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The Well-Beloved——A Sketch of A Temperament
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PREFACE

ThepeninsulacarvedbyTimeoutofasinglestone,whereonmostofthefollowingscenesarelaid,hasbeenforcenturiesimmemorialthehomeofacuriousandwell-nighdistinctpeople,cherishingstrangebeliefsandsingularcustoms,nowforthemostpartobsolescent。Fancies,likecertainsoft-woodedplantswhichcannotbearthesilentinlandfrosts,butthrivebytheseaintheroughestofweather,seemtogrowupnaturallyhere,inparticularamongstthosenativeswhohavenoactiveconcerninthelaboursofthe’Isle。’Henceitisaspotapttogenerateatypeofpersonagelikethecharacterimperfectlysketchedinthesepages——anativeofnatives——whomsomemaychoosetocallafantast(iftheyhonourhimwiththeirconsiderationsofar),butwhomothersmayseeonlyasonethatgaveobjectivecontinuityandanametoadelicatedreamwhichinavaguerformismoreorlesscommontoallmen,andisbynomeansnewtoPlatonicphilosophers。

TothosewhoknowtherockycoignofEnglandheredepicted——overlookingthegreatChannelHighwaywithallitssuggestiveness,andstandingoutsofarintomid-seathattouchesoftheGulfStreamsoftentheairtillFebruary——itismatterofsurprisethattheplacehasnotbeenmorefrequentlychosenastheretreatofartistsandpoetsinsearchofinspiration——foratleastamonthortwointheyear,thetempestuousratherthanthefineseasonsbypreference。Tobesure,onenookthereinistheretreat,attheircountry’sexpense,ofothergeniusesfromadistance;buttheirpresenceishardlydiscoverable。Yetperhapsitisaswellthattheartisticvisitorsdonotcome,ornomorewouldbeheardoflittlefreeholdhousesbeingboughtandsoldthereforacoupleofhundredpounds——builtofsolidstone,anddatingfromthesixteenthcenturyandearlier,withmullions,copings,andcorbelscomplete。Thesetransactions,bytheway,arecarriedoutandcovenanted,orweretilllately,intheparishchurch,inthefaceofthecongregation,suchbeingtheancientcustomoftheIsle。

Asforthestoryitself,itmaybeworthwhiletoremarkthat,differingfromallormostothersoftheseriesinthattheinterestaimedatisofanidealorsubjectivenature,andfranklyimaginative,verisimilitudeinthesequenceofeventshasbeensubordinatedtothesaidaim。

Thefirstpublicationofthistaleinanindependentformwasin1897;

butithadappearedintheperiodicalpressin1892,underthetitleof’ThePursuitoftheWell-Beloved。’Afewchaptersofthatexperimentalissuewererewrittenforthepresentandfinalformofthenarrative。

T。H。

August1912。

CONTENTS

PARTFIRST——AYOUNGMANOFTWENTY。

I。ASUPPOSITITIOUSPRESENTMENTOFHER

II。THEINCARNATIONISASSUMEDTOBETRUE

III。THEAPPOINTMENT

IV。ALONELYPEDESTRIAN

V。ACHARGE

VI。ONTHEBRINK

VII。HEREARLIERINCARNATIONS

VIII。’TOOLIKETHELIGHTNING’

IX。FAMILIARPHENOMENAINTHEDISTANCE

PARTSECOND——AYOUNGMANOFFORTY。

I。THEOLDPHANTOMBECOMESDISTINCT

II。SHEDRAWSCLOSEANDSATISFIES

III。SHEBECOMESANINACCESSIBLEGHOST

IV。SHETHREATENSTORESUMECORPOREALSUBSTANCE

V。THERESUMPTIONTAKESPLACE

VI。THEPASTSHINESINTHEPRESENT

VII。THENEWBECOMESESTABLISHED

VIII。HISOWNSOULCONFRONTSHIM

IX。JUXTAPOSITIONS

X。SHEFAILSTOVANISHSTILL

XI。THEIMAGEPERSISTS

XII。AGRILLEDESCENDSBETWEEN

XIII。SHEISENSHROUDEDFROMSIGHT

PARTTHIRD——AYOUNGMANOFSIXTY。

I。SHERETURNSFORTHENEWSEASON

II。MISGIVINGSONTHERE-EMBODIMENT

III。THERENEWEDIMAGEBURNSITSELFIN

IV。ADASHFORTHELASTINCARNATION

V。ONTHEVERGEOFPOSSESSION

VI。THEWELL-BELOVEDIS——WHERE?

VII。ANOLDTABERNACLEINANEWASPECT

VIII。’ALASFORTHISGREYSHADOW,ONCEAMAN!’

PARTFIRST——AYOUNGMANOFTWENTY。

——’Now,ifTimeknowsThatHer,whoseradiantbrowsWeavethemagarlandofmyvows;

HerthatdaresbeWhattheselineswishtosee:

Iseeknofurther,itisShe。’

——R。CRASHAW。

1。I。ASUPPOSITITIOUSPRESENTMENTOFHER

Apersonwhodifferedfromthelocalwayfarerswasclimbingthesteeproadwhichleadsthroughthesea-skirtedtownletdefinableastheStreetofWells,andformsapassintothatGibraltarofWessex,thesingularpeninsulaonceanisland,andstillcalledsuch,thatstretchesoutliketheheadofabirdintotheEnglishChannel。Itisconnectedwiththemainlandbyalongthinneckofpebbles’castupbyragesofthese,’andunparalleledinitskindinEurope。

Thepedestrianwaswhathelookedlike——ayoungmanfromLondonandthecitiesoftheContinent。Nobodycouldseeatpresentthathisurbanismsatuponhimonlyasagarment。Hewasjustrecollectingwithsomethingofself-reproachthatawholethreeyearsandeightmonthshadflownsincehepaidhislastvisittohisfatheratthislonelyrockofhisbirthplace,theinterveningtimehavingbeenspentamidmanycontrastingsocieties,peoples,manners,andscenes。

Whathadseemedusualintheislewhenhelivedtherealwayslookedquaintandoddafterhislaterimpressions。Morethaneverthespotseemedwhatitwassaidoncetohavebeen,theancientVindiliaIsland,andtheHomeoftheSlingers。Thetoweringrock,thehousesabovehouses,oneman’sdoorsteprisingbehindhisneighbour’schimney,thegardenshungupbyoneedgetothesky,thevegetablesgrowingonapparentlyalmostverticalplanes,theunityofthewholeislandasasolidandsingleblockoflimestonefourmileslong,werenolongerfamiliarandcommonplaceideas。Allnowstooddazzlinglyuniqueandwhiteagainstthetintedsea,andthesunflashedoninfinitelystratifiedwallsofoolite,ThemelancholyruinsOfcancelledcycles,……

withadistinctivenessthatcalledtheeyestoitasstronglyasanyspectaclehehadbeheldafar。

Afteralaboriousclamberhereachedthetop,andwalkedalongtheplateautowardstheeasternvillage。Thetimebeingabouttwoo’clock,inthemiddleofthesummerseason,theroadwasglaringanddusty,anddrawingneartohisfather’shousehesatdowninthesun。

Hestretchedouthishandupontherockbesidehim。Itfeltwarm。

Thatwastheisland’spersonaltemperaturewheninitsafternoonsleepasnow。Helistened,andheardsounds:whirr-whirr,saw-saw-saw。

Thoseweretheisland’ssnores——thenoisesofthequarrymenandstone-

sawyers。

Oppositetothespotonwhichhesatwasaroomycottageorhomestead。

Liketheislanditwasallofstone,notonlyinwallsbutinwindow-

frames,roof,chimneys,fence,stile,pigstyandstable,almostdoor。

Herememberedwhohadusedtolivethere——andprobablylivedtherenow——

theCarofamily;the’roan-mare’Caros,astheywerecalledtodistinguishthemfromotherbranchesofthesamepedigree,therebeingbuthalf-a-dozenChristianandsurnamesinthewholeisland。Hecrossedtheroadandlookedinattheopendoorway。Yes,theretheywerestill。

Mrs。Caro,whohadseenhimfromthewindow,methimintheentry,andanold-fashionedgreetingtookplacebetweenthem。Amomentafteradoorleadingfromthebackroomswasthrownopen,andayounggirlaboutseventeenoreighteencameboundingin。

’Why,’TISdearJoce!’sheburstoutjoyfully。Andrunninguptotheyoungman,shekissedhim。

Thedemonstrationwassweetenoughfromtheownerofsuchanaffectionatepairofbrighthazeleyesandbrowntressesofhair。Butitwassosudden,sounexpectedbyamanfreshfromtowns,thathewincedforamomentquiteinvoluntarily;andtherewassomeconstraintinthemannerinwhichhereturnedherkiss,andsaid,’MyprettylittleAvice,howdoyoudoaftersolong?’

Forafewsecondsherimpulsiveinnocencehardlynoticedhisstartofsurprise;butMrs。Caro,thegirl’smother,hadobserveditinstantly。

Withapainedflushsheturnedtoherdaughter。

’Avice——mydearAvice!Why——whatareyoudoing?Don’tyouknowthatyou’vegrownuptobeawomansinceJocelyn——Mr。Pierston——waslastdownhere?Ofcourseyoumustn’tdonowasyouusedtodothreeorfouryearsago!’

TheawkwardnesswhichhadarisenwashardlyremovedbyPierston’sassurancethathequiteexpectedhertokeepupthepracticeofherchildhood,followedbyseveralminutesofconversationongeneralsubjects。Hewasvexedfromhissoulthathisunawaremovementshouldsohavebetrayedhim。AthisleavingherepeatedthatifAviceregardedhimotherwisethanassheusedtodohewouldneverforgiveher;butthoughtheypartedgoodfriendsherregretattheincidentwasvisibleinherface。Jocelynpassedoutintotheroadandonwardtohisfather’shousehardby。Themotheranddaughterwereleftalone。

’Iwasquiteamazedat’ee,mychild!’exclaimedtheelder。’AyoungmanfromLondonandforeigncities,usednowtothestrictestcompanymanners,andladieswhoalmostthinkitvulgartosmilebroad!Howcouldyedoit,Avice?’

’I——Ididn’tthinkabouthowIwasaltered!’saidtheconscience-

strickengirl。’Iusedtokisshim,andheusedtokissmebeforehewentaway。’

’Butthatwasyearsago,mydear!’

’Oyes,andforthemomentIforgot!Heseemedjustthesametomeasheusedtobe。’

’Well,itcan’tbehelpednow。Youmustbecarefulinthefuture。

He’sgotlotsofyoungwomen,I’llwarrant,andhasfewthoughtsleftforyou。He’swhattheycallasculptor,andhemeanstobeagreatgeniusinthatlinesomeday,theydosay。’

’Well,I’vedoneit;anditcan’tbemended!’moanedthegirl。

MeanwhileJocelynPierston,thesculptorofbuddingfame,hadgoneonwardtothehouseofhisfather,aninartisticmanoftradeandcommercemerely,fromwhom,nevertheless,Jocelyncondescendedtoacceptayearlyallowancependingthefamousdaystocome。Buttheelder,havingreceivednowarningofhisson’sintendedvisit,wasnotathometoreceivehim。Jocelynlookedroundthefamiliarpremises,glancedacrosstheCommonatthegreatyardswithinwhicheternalsawsweregoingtoandfrouponeternalblocksofstone——theverysamesawsandtheverysameblocksthathehadseentherewhenlastintheisland,soitseemedtohim——andthenpassedthroughthedwellingintothebackgarden。

Likeallthegardensintheisleitwassurroundedbyawallofdry-

jointedspawls,andatitsfurtherextremityitranoutintoacorner,whichadjoinedthegardenoftheCaros。Hehadnosoonerreachedthisspotthanhebecameawareofamurmuringandsobbingontheothersideofthewall。ThevoiceherecognizedinamomentasAvice’s,andsheseemedtobeconfidinghertroubletosomeyoungfriendofherownsex。

’Oh,whatshallIDO!whatSHALLIdo!’shewassayingbitterly。’Soboldasitwas——soshameless!HowcouldIthinkofsuchathing!Hewillneverforgiveme——never,neverlikemeagain!He’llthinkmeaforwardhussy,andyet——andyetIquiteforgothowmuchIhadgrown。

Butthathe’llneverbelieve!’Theaccentswerethoseofonewhohadforthefirsttimebecomeconsciousofherwomanhood,asanunwontedpossessionwhichshamedandfrightenedher。

’Didheseemangryatit?’inquiredthefriend。

’Ono——notangry!Worse。Coldandhaughty。O,he’ssuchafashionablepersonnow——notatallanislandman。Butthere’snouseintalkingofit。IwishIwasdead!’

Pierstonretreatedasquicklyashecould。Hegrievedattheincidentwhichhadbroughtsuchpaintothisinnocentsoul;andyetitwasbeginningtobeasourceofvaguepleasuretohim。Hereturnedtothehouse,andwhenhisfatherhadcomebackandwelcomedhim,andtheyhadsharedamealtogether,Jocelynagainwentout,fullofanearnestdesiretosoothehisyoungneighbour’ssorrowinawayshelittleexpected;though,totellthetruth,hisaffectionforherwasratherthatofafriendthanofalover,andhefeltbynomeanssurethatthemigratory,elusiveidealizationhecalledhisLovewho,eversincehisboyhood,hadflittedfromhumanshelltohumanshellanindefinitenumberoftimes,wasgoingtotakeupherabodeinthebodyofAviceCaro。

1。II。THEINCARNATIONISASSUMEDTOBETRUE

Itwasdifficulttomeetheragain,eventhoughonthislumpofrockthedifficultylayasaruleratherinavoidancethaninmeeting。ButAvicehadbeentransformedintoaverydifferentkindofyoungwomanbytheself-consciousnessengenderedofherimpulsivegreeting,and,notwithstandingtheirnearneighbourhood,hecouldnotencounterher,tryashewould。Nosoonerdidheappearaninchbeyondhisfather’sdoorthanshewastoearthlikeafox;sheboltedupstairstoherroom。

Anxioustosootheherafterhisunintentionalslighthecouldnotstandtheseevasionslong。Themannersoftheislewereprimitiveandstraightforward,evenamongthewell-to-do,andnotingherdisappearanceonedayhefollowedherintothehouseandonwardtothefootofthestairs。

’Avice!’hecalled。

’Yes,Mr。Pierston。’

’Whydoyourunupstairslikethat?’

’Oh——onlybecauseIwantedtocomeupforsomething。’

’Well,ifyou’vegotit,can’tyoucomedownagain?’

’No,Ican’tverywell。’

’Come,DEARAvice。That’swhatyouare,youknow。’

Therewasnoresponse。

’Well,ifyouwon’t,youwon’t!’hecontinued。’Idon’twanttobotheryou。’AndPierstonwentaway。

Hewasstoppingtolookattheold-fashionedflowersunderthegardenwallswhenheheardavoicebehindhim。

’Mr。Pierston——Iwasn’tangrywithyou。WhenyouweregoneIthought——

youmightmistakeme,andIfeltIcoulddonolessthancomeandassureyouofmyfriendshipstill。’

TurninghesawtheblushingAviceimmediatelybehindhim。

’Youareagood,deargirl!’saidhe,and,seizingherhand,setuponhercheekthekindofkissthatshouldhavebeentheresponsetohersonthedayofhiscoming。

’DarlingAvice,forgivemefortheslightthatday!Sayyoudo。Come,now!AndthenI’llsaytoyouwhatIhaveneversaidtoanyotherwoman,livingordead:"Willyouhavemeasyourhusband?"’

’Ah!——mothersaysIamonlyoneofmany!’

’Youarenot,dear。YouknewmewhenIwasyoung,andothersdidn’t。’

Somehoworotherherobjectionsweregotover,andthoughshedidnotgiveanimmediateassent,sheagreedtomeethimlaterintheafternoon,whenshewalkedwithhimtothesouthernpointoftheislandcalledtheBeal,or,bystrangers,theBill,pausingoverthetreacherouscavernknownasCaveHole,intowhichthesearoaredandsplashednowasithaddonewhentheyvisitedittogetheraschildren。

Tosteadyherselfwhilelookinginheofferedherhisarm,andshetookit,forthefirsttimeasawoman,forthehundredthtimeashiscompanion。

Theyrambledontothelighthouse,wheretheywouldhavelingeredlongerifAvicehadnotsuddenlyrememberedanengagementtorecitepoetryfromaplatformthatveryeveningattheStreetofWells,thevillagecommandingtheentrancetotheisland——thevillagethathasnowadvancedtobeatown。

’Recite!’saidhe。’Who’dhavethoughtanybodyoranythingcouldrecitedownhereexceptthereciterwehearawaythere——theneverspeechlesssea。’

’Obutwearequiteintellectualnow。Inthewinterparticularly。

But,Jocelyn——don’tcometotherecitation,willyou?Itwouldspoilmyperformanceifyouwerethere,andIwanttobeasgoodastherest。’

’Iwon’tifyoureallywishmenotto。ButIshallmeetyouatthedoorandbringyouhome。’

’Yes!’shesaid,lookingupintohisface。Avicewasperfectlyhappynow;shecouldneverhavebelievedonthatmortifyingdayofhiscomingthatshewouldbesohappywithhim。Whentheyreachedtheeastsideoftheisletheyparted,thatshemightbesoonenoughtotakeherplaceontheplatform。Pierstonwenthome,andafterdark,whenitwasaboutthehourforaccompanyingherback,hewentalongthemiddleroadnorthwardtotheStreetofWells。

Hewasfullofmisgiving。HehadknownAviceCarosowellofoldthathisfeelingforhernowwasrathercomradeshipthanlove;andwhathehadsaidtoherinamomentofimpulsethatmorningratherappalledhiminitsconsequences。Notthatanyofthemoresophisticatedandaccomplishedwomenwhohadattractedhimsuccessivelywouldbelikelytoriseinconvenientlybetweenthem。Forhehadquitedisabusedhismindoftheassumptionthattheidolofhisfancywasanintegralpartofthepersonalityinwhichithadsojournedforalongorashortwhile。

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TohisWell-Belovedhehadalwaysbeenfaithful;butshehadhadmanyembodiments。EachindividualityknownasLucy,Jane,Flora,Evangeline,orwhat-not,hadbeenmerelyatransientconditionofher。

Hedidnotrecognizethisasanexcuseorasadefence,butasafactsimply。Essentiallyshewasperhapsofnotangiblesubstance;aspirit,adream,afrenzy,aconception,anaroma,anepitomizedsex,alightoftheeye,apartingofthelips。Godonlyknewwhatshereallywas;Pierstondidnot。Shewasindescribable。

Nevermuchconsideringthatshewasasubjectivephenomenonvivifiedbytheweirdinfluencesofhisdescentandbirthplace,thediscoveryofherghostliness,ofherindependenceofphysicallawsandfailings,hadoccasionallygivenhimasenseoffear。Heneverknewwhereshenextwouldbe,whithershewouldleadhim,havingherselfinstantaccesstoallranksandclasses,toeveryabodeofmen。Sometimesatnighthedreamtthatshewas’thewile-weavingDaughterofhighZeus’inperson,bentontormentinghimforhissinsagainstherbeautyinhisart——theimplacableAphroditeherselfindeed。Heknewthathelovedthemasqueradingcreaturewhereverhefoundher,whetherwithblueeyes,blackeyes,orbrown;whetherpresentingherselfastall,fragile,orplump。Shewasneverintwoplacesatonce;buthithertoshehadneverbeeninoneplacelong。

Bymakingthiscleartohismindsometimebeforeto-day,hehadescapedagooddealofuglyself-reproach。Itwassimplythatshewhoalwaysattractedhim,andledhimwhithershewouldasbyasilkenthread,hadnotremainedtheoccupantofthesamefleshlytabernacleinhercareersofar。Whethershewouldultimatelysettledowntoonehecouldnotsay。

HadhefeltthatshewasbecomingmanifestinAvice,hewouldhavetriedtobelievethatthiswastheterminalspotofhermigrations,andhavebeencontenttoabidebyhiswords。ButdidheseetheWell-

BelovedinAviceatall?Thequestionwassomewhatdisturbing。

Hehadreachedthebrowofthehill,anddescendedtowardsthevillage,whereinthelongstraightRomanstreethesoonfoundthelightedhall。

Theperformancewasnotyetover;andbygoingroundtothesideofthebuildingandstandingonamoundhecouldseetheinteriorasfardownastheplatformlevel。Avice’sturn,orsecondturn,cameonalmostimmediately。Herprettyembarrassmentonfacingtheaudienceratherwonhimawayfromhisdoubts。Shewas,intruth,whatiscalleda’nice’girl;attractive,certainly,butaboveallthingsnice——oneoftheclasswithwhomtherisksofmatrimonyapproximatemostnearlytozero。Herintelligenteyes,herbroadforehead,herthoughtfulcarriage,ensuredonething,thatofallthegirlshehadknownhehadnevermetonewithmorecharmingandsolidqualitiesthanAviceCaro’s。

Thiswasnotamereconjecture——hehadknownherlongandthoroughly;

hereverymoodandtemper。

Aheavywagonpassingwithoutdrownedhersmallsoftvoiceforhim;buttheaudiencewerepleased,andsheblushedattheirapplause。Henowtookhisstationatthedoor,andwhenthepeoplehaddonepouringouthefoundherwithinawaitinghim。

TheyclimbedhomewardslowlybytheOldRoad,Pierstondragginghimselfupthesteepbythewaysidehand-railandpullingAviceafterhimuponhisarm。Atthetoptheyturnedandstoodstill。Totheleftofthemtheskywasstreakedlikeafanwiththelighthouserays,andundertheirfront,atperiodsofaquarterofaminute,therearoseadeep,hollowstrokelikethesinglebeatofadrum,theintervalsbeingfilledwithalong-drawnrattling,asofbonesbetweenhugecaninejaws。ItcamefromthevastconcaveofDeadman’sBay,risingandfallingagainstthepebbledyke。

Theeveningandnightwindsherewere,toPierston’smind,chargedwithasomethingthatdidnotburdenthemelsewhere。TheybroughtitupfromthatsinisterBaytothewest,whosemovementsheandhewerehearingnow。Itwasapresence——animaginaryshapeoressencefromthehumanmultitudelyingbelow:thosewhohadgonedowninvesselsofwar,EastIndiamen,barges,brigs,andshipsoftheArmada——selectpeople,common,anddebased,whoseinterestsandhopeshadbeenaswideasunderasthepoles,butwhohadrolledeachothertoonenessonthatrestlesssea-bed。Therecouldalmostbefeltthebrushoftheirhugecompositeghostasitranashapelessfigureovertheisle,shriekingforsomegoodgodwhowoulddisuniteitagain。

Thetwainwanderedalongwaythatnightamidtheseinfluences——sofarastotheoldHopeChurchyard,whichlayinaravineformedbyalandslipagesago。Thechurchhadslippeddownwiththerestofthecliff,andhadlongbeenaruin。ItseemedtosaythatinthislastlocalstrongholdofthePagandivinities,wherePagancustomslingeredyet,Christianityhadestablisheditselfprecariouslyatbest。InthatsolemnspotPierstonkissedher。

ThekisswasbynomeansonAvice’sinitiativethistime。Herformerdemonstrativenessseemedtohaveincreasedherpresentreserve。

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Thatdaywasthebeginningofapleasantmonthpassedmainlyineachother’ssociety。Hefoundthatshecouldnotonlyrecitepoetryatintellectualgatherings,butplaythepianofairly,andsingtoherownaccompaniment。

Heobservedthateveryaimofthosewhohadbroughtheruphadbeentogetherawaymentallyasfaraspossiblefromhernaturalandindividuallifeasaninhabitantofapeculiarisland:tomakeheranexactcopyoftensofthousandsofotherpeople,inwhosecircumstancestherewasnothingspecial,distinctive,orpicturesque;toteachhertoforgetalltheexperiencesofherancestors;todrownthelocalballadsbysongspurchasedattheBudmouthfashionablemusic-sellers’,andthelocalvocabularybyagoverness-tongueofnocountryatall。Shelivedinahousethatwouldhavebeenthefortuneofanartist,andlearnttodrawLondonsuburbanvillasfromprintedcopies。

Avicehadseenallthisbeforehepointeditout,but,withagirl’stractability,hadacquiesced。Byconstitutionshewaslocaltothebone,butshecouldnotescapethetendencyoftheage。

ThetimeforJocelyn’sdeparturedrewnear,andshelookedforwardtoitsadly,butserenely,theirengagementbeingnowasettledthing。

Pierstonthoughtofthenativecustomonsuchoccasions,whichhadprevailedinhisandherfamilyforcenturies,bothbeingoftheoldstockoftheisle。Theinfluxof’kimberlins,’or’foreigners’(asstrangersfromthemainlandofWessexwerecalled),hadledinalargemeasuretoitsdiscontinuance;butunderneaththeveneerofAvice’seducationmanyanold-fashionedidealayslumbering,andhewonderedif,inhernaturalmelancholyathisleaving,sheregrettedthechangingmannerswhichmadeunpopulartheformalratificationofabetrothal,accordingtotheprecedentoftheirsiresandgrandsires。

1。III。THEAPPOINTMENT

’Well,’saidhe,’hereweare,arrivedatthefag-endofmyholiday。

Whatapleasantsurprisemyoldhome,whichIhavenotthoughtworthcomingtoseeforthreeorfouryears,hadinstoreforme!’

’Youmustgoto-morrow?’sheaskeduneasily。

’Yes。’

Somethingseemedtooverweighthem;somethingmorethanthenaturalsadnessofapartingwhichwasnottobelong;andhedecidedthatinsteadofleavinginthedaytimeashehadintended,hewoulddeferhisdeparturetillnight,andgobythemail-trainfromBudmouth。Thiswouldgivehimtimetolookintohisfather’squarries,andenableher,ifshechose,towalkwithhimalongthebeachasfarastoHenrytheEighth’sCastleabovethesands,wheretheycouldlingerandwatchthemoonriseoverthesea。Shesaidshethoughtshecouldcome。

SoafterspendingthenextdaywithhisfatherinthequarriesJocelynpreparedtoleave,andatthetimeappointedsetoutfromthestonehouseofhisbirthinthisstoneisletowalktoBudmouth-Regisbythepathalongthebeach,AvicehavingsometimeearliergonedowntoseesomefriendsintheStreetofWells,whichwashalfwaytowardsthespotoftheirtryst。Thedescentsoonbroughthimtothepebblebank,andleavingbehindhimthelasthousesoftheisle,andtheruinsofthevillagedestroyedbytheNovembergaleof1824,hestruckoutalongthenarrowthreadofland。Whenhehadwalkedahundredyardshestopped,turnedasidetothepebbleridgewhichwalledoutthesea,andsatdowntowaitforher。

Betweenhimandthelightsoftheshipsridingatanchorintheroadsteadtwomenpassedslowlyinthedirectionheintendedtopursue。

OneofthemrecognizedJocelyn,andbadehimgood-night,adding,’Wishyoujoy,sir,ofyourchoice,andhopetheweddenwillbesoon!’

’Thankyou,Seaborn。Well——weshallseewhatChristmaswilldotowardsbringingitabout。’

’Mywifeopeneduponitthismornen:"PleaseGod,I’llupandseethattherewedden,"saysshe,"knowing’embothfromtheircrawlingdays。"’

Themenmovedon,andwhentheywereoutofPierston’shearingtheonewhohadnotspokensaidtohisfriend,’Whowasthatyoungkimberlin?

Hedon’tseemoneo’we。’

’Oh,heis,though,everyincho’en。He’sMr。JocelynPierston,thestwone-merchant’sonlysonupatEastQuarriers。He’stobemarriedtoastylishyoungbody;hermother,awidowwoman,carriesonthesamebusinessaswellasshecan;buttheirtradeisnotatwentiethpartofPierston’s。He’sworththousandsandthousands,theysay,though’adoliveoninthesamewoldwayupinthesamewoldhouse。ThissonisdoengreatthingsinLondonasa’image-carver;andIcanmindwhen,asaboy,’afirsttooktocarvingsoldiersouto’bitso’stwonefromthesoft-bedofhisfather’squarries;andthen’amadeaseto’stwonenchess-men,andso’agoton。He’squitethegentinLondon,theytellme;andthewonderisthat’acaredtocomebackhereandpickuplittleAviceCaro——nicemaidassheisnotwithstanding……Hullo!

there’stobeachangeintheweathersoon。’

Meanwhilethesubjectoftheirremarkswaitedattheappointedplacetillseveno’clock,thehournamedbetweenhimselfandhisaffianced,hadstruck。Almostatthemomenthesawafigurecomingforwardfromthelastlampatthebottomofthehill。Butthefigurespeedilyresolveditselfintothatofaboy,who,advancingtoJocelyn,inquiredifhewereMr。Pierston,andhandedhimanote。

1。IV。ALONELYPEDESTRIAN

WhentheboyhadgoneJocelynretracedhisstepstothelastlamp,andread,inAvice’shand:

’MYDEAREST,——IshallbesorryifIgrieveyouatallinwhatIamgoingtosayaboutourarrangementtomeetto-nightintheSandsfootruin。ButIhavefanciedthatmyseeingyouagainandagainlatelyisincliningyourfathertoinsist,andyouashisheirtofeel,thatweoughttocarryoutIslandCustominourcourting——yourpeoplebeingsucholdinhabitantsinanunbrokenline。Truthtosay,mothersupposesthatyourfather,fornaturalreasons,mayhavehintedtoyouthatweought。Now,thethingiscontrarytomyfeelings:itisnearlyleftoff;andIdonotthinkitgood,evenwherethereisproperty,asinyourcase,tojustifyit,inameasure。IwouldrathertrustinProvidence。

’Onthewhole,therefore,itisbestthatIshouldnotcome——ifonlyforappearances——andmeetyouatatimeandplacesuggestingthecustom,toothersthanourselves,atleast,ifknown。

’Iamsurethatthisdecisionwillnotdisturbyoumuch;thatyouwillunderstandmymodernfeelings,andthinknoworseofmeforthem。Anddear,ifitweretobedone,andwewereunfortunateinit,wemightbothhaveenougholdfamilyfeelingtothink,likeourforefathers,andpossiblyyourfather,thatwecouldnotmarryhonourably;andhencewemightbemadeunhappy。

’However,youwillcomeagainshortly,willyounot,dearJocelyn?——andthenthetimewillsoondrawonwhennomoregood-byeswillberequired。——Alwaysandeveryours,’AVICE。’

Jocelyn,havingreadtheletter,wassurprisedatthenaiveteitshowed,andatAviceandhermother’santiquatedsimplicityinsupposingthattobestillagraveandoperatingprinciplewhichwasabygonebarbarismtohimselfandotherabsenteesfromtheisland。Hisfather,asamoney-maker,mighthavepracticalwishesonthematterofdescendantswhichlentplausibilitytotheconjectureofAviceandhermother;buttoJocelynhehadneverexpressedhimselfinfavouroftheancientways,old-fashionedashewas。

Amusedthereforeatherregardofherselfasmodern,Jocelynwasdisappointed,andalittlevexed,thatsuchanunforeseenreasonshouldhavedeprivedhimofhercompany。Howtheoldideassurvivedundertheneweducation!

Thereaderisaskedtorememberthatthedate,thoughrecentinthehistoryoftheIsleofSlingers,wasmorethanfortyyearsago。

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Findingthattheeveningseemedlouring,yetindisposedtogobackandhireavehicle,hewentonquicklyalone。Insuchanexposedspotthenightwindwasgusty,andtheseabehindthepebblebarrierkickedandflouncedincomplexrhythms,whichcouldbetranslatedequallywellasshocksofbattleorshoutsofthanksgiving。

Presentlyonthepaleroadbeforehimhediscernedafigure,thefigureofawoman。HerememberedthatawomanpassedhimwhilehewasreadingAvice’sletterbythelastlamp,andnowhewasovertakingher。

HedidhopeforamomentthatitmightbeAvice,withachangedmind。

Butitwasnotshe,noranybodylikeher。Itwasataller,squarerformthanthatofhisbetrothed,andalthoughtheseasonwasonlyautumnshewaswrappedinfurs,orinthickandheavyclothingofsomekind。

Hesoonadvancedabreastofher,andcouldgetglimpsesofherprofileagainsttheroadsteadlights。Itwasdignified,arresting,thatofaveryJuno。Nothingmoreclassicalhadheeverseen。Shewalkedataswingingpace,yetwithsucheaseandpowerthattherewasbutlittledifferenceintheirrateofspeedforseveralminutes;andduringthistimeheregardedandconjectured。However,hewasabouttopassherbywhenshesuddenlyturnedandaddressedhim。

’MrPierston,Ithink,ofEastQuarriers?’

Heassented,andcouldjustdiscernwhatahandsome,commanding,imperiousfaceitwas——quiteofapiecewiththeproudtonesofhervoice。Shewasanewtypealtogetherinhisexperience;andheraccentwasnotsolocalasAvice’s。

’Canyoutellmethetime,please?’

Helookedathiswatchbytheaidofalight,andintellingherthatitwasaquarterpastsevenobserved,bythemomentarygleamofhismatch,thathereyeslookedalittleredandchafed,asifwithweeping。

’Mr。Pierston,willyouforgivewhatwillappearverystrangetoyou,I

daresay?Thatis,mayIaskyoutolendmesomemoneyforadayortwo?Ihavebeensofoolishastoleavemypurseonthedressing-

table。’

Itdidappearstrange:andyettherewerefeaturesintheyounglady’spersonalitywhichassuredhiminamomentthatshewasnotanimpostor。

Heyieldedtoherrequest,andputhishandinhispocket。Hereitremainedforamoment。Howmuchdidshemeanbythewords’somemoney’?TheJunonianqualityofherformandmannermadehimthrowhimselfbyanimpulseintoharmonywithher,andherespondedregally。

Hescentedaromance。Hehandedherfivepounds。

Hismunificencecausedhernoapparentsurprise。’Itisquiteenough,thankyou,’sheremarkedquietly,asheannouncedthesum,lestsheshouldbeunabletoseeitforherself。

Whileovertakingandconversingwithherhehadnotobservedthattherisingwind,whichhadproceededfrompuffingtogrowling,andfromgrowlingtoscreeching,withtheaccustomedsuddennessofitschangeshere,hadatlengthbroughtwhatitpromisedbythesevagaries——rain。

Thedrops,whichhadatfirsthittheirleftcheekslikethepelletsofapopgun,soonassumedthecharacterofarakingfusilladefromthebankadjoining,oneshotofwhichwassufficientlysmarttogothroughJocelyn’ssleeve。Thetallgirlturned,andseemedtobesomewhatconcernedatanonsetwhichshehadplainlynotforeseenbeforeherstarting。

’Wemusttakeshelter,’saidJocelyn。

’Butwhere?’saidshe。

Towindwardwasthelong,monotonousbank,tooobtuselypiledtoaffordascreen,overwhichtheycouldhearthecaninecrunchingofpebblesbytheseawithout;ontheirrightstretchedtheinnerbayorroadstead,thedistantriding-lightsoftheshipsnowdimandglimmering;behindthemafaintsparkhereandthereinthelowerskyshowedwheretheislandrose;beforetherewasnothingdefinite,andcouldbenothing,tilltheyreachedaprecariouswoodbridge,amilefurtheron,HenrytheEighth’sCastlebeingalittlefurtherstill。

Butjustwithinthesummitofthebank,whitherithadapparentlybeenhauledtobeoutofthewayofthewaves,wasoneofthelocalboatscalledlerrets,bottomupwards。Assoonastheysawitthepairranupthepebblyslopetowardsitbyasimultaneousimpulse。Theythenperceivedthatithadlaintherealongtime,andwerecomfortedtofinditcapableofaffordingmoreprotectionthananybodywouldhaveexpectedfromadistantview。Itformedashelterorstoreforthefishermen,thebottomofthelerretbeingtarredasaroof。Bycreepingunderthebows,whichoverhungthebankonpropstoleeward,theymadetheirwaywithin,where,uponsomethwarts,oars,andotherfragmentarywoodwork,layamassofdrynetting——awholesein。Uponthistheyscrambledandsatdown,throughinabilitytostandupright。

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Therainfelluponthekeeloftheoldlerretlikecornthrowninhandfulsbysomecolossalsower,anddarknesssetintoitsfullshade。

Theycrouchedsoclosetoeachotherthathecouldfeelherfursagainsthim。Neitherhadspokensincetheylefttheroadwaytillshesaid,withattemptedunconcern:’Thisisunfortunate。’

Headmittedthatitwas,andfound,afterafewfurtherremarkshadpassed,thatshecertainlyhadbeenweeping,therebeingasuppressedgaspofpassionatenessinherutterancenowandthen。

’Itismoreunfortunateforyou,perhaps,thanforme,’hesaid,’andI

amverysorrythatitshouldbeso。’

Sherepliednothingtothis,andheaddedthatitwasratheradesolateplaceforawoman,aloneandafoot。Hehopednothingserioushadhappenedtodragheroutatsuchanuntowardtime。

Atfirstsheseemednotatalldisposedtoshowanycandouronherownaffairs,andhewaslefttoconjectureastoherhistoryandname,andhowshecouldpossiblyhaveknownhim。But,astheraingavenottheleastsignofcessation,heobserved:’Ithinkweshallhavetogoback。’

’Never!’saidshe,andthefirmnesswithwhichsheclosedherlipswasaudibleintheword。

’Whynot?’heinquired。

’Therearegoodreasons。’

’Icannotunderstandhowyoushouldknowme,whileIhavenoknowledgeofyou。’

’Oh,butyouknowme——aboutme,atleast。’

’IndeedIdon’t。HowshouldI?Youareakimberlin。’

’Iamnot。Iamarealislander——orwas,rather……Haven’tyouheardoftheBest-BedStoneCompany?’

’Ishouldthinkso!Theytriedtoruinmyfatherbygettingawayhistrade——or,atleast,thefounderofthecompanydid——oldBencomb。’

’He’smyfather!’

’Indeed。IamsorryIshouldhavespokensodisrespectfullyofhim,forIneverknewhimpersonally。Aftermakingoverhislargebusinesstothecompany,heretired,Ibelieve,toLondon?’

’Yes。Ourhouse,orratherhis,notmine,isatSouthKensington。Wehavelivedthereforyears。ButwehavebeentenantsofSylvaniaCastle,ontheislandhere,thisseason。Wetookitforamonthortwooftheowner,whoisaway。’

’ThenIhavebeenstayingquitenearyou,MissBencomb。Myfather’sisacomparativelyhumbleresidencehardby。’

’Buthecouldaffordamuchbiggeroneifhechose。’

’Youhaveheardso?Idon’tknow。Hedoesn’ttellmemuchofhisaffairs。’

’Myfather,’sheburstoutsuddenly,’isalwaysscoldingmeformyextravagance!Andhehasbeendoingitto-daymorethanever。HesaidIgoshoppingintowntosimplyadiabolicalextent,andexceedmyallowance!’

’Wasthatthisevening?’

’Yes。AndthenitreachedsuchastormofpassionbetweenusthatI

pretendedtoretiretomyroomfortherestoftheevening,butI

slippedout;andIamnevergoingbackhomeagain。’

’Whatwillyoudo?’

’IshallgofirsttomyauntinLondon;andifshewon’thaveme,I’llworkforaliving。Ihaveleftmyfatherforever!WhatIshouldhavedoneifIhadnotmetyouIcannottell——ImusthavewalkedallthewaytoLondon,Isuppose。NowIshalltakethetrainassoonasIreachthemainland。’

’Ifyoueverdointhishurricane。’

’Imustsitheretillitstops。’

Andthereonthenetstheysat。PierstonknewofoldBencombashisfather’sbitterestenemy,whohadmadeagreatfortunebyswallowingupthesmallstone-merchants,buthadfoundJocelyn’ssireatrifletoobigtodigest——thelatterbeing,infact,thechiefrivaloftheBest-

BedCompanytothatday。JocelynthoughtitstrangethatheshouldbethrownbyfateintoapositiontoplaythesonoftheMontaguestothisdaughteroftheCapulets。

Astheytalkedtherewasamutualinstincttodroptheirvoices,andonthisaccounttheroarofthestormnecessitatedtheirdrawingquiteclosetogether。Somethingtendercameintotheirtonesasquarter-hourafterquarter-hourwenton,andtheyforgotthelapseoftime。Itwasquitelatewhenshestartedup,alarmedatherposition。

’Rainornorain,Icanstaynolonger,’shesaid。

’Docomeback,’saidhe,takingherhand。’I’llreturnwithyou。Mytrainhasgone。’

’No;Ishallgoon,andgetalodginginBudmouthtown,ifeverIreachit。’

’Itissolatethattherewillbenohouseopen,exceptalittleplacenearthestationwhereyouwon’tcaretostay。However,ifyouaredeterminedIwillshowyoutheway。Icannotleaveyou。Itwouldbetooawkwardforyoutogotherealone。’

Shepersisted,andtheystartedthroughthetwangingandspinningstorm。Thesearolledandrosesohighontheirleft,andwassonearthemontheirright,thatitseemedasiftheyweretraversingitsbottomliketheChildrenofIsrael。Nothingbutthefrailbankofpebblesdividedthemfromtheraginggulfwithout,andateverybangofthetideagainstitthegroundshook,theshingleclashed,thesprayrosevertically,andwasblownovertheirheads。Quantitiesofsea-

watertrickledthroughthepebblewall,andraninrivuletsacrosstheirpathtojointheseawithin。The’Island’wasanislandstill。

Theyhadnotrealizedtheforceoftheelementstillnow。Pedestrianshadoftenbeenblownintotheseahereabout,anddrowned,owingtoasuddenbreachinthebank;which,however,hadsomethingofasupernaturalpowerinbeingabletocloseupandjoinitselftogetheragainaftersuchdisruption,likeSatan’sformwhen,cutintwobytheswordofMichael,’Theetherealsubstanceclosed,Notlongdivisible。’

Herclothingofferedmoreresistancetothewindthanhis,andshewasconsequentlyinthegreaterdanger。Itwasimpossibletorefusehisprofferedaid。Firsthegavehisarm,butthewindtorethemapartaseasilyascoupledcherries。Hesteadiedherbodilybyencirclingherwaistwithhisarm;andshemadenoobjection。

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Somewhereaboutthistime——itmighthavebeensooner,itmighthavebeenlater——hebecameconsciousofasensationwhich,initsincipientandunrecognizedform,hadlurkedwithinhimfromsomeunnoticedmomentwhenhewassittingclosetohisnewfriendunderthelerret。Thoughayoungman,hewastoooldahandnottoknowwhatthiswas,andfeltalarmed——evendismayed。ItmeantapossiblemigrationoftheWell-

Beloved。Thethinghadnot,however,takenplace;andhewentonthinkinghowsoftandwarmtheladywasinherfurcovering,asheheldhersotightly;theonlydryspotsintheclothingofeitherbeingherleftsideandhisright,wheretheyexcludedtherainbytheirmutualpressure。

Assoonastheyhadcrossedtheferry-bridgetherewasalittlemoreshelter,buthedidnotrelinquishhisholdtillsherequestedhim。

Theypassedtheruinedcastle,andhavinglefttheislandfarbehindthemtrodmileaftermiletilltheydrewneartotheoutskirtsoftheneighbouringwatering-place。Intoittheyploddedwithoutpause,crossingtheharbourbridgeaboutmidnight,wettotheskin。

Hepitiedher,and,whilehewonderedatit,admiredherdetermination。

Thehousesfacingthebaynowshelteredthemcompletely,andtheyreachedthevicinityofthenewrailwayterminus(whichthestationwasatthisdate)withoutdifficulty。Ashehadsaid,therewasonlyonehouseopenhereabout,alittletemperanceinn,wherethepeoplestayedupforthearrivalofthemorningmailandpassengersfromtheChannelboats。Theirapplicationforadmissionledtothewithdrawalofabolt,andtheystoodwithinthegaslightofthepassage。

Hecouldseenowthatthoughshewassuchafinefigure,quiteastallashimself,shewasbutinthebloomofyoungwomanhood。Herfacewascertainlystriking,thoughratherbyitsimperiousnessthanitsbeauty;

andthebeatingofthewindandrainandsprayhadinflamedhercheekstopeonyhues。

ShepersistedinthedeterminationtogoontoLondonbyanearlymorningtrain,andhethereforeofferedadviceonlessermattersonly。

’Inthatcase,’hesaid,’youmustgouptoyourroomandsenddownyourthings,thattheymaybedriedbythefireimmediately,ortheywillnotbeready。Iwilltelltheservanttodothis,andsendyouupsomethingtoeat。’

Sheassentedtohisproposal,without,however,showinganymarksofgratitude;andwhenshehadgonePierstondespatchedherthelightsupperpromisedbythesleepygirlwhowas’nightporter’atthisestablishment。Hefeltravenouslyhungryhimself,andsetaboutdryinghisclothesaswellashecould,andeatingatthesametime。

Atfirsthewasindoubtwhattodo,butsoondecidedtostaywherehewastillthemorrow。Bytheaidofsometemporarywraps,andsomeslippersfromthecupboard,hewascontrivingtomakehimselfcomfortablewhenthemaid-servantcamedownstairswithadamparmfulofwoman’sraiment。

Pierstonwithdrewfromthefire。Themaid-servantkneltdownbeforetheblazeandheldupwithextendedarmsoneofthehabilimentsoftheJunoupstairs,fromwhichacloudofsteambegantorise。Assheknelt,thegirlnoddedforward,recoveredherself,andnoddedagain。

’Youaresleepy,mygirl,’saidPierston。

’Yes,sir;Ihavebeenupalongtime。WhennobodycomesIliedownonthecouchintheotherroom。’

’ThenI’llrelieveyouofthat;goandliedownintheotherroom,justasifwewerenothere。I’lldrytheclothingandputthearticleshereinaheap,whichyoucantakeuptotheyoungladyinthemorning。’

The’nightporter’thankedhimandlefttheroom,andhesoonheardhersnoringfromtheadjoiningapartment。ThenJocelynopenedproceedings,overhaulingtherobesandextendingthemonebyone。Asthesteamwentuphefellintoareverie。Heagainbecameconsciousofthechangewhichhadbeeninitiatedduringthewalk。TheWell-Belovedwasmovinghouse——hadgoneovertothewearerofthisattire。

Inthecourseoftenminutesheadoredher。

AndhowaboutlittleAviceCaro?Hedidnotthinkofherasbefore。

HewasnotsurethathehadeverseentherealBelovedinthatfriendofhisyouth,solicitousashewasforherwelfare。But,lovingherornot,heperceivedthatthespirit,emanation,idealism,whichcalleditselfhisLovewasflittingstealthilyfromsomeremoterfiguretothenearoneinthechamberoverhead。

Avicehadnotkeptherengagementtomeethiminthelonelyruin,fearingherownimaginings。Buthe,infact,morethanshe,hadbeeneducatedoutoftheislandinnocencethathadupheldoldmanners;andthiswasthestrangeconsequenceofAvice’smisapprehension。

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