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OLOVEWILLVENTUREIN!

THEMANBETWEEN

CHAPTERI

THEthingthatIknowleastaboutismybeginning。ForitispossibletointroduceEthelRawdoninsomanypicturesquewaysthatthechoiceisembarrassing,andforcesmetotheconclusionthattheactualcircumstances,thoughcommonplace,maybethemostsuitable。Certainlytheeventsthatshapeourlivesareseldomusheredinwithpomporceremony;theystealuponusunannounced,andbegintheirworkwithoutgivinganypremonitionoftheirimportance。

ConsequentlyEthelhadnoideawhenshereturnedhomeonenightfromaratherstupidentertainmentthatshewasabouttoopenanewandimportantchapterofherlife。

Hithertothatlifehadbeenoneofthesweetestandsimplestcharacter——thelessonsandsportsofchildhoodandgirlhoodhadclaimedhernineteenyears;andEthelwasjustatthatwonderfulagewhen,thebrookandtheriverhavingmet,shewasfeelingthefirstswellofthoseirresistibletideswhichwouldcarryherdaybydaytothehavenofalldays。

ItwasSaturdaynightintheJanuaryof1900,vergingtowardtwelveo’clock。Whensheenteredherroom,shesawthatoneofthewindowswasopen,andshestoodamomentortwoatit,lookingacrossthestraightmilesofwhitelights,inwhoseilluminedshadowsthousandsofsleeperswereholdingtheirlivesinpause。

"ItisnotNewYorkatall,"shewhispered,"itissomemagicalcitythatIhaveseen,buthavenevertrod。Itwillvanishaboutsixo’clockinthemorning,andtherewillbeonlycommonstreets,fullofcommonpeople。Ofcourse,"andheresheclosedthewindowandleisurelyremovedheroperacloak,"ofcourse,thisisonlydreaming,buttodreamwaking,ortodreamsleeping,isverypleasant。

Indreamswecanhavemenaswelikethem,andwomenaswewantthem,andmakealltheworldhappyandbeautiful。"

Shewasinnohurryoffeelingormovement。

Shehadbeeninacrowdforsomehours,andwasgladtobequitealoneandtalktoherselfalittle。Itwasalsosorestfultograduallyrelinquishalltherestraininggaudsoffashionableattire,andassheleisurelyperformedtheseduties,sheenteredintoconversationwithherownheart——talkedoverwithittheeventsofthepastweek,anddecidedthatitsfretlessdays,fullofgoodthings,hadbeen,fromthebeginningtotheend,sweetasacupofnewmilk。Forawoman’sheartisverytalkative,andrequireslittletomakeiteloquentinitsownway。

Inthemidstofthisintimatecompanionshipsheturnedherhead,andsawtwoletterslyinguponatable。Sheroseandliftedthem。Onewasaninvitationtoastudioreception,andsheletitflutterindeterminatelyfromherhand;theotherwasbothfamiliarandappealing;

noneofhercorrespondentsbutDoraDenningusedthatpeculiarshadeofbluepaper,andsheinstantlybegantowonderwhyDorahadwrittentoher。

"Isawheryesterdayafternoon,"shereflected,"andshetoldmeeverythingshehadtotell——andwhatdoesshe-meanbysuchatantalizingmessageasthis?`DearestEthel:I

havethemostextraordinarynews。Cometomeimmediately。Dora。’HowexactlylikeDora!"shecommented。"Cometomeim-

mediately——whetheryouareinbedorasleep——whetheryouaresickorwell——whetheritismidnightorhighnoon——cometomeimmediately。

Well,Dora,Iamgoingtosleepnow,andto-morrowisSunday,andIneverknowwhatviewfatherisgoingtotakeofSunday。

Hemayaskmetogotochurchwithhim,andhemaynot。Hemaywantmetodriveintheafternoon,andagainhemaynot;butSundayisfather’shomeday,andRuthandImakeapointofobliginghiminregardtoit。Thatisoneofourfamilyprinciples;andagirloughttohaveafewprinciplesofconductinvolvingself-denial。AuntRuthsays,`Lifecannotstanderectwithoutself-denial,’andauntisusuallyright——butIdowonderwhatDorawants!Icannotimaginewhatextraordinarynewshascome。Imusttryandseeherto-morrow——itmaybedifficult——butI

mustmaketheeffort"——andwiththissatisfyingresolutionsheeasilyfellasleep。

Whensheawokethechurchbellswereringingandsheknewthatherfatherandauntwouldhavebreakfasted。Thefeetdidnottroubleher。Itwasanaccidentalsleep-over;

shehadnotplannedit,andcircumstanceswouldtakecareofthemselves。Inanycase,shehadnofearofrebuke。NoonewasevercrosswithEthel。ItwasamatterofprettygeneralbeliefthatwhateverEtheldidwasjustright。Soshedressedherselfbecominglyinaclothsuit,and,withherplumedhatonherhead,wentdowntoseewhatthedayhadtoofferher。

"Thefirstthingiscoffee,andthen,allbeingagreeable,Dora。Ishallnotlookfurtherahead,"shethought。

Assheenteredtheroomshecalled"Goodmorning!"andhervoicewaslikethevoiceofthebirdswhentheycall"Spring!";andherfacewasradiantwithsmiles,andthetouchofherlipsandtheclaspofherhandwarmwithloveandlife;andherfatherandauntforgotthatshewaslate,andthatherbreakfastwasyettoorder。

Shetookupthereproachherself。"Iamsosorry,AuntRuth。Ionlywantacupofcoffeeandaroll。"

"Mydear,youcannotgowithoutaproperbreakfast。Nevermindthehour。Whatwouldyoulikebest?"

"Youaresogood,Ruth。Ishouldlikeanicebreakfast——abreastofchickenandmushrooms,andsomehotmuffinsandmarmaladewoulddo。Howcomfortableyoulookhere!

Father,youareburiedinnewspapers。Isanyonegoingtochurch?"

RuthorderedthedesiredbreakfastandMr。

Rawdontookouthiswatch——"Iamafraidyouhavedelayedustoolongthismorning,Ethel。"

"AmItobethescapegoat?Now,Idonotbelieveanyonewantedtogotochurch。Ruthhadherbook,you,thenewspapers。Itiswarmandpleasanthere,itiscoldandwindyoutside。

Iknowwhatconfessionwouldbemade,ifhonestywerethefashion。"

"Well,mylittlegirl,honestyisthefashioninthishouse。Ibelieveingoingtochurch。

ReligionistheMotherofDuty,andweshouldallmakeasadmessoflifewithoutduty。Isnotthatso,Ruth?"

"Truthitself,Edward;butreligionisnotgoingtochurchandlisteningtosermons。

ThosewhobuilttheoldcathedralsofEuropehadnoideathatsittingincomfortablepewsandlisteningtosomemantalkingwasworshipingGod。ThosegreatnaveswereintendedformenandwomentostandorkneelinbeforeGod。Andtherewerenohighorlowstandingorkneelingplaces;allwereonalevelbeforeHim。ItisourmodernProtestantismwhichhasbroughtinlazylollingincushionedpews;andthegallery,whichmakesachurchaslikeaplayhouseaspossible!"

"Whatareyouaimingat,Ruth?"

"Ionlymeanttosay,IwouldlikegoingtochurchmuchbetterifwewentsolelytopraiseGod,andentreatHismercy。Idonotcaretohearsermons。"

"MydearRuth,sermonsarealargefactinoursocialeconomy。Whenamillionortwoarepreachedeveryyear,theyhaveastrongclaimonourattention。Touseatradephrase,sermonsarefirm,andIbelieveamoderatetaxonthemwouldyieldanastonishingincome。"

"Seehowyoutalkofthem,Edward;asiftheywereacommercialcommodity。Ifyourespectedthem————"

"Ido。Igrantthemasteadypneumaticpressureintheregionofmorals,andevenfaith。Picturetoyourself,Ruth,NewYorkwithoutsermons。Thedearoldcitywouldbelikeashipwithoutballast,heelingoverwitheverywind,andlettinginthewatersofimmoralityandscepticism。RemovethispulpitbalancejustforoneweekfromNewYorkCity,andwhereshouldwebe?"

"Wellthen,"saidEthel,"theclergyoughttogiveNewYorkafirst-ratearticleinsermons,eitherofhomeorforeignmanufacture。

NewYorkexpectstheverybestofeverything;

andwhenshegetsit,sheopensherheartandherpocketbookenjoysit,andpaysforit。"

"Thatisthetruth,Ethel。IwasthinkingofyourgrandmotherRawdon。Youhaveyourhaton——areyougoingtoseeher?"

"IamgoingtoseeDoraDenning。Ihadanurgentnotefromherlastnight。Shesaysshehas`extraordinarynews’andbegsmeto`cometoherimmediately。’Icannotimaginewhathernewsis。IsawherFridayafternoon。"

"Shehasanewpoodle,oranewlover,oranewwayofcrimpingherhair,"suggestedRuthBayardscornfully。"Sheimposesonyou,Ethel;whydoyousubmittoherselfishness?"

"IsupposebecauseIhavebecomeusedtoit。FouryearsagoIbegantotakeherpart,whenthegirlsteasedandtormentedherintheschoolroom,andIhavebig-sisteredhereversince。Isupposewegettolovethosewhomakeuskindandgiveustrouble。Doraisnotperfect,butIlikeherbetterthananyfriendIhave。Andshemustlikeme,forsheasksmyadviceabouteverythinginherlife。"

"Doesshetakeit?"

"Yes——generally。SometimesIhavetomakehertakeit。"

"Shehasamother。Whydoesshenotgotoher?"

"Mrs。Denningknowsnothingaboutcertainsubjects。IamDora’ssocialgodmother,andshemustdressandbehaveasItellhertodo。PoorMrs。Denning!Iamsosorryforher——anothercupofcoffee,Ruth——itisnotverystrong。"

"WhyshouldyoubesorryforMrs。Denning,Herhusbandisenormouslyrich——shelivesinapalace,andhasacrowdofmenandwomenservantstowaituponher——carriages,horses,motorcars,whatnot,athercommand。"

"Yetreally,Ruth,sheisamostunhappywoman。InthatlittleWesterntownfromwhichtheycame,shewaseverybody。Sheranthechurches,andwaschairwomaninalltheclubs,andPresidentoftheTemperanceUnion,andmanagerofeveryreligious,social,andpoliticalfestival;andherdayswerefulltothebrimofjustthethingsshelikedtodo。

Herdresstherewasconsideredmagnificent;

peoplebeggedherforpatterns,andregardedherastheveryglassoffashion。ServantsthoughtitagreatprivilegetobeemployedontheDenningplace,andsheorderedherhouseandmanagedherhalf-scoreofmenandmaidswithpleasantautocracy。NOW!Well,Iwilltellyouhowitis,NOW。Shesitsalldayinhersplendidrooms,orridesoutinhercarorcarriage,andnooneknowsher,andofcoursenoonespeakstoher。Mr。DenninghashisWallStreetfriends————"

"Andenemies,"interruptedJudgeRawdon。

"Andenemies!Youareright,father。

Butheenjoysoneasmuchastheother——thatis,hewouldaswillinglyfighthisenemiesasfeasthisfriends。HesaysabigdayinWallStreetmakeshimalivefromheadtofoot。

Hereallylookshappy。BryceDenninghasgotintotwoclubs,andhismoneypasseshim,forheplays,andiswillingtoloveprudently。

ButnoonecaresaboutMrs。Denning。Sheisquiteold——forty-five,Idaresay;andsheisstout,anddoesnotwearthecolorsandstylesheoughttowear——noneofherthingshavetheright`look,’andofcourseIcannotadviseamatron。Then,herfineEnglishservantstakeherhouseoutofherhands。Sheisafraidofthem。Thebutlersuavelytriestoinformher;thehousekeeperremovedthewhitecrotchetedscarfsandthingsfromthegildedchairs,andIamsureMrs。Denninghadaheartacheabouttheirloss;butshesawthattheyhadalsovanishedfromDora’sparlor,soshetookthehint,andacceptedthelesson。

Really,herhumilityandisolationarepitiful。

Iamgoingtoaskgrandmothertogoandseeher。Grandmothermighttakehertochurch,andgetDr。SimpsonandMrs。Simpsontointroduceher。Hermoneyandadaptabilitywoulddotherest。There,Ihavehadagoodbreakfast,thoughIwaslate。Itisnotalwaystheearlybirdthatgetschickenandmushrooms。

NowIwillgoandseewhatDorawants"——andliftingherfurswithasmile,anda"Goodmorning!"equallycharming,shedisappeared。

"Didyounoticehervoice,Ruth?"askedJudgeRawdon。Whatatonethereisinher`goodmorning!’"

"Thereisatoneineveryone’sgoodmorning,Edward。Ithinkpeople’ssalutationssettomusicwouldrevealtheirinmostcharacter。

Ethel’sgoodmorningsaysinDmajor`Howgoodistheday!’andhergoodnightdropsintotheminorthird,andsayspensively`Howsweetisthenight!’"

"Nay,Ruth,Idon’tunderstandallthat;

butIdounderstandthevoice。Itgoesstraighttomyheart。"

"Andtomyheartalso,Edward。Ithinktoothereisameasuredmusic,acentraltimeandtune,ineverylife。Quick,melodiousnatureslikeEthel’sneverwanderfarfromtheirkeynote,andarethereforejoyouslyset;whileslow,irresolutepeopledeviatefar,andonlycomebackafterpainfuldissonancesandfrequentchanges。"

"Youaregenerallyright,Ruth,evenwhereIcannotfollowyou。IhopeEthelwillbehomefordinner。IlikemySundaydinnerwithbothofyou,andImaybringmymotherbackwithme。"

Thenhesaid"Goodmorning"withanintentionalcheerfulness,andRuthwasleftalonewithherbook。Shegaveamoment’sthoughttothevalueofgoodexample,andthenwithasighofcontentlethereyesrestonthewordsEthel’spresencehadforawhilesilenced:

"Iamfilledwithasenseofsweetnessandwonderthatsuch,littlethingscanmakeamortalsoexceedinglyrich。ButIconfessthatthechiefestofallmydelightsisstillthereligious。"(TheodoreParker。)Shereadthewordsagain,thenclosedhereyesandletthehoneyofsomesacredmemorysatisfyhersoul。

Andinthosefewminutesofreverie,RuthBayardrevealedthekeynoteofherbeing。

Wanderingsfromit,causedbytheexigenciesanddutiesoflife,frequentlyoccurred;butshequicklyreturnedtoitscentralandcontrollingharmony;andherserenityandpoisewerethereforeasnaturalaswasherniece’sjoyousnessandhope。Norwasherreligiouscharactertheresultoftemperament,orofasecludedlife。RuthBayardwasawomanofthoughtandculture,andwiseinthewaysoftheworld,butnotworldly。Herpersonalitywasveryattractive,shehadagoodform,anagreeableface,speakinggrayeyes,andbrownhair,softandnaturallywavy。ShewasadistantcousinofEthel’smother,buthadbeenbroughtupwithherinthesamehousehold,andalwaysregardedherasasister,andEthelneverrememberedthatshewasonlyherauntbyadoption。Tenyearsolderthanherniece,shehadmotheredherwithawiseandlovingpatience,andherthoughtsneverwanderedlongorfarfromthegirl。

Consequently,shesoonfoundherselfwonderingwhatreasontherecouldbeforDoraDenning’surgency。

InthemeantimeEthelhadreachedherfriend’sresidenceanewbuildingofunusualsizeandveryornatearchitecture。LiveriedfootmenandwaitingwomenbowedherwithmuteattentiontoMissDenning’ssuite,anabsolutelyprivatearrangementoffiverooms,marvelouslyfurnishedfortheyounglady’scomfortanddelight。Thewindowsofherparloroverlookedthepark,andshewasstandingatoneofthemasEthelenteredtheroom。Inapassionofwelcominggladnesssheturnedtoher,exclaiming:"Ihavebeenwatchingforyouhoursandhours,Ethel。I

havethemostwonderfulthingtotellyou。I

amsohappy!Sohappy!NoonewaseverashappyasIam。"

ThenEtheltookbothherhands,and,astheystoodtogether,shelookedintentlyatherfriend。Somenewcharmtransfiguredherface;forherdark,gazelleeyeswerenotmorelambentthanhercheeks,thoughinadifferentway;whileherblackhairinitspicturesquelyarrangeddisorderseemedinstinctwithlife,andhardlytoberestrained。Shewasconstantlypushingitback,caressingorarrangingit;andherwhite,slenderfingers,sparklingwithjewels,movedamongthecrimpedandwavylocks,asiftherewasanintelligentsympathybetweenthem。

"Howbeautifulyouareto-day,Dora!

Whohasworkedwondersonyou?"

"BasilStanhope。Helovesme!Helovesme!Hetoldmesolastnight——inthesweetestwordsthatwereeveruttered。Ishallneverforgetoneofthem——never,aslongasIlive!

Letussitdown。Iwanttotellyoueverything。"

"Iamastonished,Dora!"

"Sowasmother,andfather,andBryce。

Noonesuspectedouraffection。Motherusedtogrumbleaboutmygoing`atallhours’toSt。Jude’schurch;butthatwasbecauseSt。

Jude’sissoveryHighChurch,andmotherisaMethodistEpiscopal。Itwasthemorningandeveningprayerssheobjectedto。Noonehadanysuspicionoftheclergyman。Oh,Ethel,heissohandsome!Sogood!Soclever!Ithinkeverywomaninthechurchisinlovewithhim。"

"Thenifheisagoodman,hemustbeveryunhappy。"

"Ofcourseheisquiteignorantoftheiradmiration,andthereforequiteinnocent。I

amtheonlywomanheloves,andheneverevenremembersmewhenheisinthesacredoffice。Ifyoucouldseehimcomeoutofthevestryinhiswhitesurplice,withhisraptfaceandpropheticeyes。Somystical!Sobeautiful!

YouwouldnotwonderthatIworshiphim。"

"ButIdonotunderstand——howdidyoumeethimsocially?"

"ImethimatMrs。Taylor’sfirst。ThenhespoketomeonemorningasIcameoutofchurch,andthenextmorninghewalkedthroughtheparkwithme。Andafterthat——

allwaseasyenough。"

"Isee。Whatdoesyourfatherandmotherthink——orrather,whatdotheysay?"

"Fatheralwayssayswhathethinks,andmotherthinksandsayswhatIdo。Thisconditionsimplifiedmattersverymuch。Basilwrotetofather,andyesterdayafterdinnerhehadaninterviewwithhim。Iexpectedit,andwasquitepreparedforanyclimaxthatmightcome。Iworemyloveliestwhitefrock,andhadliliesofthevalleyinmyhairandonmybreast;andfathercalledme`hislittleangel’

andpiouslywondered`howIcouldbehisdaughter。’AlldinnertimeItriedtobeangelic,andafterdinnerIsang`LittleBoyBlue’andsomeofthesongsheloves;andI

felt,whenBasil’scardcamein,thatIhadpreparedtheproperatmospherefortheinterview。"

"Youarereallyveryclever,Dora。"

"Itriedtocontinuesingingandplaying,butIcouldnot;thenotesallrantogether,thewordswerelost。Iwenttomother’ssideandputmyhandinhers,andshesaidsoftly:`I

canhearyourfatherstormingalittle,buthewillsettledownthequickerforit。IdaresayhewillbringMr。Stanhopeinherebeforelong。"

"Didhe?"

"No。ThatwasBryce’sfault。HowBrycehappenedtobeinthehouseatthathour,I

cannotimagine;butitseemstobenaturalforhimtodropintoanyinterviewwherehecanmaketrouble。However,itturnedoutallforthebest,forwhenmotherheardBryce’svoiceabovealltheothersounds,shesaid,`ComeDora,weshallhavetointerferenow。’ThenIwasdelighted。Iwasangelicallydressed,andIfeltequaltotheinterview。"

"Doyoureallymeanthatyoujoinedthethreequarrelingmen?"

"Ofcourse。Motherwasquitecalm——calmenoughtofreezeatempest——butshegavefatheralookhecomprehended。ThensheshookhandswithBasil,andwouldhavemadesomeremarktoBryce,butwithhisusualimpertinencehetooktheinitiative,andtoldhe:

veryauthoritativelyto`retireandtakemewithher’——callingmethat`demurelittleflirt’inatonethatwasveryoffensive。Youshouldhaveseenfatherblazeintoangerathiswords。HetoldBrycetorememberthat`Mr。

BenDenningownedthehouse,andthatBrycehadfourorfiveroomsinitbyhiscourtesy。’

Hesaidalsothatthe`ladiespresentwereMr。BenDenning’swifeanddaughter,andthatitwasimpertinentinhimtoorderthemoutofhisparlor,wheretheywerealwayswelcome。’Brycewaswhitewithpassion,butheansweredinhisaffectedway——`Sir,thatslygirlwithherpretendedpietyandhersneakofaloverismysister,andIshallnotpermithertodisgracemyfamilywithoutmakingaprotest。’"

"Andthen?"

"Ibegantocry,andIputmyarmsaroundfather’sneckandsaidhemustdefendme;

thatIwasnot`sly,’andBasilwasnot`asneak,’andfatherkissedme,andsaidhewouldsettlewithanyman,andeveryman,whopresumedtocallmeeitherslyoraflirt。"

"IthinkMr。Denningactedbeautifully。

WhatdidBrycesay?"

"HeturnedtoBasil,andsaid:`Mr。Stanhope,ifyouarenotacad,youwillleavethehouse。Youhavenorighttointrudeyourselfintofamilyaffairsandfamilyquarrels。’

Basilhadseatedmother,andwasstandingwithonehandonthebackofherchair,andhedidnotanswerBryce——therewasnoneed,fatheransweredquickenough。HesaidMr。

Stanhopehadaskedtobecomeoneofthefamily,andforhisparthewouldwelcomehimfreely;andthenheaskedmotherifshewasofhismind,andmothersmiledandreachedherhandbackwardtoBasil。Thenfatherkissedmeagain,andsomehowBasil’sarmwasroundme,andIknowIlookedlovely——

almostlikeabride!Oh,Ethel,itwasjustheavenly!"

"Iamsureitwas。DidBryceleavetheroomthen?"

"Yes;hewentoutinapassion,declaringhewouldnevernoticemeagain。ThismorningatbreakfastIsaidIwassorryBrycefeltsohurt,butfatherwassureBrycewouldfindplentyofconsolationinthefactthathisdisapprovalofmychoicewouldexcusehimfromgivingmeaweddingpresent。YouknowBryceisameanlittlemiser!"

"Onthecontrary,Ithoughthewasvery;

luxuriousandextravagant。"

"WhereBryceisconcerned,yes;towardeveryoneelsehisconductistoomeantoconsider。Why,fathermakeshimanallowanceof$20,000ayearandheemptiesfather’scigarboxeswheneverhecandosowithout————"

"LetustalkaboutMr。Stanhopeheisfarmoreinteresting。Whenareyougoingtomarryhim?"

"IntheSpring。FatherisgoingtogivemesomemoneyandIhavethefortuneGrandmotherCahillleftme。Ithasbeenwellinvested,andfathertoldmethismorningI

wasafairlyrichlittlewoman。Basilhassomeprivatefortune,alsohisstipend——weshalldoverywell。Basil’sfamilyisoneofthefinestamongtheoldBostonaristocrats,andheiscloselyconnectedwiththeEnglishStanhopes,whorankwiththegreatestofthenobility。"

"IwishAmericanswouldlearntorelyontheirownnobility。IamtiredoftheireverlastingattemptstograftonsomeEnglishnoblefamily。Nomatterhowgreatorcleveramanmaybe,youaresuretoreadofhisdescentfromsomeScottishchieforEnglishearl。"

"Theycan’thelptheirdescent,Ethel。"

"Theyneednotpinalltheyhavedoneontoit。Oftenfatherfretsmeinthesameway。

Ifhewinsadifficultcase,hedoesitnaturally,becauseheisaRawdon。Heishandsome,gentlemanly,honorable,evenaperfecthorseman,allbecause,beingaRawdon,hewasbynatureandinheritancecompelledtosuchperfection。

Itisveryprovoking,Dora,andifI

wereyouIwouldnotallowBasiltobeginasongabout`theEnglishStanhopes。’AuntRuthandIgetverytiredoftenoftheEnglishRawdons,andarereallythankfulfortheseparatingAtlantic。"

"Idon’tthinkIshallfeelinthatway,Ethel。Ilikethenobility;sodoesfather,hesaystheDenningsareafineoldfamily。"

"WhytalkofgenealogieswhenthereissuchamanasBasilStanhopetoconsider?

LetusgranthimperfectionandagreethatheistomarryyouintheSpring;wellthen,thereistheceremony,andtheweddinggarments!

Ofcourseitistobeachurchwedding?"

"WeshallbemarriedinBasil’sownchurch。Icanhardlyeatorsleepforthinkingofthejoyandthetriumphofit!Therewillbewomentherereadytoeattheirheartswithenvy——Ibelieveindeed,Ethel,thateverywomaninthechurchisinlovewithBasil。"

"Youhavesaidthatbefore,andIamsureyouarewrong。Agreatmanyofthemaremarriedandareinlovewiththeirownhusbands;

andthekindofgirlswhogotoSt。

Jude’sarenotthekindwhomarryclergymen。

Mr。Stanhope’swholeincomewouldhardlybuytheirglovesandparasols。"

"Idon’tthinkyouarepleasedthatIamgoingtomarry。YoumustnotbejealousofBasil。Ishallloveyoujustthesame。"

"Undernoconditions,Dora,wouldIallowjealousytotroublemylife。Allthesame,youwillnotlovemeafteryourmarriageasyouhavelovedmeinthepast。Ishallnotexpectit。"

Passionatedenialsofthisassertion,reminiscencesofthepast,assurancesforthefuturefollowed,andEthelacceptedthemwithoutdisputeandwithoutfaith。ButsheunderstoodthatthemerecircumstanceofherengagementwasallthatDoracouldmanageatpresent;andthatthedetailsofthemarriagemergedthemselvesconstantlyinthewonderfulfactthatBasilStanhopelovedher,andthatsometime,notfaroff,shewasgoingtobehiswife。Thisjoyfulcertaintyfilledherheartandhercomprehension,andshehadanaturalreluctancetosubjectittothedetailsofthesocialandreligiousceremoniesnecessary,Suchthingspermittedotherstoparticipateinherjoy,andsheresentedtheidea。ForatimeshewishedtokeepherloverinaworldwherenootherthoughtmighttroublethethoughtofDora。

Ethelunderstoodherfriend’smood,andwasratherrelievedwhenhercarriagearrived。

ShefeltthatherpresencewaspreventingDora’sabsolutesurrenderofherselftothoughtsofherlover,andallthewayhomeshemarveledatthegirl’sinfatuation,andwonderedifitwouldbepossibleforhertofallintosuchadotageofloveforanyman。Sheansweredthisquerypositively——

"No,ifIshouldlosemyheart,Ishallnotthereforelosemyhead"——andthen,beforeshecouldfinishassuringherselfofherdeterminatewisdom,somemockinglinesshehadoftenquotedtolove-sickgirlswentlaughingthroughhermemory——

"OWoman!Woman!Oourfrail,frailsex!

Nowondertragediesaremadefromus!

Alwaysthesame——nothingbutlovesandcradles。"

ShefoundRuthBayarddressedfordinner,butherfatherwasnotpresent。Thatwassatisfactory,forhewasalwaysalittleimpatientwhenthetalkwasofloversandweddings;andjustthenthistopicwasuppermostinEthel’smind。

"Ruth,"shesaid,"Doraisengaged,"

andtheninafewsentencesshetoldthelittleromanceDorahadlivedforthepastyear,anditshappyculmination。"Settingmoneyaside,Ithinkhewillmakeaverysuitablehusband。Whatdoyouthink,Ruth?"

"FromwhatIknowofMr。Stanhope,I

shoulddoubtit。Iamsurehewillputhisdutiesbeforeeveryearthlything,andIamsureDorawillobjecttothat。ThenIwonderifDoraismadeonapatternlargeenoughtobethemoneyedpartnerinmatrimony。I

shouldthinkMr。Stanhopewasaproudman。"

"DorasaysheisconnectedwiththeEnglishnoblefamilyofStanhopes。"

"WeshallcertainlyhavealltheconnectionsoftheEnglishnobilityinAmericaverysoonnow——butwhydoeshemarryDora?Isithermoney?"

"Ithinknot。IhaveheardfromvarioussourcessomefinethingsofBasilStanhope。

TherearemanyrichergirlsthanDorainSt。

Jude’s。Idaresaysomeoneofthemwouldhavemarriedhim。"

"Youaremistaken。DoyouthinkMargeryStarey,JaneLewes,oranyofthegirlsoftheirorderwouldmarryamanwithafewthousandsayear?Andtomarryforloveisbeyondthefrontiersofsuchwomen’sintelligence。

Intheircreedahusbandisabanker,notamantobelovedandcaredfor。YouknowhowmuchofabankerMr。Stanhopecouldbe。"

"BryceDenningisveryangryatwhatheevidentlyconsidershissister’smesalliance。"

"IfMr。StanhopeisconnectedwiththeEnglishStanhopes,themesalliancemustbelaidtohischarge。"

"IndeedtheDenningshavesomepretensestogoodlineage,andBrycespokeofhissister`disgracinghisfamilybyhercontemplatedmarriage。’"

"Hisfamily!MydearEthel,hisgrandfatherwasamanufactureroftintacks。AndnowthatwehavegotasfarawayastheDenning’sgrandfather,supposewedropthesubject。"

"Content;IamalittletiredoftheclanDenning——thatistheiroriginalnameDorasays。Iwillgonowanddressfordinner。"

ThenRuthroseandlookedinquisitivelyaroundtheroom。Itwasasshewishedittobe——theveryexpressionofelegantcomfort——warmandlight,andholdingthescentofroses:aplaceofdeep,largechairswithnooddsandendstoworryabout,aroomtoloungeandchatin,andwherethelasttouchofperfecthomefreedomwasgivenbyabigmastiffwho,havingheardthedoor-bellring,strolledintoseewhohadcalled。

CHAPTERII

DURINGdinnerbothRuthandEthelwereawareofsomesub-interestintheJudge’smanner;hisabsent-mindednesswasunusual,andonceRuthsawafaintsmilethatnothingevidentcouldhaveinduced。Unconsciouslyalsohesetatoneofconstraintandhurry;

themealwasnotloiteredover,theconversationflagged,andallrosefromthetablewithasenseofrelief;perhaps,indeed,withafeelingofexpectation。

Theyenteredtheparlortogether,andthemastiffrosetomeetthem,askingpermissiontoremainwiththelittlecoaxingpushofhisnosewhichbroughtthereadyanswer:

"Certainly,Sultan。Makeyourselfcomfortable。"

Thentheygroupedthemselvesroundthefire,andtheJudgelithiscigarandlookedatEthelinawaythatinstantlybroughtcuriositytothequestion:

"Youhaveasecret,father,"shesaid。

"Isitaboutgrandmother?"

"Itisnewsratherthanasecret,Ethel。

Andgrandmotherhasagooddealtodowithit,foritisaboutherfamily——theMostyns。"

"Oh!"

ThetoneofEthel’s"Oh!"wasnotencouraging,andRuth’slookofinterestheldinabeyancewasjustaschilling。Butsomethinglikethisattitudehadbeenexpected,andJudgeRawdonwasnotdiscouragedbyit;heknewthatyouthiscapableofgreatandsuddenchanges,andthatitsabilitytofindreasonablemotivesforthemisunlimited,sohecalmlycontinued:

"Youareawarethatyourgrandmother’snamebeforemarriagewasRachelMostyn?"

"Ihaveseenitathousandtimesatthebottomofhersampler,father,theonethatisframedandhanginginhermorningroom——

RachelMostyn,November,AnnoDomini,1827。"

"Verywell。ShemarriedGeorgeRawdon,andtheycametoNewYorkin1834。

TheyhadaprettyhouseontheBowlingGreenandlivedveryhappilythere。Iwasbornin1850,theyoungestoftheirchildren。

YouknowthatIsignmynameEdwardM。

Rawdon;itisreallyEdwardMostynRawdon。"

Hepaused,andRuthsaid,"IsupposeMrs。Rawdonhashadsomenewsfromheroldhome?"

"Shehadaletterlastnight,andIshallprobablyreceiveoneto-morrow。FrederickMostyn,hergrand-nephew,iscomingtoNewYork,andSquireRawdon,ofRawdonManor,writestorecommendtheyoungmantoourhospitality。"

"Butyousurelydonotintendtoinvitehimhere,Edward。Ithinkthatwouldnotdo。"

"HeisgoingtotheHollandHouse。Butheisourkinsman,andthereforewemustbehospitable。"

"Ihavebeentryingtocountthekinship。

Itisoutofmyreckoning,"saidEthel。"I

hopeatleastheisniceandpresentable。"

"TheMostynsareahandsomefamily。

Lookatyourgrandmother。AndSquireRawdonspeaksverywellofMr。Mostyn。

Hehastakentherightsideinpolitics,andislikelytomakehismark。Theywerealwaysgreatsportsmen,andIdaresaythisrepresentativeofthefamilyisagood-lookingfellow,well-mannered,andperfectlydressed。"

Ethellaughed。"IfhisclothesfithimhewillbeanEnglishwonder。IhaveseenlotsofEnglishmen;theyareallfrightsastotrousersandvests。TherewasLordWycomb,hisbroadclothsandsatinsandlinenweremarvelsinquality,butthemake!Thegirlshatedtobeseenwalkingwithhim,andhewouldwalk——`goodfortheconstitution,’

washisexplanationforallhispeculiarities。

TheCaylerswerewearytodeathofthem。"

"Andyet,"saidRuth,"theysangsongsoftriumphwhenLouCaylermarriedhim。"

"Thatwasadifferentthing。Louwouldmakehimget`fits’andstopwearingsloppy,baggyarrangements。AndIdonotsupposetheEnglishlordhasnowasinglepeculiarityleft,unlessitbehisconstitutionalwalk——

that,ofcourse。IhaveheardEnglishbabiesgetoutoftheircradlestotakeaconstitutional。"

DuringthistiradeRuthhadbeenthinking。

"Edward,"sheasked,"whydoesSquireRawdonintroduceMr。Mostyn?

Theirrelationshipcannotbeworthcounting。"

"Thereyouarewrong,Ruth。"Hespokewithalittleexcitement。"Englishmenneverdenymatrimonialrelationships,iftheyareworthyones。MostynandRawdonareboundtogetherbymanyagoldweddingring;wereckonsuchtiesrelationships。SquireRaw-

donlosthissonandhistwograndsonsayearago。Perhapsthisyoungmanmayeventuallystandintheirplace。TheSquireisnearlyeightyyearsold;heisthelastoftheEnglishRawdons——atleastofourbranchofit。"

"YousupposethisMr。MostynmaybecomeSquireofRawdonManor?"

"Hemay,Ruth,butitisnotcertain。

ThereisalargemortgageontheManor。"

"Oh!"

Bothgirlsmadetheejaculationatthesamemoment,andinbothvoicestherewasthesamecurioustoneofspeculation。Itwasacryaftertruthapprehended,butnotrealized。

Mr。Rawdonremainedsilent;hewasdebatingwithhimselftheadvisabilityoffurtherconfidence,buthecamequicklytotheconclusionthatenoughhadbeentoldforthepresent。TurningtoEthel,hesaid:"Isupposegirlshaveacodeofhonorabouttheirsecrets。IsDoraDenning’s`extraordinarynews’shutupinit?"

"Oh,no,father。Sheisgoingtobemarried。

Thatisall。"

"Thatisenough。Whoistheman?"

"ReverendMr。Stanhope。"

"Nonsense!"

"Positively。"

"Ineverheardanythingmoreridiculous。

Thatsaintlyyoungpriest!Why,Dorawillbetiredtodeathofhiminamonth。Andhe?

Poorfellow!"

"Whypoorfellow?Heisverymuchinlovewithher。"

"Itishardtounderstand。St。Jerome’slove`palewithmidnightprayer’wouldbemorebelievablethanthebutterflyDora。

Goodness,gracious!Theideaofthatmanbeinginlove!Itpullshimdownabit。I

thoughtheneverlookedatawoman。"

"Doyouknowhim,father?"

"Asmanypeopleknowhim——bygoodreport。

Iknowthatheisaclergymanwhobelieveswhathepreaches。IknowaWallStreetbrokerwholeftSt。Jude’schurchbecauseMr。Stanhope’ssermonsonSundayputsuchafineedgeonhisconsciencethatMondaysweredangerousdaysforhimtodobusinesson。AndwhateverWallStreetfinanciersthinkoftheBiblepersonally,theydolikeamanwhostickstohiscolors,andwhoholdsintactthetruthcommittedtohim。Stanhopedoesthisemphatically;andheissowelltrustedthatifhewantedtobuildanewchurchhecouldgetallthemoneynecessary,fromWallStreetmeninanhour。Andheisgoingtomarry!GoingtomarryDoraDenning!Itis`extraordinarynews,’indeed!"

Ethelwasalittleoffendedatsuchunusualsurprise。"Ithinkyoudon’tquiteunderstandDora,"shesaid。"ItwillbeMr。Stanhope’sfaultifsheisnotledintherightway;

forifheonlylovesandpetsherenoughhemaydoallhewisheswithher。Iknow,I

havebothcoaxedandorderedherforfouryears——sometimesonewayisbest,andsometimestheother。"

"Howisamantotellwhichwaytotake?

Whatdoherparentsthinkofthemarriage?"

"Theyarepleasedwithit。"

"Pleasedwithit!ThenIhavenothingmoretosay,exceptthatIhopetheywillnotappealtomeonanyquestionofdivorcethatmayarisefromsuchanunlikelymarriage。"

"Theyareonlyloversyet,Edward,"saidRuth。"Itisnotfair,orkind,toeventhinkofdivorce。"

"MydearRuth,thefashionablegirloftodayacceptsmarriagewiththeprovisionofdivorce。"

"Doraishardlyoneofthatset。"

"Ihopeshemaykeepoutofit,butmarriagewillgivehermanyopportunities。Well,Iamsorryfortheyoungpriest。Heisn’tfittomanageawomanlikeDoraDenning。

Iamafraidhewillgettheworstofit。"

"Ithinkyouareveryunkind,father。

Doraismyfriend,andIknowher。Sheisagirlofintensefeelingsandveryaffectionate。

AndshehasdissolvedallherlifeandmindinMr。Stanhope’slifeandmind,justasalumpofsugarisdissolvedinwater。"

Ruthlaughed。"Canyounotfindamorepoeticsimile,Ethel?"

"Itwilldo。Thisisanageofmatter;amaterialsymbolistheproperthing。"

"IamgladtohearshehasdissolvedhermindinStanhope’s,"saidJudgeRawdon。

"Dora’sintellectinitselfischildish。Whatdidthemanseeinherthatheshoulddesireher?"

"Father,younevercantellhowmuchbrainsmenlikewiththeirbeauty。Verylittlewilldogenerally。AndDorahasbeauty——greatbeauty;noonecandenythat。I

thinkDoraisgivingupagreatdeal。Toher,atleast,marriageisastateofpassingfromperfectfreedomintothecomparativeconditionofaslave,givingupherownwayconstantlyforsomeoneelse’sway。"

"Well,Ethel,theremedyisinthelady’shands。Sheisnotforcedtomarry,andtheslaverythatisvoluntaryisnohardship。

Now,mydear,Ihaveacasetolookover,andyoumustexcusemeto-night。To-morrowweshallknowmoreconcerningMr。Mostyn,anditiseasiertotalkaboutcertaintiesthanprobabilities。"

ButifconversationceasedaboutMr。Mostyn,thoughtdidnot;for,acoupleofhoursafterwards,Etheltappedatheraunt’sdoorandsaid,"Justamoment,Ruth。"

"Yes,dear,whatisit?"

"DidyounoticewhatfathersaidaboutthemortgageonRawdonManor"’

"Yes。"

"Heseemedtoknowallaboutit。"

"Ithinkhedoesknowallaboutit。"

"Doyouthinkheholdsit?"

"Hemaydoso——itisnotunlikely。"

"Oh!ThenMr。FredMostyn,ifheistoinheritRawdon,wouldlikethemortgageremoved?"

"Ofcoursehewould。"

"Andthewaytoremoveitwouldbetomarrythedaughteroftheholderofthemortgage?"

"Itwouldbeoneway。"

"Soheiscomingtolookmeover。Iamamatrimonialpossibility。Howdoyoulikethatidea,AuntRuth?"

"Idonotentertainitforamoment。

Mr。Mostynmaynotevenknowofthemortgage。

Whenmenmortgagetheirestatestheydonotmakeconfidencesaboutthematter,ortalkitoverwiththeirfriends。Theyalwaysconcealandhidethetransaction。Ifyourfatherholdsthemortgage,IfeelsurethatnoonebuthimselfandSquireRawdonknowanythingaboutit。Don’tlookatthewrongsideofevents,Ethel;becontentwiththerightsideoflife’stapestry。Whyareyounotasleep?Whatareyouworryingabout?"

"Nothing,onlyIhavenotheardallI

wantedtohear。"

"Andperhapsthatisgoodforyou。"

"Ishallgoandseegrandmotherfirstthinginthemorning。"

"IwouldnotifIwereyou。Youcannotmakeanyexcuseshewillnotseethrough。

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