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In Defence of Harriet Shelley
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Ittookthemotheramonthtogetbackherfullforce,vigor,andeffect;

thisbringsustoJuly27thandthedeadlyCornelia。Ifawifeofeighteenisstudyingwithherhusbandandhegetssmittenwithanotherwoman,isn’thelikelytoloseinterestinhiswife’sstudiesforthatreason,andisnothiswife’sinterestinherstudieslikelytolanguishforthesamereason?Wouldnotthemeresightofthosebooksofherssharpenthepainthatisinherheart?Thissuddenbreakingdownofamutualintellectualinterestoftwoyears’standingiscoincidentwithShelley’sre-encounterwithCornelia;andweareallowedtogatherfromthattimeforthfornearlytwomonthshedidallhisstudyinginthatperson’ssociety。WefeelatlibertytoruleoutCountNo。2fromtheindictmentagainstHarriet。

Shelley’shappinessinhishomehadbeenwoundedandbruisedalmosttodeath,thirdly,becauseHarriet’swalkswithHoggcommonlyledtosomefashionablebonnet-shop。Ioffernopalliation;Ionlyaskwhythedispassionate,impartialjudgedidnotofferonehimself——merely,Imean,tooffsethisleniencyinasimilarcaseortwowherethegirlwhoranawaywithHarriet’shusbandwastheshopper。Thereareseveraloccasionswheresheinterestedherselfwithshopping——amongthembeingwalkswhichendedatthebonnet-shop——yetinnoneofthesecasesdoesshegetawordofblamefromthegoodjudge,whileinoneofthemhecoversthedeedwithajustifyingremark,shedoingtheshoppingthattimetofindeasementforhermind,herchildhavingdied。

Shelley’shappinessinhishomehadbeenwoundedandbruisedalmosttodeath,fourthly,bytheintroductionthereofawet-nurse。Thewet-nursewasintroducedatthetimeoftheEdinburghsojourn,immediatelyafterShelleyhadbeenenjoyingthetwomonthsofstudywithCorneliawhichbrokeuphiswife’sstudiesanddestroyedhispersonalinterestinthem。

Why,bythistime,nothingthatShelley’swifecoulddowouldhavebeensatisfactorytohim,forhewasinlovewithanotherwoman,andwasnevergoingtobecontentedagainuntilhegotbacktoher。Ifhehadbeenstillinlovewithhiswifeitisnoteasilyconceivablethathewouldcaremuchwhonursedthebaby,providedthebabywaswellnursed。

Harriet’sjealousywasassuredlyvoicingitselfnow,Shelley’sconsciencewasassuredlynagginghim,pesteringhim,persecutinghim。Shelleyneededexcusesforhisalteredattitudetowardshiswife;Providencepitiedhimandsentthewet-nurse。IfProvidencehadsenthimacottondoughnutitwouldhaveansweredjustaswell;allhewantedwassomethingtofindfaultwith。

Shelley’shappinessinhishomehadbeenwoundedandbruisedalmosttodeath,fifthly,becauseHarrietnarrowlywatchedasurgicaloperationwhichwasbeingperformeduponherchild,and,"totheastonishmentoftheoperator,"whowaswatchingHarrietinsteadofattendingtohisoperation,shebetrayed"notthesmallestsignofemotion。"Theauthorofthisbiographywasnotashamedtosetdownthatexultantslander。

Hewasapparentlynotawarethatitwasasmallbusinesstobringintohiscourtawitnesswhosenamehedoesnotknow,andwhosecharacterandveracitythereisnonetovouchfor,andallowhimtostrikethisblowatthemother-heartofthisfriendlessgirl。Thebiographersays,"WemaynotinferfromthisthatHarrietdidnotfeel"——whyputitin,then?——

"butwelearnthatthoseabouthercouldbelievehertobehardandinsensible。"Whowerethosewhowereabouther?Herhusband?Hehatedhernow,becausehewasinloveelsewhere。Hersister?Ofcoursethatisnotcharged。Peacock?Peacockdoesnottestify。Thewet-nurse?Shedoesnottestify。Ifanyothersweretherewehavenomentionofthem。

"Thoseabouther"arereducedtooneperson——herhusband。Whoreportsthecircumstance?ItisHogg。Perhapshewasthere——wedonotknow。

Butifhewas,hestillgothisinformationatsecond-hand,asitwastheoperatorwhonoticedHarriet’slackofemotion,nothimself。HoggisnotgiventosayingkindthingswhenHarrietishissubject。Hemayhavesaidthemthetimethathetriedtotempthertosoilherhonor,butafterthathementionsherusuallywithasneer。"Amongthosewhowereabouther"wasonewitnesswellequippedtosilencealltongues,abolishalldoubts,setourmindsatrest;onewitness,notcalled,andnotcallable,whoseevidence,ifwecouldbutgetit,wouldoutweightheoathsofwholebattalionsofhostileHoggsandnamelesssurgeons——thebaby。Iwishwehadthebaby’stestimony;andyetifwehadititwouldnotdousanygood——afurtiveconjecture,aslyinsinuation,apious"if"ortwo,wouldbesmuggledin,hereandthere,withasolemnairofjudicialinvestigation,anditspositivenesswouldwiltintodubiety。

ThebiographersaysofHarriet,"Ifwordsoftenderaffectionandmotherlyprideprovedtherealityoflove,thenundoubtedlyshelovedherfirstbornchild。"Thatis,ifmereemptywordscanproveit,itstandsproved——andinthisway,withoutcommittinghimself,hegivesthereaderachancetoinferthatthereisn’tanyextantevidencebutwords,andthathedoesn’ttakemuchstockinthem。Howseldomheshowshishand!

Heisalwayslurkingbehindanon-committal"if"orsomethingofthatkind;alwaysglidinganddodgingaround,distributingcolorlesspoisonhereandthereandeverywhere,butalwaysleavinghimselfinapositiontosaythathislanguagewillbefoundinnocuousiftakentopiecesandexamined。Heclearlyexhibitsasteadyandnever-relaxingpurposetomakeHarrietthescapegoatforherhusband’sfirstgreatsin——butitisinthegeneralviewthatthisisrevealed,notinthedetails。Hisinsidiousliteratureislikebluewater;youknowwhatitisthatmakesitblue,butyoucannotproduceandverifyanydetailofthecloudofmicroscopicdustinitthatdoesit。Youradversarycandipupaglassfulandshowyouthatitispurewhiteandyoucannotdenyit;andhecandipthelakedry,glassbyglass,andshowthateveryglassfuliswhite,andproveittoanyone’seye——andyetthatlakewasblueandyoucanswearit。Thisbookisblue——withslanderinsolution。

Letthereaderexamine,forexample,theparagraphofcommentwhichimmediatelyfollowsthelettercontainingShelley’sself-exposurewhichwehavebeenconsidering。Thisisit。Oneshouldinspecttheindividualsentencesastheygoby,thenpasstheminprocessionandreviewthecake-walkasawhole:

"Shelley’shappinessinhishome,asisevidentfromthispatheticletter,hadbeenfatallystricken;itisevident,also,thatheknewwheredutylay;hefeltthathispartwastotakeuphisburden,silentlyandsorrowfully,andtobearithenceforthwiththequietnessofdespair。Butwecanperceivethathescarcelypossessedthestrengthandfortitudeneedfulforsuccessinsuchanattempt。AndclearlyShelleyhimselfwasawarehowperilousitwastoacceptthatrespiteofblissfuleasewhichheenjoyedintheBoinvillehousehold;forgentlevoicesanddewylooksandwordsofsympathycouldnotfailtoremindhimofanidealoftranquillityorofjoywhichcouldneverbehis,andwhichhemusthenceforthsternlyexcludefromhisimagination。"

Thatparagraphcommitstheauthorinnoway。Takensentencebysentenceitassertsnothingagainstanybodyorinfavorofanybody,pleadsfornobody,accusesnobody。Takendetailbydetail,itisasinnocentasmoonshine。Andyet,takenasawhole,itisadesignagainstthereader;

itsintentistoremovethefeelingwhichthelettermustleavewithhimifletalone,andputadifferentoneinitsplace——toremoveafeelingjustifiedbytheletterandsubstituteonenotjustifiedbyit。Theletteritselfgivesyounouncertainpicture——nolecturerisneededtostandbywithastickandpointoutitsdetailsandletontoexplainwhattheymean。Thepictureistheveryclearandremorsefullyfaithfulpictureofafallenandfetteredangelwhoisashamedofhimself;anangelwhobeatshissoiledwingsandcries,whocomplainstothewomanwhoenticedhimthathecouldhavebornehiswaywardlot,hecouldhavestoodbyhisdutyifithadnotbeenforherbeguilements;anangelwhorailsatthe"boundlessoceanofabhorredsociety,"andragesathispoorjudicioussister-in-law。Ifthereisanydignityaboutthisspectacleitwillescapemostpeople。

Yetwhentheparagraphofcommentistakenasawhole,thepictureisfullofdignityandpathos;wehavebeforeusablamelessandnoblespiritstrickentotheearthbymalignpowers,butnotconquered;

tempted,butgrandlyputtingthetemptationaway;enmeshedbysubtlecoils,butsternlyresolvedtorendthemandmarchforthvictorious,atanyperiloflifeorlimb。Curtain——slowmusic。

WasitthepurposeoftheparagraphtotakethebadtasteofShelley’sletteroutofthereader’smouth?Ifthatwasnotit,goodinkwaswasted;withoutthat,ithasnorelevancy——themultiplicationtablewouldhavepaddedthespaceasrationally。

Wehaveinspectedthesixreasonswhichweareaskedtobelievedroveamanofconspicuouspatience,honor,justice,fairness,kindliness,andironfirmness,resolution,andsteadfastness,fromthewifewhomhelovedandwholovedhim,toarefugeinthemephiticparadiseofBracknell。

Thesearesixinfinitelylittlereasons;butthereweresixcolossalones,andthesethecounselforthedestructionofHarrietShelleypersistsinnotconsideringveryimportant。

Moreover,thecolossalsixprecededthelittlesixandhaddonethemischiefbeforetheywereborn。Letusdouble-columnthetwelve;thenweshallseeataglancethateachlittlereasonisinturnansweredbyaretortingreasonofasizetoovershadowitandmakeitinsignificant:

1。Harrietsetsupcarriage。1。CORNELIATURNER。

2。Harrietstopsstudying。2。CORNELIATURNER。

3。Harrietgoestobonnet-shop。3。CORNELIATURNER。

4。Harriettakesawet-nurse。4。CORNELIATURNER。

5。Harriethastoomuchnerve。5。CORNELIATURNER。

6。Detestedsister-in-law。fi。6。CORNELIATURNER。

AssoonaswecomprehendthatCorneliaTurnerandtheItalianlessonshappenedbeforethelittlesixhadbeendiscoveredtobegrievances,weunderstandwhyShelley’shappinessinhishomehadbeenwoundedandbruisedalmosttodeath,andnoonecanpersuadeusintolayingitonHarriet。ShelleyandCorneliaaretheresponsiblepersons,andwecannotinhonoranddecencyallowthecrueltieswhichtheypractisedupontheunoffendingwifetobepushedasideinordertogiveusachancetowastetimeandtearsoversixsentimentaljustificationsofanoffencewhichthesixcan’tjustify,norevenrespectablyassistinjustifying。

Six?Therewereseven;butincharitytothebiographertheseventhoughtnottobeexposed。Still,hehungitouthimself,andnotonlyhungitout,butthoughtitwasagoodpointinShelley’sfavor。FortwoyearsShelleyfoundsympathyandintellectualfoodandallthatathome;

therewasenoughforspiritualandmentalsupport,butnotenoughforluxury;andso,attheendofthecontentedtwoyears,thislatterdetailjustifieshimingoingbagandbaggageovertoCorneliaTurnerandsupplyingtherestofhisneedinthewayofsurplussympathyandintellectualpieunlawfully。Bythesamereasoningamaninmerelycomfortablecircumstancesmayrobabankwithoutsin。

III

Itis1814,itisthe16thofMarch,Shelleyhas,writtenhisletter,hehasbeenintheBoinvilleparadiseamonth,hisdesertedwifeisinherhusbandlesshome。Mischiefhadbeenwrought。Itisthebiographerwhoconcedesthis。WegreatlyneedsomelightonHarriet’ssideofthecasenow;weneedtoknowhowsheenjoyedthemonth,butthereisnowaytoinformourselves;thereseemstobeastrangeabsenceofdocumentsandlettersanddiariesonthatside。Shelleykeptadiary,theapproachingMaryGodwinkeptadiary,herfatherkeptone,herhalf-sisterbymarriage,adoption,andthedispensationofGodkeptone,andtheentiretribeandallitsfriendswroteandreceivedletters,andtheletterswerekeptandareproduciblewhenthisbiographyneedsthem;butthereareonlythreeorfourscrapsofHarriet’swriting,andnodiary。

Harrietwroteplentyofletterstoherhusband——nobodyknowswheretheyare,Isuppose;shewroteplentyofletterstootherpeople——apparentlytheyhavedisappeared,too。Peacocksaysshewrotegoodletters,butapparentlyinterestedpeoplehadsagacityenoughtomislaythemintime。

Afterallherindustryshewentdownintohergraveandliessilentthere——silent,whenshehassomuchneedtospeak。Wecanonlywonderatthismystery,notaccountforit。

No,thereisnowayoffindingoutwhatHarriet’sstateoffeelingwasduringthemonththatShelleywasdisportinghimselfintheBracknellparadise。Wehavetofallbackuponconjecture,asourfabulistdoeswhenhehasnothingmoresubstantialtoworkwith。ThenweeasilyconjecturethatasthedaysdraggedbyHarriet’sheartgrewheavierandheavierunderitstwoburdens——shameandresentment:theshameofbeingpointedatandgossipedaboutasadesertedwife,andresentmentagainstthewomanwhohadbeguiledherhusbandfromherandnowkepthiminadisreputablecaptivity。Desertedwives——desertedwhetherforcauseorwithoutcause——findsmallcharityamongthevirtuousandthediscreet。

Weconjecturethatoneafteranothertheneighborsceasedtocall;thatoneafteranothertheygottobeing"engaged"whenHarrietcalled;thatfinallytheyoneaftertheothercutherdeadonthestreet;thatafterthatshestayedinthehousedaytimes,andbroodedoverhersorrows,andnighttimesdidthesame,therebeingnothingelsetodowiththeheavyhoursandthesilenceandsolitudeandthedrearyintervalswhichsleepshouldhavecharitablybridged,butdidn’t。

Yes,mischiefhadbeenwrought。Thebiographerarrivesatthisconclusion,anditisamostjustone。Then,justasyoubegintohalfhopeheisgoingtodiscoverthecauseofitandlaunchhotboltsofwrathattheguiltymanufacturersofit,youhavetoturnawaydisappointed。Youaredisappointed,andyousigh。Thisiswhathesays——theitalics[’’]aremine:

"Howeverthemischiefmayhavebeenwrought——’andatthisdaynoonecanwishtoheapblameananyburiedhead’——"

SoitispoorHarriet,afterall。Sternjusticemusttakeitscourse——

justicetemperedwithdelicacy,justicetemperedwithcompassion,justicethatpitiesaforlorndeadgirlandrefusestostrikeher。Exceptintheback。Willnotbeignobleandsaytheharshthing,butonlyinsinuateit。Sternjusticeknowsaboutthecarriageandthewet-nurseandthebonnet-shopandtheotherdarkthingsthatcausedthissadmischief,andmaynot,mustnotblinkthem;soitdeliversjudgmentwherejudgmentbelongs,butsoftenstheblowbynotseemingtodeliverjudgmentatall。

Toresume——theitalicsaremine:

"Howeverthemischiefmayhavebeenwrought——andatthisdaynoonecanwishtoheapblameonanyburiedhead——’itiscertainthatsomecauseorcausesofdeepdivisionbetweenShelleyandhiswifewereinoperationduringtheearlypartoftheyear1814’。"

Thisshowspenetration。Nodeductioncouldbemoreaccuratethanthis。

Therewereindeedsomecausesofdeepdivision。Butnextcomesanotherdisappointingsentence:

"Toguessattheprecisenatureofthesecafes,intheabsenceofdefinitestatement,wereuseless。"

Why,hehasalreadybeenguessingatthemforseveralpages,andwehavebeentryingtooutguesshim,andnowallofasuddenheistiredofitandwon’tplayanymore。Itisnotquitefairtous。However,hewillgetoverthisby-and-by,whenShelleycommitshisnextindiscretionandhastobeguessedoutofitatHarriet’sexpense。

"WemayrestcontentwithShelley’sownwords"——inaChancerypaperdrawnupbyhimthreeyearslater。Theywerethese:"Delicacyforbidsmetosaymorethanthatweweredisunitedbyincurabledissensions。"

Asforme,Idonotquiteseewhyweshouldrestcontentwithanythingofthesort。Itisnotaverydefinitestatement。Itdoesnotnecessarilymeananythingmorethanthathedidnotwishtogointothetediousdetailsofthosefamilyquarrels。Delicacycouldquiteproperlyexcusehimfromsaying,"IwasinlovewithCorneliaallthattime;mywifekeptcryingandworryingaboutitandupbraidingmeandbeggingmetocutmyselffreefromaconnectionwhichwaswrongingheranddisgracingusboth;andIbeingstungbythesereproachesretortedwithfierceandbitterspeeches——foritismynaturetodothatwhenIamstirred,especiallyifthetargetofthemisapersonwhomIhadgreatlylovedandrespectedbefore,aswitnessmyvariousattitudestowardsMissHitchener,theGisbornes,Harriet’ssister,andothers——andfinallyIdidnotimprovethisstateofthingswhenIdesertedmywifeandspentawholemonthwiththewomanwhohadinfatuatedme。"

No,hecouldnotgointothosedetails,andweexcusehim;but,nevertheless,wedonotrestcontentwiththisblandpropositiontopuffawaythatwholelongdisreputableepisodewithasinglemean,meaninglessremarkofShelley’s。

Wedoadmitthat"itiscertainthatsomecauseorcausesofdeepdivisionwereinoperation。"Wewouldadmititjustthesameifthegrammarofthestatementwereasstraightasastring,forwedriftintoprettyindifferentgrammarourselveswhenweareabsorbedinhistoricalwork;butwehavetodeclinetoadmitthatwecannotguessthosecauseorcauses。

Butguessingisnotreallynecessary。Thereisevidenceattainable——

evidencefromthebatchdiscreditedbythebiographerandsetoutatthebackdoorinhisappendix-basket;andyetacourtoflawwouldthinktwicebeforethrowingitout,whereasitwouldbeahardypersonwhowouldventuretoofferinsuchaplaceagoodpartofthematerialwhichisplacedbeforethereadersofthisbookas"evidence,"andsotreatedbythisdaringbiographer。Amongsomeletters(intheappendix-basket)

fromMrs。Godwin,detailingtheGodwinianshareintheShelleyaneventsof1814,shetellshowHarrietShelleycametoherandherhusband,agitatedandweeping,toimplorethemtoforbidShelleythehouse,andpreventhisseeingMaryGodwin。

"SherelatedthatlastNovemberhehadfalleninlovewithMrs。

TurnerandpaidhersuchmarkedattentionsMr。Turner,thehusband,hadcarriedoffhiswifetoDevonshire。"

Thebiographerfindsatechnicalfaultinthis;"theShelleyswereinEdinburghinNovember。"Whatofthat?Thewomanisrecallingaconversationwhichismorethantwomonthsold;besides,shewasprobablymoreintentuponthecentralandimportantfactofitthanuponitsunimportantdate。Harriet’squotedstatementhassomesenseinit;forthatreason,iffornoother,itoughttohavebeenputinthebodyofthebook。Still,thatwouldnothaveanswered;eventhebiographer’senemycouldnotbecruelenoughtoaskhimtoletthisrealgrievance,thiscompactandsubstantialandpicturesquefigure,thisrawhead-and-

bloody-bones,comestridinginthereamongthosepaleshams,thosericketyspectreslabeledWET-NURSE,BONNET-SHOP,andsoon——no,thefatherofallmalicecouldnotaskthebiographertoexposehispatheticgoblinstoacompetitionlikethat。

Thefabulistfindsfaultwiththestatementbecauseithasatechnicalerrorinit;andhedoesthisatthemomentthatheisfurnishingusanerrorhimself,andofagraversort。Hesays:

"IfTurnercarriedoffhiswifetoDevonshirehebroughtherbackandShelleywasstayingwithherandhermotherontermsofcordialintimacyinMarch,1814。"

Weacceptthe"cordialintimacy"——itwastheverythingHarrietwascomplainingof——butthereisnothingtoshowthatitwasTurnerwhobroughthiswifeback。Thestatementisthrowninasifitwerenotonlytrue,butwasproofthatTurnerwasnotuneasy。Turner’smovementsareproofofnothing。NothingbutastatementfromTurner’smouthwouldhaveanyvaluehere,andhemadenone。

SixdaysafterwritinghisletterShelleyandhiswifeweretogetheragainforamoment——togetremarriedaccordingtotheritesoftheEnglishChurch。

Withinthreeweeksthenewhusbandandwifewereapartagain,andtheformerwasbackinhisodorousparadise。Thistimeitisthewifewhodoesthedeserting。ShefindsCorneliatoostrongforher,probably。

Atanyrate,shegoesawaywithherbabyandsister,andwehaveaplayfulflingatherfromgoodMrs。Boinville,the"mysteriousspinnerMaimuna";shewhose"facewasasadamsel’sface,andyetherhairwasgray";sheofwhomthebiographerhassaid,"Shelleywasindeedcaughtinanalmostinvisiblethreadspunaroundhim,butunconsciously,bythissubtleandbenignantenchantress。"ThesubtleandbenignantenchantresswritestoHogg,April18:"Shelleyisagainawidower;hisbeauteoushalfwenttotownonThursday。"

ThenShelleywritesapoem——achantofgriefoverthehardfatewhichobligeshimnowtoleavehisparadiseandtakeupwithhiswifeagain。

Itseemstointimatethattheparadiseiscoolingtowardshim;thatheiswarnedoffbyacclamation;thathemustnotevenventuretotemptwithonelasttearhisfriendCornelia’sungentlemood,forhereyeisglazedandcoldanddaresnotentreatherlovertostay:

ExhibitE

"Pausenot!thetimeispast!Everyvoicecries’Away!’

Temptnotwithonelasttearthyfriend’sungentlemood;

Thylover’seye,soglazedandcold,daresnotentreatthystay:

Dutyandderelictionguidetheebacktosolitude。"

Backtothesolitudeofhisnowemptyhome,thatis!

"Away!away!tothysadandsilenthome;

Pourbittertearsonitsdesolatedhearth。"……

Buthewillhaverestinthegraveby-and-by。Untilthattimecomes,thecharmsofBracknellwillremaininhismemory,alongwithMrs。

Boinville’svoiceandCorneliaTurner’ssmile:

"Thouinthegraveshaltrest——yet,tillthephantomsfleeWhichthathouseandhearthandgardenmadedeartotheeerewhile,ThyremembranceandrepentanceanddeepmusingsarenotfreeFromthemusicoftwovoicesandthelightofonesweetsmile。"

WecannotwonderthatHarrietcouldnotstandit。Anyofuswouldhaveleft。Wewouldnotevenstaywithacatthatwasinthiscondition。

EventheBoinvillescouldnotendureit;andso,aswehaveseen,theygavethisonenotice。

"EarlyinMay,ShelleywasinLondon。HedidnotyetdespairofreconciliationwithHarriet,norhadheceasedtoloveher。"

Shelley’spoemsareagooddealoftroubletohisbiographer。Theyareconstantlyinsertedas"evidence,"andtheymakemuchconfusion。Assoonasoneofthemhasprovedonething,anotheronefollowsandprovesquiteadifferentthing。ThepoemjustquotedshowsthathewasinlovewithCornelia,butamonthlaterheisinlovewithHarrietagain,andthereisapoemtoproveit。

"InthispiteousappealShelleydeclaresthathehasnownogriefbutone——thegriefofhavingknownandlosthiswife’slove。"

ExhibitF

"ThylookoflovehaspowertocalmThestormiestpassionofmysoul。"

Butwithoutdoubtshehadbeenreservingherlooksofloveagoodpartofthetimefortenmonths,now——eversincehebegantolavishhisownonCorneliaTurnerattheendofthepreviousJuly。HedoesreallyseemtohavealreadyforgottenCornelia’smeritsinonebriefmonth,forheeulogizesHarrietinawaywhichrulesallcompetitionout:

"Thouonlyvirtuous,gentle,kind,Amidaworldofhate。"

Hecomplainsofherhardness,andbegshertomaketheconcessionofa"slightendurance"——ofhiswaywardness,perhaps——forthesakeof"afellow-being’slastingweal。"Butthemainforceofhisappealisinhisclosingstanza,andisstronglyworded:

"Otractforoncenoerringguide!

Bidtheremorselessfeelingflee;

’Tismalice,’tisrevenge,’tispride,’Tisanythingbutthee;

Ideignanoblerpridetoprove,Andpityifthoucanstnotlove。"

ThisisinMay——apparentlytowardstheendofit。HarrietandShelleywerecorrespondingallthetime。Harrietgotthepoem——acopyexistsinherownhandwriting;shebeingtheonlygentleandkindpersonamidaworldofhate,accordingtoShelley’sowntestimonyinthepoem,wearepermittedtothinkthatthedailyletterswouldpresentlyhavemeltedthatkindandgentleheartandbroughtaboutthereconciliation,iftherehadbeentimebuttherewasn’t;forinaveryfewdays——infact,beforethe8thofJune——Shelleywasinlovewithanotherwoman。

Andso——perhapswhileHarrietwaswalkingthefloornights,tryingtogetherpoembyheart——herhusbandwasdoingafreshone——fortheothergirl——MaryWollstonecraftGodwin——withsentimentsliketheseinit:

ExhibitG

Tospendyearsthusandberewarded,Asthou,sweetlove,requitedmeWhennonewerenear……thylipsdidmeetMinetremblingly;……,"Gentleandgoodandmildthouart,NorcanIliveifthouappearAughtbutthyself。"……

Andsoon。"BeforethecloseofJuneitwasknownandfeltbyMaryandShelleythateachwasinexpressiblydeartotheother。"Yes,Shelleyhadfoundthischildofsixteentohisliking,andhadwooedandwonherinthegraveyard。Butthatisnothing;itwasbetterthanwooingherinhernursery,atanyrate,whereitmighthavedisturbedtheotherchildren。

However,shewasachildinyearsonly。FromthedaythatshesethermasculinegriponShelleyhewastofrisknomore。IfshehadoccupiedtheonlykindandgentleHarriet’splaceinMarchitwouldhavebeenathrillingspectacletoseeherinvadetheBoinvillerookeryandreadtheriotact。ThatholidayofShelley’swouldhavebeenofshortduration,andCornelia’shairwouldhavebeenasgrayashermother’swhentheserviceswereover。

HoggwenttotheGodwinresidenceinSkinnerStreetwithShelleyonthat8thofJune。TheypassedthroughGodwin’slittledebt-factoryofabook-

shopandwentup-stairshuntingfortheproprietor。Nobodythere。

Shelleystrodeabouttheroomimpatiently,makingitscrazyfloorquakeunderhim。Thenadoor"waspartiallyandsoftlyopened。Athrillingvoicecalled’Shelley!’Athrillingvoiceanswered,’Mary!’Andhedartedoutoftheroomlikeanarrowfromthebowofthefar-shootingKing。Averyyoungfemale,fairandfair-haired,pale,indeed,andwithapiercinglook,wearingafrockoftartan,anunusualdressinLondonatthattime,hadcalledhimoutoftheroom。"

ThisisMaryGodwin,asdescribedbyHogg。ThethrillofthevoicesshowsthattheloveofShelleyandMarywasalreadyupwardofafortnightold;thereforeithadbeenbornwithinthemonthofMay——bornwhileHarrietwasstilltryingtogetherpoembyheart,wethink。ImustnotbeaskedhowIknowsomuchaboutthatthrill;itismysecret。ThebiographerandIhaveprivatewaysoffindingoutthingswhenitisnecessarytofindthemoutandthecustomarymethodsfail。

ShelleyleftLondonthatday,andwasgonetendays。ThebiographerconjecturesthathespentthisintervalwithHarrietinBath。Itwouldbejustlikehim。Totheendofhisdayshelikedtobeinlovewithtwowomenatonce。HewasmoreinlovewithMissHitchenerwhenhemarriedHarrietthanhewaswithHarriet,andtoldtheladysowithsimpleandunostentatiouscandor。HewasmoreinlovewithCorneliathanhewaswithHarrietintheendof1813andthebeginningof1814,yethesuppliedbothofthemwithlovepoemsofanequaltemperaturemeantime;

helovedMaryandHarrietinJune,andwhilegettingreadytorunoffwiththeone,itisconjecturedthatheputinhisoddtimetryingtogetreconciledtotheother;by-and-by,whilestillinlovewithMary,hewillmakelovetoherhalf-sisterbymarriage,adoption,andthevisitationofGod,throughthemediumofclandestineletters,andshewillanswerwithlettersthatarefornoeyebuthisown。

WhenShelleyencounteredMaryGodwinhewaslookingaroundforanotherparadise。Hehad,tastesofhisown,andtherewerefeaturesabouttheGodwinestablishmentthatstronglyrecommendedit。Godwinwasanadvancedthinkerandanablewriter。Oneofhisromancesisstillread,buthisphilosophicalworks,oncesoesteemed,areoutofvoguenow;

theirauthoritywasalreadydecliningwhenShelleymadehisacquaintance——thatis,itwasdecliningwiththepublic,butnotwithShelley。TheyhadbeenhismoralandpoliticalBible,andtheywerethatyet。ShelleytheinfidelwouldhimselfhaveclaimedtobelessaworkofGodthanaworkofGodwin。Godwin’sphilosophieshadformedhismindandinterwoventhemselvesintoitandbecomeapartofitstexture;heregardedhimselfasGodwin’sspiritualson。Godwinwasnotwithoutself-appreciation;

indeed,itmaybeconjecturedthatfromhispointofviewthelastsyllableofhisnamewassurplusage。Helivedsereneinhisloftyworldofphilosophy,farabovethemeanintereststhatabsorbedsmallermen,andonlycamedowntothegroundatintervalstopassthehatforalmstopayhisdebtswith,andinsultthemanthatrelievedhim。Severalofhisprincipleswereoutoftheordinary。Forexample,hewasopposedtomarriage。Hewasnotawarethathispreachingsfromthistextwerebuttheoryandwind;hesupposedhewasinearnestinimploringpeopletolivetogetherwithoutmarrying,untilShelleyfurnishedhimaworkingmodelofhisschemeandapracticalexampletoanalyze,byapplyingtheprincipleinhisownfamily;themattertookadifferentandsurprisingaspectthen。ThelateMatthewArnoldsaidthatthemaindefectinShelley’smake-upwasthathewasdestituteofthesenseofhumor。ThisepisodemusthaveescapedMr。Arnold’sattention。

Butwehavesaidenoughabouttheheadofthenewparadise。Mrs。Godwinisdescribedasbeinginseveralwaysaterror;andevenwhenhersoulwasinreposesheworegreenspectacles。ButIsuspectthathermainunattractivenesswasbornofthefactthatshewrotethelettersthatareoutintheappendix-basketinthebackyard——letterswhichareanoutrageandwhollyuntrustworthy,fortheysaysomekindthingsaboutpoorHarrietandtellsomedisagreeabletruthsaboutherhusband;andthesethingsmakethefabulistgrithisteethagooddeal。

NextwehaveFannyGodwin——aGodwinbycourtesyonly;shewasMrs。

Godwin’snaturaldaughterbyaformerfriend。Shewasasweetandwinninggirl,butshepresentlyweariedoftheGodwinparadise,andpoisonedherself。

LastinthelistisJane(orClaire,asshepreferredtocallherself)

Clairmont,daughterofMrs。Godwinbyaformermarriage。Shewasveryyoungandprettyandaccommodating,andalwaysreadytodowhatshecouldtomakethingspleasant。AfterShelleyranoffwithherpart-sisterMary,shebecametheguestofthepair,andcontributedanaturalchildtotheirnursery——Allegra。LordByronwasthefather。

WehavenamedtheseveralmembersandadvantagesofthenewparadiseinSkinnerStreet,withitscrazybook-shopunderneath。Shelleywasallrightnow,thiswasabetterplacethantheother;morevarietyanyway,andmoredifferentkindsoffragrance。Onecouldturnoutpoetryherewithoutanytroubleatall。

Thewaythenewlove-matchcameaboutwasthis:

ShelleytoldMaryallhisaggravationsandsorrowsandgriefs,andaboutthewet-nurseandthebonnetshopandthesurgeonandthecarriage,andthesister-in-lawthatblockedtheLondongame,andaboutCorneliaandhermamma,andhowtheyhadturnedhimoutofthehouseaftermakingsomuchofhim;andhowhehaddesertedHarrietandthenHarriethaddesertedhim,andhowthereconciliationwasworkingalongandHarrietgettingherpoembyheart;andstillhewasnothappy,andMarypitiedhim,forshehadhadtroubleherself。ButIamnotsatisfiedwiththis。

Itreadstoomuchlikestatistics。Itlackssmoothnessandgrace,andistooearthyandbusiness-like。Ithasthesordidlookofatrades-unionprocessionoutonstrike。Thatisnottherightformforit。Thebookdoesitbetter;wewillfallbackonthebookandhaveacake-walk:

"Itwaseasytodivinethatsomerestlessgriefpossessedhim;

Maryherselfwasnotunlearnedintheloreofpain。Hisgenerouszealinherfather’sbehalf,hisspiritualsonshiptoGodwin,hisreverenceforhermother’smemory,wereguaranteeswithMaryofhisexcellence。——[Whatshewasafterwasguaranteesofhisexcellence。Thathestoodreadytodeserthiswifeandchildwasoneofthem,apparently。]——Thenewfriendscouldnotlacksubjectsofdiscourse,andunderneaththeirwordsaboutMary’smother,and’PoliticalJustice,’and’RightsofWoman,’weretwoyounghearts,eachfeelingtowardstheother,eachperhapsunaware,tremblinginthedirectionoftheother。Thedesiretoassuagethesufferingofonewhosehappinesshasgrownprecioustousmaybecomeahungerofthespiritaskeenasanyother,andthishungernowpossessedMary’sheart;whenhereyesrestedunseenonShelley,itwaswithalookfulloftheardorofa’soothingpity。’"

Yes,thatisbetterandhasmorecomposure。Thatisjustthewayithappened。Hetoldheraboutthewet-nurse,shetoldhimaboutpoliticaljustice;hetoldheraboutthedeadlysister-in-law,shetoldhimabouthermother;hetoldheraboutthebonnet-shop,shemurmuredbackabouttherightsofwoman;thenheassuagedher,thensheassuagedhim;thenheassuagedhersomemore,nextsheassuagedhimsomemore;thentheybothassuagedoneanothersimultaneously;andsotheywentonbythehourassuagingandassuagingandassuaging,untilatlastwhatwastheresult?

Theywereinlove。Itwillhappensoeverytime。

"Hehadmarriedawomanwho,ashenowpersuadedhimself,hadnevertrulylovedhim,wholovedonlyhisfortuneandhisrank,andwhoprovedherselfishnessbydesertinghiminhismisery。"

IthinkthatthatisnotquitefairtoHarriet。WehavenocertaintythatsheknewCorneliahadturnedhimoutofthehouse。HewentbacktoCornelia,andHarrietmayhavesupposedthathewasashappywithherasever。Still,itwasjudicioustobegintolayonthewhitewash,forShelleyisgoingtoneedmanyacoatofitnow,andthesoonerthereaderbecomesusedtotheintrusionofthebrushthesoonerhewillgetreconciledtoitandstopfrettingaboutit。

AfterShelley’s(conjectured)visittoHarrietatBath——8thofJuneto18th——"itseemstohavebeenarrangedthatShelleyshouldhenceforthjointheSkinnerStreethouseholdeachdayatdinner。"

Nothingcouldbehandierthanthis;thingswillswimalongnow。

"AlthoughnowShelleywascomingtobelievethathisweddedunionwithHarrietwasathingofthepast,hehadnotceasedtoregardherwithaffectionateconsideration;hewrotetoherfrequently,andkeptherinformedofhiswhereabouts。"

WemustnotgetimpatientoverthesecuriousinharmoniousnessesandirreconcilabilitiesinShelley’scharacter。Youcanseebythebiographer’sattitudetowardsthemthatthereisnothingobjectionableaboutthem。Shelleywasdoinghisbesttomaketwoadoringyoungcreatureshappy:hewasregardingtheonewithaffectionateconsiderationbymail,andhewasassuagingtheotheroneathome。

"UnhappyHarriet,residingatBath,hadperhapsneverdesiredthatthebreachbetweenherselfandherhusbandshouldbeirreparableandcomplete。"

Ifindnofaultwiththatsentenceexceptthatthe"perhaps"isnotstrictlywarranted。Itshouldhavebeenleftout。Insupport——orshallwesayextenuation?——ofthisopinionIsubmitthatthereisnotsufficientevidencetowarranttheuncertaintywhichitimplies。Theonly"evidence"offeredthatHarrietwashardandproudandstandingoutagainstareconciliationisapoem——thepoeminwhichShelleybeseechesherto"bidtheremorselessfeelingflee"and"pity"ifshe"cannotlove。"Wehavejustthatas"evidence,"andoutofitsmeagrematerialsthebiographerbuildsacobhouseofconjecturesasbigastheColiseum;

conjectureswhichconvincehim,theprosecutingattorney,butoughttofallfarshortofconvincinganyfair-mindedjury。

Shelley’slove-poemsmaybeverygoodevidence,butweknowwellthattheyare"goodforthisdayandtrainonly。"Weareabletobelievethattheyspokethetruthforthatoneday,butweknowbyexperiencethattheycouldnotbedependedontospeakitthenext。TheverysupplicationforarewarmingofHarriet’schilledlovewasfollowedsosuddenlybythepoet’splungeintoanadoringpassionforMaryGodwinthatifithadbeenacheckitwouldhavelostitsvaluebeforealazypersoncouldhavegottentothebankwithit。

Hardness,stubbornness,pride,vindictiveness——thesemaysometimesresideinayoungwifeandmotherofnineteen,buttheyarenotchargedagainstHarrietShelleyoutsideofthatpoem,andonehasnorighttoinsertthemintohercharacteronsuchshadowy"evidence"asthat。PeacockknewHarrietwell,andshehasaflexibleandpersuadablelook,aspaintedbyhim:

"Hermannersweregood,andherwholeaspectanddemeanorsuchmanifestemanationsofpureandtruthfulnaturethattobeonceinhercompanywastoknowherthoroughly。Shewasfondofherhusband,andaccommodatedherselfineverywaytohistastes。

Iftheymixedinsociety,sheadornedit;iftheylivedinretirement,shewassatisfied;iftheytravelled,sheenjoyedthechangeofscene。"

"Perhaps"shehadneverdesiredthatthebreachshouldbeirreparableandcomplete。Thetruthis,wedonotevenknowthattherewasanybreachatallatthistime。Weknowthatthehusbandandwifewentbeforethealtarandtookanewoathonthe24thofMarchtoloveandcherisheachotheruntildeath——andthismayberegardedasasortofreconciliationitself,andawipingoutoftheoldgrudges。ThenHarrietwentaway,andthesister-in-lawremovedherselffromhersociety。ThatwasinApril。

Shelleywrotehis"appeal"inMay,butthecorrespondingwentrightalongafterwards。Wehavearighttodoubtthatthesubjectofitwasa"reconciliation,"orthatHarriethadanysuspicionthatsheneededtobereconciledandthatherhusbandwastryingtopersuadehertoit——asthebiographerhassoughttomakeusbelieve,withhisColiseumofconjecturesbuiltoutofawaste-basketofpoetry。Forwehave"evidence"now——notpoetryandconjecture。WhenShelleyhadbeendiningdailyintheSkinnerStreetparadisefifteendaysandcontinuingthelove-matchwhichwasalreadyafortnightoldtwenty-fivedaysearlier,heforgottowriteHarriet;forgotitthenextdayandthenext。DuringfourdaysHarrietgotnoletterfromhim。Thenherfrightandanxietyrosetoexpression-heat,andshewrotealettertoShelley’spublisherwhichseemstorevealtousthatShelley’sletterstoherhadbeenthecustomaryaffectionatelettersofhusbandtowife,andhadcarriednoappealsforreconciliationandhadnotneededto:

"BATH(postmarkJuly7,1814)。

"MYDEARSIR,——YouwillgreatlyobligemebygivingtheenclosedtoMr。Shelley。Iwouldnottroubleyou,butitisnowfourdayssinceIhaveheardfromhim,whichtomeisanage。Willyouwritebyreturnofpostandtellmewhathasbecomeofhim?asIalwaysfancysomethingdreadfulhashappenedifIdonothearfromhim。IfyoutellmethatheiswellIshallnotcometoLondon,butifIdonothearfromyouorhimIshallcertainlycome,asIcannotendurethisdreadfulstateofsuspense。Youarehisfriendandyoucanfeelforme。

"Iremainyourstruly,"H。S。"

EvenwithoutPeacock’stestimonythat"herwholeaspectanddemeanorweremanifestemanationsofapureandtruthfulnature,"weshouldholdthistobeatruthfulletter,asincereletter,alovingletter;itbearsthosemarks;Ithinkitisalsotheletterofapersonaccustomedtoreceivinglettersfromherhusbandfrequently,andthattheyhavebeenofawelcomeandsatisfactorysort,too,thislongtimeback——eversincethesolemnremarriageandreconciliationatthealtarmostlikely。

ThebiographerfollowsHarriet’sletterwithaconjecture。

Heconjecturesthatshe"wouldnowgladlyhaveretracedhersteps。"

Whichmeansthatitisproventhatshehadstepstoretrace——provenbythepoem。Well,ifthepoemisbetterevidencethantheletter,wemustletitstandatthat。

ThenthebiographerattacksHarrietShelley’shonor——byauthorityofrandomandunverifiedgossipscavengeredfromagroupofpeoplewhoseverynamesmakeapersonshudder:MaryGodwin,mistresstoShelley;herpart-sister,discardedmistressofLordByron;Godwin,thephilosophicaltramp,whogathershisshareofitfromashadow——thatistosay,fromapersonwhomheshirksoutofnaming。Yetthebiographerdignifiesthissorryrubbishwiththenameof"evidence。"

Nothingremotelyresemblingadistinctchargefromanamedpersonprofessingtoknowisofferedamongthisprecious"evidence。"

1。"Shelleybelieved"soandso。

2。Byron’sdiscardedmistresssaysthatShelleytoldMaryGodwinsoandso,andMarytoldher。

3。"Shelleysaid"soandso——andlater"admittedoverandoveragainthathehadbeeninerror。"

4。TheunspeakableGodwin"wrotetoMr。Baxter"thatheknewsoandso"fromunquestionableauthority"——namenotfurnished。

How-anymaninhisrightmindcouldbringhimselftodefilethegraveofashamefullyabusedanddefencelessgirlwiththesebaselessfabrications,thismanufacturedfilth,isinconceivable。Howanyman,inhisrightmindoroutofit,couldsitdownandcoldlytrytopersuadeanybodytobelieveit,orlistenpatientlytoit,or,indeed,doanythingbutscoffatitandderideit,isastonishing。

Thechargeinsinuatedbytheseodiousslandersisoneofthemostdifficultofalloffencestoprove;itisalsoonewhichnomanhasarighttomentioneveninawhisperaboutanywoman,livingordead,unlessheknowsittobetrue,andnoteventhenunlesshecanalsoproveittobetrue。Thereisnojustificationfortheabominationofputtingthisstuffinthebook。

AgainstHarrietShelley’sgoodnamethereisnotonescrapoftarnishingevidence,andnotevenascrapofevilgossip,thatcomesfromasourcethatentitlesittoahearing。

Onthecreditsideoftheaccountwehavestrongopinionsfromthepeoplewhoknewherbest。Peacocksays:

"IfeelitduetothememoryofHarriettostatemymostdecidedconvictionthatherconductasawifewasaspure,astrue,asabsolutelyfaultless,asthatofanywhoforsuchconductareheldmostinhonor。"

ThorntonHunt,whohadpickedandpublishedslightflawsinHarriet’scharacter,says,asregardsthisallegedlargeone:

"ThereisnotatraceofevidenceorawhisperofscandalagainstherbeforehervoluntarydeparturefromShelley。"

Trelawneysays:

"IwasassuredbytheevidenceofthefewfriendswhoknewbothShelleyandhiswife——Hookham,Hogg,Peacock,andoneoftheGodwins——thatHarrietwasperfectlyinnocentofalloffence。"

Whatexcusewasthereforrakingupaparceloffoulrumorsfrommaliciousanddiscreditedsourcesandflingingthematthisdeadgirl’shead?Herverydefencelessnessshouldhavebeenherprotection。Thefactthatallletterstoherorabouther,withalmosteveryscrapofherownwriting,hadbeendiligentlymislaid,leavinghercasedestituteofavoice,whileeverypen-strokewhichcouldhelpherhusband’ssidehadbeenasdiligentlypreserved,shouldhaveexcusedherfrombeingbroughttotrial。Herwitnesseshavealldisappeared,yetweseehersummonedinhergrave-clothestopleadforthelifeofhercharacter,withoutthehelpofanadvocate,beforeadisqualifiedjudgeandapackedjury。

HarrietShelleywroteherdistressedletteronthe7thofJuly。Onthe28thherhusbandranawaywithMaryGodwinandherpart-sisterClairetotheContinent。Hedesertedhiswifewhenherconfinementwasapproaching。SheborehimachildattheendofNovember,hismistressborehimanotheronesomethingovertwomonthslater。ThetruantswerebackinLondonbeforeeitheroftheseeventsoccurred。

Ononeoccasion,presently,Shelleywassopressedformoneytosupporthismistresswiththathewenttohiswifeandgotsomemoneyofhisthatwasinherhands——twentypounds。Yetthemistresswasnotmovedtogratitude;forlater,whenthewifewastroubledtomeetherengagements,themistressmakesthisentryinherdiary:

"Harrietsendshercreditorshere;nastywoman。Nowweshallhavetochangeourlodgings。"

Thedesertedwifeborethebitternessandobloquyofhersituationtwoyearsandaquarter;thenshegaveup,anddrownedherself。Amonthafterwardsthebodywasfoundinthewater。ThreeweekslaterShelleymarriedhismistress。

Imustherebeallowedtoitalicizearemarkofthebiographer’sconcerningHarrietShelley:

"ThatnoactofShelley’sduringthetwoyearswhichimmediatelyprecededherdeathtendedtocausetherashactwhichbroughtherlifetoitscloseseemscertain。"

Yetherhusbandhaddesertedherandherchildren,andwaslivingwithaconcubineallthattime!Whyshouldapersonattempttowritebiographywhenthesimplestfactshavenomeaningtohim?Thisbookislitteredwithascrassstupiditiesasthatone——deductionsbythepagewhichbearnodiscoverablekinshiptotheirpremises。

Thebiographerthrowsoffthatextraordinaryremarkwithoutanyperceptibledisturbancetohisserenity;forhefollowsitwithasentimentaljustificationofShelley’sconductwhichhasnotapangofconscienceinit,butissilkyandsmoothandundulatingandpious——

acake-walkwithallthecoloredbrethrenattheirbest。Theremaybepeoplewhocanreadthatpageandkeeptheirtemper,butitisdoubtful。

Shelley’slifehastheoneindelibleblotuponit,butisotherwiseworshipfullynobleandbeautiful。Itevenstandsoutindestructiblygraciousandlovelyfromtheruckofthesedisastrouspages,inspiteofthefactthattheyexposeandestablishhisresponsibilityforhisforsakenwife’spitifulfate——aresponsibilitywhichhehimselftacitlyadmitsinalettertoElizaWestbrook,whereinhereferstohistakingupwithMaryGodwinasanactwhichEliza"mightexcusablyregardasthecauseofhersister’sruin。"

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