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Shetookitinwithherpresentoddmixtureofthereceptiveandthederisive。"Arrangedwhat?"

"Oh,askHER!"

"IwouldifIcouldfindher!"Afterwhich,foramoment,myinterlocutressagainconsidered。"ButIthoughtitwasjustyourcontentionthatSHEdoesn’tshine。Ifit’sLadyJohn’sperfectrepairthatputsthatsortofthingoutofthequestion,yourimage,itseemstome,breaksdown。"

Itdidalittle,Isaw,butIgaveitatiltup。"Notatall。It’sacaseofshiningasBrissendenshines。"IwonderedifImightgofurther——thenriskedit。"Bysacrifice。"

IperceivedatoncethatIneedn’tfear:herconsciencewastoogood——shewasonlyamused。"Sacrifice,formercy’ssake,ofwhat?"

"Well——formercy’ssake——ofhistime。"

"Histime?"Shestared。"Hasn’theallthetimehewants?"

"Mydearlady,"Ismiled,"hehasn’tallthetimeYOUwant!"

ButsheevidentlyhadnotaglimmeringofwhatImeant。"Don’tImakethingsofanease,don’tImakelifeofacharm,forhim?"

I’mafraidIlaughedout。"That’sperhapsexactlyit!It’swhatGilbertLongdoesforHISvictim——makesthings,makeslife,ofaneaseandacharm。"

Shestoppedyetagain,reallywonderingatmenow。"Thenit’sthewoman,simply,who’shappiest?"

"BecauseBrissenden’sthemanwhois?Precisely!"

Onwhichforaminute,withouthergoingon,welookedateachother。

"DoyoureallymeanthatifyouonlyknewMEasIam,itwouldcometoyouinthesamewaytohuntformyconfederate?Imeanifheweren’tmadeobvious,youknow,byhisbeingmyhusband。"

Iturnedthisover。"Ifyouwereonlyinflirtation——asyouremindedmejustnowthatyou’renot?Surely!"Ideclared。"Ishouldarriveathim,perfectly,afteralleliminations,ontheprincipleoflookingforthegreatesthappiness——"

"Ofthesmallestnumber?Well,hemaybeasmallnumber,"sheindulgentlysighed,"buthe’swhollycontent!Lookathimnowthere,"sheaddedthenextmoment,"andjudge。"Wehadresumedourwalkandturnedthecornerofthehouse,amovementthatbroughtusintoviewofacouplejustroundtheangleoftheterrace,acouplewho,likeourselves,musthavepausedinasociablestroll。Thelady,withherbacktous,leanedalittleonthebalustradeandlookedatthegardens;thegentlemanclosetoher,withthesamesupport,offeredusthefaceofGuyBrissenden,asrecognisableatadistanceasthenumberedcardofa"turn"——theblackfigureuponwhite——atamusic—hall。Onseeingushesaidawordtohiscompanion,whoquicklyjerkedround。Thenhiswifeexclaimedtome——onlywithmoresharpness——asshehadexclaimedatMme。deDreuil:"Byallthat’slovely——MayServer!"

Itookit,onthespot,forakindof"Eureka!"butwithoutcatchingmyfriend’sidea。Iwasonlyawareatfirstthatthisidealeftmeasunconvincedaswhentheotherpossibilitieshadpassedbeforeus。Wasn’titsimplytheresultofthislady’sbeingtheonlyonewehadhappenednottoeliminate?

Shehadnotevenoccurredtous。Shewasprettyenoughperhapsforanymagic,butshehadn’ttheothersigns。Ididn’tbelieve,somehow——certainlynotonsuchshortnotice——eitherinherhappinessorinherflatness。Therewasavaguesuggestion,ofasort,inourhavingfoundhertherewithBrissenden:

therewouldhavebeenapertinence,toourcuriosity,oratleasttomine,inthisjuxtapositionofthetwopersonswhopaid,asIhadamusedmyselfwithcallingit,soheroically;yetIhadonlytohaveitmarkedforme(toseethem,thatis,sidebyside,)inordertofeelhowlittle——atanyratesuperficially——thegraceful,natural,charmingwomanrangedherselfwiththesuperannuatedyouth。

Shehadsaidawordtohimatsightofus,inanswertohisown,andinaminuteortwotheyhadmetus。Thishadgivenmetimeformorethanonereflection。IthadalsogivenMrs。Brissendentimetoinsisttomeonheridentification,whichIcouldseeshewouldbemuchlessquicktodropthanintheformercases。"Wehaveher,"shemurmured;"wehaveher;

it’sSHE!"Itwasbyherinsistanceinfactthatmythoughtwasquickened。

Itevenfeltakindofchill——anoddrevulsion——atthetouchofhereagerness。

Singularperhapsthatonlythen——yetquitecertainlythen——thecuriositytowhichIhadsofreelysurrenderedmyselfbegantostrikemeaswantingintaste。ItwasreflectedinMrs。Brissendenquitebymyfault,andI

can’tsayjustwhatcauseforshame,aftersomuchtalkofoursearchandourscent,Ifoundinourawakenedandconfirmedkeenness。Whyintheworldhadn’tIfounditbefore?Myscruple,inshort,wasathingoftheinstant;

itwasinapositiveflashthattheamusingquestionwasstampedformeasnoneofmybusiness。OneofthereflectionsIhavejustmentionedwasthatIhadnothadahappyhandinmakingitsocompletelyMrs。Brissenden’s。

Anotherwas,however,thatnothing,fortunately,thathadhappenedbetweenusreallysignified。Forwhathadsosuddenlyovertakenmewastheconsciousnessofthisanomaly:thatIwasatthesametimeasdisgustedasifIhadexposedMrs。ServerandabsolutelyconvincedthatIhadyetNOTexposedher。

While,aftertheothershadgreetedusandwestoodinvaguetalk,I

caughtafreshtheeffectoftheirjuxtaposition,Igrasped,withaprivatejoythatwasquiteextravagant——assobeyondtheneededmark——atthereassuranceitoffered。Thisreassurancesprangstraightfromaspecialsource。Brissenden’ssecretwassoawareofitselfastobealwaysonthedefensive。Shyandsuspicious,itwasasmuchonthedefensiveatpresentasIhadfeltittobe——sofarasIwasconcerned——thenightbefore。WhatwasthereaccordinglyinMrs。Server——frankandfragrantinthemorningair——tocorrespondtoanysuchconsciousness?Nothingwhatever——notasymptom。Whateversecretsshemighthavehad,shehadnotTHATone;shewasnotinthesamebox;

thesacredfount,inher,wasnotthreatenedwithexhaustion。Weallsoonre—enteredthehousetogether,butMrs。Brissenden,duringthefewminutesthatfollowed,managedtopossessherselfofthesubjectofherdenunciation。

SheputmeoffwithGuy,andIcouldn’thelpfeelingitasasignofherconcentration。ShewarmedtothequestionjustasIhadthrownitover;

andIaskedmyselfratherruefullywhatonearthIhadbeenthinkingof。

Ihadn’tintheleasthaditinmindto"compromise"anindividual;butanindividualwouldbecompromisedifIdidn’tnowtakecare。

Chapter4

IHAVEsaidthatIdidmanythingsonthiswonderfulday,butperhapsthesimplestwaytodescribetherestofthemisasasustainedattempttoavertthatdisaster。Isucceeded,byvigilance,inpreventingmylatecompanionfromcarryingMrs。Serveroff;Ihadnowishtoseeherstudied——byanyonebutmyselfatleast——inthelightofmytheory。IfeltbythistimethatIunderstoodmytheory,butIwasnotobligedtobelievethatMrs。

Brissendendid。IamafraidImustfranklyconfessthatIcalleddeceptiontomyaid;toseparatethetwoladiesIgavethemoreinitiatedalookinwhichIinvitedhertoreadvolumes。Thislook,orratherthelookshereturned,comesbacktomeasthefirstnoteofatolerablytight,tenselittledrama,alittledramaofwhichourremaininghoursatNewmarchwerethealltooamplestage。Sheunderstoodme,asImeant,thatshehadbetterleavemetogetatthetruth——owingmesomeobligation,asshedid,forsomuchofitasIhadalreadycommunicated。Thisstepwasofcourseatacitpledgethatsheshouldhavetherestfrommelateron。Iknewofsomepicturesinoneoftheroomsthathadnotbeenlightedthepreviousevening,andImadethesemypretextfortheeffectIdesired。IaskedMrs。Serverifshewouldn’tcomeandseethemwithme,admittingatthesametimethatIcouldscarceexpecthertoforgivemeformyshareintheinvasionofthequietcornerinwhichpoorBrisshadevidentlymanagedsotointeresther。

"Oh,yes,"sherepliedaswewentourway,"heHADmanagedtointerestme。Isn’thecuriouslyinteresting?ButIhadn’t,"shecontinuedonmybeingtoostruckwithherquestionforanimmediateanswer——"Ihadn’tmanagedtointerestHIM。Ofcourseyouknowwhy!"shelaughed。"NooneinterestshimbutLadyJohn,andhecouldthinkofnothing,whileIkepthimthere,butofhowsoonhecouldreturntoher。"

Theseremarks——ofwhichIgiveratherthesensethantheform,fortheywerealittlescatteredandtroubled,andIhelpedthemoutandpiecedthemtogether——theseremarkshadforme,Iwastofind,unexpectedsuggestions,notallofwhichwasIpreparedonthespottotakeup。"AndisLadyJohninterestedinourfriend?"

"Not,Isuppose,givenhersituation,somuchashewouldperhapsdesire。

Youdon’tknowwhathersituationIS?"shewentonwhileIdoubtlessappearedtobesunkininnocence。"Isn’titrathermarkedthatthere’sonlyonepersonshe’sinterestedin?"

"Oneperson?"Iwasthoroughlyatsea。

ButwehadreachedwithitthegreatpicturedsaloonwithwhichIhadproposedtoassisthertorenewacquaintanceandinwhichtwovisitorshadanticipatedus。"Why,hereheis!"sheexclaimedaswepaused,foradmiration,inthedoorway。Thehighfrescoedceilingarchedoverafloorsohighlypolishedthatitseemedtoreflectthefadedpastelsset,inrococoborders,inthewallsandconstitutingthedistinctionoftheplace。

Ourcompanions,examiningtogetheroneoftheportraitsandturningtheirbacks,wereattheoppositeend,andoneofthemwasGilbertLong。

Iimmediatelynamedtheother。"DoyoumeanFordObert?"

Shegaveme,withalaugh,oneofherbeautifullooks。"Yes!"

Itwasanswerenoughforthemoment,andthemannerofitshowedmetowhatlegendshewascommitted。Iaskedmyself,whilethetwomenfacedabouttomeetus,whyshewascommittedtoit,andIfurtherconsideredthatifGraceBrissenden,againsteveryappearance,wasright,therewouldnowbesomethingformetosee。Whichofthetwo——theagentortheobjectofthesacrifice——wouldtakemostprecautions?Ikeptmycompanionpurposely,foralittlewhile,onoursideoftheroom,leavingtheothers,interestedintheirobservations,totaketheirtimetojoinus。Itgavemeoccasiontowonderifthequestionmightn’tbecleareduponthespot。ThereWAS

noquestion,Ihadcompunctiouslymadeupmymind,forMrs。Server;butnowIshouldseetheproofofthatconclusion。Theproofofitwouldbe,betweenherandherimputedlover,theabsenceofanythingthatwasnotperfectlynatural。Mrs。Server,withhereyesraisedtothepainteddome,withresponsecharmedalmosttosolemnityinherexquisiteface,struckmeatthismoment,Ihadtoconcede,asmorethaneverapersontohavealoverimputed。Theplace,saveforitspicturesoflaterdate,atriumphofthefloriddecorationoftwocenturiesago,evidentlymetherspecialtaste,andakindofprofanepietyhaddroppedonher,drizzlingdown,inthecoldlight,insilver,incrystal,infaint,mixeddelicaciesofcolour,almostasonapilgrimatashrine。Idon’tknowwhatitwasinher——save,thatis,thepositivepitchofdelicacyinherbeauty——thatmadeher,soimpressedandpresented,indescribablytouching。Shewaslikeanawestruckchild;shemighthavebeenherself——allGreuzetints,allpalepinksandbluesandpearlywhitesandcandideyes——anolddeadpastelunderglass。

Shewasnottooreducedtothisstate,however,nottotake,soonenough,herownprecaution——ifaprecautionitwastobedeemed。IwasacutelyconsciousthatthenaturalnesstowhichIhavejustalludedwouldbe,foreitherparty,theonlyprecautionworthspeakingof。Wemovedslowlyroundtheroom,pausinghereandthereforcuriosity;duringwhichtimethetwomenremainedwherewehadfoundthem。Shehadbegunatlasttowatchthemandhadproposedthatweshouldseeinwhattheyweresoabsorbed;butIcheckedherinthemovement,raisingmyhandinafriendlyadmonitiontowait。Wewaitedthen,facetoface,lookingateachotherasiftocatchastrainofmusic。ThiswaswhatIhadintended,forithadjustcometomethatoneofthevoiceswasintheairandthatithadimposedcloseattention。Thedistinguishedpainterlistenedwhile——toallappearance——GilbertLongdid,inthepresenceofthepicture,theexplaining。FordObertmoved,afteralittle,butnotsoastointerrupt——onlysoastoshowmehisfaceinarecallofwhathadpassedbetweenusthenightbeforeinthesmoking—room。

IturnedmyeyesfromMrs。Server’s;Iallowedmyselftocommunealittle,acrosstheshiningspace,withthoseofourfellow—auditor。Theoccasionhadthusforaminutetheoddestlittleairofanaestheticlecturepromptedbyaccidental,butimmense,suggestionsanddeliveredbyGilbertLong。

Icouldn’t,atthedistance,withmycompanion,quitefollowit,butObertwasclearlypatientenoughtobetraythathewasstruck。HisimpressionwasatanyratedoubtlesshisshareofsurpriseatLong’sgiftoftalk。

Thiswaswhathiseyesindeedmostseemedtothrowovertome——"Whatanunexpecteddemonofacritic!"Itwasextraordinarilyinteresting——Idon’tmeanthespecialdriftofLong’seloquence,whichIcouldn’t,asIsay,catch;butthephenomenonofhis,ofallpeople,dealinginthatarticle。

Itputbeforemethequestionofwhether,inthesestrangerelationsthatIbelievedIhadthusgotmyglimpseof,theactionoftheperson"sacrificed"

mightn’tbequiteoutofproportiontotheresourcesofthatperson。Itwasasiftheseelementsmightreallymultiplyinthetransfermadeofthem;asiftheborrowerpracticallyfoundhimself——orherself——inpossessionofagreatersumthantheknownpropertyofthecreditor。Thesurrender,inthisway,added,bypurebeauty,tothethingsurrendered。WeallknowtheFrenchadageaboutthatplusbellefilledumondewhocangivebutwhatshehas;yetifMrs。Server,forinstance,HADbeentheheroineofthisparticularconnection,thecommunicationofherintelligencetoherfriendwouldquitehavefalsifiedit。Shewouldhavegivenmuchmorethanshehad。

WhenLonghadfinishedhisdemonstrationandhischargedvoicehaddropped,wecrossedtoclaimacquaintancewiththeworkthathadinspiredhim。TheplacehadnotbeencompletelynewtoMrs。Serveranymorethantomyself,andtheimpressionnowmadeonherwasbuttheintenservibrationofachordalreadystirred;neverthelessIwasstruckwithhersaying,asaresultofmoreremembrancethanIhadattributedtoher"Ohyes,——themanwiththemaskinhishand!"OnourjoiningtheothersIexpressedregretatourhavingturneduptoolatefortheideasthat,onathemesopromising,theywouldhavebeensuretoproduce,andObert,quiteagreeingthatwehadlostatreat,saidfrankly,inreferencetoLong,butaddressinghimselfmoreespeciallytoMrs。Server:"He’sperfectlyamazing,youknow——he’sperfectlyamazing!"

IobservedthatasaconsequenceofthisLonglookedneitheratMrs。

ServernoratObert;helookedonlyatme,andwithquiteapenetrableshadeofshyness。Thenagainastrangethinghappened,astrangerthingeventhanmyquicksense,thepreviousafternoonatthestation,thathewasachangedman。Itwasasifhewerestillmorechanged——hadalteredasmuchsincetheeveningbeforeasduringthesomuchlongerintervalofwhichIhadoriginallytotakeaccount。HehadalteredalmostlikeGraceBrissenden——helookedfairlydistinguished。Isaidtomyselfthat,withouthisstatureandcertainsignsinhisdress,Ishouldprobablynothaveplacedhim。EngrossedaninstantwiththisviewandwithnotlosingtouchoftheuneasinessthatIconceivedIhadfastenedonhim,IbecameawareonlyaftershehadspokenthatMrs。ServerhadgailyandgracefullyaskedofObertwhyintheworldsocleveramanshouldNOThavebeenclever。

"Obert,"Iaccordinglytookuponmyselftoremark,"hadevidentlylabouredundersomeextraordinarydelusion。HemustliterallyhavedoubtedifLongWASclever。"

"Fancy!"Mrs。ServerexplainedwithacharmingsmileatLong,who,stilllookingpleasantlycompetentandnottoofatuous,amiablyreturnedit。

"They’renatural,they’renatural,"Iprivatelyreflected;"thatis,he’snaturaltoHER,buthe’snotsotome。"Andasifseeingdepthsinthis,andtotryit,Iappealedtohim。"Do,mydearman,letushaveitagain。It’sthepicture,ofallpictures,thatmostneedsaninterpreter。

DON’Twewant,"IaskedofMrs。Server,"toknowwhatitmeans?"Thefigurerepresentedisayoungmaninblack——aquaint,tightblackdress,fashionedinyearslongpast;withapale,lean,lividfaceandastare,fromeyeswithouteyebrows,likethatofsomewhitenedold—worldclown。Inhishandheholdsanobjectthatstrikesthespectatoratfirstsimplyassomeobscure,someambiguousworkofart,butthatonasecondviewbecomesarepresentationofahumanface,modelledandcoloured,inwax,inenamelledmetal,insomesubstancenothuman。Theobjectthusappearsacompletemask,suchasmighthavebeenfantasticallyfittedandworn。

"Yes,whatintheworlddoesitmean?"Mrs。Serverreplied。"Onecouldcallit——thoughthatdoesn’tgetonemuchfurther——theMaskofDeath。"

"Whyso?"Idemandedwhileweallagainlookedatthepicture。"Isn’titmuchrathertheMaskofLife?It’stheman’sownfacethat’sDeath。

Theotherone,bloomingandbeautiful——"

"Ah,butwithanawfulgrimace!"Mrs。Serverbrokein。

"Theotherone,bloomingandbeautiful,"Irepeated,"isLife,andhe’sgoingtoputiton;unlessindeedhehasjusttakenitoff。"

"He’sdreadful,he’sawful——that’swhatImean,"saidMrs。Server。"ButwhatdoesMr。Longthink?"

"Theartificialface,ontheotherhand,"Iwenton,asLongnowsaidnothing,"isextremelystudiedand,whenyoucarefullylookatit,charminglypretty。Idon’tseethegrimace。"

"Idon’tseeanythingelse!"Mrs。Servergood—humouredlyinsisted。"AndwhatdoesMr。Obertthink?"

Hekepthiseyesonheramomentbeforereplying。"Hethinksitlookslikealovelylady。"

"Thatgrinningmask?Whatlovelylady?"

"Itdoes,"Ideclaredtohim,reallyseeingwhathemeant——"itdoeslookremarkablylikeMrs。Server。"

Shelaughed,butforgivingly。"I’mimmenselyobliged。Youdeserve,"

shecontinuedtome,"thatIshouldsaythegentleman’sownfaceistheimageofacertainothergentleman’s。"

"Itisn’ttheimageofyours,"Obertsaidtome,fittingthecap,"butit’safunnythingthatitshouldreallyrecalltoonesomefaceamongushere,onthisoccasion——Imeansomefaceinourparty——thatIcan’tthinkof。"Wehadoureyesagainontheominousfigure。"We’veseenhimyesterday——we’veseenhimalreadythismorning。"Obert,oddlyenough,stillcouldn’tcatchit。"Whothedeuceisit?"

"Iknow,"Ireturnedafteramoment——ourfriend’sreferencehavingagain,inaflash,becomeilluminating。"Butnothingwouldinducemetotell。"

"Ifiweretheflatteredindividual,"Longobserved,speakingforthefirsttime,"I’veanideathatyou’dgivemethebenefitofthecompliment。

Thereforeit’sprobablynotme。"

"Oh,it’snotyouintheleast,"Mrs。Serverblandlytookuponherselftoobserve。"Thisfaceissobad——"

"Andmineissogood?"ourcompanionlaughed。"Thankyouforsavingme!"

Iwatchedthemlookateachother,fortherehadbeenasyetbetweenthemnocompleteexchange。Yes,theywerenatural。Icouldn’thavemadeitoutthattheywerenot。Buttherewassomething,allthesame,thatIwantedtoknow,andIputitimmediatelytoLong。"Whydoyoubringagainstmesuchanaccusation?"

Hemetthequestion——singularlyenough——asifhisreadinesshadsuddenlydesertedhim。"Idon’tknow!"——andheturnedofftoanotherpicture。

ItleftthethreeofusallthemoreconfrontedwiththeconundrumlaunchedbyObert,andMrs。Server’scuriosityremained。"DOname,"shesaidtome,"theflatteredindividual。"

"No,it’saresponsibilityIleavetoObert。"

Buthewasclearlystillatfault;hewaslikeamandesiring,butunable,tosneeze。"Iseethefellow——yetIdon’t。Nevermind。"Heturnedawaytoo。"He’llcometome。"

"Theresemblance,"saidLong,onthis,atadistancefromusandnotturning,"theresemblance,whichIshouldn’tthinkwouldpuzzleanyone,issimplyto’poorBriss’!"

"Oh,ofcourse!"——andObertgaveajumpround。

"Ah——Idoseeit,"Mrs。Serverconcededwithherheadononeside,butasifspeakingratherforharmony。

Ididn’tbelieveshesawit,butthatonlymadeherthemorenatural;

whichwasalsotheairshehadongoingtojoinLong,inhisnewcontemplation,afterIhadadmittedthatitwasofBrissendenImyselfhadthought。ObertandIremainedtogetherinthepresenceoftheManwiththeMask,and,theothersbeingoutofearshot,heremindedmethatIhadpromisedhimthenightbeforeinthesmoking—roomtogivehimto—daytheknowledgeI

hadthenwithheld。IfIhadannouncedthatIwasonthetrackofadiscovery,prayhadImadeityet,andwhatwasit,atanyrate,thatIproposedtodiscover?Ifeltnow,intruth,moreuncomfortablethanIhadexpectedinbeingkepttomyobligation,andIbeataboutthebushalittletill,insteadofmeetingit,Iwasabletoputthenaturalquestion:"WhatwonderfulthingswasLongjustsayingtoyou?"

"Oh,characteristiconesenough——whimsical,fanciful,funny。Thethingshesays,youknow。"

Itwasindeedafreshview。"Theystrikeyouascharacteristic?"

"Ofthemanhimselfandhistypeofmind?Surely。Don’tYOU?Hetalkstotalk,buthe’sreallyamusing。"

Iwaswatchingourcompanions。"Indeedheis——extraordinarilyamusing。"

ItwashighlyinterestingtometohearatlastofLong’s"typeofmind。"

"SeehowamusingheisatthepresentmomenttoMrs。Server。"

Oberttookthisin;shewasconvulsed,intheextravagancealwayssoprettyastobepardonable,withlaughter,andsheevenlookedoveratusasiftointimatewithhershining,lingeringeyesthatwewouldn’tbesurprisedathertransportsifwesuspectedwhatherentertainer,whomshehadneverknownforsuchahumourist,wassaying。Insteadofgoingtofindout,allthesame,weremainedanotherminutetogether。Itwasforme,now,Icouldsee,thatOberthadhisbestattention。"What’sthematterwiththem?"

Itstartledmealmostasmuchasifhehadaskedmewhatwasthematterwithmyself——forthatsomethingWAS,underthishead,Iwasbythistimeunabletoignore。NottwentyminuteshadelapsedsinceourmeetingwithMrs。ServerontheterracehaddeterminedGraceBrissenden’selation,butitwasafactthatmynervousnesshadtakenanextraordinarystride。I

hadperhapsnottillthisinstantbeenfullyawareofit——itwasreallybroughtoutbythewayObertlookedatmeasifhefanciedhehadheardmeshake。Mrs。Servermightbenatural,andGilbertLongmightbe,butIshouldnotpreservethatcalmunlessIpulledmyselfwelltogether。I

madetheeffort,facingmysharpinterlocutor;andIthinkitwasatthispointthatIfullymeasuredmydismay。Ihadgrown——thatwaswhatwasthematterwithmeprecipitately,preposterouslyanxious。Insteadofdropping,thediscomfortproducedinmebyMrs。Brissendenhaddeepenedtoagitation,andthisinspiteofthefactthatinthebriefintervalnothingworse,nothingbutwhatwasright,hadhappened。HadImyselfsuddenlyfallensomuchinlovewithMrs。Serverthatthecareforherreputationhadbecomewithmeanobsession?ItwasofnousesayingIsimplypitiedher:whatdidIpityherforifshewasn’tindanger?SheWASindanger:thatrushedovermeatpresent——rushedovermewhileItriedtolookeasyanddelayedtoanswermyfriend。SheWASindanger——ifonlybecauseshehadcaughtandheldthesearchlightofObert’sattention。Itookuphisinquiry。"Thematterwiththem?Idon’tknowanythingbutthatthey’reyoungandhandsomeandhappy——children,aswhoshouldsay,oftheworld;childrenofleisureandpleasureandprivilege。"

Obert’seyeswentbacktothem。"DoyourememberwhatIsaidtoyouaboutheryesterdayafternoon?Shedartsfromflowertoflower,butsheclings,forthetime,toeach。You’vebeenfeeling,Ijudge,theforceofmyremark。"

"Oh,shedidn’tatall’dart,’"Ireplied,"justnowatme。Idarted,muchrather,atHER。"

"Longdidn’t,then,"Obertsaid,stillwithhiseyesonthem。

Ihadtowaitamoment。"Doyoumeanhestruckyouasavoidingher?"

Heinturnconsidered。"Hestruckmeashavingnoticedwithwhatintensity,eversincewecamedown,shehaskeptalighting。Sheinauguratedit,theinstantshearrived,withme,andeverymanofushashadhisturn。Idaresayit’sonlyfair,certainly,thatLongshouldhave。"

"He’sluckytogetit,thebrute!She’sascharmingasshecanpossiblybe。"

"That’sit,precisely;andit’swhatnowomanoughttobe——ascharmingasshepossiblycan!——morethanonceortwiceinherlife。Thisladyissoeveryblessedminute,andtoeveryblessedmale。It’sasifsheweretooawfullyafraidonewouldn’ttakeitin。Ifshebutknewhowonedoes!

However,"myfriendcontinued,"you’llrecollectthatwedifferedaboutheryesterday——andwhatdoesitsignify?Oneshouldofcoursebearlightlyonanythingsolight。ButIsticktoitthatshe’sdifferent。"

Ipondered。"Differentfromwhom?"

"Differentfromherself——asshewaswhenIpaintedher。There’ssomethingthematterwithher。"

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