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"If,"saidthegirlslowly,"hehadwalkedforonlyonedayhisbootswouldnothavelookedso;andif——"

"If!"saidtheGermanstartingupinhischair,irritatedthatanyoneshoulddoubtsuchirrefragableevidence——"if!Why,hetoldmehimself!

Lookhowheliesthere,"addedtheGermanpathetically,"wornout——poorfellow!Wehavesomethingforhimthough,"pointingwithhisforefingeroverhisshouldertothesaucepanthatstoodonthefire。"Wearenotcooks——notFrenchcooks,notquite;butit’sdrinkable,drinkable,Ithink;

betterthannothing,Ithink,"headded,noddinghisheadinajocundmannerthatevincedhishighestimationofthecontentsofthesaucepanandhisprofoundsatisfactiontherein。"Bish!bish!mychicken,"hesaid,asLyndalltappedherlittlefootupanddownuponthefloor。"Bish!bish!mychicken,youwillwakehim。"

Hemovedthecandlesothathisownheadmightintervenebetweenitandthesleeper’sface;and,smoothinghisnewspaper,headjustedhisspectaclestoread。

Thechild’sgrey—blackeyesrestedonthefigureonthebed,thenturnedtotheGerman,thenrestedonthefigureagain。

"Ithinkheisaliar。Goodnight,UncleOtto,"shesaidslowly,turningtothedoor。

LongaftershehadgonetheGermanfoldedhispaperupmethodically,andputitinhispocket。

Thestrangerhadnotawakenedtopartakeofthesoup,andhissonhadfallenasleepontheground。Takingtwowhitesheepskinsfromtheheapofsacksinthecorner,theoldmandoubledthemup,andliftingtheboy’sheadgentlyfromtheslateonwhichitrested,placedtheskinsbeneathit。

"Poorlambie,poorlambie!"hesaid,tenderlypattingthegreatroughbear—

likehead;"tiredishe!"

Hethrewanovercoatacrosstheboy’sfeet,andliftedthesaucepanfromthefire。Therewasnoplacewheretheoldmancouldcomfortablyliedownhimself,soheresumedhisseat。Openingamuch—wornBible,hebegantoread,andashereadpleasantthoughtsandvisionsthrongedonhim。

"Iwasastranger,andyetookmein,"heread。

Heturnedagaintothebedwherethesleeperlay。

"Iwasastranger。"

Verytenderlytheoldmanlookedathim。Hesawnotthebloatedbodynortheevilfaceoftheman;but,asitwere,underdeepdisguiseandfleshlyconcealment,theformthatlongyearsofdreaminghadmadeveryrealtohim。"Jesus,lover,andisitgiventous,weakandsinful,frailanderring,toserveThee,totakeTheein!"hesaidsoftly,asherosefromhisseat。Fullofjoy,hebegantopacethelittleroom。NowandagainashewalkedhesangthelinesofaGermanhymn,ormutteredbrokenwordsofprayer。Thelittleroomwasfulloflight。ItappearedtotheGermanthatChristwasverynearhim,andthatatalmostanymomentthethinmistofearthlydarknessthatcloudedhishumaneyesmightbewithdrawn,andthatmademanifestofwhichthefriendsatEmmaus,beholdingit,said,"ItistheLord!"

Again,andyetagain,throughthelonghoursofthatnight,astheoldmanwalkedhelookeduptotheroofofhislittleroom,withitsblackenedrafters,andyetsawthemnot。Hisroughbeardedfacewasilluminatedwitharadiantgladness;andthenightwasnotshortertothedreamingsleepersthantohimwhosewakingdreamsbroughtheavennear。

Soquicklythenightfled,thathelookedupwithsurprisewhenatfouro’clockthefirstgreystreaksofsummerdawnshowedthemselvesthroughthelittlewindow。Thentheoldmanturnedtoraketogetherthefewcoalsthatlayundertheashes,andhisson,turningonthesheepskins,mutteredsleepilytoknowifitweretimetorise。

"Liestill,liestill!Iwouldonlymakeafire,"saidtheoldman。

"Haveyoubeenupallnight?"askedtheboy。

"Yes;butithasbeenshort,veryshort。Sleepagain,mychicken;itisyetearly。"

Andhewentouttofetchmorefuel。

Chapter1。IV。BlessedisHeThatBelieveth。

BonaparteBlenkinssatonthesideofthebed。Hehadwonderfullyrevivedsincethedaybefore,heldhisheadhigh,talkedinafullsonorousvoice,andategreedilyofalltheviandsofferedhim。Athissidewasabasinofsoup,fromwhichhetookadeepdraughtnowandagainashewatchedthefingersoftheGerman,whosatonthemudfloormendingthebottomofachair。

Presentlyhelookedout,where,intheafternoonsunshine,afewhalf—grownostrichesmightbeseenwanderinglistlesslyabout,andthenhelookedinagainatthelittlewhitewashedroom,andatLyndall,whosatinthedoorwaylookingatabook。Thenheraisedhischinandtriedtoadjustanimaginaryshirt—collar。Findingnone,hesmoothedthelittlegreyfringeatthebackofhishead,andbegan:

"Youareastudentofhistory,Iperceive,myfriend,fromthestudyofthesevolumesthatliescatteredaboutthisapartment;thisfacthasbeenmadeevidenttome。"

"Well——alittle——perhaps——itmaybe,"saidtheGermanmeekly。

"Beingastudentofhistorythen,"saidBonaparte,raisinghimselfloftily,"youwilldoubtlesshaveheardofmygreat,ofmycelebratedkinsman,NapoleonBonaparte?"

"Yes,yes,"saidtheGerman,lookingup。

"I,sir,"saidBonaparte,"wasbornatthishour,onanAprilafternoon,three—and—fiftyyearsago。Thenurse,sir——shewasthesamewhoattendedwhentheDukeofSutherlandwasborn——broughtmetomymother。’Thereisonlyonenameforthischild,’shesaid:’hehasthenoseofhisgreatkinsman;’andsoBonaparteBlenkinsbecamemyname——BonaparteBlenkins。

Yes,sir,"saidBonaparte,"thereisastreamonmymaternalsidethatconnectsmewithastreamonhismaternalside。"

TheGermanmadeasoundofastonishment。

"Theconnection,"saidBonaparte,"isonewhichcouldnotbeeasilycomprehendedbyoneunaccustomedtothestudyofaristocraticpedigrees;

buttheconnectionisclose。"

"Isitpossible!"saidtheGerman,pausinginhisworkwithmuchinterestandastonishment。"NapoleonanIrishman!"

"Yes,"saidBonaparte,"onthemother’sside,andthatishowwearerelated。Therewasn’tamantobeathim,"saidBonaparte,stretchinghimself——"notamanexcepttheDukeofWellington。Andit’sastrangecoincidence,"addedBonaparte,bendingforward,"buthewasaconnectionofmine。Hisnephew,theDukeofWellington’snephew,marriedacousinofmine。Shewasawoman!Seeheratoneofthecourtballs——ambersatin——

daisiesinherhair。Worthgoingahundredmilestolookather!Oftenseenhertheremyself,sir!"

TheGermanmovedtheleatherthongsinandout,andthoughtofthestrangevicissitudesofhumanlife,whichmightbringthekinsmanofdukesandemperorstohishumbleroom。

Bonaparteappearedlostamongoldmemories。

"Ah,thatDukeofWellington’snephew!"hebrokeforthsuddenly;"many’sthejokeI’vehadwithhim。OftencametovisitmeatBonaparteHall。

GrandplaceIhadthen——park,conservatory,servants。Hehadonlyonefault,thatDukeofWellington’snephew,"saidBonaparte,observingthattheGermanwasdeeplyinterestedineveryword,"Hewasacoward——whatyoumightcallacoward。You’veneverbeeninRussia,Isuppose?"saidBonaparte,fixinghiscrosswiselookingeyesontheGerman’sface。

"No,no,"saidtheoldmanhumbly。"France,England,Germany,alittleinthiscountry;itisallIhavetravelled。"

"I,myfriend,"saidBonaparte,"Ihavebeenineverycountryintheworld,andspeakeverycivilisedlanguage,exceptingonlyDutchandGerman。I

wroteabookofmytravels——noteworthyincidents。Publishergotit——

cheatedmeoutofit。Greatrascalsthosepublishers!UpononeoccasiontheDukeofWellington’snephewandIweretravellinginRussia。Allofasuddenoneofthehorsesdroppeddowndeadasadoornail。Therewewere——

coldnight——snowfourfeetthick——greatforest——onehorsenotbeingabletomovethesledge——nightcomingon——wolves。

"’Spree!’saystheDukeofWellington’snephew。

"’Spree,doyoucallit?saysI。’Lookout。’

"There,stickingoutunderabush,wasnothinglessthanthenoseofabear。TheDukeofWellington’snephewwasupatreelikeashot;Istoodquietlyontheground,ascoolasIamatthismoment,loadedmygun,andclimbedupthetree。Therewasonlyonebough。

"’Bon,’saidtheDukeofWellington’snephew,’you’dbettersitinfront。’

"’Allright,’saidI;’butkeepyourgunready。Therearemorecoming。’

He’dgothisfaceburiedinmyback。

"’Howmanyarethere?’saidhe。

"’Four,’saidI。

"’Howmanyaretherenow?’saidhe。

"’Eight,’saidI。

"’Howmanyaretherenow?’saidhe。

"’Ten,’saidI。

"’Ten!ten!’saidhe;anddowngoeshisgun。

"’Wallie,’Isaid,’whathaveyoudone?We’redeadmennow。’

"’Bon,myoldfellow,’saidhe,’Icouldn’thelpit;myhandstrembledso!’

"’Wall,’Isaid,turningroundandseizinghishand,’Wallie,mydearlad,good—bye。I’mnotafraidtodie。Mylegsarelong——theyhangdown——thefirstbearthatcomesandIdon’thithim,offgoesmyfoot。WhenhetakesitIshallgiveyoumygunandgo。Youmayyetbesaved;buttell,oh,tellMaryAnnthatIthoughtofher,thatIprayedforher。’

"’Good—bye,oldfellow,’saidhe。

"’Godblessyou,’saidI。

"Bythistimethebearsweresittinginacircleallaroundthetree。

Yes,"saidBonaparteimpressively,fixinghiseyesontheGerman,"aregular,exact,circle。Themarksoftheirtailswereleftinthesnow,andImeasureditafterward;adrawing—mastercouldn’thavedoneitbetter。

Itwasthatsavedme。Ifthey’drushedonmeatonce,pooroldBonwouldneverhavebeenheretotellthisstory。Buttheycameon,sir,systematically,onebyone。Alltherestsatontheirtailsandwaited。

Thefirstfellowcameup,andIshothim;thesecondfellow——Ishothim;

thethird——Ishothim。Atlastthetenthcame;hewasthebiggestofall——

theleader,youmaysay。

"’Wall,’Isaid,’givemeyourhand。Myfingersarestiffwiththecold;

thereisonlyonebulletleft。Ishallmisshim。Whileheiseatingmeyougetdownandtakeyourgun;andlive,dearfriend,livetorememberthemanwhogavehislifeforyou!’Bythattimethebearwasatme。Ifelthispawonmytrousers。

"’Oh,Bonnie!Bonnie!’saidtheDukeofWellington’snephew。ButIjusttookmygunandputthemuzzletothebear’sear——overhefell——dead!"

BonaparteBlenkinswaitedtoobservewhateffecthisstoryhadmade。Thenhetookoutadirtywhitehandkerchiefandstrokedhisforehead,andmoreespeciallyhiseyes。

"Italwaysaffectsmetorelatethatadventure,"heremarked,returningthehandkerchieftohispocket。"Ingratitude——base,vileingratitude——isrecalledbyit!Thatman,thatman,whobutformewouldhaveperishedinthepathlesswildsofRussia,thatmaninthehourofmyadversityforsookme。"TheGermanlookedup。"Yes,"saidBonaparte,"Ihadmoney,Ihadlands;Isaidtomywife:’ThereisAfrica,astrugglingcountry;theywantcapital;theywantmenoftalent;theywantmenofabilitytoopenupthatland。Letusgo。’

"Iboughteightthousandpounds’worthofmachinery——winnowing,plowing,reapingmachines;Iloadedashipwiththem。NextsteamerIcameout——

wife,children,all。GottotheCape。Whereistheshipwiththethings?

Lost——gonetothebottom!Andtheboxwiththemoney?Lost——nothingsaved!

"MywifewrotetotheDukeofWellington’snephew;Ididn’twishherto;

shediditwithoutmyknowledge。

"WhatdidthemanwhoselifeIsaveddo?Didhesendmethirtythousandpounds?say,’Bonaparte,mybrother,hereisacrumb?’No;hesentmenothing。

"Mywifesaid,’Write。’Isaid,’MaryAnn,NO。Whilethesehandshavepowertowork,NO。Whilethisframehaspowertoendure,NO。NevershallitbesaidthatBonaparteBlenkinsaskedofanyman。’"

Theman’snobleindependencetouchedtheGerman。

"Yourcaseishard;yes,thatishard,"saidtheGerman,shakinghishead。

Bonapartetookanotherdraughtofthesoup,leanedbackagainstthepillows,andsigheddeeply。

"Ithink,"hesaidafterawhile,rousinghimself,"Ishallnowwanderinthebenignair,andtastethegentlecoolofevening。Thestiffnesshoversovermeyet;exerciseisbeneficial。"

Sosaying,headjustedhishatcarefullyonthebaldcrownofhishead,andmovedtothedoor。AfterhehadgonetheGermansighedagainoverhiswork:

"Ah,Lord!Soitis!Ah!"

Hethoughtoftheingratitudeoftheworld。

"UncleOtto,"saidthechildinthedoorway,"didyoueverhearoftenbearssittingontheirtailsinacircle?"

"Well,notoftenexactly:butbearsdoattacktravellerseveryday。Itisnothingunheardof,"saidtheGerman。"Amanofsuchcourage,too!

Terribleexperiencethat!"

"Andhowdoweknowthatthestoryistrue,UncleOtto?"

TheGerman’sirewasroused。

"ThatiswhatIdohate!"hecried。"Knowthatistrue!Howdoyouknowthatanythingistrue?Becauseyouaretoldso。Ifwebegintoquestioneverything——proof,proof,proof,whatwillwehavetobelieveleft?HowdoyouknowtheangelopenedtheprisondoorforPeter,exceptthatPetersaidso?HowdoyouknowthatGodtalkedtoMoses,exceptthatMoseswroteit?

ThatiswhatIhate!"

Thegirlknitherbrows。PerhapsherthoughtsmadealongerjourneythantheGermandreamedof;for,markyou,theolddreamlittlehowtheirwordsandlivesaretextsandstudiestothegenerationthatshallsucceedthem。

Notwhatwearetaught,butwhatwesee,makesus,andthechildgathersthefoodonwhichtheadultfeedstotheend。

WhentheGermanlookedupnexttherewasalookofsupremesatisfactioninthelittlemouthandthebeautifuleyes。

"Whatdostsee,chicken?"heasked。

Thechildsaidnothing,andanagonizingshriekwasborneontheafternoonbreeze。

"Oh,God!myGod!Iamkilled!"criedthevoiceofBonaparte,ashe,withwideopenmouthandshakingflesh,fellintotheroom,followedbyahalf—

grownostrich,whoputitsheadinatthedoor,openeditsbeakathim,andwentaway。

"Shutthedoor!shutthedoor!Asyouvaluemylife,shutthedoor!"criedBonaparte,sinkingintoachair,hisfaceblueandwhite,withagreenishnessaboutthemouth。"Ah,myfriend,"hesaidtremulously,"eternityhaslookedmeintheface!Mylife’sthreadhunguponacord!

Thevalleyoftheshadowofdeath!"saidBonaparte,seizingtheGerman’sarm。

"Dear,dear,dear!"saidtheGerman,whohadclosedthelowerhalfofthedoor,andstoodmuchconcernedbesidethestranger,"youhavehadafright。

Ineverknewsoyoungabirdtochasebefore;buttheywilltakedislikestocertainpeople。Isentaboyawayoncebecauseabirdwouldchasehim。

Ah,dear,dear!"

"WhenIlookedround,"saidBonaparte,"theredandyawningcavitywasaboveme,andthereprehensiblepawraisedtostrikeme。Mynerves,"saidBonaparte,suddenlygrowingfaint,"alwaysdelicate——highlystrung——arebroken——broken!Youcouldnotgivealittlewine,alittlebrandymyfriend?"

TheoldGermanhurriedawaytothebookshelf,andtookfrombehindthebooksasmallbottle,halfofwhosecontentshepouredintoacup。

Bonapartedrainediteagerly。

"Howdoyoufeelnow?"askedtheGerman,lookingathimwithmuchsympathy。

"Alittle,slightly,better。"

TheGermanwentouttopickupthebatteredchimneypotwhichhadfallenbeforethedoor。

"Iamsorryyougotthefright。Thebirdsarebadthingstillyouknowthem,"hesaidsympathetically,asheputthehatdown。

"Myfriend,"saidBonaparte,holdingouthishand,"Iforgiveyou;donotbedisturbed。Whatevertheconsequences,Iforgiveyou。Iknow,I

believe,itwaswithnoill—intentthatyouallowedmetogoout。Givemeyourhand。Ihavenoill—feeling;none!"

"Youareverykind,"saidtheGerman,takingtheextendedhand,andfeelingsuddenlyconvincedthathewasreceivingmagnanimousforgivenessforsomegreatinjury,"youareverykind。"

"Don’tmentionit,"saidBonaparte。

Heknockedoutthecrownofhiscaved—inoldhat,placeditonthetablebeforehim,leanedhiselbowsonthetableandhisfaceinhishands,andcontemplatedit。

"Ah,myoldfriend,"hethusapostrophizedthehat,"youhaveservedmelong,youhaveservedmefaithfully,butthelastdayhascome。Nevermoreshallyoubeborneupontheheadofyourmaster。Nevermoreshallyouprotecthisbrowfromtheburningraysofsummerorthecuttingwindsofwinter。Henceforthbare—headedmustyourmastergo。Good—bye,good—bye,oldhat!"

AttheendofthisaffectingappealtheGermanrose。Hewenttotheboxatthefootofhisbed;outofithetookablackhat,whichhadevidentlybeenseldomwornandcarefullypreserved。

"It’snotexactlywhatyoumayhavebeenaccustomedto,"hesaidnervously,puttingitdownbesidethebatteredchimneypot,"butitmightbeofsomeuse——aprotectiontothehead,youknow。"

"Myfriend,"saidBonaparte,"youarenotfollowingmyadvice;youareallowingyourselftobereproachedonmyaccount。Donotmakeyourselfunhappy。No;Ishallgobare—headed。"

"No,no,no!"criedtheGermanenergetically。"Ihavenouseforthehat,noneatall。Itisshutupinthebox。"

"ThenIwilltakeit,myfriend。Itisacomforttoone’sownmindwhenyouhaveunintentionallyinjuredanyonetomakereparation。Iknowthefeeling。Thehatmaynotbeofthatrefinedcutofwhichtheoldonewas,butitwillserve,yes,itwillserve。Thankyou,"saidBonaparte,adjustingitonhishead,andthenreplacingitonthetable。"Ishallliedownnowandtakealittlerepose,"headded;"Imuchfearmyappetiteforsupperwillbelost。"

"Ihopenot,Ihopenot,"saidtheGerman,reseatinghimselfathiswork,andlookingmuchconcernedasBonapartestretchedhimselfonthebedandturnedtheendofthepatchworkquiltoverhisfeet。

"Youmustnotthinktomakeyourdeparture,notformanydays,"saidtheGermanpresently。"TantSanniegivesherconsent,and——"

"Myfriend,"saidBonaparte,closinghiseyessadly,"youarekind;butwereitnotthattomorrowistheSabbath,weakandtremblingasIliehere,Iwouldproceedonmyway。Imustseekwork;idlenessbutforadayispainful。Work,labour——thatisthesecretofalltruehappiness!"

Hedoubledthepillarunderhishead,andwatchedhowtheGermandrewtheleatherthongsinandout。

AfterawhileLyndallsilentlyputherbookontheshelfandwenthome,andtheGermanstoodupandbegantomixsomewaterandmealforroaster—cakes。

Ashestirredthemwithhishandshesaid:

"ImakealwaysadoublesupplyonSaturdaynight;thehandsarethenfreeasthethoughtsforSunday。"

"TheblessedSabbath!"saidBonaparte。

Therewasapause。Bonapartetwistedhiseyeswithoutmovinghishead,toseeifsupperwerealreadyonthefire。

"YoumustsorelymisstheadministrationoftheLord’swordinthisdesolatespot,"addedBonaparte。"Oh,howloveIThinehouse,andtheplacewhereThinehonourdwelleth!"

"Well,wedo;yes,"saidtheGerman;"butwedoourbest。Wemeettogether,andI——well,Isayafewwords,andperhapstheyarenotwhollylost,notquite。"

"Strangecoincidence,"saidBonaparte;"myplanalwayswasthesame。WasintheFreeStateonce——solitaryfarm——oneneighbour。EverySundayI

calledtogetherfriendandneighbour,childandservant,andsaid,’Rejoicewithme,thatwemayservetheLord,’andthenIaddressedthem。Ah,thosewereblessedtimes,"saidBonaparte;"wouldtheymightreturn。"

TheGermanstirredatthecakes,andstirred,andstirred,andstirred。Hecouldgivethestrangerhisbed,andhecouldgivethestrangerhishat,andhecouldgivethestrangerhisbrandy;buthisSundayservice!

Afteragoodwhilehesaid:

"ImightspeaktoTantSannie;Imightarrange;youmighttaketheserviceinmyplace,ifit——"

"Myfriend,"saidBonaparte,"itwouldgivemetheprofoundestfelicity,themostunboundedsatisfaction;butintheseworn—outhabiliments,inthesedeterioratedgarments,itwouldnotbepossible,itwouldnotbefittingthatIshouldofficiateinserviceofOnewhom,forrespect,weshallnotname。No,myfriend,Iwillremainhere;and,whileyouareassemblingyourselvestogetherinthepresenceoftheLord,I,inmysolitude,willthinkofandprayforyou。No;Iwillremainhere!"

Itwasatouchingpicture——thesolitarymanthereprayingforthem。TheGermanclearedhishandsfromthemeal,andwenttothechestfromwhichhehadtakentheblackhat。Afteralittlecarefulfeelingabout,heproducedablackclothcoat,trousers,andwaistcoat,whichhelaidonthetable,smilingknowingly。Theywereofnewshiningcloth,worntwiceayear,whenhewenttothetowntonachtmaal。Helookedwithgreatprideatthecoatasheunfoldeditandhelditup。

"It’snotthelatestfashion,perhaps,notaWestEndcut,notexactly;butitmightdo;itmightserveatapush。Tryiton,tryiton!"hesaid,hisoldgreyeyestwinklingwithpride。

Bonapartestoodupandtriedonthecoat。Itfittedadmirably;thewaistcoatcouldbemadetobuttonbyrippinguptheback,andthetrouserswereperfect;butbelowweretheraggedboots。TheGermanwasnotdisconcerted。Goingtothebeamwhereapairoftop—bootshung,hetookthemoff,dustedthemcarefully,andputthemdownbeforeBonaparte。Theoldeyesnowfairlybrimmedoverwithsparklingenjoyment。

"Ihaveonlywornthemonce。Theymightserve;theymightbeendured。"

Bonapartedrewthemonandstoodupright,hisheadalmosttouchingthebeams。TheGermanlookedathimwithprofoundadmiration。Itwaswonderfulwhatadifferencefeathersmadeinthebird。

Chapter1。V。SundayServices。

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