CHAPTERI
Thepooryoungmanhesitatedandprocrastinated:itcosthimsuchanefforttobroachthesubjectofterms,tospeakofmoneytoapersonwhospokeonlyoffeelingsand,asitwere,ofthearistocracy。Yethewasunwillingtotakeleave,treatinghisengagementassettled,withoutsomemoreconventionalglanceinthatdirectionthanhecouldfindanopeningforinthemannerofthelargeaffableladywhosattheredrawingapairofsoiledgantsdeSuedethroughafatjewelledhandand,atoncepressingandgliding,repeatedoverandovereverythingbutthethinghewouldhavelikedtohear。Hewouldhavelikedtohearthefigureofhissalary;butjustashewasnervouslyabouttosoundthatnotethelittleboycameback-thelittleboyMrs。Moreenhadsentoutoftheroomtofetchherfan。Hecamebackwithoutthefan,onlywiththecasualobservationthathecouldn’tfindit。Ashedroppedthiscynicalconfessionhelookedstraightandhardatthecandidateforthehonouroftakinghiseducationinhand。Thispersonagereflectedsomewhatgrimlythatthethingheshouldhavetoteachhislittlechargewouldbetoappeartoaddresshimselftohismotherwhenhespoketoher-especiallynottomakehersuchanimproperanswerasthat。
WhenMrs。MoreenbethoughtherselfofthispretextforgettingridoftheircompanionPembertonsupposeditwaspreciselytoapproachthedelicatesubjectofhisremuneration。Butithadbeenonlytosaysomethingsabouthersonthatitwasbetteraboyofelevenshouldn’tcatch。Theywereextravagantlytohisadvantagesavewhensheloweredhervoicetosigh,tappingherleftsidefamiliarly,"AndallovercloudedbyTHIS,youknow;allatthemercyofaweakness-!"Pembertongatheredthattheweaknesswasintheregionoftheheart。Hehadknownthepoorchildwasnotrobust:thiswasthebasisonwhichhehadbeeninvitedtotreat,throughanEnglishlady,anOxfordacquaintance,thenatNice,whohappenedtoknowbothhisneedsandthoseoftheamiableAmericanfamilylookingoutforsomethingreallysuperiorinthewayofaresidenttutor。
Theyoungman’simpressionofhisprospectivepupil,whohadcomeintotheroomasiftoseeforhimselfthemomentPembertonwasadmitted,wasnotquitethesoftsolicitationthevisitorhadtakenforgranted。MorganMoreenwassomehowsicklywithoutbeing"delicate,"andthathelookedintelligent-itistruePembertonwouldn’thaveenjoyedhisbeingstupid-onlyaddedtothesuggestionthat,aswithhisbigmouthandbigearshereallycouldn’tbecalledpretty,hemighttooutterlyfailtoplease。
Pembertonwasmodest,waseventimid;andthechancethathissmallscholarmightproveclevererthanhimselfhadquitefigured,tohisanxiety,amongthedangersofanuntriedexperiment。Hereflected,however,thatthesewererisksonehadtorunwhenoneacceptedaposition,asitwascalled,inaprivatefamily;whenasyetone’suniversityhonourshad,pecuniarilyspeaking,remainedbarren。AtanyratewhenMrs。Moreengotupastointimatethat,sinceitwasunderstoodhewouldenteruponhisdutieswithintheweekshewouldlethimoffnow,hesucceeded,inspiteofthepresenceofthechild,insqueezingoutaphraseabouttherateofpayment。Itwasnotthefaultoftheconscioussmilewhichseemedareferencetothelady’sexpensiveidentity,itwasnotthefaultofthisdemonstration,whichhad,inasort,bothvaguenessandpoint,iftheallusiondidn’tsoundrathervulgar。Thiswasexactlybecauseshebecamestillmoregracioustoreply:"OhIcanassureyouthatallthatwillbequiteregular。"
Pembertononlywondered,whilehetookuphishat,what"allthat"
wastoamountto-peoplehadsuchdifferentideas。Mrs。Moreen’swords,however,seemedtocommitthefamilytoapledgedefiniteenoughtoelicitfromthechildastrangelittlecommentintheshapeofthemockingforeignejaculation"Ohla-la!"
Pemberton,insomeconfusion,glancedathimashewalkedslowlytothewindowwithhisbackturned,hishandsinhispocketsandtheairinhiselderlyshouldersofaboywhodidn’tplay。Theyoungmanwonderedifheshouldbeabletoteachhimtoplay,thoughhismotherhadsaiditwouldneverdoandthatthiswaswhyschoolwasimpossible。Mrs。Moreenexhibitednodiscomfiture;sheonlycontinuedblandly:"Mr。Moreenwillbedelightedtomeetyourwishes。AsItoldyou,hehasbeencalledtoLondonforaweek。
Assoonashecomesbackyoushallhaveitoutwithhim。"
Thiswassofrankandfriendlythattheyoungmancouldonlyreply,laughingashishostesslaughed:"OhIdon’timagineweshallhavemuchofabattle。"
"They’llgiveyouanythingyoulike,"theboyremarkedunexpectedly,returningfromthewindow。"Wedon’tmindwhatanythingcosts-weliveawfullywell。"
"Mydarling,you’retooquaint!"hismotherexclaimed,puttingouttocaresshimapractisedbutineffectualhand。Heslippedoutofit,butlookedwithintelligentinnocenteyesatPemberton,whohadalreadyhadtimetonoticethatfromonemomenttotheotherhissmallsatiricfaceseemedtochangeitstimeoflife。Atthismomentitwasinfantine,yetitappearedalsotobeundertheinfluenceofcuriousintuitionsandknowledges。Pembertonratherdislikedprecocityandwasdisappointedtofindgleamsofitinadisciplenotyetinhisteens。NeverthelesshedivinedonthespotthatMorganwouldn’tproveabore。Hewouldproveonthecontraryasourceofagitation。Thisideaheldtheyoungman,inspiteofacertainrepulsion。
"Youpompouslittleperson!We’renotextravagant!"Mrs。Moreengailyprotested,makinganotherunsuccessfulattempttodrawtheboytoherside。"Youmustknowwhattoexpect,"shewentontoPemberton。
"Thelessyouexpectthebetter!"hercompanioninterposed。"ButweAREpeopleoffashion。"
"OnlysofarasYOUmakeusso!"Mrs。Moreentenderlymocked。
"Wellthen,onFriday-don’ttellmeyou’resuperstitious-andmindyoudon’tfailus。Thenyou’llseeusall。I’msosorrythegirlsareout。Iguessyou’lllikethegirls。And,youknow,I’veanotherson,quitedifferentfromthisone。"
"Hetriestoimitateme,"Morgansaidtotheirfriend。
"Hetries?Whyhe’stwentyyearsold!"criedMrs。Moreen。
"You’reverywitty,"Pembertonremarkedtothechild-apropositionhismotherechoedwithenthusiasm,declaringMorgan’ssalliestobethedelightofthehouse。
Theboypaidnoheedtothis;heonlyenquiredabruptlyofthevisitor,whowassurprisedafterwardsthathehadn’tstruckhimasoffensivelyforward:"DoyouWANTverymuchtocome?"
"CanyoudoubtitaftersuchadescriptionofwhatIshallhear?"
Pembertonreplied。Yethedidn’twanttocomeatall;hewascomingbecausehehadtogosomewhere,thankstothecollapseofhisfortuneattheendofayearabroadspentonthesystemofputtinghisscantpatrimonyintoasinglefullwaveofexperience。
Hehadhadhisfullwavebutcouldn’tpaythescoreathisinn。
Moreoverhehadcaughtintheboy’seyestheglimpseofafar-offappeal。
"Well,I’lldothebestIcanforyou,"saidMorgan;withwhichheturnedawayagain。Hepassedoutofoneofthelongwindows;
Pembertonsawhimgoandleanontheparapetoftheterrace。Heremainedtherewhiletheyoungmantookleaveofhismother,who,onPemberton’slookingasifheexpectedafarewellfromhim,interposedwith:"Leavehim,leavehim;he’ssostrange!"
Pembertonsupposedhertofearsomethinghemightsay。"He’sagenius-you’lllovehim,"sheadded。"He’smuchthemostinterestingpersoninthefamily。"Andbeforehecouldinventsomecivilitytoopposetothisshewoundupwith:"Butwe’reallgood,youknow!"
"He’sagenius-you’lllovehim!"werewordsthatrecurredtoouraspirantbeforetheFriday,suggestingamongmanythingsthatgeniuseswerenotinvariablyloveable。However,itwasallthebetteriftherewasanelementthatwouldmaketutorshipabsorbing:
hehadperhapstakentoomuchforgranteditwouldonlydisgusthim。Asheleftthevillaafterhisinterviewhelookedupatthebalconyandsawthechildleaningoverit。"Weshallhavegreatlarks!"hecalledup。
Morganhungfireamomentandthengailyreturned:"BythetimeyoucomebackIshallhavethoughtofsomethingwitty!"
ThismadePembertonsaytohimself"Afterallhe’srathernice。"
CHAPTERII
OntheFridayhesawthemall,asMrs。Moreenhadpromised,forherhusbandhadcomebackandthegirlsandtheothersonwereathome。
Mr。Moreenhadawhitemoustache,aconfidingmannerand,inhisbuttonhole,theribbonofaforeignorder-bestowed,asPembertoneventuallylearned,forservices。Forwhatservicesheneverclearlyascertained:thiswasapoint-oneofalargenumber-
thatMr。Moreen’smannerneverconfided。Whatitemphaticallydidconfidewasthathewasevenmoreamanoftheworldthanyoumightfirstmakeout。Ulick,thefirstborn,wasinvisibletrainingforthesameprofession-underthedisadvantageasyet,however,ofabuttonholebutfeeblyfloralandamoustachewithnopretensionstotype。Thegirlshadhairandfiguresandmannersandsmallfatfeet,buthadneverbeenoutalone。AsforMrs。MoreenPembertonsawonanearerviewthatherelegancewasintermittentandherpartsdidn’talwaysmatch。Herhusband,asshehadpromised,metwithenthusiasmPemberton’sideasinregardtoasalary。Theyoungmanhadendeavouredtokeepthesestammeringsmodest,andMr。
MoreenmadeitnosecretthatHEfoundthemwantingin"style。"Hefurthermentionedthatheaspiredtobeintimatewithhischildren,tobetheirbestfriend,andthathewasalwayslookingoutforthem。Thatwaswhathewentofffor,toLondonandotherplaces-
tolookout;andthisvigilancewasthetheoryoflife,aswellastherealoccupation,ofthewholefamily。Theyalllookedout,fortheywereveryfrankonthesubjectofitsbeingnecessary。Theydesiredittobeunderstoodthattheywereearnestpeople,andalsothattheirfortune,thoughquiteadequateforearnestpeople,requiredthemostcarefuladministration。Mr。Moreen,astheparentbird,soughtsustenanceforthenest。Ulickinvokedsupportmainlyattheclub,wherePembertonguessedthatitwasusuallyservedongreencloth。Thegirlsusedtodouptheirhairandtheirfrocksthemselves,andouryoungmanfeltappealedtotobeglad,inregardtoMorgan’seducation,that,thoughitmustnaturallybeofthebest,itdidn’tcosttoomuch。AfteralittleheWASglad,forgettingattimeshisownneedsintheinterestinspiredbythechild’scharacterandcultureandthepleasureofmakingeasytermsforhim。
DuringthefirstweeksoftheiracquaintanceMorganhadbeenaspuzzlingasapageinanunknownlanguage-altogetherdifferentfromtheobviouslittleAnglo-SaxonswhohadmisrepresentedchildhoodtoPemberton。Indeedthewholemysticvolumeinwhichtheboyhadbeenamateurishlybounddemandedsomepracticeintranslation。To-day,afteraconsiderableinterval,thereissomethingphantasmagoria,likeaprismaticreflexionoraserialnovel,inPemberton’smemoryofthequeernessoftheMoreens。Ifitwerenotforafewtangibletokens-alockofMorgan’shaircutbyhisownhand,andthehalf-dozenlettersreceivedfromhimwhentheyweredisjoined-thewholeepisodeandthefigurespeoplingitwouldseemtooinconsequentforanythingbutdreamland。Theirsupremequaintnesswastheirsuccess-asitappearedtohimforawhileatthetime;sincehehadneverseenafamilysobrilliantlyequippedforfailure。Wasn’titsuccesstohavekepthimsohatefullylong?Wasn’titsuccesstohavedrawnhiminthatfirstmorningatdejeuner,theFridayhecame-itwasenoughtoMAKEonesuperstitious-sothatheutterlycommittedhimself,andthisnotbycalculationoronasignal,butfromahappyinstinctwhichmadethem,likeabandofgipsies,worksoneatlytogether?Theyamusedhimasmuchasiftheyhadreallybeenabandofgipsies。Hewasstillyoungandhadnotseenmuchoftheworld-hisEnglishyearshadbeenproperlyarid;thereforethereversedconventionsoftheMoreens-fortheyhadTHEIRdesperateproprieties-struckhimastopsy-turvy。HehadencounterednothinglikethematOxford;stilllesshadanysuchnotebeenstrucktohisyoungerAmericanearduringthefouryearsatYaleinwhichhehadrichlysupposedhimselftobereactingagainstaPuritanstrain。ThereactionoftheMoreens,atanyrate,wenteversomuchfurther。Hehadthoughthimselfverysharpthatfirstdayinhittingthemalloffinhismindwiththe"cosmopolite"label。Lateritseemedfeebleandcolourless-confessedlyhelplesslyprovisional。
Heyetwhenhefirstapplieditfeltaglowofjoy-foraninstructorhewasstillempirical-risefromtheapprehensionthatlivingwiththemwouldreallyhetoseelife。Theirsociablestrangenesswasanintimationofthat-theirchatteroftongues,theirgaietyandgoodhumour,theirinfinitedawdling(theywerealwaysgettingthemselvesup,butittookforever,andPembertonhadoncefoundMr。Moreenshavinginthedrawing-room),theirFrench,theirItalianand,croppingupintheforeignfluencies,theircoldtoughslicesofAmerican。Theylivedonmacaroniandcoffee-theyhadthesearticlespreparedinperfection-buttheyknewrecipesforahundredotherdishes。Theyoverflowedwithmusicandsong,werealwayshummingandcatchingeachotherup,andhadasortofprofessionalacquaintancewithContinentalcities。
Theytalkedof"goodplaces"asiftheyhadbeenpickpocketsorstrollingplayers。TheyhadatNiceavilla,acarriage,apianoandabanjo,andtheywenttoofficialparties。Theywereaperfectcalendarofthe"days"oftheirfriends,whichPembertonknewthem,whentheywereindisposed,togetoutofbedtogoto,andwhichmadetheweeklargerthanlifewhenMrs。MoreentalkedofthemwithPaulaandAmy。Theirinitiationsgavetheirnewinmateatfirstanalmostdazzlingsenseofculture。Mrs。Moreenhadtranslatedsomethingatsomeformerperiod-anauthorwhomitmadePembertonfeelbornenevertohaveheardof。TheycouldimitateVenetianandsingNeapolitan,andwhentheywantedtosaysomethingveryparticularcommunicatedwitheachotherinaningeniousdialectoftheirown,anelasticspokencipherwhichPembertonatfirsttookforsomepatoisofoneoftheircountries,butwhichhe"caughtonto"ashewouldnothavegraspedprovincialdevelopmentofSpanishorGerman。
"It’sthefamilylanguage-Ultramoreen,"Morganexplainedtohimdrollyenough;buttheboyrarelycondescendedtouseithimself,thoughhedealtincolloquialLatinasifhehadbeenalittleprelate。
Amongallthe"days"withwhichMrs。Moreen’smemorywastaxedshemanagedtosqueezeinoneofherown,whichherfriendssometimesforgot。ButthehousedrewafrequentedairfromthenumberoffinepeoplewhowerefreelynamedthereandfromseveralmysteriousmenwithforeigntitlesandEnglishclotheswhomMorgancalledtheprincesandwho,onsofaswiththegirls,talkedFrenchveryloud-
thoughsometimeswithsomeoddityofaccent-asiftoshowtheyweresayingnothingimproper。Pembertonwonderedhowtheprincescouldeverproposeinthattoneandsopublicly:hetookforgrantedcynicallythatthiswaswhatwasdesiredofthem。ThenherecognisedthatevenforthechanceofsuchanadvantageMrs。
MoreenwouldneverallowPaulaandAmytoreceivealone。Theseyoungladieswerenotatalltimid,butitwasjustthesafeguardsthatmadethemsocandidlyfree。ItwasahousefulofBohemianswhowantedtremendouslytobePhilistines。
Inonerespect,however,certainlytheyachievednorigour-theywerewonderfullyamiableandecstaticaboutMorgan。Itwasagenuinetenderness,anartlessadmiration,equallystrongineach。
Theyevenpraisedhisbeauty,whichwassmall,andwereasafraidofhimasiftheyfelthimoffinerclay。Theyspokeofhimasalittleangelandaprodigy-theytouchedonhiswantofhealthwithlongvaguefaces。Pembertonfearedatfirstanextravagancethatmightmakehimhatetheboy,butbeforethishappenedhehadbecomeextravaganthimself。Later,whenhehadgrownrathertohatetheothers,itwasabribetopatienceforhimthattheywereatanyrateniceaboutMorgan,goingontiptoeiftheyfanciedhewasshowingsymptoms,andevengivingupsomebody’s"day"toprocurehimapleasure。Mixedwiththistoowastheoddestwishtomakehimindependent,asiftheyhadfeltthemselvesnotgoodenoughforhim。Theypassedhimovertothenewmembersoftheircircleverymuchasifwishingtoforcesomecharityofadoptiononsofreeanagentandgetridoftheirowncharge。TheyweredelightedwhentheysawMorgantakesotohiskindplayfellow,andcouldthinkofnohigherpraisefortheyoungman。Itwasstrangehowtheycontrivedtoreconciletheappearance,andindeedtheessentialfact,ofadoringthechildwiththeireagernesstowashtheirhandsofhim。Didtheywanttogetridofhimbeforeheshouldfindthemout?Pembertonwasfindingthemoutmonthbymonth。Theboy’sfondfamily,howeverthismightbe,turnedtheirbackswithexaggerateddelicacy,asiftoavoidthereproachofinterfering。Seeingintimehowlittlehehadincommonwiththem-itwasbyTHEMhefirstobservedit;theyproclaimeditwithcompletehumility-hiscompanionwasmovedtospeculateonthemysteriesoftransmission,thefarjumpsofheredity。Wherehisdetachmentfrommostofthethingstheyrepresentedhadcomefromwasmorethananobservercouldsay-itcertainlyhadburrowedundertwoorthreegenerations。
AsforPemberton’sownestimateofhispupil,itwasagoodwhilebeforehegotthepointofview,solittlehadhebeenpreparedforitbythesmugyoungbarbarianstowhomthetraditionoftutorship,ashithertorevealedtohim,hadbeenadjusted。Morganwasscrappyandsurprising,deficientinmanypropertiessupposedcommontothegenusandaboundinginothersthatweretheportiononlyofthesupernaturallyclever。Onedayhisfriendmadeagreatstride:itclearedupthequestiontoperceivethatMorganWASsupernaturallycleverandthat,thoughtheformulawastemporarilymeagre,thiswouldbetheonlyassumptiononwhichonecouldsuccessfullydealwithhim。Hehadthegeneralqualityofachildforwhomlifehadnotbeensimplifiedbyschool,akindofhomebredsensibilitywhichmighthavebeenasbadforhimselfbutwascharmingforothers,andawholerangeofrefinementandperception-littlemusicalvibrationsastakingaspicked-upairs-begottenbywanderingaboutEuropeatthetailofhismigratorytribe。Thismightnothavebeenaneducationtorecommendinadvance,butitsresultswithsospecialasubjectwereasappreciableasthemarksonapieceoffineporcelain。Therewasatthesametimeinhimasmallstrainofstoicism,doubtlessthefruitofhavinghadtobeginearlytobearpain,whichcountedforpluckandmadeitoflessconsequencethathemighthavebeenthoughtatschoolratherapolyglotlittlebeast。Pembertonindeedquicklyfoundhimselfrejoicingthatschoolwasoutofthequestion:inanymillionofboysitwasprobablygoodforallbutone,andMorganwasthatmillionth。Itwouldhavemadehimcomparativeandsuperior-itmighthavemadehimreallyrequirekicking。Pembertonwouldtrytobeschoolhimself-abiggerseminarythanfivehundredgrazingdonkeys,sothat,winningnoprizes,theboywouldremainunconsciousandirresponsibleandamusing-amusing,because,thoughlifewasalreadyintenseinhischildishnature,freshnessstillmadethereastrongdraughtforjokes。ItturnedoutthateveninthestillairofMorgan’svariousdisabilitiesjokesflourishedgreatly。Hewasapaleleanacuteundevelopedlittlecosmopolite,wholikedintellectualgymnasticsandwhoalso,asregardsthebehaviourofmankind,hadnoticedmorethingsthanyoumightsuppose,butwhoneverthelesshadhisproperplayroomofsuperstitions,wherehesmashedadozentoysaday。
CHAPTERIII
AtNiceonce,towardevening,asthepairrestedintheopenairafterawalk,andlookedovertheseaatthepinkwesternlights,hesaidsuddenlytohiscomrade:"Doyoulikeit,youknow-beingwithusallinthisintimateway?"
"Mydearfellow,whyshouldIstayifIdidn’t?"
"HowdoIknowyou’llstay?I’malmostsureyouwon’t,verylong。"
"Ihopeyoudon’tmeantodismissme,"saidPemberton。
Morgandebated,lookingatthesunset。"IthinkifIdidrightI
oughtto。"
"Well,IknowI’msupposedtoinstructyouinvirtue;butinthatcasedon’tdoright。"
"’You’reveryyoung-fortunately,"Morganwenton,turningtohimagain。
"Ohyes,comparedwithyou!"
"Thereforeitwon’tmattersomuchifyoudolosealotoftime。"
"That’sthewaytolookatit,"saidPembertonaccommodatingly。
Theyweresilentaminute;afterwhichtheboyasked:"Doyoulikemyfatherandmymotherverymuch?"
"Dearme,yes。They’recharmingpeople。"
Morganreceivedthiswithanothersilence;thenunexpectedly,familiarly,butatthesametimeaffectionately,heremarked:
"You’reajollyoldhumbug!"
Foraparticularreasonthewordsmadeouryoungmanchangecolour。
Theboynoticedinaninstantthathehadturnedred,whereuponheturnedredhimselfandpupilandmasterexchangedalongishglanceinwhichtherewasaconsciousnessofmanymorethingsthanareusuallytouchedupon,eventacitly,insucharelation。ItproducedforPembertonanembarrassment;itraisedinashadowyformaquestion-thiswasthefirstglimpseofit-destinedtoplayasingularand,asheimagined,owingtothealtogetherpeculiarconditions,anunprecedentedpartinhisintercoursewithhislittlecompanion。Later,whenhefoundhimselftalkingwiththeyoungsterinawayinwhichfewyoungsterscouldeverhavebeentalkedwith,hethoughtofthatclumsymomentonthebenchatNiceasthedawnofanunderstandingthathadbroadened。WhathadaddedtotheclumsinessthenwasthathethoughtithisdutytodeclaretoMorganthathemightabusehim,Pemberton,asmuchasheliked,butmustneverabusehisparents。TothisMorganhadtheeasyretortthathehadn’tdreamedofabusingthem;whichappearedtobetrue:itputPembertoninthewrong。
"ThenwhyamIahumbugforsayingIthinkthemcharming?"theyoungmanasked,consciousofacertainrashness。
"Well-they’renotyourparents。"
"Theyloveyoubetterthananythingintheworld-neverforgetthat,"saidPemberton。
"Isthatwhyyoulikethemsomuch?"
"They’reverykindtome,"Pembertonrepliedevasively。
"YouAREahumbug!"laughedMorgan,passinganarmintohistutor’s。Heleanedagainsthimlookingoftattheseaagainandswinginghislongthinlegs。
"Don’tkickmyshins,"saidPembertonwhilehereflected"Hangit,Ican’tcomplainofthemtothechild!"
"There’sanotherreason,too,"Morganwenton,keepinghislegsstill。
"Anotherreasonforwhat?"
"Besidestheirnotbeingyourparents。"
"Idon’tunderstandyou,"saidPemberton。
"Well,youwillbeforelong。Allright!"
Hedidunderstandfullybeforelong,buthemadeafightevenwithhimselfbeforeheconfessedit。Hethoughtittheoddestthingtohaveastrugglewiththechildabout。Hewonderedhedidn’thatethehopeoftheMoreensforbringingthestruggleon。Butbythetimeitbegananysuchsentimentforthatscionwasclosedtohim。
Morganwasaspecialcase,andtoknowhimwastoaccepthimonhisownoddterms。Pembertonhadspenthisaversiontospecialcasesbeforearrivingatknowledge。Whenatlasthedidarrivehisquandarywasgreat。Againsteveryinteresthehadattachedhimself。Theywouldhavetomeetthingstogether。BeforetheywenthomethateveningatNicetheboyhadsaid,clingingtohisarm:
"Well,atanyrateyou’llhangontothelast。"
"Tothelast?"
"Tillyou’refairlybeaten。"
"YOUoughttobefairlybeaten!"criedtheyoungman,drawinghimcloser。
CHAPTERIV
AyearafterhehadcometolivewiththemMr。andMrs。MoreensuddenlygaveupthevillaatNice。Pembertonhadgotusedtosuddenness,havingseenitpractisedonaconsiderablescaleduringtwojerkylittletours-oneinSwitzerlandthefirstsummer,andtheotherlateinthewinter,whentheyallrandowntoFlorenceandthen,attheendoftendays,likingitmuchlessthantheyhadintended,straggledbackinmysteriousdepression。TheyhadreturnedtoNice"forever,"astheysaid;butthisdidn’tpreventtheirsqueezing,onerainymuggyMaynight,intoasecond-classrailway-carriage-youcouldnevertellbywhichclasstheywouldtravel-wherePembertonhelpedthemtostowawayawonderfulcollectionofbundlesandbags。Theexplanationofthismanoeuvrewasthattheyhaddeterminedtospendthesummer"insomebracingplace";butinParistheydroppedintoasmallfurnishedapartment-afourthfloorinathird-rateavenue,wheretherewasasmellonthestaircaseandtheportierwashateful-andpassedthenextfourmonthsinblankindigence。
Thebetterpartofthisbaffledsojournwasforthepreceptorandhispupil,who,visitingtheInvalidesandNotreDame,theConciergerieandallthemuseums,tookahundredremunerativerambles。TheylearnedtoknowtheirParis,whichwasuseful,fortheycamebackanotheryearforalongerstay,thegeneralcharacterofwhichinPemberton’smemoryto-daymixespitiablyandconfusedlywiththatofthefirst。HeseesMorgan’sshabbyknickerbockers-theeverlastingpairthatdidn’tmatchhisblouseandthatashegrewlongercouldonlygrowfaded。Herememberstheparticularholesinhisthreeorfourpairofcolouredstockings。
Morganwasdeartohismother,butheneverwasbetterdressedthanwasabsolutelynecessary-partly,nodoubt,byhisownfault,forhewasasindifferenttohisappearanceasaGermanphilosopher。
"Mydearfellow,youAREcomingtopieces,"Pembertonwouldsaytohiminscepticalremonstrance;towhichthechildwouldreply,lookingathimserenelyupanddown:"Mydearfellow,soareyou!
Idon’twanttocastyouintheshade。"Pembertoncouldhavenorejoinderforthis-theassertionsocloselyrepresentedthefact。
Ifhoweverthedeficienciesofhisownwardrobewereachapterbythemselveshedidn’tlikehislittlechargetolooktoopoor。
Laterheusedtosay"Well,ifwe’repoor,why,afterall,shouldn’twelookit?"andheconsoledhimselfwiththinkingtherewassomethingratherelderlyandgentlemanlyinMorgan’sdisrepair-itdifferedfromtheuntidinessoftheurchinwhoplaysandspoilshisthings。Hecouldtraceperfectlythedegreesbywhich,inproportionasherlittlesonconfinedhimselftohistutorforsociety,Mrs。Moreenshrewdlyforboretorenewhisgarments。Shedidnothingthatdidn’tshow,neglectedhimbecauseheescapednotice,andthen,asheillustratedthiscleverpolicy,discouragedathomehispublicappearances。Herpositionwaslogicalenough-
thosemembersofherfamilywhodidshowhadtobeshowy。
DuringthisperiodandseveralothersPembertonwasquiteawareofhowheandhiscomrademightstrikepeople;wanderinglanguidlythroughtheJardindesPlantesasiftheyhadnowheretogo,sittingonthewinterdaysinthegalleriesoftheLouvre,sosplendidlyironicaltothehomeless,asiffortheadvantageofthecalorifere。Theyjokedaboutitsometimes:itwasthesortofjokethatwasperfectlywithintheboy’scompass。Theyfiguredthemselvesaspartofthevastvaguehand-to-mouthmultitudeoftheenormouscityandpretendedtheywereproudoftheirpositioninit-itshowedthem"suchalotoflife"andmadethemconsciousofademocraticbrotherhood。IfPembertoncouldn’tfeelasympathyindestitutionwithhissmallcompanion-forafterallMorgan’sfondparentswouldneverhavelethimreallysuffer-theboywouldatleastfeelitwithhim,soitcametothesamething。Heusedsometimestowonderwhatpeoplewouldthinktheywere-tofancytheywerelookedaskanceat,asifitmightbeasuspectedcaseofkidnapping。Morganwouldn’tbetakenforayoungpatricianwithapreceptor-hewasn’tsmartenough;thoughhemightpassforhiscompanion’ssicklylittlebrother。Nowandthenhehadafive-
francpiece,andexceptonce,whentheyboughtacoupleoflovelyneckties,oneofwhichhemadePembertonaccept,theylaiditoutscientificallyinoldbooks。Thiswassuretobeagreatday,alwaysspentonthequays,inarummageofthedustyboxesthatgarnishtheparapets。Suchoccasionshelpedthemtolive,fortheirbooksranlowverysoonafterthebeginningoftheiracquaintance。PembertonhadagoodmanyinEngland,buthewasobligedtowritetoafriendandaskhimkindlytogetsomefellowtogivehimsomethingforthem。
Iftheyhadtorelinquishthatsummertheadvantageofthebracingclimatetheyoungmancouldn’tbutsuspectthisfailureofthecupwhenattheirverylipstohavebeentheeffectofarudejostleofhisown。Thishadrepresentedhisfirstblow-out,ashecalledit,withhispatrons;hisfirstsuccessfulattempt-thoughtherewaslittleothersuccessaboutit-tobringthemtoaconsiderationofhisimpossibleposition。Astheostensibleeveofacostlyjourneythemomenthadstruckhimasfavourabletoanearnestprotest,thepresentationofanultimatum。Ridiculousasitsounded,hehadneveryetbeenabletocompassanuninterruptedprivateinterviewwiththeelderpairorwitheitherofthemsingly。Theywerealwaysflankedbytheirelderchildren,andpoorPembertonusuallyhadhisownlittlechargeathisside。Hewasconsciousofitsbeingahouseinwhichthesurfaceofone’sdelicacygotrathersmudged;neverthelesshehadpreservedthebloomofhisscrupleagainstannouncingtoMr。andMrs。Moreenwithpublicitythatheshouldn’tbeabletogoonlongerwithoutalittlemoney。HewasstillsimpleenoughtosupposeUlickandPaulaandAmymightnotknowthatsincehisarrivalhehadonlyhadahundredandfortyfrancs;andhewasmagnanimousenoughtowishnottocompromisetheirparentsintheireyes。Mr。Moreennowlistenedtohim,ashelistenedtoeveryoneandtoeverything,likeamanoftheworld,andseemedtoappealtohim-thoughnotofcoursetoogrossly-totryandbealittlemoreofonehimself。Pembertonrecognisedinfacttheimportanceofthecharacter-fromtheadvantageitgaveMr。Moreen。Hewasnotevenconfusedorembarrassed,whereastheyoungmaninhisservicewasmoresothantherewasanyreasonfor。
Neitherwashesurprised-atleastanymorethanagentlemanhadtobewhofreelyconfessedhimselfalittleshocked-thoughnotperhapsstrictlyatPemberton。
"Wemustgointothis,mustn’twe,dear?"hesaidtohiswife。Heassuredhisyoungfriendthatthemattershouldhavehisverybestattention;andhemeltedintospaceaselusivelyasif,atthedoor,heweretakinganinevitablebutdeprecatoryprecedence。
When,thenextmoment,PembertonfoundhimselfalonewithMrs。
Moreenitwastohearhersay"Isee,Isee"-strokingtheroundnessofherchinandlookingasifshewereonlyhesitatingbetweenadozeneasyremedies。Iftheydidn’tmaketheirpushMr。
Moreencouldatleastdisappearforseveraldays。Duringhisabsencehiswifetookupthesubjectagainspontaneously,buthercontributiontoitwasmerelythatshehadthoughtallthewhiletheyweregettingonsobeautifully。Pemberton’sreplytothisrevelationwasthatunlesstheyimmediatelyputdownsomethingonaccounthewouldleavethemonthespotandforever。Heknewshewouldwonderhowhewouldgetaway,andforamomentexpectedhertoenquire。Shedidn’t,forwhichhewasalmostgratefultoher,solittlewasheinapositiontotell。
"Youwon’t,youKNOWyouwon’t-you’retoointerested,"shesaid。
"Youareinterested,youknowyouare,youdearkindman!"Shelaughedwithalmostcondemnatoryarchness,asifitwereareproach-thoughshewouldn’tinsist;andflirtedasoiledpocket-
handkerchiefathim。
Pemberton’smindwasfullymadeuptotakehisstepthefollowingweek。ThiswouldgivehimtimetogetananswertoaletterhehaddespatchedtoEngland。Ifhedidintheeventnothingofthesort-thatisifhestayedanotheryearandthenwentawayonlyforthreemonths-itwasnotmerelybecausebeforetheanswertohislettercame(mostunsatisfactorywhenitdidarrive)Mr。Moreengenerouslycountedouttohim,andagainwiththesacrificeto"form"ofamarkedmanoftheworld,threehundredfrancsinelegantringinggold。HewasirritatedtofindthatMrs。Moreenwasright,thathecouldn’tatthepinchbeartoleavethechild。
Thisstoodoutclearerfortheveryreasonthat,thenightofhisdesperateappealtohispatrons,hehadseenfullyforthefirsttimewherehewas。Wasn’titanotherproofofthesuccesswithwhichthosepatronspractisedtheirartsthattheyhadmanagedtoavertforsolongtheilluminatingflash?Itdescendedonourfriendwithabreadthofeffectwhichperhapswouldhavestruckaspectatorascomical,afterhehadreturnedtohislittleservileroom,whichlookedintoaclosecourtwhereabaredirtyoppositewalltook,withthesoundofshrillclatter,thereflexionoflightedbackwindows。Hehadsimplygivenhimselfawaytoabandofadventurers。Theidea,theworditself,worearomantichorrorforhim-hehadalwayslivedonsuchsafelines。Lateritassumedamoreinteresting,almostasoothing,sense:itpointedamoral,andPembertoncouldenjoyamoral。TheMoreenswereadventurersnotmerelybecausetheydidn’tpaytheirdebts,becausetheylivedonsociety,butbecausetheirwholeviewoflife,dimandconfusedandinstinctive,likethatofclevercolour-blindanimals,wasspeculativeandrapaciousandmean。Ohtheywere"respectable,"
andthatonlymadethemmoreimmondes。Theyoungman’sanalysis,whilehebrooded,putitatlastverysimply-theywereadventurersbecausetheyweretoadiesandsnobs。Thatwasthecompletestaccountofthem-itwasthelawoftheirbeing。Evenwhenthistruthbecamevividtotheiringeniousinmateheremainedunconsciousofhowmuchhismindhadbeenpreparedforitbytheextraordinarylittleboywhohadnowbecomesuchacomplicationinhislife。Muchlesscouldhethencalculateontheinformationhewasstilltoowetheextraordinarylittleboy。
CHAPTERV
Butitwasduringtheensuingtimethattherealproblemcameup-
theproblemofhowfaritwasexcusabletodiscusstheturpitudeofparentswithachildoftwelve,ofthirteen,offourteen。
Absolutelyinexcusableandquiteimpossibleitofcourseatfirstappeared;andindeedthequestiondidn’tpressforsometimeafterPembertonhadreceivedhisthreehundredfrancs。Theyproducedatemporarylull,arelieffromthesharpestpressure。Theyoungmanfrugallyamendedhiswardrobeandevenhadafewfrancsinhispocket。HethoughttheMoreenslookedathimasifhewerealmosttoosmart,asiftheyoughttotakecarenottospoilhim。IfMr。
Moreenhadn’tbeensuchamanoftheworldhewouldperhapshavespokenofthefreedomofsuchnecktiesonthepartofasubordinate。ButMr。Moreenwasalwaysenoughamanoftheworldtoletthingspass-hehadcertainlyshownthat。ItwassingularhowPembertonguessedthatMorgan,thoughsayingnothingaboutit,knewsomethinghadhappened。Butthreehundredfrancs,especiallywhenoneowedmoney,couldn’tlastforever;andwhenthetreasurewasgone-theboyknewwhenithadfailed-Morgandidbreakground。ThepartyhadreturnedtoNiceatthebeginningofthewinter,butnottothecharmingvilla。Theywenttoanhotel,wheretheystayedthreemonths,andthenmovedtoanotherestablishment,explainingthattheyhadleftthefirstbecause,afterwaitingandwaiting,theycouldn’tgettheroomstheywanted。
Theseapartments,theroomstheywanted,weregenerallyverysplendid;butfortunatelytheyneverCOULDgetthem-fortunately,Imean,forPemberton,whoreflectedalwaysthatiftheyhadgotthemtherewouldhavebeenastillscantiereducationalfund。WhatMorgansaidatlastwassaidsuddenly,irrelevantly,whenthemomentcame,inthemiddleofalesson,andconsistedoftheapparentlyunfeelingwords:"Yououghttofiler,youknow-youreallyought。"
Pembertonstared。HehadlearntenoughFrenchslangfromMorgantoknowthattofilermeanttocutsticks。"Ahmydearfellow,don’tturnmeoff!"
MorganpulledaGreeklexicontowardhim-heusedaGreek-German-
tolookoutaword,insteadofaskingitofPemberton。"Youcan’tgoonlikethis,youknow。"
"Likewhat,myboy?"
"Youknowtheydon’tpayyouup,"saidMorgan,blushingandturninghisleaves。
"Don’tpayme?"Pembertonstaredagainandfeignedamazement。
"Whatonearthputthatintoyourhead?"
"Ithasbeentherealongtime,"theboyrepliedrummaginghisbook。
Pembertonwassilent,thenhewenton:"Isay,whatareyouhuntingfor?Theypaymebeautifully。"
"I’mhuntingfortheGreekforawfulwhopper,"Morgandropped。
"Findthatratherforgrossimpertinenceanddisabuseyourmind。
WhatdoIwantofmoney?"
"Ohthat’sanotherquestion!"
Pembertonwavered-hewasdrawnindifferentways。Theseverelycorrectthingwouldhavebeentotelltheboythatsuchamatterwasnoneofhisbusinessandbidhimgoonwithhislines。Buttheywerereallytoointimateforthat;itwasnotthewayhewasinthehabitoftreatinghim;therehadbeennoreasonitshouldbe。OntheotherhandMorganhadquitelightedonthetruth-hereallyshouldn’tbeabletokeepitupmuchlonger;thereforewhynotlethimknowone’srealmotiveforforsakinghim?Atthesametimeitwasn’tdecenttoabusetoone’spupilthefamilyofone’spupil;itwasbettertomisrepresentthantodothat。Soinreplytohiscomrade’slastexclamationhejustdeclared,todismissthesubject,thathehadreceivedseveralpayments。
"Isay-Isay!"theboyejaculated,laughing。
"That’sallright,"Pembertoninsisted。"Givemeyourwrittenrendering。"
Morganpushedacopybookacrossthetable,andhebegantoreadthepage,butwithsomethingrunninginhisheadthatmadeitnosense。
Lookingupafteraminuteortwohefoundthechild’seyesfixedonhimandfeltinthemsomethingstrange。ThenMorgansaid:"I’mnotafraidofthesternreality。"
"Ihaven’tyetseenthethingyouAREafraidof-I’lldoyouthatjustice!"
Thiscameoutwithajump-itwasperfectlytrue-andevidentlygaveMorganpleasure。"I’vethoughtofitalongtime,"hepresentlyresumed。
"Well,don’tthinkofitanymore。"
Theboyappearedtocomply,andtheyhadacomfortableandevenanamusinghour。Theyhadatheorythattheywereverythorough,andyettheyseemedalwaystobeintheamusingpartoflessons,theintervalsbetweenthedulldarktunnels,wheretherewerewaysidesandjollyviews。YetthemorningwasbroughttoaviolentasendbyMorgan’ssuddenlyleaninghisarmsonthetable,buryinghisheadinthemandburstingintotears:atwhichPembertonwasthemorestartledthat,asitthencameoverhim,itwasthefirsttimehehadeverseentheboycryandthattheimpressionwasconsequentlyquiteawful。
Thenextday,aftermuchthought,hetookadecisionand,believingittobejust,immediatelyactedonit。HecorneredMr。andMrs。
Moreenagainandletthemknowthatifonthespottheydidn’tpayhimalltheyowedhimhewouldn’tonlyleavetheirhousebutwouldtellMorganexactlywhathadbroughthimtoit。
"OhyouHAVEN’Ttoldhim?"criedMrs。Moreenwithapacifyinghandonherwell-dressedbosom。
"Withoutwarningyou?Forwhatdoyoutakeme?"theyoungmanreturned。
Mr。andMrs。Moreenlookedateachother;hecouldseethattheyappreciated,astendingtotheirsecurity,hissuperstitionofdelicacy,andyetthattherewasacertainalarmintheirrelief。
"Mydearfellow,"Mr。Moreendemanded,"whatusecanyouhave,leadingthequietlifewealldo,forsuchalotofmoney?"-aquestiontowhichPembertonmadenoanswer,occupiedashewasinnotingthatwhatpassedinthemindofhispatronswassomethinglike:"Ohthen,ifwe’vefeltthatthechild,dearlittleangel,hasjudgedusandhowheregardsus,andwehaven’tbeenbetrayed,hemusthaveguessed-andinshortit’sGENERAL!"aninferencethatratherstirredupMr。andMrs。Moreen,asPembertonhaddesireditshould。Atthesametime,ifhehadsupposedhisthreatwoulddosomethingtowardsbringingthemround,hewasdisappointedtofindthemtakingforgranted-howvulgartheirperceptionHAD
been!-thathehadalreadygiventhemaway。Therewasamysticuneasinessintheirparentalbreasts,andthathadbeentheinferiorsenseofit。Nonethelesshowever,histhreatdidtouchthem;foriftheyhadescapeditwasonlytomeetanewdanger。
Mr。Moreenappealedtohim,oneveryprecedent,asamanoftheworld;buthiswifehadrecourse,forthefirsttimesincehisdomesticationwiththem,toafinehauteur,remindinghimthatadevotedmother,withherchild,hadartsthatprotectedheragainstgrossmisrepresentation。
"IshouldmisrepresentyougrosslyifIaccusedyouofcommonhonesty!"ourfriendreplied;butasheclosedthedoorbehindhimsharply,thinkinghehadnotdonehimselfmuchgood,whileMr。
Moreenlightedanothercigarette,heheardhishostessshoutafterhimmoretouchingly"Ohyoudo,youDO,puttheknifetoone’sthroat!"
Thenextmorning,veryearly,shecametohisroom。Herecognisedherknock,buthadnohopeshebroughthimmoney;astowhichhewaswrong,forshehadfiftyfrancsinherhand。Shesqueezedforwardinherdressing-gown,andhereceivedherinhisown,betweenhisbath-tubandhisbed。Hehadbeentolerablyschooledbythistimetothe"foreignways"ofhishosts。Mrs。Moreenwasardent,andwhenshewasardentshedidn’tcarewhatshedid;soshenowsatdownonhisbed,hisclothesbeingonthechairs,and,inherpreoccupation,forgot,assheglancedround,tobeashamedofgivinghimsuchahorridroom。WhatMrs。Moreen’sardournowboreuponwasthedesignofpersuadinghimthatinthefirstplaceshewasverygood-naturedtobringhimfiftyfrancs,andthatinthesecond,ifhewouldonlyseeit,hewasreallytooabsurdtoexpecttobepaid。Wasn’thepaidenoughwithoutperpetualmoney-
wasn’thepaidbythecomfortableluxurioushomeheenjoyedwiththemall,withoutacare,ananxiety,asolitarywant?Wasn’thesureofhisposition,andwasn’tthateverythingtoayoungmanlikehim,quiteunknown,withsingularlylittletoshow,thegroundofwhoseexorbitantpretensionsithadneverbeeneasytodiscover?
Wasn’thepaidaboveallbythesweetrelationhehadestablishedwithMorgan-quiteidealasfrommastertopupil-andbythesimpleprivilegeofknowingandlivingwithsoamazinglygiftedachild;thanwhomreally(andshemeantliterallywhatshesaid)
therewasnobettercompanyinEurope?Mrs。Moreenherselftooktoappealingtohimasamanoftheworld;shesaid"Voyons,moncher,"and"Mydearman,lookherenow";andurgedhimtobereasonable,puttingitbeforehimthatitwastrulyachanceforhim。Shespokeasif,accordingasheSHOULDbereasonable,hewouldprovehimselfworthytobeherson’stutorandoftheextraordinaryconfidencetheyhadplacedinhim。
Afterall,Pembertonreflected,itwasonlyadifferenceoftheoryandthetheorydidn’tmattermuch。Theyhadhithertogoneonthatofremunerated,asnowtheywouldgoonthatofgratuitous,service;butwhyshouldtheyhavesomanywordsaboutit?Mrs。
Moreenatalleventscontinuedtobeconvincing;sittingtherewithherfiftyfrancsshetalkedandreiterated,aswomenreiterate,andboredandirritatedhim,whileheleanedagainstthewallwithhishandsinthepocketsofhiswrapper,drawingittogetherroundhislegsandlookingovertheheadofhisvisitoratthegreynegationsofhiswindow。Shewoundupwithsaying:"YouseeIbringyouadefiniteproposal。"
"Adefiniteproposal?"
"Tomakeourrelationsregular,asitwere-toputthemonacomfortablefooting。"
"Isee-it’sasystem,"saidPemberton。"Akindoforganisedblackmail。"
Mrs。Moreenboundedup,whichwasexactlywhathewanted。"Whatdoyoumeanbythat?"
"Youpractiseonone’sfears-one’sfearsaboutthechildifoneshouldgoaway。"
"Andpraywhatwouldhappentohiminthatevent?"shedemanded,withmajesty。
"Whyhe’dbealonewithYOU。"
"AndpraywithwhomSHOULDachildbebutwiththosewhomhelovesmost?"
"Ifyouthinkthat,whydon’tyoudismissme?"
"DoyoupretendhelovesyoumorethanhelovesUS?"criedMrs。
Moreen。
"Ithinkheoughtto。Imakesacrificesforhim。ThoughI’veheardofthoseYOUmakeIdon’tseethem。"
Mrs。Moreenstaredamoment;thenwithemotionshegraspedherinmate’shand。"WILLyoumakeit-thesacrifice?"
Heburstoutlaughing。"I’llsee。I’lldowhatIcan。I’llstayalittlelonger。Yourcalculation’sjust-IDOhateintenselytogivehimup;I’mfondofhimandhethoroughlyinterestsme,inspiteoftheinconvenienceIsuffer。Youknowmysituationperfectly。Ihaven’tapennyintheworldand,occupiedasyouseemewithMorgan,amunabletoearnmoney。"
Mrs。Moreentappedherundressedarmwithherfoldedbank-note。
"Can’tyouwritearticles?Can’tyoutranslateasIdo?"
"Idon’tknowabouttranslating;it’swretchedlypaid。"
"I’mgladtoearnwhatIcan,"saidMrs。Moreenwithprodigiousvirtue。
"Yououghttotellmewhoyoudoitfor。"Pembertonpausedamoment,andshesaidnothing;soheadded:"I’vetriedtoturnoffsomelittlesketches,butthemagazineswon’thavethem-they’redeclinedwiththanks。"
"Youseethenyou’renotsuchaphoenix,"hisvisitorpointedlysmiled-"topretendtoabilitiesyou’resacrificingforoursake。"
"Ihaven’ttimetodothingsproperly,"heruefullywenton。Thenasitcameoverhimthathewasalmostabjectlygood-naturedtogivetheseexplanationsheadded:"IfIstayonlongeritmustbeononecondition-thatMorganshallknowdistinctlyonwhatfootingIam。"
Mrs。Moreendemurred。"Surelyyoudon’twanttoshowofftoachild?"
"ToshowYOUoff,doyoumean?"
Againshecastabout,butthistimeitwastoproduceastillfinerflower。"AndYOUtalkofblackmail!"
"Youcaneasilypreventit,"saidPemberton。
"AndYOUtalkofpractisingonfears,"shebravelypushedon。
"Yes,there’snodoubtI’magreatscoundrel。"
Hispatronessmethiseyes-itwasclearshewasinstraits。Thenshethrustouthermoneyathim。"Mr。Moreendesiredmetogiveyouthisonaccount。"
"I’mmuchobligedtoMr。Moreen,butweHAVEnoaccount。"
"Youwon’ttakeit?"
"Thatleavesmemorefree,"saidPemberton。
"Topoisonmydarling’smind?"groanedMrs。Moreen。
"Ohyourdarling’smind-!"theyoungmanlaughed。
Shefixedhimamoment,andhethoughtshewasgoingtobreakouttormentedly,pleadingly:"ForGod’ssake,tellmewhatISinit!"
Butshecheckedthisimpulse-anotherwasstronger。Shepocketedthemoney-thecrudityofthealternativewascomical-andsweptoutoftheroomwiththedesperateconcession:"Youmaytellhimanyhorroryoulike!"
CHAPTERVI
Acoupleofdaysafterthis,duringwhichhehadfailedtoprofitbysofreeapermission,hehadbeenforaquarterofanhourwalkingwithhischargeinsilencewhentheboybecamesociableagainwiththeremark:"I’lltellyouhowIknowit;IknowitthroughZenobie。"
"Zenobie?WhointheworldisSHE?"
"AnurseIusedtohave-eversomanyyearsago。Acharmingwoman。Ilikedherawfully,andshelikedme。"
"There’snoaccountingfortastes。Whatisityouknowthroughher?"
"Whywhattheirideais。Shewentawaybecausetheydidn’tforkout。Shedidlikemeawfully,andshestayedtwoyears。Shetoldmeallaboutit-thatatlastshecouldnevergetherwages。Assoonastheysawhowmuchshelikedmetheystoppedgivingheranything。Theythoughtshe’dstayfornothing-justBECAUSE,don’tyouknow?"AndMorganhadaqueerlittleconsciouslucidlook。"Shedidstayeversolong-aslonganshecould。Shewasonlyapoorgirl。Sheusedtosendmoneytohermother。Atlastshecouldn’tafforditanylonger,andwentawayinafearfulrageonenight-ImeanofcourseinarageagainstTHEM。Shecriedovermetremendously,shehuggedmenearlytodeath。Shetoldmeallaboutit,"theboyrepeated。"Shetoldmeitwastheiridea。