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The Secrets of the Princesse de Cadignan
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Fromthetenoroftheseremarksitwastobeinferredthattheprincesshadthedepthofaprecipice,thegraceofaqueen,thecorruptionofdiplomatists,themysteryofafirstinitiation,andthedangerousqualitiesofasiren。Thetwoclevermenoftheworld,incapableofforeseeingthedenouementoftheirjoke,succeededinpresentingDianed’UxellesasaconsummatespecimenoftheParisianwoman,thecleverestofcoquettes,themostenchantingmistressintheworld。Rightorwrong,thewomanwhomtheythustreatedsolightlywassacredtod’Arthez;hisdesiretomeetherneedednospur;heconsentedtodosoatthefirstword,whichwasallthetwofriendswantedofhim。

Madamed’Espardwenttoseetheprincessassoonasshehadreceivedthisanswer。

"Mydear,doyoufeelyourselfinfullbeautyandcoquetry?"shesaid。

"Ifso,comeanddinewithmeafewdayshence,andI’llserveupd’Arthez。Ourmanofgeniusisbynature,itseems,asavage;hefearswomen,andhasneverloved!Makeyourplansonthat。Heisallintellect,andsosimplethathe’llmisleadyouintofeelingnodistrust。Buthispenetration,whichiswhollyretrospective,actslater,andfrustratescalculation。Youmayhoodwinkhimto-day,butto-morrownothingcandupehim。"

"Ah!"criedtheprincess,"ifIwereonlythirtyyearsoldwhatamusementImighthavewithhim!TheoneenjoymentIhavelackeduptothepresentisamanofintellecttofool。Ihavehadonlypartners,neveradversaries。Lovewasameregameinsteadofbeingabattle。"

"Dearprincess,admitthatIamverygenerous;for,afterall,youknow!——charitybeginsathome。"

Thetwowomenlookedateachother,laughing,andclaspedhandsinafriendlyway。Assuredlytheybothkneweachother’ssecrets,andthiswasnotthefirstmannorthefirstservicethatonehadgiventotheother;forsincereandlastingfriendshipsbetweenwomenoftheworldneedtobecementedbyafewlittlecrimes。Whentwofriendsareliabletokilleachotherreciprocally,andseeapoisoneddaggerineachother’shand,theypresentatouchingspectacleofharmony,whichisnevertroubled,unless,bychance,oneofthemiscarelessenoughtodropherweapon。

So,eightdayslater,alittledinnersuchasaregiventointimatesbyverbalinvitationonly,duringwhichthedoorsareclosedtoallothervisitors,tookplaceatMadamed’Espard’shouse。Fivepersonswereinvited,——EmileBlondetandMadamedeMontcornet,Danield’Arthez,Rastignac,andthePrincessedeCadignan。Countingthemistressofthehouse,therewereasmanymenaswomen。

Chanceneverexerteditselftomakewiserpreparationsthanthosewhichopenedthewaytoameetingbetweend’ArthezandMadamedeCadignan。Theprincessisstillconsideredoneofthechiefauthoritiesondress,which,towomen,isthefirstofarts。Onthisoccasionsheworeagownofbluevelvetwithflowingwhitesleeves,andatulleguimpe,slightlyfrilledandedgedwithblue,coveringtheshoulders,andrisingnearlytothethroat,asweseeinseveralofRaffaele’sportraits。Hermaidhaddressedherhairwithwhiteheather,adroitlyplacedamongitsblondcascades,whichwereoneofthegreatbeautiestowhichsheowedhercelebrity。

CertainlyDianedidnotlooktobemorethantwenty-fiveyearsold。

Fouryearsofsolitudeandreposehadrestoredthefreshnessofhercomplexion。Besides,therearemomentswhenthedesiretopleasegivesanincreaseofbeautytowomen。Thewillisnotwithoutinfluenceonthevariationsoftheface。Ifviolentemotionshavethepowertoyellowthewhitetonesofpersonsofbiliousandmelancholytemperament,andtogreenlymphaticfaces,shallwenotgranttodesire,hope,andjoy,thefacultyofclearingtheskin,givingbrilliancytotheeye,andbrighteningtheglowofbeautywithalightasjocundasthatofalovelymorning?Thecelebratedfaintnessoftheprincesshadtakenonaripenesswhichnowmadeherseemmoreaugust。

Atthismomentofherlife,impressedbyhermanyvicissitudesandbyseriousreflections,hernoble,dreamybrowharmonizeddelightfullywiththeslow,majesticglanceofherblueeyes。Itwasimpossiblefortheablestphysiognomisttoimaginecalculationorself-willbeneaththatunspeakabledelicacyoffeature。Therewerefacesofwomenwhichdeceiveknowledge,andmisleadobservationbytheircalmnessanddelicacy;itisnecessarytoexaminesuchfaceswhenpassionsspeak,andthatisdifficult,oraftertheyhavespoken,whichisnolongerofanyuse,forthenthewomanisoldandhasceasedtodissimulate。

Theprincessisoneofthoseimpenetrablewomen;shecanmakeherselfwhatshepleasestobe:playful,childlike,distractinglyinnocent;orreflective,serious,andprofoundenoughtoexciteanxiety。ShecametoMadamed’Espard’sdinnerwiththeintentionofbeingagentle,simplewoman,towhomlifewasknownonlythroughitsdeceptions:awomanfullofsoul,andcalumniated,butresigned,——inshort,awoundedangel。

Shearrivedearly,soastoposeonasofanearthefirebesideMadamed’Espard,asshewishedtobefirstseen:thatis,inoneofthoseattitudesinwhichscienceisconcealedbeneathanexquisitenaturalness;astudiedattitude,puttinginreliefthebeautifulserpentineoutlinewhich,startingfromthefoot,risesgracefullytothehip,andcontinueswithadorablecurvestotheshoulder,presenting,infact,aprofileofthewholebody。Withasubtletywhichfewwomenwouldhavedreamedof,Diane,tothegreatamazementofthemarquise,hadbroughthersonwithher。Afteramoment’sreflection,Madamed’Espardpressedtheprincess’shand,withalookofintelligencethatseemedtosay:——

"Iunderstandyou!Bymakingd’Arthezacceptallthedifficultiesatonceyouwillnothavetoconquerthemlater。"

Rastignacbroughtd’Arthez。Theprincessmadenoneofthosecomplimentstothecelebratedauthorwithwhichvulgarpersonsoverwhelmedhim;butshetreatedhimwithakindnessfullofgracefulrespect,which,withher,wastheutmostextentofherconcessions。

HermannerwasdoubtlessthesamewiththeKingofFranceandtheroyalprinces。Sheseemedhappytoseethisgreatman,andgladthatshehadsoughthim。Personsoftaste,liketheprincess,areespeciallydistinguishedfortheirmanneroflistening,foranaffabilitywithoutsuperciliousness,whichistopolitenesswhatpracticeistovirtue。Whenthecelebratedmanspoke,shetookanattentiveattitude,athousandtimesmoreflatteringthanthebest-

seasonedcompliments。Themutualpresentationwasmadequietly,withoutemphasis,andinperfectlygoodtaste,bythemarquise。

Atdinnerd’Arthezwasplacedbesidetheprincess,who,farfromimitatingtheeccentricitiesofdietwhichmanyaffectedwomendisplay,ateherdinnerwithaverygoodappetite,makingitapointofhonortoseemanaturalwoman,withoutstrangewaysorfancies。

Betweentwocoursesshetookadvantageoftheconversationbecominggeneraltosaytod’Arthez,inasortofaside:——

"ThesecretofthepleasureItakeinfindingmyselfbesideyou,isthedesireIfeeltolearnsomethingofanunfortunatefriendofyours,monsieur。Hediedforanothercausegreaterthanours;butI

wasunderthegreatestobligationstohim,althoughunabletoacknowledgeorthankhimforthem。Iknowthatyouwereoneofhisbestfriends。Yourmutualfriendship,pureandunalterable,isaclaimuponme。Youwillnot,Iamsure,thinkitextraordinary,thatIhavewishedtoknowallyoucouldtellmeofamansodeartoyou。ThoughI

amattachedtotheexiledfamily,andbound,ofcourse,toholdmonarchicalopinions,Iamnotamongthosewhothinkitisimpossibletobebothrepublicanandnobleinheart。Monarchyandtherepublicaretwoformsofgovernmentwhichdonotstiflenoblesentiments。"

"MichelChrestienwasanangel,madame,"repliedDaniel,inavoiceofemotion。"Idon’tknowamongtheheroesofantiquityagreaterthanhe。Becarefulnottothinkhimoneofthosenarrow-mindedrepublicanswhowouldliketorestoretheConventionandtheamenitiesoftheCommitteeofPublicSafety。No,MicheldreamedoftheSwissfederationappliedtoallEurope。Letusown,betweenourselves,thatAFTERthegloriousgovernmentofonemanonly,which,asIthink,isparticularlysuitedtoournation,Michel’ssystemwouldleadtothesuppressionofwarinthisoldworld,anditsreconstructiononbasesotherthanthoseofconquest,whichformerlyfeudalizedit。Fromthispointofviewtherepublicanscamenearesttohisidea。ThatiswhyhelentthemhisarminJuly,andwaskilledatSaint-Merri。Thoughcompletelyapartinopinion,heandIwerecloselyboundtogetherasfriends。"

"Thatisnoblepraiseforbothnatures,"saidMadamedeCadignan,timidly。

"Duringthelastfouryearsofhislife,"continuedDaniel,"hemadetomealoneaconfidenceofhisloveforyou,andthisconfidenceknittedcloserthaneverthealreadystrongtiesofbrotherlyaffection。Healone,madame,canhavelovedyouasyououghttobeloved。ManyatimeIhavebeenpeltedwithrainasweaccompaniedyourcarriageatthepaceofthehorses,tokeepataparalleldistance,andseeyou——admireyou。"

"Ah!monsieur,"saidtheprincess,"howcanIrepaysuchfeelings!"

"WhyisMichelnothere!"exclaimedDaniel,inmelancholyaccents。

"Perhapshewouldnothavelovedmelong,"saidtheprincess,shakingherheadsadly。"Republicansaremoreabsoluteintheirideasthanweabsolutists,whosefaultisindulgence。Nodoubtheimaginedmeperfect,andsocietywouldhavecruellyundeceivedhim。Wearepursued,wewomen,byasmanycalumniesasyouauthorsarecompelledtoendureinyourliterarylife;butwe,alas!cannotdefendourselveseitherbyourworksorbyourfame。Theworldwillnotbelieveustobewhatweare,butwhatitthinksustobe。Itwouldsoonhavehiddenfromhiseyestherealbutunknownwomanthatisinme,behindthefalseportraitoftheimaginarywomanwhichtheworldconsiderstrue。

Hewouldhavecometothinkmeunworthyofthenoblefeelingshehadforme,andincapableofcomprehendinghim。"

Heretheprincessshookherhead,swayingthebeautifulblondcurls,fullofheather,withatouchinggesture。Thisplaintiveexpressionofgrievousdoubtsandhiddensorrowsisindescribable。Danielunderstoodthemall;andhelookedattheprincesswithkeenemotion。

"Andyet,thenightonwhichIlastsawhim,aftertherevolutionofJuly,IwasonthepointofgivingwaytothedesireIfelttotakehishandandpressitbeforealltheworld,undertheperistyleoftheopera-house。Butthethoughtcametomethatsuchaproofofgratitudemightbemisinterpreted;likesomanyotherlittlethingsdonefromnoblemotiveswhicharecalledto-daythefolliesofMadamedeMaufrigneuse——thingswhichIcanneverexplain,fornonebutmysonandGodhaveunderstoodme。"

Thesewords,breathedintotheearofthelistener,intonesinaudibletotheotherguests,andwithaccentsworthyofthecleverestactress,werecalculatedtoreachtheheart;andtheydidreachthatofd’Arthez。Therewasnoquestionofhimselfinthematter;thiswomanwasseekingtorehabilitateherselfinfavorofthedead。Shehadbeencalumniated;andsheevidentlywantedtoknowifanythinghadtarnishedherintheeyesofhimwhohadlovedher;hadhediedwithallhisillusions?

"Michel,"repliedd’Arthez,"wasoneofthosemenwholoveabsolutely,andwho,iftheychooseill,cansufferwithoutrenouncingthewomantheyhaveonceelected。"

"WasIlovedthus?"shesaid,withanairofexaltedbeatitude。

"Yes,madame。"

"Imadehishappiness?"

"Forfouryears。"

"Awomanneverhearsofsuchathingwithoutasentimentofproudsatisfaction,"shesaid,turninghersweetandnoblefacetod’Arthezwithamovementfullofmodestconfusion。

Oneofthemostskilfulmanoeuvresoftheseactressesistoveiltheirmannerwhenwordsaretooexpressive,andspeakwiththeireyeswhenlanguageisrestrained。Thesecleverdiscords,slippedintothemusicoftheirlove,beitfalseortrue,produceirresistibleattractions。

"Isitnot,"shesaid,loweringhervoiceandhereyes,afterfeelingwellassuredtheyhadproducedhereffect,——"isitnotfulfillingone’sdestinytohaverenderedagreatmanhappy?"

"Didhenotwritethattoyou?"

"Yes;butIwantedtobesure,quitesure;for,believeme,monsieur,inputtingmesohighhewasnotmistaken。"

Womenknowhowtogiveapeculiarsacrednesstotheirwords;theycommunicatesomethingvibranttothem,whichextendsthemeaningoftheirideas,andgivesthemdepth;thoughlatertheirfascinatedlistenermaynotrememberpreciselywhattheysaid,theirendhasbeencompletelyattained,——whichistheobjectofalleloquence。TheprincessmightatthatmomenthavebeenwearingthediademofFrance,andherbrowcouldnothaveseemedmoreimposingthanitwasbeneaththatcrownofgoldenhair,braidedlikeacoronet,andadornedwithheather。Shewassimpleandcalm;nothingbetrayedasenseofanynecessitytoappearso,noranydesiretoseemgrandorloving。

D’Arthez,thesolitarytoiler,towhomthewaysoftheworldwereunknown,whomstudyhadwrappedinitsprotectingveils,wasthedupeofhertonesandwords。Hewasunderthespellofthoseexquisitemanners;headmiredthatperfectbeauty,ripenedbymisfortune,placidinretirement;headoredtheunionofsorareamindandsonobleasoul;andhelongedtobecome,himself,theheirofMichelChrestien。

Thebeginningofthispassionwas,asinthecaseofalmostalldeepthinkers,anidea。Lookingattheprincess,studyingtheshapeofherhead,thearrangementofthosesweetfeatures,herfigure,herhand,sofinelymodelled,closerthanwhenheaccompaniedhisfriendintheirwildrushthroughthestreets,hewasstruckbythesurprisingphenomenonofthemoralsecond-sightwhichamanexaltedbyloveinvariablyfindswithinhim。WithwhatlucidityhadMichelChrestienreadintothatsoul,thatheart,illuminedbythefiresoflove!Thustheprincessacquired,ind’Arthez’seyes,anothercharm;ahaloofpoesysurroundedher。

Asthedinnerproceeded,Danielcalledtomindthevariousconfidencesofhisfriend,hisdespair,hishopes,thenoblepoemsofatruesentimentsungtohisearalone,inhonorofthiswoman。Itisrarethatamanpasseswithoutremorsefromthepositionofconfidanttothatofrival,andd’Arthezwasfreetodosowithoutdishonor。Hehadsuddenly,inamoment,perceivedtheenormousdifferencesexistingbetweenawell-bredwoman,thatflowerofthegreatworld,andcommonwomen,thoughofthelatterhedidnotknowbeyondonespecimen。Hewasthuscapturedonthemostaccessibleandsensitivesidesofhissoulandofhisgenius。Impelledbyhissimplicity,andbytheimpetuosityofhisideas,tolayimmediateclaimtothiswoman,hefoundhimselfrestrainedbysociety,alsobythebarrierwhichthemannersand,letussaytheword,themajestyoftheprincessplacedbetweenthem。Theconversation,whichremaineduponthetopicofMichelChrestienuntilthedessert,wasanexcellentpretextforbothtospeakinalowvoice:love,sympathy,comprehension!shecouldposeasamalignedandmisunderstoodwoman;hecouldsliphisfeetintotheshoesofthedeadrepublican。Perhapshiscandidminddetecteditselfinregrettinghisdeadfriendless。Theprincess,atthemomentwhenthedessertappeareduponthetable,andtheguestswereseparatedbyabrillianthedgeoffruitsandsweetmeats,thoughtbesttoputanendtothisflowofconfidencesbyacharminglittlespeech,inwhichshedelicatelyexpressedtheideathatDanielandMichelweretwinsouls。

Afterthisd’Arthezthrewhimselfintothegeneralconversationwiththegayetyofachild,andaself-conceitedairthatwasworthyofaschoolboy。Whentheyleftthedining-room,theprincesstookd’Arthez’sarm,inthesimplestmanner,toreturntoMadamed’Espard’slittlesalon。Astheycrossedthegrandsalonshewalkedslowly,andwhensufficientlyseparatedfromthemarquise,whowasonBlondet’sarm,shestopped。

"Idonotwishtobeinaccessibletothefriendofthatpoorman,"shesaidtod’Arthez;"andthoughIhavemadeitaruletoreceivenovisitors,youwillalwaysbewelcomeinmyhouse。Donotthinkthisafavor。Afavorisonlyforstrangers,andtomymindyouandIseemoldfriends;IseeinyouthebrotherofMichel。"

D’Arthezcouldonlypressherarm,unabletomakeotherreply。

Aftercoffeewasserved,DianedeCadignanwrappedherself,withcoquettishmotions,inalargeshawl,androse。BlondetandRastignacweretoomuchmenoftheworld,andtoopolitetomaketheleastremonstrance,ortrytodetainher;butMadamed’Espardcompelledherfriendtositdownagain,whisperinginherear:——

"Waittilltheservantshavehadtheirdinner;thecarriageisnotreadyyet。"

Sosaying,themarquisemadeasigntothefootman,whowastakingawaythecoffee-tray。MadamedeMontcornetperceivedthattheprincessandMadamed’Espardhadawordtosaytoeachother,andshedrewaroundherd’Arthez,Rastignac,andBlondet,amusingthemwithoneofthosecleverparadoxicalattackswhichParisianwomenunderstandsothoroughly。

"Well,"saidthemarquisetoDiane,"whatdoyouthinkofhim?"

"Heisanadorablechild,justoutofswaddling-clothes!Thistime,likeallothertimes,itwillonlybeatriumphwithoutastruggle。"

"Well,itisdisappointing,"saidMadamed’Espard。"Butwemightevadeit。"

"How?"

"Letmebeyourrival。"

"Justasyouplease,"repliedtheprincess。"I’vedecidedonmycourse。Geniusisaconditionofthebrain;Idon’tknowwhattheheartgetsoutofit;we’lltalkaboutthatlater。"

Hearingthelastfewwords,whichwerewhollyincomprehensibletoher,Madamed’Espardreturnedtothegeneralconversation,showingneitheroffenceatthatindifferent"Asyouplease,"norcuriosityastotheoutcomeoftheinterview。Theprincessstayedanhourlonger,seatedonthesofanearthefire,inthecareless,nonchalantattitudeofGuerin’sDido,listeningwiththeattentionofanabsorbedmind,andlookingatDanielnowandthen,withoutdisguisingheradmiration,whichneverwent,however,beyondduelimits。Sheslippedawaywhenthecarriagewasannounced,withapressureofthehandtothemarquise,andaninclinationoftheheadtoMadamedeMontcornet。

Theeveningconcludedwithoutanyallusiontotheprincess。Theotherguestsprofitedbythesortofexaltationwhichd’Arthezhadreached,forheputforththetreasuresofhismind。InBlondetandRastignachecertainlyhadtwoacolytesofthefirstqualitytobringforththedelicacyofhiswitandthebreadthofhisintellect。Asforthetwowomen,theyhadlongbeencountedamongthecleverestinsociety。Thiseveningwaslikeahaltintheoasisofadesert,——arareenjoyment,andwellappreciatedbythesefourpersons,habituallyvictimizedtotheendlesscautionentailedbytheworldofsalonsandpolitics。

Therearebeingswhohavetheprivilegeofpassingamongmenlikebeneficentstars,whoselightilluminesthemind,whileitsrayssendaglowtotheheart。D’Arthezwasoneofthosebeings。Awriterwhorisestohislevel,accustomshimselftofreethought,andforgetsthatinsocietyallthingscannotbesaid;itisimpossibleforsuchamantoobservetherestraintofpersonswholiveintheworldperpetually;butashiseccentricitiesofthoughtborethemarkoforiginality,noonefeltinclinedtocomplain。Thiszest,thispiquancy,rareinmeretalent,thisyouthfulnessandsimplicityofsoulwhichmaded’Arthezsonoblyoriginal,gaveadelightfulcharmtothisevening。HeleftthehousewithRastignac,who,astheydrovehome,askedhimhowhelikedtheprincess。

"Micheldidwelltoloveher,"repliedd’Arthez;"sheis,indeed,anextraordinarywoman。"

"Veryextraordinary,"repliedRastignac,dryly。"BythetoneofyourvoiceIshouldjudgeyouwereinlovewithheralready。Youwillbeinherhousewithinthreedays;andIamtoooldadenizenofParisnottoknowwhatwillbetheupshotofthat。Well,mydearDaniel,Idoentreatyounottoallowyourselftobedrawnintoanyconfusionofinterests,sotospeak。Lovetheprincessifyoufeelanyloveforherinyourheart,butkeepaneyeonyourfortune。Shehasnevertakenoraskedapennyfromanymanonearth,sheisfartoomuchofad’UxellesandaCadignanforthat;but,tomyknowledge,shehasnotonlyspentherownfortune,whichwasveryconsiderable,butshehasmadeotherswastemillions。How?why?bywhatmeans?Nooneknows;shedoesn’tknowherself。Imyselfsawherswallowup,somethirteenyearsago,theentirefortuneofacharmingyoungfellow,andthatofanoldnotary,intwentymonths。"

"Thirteenyearsago!"exclaimedd’Arthez,——"why,howoldisshenow?"

"Didn’tyousee,atdinner,"repliedRastignac,laughing,"herson,theDucdeMaufrigneuse。Thatyoungmanisnineteenyearsold;

nineteenandseventeenmake——"

"Thirty-six!"criedtheamazedauthor。"Igavehertwenty。"

"She’llacceptthem,"saidRastignac;"butdon’tbeuneasy,shewillalwaysbetwentytoyou。Youareabouttoenterthemostfantasticofworlds。Good-night,hereyouareathome,"saidthebaron,astheyenteredtheruedeBellefond,whered’Arthezlivedinaprettylittlehouseofhisown。"WeshallmeetatMademoiselledesTouches’sinthecourseoftheweek。"

CHAPTERIII

THEPRINCESSGOESTOWORK

D’ArthezallowedlovetoenterhisheartafterthemannerofmyUncleToby,withoutmakingtheslightestresistance;heproceededbyadorationwithoutcriticism,andbyexclusiveadmiration。Theprincess,thatnoblecreature,oneofthemostremarkablecreationsofourmonstrousParis,whereallthingsarepossible,goodaswellasevil,became——whatevervulgaritythecourseoftimemayhavegiventotheexpression——theangelofhisdreams。Tofullyunderstandthesuddentransformationofthisillustriousauthor,itisnecessarytorealizethesimplicitythatconstantworkandsolitudeleaveintheheart;allthatlove——reducedtoamereneed,andnowrepugnant,besideanignoblewoman——excitesofregretandlongingsfordivinersentimentsinthehigherregionsofthesoul。D’Arthezwas,indeed,thechild,theboythatMadamedeCadignanhadrecognized。AnilluminationsomethinglikehisownhadtakenplaceinthebeautifulDiane。Atlastshehadmetthatsuperiormanwhomallwomendesireandseek,ifonlytomakeaplaythingofhim,——thatpowerwhichtheyconsenttoobey,ifonlyforthepleasureofsubduingit;atlastshehadfoundthegrandeursoftheintellectunitedwiththesimplicityofaheartallnewtolove;andshesaw,withuntoldhappiness,thatthesemeritswerecontainedinaformthatpleasedher。Shethoughtd’Arthezhandsome,andperhapshewas。Thoughhehadreachedtheageofgravity(forhewasnowthirty-eight),hestillpreservedaflowerofyouth,duetothesoberandasceticlifewhichhehadled。Likeallmenofsedentaryhabits,andstatesmen,hehadacquiredacertainlyreasonableembonpoint。Whenveryyoung,heboresomeresemblancetoBonaparte;andthelikenessstillcontinued,asmuchasamanwithblackeyesandthick,darkhaircouldresembleasovereignwithblueeyesandscanty,chestnuthair。Butwhateverthereoncewasofardentandnobleambitioninthegreatauthor’seyeshadbeensomewhatquenchedbysuccesses。Thethoughtswithwhichthatbrowonceteemedhadflowered;thelinesofthehollowfacewerefillingout。Easenowspreaditsgoldentintswhere,inyouth,povertyhadlaidtheyellowtonesoftheclassoftemperamentwhoseforcesbandtogethertosupportacrushingandlong-continuedstruggle。Ifyouobservecarefullythenoblefacesofancientphilosophers,youwillalwaysfindthosedeviationsfromthetypeofaperfecthumanfacewhichshowthecharacteristictowhicheachcountenanceowesitsoriginality,chastenedbythehabitofmeditation,andbythecalmnessnecessaryforintellectuallabor。Themostirregularfeatures,likethoseofSocrates,forinstance,become,afteratime,expressiveofanalmostdivineserenity。

Tothenoblesimplicitywhichcharacterizedhishead,d’Arthezaddedanaiveexpression,thenaturalnessofachild,andatouchingkindliness。Hedidnothavethatpolitenesstingedwithinsinceritywithwhich,insociety,thebest-bredpersonsandthemostamiableassumequalitiesinwhichtheyareoftenlacking,leavingthosetheyhavethusdupedwoundedanddistressed。Hemight,indeed,failtoobservecertainrulesofsociallife,owingtohisisolatedmodeofliving;buthenevershockedthesensibilities,andthereforethisperfumeofsavagerymadethepeculiaraffabilityofamanofgreattalentthemoreagreeable;suchmenknowhowtoleavetheirsuperiorityintheirstudies,andcomedowntothesociallevel,lendingtheirbacks,likeHenryIV。,tothechildren’sleap-frog,andtheirmindstofools。

Ifd’Arthezdidnotbracehimselfagainstthespellwhichtheprincesshadcastabouthim,neitherdidsheherselfarguethematterinherownmind,onreturninghome。Itwassettledforher。Shelovedwithallherknowledgeandallherignorance。Ifshequestionedherselfatall,itwastoaskwhethershedeservedsogreatahappiness,andwhatshehaddonethatHeavenshouldsendhersuchanangel。Shewantedtobeworthyofthatlove,toperpetuateit,tomakeitherownforever,andtogentlyendhercareeroffrivolityintheparadiseshenowforesaw。Asforcoquetting,quibbling,resisting,sheneveroncethoughtofit。Shewasthinkingofsomethingverydifferent!——ofthegrandeurofmenofgenius,andthecertaintywhichherheartdivinedthattheywouldneversubjectthewomantheychosetoordinarylaws。

Herebeginsoneofthoseunseencomedies,playedinthesecretregionsoftheconsciousnessbetweentwobeingsofwhomonewillbethedupeoftheother,thoughitkeepsonthissideofwickedness;oneofthosedarkandcomicdramastowhichthatofTartuffeismerechild’splay,——dramasthatdonotenterthescenicdomain,althoughtheyarenatural,conceivable,andevenjustifiablebynecessity;dramaswhichmaybecharacterizedasnotvice,onlytheothersideofit。

Theprincessbeganbysendingford’Arthez’sbooks,ofwhichshehadnever,asyet,readasingleword,althoughshehadmanagedtomaintainatwentyminutes’eulogismanddiscussionofthemwithoutablunder。Shenowreadthemall。Thenshewantedtocomparethesebookswiththebestthatcontemporaryliteraturehadproduced。Bythetimed’Arthezcametoseehershewashavinganindigestionofmind。

Expectingthisvisit,shehaddailymadeatoiletofwhatmaybecalledthesuperiororder;thatis,atoiletwhichexpressesanidea,andmakesitacceptedbytheeyewithouttheowneroftheeyeknowingwhyorwherefore。Shepresentedanharmoniouscombinationofshadesofgray,asortofsemi-mourning,fullofgracefulrenunciation,——thegarmentsofawomanwhoholdstolifeonlythroughafewnaturalties,——herchild,forinstance,——butwhoiswearyoflife。Thosegarmentsborewitnesstoanelegantdisgust,notreaching,however,asfarassuicide;no,shewouldliveoutherdaysintheseearthlygalleys。

Shereceivedd’Arthezasawomanwhoexpectedhim,andasifhehadalreadybeentoseeherahundredtimes;shedidhimthehonortotreathimlikeanoldacquaintance,andsheputhimathiseasebypointingtoaseatonasofa,whileshefinishedanoteshewasthenwriting。Theconversationbeganinacommonplacemanner:theweather,theministry,deMarsay’sillness,thehopesofthelegitimists。

D’Arthezwasanabsolutist;theprincesscouldnotbeignorantoftheopinionsofamanwhosatintheChamberamongthefifteenortwentypersonswhorepresentedthelegitimistparty;shefoundmeanstotellhimhowshehadfooleddeMarsaytothetopofhisbent,then,byaneasytransitiontotheroyalfamilyandto"Madame,"andthedevotionofthePrincedeCadignantotheirservice,shedrewd’Arthez’sattentiontotheprince:——

"Thereisthistobesaidforhim:helovedhismasters,andwasfaithfultothem。Hispubliccharacterconsolesmeforthesufferingshisprivatelifehasinflicteduponme——Haveyouneverremarked,"shewenton,cleverlyleavingtheprinceaside,"youwhoobservesomuch,thatmenhavetwonatures:oneoftheirhomes,theirwives,theirprivatelives,——thisistheirtrueself;herenomask,nodissimulation;theydonotgivethemselvesthetroubletodisguiseafeeling;theyarewhattheyARE,anditisoftenhorrible!Theothermanisforothers,fortheworld,forsalons;thecourt,thesovereign,thepublicoftenseethemgrand,andnoble,andgenerous,embroideredwithvirtues,adornedwithfinelanguage,fullofadmirablequalities。Whatahorriblejestitis!——andtheworldissurprised,sometimes,atthecausticsmileofcertainwomen,attheirairofsuperioritytotheirhusbands,andtheirindifference——"

Sheletherhandfallalongthearmofherchair,withoutendinghersentence,butthegestureadmirablycompletedthespeech。Shesawd’Arthezwatchingherflexiblefigure,gracefullybendinginthedepthsofhereasy-chair,notingthefoldsofhergown,andtheprettylittlerufflewhichsportedonherbreast,——oneofthoseaudacitiesofthetoiletthataresuitedonlytoslenderwaists,——andsheresumedthethreadofherthoughtsasifshewerespeakingtoherself:——

"ButIwillsaynomore。Youwritershaveendedbymakingridiculousallwomenwhothinktheyaremisunderstood,orill-mated,andwhotrytomakethemselvesdramaticallyinteresting,——attemptswhichseemtome,Imustsay,intolerablyvulgar。Therearebuttwothingsforwomeninthatplighttodo,——yield,andallisover;resist,andamusethemselves;ineithercasetheyshouldkeepsilence。ItistruethatI

neitheryieldedwholly,norresistedwholly;but,perhaps,thatwasonlythemorereasonwhyIshouldbesilent。Whatfollyforwomentocomplain!Iftheyhavenotprovedthestronger,theyhavefailedinsense,intact,incapacity,andtheydeservetheirfate。AretheynotqueensinFrance?Theycanplaywithyouastheylike,whentheylike,andasmuchastheylike。"Hereshedancedhervinaigrettewithanairymovementoffeminineimpertinenceandmockinggayety。"Ihaveoftenheardmiserablelittlespecimensofmysexregrettingthattheywerewomen,wishingtheyweremen;Ihavealwaysregardedthemwithpity。IfIhadtochoose,Ishouldstillelecttobeawoman。Afinepleasure,indeed,tooweone’striumphtoforce,andtoallthosepowerswhichyougiveyourselvesbythelawsyoumake!Buttoseeyouatourfeet,sayinganddoingfoolishthings,——ah!itisanintoxicatingpleasuretofeelwithinoursoulsthatweaknesstriumphs!

Butwhenwetriumph,weoughttokeepsilence,underpainoflosingourempire。Beaten,awoman’sprideshouldgagher。Theslave’ssilencealarmsthemaster。"

Thischatterwasutteredinavoicesosoftlysarcastic,sodainty,andwithsuchcoquettishmotionsofthehead,thatd’Arthez,towhomthisstyleofwomanwastotallyunknown,satbeforeherexactlylikeapartridgecharmedbyasetter。

"Ientreatyou,madame,"hesaid,atlast,"totellmehowitwaspossiblethatamancouldmakeyousuffer?Beassuredthatwhere,asyousay,otherwomenarecommonandvulgar,youcanonlyseemdistinguished;yourmannerofsayingthingswouldmakeacook-bookinteresting。"

"Yougofastinfriendship,"shesaid,inagravevoicewhichmaded’Arthezextremelyuneasy。

Theconversationchanged;thehourwaslate,andthepoormanofgeniuswentawaycontriteforhavingseemedcurious,andforwoundingthesensitiveheartofthatrarewomanwhohadsostrangelysuffered。

Asforher,shehadpassedherlifeinamusingherselfwithmen,andwasanotherDonJuaninfemaleattire,withthisdifference:shewouldcertainlynothaveinvitedtheCommandertosupper,andwouldhavegotthebetterofanystatue。

ItisimpossibletocontinuethistalewithoutsayingawordaboutthePrincedeCadignan,betterknownunderthenameoftheDucdeMaufrigneuse,otherwisethespiceoftheprincess’sconfidenceswouldbelost,andstrangerswouldnotunderstandtheParisiancomedyshewasabouttoplayforhermanofgenius。

TheDucdeMaufrigneuse,likeatruesonoftheoldPrincedeCadignan,isatall,leanman,ofelegantshape,verygraceful,asayerofwittythings,colonelbythegraceofGod,andagoodsoldierbyaccident;braveasaPole,whichmeanswithoutsenseordiscernment,andhidingtheemptinessofhismindunderthejargonofgoodsociety。Aftertheageofthirty-sixhewasforcedtobeasabsolutelyindifferenttothefairsexashismasterCharlesX。,punished,likethatmaster,forhavingpleasedittoowell。ForeighteenyearstheidolofthefaubourgSaint-Germain,hehad,likeotherheirsofgreatfamiliesledadissipatedlife,spentsolelyonpleasure。Hisfather,ruinedbytherevolution,hadsomewhatrecoveredhispositiononthereturnoftheBourbons,asgovernorofaroyaldomain,withsalaryandperquisites;butthisuncertainfortunetheoldprincespent,asitcame,inkeepingupthetraditionsofagreatseigneurbeforetherevolution;sothatwhenthelawofindemnitywaspassed,thesumshereceivedwereallswallowedupintheluxuryhedisplayedinhisvasthotel。

TheoldprincediedsomelittletimebeforetherevolutionofJulyagedeighty-seven。Hehadruinedhiswife,andhadlongbeenonbadtermswiththeDucdeNavarreins,whohadmarriedhisdaughterforafirstwife,andtowhomheveryreluctantlyrenderedhisaccounts。TheDucdeMaufrigneuse,earlyinlife,hadhadrelationswiththeDuchessed’Uxelles。Abouttheyear1814,whenMonsieurdeMaufrigneusewasforty-sixyearsofage,theduchess,pityinghispoverty,andseeingthathestoodverywellatcourt,gavehimherdaughterDiane,theninherseventeenthyear,andpossessing,inherownright,somefiftyorsixtythousandfrancsayear,notcountingherfutureexpectations。Mademoiselled’Uxellesthusbecameaduchess,and,ashermotherverywellknew,sheenjoyedtheutmostliberty。Theduke,afterobtainingtheunexpectedhappinessofanheir,lefthiswifeentirelytoherowndevices,andwentofftoamusehimselfinthevariousgarrisonsofFrance,returningoccasionallytoParis,wherehemadedebtswhichhisfatherpaid。Heprofessedthemostentireconjugalindulgence,alwaysgivingtheduchessaweek’swarningofhisreturn;hewasadoredbyhisregiment,belovedbytheDauphin,anadroitcourtier,somewhatofagambler,andtotallydevoidofaffectation。Havingsucceededtohisfather’sofficeasgovernorofoneoftheroyaldomains,hemanagedtopleasethetwokings,LouisXVIII。andCharlesX。,whichproveshemadethemostofhisnonentity;

andeventheliberalslikedhim;buthisconductandlifewerecoveredwiththefinestvarnish;language,noblemanners,anddeportmentwerebroughtbyhimtoastateofperfection。But,astheoldprincesaid,itwasimpossibleforhimtocontinuethetraditionsoftheCadignans,whowereallwellknowntohaveruinedtheirwives,fortheduchesswasrunningthroughherpropertyonherownaccount。

TheseparticularsweresowellunderstoodinthecourtcirclesandinthefaubourgSaint-Germain,thatduringthelastfiveyearsoftheRestorationtheywereconsideredancienthistory,andanyonewhomentionedthemwouldhavebeenlaughedat。Womenneverspokeofthecharmingdukewithoutpraisinghim;hewasexcellent,theysaid,tohiswife;couldamanbebetter?Hehadlefthertheentiredisposalofherownproperty,andhadalwaysdefendedheroneveryoccasion。Itistruethat,whetherfrompride,kindliness,orchivalry,MonsieurdeMaufrigneusehadsavedtheduchessundervariouscircumstanceswhichmighthaveruinedotherwomen,inspiteofDiane’ssurroundings,andtheinfluenceofhermotherandthatoftheDucdeNavarreins,herfather-in-law,andherhusband’saunt。

Forseveralensuingdaystheprincessrevealedherselftod’Arthezasremarkableforherknowledgeofliterature。Shediscussedwithperfectfearlessnessthemostdifficultquestions,thankstoherdailyandnightlyreading,pursuedwithanintrepidityworthyofthehighestpraise。D’Arthez,amazed,andincapableofsuspectingthatDianed’Uxellesmerelyrepeatedatnightthatwhichshereadinthemorning(assomewritersdo),regardedherasamostsuperiorwoman。Theseconversations,however,ledawayfromDiane’sobject,andshetriedtogetbacktotheregionofconfidencesfromwhichd’Arthezhadprudentlyretiredafterhercoquettishrebuff;butitwasnotaseasyassheexpectedtobringbackamanofhisnaturewhohadoncebeenstartledaway。

However,afteramonthofliterarycampaigningandthefinestplatonicdiscourses,d’Arthezgrewbolder,andarrivedeverydayatthreeo’clock。Heretiredatsix,andreturnedatnine,toremainuntilmidnight,oroneinthemorning,withtheregularityofanardentandimpatientlover。Theprincesswasalwaysdressedwithmoreorlessstudiedeleganceatthehourwhend’Arthezpresentedhimself。Thismutualfidelity,thecaretheyeachtookoftheirappearance,infact,allaboutthemexpressedsentimentsthatneitherdaredavow,fortheprincessdiscernedveryplainlythatthegreatchildwithwhomshehadtodoshrankfromthecombatasmuchasshedesiredit。Neverthelessd’Arthezputintohismutedeclarationsarespectfulawewhichwasinfinitelypleasingtoher。Bothfelt,everyday,allthemoreunitedbecausenothingacknowledgedordefinitecheckedthecourseoftheirideas,asoccursbetweenloverswhenthereareformaldemandsononeside,andsincereorcoquettishrefusalsontheother。

Likeallmenyoungerthantheiractualage,d’Arthezwasapreytothoseagitatingirresolutionswhicharecausedbytheforceofdesiresandtheterrorofdispleasing,——asituationwhichayoungwomandoesnotcomprehendwhenshesharesit,butwhichtheprincesshadtoooftendeliberatelyproducednottoenjoyitspleasures。Infact,Dianeenjoyedthesedelightfuljuvenilitiesallthemorekeenlybecausesheknewthatshecouldputanendtothematanymoment。Shewaslikeagreatartistdelightinginthevague,undecidedlinesofhissketch,knowingwellthatinamomentofinspirationhecancompletethemasterpiecestillwaitingtocometobirth。Manyatime,seeingd’Arthezonthepointofadvancing,sheenjoyedstoppinghimshort,withanimposingairandmanner。Shedrovebackthehiddenstormsofthatstillyoungheart,raisedthemagain,andstilledthemwithalook,holdingoutherhandtobekissed,orsayingsometriflinginsignificantwordsinatendervoice。

Thesemanoeuvres,plannedincoldblood,butenchantinglyexecuted,carvedherimagedeeperanddeeperonthesoulofthatgreatwriterandthinkerwhomsherevelledinmakingchildlike,confiding,simple,andalmostsillybesideher。Andyetshehadmomentsofrepulsionagainstherownact,momentsinwhichshecouldnothelpadmiringthegrandeurofsuchsimplicity。Thisgameofchoicestcoquetryattachedher,insensibly,toherslave。Atlast,however,DianegrewimpatientwithanEpictetusoflove;andwhenshethoughtshehadtrainedhimtotheutmostcredulity,shesettoworktotieathickerbandagestilloverhiseyes。

CHAPTERIV

THECONFESSIONOFAPRETTYWOMAN

OneeveningDanielfoundtheprincessthoughtful,oneelbowrestingonalittletable,herbeautifulblondheadbathedinlightfromthelamp。Shewastoyingwithaletterwhichlayonthetable-cloth。Whend’Arthezhadseenthepaperdistinctly,shefoldeditup,andstuckitinherbelt。

"Whatisthematter?"askedd’Arthez;"youseemdistressed。"

"IhavereceivedaletterfromMonsieurdeCadignan,"shereplied。

"Howevergreatthewrongshehasdoneme,Icannothelpthinkingofhisexile——withoutfamily,withoutson——fromhisnativeland。"

Thesewords,saidinasoulfulvoice,betrayedangelicsensibility。

D’Arthezwasdeeplymoved。Thecuriosityoftheloverbecame,sotospeak,apsychologicalandliterarycuriosity。Hewantedtoknowtheheightthatwomanhadattained,andwhatweretheinjuriesshethusforgave;helongedtoknowhowthesewomenoftheworld,taxedwithfrivolity,cold-heartedness,andegotism,couldbesuchangels。

Rememberinghowtheprincesshadalreadyrepulsedhimwhenhefirsttriedtoreadthatcelestialheart,hisvoice,andhehimself,trembledashetookthetransparent,slenderhandofthebeautifulDianewithitscurvingfinger-tips,andsaid,——

"Arewenowsuchfriendsthatyouwilltellmewhatyouhavesuffered?"

"Yes,"shesaid,breathingforththesyllablelikethemostmellifluousnotethatTulou’sflutehadeversighed。

Thenshefellintoarevery,andhereyeswereveiled。Danielremainedinastateofanxiousexpectation,impressedwiththesolemnityoftheoccasion。Hispoeticimaginationmadehimsee,asitwere,cloudsslowlydispersinganddisclosingtohimthesanctuarywherethewoundedlambwaskneelingatthedivinefeet。

"Well?"hesaid,inasoft,stillvoice。

Dianelookedatthetenderpetitioner;thensheloweredhereyesslowly,droppingtheirlidswithamovementofnoblemodesty。Nonebutamonsterwouldhavebeencapableofimagininghypocrisyinthegracefulundulationoftheneckwithwhichtheprincessagainliftedhercharminghead,tolookoncemoreintotheeagereyesofthatgreatman。

"CanI?oughtI?"shemurmured,withagestureofhesitation,gazingatd’Arthezwithasublimeexpressionofdreamytenderness。"Menhavesolittlefaithinthingsofthiskind;theythinkthemselvessolittleboundtobediscreet!"

"Ah!ifyoudistrustme,whyamIhere?"criedd’Arthez。

"Oh,friend!"shesaid,givingtotheexclamationthegraceofaninvoluntaryavowal,"whenawomanattachesherselfforlife,thinkyoushecalculates?Itisnotquestionofrefusal(howcouldIrefuseyouanything?),buttheideaofwhatyoumaythinkofmeifIspeak。I

wouldwillinglyconfidetoyouthestrangepositioninwhichIamatmyage;butwhatwouldyouthinkofawomanwhocouldrevealthesecretwoundsofhermarriedlife?Turennekepthiswordtorobbers;

doInotowetomytorturersthehonorofaTurenne?"

"Haveyoupassedyourwordtosaynothing?"

"MonsieurdeCadignandidnotthinkitnecessarytobindmetosecrecy——Youareaskingmorethanmysoul!Tyrant!youwantmetoburymyhonoritselfinyourbreast,"shesaid,castingupond’Arthezalook,bywhichshegavemorevaluetohercomingconfidencethantoherpersonalself。

"Youmustthinkmeaveryordinaryman,ifyoufearanyevil,nomatterwhat,fromme,"hesaid,withill-concealedbitterness。

"Forgiveme,friend,"shereplied,takinghishandinherscaressingly,andlettingherfingerswandergentlyoverit。"Iknowyourworth。Youhaverelatedtomeyourwholelife;itisnoble,itisbeautiful,itissublime,andworthyofyourname;perhaps,inreturn,Ioweyoumine。ButIfeartolowermyselfinyoureyesbyrelatingsecretswhicharenotwhollymine。Howcanyoubelieve——you,amanofsolitudeandpoesy——thehorrorsofsociallife?Ah!youlittlethinkwhenyouinventyourdramasthattheyarefarsurpassedbythosethatareplayedinfamiliesapparentlyunited。Youarewhollyignorantofcertaingildedsorrows。"

"Iknowall!"hecried。

"No,youknownothing。"

D’ArthezfeltlikeamanlostontheAlpsofadarknight,whosees,atthefirstgleamofdawn,aprecipiceathisfeet。Helookedattheprincesswithabewilderedair,andfeltacoldchillrunningdownhisback。Dianethoughtforamomentthathermanofgeniuswasaweakling,butaflashfromhiseyesreassuredher。

"Youhavebecometomealmostmyjudge,"shesaid,withadesperateair。"Imustspeaknow,invirtueoftherightthatallcalumniatedbeingshavetoshowtheirinnocence。Ihavebeen,Iamstill(ifapoorrecluseforcedbytheworldtorenouncetheworldisstillremembered)accusedofsuchlightconduct,andsomanyevilthings,thatitmaybeallowedmetofindinonestrongheartahavenfromwhichIcannotbedriven。HithertoIhavealwaysconsideredself-

justificationaninsulttoinnocence;andthatiswhyIhavedisdainedtodefendmyself。Besides,towhomcouldIappeal?SuchcruelthingscanbeconfidedtononebutGodortoonewhoseemstousverynearHim——apriest,oranotherself。Well!Idoknowthis,ifmysecretsarenotassafethere,"shesaid,layingherhandond’Arthez’sheart,"astheyarehere"(pressingtheupperendofherbuskbeneathherfingers),"thenyouarenotthegrandd’ArthezIthinkyou——Ishallhavebeendeceived。"

Atearmoistenedd’Arthez’seyes,andDianedrankitinwithasidelook,which,however,gavenomotioneithertothepupilsorthelidsofhereyes。Itwasquickandneat,liketheactionofacatpouncingonamouse。

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