Foratimeneitherthemannorthewomancouldspeak。Therewasnothingintheirhumdrum,habit-smoothedtillingofthesoilandwashingofpotsandpanstopreparethemforascenelikethis——amoonlitbarn,astrangedeadman,andthatdeadman’ssonbabblingofbrooksandsquirrels,andplayingjigsonafiddleforadirge。Atlast,however,Simeonfoundhisvoice。
"Boy,boy,stopthat!"hethundered。"Areyoumad——cleanmad?Gointothehouse,Isay!"Andtheboy,dazedbutobedient,putuphisviolin,andfollowedthewoman,who,withtear-blindedeyes,wasleadingthewaydownthestairs。
Mrs。Hollywasfrightened,butshewasalsostrangelymoved。Fromthelongagothesoundofanotherviolinhadcometoher——aviolin,too,playedbyaboy’shands。Butofthis,allthis,Mrs。
Hollydidnotliketothink。
Inthekitchennowsheturnedandfacedheryoungguest。
"Areyouhungry,littleboy?"
Davidhesitated;hehadnotforgottenthewoman,themilk,andthegold-piece。
"Areyouhungry——dear?"stammeredMrs。Hollyagain;andthistimeDavid’sclamorousstomachforceda"yes"fromhisunwillinglips;
whichsentMrs。Hollyatonceintothepantryforbreadandmilkandaheaped-upplateofdoughnutssuchasDavidhadneverseenbefore。
LikeanyhungryboyDavidatehissupper;andMrs。Holly,inthefaceofthisveryordinarysightofhungerbeingappeasedathertable,breathedmorefreely,andventuredtothinkthatperhapsthisstrangelittleboywasnotsoverystrange,afterall。
"Whatisyourname?"shefoundcouragetoaskthen。
"David。"
"Davidwhat?"
"JustDavid。"
"Butyourfather’sname?"Mrs。Hollyhadalmostasked,butstoppedintime。Shedidnotwanttospeakofhim。"Wheredoyoulive?"sheaskedinstead。
"Onthemountain,’wayup,uponthemountainwhereIcanseemySilverLakeeveryday,youknow。"
"Butyoudidn’tlivetherealone?"
"Oh,no;withfather——beforehe——wentaway"falteredtheboy。
Thewomanflushedredandbitherlip。
"No,no,Imean——weretherenootherhousesbutyours?"shestammered。
"No,ma’am。"
"But,wasn’tyourmother——anywhere?"
"Oh,yes,infather’spocket。"
"YourMOTHER——inyourfather’sPOCKET!"
SoplainlyaghastwasthequestionerthatDavidlookednotalittlesurprisedasheexplained。
"Youdon’tunderstand。Sheisanangel-mother,andangel-mothersdon’thaveanythingonlytheirpicturesdownherewithus。Andthat’swhatwehave,andfatheralwayscarrieditinhispocket。"
"Oh————h,"murmuredMrs。Holly,aquickmistinhereyes。Then,gently:"Anddidyoualwayslivethere——onthemountain?"
"Sixyears,fathersaid。"
"Butwhatdidyoudoallday?Weren’tyouever——lonesome?"
"Lonesome?"Theboy’seyeswerepuzzled。
"Yes。Didn’tyoumissthings——people,otherhouses,boysofyourownage,and——andsuchthings?"
David’seyeswidened。
"Why,howcouldI?"hecried。"WhenIhaddaddy,andmyviolin,andmySilverLake,andthewholeofthegreatbigwoodswitheverythinginthemtotalkto,andtotalktome?"
"Woods,andthingsinthemto——toTALKtoyou!"
"Why,yes。Itwasthelittlebrook,youknow,afterthesquirrel,thattoldmeaboutbeingdead,and——"
"Yes,yes;butnevermind,dear,now,"stammeredthewoman,risinghurriedlytoherfeet——theboywasalittlewild,afterall,shethought。"You——youshouldgotobed。Haven’tyoua——abag,or——oranything?"
"No,ma’am;weleftit,"smiledDavidapologetically。"Yousee,wehadsomuchinitthatitgottooheavytocarry。Sowedidn’tbringit。"
"Somuchinityoudidn’tbringit,indeed!"repeatedMrs。
Holly,underherbreath,throwingupherhandswithagestureofdespair。"Boy,whatareyou,anyway?"
Itwasnotmeantforaquestion,but,tothewoman’ssurprise,theboyanswered,frankly,simply:——
"FathersaysthatI’monelittleinstrumentinthegreatOrchestraofLife,andthatImustseetoitthatI’malwaysintune,anddon’tdragorhitfalsenotes。"
"Myland!"breathedthewoman,droppingbackinherchair,hereyesfixedontheboy。Then,withaneffort,shegottoherfeet。
"Come,youmustgotobed,"shestammered。"I’msurebedis——isthebestplaceyou。IthinkIcanfindwhat——whatyouneed,"shefinishedfeebly。
Inasnuglittleroomoverthekitchensomeminuteslater,Davidfoundhimselfatlastalone。Theroom,thoughithadoncebelongedtoaboyofhisownage,lookedverystrangetoDavid。
Onthefloorwasarag-carpetrug,thefirsthehadeverseen。Onthewallswereafishing-rod,atoyshotgun,andacasefullofbugsandmoths,eachlittlebodyimpaledonapin,toDavid’sshudderinghorror。Thebedhadfourtallpostsatthecorners,andaverypuffytopthatfilledDavidwithwonderastohowhewastoreachit,orstaythereifhedidgainit。Acrossachairlayaboy’slongyellow-whitenightshirtthatthekindladyhadleft,afterhurriedlywipinghereyeswiththeedgeofitshem。
InallthecircleofthecandlelighttherewasjustonefamiliarobjecttoDavid’shomesickeyes——thelongblackviolincasewhichhehadbroughtinhimself,andwhichheldhisbelovedviolin。
Withhisbackcarefullyturnedtowardtheimpaledbugsandmothsonthewall,Davidundressedhimselfandslippedintotheyellow-whitenightshirt,whichhesniffedatgratefully,solikepinewoodswastheperfumethathungaboutitsfolds。Thenheblewoutthecandleandgropedhiswaytotheonewindowthelittleroomcontained。
Themoonstillshone,butlittlecouldbeseenthroughthethickgreenbranchesofthetreeoutside。Fromtheyardbelowcamethesoundofwheels,andofmen’sexcitedvoices。Therecamealsothetwinkleoflanternsbornebyhurryinghands,andthetrampofshufflingfeet。InthewindowDavidshivered。Therewerenowidesweepofmountain,hill,andvalley,noSilverLake,norestfulhush,nodaddy,——nobeautifulThingsthatWere。Therewasonlythedreary,hollowmockeryoftheThingstheyhadBecome。
Longminuteslater,David,withtheviolininhisarms,laydownupontherug,and,forthefirsttimesincebabyhood,sobbedhimselftosleep——butitwasasleepthatbroughtnorest;forinithedreamedthathewasabig,white-wingedmothpinnedwithastartoanink-blacksky。
CHAPTERIV
TWOLETTERS
IntheearlygraydawnDavidawoke。Hisfirstsensationwasthephysicalnumbnessandstiffnessthatcamefromhishardbedonthefloor。
"Why,daddy,"hebegan,pullinghimselfhalf-erect,"Isleptallnighton——"Hestoppedsuddenly,brushinghiseyeswiththebacksofhishands。"Why,daddy,where——"Thenfullconsciousnesscametohim。
Withalowcryhesprangtohisfeetandrantothewindow。
Throughthetreeshecouldseethesunriseglowoftheeasternsky。Downintheyardnoonewasinsight;butthebarndoorwasopen,and,withaquickindrawingofhisbreath,Davidturnedbackintotheroomandbegantothrusthimselfintohisclothing。
Thegoldinhissaggingpocketsclinkedandjingledmusically;
andoncehalfadozenpiecesrolledoutuponthefloor。Foramomenttheboylookedasifheweregoingtoletthemremainwheretheywere。Butthenextminute,withanimpatientgesture,hehadpickedthemupandthrustthemdeepintooneofhispockets,silencingtheirjinglingwithhishandkerchief。
Oncedressed,Davidpickeduphisviolinandsteppedsoftlyintothehall。Atfirstnosoundreachedhisears;thenfromthekitchenbelowcametheclatterofbriskfeetandtherattleoftinsandcrockery。Tighteninghisclaspontheviolin,Davidslippedquietlydownthebackstairsandouttotheyard。Itwasonlyafewsecondsthenbeforehewashurryingthroughtheopendoorwayofthebarnandupthenarrowstairwaytotheloftabove。
Atthetop,however,hecametoasharppause,withalowcry。
Thenextmomentheturnedtoseeakindly-facedmanlookingupathimfromthefootofthestairs。
"Oh,sir,please——please,whereishe?Whathaveyoudonewithhim?"appealedtheboy,almostplungingheadlongdownthestairsinhishastetoreachthebottom。
Intotheman’sweather-beatenfacecamealookofsincerebutawkwardsympathy。
"Oh,hullo,sonny!Soyou’retheboy,areye?"hebegandiffidently。
"Yes,yes,I’mDavid。Butwhereishe——myfather,youknow?I
meanthe——theparthe——heleftbehindhim?"chokedtheboy。"Thepartlike——theice-coat?"
Themanstared。Then,involuntarily,hebegantobackaway。
"Well,yesee,I——I——"
"But,maybeyoudon’tknow,"interruptedDavidfeverishly。"Youaren’tthemanIsawlastnight。Whoareyou?Whereishe——theotherone,please?"
"No,I——Iwa’n’there——thatis,notatthefirst,"spokeupthemanquickly,stillunconsciouslybackingaway。"Me——I’monlyLarson,PerryLarson,yeknow。’TwasMr。Hollyyouseelastnight——himthatIworksfor。"
"Then,whereisMr。Holly,please?"falteredtheboy,hurryingtowardthebarndoor。"Maybehewouldknow——aboutfather。Oh,thereheis!"AndDavidranoutofthebarnandacrosstheyardtothekitchenporch。
ItwasanunhappytenminutesthatDavidspentthen。BesidesMr。
Holly,therewereMrs。Holly,andtheman,PerryLarson。Andtheyalltalked。ButlittleofwhattheysaidcouldDavidunderstand。
Tononeofhisquestionscouldheobtainananswerthatsatisfied。
Neither,onhispart,couldheseemtoreplytotheirquestionsinawaythatpleasedthem。
Theywentintobreakfastthen,Mr。andMrs。Holly,andtheman,PerryLarson。TheyaskedDavidtogo——atleast,Mrs。Hollyaskedhim。ButDavidshookhisheadandsaid"No,no,thankyouverymuch;I’drathernot,ifyouplease——notnow。"Thenhedroppedhimselfdownonthestepstothink。AsifhecouldEAT——withthatgreatchokinglumpinhisthroatthatrefusedtobeswallowed!
Davidwasthoroughlydazed,frightened,anddismayed。Heknewnowthatneveragaininthisworldwouldheseehisdearfather,orhearhimspeak。Thismuchhadbeenmadeverycleartohimduringthelasttenminutes。Whythisshouldbeso,orwhathisfatherwouldwanthimtodo,hecouldnotseemtofindout。Notuntilnowhadherealizedatallwhatthisgoingawayofhisfatherwastomeantohim。Andhetoldhimselffranticallythathecouldnothaveitso。HECOULDNOTHAVEITSO!Butevenashesaidthewords,heknewthatitwasso——irrevocablyso。
Davidbeganthentolongforhismountainhome。Thereatleasthewouldhavehisdearforestallabouthim,withthebirdsandthesquirrelsandthefriendlylittlebrooks。TherehewouldhavehisSilverLaketolookat,too,andallofthemwouldspeaktohimofhisfather。Hebelieved,indeed,thatupthereitwouldalmostseemasifhisfatherwerereallywithhim。And,anyway,ifhisfatherevershouldcomeback,itwouldbetherethathewouldbesuretoseekhim——upthereinthelittlemountainhomesodeartothemboth。Backtothecabinhewouldgonow,then。
Yes;indeedhewould!
Withalowwordandapassionatelyintentexpression,Davidgottohisfeet,pickeduphisviolin,andhurried,firm-footed,downthedrivewayandoutuponthemainhighway,turninginthedirectionfromwhencehehadcomewithhisfatherthenightbefore。
TheHollyshadjustfinishedbreakfastwhenHiggins,thecoroner,droveintotheyardaccompaniedbyWilliamStreeter,thetown’smostprominentfarmer,——andthemostmiserlyone,ifreportwastobecredited。
"Well,couldyougetanythingoutoftheboy?"demandedHiggins,withoutceremony,asSimeonHollyandLarsonappearedonthekitchenporch。
"Verylittle。Reallynothingofimportance,"answeredSimeonHolly。
"Whereishenow?"
"Why,hewashereonthestepsafewminutesago。"SimeonHollylookedabouthimabitimpatiently。
"Well,Iwanttoseehim。I’vegotaletterforhim。"
"Aletter!"exclaimedSimeonHollyandLarsoninamazedunison。
"Yes。Founditinhisfather’spocket,"noddedthecoroner,withallthetantalizingbrevityofamanwhoknowshehasachoicemorselofinformationthatiseagerlyawaited。"It’saddressedto’MyboyDavid,’soIcalculatedwe’dbettergiveittohimfirstwithoutreadingit,seeingit’shis。Afterhereadsit,though,I
wanttoseeit。Iwanttoseeifwhatitsaysisanynearerbeinghorse-sensethantheotheroneis。"
"Theotherone!"exclaimedtheamazedchorusagain。
"Oh,yes,there’sanotherone,"spokeupWilliamStreetertersely。"AndI’vereadit——allbutthescrawlattheend。Therecouldn’tanybodyreadthat!"Higginslaughed。
"Well,I’mfreetoconfess’tisasticker——thatname,"headmitted。"Andit’sthenamewewant,ofcourse,totelluswhotheyare——sinceitseemstheboydon’tknow,fromwhatyousaidlastnight。Iwasinhopes,bythismorning,you’dhavefoundoutmorefromhim。"
SimeonHollyshookhishead。
"’Twasimpossible。"
"Gosh!Ishouldsay’twas,"cutinPerryLarson,withemphasis。
"An’queerain’tnonameforit。Oneminutehe’dbetalkin’goodcommonsenselikeanybody:an’thenexthe’dbechatterin’ofcoatsmadeo’ice,an’birdsan’squirrelsan’babblingbrooks。
Hesureisdippy!Listen。Heactuallydon’tseemterknowthediff’rencebetweenhimselfan’hisfiddle。Wewastryin’terfindoutthismornin’whathecoulddo,an’whathewantedterdo,whenifhedidn’tupan’saythathisfathertoldhimitdidn’tmakesomuchdiff’renceWHAThedidsolongashekepthisselfintunean’didn’tstrikefalsenotes。Now,whatdoyerthinko’
that?"
"Yes,I,know"noddedHigginsmusingly。"ThereWASsomethingqueeraboutthem,andtheyweren’tjustordinarytramps。DidI
tellyou?IovertookthemlastnightawayupontheFairbanksroadbytheTaylorplace,andIgave’emalift。Iparticularlynoticedwhatadecentsorttheywere。Theywerecleanandquiet-spoken,andtheirclothesweregood,eveniftheywererough。Yettheydidn’thaveanybaggagebutthemfiddles。"
"Butwhatwasthatsecondletteryoumentioned?"askedSimeonHolly。
Higginssmiledoddly,andreachedintohispocket。
"Theletter?Oh,you’rewelcometoreadtheletter,"hesaid,ashehandedoverabitoffoldedpaper。
Simeontookitgingerlyandexaminedit。
Itwasaleaftornapparentlyfromanotebook。Itwasfoldedthreetimes,andboreontheoutsidethesuperscription"Towhomitmayconcern。"Thehandwritingwaspeculiar,irregular,andnotverylegible。Butasnearasitcouldbedeciphered,thenoteranthus:——
NowthatthetimehascomewhenImustgiveDavidbacktotheworld,Ihavesetoutforthatpurpose。
ButIamill——veryill,andshouldDeathhaveswifterfeetthanI,Imustleavemytaskforotherstocomplete。Dealgentlywithhim。Heknowsonlythatwhichisgoodandbeautiful。Heknowsnothingofsinnorevil。
Thenfollowedthesignature——athingofscrawlsandflourishesthatconveyednosortofmeaningtoSimeonHolly’spuzzledeyes。
"Well?"promptedHigginsexpectantly。
SimeonHollyshookhishead。
"Icanmakelittleofit。Itcertainlyisamostremarkablenote。"
"Couldyoureadthename?"
"No。"
"Well,Icouldn’t。Neithercouldhalfadozenothersthat’sseenit。Butwhere’stheboy?Mebbehisnote’lltalksense。"
"I’llgofindhim,"volunteeredLarson。"Hemustbesomewheres’round。"
ButDavidwasveryevidentlynot"somewheres’round。"Atleasthewasnotinthebarn,theshed,thekitchenbedroom,noranywhereelsethatLarsonlooked;andthemanwasjustcomingbackwithacrestfallen,perplexedfrown,whenMrs。Hollyhurriedoutontotheporch。
"Mr。Higgins,"shecried,inobviousexcitement,"yourwifehasjusttelephonedthathersisterMolliehasjusttelephonedHER
thatthatlittletrampboywiththeviolinisatherhouse。"
"AtMollie’s!"exclaimedHiggins。"Why,that’samileormorefromhere。"
"Sothat’swhereheis!"interposedLarson,hurryingforward。
"Doggonethelittlerascal!Hemust’a’slippedawaywhilewewaseatinbreakfast。"
"Yes。But,Simeon,——Mr。Higgins,——wehadn’toughttolethimgolikethat,"appealedMrs。Hollytremulously。"YourwifesaidMolliesaidshefoundhimcryingatthecrossroads,becausehedidn’tknowwhichwaytotake。Hesaidhewasgoingbackhome。
Hemeanstothatwretchedcabinonthemountain,youknow;andwecan’tlethimdothatalone——achildlikethat!"
"Whereishenow?"demandedHiggins。
"InMollie’skitcheneatingbreadandmilk;butshesaidshehadanawfultimegettinghimtoeat。Andshewantstoknowwhattodowithhim。That’swhyshetelephonedyourwife。Shethoughtyououghttoknowhewasthere。"
"Yes,ofcourse。Well,tellhertotellhimtocomeback。"
"Molliesaidshetriedtohavehimcomeback,butthathesaid,no,thankyou,he’drathernot。Hewasgoinghomewherehisfathercouldfindhimifheshouldeverwanthim。Mr。Higgins,we——weCAN’Tlethimgoofflikethat。Why,thechildwoulddieuptherealoneinthosedreadfulwoods,evenifhecouldgetthereinthefirstplace——whichIverymuchdoubt。"
"Yes,ofcourse,ofcourse,"mutteredHiggins,withathoughtfulfrown。"There’shisletter,too。Say!"headded,brightening,"what’llyoubetthatletterwon’tfetchhim?Heseemstothinktheworldandallofhisdaddy。Here,"hedirected,turningtoMrs。Holly,"youtellmywifetotell——betteryet,youtelephoneMollieyourself,please,andtellhertotelltheboywe’vegotaletterhereforhimfromhisfather,andhecanhaveitifhe’llcomeback。"。
"Iwill,Iwill,"calledMrs。Holly,overhershoulder,asshehurriedintothehouse。Inanunbelievablyshorttimeshewasback,herfacebeaming。
"He’sstarted,sosoon,"shenodded。"He’scrazywithjoy,Molliesaid。Heevenleftpartofhisbreakfast,hewasinsuchahurry。
SoIguesswe’llseehimallright。"
"Oh,yes,we’llseehimallright,"echoedSimeonHollygrimly。
"Butthatisn’ttellingwhatwe’lldowithhimwhenwedoseehim。"
"Oh,well,maybethisletterofhiswillhelpusoutonthat,"
suggestedHigginssoothingly。"Anyhow,evenifitdoesn’t,I’mnotworryingany。Iguesssomeonewillwanthim——agoodhealthyboylikethat。"
"Didyoufindanymoneyonthebody?"askedStreeter。
"Alittlechange——afewcents。Nothingtocount。Iftheboy’sletterdoesn’ttelluswhereanyoftheirfolksare,it’llbeuptothetowntoburyhimallright。"
"Hehadafiddle,didn’the?Andtheboyhadone,too。Wouldn’ttheybringanything?"Streeter’sroundblueeyesgleamedshrewdly。
Higginsgaveaslowshakeofhishead。
"Maybe——iftherewasamarketfor’em。Butwho’dbuy’em?Thereain’tasoulintownplaysbutJackGurnsey;andhe’sgotone。
Besides,he’ssick,andgotallhecandotobuybreadandbutterforhimandhissisterwithouttakinginmorefiddles,Iguess。
HEwouldn’tbuy’em。"
"Hm——m;maybenot,maybenot,"gruntedStreeter。"An’,asyousay,he’stheonlyonethat’sgotanyusefor’emhere;an’likeenoughtheyain’tworthmuch,anyway。SoIguess’tisuptothetownallright。"
"Yes;but——ifyer’lltakeitfromme,"——interruptedLarson,——"you’llbewiseifyekeepstillbeforetheboy。It’snouseASKIN’himanythin’。We’veprovedthatfastenough。An’ifheonceturns’roundan’beginsteraskYOUquestions,yerdonefor!"
"Iguessyou’reright,"noddedHiggins,withaquizzicalsmile。
"AndaslongasquestioningCAN’Tdoanygood,why,we’lljustkeepwhistbeforetheboy。MeanwhileIwishthelittlerascalwouldhurryupandgethere。IwanttoseetheinsideofthatlettertoHIM。I’mrelyingonthatbeingsomehelptounsnarlthistangleoftellingwhotheyare。"
"Well,he’sstarted,"reiteratedMrs。Holly,assheturnedbackintothehouse;"soIguesshe’llgethereifyouwaitlongenough。"
"Oh,yes,he’llgethereifwewaitlongenough,"echoedSimeonHollyagain,crustily。
Thetwomeninthewagonsettledthemselvesmorecomfortablyintheirseats,andPerryLarson,afterahalf-uneasy,half-apologeticglanceathisemployer,droppedhimselfontothebottomstep。SimeonHollyhadalreadysatdownstifflyinoneoftheporchchairs。SimeonHollynever"droppedhimself"anywhere。
Indeed,accordingtoPerryLarson,iftherewereahardwaytodoathing,SimeonHollyfoundit——anddidit。Thefactthat,thismorning,hehadallowed,andwasstillallowing,thesacredroutineoftheday’sworktobethusinterrupted,fornothingmoreimportantthantheexpectedarrivalofastrollingurchin,wassomethingLarsonwouldnothavebelievedhadhenotseenit。
Evennowhewasconsciousonceortwiceofaninvoluntarydesiretorubhiseyestomakesuretheywerenotdeceivinghim。
ImpatientasthewaitingmenwereforthearrivalofDavid,theywereyetalmostsurprised,sosoondidheappear,runningupthedriveway。
"Oh,whereisit,please?"hepanted。"Theysaidyouhadaletterformefromdaddy!"
"You’reright,sonny;wehave。Andhereitis,"answeredHigginspromptly,holdingoutthefoldedpaper。
Plainlyeagerashewas,Daviddidnotopenthenotetillhehadfirstcarefullysetdownthecaseholdinghisviolin;thenhedevoureditwitheagereyes。
Asheread,thefourmenwatchedhisface。Theysawfirstthequicktearsthathadtobeblinkedaway。Thentheysawtheradiantglowthatgrewanddeepeneduntilthewholeboyishfacewasaflamewiththesplendorofit。Theysawtheshiningwonderofhiseyes,too,ashelookedupfromtheletter。
"Anddaddywrotethistomefromthefarcountry?"hebreathed。
SimeonHollyscowled。Larsonchokedoverastifledchuckle。
WilliamStreeterstaredandshruggedhisshoulders;butHigginsflushedadullred。
"No,sonny,"hestammered。"Wefounditonthe——er——Imean,it——er——yourfatherleftitinhispocketforyou,"finishedtheman,alittleexplosively。
Aswiftshadowcrossedtheboy’sface。
"Oh,IhopedI’dheard——"hebegan。Thensuddenlyhestopped,hisfaceoncemorealight。"Butit’s’mostthesameasifhewroteitfromthere,isn’tit?Heleftitforme,andhetoldmewhattodo。"
"What’sthat,what’sthat?"criedHiggins,instantlyalert。"DID
hetellyouwhattodo?Then,let’shaveit,soWE’LLknow。Youwillletusreadit,won’tyou,boy?"
"Why,y——yes,"stammeredDavid,holdingitoutpolitely,butwithevidentreluctance。
"Thankyou,"noddedHiggins,ashereachedforthenote。
David’sletterwasverydifferentfromtheotherone。Itwaslonger,butitdidnothelpmuch,thoughitwaseasilyread。Inhisletter,inspiteofthewaveringlines,eachwordwasformedwithacarethattoldofafather’sthoughtfortheyoungeyesthatwouldreadit。Itwaswrittenontwoofthenotebook’sleaves,andattheendcamethesingleword"Daddy。"
David,myboy[readHigginsaloud],inthefarcountryIamwaitingforyou。Donotgrieve,forthatwillgrieveme。Ishallnotreturn,butsomedayyouwillcometome,yourviolinatyourchin,andthebowdrawnacrossthestringstogreetme。Seethatittellsmeofthebeautifulworldyouhaveleft——foritisabeautifulworld,David;neverforgetthat。Andifsometimeyouaretemptedtothinkitisnotabeautifulworld,justrememberthatyouyourselfcanmakeitbeautifulifyouwill。
Youareamongnewfaces,surroundedbythingsandpeoplethatarestrangetoyou。Someofthemyouwillnotunderstand;someofthemyoumaynotlike。Butdonotfear,David,anddonotpleadtogobacktothehills。Rememberthis,myboy,——inyourviolinlieallthethingsyoulongfor。Youhaveonlytoplay,andthebroadskiesofyourmountainhomewillbeoveryou,andthedearfriendsandcomradesofyourmountainforestswillbeaboutyou。
DADDY。
"Gorry!that’sworsethantheother,"groanedHiggins,whenhehadfinishedthenote。"There’sactuallynothinginit!Wouldn’tyouthink——ifamanwroteanythingatsuchatime——thathe’d’a’
wrotesomethingthathadsomesensetoit——somethingthatonecouldgetholdof,andfindoutwhotheboyis?"
Therewasnoansweringthis。Theassembledmencouldonlygruntandnodinagreement,which,afterall,wasnorealhelp。
CHAPTERV
DISCORDS
ThedeadmanfoundinFarmerHolly’sbarncreatedadecidedstirinthevillageofHinsdale。Thecasewasapeculiaroneformanyreasons。First,becauseoftheboy——Hinsdalesupposeditknewboys,butitfeltinclinedtochangeitsmindafterseeingthisone。Second,becauseofthecircumstances。Theboyandhisfatherhadenteredthetownliketramps,yetHiggins,whotalkedfreelyofhishavinggiventhepaira"lift"onthatveryevening,didnothesitatetodeclarethathedidnotbelievethemtobeordinarytrampsatall。
Astherehadbeenlittlefoundinthedeadman’spockets,savethetwonotes,andasnobodycouldbefoundwhowantedtheviolins,thereseemedtobenothingtodobuttoturnthebodyovertothetownforburial。NothingwassaidofthistoDavid;
indeed,aslittleaspossiblewassaidtoDavidaboutanythingafterthatmorningwhenHigginshadgivenhimhisfather’sletter。Atthattimethemenhadmadeonemoreeffortto"gettrackofSOMETHING,"asHigginshaddespairinglyputit。Buttheboy’sanswerstotheirquestionswereanythingbutsatisfying,anythingbuthelpful,andwereoftenmostdisconcerting。Theboywas,infact,regardedbymostofthemen,afterthatmorning,asbeing"alittleoff";andwashenceletseverelyalone。
Whothemanwasthetownauthoritiescertainlydidnotknow,neithercouldtheyapparentlyfindout。Hisname,aswrittenbyhimself,wasunreadable。Hisnotestoldnothing;hissoncouldtelllittlemore——ofconsequence。Areport,tobesure,didcomefromthevillage,farupthemountain,thatsuchamanandboyhadlivedinahutthatwasalmostinaccessible;buteventhisdidnothelpsolvethemystery。
DavidwasleftattheHollyfarmhouse,thoughSimeonHollymentallydeclaredthatheshouldlosenotimeinlookingaboutforsomeonetotaketheboyaway。
OnthatfirstdayHiggins,pickingupthereinspreparatorytodrivingfromtheyard,hadsaid,withanodofhisheadtowardDavid:——
"Well,howaboutit,Holly?Shallweleavehimheretillwefindsomebodythatwantshim?"
"Why,y——yes,Isupposeso,"hesitatedSimeonHolly,withuncordialaccent。
Buthiswife,hoveringinthebackground,hastenedforwardatonce。
"Oh,yes;yes,indeed,"sheurged。"I’msurehe——hewon’tbeamiteoftrouble,Simeon。"
"Perhapsnot,"concededSimeonHollydarkly。"Neither,itissafetosay,willhebeanythingelse——worthanything。"
"That’sitexactly,"spokeupStreeter,fromhisseatinthewagon。"IfIthoughthe’dbeworthhissalt,now,I’dtakehimmyself;but——well,lookathimthisminute,"hefinished,withadisdainfulshrug。
David,ontheloweststep,wasveryevidentlynothearingawordofwhatwasbeingsaid。Withhissensitivefaceillumined,hewasagainporingoverhisfather’sletter。
Somethinginthesuddenquietcutthroughhisabsorptionasthenoisyhumofvoiceshadnotbeenabletodo,andheraisedhishead。Hiseyeswerestarlike。
"I’msogladfathertoldmewhattodo,"hebreathed。"It’llbeeasiernow。"
Receivingnoanswerfromthesomewhatawkwardlysilentmen,hewenton,asifinexplanation:——
"Youknowhe’swaitingforme——inthefarcountry,Imean。Hesaidhewas。Andwhenyou’vegotsomebodywaiting,youdon’tmindstayingbehindyourselfforalittlewhile。Besides,I’veGOTtostaytofindoutaboutthebeautifulworld,youknow,soIcantellhim,when_I_go。That’sthewayIusedtodobackhomeonthemountain,yousee,——tellhimaboutthings。Lotsofdayswe’dgotowalk;then,whenwegothome,he’dhavemetellhim,withmyviolin,whatI’dseen。AndnowhesaysI’mtostayhere。"
"Here!"Itwasthequick,sternvoiceofSimeonHolly。
"Yes,"noddedDavidearnestly;"tolearnaboutthebeautifulworld。Don’tyouremember?AndhesaidIwasnottowanttogobacktomymountains;thatIwouldnotneedto,anyway,becausethemountains,andthesky,andthebirdsandsquirrelsandbrooksarereallyinmyviolin,youknow。And——"ButwithanangryfrownSimeonHollystalkedaway,motioningLarsontofollowhim;andwithamerryglanceandalowchuckleHigginsturnedhishorseaboutanddrovefromtheyard。AmomentlaterDavidfoundhimselfalonewithMrs。Holly,whowaslookingathimwithwistful,thoughslightlyfearfuleyes。
"Didyouhaveallthebreakfastyouwanted?"sheaskedtimidly,resorting,asshehadresortedthenightbefore,totheeverydaythingsofherworldinthehopethattheymightmakethisstrangelittleboyseemlesswild,andmorenearlyhuman。
"Oh,yes,thankyou。"David’seyeshadstrayedbacktothenoteinhishand。Suddenlyhelookedup,anewsomethinginhiseyes。
"Whatisittobea——atramp?"heasked。"ThosemensaiddaddyandIweretramps。"
"Atramp?Oh——er——why,justa——atramp,"stammeredMrs。Holly。
"Butnevermindthat,David。I——Iwouldn’tthinkanymoreaboutit。"
"Butwhatisatramp?"persistedDavid,asmoulderingfirebeginningtoshowinhiseyes。"BecauseiftheymeantTHIEVES——"
"No,no,David,"interruptedMrs。Hollysoothingly。"Theynevermeantthievesatall。"
"Then,whatisittobeatramp?"
"Why,it’sjustto——totramp,"explainedMrs。Hollydesperately;——"walkalongtheroadfromonetowntoanother,and——andnotliveinahouseatall。"
"Oh!"David’sfacecleared。"That’sallright,then。I’dlovetobeatramp,andso’dfather。Andweweretramps,sometimes,too,’causelotsoftimes,inthesummer,wedidn’tstayinthecabinhardlyany——justlivedoutofdoorsalldayandallnight。Why,I
neverknewreallywhatthepinetreesweresayingtillIheardthematnight,lyingunderthem。YouknowwhatImean。You’veheardthem,haven’tyou?"
"Atnight?Pinetrees?"stammeredMrs。Hollyhelplessly。
"Yes。Oh,haven’tyoueverheardthematnight?"criedtheboy,inhisvoiceaverygenuinesympathyasforagrievousloss。
"Why,then,ifyou’veonlyheardthemdaytimes,youdon’tknowabitwhatpinetreesreallyare。ButIcantellyou。Listen!Thisiswhattheysay,"finishedtheboy,whippinghisviolinfromitscase,and,afteraswifttestingofthestrings,plungingintoaweird,hauntinglittlemelody。
Inthedoorway,Mrs。Holly,bewildered,yetbewitched,stoodmotionless,hereyeshalf-fearfully,half-longinglyfixedonDavid’sglorifiedface。ShewasstillinthesamepositionwhenSimeonHollycamearoundthecornerofthehouse。
"Well,Ellen,"hebegan,withquietscorn,afteramoment’ssternwatchingofthescenebeforehim,"haveyounothingbettertodothismorningthantolistentothisminstrelfellow?"
"Oh,Simeon!Why,yes,ofcourse。I——Iforgot——whatIwasdoing,"
falteredMrs。Holly,flushingguiltilyfromnecktobrowassheturnedandhurriedintothehouse。
David,ontheporchsteps,seemedtohaveheardnothing。Hewasstillplaying,hisraptgazeonthedistantsky-line,whenSimeonHollyturneduponhimwithdisapprovingeyes。
"Seehere,boy,can’tyoudoanythingbutfiddle?"hedemanded。
Then,asDavidstillcontinuedtoplay,headdedsharply:"Didn’tyouhearme,boy?"
Themusicstoppedabruptly。Davidlookedupwiththeslightlydazedairofonewhohasbeensummonedasfromanotherworld。
"Didyouspeaktome,sir?"heasked。
"Idid——twice。Iaskedifyouneverdidanythingbutplaythatfiddle。"
"Youmeanathome?"David’sfaceexpressedmildwonderwithoutatraceofangerorresentment。"Why,yes,ofcourse。Icouldn’tplayALLthetime,youknow。Ihadtoeatandsleepandstudymybooks;andeverydaywewenttowalk——liketramps,asyoucallthem,"heelucidated,hisfacebrighteningwithobviousdelightatbeingable,foronce,toexplainmattersintermsthathefeltsurewouldbeunderstood。
"Tramps,indeed!"mutteredSimeonHolly,underhisbreath。Then,sharply:"Didyouneverperformanyusefullabor,boy?Wereyourdaysalwaysspentinthisungodlyidleness?"
AgainDavidfrownedinmildwonder。
"Oh,Iwasn’tidle,sir。FathersaidImustneverbethat。HesaideveryinstrumentwasneededinthegreatOrchestraofLife;
andthatIwasone,youknow,evenifIwasonlyalittleboy。
AndhesaidifIkeptstillanddidn’tdomypart,theharmonywouldn’tbecomplete,and——"
"Yes,yes,butnevermindthatnow,boy,"interruptedSimeonHolly,withharshimpatience。"Imean,didheneversetyoutowork——realwork?"
"Work?"Davidmeditatedagain。Thensuddenlyhisfacecleared。
"Oh,yes,sir,hesaidIhadabeautifulworktodo,andthatitwaswaitingformeoutintheworld。That’swhywecamedownfromthemountain,youknow,tofindit。Isthatwhatyoumean?"
"Well,no,"retortedtheman,"Ican’tsaythatitwas。Iwasreferringtowork——realworkaboutthehouse。Didyouneverdoanyofthat?"
Davidgavearelievedlaugh。
"Oh,youmeangettingthemealsandtidyingupthehouse,"hereplied。"Oh,yes,Ididthatwithfather,only"——hisfacegrewwistful——"I’mafraidIdidn’tdoitverywell。Mybaconwasneverasniceandcrispasfather’s,andthefirewasalwaysspoilingmypotatoes。"
"Humph!baconandpotatoes,indeed!"scornedSimeonHolly。"Well,boy,wecallthatwomen’sworkdownhere。Wesetmentosomethingelse。Doyouseethatwoodpilebythesheddoor?"
"Yes,sir。"
"Verygood。Inthekitchenyou’llfindanemptywoodbox。Doyouthinkyoucouldfillitwithwoodfromthatwoodpile?You’llfindplentyofshort,smallsticksalreadychopped。"
"Oh,yes,sir,I’dliketo,"noddedDavid,hastilybutcarefullytuckinghisviolinintoitscase。Aminutelaterhehadattackedthewoodpilewithawill;andSimeonHolly,afterasharplywatchfulglance,hadturnedaway。
Butthewoodbox,afterall,wasnotfilled。Atleast,itwasnotfilledimmediately。forattheverybeginningofgatheringthesecondarmfulofwood,Davidpickedupastickthathadlonglaininonepositionontheground,therebydisclosingsundryanddiversecrawlingthingsofmanylegs,whichfilledDavid’ssoulwithdelight,anddroveawayeverythoughtoftheemptywoodbox。
Itwasonlyamatterofsomestrengthandmorepatience,andstillmoretime,tooverturnotherandbiggersticks,tofindotherandbiggerofthemany-legged,many-jointedcreatures。One,indeed,wassoverywonderfulthatDavid,withawhoopofglee,summonedMrs。Hollyfromthesheddoorwaytocomeandsee。
SourgentwashispleathatMrs。Hollycamewithhurriedsteps——butshewentawaywithstepsevenmorehurried;andDavid,sittingbackonhiswoodpileseat,waslefttowonderwhysheshouldscreamandshudderandsay"Ugh-h-h!"atsuchabeautiful,interestingthingaswasthislittlecreaturewholivedinherwoodpile。