfatherandgran'father,an'especiallyaguidmither,yehaeaheaptoanswerfor;an'yeoughtnevertobehardupo'them'at'ssma'creepin'creatures,fortheycannahelpitsaeweelasthelikeo'youandmecan。“

Davidwasnotgiventoboasting。Hughhadneverheardanythingsuggestingitfromhislipsbefore。Heturnedfullroundandlookedathim。Onhisfacelayasolemnquiet,eitherfromafeelingofhisownresponsibility,orasenseoftheexcusethatmustbemadeforothers。WhathehadsaidaboutthesignsofbreedinHugh'sexterior,certainlyappliedtohimselfaswell。Hiscarriagewasfullofdignity,andacertainrusticrefinement;hisvoicewaswonderfullygentle,butdeep;andslowestwhenmostimpassioned。Heseemedtohavecomeofsomegiganticantediluvianbreed:therewassomethingoftheTitanslumberingabouthim。Hewouldhavebeenasternman,butforanunusualamountofreverencethatseemedtooverfloodthesternness,andchangeitintostronglove。Noonehadeverseenhimthoroughlyangry;hissimpledispleasurewithanyofthelabourers,thequalityofwhoseworkwasdeficient,wouldgofurtherthanthelaird'soaths。

HughsatlookingatDavid,whosupportedthelookwiththatperfectcalmnessthatcomesofunconscioussimplicity。AtlengthHugh'seyesankbeforeDavid's,ashesaid:

“IwishIhadknownyourfather,then,David。“

“MyfatherwassicaaneasItauldyetheitherday,Mr。

Sutherlan'。I'ma'richtthere。Apuir,semple,God-fearin'

shepherd,'atnevergaehisdoganill-deservedword,nortooktheskino'onypuirlammie,wha'swoo'hewasclippin',atweentheshears。Hewasweelworthyo'thegrave'athewantillatlast。

An'mymitherwasjistsiclike,wi'aiblinsraithermairheidnormyfather。They'reherbeuksmaistlyupo'theskelfthereabuneyerain,Mr。Sutherlan'。Ihonourthemforhersake,thoughIseldomtroublethemmysel'。Shegaemeakin'o'ascunneratthem,honestwoman,wi'garrin'mereadatthemo'Sundays,tilltheynearscomfishta'theguid'atwasinmebynater。There'sdoctrineforye,Mr。Sutherlan'!”addedDavid,withaqueerlaugh。

“Ithoughttheycouldhardlybeyourbooks,“saidHugh。

“ButIhaeaeoddbeuk,an'thatbringsmeupo'mypedigree,Mr。

Sutherlan';forthepuirestmanhasaslangapedigreeasthegreatest,onlyhekenslessabootit,that'sa'。An'Iwat,foryerlordsandladies,it'snoa'totheircredit'at'stauldo'theirhither-come;an'that'sa'againstthebreed,yeken。Awilfu'sininthefathermaybeasinfu'weaknessi'theson;an'that'swhatI

ca'nofairplay。“

Sosaying,Davidwenttohisbedroom,whencehereturnedwithaveryold-lookingbook,whichhelaidonthetablebeforeHugh。Heopenedit,andsawthatitwasavolumeofJacobB渉men,intheoriginallanguage。Hefoundoutafterwards,uponfurtherinquiry,thatitwasinfactacopyofthefirsteditionofhisfirstwork,TheAurora,printedin1612。Onthetitle-pagewaswrittenaname,eitherinGermanoroldEnglishcharacter,hewasnotsurewhich;

buthewasabletoreadit——MartinElginbrodde。David,havinggivenhimtimetoseeallthis,wenton:

“ThatbuikhasbeeninoorfamilyfarlangernorIken。IneednasayIcannareadawordo't,norIneverheardo'ane'atcould。

ButIcannahelptellin'yeacuriousthing,Mr。Sutherlan',inconnexionwi'thenameonthatbuik:there'sagravestane,averraauldane——hooauldIcannaweelmak'out,thoughIgaedends-errandtoAberdeentosee't——an'thenameupo'thatgravestaneisMartinElginbrod,butmadementiono'inastrangefashion;an'I'mnosurea'thegitheraboothooye'lltak'it,foritsoun'sratherfearsomeatfirsthearin'o't。Butye'sehae'tasIreadit:

“'HerelieI,MartinElginbrodde:

Haemercyo'mysoul,LordGod;

AsIwaddo,wereILordGod,AndyewereMartinElginbrodde。'“

CertainlyHughcouldnothelpaslightshudderatwhatseemedtohimtheirreverenceoftheepitaph,ifindeeditwasnotdeservingofaworseepithet。Buthemadenoremark;and,afteramoment'spause,Davidresumed:

“Iwasuncoill-pleasedwi'tatthefirst,asyemaysuppose,Mr。

Sutherlan';but,afterawhile,Ibegude(began)an'gaedthroughtwaorthreebitso'reasonin'sabootit,inthisway:Bythenatur'

o't,thismaunbetheman'sainmakin',thisepitaph;fornoitherbodycudha'dune't;andhehadleftitin'swilltobepittenupo'

thedeid-stane,naedoot:I'thecontemplationo'deith,amanwadnobelik'lytodesiretheperpetuationo'ablasphemyupo'atableo'stone,tostan'againsthimforcenturiesi'thefaceo'Godan'

man:thereforeitcudnaha'bornetheluiktohimo'thepresumptuouswordo'aproudmanevenin'himsel'wi'theAlmichty。

Saewhatwas't,then,'atmadehimmak'it?Itseemstome——thoughIconfess,Mr。Sutherlan',Imaybeledastraybythenateraldesire'atamanhastothinkweelo'hisainforbears——for'athewasaforbearo'myain,Icannaweeldoot,thenamebein'bynomeansacommonane,inScotlandonyway——I'msayin',itseemstome,thatit'sjistadarin'way,maybeachildlikeway,o'judgin',asJobmichtha'dune,'theLordbyhimsel';'an'sayin','atginhe,MartinElginbrod,wadhaemercy,surelytheLordwasnotlessmercifu'thanhewas。Theoffspringo'theMostHighwas,asitwere,awareo'thesamespiriti'thefathero'him,asmuvedinhimsel'。Hefelt'atthemercyinhimsel'wasaneo'thebestthings;an'hecudnathink'attherewadbelesso'ti'thefathero'lichts,fraewhomcomethilkaguidan'perfeckgift。An'maybeheremembered'attheSaviourhimsel'said:'BeyeperfectasyourfatherinHeavenisperfect;'andthattheperfectiono'God,asHehadjistpintedootafore,consistedincausin'hisbonnysuntoshineontheevilan'thegood,an'hiscallerraintofa'upo'thejustan'theunjust。“

ItmaywellbedoubtedwhetherDavid'sinterpretationoftheepitaphwasthecorrectone。Itwillappeartomostofmyreaderstobreatheratherofdoubtlightedupbyhope,thanofthatstrongfaithwhichDavidreadinit。Butwhetherfromfamilypartiality,andconsequentunwillingnesstobelievethathisancestorhadbeenamanwho,havingledawild,erring,andevillife,turnedatlasttowardsthemercyofGodashisonlyhope,whichthewordsmightimply;orsimplythathesawthismeaningtobethebest;thiswastheinterpretationwhichDavidhadadopted。

“But,“interposedHugh,“supposinghethoughtallthat,whyshouldhethereforehaveitcarvedonhistombstone?”

“Ihaethochtabootthattoo,“answeredDavid。“Foraething,abodyhasbutfeowwayso'sayin'hissaytohisbrithermen。RobbieBurnscuddo'tinsangeftersang;butmaybethisepitaphwasa'thatauldMartinwasabletomak'。Hemichtnahaehadthegifto'utterance。

Buttheremaybemairin'tnorthat。Gintheclergyo'thaetimeswarnaageyhantlemairenlichtenednorafowtho'theclergyhereabouts,hewadhaeheardaheapabootthegloryo'God,asthething'atGodhimsel'wasmaistanxiousabootuphaudin',jistlikeaproodcreatero'aking;an'thathewadmak'men,an'feedthem,an'cleedthem,an'giethembrawwivesan'toddlin'bairnies,an'

synedamnthem,a'for'sainglory。Maybeyewadnagetmonyo'them'atwadspeyksaefair-ootnoo-a-days,fortheygangwi'thetidejistlikethelave;buti'myauldminny'sbuiks,Ihaereadjiltasmuckleasthat,an'waurtoo。Monyane'atspaklikethat,hadnaedootaguidmeanin'in't;but,hechman!it'sanawesomedeevilichwayo'sayin'aholything。Noo,whatbettercouldpuirauldMartindo,seein'hehadnoaewordtosayi'thekirka'hislifelang,norjistsayhisaeword,aspithilyasmightbe,i'thekirkyard,efterhewasdeid;an'oweran'oweragain,wi'atongueo'stane,letthemtak'itorlatitalane'atlikit?That'sa'mydefenceo'myauldluckie-daddy——Heavenresthisbraveauldsoul!”

“Butarewenotindanger,“saidHugh,“ofthinkingtoolightlyandfamiliarlyoftheMaker,whenweproceedtojudgehimsobyourselves?”

“Mr。Sutherlan',“repliedDavid,verysolemnly,“IdinnathenkIcanbeinmuckledangero'lichtlyin'him,whanIkeninmyainsel',asweelasshe'atwashealedo'herplague,'atIwadbeahorsei'

thatpleuch,orapiginthatstye,notmerelyifitwashiswill——forwhacanstan'againstthat——butifitwasforhisglory;

ay,an'comfortmysel',a'thetimethechangewaspassin'upo'me,wi'thethochtthat,efteran'a',hisblessedhan'smadethepigstoo。“

“But,amomentago,David,youseemedtometobemakingratherlittleofhisglory。“

“O'hisglory,astheyconsiderglory——ay;efterawarldlyfashionthat'snobetternorpride,an'inhimwouldonlybeagreaterpride。Buthisglory!consistin'inhistrowthan'

lovin'kindness——(man!that'sabonnyword)——an'grandself-forgettin'devotiontohiscreaters——lord!man,it'sunspeakable。Icarelittleforhisgloryeither,ginbythatyemeanthepraiseo'men。Aheapo'theanxietyforthespreado'hisglory,seemstometobebutadesireforthesempathyo'itherfowk。There'snofearbutmen'llpraisehim,a'inguidtime——thatis,whantheycan。But,Mr。Sutherlan',forthegloryo'God,raitherthan,ifitwerepossible,onejotoronetittleshouldfailofhisentireperfectionofholybeauty,IcallGodtowitness,I

wouldgladlygotohellitsel';fornoevilworththefullnamecanbefalltheearthoronycreaterin't,aslongasGodiswhatheis。

Forthegloryo'God,Mr。Sutherlan',Iwaddiethedeith。Forthewillo'God,I'mreadyforonythinghelikes。Icannasurelybeinmuckledangero'lichtlyin'him。IgloryinmyGod。“

ThealmostpassionateearnestnesswithwhichDavidspoke,wouldalonehavemadeitimpossibleforHughtoreplyatonce。Afterafewmoments,however,heventuredtoaskthequestion:

“WouldyoudonothingthatotherpeopleshouldknowGod,then,David?”

“Onything'athelikes。ButIwouldtak'tento'interferin'。He'satithimsel'fraemornin'tonicht,fraeyear'sen'toyear'sen'。“

“ButyouseemtometomakeoutthatGodisnothingbutlove!”

“Ay,naethingbutlove。Whatforno?”

“Becausewearetoldheisjust。“

“Wouldhebelangjustifhedidnalo'eus?”

“Butdoeshenotpunishsin?”

“Woulditbeonykin'nessnotopunishsin?Notousa'meanstopitawa'theaeillthingfraeus?Whatevermaybemeantbytheplaceo'meesery,depen'upo't,Mr。Sutherlan',it'sonlyanitherformo'love,loveshinin'throughthefogso'ill,an'saegartleuksomethingverradifferentthereby。Man,raithernorseemyMaggy——an'ye'llnodoot'atIlo'eher——raithernorseemyMaggydoanillthing,I'dseeherlyin'deidatmyfeet。Butsupposin'theillthingancedune,it'snoatmyfeetIwadlayher,butupo'myheart,wi'myauldarmsaboother,tohandthefurtherillaffo'

her。An'shallmortalmanbemorejustthanGod?ShallamanbemorepurethanhisMaker?OmyGod!myGod!”

TheentranceofMargaretwouldhavepreventedtheprosecutionofthisconversation,evenifithadnotalreadydrawntoanaturalclose。NotthatDavidwouldnothavetalkedthusbeforehisdaughter,butsimplythatminds,likeinstruments,needtobebroughtuptothesamepitch,beforetheycan“atonetogether,“andthatonefeelsthisinstinctivelyontheentranceofanotherwhohasnotgonethroughthesameimmediateprocessofgradualelevationoftone。

Theirbooksandslatesweregotout,andtheysatdowntotheirwork;butHughcouldnothelpobservingthatDavid,inthemidstofhislinesandanglesandalgebraiccomputations,would,everynowandthen,glanceupatMargaret,withalookoftendernessinhisfaceyetdeeperandmoredelicateinitsexpressionthanordinary。

Margaretwas,however,quiteunconsciousofit,pursuingherworkwithherordinaryevendiligence。ButJanetobservedit。

“Whatailsthebairn,Dawvid,'atyeleukatherthatget?saidshe。

“Naethingailsher,woman。Doyeneverleukatabodybutwhensomethingailsthem?”

“Ow,ay——butnothatget。“

“Weel,maybeIwasthinkin'hooIwadleukatherginonythingdidailher。“

“Hoot!hoot!dinnafurthertheillhitherbymakin'abiendoonsittin'an'abedfor't。“

AllDavid'sanswertothiswasoneofhisownsmiles。

Atsupper,forithappenedtobeSaturday,Hughsaid:

“I'vebeenbusy,betweenwhiles,inventing,orperhapsdiscovering,anetymologicalpedigreeforyou,David!”

“Weel,lat'shear't,“saidDavid。

“First——doyouknowthatthatvolumewithyourancestor'snameonit,waswrittenbyanoldGermanshoemaker,perhapsonlyacobbler,foranythingIknow?”

“Iknownothingabootit,moreorless,“answeredDavid。

“Hewasawonderfulman。Somepeoplethinkhewasalmostinspired。“

“Maybe,maybe,“wasallDavid'sdoubtfulresponse。

“Atallevents,thoughIknownothingaboutitmyself,hemusthavewrittenwonderfullyforacobbler。“

“Formypairt,“repliedDavid,“ifIseenowonderintheman,Icanseebutlittleinthecobbler。Whatforshouldnaacobblerwritewonnerfully,asweelasanither?It'satrade'atfurthersmeditation。Mygrandfatherwasacobbler,asyeca't;an'theysayhewasnofuleinhisainwayeither。“

“Thenitdoesgointhefamily!”criedHugh,triumphantly。

“Iwasindoubtatfirstwhetheryournamereferredtothebreadthofyourshoulders,David,astransmittedfromsomeancientsire,whosebackwasanEllwand-broad;forthegmightcomefromaworv,foranythingIknowtothecontrary。Butitwouldhavebeenbraidinthatcase。And,now,IamquiteconvincedthatthatMartinorhisfatherwasaGerman,afriendofoldJacobB渉men,whogavehimthebookhimself,andwasbesidesofthesamecraft;andhecomingtothiscountrywithanamehardtobepronounced,theyfoundaresemblanceinthesoundofittohisoccupation;andsograduallycorruptedhisname,tothemuncouth,intoElsynbrod,Elshinbrod,thenceElginbrod,withasoftg,andlastlyElginbrod,asyoupronounceitnow,withahardg。Thisname,turnedfromScotchintoEnglish,wouldthenbesimplyMartinAwlbore。Thecobblerisinthefamily,David,descendedfromJacobB渉menhimself,bythemother'sside。“

Thisheraldicblazonamusedthemallverymuch,andDavidexpressedhisentireconcurrencewithit,declaringittobeincontrovertible。

Margaretlaughedheartily。

Besidesitsownbeauty,twothingsmadeMargaret'slaughofsomeconsequence;onewas,thatitwasveryrare;andtheother,thatitrevealedhertworegularrowsofdaintywhiteteeth,suitingwelltothewholebuildofthemaiden。Shewasgracefulandrathertall,withaheadwhich,butforitssmallness,mighthaveseemedtooheavyfortheneckthatsupportedit,soreadyitalwayswastodrooplikeasnowdrop。TheonlypartsaboutherwhichHughdisliked,wereherhandsandfeet。Theformercertainlyhadbeenreddenedandroughenedbyhouseholdwork:buttheywerewellformednotwithstanding。Thelatterhehadneverseen,notwithstandingthebare-foothabitsofScotchmaidens;forhesawMargaretrarelyexceptintheevenings,andthenshewasdressedtoreceivehim。

Certainly,however,theywereveryfarfromfollowingtheshapeoftheclumsycountryshoes,bywhichhemisjudgedtheirproportions。

Hadheseenthem,ashemighthaveseenthemsomepartofanydayduringthesummer,theirformatleastwouldhavesatisfiedhim。

CHAPTERXIV。

WINTER。

Outofwhosewombcametheice?andthehoaryfrostofheaven,whohathgenderedit?Thewatersarehidaswithastone,andthefaceofthedeepisfrozen。

Hegivethsnowlikewool;hescattereththehoarfrostlikeashes。

JOBxxxviii。29,30;PSALMcxlvii。16。

Winterwasfairlycomeatlast。Ablackfrosthadboundtheearthformanydays;andatlengthapeculiarsensation,almostasmellofsnowintheair,indicatedanapproachingstorm。Thesnowfellatfirstinafewlargeunwillingflakes,thatflutteredslowlyandheavilytotheearth,wheretheylaylikethefoundationofthesuperstructurethatwasabouttofollow。Fasterandfastertheyfell——wonderfulmultitudesofdelicatecrystals,adheringinshapesofbeautywhichoutviedallthatjewellercouldinventorexecuteofethereal,starryforms,structuresofevanescentyetprodigalloveliness——tillthewholeairwasobscuredbythem,andnightcameon,hastenedbyanhour,fromthegatheringoftheirwhitedarkness。

Inthemorning,allthelandscapewastransfigured。Thesnowhadceasedtofall;butthewholeearth,houses,fields,andfences,pondsandstreams,werechangedtowhiteness。Butmostwonderfullookedthetrees——everyboughandeverytwigthickened,andbentearthwardwithitsownindividualloadofthefairyghost-birds。

Eachretainedthesemblanceofitsownform,wonderfully,magicallyalteredbyitsthickgarmentofradiantwhiteness,shininggloriouslyinthesunlight。Itwastheshroudofdeadnature;butashroudthatseemedtoprefigurealovelyresurrection;fortheverydeath-robewasunspeakably,witchinglybeautiful。Againatnightthesnowfell;andagainandagain,withinterveningdaysofbrightsunshine。Everymorning,thefirstfreshfootprintswereanewwondertothelivingcreatures,theyoung-heartedamongstthematleast,wholivedandmovedinthisdeath-world,thissepulchralplanet,buriedintheshiningairbeforetheeyesofitssister-starsintheblue,deathlessheavens。Pathshadtobeclearedineverydirectiontowardstheout-houses,andagainclearedeverymorning;tillatlastthewallsofsolidrainstoodhigherthantheheadoflittleJohnnie,ashewasstillcalled,thoughhewastwelveyearsold。Itwasagreatdelighttohimtowanderthroughthesnow-avenuesineverydirection;andgreatfunitwas,bothtohimandhisbrother,whentheyweretiredofsnowballingeachotherandeverylivingthingabouttheplaceexcepttheirparentsandtutor,tohollowoutmysteriouscavesandvaultedpassages。Sometimestheywouldcarrythesepassagesonfromonepathtowithinaninchortwoofanother,andtherelieinwaittillsomepasser-by,unweetingofharm,wasjustoppositetheirlurkingcave;whentheywoulddashthroughthesolidwallofsnowwithahideousyell,almostendangeringthewitsofthemaids,andcausingarecoilandstartledejaculationevenofthestrongmanonwhomtheychancedtotrytheirpowersofalarm。Hughhimselfwasoncegladtocovertheconfusionofhisownfrightwiththeheartyfitoflaughterintowhichtheperturbationoftheboys,upondiscoveringwhomtheyhadstartled,threwhim。Itwasrarefuntothem;butnottothewomenaboutthehouse,whomovedfromplacetoplaceinastateofchronicalarm,scaredbythefearofbeingscared;tilloneofthemgoingintohysterics,realorpretended,itwasfoundnecessarytoputastoptothepractice;not,however,beforeMargarethadhadhershareofthejest。Hughhappenedtobelookingoutofhiswindowatthemoment——watchingher,indeed,asshepassedtowardsthekitchenwithsomemessagefromhermother;whenanindescribablemonster,achaoticmassoflegsandsnow,burst,asifoutoftheearth,uponher。Sheturnedpaleasthesnowaroundher(andHughhadneverobservedbeforehowdarkhereyeswere),asshesprangbackwiththegraceofastartleddeer。Sheutterednocry,however,perceivinginamomentwhoitwas,gaveatroubledlittlesmile,andpassedonherwayasifnothinghadhappened。Hughwasnotsorrywhenmaternalorderswereissuedagainstthepracticaljoke。Theboysdidnotrespecttheirmotherverymuch,buttheydarednotdisobeyher,whenshespokeinacertaintone。

TherewasnopathwaycuttoDavid'scottage;andnotracktrodden,exceptwhatDavid,comingtothehousesometimes,andHughgoingeveryafternoontothecottage,madebetweenthem。Hughoftenwenttothekneesinsnow,butwaswelldriedandwarmedbyJanet'scarewhenhearrived。Shehadalwaysapairofstockingsandslippersreadyforhimatthefire,tobeputonthemomentofhisarrival;

andexchangedagainforhisown,dryandwarm,beforehefootedoncemoretheghostlywaste。Whenneithermoonwasupnorstarswereout,therewasastrangeeerieglimmerfromthesnowthatlightedthewayhome;andhethoughttheremustbemorelightfromitthancouldbeaccountedformerelybythereflectionofeveryparticleoflightthatmightfalluponitfromothersources。

Margaretwasnotkepttothehousebythesnow,evenwhenitwasfalling。Shewentoutasusual——notofcoursewanderingfar,forwalkingwasdifficultnow。Butshewasinlittledangeroflosingherway,forsheknewthecountryaswellasanyone;andalthoughitsfacewasgreatlyalteredbythefillingupofitsfeatures,andtheuniformityofthecolour,yetthosefeatureswerediscernibletoherexperiencedeyethroughthesheetthatcoveredthem。Itwasonlynecessarytowalkonthetopsofdykes,andotherelevatedridges,tokeepclearofthedeepsnow。

Thereweremanypathsbetweenthecottagesandthefarmsintheneighbourhood,inwhichshecouldwalkwithcomparativeeaseandcomfort。Butshepreferredwanderingawaythroughthefieldsandtowardthehills。Sometimesshewouldcomehomelikeacreatureofthesnow,bornofit,andlivinginit;socoveredwasshefromheadtofootwithitsflakes。Davidusedtosmileatherwithpeculiarcomplacencyonsuchoccasions。ItwasevidentthatitpleasedhimsheshouldbetheplaymateofNature。Janetwasnotaltogetherindulgenttothesefreaks,assheconsideredthem,ofMarget——shehadquitegivenupcallingherMeg,“sin'shetooktothebeuksoeident。“Butwhateverhermothermightthinkofit,Margaretwasinthiswaylayingupastorenotonlyofbodilyandmentalhealth,butofresourcesforthoughtandfeeling,ofsecretunderstandingsandcommunionswithNature,andeverythingsimple,andstrong,andpurethroughNature,thanwhichshecouldhaveaccumulatednothingmoreprecious。

Thiskindofweathercontinuedforsometime,tillthepeopledeclaredtheyhadneverknownastormlastsolong“ohneverdevallt,“thatis,withoutintermission。Butthefrostgrewharder;

andthenthesnow,insteadoffallinginlargeadhesiveflakes,fellinsmalldryflakes,ofwhichtheboyscouldmakenosnaw-ba's。Allthetime,however,therewasnowind;andthisnotbeingasheepcountry,therewaslittleuneasinessorsufferingoccasionedbytheseverityoftheweather,beyondwhatmustbefallthepoorerclassesineverynortherncountryduringthewinter。

Oneday,Davidheardthatapooroldmanofhisacquaintancewasdying,andimmediatelysetouttovisithim,atadistanceoftwoorthreemiles。Hereturnedintheevening,onlyintimeforhisstudies;fortherewasofcourselittleornothingtobedoneatpresentinthewayoflabour。Ashesatdowntothetable,hesaid:

“Ihaeseenawonnerfu'sichtsin'Isawyou,Mr。Sutherlan'。I

gaedtoseeanauldChristian,whasebodyan'brainarenighwornoot。Hewasneveronythingremarkableforintellec,andjisttookwhattheministertellthimfortrue,an'keepittheguido't;forhishertwasayericht,an'hisfaithahantlestrongerthanmaybeithadonyrichttobe,accordin'tohisainopingans;but,hech!

there'ssomethingfarbetternorhisopingansi'theherto'ilkaGod-fearin'body。WhanIgaedbuttthehoose,hewassittin'in'sauldarm-chairbythesideo'thefire,an'hisfaceluikitdazedlike。Therewasnolichtin'tbutwhatcam'nooan'thanfraealowi'thefire。Thesnawwasdriftin'aweeabootthebitwinnock,an'

hisauldeenwasfixedupo't;an'a''athesaid,takin'nonoticeo'me,wasjist,'Thebirdiesisflutterin';thebirdiesisflutterin'。'Ispak'tillhim,an'triedtoroosehim,wi'aethingafteranither,bitImichtasweelhaespokentothedoor-cheek,fora'thenoticethathetook。Neverawordhespak',butaye'Thebirdiesisflutterin'。'Atlast,itcam'tomymin''atthebodywasayefu'o'aneo'thepsalmsinparticler;an'saeIjistsaidtillhimatlast:'John,haeyeforgottenthetwenty-thirdpsalm?'

'Forgottenthetwenty-thirdpsalm!'quo'he;an'hisfacelightedupinamomentfraetheinside:'TheLord'smyshepherd,——an'IhaefollowedHimthrougha'thesmorin'drifto'thewarl',an'he'llbringmetothegreenpasturesan'thestillwaterso'Hissummer-kingdomatthelanglast。Ishallnotwant。An'Ihaewantedfornaething,naething。'Hehadbeenashepherdhimsel'in'syoungdays。Andsoonhegaed,wi'akin'o'apersonalcommentaryonthehaillpsalmfraebeginnin'toen',andsynehejistfellbackintotheauldcroonin'sang,'Thebirdiesisflutterin';thebirdiesisflutterin'。'Thelichtdeedooto'hisface,an'a'thatIcouldsaycouldna'bringbackthelichttohisface,northesensetohistongue。He'llsunebeinabetterwarl'。SaeIwasjistforcedtoleavehim。ButIpromisedhisdochter,puirbody,thatIwouldca'

againan'seehimthemorn'safternoon。It'suncodowiewarkforher;fortheyhaescarceaneeborwithinreacho'them,incaseo'achange;an'therehadhardlybeenacreatur'insideo'theirdoorforaweek。“

Thefollowingafternoon,Davidsetoutaccordingtohispromise。

Beforehisreturn,thewind,whichhadbeenthreateningtowakeallday,hadrisenrapidly,andnowblewasnowstormofitsown。WhenHughopenedthedoortotakehisusualwalktothecottage,justasdarknesswasbeginningtofall,thesighthesawmadehisyoungstrongheartdancewithdelight。Thesnowthatfellmadebutasmallpartofthewild,confusedturmoilanduproaroftheten-foldstorm。Forthewind,ravingoverthesurfaceofthesnow,which,asIhavealreadyexplained,laynearlyaslooseasdrysand,sweptitinthickfiercecloudsalongwithit,tearingitupandcastingitdownagainnoonecouldtellwhere——forthewholeairwasfilledwithdrift,astheycallthesnowwhenthusdriven。Afewhoursofthiswouldalterthefaceofthewholecountry,leavingsomepartsbare,andothersburiedbeneathheapsonheapsofsnow,calledheresnaw-wreaths。Forthewordsnow-wreathsdoesnotmeanthelovelygarlandshunguponeverytreeandbushinitsfeatheryfall;butawfulmoundsofdriftedsnow,thatmaybethesmooth,soft,whitesepulchresofdeadmen,smotheredinthelappingfoldsofthealmostsolidwind。Pathorwaywasnonebeforehim。Hecouldseenothingbutthesurfaceofaseaoffrothandfoam,asitappearedtohim,withthespraytornfromit,whirledinallshapesandcontortions,anddrivenineverydirection;butchiefly,inthemaindirectionofthewind,inlongslopingspiresofmistywhiteness,swiftasarrows,andaskeenuponthefaceofhimwhodaredtoopposethem。

Hughplungedintoitwithawildsenseoflifeandjoy。Inthecourseofhisshortwalk,however,ifwalkitcouldbecalled,whichwasonechainofplungingsandemergings,struggleswiththesnow,andwrestleswiththewind,hefeltthatitneedednotastoutheartonly,butsoundlungsandstronglimbsaswell,tobattlewiththestorm,evenforsuchadistance。Whenhereachedthecottage,hefoundJanetinconsiderableanxiety,notonlyaboutDavid,whohadnotyetreturned,butaboutMargaretaswell,whomshehadnotseenforsometime,andwhomustbeoutsomewhereinthestorm——“thewullhizzie。“Hughsuggestedthatshemighthavegonetomeetherfather。

“TheLordforbid!”ejaculatedJanet。“Theroadliesowerthetapo'

theHalshach,aseerieandbareaplaceaseverwashill-moss,wi'

neverascougorbieldin't,fraethetaesidetothetither。Thewin'therejistgangscleanwuda'thegither。An'there'smonyawell-eeforbye,thatginyefellintill't,yewudnevercomeattheboddomo't。TheLordpreserve's!Iwis'Dawvidwashame。“

“Howcouldyoulethimgo,Janet?”

“Lathimgang,laddie!It'sastrangtow'atwadhaudorbin'

Dawvid,whanheconsidershebudtogang,an''twereintilladeil'sbyke。ButI'mnothatfearedaboothim。Imaistbelievehe'sunderspecialprotection,ifevermanwasorouchttobe;an'he'snomorefearedatthestorm,norginthesnawwasangels'feathersflauchterin'ooto'theirwingsa'aboothim。ButI'mnoeasyi'mymin'abootMaggy——thewullhizzie!Ginshebemeetin'herfather,an'chancetomisshim,theLordkenswhatmaycomeo'her。“

Hughtriedtocomforther,butallthatcouldbedonewastowaitDavid'sreturn。Thestormseemedtoincreaseratherthanabateitsforce。ThefootprintsHughhadmade,hadallbutvanishedalreadyattheverydoorofthehouse,whichstoodquiteintheshelterofthefir-wood。Astheylookedout,adarkfigureappearedwithinayardortwoofthehouse。

“TheLordgrantitbemybairn!”prayedpoorJanet。ButitwasDavid,andalone。Janetgaveashriek。

“Dawvid,whaur'sMaggie?”

“Ihaenaseenthebairn,“repliedDavid,inrepressedperturbation。

“She'snotheroot,isshe,thenicht?”

“She'snoathame,Dawvid,that'sa''atIken。“

“Whaurgaedshe?”

“TheLordkens。She'ssmooredi'thesnawbythistime。“

“She'si'theLord'shan's,Janet,besheaneathasnaw-vraith。

Dinnaforgetthat,wuman。Hoolangis'tsin'yemissedher?”

“Anhouran'mair——Idinnakenhoolang。I'mcleandoititwi'

dreid。“

“I'llawa'an'leukforher。JusthaudthehertinhertillIcomeback,Mr。Sutherlan'。“

“Iwon'tbeleftbehind,David。I'mgoingwithyou。“

“Yedinnakenwhatye'resayin',Mr。Sutherlan'。Iwadsunehaetwao'yetoseekinplaceo'ane。“

“Neverheedme;I'mgoingonmyownaccount,comewhatmay。“

“Weel,weel;Idownabidetodiffer。I'mgaeinuptheburn-side;

baudyeowertothefarm,andspierginonybody'sseenher;an'thelads'llbeouttoleukforherinajiffey。Mypuirlassie!”

Thesighthatmusthaveaccompaniedthelastwords,waslostinthewind,astheyvanishedinthedarkness。Janetfellonherkneesinthekitchen,withthedoorwideopen,andthewinddriftinginthepowderysnow,andscatteringitwiththeashesfromthehearthoverthefloor。Apictureofmorethoroughdesolationcanhardlybeimagined。Shesooncametoherself,however;andreflectingthat,ifthelostchildwasfound,theremustbeawarmbedtoreceiveher,elseshemightbeasecondtimelost,sheroseandshutthedoor,andmendedthefire。Itwasasifthedumbattitudeofherprayerwasanswered;forthoughshehadneverspokenoreventhoughtaword,strengthwasrestoredtoherdistractedbrain。Whenshehadmadeeverypreparationshecouldthinkof,shewenttothedooragain,openedit,andlookedout。Itwasaregionofhowlingdarkness,tossedaboutbypalesnow-drifts;outofwhichitseemedscarcemorehopefulthatwelcomefaceswouldemerge,thanthattheyshouldreturntooureyesfromthevastunknowninwhichtheyvanishatlast。Sheclosedthedooroncemore,andknowingnothingelsetobedone,satdownonachair,withherhandsonherknees,andhereyesfixedonthedoor。Theclockwentonwithitsslowswing,tic——tac,tic——tac,anutterlyinhumantime-measurer;butsheheardthesoundofeverysecond,throughthemidstoftheuproarinthefir-trees,whichbenttheirtallheadshissingtotheblast,andswingingaboutintheagonyoftheirstrife。Theminuteswentby,tillanhourwasgone,andtherewasneithersoundnorhearing,butofthestormandtheclock。Stillshesatandstared,hereyesfixedonthedoor-latch。Suddenly,withoutwarningitwaslifted,andthedooropened。Herheartboundedandflutteredlikeastartledbird;butalas!thefirstwordssheheardwere:“Isshenocomeyet?”Itwasherhusband,followedbyseveralofthefarmservants。Hehadmadeacircuittothefarm,andfindingthatHughhadneverbeenthere,hoped,thoughwithtrembling,thatMargarethadalreadyreturnedhome。ThequestionfelluponJanet'sheartlikethesoundoftheearthonthecoffin-lid,andhersilentstarewastheonlyanswerDavidreceived。

Butatthatverymoment,likeadeadmanburstfromthetomb,enteredfrombehindthepartyattheopendoor,silentandwhite,withrigidfeaturesandfixedeyes,Hugh。Hestumbledin,leaningforwardwithlongstrides,anddraggingsomethingbehindhim。Hepushedandstaggeredthroughthemasifhesawnothingbeforehim;

andastheypartedhorror-stricken,theysawthatitwasMargaret,orherdeadbody,thathedraggedafterhim。Hedroppedherathermother'sfeet,andfellhimselfonthefloor,beforetheywereabletogivehimanysupport。David,whowasquitecalm,gotthewhiskybottleout,andtriedtoadministersometoMargaretfirst;butherteethwerefirmlyset,andtoallappearanceshewasdead。OneoftheyoungmensucceededbetterwithHugh,whomatDavid'sdirectiontheytookintothestudy;whileheandJanetgotMargaretundressedandputtobed,withhotbottlesallabouther;forinwarmthlaytheonlyhopeofrestoringher。Aftershehadlainthusforawhile,shegaveasigh;andwhentheyhadsucceededingettinghertoswallowsomewarmmilk,shebegantobreathe,andsoonseemedtobeonlyfastasleep。Afterhalfanhour'srestandwarming,Hughwasabletomoveandspeak。Davidwouldnotallowhimtosaymuch,however,butgothimtobed,sendingwordtothehousethathecouldnotgohomethatnight。HeandJanetsatbythefiresideallnight,listeningtothestormthatstillravedwithout,andthankingGodforbothofthelives。Everyfewminutesatip-toeexcursionwasmadetothebedside,andnowandthentotheotherroom。Boththepatientssleptquietly。TowardsmorningMargaretopenedhereyes,andfaintlycalledhermother;butsoonfellasleeponcemore,anddidnotawakeagaintillnearlynoon。Whensufficientlyrestoredtobeabletospeak,theaccountshegavewas,thatshehadsetouttomeetherfather;butthestormincreasing,shehadthoughtitmoreprudenttoturn。Itgrewinviolence,however,sorapidly,andbeatsodirectlyinherface,thatshewassoonexhaustedwithstruggling,andbenumbedwiththecold。Thelastthingsherememberedwas,dropping,asshethought,intoahole,andfeelingasifsheweregoingtosleepinbed,yetknowingitwasdeath;andthinkinghowmuchsweeteritwasthansleep。Hugh'saccountwasverystrangeanddefective,buthewasneverabletoaddanythingtoit。Hesaidthat,whenherushedoutintothedark,thestormseizedhimlikeafury,beatinghimabouttheheadandfacewithicywings,tillhewasalmoststunned。Hetooktheroadtothefarm,whichlaythroughthefir-wood;buthesoonbecameawarethathehadlosthiswayandmighttrampaboutinthefir-woodtilldaylight,ifhelivedaslong。Then,thinkingofMargaret,helosthispresenceofmind,andrushedwildlyalong。Hethoughthemusthaveknockedhisheadagainstthetrunkofatree,buthecouldnottell;forherememberednothingmorebutthathefoundhimselfdraggingMargaret,withhisarmsroundher,throughthesnow,andnearingthelightinthecottage-window。Whereorhowhehadfoundher,orwhatthelightwasthathewasapproaching,hehadnottheleastidea。HehadonlyavaguenotionthathewasrescuingMargaretfromsomethingdreadful。Margaret,forherpart,hadnorecollectionofreachingthefir-wood,andas,longbeforemorning,alltraceswereobliterated,thefactsremainedamystery。JanetthoughtthatDavidhadsomewonderfulpersuasionaboutit;buthewasneverheardeventospeculateonthesubject。Certainitwas,thatHughhadsavedMargaret'slife。Heseemedquitewellnextday,forhewasofaverypowerfulandenduringframeforhisyears。Sherecoveredmoreslowly,andperhapsneveraltogetherovercametheeffectsofDeath'sembracethatnight。FromthemomentwhenMargaretwasbroughthome,thestormgraduallydiedaway,andbythemorningallwasstill;butmanystarryandmoonlitnightsglimmeredandpassed,beforethatsnowwasmeltedawayfromtheearth;andmanyanightJanetawokefromhersleepwithacry,thinkingsheheardherdaughtermoaning,deepinthesmoothoceanofsnow,andcouldnotfindwhereshelay。

TheoccurrencesofthisdreadfulnightcouldnotlessentheinteresthiscottagefriendsfeltinHugh;andalongwinterpassedwithdailyandlengtheningcommunionbothinstudyandingeneralconversation。Ifearsomeofmyyoungerreaderswillthinkmystoryslow;andsay:“What!aretheynotgoingtofallinlovewitheachotheryet?Wehavebeenexpectingiteversolong。“Ihavetwoanswerstomaketothis。Thefirstis:“Idonotpretendtoknowsomuchaboutloveasyou——excuseme——thinkyoudo;andmustconfess,I

donotknowwhethertheywereinlovewitheachotherornot。“Thesecondis:“ThatIdarenotpretendtounderstandthoroughlysuchasacredmysteryastheheartofMargaret;andIshouldfeelitratherworsethanpresumptuoustotalkasifIdid。EvenHugh'sisknowntomeonlybygleamsoflightthrown,nowandthen,andhereandthere,uponit。“Perhapsthetwoanswersareonlythesameanswerindifferentshapes。

Mrs。Glasford,however,wouldeasilyanswerthequestion,ifananswerisallthatiswanted;forshe,notwithstandingthefactsofthestory,whichshecouldnotfailtohaveheardcorrectlyfromthebestauthority,andnotwithstandingthenatureofthenight,whichmighthaveseemedsufficienttooverthrowherconclusions,uniformlyremarked,asoftenastheirescapewasalludedtoinherhearing,“Latthemtak'itTheyhadnobusinesstobeootabootthegither。“

CHAPTERXV。

TRANSITION。

Tellme,brightboy,tellme,mygoldenlad,Whitherawaysofrolic?Whysoglad?

Whatallthywealthincouncil?allthystate?

Arehuskssodear?troth,'tisamightyrate。

RICHARDCRASHAW。

ThelongScotchwinterpassedbywithoutanyinterruptiontothegrowingfriendship。Butthespringbroughtachange;andHughwasseparatedfromhisfriendssoonerthanhehadanticipated,bymorethansixmonths。Forhismotherwrotetohimingreatdistress,inconsequenceofaclaimmadeuponherforsomedebtwhichhisfatherhadcontracted,veryprobablyforHugh'sownsake。Hughcouldnotbearthatanysuchshouldremainundischarged,orthathisfather'snameshouldnotrestinpeaceaswellashisbodyandsoul。Herequested,therefore,fromthelaird,theamountduetohim,anddespatchedalmostthewholeofitfortheliquidationofthisdebt,sothathewasnowasunprovidedasbeforefortheexpensesofthecomingwinteratAberdeen。But,aboutthesametime,afellow-studentwrotetohimwithnewsofasituationforthesummer,worththreetimesasmuchashispresentone,andtobeprocuredthroughhisfriend'sinterest。Hughhavingengagedhimselftothelairdonlyforthewinter,althoughhehadintendedtostaytillthecommencementofthefollowingsession,feltthat,althoughhewouldmuchratherremainwherehewas,hemustnothesitateamomenttoaccepthisfriend'soffer;andthereforewroteatonce。

Iwillnotattempttodescribetheparting。Itwasveryquiet,butverysolemnandsad。JanetshowedfarmoredistressthanMargaret,forsheweptoutright。ThetearsstoodinDavid'seyes,ashegraspedtheyouth'shandinsilence。Margaretwasverypale;thatwasall。AssoonasHughdisappearedwithherfather,whowasgoingtowalkwithhimtothevillagethroughwhichthecoachpassed,shehurriedaway,andwenttothefir-woodforcomfort。

HughfoundhisnewsituationinPerthshireverydifferentfromthelast。Theheadsofthefamilybeingthemselvesaladyandagentleman,hefoundhimselfagentlemantoo。Hehadmoretodo,buthisworklefthimplentyofleisurenotwithstanding。Agoodportionofhissparetimehedevotedtoverse-making,towhichhefeltagrowingimpulse;andwhatevermayhavebeenthemeritofhiscompositions,theydidhimintellectualgoodatleast,ifitwereonlythroughtheprocessoftheirconstruction。HewrotetoDavidafterhisarrival,tellinghimallabouthisnewsituation;andreceivedinreturnaletterfromMargaret,writtenatherfather'sdictation。Themechanicalpartofletter-writingwasratherlaborioustoDavid;butMargaretwrotewell,inconsequenceofthenumberofpapers,ofonesortandanother,whichshehadwrittenforHugh。Threeorfourlettersmorepassedbetweenthematlengtheningintervals。Thentheyceased——onHugh'ssidefirst;until,whenonthepointofleavingforAberdeen,feelingsomewhatconscience-strickenatnothavingwrittenforsolong,hescribbledanotetoinformthemofhisapproachingdeparture,promisingtoletthemknowhisaddressassoonashefoundhimselfsettled。Willitbebelievedthatthesessionwentbywithouttheredemptionofthispledge?Surelyhecouldnothavefelt,toanyapproximatedegree,theamountofobligationhewasundertohishumblefriends。

Perhaps,indeed,hemayhavethoughtthattheobligationwasprincipallyontheirside;asitwouldhavebeen,ifintellectualassistancecouldoutweighheart-kindness,andspiritualimpulseandenlightenment;for,unconsciouslyinagreatmeasuretohimself,hehadlearnedfromDavidtoregardinanewandmorerealaspect,manyofthosetruthswhichhehadhithertoreceivedastrue,andwhichyethadtillthenproducedinhimnootherthanafeelingofthecommon-placeanduninterestingatthebest。

Besidesthis,andmanycognateadvantages,athousandseedsoftruthmusthavesurelyremainedinhismind,droppedtherefromthesametongueofwisdom,andonlywaitingthefriendlyaidofahardwinter,breakingupthecold,selfishclodsofclay,toshareinthelovelinessofanewspring,andbeperfectedinthebeautyofanewsummer。

Howeverthismayhavebeen,itiscertainthatheforgothisoldfriendsfarmorethanhehimselfcouldhavethoughtitpossibleheshould;for,tomakethebestofit,youthiseasilyattractedandfilledwiththepresentshow,andeasilyforgetsthatwhich,fromdistanceintimeorspace,hasnoshowtoshow。Spendinghiseveningsinthemidstofmerryfaces,andreadytonguesfluentwiththetonesofjollity,ifnotalwaysofwit,whichglidedsometimesintonotooearnestdiscussionofthedifficultsubjectsoccupyingtheirstudenthours;surroundedbythevapoursofwhisky-toddy,andthesmokeofcuttypipes,tillfarintotheshorthours;thenhurryinghome,andlapsingintounrefreshingslumbersoverintendedstudy;orsittingupallnighttopreparethetaskswhichhadbeenneglectedforaballoraneveningwithWilson,thegreatinterpreterofScottishsong——itishardlytobewonderedatthatheshouldlosethefinerconsciousnessofhigherpowersanddeeperfeelings,notfromanybehaviourinitselfwrong,butfromthehurry,noise,andtumultinthestreetsoflife,that,penetratingtoodeepintothehouseoflife,dazedandstupefiedthesilentandlonelywatcherinthechamberofconscience,farapart。Hehadnotimetothinkorfeel。

Thesessiondrewtoaclose。Heeschewedallidleness;shuthimselfup,afterclasshours,withhisbooks;atelittle,studiedhard,sleptirregularly,workingalwaysbestbetweenmidnightandtwointhemorning;carriedthefirsthonoursinmostofhisclasses;andatlengthbreathedfreely,butwithadizzybrain,andafacethatrevealed,inpalecheeks,andred,wearyeyes,theresultsofanexcessofmentallabour——anexcesswhichisasinjuriousasanyotherkindofintemperance,themoraldegradationalonekeptoutofview。Proudofhissuccess,hesatdownandwroteashortnote,withasimplestatementofit,toDavid;hoping,inhissecretmind,thathewouldattributehisprevioussilencetoanabsorptioninstudywhichhadnotexistedbeforetheendofthesessionwasquiteathand。Nowthathehadmoretimeforreflection,hecouldnotbeartheideathatthatnoblerusticfaceshouldlookdisapprovinglyor,stillworse,coldlyuponhim;andhecouldnothelpfeelingasiftheoldploughmanhadtakentheplaceofhisfather,astheonlymanofwhomhemuststandinawe,andwhohadarighttoreprovehim。Hedidreprovehimnow,thoughunintentionally。ForDavidwasdelightedathavingsuchgoodnewsfromhim;andtheuneasinesswhichhehadfelt,butneverquiteexpressed,wasalmostsweptawayintheconclusion,thatitwasunreasonabletoexpecttheyoungmantogivehistimetothembothabsentandpresent,especiallywhenhehadbeenoccupiedtosuchgoodpurposeasthislettersignified。Sohewasnearlyatpeaceabouthim——thoughnotquite。Hughreceivedfromhimthefollowingletterinreplytohis;dictated,asusual,tohissecretary,Margaret:——

“MYDEARSIR,“Ye'llbeagreatmansomeday,ginyehaudatit。Butthingsmaunnabegottenattheoutlayo'mairthanthey'reworth。Ye'llkenwhatImean。An'there'sbetterthingsnorbein'agreatman,eftera'。ForgiethelibertyItak'inremin'in'yeo'siclike。

I'monlyremin'in'yeo'whatyekenweelaneuch。Butye'reabravelad,an'yehaebeenanuncofrien'tomean'mine;an'IpraytheLordtothankyeforme,foryehaedunemuckleguidtohisbairns——meanin'mean'mine。It'sverrakin'o'yetovritetill'sintheverramomento'victory;butweelyekentthatamida'yerfrien's——an'yecannafailtohaemonyaane,wi'aheadan'afacelikeyours——therewasnaane——na,noane,thatwadrejoicemairoweryoursuccessthanJanet,ormydoo,Maggie,oryerainauldobleegedfrien'an'servant,“DAVIDELGINBROD。

“P。S——We'rea'weel,an'uncoblytheatyourletter。

Maggy——

“P。S。2——DearMr。Sutherland,——Iwrotealltheaboveatmyfather'sdictation,andjustashesaidit,forIthoughtyouwouldlikehisScotchbetterthanmyEnglish。MymotherandImyselfarerejoicedatthegoodnews。Mymotherfairlygratoutright。IgaedouttothetreewhereImetyoufirst。IwondersairsometimesifyouwastheangelIwastomeetinthefir-wood。Iam,“Yourobedientservant,“MARGARETELGINBROD。“

ThislettercertainlytouchedHugh。ButhecouldnothelpfeelingratheroffendedthatDavidshouldwritetohiminsuchawarningtone。Hehadneveraddressedhiminthisfashionwhenhesawhimeveryday。Indeed,Davidcouldnotveryeasilyhavespokentohimthus。Butwritingisadifferentthing;andmenwhoarenotmuchaccustomedtouseapen,oftenassumeamoresolemntoneindoingso,asifitwereaceremonythatrequiredstate。AsforDavid,havingbeenalittleuneasyaboutHugh,andnotmuchafraidofoffendinghim——forhedidnotknowhisweaknessesverythoroughly,anddidnottakeintoaccounttheeffectoftheveryfallingawaywhichhedreaded,inincreasinginhimpride,andthatimpatienceofthegentlestreproofnaturaltoeveryman——hefeltconsiderablyrelievedafterhehaddischargedhisdutyinthismementovivere。

Butoneoftheresults,andaveryunexpectedone,was,thatayetlongerperiodelapsedbeforeHughwroteagaintoDavid。Hemeanttodoso,andmeanttodoso;but,asoftenasthethoughtoccurredtohim,wascheckedbothbyconsciousnessandbypride。Somuchcontributes,nottheevilalonethatisinus,butthegoodalsosometimes,toholdusbackfromdoingthethingweoughttodo。

ItnowremainedforHughtolookaboutforsomeoccupation。Thestateofhisfundsrenderedimmediateemploymentabsolutelynecessary;andastherewasonlyonewayinwhichhecouldearnmoneywithoutyetfurtherpreparation,hemustbetakehimselftothatway,ashehaddonebefore,inthehopethatitwouldleadtosomethingbetter。Atallevents,itwouldgivehimtimetolookabouthim,andmakeuphismindforthefuture。Manyaone,towhomtheoccupationofatutorisfarmoreirksomethanitwastoHugh,iscompelledtoturnhisacquirementstothisimmediateaccount;

and,oncegoinginthisgroove,cannevergetoutofitagain。ButHughwashopefulenoughtothink,thathisreputationattheuniversitywouldstandhiminsomestead;and,howevermuchhewouldhavedislikedthethoughtofbeingatutorallhisdays,occupyingakindofneutralterritorybetweenthepositionofagentlemanandthatofamenial,hehadenoughofstrongSaxongoodsensetopreventhim,despitehisHighlandpride,fromseeinganygreathardshipinlabouringstillforalittlewhile,ashehadlabouredhitherto。Buthehopedtofindasituationmoredesirablethaneitherofthosehehadoccupiedbefore;and,withthisexpectation,lookedtowardstheSouth,asmostScotchmendo,indulgingthenationalimpulsetospoiltheEgyptians。Nordidhelooklong,sendinghistentaclesafloatineverydirection,beforeheheard,throughmeansofacollegefriend,ofjustsuchasituationashewanted,inthefamilyofagentlemanoffortuneinthecountyofSurrey,notmuchmorethantwentymilesfromLondon。Thishewasfortunateenoughtoobtainwithoutdifficulty。

Margaretwaslikewiseontheeveofachange。Shestoodlikeayoungfledgedbirdontheedgeofthenest,readytotakeitsfirstlongflight。Itwasnecessarythatsheshoulddosomethingforherself,notsomuchfromthecompulsionofimmediatecircumstances,asinprospectofthefuture。Herfatherwasnotanoldman,butatbesthecouldleaveonlyatrifleathisdeath;andifJanetoutlivedhim,shewouldprobablyrequireallthat,andwhatlabourshewouldthenbecapableofaswell,tosupportherself。Margaretwasanxious,too,thoughnottobeindependent,yet,nottobeburdensome。BothDavidandJanetsawthat,byherpeculiartastesandhabits,shehadseparatedherselfsofarfromthecirclearoundher,thatshecouldneverhopetobequitecomfortableinthatneighbourhood。Itwasnotthatbyanymeansshedespisedorrefusedthelabourscommontotheyoungwomenofthecountry;but,allthingsconsidered,theythoughtthatsomethingmoresuitableforhermightbeprocured。

Thelaird'sladycontinuedtobehavetoherinthemostsuperciliousfashion。TheverydayofHugh'sdeparture,shehadchancedtomeetMargaretwalkingalonewithabook,thistimeunopened,inherhand。

Mrs。Glasfordstopped。Margaretstoppedtoo,expectingtobeaddressed。Theladylookedather,allover,fromheadtofoot,asifcriticallyexaminingtheappearanceofananimalshethoughtofpurchasing;then,withoutaword,butwithacontemptuoustossofthehead,passedon,leavingpoorMargaretbothangryandashamed。

ButDavidwasmuchrespectedbythegentryoftheneighbourhood,withwhomhisposition,asthelaird'ssteward,broughthimnotunfrequentlyintocontact;andtoseveralofthemhementionedhisdesireoffindingsomesituationforMargaret。Janetcouldnotbeartheideaofherlady-bairnleavingthem,toencountertheworldalone;butDavid,thoughhecouldnothelpsometimesfeelingasimilarpang,wasabletotaketohimselfheartycomfortfromthethought,thatiftherewasanysafetyforherinherfather'shouse,therecouldnotbelessinherheavenlyFather's,inanynookofwhichshewasasfullinHiseye,andasnearHisheart,asintheirowncottage。Hefeltthatanxietyinthiscase,asineveryother,wouldjustbealackofconfidenceinGod,tosupposewhichjustifiablewouldbeequivalenttosayingthatHehadnotfixedthefoundationsoftheearththatitshouldnotbemoved;thatHewasnottheLordofLife,northeFatherofHischildren;inshort,thatasparrowcouldfalltothegroundwithoutHim,andthatthehairsofourheadarenotnumbered。Janetadmittedallthis,butsighednevertheless。SodidDavidtoo,attimes;forheknewthatthesparrowmustfall;thatmanyadivinetruthishardtolearn,all-blessedasitiswhenlearned;andthatsorrowandsufferingmustcometoMargaret,ereshecouldbefashionedintotheperfectionofachildofthekingdom。Still,shewasassafeabroadasathome。

Anelderlyladyoffortunewasonavisittooneofthefamiliesintheneighbourhood。Shewasinwantofalady's-maid,anditoccurredtothehousekeeperthatMargaretmightsuither。Thiswasnotquitewhatherparentswouldhavechosen,buttheyallowedhertogoandseethelady。Margaretwasdelightedwiththebenevolent-lookinggentlewoman;andshe,onherpart,wasquitecharmedwithMargaret。Itwastruesheknewnothingofthedutiesoftheoffice;butthepresentmaid,whowasleavingonthebestofterms,wouldsooninitiateherintoitsmysteries。AndDavidandJanetweresomuchpleasedwithMargaret'saccountoftheinterview,thatDavidhimselfwenttoseethelady。ThesightofhimonlyincreasedherdesiretohaveMargaret,whomshesaidshewouldtreatlikeadaughter,ifonlyshewerehalfasgoodasshelooked。

BeforeDavidlefther,thematterwasarranged;andwithinamonth,Margaretwasborneinhermistress'scarriage,awayfromfatherandmotherandcottage-home。

ENDOFTHEFIRSTBOOK。

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