"Thesightofallthismademethinkofhim,"hewenton,withhisfaceneartheglass……andIcouldseeanotherman,powerfulandbearded,peeringathimintentlyfromamongstthedarkandpolishedtubesthatcancuresomanyillusions。"Yes;itmademethinkofhim,"
hecontinued,slowly。"Isawapaperthismorning;theyarefightingoverthereagain。He’ssuretobeinit。Hewillmakeithotforthecaballeros。Well,goodlucktohim,poordevil!Hewasperfectlystunning。"
Wewalkedon。
"Iwonderwhetherthecharmworked——yourememberHollis’scharm,ofcourse。Ifitdid……Neverwasasixpencewastedtobetteradvantage!Poordevil!Iwonderwhetherhegotridofthatfriendofhis。Hopeso……Doyouknow,Isometimesthinkthat——"
Istoodstillandlookedathim。
"Yes……Imean,whetherthethingwasso,youknow……whetheritreallyhappenedtohim……Whatdoyouthink?"
"Mydearchap,"Icried,"youhavebeentoolongawayfromhome。Whataquestiontoask!Onlylookatallthis。"
Awaterygleamofsunshineflashedfromthewestandwentoutbetweentwolonglinesofwalls;andthenthebrokenconfusionofroofs,thechimney-stacks,thegoldletterssprawlingoverthefrontsofhouses,thesombrepolishofwindows,stoodresignedandsullenunderthefallinggloom。Thewholelengthofthestreet,deepasawellandnarrowlikeacorridor,wasfullofasombreandceaselessstir。Ourearswerefilledbyaheadlongshuffleandbeatofrapidfootstepsandbyanunderlyingrumour——arumourvast,faint,pulsating,asofpantingbreaths,ofbeatinghearts,ofgaspingvoices。Innumerableeyesstaredstraightinfront,feetmovedhurriedly,blankfacesflowed,armsswung。Overall,anarrowraggedstripofsmokyskywoundaboutbetweenthehighroofs,extendedandmotionless,likeasoiledstreamerflyingabovetheroutofamob。
"Ye-e-e-s,"saidJackson,meditatively。
Thebigwheelsofhansomsturnedslowlyalongtheedgeofside-walks;
apale-facedyouthstrolled,overcomebyweariness,bythesideofhisstickandwiththetailsofhisovercoatflappinggentlynearhisheels;horsessteppedgingerlyonthegreasypavement,tossingtheirheads;twoyounggirlspassedby,talkingvivaciouslyandwithshiningeyes;afineoldfellowstrutted,red-faced,strokingawhitemoustache;andalineofyellowboardswithbluelettersonthemapproachedusslowly,tossingonhighbehindoneanotherlikesomequeerwreckageadriftuponariverofhats。
"Ye-e-es,"repeatedJackson。Hisclearblueeyeslookedabout,contemptuous,amusedandhard,liketheeyesofaboy。Aclumsystringofred,yellow,andgreenomnibusesrolledswaying,monstrousandgaudy;twoshabbychildrenranacrosstheroad;aknotofdirtymenwithredneckerchiefsroundtheirbarethroatslurchedalong,discussingfilthily;araggedoldmanwithafaceofdespairyelledhorriblyinthemudthenameofapaper;whilefaroff,amongstthetossingheadsofhorses,thedullflashofharnesses,thejumbleoflustrouspanelsandroofsofcarriages,wecouldseeapoliceman,helmetedanddark,stretchingoutarigidarmatthecrossingofthestreets。
"Yes;Iseeit,"saidJackson,slowly。"Itisthere;itpants,itruns,itrolls;itisstrongandalive;itwouldsmashyouifyoudidn’tlookout;butI’llbehangedifitisyetasrealtomeas……astheotherthing……say,Karain’sstory。"
Ithinkthat,decidedly,hehadbeentoolongawayfromhome。
THEIDIOTS
WeweredrivingalongtheroadfromTreguiertoKervanda。Wepassedatasmarttrotbetweenthehedgestoppinganearthwalloneachsideoftheroad;thenatthefootofthesteepascentbeforePloumarthehorsedroppedintoawalk,andthedriverjumpeddownheavilyfromthebox。Heflickedhiswhipandclimbedtheincline,steppingclumsilyuphillbythesideofthecarriage,onehandonthefootboard,hiseyesontheground。Afterawhileheliftedhishead,pointeduptheroadwiththeendofthewhip,andsaid——
"Theidiot!"
Thesunwasshiningviolentlyupontheundulatingsurfaceoftheland。
Therisesweretoppedbyclumpsofmeagretrees,withtheirbranchesshowinghighontheskyasiftheyhadbeenpercheduponstilts。Thesmallfields,cutupbyhedgesandstonewallsthatzig-zaggedovertheslopes,layinrectangularpatchesofvividgreensandyellows,resemblingtheunskilfuldaubsofanaivepicture。Andthelandscapewasdividedintwobythewhitestreakofaroadstretchinginlongloopsfaraway,likeariverofdustcrawlingoutofthehillsonitswaytothesea。
"Hereheis,"saidthedriver,again。
Inthelonggrassborderingtheroadafaceglidedpastthecarriageatthelevelofthewheelsaswedroveslowlyby。Theimbecilefacewasred,andthebulletheadwithclose-croppedhairseemedtoliealone,itschininthedust。Thebodywaslostinthebushesgrowingthickalongthebottomofthedeepditch。
Itwasaboy’sface。Hemighthavebeensixteen,judgingfromthesize——perhapsless,perhapsmore。Suchcreaturesareforgottenbytime,andliveuntouchedbyyearstilldeathgathersthemupintoitscompassionatebosom;thefaithfuldeaththatneverforgetsinthepressofworkthemostinsignificantofitschildren。
"Ah!there’sanother,"saidtheman,withacertainsatisfactioninhistone,asifhehadcaughtsightofsomethingexpected。
Therewasanother。Thatonestoodnearlyinthemiddleoftheroadintheblazeofsunshineattheendofhisownshortshadow。Andhestoodwithhandspushedintotheoppositesleevesofhislongcoat,hisheadsunkbetweentheshoulders,allhunchedupinthefloodofheat。Fromadistancehehadtheaspectofonesufferingfromintensecold。
"Thosearetwins,"explainedthedriver。
Theidiotshuffledtwopacesoutofthewayandlookedatusoverhisshoulderwhenwebrushedpasthim。Theglancewasunseeingandstaring,afascinatedglance;buthedidnotturntolookafterus。
Probablytheimagepassedbeforetheeyeswithoutleavinganytraceonthemisshapenbrainofthecreature。WhenwehadtoppedtheascentI
lookedoverthehood。Hestoodintheroadjustwherewehadlefthim。
Thedriverclamberedintohisseat,clickedhistongue,andwewentdownhill。Thebrakesqueakedhorriblyfromtimetotime。Atthefootheeasedoffthenoisymechanismandsaid,turninghalfroundonhisbox——
"Weshallseesomemoreofthemby-and-by。"
"Moreidiots?Howmanyofthemarethere,then?"Iasked。
"There’sfourofthem——childrenofafarmernearPloumarhere……
Theparentsaredeadnow,"headded,afterawhile。"Thegrandmotherlivesonthefarm。Inthedaytimetheyknockaboutonthisroad,andtheycomehomeatduskalongwiththecattle……It’sagoodfarm。"
Wesawtheothertwo:aboyandagirl,asthedriversaid。Theyweredressedexactlyalike,inshapelessgarmentswithpetticoat-likeskirts。Theimperfectthingthatlivedwithinthemmovedthosebeingstohowlatusfromthetopofthebank,wheretheysprawledamongstthetoughstalksoffurze。Theircroppedblackheadsstuckoutfromthebrightyellowwallofcountlesssmallblossoms。Thefaceswerepurplewiththestrainofyelling;thevoicessoundedblankandcrackedlikeamechanicalimitationofoldpeople’svoices;andsuddenlyceasedwhenweturnedintoalane。
Isawthemmanytimesinmywanderingaboutthecountry。Theylivedonthatroad,driftingalongitslengthhereandthere,accordingtotheinexplicableimpulsesoftheirmonstrousdarkness。Theywereanoffencetothesunshine,areproachtoemptyheaven,ablightontheconcentratedandpurposefulvigourofthewildlandscape。Intimethestoryoftheirparentsshapeditselfbeforemeoutofthelistlessanswerstomyquestions,outoftheindifferentwordsheardinwaysideinnsorontheveryroadthoseidiotshaunted。Someofitwastoldbyanemaciatedandscepticaloldfellowwithatremendouswhip,whilewetrudgedtogetheroverthesandsbythesideofatwo-wheeledcartloadedwithdrippingseaweed。Thenatothertimesotherpeopleconfirmedandcompletedthestory:tillitstoodatlastbeforeme,ataleformidableandsimple,astheyalwaysare,thosedisclosuresofobscuretrialsenduredbyignoranthearts。
WhenhereturnedfromhismilitaryserviceJean-PierreBacadoufoundtheoldpeopleverymuchaged。Heremarkedwithpainthattheworkofthefarmwasnotsatisfactorilydone。Thefatherhadnottheenergyofolddays。Thehandsdidnotfeeloverthemtheeyeofthemaster。
Jean-Pierrenotedwithsorrowthattheheapofmanureinthecourtyardbeforetheonlyentrancetothehousewasnotsolargeasitshouldhavebeen。Thefenceswereoutofrepair,andthecattlesufferedfromneglect。Athomethemotherwaspracticallybedridden,andthegirlschatteredloudlyinthebigkitchen,unrebuked,frommorningtonight。
Hesaidtohimself:"Wemustchangeallthis。"Hetalkedthematteroverwithhisfatheroneeveningwhentheraysofthesettingsunenteringtheyardbetweentheouthousesruledtheheavyshadowswithluminousstreaks。Overthemanureheapfloatedamist,opal-tintedandodorous,andthemaraudinghenswouldstopintheirscratchingtoexaminewithasuddenglanceoftheirroundeyethetwomen,bothleanandtall,talkinginhoarsetones。Theoldman,alltwistedwithrheumatismandbowedwithyearsofwork,theyoungerbonyandstraight,spokewithoutgesturesintheindifferentmannerofpeasants,graveandslow。Butbeforethesunhadsetthefatherhadsubmittedtothesensibleargumentsoftheson。"ItisnotformethatIamspeaking,"insistedJean-Pierre。"Itisfortheland。It’sapitytoseeitbadlyused。Iamnotimpatientformyself。"Theoldfellownoddedoverhisstick。"Idaresay;Idaresay,"hemuttered。"Youmayberight。Dowhatyoulike。It’sthemotherthatwillbepleased。"
Themotherwaspleasedwithherdaughter-in-law。Jean-Pierrebroughtthetwo-wheeledspring-cartwitharushintotheyard。Thegrayhorsegallopedclumsily,andthebrideandbridegroom,sittingsidebyside,werejerkedbackwardsandforwardsbytheupanddownmotionoftheshafts,inamannerregularandbrusque。Ontheroadthedistancedweddingguestsstraggledinpairsandgroups。Themenadvancedwithheavysteps,swingingtheiridlearms。Theywerecladintownclothes;
jacketscutwithclumsysmartness,hardblackhats,immenseboots,polishedhighly。Theirwomenallinsimpleblack,withwhitecapsandshawlsoffadedtintsfoldedtriangularlyontheback,strolledlightlybytheirside。Infronttheviolinsangastridenttune,andthebiniousnoredandhummed,whiletheplayercaperedsolemnly,liftinghighhisheavyclogs。Thesombreprocessiondriftedinandoutofthenarrowlanes,throughsunshineandthroughshade,betweenfieldsandhedgerows,scaringthelittlebirdsthatdartedawayintroopsrightandleft。IntheyardofBacadou’sfarmthedarkribbonwounditselfupintoamassofmenandwomenpushingatthedoorwithcriesandgreetings。Theweddingdinnerwasrememberedformonths。Itwasasplendidfeastintheorchard。Farmersofconsiderablemeansandexcellentreputeweretobefoundsleepinginditches,allalongtheroadtoTreguier,evenaslateastheafternoonofthenextday。
AllthecountrysideparticipatedinthehappinessofJean-Pierre。Heremainedsober,and,togetherwithhisquietwife,keptoutoftheway,lettingfatherandmotherreaptheirdueofhonourandthanks。
Butthenextdayhetookholdstrongly,andtheoldfolksfeltashadow——precursorofthegrave——falluponthemfinally。Theworldistotheyoung。
Whenthetwinswereborntherewasplentyofroominthehouse,forthemotherofJean-PierrehadgoneawaytodwellunderaheavystoneinthecemeteryofPloumar。Onthatday,forthefirsttimesincehisson’smarriage,theelderBacadou,neglectedbythecacklinglotofstrangewomenwhothrongedthekitchen,leftinthemorninghisseatunderthemantelofthefireplace,andwentintotheemptycow-house,shakinghiswhitelocksdismally。Grandsonswereallverywell,buthewantedhissoupatmidday。Whenshownthebabies,hestaredatthemwithafixedgaze,andmutteredsomethinglike:"It’stoomuch。"
Whetherhemeanttoomuchhappiness,orsimplycommenteduponthenumberofhisdescendants,itisimpossibletosay。Helookedoffended——asfarashisoldwoodenfacecouldexpressanything;andfordaysafterwardscouldbeseen,almostanytimeoftheday,sittingatthegate,withhisnoseoverhisknees,apipebetweenhisgums,andgatheredupintoakindofragingconcentratedsulkiness。Oncehespoketohisson,alludingtothenewcomerswithagroan:"Theywillquarrelovertheland。""Don’tbotheraboutthat,father,"answeredJean-Pierre,stolidly,andpassed,bentdouble,towingarecalcitrantcowoverhisshoulder。
Hewashappy,andsowasSusan,hiswife。Itwasnotanetherealjoywelcomingnewsoulstostruggle,perchancetovictory。Infourteenyearsbothboyswouldbeahelp;and,lateron,Jean-Pierrepicturedtwobigsonsstridingoverthelandfrompatchtopatch,wringingtributefromtheearthbelovedandfruitful。Susanwashappytoo,forshedidnotwanttobespokenofastheunfortunatewoman,andnowshehadchildrennoonecouldcallherthat。Bothherselfandherhusbandhadseensomethingofthelargerworld——heduringthetimeofhisservice;whileshehadspentayearorsoinPariswithaBretonfamily;buthadbeentoohome-sicktoremainlongerawayfromthehillyandgreencountry,setinabarrencircleofrocksandsands,whereshehadbeenborn。Shethoughtthatoneoftheboysoughtperhapstobeapriest,butsaidnothingtoherhusband,whowasarepublican,andhatedthe"crows,"ashecalledtheministersofreligion。Thechristeningwasasplendidaffair。Allthecommunecametoit,fortheBacadouswererichandinfluential,and,nowandthen,didnotmindtheexpense。Thegrandfatherhadanewcoat。
Somemonthsafterwards,oneeveningwhenthekitchenhadbeenswept,andthedoorlocked,Jean-Pierre,lookingatthecot,askedhiswife:
"What’sthematterwiththosechildren?"And,asifthesewords,spokencalmly,hadbeentheportentofmisfortune,sheansweredwithaloudwailthatmusthavebeenheardacrosstheyardinthepig-sty;
forthepigs(theBacadoushadthefinestpigsinthecountry)stirredandgruntedcomplaininglyinthenight。Thehusbandwentongrindinghisbreadandbutterslowly,gazingatthewall,thesoup-platesmokingunderhischin。Hehadreturnedlatefromthemarket,wherehehadoverheard(notforthefirsttime)whispersbehindhisback。Herevolvedthewordsinhismindashedroveback。"Simple!Bothofthem……Neveranyuse!……Well!Maybe,maybe。Onemustsee。
Wouldaskhiswife。"Thiswasheranswer。Hefeltlikeablowonhischest,butsaidonly:"Go,drawmesomecider。Iamthirsty!"
Shewentoutmoaning,anemptyjuginherhand。Thenhearose,tookupthelight,andmovedslowlytowardsthecradle。Theyslept。Helookedatthemsideways,finishedhismouthfulthere,wentbackheavily,andsatdownbeforehisplate。Whenhiswifereturnedheneverlookedup,butswallowedacoupleofspoonfulsnoisily,andremarked,inadullmanner——
"Whentheysleeptheyarelikeotherpeople’schildren。"
Shesatdownsuddenlyonastoolnearby,andshookwithasilenttempestofsobs,unabletospeak。Hefinishedhismeal,andremainedidlythrownbackinhischair,hiseyeslostamongsttheblackraftersoftheceiling。Beforehimthetallowcandleflaredredandstraight,sendingupaslenderthreadofsmoke。Thelightlayontherough,sunburntskinofhisthroat;thesunkcheekswerelikepatchesofdarkness,andhisaspectwasmournfullystolid,asifhehadruminatedwithdifficultyendlessideas。Thenhesaid,deliberately——
"Wemustsee……consultpeople。Don’tcry……Theywon’tallbelikethat……surely!Wemustsleepnow。"
Afterthethirdchild,alsoaboy,wasborn,Jean-Pierrewentabouthisworkwithtensehopefulness。Hislipsseemedmorenarrow,moretightlycompressedthanbefore;asifforfearoflettingtheearthhetilledhearthevoiceofhopethatmurmuredwithinhisbreast。Hewatchedthechild,steppinguptothecotwithaheavyclangofsabotsonthestonefloor,andglancedin,alonghisshoulder,withthatindifferencewhichislikeadeformityofpeasanthumanity。Liketheearththeymasterandserve,thosemen,slowofeyeandspeech,donotshowtheinnerfire;sothat,atlast,itbecomesaquestionwiththemaswiththeearth,whatthereisinthecore:heat,violence,aforcemysteriousandterrible——ornothingbutaclod,amassfertileandinert,coldandunfeeling,readytobearacropofplantsthatsustainlifeorgivedeath。
Themotherwatchedwithothereyes;listenedwithotherwiseexpectantears。Underthehighhangingshelvessupportinggreatsidesofbaconoverhead,herbodywasbusybythegreatfireplace,attentivetothepotswingingonirongallows,scrubbingthelongtablewherethefieldhandswouldsitdowndirectlytotheireveningmeal。Hermindremainedbythecradle,nightanddayonthewatch,tohopeandsuffer。Thatchild,liketheothertwo,neversmiled,neverstretcheditshandstoher,neverspoke;neverhadaglanceofrecognitionforherinitsbigblackeyes,whichcouldonlystarefixedlyatanyglitter,butfailedhopelesslytofollowthebrillianceofasun-rayslippingslowlyalongthefloor。Whenthemenwereatworkshespentlongdaysbetweenherthreeidiotchildrenandthechildishgrandfather,whosatgrim,angular,andimmovable,withhisfeetnearthewarmashesofthefire。Thefeebleoldfellowseemedtosuspectthattherewassomethingwrongwithhisgrandsons。Onlyonce,movedeitherbyaffectionorbythesenseofproprieties,heattemptedtonursetheyoungest。Hetooktheboyupfromthefloor,clickedhistongueathim,andessayedashakygallopofhisbonyknees。Thenhelookedcloselywithhismistyeyesatthechild’sfaceanddepositedhimdowngentlyontheflooragain。Andhesat,hisleanshankscrossed,noddingatthesteamescapingfromthecooking-potwithagazesenileandworried。
ThenmuteafflictiondweltinBacadou’sfarmhouse,sharingthebreathandthebreadofitsinhabitants;andthepriestofthePloumarparishhadgreatcauseforcongratulation。Hecalledupontherichlandowner,theMarquisdeChavanes,onpurposetodeliverhimselfwithjoyfulunctionofsolemnplatitudesabouttheinscrutablewaysofProvidence。Inthevastdimnessofthecurtaineddrawing-room,thelittleman,resemblingablackbolster,leanedtowardsacouch,hishatonhisknees,andgesticulatedwithafathandattheelongated,gracefully-flowinglinesoftheclearParisiantoilettefromwhichthehalf-amused,half-boredmarquiselistenedwithgraciouslanguor。Hewasexultingandhumble,proudandawed。Theimpossiblehadcometopass。Jean-PierreBacadou,theenragedrepublicanfarmer,hadbeentomasslastSunday——hadproposedtoentertainthevisitingpriestsatthenextfestivalofPloumar!ItwasatriumphfortheChurchandforthegoodcause。"IthoughtIwouldcomeatoncetotellMonsieurleMarquis。Iknowhowanxiousheisforthewelfareofourcountry,"
declaredthepriest,wipinghisface。Hewasaskedtostaytodinner。
TheChavanesreturningthatevening,afterseeingtheirguesttothemaingateofthepark,discussedthematterwhiletheystrolledinthemoonlight,trailingtheirlongshadowsupthestraightavenueofchestnuts。Themarquise,aroyalistofcourse,hadbeenmayorofthecommunewhichincludesPloumar,thescatteredhamletsofthecoast,andthestonyislandsthatfringetheyellowflatnessofthesands。Hehadfelthispositioninsecure,fortherewasastrongrepublicanelementinthatpartofthecountry;butnowtheconversionofJean-Pierremadehimsafe。Hewasverypleased。"Youhavenoideahowinfluentialthosepeopleare,"heexplainedtohiswife。"Now,Iamsure,thenextcommunalelectionwillgoallright。Ishallbere-
elected。""Yourambitionisperfectlyinsatiable,Charles,"exclaimedthemarquise,gaily。"But,machereamie,"arguedthehusband,seriously,"it’smostimportantthattherightmanshouldbemayorthisyear,becauseoftheelectionstotheChamber。Ifyouthinkitamusesme……"
Jean-Pierrehadsurrenderedtohiswife’smother。MadameLevaillewasawomanofbusiness,knownandrespectedwithinaradiusofatleastfifteenmiles。Thick-setandstout,shewasseenaboutthecountry,onfootorinanacquaintance’scart,perpetuallymoving,inspiteofherfifty-eightyears,insteadypursuitofbusiness。Shehadhousesinallthehamlets,sheworkedquarriesofgranite,shefreightedcoasterswithstone——eventradedwiththeChannelIslands。Shewasbroad-cheeked,wide-eyed,persuasiveinspeech:carryingherpointwiththeplacidandinvincibleobstinacyofanoldwomanwhoknowsherownmind。Sheveryseldomsleptfortwonightstogetherinthesamehouse;andthewaysideinnswerethebestplacestoinquireinastoherwhereabouts。Shehadeitherpassed,orwasexpectedtopassthereatsix;orsomebody,comingin,hadseenherinthemorning,orexpectedtomeetherthatevening。Aftertheinnsthatcommandtheroads,thechurcheswerethebuildingsshefrequentedmost。MenofliberalopinionswouldinducesmallchildrentorunintosacrededificestoseewhetherMadameLevaillewasthere,andtotellherthatso-and-sowasintheroadwaitingtospeaktoheraboutpotatoes,orflour,orstones,orhouses;andshewouldcurtailherdevotions,comeoutblinkingandcrossingherselfintothesunshine;readytodiscussbusinessmattersinacalm,sensiblewayacrossatableinthekitchenoftheinnopposite。Latterlyshehadstayedforafewdaysseveraltimeswithherson-in-law,arguingagainstsorrowandmisfortunewithcomposedfaceandgentletones。Jean-Pierrefelttheconvictionsimbibedintheregimenttornoutofhisbreast——notbyargumentsbutbyfacts。Stridingoverhisfieldshethoughtitover。
Therewerethreeofthem。Three!Allalike!Why?Suchthingsdidnothappentoeverybody——tonobodyheeverheardof。One——mightpass。Butthree!Allthree。Foreveruseless,tobefedwhilehelivedand……
Whatwouldbecomeofthelandwhenhedied?Thismustbeseento。Hewouldsacrificehisconvictions。Onedayhetoldhiswife——
"SeewhatyourGodwilldoforus。Payforsomemasses。"
Susanembracedherman。Hestoodunbending,thenturnedonhisheelsandwentout。Butafterwards,whenablacksoutanedarkenedhisdoorway,hedidnotobject;evenofferedsomeciderhimselftothepriest。Helistenedtothetalkmeekly;wenttomassbetweenthetwowomen;accomplishedwhatthepriestcalled"hisreligiousduties"atEaster。Thatmorninghefeltlikeamanwhohadsoldhissoul。Intheafternoonhefoughtferociouslywithanoldfriendandneighbourwhohadremarkedthatthepriestshadthebestofitandwerenowgoingtoeatthepriest-eater。Hecamehomedishevelledandbleeding,andhappeningtocatchsightofhischildren(theywerekeptgenerallyoutoftheway),cursedandsworeincoherently,bangingthetable。Susanwept。MadameLevaillesatserenelyunmoved。Sheassuredherdaughterthat"Itwillpass;"andtakingupherthickumbrella,departedinhastetoseeafteraschoonershewasgoingtoloadwithgranitefromherquarry。
Ayearorsoafterwardsthegirlwasborn。Agirl。Jean-Pierreheardofitinthefields,andwassoupsetbythenewsthathesatdownontheboundarywallandremainedtheretilltheevening,insteadofgoinghomeashewasurgedtodo。Agirl!Hefelthalfcheated。
However,whenhegothomehewaspartlyreconciledtohisfate。Onecouldmarryhertoagoodfellow——nottoagoodfornothing,buttoafellowwithsomeunderstandingandagoodpairofarms。Besides,thenextmaybeaboy,hethought。Ofcoursetheywouldbeallright。Hisnewcredulityknewofnodoubt。Theillluckwasbroken。Hespokecheerilytohiswife。Shewasalsohopeful。Threepriestscametothatchristening,andMadameLevaillewasgodmother。Thechildturnedoutanidiottoo。
ThenonmarketdaysJean-Pierrewasseenbargainingbitterly,quarrelsomeandgreedy;thengettingdrunkwithtaciturnearnestness;
thendrivinghomeintheduskataratefitforawedding,butwithafacegloomyenoughforafuneral。Sometimeshewouldinsistonhiswifecomingwithhim;andtheywoulddriveintheearlymorning,shakingsidebysideonthenarrowseatabovethehelplesspig,that,withtiedlegs,gruntedamelancholysighateveryrut。Themorningdrivesweresilent;butintheevening,cominghome,Jean-Pierre,tipsy,wasviciouslymuttering,andgrowledattheconfoundedwomanwhocouldnotrearchildrenthatwerelikeanybodyelse’s。Susan,holdingonagainsttheerraticswayingsofthecart,pretendednottohear。Once,astheyweredrivingthroughPloumar,someobscureanddrunkenimpulsecausedhimtopullupsharplyoppositethechurch。Themoonswamamongstlightwhiteclouds。Thetombstonesgleamedpaleunderthefrettedshadowsofthetreesinthechurchyard。Eventhevillagedogsslept。Onlythenightingales,awake,spunoutthethrilloftheirsongabovethesilenceofgraves。Jean-Pierresaidthicklytohiswife——
"Whatdoyouthinkisthere?"
Hepointedhiswhipatthetower——inwhichthebigdialoftheclockappearedhighinthemoonlightlikeapallidfacewithouteyes——andgettingoutcarefully,felldownatoncebythewheel。Hepickedhimselfupandclimbedonebyonethefewstepstotheirongateofthechurchyard。Heputhisfacetothebarsandcalledoutindistinctly——
"Heythere!Comeout!"
"Jean!Return!Return!"entreatedhiswifeinlowtones。
Hetooknonotice,andseemedtowaitthere。Thesongofnightingalesbeatonallsidesagainstthehighwallsofthechurch,andflowedbackbetweenstonecrossesandflatgrayslabs,engravedwithwordsofhopeandsorrow。
"Hey!Comeout!"shoutedJean-Pierre,loudly。
Thenightingalesceasedtosing。
"Nobody?"wentonJean-Pierre。"Nobodythere。Aswindleofthecrows。
That’swhatthisis。Nobodyanywhere。Idespiseit。Allez!Houp!"
Heshookthegatewithallhisstrength,andtheironbarsrattledwithafrightfulclanging,likeachaindraggedoverstonesteps。A
dognearbybarkedhurriedly。Jean-Pierrestaggeredback,andafterthreesuccessivedashesgotintohiscart。Susansatveryquietandstill。Hesaidtoherwithdrunkenseverity——
"See?Nobody。I’vebeenmadeafool!Malheur!Somebodywillpayforit。ThenextoneIseenearthehouseIwilllaymywhipon……ontheblackspine……Iwill。Idon’twanthiminthere……heonlyhelpsthecarrioncrowstorobpoorfolk。Iamaman……WewillseeifIcan’thavechildrenlikeanybodyelse……nowyoumind……Theywon’tbeall……all……wesee……"
Sheburstoutthroughthefingersthathidherface——
"Don’tsaythat,Jean;don’tsaythat,myman!"
Hestruckheraswingingblowontheheadwiththebackofhishandandknockedherintothebottomofthecart,whereshecrouched,thrownaboutlamentablybyeveryjolt。Hedrovefuriously,standingup,brandishinghiswhip,shakingthereinsoverthegrayhorsethatgallopedponderously,makingtheheavyharnessleapuponhisbroadquarters。Thecountryrangclamorousinthenightwiththeirritatedbarkingoffarmdogs,thatfollowedtherattleofwheelsallalongtheroad。Acoupleofbelatedwayfarershadonlyjusttimetostepintotheditch。Athisowngatehecaughtthepostandwasshotoutofthecartheadfirst。Thehorsewentonslowlytothedoor。AtSusan’spiercingcriesthefarmhandsrushedout。Shethoughthimdead,buthewasonlysleepingwherehefell,andcursedhismen,whohastenedtohim,fordisturbinghisslumbers。
Autumncame。Thecloudedskydescendedlowupontheblackcontoursofthehills;andthedeadleavesdancedinspiralwhirlsundernakedtrees,tillthewind,sighingprofoundly,laidthemtorestinthehollowsofbarevalleys。Andfrommorningtillnightonecouldseealloverthelandblackdenudedboughs,theboughsgnarledandtwisted,asifcontortedwithpain,swayingsadlybetweenthewetcloudsandthesoakedearth。Theclearandgentlestreamsofsummerdaysrusheddiscolouredandragingatthestonesthatbarredthewaytothesea,withthefuryofmadnessbentuponsuicide。Fromhorizontohorizonthegreatroadtothesandslaybetweenthehillsinadullglitterofemptycurves,resemblinganunnavigableriverofmud。
Jean-Pierrewentfromfieldtofield,movingblurredandtallinthedrizzle,orstridingonthecrestsofrises,lonelyandhighuponthegraycurtainofdriftingclouds,asifhehadbeenpacingalongtheveryedgeoftheuniverse。Helookedattheblackearth,attheearthmuteandpromising,atthemysteriousearthdoingitsworkoflifeindeath-likestillnessundertheveiledsorrowofthesky。Anditseemedtohimthattoamanworsethanchildlesstherewasnopromiseinthefertilityoffields,thatfromhimtheearthescaped,defiedhim,frownedathimliketheclouds,sombreandhurriedabovehishead。Havingtofacealonehisownfields,hefelttheinferiorityofmanwhopassesawaybeforetheclodthatremains。Musthegiveupthehopeofhavingbyhissideasonwhowouldlookattheturned-upsodswithamaster’seye?Amanthatwouldthinkashethought,thatwouldfeelashefelt;amanwhowouldbepartofhimself,andyetremaintotramplemasterfullyonthatearthwhenhewasgone?Hethoughtofsomedistantrelations,andfeltsavageenoughtocursethemaloud。They!Never!Heturnedhomewards,goingstraightattheroofofhisdwelling,visiblebetweentheenlacedskeletonsoftrees。
Asheswunghislegsoverthestileacawingflockofbirdssettledslowlyonthefield;droppeddownbehindhisback,noiselessandfluttering,likeflakesofsoot。
ThatdayMadameLevaillehadgoneearlyintheafternoontothehouseshehadnearKervanion。Shehadtopaysomeofthemenwhoworkedinhergranitequarrythere,andshewentingoodtimebecauseherlittlehousecontainedashopwheretheworkmencouldspendtheirwageswithoutthetroubleofgoingtotown。Thehousestoodaloneamongstrocks。Alaneofmudandstonesendedatthedoor。Thesea-windscomingashoreonStonecutter’spoint,freshfromthefierceturmoilofthewaves,howledviolentlyattheunmovedheapsofblackbouldersholdingupsteadilyshort-armed,highcrossesagainstthetremendousrushoftheinvisible。Inthesweepofgalesthesheltereddwellingstoodinacalmresonantanddisquieting,likethecalminthecentreofahurricane。Onstormynights,whenthetidewasout,thebayofFougere,fiftyfeetbelowthehouse,resembledanimmenseblackpit,fromwhichascendedmutteringsandsighsasifthesandsdowntherehadbeenaliveandcomplaining。Athightidethereturningwaterassaultedtheledgesofrockinshortrushes,endinginburstsoflividlightandcolumnsofspray,thatflewinland,stingingtodeaththegrassofpastures。
Thedarknesscamefromthehills,flowedoverthecoast,putouttheredfiresofsunset,andwentontoseawardpursuingtheretiringtide。Thewinddroppedwiththesun,leavingamaddenedseaandadevastatedsky。Theheavensabovethehouseseemedtobedrapedinblackrags,helduphereandtherebypinsoffire。MadameLevaille,forthiseveningtheservantofherownworkmen,triedtoinducethemtodepart。"Anoldwomanlikemeoughttobeinbedatthislatehour,"shegood-humouredlyrepeated。Thequarrymendrank,askedformore。Theyshoutedoverthetableasiftheyhadbeentalkingacrossafield。Atoneendfourofthemplayedcards,bangingthewoodwiththeirhardknuckles,andswearingateverylead。Onesatwithalostgaze,hummingabarofsomesong,whichherepeatedendlessly。Twoothers,inacorner,werequarrellingconfidentiallyandfiercelyoversomewoman,lookingcloseintooneanother’seyesasiftheyhadwantedtotearthemout,butspeakinginwhispersthatpromisedviolenceandmurderdiscreetly,inavenomoussibillationofsubduedwords。Theatmosphereintherewasthickenoughtoslicewithaknife。
Threecandlesburningaboutthelongroomglowedredanddulllikesparksexpiringinashes。
Theslightclickoftheironlatchwasatthatlatehourasunexpectedandstartlingasathunder-clap。MadameLevailleputdownabottlesheheldabovealiqueurglass;theplayersturnedtheirheads;thewhisperedquarrelceased;onlythesinger,afterdartingaglanceatthedoor,wentonhummingwithastolidface。Susanappearedinthedoorway,steppedin,flungthedoorto,andputherbackagainstit,saying,halfaloud——
"Mother!"
MadameLevaille,takingupthebottleagain,saidcalmly:"Hereyouare,mygirl。Whatastateyouarein!"Theneckofthebottlerangontherimoftheglass,fortheoldwomanwasstartled,andtheideathatthefarmhadcaughtfirehadenteredherhead。Shecouldthinkofnoothercauseforherdaughter’sappearance。
Susan,soakedandmuddy,staredthewholelengthoftheroomtowardsthemenatthefarend。Hermotherasked——
"Whathashappened?Godguardusfrommisfortune!"
Susanmovedherlips。Nosoundcame。MadameLevaillesteppeduptoherdaughter,tookherbythearm,lookedintoherface。
"InGod’sname,"shesaid,shakily,"what’sthematter?Youhavebeenrollinginmud……Whydidyoucome?……Where’sJean?"
Themenhadallgotupandapproachedslowly,staringwithdullsurprise。MadameLevaillejerkedherdaughterawayfromthedoor,swungherrounduponaseatclosetothewall。Thensheturnedfiercelytothemen——
"Enoughofthis!Outyougo——youothers!Iclose。"
Oneofthemobserved,lookingdownatSusancollapsedontheseat:
"Sheis——onemaysay——halfdead。"
MadameLevailleflungthedooropen。
"Getout!March!"shecried,shakingnervously。
Theydroppedoutintothenight,laughingstupidly。Outside,thetwoLothariosbrokeoutintoloudshouts。Theotherstriedtosoothethem,alltalkingatonce。Thenoisewentawayupthelanewiththemen,whostaggeredtogetherinatightknot,remonstratingwithoneanotherfoolishly。
"Speak,Susan。Whatisit?Speak!"entreatedMadameLevaille,assoonasthedoorwasshut。
Susanpronouncedsomeincomprehensiblewords,glaringatthetable。
Theoldwomanclappedherhandsaboveherhead,letthemdrop,andstoodlookingatherdaughterwithdisconsolateeyes。Herhusbandhadbeen"derangedinhishead"forafewyearsbeforehedied,andnowshebegantosuspectherdaughterwasgoingmad。Sheasked,pressingly——
"DoesJeanknowwhereyouare?WhereisJean?"
"Heknows……heisdead。"
"What!"criedtheoldwoman。Shecameupnear,andpeeringatherdaughter,repeatedthreetimes:"Whatdoyousay?Whatdoyousay?
Whatdoyousay?"
Susansatdry-eyedandstonybeforeMadameLevaille,whocontemplatedher,feelingastrangesenseofinexplicablehorrorcreepintothesilenceofthehouse。Shehadhardlyrealisedthenews,furtherthantounderstandthatshehadbeenbroughtinoneshortmomentfacetofacewithsomethingunexpectedandfinal。Itdidnotevenoccurtohertoaskforanyexplanation。Shethought:
accident——terribleaccident——bloodtothehead——felldownatrapdoorintheloft……Sheremainedthere,distractedandmute,blinkingheroldeyes。
Suddenly,Susansaid——
"Ihavekilledhim。"
Foramomentthemotherstoodstill,almostunbreathing,butwithcomposedface。Thenextsecondsheburstoutintoashout——
"Youmiserablemadwoman……theywillcutyourneck……"
Shefanciedthegendarmesenteringthehouse,sayingtoher:"Wewantyourdaughter;giveherup:"thegendarmeswiththesevere,hardfacesofmenonduty。Sheknewthebrigadierwell——anoldfriend,familiarandrespectful,sayingheartily,"Toyourgoodhealth,Madame!"beforeliftingtohislipsthesmallglassofcognac——outofthespecialbottleshekeptforfriends。Andnow!……Shewaslosingherhead。
Sherushedhereandthere,asiflookingforsomethingurgentlyneeded——gavethatup,stoodstockstillinthemiddleoftheroom,andscreamedatherdaughter——
"Why?Say!Say!Why?"
Theotherseemedtoleapoutofherstrangeapathy。
"DoyouthinkIammadeofstone?"sheshoutedback,stridingtowardshermother。
"No!It’simpossible……"saidMadameLevaille,inaconvincedtone。
"Yougoandsee,mother,"retortedSusan,lookingatherwithblazingeyes。"There’snomoneyinheaven——nojustice。No!……Ididnotknow……DoyouthinkIhavenoheart?DoyouthinkIhaveneverheardpeoplejeeringatme,pityingme,wonderingatme?Doyouknowhowsomeofthemwerecallingme?Themotherofidiots——thatwasmynickname!Andmychildrenneverwouldknowme,neverspeaktome。Theywouldknownothing;neithermen——norGod。Haven’tIprayed!ButtheMotherofGodherselfwouldnothearme。Amother!……Whoisaccursed——I,orthemanwhoisdead?Eh?Tellme。Itookcareofmyself。DoyouthinkIwoulddefytheangerofGodandhavemyhousefullofthosethings——thatareworsethananimalswhoknowthehandthatfeedsthem?Whoblasphemedinthenightattheverychurchdoor?
WasitI?……Ionlyweptandprayedformercy……andIfeelthecurseateverymomentoftheday——Iseeitroundmefrommorningtonight……I’vegottokeepthemalive——totakecareofmymisfortuneandshame。Andhewouldcome。IbeggedhimandHeavenformercy……
No!……Thenweshallsee……Hecamethisevening。Ithoughttomyself:’Ah!again!’……Ihadmylongscissors。Iheardhimshouting……Isawhimnear……Imust——mustI?……Thentake!……AndIstruckhiminthethroatabovethebreastbone……I
neverheardhimevensigh……Ilefthimstanding……Itwasaminuteago。HowdidIcomehere?"
MadameLevailleshivered。Awaveofcoldrandownherback,downherfatarmsunderhertightsleeves,madeherstampgentlywhereshestood。Quiversranoverthebroadcheeks,acrossthethinlips,ranamongstthewrinklesatthecornersofhersteadyoldeyes。Shestammered——
"Youwickedwoman——youdisgraceme。Butthere!Youalwaysresembledyourfather。Whatdoyouthinkwillbecomeofyou……intheotherworld?Inthis……Ohmisery!"
Shewasveryhotnow。Shefeltburninginside。Shewrungherperspiringhands——andsuddenly,startingingreathaste,begantolookforherbigshawlandumbrella,feverishly,neveronceglancingatherdaughter,whostoodinthemiddleoftheroomfollowingherwithagazedistractedandcold。
"Nothingworsethaninthis,"saidSusan。
Hermother,umbrellainhandandtrailingtheshawloverthefloor,groanedprofoundly。
"Imustgotothepriest,"sheburstoutpassionately。"Idonotknowwhetheryouevenspeakthetruth!Youareahorriblewoman。Theywillfindyouanywhere。Youmaystayhere——orgo。Thereisnoroomforyouinthisworld。"
Readynowtodepart,sheyetwanderedaimlesslyabouttheroom,puttingthebottlesontheshelf,tryingtofitwithtremblinghandsthecoversoncardboardboxes。Whenevertherealsenseofwhatshehadheardemergedforasecondfromthehazeofherthoughtsshewouldfancythatsomethinghadexplodedinherbrainwithout,unfortunately,burstingherheadtopieces——whichwouldhavebeenarelief。Sheblewthecandlesoutonebyonewithoutknowingit,andwashorriblystartledbythedarkness。Shefellonabenchandbegantowhimper。
Afterawhilesheceased,andsatlisteningtothebreathingofherdaughter,whomshecouldhardlysee,stillandupright,givingnoothersignoflife。Shewasbecomingoldrapidlyatlast,duringthoseminutes。Shespokeintonesunsteady,cutaboutbytherattleofteeth,likeoneshakenbyadeadlycoldfitofague。
"Iwishyouhaddiedlittle。Iwillneverdaretoshowmyoldheadinthesunshineagain。Thereareworsemisfortunesthanidiotchildren。I
wishyouhadbeenborntomesimple——likeyourown……"
Shesawthefigureofherdaughterpassbeforethefaintandlividclearnessofawindow。Thenitappearedinthedoorwayforasecond,andthedoorswungtowithaclang。MadameLevaille,asifawakenedbythenoisefromalongnightmare,rushedout。
"Susan!"sheshoutedfromthedoorstep。
Sheheardastonerollalongtimedownthedeclivityoftherockybeachabovethesands。Shesteppedforwardcautiously,onehandonthewallofthehouse,andpeereddownintothesmoothdarknessoftheemptybay。Onceagainshecried——
"Susan!Youwillkillyourselfthere。"
Thestonehadtakenitslastleapinthedark,andsheheardnothingnow。Asuddenthoughtseemedtostrangleher,andshecallednomore。
SheturnedherbackupontheblacksilenceofthepitandwentupthelanetowardsPloumar,stumblingalongwithsombredetermination,asifshehadstartedonadesperatejourneythatwouldlast,perhaps,totheendofherlife。Asullenandperiodicclamourofwavesrollingoverreefsfollowedherfarinlandbetweenthehighhedgesshelteringthegloomysolitudeofthefields。
Susanhadrunout,swervingsharptotheleftatthedoor,andontheedgeoftheslopecroucheddownbehindaboulder。Adislodgedstonewentondownwards,rattlingasitleaped。WhenMadameLevaillecalledout,Susancouldhave,bystretchingherhand,touchedhermother’sskirt,hadshehadthecouragetomovealimb。Shesawtheoldwomangoaway,andsheremainedstill,closinghereyesandpressinghersidetothehardandruggedsurfaceoftherock。Afterawhileafamiliarfacewithfixedeyesandanopenmouthbecamevisibleintheintenseobscurityamongsttheboulders。Sheutteredalowcryandstoodup。Thefacevanished,leavinghertogaspandshiveraloneinthewildernessofstoneheaps。Butassoonasshehadcroucheddownagaintorest,withherheadagainsttherock,thefacereturned,cameverynear,appearedeagertofinishthespeechthathadbeencutshortbydeath,onlyamomentago。Shescrambledquicklytoherfeetandsaid:"Goaway,orIwilldoitagain。"Thethingwavered,swungtotheright,totheleft。Shemovedthiswayandthat,steppedback,fanciedherselfscreamingatit,andwasappalledbytheunbrokenstillnessofthenight。Shetotteredonthebrink,feltthesteepdeclivityunderherfeet,andrusheddownblindlytosaveherselffromaheadlongfall。Theshingleseemedtowakeup;thepebblesbegantorollbeforeher,pursuedherfromabove,raceddownwithheronbothsides,rollingpastwithanincreasingclatter。Inthepeaceofthenightthenoisegrew,deepeningtoarumour,continuousandviolent,asifthewholesemicircleofthestonybeachhadstartedtotumbledownintothebay。Susan’sfeethardlytouchedtheslopethatseemedtorundownwithher。Atthebottomshestumbled,shotforward,throwingherarmsout,andfellheavily。Shejumpedupatonceandturnedswiftlytolookback,herclenchedhandsfullofsandshehadclutchedinherfall。Thefacewasthere,keepingitsdistance,visibleinitsownsheenthatmadeapalestaininthenight。Sheshouted,"Goaway!"——sheshoutedatitwithpain,withfear,withalltherageofthatuselessstabthatcouldnotkeephimquiet,keephimoutofhersight。Whatdidhewantnow?Hewasdead。Deadmenhavenochildren。Wouldheneverleaveheralone?Sheshriekedatit——wavedheroutstretchedhands。Sheseemedtofeelthebreathofpartedlips,and,withalongcryofdiscouragement,fledacrossthelevelbottomofthebay。