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ChapterI

Inmyopinion,itisimpossibletocreatecharactersuntilonehasspentalongtimeinstudyingmen,asitisimpossibletospeakalanguageuntilithasbeenseriouslyacquired。Notbeingoldenoughtoinvent,Icontentmyselfwithnarrating,andIbegthereadertoassurehimselfofthetruthofastoryinwhichallthecharacters,withtheexceptionoftheheroine,arestillalive。Eye-witnessesofthegreaterpartofthefactswhichI

havecollectedaretobefoundinParis,andImightcalluponthemtoconfirmmeifmytestimonyisnotenough。And,thankstoaparticularcircumstance,Ialonecanwritethesethings,forI

aloneamabletogivethefinaldetails,withoutwhichitwouldhavebeenimpossibletomakethestoryatonceinterestingandcomplete。

Thisishowthesedetailscametomyknowledge。Onthe12thofMarch,1847,IsawintheRueLafitteagreatyellowplacardannouncingasaleoffurnitureandcuriosities。Thesalewastotakeplaceonaccountofthedeathoftheowner。Theowner'snamewasnotmentioned,butthesalewastobeheldat9,Rued'Antin,onthe16th,from12to5。Theplacardfurtherannouncedthattheroomsandfurniturecouldbeseenonthe13thand14th。

Ihavealwaysbeenveryfondofcuriosities,andImadeupmymindnottomisstheoccasion,ifnotofbuyingsome,atalleventsofseeingthem。NextdayIcalledat9,Rued'Antin。

Itwasearlyintheday,andyettherewerealreadyanumberofvisitors,bothmenandwomen,andthewomen,thoughtheyweredressedincashmereandvelvet,andhadtheircarriageswaitingforthematthedoor,gazedwithastonishmentandadmirationattheluxurywhichtheysawbeforethem。

Iwasnotlongindiscoveringthereasonofthisastonishmentandadmiration,for,havingbeguntoexaminethingsalittlecarefully,IdiscoveredwithoutdifficultythatIwasinthehouseofakeptwoman。Now,ifthereisonethingwhichwomeninsocietywouldliketosee(andthereweresocietywomenthere),itisthehomeofthosewomenwhosecarriagessplashtheirowncarriagesdaybyday,who,likethem,sidebysidewiththem,havetheirboxesattheOperaandattheItaliens,andwhoparadeinParistheopulentinsolenceoftheirbeauty,theirdiamonds,andtheirscandal。

Thisonewasdead,sothemostvirtuousofwomencouldenterevenherbedroom。Deathhadpurifiedtheairofthisabodeofsplendidfoulness,andifmoreexcusewereneeded,theyhadtheexcusethattheyhadmerelycometoasale,theyknewnotwhose。Theyhadreadtheplacards,theywishedtoseewhattheplacardshadannounced,andtomaketheirchoicebeforehand。Whatcouldbemorenatural?Yet,allthesame,inthemidstofallthesebeautifulthings,theycouldnothelplookingaboutforsometracesofthiscourtesan'slife,ofwhichtheyhadheard,nodoubt,strangeenoughstories。

Unfortunatelythemysteryhadvanishedwiththegoddess,and,foralltheirendeavours,theydiscoveredonlywhatwasonsalesincetheowner'sdecease,andnothingofwhathadbeenonsaleduringherlifetime。Fortherest,therewereplentyofthingsworthbuying。Thefurniturewassuperb;therewererosewoodandbuhlcabinetsandtables,SevresandChinesevases,Saxestatuettes,satin,velvet,lace;therewasnothinglacking。

Isaunteredthroughtherooms,followingtheinquisitiveladiesofdistinction。TheyenteredaroomwithPersianhangings,andI

wasjustgoingtoenterinturn,whentheycameoutagainalmostimmediately,smiling,andasifashamedoftheirowncuriosity。I

wasallthemoreeagertoseetheroom。Itwasthedressing-room,laidoutwithallthearticlesoftoilet,inwhichthedeadwoman'sextravaganceseemedtobeseenatitsheight。

Onalargetableagainstthewall,atablethreefeetinwidthandsixinlength,glitteredallthetreasuresofAucocandOdiot。Itwasamagnificentcollection,andtherewasnotoneofthosethousandlittlethingssonecessarytothetoiletofawomanofthekindwhichwasnotingoldorsilver。Suchacollectioncouldonlyhavebeengottogetherlittlebylittle,andthesameloverhadcertainlynotbegunandendedit。

Notbeingshockedatthesightofakeptwoman'sdressing-room,I

amusedmyselfwithexaminingeverydetail,andIdiscoveredthatthesemagnificentlychiselledobjectsboredifferentinitialsanddifferentcoronets。Ilookedatoneafteranother,eachrecallingaseparateshame,andIsaidthatGodhadbeenmercifultothepoorchild,innothavinglefthertopaytheordinarypenalty,butrathertodieinthemidstofherbeautyandluxury,beforethecomingofoldage,thecourtesan'sfirstdeath。

Isthereanythingsadderintheworldthantheoldageofvice,especiallyinwoman?Shepreservesnodignity,sheinspiresnointerest。Theeverlastingrepentance,notoftheevilwaysfollowed,butoftheplansthathavemiscarried,themoneythathasbeenspentinvain,isassaddeningathingasonecanwellmeetwith。Iknewanagedwomanwhohadoncebeen"gay,"whoseonlylinkwiththepastwasadaughteralmostasbeautifulassheherselfhadbeen。Thispoorcreaturetowhomhermotherhadneversaid,"Youaremychild,"excepttobidhernourishheroldageassheherselfhadnourishedheryouth,wascalledLouise,and,beingobedienttohermother,sheabandonedherselfwithoutvolition,withoutpassion,withoutpleasure,asshewouldhaveworkedatanyotherprofessionthatmighthavebeentaughther。

Theconstantsightofdissipation,precociousdissipation,inadditiontoherconstantsicklystate,hadextinguishedinhermindalltheknowledgeofgoodandevilthatGodhadperhapsgivenher,butthatnoonehadeverthoughtofdeveloping。I

shallalwaysrememberher,asshepassedalongtheboulevardsalmosteverydayatthesamehour,accompaniedbyhermotherasassiduouslyasarealmothermighthaveaccompaniedherdaughter。

Iwasveryyoungthen,andreadytoacceptformyselftheeasymoralityoftheage。Iremember,however,thecontemptanddisgustwhichawokeinmeatthesightofthisscandalouschaperoning。Herface,too,wasinexpressiblyvirginalinitsexpressionofinnocenceandofmelancholysuffering。ShewaslikeafigureofResignation。

Onedaythegirl'sfacewastransfigured。Inthemidstofallthedebauchesmappedoutbyhermother,itseemedtoherasifGodhadleftoverforheronehappiness。AndwhyindeedshouldGod,whohadmadeherwithoutstrength,haveleftherwithoutconsolation,underthesorrowfulburdenofherlife?Oneday,then,sherealizedthatshewastohaveachild,andallthatremainedtoherofchastityleapedforjoy。Thesoulhasstrangerefuges。Louiserantotellthegoodnewstohermother。Itisashamefulthingtospeakof,butwearenottellingtalesofpleasantsins;wearetellingoftruefacts,whichitwouldbebetter,nodoubt,topassoverinsilence,ifwedidnotbelievethatitisneedfulfromtimetotimetorevealthemartyrdomofthosewhoarecondemnedwithoutbearing,scornedwithoutjudging;

shamefulitis,butthismotheransweredthedaughterthattheyhadalreadyscarceenoughfortwo,andwouldcertainlynothaveenoughforthree;thatsuchchildrenareuseless,andalying-inissomuchtimelost。

Nextdayamidwife,ofwhomallwewillsayisthatshewasafriendofthemother,visitedLouise,whoremainedinbedforafewdays,andthengotuppalerandfeeblerthanbefore。

Threemonthsafterwardamantookpityonherandtriedtohealher,morallyandphysically;butthelastshockhadbeentooviolent,andLouisediedofit。Themotherstilllives;how?Godknows。

ThisstoryreturnedtomymindwhileIlookedatthesilvertoiletthings,andacertainspaceoftimemusthaveelapsedduringthesereflections,fornoonewasleftintheroombutmyselfandanattendant,who,standingnearthedoor,wascarefullywatchingmetoseethatIdidnotpocketanything。

Iwentuptotheman,towhomIwascausingsomuchanxiety。

"Sir,"Isaid,"canyoutellmethenameofthepersonwhoformerlylivedhere?"

"MademoiselleMargueriteGautier。"

Iknewherbynameandbysight。

"What!"Isaidtotheattendant;"MargueriteGautierisdead?"

"Yes,sir。"

"Whendidshedie?"

"Threeweeksago,Ibelieve。"

"Andwhyaretheroomsonview?"

"Thecreditorsbelievethatitwillsenduptheprices。Peoplecanseebeforehandtheeffectofthethings;youseethatinducesthemtobuy。"

"Shewasindebt,then?"

"Toanyextent,sir。"

"Butthesalewillcoverit?"

"Andmoretoo。"

"Whowillgetwhatremainsover?"

"Herfamily。"

"Shehadafamily?"

"Itseemsso。"

"Thanks。"

Theattendant,reassuredastomyintentions,touchedhishat,andIwentout。

"Poorgirl!"IsaidtomyselfasIreturnedhome;"shemusthavehadasaddeath,for,inherworld,onehasfriendsonlywhenoneisperfectlywell。"AndinspiteofmyselfIbegantofeelmelancholyoverthefateofMargueriteGautier。

Itwillseemabsurdtomanypeople,butIhaveanunboundedsympathyforwomenofthiskind,andIdonotthinkitnecessarytoapologizeforsuchsympathy。

Oneday,asIwasgoingtothePrefectureforapassport,Isawinoneoftheneighbouringstreetsapoorgirlwhowasbeingmarchedalongbytwopolicemen。Idonotknowwhatwasthematter。AllIknowisthatshewasweepingbitterlyasshekissedaninfantonlyafewmonthsold,fromwhomherarrestwastoseparateher。SincethatdayIhaveneverdaredtodespiseawomanatfirstsight。

Chapter2

Thesalewastotakeplaceonthe16th。Aday'sintervalhadbeenleftbetweenthevisitingdaysandthesale,inordertogivetimefortakingdownthehangings,curtains,etc。Ihadjustreturnedfromabroad。ItwasnaturalthatIhadnotheardofMarguerite'sdeathamongthepiecesofnewswhichone'sfriendsalwaystellonreturningafteranabsence。Margueritewasaprettywoman;butthoughthelifeofsuchwomenmakessensationenough,theirdeathmakesverylittle。Theyaresunswhichsetastheyrose,unobserved。Theirdeath,whentheydieyoung,isheardofbyalltheirloversatthesamemoment,forinParisalmostalltheloversofawell-knownwomanarefriends。Afewrecollectionsareexchanged,andeverybody'slifegoesonasiftheincidenthadneveroccurred,withoutsomuchasatear。

Nowadays,attwenty-five,tearshavebecomesorareathingthattheyarenottobesquanderedindiscriminately。Itisthemostthatcanbeexpectediftheparentswhopayforbeingweptoverareweptoverinreturnforthepricetheypay。

Asforme,thoughmyinitialsdidnotoccuronanyofMarguerite'sbelongings,thatinstinctiveindulgence,thatnaturalpitythatIhavealreadyconfessed,setmethinkingoverherdeath,moreperhapsthanitwasworththinkingover。I

rememberedhavingoftenmetMargueriteintheBois,whereshewentregularlyeverydayinalittlebluecoupedrawnbytwomagnificentbays,andIhadnoticedinheradistinctionquiteapartfromotherwomenofherkind,adistinctionwhichwasenhancedbyareallyexceptionalbeauty。

Theseunfortunatecreatureswhenevertheygooutarealwaysaccompaniedbysomebodyorother。Asnomancarestomakehimselfconspicuousbybeingseenintheircompany,andastheyareafraidofsolitude,theytakewiththemeitherthosewhoarenotwellenoughofftohaveacarriage,oroneoranotherofthoseelegant,ancientladies,whoseeleganceisalittleinexplicable,andtowhomonecanalwaysgoforinformationinregardtothewomenwhomtheyaccompany。

InMarguerite'scaseitwasquitedifferent。ShewasalwaysalonewhenshedroveintheChamps-Elysees,lyingbackinhercarriageasmuchaspossible,dressedinfursinwinter,andinsummerwearingverysimpledresses;andthoughsheoftenpassedpeoplewhomsheknew,hersmile,whenshechosetosmile,wasseenonlybythem,andaduchessmighthavesmiledinjustsuchamanner。

Shedidnotdrivetoandfroliketheothers,fromtheRond-PointtotheendoftheChamps-Elysees。ShedrovestraighttotheBois。

Thereshelefthercarriage,walkedforanhour,returnedtohercarriage,anddroverapidlyhome。

AllthesecircumstanceswhichIhadsooftenwitnessedcamebacktomymemory,andIregrettedherdeathasonemightregretthedestructionofabeautifulworkofart。

ItwasimpossibletoseemorecharminbeautythaninthatofMarguerite。Excessivelytallandthin,shehadinthefullestdegreetheartofrepairingthisoversightofNaturebythemerearrangementofthethingsshewore。Hercashmerereachedtotheground,andshowedoneachsidethelargeflouncesofasilkdress,andtheheavymuffwhichsheheldpressedagainstherbosomwassurroundedbysuchcunninglyarrangedfoldsthattheeye,howeverexacting,couldfindnofaultwiththecontourofthelines。Herhead,amarvel,wastheobjectofthemostcoquettishcare。Itwassmall,andhermother,asMussetwouldsay,seemedtohavemadeitsoinordertomakeitwithcare。

Set,inanovalofindescribablegrace,twoblackeyes,surmountedbyeyebrowsofsopureacurvethatitseemedasifpainted;veiltheseeyeswithlovelylashes,which,whendrooped,casttheirshadowontherosyhueofthecheeks;traceadelicate,straightnose,thenostrilsalittleopen,inanardentaspirationtowardthelifeofthesenses;designaregularmouth,withlipspartedgraciouslyoverteethaswhiteasmilk;colourtheskinwiththedownofapeachthatnohandhastouched,andyouwillhavethegeneralaspectofthatcharmingcountenance。

Thehair,blackasjet,wavingnaturallyornot,waspartedontheforeheadintwolargefoldsanddrapedbackoverthehead,leavinginsightjustthetipoftheears,inwhichthereglitteredtwodiamonds,worthfourtofivethousandfrancseach。

HowitwasthatherardentlifehadleftonMarguerite'sfacethevirginal,almostchildlikeexpression,whichcharacterizedit,isaproblemwhichwecanbutstate,withoutattemptingtosolveit。

Margueritehadamarvellousportraitofherself,byVidal,theonlymanwhosepencilcoulddoherjustice。Ihadthisportraitbymeforafewdaysafterherdeath,andthelikenesswassoastonishingthatithashelpedtorefreshmymemoryinregardtosomepointswhichImightnototherwisehaveremembered。

Someamongthedetailsofthischapterdidnotreachmeuntillater,butIwritethemheresoasnottobeobligedtoreturntothemwhenthestoryitselfhasbegun。

Margueritewasalwayspresentateveryfirstnight,andpassedeveryeveningeitheratthetheatreortheball。Whenevertherewasanewpieceshewascertaintobeseen,andsheinvariablyhadthreethingswithherontheledgeofherground-floorbox:

heropera-glass,abagofsweets,andabouquetofcamellias。

Fortwenty-fivedaysofthemonththecamelliaswerewhite,andforfivetheywerered;nooneeverknewthereasonofthischangeofcolour,whichImentionthoughIcannotexplainit;itwasnoticedbothbyherfriendsandbythehabitue'softhetheatrestowhichshemostoftenwent。Shewasneverseenwithanyflowersbutcamellias。Attheflorist's,MadameBarjon's,shehadcometobecalled"theLadyoftheCamellias,"andthenamestucktoher。

LikeallthosewhomoveinacertainsetinParis,IknewthatMargueritehadlivedwithsomeofthemostfashionableyoungmeninsociety,thatshespokeofitopenly,andthattheythemselvesboastedofit;sothatallseemedequallypleasedwithoneanother。Nevertheless,foraboutthreeyears,afteravisittoBagnees,shewassaidtobelivingwithanoldduke,aforeigner,enormouslyrich,whohadtriedtoremoveherasfaraspossiblefromherformerlife,and,asitseemed,entirelytoherownsatisfaction。

ThisiswhatIwastoldonthesubject。Inthespringof1847

Margueritewassoillthatthedoctorsorderedhertotakethewaters,andshewenttoBagneres。Amongtheinvalidswasthedaughterofthisduke;shewasnotonlysufferingfromthesamecomplaint,butshewassolikeMargueriteinappearancethattheymighthavebeentakenforsisters;theyoungduchesswasinthelaststageofconsumption,andafewdaysafterMarguerite'sarrivalshedied。Onemorning,theduke,whohadremainedatBagnerestobenearthesoilthathadburiedapartofhisheart,caughtsightofMargueriteataturnoftheroad。Heseemedtoseetheshadowofhischild,andgoinguptoher,hetookherhands,embracedandweptoverher,andwithoutevenaskingherwhoshewas,beggedhertolethimloveinherthelivingimageofhisdeadchild。Marguerite,aloneatBagnereswithhermaid,andnotbeinginanyfearofcompromisingherself,grantedtheduke'srequest。Somepeoplewhoknewher,happeningtobeatBagneres,tookuponthemselvestoexplainMademoiselleGautier'struepositiontotheduke。Itwasablowtotheoldman,fortheresemblancewithhisdaughterwasendedinonedirection,butitwastoolate。Shehadbecomeanecessitytohisheart,hisonlypretext,hisonlyexcuse,forliving。Hemadenoreproaches,hehadindeednorighttodoso,butheaskedherifshefeltherselfcapableofchanginghermodeoflife,offeringherinreturnforthesacrificeeverycompensationthatshecoulddesire。Sheconsented。

ItmustbesaidthatMargueritewasjustthenveryill。Thepastseemedtohersensitivenatureasifitwereoneofthemaincausesofherillness,andasortofsuperstitionledhertohopethatGodwouldrestoretoherbothhealthandbeautyinreturnforherrepentanceandconversion。Bytheendofthesummer,thewaters,sleep,thenaturalfatigueoflongwalks,hadindeedmoreorlessrestoredherhealth。ThedukeaccompaniedhertoParis,wherehecontinuedtoseeherashehaddoneatBagneres。

Thisliaison,whosemotiveandoriginwerequiteunknown,causedagreatsensation,fortheduke,alreadyknownforhisimmensefortune,nowbecameknownforhisprodigality。Allthiswassetdowntothedebaucheryofaricholdman,andeverythingwasbelievedexceptthetruth。Thefather'ssentimentforMargueritehad,intruth,sopureacausethatanythingbutacommunionofheartswouldhaveseemedtohimakindofincest,andhehadneverspokentoherawordwhichhisdaughtermightnothaveheard。

Farbeitfrommetomakeoutourheroinetobeanythingbutwhatshewas。AslongassheremainedatBagneres,thepromiseshehadmadetothedukehadnotbeenhardtokeep,andshehadkeptit;

but,oncebackinParis,itseemedtoher,accustomedtoalifeofdissipation,ofballs,oforgies,asifthesolitude,onlyinterruptedbytheduke'sstatedvisits,wouldkillherwithboredom,andthehotbreathofheroldlifecamebackacrossherheadandheart。

WemustaddthatMargueritehadreturnedmorebeautifulthanshehadeverbeen;shewasbuttwenty,andhermalady,sleepingbutnotsubdued,continuedtogiveherthosefeverishdesireswhicharealmostalwaystheresultofdiseasesofthechest。

Itwasagreatgrieftothedukewhenhisfriends,alwaysonthelookoutforsomescandalonthepartofthewomanwithwhom,itseemedtothem,hewascompromisinghimself,cametotellhim,indeedtoprovetohim,thatattimeswhenshewassureofnotseeinghimshereceivedothervisits,andthatthesevisitswereoftenprolongedtillthefollowingday。Onbeingquestioned,Margueriteadmittedeverythingtotheduke,andadvisedhim,withoutarriere-pensee,toconcernhimselfwithhernolonger,forshefeltincapableofcarryingoutwhatshehadundertaken,andshedidnotwishtogoonacceptingbenefitsfromamanwhomshewasdeceiving。Thedukedidnotreturnforaweek;itwasallhecoulddo,andontheeighthdayhecametobegMargueritetolethimstillvisither,promisingthathewouldtakeherasshewas,solongashemightseeher,andswearingthathewouldneverutterareproachagainsther,notthoughheweretodieofit。

This,then,wasthestateofthingsthreemonthsafterMarguerite'sreturn;thatistosay,inNovemberorDecember,1842。

Chapter3

Atoneo'clockonthe16thIwenttotheRued'Antin。Thevoiceoftheauctioneercouldbeheardfromtheouterdoor。Theroomswerecrowdedwithpeople。Therewereallthecelebritiesofthemostelegantimpropriety,furtivelyexaminedbycertaingreatladieswhohadagainseizedtheopportunityofthesaleinordertobeabletosee,closeathand,womenwhomtheymightneverhaveanotheroccasionofmeeting,andwhomtheyenviedperhapsinsecretfortheireasypleasures。TheDuchessofF。elbowedMlle。

A。,oneofthemostmelancholyexamplesofourmoderncourtesan;

theMarquisdeT。hesitatedoverapieceoffurniturethepriceofwhichwasbeingrunhighbyMme。D。,themostelegantandfamousadulteressofourtime;theDukeofY。,whoinMadridissupposedtoberuininghimselfinParis,andinParistoberuininghimselfinMadrid,andwho,asamatteroffact,neverevenreachesthelimitofhisincome,talkedwithMme。M。,oneofourwittieststory-tellers,whofromtimetotimewriteswhatshesaysandsignswhatshewrites,whileatthesametimeheexchangedconfidentialglanceswithMme。deN。,afairornamentoftheChamps-Elysees,almostalwaysdressedinpinkorblue,anddrivingtwobigblackhorseswhichTonyhadsoldherfor10,000

francs,andforwhichshehadpaid,afterherfashion;finally,Mlle。R。,whomakesbyhermeretalenttwicewhatthewomenoftheworldmakebytheirdotandthreetimesasmuchastheothersmakebytheiramours,hadcome,inspiteofthecold,tomakesomepurchases,andwasnottheleastlookedatamongthecrowd。

Wemightcitetheinitialsofmanymoreofthosewhofoundthemselves,notwithoutsomemutualsurprise,sidebysideinoneroom。Butwefeartowearythereader。Wewillonlyaddthateveryonewasinthehighestspirits,andthatmanyofthosepresenthadknownthedeadwoman,andseemedquiteobliviousofthefact。Therewasasoundofloudlaughter;theauctioneersshoutedatthetopoftheirvoices;thedealerswhohadfilledthebenchesinfrontoftheauctiontabletriedinvaintoobtainsilence,inordertotransacttheirbusinessinpeace。Neverwasthereanoisieroramorevariedgathering。

Islippedquietlyintothemidstofthistumult,sadtothinkofwhenonerememberedthatthepoorcreaturewhosegoodswerebeingsoldtopayherdebtshaddiedinthenextroom。Havingcomerathertoexaminethantobuy,Iwatchedthefacesoftheauctioneers,noticinghowtheybeamedwithdelightwheneveranythingreachedapricebeyondtheirexpectations。Honestcreatures,whohadspeculateduponthiswoman'sprostitution,whohadgainedtheirhundredpercentoutofher,whohadplaguedwiththeirwritsthelastmomentsofherlife,andwhocamenowafterherdeathtogatherinatoncethefruitsoftheirdishonourablecalculationsandtheinterestontheirshamefulcredit,HowwiseweretheancientsinhavingonlyoneGodfortradersandrobbers!

Dresses,cashmeres,jewels,weresoldwithincrediblerapidity。

TherewasnothingthatIcaredfor,andIstillwaited。AllatonceIheard:"Avolume,beautifullybound,gilt-edged,entitledManonLescaut。Thereissomethingwrittenonthefirstpage。Tenfrancs。"

"Twelve,"saidavoiceafteralongishsilence。

"Fifteen,"Isaid。

Why?Ididnotknow。Doubtlessforthesomethingwritten。

"Fifteen,"repeatedtheauctioneer。

"Thirty,"saidthefirstbidderinatonewhichseemedtodefyfurthercompetition。

Ithadnowbecomeastruggle。"Thirty-five,"Icriedinthesametone。

"Forty。"

"Fifty。"

"Sixty。"

"Ahundred。"

IfIhadwishedtomakeasensationIshouldcertainlyhavesucceeded,foraprofoundsilencehadensued,andpeoplegazedatmeasiftoseewhatsortofapersonitwas,whoseemedtobesodeterminedtopossessthevolume。

TheaccentwhichIhadgiventomylastwordseemedtoconvincemyadversary;hepreferredtoabandonaconflictwhichcouldonlyhaveresultedinmakingmepaytentimesitspriceforthevolume,and,bowing,hesaidverygracefully,thoughindeedalittlelate:

"Igiveway,sir。"

Nothingmorebeingoffered,thebookwasassignedtome。

AsIwasafraidofsomenewfitofobstinacy,whichmyamourpropremighthavesustainedsomewhatbetterthanmypurse,I

wrotedownmyname,hadthebookputononeside,andwentout。I

musthavegivenconsiderablefoodforreflectiontothewitnessesofthisscene,whowouldnodoubtaskthemselveswhatmypurposecouldhavebeeninpayingahundredfrancsforabookwhichI

couldhavehadanywhereforten,or,attheoutside,fifteen。

Anhourafter,Isentformypurchase。Onthefirstpagewaswritteninink,inaneleganthand,aninscriptiononthepartofthegiver。Itconsistedofthesewords:

ManontoMarguerite。

Humility。

ItwassignedArmandDuval。

WhatwasthemeaningofthewordHumility?WasManontorecogniseinMarguerite,intheopinionofM。ArmandDuval,hersuperiorinviceorinaffection?Thesecondinterpretationseemedthemoreprobable,forthefirstwouldhavebeenanimpertinentpieceofplainspeakingwhichMarguerite,whateverheropinionofherself,wouldneverhaveaccepted。

Iwentoutagain,andthoughtnomoreofthebookuntilatnight,whenIwasgoingtobed。

ManonLescautisatouchingstory。Iknoweverydetailofit,andyetwheneverIcomeacrossthevolumethesamesympathyalwaysdrawsmetoit;Iopenit,andforthehundredthtimeIliveoveragainwiththeheroineoftheAbbePrevost。NowthisheroineissotruetolifethatIfeelasifIhadknownher;andthusthesortofcomparisonbetweenherandMargueritegavemeanunusualinclinationtoreadit,andmyindulgencepassedintopity,almostintoakindofloveforthepoorgirltowhomIowedthevolume。Manondiedinthedesert,itistrue,butinthearmsofthemanwholovedherwiththewholeenergyofhissoul;who,whenshewasdead,dugagraveforher,andwatereditwithhistears,andburiedhisheartinit;whileMarguerite,asinnerlikeManon,andperhapsconvertedlikeher,haddiedinasumptuousbed(itseemed,afterwhatIhadseen,thebedofherpast),butinthatdesertoftheheart,amorebarren,avaster,amorepitilessdesertthanthatinwhichManonhadfoundherlastresting-place。

Marguerite,infact,asIhadfoundfromsomefriendswhoknewofthelastcircumstancesofherlife,hadnotasinglerealfriendbyherbedsideduringthetwomonthsofherlongandpainfulagony。

ThenfromManonandMargueritemymindwanderedtothosewhomI

knew,andwhomIsawsingingalongthewaywhichledtojustsuchanotherdeath。Poorsouls!ifitisnotrighttolovethem,isitnotwelltopitythem?Youpitytheblindmanwhohasneverseenthedaylight,thedeafwhohasneverheardtheharmoniesofnature,thedumbwhohasneverfoundavoiceforhissoul,and,underafalsecloakofshame,youwillnotpitythisblindnessofheart,thisdeafnessofsoul,thisdumbnessofconscience,whichsetsthepoorafflictedcreaturebesideherselfandmakesher,inspiteofherself,incapableofseeingwhatisgood,ofbearingtheLord,andofspeakingthepurelanguageofloveandfaith。

HugohaswrittenMarionDelorme,MussethaswrittenBernerette,AlexandreDumashaswrittenFernande,thethinkersandpoetsofalltimehavebroughttothecourtesantheofferingoftheirpity,andattimesagreatmanhasrehabilitatedthemwithhisloveandevenwithhisname。IfIinsistonthispoint,itisbecausemanyamongthosewhohavebeguntoreadmewillbereadytothrowdownabookinwhichtheywillfeartofindanapologyforviceandprostitution;andtheauthor'sagewilldosomething,nodoubt,toincreasethisfear。Letmeundeceivethosewhothinkthus,andletthemgoonreading,ifnothingbutsuchafearhindersthem。

Iamquitesimplyconvincedofacertainprinciple,whichis:Forthewomanwhoseeducationhasnottaughtherwhatisright,Godalmostalwaysopenstwowayswhichleadthitherthewaysofsorrowandoflove。Theyarehard;thosewhowalkinthemwalkwithbleedingfeetandtornhands,buttheyalsoleavethetrappingsofviceuponthethornsofthewayside,andreachthejourney'sendinanakednesswhichisnotshamefulinthesightoftheLord。

Thosewhomeettheseboldtravellersoughttosuccourthem,andtotellallthattheyhavemetthem,forinsodoingtheypointouttheway。Itisnotaquestionofsettingattheoutsetoflifetwosign-posts,onebearingtheinscription"TheRightWay,"

theothertheinscription"TheWrongWay,"andofsayingtothosewhocomethere,"Choose。"Onemustneeds,likeChrist,pointoutthewayswhichleadfromthesecondroadtothefirst,tothosewhohavebeeneasilyledastray;anditisneedfulthatthebeginningofthesewaysshouldnotbetoopainfulnorappeartooimpenetrable。

HereisChristianitywithitsmarvellousparableoftheProdigalSontoteachusindulgenceandpardon。Jesuswasfullofloveforsoulswoundedbythepassionsofmen;helovedtobinduptheirwoundsandtofindinthoseverywoundsthebalmwhichshouldhealthem。ThushesaidtotheMagdalen:"Muchshallbeforgiventheebecausethouhastlovedmuch,"asublimityofpardonwhichcanonlyhavecalledforthasublimefaith。

WhydowemakeourselvesmorestrictthanChrist?Why,holdingobstinatelytotheopinionsoftheworld,whichhardensitselfinorderthatitmaybethoughtstrong,dowereject,asitrejects,soulsbleedingatwoundsbywhich,likeasickman'sbadblood,theeviloftheirpastmaybehealed,ifonlyafriendlyhandisstretchedouttolavethemandsetthemintheconvalescenceoftheheart?

ItistomyowngenerationthatIspeak,tothoseforwhomthetheoriesofM。deVoltairehappilyexistnolonger,tothosewho,likemyself,realizethathumanity,fortheselastfifteenyears,hasbeeninoneofitsmostaudaciousmomentsofexpansion。Thescienceofgoodandevilisacquiredforever;faithisrefashioned,respectforsacredthingshasreturnedtous,andiftheworldhasnotallatoncebecomegood,ithasatleastbecomebetter。Theeffortsofeveryintelligentmantendinthesamedirection,andeverystrongwillisharnessedtothesameprinciple:Begood,beyoung,betrue!Evilisnothingbutvanity,letushavetheprideofgood,andaboveallletusneverdespair。Donotletusdespisethewomanwhoisneithermother,sister,maid,norwife。Donotletuslimitesteemtothefamilynorindulgencetoegoism。Since"thereismorejoyinheavenoveronesinnerthatrepenteththanoverninetyandninejustpersonsthatneednorepentance,"letusgivejoytoheaven。Heavenwillrenderitbacktouswithusury。Letusleaveonourwaythealmsofpardonforthosewhomearthlydesireshavedrivenastray,whomadivinehopeshallperhapssave,and,asoldwomensaywhentheyofferyou。somehomelyremedyoftheirown,ifitdoesnogooditwilldonoharm。

DoubtlessitmustseemaboldthingtoattempttodeducethesegrandresultsoutofthemeagresubjectthatIdealwith;butI

amoneofthosewhobelievethatallisinlittle。Thechildissmall,andheincludestheman;thebrainisnarrow,anditharboursthought;theeyeisbutapoint,anditcoversleagues。

Chapter4

Twodaysafter,thesalewasended。Ithadproduced3。50,000

francs。Thecreditorsdividedamongthemtwothirds,andthefamily,asisterandagrand-nephew,receivedtheremainder。

Thesisteropenedhereyesverywidewhenthelawyerwrotetoherthatshehadinherited50,000francs。Thegirlhadnotseenhersisterforsixorsevenyears,anddidnotknowwhathadbecomeofherfromthemomentwhenshehaddisappearedfromhome。ShecameuptoParisinhaste,andgreatwastheastonishmentofthosewhohadknownMargueritewhentheysawasheronlyheirafine,fatcountrygirl,whountilthenhadneverlefthervillage。Shehadmadethefortuneatasinglestroke,withoutevenknowingthesourceofthatfortune。Shewentback,Iheardafterward,tohercountryside,greatlysaddenedbyhersister'sdeath,butwithasadnesswhichwassomewhatlightenedbytheinvestmentatfourandahalfpercentwhichshehadbeenabletomake。

Allthesecircumstances,oftenrepeatedinParis,themothercityofscandal,hadbeguntobeforgotten,andIwasevenlittlebylittleforgettingthepartIhadtakeninthem,whenanewincidentbroughttomyknowledgethewholeofMarguerite'slife,andacquaintedmewithsuchpatheticdetailsthatIwastakenwiththeideaofwritingdownthestorywhichInowwrite。

Therooms,nowemptiedofalltheirfurniture,hadbeentoletforthreeorfourdayswhenonemorningtherewasaringatmydoor。

Myservant,or,rather,myporter,whoactedasmyservant,wenttothedoorandbroughtmeacard,sayingthatthepersonwhohadgivenittohimwishedtoseeme。

Iglancedatthecardandtherereadthesetwowords:ArmandDuval。

ItriedtothinkwhereIhadseenthename,andrememberedthefirstleafofthecopyofManonLescaut。WhatcouldthepersonwhohadgiventhebooktoMargueritewantofme?Igaveorderstoaskhiminatonce。

Isawayoungman,blond,tall,pale,dressedinatravellingsuitwhichlookedasifhehadnotchangeditforsomedays,andhadnoteventakenthetroubletobrushitonarrivingatParis,foritwascoveredwithdust。

M。Duvalwasdeeplyagitated;hemadenoattempttoconcealhisagitation,anditwaswithtearsinhiseyesandatremblingvoicethathesaidtome:

"Sir,Ibegyoutoexcusemyvisitandmycostume;butyoungpeoplearenotveryceremoniouswithoneanother,andIwassoanxioustoseeyouto-daythatIhavenotevengonetothehoteltowhichIhavesentmyluggage,andhaverushedstraighthere,fearingthat,afterall,Imightmissyou,earlyasitis。"

IbeggedM。Duvaltositdownbythefire;hedidso,and,takinghishandkerchieffromhispocket,hidhisfaceinitforamoment。

"Youmustbeatalosstounderstand,"hewenton,sighingsadly,"forwhatpurposeanunknownvisitor,atsuchanhour,insuchacostume,andintears,canhavecometoseeyou。Ihavesimplycometoaskofyouagreatservice。"

"Speakon,sir,Iamentirelyatyourdisposal。"

"YouwerepresentatthesaleofMargueriteGautier?"

Atthiswordtheemotion,whichhehadgotthebetterofforaninstant,wastoomuchforhim,andhewasobligedtocoverhiseyeswithhishand。

"Imustseemtoyouveryabsurd,"headded,"butpardonme,andbelievethatIshallneverforgetthepatiencewithwhichyouhavelistenedtome。"

"Sir,"Ianswered,"iftheservicewhichIcanrenderyouisabletolessenyourtroublealittle,tellmeatoncewhatIcandoforyou,andyouwillfindmeonlytoohappytoobligeyou。"

M。Duval'ssorrowwassympathetic,aridinspiteofmyselfIfeltthedesireofdoinghimakindness。Thereuponhesaidtome:

"YouboughtsomethingatMarguerite'ssale?"

"Yes,abook。"

"ManonLescaut?"

"Precisely。"

"Haveyouthebookstill?"

"Itisinmybedroom。"

Onhearingthis,ArmandDuvalseemedtoberelievedofagreatweight,andthankedmeasifIhadalreadyrenderedhimaservicemerelybykeepingthebook。

Igotupandwentintomyroomtofetchthebook,whichIhandedtohim。

"Thatisitindeed,"hesaid,lookingattheinscriptiononthefirstpageandturningovertheleaves;"thatisitindeed,"andtwobigtearsfellonthepages。"Well,sir,"saidhe,liftinghishead,andnolongertryingtohidefrommethathehadweptandwaseventhenonthepointofweeping,"doyouvaluethisbookverygreatly?"

"Why?"

"BecauseIhavecometoaskyoutogiveituptome。"

"Pardonmycuriosity,butwasityou,then,whogaveittoMargueriteGautier?"

"Itwas!"

"Thebookisyours,sir;takeitback。Iamhappytobeabletohanditovertoyou。"

"But,"saidM。Duvalwithsomeembarrassment,"theleastIcandoistogiveyouinreturnthepricewhichyoupaidforit。"

"Allowmetoofferittoyou。Thepriceofasinglevolumeinasaleofthatkindisamerenothing,andIdonotrememberhowmuchIgaveforit。"

"Yougaveonehundredfrancs。"

"True,"Isaid,embarrassedinmyturn,"howdoyouknow?"

"Itisquitesimple。IhopedtoreachParisintimeforthesale,andIonlymanagedtogetherethismorning。Iwasabsolutelyresolvedtohavesomethingwhichhadbelongedtoher,andI

hastenedtotheauctioneerandaskedhimtoallowmetoseethelistofthethingssoldandofthebuyers'names。Isawthatthisvolumehadbeenboughtbyyou,andIdecidedtoaskyoutogiveituptome,thoughthepriceyouhadsetuponitmademefearthatyoumightyourselfhavesomesouvenirinconnectionwiththepossessionofthebook。"

Ashespoke,itwasevidentthathewasafraidIhadknownMargueriteashehadknownher。Ihastenedtoreassurehim。

"IknewMlle。Gautieronlybysight,"Isaid;"herdeathmadeonmetheimpressionthatthedeathofaprettywomanmustalwaysmakeonayoungmanwhohadlikedseeingher。Iwishedtobuysomethingathersale,andIbidhigherandhigherforthisbookoutofmereobstinacyandtoannoysomeoneelse,whowasequallykeentoobtainit,andwhoseemedtodefymetothecontest。I

repeat,then,thatthebookisyours,andoncemoreIbegyoutoacceptit;donottreatmeasifIwereanauctioneer,andletitbethepledgebetweenusofalongerandmoreintimateacquaintance。"

"Good,"saidArmand,holdingouthishandandpressingmine;"I

accept,andIshallbegratefultoyouallmylife。"

IwasveryanxioustoquestionArmandonthesubjectofMarguerite,fortheinscriptioninthebook,theyoungman'shurriedjourney,hisdesiretopossessthevolume,piquedmycuriosity;butIfearedifIquestionedmyvisitorthatImightseemtohaverefusedhismoneyonlyinordertohavetherighttopryintohisaffairs。

Itwasasifheguessedmydesire,forhesaidtome:

"Haveyoureadthevolume?"

"Allthrough。"

"WhatdidyouthinkofthetwolinesthatIwroteinit?"

"Irealizedatoncethatthewomantowhomyouhadgiventhevolumemusthavebeenquiteoutsidetheordinarycategory,forI

couldnottakethosetwolinesasamereemptycompliment。"

"Youwereright。Thatwomanwasanangel。See,readthisletter。"

Andhehandedtomeapaperwhichseemedtohavebeenmanytimesreread。

Iopenedit,andthisiswhatitcontained:

"MYDEARARMAND:——Ihavereceivedyourletter。Youarestillgood,andIthankGodforit。Yes,myfriend,Iamill,andwithoneofthosediseasesthatneverrelent;buttheinterestyoustilltakeinmemakesmysufferingless。Ishallnotlivelongenough,Iexpect,tohavethehappinessofpressingthehandwhichhaswrittenthekindletterIhavejustreceived;thewordsofitwouldbeenoughtocureme,ifanythingcouldcureme。I

shallnotseeyou,forIamquiteneardeath,andyouarehundredsofleaguesaway。Mypoorfriend!yourMargueriteofoldtimesissadlychanged。Itisbetterperhapsforyounottoseeheragainthantoseeherassheis。YouaskifIforgiveyou;

oh,withallmyheart,friend,forthewayyouhurtmewasonlyawayofprovingtheloveyouhadforme。Ihavebeeninbedforamonth,andIthinksomuchofyouresteemthatIwriteeverydaythejournalofmylife,fromthemomentwelefteachothertothemomentwhenIshallbeabletowritenolonger。Iftheinterestyoutakeinmeisreal,Armand,whenyoucomebackgoandseeJulieDuprat。Shewillgiveyoumyjournal。Youwillfindinitthereasonandtheexcuseforwhathaspassedbetweenus。Julieisverygoodtome;weoftentalkofyoutogether。Shewastherewhenyourlettercame,andwebothcriedoverit。

"Ifyouhadnotsentmeanyword,IhadtoldhertogiveyouthosepaperswhenyoureturnedtoFrance。Donotthankmeforit。

Thisdailylookingbackontheonlyhappymomentsofmylifedoesmeanimmenseamountofgood,andifyouwillfindinreadingitsomeexcuseforthepast。I,formypart,findacontinualsolaceinit。Ishouldliketoleaveyousomethingwhichwouldalwaysremindyouofme,buteverythingherehasbeenseized,andIhavenothingofmyown。

"Doyouunderstand,myfriend?Iamdying,andfrommybedIcanhearamanwalkingtoandfrointhedrawing-room;mycreditorshaveputhimtheretoseethatnothingistakenaway,andthatnothingremainstomeincaseIdonotdie。Ihopetheywillwaittilltheendbeforetheybegintosell。

"Oh,menhavenopity!orrather,Iamwrong,itisGodwhoisjustandinflexible!

"Andnow,dearlove,youwillcometomysale,andyouwillbuysomething,forifIputasidetheleastthingforyou,theymightaccuseyouofembezzlingseizedgoods。

"ItisasadlifethatIamleaving!

"ItwouldbegoodofGodtoletmeseeyouagainbeforeIdie。

Accordingtoallprobability,good-bye,myfriend。PardonmeifI

donotwritealongerletter,butthosewhosaytheyaregoingtocuremewearmeoutwithbloodletting,andmyhandrefusestowriteanymore。

"MARGUERITEGAUTIER。"

Thelasttwowordswerescarcelylegible。IreturnedthelettertoArmand,whohad,nodoubt,readitoveragaininhismindwhileIwasreadingitonpaper,forhesaidtomeashetookit:

"Whowouldthinkthatakeptwomancouldhavewrittenthat?"And,overcomebyrecollections,hegazedforsometimeatthewritingoftheletter,whichhefinallycarriedtohislips。

"AndwhenIthink,"hewenton,"thatshediedbeforeIcouldseeher,andthatIshallneverseeheragain,whenIthinkthatshedidformewhatnosisterwouldeverhavedone,Icannotforgivemyselfforhavinglefthertodielikethat。Dead!Deadandthinkingofme,writingandrepeatingmyname,poordearMarguerite!"

AndArmand,givingfreeoutlettohisthoughtsandhistears,heldouthishandtome,andcontinued:

"Peoplewouldthinkitchildishenoughiftheysawmelamentlikethisoveradeadwomansuchasshe;noonewilleverknowwhatI

madethatwomansuffer,howcruelIhavebeentoher!howgood,howresignedshewas!IthoughtitwasIwhohadtoforgiveher,andto-dayIfeelunworthyoftheforgivenesswhichshegrantsme。Oh,Iwouldgivetenyearsofmylifetoweepatherfeetforanhour!"

Itisalwaysdifficulttoconsoleasorrowthatisunknowntoone,andneverthelessIfeltsolivelyasympathyfortheyoungman,hemademesofranklytheconfidantofhisdistress,thatI

believedawordfrommewouldnotbeindifferenttohim,andI

said:

"Haveyounoparents,nofriends?Hope。Goandseethem;theywillconsoleyou。Asforme,Icanonlypityyou。"

"Itistrue,"hesaid,risingandwalkingtoandfrointheroom,"Iamwearyingyou。Pardonme,Ididnotreflecthowlittlemysorrowmustmeantoyou,andthatIamintrudinguponyousomethingwhichcannotandoughtnottointerestyouatall。"

"Youmistakemymeaning。Iamentirelyatyourservice;onlyI

regretmyinabilitytocalmyourdistress。Ifmysocietyandthatofmyfriendscangiveyouanydistraction,if,inshort,youhaveneedofme,nomatterinwhatway,Ihopeyouwillrealizehowmuchpleasureitwillgivemetodoanythingforyou。"

"Pardon,pardon,"saidhe;"sorrowsharpensthesensations。Letmestayhereforafewminuteslonger,longenoughtodrymyeyes,sothattheidlersinthestreetmaynotlookuponitasacuriositytoseeabigfellowlikemecrying。Youhavemademeveryhappybygivingmethisbook。IdonotknowhowIcaneverexpressmygratitudetoyou。"

"Bygivingmealittleofyourfriendship,"saidI,"andbytellingmethecauseofyoursuffering。Onefeelsbetterwhiletellingwhatonesuffers。"

"Youareright。Butto-dayIhavetoomuchneedoftears;Icannotverywelltalk。OnedayIwilltellyouthewholestory,andyouwillseeifIhavereasonforregrettingthepoorgirl。Andnow,"headded,rubbinghiseyesforthelasttime,andlookingathimselfintheglass,"saythatyoudonotthinkmetooabsolutelyidiotic,andallowmetocomebackandseeyouanothertime。"

Hecastonmeagentleandamiablelook。Iwasnearembracinghim。Asforhim,hiseyesagainbegantofillwithtears;hesawthatIperceiveditandturnedawayhishead。

"Come,"Isaid,"courage。"

"Good-bye,"hesaid。

And,makingadesperateefforttorestrainhistears,herushedratherthanwentoutoftheroom。

Iliftedthecurtainofmywindow,andsawhimgetintothecabrioletwhichawaitedhimatthedoor;butscarcelywasheseatedbeforeheburstintotearsandhidhisfaceinhispocket-handkerchief。

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AgoodwhileelapsedbeforeIheardanythingmoreofArmand,but,ontheotherhand,IwasconstantlyhearingofMarguerite。

Idonotknowifyouhavenoticed,ifoncethenameofanybodywhomightinthenaturalcourseofthingshavealwaysremainedunknown,oratalleventsindifferenttoyou,shouldhementionedbeforeyou,immediatelydetailsbegintogroupthemselvesaboutthename,andyoufindallyourfriendstalkingtoyouaboutsomethingwhichtheyhavenevermentionedtoyoubefore。Youdiscoverthatthispersonwasalmosttouchingyouandhaspassedclosetoyoumanytimesinyourlifewithoutyournoticingit;

youfindcoincidencesintheeventswhicharetoldyou,arealaffinitywithcertaineventsofyourownexistence。IwasnotabsolutelyatthatpointinregardtoMarguerite,forIhadseenandmether,Iknewherbysightandbyreputation;nevertheless,sincethemomentofthesale,hernamecametomyearssofrequently,and,owingtothecircumstancethatIhavementionedinthelastchapter,thatnamewasassociatedwithsoprofoundasorrow,thatmycuriosityincreasedinproportionwithmyastonishment。TheconsequencewasthatwheneverImetfriendstowhomIhadneverbreathedthenameofMarguerite,Ialwaysbeganbysaying:

"DidyoueverknowacertainMargueriteGautier?"

"TheLadyoftheCamellias?"

"Exactly。"

"Oh,verywell!"

Thewordwassometimesaccompaniedbyasmilewhichcouldleavenodoubtastoitsmeaning。

"Well,whatsortofagirlwasshe?"

"Agoodsortofgirl。"

"Isthatall?"

"Oh,yes;moreintelligenceandperhapsalittlemoreheartthanmost。"

"Doyouknowanythingparticularabouther?"

"SheruinedBarondeG。"

"Nomorethanthat?"

"ShewasthemistressoftheoldDukeof……"

"Wasshereallyhismistress?"

"Sotheysay;atallevents,hegaveheragreatdealofmoney。"

Thegeneraloutlineswerealwaysthesame。NeverthelessIwasanxioustofindoutsomethingabouttherelationsbetweenMargueriteandArmand。Meetingonedayamanwhowasconstantlyaboutwithknownwomen,Iaskedhim:"DidyouknowMargueriteGautier?"

Theanswerwastheusual:"Verywell。"

"Whatsortofagirlwasshe?"

"Afine,goodgirl。Iwasverysorrytohearofherdeath。"

"HadshenotalovercalledArmandDuval?"

"Tallandblond?"

"Yes。

"Itisquitetrue。"

"WhowasthisArmand?"

"Afellowwhosquanderedonherthelittlemoneyhehad,andthenhadtoleaveher。Theysayhewasquitewildaboutit。"

"Andshe?"

"Theyalwayssayshewasverymuchinlovewithhim,butasgirlslikethatareinlove。Itisnogoodtoaskthemforwhattheycannotgive。"

"WhathasbecomeofArmand?"

"Idon'tknow。Weknewhimverylittle。HewaswithMargueriteforfiveorsixmonthsinthecountry。Whenshecameback,hehadgone。"

"Andyouhaveneverseenhimsince?"

"Never。"

I,too,hadnotseenArmandagain。Iwasbeginningtoaskmyselfif,whenhehadcometoseeme,therecentnewsofMarguerite'sdeathhadnotexaggeratedhisformerlove,andconsequentlyhissorrow,andIsaidtomyselfthatperhapshehadalreadyforgottenthedeadwoman,andalongwithherhispromisetocomeandseemeagain。Thissuppositionwouldhaveseemedprobableenoughinmostinstances,butinArmand'sdespairtherehadbeenanaccentofrealsincerity,and,goingfromoneextremetoanother,Iimaginedthatdistresshadbroughtonanillness,andthatmynotseeinghimwasexplainedbythefactthathewasill,perhapsdead。

Iwasinterestedintheyoungmaninspiteofmyself。Perhapstherewassomeselfishnessinthisinterest;perhapsIguessedatsomepatheticlovestoryunderallthissorrow;perhapsmydesiretoknowallaboutithadmuchtodowiththeanxietywhichArmand'ssilencecausedme。SinceM。Duvaldidnotreturntoseeme,Idecidedtogoandseehim。Apretextwasnotdifficulttofind;unluckilyIdidnotknowhisaddress,andnooneamongthosewhomIquestionedcouldgiveittome。

IwenttotheRued'Antin;perhapsMarguerite'sporterwouldknowwhereArmandlived。Therewasanewporter;heknewaslittleaboutitasI。IthenaskedinwhatcemeteryMlle。Gautierhadbeenburied。ItwastheMontmartreCemetery。ItwasnowthemonthofApril;theweatherwasfine,thegraveswerenotlikelytolookassadanddesolateastheydoinwinter;inshort,itwaswarmenoughforthelivingtothinkalittleofthedead,andpaythemavisit。Iwenttothecemetery,sayingtomyself:"OneglanceatMarguerite'sgrave,andIshallknowifArmand'ssorrowstillexists,andperhapsImayfindoutwhathasbecomeofhim。"

Ienteredthekeeper'slodge,andaskedhimifonthe22ndofFebruaryawomannamedMargueriteGautierhadnotbeenburiedintheMontmartreCemetery。Heturnedoverthepagesofabigbookinwhichthosewhoenterthislastresting-placeareinscribedandnumbered,andrepliedthatonthe22ndofFebruary,at12

o'clock,awomanofthatnamehadbeenburied。

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