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Hesighedandclaspedhishandsonhisstomachwithexemplaryresignation。Iadmiredtheplacidityofhisimpudence。Thenwakingupsomewhat:

"Won’tyoutryacigar,Captain?"

"No,thanks。Idon’tsmokecigars。"

"Foronce!"heexclaimed,inapatientwhisper。Amelancholysilenceensued。Youknowhowsometimesapersondisclosesacertainunsuspecteddepthandacutenessofthought;thatis,inotherwords,utterssomethingunexpected。ItwasunexpectedenoughtohearJacobussay:

"Themanwhojustwentoutwasrightenough。Youmighttakeone,Captain。Hereeverythingisboundtobeinthewayofbusiness。"

Ifeltalittleashamedofmyself。Theremembranceofhishorridbrothermadehimappearquiteadecentsortoffellow。ItwaswithsomecompunctionthatIsaidafewwordstotheeffectthatIcouldhavenopossibleobjectiontohishospitality。

BeforeIwasaminuteolderIsawwherethisadmissionwasleadingme。Asifchangingthesubject,Jacobusmentionedthathisprivatehousewasabouttenminutes’walkaway。Ithadabeautifuloldwalledgarden。Somethingreallyremarkable。Ioughttocomeroundsomedayandhavealookatit。

Heseemedtobealoverofgardens。Itootakeextremedelightinthem;butIdidnotmeanmycompunctiontocarrymeasfarasJacobus’sflower—beds,howeverbeautifulandold。Headded,withacertainhomelinessoftone:

"There’sonlymygirlthere。"

Itisdifficulttoseteverythingdownindueorder;soImustrevertheretowhathappenedaweekortwobefore。Themedicalofficeroftheporthadcomeonboardmyshiptohavealookatoneofmycrewwhowasailing,andnaturallyenoughhewasaskedtostepintothecabin。Afellow—shipmasterofminewastheretoo;

andintheconversation,somehoworother,thenameofJacobuscametobementioned。Itwaspronouncedwithnoparticularreverencebytheotherman,Ibelieve。Idon’tremembernowwhatIwasgoingtosay。Thedoctor—apleasant,cultivatedfellow,withanassuredmanner—preventedmebystrikingin,inasourtone:

"Ah!You’retalkingaboutmyrespectedpapa—in—law。"

Ofcourse,thatsallysilencedusatthetime。ButIrememberedtheepisode,andatthisjuncture,pushedforsomethingnoncommittaltosay,Iinquiredwithpolitesurprise:

"Youhaveyourmarrieddaughterlivingwithyou,Mr。Jacobus?"

Hemovedhisbighandfromrighttoleftquietly。No!Thatwasanotherofhisgirls,hestated,ponderouslyandunderhisbreathasusual。She……Heseemedinapausetoberansackinghismindforsomekindofdescriptivephrase。Butmyhopesweredisappointed。Hemerelyproducedhisstereotypeddefinition。

"She’saverydifferentsortofperson。"

"Indeed……Andbytheby,Jacobus,Icalledonyourbrothertheotherday。It’snogreatcomplimentifIsaythatIfoundhimaverydifferentsortofpersonfromyou。"

Hehadanairofprofoundreflection,thenremarkedquaintly:

"He’samanofregularhabits。"

Hemighthavebeenalludingtothehabitoflatesiesta;butI

mumbledsomethingabout"beastlyhabitsanyhow"—andleftthestoreabruptly。

CHAPTERIV

MylittlepassagewithJacobusthemerchantbecameknowngenerally。

Oneortwoofmyacquaintancesmadedistantallusionstoit。

Perhapsthemulattoboyhadtalked。Imustconfessthatpeopleappearedratherscandalised,butnotwithJacobus’sbrutality。A

manIknewremonstratedwithmeformyhastiness。

Igavehimthewholestoryofmyvisit,notforgettingthetell—

taleresemblanceofthewretchedmulattoboytohistormentor。Hewasnotsurprised。Nodoubt,nodoubt。Whatofthat?Inajovialtoneheassuredmethattheremustbemanyofthatsort。TheelderJacobushadbeenabachelorallhislife。Ahighlyrespectablebachelor。Buttherehadneverbeenopenscandalinthatconnection。Hislifehadbeenquiteregular。Itcouldcausenooffencetoanyone。

IsaidthatIhadbeenoffendedconsiderably。Myinterlocutoropenedverywideeyes。Why?Becauseamulattoladgotafewknocks?Thatwasnotagreataffair,surely。Ihadnoideahowinsolentanduntruthfulthesehalf—casteswere。InfactheseemedtothinkMr。Jacobusratherkindthanotherwisetoemploythatyouthatall;asortofamiableweaknesswhichcouldbeforgiven。

ThisacquaintanceofminebelongedtooneoftheoldFrenchfamilies,descendantsoftheoldcolonists;allnoble,allimpoverished,andlivinganarrowdomesticlifeindull,dignifieddecay。Themen,asarule,occupyinferiorpostsinGovernmentofficesorinbusinesshouses。Thegirlsarealmostalwayspretty,ignorantoftheworld,kindandagreeableandgenerallybilingual;

theyprattleinnocentlybothinFrenchandEnglish。Theemptinessoftheirexistencepassesbelief。

Iobtainedmyentryintoacoupleofsuchhouseholdsbecausesomeyearsbefore,inBombay,Ihadoccasiontobeofusetoapleasant,ineffectualyoungmanwhowasratherstrandedthere,notknowingwhattodowithhimselforevenhowtogethometohisislandagain。Itwasamatteroftwohundredrupeesorso,but,whenI

turnedup,thefamilymadeapointofshowingtheirgratitudebyadmittingmetotheirintimacy。MyknowledgeoftheFrenchlanguagemademespeciallyacceptable。Theyhadmeantimemanagedtomarrythefellowtoawomannearlytwicehisage,comparativelywelloff:theonlyprofessionhewasreallyfitfor。Butitwasnotallcakesandale。ThefirsttimeIcalledonthecoupleshespiedalittlespotofgreaseonthepoordevil’spantaloonsandmadehimascreamingsceneofreproachessofullofsincerepassionthatIsatterrifiedasatatragedyofRacine。

OfcoursetherewasneverquestionofthemoneyIhadadvancedhim;

buthissisters,MissAngeleandMissMary,andtheauntsofbothfamilies,whospokequaintarchaicFrenchofpre—Revolutionperiod,andahostofdistantrelationsadoptedmeforafriendoutrightinamannerwhichwasalmostembarrassing。

Itwaswiththeeldestbrother(hewasemployedatadeskinmyconsignee’soffice)thatIwashavingthistalkaboutthemerchantJacobus。Heregrettedmyattitudeandnoddedhisheadsagely。Aninfluentialman。Oneneverknewwhenonewouldneedhim。I

expressedmyimmensepreferencefortheshopkeeperofthetwo。Atthatmyfriendlookedgrave。

"Whatonearthareyoupullingthatlongfaceabout?"Icriedimpatiently。"HeaskedmetoseehisgardenandIhaveagoodmindtogosomeday。"

"Don’tdothat,"hesaid,soearnestlythatIburstintoafitoflaughter;buthelookedatmewithoutasmile。

Thiswasanothermatteraltogether。AtonetimethepublicconscienceoftheislandhadbeenmightilytroubledbymyJacobus。

Thetwobrothershadbeenpartnersforyearsingreatharmony,whenawanderingcircuscametotheislandandmyJacobusbecamesuddenlyinfatuatedwithoneofthelady—riders。Whatmadeitworsewasthathewasmarried。Hehadnoteventhegracetoconcealhispassion。Itmusthavebeenstrongindeedtocarryawaysuchalargeplacidcreature。Hisbehaviourwasperfectlyscandalous。HefollowedthatwomantotheCape,andapparentlytravelledatthetailofthatbeastlycircustootherpartsoftheworld,inamostdegradingposition。Thewomansoonceasedtocareforhim,andtreatedhimworsethanadog。Mostextraordinarystoriesofmoraldegradationwerereachingtheislandatthattime。

Hehadnotthestrengthofmindtoshakehimselffree……

Thegrotesqueimageofafat,pushingship—chandler,enslavedbyanunholylove—spell,fascinatedme;andIlistenedratheropen—

mouthedtothetaleasoldastheworld,atalewhichhadbeenthesubjectoflegend,ofmoralfables,ofpoems,butwhichsoludicrouslyfailedtofitthepersonality。Whatastrangevictimforthegods!

Meantimehisdesertedwifehaddied。Hisdaughterwastakencareofbyhisbrother,whomarriedherasadvantageouslyaswaspossibleinthecircumstances。

"Oh!TheMrs。Doctor!"Iexclaimed。

"Youknowthat?Yes。Averyableman。Hewantedaliftintheworld,andtherewasagoodbitofmoneyfromhermother,besidestheexpectations……Ofcourse,theydon’tknowhim,"headded。

"Thedoctornodsinthestreet,Ibelieve,butheavoidsspeakingtohimwhentheymeetonboardaship,asmusthappensometimes。"

Iremarkedthatthissurelywasanoldstorybynow。

Myfriendassented。ButitwasJacobus’sownfaultthatitwasneitherforgivennorforgotten。Hecamebackultimately。Buthow?

Notinaspiritofcontrition,inawaytopropitiatehisscandalisedfellow—citizens。Hemustneedsdragalongwithhimachild—agirl……

"Hespoketomeofadaughterwholiveswithhim,"Iobserved,verymuchinterested。

"She’scertainlythedaughterofthecircus—woman,"saidmyfriend。

"Shemaybehisdaughtertoo;Iamwillingtoadmitthatsheis。

InfactIhavenodoubt—"

Buthedidnotseewhysheshouldhavebeenbroughtintoarespectablecommunitytoperpetuatethememoryofthescandal。Andthatwasnottheworst。Presentlysomethingmuchmoredistressinghappened。Thatabandonedwomanturnedup。Landedfromamail—

boat……

"What!Here?Toclaimthechildperhaps,"Isuggested。

"Notshe!"Myfriendlyinformantwasveryscornful。"Imagineapainted,haggard,agitated,desperatehag。BeencastoffinMozambiquebysomebodywhopaidherpassagehere。Shehadbeeninjuredinternallybyakickfromahorse;shehadn’tacentonherwhenshegotashore;Idon’tthinksheevenaskedtoseethechild。

Atanyrate,nottillthelastdayofherlife。Jacobushiredforherabungalowtodiein。HegotacoupleofSistersfromthehospitaltonurseherthroughthesefewmonths。Ifhedidn’tmarryherINEXTREMISasthegoodSisterstriedtobringabout,it’sbecauseshewouldn’tevenhearofit。Asthenunssaid:’Thewomandiedimpenitent。’ItwasreportedthatsheorderedJacobusoutoftheroomwithherlastbreath。Thismaybetherealreasonwhyhedidn’tgointomourninghimself;heonlyputthechildintoblack。Whileshewaslittleshewastobeseensometimesaboutthestreetsattendedbyanegrowoman,butsinceshebecameofagetoputherhairupIdon’tthinkshehassetfootoutsidethatgardenonce。Shemustbeovereighteennow。"

Thusmyfriend,withsomeaddeddetails;suchas,thathedidn’tthinkthegirlhadspokentothreepeopleofanypositionintheisland;thatanelderlyfemalerelativeofthebrothersJacobushadbeeninducedbyextremepovertytoacceptthepositionofgouvernantetothegirl。AstoJacobus’sbusiness(whichcertainlyannoyedhisbrother)itwasawisechoiceonhispart。Itbroughthimincontactonlywithstrangersofpassage;whereasanyotherwouldhavegivenrisetoallsortsofawkwardnesswithhissocialequals。Themanwasnotwantinginacertaintact—onlyhewasnaturallyshameless。Forwhydidhewanttokeepthatgirlwithhim?Itwasmostpainfulforeverybody。

Ithoughtsuddenly(andwithprofounddisgust)oftheotherJacobus,andIcouldnotrefrainfromsayingslily:

"Isupposeifheemployedher,say,asascullioninhishouseholdandoccasionallypulledherhairorboxedherears,thepositionwouldhavebeenmoreregular—lessshockingtotherespectableclasstowhichhebelongs。"

Hewasnotsostupidastomissmyintention,andshruggedhisshouldersimpatiently。

"Youdon’tunderstand。Tobeginwith,she’snotamulatto。Andascandalisascandal。Peopleshouldbegivenachancetoforget。

Idaresayitwouldhavebeenbetterforherifshehadbeenturnedintoascullionorsomethingofthatkind。Ofcoursehe’stryingtomakemoneyineverysortofpettyway,butinsuchabusinessthere’llneverbeenoughforanybodytocomeforward。"

WhenmyfriendleftmeIhadaconceptionofJacobusandhisdaughterexisting,alonelypairofcastaways,onadesertisland;

thegirlshelteringinthehouseasifitwereacaverninacliff,andJacobusgoingouttopickupalivingforbothonthebeach—

exactlyliketwoshipwreckedpeoplewhoalwayshopeforsomerescuertobringthembackatlastintotouchwiththerestofmankind。

ButJacobus’sbodilyrealitydidnotfitinwiththisromanticview。Whenheturneduponboardintheusualcourse,hesippedthecupofcoffeeplacidly,askedmeifIwassatisfied—andI

hardlylistenedtotheharbourgossiphedroppedslowlyinhislow,voice—savingenunciation。Ihadthentroublesofmyown。Myshipchartered,mythoughtsdwellingonthesuccessofaquickroundvoyage,Ihadbeensuddenlyconfrontedbyashortageofbags。A

catastrophe!Thestockofoneespecialkind,calledpockets,seemedtobetotallyexhausted。Aconsignmentwasshortlyexpected—itwasafloat,onitsway,but,meantime,theloadingofmyshipdeadstopped,Ihadenoughtoworryabout。Myconsignees,whohadreceivedmewithsuchheartinessonmyarrival,now,inthecharacterofmycharterers,listenedtomycomplaintswithpolitehelplessness。Theirmanager,theold—maidish,thinman,whosoprudishlydidn’tevenliketospeakabouttheimpureJacobus,gavemethecorrectcommercialviewoftheposition。

"MydearCaptain"—hewasretractinghisleatherycheeksintoacondescending,shark—likesmile—"wewerenotmorallyobligedtotellyouofapossibleshortagebeforeyousignedthecharter—

party。Itwasforyoutoguardagainstthecontingencyofadelay—strictlyspeaking。Butofcourseweshouldn’thavetakenanyadvantage。Thisisnoone’sfaultreally。Weourselveshavebeentakenunawares,"heconcludedprimly,withanobviouslie。

ThislectureIconfesshadmademethirsty。Suppressedragegenerallyproducesthateffect;andasIstrolledonaimlesslyI

bethoughtmyselfofthetallearthenwarepitcherinthecaptains’

roomoftheJacobus"store。"

WithnomorethananodtothemenIfoundassembledthere,I

poureddownadeep,cooldraughtonmyindignation,thenanother,andthen,becomingdejected,Isatplungedincheerlessreflections。Theothersread,talked,smoked,bandiedovermyheadsomeunsubtlechaff。Butmyabstractionwasrespected。AnditwaswithoutawordtoanyonethatIroseandwentout,onlytobequiteunexpectedlyaccostedinthebustleofthestorebyJacobustheoutcast。

"Gladtoseeyou,Captain。What?Goingaway?Youhaven’tbeenlookingsowelltheselastfewdays,Inotice。Rundown,eh?"

Hewasinhisshirt—sleeves,andhiswordswereintheusualcourseofbusiness,buttheyhadahumannote。Itwascommercialamenity,butIhadbeenastrangertoamenityinthatconnection。Idoverilybelieve(fromthedirectionofhisheavyglancetowardsacertainshelf)thathewasgoingtosuggestthepurchaseofClarkson’sNerveTonic,whichhekeptinstock,whenIsaidimpulsively:

"Iamratherintroublewithmyloading。"

Wideawakeunderhissleepy,broadmaskwithgluedlips,heunderstoodatonce,hadamovementoftheheadsoappreciativethatIrelievedmyexasperationbyexclaiming:

"Surelytheremustbeelevenhundredquarter—bagstobefoundinthecolony。It’sonlyamatteroflookingforthem。"

Againthatslightmovementofthebighead,andinthenoiseandactivityofthestorethattranquilmurmur:

"Tobesure。Butthenpeoplelikelytohaveareserveofquarter—

bagswouldn’twanttosell。They’dneedthatsizethemselves。"

"That’sexactlywhatmyconsigneesaretellingme。Impossibletobuy。Bosh!Theydon’twantto。Itsuitsthemtohavetheshiphungup。ButifIweretodiscoverthelottheywouldhaveto—

Lookhere,Jacobus!Youarethemantohavesuchathingupyoursleeve。"

Heprotestedwithaponderousswingofhisbighead。Istoodbeforehimhelplessly,beinglookedatbythoseheavyeyeswithaveiledexpressionasofamanaftersomesoul—shakingcrisis。

Then,suddenly:

"It’simpossibletotalkquietlyhere,"hewhispered。"Iamverybusy。Butifyoucouldgoandwaitformeinmyhouse。It’slessthantenminutes’walk。Oh,yes,youdon’tknowtheway。"

Hecalledforhiscoatandofferedtotakemetherehimself。Hewouldhavetoreturntothestoreatonceforanhourorsotofinishhisbusiness,andthenhewouldbeatlibertytotalkoverwithmethatmatterofquarter—bags。Thisprogrammewasbreathedoutatmethroughslightlyparted,stilllips;hisheavy,motionlessglanceresteduponme,placidasever,theglanceofatiredman—butIfeltthatitwassearching,too。Icouldnotimaginewhathewaslookingforinmeandkeptsilent,wondering。

"IamaskingyoutowaitformeinmyhousetillIamatlibertytotalkthismatterover。Youwill?"

"Why,ofcourse!"Icried。

"ButIcannotpromise—"

"Idaresaynot,"Isaid。"Idon’texpectapromise。"

"ImeanIcan’tevenpromisetotrythemoveI’veinmymind。Onemustseefirst……h’m!"

"Allright。I’lltakethechance。I’llwaitforyouaslongasyoulike。WhatelsehaveItodointhisinfernalholeofaport!"

BeforeIhadutteredmylastwordswehadsetoffataswingingpace。Weturnedacoupleofcornersandenteredastreetcompletelyemptyoftraffic,ofsemi—ruralaspect,pavedwithcobblestonesnestlingingrasstufts。Thehousecametothelineoftheroadway;asinglestoryonanelevatedbasementofrough—

stones,sothatourheadswerebelowthelevelofthewindowsaswewentalong。Allthejalousiesweretightlyshut,likeeyes,andthehouseseemedfastasleepintheafternoonsunshine。Theentrancewasattheside,inanalleyevenmoregrass—grownthanthestreet:asmalldoor,simplyonthelatch。

Withawordofapologyastoshowingmetheway,JacobusprecededmeupadarkpassageandledmeacrossthenakedparquetfloorofwhatIsupposedtobethedining—room。Itwaslightedbythreeglassdoorswhichstoodwideopenontoaverandahorratherloggiarunningitsbrickarchesalongthegardensideofthehouse。Itwasreallyamagnificentgarden:smoothgreenlawnsandagorgeousmazeofflower—bedsintheforeground,displayedaroundabasinofdarkwaterframedinamarblerim,andinthedistancethemassedfoliageofvariedtreesconcealingtheroofsofotherhouses。Thetownmighthavebeenmilesaway。Itwasabrilliantlycolouredsolitude,drowsinginawarm,voluptuoussilence。Wherethelong,stillshadowsfellacrossthebeds,andinshadynooks,themassedcoloursoftheflowershadanextraordinarymagnificenceofeffect。

Istoodentranced。Jacobusgraspedmedelicatelyabovetheelbow,impellingmetoahalf—turntotheleft。

Ihadnotnoticedthegirlbefore。Sheoccupiedalow,deep,wickerworkarm—chair,andIsawherinexactprofilelikeafigureinatapestry,andasmotionless。Jacobusreleasedmyarm。

"ThisisAlice,"heannouncedtranquilly;andhissubduedmannerofspeakingmadeitsoundsomuchlikeaconfidentialcommunicationthatIfanciedmyselfnoddingunderstandinglyandwhispering:"I

see,Isee。"……Ofcourse,Ididnothingofthekind。Neitherofusdidanything;westoodsidebysidelookingdownatthegirl。

Forquiteatimeshedidnotstir,staringstraightbeforeherasifwatchingthevisionofsomepageantpassingthroughthegardeninthedeep,richglowoflightandthesplendourofflowers。

Then,comingtotheendofherreverie,shelookedroundandup。

IfIhadnotatfirstnoticedher,Iamcertainthatshetoohadbeenunawareofmypresencetillsheactuallyperceivedmebyherfather’sside。Thequickenedupwardmovementoftheheavyeyelids,thewideningofthelanguidglance,passingintoafixedstare,putthatbeyonddoubt。

Underheramazementtherewasahintoffear,andthencameaflashasofanger。Jacobus,afterutteringmynamefairlyloud,said:

"Makeyourselfathome,Captain—Iwon’tbegonelong,"andwentawayrapidly。BeforeIhadtimetomakeabowIwasleftalonewiththegirl—who,Irememberedsuddenly,hadnotbeenseenbyanymanorwomanofthattownsinceshehadfounditnecessarytoputupherhair。Itlookedasthoughithadnotbeentouchedagainsincethatdistanttimeoffirstputtingup;itwasamassofblack,lustrouslocks,twistedanyhowhighonherhead,withlong,untidywispshangingdownoneachsideoftheclearsallowface;amasssothickandstrongandabundantthat,nothingbuttolookat,itgaveyouasensationofheavypressureonthetopofyourheadandanimpressionofmagnificentlycynicaluntidiness。Sheleanedforward,huggingherselfwithcrossedlegs;adingy,amber—

coloured,flouncedwrapperofsomethinstuffrevealedtheyoungsupplebodydrawntogethertenselyinthedeeplowseatasifcrouchingforaspring。Idetectedaslight,quiveringstartortwo,whichlookeduncommonlylikeboundingaway。Theywerefollowedbythemostabsoluteimmobility。

TheabsurdimpulsetorunoutafterJacobus(forIhadbeenstartled,too)oncerepressed,Itookachair,placeditnotveryfarfromher,satdowndeliberately,andbegantotalkaboutthegarden,caringnotwhatIsaid,butusingagentlecaressingintonationasonetalkstosootheastartledwildanimal。Icouldnotevenbecertainthatsheunderstoodme。Sheneverraisedherfacenorattemptedtolookmyway。Ikeptontalkingonlytopreventherfromtakingflight。Shehadanotherofthosequivering,repressedstartswhichmademecatchmybreathwithapprehension。

UltimatelyIformedanotionthatwhatpreventedherperhapsfromgoingoffinonegreat,nervousleap,wasthescantinessofherattire。Thewickerarmchairwasthemostsubstantialthingaboutherperson。Whatshehadonunderthatdingy,loose,amberwrappermusthavebeenofthemostflimsyandairycharacter。Onecouldnothelpbeingawareofit。Itwasobvious。Ifeltitactuallyembarrassingatfirst;butthatsortofembarrassmentisgotovereasilybyamindnotenslavedbynarrowprejudices。IdidnotavertmygazefromAlice。Iwentontalkingwithingratiatingsoftness,therecollectionthat,mostlikely,shehadneverbeforebeenspokentobyastrangemanaddingtomyassurance。Idon’tknowwhyanemotionaltensenessshouldhavecreptintothesituation。Butitdid。AndjustasIwasbecomingawareofitaslightscreamcutshortmyflowofurbanespeech。

Thescreamdidnotproceedfromthegirl。Itwasemittedbehindme,andcausedmetoturnmyheadsharply。IunderstoodatoncethattheapparitioninthedoorwaywastheelderlyrelationofJacobus,thecompanion,thegouvernante。Whilesheremainedthunderstruck,Igotupandmadeheralowbow。

TheladiesofJacobus’shouseholdevidentlyspenttheirdaysinlightattire。Thisstumpyoldwomanwithafacelikealargewrinkledlemon,beadyeyes,andashockofiron—greyhair,wasdressedinagarmentofsomeash—coloured,silky,lightstuff。Itfellfromherthickneckdowntohertoeswiththesimplicityofanunadornednightgown。Itmadeherappeartrulycylindrical。Sheexclaimed:"Howdidyougethere?"

BeforeIcouldsayawordshevanishedandpresentlyIheardaconfusionofshrillprotestationsinadistantpartofthehouse。

ObviouslynoonecouldtellherhowIgotthere。Inamoment,withgreatoutcriesfromtwonegrowomenfollowingher,shewaddledbacktothedoorway,infuriated。

"Whatdoyouwanthere?"

Iturnedtothegirl。Shewassittingstraightupnow,herhandsposedonthearmsofthechair。Iappealedtoher。

"Surely,MissAlice,youwillnotletthemdrivemeoutintothestreet?"

Hermagnificentblackeyes,narrowed,longinshape,sweptovermewithanindefinableexpression,theninaharsh,contemptuousvoicesheletfallinFrenchasortofexplanation:

"C’ESTPAPA。"

Imadeanotherlowbowtotheoldwoman。

Sheturnedherbackonmeinordertodriveawayherblackhenchwomen,thensurveyingmypersoninapeculiarmannerwithonesmalleyenearlyclosedandherfacealldrawnuponthatsideasifwithatwingeoftoothache,shesteppedoutontheverandah,satdowninarocking—chairsomedistanceaway,andtookupherknittingfromalittletable。Beforeshestartedatitsheplungedoneoftheneedlesintothemopofhergreyhairandstirreditvigorously。

Herelementarynightgown—sortoffrockclungtoherancient,stumpy,andfloatingform。Sheworewhitecottonstockingsandflatbrownvelvetslippers。Herfeetandankleswereobtrusivelyvisibleonthefoot—rest。Shebegantorockherselfslightly,whilesheknitted。Ihadresumedmyseatandkeptquiet,forI

mistrustedthatoldwoman。Whatifsheorderedmetodepart?Sheseemedcapableofanyoutrage。Shehadsnortedonceortwice;shewasknittingviolently。SuddenlyshepipedattheyounggirlinFrenchaquestionwhichItranslatecolloquially:

"What’syourfatherupto,now?"

Theyoungcreatureshruggedhershoulderssocomprehensivelythatherwholebodyswayedwithintheloosewrapper;andinthatunexpectedlyharshvoicewhichyethadaseductivequalitytothesenses,likecertainkindsofnaturalroughwinesonedrinkswithpleasure:

"It’ssomecaptain。Leavemealone—willyou!"

Thechairrockedquicker,theold,thinvoicewaslikeawhistle。

"Youandyourfathermakeapair。Hewouldstickatnothing—

that’swellknown。ButIdidn’texpectthis。"

IthoughtithightimetoairsomeofmyownFrench。Iremarkedmodestly,butfirmly,thatthiswasbusiness。IhadsomematterstotalkoverwithMr。Jacobus。

Atonceshepipedoutaderisive"Poorinnocent!"Then,withachangeoftone:"Theshop’sforbusiness。Whydon’tyougototheshoptotalkwithhim?"

Thefuriousspeedofherfingersandknitting—needlesmadeonedizzy;andwithsqueakyindignation:

"Sittingherestaringatthatgirl—isthatwhatyoucallbusiness?"

"No,"Isaidsuavely。"Icallthispleasure—anunexpectedpleasure。AndunlessMissAliceobjects—"

Ihalfturnedtoher。Sheflungatmeanangryandcontemptuous"Don’tcare!"andleaningherelbowonherkneestookherchininherhand—aJacobuschinundoubtedly。Andthoseheavyeyelids,thisblackirritatedstareremindedmeofJacobus,too—thewealthymerchant,therespectedone。Thedesignofhereyebrowsalsowasthesame,rigidandill—omened。Yes!Itracedinheraresemblancetobothofthem。ItcametomeasasortofsurprisingremoteinferencethatboththeseJacobuseswereratherhandsomemenafterall。Isaid:

"Oh!ThenIshallstareatyoutillyousmile。"

Shefavouredmeagainwithanevenmoreviciouslyscornful"Don’tcare!"

Theoldwomanbrokeinbluntandshrill:

"Hearhisimpudence!Andyoutoo!Don’tcare!Goatleastandputsomemoreclotheson。Sittingtherelikethisbeforethissailorriff—raff。"

ThesunwasabouttoleavethePearloftheOceanforotherseas,forotherlands。Thewalledgardenfullofshadowsblazedwithcolourasiftheflowersweregivingupthelightabsorbedduringtheday。Theamazingoldwomanbecameveryexplicit。Shesuggestedtothegirlacorsetandapetticoatwithacynicalunreservewhichhumiliatedme。WasIofnomoreaccountthanawoodendummy?Thegirlsnappedout:"Shan’t!"

Itwasnotthenaughtyretortofavulgarchild;ithadanoteofdesperation。Clearlymyintrusionhadsomehowupsetthebalanceoftheirestablishedrelations。Theoldwomanknittedwithfuriousaccuracy,hereyesfasteneddownonherwork。

"Oh,youarethetruechildofyourfather!AndTHATtalksofenteringaconvent!Lettingherselfbestaredatbyafellow。"

"Leaveoff。"

"Shamelessthing!"

"Oldsorceress,"thegirluttereddistinctly,preservinghermeditativepose,chininhand,andafar—awaystareoverthegarden。

Itwaslikethequarrelofthekettleandthepot。Theoldwomanflewoutofthechair,bangeddownherwork,andwithagreatplayofthicklimbperfectlyvisibleinthatweird,clinginggarmentofhers,strodeatthegirl—whoneverstirred。Iwasexperiencingasortoftrepidationwhen,asifawedbythatunconsciousattitude,theagedrelativeofJacobusturnedshortuponme。

Shewas,Iperceived,armedwithaknitting—needle;andassheraisedherhandherintentionseemedtobetothrowitatmelikeadart。Butsheonlyusedittoscratchherheadwith,examiningmethewhileatcloserange,oneeyenearlyshutandherfacedistortedbyawhimsical,one—sidedgrimace。

"Mydearman,"sheaskedabruptly,"doyouexpectanygoodtocomeofthis?"

"Idohopesoindeed,MissJacobus。"Itriedtospeakintheeasytoneofanafternooncaller。"Yousee,Iamhereaftersomebags。"

"Bags!Lookatthatnow!Didn’tIhearyouholdingforthtothatgracelesswretch?"

"Youwouldliketoseemeinmygrave,"utteredthemotionlessgirlhoarsely。

"Grave!Whataboutme?BuriedalivebeforeIamdeadforthesakeofathingblessedwithsuchaprettyfather!"shecried;andturningtome:"You’reoneofthesemenhedoesbusinesswith。

Well—whydon’tyouleaveusinpeace,mygoodfellow?"

Itwassaidinatone—this"leaveusinpeace!"Therewasasortofruffianlyfamiliarity,asuperiority,ascorninit。Iwastohearitmorethanonce,foryouwouldshowanimperfectknowledgeofhumannatureifyouthoughtthatthiswasmylastvisittothathouse—wherenorespectablepersonhadputfootforeversomanyyears。No,youwouldbeverymuchmistakenifyouimaginedthatthisreceptionhadscaredmeaway。FirstofallIwasnotgoingtorunbeforeagrotesqueandruffianlyoldwoman。

Andthenyoumustn’tforgetthesenecessarybags。ThatfirsteveningJacobusmademestaytodinner;after,however,tellingmeloyallythathedidn’tknowwhetherhecoulddoanythingatallforme。Hehadbeenthinkingitover。Itwastoodifficult,hefeared……Buthedidnotgiveitupinsomanywords。

Wewereonlythreeattable;thegirlbymeansofrepeated"Won’t!"

"Shan’t!"and"Don’tcare!"havingconveyedandaffirmedherintentionnottocometothetable,nottohaveanydinner,nottomovefromtheverandah。Theoldrelativehoppedaboutinherflatslippersandpipedindignantly,Jacobustoweredoverherandmurmuredplacidlyinhisthroat;Ijoinedjocularlyfromadistance,throwinginafewwords,forwhichunderthecoverofthenightIreceivedsecretlyamostviciouspokeintheribsfromtheoldwoman’selboworperhapsherfist。Irestrainedacry。Andallthetimethegirldidn’tevencondescendtoraiseherheadtolookatanyofus。Allthismaysoundchildish—andyetthatstony,petulantsullennesshadanobscurelytragicflavour。

Andsowesatdowntothefoodaroundthelightofagoodmanycandleswhilesheremainedcrouchingoutthere,staringinthedarkasiffeedingherbadtemperontheheavilyscentedairoftheadmirablegarden。

BeforeleavingIsaidtoJacobusthatIwouldcomenextdaytohearifthebagaffairhadmadeanyprogress。Heshookhisheadslightlyatthat。

"I’llhauntyourhousedailytillyoupullitoff。You’llbealwaysfindingmehere。"

Hisfaint,melancholysmiledidnotparthisthicklips。

"Thatwillbeallright,Captain。"

Thenseeingmetothedoor,verytranquil,hemurmuredearnestlytherecommendation:"Makeyourselfathome,"andalsothehospitablehintabouttherebeingalways"aplateofsoup。"Itwasonlyonmywaytothequay,downtheill—lightedstreets,thatI

rememberedIhadbeenengagedtodinethatveryeveningwiththeS—

family。Thoughvexedwithmyforgetfulness(itwouldberatherawkwardtoexplain)Icouldn’thelpthinkingthatithadprocuredmeamoreamusingevening。Andbesides—business。Thesacredbusiness—。

Inabarefootednegrowhoovertookmeatarunandbolteddownthelanding—stepsIrecognisedJacobus’sboatman,whomusthavebeenfeedinginthekitchen。Hisusual"Good—night,sah!"asIwentupmyship’sladderhadamorecordialsoundthanonpreviousoccasions。

CHAPTERV

IkeptmywordtoJacobus。Ihauntedhishome。Hewasperpetuallyfindingmethereofanafternoonwhenhepoppedinforamomentfromthe"store。"ThesoundofmyvoicetalkingtohisAlicegreetedhimonhisdoorstep;andwhenhereturnedforgoodintheevening,tentoonehewouldhearitstillgoingonintheverandah。Ijustnoddedtohim;hewouldsitdownheavilyandgently,andwatchwithasortofapprovinganxietymyeffortstomakehisdaughtersmile。

Icalledheroften"Alice,"rightbeforehim;sometimesIwouldaddressherasMiss"Don’tCare,"andIexhaustedmyselfinnonsensicalchatterwithoutsucceedingonceintakingheroutofherpeevishandtragicself。ThereweremomentswhenIfeltImustbreakoutandstartswearingathertillallwasblue。AndI

fanciedthathadIdonesoJacobuswouldnothavemovedamuscle。

Asortofshady,intimateunderstandingseemedtohavebeenestablishedbetweenus。

Imustsaythegirltreatedherfatherexactlyinthesamewayshetreatedme。

Andhowcouldithavebeenotherwise?Shetreatedmeasshetreatedherfather。Shehadneverseenavisitor。Shedidnotknowhowmenbehaved。Ibelongedtothelowlotwithwhomherfatherdidbusinessattheport。Iwasofnoaccount。Sowasherfather。Theonlydecentpeopleintheworldwerethepeopleoftheisland,whowouldhavenothingtodowithhimbecauseofsomethingwickedhehaddone。ThiswasapparentlytheexplanationMissJacobushadgivenherofthehousehold’sisolatedposition。Forshehadtobetoldsomething!AndIfeelconvincedthatthisversionhadbeenassentedtobyJacobus。Imustsaytheoldwomanwasputtingitforwardwithconsiderablegusto。Itwasonherlipstheuniversalexplanation,theuniversalallusion,theuniversaltaunt。

OnedayJacobuscameinearlyand,beckoningmeintothedining—

room,wipedhisbrowwithawearygestureandtoldmethathehadmanagedtounearthasupplyofquarter—bags。

"It’sfourteenhundredyourshipwanted,didyousay,Captain?"

"Yes,yes!"Irepliedeagerly;butheremainedcalm。HelookedmoretiredthanIhadeverseenhimbefore。

"Well,Captain,youmaygoandtellyourpeoplethattheycangetthatlotfrommybrother。"

AsIremainedopen—mouthedatthis,headdedhisusualplacidformulaofassurance:

"You’llfinditcorrect,Captain。"

"Youspoketoyourbrotheraboutit?"Iwasdistinctlyawed。"Andforme?Becausehemusthaveknownthatmyship’stheonlyonehungupforbags。Howonearth—"

Hewipedhisbrowagain。Inoticedthathewasdressedwithunusualcare,inclothesinwhichIhadneverseenhimbefore。Heavoidedmyeye。

"You’veheardpeopletalk,ofcourse……That’strueenough。He……I……Wecertainly……forseveralyears……"Hisvoicedeclinedtoameresleepymurmur。"YouseeIhadsomethingtotellhimof,somethingwhich—"

Hismurmurstopped。Hewasnotgoingtotellmewhatthissomethingwas。AndIdidn’tcare。Anxioustocarrythenewstomycharterers,Iranbackontheverandahtogetmyhat。

AtthebustleImadethegirlturnedhereyesslowlyinmydirection,andeventheoldwomanwascheckedinherknitting。I

stoppedamomenttoexclaimexcitedly:

"Yourfather’sabrick,MissDon’tCare。That’swhatheis。"

Shebeheldmyelationinscornfulsurprise。JacobuswithunwontedfamiliarityseizedmyarmasIflewthroughthedining—room,andbreathedheavilyatmeaproposalabout"Aplateofsoup"thatevening。Ianswereddistractedly:"Eh?What?Oh,thanks!

Certainly。Withpleasure,"andtoremyselfaway。Dinewithhim?

Ofcourse。ThemerestgratitudeButsomethreehoursafterwards,inthedusky,silentstreet,pavedwithcobble—stones,Ibecameawarethatitwasnotmeregratitudewhichwasguidingmystepstowardsthehousewiththeoldgarden,whereforyearsnoguestotherthanmyselfhadeverdined。Meregratitudedoesnotgnawatone’sinterioreconomyinthatparticularway。Hungermight;butIwasnotfeelingparticularlyhungryforJacobus’sfood。

Onthatoccasion,too,thegirlrefusedtocometothetable。

Myexasperationgrew。Theoldwomancastmaliciousglancesatme。

IsaidsuddenlytoJacobus:"Here!Putsomechickenandsaladonthatplate。"Heobeyedwithoutraisinghiseyes。Icarrieditwithaknifeandforkandaservietteoutontheverandah。Thegardenwasonemassofgloom,likeacemeteryofflowersburiedinthedarkness,andshe,inthechair,seemedtomusemournfullyovertheextinctionoflightandcolour。Onlywhiffsofheavyscentpassedlikewandering,fragrantsoulsofthatdepartedmultitudeofblossoms。Italkedvolubly,jocularly,persuasively,tenderly;I

talkedinasubduedtone。Toalisteneritwouldhavesoundedlikethemurmurofapleadinglover。WheneverIpausedexpectantlytherewasonlyadeepsilence。Itwaslikeofferingfoodtoaseatedstatue。

"Ihaven’tbeenabletoswallowasinglemorselthinkingofyououtherestarvingyourselfinthedark。It’spositivelycrueltobesoobstinate。Thinkofmysufferings。"

"Don’tcare。"

IfeltasifIcouldhavedonehersomeviolence—shakenher,beatenhermaybe。Isaid:

"Yourabsurdbehaviourwillpreventmecominghereanymore。"

"What’sthattome?"

"Youlikeit。"

"It’sfalse,"shesnarled。

Myhandfellonhershoulder;andifshehadflinchedIverilybelieveIwouldhaveshakenher。Buttherewasnomovementandthisimmobilitydisarmedmyanger。

"Youdo。Oryouwouldn’tbefoundontheverandaheveryday。Whyareyouhere,then?Thereareplentyofroomsinthehouse。Youhaveyourownroomtostayin—ifyoudidnotwanttoseeme。Butyoudo。Youknowyoudo。"

Ifeltaslightshudderundermyhandandreleasedmygripasiffrightenedbythatsignofanimationinherbody。Thescentedairofthegardencametousinawarmwavelikeavoluptuousandperfumedsigh。

"Gobacktothem,"shewhispered,almostpitifully。

AsIre—enteredthedining—roomIsawJacobuscastdownhiseyes。

Ibangedtheplateonthetable。Atthisdemonstrationofill—

humourhemurmuredsomethinginanapologetictone,andIturnedonhimviciouslyasifhewereaccountabletomeforthese"abominableeccentricities,"IbelieveIcalledthem。

"ButIdaresayMissJacobushereisresponsibleformostofthisoffensivemanner,"Iaddedloftily。

Shepipedoutatonceinherbrazen,ruffianlymanner:

"Eh?Whydon’tyouleaveusinpeace,mygoodfellow?"

IwasastonishedthatsheshoulddarebeforeJacobus。Yetwhatcouldhehavedonetorepressher?Heneededhertoomuch。Heraisedaheavy,drowsyglanceforaninstant,thenlookeddownagain。Sheinsistedwithshrillfinality:

"Haven’tyoudoneyourbusiness,youtwo?Well,then—"

ShehadthetrueJacobusimpudence,thatoldwoman。Hermopofiron—greyhairwasparted,onthesidelikeaman’s,raffishly,andshemadeasiftoplungeherforkintoit,assheusedtodowiththeknitting—needle,butrefrained。Herlittleblackeyessparkledvenomously。Iturnedtomyhostattheheadofthetable—

menacinglyasitwere。

"Well,andwhatdoyousaytothat,Jacobus?AmItotakeitthatwehavedonewitheachother?"

Ihadtowaitalittle。Theanswerwhenitcamewasratherunexpected,andinquiteanotherspiritthanthequestion。

"Icertainlythinkwemightdosomebusinessyetwiththosepotatoesofmine,Captain。Youwillfindthat—"

Icuthimshort。

"I’vetoldyoubeforethatIdon’ttrade。"

Hisbroadchestheavedwithoutasoundinanoiselesssigh。

"Thinkitover,Captain,"hemurmured,tenaciousandtranquil;andIburstintoajarringlaugh,rememberinghowhehadstucktothecircus—riderwoman—thedepthofpassionunderthatplacidsurface,whichevencutswithariding—whip(sothelegendhadit)

couldneverraffleintothesemblanceofastorm;somethinglikethepassionofafishwouldbeifonecouldimaginesuchathingasapassionatefish。

ThateveningIexperiencedmoredistinctlythaneverthesenseofmoraldiscomfortwhichalwaysattendedmeinthathouselyingunderthebanofall"decent"people。Irefusedtostayonandsmokeafterdinner;andwhenIputmyhandintothethickly—cushionedpalmofJacobus,Isaidtomyselfthatitwouldbeforthelasttimeunderhisroof。Ipressedhisbulkypawheartilynevertheless。Hadn’thegotmeoutofaseriousdifficulty?TothefewwordsofacknowledgmentIwasbound,andindeedquitewilling,toutter,heansweredbystretchinghisclosedlipsinhismelancholy,glued—togethersmile。

"Thatwillbeallright,Ihope,Captain,"hebreathedoutweightily。

"Whatdoyoumean?"Iasked,alarmed。"Thatyourbrothermightyet—"

"Oh,no,"hereassuredme。"He……he’samanofhisword,Captain。"

Myself—communionasIwalkedawayfromhisdoor,tryingtobelievethatthiswasforthelasttime,wasnotsatisfactory。IwasawaremyselfthatIwasnotsincereinmyreflectionsastoJacobus’smotives,and,ofcourse,theverynextdayIwentbackagain。

Howweak,irrational,andabsurdweare!Howeasilycarriedawaywheneverourawakenedimaginationbringsustheirritatinghintofadesire!Icaredforthegirlinaparticularway,seducedbythemoodyexpressionofherface,byherobstinatesilences,herrare,scornfulwords;bytheperpetualpoutofherclosedlips,theblackdepthsofherfixedgazeturnedslowlyuponmeasifincontemptuousprovocation,onlytobeavertednextmomentwithanexasperatingindifference。

Ofcoursethenewsofmyassiduityhadspreadalloverthelittletown。Inoticedachangeinthemannerofmyacquaintancesandevensomethingdifferentinthenodsoftheothercaptains,whenmeetingthematthelanding—stepsorintheofficeswherebusinesscalledme。Theold—maidishheadclerktreatedmewithdistantpunctiliousnessand,asitwere,gatheredhisskirtsroundhimforfearofcontamination。ItseemedtomethattheveryniggersonthequaysturnedtolookaftermeasIpassed;andastoJacobus’sboatmanhis"Good—night,sah!"whenheputmeonboardwasnolongermerelycordial—ithadafamiliar,confidentialsoundasthoughwehadbeenpartnersinsomevillainy。

MyfriendS—theelderpassedmeontheothersideofthestreetwithawaveofthehandandanironicsmile。Theyoungerbrother,theonetheyhadmarriedtoanelderlyshrew,he,onthestrengthofanolderfriendshipandasifpayingadebtofgratitude,tookthelibertytoutterawordofwarning。

"You’redoingyourselfnogoodbyyourchoiceoffriends,mydearchap,"hesaidwithinfantilegravity。

AsIknewthatthemeetingofthebrothersJacobuswasthesubjectofexcitedcommentinthewholeofthesugaryPearloftheOceanI

wantedtoknowwhyIwasblamed。

"Ihavebeentheoccasionofamovewhichmayendinareconciliationsurelydesirablefromthepointofviewoftheproprieties—don’tyouknow?"

"Ofcourse,ifthatgirlweredisposedofitwouldcertainlyfacilitate—"hemusedsagely,then,inconsequentialcreature,gavemealighttaponthelowerpartofmywaistcoat。"Youoldsinner,"hecriedjovially,"muchyoucareforproprieties。Butyouhadbetterlookoutforyourself,youknow,withapersonagelikeJacobuswhohasnosortofreputationtolose。"

Hehadrecoveredhisgravityofarespectablecitizenbythattimeandaddedregretfully:

"Allthewomenofourfamilyareperfectlyscandalised。"

ButbythattimeIhadgivenupvisitingtheS—familyandtheD—

family。TheelderladiespulledsuchfaceswhenIshowedmyself,andthemultitudeofrelatedyoungladiesreceivedmewithsuchavarietyoflooks:wondering,awed,mocking(exceptMissMary,whospoketomeandlookedatmewithhushed,painedcompassionasthoughIhadbeenill),thatIhadnodifficultyingivingthemallup。Iwouldhavegivenupthesocietyofthewholetown,forthesakeofsittingnearthatgirl,snarlingandsuperbandbarelycladinthatflimsy,dingy,amberwrapper,openlowatthethroat。Shelooked,withthewildwispsofhairhangingdownhertenseface,asthoughshehadjustjumpedoutofbedinthepanicofafire。

Shesatleaningonherelbow,lookingatnothing。Whydidshestaylisteningtomyabsurdchatter?Andnotonlythat;butwhydidshepowderherfaceinpreparationformyarrival?Itseemedtobeherideaofmakingatoilette,andinheruntidynegligenceasignofgreatefforttowardspersonaladornment。

ButImighthavebeenmistaken。Thepowderingmighthavebeenherdailypracticeandherpresenceintheverandahasignofanindifferencesocompleteastotakenoaccountofmyexistence。

Well,itwasallonetome。

Ilovedtowatchherslowchangesofpose,tolookatherlongimmobilitiescomposedinthegracefullinesofherbody,toobservethemysteriousnarrowstareofhersplendidblackeyes,somewhatlonginshape,halfclosed,contemplatingthevoid。Shewaslikeaspellboundcreaturewiththeforeheadofagoddesscrownedbythedishevelledmagnificenthairofagipsytramp。Evenherindifferencewasseductive。Ifeltmyselfgrowingattachedtoherbythebondofanirrealisabledesire,forIkeptmyhead—quite。

AndIputupwiththemoraldiscomfortofJacobus’ssleepywatchfulness,tranquil,andyetsoexpressive;asiftherehadbeenatacitpactbetweenustwo。Iputupwiththeinsolenceoftheoldwoman’s:"Aren’tyouevergoingtoleaveusinpeace,mygoodfellow?"withhertaunts;withherbrazenandsinisterscolding。

ShewasofthetrueJacobusstock,andnomistake。

DirectlyIgotawayfromthegirlIcalledmyselfmanyhardnames。

Whatfollywasthis?Iwouldaskmyself。Itwaslikebeingtheslaveofsomedepravedhabit。AndIreturnedtoherwithmyheadclear,myheartcertainlyfree,notevenmovedbypityforthatcastaway(shewasasmuchofacastawayasanyoneeverwreckedonadesertisland),butasifbeguiledbysomeextraordinarypromise。

Nothingmoreunworthycouldbeimagined。TherecollectionofthattremulouswhisperwhenIgrippedhershoulderwithonehandandheldaplateofchickenwiththeotherwasenoughtomakemebreakallmygoodresolutions。

Herinsultingtaciturnitywasenoughsometimestomakeonegnashone’steethwithrage。Whensheopenedhermouthitwasonlytobeabominablyrudeinharshtonestotheassociateofherreprobatefather;andthefullapprovalofheragedrelativewasconveyedtoherbyoffensivechuckles。Ifnotthat,thenherremarks,alwaysutteredinthetoneofscathingcontempt,wereofthemostappallinginanity。

Howcouldithavebeenotherwise?Thatplump,ruffianlyJacobusoldmaidinthetightgreyfrockhadnevertaughtheranymanners。

MannersIsupposearenotnecessaryforborncastaways。Noeducationalestablishmentcouldeverbeinducedtoacceptherasapupil—onaccountoftheproprieties,Iimagine。AndJacobushadnotbeenabletosendherawayanywhere。Howcouldhehavedoneit?Whowith?Whereto?Hehimselfwasnotenoughofanadventurertothinkofsettlingdownanywhereelse。Hispassionhadtossedhimatthetailofacircusupanddownstrangecoasts,but,thestormover,hehaddriftedbackshamelesslywhere,socialoutcastashewas,heremainedstillaJacobus—oneoftheoldestfamiliesontheisland,olderthantheFrencheven。TheremusthavebeenaJacobusinatthedeathofthelastDodo……Thegirlhadlearnednothing,shehadneverlistenedtoageneralconversation,sheknewnothing,shehadheardofnothing。Shecouldreadcertainly;butallthereadingmatterthatevercameinherwaywerethenewspapersprovidedforthecaptains’roomofthe"store。"Jacobushadthehabitoftakingthesesheetshomenowandtheninaverystainedandraggedcondition。

Ashermindcouldnotgraspthemeaningofanymatterstreatedthereexceptpolice—courtreportsandaccountsofcrimes,shehadformedforherselfanotionofthecivilisedworldasasceneofmurders,abductions,burglaries,stabbingaffrays,andeverysortofdesperateviolence。EnglandandFrance,ParisandLondon(theonlytwotownsofwhichsheseemedtohaveheard),appearedtohersinksofabomination,reekingwithblood,incontrasttoherlittleislandwherepettylarcenywasaboutthestandardofcurrentmisdeeds,with,nowandthen,somemorepronouncedcrime—andthatonlyamongsttheimportedcoolielabourersonsugarestatesorthenegroesofthetown。ButinEuropethesethingswerebeingdonedailybyawickedpopulationofwhitemenamongstwhom,asthatruffianly,aristocraticoldMissJacobuspointedout,thewanderingsailors,theassociatesofherpreciouspapa,werethelowestofthelow。

Itwasimpossibletogiveherasenseofproportion。IsupposeshefiguredEnglandtoherselfasaboutthesizeofthePearloftheOcean;inwhichcaseitwouldcertainlyhavebeenreekingwithgoreandamerewreckofburgledhousesfromendtoend。Onecouldnotmakeherunderstandthatthesehorrorsonwhichshefedherimaginationwerelostinthemassoforderlylifelikeafewdropsofbloodintheocean。Shedirecteduponmeforamomenttheuncomprehendingglanceofhernarrowedeyesandthenwouldturnherscornfulpowderedfaceawaywithoutaword。Shewouldnoteventakethetroubletoshrughershoulders。

AtthattimethebatchesofpapersbroughtbythelastmailreportedaseriesofcrimesintheEastEndofLondon,therewasasensationalcaseofabductioninFranceandafinedisplayofarmedrobberyinAustralia。Oneafternooncrossingthedining—roomI

heardMissJacobuspipingintheverandahwithvenomousanimosity:

"Idon’tknowwhatyourpreciouspapaisplottingwiththatfellow。

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