CHAPTERXII。
CHARITY。
Knowledgeblowethup,butcharitybuildethup。
LORDBACON'Srenderingof1Cor。viii。I。
Thingswentonasusualforafewdays,whenHughbegantoencounterasourceofsufferingofaverymaterialandunromantickind,butwhich,nevertheless,hadbeenablebeforenow,namely,atthecommencementofhistutorship,tocausehimaverysufficientdegreeofdistress。Itwasthis;thathehadnoroominwhichhecouldpursuehisstudiesinprivate,withouthavingtoendureamostundesirabledegreeofcold。Insummerthiswasamatteroflittlemoment,fortheuniversemightthenbehissecretchamber;butinaScotchspringorautumn,nottosaywinter,abedroomwithoutafire-place,which,strangetosay,wastheconditionofhis,wasnotastudyinwhichthoughtcouldoperatetomuchsatisfactoryresult。
Indeed,painisafarlesshurtfulenemytothinkingthancold。
Andtohavetofightsuchsufferinganditsbenumbinginfluences,aswellastofollowoutatrainofreasoning,difficultatanytime,andrequiringcloseattention——istoomuchforanymachinewhosethinkingwheelsaredrivenbynervousgear。Sometimes——forhemustmaketheattempt——hecamedowntohismealsquitebluewithcold,ashispupilsremarkedtotheirmother;buttheirobservationneverseemedtosuggesttohermindthenecessityofmakingsomebetterprovisionforthepoortutor。AndHugh,afterthewayinwhichshehadbehavedtohim,wasfartooproudtoaskherafavour,evenifhehadhadhopesofreceivinghisrequest。Heknew,too,that,inthehouse,thelaird,tointerfereinthesmallestdegree,mustimperilfarmorethanhedared。Theprospect,therefore,ofthecomingwinter,inacountrywheretherewasscarcelyanyafternoon,andwherethesnowmightliefeetdeepforweeks,wasnotatallagreeable。Hehad,asIhavesaid,beguntosufferalready,forthemorningsandeveningswerecoldenoughnow,althoughitwasabright,dryOctober。OneeveningJanetremarkedthathehadcaughtcold,forhewas'hostin'sair;'andthisledHughtostatethediscomforthewascondemnedtoexperienceupattheha'house。
“Weel,“saidDavid,aftersomesilentdeliberation,“thatsattles't;
wemaunsetabootitimmedantly。“
OfcourseHughwasquiteatalosstounderstandwhathemeant,andbeggedhimtoexplain。
“Yesee,“repliedDavid,“wehaeverralittlehoose-roomi'thisbitcot;for,excepthiskitchen,wehaebutthebenwhaurJanetandmesleeps;andsaelastyearIspak'tothelairdtolatmehaemuckletimmerasIwadneedtobigakin'o'alean-totothehouseahin',so'atwemichthaeakin'o'abitparlourlike,orratheraroomie'atonyo'usmichtretiretillforabit,ginwewantedtobeoorlanes。Hehadnaeobjections,honestman。ButsomehoooritherI
neversathan'till't;butnoothewa'smaunbeupaforethewatweathersetsin。SaeI'sebeatitthemorn,an'maybeye'lllen'
meahan',Mr。Sutherlan',andtak'ootyerwagesinhouse-rooman'
firin'efterit'sdune。“
“Thankyouheartily!”saidHugh;thatwouldbedelightful。Itseemstoogoodtobepossible。ButwillnotwoodenwallsberatherapoorprotectionagainstsuchwintersasIsupposeyouhaveintheseparts?”
“Hootoot,Mr。Sutherlan',yemichtgiemecreditforraithermairrumgumptionnorthatcomestill。TimmerwastheonlythingInot(needed)tospierfor;thelaveliestoonybody'shan'——afewcart-fu'so'sodsfraethehillahintthehoose,an'ahan'fu'ortwao'stanesforthechimlaooto'thequarry——there'seneuchthereforoorturnohnblastitmair;an'we'llsawthewoodoorsels;an'
ginwehadancethewa'sup,wecancarryontheinsideatoorleisur'。That'stheway'attheMakerdoeswi'oorsels;hegie'susthewa'san'thematerial,an'awholelifetime,maybemair,tofurnishthehouse。“
“Capital!”exclaimedHugh。“I'llworklikeahorse,andwe'llbeatitthemorn。“
“I'sebeatitaforedaylicht,an'aneortwao'thelads'lllen'meahan'efterwark-hours;andthere'syersel',Mr。Sutherlan',worthanean'ahalfo'ordinaryworkers;an'we'llhaetruffaneuchforthewa'sinajiffey。I'llmarkafeowsaplin'si'thewudhereatdenner-time,an'we'llhaethemforbauks,an'couples,an'things;
an'there'splentydryeneuchforbeurdsi'theshed,an'bein'butalean-to,there'llbebuthalfwark,yeken。“
Theywentoutdirectly,inthemoonlight,tochoosethespot;andsooncametotheresolutiontobuilditso,thatacertainbackdoor,whichaddedmoretothecoldinwinterthantotheconvenienceinsummer,shouldbetheentrancetothenewchamber。Thechimneywasthechiefdifficulty;butallthematerialsbeingintheimmediateneighbourhood,andDavidcapableofturninghishandstoanything,noobstructionwasfeared。Indeed,hesetaboutthatpartfirst,aswasnecessary;andhadsoonbuiltasmallchimney,chieflyofstonesandlime;while,underhisdirections,thewallsweremakingprogressatthesametime,bythelabourofHughandtwoorthreeoftheyoungmenfromthefarm,whoweremostreadytoobligeDavidwiththeirhelp,althoughtheywerestillratherunfriendlytothecolliginer,astheycalledhim。ButHugh'sfranknesssoonwonthemover,andtheyallformedwithinadayortwoaverycomfortablepartyoflabourers。Theyworkedveryhard;foriftherainshouldsetinbeforetheroofwason,theirlabourwouldbealmostlostfromthesoakingofthewalls。Theybuiltthemofturf,verythick,withaslightslopeontheoutsidetowardstheroof;
beforecommencingwhich,theypartiallycutthewindowsoutofthewalls,puttingwoodacrosstosupportthetop。Ishouldhaveexplainedthattheturfusedinbuildingwastheupperandcoarserpartofthepeat,whichwasplentifulintheneighbourhood。Thethatch-eavesofthecottageitselfprojectedoverthejoiningofthenewroof,soastoprotectitfromthedrip;andDavidsoonputathickthatchofnewstrawuponthelittlebuilding。Second-handwindowswereprocuredatthevillage,andtheholesinthewallscuttotheirsize。Theynextproceededtothesaw-pitontheestate——foralmosteverythingnecessaryforkeepinguptheofficeswasdoneonthefarmitself——wheretheysawedthinplanksofdeal,tofloorandlinetheroom,andmakeitmorecosie。TheseDavidplanedupononeside;andwhentheywerenailedagainstslightpostsallroundthewalls,andthejointsfilledinwithputty,theroombegantolookmostenticinglyhabitable。Theroofhadnotbeenthatchedtwodaysbeforetherainsetin;butnowtheycouldworkquitecomfortablyinside;andasthespacewassmall,andtheforenightswerelong,theyhaditquitefinishedbeforetheendofNovember。Davidboughtanoldtableinthevillage,andoneortwochairs;mendedthemup;madeakindofrusticsofaorsettle;putafewbookshelvesagainstthewall;hadapeatfirelightedontheheartheveryday;andatlength,oneSaturdayevening,theyhadsupperintheroom,andtheplacewasconsecratedhenceforthtofriendshipandlearning。Fromthistime,everyevening,assoonaslessons,andthemealwhichimmediatelyfollowedthem,wereover,Hughbetookhimselftothecottage,ontheshelvesofwhichallhisbooksbydegreescollectedthemselves;andtherespentthewholelongevening,generallytillteno'clock;thefirstpartalonereadingorwriting;thelastincompanywithhispupils,who,diligentasever,nowofcoursemademorerapidprogressthanbefore,inasmuchasthelessonswerebothlongerandmorefrequent。
Theonlydrawbacktotheircomfortwas,thattheyseemedtohaveshutJanetout;butshesoonremediedthis,bycontrivingtogetthroughwithherhouseworkearlierthanshehadeverdonebefore;
and,takingherplaceonthesettlebehindthem,knittedawaydiligentlyatherstocking,which,toinexperiencedeyes,seemedalwaysthesame,andalwaysinthesamestateofprogress,notwithstandingthatsheprovidedthehoseofthewholefamily,blueandgrey,ribbedandplain。Heroccasionalwithdrawings,toobservetheprogressofthesupper,wereonlyacheerfulbreakinthecontinuityoflabour。Littlewouldthepasser-byimaginethatbeneaththatroof,whichseemedworthyonlyofthenameofashed,theresat,inasnuglittlehomelyroom,suchayouthasHugh,suchagirlasMargaret,suchagrandpeasantkingasDavid,andsuchatrue-heartedmothertothemallasJanet。Therewerenopicturesandnomusic;forMargaretkepthersongsforsolitaryplaces;butthesoundofversewasoftenthelivingwindwhichseta-wavingthetopsofthetreesofknowledge,fastgrowinginthesunlightofTruth。Thethatchofthatshed-roofwaslikethegrizzledhairofDavid,beneathwhichlaythetemplenotonlyofholybutofwiseandpoeticthought。Itwaslikethesylvanabodeofthegods,wherethearchitectureandmusicarealloftheirownmaking,intheirkindthemorebeautiful,themoresimpleandrude;andifmoredoubtfulintheirintent,andlesspreciseintheirfinish,yetthereinthefulleroflifeanditsgrace,andthemoresuggestiveofdeeperharmonies。
CHAPTERXIII。
HERALDRY。
Andlikehisfatheroffaceandofstature,Andfalseoflove——itcamehimofnature;
AsdoththefoxRenard,thefox'sson;
Ofkinde,hecoudhisoldfather'swone,Withoutlore,ascanadrakeswim,Whenitiscaught,andcarriedtothebrim。
CHAUCER——LegendofPhillis。
Ofcourse,theyetmorelengthenedabsencesofHughfromthehouseweresubjectsofremarkasatthefirst;butHughhadmadeuphismindnottotroublehimselftheleastaboutthat。ForsometimeMrs。Glasfordtooknonoticeofthemtohimself;butoneevening,justasteawasfinished,andHughwasrisingtogo,herrestraintgaveway,andsheutteredonespitefulspeech,thinkingit,nodoubt,sowittythatitoughttoseethelight。
“Ye'readay-laboureritseems,Mr。Sutherlan',andganghameatnight。“
“Exactlyso,madam,“rejoinedHugh。“Thereisnootherrelationbetweenyouandme,thanthatofworkandwages。Youhavedoneyourbesttoconvincemeofthat,bymakingitimpossibleformetofeelthatthishouseisinanysensemyhome。“
Withthisgrandspeechhelefttheroom,andfromthattimetillthedayofhisfinaldeparturefromTurriepuffit,therewasnotasingleallusionmadetothesubject。
Hesoonreachedthecottage。Whenheenteredthenewroom,whichwasalwayscalledMr。Sutherland'sstudy,themutewelcomeaffordedhimbythesignsofexpectation,intheglowofthewaitingfire,andtheoutspreadarmsoftheelbow-chair,whichwasnowcalledhis,aswellastheroom,madeampleamendstohimfortheunfriendlinessofMrs。Glasford。Goingtotheshelvestofindthebookshewanted,hesawthattheyhadbeencarefullyarrangedononeshelf,andthattheotherswereoccupiedwithbooksbelongingtothehouse。Helookedatafewofthem。Theywerealmostalloldbooks,andsuchasmaybefoundinmanyScotchcottages;forinstance,Boston'sFourfoldState,inwhichthewaysofGodandmanmaybeseenthroughafourfoldfog;Erskine'sDivineSonnets,whichwillrepaythereaderinlaughterforthepainitcostshisreverence,producingmuchthesameeffectthataGothiccathedralmight,reproducedbythepencilandfromtheremembranceofaChineseartist,whohadseenitonce;DrelincourtonDeath,withthefamousghost-hoaxofDeFoe,tohelpthebooksellertothesaleoftheunsaleable;theScotsWorthies,openingofitselfatthememoirofMr。AlexanderPeden;
thePilgrim'sProgress,thatwonderfulinspiration,failingneversavewhenthetheologianwouldsometimessnatchthepenfromthehandofthepoet;TheronandAspasio;VillageDialogues;andothersofalikeclass。TothesemustbeaddedarareeditionofBlindHarry。ItwascleartoHugh,unableashewasfullytoappreciatethewisdomofDavid,thatitwasnotfromsuchbooksasthesethathehadgatheredit;yetsuchbooksastheseformedallhisstore。
Heturnedfromthem,foundhisown,andsatdowntoread。ByandbyDavidcamein。
“I'mowersune,Idoubt,Mr。Sutherlan'。I'mdisturbin'ye。“
“Notatall,“answeredHugh。“Besides,Iamnotmuchinareadingmoodthisevening:Mrs。Glasfordhasbeenannoyingmeagain。“
“Poorbody!What'sshebeensayin'noo?”
ThinkingtoamuseDavid,Hughrecountedtheshortpassagebetweenthemrecordedabove。David,however,listenedwithaverydifferentexpressionofcountenancefromwhatHughhadanticipated;and,whenhehadfinished,tookuptheconversationinakindofapologetictone。
“Weel,butyesee,“saidhe,foldinghispalmstogether,“shehasna'
jisthada'thegitherfairplay。Shedoesnacomeo'aguidbreed。
Man,it'safinethingtocomeo'aguidbreed。Theyhaeahantletoanswerfor'atcomeo'decentforbears。“
“Ithoughtshebroughtthelairdagoodproperty,“saidHugh,notquiteunderstandingDavid。
“Ow,ay,shebrochthimgowpenfu'so'siller;buthoowas'tgotten?
An'yekenit'snoriches'at'illmak'aguidbreed——'cep'itbeo'maggots。Therichercheesethemairmaggots,yeken。Yemaunnaspeyko'this;butthemistress'sfatherwasweelkenttohaemadehissillerbyfardinsandbawbees,increepin',craftyways。Hewasabitmerchan'inAberdeen,an'ayekeepithisthoomweelahintthepeinto'theellwan',sae'athemadeaninchortwaupo'ilkayardhesauld。Saehetookfraehissoul,andpatintillhissiller-bag,an'hadlittletogiehisdochterbutaguidtocher。Mr。
Sutherlan',it'safinethingtocomeo'dacentfowk。Noo,toluikatyersel':Ikennaethingabootyerfamily;butyeseemateesichttocomeo'aguidbreedforthebodilyparto'ye。That'sasma'
matter;butfraewhatIha'eseen——an'ItrustinGodI'mno'
mista'en——yecomeo'therichtbreedforthemin'asweel。I'mnoflatterin'ye,Mr。Sutherlan';butjistlayin'itupo'ye,'atginyehadanhonestfatherandgran'father,an'especiallyaguidmither,yehaeaheaptoanswerfor;an'yeoughtnevertobehardupo'them'at'ssma'creepin'creatures,fortheycannahelpitsaeweelasthelikeo'youandmecan。“
Davidwasnotgiventoboasting。Hughhadneverheardanythingsuggestingitfromhislipsbefore。Heturnedfullroundandlookedathim。Onhisfacelayasolemnquiet,eitherfromafeelingofhisownresponsibility,orasenseoftheexcusethatmustbemadeforothers。WhathehadsaidaboutthesignsofbreedinHugh'sexterior,certainlyappliedtohimselfaswell。Hiscarriagewasfullofdignity,andacertainrusticrefinement;hisvoicewaswonderfullygentle,butdeep;andslowestwhenmostimpassioned。Heseemedtohavecomeofsomegiganticantediluvianbreed:therewassomethingoftheTitanslumberingabouthim。Hewouldhavebeenasternman,butforanunusualamountofreverencethatseemedtooverfloodthesternness,andchangeitintostronglove。Noonehadeverseenhimthoroughlyangry;hissimpledispleasurewithanyofthelabourers,thequalityofwhoseworkwasdeficient,wouldgofurtherthanthelaird'soaths。
HughsatlookingatDavid,whosupportedthelookwiththatperfectcalmnessthatcomesofunconscioussimplicity。AtlengthHugh'seyesankbeforeDavid's,ashesaid:
“IwishIhadknownyourfather,then,David。“
“MyfatherwassicaaneasItauldyetheitherday,Mr。
Sutherlan'。I'ma'richtthere。Apuir,semple,God-fearin'
shepherd,'atnevergaehisdoganill-deservedword,nortooktheskino'onypuirlammie,wha'swoo'hewasclippin',atweentheshears。Hewasweelworthyo'thegrave'athewantillatlast。
An'mymitherwasjistsiclike,wi'aiblinsraithermairheidnormyfather。They'reherbeuksmaistlyupo'theskelfthereabuneyerain,Mr。Sutherlan'。Ihonourthemforhersake,thoughIseldomtroublethemmysel'。Shegaemeakin'o'ascunneratthem,honestwoman,wi'garrin'mereadatthemo'Sundays,tilltheynearscomfishta'theguid'atwasinmebynater。There'sdoctrineforye,Mr。Sutherlan'!”addedDavid,withaqueerlaugh。
“Ithoughttheycouldhardlybeyourbooks,“saidHugh。
“ButIhaeaeoddbeuk,an'thatbringsmeupo'mypedigree,Mr。
Sutherlan';forthepuirestmanhasaslangapedigreeasthegreatest,onlyhekenslessabootit,that'sa'。An'Iwat,foryerlordsandladies,it'snoa'totheircredit'at'stauldo'theirhither-come;an'that'sa'againstthebreed,yeken。Awilfu'sininthefathermaybeasinfu'weaknessi'theson;an'that'swhatI
ca'nofairplay。“
Sosaying,Davidwenttohisbedroom,whencehereturnedwithaveryold-lookingbook,whichhelaidonthetablebeforeHugh。Heopenedit,andsawthatitwasavolumeofJacobB渉men,intheoriginallanguage。Hefoundoutafterwards,uponfurtherinquiry,thatitwasinfactacopyofthefirsteditionofhisfirstwork,TheAurora,printedin1612。Onthetitle-pagewaswrittenaname,eitherinGermanoroldEnglishcharacter,hewasnotsurewhich;
buthewasabletoreadit——MartinElginbrodde。David,havinggivenhimtimetoseeallthis,wenton:
“ThatbuikhasbeeninoorfamilyfarlangernorIken。IneednasayIcannareadawordo't,norIneverheardo'ane'atcould。
ButIcannahelptellin'yeacuriousthing,Mr。Sutherlan',inconnexionwi'thenameonthatbuik:there'sagravestane,averraauldane——hooauldIcannaweelmak'out,thoughIgaedends-errandtoAberdeentosee't——an'thenameupo'thatgravestaneisMartinElginbrod,butmadementiono'inastrangefashion;an'I'mnosurea'thegitheraboothooye'lltak'it,foritsoun'sratherfearsomeatfirsthearin'o't。Butye'sehae'tasIreadit:
“'HerelieI,MartinElginbrodde:
Haemercyo'mysoul,LordGod;
AsIwaddo,wereILordGod,AndyewereMartinElginbrodde。'“
CertainlyHughcouldnothelpaslightshudderatwhatseemedtohimtheirreverenceoftheepitaph,ifindeeditwasnotdeservingofaworseepithet。Buthemadenoremark;and,afteramoment'spause,Davidresumed:
“Iwasuncoill-pleasedwi'tatthefirst,asyemaysuppose,Mr。
Sutherlan';but,afterawhile,Ibegude(began)an'gaedthroughtwaorthreebitso'reasonin'sabootit,inthisway:Bythenatur'
o't,thismaunbetheman'sainmakin',thisepitaph;fornoitherbodycudha'dune't;andhehadleftitin'swilltobepittenupo'
thedeid-stane,naedoot:I'thecontemplationo'deith,amanwadnobelik'lytodesiretheperpetuationo'ablasphemyupo'atableo'stone,tostan'againsthimforcenturiesi'thefaceo'Godan'
man:thereforeitcudnaha'bornetheluiktohimo'thepresumptuouswordo'aproudmanevenin'himsel'wi'theAlmichty。
Saewhatwas't,then,'atmadehimmak'it?Itseemstome——thoughIconfess,Mr。Sutherlan',Imaybeledastraybythenateraldesire'atamanhastothinkweelo'hisainforbears——for'athewasaforbearo'myain,Icannaweeldoot,thenamebein'bynomeansacommonane,inScotlandonyway——I'msayin',itseemstome,thatit'sjistadarin'way,maybeachildlikeway,o'judgin',asJobmichtha'dune,'theLordbyhimsel';'an'sayin','atginhe,MartinElginbrod,wadhaemercy,surelytheLordwasnotlessmercifu'thanhewas。Theoffspringo'theMostHighwas,asitwere,awareo'thesamespiriti'thefathero'him,asmuvedinhimsel'。Hefelt'atthemercyinhimsel'wasaneo'thebestthings;an'hecudnathink'attherewadbelesso'ti'thefathero'lichts,fraewhomcomethilkaguidan'perfeckgift。An'maybeheremembered'attheSaviourhimsel'said:'BeyeperfectasyourfatherinHeavenisperfect;'andthattheperfectiono'God,asHehadjistpintedootafore,consistedincausin'hisbonnysuntoshineontheevilan'thegood,an'hiscallerraintofa'upo'thejustan'theunjust。“
ItmaywellbedoubtedwhetherDavid'sinterpretationoftheepitaphwasthecorrectone。Itwillappeartomostofmyreaderstobreatheratherofdoubtlightedupbyhope,thanofthatstrongfaithwhichDavidreadinit。Butwhetherfromfamilypartiality,andconsequentunwillingnesstobelievethathisancestorhadbeenamanwho,havingledawild,erring,andevillife,turnedatlasttowardsthemercyofGodashisonlyhope,whichthewordsmightimply;orsimplythathesawthismeaningtobethebest;thiswastheinterpretationwhichDavidhadadopted。
“But,“interposedHugh,“supposinghethoughtallthat,whyshouldhethereforehaveitcarvedonhistombstone?”
“Ihaethochtabootthattoo,“answeredDavid。“Foraething,abodyhasbutfeowwayso'sayin'hissaytohisbrithermen。RobbieBurnscuddo'tinsangeftersang;butmaybethisepitaphwasa'thatauldMartinwasabletomak'。Hemichtnahaehadthegifto'utterance。
Buttheremaybemairin'tnorthat。Gintheclergyo'thaetimeswarnaageyhantlemairenlichtenednorafowtho'theclergyhereabouts,hewadhaeheardaheapabootthegloryo'God,asthething'atGodhimsel'wasmaistanxiousabootuphaudin',jistlikeaproodcreatero'aking;an'thathewadmak'men,an'feedthem,an'cleedthem,an'giethembrawwivesan'toddlin'bairnies,an'
synedamnthem,a'for'sainglory。Maybeyewadnagetmonyo'them'atwadspeyksaefair-ootnoo-a-days,fortheygangwi'thetidejistlikethelave;buti'myauldminny'sbuiks,Ihaereadjiltasmuckleasthat,an'waurtoo。Monyane'atspaklikethat,hadnaedootaguidmeanin'in't;but,hechman!it'sanawesomedeevilichwayo'sayin'aholything。Noo,whatbettercouldpuirauldMartindo,seein'hehadnoaewordtosayi'thekirka'hislifelang,norjistsayhisaeword,aspithilyasmightbe,i'thekirkyard,efterhewasdeid;an'oweran'oweragain,wi'atongueo'stane,letthemtak'itorlatitalane'atlikit?That'sa'mydefenceo'myauldluckie-daddy——Heavenresthisbraveauldsoul!”
“Butarewenotindanger,“saidHugh,“ofthinkingtoolightlyandfamiliarlyoftheMaker,whenweproceedtojudgehimsobyourselves?”
“Mr。Sutherlan',“repliedDavid,verysolemnly,“IdinnathenkIcanbeinmuckledangero'lichtlyin'him,whanIkeninmyainsel',asweelasshe'atwashealedo'herplague,'atIwadbeahorsei'
thatpleuch,orapiginthatstye,notmerelyifitwashiswill——forwhacanstan'againstthat——butifitwasforhisglory;
ay,an'comfortmysel',a'thetimethechangewaspassin'upo'me,wi'thethochtthat,efteran'a',hisblessedhan'smadethepigstoo。“
“But,amomentago,David,youseemedtometobemakingratherlittleofhisglory。“
“O'hisglory,astheyconsiderglory——ay;efterawarldlyfashionthat'snobetternorpride,an'inhimwouldonlybeagreaterpride。Buthisglory!consistin'inhistrowthan'
lovin'kindness——(man!that'sabonnyword)——an'grandself-forgettin'devotiontohiscreaters——lord!man,it'sunspeakable。Icarelittleforhisgloryeither,ginbythatyemeanthepraiseo'men。Aheapo'theanxietyforthespreado'hisglory,seemstometobebutadesireforthesempathyo'itherfowk。There'snofearbutmen'llpraisehim,a'inguidtime——thatis,whantheycan。But,Mr。Sutherlan',forthegloryo'God,raitherthan,ifitwerepossible,onejotoronetittleshouldfailofhisentireperfectionofholybeauty,IcallGodtowitness,I
wouldgladlygotohellitsel';fornoevilworththefullnamecanbefalltheearthoronycreaterin't,aslongasGodiswhatheis。
Forthegloryo'God,Mr。Sutherlan',Iwaddiethedeith。Forthewillo'God,I'mreadyforonythinghelikes。Icannasurelybeinmuckledangero'lichtlyin'him。IgloryinmyGod。“
ThealmostpassionateearnestnesswithwhichDavidspoke,wouldalonehavemadeitimpossibleforHughtoreplyatonce。Afterafewmoments,however,heventuredtoaskthequestion:
“WouldyoudonothingthatotherpeopleshouldknowGod,then,David?”
“Onything'athelikes。ButIwouldtak'tento'interferin'。He'satithimsel'fraemornin'tonicht,fraeyear'sen'toyear'sen'。“
“ButyouseemtometomakeoutthatGodisnothingbutlove!”
“Ay,naethingbutlove。Whatforno?”
“Becausewearetoldheisjust。“
“Wouldhebelangjustifhedidnalo'eus?”
“Butdoeshenotpunishsin?”
“Woulditbeonykin'nessnotopunishsin?Notousa'meanstopitawa'theaeillthingfraeus?Whatevermaybemeantbytheplaceo'meesery,depen'upo't,Mr。Sutherlan',it'sonlyanitherformo'love,loveshinin'throughthefogso'ill,an'saegartleuksomethingverradifferentthereby。Man,raithernorseemyMaggy——an'ye'llnodoot'atIlo'eher——raithernorseemyMaggydoanillthing,I'dseeherlyin'deidatmyfeet。Butsupposin'theillthingancedune,it'snoatmyfeetIwadlayher,butupo'myheart,wi'myauldarmsaboother,tohandthefurtherillaffo'
her。An'shallmortalmanbemorejustthanGod?ShallamanbemorepurethanhisMaker?OmyGod!myGod!”
TheentranceofMargaretwouldhavepreventedtheprosecutionofthisconversation,evenifithadnotalreadydrawntoanaturalclose。NotthatDavidwouldnothavetalkedthusbeforehisdaughter,butsimplythatminds,likeinstruments,needtobebroughtuptothesamepitch,beforetheycan“atonetogether,“andthatonefeelsthisinstinctivelyontheentranceofanotherwhohasnotgonethroughthesameimmediateprocessofgradualelevationoftone。
Theirbooksandslatesweregotout,andtheysatdowntotheirwork;butHughcouldnothelpobservingthatDavid,inthemidstofhislinesandanglesandalgebraiccomputations,would,everynowandthen,glanceupatMargaret,withalookoftendernessinhisfaceyetdeeperandmoredelicateinitsexpressionthanordinary。
Margaretwas,however,quiteunconsciousofit,pursuingherworkwithherordinaryevendiligence。ButJanetobservedit。
“Whatailsthebairn,Dawvid,'atyeleukatherthatget?saidshe。
“Naethingailsher,woman。Doyeneverleukatabodybutwhensomethingailsthem?”
“Ow,ay——butnothatget。“
“Weel,maybeIwasthinkin'hooIwadleukatherginonythingdidailher。“
“Hoot!hoot!dinnafurthertheillhitherbymakin'abiendoonsittin'an'abedfor't。“
AllDavid'sanswertothiswasoneofhisownsmiles。
Atsupper,forithappenedtobeSaturday,Hughsaid:
“I'vebeenbusy,betweenwhiles,inventing,orperhapsdiscovering,anetymologicalpedigreeforyou,David!”
“Weel,lat'shear't,“saidDavid。
“First——doyouknowthatthatvolumewithyourancestor'snameonit,waswrittenbyanoldGermanshoemaker,perhapsonlyacobbler,foranythingIknow?”
“Iknownothingabootit,moreorless,“answeredDavid。
“Hewasawonderfulman。Somepeoplethinkhewasalmostinspired。“
“Maybe,maybe,“wasallDavid'sdoubtfulresponse。
“Atallevents,thoughIknownothingaboutitmyself,hemusthavewrittenwonderfullyforacobbler。“
“Formypairt,“repliedDavid,“ifIseenowonderintheman,Icanseebutlittleinthecobbler。Whatforshouldnaacobblerwritewonnerfully,asweelasanither?It'satrade'atfurthersmeditation。Mygrandfatherwasacobbler,asyeca't;an'theysayhewasnofuleinhisainwayeither。“
“Thenitdoesgointhefamily!”criedHugh,triumphantly。
“Iwasindoubtatfirstwhetheryournamereferredtothebreadthofyourshoulders,David,astransmittedfromsomeancientsire,whosebackwasanEllwand-broad;forthegmightcomefromaworv,foranythingIknowtothecontrary。Butitwouldhavebeenbraidinthatcase。And,now,IamquiteconvincedthatthatMartinorhisfatherwasaGerman,afriendofoldJacobB渉men,whogavehimthebookhimself,andwasbesidesofthesamecraft;andhecomingtothiscountrywithanamehardtobepronounced,theyfoundaresemblanceinthesoundofittohisoccupation;andsograduallycorruptedhisname,tothemuncouth,intoElsynbrod,Elshinbrod,thenceElginbrod,withasoftg,andlastlyElginbrod,asyoupronounceitnow,withahardg。Thisname,turnedfromScotchintoEnglish,wouldthenbesimplyMartinAwlbore。Thecobblerisinthefamily,David,descendedfromJacobB渉menhimself,bythemother'sside。“
Thisheraldicblazonamusedthemallverymuch,andDavidexpressedhisentireconcurrencewithit,declaringittobeincontrovertible。
Margaretlaughedheartily。
Besidesitsownbeauty,twothingsmadeMargaret'slaughofsomeconsequence;onewas,thatitwasveryrare;andtheother,thatitrevealedhertworegularrowsofdaintywhiteteeth,suitingwelltothewholebuildofthemaiden。Shewasgracefulandrathertall,withaheadwhich,butforitssmallness,mighthaveseemedtooheavyfortheneckthatsupportedit,soreadyitalwayswastodrooplikeasnowdrop。TheonlypartsaboutherwhichHughdisliked,wereherhandsandfeet。Theformercertainlyhadbeenreddenedandroughenedbyhouseholdwork:buttheywerewellformednotwithstanding。Thelatterhehadneverseen,notwithstandingthebare-foothabitsofScotchmaidens;forhesawMargaretrarelyexceptintheevenings,andthenshewasdressedtoreceivehim。
Certainly,however,theywereveryfarfromfollowingtheshapeoftheclumsycountryshoes,bywhichhemisjudgedtheirproportions。
Hadheseenthem,ashemighthaveseenthemsomepartofanydayduringthesummer,theirformatleastwouldhavesatisfiedhim。
CHAPTERXIV。
WINTER。
Outofwhosewombcametheice?andthehoaryfrostofheaven,whohathgenderedit?Thewatersarehidaswithastone,andthefaceofthedeepisfrozen。
Hegivethsnowlikewool;hescattereththehoarfrostlikeashes。
JOBxxxviii。29,30;PSALMcxlvii。16。
Winterwasfairlycomeatlast。Ablackfrosthadboundtheearthformanydays;andatlengthapeculiarsensation,almostasmellofsnowintheair,indicatedanapproachingstorm。Thesnowfellatfirstinafewlargeunwillingflakes,thatflutteredslowlyandheavilytotheearth,wheretheylaylikethefoundationofthesuperstructurethatwasabouttofollow。Fasterandfastertheyfell——wonderfulmultitudesofdelicatecrystals,adheringinshapesofbeautywhichoutviedallthatjewellercouldinventorexecuteofethereal,starryforms,structuresofevanescentyetprodigalloveliness——tillthewholeairwasobscuredbythem,andnightcameon,hastenedbyanhour,fromthegatheringoftheirwhitedarkness。
Inthemorning,allthelandscapewastransfigured。Thesnowhadceasedtofall;butthewholeearth,houses,fields,andfences,pondsandstreams,werechangedtowhiteness。Butmostwonderfullookedthetrees——everyboughandeverytwigthickened,andbentearthwardwithitsownindividualloadofthefairyghost-birds。
Eachretainedthesemblanceofitsownform,wonderfully,magicallyalteredbyitsthickgarmentofradiantwhiteness,shininggloriouslyinthesunlight。Itwastheshroudofdeadnature;butashroudthatseemedtoprefigurealovelyresurrection;fortheverydeath-robewasunspeakably,witchinglybeautiful。Againatnightthesnowfell;andagainandagain,withinterveningdaysofbrightsunshine。Everymorning,thefirstfreshfootprintswereanewwondertothelivingcreatures,theyoung-heartedamongstthematleast,wholivedandmovedinthisdeath-world,thissepulchralplanet,buriedintheshiningairbeforetheeyesofitssister-starsintheblue,deathlessheavens。Pathshadtobeclearedineverydirectiontowardstheout-houses,andagainclearedeverymorning;tillatlastthewallsofsolidrainstoodhigherthantheheadoflittleJohnnie,ashewasstillcalled,thoughhewastwelveyearsold。Itwasagreatdelighttohimtowanderthroughthesnow-avenuesineverydirection;andgreatfunitwas,bothtohimandhisbrother,whentheyweretiredofsnowballingeachotherandeverylivingthingabouttheplaceexcepttheirparentsandtutor,tohollowoutmysteriouscavesandvaultedpassages。Sometimestheywouldcarrythesepassagesonfromonepathtowithinaninchortwoofanother,andtherelieinwaittillsomepasser-by,unweetingofharm,wasjustoppositetheirlurkingcave;whentheywoulddashthroughthesolidwallofsnowwithahideousyell,almostendangeringthewitsofthemaids,andcausingarecoilandstartledejaculationevenofthestrongmanonwhomtheychancedtotrytheirpowersofalarm。Hughhimselfwasoncegladtocovertheconfusionofhisownfrightwiththeheartyfitoflaughterintowhichtheperturbationoftheboys,upondiscoveringwhomtheyhadstartled,threwhim。Itwasrarefuntothem;butnottothewomenaboutthehouse,whomovedfromplacetoplaceinastateofchronicalarm,scaredbythefearofbeingscared;tilloneofthemgoingintohysterics,realorpretended,itwasfoundnecessarytoputastoptothepractice;not,however,beforeMargarethadhadhershareofthejest。Hughhappenedtobelookingoutofhiswindowatthemoment——watchingher,indeed,asshepassedtowardsthekitchenwithsomemessagefromhermother;whenanindescribablemonster,achaoticmassoflegsandsnow,burst,asifoutoftheearth,uponher。Sheturnedpaleasthesnowaroundher(andHughhadneverobservedbeforehowdarkhereyeswere),asshesprangbackwiththegraceofastartleddeer。Sheutterednocry,however,perceivinginamomentwhoitwas,gaveatroubledlittlesmile,andpassedonherwayasifnothinghadhappened。Hughwasnotsorrywhenmaternalorderswereissuedagainstthepracticaljoke。Theboysdidnotrespecttheirmotherverymuch,buttheydarednotdisobeyher,whenshespokeinacertaintone。
TherewasnopathwaycuttoDavid'scottage;andnotracktrodden,exceptwhatDavid,comingtothehousesometimes,andHughgoingeveryafternoontothecottage,madebetweenthem。Hughoftenwenttothekneesinsnow,butwaswelldriedandwarmedbyJanet'scarewhenhearrived。Shehadalwaysapairofstockingsandslippersreadyforhimatthefire,tobeputonthemomentofhisarrival;
andexchangedagainforhisown,dryandwarm,beforehefootedoncemoretheghostlywaste。Whenneithermoonwasupnorstarswereout,therewasastrangeeerieglimmerfromthesnowthatlightedthewayhome;andhethoughttheremustbemorelightfromitthancouldbeaccountedformerelybythereflectionofeveryparticleoflightthatmightfalluponitfromothersources。
Margaretwasnotkepttothehousebythesnow,evenwhenitwasfalling。Shewentoutasusual——notofcoursewanderingfar,forwalkingwasdifficultnow。Butshewasinlittledangeroflosingherway,forsheknewthecountryaswellasanyone;andalthoughitsfacewasgreatlyalteredbythefillingupofitsfeatures,andtheuniformityofthecolour,yetthosefeatureswerediscernibletoherexperiencedeyethroughthesheetthatcoveredthem。Itwasonlynecessarytowalkonthetopsofdykes,andotherelevatedridges,tokeepclearofthedeepsnow。
Thereweremanypathsbetweenthecottagesandthefarmsintheneighbourhood,inwhichshecouldwalkwithcomparativeeaseandcomfort。Butshepreferredwanderingawaythroughthefieldsandtowardthehills。Sometimesshewouldcomehomelikeacreatureofthesnow,bornofit,andlivinginit;socoveredwasshefromheadtofootwithitsflakes。Davidusedtosmileatherwithpeculiarcomplacencyonsuchoccasions。ItwasevidentthatitpleasedhimsheshouldbetheplaymateofNature。Janetwasnotaltogetherindulgenttothesefreaks,assheconsideredthem,ofMarget——shehadquitegivenupcallingherMeg,“sin'shetooktothebeuksoeident。“Butwhateverhermothermightthinkofit,Margaretwasinthiswaylayingupastorenotonlyofbodilyandmentalhealth,butofresourcesforthoughtandfeeling,ofsecretunderstandingsandcommunionswithNature,andeverythingsimple,andstrong,andpurethroughNature,thanwhichshecouldhaveaccumulatednothingmoreprecious。
Thiskindofweathercontinuedforsometime,tillthepeopledeclaredtheyhadneverknownastormlastsolong“ohneverdevallt,“thatis,withoutintermission。Butthefrostgrewharder;
andthenthesnow,insteadoffallinginlargeadhesiveflakes,fellinsmalldryflakes,ofwhichtheboyscouldmakenosnaw-ba's。Allthetime,however,therewasnowind;andthisnotbeingasheepcountry,therewaslittleuneasinessorsufferingoccasionedbytheseverityoftheweather,beyondwhatmustbefallthepoorerclassesineverynortherncountryduringthewinter。
Oneday,Davidheardthatapooroldmanofhisacquaintancewasdying,andimmediatelysetouttovisithim,atadistanceoftwoorthreemiles。Hereturnedintheevening,onlyintimeforhisstudies;fortherewasofcourselittleornothingtobedoneatpresentinthewayoflabour。Ashesatdowntothetable,hesaid:
“Ihaeseenawonnerfu'sichtsin'Isawyou,Mr。Sutherlan'。I
gaedtoseeanauldChristian,whasebodyan'brainarenighwornoot。Hewasneveronythingremarkableforintellec,andjisttookwhattheministertellthimfortrue,an'keepittheguido't;forhishertwasayericht,an'hisfaithahantlestrongerthanmaybeithadonyrichttobe,accordin'tohisainopingans;but,hech!
there'ssomethingfarbetternorhisopingansi'theherto'ilkaGod-fearin'body。WhanIgaedbuttthehoose,hewassittin'in'sauldarm-chairbythesideo'thefire,an'hisfaceluikitdazedlike。Therewasnolichtin'tbutwhatcam'nooan'thanfraealowi'thefire。Thesnawwasdriftin'aweeabootthebitwinnock,an'
hisauldeenwasfixedupo't;an'a''athesaid,takin'nonoticeo'me,wasjist,'Thebirdiesisflutterin';thebirdiesisflutterin'。'Ispak'tillhim,an'triedtoroosehim,wi'aethingafteranither,bitImichtasweelhaespokentothedoor-cheek,fora'thenoticethathetook。Neverawordhespak',butaye'Thebirdiesisflutterin'。'Atlast,itcam'tomymin''atthebodywasayefu'o'aneo'thepsalmsinparticler;an'saeIjistsaidtillhimatlast:'John,haeyeforgottenthetwenty-thirdpsalm?'
'Forgottenthetwenty-thirdpsalm!'quo'he;an'hisfacelightedupinamomentfraetheinside:'TheLord'smyshepherd,——an'IhaefollowedHimthrougha'thesmorin'drifto'thewarl',an'he'llbringmetothegreenpasturesan'thestillwaterso'Hissummer-kingdomatthelanglast。Ishallnotwant。An'Ihaewantedfornaething,naething。'Hehadbeenashepherdhimsel'in'syoungdays。Andsoonhegaed,wi'akin'o'apersonalcommentaryonthehaillpsalmfraebeginnin'toen',andsynehejistfellbackintotheauldcroonin'sang,'Thebirdiesisflutterin';thebirdiesisflutterin'。'Thelichtdeedooto'hisface,an'a'thatIcouldsaycouldna'bringbackthelichttohisface,northesensetohistongue。He'llsunebeinabetterwarl'。SaeIwasjistforcedtoleavehim。ButIpromisedhisdochter,puirbody,thatIwouldca'
againan'seehimthemorn'safternoon。It'suncodowiewarkforher;fortheyhaescarceaneeborwithinreacho'them,incaseo'achange;an'therehadhardlybeenacreatur'insideo'theirdoorforaweek。“
Thefollowingafternoon,Davidsetoutaccordingtohispromise。
Beforehisreturn,thewind,whichhadbeenthreateningtowakeallday,hadrisenrapidly,andnowblewasnowstormofitsown。WhenHughopenedthedoortotakehisusualwalktothecottage,justasdarknesswasbeginningtofall,thesighthesawmadehisyoungstrongheartdancewithdelight。Thesnowthatfellmadebutasmallpartofthewild,confusedturmoilanduproaroftheten-foldstorm。Forthewind,ravingoverthesurfaceofthesnow,which,asIhavealreadyexplained,laynearlyaslooseasdrysand,sweptitinthickfiercecloudsalongwithit,tearingitupandcastingitdownagainnoonecouldtellwhere——forthewholeairwasfilledwithdrift,astheycallthesnowwhenthusdriven。Afewhoursofthiswouldalterthefaceofthewholecountry,leavingsomepartsbare,andothersburiedbeneathheapsonheapsofsnow,calledheresnaw-wreaths。Forthewordsnow-wreathsdoesnotmeanthelovelygarlandshunguponeverytreeandbushinitsfeatheryfall;butawfulmoundsofdriftedsnow,thatmaybethesmooth,soft,whitesepulchresofdeadmen,smotheredinthelappingfoldsofthealmostsolidwind。Pathorwaywasnonebeforehim。Hecouldseenothingbutthesurfaceofaseaoffrothandfoam,asitappearedtohim,withthespraytornfromit,whirledinallshapesandcontortions,anddrivenineverydirection;butchiefly,inthemaindirectionofthewind,inlongslopingspiresofmistywhiteness,swiftasarrows,andaskeenuponthefaceofhimwhodaredtoopposethem。
Hughplungedintoitwithawildsenseoflifeandjoy。Inthecourseofhisshortwalk,however,ifwalkitcouldbecalled,whichwasonechainofplungingsandemergings,struggleswiththesnow,andwrestleswiththewind,hefeltthatitneedednotastoutheartonly,butsoundlungsandstronglimbsaswell,tobattlewiththestorm,evenforsuchadistance。Whenhereachedthecottage,hefoundJanetinconsiderableanxiety,notonlyaboutDavid,whohadnotyetreturned,butaboutMargaretaswell,whomshehadnotseenforsometime,andwhomustbeoutsomewhereinthestorm——“thewullhizzie。“Hughsuggestedthatshemighthavegonetomeetherfather。
“TheLordforbid!”ejaculatedJanet。“Theroadliesowerthetapo'
theHalshach,aseerieandbareaplaceaseverwashill-moss,wi'
neverascougorbieldin't,fraethetaesidetothetither。Thewin'therejistgangscleanwuda'thegither。An'there'smonyawell-eeforbye,thatginyefellintill't,yewudnevercomeattheboddomo't。TheLordpreserve's!Iwis'Dawvidwashame。“
“Howcouldyoulethimgo,Janet?”
“Lathimgang,laddie!It'sastrangtow'atwadhaudorbin'
Dawvid,whanheconsidershebudtogang,an''twereintilladeil'sbyke。ButI'mnothatfearedaboothim。Imaistbelievehe'sunderspecialprotection,ifevermanwasorouchttobe;an'he'snomorefearedatthestorm,norginthesnawwasangels'feathersflauchterin'ooto'theirwingsa'aboothim。ButI'mnoeasyi'mymin'abootMaggy——thewullhizzie!Ginshebemeetin'herfather,an'chancetomisshim,theLordkenswhatmaycomeo'her。“
Hughtriedtocomforther,butallthatcouldbedonewastowaitDavid'sreturn。Thestormseemedtoincreaseratherthanabateitsforce。ThefootprintsHughhadmade,hadallbutvanishedalreadyattheverydoorofthehouse,whichstoodquiteintheshelterofthefir-wood。Astheylookedout,adarkfigureappearedwithinayardortwoofthehouse。
“TheLordgrantitbemybairn!”prayedpoorJanet。ButitwasDavid,andalone。Janetgaveashriek。
“Dawvid,whaur'sMaggie?”
“Ihaenaseenthebairn,“repliedDavid,inrepressedperturbation。
“She'snotheroot,isshe,thenicht?”
“She'snoathame,Dawvid,that'sa''atIken。“
“Whaurgaedshe?”
“TheLordkens。She'ssmooredi'thesnawbythistime。“
“She'si'theLord'shan's,Janet,besheaneathasnaw-vraith。
Dinnaforgetthat,wuman。Hoolangis'tsin'yemissedher?”
“Anhouran'mair——Idinnakenhoolang。I'mcleandoititwi'
dreid。“
“I'llawa'an'leukforher。JusthaudthehertinhertillIcomeback,Mr。Sutherlan'。“
“Iwon'tbeleftbehind,David。I'mgoingwithyou。“
“Yedinnakenwhatye'resayin',Mr。Sutherlan'。Iwadsunehaetwao'yetoseekinplaceo'ane。“
“Neverheedme;I'mgoingonmyownaccount,comewhatmay。“
“Weel,weel;Idownabidetodiffer。I'mgaeinuptheburn-side;
baudyeowertothefarm,andspierginonybody'sseenher;an'thelads'llbeouttoleukforherinajiffey。Mypuirlassie!”
Thesighthatmusthaveaccompaniedthelastwords,waslostinthewind,astheyvanishedinthedarkness。Janetfellonherkneesinthekitchen,withthedoorwideopen,andthewinddriftinginthepowderysnow,andscatteringitwiththeashesfromthehearthoverthefloor。Apictureofmorethoroughdesolationcanhardlybeimagined。Shesooncametoherself,however;andreflectingthat,ifthelostchildwasfound,theremustbeawarmbedtoreceiveher,elseshemightbeasecondtimelost,sheroseandshutthedoor,andmendedthefire。Itwasasifthedumbattitudeofherprayerwasanswered;forthoughshehadneverspokenoreventhoughtaword,strengthwasrestoredtoherdistractedbrain。Whenshehadmadeeverypreparationshecouldthinkof,shewenttothedooragain,openedit,andlookedout。Itwasaregionofhowlingdarkness,tossedaboutbypalesnow-drifts;outofwhichitseemedscarcemorehopefulthatwelcomefaceswouldemerge,thanthattheyshouldreturntooureyesfromthevastunknowninwhichtheyvanishatlast。Sheclosedthedooroncemore,andknowingnothingelsetobedone,satdownonachair,withherhandsonherknees,andhereyesfixedonthedoor。Theclockwentonwithitsslowswing,tic——tac,tic——tac,anutterlyinhumantime-measurer;butsheheardthesoundofeverysecond,throughthemidstoftheuproarinthefir-trees,whichbenttheirtallheadshissingtotheblast,andswingingaboutintheagonyoftheirstrife。Theminuteswentby,tillanhourwasgone,andtherewasneithersoundnorhearing,butofthestormandtheclock。Stillshesatandstared,hereyesfixedonthedoor-latch。Suddenly,withoutwarningitwaslifted,andthedooropened。Herheartboundedandflutteredlikeastartledbird;butalas!thefirstwordssheheardwere:“Isshenocomeyet?”Itwasherhusband,followedbyseveralofthefarmservants。Hehadmadeacircuittothefarm,andfindingthatHughhadneverbeenthere,hoped,thoughwithtrembling,thatMargarethadalreadyreturnedhome。ThequestionfelluponJanet'sheartlikethesoundoftheearthonthecoffin-lid,andhersilentstarewastheonlyanswerDavidreceived。
Butatthatverymoment,likeadeadmanburstfromthetomb,enteredfrombehindthepartyattheopendoor,silentandwhite,withrigidfeaturesandfixedeyes,Hugh。Hestumbledin,leaningforwardwithlongstrides,anddraggingsomethingbehindhim。Hepushedandstaggeredthroughthemasifhesawnothingbeforehim;
andastheypartedhorror-stricken,theysawthatitwasMargaret,orherdeadbody,thathedraggedafterhim。Hedroppedherathermother'sfeet,andfellhimselfonthefloor,beforetheywereabletogivehimanysupport。David,whowasquitecalm,gotthewhiskybottleout,andtriedtoadministersometoMargaretfirst;butherteethwerefirmlyset,andtoallappearanceshewasdead。OneoftheyoungmensucceededbetterwithHugh,whomatDavid'sdirectiontheytookintothestudy;whileheandJanetgotMargaretundressedandputtobed,withhotbottlesallabouther;forinwarmthlaytheonlyhopeofrestoringher。Aftershehadlainthusforawhile,shegaveasigh;andwhentheyhadsucceededingettinghertoswallowsomewarmmilk,shebegantobreathe,andsoonseemedtobeonlyfastasleep。Afterhalfanhour'srestandwarming,Hughwasabletomoveandspeak。Davidwouldnotallowhimtosaymuch,however,butgothimtobed,sendingwordtothehousethathecouldnotgohomethatnight。HeandJanetsatbythefiresideallnight,listeningtothestormthatstillravedwithout,andthankingGodforbothofthelives。Everyfewminutesatip-toeexcursionwasmadetothebedside,andnowandthentotheotherroom。Boththepatientssleptquietly。TowardsmorningMargaretopenedhereyes,andfaintlycalledhermother;butsoonfellasleeponcemore,anddidnotawakeagaintillnearlynoon。Whensufficientlyrestoredtobeabletospeak,theaccountshegavewas,thatshehadsetouttomeetherfather;butthestormincreasing,shehadthoughtitmoreprudenttoturn。Itgrewinviolence,however,sorapidly,andbeatsodirectlyinherface,thatshewassoonexhaustedwithstruggling,andbenumbedwiththecold。Thelastthingsherememberedwas,dropping,asshethought,intoahole,andfeelingasifsheweregoingtosleepinbed,yetknowingitwasdeath;andthinkinghowmuchsweeteritwasthansleep。Hugh'saccountwasverystrangeanddefective,buthewasneverabletoaddanythingtoit。Hesaidthat,whenherushedoutintothedark,thestormseizedhimlikeafury,beatinghimabouttheheadandfacewithicywings,tillhewasalmoststunned。Hetooktheroadtothefarm,whichlaythroughthefir-wood;buthesoonbecameawarethathehadlosthiswayandmighttrampaboutinthefir-woodtilldaylight,ifhelivedaslong。Then,thinkingofMargaret,helosthispresenceofmind,andrushedwildlyalong。Hethoughthemusthaveknockedhisheadagainstthetrunkofatree,buthecouldnottell;forherememberednothingmorebutthathefoundhimselfdraggingMargaret,withhisarmsroundher,throughthesnow,andnearingthelightinthecottage-window。Whereorhowhehadfoundher,orwhatthelightwasthathewasapproaching,hehadnottheleastidea。HehadonlyavaguenotionthathewasrescuingMargaretfromsomethingdreadful。Margaret,forherpart,hadnorecollectionofreachingthefir-wood,andas,longbeforemorning,alltraceswereobliterated,thefactsremainedamystery。JanetthoughtthatDavidhadsomewonderfulpersuasionaboutit;buthewasneverheardeventospeculateonthesubject。Certainitwas,thatHughhadsavedMargaret'slife。Heseemedquitewellnextday,forhewasofaverypowerfulandenduringframeforhisyears。Sherecoveredmoreslowly,andperhapsneveraltogetherovercametheeffectsofDeath'sembracethatnight。FromthemomentwhenMargaretwasbroughthome,thestormgraduallydiedaway,andbythemorningallwasstill;butmanystarryandmoonlitnightsglimmeredandpassed,beforethatsnowwasmeltedawayfromtheearth;andmanyanightJanetawokefromhersleepwithacry,thinkingsheheardherdaughtermoaning,deepinthesmoothoceanofsnow,andcouldnotfindwhereshelay。
TheoccurrencesofthisdreadfulnightcouldnotlessentheinteresthiscottagefriendsfeltinHugh;andalongwinterpassedwithdailyandlengtheningcommunionbothinstudyandingeneralconversation。Ifearsomeofmyyoungerreaderswillthinkmystoryslow;andsay:“What!aretheynotgoingtofallinlovewitheachotheryet?Wehavebeenexpectingiteversolong。“Ihavetwoanswerstomaketothis。Thefirstis:“Idonotpretendtoknowsomuchaboutloveasyou——excuseme——thinkyoudo;andmustconfess,I
donotknowwhethertheywereinlovewitheachotherornot。“Thesecondis:“ThatIdarenotpretendtounderstandthoroughlysuchasacredmysteryastheheartofMargaret;andIshouldfeelitratherworsethanpresumptuoustotalkasifIdid。EvenHugh'sisknowntomeonlybygleamsoflightthrown,nowandthen,andhereandthere,uponit。“Perhapsthetwoanswersareonlythesameanswerindifferentshapes。
Mrs。Glasford,however,wouldeasilyanswerthequestion,ifananswerisallthatiswanted;forshe,notwithstandingthefactsofthestory,whichshecouldnotfailtohaveheardcorrectlyfromthebestauthority,andnotwithstandingthenatureofthenight,whichmighthaveseemedsufficienttooverthrowherconclusions,uniformlyremarked,asoftenastheirescapewasalludedtoinherhearing,“Latthemtak'itTheyhadnobusinesstobeootabootthegither。“
CHAPTERXV。
TRANSITION。
Tellme,brightboy,tellme,mygoldenlad,Whitherawaysofrolic?Whysoglad?
Whatallthywealthincouncil?allthystate?
Arehuskssodear?troth,'tisamightyrate。
RICHARDCRASHAW。
ThelongScotchwinterpassedbywithoutanyinterruptiontothegrowingfriendship。Butthespringbroughtachange;andHughwasseparatedfromhisfriendssoonerthanhehadanticipated,bymorethansixmonths。Forhismotherwrotetohimingreatdistress,inconsequenceofaclaimmadeuponherforsomedebtwhichhisfatherhadcontracted,veryprobablyforHugh'sownsake。Hughcouldnotbearthatanysuchshouldremainundischarged,orthathisfather'snameshouldnotrestinpeaceaswellashisbodyandsoul。Herequested,therefore,fromthelaird,theamountduetohim,anddespatchedalmostthewholeofitfortheliquidationofthisdebt,sothathewasnowasunprovidedasbeforefortheexpensesofthecomingwinteratAberdeen。But,aboutthesametime,afellow-studentwrotetohimwithnewsofasituationforthesummer,worththreetimesasmuchashispresentone,andtobeprocuredthroughhisfriend'sinterest。Hughhavingengagedhimselftothelairdonlyforthewinter,althoughhehadintendedtostaytillthecommencementofthefollowingsession,feltthat,althoughhewouldmuchratherremainwherehewas,hemustnothesitateamomenttoaccepthisfriend'soffer;andthereforewroteatonce。
Iwillnotattempttodescribetheparting。Itwasveryquiet,butverysolemnandsad。JanetshowedfarmoredistressthanMargaret,forsheweptoutright。ThetearsstoodinDavid'seyes,ashegraspedtheyouth'shandinsilence。Margaretwasverypale;thatwasall。AssoonasHughdisappearedwithherfather,whowasgoingtowalkwithhimtothevillagethroughwhichthecoachpassed,shehurriedaway,andwenttothefir-woodforcomfort。
HughfoundhisnewsituationinPerthshireverydifferentfromthelast。Theheadsofthefamilybeingthemselvesaladyandagentleman,hefoundhimselfagentlemantoo。Hehadmoretodo,buthisworklefthimplentyofleisurenotwithstanding。Agoodportionofhissparetimehedevotedtoverse-making,towhichhefeltagrowingimpulse;andwhatevermayhavebeenthemeritofhiscompositions,theydidhimintellectualgoodatleast,ifitwereonlythroughtheprocessoftheirconstruction。HewrotetoDavidafterhisarrival,tellinghimallabouthisnewsituation;andreceivedinreturnaletterfromMargaret,writtenatherfather'sdictation。Themechanicalpartofletter-writingwasratherlaborioustoDavid;butMargaretwrotewell,inconsequenceofthenumberofpapers,ofonesortandanother,whichshehadwrittenforHugh。Threeorfourlettersmorepassedbetweenthematlengtheningintervals。Thentheyceased——onHugh'ssidefirst;until,whenonthepointofleavingforAberdeen,feelingsomewhatconscience-strickenatnothavingwrittenforsolong,hescribbledanotetoinformthemofhisapproachingdeparture,promisingtoletthemknowhisaddressassoonashefoundhimselfsettled。Willitbebelievedthatthesessionwentbywithouttheredemptionofthispledge?Surelyhecouldnothavefelt,toanyapproximatedegree,theamountofobligationhewasundertohishumblefriends。
Perhaps,indeed,hemayhavethoughtthattheobligationwasprincipallyontheirside;asitwouldhavebeen,ifintellectualassistancecouldoutweighheart-kindness,andspiritualimpulseandenlightenment;for,unconsciouslyinagreatmeasuretohimself,hehadlearnedfromDavidtoregardinanewandmorerealaspect,manyofthosetruthswhichhehadhithertoreceivedastrue,andwhichyethadtillthenproducedinhimnootherthanafeelingofthecommon-placeanduninterestingatthebest。
Besidesthis,andmanycognateadvantages,athousandseedsoftruthmusthavesurelyremainedinhismind,droppedtherefromthesametongueofwisdom,andonlywaitingthefriendlyaidofahardwinter,breakingupthecold,selfishclodsofclay,toshareinthelovelinessofanewspring,andbeperfectedinthebeautyofanewsummer。
Howeverthismayhavebeen,itiscertainthatheforgothisoldfriendsfarmorethanhehimselfcouldhavethoughtitpossibleheshould;for,tomakethebestofit,youthiseasilyattractedandfilledwiththepresentshow,andeasilyforgetsthatwhich,fromdistanceintimeorspace,hasnoshowtoshow。Spendinghiseveningsinthemidstofmerryfaces,andreadytonguesfluentwiththetonesofjollity,ifnotalwaysofwit,whichglidedsometimesintonotooearnestdiscussionofthedifficultsubjectsoccupyingtheirstudenthours;surroundedbythevapoursofwhisky-toddy,andthesmokeofcuttypipes,tillfarintotheshorthours;thenhurryinghome,andlapsingintounrefreshingslumbersoverintendedstudy;orsittingupallnighttopreparethetaskswhichhadbeenneglectedforaballoraneveningwithWilson,thegreatinterpreterofScottishsong——itishardlytobewonderedatthatheshouldlosethefinerconsciousnessofhigherpowersanddeeperfeelings,notfromanybehaviourinitselfwrong,butfromthehurry,noise,andtumultinthestreetsoflife,that,penetratingtoodeepintothehouseoflife,dazedandstupefiedthesilentandlonelywatcherinthechamberofconscience,farapart。Hehadnotimetothinkorfeel。
Thesessiondrewtoaclose。Heeschewedallidleness;shuthimselfup,afterclasshours,withhisbooks;atelittle,studiedhard,sleptirregularly,workingalwaysbestbetweenmidnightandtwointhemorning;carriedthefirsthonoursinmostofhisclasses;andatlengthbreathedfreely,butwithadizzybrain,andafacethatrevealed,inpalecheeks,andred,wearyeyes,theresultsofanexcessofmentallabour——anexcesswhichisasinjuriousasanyotherkindofintemperance,themoraldegradationalonekeptoutofview。Proudofhissuccess,hesatdownandwroteashortnote,withasimplestatementofit,toDavid;hoping,inhissecretmind,thathewouldattributehisprevioussilencetoanabsorptioninstudywhichhadnotexistedbeforetheendofthesessionwasquiteathand。Nowthathehadmoretimeforreflection,hecouldnotbeartheideathatthatnoblerusticfaceshouldlookdisapprovinglyor,stillworse,coldlyuponhim;andhecouldnothelpfeelingasiftheoldploughmanhadtakentheplaceofhisfather,astheonlymanofwhomhemuststandinawe,andwhohadarighttoreprovehim。Hedidreprovehimnow,thoughunintentionally。ForDavidwasdelightedathavingsuchgoodnewsfromhim;andtheuneasinesswhichhehadfelt,butneverquiteexpressed,wasalmostsweptawayintheconclusion,thatitwasunreasonabletoexpecttheyoungmantogivehistimetothembothabsentandpresent,especiallywhenhehadbeenoccupiedtosuchgoodpurposeasthislettersignified。Sohewasnearlyatpeaceabouthim——thoughnotquite。Hughreceivedfromhimthefollowingletterinreplytohis;dictated,asusual,tohissecretary,Margaret:——
“MYDEARSIR,“Ye'llbeagreatmansomeday,ginyehaudatit。Butthingsmaunnabegottenattheoutlayo'mairthanthey'reworth。Ye'llkenwhatImean。An'there'sbetterthingsnorbein'agreatman,eftera'。ForgiethelibertyItak'inremin'in'yeo'siclike。
I'monlyremin'in'yeo'whatyekenweelaneuch。Butye'reabravelad,an'yehaebeenanuncofrien'tomean'mine;an'IpraytheLordtothankyeforme,foryehaedunemuckleguidtohisbairns——meanin'mean'mine。It'sverrakin'o'yetovritetill'sintheverramomento'victory;butweelyekentthatamida'yerfrien's——an'yecannafailtohaemonyaane,wi'aheadan'afacelikeyours——therewasnaane——na,noane,thatwadrejoicemairoweryoursuccessthanJanet,ormydoo,Maggie,oryerainauldobleegedfrien'an'servant,“DAVIDELGINBROD。
“P。S——We'rea'weel,an'uncoblytheatyourletter。
Maggy——
“P。S。2——DearMr。Sutherland,——Iwrotealltheaboveatmyfather'sdictation,andjustashesaidit,forIthoughtyouwouldlikehisScotchbetterthanmyEnglish。MymotherandImyselfarerejoicedatthegoodnews。Mymotherfairlygratoutright。IgaedouttothetreewhereImetyoufirst。IwondersairsometimesifyouwastheangelIwastomeetinthefir-wood。Iam,“Yourobedientservant,“MARGARETELGINBROD。“
ThislettercertainlytouchedHugh。ButhecouldnothelpfeelingratheroffendedthatDavidshouldwritetohiminsuchawarningtone。Hehadneveraddressedhiminthisfashionwhenhesawhimeveryday。Indeed,Davidcouldnotveryeasilyhavespokentohimthus。Butwritingisadifferentthing;andmenwhoarenotmuchaccustomedtouseapen,oftenassumeamoresolemntoneindoingso,asifitwereaceremonythatrequiredstate。AsforDavid,havingbeenalittleuneasyaboutHugh,andnotmuchafraidofoffendinghim——forhedidnotknowhisweaknessesverythoroughly,anddidnottakeintoaccounttheeffectoftheveryfallingawaywhichhedreaded,inincreasinginhimpride,andthatimpatienceofthegentlestreproofnaturaltoeveryman——hefeltconsiderablyrelievedafterhehaddischargedhisdutyinthismementovivere。
Butoneoftheresults,andaveryunexpectedone,was,thatayetlongerperiodelapsedbeforeHughwroteagaintoDavid。Hemeanttodoso,andmeanttodoso;but,asoftenasthethoughtoccurredtohim,wascheckedbothbyconsciousnessandbypride。Somuchcontributes,nottheevilalonethatisinus,butthegoodalsosometimes,toholdusbackfromdoingthethingweoughttodo。
ItnowremainedforHughtolookaboutforsomeoccupation。Thestateofhisfundsrenderedimmediateemploymentabsolutelynecessary;andastherewasonlyonewayinwhichhecouldearnmoneywithoutyetfurtherpreparation,hemustbetakehimselftothatway,ashehaddonebefore,inthehopethatitwouldleadtosomethingbetter。Atallevents,itwouldgivehimtimetolookabouthim,andmakeuphismindforthefuture。Manyaone,towhomtheoccupationofatutorisfarmoreirksomethanitwastoHugh,iscompelledtoturnhisacquirementstothisimmediateaccount;
and,oncegoinginthisgroove,cannevergetoutofitagain。ButHughwashopefulenoughtothink,thathisreputationattheuniversitywouldstandhiminsomestead;and,howevermuchhewouldhavedislikedthethoughtofbeingatutorallhisdays,occupyingakindofneutralterritorybetweenthepositionofagentlemanandthatofamenial,hehadenoughofstrongSaxongoodsensetopreventhim,despitehisHighlandpride,fromseeinganygreathardshipinlabouringstillforalittlewhile,ashehadlabouredhitherto。Buthehopedtofindasituationmoredesirablethaneitherofthosehehadoccupiedbefore;and,withthisexpectation,lookedtowardstheSouth,asmostScotchmendo,indulgingthenationalimpulsetospoiltheEgyptians。Nordidhelooklong,sendinghistentaclesafloatineverydirection,beforeheheard,throughmeansofacollegefriend,ofjustsuchasituationashewanted,inthefamilyofagentlemanoffortuneinthecountyofSurrey,notmuchmorethantwentymilesfromLondon。Thishewasfortunateenoughtoobtainwithoutdifficulty。
Margaretwaslikewiseontheeveofachange。Shestoodlikeayoungfledgedbirdontheedgeofthenest,readytotakeitsfirstlongflight。Itwasnecessarythatsheshoulddosomethingforherself,notsomuchfromthecompulsionofimmediatecircumstances,asinprospectofthefuture。Herfatherwasnotanoldman,butatbesthecouldleaveonlyatrifleathisdeath;andifJanetoutlivedhim,shewouldprobablyrequireallthat,andwhatlabourshewouldthenbecapableofaswell,tosupportherself。Margaretwasanxious,too,thoughnottobeindependent,yet,nottobeburdensome。BothDavidandJanetsawthat,byherpeculiartastesandhabits,shehadseparatedherselfsofarfromthecirclearoundher,thatshecouldneverhopetobequitecomfortableinthatneighbourhood。Itwasnotthatbyanymeansshedespisedorrefusedthelabourscommontotheyoungwomenofthecountry;but,allthingsconsidered,theythoughtthatsomethingmoresuitableforhermightbeprocured。
Thelaird'sladycontinuedtobehavetoherinthemostsuperciliousfashion。TheverydayofHugh'sdeparture,shehadchancedtomeetMargaretwalkingalonewithabook,thistimeunopened,inherhand。
Mrs。Glasfordstopped。Margaretstoppedtoo,expectingtobeaddressed。Theladylookedather,allover,fromheadtofoot,asifcriticallyexaminingtheappearanceofananimalshethoughtofpurchasing;then,withoutaword,butwithacontemptuoustossofthehead,passedon,leavingpoorMargaretbothangryandashamed。
ButDavidwasmuchrespectedbythegentryoftheneighbourhood,withwhomhisposition,asthelaird'ssteward,broughthimnotunfrequentlyintocontact;andtoseveralofthemhementionedhisdesireoffindingsomesituationforMargaret。Janetcouldnotbeartheideaofherlady-bairnleavingthem,toencountertheworldalone;butDavid,thoughhecouldnothelpsometimesfeelingasimilarpang,wasabletotaketohimselfheartycomfortfromthethought,thatiftherewasanysafetyforherinherfather'shouse,therecouldnotbelessinherheavenlyFather's,inanynookofwhichshewasasfullinHiseye,andasnearHisheart,asintheirowncottage。Hefeltthatanxietyinthiscase,asineveryother,wouldjustbealackofconfidenceinGod,tosupposewhichjustifiablewouldbeequivalenttosayingthatHehadnotfixedthefoundationsoftheearththatitshouldnotbemoved;thatHewasnottheLordofLife,northeFatherofHischildren;inshort,thatasparrowcouldfalltothegroundwithoutHim,andthatthehairsofourheadarenotnumbered。Janetadmittedallthis,butsighednevertheless。SodidDavidtoo,attimes;forheknewthatthesparrowmustfall;thatmanyadivinetruthishardtolearn,all-blessedasitiswhenlearned;andthatsorrowandsufferingmustcometoMargaret,ereshecouldbefashionedintotheperfectionofachildofthekingdom。Still,shewasassafeabroadasathome。
Anelderlyladyoffortunewasonavisittooneofthefamiliesintheneighbourhood。Shewasinwantofalady's-maid,anditoccurredtothehousekeeperthatMargaretmightsuither。Thiswasnotquitewhatherparentswouldhavechosen,buttheyallowedhertogoandseethelady。Margaretwasdelightedwiththebenevolent-lookinggentlewoman;andshe,onherpart,wasquitecharmedwithMargaret。Itwastruesheknewnothingofthedutiesoftheoffice;butthepresentmaid,whowasleavingonthebestofterms,wouldsooninitiateherintoitsmysteries。AndDavidandJanetweresomuchpleasedwithMargaret'saccountoftheinterview,thatDavidhimselfwenttoseethelady。ThesightofhimonlyincreasedherdesiretohaveMargaret,whomshesaidshewouldtreatlikeadaughter,ifonlyshewerehalfasgoodasshelooked。
BeforeDavidlefther,thematterwasarranged;andwithinamonth,Margaretwasborneinhermistress'scarriage,awayfromfatherandmotherandcottage-home。
ENDOFTHEFIRSTBOOK。