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Theladytoldherlittlestory——whateveritwasJocelyncouldnothearit——thestatesmanlaughed:’Haugh-haugh-haugh!’

Theladyblushed。Jocelyn,wroughtuptoahightensionbytheaforesaidpresentimentthathisShelleyan’One-shape-of-many-names’wasabouttoreappear,paidlittleheedtotheothers,watchingforafullviewoftheladywhohadwonhisattention。

Thatladyremainedforthepresentpartiallyscreenedbyherneighbours。AdiversionwascausedbyLadyChannelcliffebringingupsomebodytopresenttotheex-Minister;theladiesgotmixed,andJocelynlostsightoftheonewhomhewasbeginningtosuspectasthestealthilyreturnedabsentee。

Helookedforherinakindlyyoungladyofthehouse,hishostess’srelation,whoappearedtomoreadvantagethatnightthanshehadeverdonebefore——inasky-bluedress,whichhadnothingbetweenitandthefairskinofherneck,lendingheranunusuallysoftandsylph-likeaspect。Shesawhim,andtheyconverged。Herlookof’WhatdoyouthinkofmeNOW?’wassuggested,heknew,bythethoughtthatthelasttimetheymetshehadappearedunderthedisadvantageofmourningclothes,onawetdayinacountry-house,whereeverybodywascross。

’Ihavesomenewphotographs,andIwantyoutotellmewhethertheyaregood,’shesaid。’Mindyouaretotellmetruly,andnofavour。’

Sheproducedthepicturesfromanadjoiningdrawer,andtheysatdowntogetheruponanottomanforthepurposeofexamination。Theportraits,takenbythelastfashionablephotographer,wereverygood,andhetoldherso;butashespokeandcomparedthemhismindwasfixedonsomethingelsethanthemerejudgment。Hewonderedwhethertheelusiveonewereindeedintheframeofthisgirl。

Helookedupather。Tohissurprise,hermind,too,wasonotherthingsbentthanonthepictures。Hereyeswereglancingawaytodistantpeople,shewasapparentlyconsideringtheeffectshewasproducinguponthembythiscosytete-a-tetewithPierston,andupononeinparticular,amanofthirty,ofmilitaryappearance,whomPierstondidnotknow。Quiteconvincednowthatnophantombelongingtohimwascontainedintheoutlinesofthepresentyounglady,hecouldcoollysurveyherasheresponded。Theywerebothdoingthesamething——eachwaspretendingtobedeeplyinterestedinwhattheotherwastalkingabout,theattentionofthetwoalikeflittingawaytoothercornersoftheroomevenwhentheverypointoftheirdiscoursewaspending。

No,hehadnotseenHeryet。Hewasnotgoingtoseeher,apparently,to-night;shewasscaredawaybythetwangingpoliticalatmosphere。

Buthestillmovedonsearchingly,hardlyheedingcertainspectralimpsotherthanAphroditean,whoalwayshauntedtheseplaces,andjeeringlypointedoutthatunderthewhitehairofthisorthatribandedoldman,withaforeheadgrownwrinkledovertreatieswhichhadswayedthefortunesofEurope,withavoicewhichhadnumberedsovereignsamongitsrespectfullisteners,mightbeaheartthatwouldgoinsideanut-

shell;thatbeneaththisorthatwhiteropeofpearlandpinkbosom,mightliethehalf-lungwhichhad,byhookorbycrook,tosustainitspossessorabove-groundtillthewedding-day。

Atthatmomentheencounteredhisamiablehost,andalmostsimultaneouslycaughtsightoftheladywhohadatfirstattractedhimandthenhaddisappeared。Theireyesmet,faroffastheywerefromeachother。Pierstonlaughedinwardly:itwasonlyinticklishexcitementastowhetherthiswastoproveatruetrouvaille,andwithnoinstincttomirth;forwhenundertheeyesofhisJill-o’-the-Wisphewasmoreinclinedtopalpitatelikeasheepinafair。

However,fortheminutehehadtoconversewithhishost,LordChannelcliffe,andalmostthefirstthingthatfriendsaidtohimwas:

’Whoisthatprettywomanintheblackdresswiththewhitefluffaboutitandthepearlnecklace?’

’Idon’tknow,’saidJocelyn,withincipientjealousy:’Iwasjustgoingtoaskthesamething。’

’O,weshallfindoutpresently,Isuppose。Idaresaymywifeknows。’

Theyhadparted,whenahandcameuponhisshoulder。LordChannelcliffehadturnedbackforaninstant:’Ifindsheisthegranddaughterofmyfather’soldfriend,thelastLordHengistbury。

HernameisMrs。——Mrs。Pine-Avon;shelostherhusbandtwoorthreeyearsago,veryshortlyaftertheirmarriage。’

LordChannelcliffebecameabsorbedintosomeadjoiningdignitaryoftheChurch,andPierstonwaslefttopursuehisquestalone。Ayoungfriendofhis——theLadyMabellaButtermead,whoappearedinacloudofmuslinandwasgoingontoaball——hadbeenbroughtagainsthimbythetide。Awarm-hearted,emotionalgirlwasLadyMabella,wholaughedatthehumorousnessofbeingalive。Sheaskedhimwhitherhewasbent,andhetoldher。

’Oyes,Iknowherverywell!’saidLadyMabellaeagerly。’Shetoldmeonedaythatsheparticularlywishedtomeetyou。Poorthing——sosad——

shelostherhusband。Well,itwasalongtimeagonow,certainly。

Womenoughtnottomarryandlaythemselvesopentosuchcatastrophes,oughtthey,Mr。Pierston?_I_nevershall。Iamdeterminednevertorunsucharisk!Now,doyouthinkIshall?’

’Marry?Ono;never,’saidPierstondrily。

’That’sverysatisfying。’ButMabellawasscarcelycomfortableunderhisanswer,eventhoughjestinglyreturned,andsheadded:’ButsometimesIthinkImay,justforthefunofit。Nowwe’llsteeracrosstoher,andcatchher,andI’llintroduceyou。Butweshallnevergettoheratthisrate!’

’Never,unlessweadopt"theuglyrush,"likethecitizenswhofollowtheLordMayor’sShow。’

Theytalked,andinchedtowardsthedesiredone,who,asshediscoursedwithaneighbour,seemedtobeofthose——

’Femaleforms,whosegesturesbeamwithmind,’

seenbythepoetinhisVisionoftheGoldenCityofIslam。

Theirprogresswascontinuallychecked。Pierstonwasashehadsometimesseemedtobeinadream,unabletoadvancetowardstheobjectofpursuitunlesshecouldhavegathereduphisfeetintotheair。

Aftertenminutesgiventoapreoccupiedregardofshoulder-blades,backhair,glitteringheadgear,neck-napes,moles,hairpins,pearl-

powder,pimples,mineralscutintofacetsofmany-colouredrays,necklace-clasps,fans,stays,thesevenstylesofelbowandarm,thethirteenvarietiesofear;andbyusingthetoesofhisdress-bootsascoulterswithwhichheploughedhiswayandthatofLadyMabellainthedirectiontheywereaimingat,hedrewneartoMrs。Pine-Avon,whowasdrinkingacupofteainthebackdrawing-room。

’MydearNichola,wethoughtweshouldnevergettoyou,becauseitisworseto-night,owingtothesedreadfulpolitics!Butwe’vedoneit。’

AndsheproceededtotellherfriendofPierston’sexistencehardby。

Itseemedthatthewidowreallydidwishtoknowhim,andthatLadyMabellaButtermeadhadnotindulgedinoneofthetoofrequentinventionsinthatkind。Whentheyoungestofthetriohadmadethepairacquaintedwitheachothersheleftthemtotalktoayoungermanthanthesculptor。

Mrs。Pine-Avon’sblackvelvetsandsilks,withtheirwhiteaccompaniments,finelysetofftheexceedingfairnessofherneckandshoulders,which,thoughunwhitenedartificially,werewithoutaspeckorblemishoftheleastdegree。Thegentle,thoughtfulcreatureshehadlookedfromadistanceshenowprovedherselftobe;sheheldalsosoundratherthancurrentopinionsontheplasticarts,andwasthefirstintellectualwomanhehadseentherethatnight,exceptoneortwoasaforesaid。

Theysoonbecamewellacquainted,andatapauseintheirconversationnoticedthefreshexcitementcausedbythearrivalofsomelatecomerswithmorenews。Thelatterhadbeenbroughtbyarippling,bright-eyedladyinblack,whomadethemenlistentoher,whethertheywouldorno。

’IamgladIamanoutsider,’saidJocelyn’sacquaintance,nowseatedonasofabesidewhichhewasstanding。’Iwouldn’tbelikemycousin,overthere,fortheworld。Shethinksherhusbandwillbeturnedoutatthenextelection,andshe’squitewild。’

’Yes;itismostlythewomenwhoarethegamesters;themenonlythecards。Thepityisthatpoliticsarelookedonasbeingagameforpoliticians,justascricketisagameforcricketers;notastheseriousdutiesofpoliticaltrustees。’

’Howfewofuseverthinkorfeelthat"thenationofeverycountrydwellsinthecottage,"assomebodysays!’

’Yes。ThoughIwondertohearyouquotethat。’

’O——Iamofnoparty,thoughmyrelationsare。Therecanbeonlyonebestcourseatalltimes,andthewisdomofthenationshouldbedirectedtofindingit,insteadofzigzaggingintwocourses,accordingtothewillofthepartywhichhappenstohavetheupperhand。’

Havingstartedthus,theyfoundnodifficultyinagreeingonmanypoints。WhenPierstonwentdownstairsfromthatassemblyataquartertoone,andpassedunderthesteamingnostrilsofanambassador’shorsestoahansomwhichwaitedforhimagainsttherailingofthesquare,hehadanimpressionthattheBelovedhadre-emergedfromtheshadows,withoutanyhintorinitiativefromhim——towhom,indeed,suchre-emergencewasanunquestionablyawkwardthing。

Inthishewasaware,however,thatthoughitmightbenow,asheretofore,theLovedwhodancedbeforehim,itwastheGoddessbehindherwhopulledthestringofthatJumpingJill。HehadlatelybeentryinghisartisthandagainontheDea’sformineveryconceivablephaseandmood。Hehadbecomeaone-partman——apresenterofheronly。

Buthiseffortshadresultedinfailures。Inherimplacablevanityshemightbepunishinghimanewforpresentinghersodeplorably。

2。II。SHEDRAWSCLOSEANDSATISFIES

HecouldnotforgetMrs。Pine-Avon’seyes,thoughherememberednothingofherotherfacialdetails。Theywereround,inquiring,luminous。

Howthatchestnuthairofhershadshone:itrequirednotiaratosetitoff,likethatofthedowagerhehadseenthere,whohadputtenthousandpoundsuponherheadtomakeherselflookworsethanshewouldhaveappearedwiththeninepennymuslincapofaservantwoman。

Nowthequestionwas,oughthetoseeheragain?Hehadhisdoubts。

But,unfortunatelyfordiscretion,justwhenhewascomingoutoftheroomshehadencounteredanoldladyofseventy,hisfriendMrs。

Brightwalton——theHonourableMrs。Brightwalton——andshehadhastilyaskedhimtodinnerforthedayafterthemorrow,statinginthehonestwayheknewsowellthatshehadheardhewasoutoftown,orshewouldhaveaskedhimtwoorthreeweeksago。Now,ofallsocialthingsthatPierstonlikeditwastobeaskedtodinneroff-hand,asastopgapinplaceofsomebishop,earl,orUnder-Secretarywhocouldn’tcome,andwhentheinvitationwassupplementedbythetidingsthattheladywhohadsoimpressedhimwastobeoneoftheguests,hehadpromisedinstantly。

Atthedinner,hetookdownMrs。Pine-Avonuponhisarmandtalkedtonobodyelseduringthemeal。Afterwardstheykeptapartawhileinthedrawing-roomforform’ssake;buteventuallygravitatedtogetheragain,andfinishedtheeveningineachother’scompany。When,shortlyaftereleven,hecameaway,hefeltalmostcertainthatwithinthoseluminousgreyeyestheOneofhiseternalfidelityhadverilytakenlodgings——

andforalonglease。Butthiswasnotall。Atparting,hehad,almostinvoluntarily,givenherhandapressureofapeculiarandindescribablekind;alittleresponsefromher,likeamerepulsation,ofthesamesort,toldhimthattheimpressionshehadmadeuponhimwasreciprocated。Shewas,inaword,willingtogoon。

Butwasheable?

Therehadnotbeenmuchharmintheflirtationthusfar;butdidsheknowhishistory,thecurseuponhisnature?——thathewastheWanderingJewofthelove-world,howrestlesslyidealhisfancieswere,howtheartistinhimhadconsumedthewooer,howhewasinconstantdreadlestheshouldwrongsomewomantwiceasgoodashimselfbyseemingtomeanwhathefainwouldmeanbutcouldnot,howuselesshewaslikelytobeforpracticalstepstowardshouseholding,thoughhewasallthewhilepiningfordomesticlife。Hewasnowoverforty,shewasprobablythirty;andhedarednotmakeunmeaninglovewiththecarelessselfishnessofayoungerman。Itwasunfairtogofurtherwithouttellingher,eventhough,hitherto,suchexplicitnesshadnotbeenabsolutelydemanded。

HedeterminedtocallimmediatelyontheNewIncarnation。

Shelivednotfarfromthelong,fashionableHamptonshireSquare,andhewentthitherwithexpectationsofhavingahighlyemotionaltime,atleast。Butsomehowtheverybell-pullseemedcold,althoughshehadsoearnestlyaskedhimtocome。

Asthehousespoke,sospoketheoccupant,muchtotheastonishmentofthesculptor。Thedoorshepassedthroughseemedasiftheyhadnotbeenopenedforamonth;andenteringthelargedrawing-room,hebeheld,inanarm-chair,inthefardistance,aladywhomhejourneyedacrossthecarpettoreach,andultimatelydidreach。TobesureitwasMrs。NicholaPine-Avon,butfrostedoverindescribably。Raisinghereyesinaslightlyinquiringmannerfromthebookshewasreading,sheleantbackinthechair,asifsoakingherselfinluxurioussensationswhichhadnothingtodowithhim,andrepliedtohisgreetingwithafewcommonplacewords。

TheunfortunateJocelyn,thoughrecuperativetoadegree,wasatfirstterriblyupsetbythisreception。HehaddistinctlybeguntoloveNichola,andhefeltsickandalmostresentful。Buthappilyhisaffectionwasincipientasyet,andasuddensenseoftheridiculousinhisownpositioncarriedhimtothevergeofrisibilityduringthescene。Shesignifiedachair,andbeganthecriticalstudyofsomeringsshewore。

Theytalkedovertheday’snews,andthenanorganbegantogrindoutside。Thetunewasarollickingairhehadheardatsomemusic-

hall;and,bywayofadiversion,heaskedherifsheknewthecomposition。

’No,Idon’t!’shereplied。

’Now,I’lltellyouallaboutit,’saidhegravely。’Itisbasedonasoundoldmelodycalled"TheJilt’sHornpipe。"JustastheyturnMadeiraintoportinthespaceofasinglenight,sothisoldairhasbeentakenanddoctored,andtwistedabout,andbroughtoutasanewpopularditty。’

’Indeed!’

’Ifyouareinthehabitofgoingmuchtothemusic-hallsortheburlesquetheatres——’

’Yes?’

’Youwouldfindthisisoftendone,withexcellenteffect。’

Shethawedalittle,andthentheywentontotalkaboutherhouse,whichhadbeennewlypainted,anddecoratedwithgreenish-bluesatinuptotheheightofaperson’shead——anarrangementthatsomewhatimprovedherslightlyfaded,thoughstillpretty,face,andwashelpedbytheawningsoverthewindows。

’Yes;Ihavehadmyhousesomeyears,’sheobservedcomplacently,’andIlikeitbettereveryyear。’

’Don’tyoufeellonelyinitsometimes?’

’Onever!’

However,beforeheroseshegrewfriendlytosomedegree,andwhenheleft,justafterthearrivalofthreeopportuneyoungladiessheseemedregretful。Sheaskedhimtocomeagain;andhethoughthewouldtellthetruth。’No:Ishallnotcaretocomeagain,’heanswered,inatoneinaudibletotheyoungladies。

Shefollowedhimtothedoor。’Whatanuncivilthingtosay!’shemurmuredinsurprise。

’Itisratheruncivil。Good-bye,’saidPierston。

Asapunishmentshedidnotringthebell,butlefthimtofindhiswayoutashecould。’NowwhatthedevilthismeansIcannottell,’hesaidtohimself,reflectingstock-stillforamomentonthestairs。

Andyetthemeaningwasstaringhimintheface。

Meanwhileoneofthethreeyoungladieshadsaid,’Whatinterestingmanwasthat,withhislovelyheadofhair?IsawhimatLadyChannelcliffe’stheothernight。’

’JocelynPierston。’

’O,Nichola,thatIStoobad!Tolethimgointhatshabbyway,whenI

wouldhavegivenanythingtoknowhim!IhavewantedtoknowhimeversinceIfoundouthowmuchhisexperienceshaddictatedhisstatuary,andIdiscoveredthembyseeinginaJerseypaperofthemarriageofapersonsupposedtobehiswife,whoranoffwithhimmanyyearsago,don’tyouknow,andthenwouldn’tmarryhim,inobediencetosomenovelsocialprinciplesshehadinventedforherself。’

’O!didn’themarryher?’saidMrs。Pine-Avon,withastart。’Why,I

heardonlyyesterdaythathedid,thoughtheyhavelivedaparteversince。’

’Quiteamistake,’saidtheyounglady。’HowIwishIcouldrunafterhim!’

ButJocelynwasrecedingfromtheprettywidow’shousewithlongstrides。Hewentoutverylittleduringthenextfewdays,butaboutaweeklaterhekeptanengagementtodinewithLadyIrisSpeedwell,whomheneverneglected,becauseshewasthebrightesthostessinLondon。

Bysomeaccidenthearrivedratherearly。LadyIrishadleftthedrawing-roomforamomenttoseethatallwasrightinthedining-room,andwhenhewasshownintherestoodaloneinthelamplightNicholaPine-Avon。Shehadbeenthefirstarrival。Hehadnotintheleastexpectedtomeetherthere,furtherthanthat,inageneralsense,atLadyIris’syouexpectedtomeeteverybody。

Shehadjustcomeoutofthecloak-room,andwassotenderandevenapologeticthathehadnotthehearttobeotherthanfriendly。Astheotherguestsdroppedin,thepairretreatedintoashadycorner,andshetalkedbesidehimtillallmovedofffortheeatinganddrinking。

Hehadnotbeenappointedtotakeheracrosstothedining-room,butatthetablefoundherexactlyopposite。Shelookedverycharmingbetweenthecandles,andthensuddenlyitdawneduponhimthatherpreviousmannermusthaveoriginatedinsomefalsereportaboutMarcia,ofwhoseexistencehehadnotheardforyears。Anyhow,hewasnotdisposedtoresentaninexplicabilityinwomankind,havingfoundthatitusuallyaroseindependentlyoffact,reason,probability,orhisowndeserts。

Sohedinedon,catchinghereyesandthefewprettywordsshemadeopportunitytoprojectacrossthetabletohimnowandthen。Hewascourteouslyresponsiveonly,butMrs。Pine-Avonherselfdistinctlymadeadvances。Here-admiredher,whileatthesametimeherconductinherownhousehadbeenenoughtocheckhisconfidence——enougheventomakehimdoubtiftheWell-Belovedreallyresidedwithinthosecontours,orhadeverbeenmorethanthemosttransitorypassengerthroughthatinterestingandaccomplishedsoul。

Hewasponderingthisquestion,yetgrowingdecidedlymovedbytheplayfulpathosofherattitudewhen,bychance,searchinghispocketforhishandkerchief,somethingcrackled,andhefeltthereanunopenedletter,whichhadarrivedatthemomenthewasleavinghishouse,andhehadslippedintohiscoattoreadinthecabashedrovealong。

Pierstondrewitsufficientlyforthtoobservebythepost-markthatitcamefromhisnatalisle。Havinghardlyacorrespondentinthatpartoftheworldnowhebegantoconjectureonthepossiblesender。

Theladyonhisright,whomhehadbroughtin,wasaleadingactressofthetown——indeed,oftheUnitedKingdomandAmerica,forthatmatter——acreatureinairyclothing,translucent,likeabalsamorsea-anemone,withoutshadows,andinmovementasresponsiveassomehighlylubricated,many-wiredmachine,which,ifonepressesaparticularspring,fliesopenandrevealsitsworks。Thespringinthepresentcasewastheartisticcommendationshedeservedandcraved。Atthisparticularmomentshewasengagedwiththemanonherownright,arepresentativeofFamily,whotalkedpositivelyandhollowly,asifshoutingdownavistaoffivehundredyearsfromtheFeudalpast。TheladyonJocelyn’sleft,wifeofaLordJusticeofAppeal,wasinlikemannertalkingtohercompanionontheouterside;sothat,forthetime,hewaslefttohimself。Hetookadvantageoftheopportunity,drewouthisletter,andreaditasitlayuponhisnapkin,nobodyobservinghim,sofarashewasaware。

Itcamefromthewifeofoneofhisfather’sformerworkmen,andwasconcerningherson,whomshebeggedJocelyntorecommendascandidateforsomepostintownthatshewishedhimtofill。Buttheendoftheletterwaswhatarrestedhim——

’Youwillbesorrytohear,Sir,thatdearlittleAviceCaro,asweusedtocallherinhermaidendays,isdead。Shemarriedhercousin,ifyoudomind,andwentawayfromhereforagood-fewyears,butwasleftawidow,andcamebackatwelvemonthago;sincewhenshefalteredandfaltered,andnowsheisgone。’

2。III。SHEBECOMESANINACCESSIBLEGHOST

Byimperceptibleandslowdegreesthesceneatthedinner-tablerecededintothebackground,behindthevividpresentmentofAviceCaro,andtheold,oldscenesonIsleVindiliawhichwereinseparablefromherpersonality。Thediningroomwasrealnomore,dissolvingundertheboldstonypromontoryandtheincomingWestSea。Thehandsomemarchionessingeranium-redanddiamonds,whowasvisibletohimonhishost’srighthandopposite,becameoneoftheglowingvermilionsunsetsthathehadwatchedsomanytimesoverDeadman’sBay,withtheformofAviceintheforeground。BetweenhiseyesandthejudgewhosatnexttoNichola,withachinsorawthathemusthaveshavedeveryquarterofanhourduringtheday,intrudedthefaceofAvice,asshehadglancedathimintheirlastparting。Thecranniedfeaturesoftheevergreensocietylady,who,ifshehadbeenafewyearsolder,wouldhavebeenasold-fashionedasherdaughter,shapedthemselvestothedustyquarriesofhisandAvice’sparents,downwhichhehadclamberedwithAvicehundredsoftimes。Theivytrailingaboutthetable-cloth,thelightsinthetallcandlesticks,andthebunchesofflowers,weretransmutedintotheiviesofthecliff-builtCastle,thetuftsofseaweed,andthelighthousesontheisle。Thesaltairsoftheoceankilledthesmelloftheviands,andinsteadoftheclatterofvoicescamethemonologueofthetideofftheBeal。

Morethanall,NicholaPine-Avonlostthebloomingradiancewhichshehadlatterlyacquired;shebecameawomanofhisacquaintancewithnodistinctivetraits;sheseemedtogrowmaterial,asuperficiesoffleshandbonemerely,apersonoflinesandsurfaces;shewasalanguageinlivingciphernomore。

Whentheladieshadwithdrawnitwasjustthesame。ThesoulofAvice——

theonlywomanhehadNEVERlovedofthosewhohadlovedhim——

surroundedhimlikeafirmament。Artdrewneartohiminthepersonofoneofthemostdistinguishedofportraitpainters;buttherewasonlyonepainterforJocelyn——hisownmemory。AllthatwaseminentinEuropeansurgeryaddressedhiminthepersonofthatharmlessandunassumingfogeywhosehandshadbeeninsidethebodiesofhundredsoflivingmen;butthelily-whitecorpseofanobscurecountry-girlchilledtheinterestofdiscoursewithsuchakingofoperators。

Reachingthedrawing-roomhetalkedtohishostess。Thoughshehadentertainedthree-and-twentyguestsathertablethatnightshehadknownnotonlywhateveryoneofthemwassayinganddoingthroughouttherepast,butwhateveryonewasthinking。So,beinganoldfriend,shesaidquietly,’Whathasbeentroublingyou?Somethinghas,Iknow。

Ihavebeentravellingoveryourfaceandhaveseenitthere。’

Nothingcouldlessexpressthemeaninghisrecentnewshadforhimthanastatementofitsfacts。Hetoldoftheopeningoftheletterandthediscoveryofthedeathofanoldacquaintance。

’TheonlywomanwhomIneverrightlyvalued,Imayalmostsay!’headded;’andthereforetheonlyoneIshalleverregret!’

Whethersheconsidereditasufficientexplanationornotthewomanofexperiencesaccepteditassuch。Shewasthesingleladyofhiscirclewhomnothingerraticinhisdoingscouldsurprise,andheoftengaveherstrayendsofhisconfidencethuswithperfectsafety。

HedidnotgonearMrs。Pine-Avonagain;hecouldnot:andonleavingthehousewalkedabstractedlyalongthestreetstillhefoundhimselfathisowndoor。Inhisroomhesatdown,andplacinghishandsbehindhisheadthoughthisthoughtsanew。

Atonesideoftheroomstoodanescritoire,andfromalowerdrawerthereinhetookoutasmallboxtightlynaileddown。Heforcedthecoverwiththepoker。Theboxcontainedavarietyofoddsandends,whichPierstonhadthrownintoitfromtimetotimeinpastyearsforfuturesorting——anintentionthathehadnevercarriedout。Fromthemelancholymassofpapers,fadedphotographs,seals,diaries,witheredflowers,andsuchlike,Jocelyndrewalittleportrait,onetakenonglassintheprimitivedaysofphotography,andframedwithtinselinthecommonestway。

ItwasAviceCaro,asshehadappearedduringthesummermonthortwowhichhehadspentwithherontheislandtwentyyearsbeforethistime,heryounglipspursedup,herhandsmeeklyfolded。Theeffectoftheglasswastolendtothepicturemuchofthesoftnesscharacteristicoftheoriginal。Herememberedwhenitwastaken——

duringoneafternoontheyhadspenttogetherataneighbouringwatering-place,whenhehadsuggestedhersittingtoatoutingartistonthesands,therebeingnothingelseforthemtodo。Alongcontemplationofthelikenesscompletedinhisemotionswhattheletterhadbegun。Helovedthewomandeadandinaccessibleashehadneverlovedherinlife。Hehadthoughtofherbutatdistantintervalsduringthetwentyyearssincethatpartingoccurred,andonlyassomebodyhecouldhavewedded。Yetnowthetimesofyouthfulfriendshipwithher,inwhichhehadlearnteverynoteofherinnocentnature,flamedupintoayearningandpassionateattachment,embitteredbyregretbeyondwords。

Thatkisswhichhadoffendedhisdignity,whichshehadsochildishlygivenhimbeforeherconsciousnessofwomanhoodhadbeenawakened;whathewouldhaveofferedtohaveaquarterofitnow!

Pierstonwasalmostangrywithhimselfforhisfeelingsofthisnight,sounreasonably,motivelesslystrongweretheytowardsthelostyoungplaymate。’Howsenselessofme!’hesaid,ashelayinhislonelybed。

Shehadbeenanotherman’swifealmostthewholetimesincehewasestrangedfromher,andnowshewasacorpse。Yettheabsurditydidnotmakehisgrieftheless:andtheconsciousnessoftheintrinsic,almostradiant,purityofthisnewsprungaffectionforaflownspiritforbadehimtocheckit。Thefleshwasabsentaltogether;itwasloverarefiedandrefinedtoitshighestattar。Hehadfeltnothinglikeitbefore。

Thenextafternoonhewentdowntotheclub;nothislargeclub,wherethemenhardlyspoketoeachother,butthehomelyonewheretheytoldstoriesofanafternoon,andwerenotashamedtoconfessamongthemselvestopersonalweaknessesandfollies,knowingwellthatsuchsecretswouldgonofurther。Buthecouldnottellthis。Sovolatileandintangiblewasthestorythattoconveyitinwordswouldhavebeenashardastocageaperfume。

Theyobservedhisalteredmanner,andsaidhewasinlove。Pierstonadmittedthathewas;andthereitended。Whenhereachedhomehelookedoutofhisbed-roomwindow,andbegantoconsiderinwhatdirectionfromwherehestoodthatdarlinglittlefigurelay。Itwasstraightacrossthere,undertheyoungpalemoon。Thesymbolsignifiedwell。Thedivinityofthesilverbowwasnotmoreexcellentlypurethanshe,thelost,hadbeen。UnderthatmoonwastheislandofAncientSlingers,andontheislandahouse,framedfrommullionstochimney-topliketheisleitself,ofstone。Insidethewindow,themoonlightirradiatingherwinding-sheet,layAvice,reachedonlybythefaintnoisesinherentintheisle;thetink-tinkofthechiselsinthequarries,thesurgingofthetidesintheBay,andthemuffledgrumblingofthecurrentsinthenever-pacifiedRace。

Hebegantodivinethetruth。Avice,thedepartedone,thoughshehadcomeshortofinspiringapassion,hadyetpossessedaground-qualityabsentfromherrivals,withoutwhichitseemedthatafixedandfull-

roundedconstancytoawomancouldnotflourishinhim。Likehisown,herfamilyhadbeenislandersforcenturies——fromNorman,Anglian,Roman,Balearic-Britishtimes。Henceinhernature,asinhis,wassomemysteriousingredientsuckedfromtheisle;otherwisearacialinstinctnecessarytotheabsoluteunisonofapair。Thus,thoughhemightneverloveawomanoftheislandrace,forlackinherofthedesiredrefinement,hecouldnotlovelongakimberlin——awomanotherthanoftheislandrace,forherlackofthisgroundworkofcharacter。

SuchwasPierston’sviewofthings。Anotherfancyofhis,anartist’ssuperstitionmerely,maybementioned。TheCaros,likesomeotherlocalfamilies,suggestedaRomanlineage,moreorlessgraftedonthestockoftheSlingers。TheirfeaturesrecalledthoseoftheItalianpeasantrytoanyoneasfamiliarashewaswiththem;andtherewereevidencesthattheRomancolonistshadbeenpopulousandlong-abidinginandnearthiscornerofBritain。TraditionurgedthatatempletoVenusoncestoodatthetopoftheRomanroadleadingupintotheisle;

andpossiblyonetothelove-goddessoftheSlingersantedatedthis。

Whatsonaturalasthatthetruestarofhissoulwouldbefoundnowherebutinoneoftheoldislandbreed?

AfterdinnerhisoldfriendSomerscameintosmoke,andwhentheyhadtalkedalittlewhileSomersalludedcasuallytosomeplaceatwhichtheywouldmeetonthemorrow。

’Isha’n’tbethere,’saidPierston。

’Butyoupromised?’

’Yes。ButIshallbeattheisland——lookingatadeadwoman’sgrave。’

Ashespokehiseyesturned,andremainedfixedonatablenear。

Somersfollowedthedirectionofhisglancetoaphotographonastand。

’Isthatshe?’heasked。

’Yes。’

’Ratherabygoneaffair,then?’

Pierstonacknowledgedit。’She’stheonlysweetheartIeverslighted,Alfred,’hesaid。’Becauseshe’stheonlyoneIoughttohavecaredfor。That’sjustthefoolIhavealwaysbeen。’

’Butifshe’sdeadandburied,youcangotohergraveatanytimeaswellasnow,tokeepupthesentiment。’

’Idon’tknowthatshe’sburied。’

’Butto-morrow——theAcademynight!Ofalldayswhygothen?’

’Idon’tcareabouttheAcademy。’

’Pierston——youareouronlyinspiredsculptor。YouareourPraxiteles,orratherourLysippus。YouarealmosttheonlymanofthisgenerationwhohasbeenabletomouldandchiselformslivingenoughtodrawtheidlepublicawayfromthepopularpaintingsintotheusuallydesertedLecture-room,andpeoplewhohaveseenyourlastpiecesofstuffsaytherehasbeennothinglikethemsincesixteenhundredand——sincethesculptors’ofthegreatrace’livedanddied——wheneverthatwas。Well,then,forthesakeofothersyououghtnottorushofftothatGod-

forgottensea-rockjustwhenyouarewantedintown,allforawomanyoulastsawahundredyearsago。’

’No——itwasonlynineteenandthreequarters,’repliedhisfriend,withabstractedliteralness。Hewentthenextmorning。

Sincethedaysofhisyoutharailwayhadbeenconstructedalongthepebblebank,sothat,exceptwhentherailswerewashedawaybythetides,whichwasratheroften,thepeninsulawasquicklyaccessible。

Attwoo’clockintheafternoonhewasrattledalongbythisnewmeansoflocomotion,underthefamiliarmonotonouslineofbran-colouredstones,andhesoonemergedfromthestation,whichstoodasastrangeexoticamongtheblacklerrets,theruinsofthewashed-awayvillage,andthewhitecubesofoolite,justcometoviewafterburialthroughunreckonablegeologicyears。

InenteringuponthepebblebeachthetrainhadpassedclosetotheruinsofHenrytheEighth’sorSandsfootCastle,whitherAvicewastohaveaccompaniedhimonthenightofhisdeparture。Hadsheappearedtheprimitivebetrothal,withitsnaturalresult,wouldprobablyhavetakenplace;and,asnoislanderhadeverbeenknowntobreakthatcompact,shewouldhavebecomehiswife。

Ascendingthesteepinclinetowherethequarrymenwerechippingjustastheyhadformerlydone,andwithinsoundofthegreatstonesaws,helookedsouthwardtowardstheBeal。

Thelevellineoftheseahorizonroseabovethesurfaceoftheisle,aruffledpatchinmid-distanceasusualmarkingtheRace,whencemanyaLycidashadgone’Visitingthebottomofthemonstrousworld;’

buthadnotbeenblestwithapoetasafriend。Againstthestretchofwater,whereaschoolofmackereltwinkledintheafternoonlight,wasdefined,inadditiontothedistantlighthouse,achurchwithitstower,standingaboutaquarterofamileoff,neartheedgeofthecliff。Thechurchyardgravestonescouldbeseeninprofileagainstthesamevastspreadofwaterybabbleandunrest。

Amongthegravesmovedtheformofamanclothedinawhitesheet,whichthewindblewandflappedcoldlyeverynowandthen。Nearhimmovedsixmenbearingalongbox,andtwoorthreepersonsinblackfollowed。Thecoffin,withitstwelvelegs,crawledacrosstheisle,whilearoundandbeneathittheflashinglightsfromtheseaandtheschoolofmackerelwerereflected;afishing-boat,faroutintheChannel,beingmomentarilydiscernibleunderthecoffinalso。

Theprocessionwanderedroundtoaparticularcorner,andhalted,andpausedtherealongwhileinthewind,theseabehindthem,thesurpliceoftheprieststillblowing。Jocelynstoodwithhishatoff:

hewaspresent,thoughhewasaquarterofamileoff;andheseemedtohearthewordsthatwerebeingsaid,thoughnothingbutthewindwasaudible。

HeinstinctivelyknewthatitwasnoneotherthanAvicewhomhewasseeinginterred;HISAvice,ashenowbeganpresumptuouslytocallher。

Presentlythelittlegroupwithdrewfrombeforethesea-shine,anddisappeared。

Hefelthimselfunabletogofurtherinthatdirection,andturningasidewentaimlesslyacrosstheopenland,visitingthevariousspotsthathehadformerlyvisitedwithher。But,asiftetheredtothechurchyardbyacord,hewasstillconsciousofbeingattheendofaradiuswhosepivotwasthegraveofAviceCaro;andastheduskthickenedhecloseduponhiscentreandenteredthechurchyardgate。

Notasoulwasnowwithintheprecincts。Thegrave,newlyshaped,waseasilydiscoverablebehindthechurch,andwhenthesameyoungmoonarosewhichhehadobservedthepreviouseveningfromhiswindowinLondonhecouldseetheyetfreshfoot-marksofthemournersandbearers。Thebreezehadfallentoacalmwiththesettingofthesun:

thelighthousehadopeneditsglaringeye,and,disinclinedtoleaveaspotsublimedbothbyearlyassociationandpresentregret,hemovedbacktothechurch-wall,warmfromtheafternoonsun,andsatdownuponawindow-sillfacingthegrave。

2。IV。SHETHREATENSTORESUMECORPOREALSUBSTANCE

Thelispingsoftheseabeneaththecliffswereallthesoundsthatreachedhim,forthequarriesweresilentnow。Howlonghesatherelonelyandthinkinghedidnotknow。Neitherdidheknow,thoughhefeltdrowsy,whetherinexpectantsadness——thatgentlesoporific——lulledhimintoashortsleep,sothathelostcountoftimeandconsciousnessofincident。ButduringsomeminuteorminutesheseemedtoseeAviceCaroherself,bendingoverandthenwithdrawingfromhergraveinthelightofthemoon。

Sheseemednotayearolder,notadigitlessslender,notalinemoreangularthanwhenhehadpartedfromhertwentyyearsearlier,inthelanehardby。Arenascentreasoningontheimpossibilityofsuchaphenomenonasthisbeingmorethanadream-fancyrousedhimwithastartfromhisheaviness。

’Imusthavebeenasleep,’hesaid。

Yetshehadseemedsoreal。Pierstonhoweverdismissedthestrangeimpression,arguingthateveniftheinformationsenthimofAvice’sdeathshouldbefalse——athingincredible——thatsweetfriendofhisyouth,despitethetransfiguringeffectsofmoonlight,wouldnotnowlookthesameasshehadappearednineteenortwentyyearsago。Werewhathesawsubstantialflesh,itmusthavebeensomeotherpersonthanAviceCaro。

Havingsatisfiedhissentimentbycomingtothegravesidetherewasnothingmoreforhimtodointheisland,andhedecidedtoreturntoLondonthatnight。Butsometimeremainingstillonhishands,JocelynbyanaturalinstinctturnedhisfeetinthedirectionofEastQuarriers,thevillageofhisbirthandofhers。Passingthemarket-

squarehepursuedthearmofroadto’SylvaniaCastle,’aprivatemansionofcomparativelymoderndate,inwhosegroundsstoodthesingleplantationoftreesofwhichtheislecouldboast。Thecottagesextendedclosetothewallsoftheenclosure,andoneofthelastofthesedwellingshadbeenAvice’s,inwhich,asitwasherfreehold,shepossiblyhaddied。

Toreachithepassedthegatesof’Sylvania,’andobservedabovethelawnwallaboardannouncingthatthehousewastobeletfurnished。A

fewstepsfurtherrevealedthecottagewhichwithitsquaintandmassivestonefeaturesoftwoorthreecenturies’antiquity,wascapableevennowoflongerresistancetotheraspofTimethanordinarynewerections。Hisattentionwasdrawntothewindow,stillunblinded,thoughalamplittheroom。Hesteppedbackagainstthewallopposite,andgazedin。

Atatablecoveredwithawhiteclothayoungwomanstoodputtingtea-

thingsawayintoacorner-cupboard。ShewasinallrespectstheAvicehehadlost,thegirlhehadseeninthechurchyardandhadfanciedtobetheillusionofadream。Andthoughtherewasthistimenodoubtaboutherreality,theisolationofherpositioninthesilenthouselentheracuriouslystartlingaspect。Diviningtheexplanationhewaitedforfootsteps,andinafewmomentsaquarrymanpassedhimonhisjourneyhome。Pierstoninquiredofthemanconcerningthespectacle。

’Oyes,sir;that’spoorMrs。Caro’sonlydaughter,anditmustbelonelyforherthereto-night,poormaid!Yes,good-now;she’stheverydapsofhermother——that’swhateverybodysays。’

’Buthowdoesshecometobesolonely?’

’Oneofherbrotherswenttoseaandwasdrowned,andt’otherisinAmerica。’

’Theywerequarryownersatonetime?’

Thequarryman’pitchedhisnitch,’andexplainedtotheseemingstrangerthattherehadbeenthreefamiliesthereaboutsinthestonetrade,whohadgotmuchinvolvedwitheachotherinthelastgeneration。TheyweretheBencombs,thePierstons,andtheCaros。TheBencombsstrainedtheirutmosttooutlifttheothertwo,andpartiallysucceeded。Theygrewenormouslyrich,soldout,anddisappearedaltogetherfromtheislandwhichhadbeentheirmaking。ThePierstonskeptadoggedmiddlecourse,throvewithoutshowornoise,andalsoretiredintheirturn。TheCaroswerepulledcompletelydowninthecompetitionwiththeothertwo,andwhenWidowCaro’sdaughtermarriedhercousinJimCaro,hetriedtoregainforthefamilyitsoriginalplaceinthethree-corneredstruggle。Hetookcontractsatlessthanhecouldprofitby,speculatedmoreandmore,tillatlastthecrashcame;hewassoldup,wentaway,andlateroncamebacktoliveinthislittlecottage,whichwashiswife’sbyinheritance。Thereheremainedtillhisdeath;andnowhiswidowwasgone。Hardshipshadhelpedonherend。

Thequarrymanproceededonhisway,andPierston,deeplyremorseful,knockedatthedooroftheminutefreehold。Thegirlherselfopenedit,lampinhand。

’Avice!’hesaidtenderly;’AviceCaro!’evennowunabletogetoverthestrangefeelingthathewastwentyyearsyounger,addressingAvicetheforsaken。

’Ann,sir,’saidshe。

’Ah,yournameisnotthesameasyourmother’s!’

’Mysecondnameis。Andmysurname。Poormothermarriedhercousin。’

’Aseverybodydoeshere……Well,Annorotherwise,youareAvicetome。Andyouhavelosthernow?’

’Ihave,sir。’

Shespokeintheverysamesweetvoicethathehadlistenedtoascoreofyearsbefore,andbenteyesofthesamefamiliarhazelinquiringlyuponhim。

’Iknewyourmotheratonetime,’hesaid;’andlearningofherdeathandburialItookthelibertyofcallinguponyou。Youwillforgiveastrangerdoingthat?’

’Yes,’shesaiddispassionately,andglancingroundtheroom:’Thiswasmother’sownhouse,andnowitismine。Iamsorrynottobeinmourningonthenightofherfuneral,butIhavejustbeentoputsomeflowersonhergrave,andItookitoffaforegoingthatthedampmidnotspoilthecrape。Yousee,shewasbadalongtime,andIhavetobecareful,anddowashingandironingforaliving。ShehurthersidewithwringingupthelargesheetsshehadtowashfortheCastlefolkshere。’

’Ihopeyouwon’thurtyourselfdoingit,mydear。’

’Ono,thatIsha’n’t!There’sCharlWoollat,andSammyScribben,andTedGibsey,andlotso’youngchaps;they’llwringanythingformeiftheyhappentocomealong。ButIcanhardlytrust’em。SamScribbent’otherdaytwistedalinentableclothintotwopieces,foralltheworldasifithadbeenapipe-light。Theyneverknowwhentostopintheirwringing。’

ThevoicetrulywashisAvice’s;butAvicetheSecondwasclearlymorematter-of-fact,unreflecting,lesscultivatedthanhermotherhadbeen。

ThisAvicewouldneverrecitepoetryfromanyplatform,localorother,withenthusiasticappreciationofitsfire。Therewasadisappointmentinhisrecognitionofthis;yetshetouchedhimasfewhaddone:hecouldnotbeartogoaway。’Howoldareyou?’heasked。

’Goinginnineteen。’

Itwasabouttheageofherdouble,AvicetheFirst,whenheandshehadstrolledtogetheroverthecliffsduringtheengagement。Buthewasnowforty,ifaday。Shebeforehimwasanuneducatedlaundress,andhewasasculptorandaRoyalAcademician,withafortuneandareputation。Yetwhywasitanunpleasantsensationtohimjustthentorecollectthathewastwoscore?

Hecouldfindnofurtherexcuseforremaining,andhavingstillhalf-

an-hourtosparehewentroundbytheroadtotheotherorwestsideofthelast-century’SylvaniaCastle,’andcametothefurthesthouseoutthereonthecliff。Itwashisearlyhome。Usedinthesummerasalodging-houseforvisitors,itnowstoodemptyandsilent,theeveningwindswayingtheeuonymusandtamariskboughsinthefront——theonlyevergreenshrubsthatcouldweatherthewhippingsaltgaleswhichspedpastthewalls。Oppositethehouse,faroutatsea,thefamiliarlightshipwinkedfromthesandbank,andallatoncetherecametohimawildwish——that,insteadofhavinganartist’sreputation,hecouldbelivinghereanilliterateandunknownman,wooing,andinafairwayofwinning,theprettylaundressinthecottagehardby。

2。V。THERESUMPTIONTAKESPLACE

HavingreturnedtoLondonhemechanicallyresumedhiscustomarylife;

buthewasnotreallylivingthere。ThephantomofAvice,nowgrowntobewarmfleshandblood,heldhismindafar。Hethoughtofnothingbuttheisle,andAvicetheSeconddwellingtherein——inhalingitssaltbreath,strokedbyitssingingrainsandbythehauntedatmosphereofRomanVenusaboutandaroundthesiteofherperishedtemplethere。

Theverydefectsinthecountrygirlbecamecharmsasviewedfromtown。

Nothingnowpleasedhimsomuchastospendthatportionoftheafternoonwhichhedevotedtoout-doorexercise,inhauntingthepurlieusofthewharvesalongtheThames,wherethestoneofhisnativerockwasunshippedfromthecoasting-craftthathadbroughtitthither。

Hewouldpassinsidethegreatgatesoftheselanding-placesontherightorleftbank,contemplatethewhitecubesandoblongs,imbibetheirassociations,callupthegeniuslociwhencetheycame,andalmostforgetthathewasinLondon。

Oneafternoonhewaswalkingawayfromthemud-splashedentrancetooneofthewharves,whenhisattentionwasdrawntoafemaleformontheoppositesideoftheway,goingtowardsthespothehadjustleft。Shewassomewhatsmall,slight,andgraceful;herattirealonewouldhavebeenenoughtoattracthim,beingsimpleandcountrifiedtopicturesqueness;buthewasmorethanattractedbyherstrongresemblancetoAviceCarotheyounger——AnnAvice,asshehadsaidshewascalled。

BeforeshehadrecededahundredyardshefeltcertainthatitwasAviceindeed;andhisunifyingmoodoftheafternoonwasnowsointensethatthelostandthefoundAviceseemedessentiallythesameperson。

Theirexternallikenesstoeachother——probablyowingtothecousinshipbetweentheelderandherhusband——wentfartonourishthefantasy。Hehastilyturned,andrediscoveredthegirlamongthepedestrians。Shekeptonherwaytothewharf,where,lookinginquiringlyaroundherforafewseconds,withthemannerofoneunaccustomedtothelocality,sheopenedthegateanddisappeared。

Pierstonalsowentuptothegateandentered。Shehadcrossedtothelanding-place,beyondwhichalumpycraftlaymoored。Drawingnearer,hediscoveredhertobeengagedinconversationwiththeskipperandanelderlywoman——bothcomestraightfromtheooliticisle,aswasapparentinamomentfromtheiraccent。Pierstonfeltnohesitationinmakinghimselfknownasanative,therupturedengagementbetweenAvice’smotherandhimselftwentyyearsbeforehavingbeenknowntofewornonenowliving。

ThepresentembodimentofAvicerecognizedhim,andwiththeartlesscandourofherraceandyearsexplainedthesituation,thoughthatwasratherhisdutyasanintruderthanhers。

’ThisisCap’nKibbs,sir,adistantrelationoffather’s,’shesaid。

’AndthisisMrs。Kibbs。We’vecomeupfromtheislandwi’enjustforatrip,andaregoingtosailbackwi’enWednesday。’

’O,Isee。Andwhereareyoustaying?’

’Here——onboard。’

’What,youliveonboardentirely?’

’Yes。’

’Lord,sir,’brokeinMrs。Kibbs,’Ishouldbeafeardo’mylifetotinemyeyesamongtheseherekimberlinsatnight-time;andevenbyday,ifsobeIventureintothestreets,Inowhenforgethowmanyturningstotherightandtotheleft’tistogetbacktoJob’svessel——

doI,Job?’

Theskippernoddedconfirmation。

’Youaresaferashorethanafloat,’saidPierston,’especiallyintheChannel,withthesewindsandthoseheavyblocksofstone。’

’Well,’saidCap’nKibbs,afterprivatelyclearingsomethingfromhismouth,’astothewinds,thereiddenmuchdangerinthematthistimeo’year。’Tistheocean-boundsteamersthatmaketherisktocraftlikeours。Ifyouhappentobeintheircourse,underyougo——cutclaneintwopieces,andtheyneverlying-totohaulinyourcarcases,andnobodytotellthetale。’

PierstonturnedtoAvice,wantingtosaymuchtoher,yetnotknowingwhattosay。Helamelyremarkedatlast:’Yougobackthesameway,Avice?’

’Yes,sir。’

’Well,takecareofyourselfafloat。’

’Oyes。’

’Ihope——Imayseeyouagainsoon——andtalktoyou。’

’Ihopeso,sir。’

Hecouldnotgetfurther,andafterawhilePierstonleftthem,andwentawaythinkingofAvicemorethanever。

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