CHAPTERVII。
THESECRETOFTHEWOOD。
Theunthriftsunneshotvitallgold,Athousandpieces;
Andheavenitsazuredidunfold,Chequeredwithsnowyfleeces。
Theairwasallinspice,AndeverybushAgarlandwore:ThusfedmyEyes,ButalltheEarelayhush。
HENRYVAUGHAN。
ItwasnotinmathematicsalonethatHughSutherlandwasserviceabletoMargaretElginbrod。Thatbranchofstudyhadbeenchosenforherfather,notforher;butherdesiretolearnhadledhertolayholduponanymentalprovisionwithwhichthetablehappenedtobespread;andthemoreeagerlythatherfatherwasaguestatthesamefeast。Beforelong,Hughbethoughthimthatitmightpossiblybeofservicetoher,inthecourseofherreading,ifhetaughtherEnglishalittlemorethoroughlythanshehadprobablypickeditupattheparishschool,towhichshehadbeeninthehabitofgoingtillwithinaveryshortperiodofheracquaintancewiththetutor——TheEnglishreadermustnotsupposethetermparishschooltomeanwhatthesametermwouldmeanifusedinEngland。BoysandgirlsofverydifferentranksgototheScotchparishschools,andthefeesaresosmallastoplacetheireducationwithinthereachofalmostthehumblestmeans——TohisproposaltothiseffectMargaretrespondedthankfully;anditgaveHughanopportunityofdirectingherattentiontomanyofthemoredelicatedistinctionsinliterature,fortheappreciationofwhichshemanifestedatoncearemarkableaptitude。
Coleridge'spoemshadbeenreadlongago;someofthem,indeed,almostcommittedtomemoryintheprocessofrepeatedperusal。Nodoubtagoodmanyofthemmusthavebeenasyettooabstruseforher;notintheleast,however,frominaptitudeinherforsuchsubjectsastheytreatedof,butsimplybecauseneitherthetermsnorthemodesofthoughtcouldpossiblyhavebeenasyetpresentedtoherinsomanydifferentpositionsastoenablehertocomprehendtheirscope。HughlentherSirWalter'spoemsnext,butthoseshereadataneye-glance。Shereturnedthevolumeinaweek,sayingmerely,theywere“verrabonniestories。“Hesawatoncethat,tohavedonethemjusticewiththegirl,heoughttohavelentthemfirst。Butthatcouldnotbehelpednow;andwhatshouldcomenext?
Uponthishetookthought。Hislibrarywastoosmalltocausemuchperplexityofchoice,butforafewdayshecontinuedundecided。
Meantimetheinteresthefeltinhisgirl-pupildeepenedgreatly。
Shebecameakindofstudytohim。Theexpressionofhercountenancewasfarinferiortoherintelligenceandpowerofthought。Itwasstilltoexcess——almostdullinordinary;notfromanyfaultinthemouldofthefeatures,except,perhaps,intheupperlip,whichseemeddeficientindrawing,ifImaybeallowedtheexpression;butfromtheabsenceofthatlightwhichindicatesthepresenceofactivethoughtandfeelingwithin。InthisrespectherfacewasliketheearthenpitcherofGideon:itconcealedthelight。Sheseemedtohave,toapeculiardegree,thefacultyofretiringinside。Butnowandthen,whilehewastalkingtoher,anddoubtful,fromthelackofexpression,whethershewasevenlisteningwithattentiontowhathewassaying,herfacewouldlightenupwitharadiantsmileofintelligence;not,however,throwingthelightuponhim,andinamomentrevertingtoitsformerconditionofstilltwilight。Herpersonseemednottobeasyetthoroughlypossessedorinformedbyherspirit。Itsatapartwithinher;andtherewasnoreadytransitfromherhearttoherface。
Thislackofpresenceinthefaceisquitecommoninprettyschool-girlsandrusticbeauties;butitwasmanifesttoanunusualdegreeinthecaseofMargaret。Yetmostoftheformsandlinesinherfacewerelovely;andwhenthelightdidshinethroughthemforapassingmoment,hercountenanceseemedabsolutelybeautiful。
HenceitgrewintoanalmosthauntingtemptationwithHugh,totrytoproducethisexpression,tounveilthecoylightofthebeautifulsoul。Oftenhetried;oftenhefailed,andsometimeshesucceeded。
Hadtheybeenaloneitmighthavebecomedangerous——ImeanforHugh;IcannottellforMargaret。
Whentheyfirstmet,shehadjustcompletedherseventeenthyear;
but,atanagewhenatown-bredgirlisallbutawoman,hermannerswerethoseofachild。Thischildishness,however,soonbegantodisappear,andthepeculiarstillnessofherface,ofwhichIhavealreadysaidsomuch,madeherseemolderthanshewas。
Itwasnowearlysummer,andalltheothertreesinthewood——ofwhichtherewerenotmanybesidesthefirsofvariouskinds——hadputontheirfreshleaves,heapedupingreencloudsbetweenthewandererandtheheavens。Inthemorningthesunshonesoclearuponthese,that,totheeyesofonestandingbeneath,thelightseemedtodissolvethemawaytothemostetherealformsofglorifiedfoliage。Theyweretobeclaimedforearthonlybytheshadowsthattheonecastupontheother,visiblefrombelowthroughthetransparentleaf。Thiseffectisverylovelyintheyoungseasonoftheyear,whentheleavesaremoredelicateandlesscrowded;andespeciallyintheearlymorning,whenthelightismostclearandpenetrating。Bytheway,Idonotthinkanymaniscompelledtobidgood-byetohischildhood:everymanmayfeelyounginthemorning,middle-agedintheafternoon,andoldatnight。Adaycorrespondstoalife,andtheportionsoftheoneare“picturesinlittle“oftheseasonsoftheother。Thusfarmanmayruleeventime,andgatherup,inaperfectbeing,youthandageatonce。
Onemorning,aboutsixo'clock,Hugh,whohadneverbeensoearlyinthewoodsincethedayhehadmetMargaretthere,wasstandingunderabeech-tree,lookingupthroughitsmultitudinousleaves,illuminated,asIhaveattemptedtodescribe,withthesidelongraysofthebrilliantsun。Hewasfeelingyoung,andobservingtheformsofnaturewithakeendiscriminatinggaze:thatwasall。Fondofwritingverses,hewasstudyingnature,notasatruelover,butasonewhowouldhereafterturnhisdiscoveriestouse。Foritmustbeconfessedthatnatureaffectedhimchieflythroughthemediumofpoetry;andthathewasfarmoreambitiousofwritingbeautifulthingsaboutnaturethanofdiscoveringandunderstanding,fortheirownsakes,anyofherhiddenyetpatentmeanings。Changinghisattitudeafterafewmoments,hedescried,underanotherbeech-tree,notfarfromhim,Margaret,standingandlookingupfixedlyashehadbeendoingamomentbefore。Heapproachedher,andshe,hearinghisadvance,looked,andsawhim,butdidnotmove。Hethoughthesawtheglimmeroftearsinhereyes。Shewasthefirsttospeak,however。
“Whatwereyouseeingupthere,Mr。Sutherland?”
“Iwasonlylookingatthebrightleaves,andtheshadowsuponthem。“
“Ah!Ithochtmaybeyehadseensomething。“
“Whatdoyoumean,Margaret?”
“Idinnarichtlykenmysel'。ButIayeexpecktoseesomethinginthisfir-wood。I'mheremaistmornin'sasthedaydawns,butI'mlatertheday。“
“Wewerelaterthanusualatourworklastnight。Butwhatkindofthingdoyouexpecttosee?”
“That'sjistwhatIdinnaken。An'Icannamin'whanIbegantocomeherefirst,luikin'forsomething。I'vetriedmonyatime,butIcannamin',dowhatIlike。“
Margarethadneversaidsomuchaboutherselfbefore。IcanaccountforitonlyonthesuppositionthatHughhadgraduallyassumedinhermindakindofpastoralsuperiority,which,atafavourablemoment,inclinedhertoimpartherthoughtstohim。Buthedidnotknowwhattosaytothisstrangefactinherhistory。Shewenton,however,asif,havingbrokentheice,shemustsweepitawayaswell。
“Theonlything'athelpsmetoaccountfor't,isapicterinourauldBible,o'anangelsittin'anethatree,andhaudin'uphishan'asginhewerespeakin'toawoman'at'sstan'in'aforehim。
Ilkatime'atIcomeacrossthatpicter,IfeeldirecklyasginI
warmylaneinthisfir-woodhere;saeIsupposethatwhenIwasaweebairn,Imaunhaecomeootsomemornin'mylane,wi'theexpectationo'seein'anangelherewaitin'forme,tospeaktomeliketheanei'theBible。ButneveranangelhaeIseen。YetI
ayehaeanexpectationlikeo'seein'something,Ikennawhat;forthewholeplaceayeseemsfu'o'apresence,an'it'sahantlemairtomenorthekirkan'thesermonforby;an'forthesingin',thesoun'i'thefir-tapsisfarmairsolemnandsweetatthesametime,an'mucklemairlikepraisin'o'Godthana'thepsalmsthegither。
ButIayethink'atginIcouldhearMiltonplayin'on'sorgan,itwouldbemairlikethatsoun'o'monywaters,thanonythingelse'atIcanthinko'。“
Hughstoodandgazedatherinastonishment。Tohismorerefinedear,therewasastrangeincongruitybetweenthesomewhatcoarsedialectinwhichshespoke,andthethingssheutteredinit。Notthathewascapableofenteringintoherfeelings,muchlessofexplainingthemtoher。Hefeltthattherewassomethingremarkableinthem,butattributedboththethoughtsthemselvesandtheirinfluenceonhim,toanuncommonandweirdimagination。Asofsuchorigin,however,hewasjusttheonetovaluethemhighly。
“Thoseareverystrangeideas,“hesaid。
“Butwhatcantherebeaboutthewood?Theveryprimroses——yebrochtmethefirstthisspringyersel',Mr。Sutherland——comeoutatthefito'thetrees,andlookatmeasiftheysaid,'Weken——wekena'abootit;'butneverawordmairtheysay。There'ssomethingbyordinar'in't。“
“Doyoulikenootherplacebesides?”saidHugh,forthesakeofsayingsomething。
“Ouay,monyane;butnanelikethis。“
“Whatkindofplacedoyoulikebest?”
“Ilikeplaceswi'greengrassan'flowersamo't。“
“Youlikeflowersthen?”
“Likethem!whilestheygarmegreetan'whilestheygarmelauch;
butthere'smairi'themthanthat,an'i'thewoodtoo。Icannarichtlysaymyprayersinonyitherplace。“
TheScotchdialect,especiallytoonebroughtupintheHighlands,wasaconsiderableantidotetotheeffectofthebeautyofwhatMargaretsaid。
SuddenlyitstruckHugh,thatifMargaretweresuchanadmirerofnature,possiblyshemightenjoyWordsworth。Hehimselfwasasyetincapableofdoinghimanythinglikejustice;and,withthearroganceofyouth,didnothesitatetosmileattheExcursion,pickingoutanawkwardlinehereandthereasespecialfoodforlaughtereven。Butmanyofhissmallerpiecesheenjoyedveryheartily,althoughnotthoroughly——theelementofChristianPantheism,whichistheirsoul,beingbeyondhiscomprehension,almostperception,asyet。Sohemadeuphismind,afteramoment'sreflection,thatthisshouldbethenextauthorherecommendedtohispupil。Hehopedlikewisesotoendaninterview,inwhichhemightotherwisebecompelledtoconfessthathecouldrenderMargaretnoassistanceinhersearchafterthesomethinginthewood;andhewasunwillingtosayhecouldnotunderstandher;forapowerofuniversalsympathywasoneofthosementalgiftswhichHughwasmostanxioustobelievehepossessed。
“Iwillbringyouanotherbookto-night,“saidhe“whichIthinkyouwilllike,andwhichmayperhapshelpyoutofindoutwhatisinthewood。“
Hesaidthissmiling,halfinplayfuljest,andwithoutanyideaofthedegreeoflikelihoodthattherewasnotwithstandinginwhathesaid。For,certainly,Wordsworth,thehigh-priestofnature,thoughperhapshardlytheapostleofnature,wasmorelikelythananyotherwritertocontainsomethingofthesecretafterwhichMargaretwassearching。Whethershecanfinditthere,mayseemquestionable。
“Thankyou,sir,“saidMargaret,gratefully;butherwholecountenancelookedtroubled,assheturnedtowardsherhome。
Doubtless,however,thetroublevanishedbeforeshereachedit,forherswasnotanaturetocherishdisquietude。Hughtoowenthome,ratherthoughtful。
Intheevening,hetookavolumeofWordsworth,andrepaired,accordingtohiswont,toDavid'scottage。ItwasSaturday,andhewouldstaytosupper。Aftertheyhadgiventheusualtimetotheirstudies,Hugh,settingMargaretsomeexercisesinEnglishtowriteonherslate,whilehehelpedDavidwithsomeoftheelementsofTrigonometry,andagaingoingoverthoseelementswithher,whileDavidworkedoutacalculation——afterthesewereover,andwhileJanetwasputtingthesupperonthetable,Hughpulledouthisvolume,and,withoutanypreface,readthemtheLeech-Gatherer。Alllistenedveryintently,Janetincluded,whodelayedseveraloftheoperations,thatshemightlosenowordoftheverses;Davidnoddingassenteverynowandthen,andejaculatingay!ay!oreh,man!orproducingthatstrangemuffledsoundatoncecommonandpeculiartoScotchmen,whichcannotbeexpressedinlettersbyanearerapproachthanhm——hm,uttered,ifthatcanbecalleduttering,withclosedlipsandopennasalpassage;andMargaretsittingmotionlessonhercreepie,withupturnedpaleface,andeyesfixeduponthelipsofthereader。Whenhehadceased,allweresilentforamoment,whenJanetmadesomelittlesignofanxietyabouthersupper,whichcertainlyhadsufferedbythedelay。Then,withoutaword,Davidturnedtowardsthetableandgavethanks。TurningagaintoHugh,whohadrisentoplacehischair,hesaid,“Thatmaunbethewarko'agreatpoet,Mr。Sutherlan'。“
“It'sWordsworth's,“saidHugh。
“Ay!ay!That'sWordsworth's!Ay!Weel,Ihaejistheardhimmadementiono',butIneverreadwordo'hisafore。An'heneverrepentito'thatsameresolution,I'sewarrant,'atheeyndsaffwi'。Hoodoesitgang,Mr。Sutherlan'?”
Sutherlandread:——
“'God,'saidI,'bemyhelpandstaysecure!
I'llthinkoftheleech-gathereronthelonelymoor;'“
andadded,“ItissaidWordsworthneverknewwhatitwastobeinwantofmoneyallhislife。“
“Naedoubt,naedoubt:hetrustedinHim。“
Itwasforthesakeoftheminutenoticesofnature,andnotforthereligiouslesson,whichhenowseemedtoseeforthefirsttime,thatHughhadreadthepoem。HecouldnothelpbeinggreatlyimpressedbytheconfidencewithwhichDavidreceivedthestatementhehadjustmadeontheauthorityofDeQuinceyinhisunpleasantarticleaboutWordsworth。Davidresumed:
“Hemaunhaehadagleg'eeo'hisain,thatMaisterWordsworth,tonoticea'thingthatget。Weelhemaunhaelikitleevin'things,puirmaukinan'a'——jistlikeourRobbieBurnsforthat。An'seehootheya'kenaneanither,thaepoets。WhatsaysheabootBurns?——yeneednatellme,Mr。Sutherlan';Imin'tweelaneuch。Hesays:——
'Himwhawalkedingloryan'injoy,Followin'hisplooupo'themuntain-side。'
PuirRobbie!puirRobbie!But,man,hewasagran'chieldeftera';
an'ItrustinGodhe'swonhamebythis!”
BothJanetandHugh,whohadhadaveryorthodoxeducation,started,mentally,atthisstrangeutterance;buttheysawtheeyeofDavidsolemnlyfixed,asifindeepcontemplation,andlightedinitsbluedepthswithanetherealbrightness;andneitherofthemventuredtospeak。Margaretseemedabsorbedforthemomentingazingonherfather'sface;butnotintheleastasifitperplexedherlikethefir-wood。Totheseeingeye,thesamekindofexpressionwouldhavebeenevidentinbothcountenances,asifMargaret'sreflectedthemeaningofherfather's;whetherthroughthemediumofintellectualsympathy,orthatoftheheartonly,itwouldhavebeenhardtosay。
Meantimesupperhadbeenratherneglected;butitsoperationswerenowresumedmoreearnestly,andtheconversationbecamelighter;
tillatlastitendedinheartylaughter,andHughroseandtookhisleave。
CHAPTERVIII。
ASUNDAYMORNING。
Itisthepropertyofgoodandsoundknowledge,toputrifieanddissolveintoanumberofsubtle,idle,unwholesome,and(asImaytearmethem)vermiculatequestions;whichhaveindeedakindeofquicknesse,andlifeofspirite,butnosoundnesseofmatter,orgoodnesseofquality——LORDBACON——AdvancementofLearning。
Thefollowingmorning,thelaird'sfamilywenttochurchasusual,andHughwentwiththem。Theirwalkwasfirstacrossfields,bypleasantfootpaths;andthenupthevalleyofalittlenoisystream,thatobstinatelyrefusedtokeepScotchSabbath,praisingtheLordafteritsownfashion。Theyemergedintoratherableakcountrybeforereachingthechurch,whichwasquitenew,andperchedonabarreneminence,thatitmightbeasconspicuousbyitsposition,asitwasremarkableforitsugliness。OnegrandaimofthereformersoftheScottishecclesiasticalmodes,appearstohavebeentokeeptheworshippureandtheworshipperssincere,byembodyingthewholeintheugliestformsthatcouldbeassociatedwiththenameofChristianity。Itmightbewished,however,thatsomeoftheirfollowers,andamongstthemtheclergymanofthechurchinquestion,hadbeencontenttostopthere;andhadlefttheobjectofworship,asrepresentedbythem,inthepossessionofsomelovableattribute;
soasnottorequireamantolovethatwhichisunlovable,orworshipthatwhichisnothonourable——inaword,tobowdownbeforethatwhichisnotdivine。ThecauseofthisdegeneracytheyshareincommonwiththefollowersofallothergreatmenaswellasofCalvin。Theytakeupwhattheirleader,urgedbythenecessityofthetime,spokeloudest,neverheedingwhathelovedmost;andthenworktheformerouttoalogicalperditionofeverythingbelongingtothelatter。
Hugh,however,thoughtitwasallright:forhehadthesamegoodreasons,andnoother,forreceivingitall,thataMohammedanoraBuddhisthasforholdinghisopinions;namely,thathehadheardthosedoctrines,andthosealone,fromhisearliestchildhood。Hewasthereforeagooddealstartledwhen,having,onhiswayhome,strayedfromthelaird'spartytowardsDavid's,heheardthelattersaytoMargaretashecameup:
“Dinnayebelieve,mybonnydoo,'atthere'sonymak'upsormak'
shiftswi'Him。He'sayebringin'thingstothelicht,nocovenin'
themupandlattinthemrot,an'themothtak'them。Heseesusjistasweare,andca'susjistwhatweare。Itwadbeanilldayfora'o's,Maggy,mydoo,ginhewartoclosehiseentooorsins,an'ca'usjustinhissicht,whanwecudnapossiblybejustinoorainorinonyitherbody's,notosayhis。“
“TheLordpreserve's,DawvidElginbrod!Dinnayebelievei'thedoctrineo'JustificationbyFaith,an'youa'maistmadeaneldero'?”
Janetwastherespondent,ofcourse,Margaretlisteninginsilence。
“Ouay,Ibelievein't,naedoot;but,troth!theminister,honestman,near-han'gartmedisbelievein'ta'thegitherwi'hisgran'
sermonthismornin',aboutimputitrichteousness,an'acleanrobehidin'afoulskinoracrookitback。Na,na。MayHim'atwooshthefeeto'hisfriens,washusa'thegither,andstrauchtoorcrookitbanes,tillwe'recleanandweel-fauredlikehisainbonnysel'。“
“Weel,Dawvid——butthat'ssanctificaition,yeken。“
“Ca'tonyname'atyouortheministerlikes,Janet,mywoman。I
daursaythere'sneithero'yefarwrangaftera';onlythisisjistmyopinganabootitinsma'——thatthatman,andthatmanonly,isjustifeed,whapitshimsel'intotheLord'shan'stosanctifeehim。
Noo!An'that'llnobedunebypittin'arobeo'richteousnessupo'him,aforehe'sgottenacleanskinaneath't。Asginafathercudnabidetoseethepuirscabbitskino'hisainweebitbairnie,ay,oro'hisprodigalsoneither,butbudetohapita'upaforehecudlatitcomenearhim!Ahva!”
HereHughventuredtointerposearemark。
“Butyoudon'tthink,Mr。Elginbrod,thattheministerintendedtosaythatjustificationleftamanatlibertytosin,orthattherobeofChrist'srighteousnesswouldhidehimfromtheworkoftheSpirit?”
“Na;butthereisanotionin'to'hidin'fraeGodhimsel'。I'lltellyewhatitisMr。Sutherlan':theminister'sa'richtinhimsel',an'sae'smyJanethere,an'monymair;an'aiblinsthere'sakin'o'trowthina''attheysay;butthisismyquarrelwi'a'
thaewordsan'wordsan'airguments,an'seemiliesastheyca'them,an'doctrines,an'a'that——theyjisthaudapuirbodyatairm'slenthootowerfraeGodhimsel'。An'theyraiseamistan'astoura'aboothim,'atthepuirbairncannaseetheFatherhimsel',stan'in'wi'hisairmsstreekitootaswide'stheheavens,totak'
theworncrater,——andthemairsinner,themairwelcome,——hametohisverrahert。Ginabodywadlea'a'that,andjistgetfowkpersu鈊ittospeykawordortwatoGodhimlane,theloss,inmyopingan,wadbeuncosma',andthegainverragreat。“
EvenJanetdarednotreplytothesolemnityofthisspeech;fortheseer-likelookwasuponDavid'sface,andthetearshadgatheredinhiseyesanddimmedtheirblue。Akindoftremulouspatheticsmileflickeredabouthisbeautifullycurvedmouth,liketheglimmerofwaterinavalley,betwixttheloftyaquilinenoseandthepowerfulbutfinelymodelledchin。Itseemedasifhedarednotletthesmilebreakout,lestitshouldbefollowedinstantlybyaburstoftears。
Margaretwentcloseuptoherfatherandtookhishandasifshehadbeenstillachild,whileJanetwalkedreverentiallybyhimontheotherside。ItmustnotbesupposedthatJanetfeltanyuneasinessaboutherhusband'sopinions,althoughsheneverhesitatedtoutterwhatsheconsideredhercommon-sensenotions,inattemptedmodificationofsomeofthemoreextremeofthem。Thefactwasthat,ifhewaswrong,Janetdidnotcaretoberight;andifhewasright,Janetwassuretobe;“for,“saidshe——andinspirit,ifnotintheletter,itwasquitetrue——“Inevermintatcontradickin'
him。Mymansallhaehisainget,thatsallhe。“Butshehadoneespecialgrudgeathisopinions;whichwas,thatitmusthavebeeninconsequenceofthemthathehaddeclined,withaqueersmile,thehonourablepositionofElderoftheKirk;forwhichJanetconsideredhim,notwithstandinghisopinions,immeasurablymorefittedthananyotherman“inthehaillcountry-side——yemayaddScotlan'forby。“
ThefactofhishavingbeenrequestedtofillthevacantplaceofElder,isproofenoughthatDavidwasnotinthehabitofgivingopenexpressiontohisopinions。Hewaslookeduponasadouceman,long-headedenough,andsomewhatpreciseintheexactionofthelaird'srights,butopen-heartedandopen-handedwithwhatwashisown。Everyonerespectedhim,andfeltkindlytowardshim;somewerealittleafraidofhim;butfewsuspectedhimofbeingreligiousbeyondthedegreewhichiscommonlysupposedtobethegeneralinheritanceofScotchmen,possiblyinvirtueoftheirbeingbroughtupuponoatmealporridgeandtheShorterCatechism。
Hughwalkedbehindthepartyforashortway,contemplatingthemintheirSundayclothes:Davidworeasuitoffineblackcloth。Hethenturnedtorejointhelaird'scompany。Mrs。Glasfordwasquestioningherboys,inanintermittentanddesultoryfashion,aboutthesermon。
“An'whatwasthefourthheid,canyetellme,Willie?”
Willie,theeldest,whohadcarefullyimpressedthefourthheaduponhismemory,andhadbeenanxiouslywaitingforanopportunityofbringingitout,repliedatonce:
“Fourthly:ThevariousappellationsbywhichthosewhohaveinduedtherobeofrighteousnessaredesignatedinHolyWrit。“
“Weeldone,Willie!”criedthelaird。
“That'sricht,Willie,“saidhismother。Thenturningtotheyounger,whoseattentionwasattractedbyastrangebirdinthehedgeinfront。“An'whatcalledhethem,Johnnie,thatputontherobe?”sheasked。
“Whitedsepulchres,“answeredJohnnie,indebtedforhiswittohiswool-gathering。
Thisputanendtothecatechising。Mrs。GlasfordglancedroundatHugh,whosedefectionshehadseenwithindignation,andwho,waitingforthembytheroadside,hadheardthelastquestionandreply,withanexpressionthatseemedtoattributeanydefectintheanswer,entirelytothecarelessnessofthetutor,andthewithdrawalofhisenergiesfromherboystothat“saucyquean,MegElginbrod。“
CHAPTERIX。
NATURE。
WhentheSouliskindledorenlightenedbytheHolyGhost,thenitbeholdswhatGoditsFatherdoes,asaSonbeholdswhathisFatherdoesatHomeinhisownHouse——JACOBBEHMEN'SAurora——Law'sTranslation。
MargaretbegantoreadWordsworth,slowlyatfirst,butsoonwithgreaterfacility。Erelongsheperceivedthatshehadfoundafriend;fornotonlydidhesympathizewithherinherlovefornature,puttingmanyvaguefeelingsintothoughts,andmanythoughtsintowordsforher,butheintroducedhertonatureinmanyaltogethernewaspects,andtaughthertoregarditinwayswhichhadhithertobeenunknowntoher。Notonlywasthepinewoodnowdearertoherthanbefore,butitsmysteryseemedmoresacred,and,atthesametime,morelikelytobeonedaysolved。Shefeltfarmoreassuredlythepresenceofaspiritinnature,“Whosedwellingisthelightofsettingsuns,Andtheroundocean,andthelivingair;“
forhetaughthertotakewiderviewsofnature,andtoperceiveandfeeltheexpressionsofmoreextendedaspectsoftheworldaroundher。Thepurplehill-sidewasalmostasdeartoherasthefir-woodnow;andthestarthatcrowneditssummitateve,sparkledanespecialmessagetoher,beforeitwentonitswayuptheblue。Sheextendedherramblesinalldirections,andbegantogetwiththeneighboursthecharacterofanidlegirl。Littletheyknewhowearlysherose,andhowdiligentlyshedidhershareofthework,urgedbydesiretoreadthewordofGodinhisownhandwriting;orrather,toporeuponthatexpressionofthefaceofGod,which,howeverlittleamanmaythinkofit,yetsinkssodeeplyintohisnature,andmouldsittowardsitsownlikeness。
NaturewasdoingforMargaretwhatshehaddonebeforeforWordsworth'sLucy:shewasmakingofher“aladyofherown。“Shegrewtallerandmoregraceful。Thelastingquietofherfacebegantolookasifitwereeveruponthepointofblossomingintoanexpressionoflovelyfeeling。Theprincipalchangewasinhermouth,whichbecamedelicateandtenderinitscurves,thelipsseemingtokisseachotherforverysweetness。ButIamanticipatingthesechanges,forittookafarlongertimetoperfectthemthanhasyetbeenoccupiedbymystory。
ButevenhermotherwasnotaltogetherproofagainsttheappearanceoflistlessnessandidlenesswhichMargaret'sbehavioursometimesworetohereyes;norcouldshequiteunderstandorexcuseherlonglonelywalks;sothatnowandthenshecouldnothelpaddressingherafterthisfashion:
“Meg!Meg!yedotrymypatience,lass,idlin'awa'yertimethatget。It'sanawfu'wasteryo'time,whatwi'beuks,an'whatwi'
stravaguin',an'whatwi'naethingava。Jistpityerhan'tothiskirnnoo,likeagudebairn。“
Margaretwouldobeyhermotherinstantly,butwithalookofsilentexpostulationwhichhermothercouldnotresist;sometimes,perhaps,ifthewordsweresharperthanusual,withsymptomsofgatheringtears;uponwhichJanetwouldsay,withherhonestsmileofsweetrelenting,“Hootoots,bairn!neverheedme。Mybark'sayewaurnormybite;yekenthat。“
ThenMargaret'sfacewouldbrightenatonce,andshewouldworkhardatwhateverhermothersethertodo,tillitwasfinished;uponwhichhermotherwouldbemoregladthanshe,andinnohastetoimposeanyfurtherlabouroutoftheusualroutine。
InthecourseofreadingWordsworth,MargarethadfrequentoccasiontoapplytoHughforhelp。Theseoccasions,however,generallyinvolvednomorethansmallexternaldifficulties,whichpreventedherfromtakinginthescopeofapassage。Hughwasalwaysabletomeetthese,andMargaretsupposedthatthewholeofthelightwhichflasheduponhermindwhentheywereremoved,waspoureduponthepagebythewisdomofhertutor;neverdreaming——suchwasherhumilitywithregardtoherself,andherreverencetowardshim——thatitcamefromthedepthsofherownlucentnature,readytoperceivewhatthepoetcamepreparedtoshow。Nowandthen,itistrue,sheappliedtohimwithdifficultiesinwhichhewasincapableofaidingher;butsheputdownherfailureindiscoveringthemeaning,afterallwhichitmustbeconfessedhesometimestriedtosay,toherownstupidityorpeculiarity——nevertohisincapacity。Shehadbeenhelpedtosomuchbyhissuperioracquirements,andhisrealgiftforcommunicatingwhathethoroughlyunderstood;hehadbeensoentirelyherguidetoknowledge,thatshewouldatoncehavefeltself-condemnedofimpiety——intheoldmeaningoftheword——ifshehaddoubtedforamomenthisabilitytounderstandorexplainanydifficultywhichshecouldplaceclearlybeforehim。
By-and-byhebegantolendherharder,thatis,morepurelyintellectualbooks。HewashimselfpreparingfortheclassofMoralPhilosophyandMetaphysics;andhechoseforhersomeofthesimplerofhisbooksonthesesubjects——ofcoursealloftheScotchschool——beginningwithAbercrombie'sIntellectualPowers。Shetookthiseagerly,andevidentlyreaditwithgreatattention。
Oneeveningintheendofsummer,HughclimbedawasteheatheryhillthatlaybehindthehouseofTurriepuffit,andoverlookedagreatpartoftheneighbouringcountry,thepeaksofsomeofthegreatestoftheScotchmountainsbeingvisiblefromitstop。Hereheintendedtowaitforthesunset。Hethrewhimselfontheheather,thatmostdelightfulandluxuriousofallcouches,supportingthebodywithakindlyupholdingofeverypart;andtherehelayinthegreatslumberoussunlightofthelateafternoon,withtheblueheavens,intowhichhewasgazingfullup,closingdownuponhim,asthelightdescendedthesideofthesky。Hefellfastasleep。Ifevertherebeanexcuseforfallingasleepoutofbed,surelyitiswhenstretchedatfulllengthuponheatherinbloom。Whenheawoke,thelastofthesunsetwasdyingaway;andbetweenhimandthesunsetsatMargaret,bookinhand,waitingapparentlyforhiswaking。Helaystillforafewminutes,tocometohimselfbeforesheshouldseehewasawake。Butsheroseatthemoment,anddrawingnearveryquietly,lookeddownuponhimwithhersweetsunsetface,toseewhetherornothewasbeginningtorouse,forshefearedtolethimliemuchlongeraftersundown。Findinghimawake,shedrewbackagainwithoutaword,andsatdownasbeforewithherbook。Atlengthherose,and,approachingher,said——
“Well,Margaret,whatbookareyouatnow?”
“Dr。Abercrombie,sir,“repliedMargaret。
“Howdoyoulikeit?”
“Verraweelforsomethings。Itmakesabodythink;butnota'thegitherasIliketothinkeither。“
ItwillbeobservedthatMargaret'sspeechhadbeguntoimprove,thatis,tobemorelikeEnglish。
“Whatisthematterwithit?”
“Weel,yesee,sir,ittaksabodya'tobitslike,andneverpitsthemtogetheragain。An'itseemstomethatabody'smin'orsoul,orwhateveritmaybecalled——butit'sjistabody'sainsel'——cannomorebeta'entopieceslike,thanyoucouldtak'thatredlichtthereooto'theblue,orthehaillsunsetooto'theheavensan'
earth。Itmaybea'verraweel,Mr。Sutherland,butoh!it'snolikethis!”
AndMargaretlookedaroundherfromthehill-top,andthenupintotheheavens,wherethestarswerebeginningtocrackthebluewiththeirthin,steelysparkle。
“Itseemstometotak'a'thepoetryooto'us,Mr。Sutherland。“
“Well,well,“saidHugh,withasmile,“youmustjustgotoWordsworthtoputitinagain;ortosetyouagainupafterDr。
Abercrombiehasdemolishedyou。“
“Na,na,sir,hesannademolishme:norIwinnatroubleMr。
Wordsworthtoputthepoetryintomeagain。A'thepoweronearthshannatak'thatooto'me,ginitbeGod'swill;forit'shisaingift,Mr。Sutherland,yeken。“
“Ofcourse,ofcourse,“repliedHugh,whoverylikelythoughtthistooseriousawayofspeakingofpoetry,andtherefore,perhaps,ratheranirreverentwayofspeakingofGod;forhesawneitherthedivineinpoetry,northehumaninGod。CouldhebesaidtobelievethatGodmademan,whenhedidnotbelievethatGodcreatedpoetry——andyetloveditashedid?Itwastohimonlyagrandinventionofhumanityinitsloftiestdevelopment。Inthisdevelopment,then,hemusthaveconsideredhumanityasfarthestfromitsorigin;andGodasthecreatorofsavages,caringnothingforpoetsortheirwork。
Theyturned,asbycommonconsent,togodownthehilltogether。
“ShallItakechargeoftheoffendingvolume?Youwillnotcaretofinishit,Ifear,“saidHugh。
“No,sir,ifyouplease。Ineverliketoleaveonythingunfinished。
I'llreadilkawordin't。Ifancythething'atsetsmeagainstit,ismostlythis;that,readin'italangwi'Euclid,Icannahelpayethinkin'o'myainmin'asginitwereinsomegeometricalshapeorither,whilesanean'whilesanither;andsyneItrytodrawlinesan'separatethispowerfraethatpower,thememoryfraethejeedgement,an'theimaginationfraetherizzon;an'syneItrytopitthema'thegitheragainintheirrelationstoaneanither。Andthisayetakestheshapeo'somepropositionorither,generallyi'
thesecondbeuk。Itnear-han'dazesmewhiles。Ifancygin'I
understoodthepairtso'thesphere,itwouldbemairtothepurpose;butIwatIwishIwereclearo'ta'thegither。“
Hughhadhadsomeexperiencesofasimilarkindhimself,thoughnotatalltothesameextent。Hecouldthereforeunderstandher。
“Youmustjusttrytokeepthethingsaltogetherapart,“saidhe,“andnotthinkofthetwosciencesatonce。“
“ButIcannahelpit,“shereplied。“Isupposeyoucan,sir,becauseye'reaman。Myfathercanunderstan'thingstentimesbetternormean'mymother。ButnaesoonerdoIbegintoreadandthinkaboutit,thanupcomesaneo'thaeparallelograms,an'nothingwilldriv'tooto'myheadagain,butaverseortwao'ColeridgeorWordsworth。“
Hughimmediatelybegantorepeatthefirstpoemofthelatterthatoccurredtohim:
“Iwanderedlonelyasacloud。“
Shelistened,walkingalongwithhereyesfixedontheground;andwhenhehadfinished,gaveasighofdelightandrelief——allthecommentsheuttered。Sheseemednevertofinditnecessarytosaywhatshefelt;leastofallwhenthefeelingwasapleasantone;forthenitwasenoughforitself。Thiswasonlythesecondtimesincetheiracquaintance,thatshehadspokenofherfeelingsatall;andinthiscasetheywereofapurelyintellectualorigin。Itistobeobserved,however,thatinbothcasesshehadtakenpainstoexplainthoroughlywhatshemeant,asfarasshewasable。
Itwasdarkbeforetheyreachedhome,atleastasdarkasiteverisatthisseasonoftheyearinthenorth。TheyfoundDavidlookingoutwithsomeslightanxietyforhisdaughter'sreturn,forshewasseldomoutsolateasthis。Innothingcouldthetruerelationbetweenthemhavebeenmoreevidentthanintheentireabsencefromhermannerofanyembarrassmentwhenshemetherfather。ShewentuptohimandtoldhimallaboutfindingMr。Sutherlandasleeponthehill,andwaitingbesidehimtillhewoke,thatshemightwalkhomewithhim。Herfatherseemedperfectlycontentwithanexplanationwhichhehadnotsought,and,turningtoHugh,said,smiling:
“Weel,notobetroublesome,Mr。Sutherlan',yemaungietheauldmanaturnasweelastheyounglass。Wedidnaexpecyethenicht,butI'msairpuzzledwi'asma'eneuchmatteronmyskletinthere。
Willyounocomeinandgiemealift?”
“Withallmyheart,“saidSutherland。Sotherewerefivelessonsinthatweek。
WhenHughenteredthecottagehehadafinesprigofheatherinhishand,whichhelaidonthetable。
Hehadtheweaknessofbeingproudofsmalldiscoveries——thetinierthebetter;andwasalwayssharpeninghissenses,aswellashisintellect,toafinepoint,inordertomakethem。Ifearthatbythesemeansheshutoutsomegreatones,whichcouldnotenterduringsuchaconcentrationofthefaculties。Hewouldstandlisteningtothesoundofgoose-feetupontheroad,andwatchhowthosewebslaidholdoftheearthlikeahand。Hewouldstruggletoenterintotheirfeelingsinfoldingtheirwingsproperlyontheirbacks。Hewouldcalculate,onchemicalandarithmeticalgrounds,whetheronemightnothearthenocturnalgrowthofplantsinthetropics。Hewasquiteelatedbythediscovery,asheconsideredit,thatShakspearenamedhistwoofficersofthewatch,DogberryandVerjuice;thepoisonousDogberry,andtheacidliquorofgreenfruits,affordingsuitablenamesforthestupidlyinnocuousconstables,inaplaytheveryessenceofwhichisMuchAdoAboutNothing。Anotherofhisdiscoverieshehad,duringtheirlastlesson,unfoldedtoDavid,whohadcertainlycontemplateditwithinterest。Itwas,thattheoriginalformsoftheArabicnumeralswerethese:
1。2。3。4。5。6。7。8。9。{originaltexthasapicture}
thenumberforwhicheachfigurestandsbeingindicatedbythenumberofstraightlinesemployedinformingthatnumeral。IfearthecomparativeanatomyoffiguresgivesnocountenancetothediscoverywhichHughflatteredhimselfhehadmade。
AfterhehadhelpedDavidoutofhisdifficulty,hetookuptheheather,andstrippingoffthebells,shooktheminhishandatMargaret'sear。Ahalfsmile,likethemoonlightoflaughter,dawnedonherface;andshelistenedwithsomethingofthesameexpressionwithwhichachildlistenstothemessagefromthesea,inclosedinatwistedshell。HedidthesameatDavid'searnext。
“Eh,man!that'sabonnyweesoun'!It'sjistlikesma'
sheep-bells——fairy-sheep,Ireckon,Maggy,mydoo。“
“Latmehearkenasweel,“saidJanet。
Hughobeyed。Shelaughed。
“It'snaethingbutareestlin'。Iwadraitherhearthesheepbaain',orthekyeroutin'。“
“Eh,Mr。Sutherlan'!but,yehaeaglegeean'asharplug。Weel,thewarld'sfu'o'bonnysichtsandsouns,doontotheverrasma'est。TheLordlatsnaethinggang。Iwadnawonnernoobuttheremichtbethousandssiclike,owersma'a'thegitherforhumanears,jistaswekentherearecreaturesasperfectinbeowtyasonywesee,butfarowersma'foroureenwintin'theglass。Butformypairt,Iayeliketoseeaheapo'thingsatance,an'tak'thema'
inthegither,an'seethemplayin'intoaneanither'shan'like。I
wasjistthinkin',asIcamehamethenichtinthesinset,hooitwadhaebeennaewisesaecomplete,wi'a'itsredan'gowdan'
green,ginithadnabeenforthecauldblueeastahintit,wi'thetwa-threeshiverin'starniesleukin'through't。An'doubtlessthewarldtocome'illbea'thewarmertothem'athadnaowermucklehappinhere。ButI'mjisthaverin',cleanhaverin',Mr。
Sutherlan',“concludedDavid,withasmileofapologetichumour。
“IsupposeyoucouldeasilybelievewithPlato,David,thattheplanetsmakeagrandchoralmusicastheyrollabouttheheavens,onlythatassomesoundsaretoosmall,sothatistooloudforustohear。“
“Icudweelbelievethat,“wasDavid'sunhesitatinganswer。
Margaretlookedasifshenotonlycouldbelieveit,butwouldbedelightedtoknowthatitwastrue。NeitherJanetnorHughgaveanyindicationoffeelingonthematter。
CHAPTERX。
HARVEST。
SoasmallseedthatintheearthlieshidAnddies,revivingburstshercloddyside,Adornedwithyellowlocks,ofnewisborn,Anddothbecomeamothergreatwithcorn,Ofgrainsbringshundredswithit,whichwhenoldEnrichthefurrowswithaseaofgold。
SIRWILLIAMDRUMMOND——HymnoftheResurrection。
Hughhadwatchedthegreencorngrow,andear,andturndim;thenbrightentoyellow,andripenatlastunderthedecliningautumnsun,andthelowskirtingmoonoftheharvest,whichseemstoofullandheavywithmellowandbountifullighttorisehighabovethefieldswhichitcomestoblesswithperfection。Thelongthreads,oneachofwhichhunganoat-grain——theharvestherewasmostlyofoats——hadgotdryandbrittle;andthegrainsbegantospreadouttheirchaff-wings,asifreadytofly,andrustledwithsweetsoundsagainsteachother,asthewind,whichusedtobillowthefieldslikethewavesofthesea,nowsweptgentlyandtenderlyoverit,helpingthesunandmooninthedryingandripeningofthejoytobelaidupforthedrearywinter。Mostgracefulofallhungthosedelicateoats;nextbowedthebeardedbarley;andstatelyandwealthyandstrongstoodthefewfieldsofwheat,ofarich,ruddy,goldenhue。Abovetheyellowharvestrosethepurplehills,andabovethehillsthepale-blueautumnalsky,fulloflightandheat,butfadingsomewhatfromthecolourwithwhichitdeepenedabovethevanisheddaysofsummer。FortheharvesthereismuchlaterthaninEngland。
Atlengththedayarrivedwhenthesicklemustbeputintothebarley,soontobefollowedbythescytheintheoats。Andnowcamethejoyoflabour。Everythingelsewasabandonedfortheharvestfield。Bookswerethrownutterlyaside;for,evenwhentherewasnofearofachangeofweathertourgetolabourprolongedbeyondthenaturalhours,therewaswearinessenoughintheworkofthedaytopreventevenDavidfromreading,inthehoursofbodilyrest,anythingthatnecessitatedmentallabour。
JanetandMargaretbetookthemselvestothereaping-hook;andthesomewhatpalefaceofthelatterneededbutasingledaytochangeittotherealharvesthue——thebrownliveryofCeres。Butwhentheoatswereattacked,thencamethetugofwar。Thelairdwasinthefieldsfrommorningtonight,andtheboyswouldnotstaybehind;
but,withtheirfather'spermission,muchtothetutor'scontentment,devotedwhatpowerstheyhadtothegatheringofthefruitsoftheearth。Hughhimself,whosestrengthhadgrownamazinglyduringhisstayatTurriepuffit,andwho,thoughhewasquitehelplessatthesickle,thoughthecouldwieldthescythe,wouldnotbebehind。Throwingoffcoatandwaistcoat,andtyinghishandkerchieftightroundhisloins,helaidholdontheemblematicweaponofTimeandDeath,determinedlikewisetoearnthenameofReaper。Hetookthelastscythe。Itwasdesperateworkforawhile,andhewasfarbehindthefirstbout;butDavid,whowasthebestscytherinthewholecountryside,andofcoursehadtheleadingscythe,seeingthetutordroppingbehind,putmorepowertohisownarm,finishedhisownbout,andbroughtupHugh'sbeforetheothershaddonesharpeningtheirscythesforthenext。
“Tak'carean'naeraxyersel'owersair,Mr。Sutherlan'。Ye'llbeupwi'thebesto'theminadayortwa;butginyetyauveatitaboonyerstrenth,ye'llbecleanforfochten。Tak'aguidsweepwi'
thescythe,'atyemayhaetheweichto'ttoca'throughthestrae,an'tak'naeshameatbein'hindmost。Here,Maggy,mydoo,comean'
gathertoMr。Sutherlan'。Aneo'theyounggentlemencantak'yourplaceatthebinin'。“
TheworkofJanetandMargarethadbeentoformbandsforthesheaves,byfoldingtogethercunninglytheheadsoftwosmallhandfulsofthecorn,soastomakethemlongenoughtogethertogoroundthesheaf;thentolaythisdownforthegatherertoplaceenoughofthemowncornuponit;andlast,tobindthebandtightlyaroundbyanotherskilfultwistandaninsertionoftheends,andsoformasheaf。FromthisworkDavidcalledhisdaughter,desirousofgivingHughagathererwhowouldnotbedisrespectfultohisawkwardness。Thisarrangement,however,wasfarfrompleasingtosomeoftheyoungmeninthefield,andbroughtdownuponHugh,whowastoohard-wroughttohearthematfirst,manyslyhitsofcountrywitandhumancontempt。TherehadbeenforsometimegreatjealousyofhisvisitsatDavid'scottage;forMargaret,thoughshehadverylittleacquaintancewiththeyoungmenoftheneighbourhood,wasgreatlyadmiredamongstthem,andnotregardedassofarabovethestationofmanyofthemastorenderaspirationuseless。Theirremarkstoeachothergotlouderandlouder,tillHughatlastheardsomeofthem,andcouldnothelpbeingannoyed,notbytheirwitorpersonality,butbythetoneofcontemptinwhichtheywereuttered。
“Tak'careo'yerlegs,sir。It'llbeillcuttin'upo'stumps。“
“Fegs!he'staenthewingsaffo'apairtrick。“
“Ginhegangonthatget,he'llcuttwaboutsatance。“
“Ye'llhaethescytheowerthedyke,man。Tak'tent。“
“Losh!sir;ye'vetaenaffmylegatthehip!”
“Ye'reshavin'owerclose:ye'lldrawthebluid,sir。“
“Hoot,man!latalane。Thegentleman'sonlymista'enhistrade,an'
imaiginshe'showkin'agrave。“
Andsoon。Hughgavenofurthersignofhearingtheirremarksthanlayinincreasedexertion。Lookinground,however,hesawthatMargaretwasvexed,evidentlynotforherownsake。Hesmiledtoher,toconsoleherforhisannoyance;andthen,ambitioustoremovethecauseofit,madeafreshexertion,recoveredallhisdistance,andwasinhisownplacewiththebestofthemattheendofthebout。Butthesmilethathadpassedbetweenthemdidnotescapeunobserved;andhehadarousedyetmorethewrathoftheyouths,bythreateningsoontorivalthemintheexcellenciestowhichtheyhadanespecialclaim。Theyhadregardedhimasaninterloper,whohadnorighttocaptivateoneoftheirrankbyartsbeyondtheirreach;
butitwasstilllesspardonabletodarethemtoatrialofskillwiththeirownweapons。Tothefireofthisjealousy,theadmirationofthelairdaddedfuel;forhewasdelightedwiththespiritwithwhichHughlaidhimselftothescythe。Butallthetime,nothingwasfurtherfromHugh'sthoughtsthantheideaofrivalrywiththem。WhateverhemighthavethoughtofMargaretinrelationtohimself,heneverthoughtofher,thoughlabouringinthesamefieldwiththem,asintheleastdegreebelongingtotheirclass,orstandinginanypossiblerelationtothem,exceptthatofacommonwork。
Inordinary,thelabourerswouldhavehadsufficientrespectforSutherland'ssuperiorposition,topreventthemfromgivingsuchdecidedandarticulateutterancetotheirfeelings。Buttheywereincitedbythepresenceandexampleofamanofdoubtfulcharacterfromtheneighbouringvillage,atravelledandcleverne'er-do-weel,whosereputationforwitwasequalledbyhisreputationforcourageandskill,aswellasprofligacy。Rousedbytheeffervescenceofhisgenius,theywentonfromonethingtoanother,tillHughsawitmustbeputastoptosomehow,elsehemustabandonthefield。TheydarednothavegonesofarifDavidhadbeenpresent;buthehadbeencalledawaytosuperintendsomeoperationsinanotherpartoftheestate;andtheypaidnoheedtotheexpostulationsofsomeoftheotheroldermen。Atthecloseoftheday'swork,therefore,Hughwalkeduptothisfellow,andsaid:
“Ihopeyouwillbesatisfiedwithinsultingmeallto-day,andleaveitaloneto-morrow。“
Themanreplied,withanoathandagestureofrudecontempt,“Idinnacaretheblackaforemynailsforonyskelp-doupo'theloto'ye。“
Hugh'shighlandbloodflewtohisbrain,andbeforetherascalfinishedhisspeech,hehadmeasuredhislengthonthestubble。Hesprangtohisfeetinafury,threwoffthecoatwhichhehadjustputon,anddartedatHugh,whohadbythistimerecoveredhiscoolness,andwasbesides,notwithstandinghisunusualexertions,themoreagileofthetwo。Theotherwasheavierandmorepowerful。
Hughsprangaside,ashewouldhavedonefromtherushofabull,andagainwithaquickblowfelledhisantagonist。Beginningrathertoenjoypunishinghim,henowwentinforit;and,beforetheotherwouldyield,hehadrenderedhisnextday'slaboursomewhatdoubtful。Hewithdrew,withnomoreinjurytohimselfthanalittlewaterwouldremove。JanetandMargarethadleftthefieldbeforeheaddressedtheman。
Hewentborneandtobed——morewearythanhehadeverbeeninhislife。Beforehewenttosleep,however,hemadeuphismindtosaynothingofhisencountertoDavid,buttoleavehimtohearofitfromothersources。Hecouldnothelpfeelingalittleanxiousastohisjudgmentuponit。Thatthelairdwouldapprove,hehardlydoubted;butforhisopinionhecaredverylittle。
“Dawvid,Iwonneratye,“saidJanettoherhusband,themomenthecamehome,“tolattheyoungladwarstlehimsel'deidthatgetwi'ascythe。Hisbanesisbutsaftyet,Therewasnaadrysteekonhimorhewanhalfthelentho'thefirstbout。He'ssairdisjaskit,I'sewarran'。“
“Naefearo'him,Janet;it'lldohimguid。Mr。Sutherland'snofecklesswinlestraeo'acreater。Didhehaudhisainata'wi'thelave?”
“Haudhisain!Ginhebefitforonythingtheday,hemaunbepittenneistyersel',orhe'llcutthelegsaffo'onyithermani'
thecorn。“
AglowofpleasuremantledinMargaret'sfaceathermother'spraiseofHugh。Janetwenton:
“ButIwasjistcleanaffrontedwi'theway'attheyoungchieldsbehavedthemselvestillhim。“
“IthochtIheardatoot-mooto'thatkin'aforeIleft,butI
thochtitbettertotak'naenoticeo't。I'llbewi'yea'daythemornthough,an'I'mthinkin'I'llclaparouchhan'ontheirmou's'atIhearonymairo'tfrae。“
ButtherewasnooccasionforinterferenceonDavid'spart。Hughmadehisappearance——not,itistrue,withtheearliestinthehairst-rig,butafterbreakfastwiththelaird,whowasdelightedwiththewayinwhichhehadhandledhisscythethedaybefore,andfelttwicetherespectforhiminconsequence。Itmustbeconfessedhefeltverystiff,butthebesttreatmentforstiffnessbeingthehom渙pathiconeofmorework,hehadsoonrestoredtheelasticityofhismuscles,andlubricatedhisachingjoints。Hisantagonistoftheforegoingeveningwasnowheretobeseen;andtherestoftheyoungmenwereshame-facedandrespectfulenough。
David,havinglearnedfromsomeofthespectatorsthefactsofthecombat,suddenly,astheywerewalkinghometogether,heldouthishandtoHugh,shookhishard,andsaid:
“Mr。Sutherlan',I'msairobleegedtoyeforgiein'thatvratch,JamieOgg,aguiddoonsettin'。He'sacoorsecrater;butthewarstmaunhaemeat,an'saeIdidnaliketorefeesehimwhenhecamforwark。Butitsagreaterkin'nesstoclouthimnortocleedhim。
Theysayyemadeanawfu'munsieo'him。Butit'stobehoupithe'lllivetothankye。There'ssomefowk'atcanrespecknoairgumentbutfraesteekitneives;an'it'sfellcrueltohauditfraethem,ginyehae'ttogiethem。Ihaehadeneuchadotohaudmyainhan'saffo'theted,butitcomesahantlebetterfraeyou,Mr。Sutherlan'。“
Hughwieldedthescythethewholeoftheharvest,andMargaretgatheredtohim。Bythetimeitwasover,leading-homeandall,hemeasuredaninchlessaboutthewaist,andtwoinchesmoreabouttheshoulders;andwasasbrownasaberry,andasstrongasanox,or“owse,“asDavidcalledit,whenthusdescribingMr。Sutherland'sprogressincorporaldevelopment;forhetookafatherlyprideintheyouth,towhom,atthesametime,helookedupwithsubmission,ashismasterinlearning。
CHAPTERXI。
ACHANGEANDNOCHANGE。
Affliction,whenIknowit,isbutthis——
Adeepalloy,wherebymantougherisTobearthehammer;andthedeeperstill,Westillarisemoreimageofhiswill。
Sickness——anhumorouscloud'twistusandlight;
Anddeath,atlongest,butanothernight。
Manishisownstar;andthatsoulthatcanBehonest,istheonlyperfectMan。
JOHNFLETCHER——UponanHonestMan'sFortune。
HadSutherlandbeeninlovewithMargaret,thosewouldhavebeenhappydays;andthatayetmorehappynight,when,underthemysteryofalowmoonlightandagatheringstorm,thecropwascastinhasteintothecarts,andhurriedhometobebuiltupinsafety;whenastrangelowwindcreptsighingacrossthestubble,asifitcamewanderingoutofthepastandthelandofdreams,lyingfaroffandwitheredinthegreenwest;andwhenMargaretandhecameandwentinthemoonlightlikecreaturesinadream——forthevapoursofsleepwerefloatinginHugh'sbrain,althoughhewasawakeandworking。
“Margaret,“hesaid,astheystoodwaitingamomentforthecartthatwascominguptobefilledwithsheaves,“whatdoesthatwindputyouinmindof?”
“Ossian'sPoems,“repliedMargaret,withoutamoment'shesitation。
Hughwasstruckbyheranswer。Hehadmeantsomethingquitedifferent。ButitharmonizedwithhisfeelingaboutOssian;forthegenuinenessofwhosepoetry,Highlanderashewas,hehadnobetterargumenttogivethanthefact,thattheyproducedinhimselfanaltogetherpeculiarmentalcondition;thatthespiritualsensationshehadinreadingthemwerequitedifferentfromthoseproducedbyanythingelse,proseorverse;infact,thattheycreatedmoodsoftheirowninhismind。Hewasunwillingtobelieve,apartfromnationalprejudices(whichhavenotpreventedtheopinionsonthisquestionfrombeingasstrongontheonesideasontheother),thatthisindividualityofinfluencecouldbelongtomereaffectationsofastylewhichhadneversprungfromthesourcesofrealfeeling。
“Couldthey,“hethought,“possessthepowertomoveuslikeremembereddreamsofourchildhood,ifallthattheypossessedofrealitywasapretendedimitationofwhatneverexisted,andallthattheyinheritedfromthepastwasthehaloofitsstrangeness?”
ButHughwasnotinlovewithMargaret,thoughhecouldnothelpfeelingthepleasureofherpresence。Anyyouthmusthavebeenthebetterforhavinghernearhim;buttherewasnothingaboutherquiet,self-containedbeing,freefrommanifestationofanysort,torousethefeelingscommonlycalledlove,inthemindofaninexperiencedyouthlikeHughSutherland——Isaycommonlycalled,becauseIbelievethatwithinthewholesphereofintelligencetherearenotwolovesthesame——Notthathewaslesseasilyinfluencedthanotheryouths。Adesigninggirlmighthavecaughthimatonce,ifshehadhadnootherbeautythansparklingeyes;butthewomanhoodofthebeautifulMargaretkeptsostillinitspearlycave,thatitrarelymettheglanceofneighbouringeyes。HowMargaretregardedhimIdonotknow;butIthinkitwaswithalovealmostentirelyonewithreverenceandgratitude。Causeforgratitudeshecertainlyhad,thoughlessthanshesupposed;andverylittlecauseindeedforreverence。Buthowcouldshefailtorevereonetowhomevenherfatherlookedup?OfcourseDavid'sfeelingofrespectforHughmusthavesprungchieflyfromintellectualgrounds;
andhecouldhardlyhelpseeing,ifhethoughtatallonthesubject,whichisdoubtful,thatHughwasasfarbehindMargaretinthehighergiftsandgraces,ashewasbeforeherinintellectualacquirement。ButwhetherDavidperceivedthisornot,certainlyMargaretdidnoteventhinkinthatdirection。Shewaspureofself-judgment——consciousofnocomparingofherselfwithothers,leastofallwiththosenexther。
Atlengththeharvestwasfinished;or,asthephraseofthedistrictwas,clyackwasgotten——aphrasewiththederivation,oreventheexactmeaningofwhich,Iamunacquainted;knowingonlythatitimpliessomethingincloseassociationwiththefeastofharvest-home,calledthekirninotherpartsofScotland。
Thereafter,thefieldslaybaretothefrostsofmorningandevening,andtothewindthatgrewcoolerandcoolerwiththebreathofWinter,wholaybehindthenorthernhills,andwaitedforhishour。Butmanylovelydaysremained,ofquietandslowdecay,ofyellowandredleaves,ofwarmnoonsandlovelysunsets,followedbyskies——greenfromthewesthorizontothezenith,andwalkedbyamoonthatseemedtodrawuptoherallthewhitemistsfrompondandriverandpool,tosettleagaininhoar-frost,duringthecolderhoursthatprecedethedawn。Atlengtheveryleaflesstreesparkledinthemorningsun,incrustedwithfadinggems;andthegroundwashardunderfoot;andthehedgeswerefilledwithfrostedspider-webs;andwinterhadlaidthetipsofhisfingersontheland,soontocoveritdeepwiththeflickeringsnow-flakes,shakenfromthefoldsofhisoutspreadmantle。Butlongerethis,DavidandMargarethadreturnedwithreneweddiligence,andpowersstrengthenedbyrepose,oratleastbyintermission,totheirmentallabours,andHughwasasconstantavisitoratthecottageasbefore。Thetime,however,drewnighwhenhemustreturntohisstudiesatAberdeen;andDavidandMargaretwerelookingforwardwithsorrowtothelossoftheirfriend。Janet,too,“cudnabidetothinko't。“
“He'lltak'thedaylichtwi'him,Idoot,mylass,“shesaid,asshemadetheporridgeforbreakfastonemorning,andlookeddownanxiouslyatherdaughter,seatedonthecreepiebytheingle-neuk。
“Na,na,mither,“repliedMargaret,lookingupfromherbook;“he'lllea'sicgiftsahin'himas'llmak'daylichti'thedark;“andthenshebentherheadandwentonwithherreading,asifshehadnotspoken。
Themotherlookedawaywithasighandaslight,sadshakeofthehead。
Butmattersweretoturnoutquitedifferentfromallanticipations。
BeforethedayarrivedonwhichHughmustleavefortheuniversity,aletterfromhomeinformedhimthathisfatherwasdangerouslyill。
Hehastenedtohim,butonlytocomforthislasthoursbyallthatasoncoulddo,andtosupporthismotherbyhispresenceduringthefirsthoursofherloneliness。Butanxiousthoughtsforthefuture,whichsooftenforcethemselvesontheattentionofthosewhowouldgladlyprolongtheirbroodingoverthepast,compelledthemtoadoptanalterationoftheirplansforthepresent。
Thehalf-payofMajorSutherlandwasgone,ofcourse;andallthatremainedforMrs。Sutherlandwasasmallannuity,securedbyherhusband'spaymentstoacertainfundfortheuseofofficers'
widows。FromthisshecouldsparebutameretrifleforthecompletionofHugh'suniversity-education;whilethesalaryhehadreceivedatTurriepuffit,almostthewholeofwhichhehadsaved,wassosmallastobequiteinadequatefortheverymoderateoutlaynecessary。Hethereforecametotheresolutiontowritetothelaird,andoffer,iftheywerenotyetprovidedwithanothertutor,toresumehisrelationtotheyounggentlemenforthewinter。Itwasnexttoimpossibletospendmoneythere;andhejudgedthatbeforethefollowingwinter,heshouldbequiteabletomeettheexpensesofhisresidenceatAberdeen,duringthelastsessionofhiscourse。Hewouldhavepreferredtryingtofindanothersituation,haditnotbeenthatDavidandJanetandMargarethadmadethereahomeforhim。
WhetherMrs。Glasfordwasaltogetherpleasedattheproposal,I
cannottell;butthelairdwroteaverygentlemanlikeepistle,condolingwithhimandhismotherupontheirloss,andurgingtheusualcommon-placesofconsolation。TheletterendedwithaheartyacceptanceofHugh'soffer,and,strangetotell,theunsolicitedpromiseofanincreaseofsalarytotheamountoffivepounds。Thisisanothertobeaddedtothemanyproofsthatverisimilitudeisnotintheleastanessentialelementofverity。
Helefthismotherassoonascircumstanceswouldpermit,andreturnedtoTurriepuffit;anabodeforthewinterverydifferentindeedfromthatinwhichhehadexpectedtospendit。
Hereachedtheplaceearlyintheafternoon;receivedfromMrs。
Glasfordacold“Ihopeyou'rewell,Mr。Sutherland;“foundhispupilsactuallyreading,andhadfromthemawelcomeratherboisterouslyevidenced;toldthemtogettheirbooks;andsatdownwiththematoncetocommencetheirwinterlabours。Hespenttwohoursthus;hadaheartyshakeofthehandfromthelaird,whenhecamehome;and,afterasubstantialtea,walkeddowntoDavid'scottage,whereawelcomeawaitedhimworthreturningfor。
“Comeyerwa'sbutt,“saidJanet,whomethimasheopenedthedoorwithoutanyprefatoryknock,andcaughthimwithbothhands;“I'mblithetoseeyerbonnyfaceancemair。We'rea'jistatanemairwi'expeckin'o'ye。“
Davidstoodinthemiddleofthefloor,waitingforhim。
“Comeawa',mybonnylad,“wasallhisgreeting,asheheldoutagreatfatherlyhandtotheyouth,and,graspinghisintheone,clappedhimontheshoulderwiththeother,thewaterstandinginhisblueeyesthewhile。Hughthoughtofhisownfather,andcouldnotrestrainhistears。Margaretgavehimastilllookfullintheface,and,seeinghisemotion,didnotevenapproachtoofferhimanywelcome。Shehastened,instead,toplaceachairforhimasshehaddonewhenfirstheenteredthecottage,andwhenhehadtakenitsatdownathisfeetonhercreepie。Withtruedelicacy,noonetookanynoticeofhimforsometime。Davidsaidatlast,“An'hoo'syerpuirmother,Mr。Sutherlan'?”
“She'sprettywell,“wasallHughcouldanswer。
“It'sasairstroketobide,“saidDavid;“butit'sagran'thingwhanaman'swonweelthrow't。Whanmyfatherdeit,Imin'weel,I
wassaeproodtoseehimlyin'there,inthecauldgrandeuro'
deith,an'noman'atdauredsayheeverdidorspakthething'atdidnabecomehim,'atIjistgloriedi'themidso'mygreetin'。Hewasbutapuirauldshepherd,Mr。Sutherlan',wi'hairaswhiteasthesheep'atfollowedhim;an'Iwatastheyfollowedhim,hefollowedthegreatShepherd;an'followedan'followed,tillhejistfollowedHimhame,whaurwe'rea'boun',an'someo'usfarontheroad,thankstoHim!”
AndwiththatDavidrose,andgotdowntheBible,and,openingitreverently,readwithasolemn,slightlytremulousvoice,thefourteenthchapterofSt。John'sGospel。Whenhehadfinished,theyallrose,asbyoneaccord,andkneltdown,andDavidprayed:
“OThouinwhasesichtoordeethisprecious,an'nolichtmaitter;
whathroughdarknessleadstolicht,an'throughdeithtothegreaterlife!——wecannabelievethatthouwouldstgieusonyguidthing,totak'thesameagain;forthatwouldbebutbairns'play。
Webelievethatthoutaks,thatthoumaygieagainthesamethingbetternorafore——mairo'tandbetternorwecouldha'receivedititherwise;jistastheLordtookhimsel'fraethesichto'them'atlo'edhimweel,thatinsteado'bein'veesibleaforetheireen,hemichthidehimsel'intheirverraherts。Comethou,an'abideinus,an'tak'ustobideinthee;an'syneginwebea'inthee,wecannabethatfarfraeaneanither,thoughsomesudbeinhaven,an'
someupo'earth。Lordhelpustodooorwarklikethymenan'
maidensdoonthestair,remin'in'oursel's,'atthem'atwemisshaeonlyganeupthestair,asgin'twartohaudthingstothyhan'i'
thyainpresence-chamber,whaurwehouptobecalledorlang,an'toseetheean'thySon,whamwelo'eaboona';an'inhisnamewesay,Amen!”
Hughrosefromhiskneeswithasenseofsolemnityandrealitythathehadneverfeltbefore。Littlewassaidthatevening;supperwaseaten,ifnotinsilence,yetwithnothingthatcouldbecalledconversation。And,almostinsilence,DavidwalkedhomewithHugh。
Thespiritofhisfatherseemedtowalkbesidehim。Hefeltasifhehadbeenburiedwithhim;andhadfoundthatthesepulchrewasclothedwithgreenthingsandroofedwithstars——wasintruththeheavensandtheearthinwhichhissoulwalkedabroad。
IfHughlookedalittlemoreintohisBible,andtriedalittlemoretounderstandit,afterhisfather'sdeath,itisnottobewonderedat。Itisbutanotherinstanceofthefactthat,whetherfromeducationorfromtheleadingofsomehigherinstinct,weareready,ineverymoreprofoundtrouble,tofeelasifasolutionorarefugelaysomewhere——layinsoundsofwisdom,perhaps,tobesoughtandfoundinthebestofbooks,thedeepestofallthemysterioustreasuriesofwords。ButDavidneversoughttoinfluenceHughtothisend。HereadtheBibleinhisfamily,butheneverurgedthereadingofitonothers。Sometimesheseemedrathertoavoidthesubjectofreligionaltogether;andyetitwasuponthoseveryoccasionsthat,ifheoncebegantospeak,hewouldpourout,beforeheceased,someofhismostimpassionedutterances。
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