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I

AgirlcameoutoflawyerRoyall’shouse,attheendoftheonestreetofNorthDormer,andstoodonthedoorstep。

ItwasthebeginningofaJuneafternoon。Thespringliketransparentskyshedarainofsilversunshineontheroofsofthevillage,andonthepasturesandlarchwoodssurroundingit。Alittlewindmovedamongtheroundwhitecloudsontheshouldersofthehills,drivingtheirshadowsacrossthefieldsanddownthegrassyroadthattakesthenameofstreetwhenitpassesthroughNorthDormer。Theplacelieshighandintheopen,andlacksthelavishshadeofthemoreprotectedNewEnglandvillages。Theclumpofweeping—

willowsabouttheduckpond,andtheNorwaysprucesinfrontoftheHatchardgate,castalmosttheonlyroadsideshadowbetweenlawyerRoyall’shouseandthepointwhere,attheotherendofthevillage,theroadrisesabovethechurchandskirtstheblackhemlockwallenclosingthecemetery。

ThelittleJunewind,friskingdownthestreet,shookthedolefulfringesoftheHatchardspruces,caughtthestrawhatofayoungmanjustpassingunderthem,andspunitcleanacrosstheroadintotheduck—pond。

AsherantofishitoutthegirlonlawyerRoyall’sdoorstepnoticedthathewasastranger,thatheworecityclothes,andthathewaslaughingwithallhisteeth,astheyoungandcarelesslaughatsuchmishaps。

Herheartcontractedalittle,andtheshrinkingthatsometimescameoverherwhenshesawpeoplewithholidayfacesmadeherdrawbackintothehouseandpretendtolookforthekeythatsheknewshehadalreadyputintoherpocket。Anarrowgreenishmirrorwithagilteagleoverithungonthepassagewall,andshelookedcriticallyatherreflection,wishedforthethousandthtimethatshehadblueeyeslikeAnnabelBalch,thegirlwhosometimescamefromSpringfieldtospendaweekwitholdMissHatchard,straightenedthesunburnthatoverhersmallswarthyface,andturnedoutagainintothesunshine。

"HowIhateeverything!"shemurmured。

TheyoungmanhadpassedthroughtheHatchardgate,andshehadthestreettoherself。NorthDormerisatalltimesanemptyplace,andatthreeo’clockonaJuneafternoonitsfewable—bodiedmenareoffinthefieldsorwoods,andthewomenindoors,engagedinlanguidhouseholddrudgery。

Thegirlwalkedalong,swingingherkeyonafinger,andlookingaboutherwiththeheightenedattentionproducedbythepresenceofastrangerinafamiliarplace。What,shewondered,didNorthDormerlookliketopeoplefromotherpartsoftheworld?Sheherselfhadlivedtheresincetheageoffive,andhadlongsupposedittobeaplaceofsomeimportance。Butaboutayearbefore,Mr。Miles,thenewEpiscopalclergymanatHepburn,whodroveovereveryotherSunday——whentheroadswerenotploughedupbyhauling——

toholdaserviceintheNorthDormerchurch,hadproposed,inafitofmissionaryzeal,totaketheyoungpeopledowntoNettletontohearanillustratedlectureontheHolyLand;andthedozengirlsandboyswhorepresentedthefutureofNorthDormerhadbeenpiledintoafarm—waggon,drivenoverthehillstoHepburn,putintoaway—trainandcarriedtoNettleton。

InthecourseofthatincredibledayCharityRoyallhad,forthefirstandonlytime,experiencedrailway—

travel,lookedintoshopswithplate—glassfronts,tastedcocoanutpie,satinatheatre,andlistenedtoagentlemansayingunintelligiblethingsbeforepicturesthatshewouldhaveenjoyedlookingatifhisexplanationshadnotpreventedherfromunderstandingthem。ThisinitiationhadshownherthatNorthDormerwasasmallplace,anddevelopedinherathirstforinformationthatherpositionascustodianofthevillagelibraryhadpreviouslyfailedtoexcite。ForamonthortwoshedippedfeverishlyanddisconnectedlyintothedustyvolumesoftheHatchardMemorialLibrary;thentheimpressionofNettletonbegantofade,andshefounditeasiertotakeNorthDormerasthenormoftheuniversethantogoonreading。

ThesightofthestrangeroncemorerevivedmemoriesofNettleton,andNorthDormershranktoitsrealsize。Asshelookedupanddownit,fromlawyerRoyall’sfadedredhouseatoneendtothewhitechurchattheother,shepitilesslytookitsmeasure。Thereitlay,aweather—beatensunburntvillageofthehills,abandonedofmen,leftapartbyrailway,trolley,telegraph,andalltheforcesthatlinklifetolifeinmoderncommunities。Ithadnoshops,notheatres,nolectures,no"businessblock";onlyachurchthatwasopenedeveryotherSundayifthestateoftheroadspermitted,andalibraryforwhichnonewbookshadbeenboughtfortwentyyears,andwheretheoldonesmoulderedundisturbedonthedampshelves。YetCharityRoyallhadalwaysbeentoldthatsheoughttoconsideritaprivilegethatherlothadbeencastinNorthDormer。Sheknewthat,comparedtotheplaceshehadcomefrom,NorthDormerrepresentedalltheblessingsofthemostrefinedcivilization。Everyoneinthevillagehadtoldhersoeversinceshehadbeenbroughtthereasachild。EvenoldMissHatchardhadsaidtoher,onaterribleoccasioninherlife:"Mychild,youmustneverceasetorememberthatitwasMr。RoyallwhobroughtyoudownfromtheMountain。"

Shehadbeen"broughtdownfromtheMountain";fromthescarredcliffthatlifteditssullenwallabovethelesserslopesofEagleRange,makingaperpetualbackgroundofgloomtothelonelyvalley。TheMountainwasagoodfifteenmilesaway,butitrosesoabruptlyfromthelowerhillsthatitseemedalmosttocastitsshadowoverNorthDormer。Anditwaslikeagreatmagnetdrawingthecloudsandscatteringtheminstormacrossthevalley。Ifever,inthepurestsummersky,theretrailedathreadofvapouroverNorthDormer,itdriftedtotheMountainasashipdriftstoawhirlpool,andwascaughtamongtherocks,tornupandmultiplied,tosweepbackoverthevillageinrainanddarkness。

CharitywasnotveryclearabouttheMountain;butsheknewitwasabadplace,andashametohavecomefrom,andthat,whateverbefellherinNorthDormer,sheought,asMissHatchardhadonceremindedher,torememberthatshehadbeenbroughtdownfromthere,andholdhertongueandbethankful。ShelookedupattheMountain,thinkingofthesethings,andtriedasusualtobethankful。ButthesightoftheyoungmanturninginatMissHatchard’sgatehadbroughtbackthevisionoftheglitteringstreetsofNettleton,andshefeltashamedofheroldsun—hat,andsickofNorthDormer,andjealouslyawareofAnnabelBalchofSpringfield,openingherblueeyessomewherefaroffongloriesgreaterthanthegloriesofNettleton。

"HowIhateeverything!"shesaidagain。

Halfwaydownthestreetshestoppedataweak—hingedgate。Passingthroughit,shewalkeddownabrickpathtoaqueerlittlebricktemplewithwhitewoodencolumnssupportingapedimentonwhichwasinscribedintarnishedgoldletters:"TheHonoriusHatchardMemorialLibrary,1832。"

HonoriusHatchardhadbeenoldMissHatchard’sgreat—

uncle;thoughshewouldundoubtedlyhavereversedthephrase,andputforward,asheronlyclaimtodistinction,thefactthatshewashisgreat—niece。

ForHonoriusHatchard,intheearlyyearsofthenineteenthcentury,hadenjoyedamodestcelebrity。Asthemarbletabletintheinteriorofthelibraryinformeditsinfrequentvisitors,hehadpossessedmarkedliterarygifts,writtenaseriesofpaperscalled"TheRecluseofEagleRange,"enjoyedtheacquaintanceofWashingtonIrvingandFitz—GreeneHalleck,andbeencutoffinhisflowerbyafevercontractedinItaly。SuchhadbeenthesolelinkbetweenNorthDormerandliterature,alinkpiouslycommemoratedbytheerectionofthemonumentwhereCharityRoyall,everyTuesdayandThursdayafternoon,satatherdeskunderafreckledsteelengravingofthedeceasedauthor,andwonderedifhefeltanydeaderinhisgravethanshedidinhislibrary。

Enteringherprison—housewithalistlessstepshetookoffherhat,hungitonaplasterbustofMinerva,openedtheshutters,leanedouttoseeiftherewereanyeggsintheswallow’snestaboveoneofthewindows,andfinally,seatingherselfbehindthedesk,drewoutarollofcottonlaceandasteelcrochethook。Shewasnotanexpertworkwoman,andithadtakenhermanyweekstomakethehalf—yardofnarrowlacewhichshekeptwoundaboutthebuckrambackofadisintegratedcopyof"TheLamplighter。"Buttherewasnootherwayofgettinganylacetotrimhersummerblouse,andsinceAllyHawes,thepoorestgirlinthevillage,hadshownherselfinchurchwithenviabletransparenciesabouttheshoulders,Charity’shookhadtravelledfaster。Sheunrolledthelace,dugthehookintoaloop,andbenttothetaskwithfurrowedbrows。

Suddenlythedooropened,andbeforeshehadraisedhereyessheknewthattheyoungmanshehadseengoinginattheHatchardgatehadenteredthelibrary。

Withouttakinganynoticeofherhebegantomoveslowlyaboutthelongvault—likeroom,hishandsbehindhisback,hisshort—sightedeyespeeringupanddowntherowsofrustybindings。Atlengthhereachedthedeskandstoodbeforeher。

"Haveyouacard—catalogue?"heaskedinapleasantabruptvoice;andtheoddnessofthequestioncausedhertodropherwork。

"AWHAT?"

"Why,youknow————"Hebrokeoff,andshebecameconsciousthathewaslookingatherforthefirsttime,havingapparently,onhisentrance,includedherinhisgeneralshort—sightedsurveyaspartofthefurnitureofthelibrary。

Thefactthat,indiscoveringher,helostthethreadofhisremark,didnotescapeherattention,andshelookeddownandsmiled。Hesmiledalso。

"No,Idon’tsupposeyoudoknow,"hecorrectedhimself。"Infact,itwouldbealmostapity————"

Shethoughtshedetectedaslightcondescensioninhistone,andaskedsharply:"Why?"

"Becauseit’ssomuchpleasanter,inasmalllibrarylikethis,topokeaboutbyone’sself——withthehelpofthelibrarian。"

Headdedthelastphrasesorespectfullythatshewasmollified,andrejoinedwithasigh:"I’mafraidI

can’thelpyoumuch。"

"Why?"hequestionedinhisturn;andsherepliedthatthereweren’tmanybooksanyhow,andthatshe’dhardlyreadanyofthem。"Thewormsaregettingatthem,"sheaddedgloomily。

"Arethey?That’sapity,forIseetherearesomegoodones。"Heseemedtohavelostinterestintheirconversation,andstrolledawayagain,apparentlyforgettingher。Hisindifferencenettledher,andshepickedupherwork,resolvednottoofferhimtheleastassistance。Apparentlyhedidnotneedit,forhespentalongtimewithhisbacktoher,liftingdown,oneafteranother,thetallcob—webbyvolumesfromadistantshelf。

"Oh,Isay!"heexclaimed;andlookingupshesawthathehaddrawnouthishandkerchiefandwascarefullywipingtheedgesofthebookinhishand。Theactionstruckherasanunwarrantedcriticismonhercareofthebooks,andshesaidirritably:"It’snotmyfaultifthey’redirty。"

Heturnedaroundandlookedatherwithrevivinginterest。"Ah——thenyou’renotthelibrarian?"

"OfcourseIam;butIcan’tdustallthesebooks。

Besides,nobodyeverlooksatthem,nowMissHatchard’stoolametocomeround。"

"No,Isupposenot。"Helaiddownthebookhehadbeenwiping,andstoodconsideringherinsilence。ShewonderedifMissHatchardhadsenthimroundtopryintothewaythelibrarywaslookedafter,andthesuspicionincreasedherresentment。"Isawyougoingintoherhousejustnow,didn’tI?"sheasked,withtheNewEnglandavoidanceofthepropername。Shewasdeterminedtofindoutwhyhewaspokingaboutamongherbooks。

"MissHatchard’shouse?Yes——she’smycousinandI’mstayingthere,"theyoungmananswered;adding,asiftodisarmavisibledistrust:"MynameisHarney——

LuciusHarney。Shemayhavespokenofme。"

"No,shehasn’t,"saidCharity,wishingshecouldhavesaid:"Yes,shehas。"

"Oh,well————"saidMissHatchard’scousinwithalaugh;andafteranotherpause,duringwhichitoccurredtoCharitythatheranswerhadnotbeenencouraging,heremarked:"Youdon’tseemstrongonarchitecture。"

Herbewildermentwascomplete:themoreshewishedtoappeartounderstandhimthemoreunintelligiblehisremarksbecame。Heremindedherofthegentlemanwhohad"explained"thepicturesatNettleton,andtheweightofherignorancesettleddownonheragainlikeapall。

"Imean,Ican’tseethatyouhaveanybooksontheoldhousesabouthere。Isuppose,forthatmatter,thispartofthecountryhasn’tbeenmuchexplored。TheyallgoondoingPlymouthandSalem。Sostupid。Mycousin’shouse,now,isremarkable。Thisplacemusthavehadapast——itmusthavebeenmoreofaplaceonce。"Hestoppedshort,withtheblushofashymanwhooverhearshimself,andfearshehasbeenvoluble。

"I’manarchitect,yousee,andI’mhuntingupoldhousesintheseparts。"

Shestared。"Oldhouses?Everything’soldinNorthDormer,isn’tit?Thefolksare,anyhow。"

Helaughed,andwanderedawayagain。

"Haven’tyouanykindofahistoryoftheplace?

Ithinktherewasonewrittenabout1840:abookorpamphletaboutitsfirstsettlement,"hepresentlysaidfromthefartherendoftheroom。

Shepressedhercrochethookagainstherlipandpondered。Therewassuchawork,sheknew:"NorthDormerandtheEarlyTownshipsofEagleCounty。"Shehadaspecialgrudgeagainstitbecauseitwasalimpweaklybookthatwasalwayseitherfallingofftheshelforslippingbackanddisappearingifonesqueezeditinbetweensustainingvolumes。Sheremembered,thelasttimeshehadpickeditup,wonderinghowanyonecouldhavetakenthetroubletowriteabookaboutNorthDormeranditsneighbours:Dormer,Hamblin,CrestonandCrestonRiver。Sheknewthemall,merelostclustersofhousesinthefoldsofthedesolateridges:

Dormer,whereNorthDormerwentforitsapples;CrestonRiver,wherethereusedtobeapaper—mill,anditsgreywallsstooddecayingbythestream;andHamblin,wherethefirstsnowalwaysfell。Suchweretheirtitlestofame。

Shegotupandbegantomoveaboutvaguelybeforetheshelves。Butshehadnoideawhereshehadlastputthebook,andsomethingtoldherthatitwasgoingtoplayheritsusualtrickandremaininvisible。Itwasnotoneofherluckydays。

"Iguessit’ssomewhere,"shesaid,toproveherzeal;

butshespokewithoutconviction,andfeltthatherwordsconveyednone。

"Oh,well————"hesaidagain。Sheknewhewasgoing,andwishedmorethanevertofindthebook。

"Itwillbefornexttime,"headded;andpickingupthevolumehehadlaidonthedeskhehandedittoher。

"Bytheway,alittleairandsunwoulddothisgood;

it’srathervaluable。"

Hegaveheranodandsmile,andpassedout。

II

ThehoursoftheHatchardMemoriallibrarianwerefromthreetofive;andCharityRoyall’ssenseofdutyusuallykeptheratherdeskuntilnearlyhalf—pastfour。

ButshehadneverperceivedthatanypracticaladvantagetherebyaccruedeithertoNorthDormerortoherself;andshehadnoscrupleindecreeing,whenitsuitedher,thatthelibraryshouldcloseanhourearlier。AfewminutesafterMr。Harney’sdeparturesheformedthisdecision,putawayherlace,fastenedtheshutters,andturnedthekeyinthedoorofthetempleofknowledge。

Thestreetuponwhichsheemergedwasstillempty:andafterglancingupanddownitshebegantowalktowardherhouse。Butinsteadofenteringshepassedon,turnedintoafield—pathandmountedtoapastureonthehillside。Sheletdownthebarsofthegate,followedatrailalongthecrumblingwallofthepasture,andwalkedontillshereachedaknollwhereaclumpoflarchesshookouttheirfreshtasselstothewind。Thereshelaydownontheslope,tossedoffherhatandhidherfaceinthegrass。

Shewasblindandinsensibletomanythings,anddimlyknewit;buttoallthatwaslightandair,perfumeandcolour,everydropofbloodinherresponded。Shelovedtheroughnessofthedrymountaingrassunderherpalms,thesmellofthethymeintowhichshecrushedherface,thefingeringofthewindinherhairandthroughhercottonblouse,andthecreakofthelarchesastheyswayedtoit。

Sheoftenclimbedupthehillandlaytherealoneforthemerepleasureoffeelingthewindandofrubbinghercheeksinthegrass。Generallyatsuchtimesshedidnotthinkofanything,butlayimmersedinaninarticulatewell—being。Todaythesenseofwell—beingwasintensifiedbyherjoyatescapingfromthelibrary。Shelikedwellenoughtohaveafrienddropinandtalktoherwhenshewasonduty,butshehatedtobebotheredaboutbooks。Howcouldsherememberwheretheywere,whentheyweresoseldomaskedfor?OrmaFryoccasionallytookoutanovel,andherbrotherBenwasfondofwhathecalled"jography,"andofbooksrelatingtotradeandbookkeeping;butnooneelseaskedforanythingexcept,atintervals,"UncleTom’sCabin,"or"OpeningofaChestnutBurr,"orLongfellow。

Shehadtheseunderherhand,andcouldhavefoundtheminthedark;butunexpecteddemandscamesorarelythattheyexasperatedherlikeaninjustice……

Shehadlikedtheyoungman’slooks,andhisshort—

sightedeyes,andhisoddwayofspeaking,thatwasabruptyetsoft,justashishandsweresun—burntandsinewy,yetwithsmoothnailslikeawoman’s。Hishairwassunburnt—lookingtoo,orratherthecolourofbrackenafterfrost;hiseyesgrey,withtheappealinglookoftheshortsighted,hissmileshyyetconfident,asifheknewlotsofthingsshehadneverdreamedof,andyetwouldn’tfortheworldhavehadherfeelhissuperiority。Butshedidfeelit,andlikedthefeeling;foritwasnewtoher。Poorandignorantasshewas,andknewherselftobe——humblestofthehumbleeveninNorthDormer,wheretocomefromtheMountainwastheworstdisgrace——yetinhernarrowworldshehadalwaysruled。Itwaspartly,ofcourse,owingtothefactthatlawyerRoyallwas"thebiggestmaninNorthDormer";somuchtoobigforit,infact,thatoutsiders,whodidn’tknow,alwayswonderedhowitheldhim。Inspiteofeverything——andinspiteevenofMissHatchard——lawyerRoyallruledinNorthDormer;andCharityruledinlawyerRoyall’shouse。Shehadneverputittoherselfinthoseterms;butsheknewherpower,knewwhatitwasmadeof,andhatedit。

Confusedly,theyoungmaninthelibraryhadmadeherfeelforthefirsttimewhatmightbethesweetnessofdependence。

Shesatup,brushedthebitsofgrassfromherhair,andlookeddownonthehousewheresheheldsway。Itstoodjustbelowher,cheerlessanduntended,itsfadedredfrontdividedfromtheroadbya"yard"withapathborderedbygooseberrybushes,astonewellovergrownwithtraveller’sjoy,andasicklyCrimsonRamblertiedtoafan—shapedsupport,whichMr。RoyallhadoncebroughtupfromHepburntopleaseher。Behindthehouseabitofunevengroundwithclothes—linesstrungacrossitstretcheduptoadrywall,andbeyondthewallapatchofcornandafewrowsofpotatoesstrayedvaguelyintotheadjoiningwildernessofrockandfern。

Charitycouldnotrecallherfirstsightofthehouse。

ShehadbeentoldthatshewasillofafeverwhenshewasbroughtdownfromtheMountain;andshecouldonlyrememberwakingonedayinacotatthefootofMrs。

Royall’sbed,andopeninghereyesonthecoldneatnessoftheroomthatwasafterwardtobehers。

Mrs。Royalldiedsevenoreightyearslater;andbythattimeCharityhadtakenthemeasureofmostthingsabouther。SheknewthatMrs。Royallwassadandtimidandweak;sheknewthatlawyerRoyallwasharshandviolent,andstillweaker。SheknewthatshehadbeenchristenedCharity(inthewhitechurchattheotherendofthevillage)tocommemorateMr。Royall’sdisinterestednessin"bringingherdown,"andtokeepaliveinherabecomingsenseofherdependence;sheknewthatMr。Royallwasherguardian,butthathehadnotlegallyadoptedher,thougheverybodyspokeofherasCharityRoyall;andsheknewwhyhehadcomebacktoliveatNorthDormer,insteadofpractisingatNettleton,wherehehadbegunhislegalcareer。

AfterMrs。Royall’sdeaththerewassometalkofsendinghertoaboarding—school。MissHatchardsuggestedit,andhadalongconferencewithMr。

Royall,who,inpursuanceofherplan,departedonedayforStarkfieldtovisittheinstitutionsherecommended。Hecamebackthenextnightwithablackface;worse,Charityobserved,thanshehadeverseenhim;andbythattimeshehadhadsomeexperience。

Whensheaskedhimhowsoonshewastostartheansweredshortly,"Youain’tgoing,"andshuthimselfupintheroomhecalledhisoffice;andthenextdaytheladywhokepttheschoolatStarkfieldwrotethat"underthecircumstances"shewasafraidshecouldnotmakeroomjustthenforanotherpupil。

Charitywasdisappointed;butsheunderstood。Itwasn’tthetemptationsofStarkfieldthathadbeenMr。

Royall’sundoing;itwasthethoughtoflosingher。Hewasadreadfully"lonesome"man;shehadmadethatoutbecauseshewasso"lonesome"herself。Heandshe,facetofaceinthatsadhouse,hadsoundedthedepthsofisolation;andthoughshefeltnoparticularaffectionforhim,andnottheslightestgratitude,shepitiedhimbecauseshewasconsciousthathewassuperiortothepeopleabouthim,andthatshewastheonlybeingbetweenhimandsolitude。Therefore,whenMissHatchardsentforheradayortwolater,totalkofaschoolatNettleton,andtosaythatthistimeafriendofherswould"makethenecessaryarrangements,"

CharitycuthershortwiththeannouncementthatshehaddecidednottoleaveNorthDormer。

MissHatchardreasonedwithherkindly,buttonopurpose;shesimplyrepeated:"IguessMr。Royall’stoolonesome。"

MissHatchardblinkedperplexedlybehindhereye—

glasses。Herlongfrailfacewasfullofpuzzledwrinkles,andsheleantforward,restingherhandsonthearmsofhermahoganyarmchair,withtheevidentdesiretosaysomethingthatoughttobesaid。

"Thefeelingdoesyoucredit,mydear。"

Shelookedaboutthepalewallsofhersitting—room,seekingcounselofancestraldaguerreotypesanddidacticsamplers;buttheyseemedtomakeutterancemoredifficult。

"Thefactis,it’snotonly——notonlybecauseoftheadvantages。Thereareotherreasons。You’retooyoungtounderstand————"

"Oh,no,Iain’t,"saidCharityharshly;andMissHatchardblushedtotherootsofherblondecap。Butshemusthavefeltavaguereliefathavingherexplanationcutshort,forsheconcluded,againinvokingthedaguerreotypes:"OfcourseIshallalwaysdowhatIcanforyou;andincase……incase……youknowyoucanalwayscometome……"

LawyerRoyallwaswaitingforCharityintheporchwhenshereturnedfromthisvisit。Hehadshaved,andbrushedhisblackcoat,andlookedamagnificentmonumentofaman;atsuchmomentsshereallyadmiredhim。

"Well,"hesaid,"isitsettled?"

"Yes,it’ssettled。Iain’tgoing。"

"NottotheNettletonschool?"

"Notanywhere。"

Heclearedhisthroatandaskedsternly:"Why?"

"I’drathernot,"shesaid,swingingpasthimonherwaytoherroom。ItwasthefollowingweekthathebroughtheruptheCrimsonRambleranditsfanfromHepburn。Hehadnevergivenheranythingbefore。

Thenextoutstandingincidentofherlifehadhappenedtwoyearslater,whenshewasseventeen。LawyerRoyall,whohatedtogotoNettleton,hadbeencalledthereinconnectionwithacase。Hestillexercisedhisprofession,thoughlitigationlanguishedinNorthDormeranditsoutlyinghamlets;andforoncehehadhadanopportunitythathecouldnotaffordtorefuse。

HespentthreedaysinNettleton,wonhiscase,andcamebackinhighgood—humour。Itwasararemoodwithhim,andmanifesteditselfonthisoccasionbyhistalkingimpressivelyatthesupper—tableofthe"rousingwelcome"hisoldfriendshadgivenhim。Hewoundupconfidentially:"IwasadamnfoolevertoleaveNettleton。ItwasMrs。Royallthatmademedoit。"

Charityimmediatelyperceivedthatsomethingbitterhadhappenedtohim,andthathewastryingtotalkdowntherecollection。Shewentuptobedearly,leavinghimseatedinmoodythought,hiselbowsproppedonthewornoilclothofthesuppertable。Onthewayupshehadextractedfromhisovercoatpocketthekeyofthecupboardwherethebottleofwhiskeywaskept。

Shewasawakenedbyarattlingatherdoorandjumpedoutofbed。SheheardMr。Royall’svoice,lowandperemptory,andopenedthedoor,fearinganaccident。

Nootherthoughthadoccurredtoher;butwhenshesawhiminthedoorway,arayfromtheautumnmoonfallingonhisdiscomposedface,sheunderstood。

Foramomenttheylookedateachotherinsilence;

then,asheputhisfootacrossthethreshold,shestretchedoutherarmandstoppedhim。

"Yougorightbackfromhere,"shesaid,inashrillvoicethatstartledher;"youain’tgoingtohavethatkeytonight。"

"Charity,letmein。Idon’twantthekey。I’malonesomeman,"hebegan,inthedeepvoicethatsometimesmovedher。

Herheartgaveastartledplunge,butshecontinuedtoholdhimbackcontemptuously。"Well,Iguessyoumadeamistake,then。Thisain’tyourwife’sroomanylonger。"

Shewasnotfrightened,shesimplyfeltadeepdisgust;

andperhapshedivineditorreaditinherface,forafterstaringatheramomenthedrewbackandturnedslowlyawayfromthedoor。Withhereartoherkeyholesheheardhimfeelhiswaydownthedarkstairs,andtowardthekitchen;andshelistenedforthecrashofthecupboardpanel,butinsteadsheheardhim,afteraninterval,unlockthedoorofthehouse,andhisheavystepscametoherthroughthesilenceashewalkeddownthepath。Shecrepttothewindowandsawhisbentfigurestridinguptheroadinthemoonlight。Thenabelatedsenseoffearcametoherwiththeconsciousnessofvictory,andsheslippedintobed,coldtothebone。

AdayortwolaterpoorEudoraSkeff,whofortwentyyearshadbeenthecustodianoftheHatchardlibrary,diedsuddenlyofpneumonia;andthedayafterthefuneralCharitywenttoseeMissHatchard,andaskedtobeappointedlibrarian。TherequestseemedtosurpriseMissHatchard:sheevidentlyquestionedthenewcandidate’squalifications。

"Why,Idon’tknow,mydear。Aren’tyourathertooyoung?"shehesitated。

"Iwanttoearnsomemoney,"Charitymerelyanswered。

"Doesn’tMr。Royallgiveyouallyourequire?NooneisrichinNorthDormer。"

"Iwanttoearnmoneyenoughtogetaway。"

"Togetaway?"MissHatchard’spuzzledwrinklesdeepened,andtherewasadistressfulpause。"YouwanttoleaveMr。Royall?"

"Yes:orIwantanotherwomaninthehousewithme,"

saidCharityresolutely。

MissHatchardclaspedhernervoushandsaboutthearmsofherchair。Hereyesinvokedthefadedcountenancesonthewall,andafterafaintcoughofindecisionshebroughtout:"The……thehousework’stoohardforyou,I

suppose?"

Charity’sheartgrewcold。SheunderstoodthatMissHatchardhadnohelptogiveherandthatshewouldhavetofightherwayoutofherdifficultyalone。A

deepersenseofisolationovercameher;shefeltincalculablyold。"She’sgottobetalkedtolikeababy,"shethought,withafeelingofcompassionforMissHatchard’slongimmaturity。"Yes,that’sit,"shesaidaloud。"Thehousework’stoohardforme:I’vebeencoughingagooddealthisfall。"

Shenotedtheimmediateeffectofthissuggestion。MissHatchardpaledatthememoryofpoorEudora’staking—

off,andpromisedtodowhatshecould。Butofcoursetherewerepeopleshemustconsult:theclergyman,theselectmenofNorthDormer,andadistantHatchardrelativeatSpringfield。"Ifyou’donlygonetoschool!"shesighed。ShefollowedCharitytothedoor,andthere,inthesecurityofthethreshold,saidwithaglanceofevasiveappeal:"IknowMr。Royallis……tryingattimes;buthiswifeborewithhim;andyoumustalwaysremember,Charity,thatitwasMr。

RoyallwhobroughtyoudownfromtheMountain。"CharitywenthomeandopenedthedoorofMr。Royall’s"office。"

HewassittingtherebythestovereadingDanielWebster’sspeeches。Theyhadmetatmealsduringthefivedaysthathadelapsedsincehehadcometoherdoor,andshehadwalkedathissideatEudora’sfuneral;buttheyhadnotspokenawordtoeachother。

Heglancedupinsurpriseassheentered,andshenoticedthathewasunshaved,andthathelookedunusuallyold;butasshehadalwaysthoughtofhimasanoldmanthechangeinhisappearancedidnotmoveher。ShetoldhimshehadbeentoseeMissHatchard,andwithwhatobject。Shesawthathewasastonished;

buthemadenocomment。

"Itoldherthehouseworkwastoohardforme,andI

wantedtoearnthemoneytopayforahiredgirl。ButIain’tgoingtopayforher:you’vegotto。Iwanttohavesomemoneyofmyown。"

Mr。Royall’sbushyblackeyebrowsweredrawntogetherinafrown,andhesatdrummingwithink—stainednailsontheedgeofhisdesk。

"Whatdoyouwanttoearnmoneyfor?"heasked。

"So’stogetawaywhenIwantto。"

"Whydoyouwanttogetaway?"

Hercontemptflashedout。"Doyousupposeanybody’dstayatNorthDormeriftheycouldhelpit?Youwouldn’t,folkssay!"

Withloweredheadheasked:"Where’dyougoto?"

"AnywherewhereIcanearnmyliving。I’lltryherefirst,andifIcan’tdoithereI’llgosomewhereelse。I’llgouptheMountainifIhaveto。"Shepausedonthisthreat,andsawthatithadtakeneffect。"IwantyoushouldgetMissHatchardandtheselectmentotakemeatthelibrary:andIwantawomanhereinthehousewithme,"sherepeated。

Mr。Royallhadgrownexceedinglypale。Whensheendedhestoodupponderously,leaningagainstthedesk;andforasecondortwotheylookedateachother。

"Seehere,"hesaidatlengthasthoughutteranceweredifficult,"there’ssomethingI’vebeenwantingtosaytoyou;I’doughttohavesaiditbefore。Iwantyoutomarryme。"

Thegirlstillstaredathimwithoutmoving。"Iwantyoutomarryme,"herepeated,clearinghisthroat。

"Theminister’llbeupherenextSundayandwecanfixitupthen。OrI’lldriveyoudowntoHepburntotheJustice,andgetitdonethere。I’lldowhateveryousay。"Hiseyesfellunderthemercilessstareshecontinuedtofixonhim,andheshiftedhisweightuneasilyfromonefoottotheother。Ashestoodtherebeforeher,unwieldy,shabby,disordered,thepurpleveinsdistortingthehandshepressedagainstthedesk,andhislongorator’sjawtremblingwiththeeffortofhisavowal,heseemedlikeahideousparodyofthefatherlyoldmanshehadalwaysknown。

"Marryyou?Me?"sheburstoutwithascornfullaugh。

"Wasthatwhatyoucametoaskmetheothernight?

What’scomeoveryou,Iwonder?Howlongisitsinceyou’velookedatyourselfintheglass?"Shestraightenedherself,insolentlyconsciousofheryouthandstrength。"Isupposeyouthinkitwouldbecheapertomarrymethantokeepahiredgirl。Everybodyknowsyou’retheclosestmaninEagleCounty;butIguessyou’renotgoingtogetyourmendingdoneforyouthatwaytwice。"

Mr。Royalldidnotmovewhileshespoke。Hisfacewasash—colouredandhisblackeyebrowsquiveredasthoughtheblazeofherscornhadblindedhim。Whensheceasedhehelduphishand。

"That’lldo——that’llaboutdo,"hesaid。Heturnedtothedoorandtookhishatfromthehat—peg。Onthethresholdhepaused。"Peopleain’tbeenfairtome——

fromthefirsttheyain’tbeenfairtome,"hesaid。

Thenhewentout。

AfewdayslaterNorthDormerlearnedwithsurprisethatCharityhadbeenappointedlibrarianoftheHatchardMemorialatasalaryofeightdollarsamonth,andthatoldVerenaMarsh,fromtheCrestonAlmshouse,wascomingtoliveatlawyerRoyall’sanddothecooking。

III

ItwasnotintheroomknownattheredhouseasMr。

Royall’s"office"thathereceivedhisinfrequentclients。Professionaldignityandmasculineindependencemadeitnecessarythatheshouldhavearealoffice,underadifferentroof;andhisstandingastheonlylawyerofNorthDormerrequiredthattheroofshouldbethesameasthatwhichshelteredtheTownHallandthepost—office。

Itwashishabittowalktothisofficetwiceaday,morningandafternoon。Itwasonthegroundfloorofthebuilding,withaseparateentrance,andaweatheredname—plateonthedoor。Beforegoinginhesteppedintothepost—officeforhismail——usuallyanemptyceremony——saidawordortwotothetown—clerk,whosatacrossthepassageinidlestate,andthenwentovertothestoreontheoppositecorner,whereCarrickFry,thestorekeeper,alwayskeptachairforhim,andwherehewassuretofindoneortwoselectmenleaningonthelongcounter,inanatmosphereofrope,leather,tarandcoffee—beans。Mr。Royall,thoughmonosyllabicathome,wasnotaverse,incertainmoods,toimpartinghisviewstohisfellow—townsmen;perhaps,also,hewasunwillingthathisrareclientsshouldsurprisehimsitting,clerklessandunoccupied,inhisdustyoffice。

Atanyrate,hishourstherewerenotmuchlongerormoreregularthanCharity’satthelibrary;therestofthetimehespenteitheratthestoreorindrivingaboutthecountryonbusinessconnectedwiththeinsurancecompaniesthatherepresented,orinsittingathomereadingBancroft’sHistoryoftheUnitedStatesandthespeechesofDanielWebster。

SincethedaywhenCharityhadtoldhimthatshewishedtosucceedtoEudoraSkeff’sposttheirrelationshadundefinablybutdefinitelychanged。LawyerRoyallhadkepthisword。Hehadobtainedtheplaceforheratthecostofconsiderablemaneuvering,assheguessedfromthenumberofrivalcandidates,andfromtheacerbitywithwhichtwoofthem,OrmaFryandtheeldestTargattgirl,treatedherfornearlyayearafterward。AndhehadengagedVerenaMarshtocomeupfromCrestonanddothecooking。Verenawasapooroldwidow,dodderingandshiftless:Charitysuspectedthatshecameforherkeep。Mr。Royallwastoocloseamantogiveadollaradaytoasmartgirlwhenhecouldgetadeafpauperfornothing。Butatanyrate,Verenawasthere,intheatticjustoverCharity,andthefactthatshewasdeafdidnotgreatlytroubletheyounggirl。

Charityknewthatwhathadhappenedonthathatefulnightwouldnothappenagain。Sheunderstoodthat,profoundlyasshehaddespisedMr。Royalleversince,hedespisedhimselfstillmoreprofoundly。Ifshehadaskedforawomaninthehouseitwasfarlessforherowndefensethanforhishumiliation。Sheneedednoonetodefendher:hishumbledpridewashersurestprotection。Hehadneverspokenawordofexcuseorextenuation;theincidentwasasifithadneverbeen。

Yetitsconsequenceswerelatentineverywordthatheandsheexchanged,ineveryglancetheyinstinctivelyturnedfromeachother。Nothingnowwouldevershakeherruleintheredhouse。

OnthenightofhermeetingwithMissHatchard’scousinCharitylayinbed,herbarearmsclaspedunderherroughhead,andcontinuedtothinkofhim。ShesupposedthathemeanttospendsometimeinNorthDormer。Hehadsaidhewaslookinguptheoldhousesintheneighbourhood;andthoughshewasnotveryclearastohispurpose,orastowhyanyoneshouldlookforoldhouses,whentheylayinwaitforoneoneveryroadside,sheunderstoodthatheneededthehelpofbooks,andresolvedtohuntupthenextdaythevolumeshehadfailedtofind,andanyothersthatseemedrelatedtothesubject。

Neverhadherignoranceoflifeandliteraturesoweighedonherasinrelivingtheshortsceneofherdiscomfiture。"It’snousetryingtobeanythinginthisplace,"shemutteredtoherpillow;andsheshrivelledatthevisionofvaguemetropolises,shiningsuper—Nettletons,wheregirlsinbetterclothesthanBelleBalch’stalkedfluentlyofarchitecturetoyoungmenwithhandslikeLuciusHarney’s。Thensherememberedhissuddenpausewhenhehadcomeclosetothedeskandhadhisfirstlookather。Thesighthadmadehimforgetwhathewasgoingtosay;sherecalledthechangeinhisface,andjumpingupsheranoverthebareboardstoherwashstand,foundthematches,litacandle,andliftedittothesquareoflooking—glassonthewhite—washedwall。Hersmallface,usuallysodarklypale,glowedlikearoseinthefaintorboflight,andunderherrumpledhairhereyesseemeddeeperandlargerthanbyday。Perhapsafterallitwasamistaketowishtheywereblue。Aclumsybandandbuttonfastenedherunbleachednight—gownaboutthethroat。Sheundidit,freedherthinshoulders,andsawherselfabrideinlow—neckedsatin,walkingdownanaislewithLuciusHarney。Hewouldkissherastheyleftthechurch……Sheputdownthecandleandcoveredherfacewithherhandsasiftoimprisonthekiss。AtthatmomentsheheardMr。Royall’sstepashecameupthestairstobed,andafiercerevulsionoffeelingsweptoverher。Untilthenshehadmerelydespisedhim;nowdeephatredofhimfilledherheart。Hebecametoherahorribleoldman……

Thenextday,whenMr。Royallcamebacktodinner,theyfacedeachotherinsilenceasusual。Verena’spresenceatthetablewasanexcusefortheirnottalking,thoughherdeafnesswouldhavepermittedthefreestinterchangeofconfidences。Butwhenthemealwasover,andMr。Royallrosefromthetable,helookedbackatCharity,whohadstayedtohelptheoldwomanclearawaythedishes。

"Iwanttospeaktoyouaminute,"hesaid;andshefollowedhimacrossthepassage,wondering。

Heseatedhimselfinhisblackhorse—hairarmchair,andsheleanedagainstthewindow,indifferently。Shewasimpatienttobegonetothelibrary,tohuntforthebookonNorthDormer。

"Seehere,"hesaid,"whyain’tyouatthelibrarythedaysyou’resupposedtobethere?"

Thequestion,breakinginonhermoodofblissfulabstraction,deprivedherofspeech,andshestaredathimforamomentwithoutanswering。

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