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onlysaidittoteaseJimmy————"

Heramusementobscurelyannoyedhim。"Oh,you’reallalike!"heexclaimed,movedbyanunaccountablesenseofdisappointment。

Shecaughthimupinaflash——shedidn’tmissthings!"YousaythatbecauseyouthinkI’mspitefulandenvious?Yes——I

wasenviousofLadyUlrica……Oh,notonaccountofyouorJimmyBrance!SimplybecauseshehadalmostallthethingsI’vealwayswanted:clothesandfunandmotors,andadmirationandyachtingandParis——why,Parisalonewouldbeenough!——Andhowdoyousupposeagirlcanseethatsortofthingaboutherdayafterday,andneverwonderwhysomewomen,whodon’tseemtohaveanymorerighttoit,haveitalltumbledintotheirlaps,whileothersarewritingdinnerinvitations,andstraighteningoutaccounts,andcopyingvisitinglists,andfinishinggolf—stockings,andmatchingribbons,andseeingthatthedogsgettheirsulphur?Onelooksinone’sglass,afterall!"

Shelaunchedtheclosingwordsathimonacrythatliftedthemabovethepetulanceofvanity;buthissenseofherwordswaslostinthesurpriseofherface。Undertheflyingcloudsofherexcitementitwasnolongerashallowflower—cupbutadarkeninggleamingmirrorthatmightgivebackstrangedepthsoffeeling。Thegirlhadstuffinher——

hesawit;andsheseemedtocatchtheperceptioninhiseyes。

"That’sthekindofeducationIgotatMrs。Murrett’s——andIneverhadanyother,"shesaidwithashrug。

"GoodLord——wereyoutheresolong?"

"Fiveyears。Istuckitoutlongerthananyoftheothers。"

Shespokeasthoughitweresomethingtobeproudof。

"Well,thankGodyou’reoutofitnow!"

Againajustperceptibleshadowcrossedherface。"Yes——I’moutofitnowfastenough。"

"Andwhat——ifImayask——areyoudoingnext?"

Shebroodedamomentbehinddroopedlids;then,withatouchofhauteur:"I’mgoingtoParis:tostudyforthestage。"

"Thestage?"Darrowstaredather,dismayed。Allhisconfusedcontradictoryimpressionsassumedanewaspectatthisannouncement;andtohidehissurpriseheaddedlightly:"Ah——thenyouwillhaveParis,afterall!"

"HardlyLadyUlrica’sParis。Itsnotlikelytoberoses,rosesalltheway。"

"It’snot,indeed。"Realcompassionpromptedhimtocontinue:"Haveyouany——anyinfluenceyoucancounton?"

Shegaveasomewhatflippantlittlelaugh。"Nonebutmyown。I’veneverhadanyothertocounton。"

Hepassedovertheobviousreply。"Buthaveyouanyideahowtheprofessionisover—crowded?IknowI’mtrite————"

"I’veaveryclearidea。ButIcouldn’tgoonasIwas。"

"Ofcoursenot。Butsince,asyousay,you’dstuckitoutlongerthananyoftheothers,couldn’tyouatleasthaveheldontillyouweresureofsomekindofanopening?"

Shemadenoreplyforamoment;thensheturnedalistlessglancetotherain—beatenwindow。"Oughtn’twebestarting?"sheasked,withaloftyassumptionofindifferencethatmighthavebeenLadyUlrica’s。

Darrow,surprisedbythechange,butacceptingherrebuffasaphaseofwhatheguessedtobeaconfusedandtormentedmood,rosefromhisseatandliftedherjacketfromthechair—backonwhichshehadhungittodry。Asheheldittowardhershelookedupathimquickly。

"Thetruthis,wequarrelled,"shebrokeout,"andIleftlastnightwithoutmydinner——andwithoutmysalary。"

"Ah——"hegroaned,withasharpperceptionofallthesordiddangersthatmightattendsuchabreakwithMrs。Murrett。

"Andwithoutacharacter!"sheadded,assheslippedherarmsintothejacket。"Andwithoutatrunk,asitappears——

butdidn’tyousaythat,beforegoing,there’dbetimeforanotherlookatthestation?"

Therewastimeforanotherlookatthestation;butthelookagainresultedindisappointment,sincehertrunkwasnowheretobefoundinthehugeheapdisgorgedbythenewly—

arrivedLondonexpress。ThefactcausedMissVineramoment’sperturbation;butshepromptlyadjustedherselftothenecessityofproceedingonherjourney,andherdecisionconfirmedDarrow’svagueresolvetogotoParisinsteadofretracinghiswaytoLondon。

MissVinerseemedcheeredattheprospectofhiscompany,andsustainedbyhisoffertotelegraphtoCharingCrossforthemissingtrunk;andhelefthertowaitintheflywhilehehastenedbacktothetelegraphoffice。Theenquirydespatched,hewasturningawayfromthedeskwhenanotherthoughtstruckhimandhewentbackandinditedamessagetohisservantinLondon:"IfanyletterswithFrenchpost—markreceivedsincedepartureforwardimmediatelytoTerminusHotelGareduNordParis。"

ThenherejoinedMissViner,andtheydroveoffthroughtheraintothepier。

III

AlmostassoonasthetrainleftCalaisherheadhaddroppedbackintothecorner,andshehadfallenasleep。

Sittingopposite,inthecompartmentfromwhichhehadcontrivedtohaveothertravellersexcluded,Darrowlookedathercuriously。Hehadneverseenafacethatchangedsoquickly。Amomentsinceithaddancedlikeafieldofdaisiesinasummerbreeze;now,underthepallidoscillatinglightofthelampoverhead,itworethehardstampofexperience,asofasoftthingchilledintoshapebeforeitscurveshadrounded:anditmovedhimtoseethatcarealreadystoleuponherwhensheslept。

Thestoryshehadimpartedtohiminthewheezingshakingcabin,andattheCalaisbuffet——wherehehadinsistedonofferingherthedinnershehadmissedatMrs。Murrett’s——

hadgivenadistincteroutlinetoherfigure。FromthemomentofenteringtheNewYorkboarding—schooltowhichapreoccupiedguardianhadhastilyconsignedherafterthedeathofherparents,shehadfoundherselfaloneinabusyandindifferentworld。Heryouthfulhistorymight,infact,havebeensummedupinthestatementthateverybodyhadbeentoobusytolookafterher。Herguardian,adrudgeinabigbankinghouse,wasabsorbedby"theoffice";theguardian’swife,byherhealthandherreligion;andaneldersister,Laura,married,unmarried,remarried,andpursuing,throughallthesealternatingphases,somevaguely"artistic"idealonwhichtheguardianandhiswifelookedaskance,had(asDarrowconjectured)takentheirdisapprovalasapretextfornottroublingherselfaboutpoorSophy,towhom——perhapsforthisreason——shehadremainedtheincarnationofremoteromanticpossibilities。

Inthecourseoftimeasudden"stroke"oftheguardian’shadthrownhispersonalaffairsintoastateofconfusionfromwhich——afterhiswidelylamenteddeath——itbecameevidentthatitwouldnotbepossibletoextricatehisward’sinheritance。Noonedeploredthismoresincerelythanhiswidow,whosawinitonemoreproofofherhusband’slifehavingbeensacrificedtotheinnumerabledutiesimposedonhim,andwhocouldhardly——butforthecounselsofreligion——havebroughtherselftopardontheyounggirlforherindirectshareinhasteninghisend。

Sophydidnotresentthispointofview。Shewasreallymuchsorrierforherguardian’sdeaththanforthelossofherinsignificantfortune。Thelatterhadrepresentedonlythemeansofholdingherinbondage,anditsdisappearancewastheoccasionofherimmediateplungeintothewidebrightseaoflifesurroundingtheisland—ofhercaptivity。

Shehadfirstlanded——thankstotheinterventionoftheladieswhohaddirectedhereducation——inaFifthAvenueschool—roomwhere,forafewmonths,sheactedasabufferbetweenthreeautocraticinfantsandtheirbodyguardofnursesandteachers。Thetoo—pressingattentionsoftheirfather’svalethadcausedhertoflythisshelteredspot,againsttheexpressadviceofhereducationalsuperiors,whoimpliedthat,intheirowncase,refinementandself—respecthadalwayssufficedtokeepthemostungovernablepassionsatbay。Theexperienceoftheguardian’swidowhavingbeenpreciselysimilar,andthedeplorableprecedentofLaura’scareerbeingpresenttoalltheirminds,noneoftheseladiesfeltanyobligationtointervenefartherinSophy’saffairs;andshewasaccordinglylefttoherownresources。

AschoolmatefromtheRockyMountains,whowastakingherfatherandmothertoEurope,hadsuggestedSophy’saccompanyingthem,and"goinground"withherwhileherprogenitors,inthecareofthecourier,nursedtheirailmentsatafashionablebath。Darrowgatheredthatthe"goinground"withMamieHokewasavariedanddivertingprocess;butthisrelativelybrilliantphaseofSophy’scareerwascutshortbytheelopementoftheinconsiderateMamiewitha"matineeidol"whohadfollowedherfromNewYork,andbytheprecipitatereturnofherparentstonegotiatefortherepurchaseoftheirchild。

Itwasthen——afteranintervalofreposewithcompassionatebutimpecuniousAmericanfriendsinParis——thatMissVinerhadbeendrawnintotheturbidcurrentofMrs。Murrett’scareer。TheimpecuniouscompatriotshadfoundMrs。Murrettforher,anditwaspartlyontheiraccount(becausetheyweresuchdears,andsounconscious,poorconfidingthings,ofwhattheywerelettingherinfor)thatSophyhadstuckitoutsolonginthedreadfulhouseinChelsea。TheFarlows,sheexplainedtoDarrow,werethebestfriendsshehadeverhad(andtheonlyoneswhohadever"beendecent"

aboutLaura,whomtheyhadseenonce,andintenselyadmired);butevenaftertwentyyearsofParistheywerethemostincorrigiblyinexperiencedangels,andquitepersuadedthatMrs。Murrettwasawomanofgreatintellectualeminence,andthehouseatChelsea"thelastofthesalons"

——Darrowknewwhatshemeant?Andshehadn’tlikedtoundeceivethem,knowingthattodosowouldbevirtuallytothrowherselfbackontheirhands,andfeeling,moreover,afterherpreviousexperiences,theurgentneedofgaining,atanycost,anameforstability;besideswhich——shethrewitoffwithaslightlaugh——nootherchance,inalltheseyears,hadhappenedtocometoher。

Shehadbrushedinthisoutlineofhercareerwithlightrapidstrokes,andinatoneoffatalismoddlyuntingedbybitterness。Darrowperceivedthatsheclassifiedpeopleaccordingtotheirgreaterorless"luck"inlife,butsheappearedtoharbournoresentmentagainsttheundefinedpowerwhichdispensedthegiftinsuchunequalmeasure。

Thingscameone’swayortheydidn’t;andmeanwhileonecouldonlylookon,andmakethemostofsmallcompensations,suchaswatching"theshow"atMrs。

Murrett’s,andtalkingovertheLadyUlricasandotherfootlightfigures。Andatanymoment,ofcourse,aturnofthekaleidoscopemightsuddenlytossabrightspangleintothegreypatternofone’sdays。

Thislight—heartedphilosophywasnotwithoutcharmtoayoungmanaccustomedtomoretraditionalviews。GeorgeDarrowhadhadafairlyvariedexperienceoffemininetypes,butthewomenhehadfrequentedhadeitherbeenpronouncedly"ladies"ortheyhadnot。Gratefultobothforministeringtothemorecomplexmasculinenature,anddisposedtoassumethattheyhadbeenevolved,ifnotdesigned,tothatend,hehadinstinctivelykeptthetwogroupsapartinhismind,avoidingthatintermediatesocietywhichattemptstoconciliateboththeoriesoflife。"Bohemianism"seemedtohimacheaperconventionthantheothertwo,andheliked,aboveall,peoplewhowentasfarastheycouldintheirownline——likedhis"ladies"andtheirrivalstobeequallyunashamedofshowingforexactlywhattheywere。Hehadnotindeed——thefactofLadyUlricawastheretoremindhim——

beenwithouthisexperienceofathirdtype;butthatexperiencehadlefthimwithacontemptuousdistasteforthewomanwhousestheprivilegesofoneclasstoshelterthecustomsofanother。

Astoyounggirls,hehadneverthoughtmuchaboutthemsincehisearlyloveforthegirlwhohadbecomeMrs。Leath。

Thatepisodeseemed,ashelookedbackonit,tobearnomorerelationtorealitythanapaledecorativedesigntotheconfusedrichnessofasummerlandscape。Henolongerunderstoodtheviolentimpulsesanddreamypausesofhisownyoungheart,ortheinscrutableabandonmentsandreluctancesofhers。Hehadknownamomentofanguishatlosingher——themadplungeofyouthfulinstinctsagainstthebarrieroffate;butthefirstwaveofstrongersensationhadsweptawayallbuttheoutlineoftheirstory,andthememoryofAnnaSummershadmadetheimageoftheyounggirlsacred,buttheclassuninteresting。

Suchgeneralisationsbelonged,however,toanearlierstageofhisexperience。Themorehesawoflifethemoreincalculablehefoundit;andhehadlearnedtoyieldtohisimpressionswithoutfeelingtheyouthfulneedofrelatingthemtoothers。Itwasthegirlintheoppositeseatwhohadrousedinhimthedormanthabitofcomparison。Shewasdistinguishedfromthedaughtersofwealthbyheravowedacquaintancewiththerealbusinessofliving,afamiliarityasdifferentaspossiblefromtheirtheoreticalproficiency;

yetitseemedtoDarrowthatherexperiencehadmadeherfreewithouthardnessandself—assuredwithoutassertiveness。

TherushintoAmiens,andtheflashofthestationlightsintotheircompartment,brokeMissViner’ssleep,andwithoutchangingherpositionsheliftedherlidsandlookedatDarrow。Therewasneithersurprisenorbewildermentinthelook。Sheseemedinstantlyconscious,notsomuchofwhereshewas,asofthefactthatshewaswithhim;andthatfactseemedenoughtoreassureher。Shedidnoteventurnherheadtolookout;hereyescontinuedtorestonhimwithavaguesmilewhichappearedtolightherfacefromwithin,whileherlipskepttheirsleepydroop。

Shoutsandthehurriedtreadoftravellerscametothemthroughtheconfusingcross—lightsoftheplatform。Aheadappearedatthewindow,andDarrowthrewhimselfforwardtodefendtheirsolitude;buttheintruderwasonlyatrainhandgoinghisroundofinspection。Hepassedon,andthelightsandcriesofthestationdroppedaway,mergedinawiderhazeandahollowerresonance,asthetraingathereditselfupwithalongshakeandrolledoutagainintothedarkness。

MissViner’sheadsankbackagainstthecushion,pushingoutaduskywaveofhairaboveherforehead。Theswayingofthetrainloosenedalockoverherear,andsheshookitbackwithamovementlikeaboy’s,whilehergazestillrestedonhercompanion。

"You’renottootired?"

Sheshookherheadwithasmile。

"Weshallbeinbeforemidnight。We’reverynearlyontime。"Heverifiedthestatementbyholdinguphiswatchtothelamp。

Shenoddeddreamily。"It’sallright。ItelegraphedMrs。

Farlowthattheymustn’tthinkofcomingtothestation;butthey’llhavetoldtheconciergetolookoutforme。"

"You’llletmedriveyouthere?"

Shenoddedagain,andhereyesclosed。ItwasverypleasanttoDarrowthatshemadenoefforttotalkortodissemblehersleepiness。Hesatwatchinghertilltheupperlashesmetandmingledwiththelower,andtheirblentshadowlayonhercheek;thenhestoodupanddrewthecurtainoverthelamp,drowningthecompartmentinabluishtwilight。

AshesankbackintohisseathethoughthowdifferentlyAnnaSummers——orevenAnnaLeath——wouldhavebehaved。Shewouldnothavetalkedtoomuch;shewouldnothavebeeneitherrestlessorembarrassed;butheradaptability,herappropriateness,wouldnothavebeennaturebut"tact。"Theoddnessofthesituationwouldhavemadesleepimpossible,or,ifwearinesshadovercomeherforamoment,shewouldhavewakedwithastart,wonderingwhereshewas,andhowshehadcomethere,andifherhairweretidy;andnothingshortofhairpinsandaglasswouldhaverestoredherself—

possession……

Thereflectionsethimwonderingwhetherthe"sheltered"

girl’sbringing—upmightnotunfitherforallsubsequentcontactwithlife。HowmuchnearertoithadMrs。Leathbeenbroughtbymarriageandmotherhood,andthepassageoffourteenyears?Whatwereallherreticencesandevasionsbuttheresultofthedeadeningprocessofforminga"lady"?

Thefreshnesshehadmarvelledatwasliketheunnaturalwhitenessofflowersforcedinthedark。

Ashelookedbackattheirfewdaystogetherhesawthattheirintercoursehadbeenmarked,onherpart,bythesamehesitationsandreserveswhichhadchilledtheirearlierintimacy。Oncemoretheyhadhadtheirhourtogetherandshehadwastedit。Asinhergirlhood,hereyeshadmadepromiseswhichherlipswereafraidtokeep。Shewasstillafraidoflife,ofitsruthlessness,itsdangerandmystery。

Shewasstillthepettedlittlegirlwhocannotbeleftaloneinthedark……Hismemoryflewbacktotheiryouthfulstory,andlong—forgottendetailstookshapebeforehim。

Howfrailandfaintthepicturewas!Theyseemed,heandshe,liketheghostlyloversoftheGrecianUrn,foreverpursuingwithouteverclaspingeachother。Tothisdayhedidnotquiteknowwhathadpartedthem:thebreakhadbeenasfortuitousastheflutteringapartoftwoseed—vesselsonawaveofsummerair……

Theveryslightness,vagueness,ofthememorygaveitanaddedpoignancy。Hefeltthemysticpangoftheparentforachildwhichhasjustbreathedanddied。Whyhadithappenedthus,whentheleastshiftingofinfluencesmighthavemadeitallsodifferent?Ifshehadbeengiventohimthenhewouldhaveputwarmthinherveinsandlightinhereyes:wouldhavemadeherawomanthroughandthrough。

Musingthus,hehadthesenseofwastethatisthebitterestharvestofexperience。Alovelikehismighthavegivenherthedivinegiftofself—renewal;andnowhesawherfatedtowaneintooldagerepeatingthesamegestures,echoingthewordsshehadalwaysheard,andperhapsneverguessingthat,justoutsideherglazedandcurtainedconsciousness,liferolledaway,avastblacknessstarredwithlights,likethenightlandscapebeyondthewindowsofthetrain。

Theenginelowereditsspeedforthepassagethroughasleepingstation。InthelightoftheplatformlampDarrowlookedacrossathiscompanion。Herheadhaddroppedtowardoneshoulder,andherlipswerejustfarenoughapartforthereflectionoftheupperonetodeepenthecolouroftheother。Thejoltingofthetrainhadagainshakenloosethelockaboveherear。Itdancedonhercheekliketheflitofabrownwingoverflowers,andDarrowfeltanintensedesiretoleanforwardandputitbackbehindherear。

IV

Astheirmotor—cab,onthewayfromtheGareduNord,turnedintothecentralglitteroftheBoulevard,Darrowhadbentovertopointoutanincandescentthreshold。

"There!"

Abovethedoorway,anarchofflameflashedoutthenameofagreatactress,whoseclosingperformancesinaplayofunusualoriginalityhadbeenthethemeoflongarticlesintheParispaperswhichDarrowhadtossedintotheircompartmentatCalais。

"That’swhatyoumustseebeforeyou’retwenty—fourhoursolder!"

Thegirlfollowedhisgestureeagerly。Shewasallawakeandalivenow,asiftheheadyrumoursofthestreets,withtheirlongeffervescencesoflight,hadpassedintoherveinslikewine。

"Cerdine?Isthatwheresheacts?"Sheputherheadoutofthewindow,strainingbackforaglimpseofthesacredthreshold。Astheyflewpastitshesankintoherseatwithasatisfiedsigh。

"It’sdeliciousenoughjusttoKNOWshe’sthere!I’veneverseenher,youknow。WhenIwasherewithMamieHokeweneverwentanywherebuttothemusichalls,becauseshecouldn’tunderstandanyFrench;andwhenIcamebackafterwardtotheFarlows’Iwasdeadbroke,andcouldn’taffordtheplay,andneithercouldthey;sotheonlychancewehadwaswhenfriendsoftheirsinvitedus——andonceitwastoseeatragedybyaRoumanianlady,andtheothertimeitwasfor’L’AmiFritz’attheFrancais。"

Darrowlaughed。"Youmustdobetterthanthatnow。’LeVertige’isafinething,andCerdinegetssomewonderfuleffectsoutofit。Youmustcomewithmetomorroweveningtoseeit——withyourfriends,ofcourse。——Thatis,"headded,"ifthere’sanysortofchanceofgettingseats。"

Theflashofastreetlamplitupherradiantface。"Oh,willyoureallytakeus?Whatfuntothinkthatit’stomorrowalready!"

Itwaswonderfullypleasanttobeabletogivesuchpleasure。Darrowwasnotrich,butitwasalmostimpossibleforhimtopicturethestateofpersonswithtastesandperceptionslikehisown,towhomaneveningatthetheatrewasanunattainableindulgence。TherefloatedthroughhismindananswerofMrs。Leath’stohisenquirywhethershehadseentheplayinquestion。"No。Imeantto,ofcourse,butoneissooverwhelmedwiththingsinParis。AndthenI’mrathersickofCerdine——oneisalwaysbeingdraggedtoseeher。"

That,amongthepeoplehefrequented,wastheusualattitudetowardsuchopportunities。Thereweretoomany,theywereanuisance,onehadtodefendone’sself!Heevenrememberedwondering,atthemoment,whethertoareallyfinetastetheexceptionalthingcouldeverbecomeindifferentthroughhabit;whethertheappetiteforbeautywassosoondulledthatitcouldbekeptaliveonlybyprivation。Here,atanyrate,wasafinechancetoexperimentwithsuchahunger:healmostwishedhemightstayoninParislongenoughtotakethemeasureofMissViner’sreceptivity。

Shewasstilldwellingonhispromise,"It’stoobeautifulofyou!Oh,don’tyouTHINKyou’llbeabletogetseats?"Andthen,afterapauseofbrimmingappreciation:"I

wonderifyou’llthinkmehorrid?——butitmaybemyonlychance;andifyoucan’tgetplacesforusall,wouldn’tyouperhapsjusttakeME?Afterall,theFarlowsmayhaveseenit!"

Hehadnot,ofcourse,thoughtherhorrid,butonlythemoreengaging,forbeingsonatural,andsounashamedofshowingthefrankgreedofherfamishedyouth。"Oh,youshallgosomehow!"hehadgailypromisedher;andshehaddroppedbackwithasighofpleasureastheircabpassedintothedimly—litstreetsoftheFarlows’quarterbeyondtheSeine……

Thislittlepassagecamebacktohimthenextmorning,asheopenedhishotelwindowontheearlyroaroftheNorthernTerminus。

Thegirlwasthere,intheroomnexttohim。Thathadbeenthefirstpointinhiswakingconsciousness。Thesecondwasasenseofreliefattheobligationimposedonhimbythisunexpectedturnofeverts。Towaketothenecessityofaction,topostponeperforcethefruitlesscontemplationofhisprivategrievance,wascauseenoughforgratitude,evenifthesmalladventureinwhichhefoundhimselfinvolvedhadnot,onitsownmerits,rousedaninstinctivecuriositytoseeitthrough。

Whenheandhiscompanion,thenightbefore,hadreachedtheFarlows’doorintheruedelaChaise,itwasonlytofind,afterrepeatedassaultsonitspanels,thattheFarlowswerenolongerthere。Theyhadmovedawaytheweekbefore,notonlyfromtheirapartmentbutfromParis;andMissViner’sbreachwithMrs。Murretthadbeentoosuddentopermitherletterandtelegramtoovertakethem。Bothcommunications,nodoubt,stillreposedinapigeon—holeoftheloge;

butitscustodian,whendrawnfromhislair,sulkilydeclinedtoletMissVinerverifythefact,andonlyflungout,inreturnforDarrow’sbribe,thestatementthattheAmericanshadgonetoJoigny。

Topursuethemthereatthathourwasmanifestlyimpossible,andMissViner,disturbedbutnotdisconcertedbythisnewobstacle,hadquitesimplyaccededtoDarrow’ssuggestionthatsheshouldreturnforwhatremainedofthenighttothehotelwherehehadsenthisluggage。

Thedrivebackthroughthedarkhushbeforedawn,withthenocturnalblazeoftheBoulevardfadingaroundthemlikethefalselightsofamagician’spalace,hadsoplayedonherimpressionabilitythatsheseemedtogivenofartherthoughttoherownpredicament。Darrownoticedthatshedidnotfeelthebeautyandmysteryofthespectacleasmuchasitspressureofhumansignificance,allitshiddenimplicationsofemotionandadventure。AstheypassedtheshadowycolonnadeoftheFrancais,remoteandtemple—likeinthepalinglights,hefeltaclutchonhisarm,andheardthecry:"TherearethingsTHEREthatIwantsodesperatelytosee!"andallthewaybacktothehotelshecontinuedtoquestionhim,withshrewdprecisionandanartlessthirstfordetail,aboutthetheatricallifeofParis。Hewasstruckafresh,ashelistened,bythewayinwhichhernaturalnesseasedthesituationofconstraint,leavingtoitonlyapleasantsavourofgoodfellowship。Itwasthekindofepisodethatonemight,inadvance,havecharacterizedas"awkward",yetthatwasproving,intheevent,asmuchoutsidesuchdefinitionsasasunrisestrollwithadryadinadew—drenchedforest;andDarrowreflectedthatmankindwouldneverhaveneededtoinventtactifithadnotfirstinventedsocialcomplications。

Ithadbeenunderstood,withhisgood—nighttoMissViner,thatthenextmorninghewastolookuptheJoignytrains,andseehersafelytothestation;but,whilehebreakfastedandwaitedforatime—table,herecalledagainhercryofjoyattheprospectofseeingCerdine。Itwascertainlyapity,sincethatmostelusiveandincalculableofartistswasleavingthenextweekforSouthAmerica,tomisswhatmightbealastsightofherinhergreatestpart;andDarrow,havingdressedandmadetherequisiteexcerptsfromthetime—table,decidedtocarrytheresultofhisdeliberationstohisneighbour’sdoor。

Itinstantlyopenedathisknock,andshecameforthlookingasifshehadbeenplungedintosomesparklingelementwhichhadcurledupallherdroopingtendrilsandwrappedherinashimmeroffreshleaves。

"Well,whatdoyouthinkofme?"shecried;andwithahandatherwaistshespunaboutasiftoshowoffsomemiracleofParisiandress—making。

"Ithinkthemissingtrunkhascome——andthatitwasworthwaitingfor!"

"YouDOlikemydress?"

"Iadoreit!Ialwaysadorenewdresses——why,youdon’tmeantosayit’sNOTanewone?"

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