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The Inn of Tranquility and Others
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"Jevousdiraiquel’excesesttoujoursunmal。"-

ANATOLEFRANCE

CONCERNINGLIFE

TABLEOFCONTENTS:

INNOFTRANQUILITY

MAGPIEOVERTHEHILL

SHEEP-SHEARING

EVOLUTION

RIDINGINTHEMIST

THEPROCESSION

ACHRISTIAN

WINDINTHEROCKS

MYDISTANTRELATIVE

THEBLACKGODMOTHER

THEINNOFTRANQUILLITY

Underaburningbluesky,amongthepine-treesandjunipers,thecypressesandolivesofthatOdysseancoast,wecameoneafternoononapinkhousebearingthelegend:"OsteriadiTranquillita,";and,partlybecauseofthename,andpartlybecausewedidnotexpecttofindahouseatallinthosegoat-hauntedgrovesabovethewaves,wetarriedforcontemplation。TothefamiliarsimplicityofthatItalianbuildingtherewerenotlackingsignsofacertainspiritualchange,foroutoftheolive-grovewhichgrewtoitsverydoorsaskittle-alleyhadbeenformed,andtwobabycypress-treeswerecutintotheeffigiesofacockandhen。Thesongofagramophone,too,wasbreakingforthintotheair,asitwerethepresidingvoiceofahighandcosmopolitanmind。And,lostinadmiration,webecameconsciousoftheodourofafull-flavouredcigar。Yes——intheskittle-alleyagentlemanwasstandingwhoworeabowlerhat,abrightbrownsuit,pinktie,andveryyellowboots。Hisheadwasround,hischeeksfatandwell-coloured,hislipsredandfullunderablackmoustache,andhewasregardingusthroughverythickandhalf-closedeyelids。

Perceivinghimtobetheproprietorofthehighandcosmopolitanmind,weaccostedhim。

"Good-day!"hereplied:"IspikEnglish。BeeninAmurricayes。"

"Youhavealovelyplacehere。"

Sweepingaglanceovertheskittle-alley,hesentforthalongpuffofsmoke;then,turningtomycompanion(ofthepolitersex)withtheairofonewhohasmadehimselfperfectmasterofaforeigntongue,hesmiled,andspoke。

"Too-quiet!"

"Precisely;thenameofyourinn,perhaps,suggests————"

"Ichangeallthat——soonIcallitAnglo-Americanhotel。"

"Ah!yes;youareveryup-to-datealready。"

Heclosedoneeyeandsmiled。

Havingpassedafewmorecompliments,wesalutedandwalkedon;and,comingpresentlytotheedgeofthecliff,laydownonthethymeandthecrumbledleaf-dust。Allthesmallsingingbirdshadlongbeenshotandeaten;therecametousnosoundbutthatofthewavesswimminginonagentlesouthwind。Thewantoncreaturesseemedstretchingoutwhitearmstotheland,flyingdesperatelyfromaseaofsuchstupendousserenity;andovertheirbareshoulderstheirhairfloatedback,paleinthesunshine。Iftheairwasvoidofsound,itwasfullofscent——thatdeliciousandenliveningperfumeofmingledgum,andherbs,andsweetwoodbeingburnedsomewherealongwayoff;

andasilky,goldenwarmthslantedontousthroughtheolivesandumbrellapines。Largewine-redvioletsweregrowingnear。OnsuchacliffmightTheocritushavelain,spinninghissongs;onthatdivineseaOdysseusshouldhavepassed。Andwefeltthatpresentlythegoat-godmustputhisheadforthfrombehindarock。

ItseemedalittlequeerthatourfriendinthebowlerhatshouldmoveandbreathewithinoneshortflightofacuckoofromthishomeofPan。OnecouldnotbutatfirstfeelinglyremembertheoldBoersaying:"OGod,whatthingsmanseeswhenhegoesoutwithoutagun!"

Butsoontheinfiniteincongruityofthisjuxtapositionbegantoproducewithinoneacuriouseagerness,asortofhalf-philosophicaldelight。Itbegantoseemtoogood,almosttooromantic,tobetrue。

Tothinkofthegramophoneweddedtothethinsweetsingingoftheoliveleavesintheeveningwind;torememberthescentofhisrankcigarmarryingwiththiswildincense;toreadthatenchantedname,"InnofTranquillity,"andheartheblandandaffableremarkofthegentlemanwhoownedit——suchwere,indeed,phenomenatostimulatesoulstospeculation。Andallunconsciouslyonebegantojustifythembythoughtsoftheotherincongruitiesofexistence——thestrange,thepassionateincongruitiesofyouthandage,wealthandpoverty,lifeanddeath;thewonderfuloddbedfellowsofthisworld;

allthoseluridcontrastswhichhauntaman’sspirittillsometimesheisreadytocryout:"Ratherthanlivewheresuchthingscanbe,letmedie!"

Likeawildbirdtrackingthroughtheair,one’smeditationwanderedon,followingthattrailofthought,tillthechanceencounterbecamespirituallyluminous。ThatItaliangentlemanoftheworld,withhisbowlerhat,hisskittle-alley,hisgramophone,whohadplantedhimselfdowninthistempleofwildharmony,washenotProgressitself——theblindfigurewiththestomachfullofnewmeatsandthebrainofrawnotions?Washenottheveryembodimentofthewonderfulchild,Civilisation,sopossessedbyanewtoyeachdaythatshehasnotimetomasteritsuse——naivecreaturelostamidherowndiscoveries!Washenottheverysymbolofthatwhichwasmakingeconomiststhin,thinkerspale,artistshaggard,statesmenbald——thesymbolofIndigestionIncarnate!Didhenot,delicious,gross,unconsciousman,personifybeneathhisAmerico-Italianpolishallthoserankandprimitiveinstincts,whosesatisfactionnecessitatedthemillionmiseriesofhisfellows;allthosethickrapacitieswhichstirthehatredofthehumaneandthin-skinned!Andyet,one’smeditationcouldnotstopthere——itwasnotconvenienttotheheart!

Alittleaboveus,amongtheolive-trees,twoblue-clothedpeasants,manandwoman,weregatheringthefruit——fromsomesuchcouple,nodoubt,ourfriendinthebowlerhathadsprung;more"virile"andadventurousthanhisbrothers,hehadnotstayedinthehomegroves,buthadgoneforthtodrinkthewatersofhustleandcommerce,andcomeback——whathewas。Andhe,inturn,wouldbegetchildren,andhavingmadehispileoutofhis’Anglo-Americanhotel’wouldplacethosechildrenbeyondthecoarserinfluencesoflife,tilltheybecame,perhaps,evenasourselves,thesaltoftheearth,anddespisedhim。AndIthought:"Idonotdespisethosepeasants——farfromit。Idonotdespisemyself——nomorethanreason;why,then,despisemyfriendinthebowlerhat,whois,afterall,butthenecessarylinkbetweenthemandme?"Ididnotdespisetheolive-

trees,thewarmsun,thepinescent,allthosematerialthingswhichhadmadehimsothickandstrong;Ididnotdespisethegolden,tenuousimaginingswhichthetreesandrocksandseawerestartinginmyownspirit。Why,then,despisetheskittle-alley,thegramophone,thoseexpressionsofthespiritofmyfriendinthebilly-cockhat?

Todespisethemwasridiculous!

AndsuddenlyIwasvisitedbyasensationonlytobedescribedasasortofsmilingcertainty,emanatingfrom,and,asitwere,stilltinglingwithineverynerveofmyself,butyetvibratingharmoniouslywiththeworldaround。ItwasasifIhadsuddenlyseenwhatwasthetruthofthings;notperhapstoanybodyelse,butatalleventstome。AndIfeltatoncetranquilandelated,aswhensomethingismetwithwhichrousesandfascinatesinamanallhisfaculties。

"For,"Ithought,"ifitisridiculousinmetodespisemyfriend——

thatperfectmarvelofdisharmony——itisridiculousinmetodespiseanything。Ifheisalittlebitofcontinuity,asperfectlylogicalanexpressionofanecessaryphaseormoodofexistenceasImyselfam,then,surely,thereisnothinginalltheworldthatisnotalittlebitofcontinuity,theexpressionofalittlenecessarymood。

Yes,"Ithought,"heandI,andthoseolive-trees,andthisspideronmyhand,andeverythingintheUniversewhichhasanindividualshape,areallfitexpressionsoftheseparatemoodsofagreatunderlyingMoodorPrinciple,whichmustbeperfectlyadjusted,volvingandrevolvingonitself。ForifItdidnotvolveandrevolveonItself,Itwouldpeteroutatoneendortheother,andtheimageofthispeteringoutnomanwithhismentalapparatuscanconceive。

Therefore,onemustconcludeIttobeperfectlyadjustedandeverlasting。ButifItisperfectlyadjustedandeverlasting,wearealllittlebitsofcontinuity,andifwearealllittlebitsofcontinuityitisridiculousforoneofustodespiseanother。So,"

Ithought,"Ihavenowproveditfrommyfriendinthebilly-cockhatuptotheUniverse,andfromtheUniversedown,backagaintomyfriend。"

AndIlayonmybackandlookedatthesky。Itseemedfriendlytomythoughtwithitssmile,andfewwhiteclouds,saffron-tingedliketheplumesofawhiteduckinsunlight。"Andyet,"Iwondered,"thoughmyfriendandImaybeequallynecessary,Iamcertainlyirritatedbyhim,andshallascertainlycontinuetobeirritated,notonlybyhim,butbyathousandothermenandso,withalightheart,youmaygoonbeingirritatedwithyourfriendinthebowlerhat,youmaygoonlovingthosepeasantsandthisskyandsea。But,sinceyouhavethistheoryoflife,youmaynotdespiseanyoneoranything,notevenaskittle-alley,fortheyareallthreadedtoyou,andtodespisethemwouldbetoblasphemeagainstcontinuity,andtoblasphemeagainstcontinuitywouldbetodenyEternity。Loveyoucannothelp,andhateyoucannothelp;butcontemptis——foryou——thesovereignidiocy,theirreligiousfancy!"

Therewasabeeweighingdownablossomofthymecloseby,andunderneaththestalkaveryuglylittlecentipede。Thewildbee,withhislittledarkbodyandhisbusybear’slegs,waslovelytome,andthecreepycentipedegavemeshudderings;butitwasapleasantthingtofeelsosurethathe,nolessthanthebee,wasalittlemoodexpressinghimselfoutinharmonywithDesignstinythreadonthemiraculousquilt。AndIlookedathimwithasuddenzestandcuriosity;itseemedtomethatinthemysteryofhisqueerlittlecreepingsIwasenjoyingtheSupremeMystery;andIthought:"IfI

knewallaboutthatwrigglingbeast,then,indeed,Imightdespisehim;but,truly,ifIknewallabouthimIshouldknowallabouteverything——Mysterywouldbegone,andIcouldnotbeartolive!"

SoIstirredhimwithmyfingerandhewentaway。

"Buthow"——Ithought"aboutsuchasdonotfeelitridiculoustodespise;howaboutthosewhosetemperamentsandreligionsshowthemallthingssoplainlythattheyknowtheyarerightandotherswrong?

Theymustbeinabadway!"AndforsomesecondsIfeltsorryforthem,andwasdiscouraged。ButthenIthought:"Notatall——

obviouslynot!Foriftheydonotfinditridiculoustofeelcontempt,theyareperfectlyrighttofeelcontempt,itbeingnaturaltothem;andyouhavenobusinesstobesorryforthem,forthatis,afterall,onlyyoureuphemismforcontempt。Theyareallright,beingtheexpressionsofcontemptuousmoods,havingreligionsandsoforth,suitabletothesemoods;andthereligionofyourmoodwouldbeGreektothem,andprobablyamatterforcontempt。Butthisonlymakesitthemoreinteresting。Forthoughtoyou,forinstance,itmayseemimpossibletoworshipMysterywithonelobeofthebrain,andwiththeothertoexplainit,thethoughtthatthismaynotseemimpossibletoothersshouldnotdiscourageyou;itisbutanotherlittlepieceofthatMysterywhichmakeslifesowonderfulandsweet。"

Thesun,fallennowalmosttothelevelofthecliff,wasslantingupwardontotheburnt-redpineboughs,whichhadtakentothemselvesaquaintresemblancetothegreatbrownlimbsofthewildmenTitiandrewinhispaganpictures,anddownbelowusthesea-nymphs,stillswimmingtoshore,seemedeagertoembracethemintheenchantedgroves。Allwasfusedinthatgoldenglowofthesungoingdown-seaandlandgatheredintoonetranscendentmoodoflightandcolour,asifMysterydesiredtoblessusbyshowinghowperfectwasthatworshipfuladjustment,whosesecretwecouldneverknow。AndIsaidtomyself:"Noneofthosethoughtsofyoursarenew,andinavaguewayevenyouhavethoughtthembefore;butallthesame,theyhavegivenyousomelittlefeelingoftranquillity。"

AndatthatwordoffearIroseandinvitedmycompaniontoreturntowardthetown。Butaswestealthycreptbythe"OsteriadiTranquillita,"ourfriendinthebowlerhatcameoutwithagunoverhisshoulderandwavedhishandtowardtheInn。

"Youcomeagainintwoweek——Ichangeallthat!Andnow,"headded,"Igotoshootlittlebirdortwo,"andhedisappearedintothegoldenhazeundertheolive-trees。

Aminutelaterweheardhisgungooff,andreturnedhomewardwithaprayer。

1910。

MAGPIEOVERTHEHILL

Ilayoftenthatsummeronaslopeofsandandcoarsegrass,closetotheCornishsea,tryingtocatchthoughts;andIwastryingveryhardwhenIsawthemcominghandinhand。

Shewasdressedinbluelinen,andalittlecloudofhoney-colouredhair;hersmallfacehadseriouseyesthecolourofthechicoryflowersshewasholdinguptosniffat——acleansoberlittlemaid,withaverytouchingupwardlookoftrust。Hercompanionwasastrong,activeboyofperhapsfourteen,andhe,too,wasserious——hisdeep-set,blacklashedeyeslookeddownatherwithaqueerprotectivewonder;thewhileheexplainedinasoftvoicebrokenupbetweentwoages,thatexactprocesswhichbeesadopttodrawhoneyoutofflowers。Onceortwicethishoarsebutcharmingvoicebecamequitefervent,whenshehadevidentlyfailedtofollow;itwasasifhewouldhavebeenimpatient,onlyheknewhemustnot,becauseshewasaladyandyoungerthanhimself,andhelovedher。

Theysatdownjustbelowmynook,andbegantocountthepetalsofachicoryflower,andslowlyshenestledintohim,andheputhisarmroundher。NeverdidIseesuchsedate,sweetlovering,sotrustingonherpart,soguardianlikeonhis。Theywerelike,inminiature——-

thoughmoredewy,——thosesobercoupleswhohavelonglivedtogether,yetwhomonestillcatcheslookingateachotherwithconfidentialtenderness,andinwhom,onefeels,passionisatrophiedfromneverhavingbeeninuse。

LongIsatwatchingthemintheircoolcommunion,half-embraced,talkingalittle,smilingalittle,neveroncekissing。Theydidnotseemshyofthat;itwasratherasiftheyweretoomucheachother’stothinkofsuchathing。Andthenherheadslidlowerandlowerdownhisshoulder,andsleepbuttonedthelidsoverthosechicory-

blueeyes。Howcarefulhewas,then,nottowakeher,thoughIcouldseehisarmwasgettingstiff!Hestillsat,goodasgold,holdingher,tillitbeganquitetohurtmetoseehisshoulderthusinchancery。ButpresentlyIsawhimdrawhisarmawayeversocarefully,layherheaddownonthegrass,andleanforwardtostareatsomething。Straightinfrontofthemwasamagpie,balancingitselfonastrippedtwigofthorn-tree。Theagitatingbird,paintedofnightandday,wasmakingaqueernoiseandflirtingonewing,asiftryingtoattractattention。Risingfromthetwig,itcircled,vividandstealthy,twiceroundthetree,andflewtoanotheradozenpacesoff。Theboyrose;helookedathislittlemate,lookedatthebird,andbeganquietlytomovetowardit;bututteringagainitsqueercall,thebirdglidedontoathirdthorn-tree。Theboyhesitatedthen——butoncemorethebirdflewon,aridsuddenlydippedoverthehill。Isawtheboybreakintoarun;andgettingupquickly,Irantoo。

WhenIreachedthecresttherewastheblackandwhitebirdflyinglowintoadell,andtheretheboy,withhairstreamingback,wasrushinghelter-skelterdownthehill。Hereachedthebottomandvanishedintothedell。I,too,randownthehill。ForallthatI

waspryingandmustnotbeseenbybirdorboy,Icreptwarilyinamongthetreestotheedgeofapoolthatcouldknowbutlittlesunlight,sothicklyarchedwasitbywillows,birch-trees,andwildhazel。There,inaswingofboughsabovethewater,wasperchednopiedbird,butayoung,dark-hairedgirlwith,dangling,bare,brownlegs。Andonthebrinkoftheblackwatergoldened,withfallenleaves,theboywascrouching,gazingupatherwithallhissoul。

Sheswungjustoutofreachandlookeddownathimacrossthepool。

Howoldwasshe,withherbrownlimbs,andhergleaming,slantingeyes?Orwassheonlythespiritofthedell,thiself-thingswingingthere,entwinedwithboughsandthedarkwater,andcoveredwithashiftofwetbirchleaves。Sostrangeafaceshehad,wild,almostwicked,yetsotender;afacethatIcouldnottakemyeyesfrom。Herbaretoesjusttouchedthepool,andflickedupdropsofwaterthatfellontheboy’sface。

>Fromhimallthesobersteadfastnesswasgone;alreadyhelookedaswildasshe,andhisarmswerestretchedouttryingtoreachherfeet。Iwantedtocrytohim:"Goback,boy,goback!"butcouldnot;herelfeyesheldmedumb-theylookedsolostintheirtenderwildness。

Andthenmyheartstoodstill,forhehadslippedandwasstrugglingindeepwaterbeneathherfeet。Whatagazewasthathewasturninguptoher——notfrightened,butsolonging,sodesperate;andhershowtriumphant,andhowhappy!

Andthenheclutchedherfoot,andclung,andclimbed;andbendingdown,shedrewhimuptoher,allwet,andclaspedhimintheswingofboughs。

Itookalongbreaththen。Anorangegleamofsunlighthadflamedinamongtheshadowsandfellroundthosetwowheretheyswungoverthedarkwater,withlipsclosetogetherandspiritslostinoneanother’s,andintheireyessuchdrowningecstasy!Andthentheykissed!Allroundmepool,andleaves,andairseemedsuddenlytoswirlandmelt——Icouldseenothingplain!……Whattimepassed——Idonotknow——beforetheirfacesslowlyagainbecamevisible!Hisfacethesoberboy’s——wasturnedawayfromher,andhewaslistening;forabovethewhisperingofleavesasoundofweepingcamefromoverthehill。Itwastothathelistened。

AndevenasIlookedhesliddownfromoutofherarms;backintothepool,andbeganstrugglingtogaintheedge。Whatgriefandlonginginherwildfacethen!Butshedidnotwail。Shedidnottrytopullhimback;thatelfishheartofdignitycouldreachouttowhatwascoming,itcouldnotdragatwhatwasgone。Unmovingastheboughsandwater,shewatchedhimabandonher。

Slowlythestrugglingboygainedland,andlaythere,breathless。

Andstillthatsoundoflonelyweepingcamefromoverthehill。

Listening,butlookingatthosewild,mourningeyesthatnevermovedfromhim,helay。Onceheturnedbacktowardthewater,butfirehaddiedwithinhim;hishandsdropped,nerveless——hisyoungfacewasallbewilderment。

Andthequietdarknessofthepoolwaited,andthetrees,andthoselosteyesofhers,andmyheart。Andeverfromoverthehillcamethelittlefairmaiden’slonelyweeping。

Then,slowlydragginghisfeet,stumbling,half-blinded,turningandturningtolookback,theboygropedhiswayoutthroughthetreestowardthatsound;and,ashewent,thatdarkspirit-elf,abandoned,claspingherownlithebodywithherarms,nevermovedhergazefromhim。

I,too,creptaway,andwhenIwassafeoutsideinthepaleeveningsunlight,peeredbackintothedell。Thereunderthedarktreesshewasnolonger,butroundandroundthatcageofpassion,flutteringandwailingthroughtheleaves,overtheblackwater,wasthemagpie,flightingonitstwilightwings。

IturnedandranandrantillIcameoverthehillandsawtheboyandthelittlefair,sobermaidensittingtogetheroncemoreontheopenslope,underthehighblueheaven。Shewasnestlinghertear-

stainedfaceagainsthisshoulderandspeakingalreadyofindifferentthings。Andhe——hewasholdingherwithhisarmandwatchingoverherwitheyesthatseemedtoseesomethingelse。

AndsoIlay,hearingtheirsobertalkandgazingattheirsoberlittlefigures,tillIawokeandknewIhaddreamedallthatlittleallegoryofsacredandprofanelove,andfromithadreturnedtoreason,knowingnomorethaneverwhichwaswhich。

1912。

SHEEP-SHEARING

>Fromearlymorningtherehadbeenbleatingofsheepintheyard,sothatoneknewthecreatureswerebeingsheared,andtowardeveningI

wentalongtosee。Thirtyorfortynaked-lookingghostsofsheepwerepennedagainstthebarn,andperhapsadozenstillinhabitingtheircoats。Intothewoolofoneofthesebulkyewesthefarmer’ssmall,yellow-haireddaughterwastwistingherfist,hustlingittowardFate;thoughpulledalmostoffherfeetbythefrightened,stubborncreature,sheneverletgo,till,withadespairingcough,theewehadpassedoverthethresholdandwasfastinthehandsofashearer。Atthefarendofthebarn,closebythedoors,Istoodaminuteortwobeforeshiftinguptowatchtheshearing。Intothatdim,beautifulhomeofage,withitsgreatraftersandmellowstonearchways,theJunesunlightshonethroughloopholesandchinks,inthinglamour,powderingwithitsverystrangenessthedarkcathedraledair,where,highup,clungafogofoldgreycobwebssothickaseverwerethestalactitesofahugecave。Atthisendthescentofsheepandwoolandmenhadnotyetroutedthathomeessenceofthebarn,likethesavourofacornsandwitheringbeechleaves。

Theywereshearingbyhandthisyear,nineofthem,countingthepostman,who,thoughfarm-bred,"did’nputtmuchtotheshearin’,"

buthadcometoroundthesheepupandgivegeneralaid。

Sittingonthecreatures,orwithalegfirmlycrookedovertheirheads,eachshearer,eventhetwoboys,hadanairofgoingatitinhisownway。Intheirwhitecanvasshearingsuitstheyworkedverysteadily,almostinsilence,asifdrowsedbythe"click-clip,click-

clip"oftheshears。Andthesheep,butforanoccasionalwriggleoflegsorhead,layquietenough,havinganinbornsenseperhapsofthefitnessofthings,evenwhen,onceinaway,theylostmorethanwool;gladtoo,mayhap,toberidoftheirmattedvestments。Fromtimetotimethelittledamselofferedeachshearerajugandglass,butnomandranktillhehadfinishedhissheep;thenhewouldgetup,stretchhiscrampedmuscles,drinkdeep,andalmostinstantlysitdownagainonafreshbeast。Andalwaystherewasthebuzzoffliesswarminginthesunlightoftheopendoorway,thedryrustleofthepollardedlime-treesinthesharpwindoutside,thebleatingofsomereleasedewe,upsetatherownnakedness,thescrapeandshuffleofheelsandsheep’slimbsonthefloor,togetherwiththe"click-clip,click-clip"oftheshears。

Aseachewe,finishedwith,struggledup,helpedbyafriendlyshove,andboltedoutdazedlyintothepen,Icouldnothelpwonderingwhatwaspassinginherhead——intheheadsofallthoseunceremoniouslytreatedcreatures;and,movingnearertothepostman,Isaid:

"They’rereallyverygood,onthewhole。"

Helookedatme,Ithought,queerly。

"Yaas,"heanswered;"Mr。Molton’sthebestofthem。"

IlookedaskanceatMr。Molton;but,withhiskneecrookedroundayoungewe,hewasshearingcalmly。

"Yes,"Iadmitted,"heiscertainlygood。"

"Yaas,"repliedthepostman。

Edgingbackintothedarkness,awayfromthatuncomprehendingyouth,Iescapedintotheair,andpassingtheremainsoflastyear’sstacksunderthetall,topplingelms,satdowninafieldunderthebank。

ItseemedtomethatIhadfoodforthought。Inthatlittlemisunderstandingbetweenmeandthepostmanwasalltheessenceofthedifferencebetweenthatstateofcivilisationinwhichsheepcouldpromptasentiment,andthatstateinwhichsheepcouldnot。

Theheatfromthedroppingsun,notfarnowabovethemoorline,struckfullintothefernsandlonggrassofthebankwhereIwassitting,andthemidgesriotedonmeinthislastwarmth。Thewindwasbarredout,sothatonehadthefullsweetnessoftheclover,fastbecominghay,overwhichtheswallowswerewheelingandswoopingafterflies。Andfarup,asitwerethecrownofNature’sbeautifuldevouringcircle,abuzzardhawk,almoststationaryontheair,floated,intentonsomethingpleasantbelowhim。Anumberoflittlehenscreptthroughthegateonebyone,andcameroundme。ItseemedtothemthatIwastheretofeedthem;andtheyheldtheirneatredoryellowheadstoonesideandtheother,inquiringwiththeirbeadyeyes,surprisedatmystillness。Theywereprettywiththeirspeckledfeathers,andasitseemedtome,plumpandyoung,sothatI

wonderedhowmanyofthemwouldintimefeedme。Finding,however,thatIgavethemnothingtoeat,theywentaway,andtherearose,inplaceoftheirclucking,thethinsingingofairpassingthroughsomelongtube。Iknewitforthewhiningofmydog,whohadnosedmeout,butcouldnotgetthroughthepadlockedgate。AndasIliftedhimover,Iwasgladthepostmancouldnotseeme——forIfeltthattoliftadogoveragatewouldbeagainsttheprinciplesofoneforwhomtheconnectionofsheepwithgoodbehaviourhadbeentoostrangeathought。Anditsuddenlyrushedintomymindthatthetimewouldnodoubtcomewhentheconductofapples,beingpluckedfromthemothertree,wouldinspireus,andweshouldsay:"They’rereallyverygood!"AndIwondered,werethosefuturewatchersofapple-gatheringfartherfrommethanI,watchingsheep-shearing,fromthepostman?

Ithought,too,oftheprettydreamsbeingdreamtabouttheland,andofthepeoplewhodreamedthem。AndIlookedatthatland,coveredwiththesweetpinkish-greenoftheclover,andconsideredhowmuchofit,throughthemediumofsheep,wouldfinditswayintome,toenablemetocomeouthereandbeeatenbymidges,andspeculateaboutthings,andconceivethesentimentofhowgoodthesheepwere。

Anditallseemedqueer。Ithought,too,ofaworldentirelycomposedofpeoplewhocouldseethesheenripplingonthatclover,andfeelasortofsweetelationatthescentofit,andIwonderedhowmuchcloverwouldbesownthen?ManythingsIthoughtof,sittingthere,tillthesunsankbelowthemoorline,thewinddiedofftheclover,andthemidgesslept。Hereandthereintheiris-

colouredskyastarcreptout;thesoft-hootingowlsawoke。ButstillIlingered,watchinghow,oneafteranother,shapesandcoloursdiedintotwilight;andIwonderedwhatthepostmanthoughtoftwilight,thatinconvenientstate,whenthingswereneitherdarknorlight;andIwonderedwhatthesheepwerethinkingthisfirstnightwithouttheircoats。Then,slinkingalongthehedge,noiseless,unheardbymysleepingspaniel,Isawatawnydogstealingby。Hepassedwithoutseeingus,lickinghisleanchops。

"Yes,friend,"Ithought,"youhavebeenaftersomethingveryunholy;

youhavebeendiggingupburiedlamb,orsomedesirablepersonofthatkind!"

Sneakingpast,inthissweetnight,whichstirredinonesuchsentiment,thatghoulishcurwasliketheomnivorousnessofNature。

Anditcametome,howwonderfulandqueerwasaworldwhichembracedwithinit,notonlythisredgloatingdog,freshfromhisfeastonthedecayingfleshoflamb,butallthosehundredsofbeingsinwhomthesightofaflywithonelegshortenedproducedaquiverofcompassion。Forinthissavage,slinkingshadow,IknewthatIhadbeheldamanifestationofdivinitynolessthaninthesmileofthesky,eachminutegrowingmorestarry。WithwhatHarmony——

Ithought——canthesetwobeenwrappedinthisroundworldsofastthatitcannotbemoved!Whatsecret,marvellous,all-pervadingPrinciplecanharmonisethesethings!Andtheoldwords’good’and’evil’seemedtomemorethaneverquaint。

Itwasalmostdark,andthedewfallingfast;Irousedmyspanieltogoin。

Overthehigh-walledyard,thebarns,themoon-whiteporch,duskhadbrusheditsvelvet。Throughanopenwindowcamearoaringsound。

Mr。Moltonwassinging"TheHappyWarrior,"tocelebratethefinishoftheshearing。Thebigdoorsintothegarden,passedthrough,cutoffthefullsweetnessofthatsong;fortheretheowlswerealreadymastersofnightwiththeirmusic。

Onthedew-whitenedgrassofthelawn,wecameonalittledarkbeast。Myspaniel,likingitssavour,stoodwithhisnoseatpoint;

but,beingcalledoff,Icouldfeelhimobedient,stillquivering,undermyhand。

Inthefield,awanhuddleintheblackness,thedismantledsheeplayunderahollyhedge。Thewindhaddied;itwasmist-warm。

1910

EVOLUTION

Comingoutofthetheatre,wefounditutterlyimpossibletogetataxicab;and,thoughitwasrainingslightly,walkedthroughLeicesterSquareinthehopeofpickingoneupasitreturneddownPiccadilly。Numbersofhansomsandfour-wheelerspassed,orstoodbythecurb,hailingusfeebly,ornotevenattemptingtoattractourattention,buteverytaxiseemedtohaveitsload。AtPiccadillyCircus,losingpatience,webeckonedtoafour-wheelerandresignedourselvestoalong,slowjourney。Asou’-westerlyairblewthroughtheopenwindows,andtherewasinitthescentofchange,thatwetscentwhichvisitseventheheartsoftownsandinspiresthewatcheroftheirmyriadactivitieswiththoughtoftherestlessForcethatforevercries:"On,on!"Butgraduallythesteadypatterofthehorse’shoofs,therattlingofthewindows,theslowthuddingofthewheels,pressedonussodrowsilythatwhen,atlast,wereachedhomeweweremorethanhalfasleep。Thefarewastwoshillings,and,standinginthelamplighttomakesurethecoinwasahalf-crownbeforehandingittothedriver,wehappenedtolookup。Thiscabmanappearedtobeamanofaboutsixty,withalong,thinface,whosechinanddroopinggreymoustachesseemedinpermanentreposeontheup-turnedcollarofhisoldblueovercoat。Buttheremarkablefeaturesofhisfacewerethetwofurrowsdownhischeeks,sodeepandhollowthatitseemedasthoughthatfacewereacollectionofboneswithoutcoherentflesh,amongwhichtheeyesweresunkbacksofarthattheyhadlosttheirlustre。Hesatquitemotionless,gazingatthetailofhishorse。And,almostunconsciously,oneaddedtherestofone’ssilvertothathalf-crown。Hetookthecoinswithoutspeaking;but,aswewereturningintothegardengate,weheardhimsay:

"Thankyou;you’vesavedmylife。"

Notknowing,eitherofus,whattoreplytosuchacuriousspeech,weclosedthegateagainandcamebacktothecab。

"Arethingssoverybad?"

"Theyare,"repliedthecabman。"It’sdonewith——isthisjob。We’renotwantednow。"And,takinguphiswhip,hepreparedtodriveaway。

"Howlonghavetheybeenasbadasthis?"

Thecabmandroppedhishandagain,asthoughgladtorestit,andansweredincoherently:

"Thirty-fiveyearI’vebeendrivin’acab。"

And,sunkagainincontemplationofhishorse’stail,hecouldonlyberousedbymanyquestionstoexpresshimself,having,asitseemed,noknowledgeofthehabit。

"Idon’tblamethetaxis,Idon’tblamenobody。It’scomeonus,that’swhatithas。Ileftthewifethismorningwithnothinginthehouse。Shewassayingtomeonlyyesterday:’Whathaveyoubroughthomethelastfourmonths?’’Putitatsixshillingsaweek,’I

said。’No,’shesaid,’seven。’Well,that’sright——sheentersitalldowninherbook。"

"Youarereallygoingshortoffood?"

Thecabmansmiled;andthatsmilebetweenthosetwodeephollowswassurelyasstrangeasevershoneonahumanface。

"Youmaysaythat,"hesaid。"Well,whatdoesitamountto?BeforeIpickedyouup,Ihadoneeighteen-pennyfareto-day;andyesterdayItookfiveshillings。AndI’vegotsevenbobadaytopayforthecab,andthat’slow,too。There’smanyandmanyaproprietorthat’sbrokeandgone——everybitasbadasus。Theyletusdownaseasyasevertheycan;youcan’tgetbloodfromastone,canyou?"Onceagainhesmiled。"I’msorryforthem,too,andI’msorryforthehorses,thoughtheycomeoutbestofthethreeofus,Idobelieve。"

OneofusmutteredsomethingaboutthePublic。

Thecabmanturnedhisfaceandstareddownthroughthedarkness。

"ThePublic?"hesaid,andhisvoicehadinitafaintsurprise。

"Well,theyallwantthetaxis。It’snatural。Theygetaboutfasterinthem,andtime’smoney。IwassevenhoursbeforeIpickedyouup。

Andthenyouwaslookin’forataxi。Themastakeusbecausetheycan’tgetbetter,they’renotinagoodtemper,asarule。Andthere’safewoldladiesthat’sfrightenedofthemotors,butoldladiesaren’tneververyfreewiththeirmoney——can’taffordtobe,themostofthem,Iexpect。"

"Everybody’ssorryforyou;onewouldhavethoughtthat————"

Heinterruptedquietly:"Sorrowdon’tbuybread……Ineverhadnobodyaskmeaboutthingsbefore。"And,slowlymovinghislongfacefromsidetoside,headded:"Besides,whatcouldpeopledo?

Theycan’tbeexpectedtosupportyou;andiftheystartedaskin’youquestionsthey’dfeelitveryawkward。Theyknowthat,Isuspect。

Ofcourse,there’ssuchalotofus;thehansomsareprettynighasbadoffasweare。Well,we’regettin’fewereveryday,that’sonething。"

Notknowingwhetherornotomanifestsympathywiththisextinction,weapproachedthehorse。Itwasahorsethat"stoodover"agooddealattheknee,andinthedarknessseemedtohaveinnumerableribs。Andsuddenlyoneofussaid:"Manypeoplewanttoseenothingbuttaxisonthestreets,ifonlyforthesakeofthehorses。"

Thecabmannodded。

"Thisoldfellow,"hesaid,"nevercarriedadealofflesh。Hisgrubdon’tputspiritintohimnowadays;it’snotuptomuchinquality,buthegetsenoughofit。"

"Andyoudon’t?"

Thecabmanagaintookuphiswhip。

"Idon’tsuppose,"hesaidwithoutemotion,"anyonecouldeverfindanotherjobformenow。I’vebeenatthistoolong。It’llbetheworkhouse,ifit’snottheotherthing。"

Andhearingusmutterthatitseemedcruel,hesmiledforthethirdtime。

"Yes,"hesaidslowly,"it’sabit’ardonus,becausewe’vedonenothingtodeserveit。Butthingsarelikethat,sofarasIcansee。Onethingcomespushin’outanother,andsoyougoon。I’vethoughtaboutit——yougettothinkin’andworryin’abouttherightso’things,sittin’uphereallday。No,Idon’tseeanythingforit。

It’llsoonbetheendofusnow——can’tlastmuchlonger。AndIdon’tknowthatI’llbesorrytohavedonewithit。It’sprettywellbrokemyspirit。"

"Therewasafundgotup。"

"Yes,ithelpedafewofustolearnthemotor-drivin’;butwhat’sthegoodofthattome,atmytimeoflife?Sixty,that’smyage;

I’mnottheonlyone——there’shundredslikeme。We’renotfitforit,that’sthefact;wehaven’tgotthenervenow。It’dwantamintofmoneytohelpus。Andwhatyousay’sthetruth——peoplewanttoseetheendofus。Theywantthetaxis——ourday’sover。I’mnotcomplaining;youaskedmeaboutityourself。"

Andforthethirdtimeheraisedhiswhip。

"Tellmewhatyouwouldhavedoneifyouhadbeengivenyourfareandjustsixpenceover?"

Thecabmanstareddownward,asthoughpuzzledbythatquestion。

"Done?Why,nothing。WhatcouldIhavedone?"

"Butyousaidthatithadsavedyourlife。"

"Yes,Isaidthat,"heansweredslowly;"Iwasfeelin’abitlow。

Youcan’thelpitsometimes;it’sthethingcomin’onyou,andnowayoutofit——that’swhatgetsoveryou。Wetrynottothinkaboutit,asarule。"

Andthistime,witha"Thankyou,kindly!"hetouchedhishorse’sflankwiththewhip。Likeathingarousedfromsleeptheforgottencreaturestartedandbegantodrawthecabmanawayfromus。Veryslowlytheytravelleddowntheroadamongtheshadowsofthetreesbrokenbylamplight。Aboveus,whiteshipsofcloudweresailingrapidlyacrossthedarkriverofskyonthewindwhichsmelledofchange。And,afterthecabwaslosttosight,thatwindstillbroughttousthedyingsoundoftheslowwheels。

1910。

RIDINGINMIST

Wetandhot,havingherwintercoat,themareexactlymatchedthedrenchedfox-colouredbeech-leafdrifts。Aswasherwontonsuchmistydays,shedancedalongwithheadheldhigh,herneckalittlearched,herearspricked,pretendingthatthingswerenotwhattheyseemed,andnowandthenvigorouslytryingtoleavemeplantedontheair。Stoneswhichhadrolledoutofthelanebankswereherespecialgoblins,foronesuchhadmaltreatedhernervesbeforeshecameintothisball-roomworld,andshehadnotforgotten。

Therewasnowindthatday。Onthebeech-treeswerestilljustenoughofcopperyleavestolooklikefireslightedhigh-uptoairtheeeriness;butmostofthetwigs,pearledwithwater,werepatternedverynakedagainstuniversalgrey。Berrieswerefew,exceptthepinkspindleone,sofarthemostbeautiful,ofwhichthereweremorethanEarthgenerallyvouchsafes。Therewasnosoundinthedeeplanes,noneofthatsweet,overheadsighingofyesterdayatthesamehour,buttherewasaqualityofsilence——adumbmistmurmuration。Wepassedatreewithaproudpigeonsittingonitstopspire,quitetooheavyforthetwigdelicacybelow;undisturbedbythemare’shoofsorthecreakingofsaddleleather,heletuspass,absorbedinhisworldoftranquilturtledoves。Themisthadthickenedtoawhite,infinitesimalrain-dust,andinitthetreesbegantolookstrange,asthoughtheyhadlostoneanother。Theworldseemedinhabitedonlybyquick,soundlesswraithsasonetrottedpast。

Closetoafarm-housethemarestoodstillwiththatextremesuddennesspeculiartoherattimes,andfourblackpigsscuttledbyandatoncebecamewhiteair。Bynowwewerebothhotandinclinedtoclingcloselytogetherandtakelibertieswitheachother;I

tellingherabouthernature,name,andappearance,togetherwithcommentsonhermanners;andshegivingforththatsterterous,sweetsnuffle,whichbeginsunderthestaronherforehead。Onsuchdaysshedidnotsneeze,reservingthoseexpressionsofherjoyforsunnydaysandthecrispwinds。Ataforkingofthewayswecamesuddenlyononegreyandthreebrownponies,whoshiedroundandflungawayinfrontofus,avisionofprettyheadsandhaunchestangledinthethinlane,till,consciousthattheywerebeyondtheirbeat,theyfacedthebankand,onebyone,scrambledovertojointheotherghostsoutonthedimcommon。

Dippingdownnowovertheroad,wepassedhoundsgoinghome。Pied,dumb-footedshapes,paddingalonginthatsoft-eyed,remoteworldoftheirs,withatallridingsplashofredinfront,andatallsplashofridingredbehind。Thenthroughagatewecameontothemoor,amongstwhitenedfurze。Themistthickened。Acurlewwaswhistlingonitsinvisibleway,farup;andthatwistful,wildcallingseemedtheveryvoiceoftheday。Keepinginviewtheglintoftheroad,wegalloped;rejoicing,bothofus,tobefreeofthejogjogofthelanes。

Andfirstthevoiceofthecurlewdied;thentheglintoftheroadvanished;andwewerequitealone。Eventhefurzewasgone;noshapeofanythingleft,onlytheblack,peatyground,andthethickeningmist。Wemightaswellhavebeenthatlonelybirdcrossingupthereintheblindwhitenothingness,likeahumanspiritwanderingontheundiscoveredmoorofitsownfuture。

Themarejumpedapileofstones,whichappeared,asitwere,afterwehadpassedover;anditcameintomymindthat,ifwehappenedtostrikeoneoftheoldquarrypits,weshouldinfalliblybekilled。

Somehow,therewaspleasureinthisthought,thatwemight,ormightnot,strikethatoldquarrypit。Thebloodinusbeinghot,wehadpurejoyinchargingitswhite,impalpablesolidity,whichmadeway,andatonceclosedinbehindus。Therewasgreatfuninthisyard-

by-yarddiscoverythatwewerenotyetdead,thisflying,shelterlesschallengetowhatevermightlieoutthere,fiveyardsinfront。Wefeltsupremelyabovethewishtoknowthatournecksweresafe;wewerehappy,pantinginthevapourthatbeatagainstourfacesfromthesheerspeedofourgalloping。Suddenlythegroundgrewlumpyandmadeup-hill。Themareslackenedpace;westopped。Beforeus,behind,torightandleft,whitevapour。Nosky,nodistance,barelytheearth。Nowindinourfaces,nowindanywhere。Atfirstwejustgotourbreath,thoughtnothing,talkedalittle。Thencameachillness,afaintclutchingovertheheart。Themaresnuffled;weturnedandmadedown-hill。Andstillthemistthickened,andseemedtodarkeneversolittle;wewentslowly,suddenlydoubtfulofallthatwasinfront。Therecameintoourmindsvisions,sodistantinthatdarkeningvapour,ofawarmstallandmangerofoats;ofteaandalogfire。Themistseemedtohavefingersnow,long,darkwhite,crawlingfingers;itseemed,too,tohaveinitssheersilenceasortofmutteredmenace,ashudderylurkingness,asiffromoutofitthatspiritoftheunknown,whichinhotbloodwehadjustnowsogleefullymocked,werecreepingupatus,intentonitsvengeance。

Sincethegroundnolongersloped,wecouldnotgodown-hill;therewerenomeansleftoftellinginwhatdirectionweweremoving,andwestoppedtolisten。Therewasnosound,notonetinynoiseofwater,windintrees,orman;notevenofbirdsorthemoorponies。

Andthemistdarkened。Themarereachedherheaddownandwalkedon,smellingattheheather;everytimeshesniffed,one’sheartquivered,hopingshehadfoundtheway。Shethrewupherhead,snorted,andstoodstill;andtherepassedjustinfrontofusaponyandherfoal,shapesofscamperingdusk,whiskedlikeblurredshadowsacrossasheet。Hoof-silentinthelongheather——aseverwerevisitingghosts——theyweregoneinaflash。Themareplungedforward,following。But,inthefeelofhergallop,andthefeelofmyheart,therewasnomorethatecstasyoffacingtheunknown;therewasonlythecold,hastydreadofloneliness。Farasunderasthepoleswerethosetwosensations,evokedbythissamemotion。Themareswervedviolentlyandstopped。There,passingwithinthreeyards,fromthesamedirectionasbefore,thesoundlessshapesoftheponyandherfoalflewbyagain,moreintangible,lessduskynowagainstthedarkerscreen。Werewe,then,tobehauntedbythosebewilderinguncannyones,flittingpasteverfromthesamedirection?

Thistimethemaredidnotfollow,butstoodstill;knowingaswellasIthatdirectionwasquitelost。Soon,withawhimper,shepickedherwayonagain,smellingattheheather。Andthemistdarkened!

Then,outoftheheartofthatduskywhiteness,cameatinysound;westood,notbreathing,turningourheads。Icouldseethemare’seyefixedandstrainingatthevapour。Thetinysoundgrewtillitbecamethemutteringofwheels。Themaredashedforward。Themutteringceaseduntimely;butshedidnotstop;turningabruptlytotheleft,sheslid,scrambled,anddroppedintoatrot。Themistseemedwhiterbelowus;wewereontheroad。Andinvoluntarilytherecamefrommeasound,notquiteashout,notquiteanoath。Isawthemare’seyeturnback,faintlyderisive,aswhoshouldsay:AloneIdidit!Thenslowly,comfortably,alittleashamed,wejoggedon,inthemoodofmenandhorseswhendangerisover。Sopleasantitseemednow,inoneshorthalf-hour,tohavepassedthroughthecircle-swingoftheemotions,fromtheecstasyofhotrecklessnesstotheclutchingofchillfear。Butthemeeting-pointofthosetwosensationswehadleftoutthereonthemysteriousmoor!Why,atonemoment,hadwethoughtitfinerthananythingonearthtoriskthebreakingofournecks;andthenext,shudderedatbeinglostinthedarkeningmistwithwinternightfastcomingon?

Andveryluxuriouslyweturnedoncemoreintothelanes,enjoyingthepast,scentingthefuture。Closetohome,thefirstlittleeddyofwindstirred,andthesongofdrippingtwigsbegan;anowlhooted,honey-soft,inthefog。Wecameontwofarmhandsmendingthelaneattheturnoftheavenue,and,curledonthetopofthebank,theircosyredcolliepup,waitingforthemtofinishworkfortheday。

Heraisedhissharpnoseandlookedatusdewily。Weturneddown,paddingsoftlyinthewetfox-reddriftsunderthebeechtrees,whereonthelastleavesstillflickeredoutinthedarkeningwhiteness,thatnowseemedsolittleeerie。Wepassedthegrey-greenskeletonofthefarm-yardgate。Ahenranacrossus,clucking,intothedusk。Themazedrewherlong,home-comingsnuffle,andstoodstill。

1910。

THEPROCESSION

Inoneofthosecornersofourlandcanopiedbythefumesofblindindustry,therewas,onthatday,alullindarkness。Afreshwindhadsplitthecustomaryheaven,orroofofhell;wassweepinglongdriftsofcreamycloudsacrossabluestillpallidwithreek。Thesunevenshone——asunwhosefaceseemedwhiteandwondering。Andunderthatraresunallthelittletown,amongitsslagheapsandfewtallchimneys,hadanairoflivingfaster。Inthosecontinuouscourtsandalleys,wherethewomenworked,smokefromeachlittleforgeroseanddispersedintothewindwithstrangealacrity;amongstthewomen,too,therewasthatsameeagerness,forthesunshinehadcreptinandwasmakingpaleallthosedark-raftered,sootedceilingswhichcoveredthemin,togetherwiththeirimmortalcomrades,thesmallopenfurnaces。Abouttheirworktheyhadbeenbusysinceseveno’clock;theirfeetpressingtheleatherlungswhichfannedtheconicalheapsofglowingfuel,theirhandspokingintotheglowathinironrodtilltheendcouldbecurvedintoafieryhook;

snappingitwithamallet;threadingitwithtongsontothechain;

hammering,closingthelink;and;withoutasecond’spause,thrustingtheironrodagainintotheglow。Andwhiletheyworkedtheychattered,laughedsometimes,nowandthensighed。Theyseemedofallagesandalltypes;fromherwholookedlikeapeasantofProvence,broad,brown,andstrong,totheweariestwhiteconsumptivewisp;fromoldwomenofseventy,withstragglinggreyhair,tofifteen-year-oldgirls。Inthecottageforgestherewouldbebutoneworker,ortwoatmost;intheshopforgesfour,orevenfive,littleglowingheaps;fourorfiveofthegrimy,palelung-bellows;andneveramomentwithoutafieryhookabouttotakeitsplaceonthegrowingchains,neverasecondwhenthethinsmokeoftheforges,andofthoselivesconsumingslowlyinfrontofthem,didnotescapefromoutofthedingy,whitewashedspacespastthedarkrafters,awaytofreedom。

Buttherehadbeenintheairthatmorningsomethingmorethanthewhitesunlight。Therehadbeenanticipation。Andattwoo’clockbeganfulfilment。Theforgeswerestilled,andfromcourtandalleyforthcamethewomen。Intheirraggedworkingclothes,intheirbestclothes——solittledifferent;inbonnets,inhats,bareheaded;withbabiesbornandunborn,theyswarmedintothehighstreetandformedacrossitbehindtheband。Astrange,magpie,jay-likeflock;black,white,patchedwithbrownandgreenandblue,shifting,chattering,laughing,seemingunconsciousofanypurpose。Athousandandmoreofthem,withfacestwistedandscoredbythosemyriaddeformingswhichadesperatetown-toilingandlittlefoodfastenonhumanvisages;yetwithhardlyasingleevilorbrutalface。Seeminglyitwasnoteasytobeevilorbrutalonawagethatscarcelyboundsoulandbody。A

thousandandmoreofthepoorest-paidandhardest-workedhumanbeingsintheworld。

Onthepavementalongsidethisstrange,acquiescingassemblyofrevolt,abouttomarchinprotestagainsttheconditionsoftheirlives,stoodayoungwomanwithoutahatandinpoorclothes,butwithasortofbeautyinherrough-haired,highcheek-boned,dark-

eyedface。Shewasnotoneofthem;yet,byastrokeofNature’sirony,therewasgravenonherfacealoneofallthosefaces,thetruelookofrebellion;ahaughty,almostfierce,uneasylook——anuntamedlook。Onalltheotherthousandfacesonecouldseenobitterness,nofierceness,notevenenthusiasm;onlyahalf-stolid,half-vivaciouspatienceandeagernessasofchildrengoingtoaparty。

Thebandplayed;andtheybegantomarch。

Laughing,talking,wavingflags,tryingtokeepstep;withthesameexpressionslowlybutsurelycomingovereveryface;thefuturewasnot;onlythepresent——thishappypresentofmarchingbehindthediscordanceofabrassband;thisstrangepresentofcrowdedmovementandlaughterinopenair。

Weothers——somedozenaccidentalslikemyself,andthetall,grey-

hairedladyinterestedin"thepeople,"togetherwiththosefewkindspiritsinchargeof"theshow"——marchedtoo,alittleself-

conscious,desiringwithavaguemilitarysensationtoholdourheadsup,butnottoomuch,undertheeyesofthecuriousbystanders。

These——nearlyallmen——werewell-wishers,itwassaid,thoughtheirfaces,palefromtheirownworkinshoporfurnace,expressednothingbutapathy。Theywishedwell,verydumbly,inthepresenceofthisnewthing,asiftheyfounditqueerthatwomenshouldbedoingsomethingforthemselves;queerandratherdangerous。Afew,indeed,shuffledalongbetweenthecolumnandthelittlehopelessshopsandgrimyfactorysheds,andoneortwoaccompaniedtheirwomen,carryingthebaby。Nowandthentherepassedussomebetter-to-docitizen-ahousewife,orlawyer’sclerk,orironmonger,withlipspressedrathertightlytogetherandanairoftakingnonoticeofthisdisturbanceoftraffic,asthoughthewholethingwerearatherpoorjokewhichtheyhadalreadyheardtoooften。

So,withlaughterandacontinualcrackofvoicesourjay-likecrewswungon,swayingandthumpinginthestrangeecstasyofirreflection,happytobemovingtheyknewnotwhere,norgreatlywhy,underthevisitingsun,tothesoundofmurderedmusic。

Wheneverthebandstoppedplaying,disciplinebecameastatterdemalionastheveryflagsandgarments;butneveroncedidtheylosethatlookofessentialorder,asifindeedtheyknewthat,beingtheworst-servedcreaturesintheChristianworld,theywerethechiefguardiansoftheinherentdignityofman。

Hatless,intheveryfrontrow,marchedatallslipofagirl,arrow-

straight,andsothin,withdirtyfairhair,inablouseandskirtgapingbehind,everturningherprettyfaceonitsprettyslimneckfromsidetoside,sothatonecouldseeherblueeyessweepinghere,there,everywhere,withasortofflower-likewildness,asifasecretembracingofeachmomentforbadehertoletthemrestonanythingandbreakthispleasureofjustmarching。Itseemedthatinthenever-stilleyesofthatanaemic,happygirlthespiritofourmarchhadelectedtoenshrineitselfandtomakethenceitslittleexcursionstoeachecstaticfollower。Justbehindhermarchedalittleoldwoman——amakerofchains,theysaid,forfortyyears——

whoseblackslitsofeyesweresparkling,whoflutteredabitofribbon,andreeledwithhersenseoftheexquisitehumouroftheworld。Everynowandthenshewouldmakearushatoneofherleaderstodemonstratehowimmoderatelygloriouswaslife。Andeachtimeshespokethewomannexttoher,ladenwithaheavybaby,wentoffintosquealsoflaughter。Behindher,again,marchedonewhobeattimewithherheadandwavedalittlebitofstick,intoxicatedbythisnoblemusic。

Foranhourthepageantwoundthroughthedejectedstreet,pursuingneithermethodnorsetroute,tillitcametoadesertedslag-heap,selectedforthespeech-making。Slowlythemotleyregimentswungintothatgrimamphitheatreunderthepalesunshine;and,asI

watched,astrangefancyvisitedmybrain。Iseemedtoseeovereveryraggedheadofthosemarchingwomenalittleyellowflame,athin,flickeringgleam,spiringupwardandblownbackbythewind。A

trickofthesunlight,maybe?Orwasitthatthelifeintheirhearts,theinextinguishablebreathofhappiness,hadforamomentescapedprison,andwasflutteringatthepleasureofthebreeze?

Silentnow,justenjoyingthesoundofthewordsthrowndowntothem,theystood,unimaginablypatient,withthathappinessoftheyknewnotwhatgildingtheairabovethembetweenthepatchworkribandsoftheirpoorflags。Iftheycouldnottellverymuchwhytheyhadcome,norbelieveverymuchthattheywouldgainanythingbycoming;

iftheirdemonstrationdidnotmeantotheworldquiteallthatoratorywouldhavethemthink;iftheythemselveswerebutthepoorest,humblest,leastlearnedwomenintheland——forallthat,itseemedtomethatinthosetattered,wistfulfigures,sostill,sotrustful,IwaslookingonsuchbeautyasIhadneverbeheld。Alltheelaboratedgloryofthingsmade,theperfecteddreamsofaesthetes,theembroideriesofromance,seemedasnothingbesidethissuddenvisionofthewildgoodnessnativeinhumblehearts。

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