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AtmidnightVaninkareturnedwithherfather。Ahiddenfeverhadbeenconsumingheralltheevening:neverhadshelookedsolovely,andshehadbeenoverwhelmedbythehomageofthemostdistinguishednoblesandcourtiers。Whenshereturned,shefoundAnnouschkainthevestibulewaitingtotakehercloak。Asshegaveittoher,Vaninkasentheroneofthosequestioningglancesthatseemtoexpresssomuch。"Itisdone,"saidthegirlinalowvoice。Vaninkabreathedasighofrelief,asifamountainhadbeenremovedfromherbreast。

Greataswasherself-control,shecouldnolongerbearherfather’spresence,andexcusedherselffromremainingtosupperwithhim,onthepleaofthefatiguesoftheevening。Vaninkawasnosoonerinherroom,withthedooronceclosed,thanshetoretheflowersfromherhair,thenecklacefromherthroat,cutwithscissorsthecorsetswhichsuffocatedher,andthen,throwingherselfonherbed,shegavewaytohergrief。AnnouschkathankedGodforthisoutburst;hermistress’scalmnesshadfrightenedhermorethanherdespair。Thefirstcrisisover,Vaninkawasabletopray。Shespentanhouronherknees,then,yieldingtotheentreatiesofherfaithfulattendant,wenttobed。Annouschkasatdownatthefootofthebed。

Neitherslept,butwhendaycamethetearswhichVaninkahadshedhadcalmedher。

Annouschkawasinstructedtorewardherbrother。Toolargeasumgiventoaslaveatoncemighthavearousedsuspicion,thereforeAnnouschkacontentedherselfwithtellingIvanthatwhenhehadneedofmoneyhehadonlytoaskherforit。

Gregory,profitingbyhislibertyandwishingtomakeuseofhisthousandroubles,boughtalittletavernontheoutskirtsofthetown,where,thankstohisaddressandtotheacquaintanceshehadamongtheservantsinthegreathouseholdsofSt。Petersburg,hebegantodevelopanexcellentbusiness,sothatinashorttimetheRedHouse(whichwasthenameandcolourofGregory’sestablishment)

hadagreatreputation。Anothermantookoverhisdutiesaboutthepersonofthegeneral,andbutforFoedor’sabsenceeverythingreturnedtoitsusualroutineinthehouseofCountTchermayloff。

Twomonthswentbyinthisway,withoutanybodyhavingtheleastsuspicionofwhathadhappened,whenonemorningbeforetheusualbreakfast-hourthegeneralbeggedhisdaughtertocomedowntohisroom。Vaninkatrembledwithfear,forsincethatfatalnighteverythingterrifiedher。Sheobeyedherfather,andcollectingallherstrength,madeherwaytohischamber,Thecountwasalone,butatthefirstglanceVaninkasawshehadnothingtofearfromthisinterview:thegeneralwaswaitingforherwiththatpaternalsmilewhichwastheusualexpressionofhiscountenancewheninhisdaughter’spresence。

Sheapproached,therefore,withherusualcalmness,and,stoopingdowntowardsthegeneral,gavehimherforeheadtokiss。

Hemotionedtohertositdown,andgaveheranopenletter。Vaninkalookedathimforamomentinsurprise,thenturnedhereyestotheletter。

Itcontainedthenewsofthedeathofthemantowhomherhandhadbeenpromised:hehadbeenkilledinaduel。

Thegeneralwatchedtheeffectoftheletteronhisdaughter’sface,andgreataswasVaninka’sself-control,somanydifferentthoughts,suchbitterregret,suchpoignantremorseassailedherwhenshelearntthatshewasnowfreeagain,thatshecouldnotentirelyconcealheremotion。Thegeneralnoticedit,andattributedittothelovewhichhehadforalongtimesuspectedhisdaughterfeltfortheyoungaide-de-camp。

"Well,"hesaid,smiling,"Iseeitisallforthebest。"

"Howisthat,father?"askedVaninka。

"Doubtless,"saidthegeneral。"DidnotFoedorleavebecausehelovedyou?"

"Yes,"murmuredtheyounggirl。

"Well,nowhemayreturn,"saidthegeneral。

Vaninkaremainedsilent,hereyesfixed,herlipstrembling。

"Return!"shesaid,afteramoment’ssilence。

"Yes,certainlyreturn。Weshallbemostunfortunate,"continuedthegeneral,smiling,"ifwecannotfindsomeoneinthehousewhoknowswhereheis。Come,Vaninka,tellmetheplaceofhisexile,andI

willundertaketherest。"

"NobodyknowswhereFoedoris,"murmuredVaninkainahollowvoice;

"nobodybutGod,nobody!"

"What!"saidthegeneral,"hehassentyounonewssincethedayheleft?"

Vaninkashookherheadindenial。Shewassoheart-brokenthatshecouldnotspeak。

Thegeneralinhisturnbecamegloomy。"Doyoufearsomemisfortune,then?"saidhe。

"IfearthatIshallneverbehappyagainonearth,"criedVaninka,givingwayunderthepressureofhergrief;thenshecontinuedatonce,"Letmeretire,father;IamashamedofwhatIhavesaid。"

Thegeneral,whosawnothinginthisexclamationbeyondregretforhavingallowedtheconfessionofherlovetoescapeher,kissedhisdaughteronthebrowandallowedhertoretire。Hehopedthat,inspiteofthemournfulwayinwhichVaninkahadspokenofFoedor,thatitwouldbepossibletofindhim。ThesamedayhewenttotheemperorandtoldhimoftheloveofFoedorforhisdaughter,andrequested,sincedeathhadfreedherfromherfirstengagement,thathemightdisposeofherhand。Theemperorconsented,andthegeneralthensolicitedafurtherfavour。Paulwasinoneofhiskindlymoods,andshowedhimselfdisposedtograntit。ThegeneraltoldhimthatFoedorhaddisappearedfortwomonths;thateveryone,evenhisdaughter,wasignorantofhiswhereabouts,andbeggedhimtohaveinquiriesmade。Theemperorimmediatelysentforthechiefofpolice,andgavehimthenecessaryorders。

Sixweekswentbywithoutanyresult。Vaninka,sincethedaywhenthelettercame,wassadderandmoremelancholythanever。Vainlyfromtimetotimethegeneraltriedtomakehermorehopeful。

Vaninkaonlyshookherheadandwithdrew。Thegeneralceasedtospeak,ofFoedor。

Butitwasnotthesameamongthehousehold。Theyoungaide-de-camphadbeenpopularwiththeservants,and,withtheexceptionofGregory,therewasnotasoulwhowishedhimharm,sothat,whenitbecameknownthathehadnotbeensentonamission,buthaddisappeared,thematterbecametheconstantsubjectofconversationintheantechamber,thekitchen,andthestables。Therewasanotherplacewherepeoplebusiedthemselvesaboutitagreatdeal——thiswastheRedHouse。

>FromthedaywhenheheardofFoedor’smysteriousdepartureGregoryhadhissuspicions。HewassurethathehadseenFoedorenterVaninka’sroom,andunlesshehadgoneoutwhilehewasgoingtoseekthegeneral,hedidnotunderstandwhythelatterhadnotfoundhiminhisdaughter’sroom。Anotherthingoccupiedhismind,whichitseemedtohimmightperhapshavesomeconnectionwiththisevent——theamountofmoneyIvanhadbeenspendingsincethattime,averyextraordinaryamountforaslave。Thisslave,however,wasthebrotherofVaninka’scherishedfoster-sister,sothat,withoutbeingsure,Gregoryalreadysuspectedthesourcefromwhencethismoneycame。Anotherthingconfirmedhiminhissuspicions,whichwasthatIvan,whohadnotonlyremainedhismostfaithfulfriend,buthadbecomeoneofhisbestcustomers,neverspokeofFoedor,heldhistongueifhewerementionedinhispresence,andtoallquestions,howeverpressingtheywere,madebutoneanswer:"Letusspeakofsomethingelse。"

InthemeantimetheFeastofKingsarrived。ThisisagreatdayinSt。Petersburg,foritisalsothedayforblessingthewaters。

AsVaninkahadbeenpresentattheceremony,andwasfatiguedafterstandingfortwohoursontheNeva,thegeneraldidnotgooutthatevening,andgaveIvanleavetodoso。IvanprofitedbythepermissiontogototheRedHouse。

Therewasanumerouscompanythere,andIvanwaswelcomed;foritwasknownthathegenerallycamewithfullpockets。Thistimehedidnotbeliehisreputation,andhadscarcelyarrivedbeforehemadethesorok-kopecksring,tothegreatenvyofhiscompanions。

AtthiswarningsoundGregoryhastenedupwithallpossibledeference,abottleofbrandyineachhand;forheknewthatwhenIvansummonedhimhegainedintwoways,asinnkeeperandasbooncompanion。Ivandidnotdisappointthesehopes,andGregorywasinvitedtoshareintheentertainment。Theconversationturnedonslavery,andsomeoftheunhappymen,whohadonlyfourdaysintheyearofrespitefromtheireternallabour,talkedloudlyofthehappinessGregoryhadenjoyedsincehehadobtainedhisfreedom。

"Bah!"saidIvan,onwhomthebrandyhadbeguntotakeeffect,"therearesomeslaveswhoarefreerthantheirmasters。"

"Whatdoyoumean?"saidGregory,pouringhimoutanotherglassofbrandy。

"Imeanttosayhappier,"saidIvanquickly。

"Itisdifficulttoprovethat,"saidGregorydoubtingly。

"Whydifficult?Ourmasters,themomenttheyareborn,areputintothehandsoftwoorthreepedants,oneFrench,anotherGerman,andathirdEnglish,andwhethertheylikethemornot,theymustbecontentwiththeirsocietytilltheyareseventeen,andwhethertheywishtoornot,mustlearnthreebarbarouslanguages,attheexpenseofournobleRussiantongue,whichtheyhavesometimescompletelyforgottenbythetimetheothersareacquired。Again,ifoneofthemwishesforsomecareer,hemustbecomeasoldier:ifheisasublieutenant,heistheslaveofthelieutenant;ifheisalieutenant,heistheslaveofthecaptain,andthecaptainofthemajor,andsoonuptotheemperor,whoisnobody’sslave,butwhoonefinedayissurprisedatthetable,whilewalking,orinhisbed,andispoisoned,stabbed,orstrangled。Ifhechoosesacivilcareer,itismuchthesame。Hemarriesawife,anddoesnotloveher;childrencometohimheknowsnothow,whomhehastoprovidefor;hemuststruggleincessantlytoprovideforhisfamilyifheispoor,andifheisrichtopreventhimselfbeingrobbedbyhisstewardandcheatedbyhistenants。Isthislife?Whilewe,gentlemen,weareborn,andthatistheonlypainwecostourmothers——alltherestisthemaster’sconcern。Heprovidesforus,hechoosesourcalling,alwayseasyenoughtolearnifwearenotquiteidiots。Areweill?Hisdoctorattendsusgratis;itisalosstohimifwedie。Arewewell?Wehaveourfourcertainmealsaday,andagoodstovetosleepnearatnight。Dowefallinlove?

Thereisneveranyhindrancetoourmarriage,ifthewomanlovesus;

themasterhimselfasksustohastenourmarriage,forhewishesustohaveasmanychildrenaspossible。Andwhenthechildrenareborn,hedoesforthemintheirturnallhehasdoneforus。Canyoufindmemanygreatlordsashappyastheirslaves?"

"Allthisistrue,"saidGregory,pouringhimoutanotherglassofbrandy;"but,afterall,youarenotfree。"

"Freetodowhat?"askedIvan。

"Freetogowhereyouwillandwhenyouwill。"

"Iamasfreeastheair,"repliedIvan。

"Nonsense!"saidGregory。

"Freeasair,Itellyou;forIhavegoodmasters,andaboveallagoodmistress,"continuedIvan,withasignificantsmile,"andIhaveonlytoaskanditisdone。"

"What!ifafterhavinggotdrunkhereto-day,youaskedtocomebackto-morrowtogetdrunkagain?"saidGregory,whoinhischallengetoIvandidnotforgethisowninterests,——"ifyouaskedthat?"

"Ishouldcomebackagain,"saidIvan。

"To-morrow?"saidGregory。

"To-morrow,thedayafter,everydayifIliked……"

"Thefactis,Ivanisouryounglady’sfavourite,"saidanotherofthecount’sslaveswhowaspresent,profitingbyhiscomradeIvan’sliberality。

"Itisallthesame,"saidGregory;"forsupposingsuchpermissionweregivenyou,moneywouldsoonrunshort。"

"Never!"saidIvan,swallowinganotherglassofbrandy,"neverwillIvanwantformoneyaslongasthereisakopeckinmylady’spurse。"

"Ididnotfindhersoliberal,"saidGregorybitterly。

"Oh,youforget,myfriend;youknowwellshedoesnotreckonwithherfriends:rememberthestrokesoftheknout。"

"Ihavenowishtospeakaboutthat,"saidGregory。"Iknowthatsheisgenerouswithblows,buthermoneyisanotherthing。Ihaveneverseenthecolourofthat。"

"Well,wouldyouliketoseethecolourofmine?"saidIvan,gettingmoreandmoredrunk。"Seehere,herearekopecks,sorok-kopecks,bluenotesworthfiveroubles,rednotesworthtwentyfiveroubles,andto-morrow,ifyoulike,Iwillshowyouwhitenotesworthfiftyroubles。AhealthtomyladyVaninka!"AndIvanheldouthisglassagain,andGregoryfilledittothebrim。

"Butdoesmoney,"saidGregory,pressingIvanmoreandmore,——"doesmoneymakeupforscorn?"

"Scorn!"saidIvan,——"scorn!Whoscornsme?Doyou,becauseyouarefree?Finefreedom!Iwouldratherbeawell-fedslavethanafreemandyingofhunger。"

"Imeanthescornofourmasters,"repliedGregory。

"Thescornofourmasters!AskAlexis,askDanielthere,ifmyladyscornsme。"

"Thefactis,"saidthetwoslavesinreply,whobothbelongedtothegeneral’shousehold,"Ivanmustcertainlyhaveacharm;foreveryonetalkstohimasiftoamaster。"

"BecauseheisAnnouschka’sbrother,"saidGregory,"andAnnouschkaismylady’sfoster-sister。"

"Thatmaybeso,"saidthetwoslaves。

"Forthatreasonorforsomeother,"saidIvan;"but,inshort,thatisthecase。"

"Yes;butifyoursistershoulddie?"saidGregory。"Ah!"

"Ifmysistershoulddie,thatwouldbeapity,forsheisagoodgirl。Idrinktoherhealth!Butifsheshoulddie,thatwouldmakenodifference。Iamrespectedformyself;theyrespectmebecausetheyfearme。"

"FearmylordIvan!"saidGregory,withaloudlaugh。"Itfollows,then,thatifmylordIvanweretiredofreceivingorders,andgavetheminhisturn,mylordIvanwouldbeobeyed。"

"Perhaps,"saidIvan。

"Hesaid’perhaps,’repeatedGregory,laughinglouderthanever,——"hesaid’perhaps。’Didyouhearhim?"

"Yes,"saidtheslaves,whohaddrunksomuchthattheycouldonlyanswerinmonosyllables。

"Well,Inolongersay’perhaps,’Inowsay’forcertain。’"

"Oh,Ishouldliketoseethat,"saidGregory;"Iwouldgivesomethingtoseethat。"

"Well,sendawaythesefellows,whoaregettingdrunklikepigs,andfornothing,youwillfind。"

"Fornothing?"saidGregory。"Youarejesting。DoyouthinkI

shouldgivethemdrinkfornothing?"

"Well,weshallsee。Howmuchwouldbetheirscore,foryouratrociousbrandy,iftheydrankfromnowtillmidnight,whenyouareobligedtoshutupyourtavern?"

"Notlessthantwentyroubles。"

"Herearethirty;turnthereout,andletusremainbyourselves。"

"Friends,"saidGregory,takingouthiswatchasiftolookatthetime,"itisjustuponmidnight;youknowthegovernor’sorders,soyoumustgo。"Themen,habituatedlikeallRussianstopassiveobedience,wentwithoutamurmur,andGregoryfoundhimselfalonewithIvanandthetwootherslavesofthegeneral。

"Well,herewearealone,"saidGregory。"Whatdoyoumeantodo?"

"Well,whatwouldyousay,"repliedIvan,"ifinspiteofthelatehourandthecold,andinspiteofthefactthatweareonlyslaves,myladyweretoleaveherfather’shouseandcometodrinkourhealths?"

"Iwouldsaythatyououghttotakeadvantageofit,"saidGregory,shrugginghisshoulders,"andtellhertobringatthesametimeabottleofbrandy。Thereisprobablybetterbrandyinthegeneral’scellarthaninmine。"

"Thereisbetter,"saidIvan,asifhewasperfectlysureofit,"andmyladyshallbringyouabottleofit。"

"Youaremad!"saidGregory。

"Heismad!"repeatedtheothertwoslavesmechanically。

"Oh,Iammad?"saidIvan。"Well,willyoutakeawager?"

"Whatwillyouwager?"

"Twohundredroublesagainstayearoffreedrinkinginyourinn。"

"Done!"saidGregory。

"Areyourcomradesincluded?"saidthetwomoujiks。

"Theyareincluded,"saidIvan,"andinconsiderationofthemwewillreducethetimetosixmonths。Isthatagreed?"

"Itisagreed,"saidGregory。

Thetwowhoweremakingthewagershookhands,andtheagreementwasperfected。Then,withanairofconfidence,assumedtoconfoundthewitnessesofthisstrangescene,Ivanwrappedhimselfinthefurcoatwhich,likeacautiousman,hehadspreadonthestove,andwentout。

Attheendofhalfanhourhereappeared。

"Well!"criedGregoryandthetwoslavestogether。

"Sheisfollowing,"saidIvan。

Thethreetipplerslookedatoneanotherinamazement,butIvanquietlyreturnedtohisplaceinthemiddleofthem,pouredoutanewbumper,andraisinghisglass,cried——

"Tomylady’shealth!Itistheleastwecandowhensheiskindenoughtocomeandjoinusonsocoldanight,whenthesnowisfallingfast。"

"Annouschka,"saidavoiceoutside,"knockatthisdoorandaskGregoryifhehasnotsomeofourservantswithhim。"

Gregoryandthetwootherslaveslookedatoneanother,stupefied:

theyhadrecognisedVaninka’svoice。AsforIvan,heflunghimselfbackinhischair,balancinghimselfwithmarvellousimpertinence。

Annouschkaopenedthedoor,andtheycouldsee,asIvanhadsaid,thatthesnowwasfallingheavily。

"Yes,madam,"saidthegirl;"mybrotheristhere,withDanielandAlexis。"

Vaninkaentered。

"Myfriends,"saidshe,withastrangesmile,"Iamtoldthatyouweredrinkingmyhealth,andIhavecometobringyousomethingtodrinkitagain。HereisabottleofoldFrenchbrandywhichIhavechosenforyoufrommyfather’scellar。Holdoutyourglasses。"

Gregoryandtheslavesobeyedwiththeslownessandhesitationofastonishment,whileIvanheldouthisglasswiththeutmosteffrontery。

Vaninkafilledthemtothebrimherself,andthen,astheyhesitatedtodrink,"Come,drinktomyhealth,friends,"saidshe。

"Hurrah!"criedthedrinkers,reassuredbythekindandfamiliartoneoftheirnoblevisitor,astheyemptiedtheirglassesatadraught。

Vaninkaatoncepouredthemoutanotherglass;thenputtingthebottleonthetable,"Emptythebottle,myfriends,"saidshe,"anddonottroubleaboutme。AnnouschkaandI,withthepermission2668

ofthemasterofthehouse,willsitnearthestovetillthestormisover。"

Gregorytriedtoriseandplacestoolsnearthestove,butwhetherhewasquitedrunkorwhethersomenarcotichadbeenmixedwiththebrandy,hefellbackonhisseat,tryingtostammeroutanexcuse。

"Itisallright,"saidVaninka:"donotdisturbyourselves;drink,myfriends,drink。"

Therevellersprofitedbythispermission,andeachemptiedtheglassbeforehim。ScarcelyhadGregoryemptiedhisbeforehefellforwardonthetable。

"Good!"saidVaninkatohermaidinalowvoice:"theopiumistakingeffect。"

"Whatdoyoumeantodo?"saidAnnouschka。

"Youwillsoonsee,"wastheanswer。

Thetwomoujiksfollowedtheexampleofthemasterofthehouse,andfelldownsidebysideontheground。Ivanwasleftstrugglingagainstsleep,andtryingtosingadrinkingsong;butsoonhistonguerefusedtoobeyhim,hiseyesclosedinspiteofhim,andseekingthetunethatescapedhim,andmutteringwordshewasunabletopronounce,hefellfastasleepnearhiscompanions。

ImmediatelyVaninkarose,fixedthemwithflashingeyes,andcalledthembynameoneafteranother。Therewasnoresponse。

Thensheclappedherhandsandcriedjoyfully,"Themomenthascome!"

Goingtothebackoftheroom,shebroughtthenceanarmfulofstraw,placeditinacorneroftheroom,anddidthesameintheothercorners。Shethentookaflamingbrandfromthestoveandsetfireinsuccessiontothefourcornersoftheroom。

"Whatareyoudoing?"saidAnnouschka,wildwithterror,tryingtostopher。

"Iamgoingtoburyoursecretintheashesofthishouse,"answeredVaninka。

"Butmybrother,mypoorbrother!"saidthegirl。

"Yourbrotherisawretchwhohasbetrayedme,andwearelostifwedonotdestroyhim。"

"Oh,mybrother,mypoorbrother!"

"Youcandiewithhimifyoulike,"saidVaninka,accompanyingtheproposalwithasmilewhichshowedshewouldnothavebeensorryifAnnouschkahadcarriedsisterlyaffectiontothatlength。

"Butlookatthefire,madam——thefire!"

"Letusgo,then,"saidVaninka;and,draggingouttheheart-brokengirl,shelockedthedoorbehindherandthrewthekeyfarawayintothesnow。

"InthenameofHeaven,"saidAnnouschka,"letusgohomequickly:I

cannotgazeuponthisawfulsight!"

"No,letusstayhere!"saidVaninka,holdingherbackwithagraspofalmostmasculinestrength。"Letusstayuntilthehousefallsinonthem,sothatwemaybecertainthatnotoneofthemescapes。"

"Oh,myGod!"criedAnnouschka,fallingonherknees,"havemercyuponmypoorbrother,fordeathwillhurryhimunpreparedintoThypresence。"

"Yes,yes,pray;thatisright,"saidVaninka。"Iwishtodestroytheirbodies,nottheirsouls。"

Vaninkastoodmotionless,herarmscrossed,brilliantlylitupbytheflames,whileherattendantprayed。Thefiredidnotlastlong:thehousewaswooden,withthecrevicesfilledwithoakum,likeallthoseofRussianpeasants,sothattheflames,creepingoutatthefourcorners,soonmadegreatheadway,and,fannedbythewind,spreadrapidlytoallpartsofthebuilding。Vaninkafollowedtheprogressofthefirewithblazingeyes,fearingtoseesomehalf-burntspectralshaperushoutoftheflames。Atlasttherooffellin,andVaninka,relievedofallfear,thenatlastmadeherwaytothegeneral’shouse,intowhichthetwowomenenteredwithoutbeingseen,thankstothepermissionAnnouschkahadtogooutatanyhourofthedayornight。

ThenextmorningthesoletopicofconversationinSt。PetersburgwasthefireattheRedHouse。Fourhalf-consumedcorpsesweredugoutfrombeneaththeruins,andasthreeofthegeneral’sslavesweremissing,hehadnodoubtthattheunrecognisablebodieswerethoseofIvan,Daniel,andAlexis:asforthefourth,itwascertainlythatofGregory。

Thecauseofthefireremainedasecretfromeveryone:thehousewassolitary,andthesnowstormsoviolentthatnobodyhadmetthetwowomenonthedesertedroad。Vaninkawassureofhermaid。HersecretthenhadperishedwithIvan。Butnowremorsetooktheplaceoffear:theyounggirlwhowassopitilessandinflexibleintheexecutionofthedeedquailedatitsremembrance。Itseemedtoherthatbyrevealingthesecretofhercrimetoapriest,shewouldberelievedofherterribleburden。Shethereforesoughtaconfessorrenownedforhisloftycharity,and,underthesealofconfession,toldhimall。Thepriestwashorrifiedbythestory。Divinemercyisboundless,buthumanforgivenesshasitslimits。HerefusedVaninkatheabsolutionsheasked。Thisrefusalwasterrible:itwouldbanishVaninkafromtheHolyTable;thisbanishmentwouldbenoticed,andcouldnotfailtobeattributedtosomeunheard-ofandsecretcrime。Vaninkafellatthefeetofthepriest,andinthenameofherfather,whowouldbedisgracedbyhershame,beggedhimtomitigatetherigourofthissentence。

Theconfessorreflecteddeeply,thenthoughthehadfoundawaytoobviatesuchconsequences。ItwasthatVaninkashouldapproachtheHolyTablewiththeotheryounggirls;thepriestwouldstopbeforeherasbeforealltheothers,butonlysaytoher,"Prayandweep";

thecongregation,deceivedbythis,wouldthinkthatshehadreceivedtheSacramentlikehercompanions。ThiswasallthatVaninkacouldobtain。

Thisconfessiontookplaceaboutseveno’clockintheevening,andthesolitudeofthechurch,addedtothedarknessofnight,hadgivenitastillmoreawfulcharacter。Theconfessorreturnedhome,paleandtrembling。HiswifeElizabethwaswaitingforhimalone。ShehadjustputherlittledaughterArina,whowaseightyearsold,tobedinanadjoiningroom。Whenshesawherhusband,sheutteredacryofterror,sochangedandhaggardwashisappearance。Theconfessortriedtoreassureher,buthistremblingvoiceonlyincreasedheralarm。Sheaskedthecauseofhisagitation;theconfessorrefusedtotellher。Elizabethhadheardtheeveningbeforethathermotherwasill;shethoughtthatherhusbandhadreceivedsomebadnews。ThedaywasMonday,whichisconsideredanunluckydayamongtheRussians,and,goingoutthatday,Elizabethhadmetamaninmourning;theseomensweretoonumerousandtoostrongnottoportendmisfortune。

Elizabethburstintotears,andcriedout,"Mymotherisdead!"

Thepriestinvaintriedtoreassureherbytellingherthathisagitationwasnotduetothat。Thepoorwoman,dominatedbyoneidea,madenoresponsetohisprotestationsbutthiseverlastingcry,"Mymotherisdead!"

Then,tobringhertoreason,theconfessortoldherthathisemotionwasduetotheavowalofacrimewhichhehadjustheardintheconfessional。ButElizabethshookherhead:itwasatrick,shesaid,tohidefromherthesorrowwhichhadfallenuponher。Heragony,insteadofcalming,becamemoreviolent;hertearsceasedtoflow,andwerefollowedbyhysterics。Thepriestthenmadehersweartokeepthesecret,andthesanctityoftheconfessionwasbetrayed。

LittleArinahadawakenedatElizabeth’scries,andbeingdisturbedandatthesametimecuriousastowhatherparentsweredoing,shegotup,wenttolistenatthedoor,andheardall。

ThedayfortheCommunioncame;thechurchofSt。Simeonwascrowded。

Vaninkacametokneelattherailingofthechoir。Behindherwasherfatherandhisaides-de-camp,andbehindthemtheirservants。

Arinawasalsointhechurchwithhermother。TheinquisitivechildwishedtoseeVaninka,whosenameshehadheardpronouncedthatterriblenight,whenherfatherhadfailedinthefirstandmostsacredofthedutiesimposedonapriest。Whilehermotherwaspraying,sheleftherchairandglidedamongtheworshippers,nearlyasfarastherailing。

Butwhenshehadarrivedthere,shewasstoppedbythegroupofthegeneral’sservants。ButArinahadnotcomesofartobe,stoppedsoeasily:shetriedtopushbetweenthem,buttheyopposedher;shepersisted,andoneofthempushedherroughlyback。Thechildfell,struckherheadagainstaseat,andgotupbleedingandcrying,"Youareveryproudforaslave。IsitbecauseyoubelongtothegreatladywhoburnttheRedHouse?"

Thesewords,utteredinaloudvoice,inthemidstofthesilencewhichpreceded,thesacredceremony,wereheardbyeveryone。Theywereansweredbyashriek。Vaninkahadfainted。Thenextdaythegeneral,atthefeetofPaul,recountedtohim,ashissovereignandjudge,thewholeterriblestory,whichVaninka,crushedbyherlongstruggle,hadatlastrevealedtohim,atnight,afterthesceneinthechurch。

Theemperorremainedforamomentinthoughtattheendofthisstrangeconfession;then,gettingupfromthechairwherehehadbeensittingwhilethemiserablefathertoldhisstory,hewenttoabureau,andwroteonasheetofpaperthefollowingsentence:

"Thepriesthavingviolatedwhatshouldhavebeeninviolable,thesecretsoftheconfessional,isexiledtoSiberiaanddeprivedofhispriestlyoffice。Hiswifewillfollowhim:sheistobeblamedfornothavingrespectedhischaracterasaministerofthealtar。Thelittlegirlwillnotleaveherparents。

"Annouschka,theattendant,willalsogotoSiberiafornothavingmadeknowntohermasterhisdaughter’sconduct。

"Ipreserveallmyesteemforthegeneral,andImournwithhimforthedeadlyblowwhichhasstruckhim。

"AsforVaninka,Iknowofnopunishmentwhichcanbeinflicteduponher。Ionlyseeinherthedaughterofabravesoldier,whosewholelifehasbeendevotedtotheserviceofhiscountry。Besides,theextraordinarywayinwhichthecrimewasdiscovered,seemstoplacetheculpritbeyondthelimitsofmyseverity。Ileaveherpunishmentinherownhands。IfIunderstandhercharacter,ifanyfeelingofdignityremainstoher,herheartandherremorsewillshowherthepathsheoughttofollow。"

Paulhandedthepaperopentothegeneral,orderinghimtotakeittoCountPahlen,thegovernorofSt。Petersburg。

Onthefollowingdaytheemperor’sorderswerecarriedout。

Vaninkawentintoaconvent,wheretowardstheendofthesameyearshediedofshameandgrief。

ThegeneralfoundthedeathhesoughtonthefieldofAusterlitz。

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