CircumstancestookmetotheHolyLandwithoutacompanion,andcompelledmetovisitBethany,theMountofOlives,andtheChurchoftheSepulchrealone。Iacknowledgemyselftobeagregariousanimal,or,perhaps,ratheroneofthosewhichnaturehasintendedtogoinpairs。AtanyrateIdislikesolitude,andespeciallytravellingsolitude,andwas,therefore,rathersadatheartasI
satonenightatZ-’shotel,inJerusalem,thinkingovermyproposedwanderingsforthenextfewdays。EarlyonthefollowingmorningI
intendedtostart,ofcourseonhorseback,fortheDeadSea,thebanksofJordan,Jericho,andthosemountainsofthewildernessthroughwhichitissupposedthatOurSaviourwanderedforthefortydayswhenthedeviltemptedhim。IwouldthenreturntotheHolyCity,andremainingonlylongenoughtorefreshmyhorseandwipethedustfrommyhandsandfeet,IwouldstartagainforJaffa,andtherecatchacertainAustriansteamerwhichwouldtakemetoEgypt。
Suchwasmyprogramme,andIconfessthatIwasbutillcontentedwithit,seeingthatIwastobealoneduringthetime。
Ihadalreadymadeallmyarrangements,andthoughIhadnoreasonforanydoubtastomypersonalsecurityduringthetrip,Ididnotfeelaltogethersatisfiedwiththem。IintendedtotakeaFrenchguide,ordragoman,whohadbeenwithmeforsomedays,andtoputmyselfunderthepeculiarguardianshipoftwoBedouinArabs,whoweretoaccompanymeaslongasIshouldremaineastofJerusalem。
ThistravellingthroughthedesertundertheprotectionofBedouinswas,inidea,pleasantenough;andImustheredeclarethatIdidnotatallbegrudgethefortyshillingswhichIwastoldbyourBritishconsulthatImustpaythemfortheirtrouble,inaccordancewiththeestablishedtariff。ButIdidbegrudgethefactofthetariff。IwouldratherhavefalleninwithmyfriendlyArabs,asitwerebychance,andhaverewardedtheirfidelityattheendofourjointjourneyingsbyadonationofpiastrestobesettledbymyself,andwhich,undersuchcircumstances,wouldcertainlyhavebeenasagreeabletothemasthestipulatedsum。InthesamewayIdislikehavingwaitersputdowninmybill。IfindthatIpaythemtwiceover,andthuslosemoney;andastheydonotexpecttobesotreated,Ineverhavetheadvantageoftheircivility。Theworld,I
fear,isbecomingtoofondoftariffs。
"Atariff!"saidItotheconsul,feelingthatthewholeromanceofmyexpeditionwouldbedissipatedbysuchanarrangement。"ThenI’llgoalone;I’lltakearevolverwithme。"
"Youcan’tdoit,sir,"saidtheconsul,inadryandsomewhatangrytone。"Youhavenomorerighttoridethroughthatcountrywithoutpayingtheregularpriceforprotection,thanyouhavetostopinZ-
’shotelwithoutsettlingthebill。"
Icouldnotcontestthepoint,soIorderedmyBedouinsfortheappointedday,exactlyasIwouldsendforaticket-porterathome,anddeterminedtomakethebestofit。Thewildunlimitedsands,thedesolationoftheDeadSea,therushingwatersofJordan,theoutlinesofthemountainsofMoab;——thosethingstheconsulartariffcouldnotalter,nordeprivethemofthegloriesoftheirassociation。
Ihadsubmitted,andthearrangementshadbeenmade。Joseph,mydragoman,wastocometomewiththehorsesandanArabgroomatfiveinthemorning,andweweretoencounterourBedouinsoutsidethegateofSt。Stephen,downthehill,wheretheroadturns,closetothetomboftheVirgin。
Iwassittingaloneinthepublicroomatthehotel,fillingmyflaskwithbrandy,——formattersofprimaryimportanceIneverleavetoservant,dragoman,orguide,——whenthewaiterentered,andsaidthatagentlemanwishedtospeakwithme。Thegentlemanhadnotsentinhiscardorname;butanygentlemanwaswelcometomeinmysolitude,andIrequestedthatthegentlemanmightenter。Inappearancethegentlemancertainlywasagentleman,forIthoughtthatIhadneverbeforeseenayoungmanwhoselooksweremoreinhisfavour,orwhosefaceandgaitandoutwardbearingseemedtobetokenbetterbreeding。Hemightbesometwentyortwenty-oneyearsofage,wasslightandwellmade,withveryblackhair,whichheworeratherlong,verydarklongbrighteyes,astraightnose,andteeththatwereperfectlywhite。Hewasdressedthroughoutingreytweedclothing,havingcoat,waistcoat,andtrousersofthesame;andinhishandhecarriedaverybroad-brimmedstrawhat。
"Mr。Jones,Ibelieve,"hesaid,ashebowedtome。Jonesisagoodtravellingname,and,ifthereaderwillallowme,IwillcallmyselfJonesonthepresentoccasion。
"Yes,"Isaid,pausingwiththebrandy-bottleinonehand,andtheflaskintheother。"That’smyname;I’mJones。CanIdoanythingforyou,sir?"
"Why,yes,youcan,"saidhe。"MynameisSmith,——JohnSmith。"
"Praysitdown,Mr。Smith,"Isaid,pointingtoachair。"Willyoudoanythinginthisway?"andIproposedtohandthebottletohim。
"AsfarasIcanjudgefromashortstay,youwon’tfindmuchlikethatinJerusalem。"
HedeclinedtheCognac,however,andimmediatelybeganhisstory。
"Ihear,Mr。Jones,"saidhe,"thatyouaregoingtoMoabto-
morrow。"
"Well,"Ireplied,"Idon’tknowwhetherIshallcrossthewater。
It’snotveryeasy,Itakeit,atalltimes;butIshallcertainlygetasfarasJordan。CanIdoanythingforyouinthoseparts?"
Andthenheexplainedtomewhatwastheobjectofhisvisit。HewasquitealoneinJerusalem,asIwasmyself;andwasstayingatH-
’shotel。HehadheardthatIwasstartingfortheDeadSea,andhadcalledtoaskifIobjectedtohisjoiningme。Hehadfoundhimself,hesaid,verylonely;andashehadheardthatIalsowasalone,hehadventuredtocallandmakehisproposition。Heseemedtobeverybashful,andhalfashamedofwhathewasdoing;andwhenhehaddonespeakinghedeclaredhimselfconsciousthathewasintruding,andexpressedahopethatIwouldnothesitatetosaysoifhissuggestionwerefromanycausedisagreeabletome。
AsaruleIamrathershyofchancetravellingEnglishfriends。IthassofrequentlyhappenedtomethatIhavehadtoblushfortheacquaintanceswhomIhaveselected,thatIseldomindulgeinanycloseintimaciesofthiskind。But,nevertheless,IwastakenwithJohnSmith,inspiteofhisname。Therewassomuchabouthimthatwaspleasant,bothtotheeyeandtotheunderstanding!Onemeetsconstantlywithmenfromcontactwithwhomonerevoltswithoutknowingthecauseofsuchdislike。Thecutoftheirbeardisdispleasing,orthemodeinwhichtheywalkorspeak。But,ontheotherhand,therearemenwhoareattractive,andImustconfessthatIwasattractedbyJohnSmithatfirstsight。Ihesitated,however,foraminute;fortherearesundrythingsofwhichitbehovesatravellertothinkbeforehecanjoinacompanionforsuchajourneyasthatwhichIwasabouttomake。Couldtheyoungmanriseearly,andremaininthesaddlefortenhourstogether?Couldheliveuponhard-boiledeggsandbrandy-and-water?Couldhetakehischanceofatentunderwhichtosleep,andmakehimselfhappywiththebarefactofbeinginthedesert?Hesawmyhesitation,andattributedittoacausewhichwasnotpresentinmymindatthemoment,thoughthesubjectwasoneofthegreatestimportancewhenstrangersconsenttojointhemselvestogetherforatime,andagreetobecomenostrangersonthespurofthemoment。
"OfcourseIwilltakehalftheexpense,"saidhe,absolutelyblushingashementionedthematter。
"Astothattherewillbeverylittle。Youhaveyourownhorse,ofcourse?"
"Oh,yes。"
"Mydragomanandgroom-boywilldoforboth。Butyou’llhavetopayfortyshillingstotheArabs!There’snogettingoverthat。Theconsulwon’tevenlookafteryourdeadbody,ifyougetmurdered,withoutgoingthroughthatceremony。"
Mr。Smithimmediatelyproducedhispurse,whichhetenderedtome。
"Ifyouwillmanageitall,"saidhe,"itwillmakeitsomuchtheeasier,andIshallbeinfinitelyobligedtoyou。"ThisofcourseI
declinedtodo。Ihadnobusinesswithhispurse,andexplainedtohimthatifwewenttogetherwecouldsettlethatonourreturntoJerusalem。"Butcouldhegothroughreallyhardwork?"Iasked。Heansweredmewithanassurancethathewouldandcoulddoanythinginthatwaythatitwaspossibleformantoperform。Asforeatinganddrinkinghecarednothingaboutit,andwouldundertaketobeastiratanyhourofthemorningthatmightbenamed。Asforsleepingaccommodation,hedidnotcareifhekepthisclothesonforaweektogether。Helookedslightandweak;buthespokesowell,andthatwithoutboasting,thatIultimatelyagreedtohisproposal,andinafewminuteshetookhisleaveofme,promisingtobeatZ-’sdoorwithhishorseatfiveo’clockonthefollowingmorning。
"Iwishyou’dallowmetoleavemypursewithyou,"hesaidagain。
"Icannotthinkofit。Thereisnopossibleoccasionforit,"I
saidagain。"Ifthereisanythingtopay,I’llaskyouforitwhenthejourneyisover。Thatfortyshillingsyoumustforkout。It’salawoftheMedesandPersians。"
"I’dbettergiveityouatonce,"hesaidagain,offeringmemoney。
ButIwouldnothaveit。ItwouldbequitetimeenoughforthatwhentheArabswereleavingus。
"Because,"headded,"strangers,Iknow,aresometimessuspiciousaboutmoney;andIwouldnot,forworlds,haveyouthinkthatI
wouldputyoutoexpense。"IassuredhimthatIdidnotthinkso,andthenthesubjectwasdropped。
Hewas,atanyrate,uptohistime,forwhenIcamedownonthefollowingmorningIfoundhiminthenarrowstreet,thefirstonhorseback。Joseph,theFrenchman,wasstrappingontoaroughponyourbelongings,andwasstaringatMr。Smith。Mynewfriend,unfortunately,couldnotspeakawordofFrench,andthereforeIhadtoexplaintothedragomanhowithadcometopassthatourpartywastobeenlarged。
"ButtheBedouinswillexpectfullpayforboth,"saidhe,alarmed。
Meninthatclass,andespeciallyOrientals,alwaysthinkthateveryarrangementoflife,letitbemadeinwhatwayitwill,ismadewiththeintentionofsavingsomeexpense,orcheatingsomebodyoutofsomemoney。Theydonotunderstandthatmencanhaveanyotherobject,andareeverontheirguardlestthesavingshouldbemadeattheircost,orlesttheyshouldbethevictimsofthefraud。
"Allright,"saidI。
"Ishallberesponsible,Monsieur,"saidthedragoman,piteously。
"Itshallbeallright,"saidI,again。"Ifthatdoesnotsatisfyyou,youmayremainbehind。"
"IfMonsieursaysitisallright,ofcourseitisso;"andthenhecompletedhisstrapping。Wetookblanketswithus,ofwhichIhadtoborrowtwooutofthehotelformyfriendSmith,asmallhamperofprovisions,asackcontainingforageforthehorses,andalargeemptyjar,sothatwemightsupplyourselveswithwaterwhenleavingtheneighbourhoodofwellsforanyconsiderabletime。
"Ioughttohavebroughtthesethingsformyself,"saidSmith,quiteunhappyatfindingthathehadthrownonmethenecessityofcateringforhim。ButIlaughedathim,sayingthatitwasnothing;
heshoulddoasmuchformeanothertime。IampreparedtoownthatIdonotwillinglyrushup-stairsandloadmyselfwithblanketsoutofstrangeroomsformenwhomIdonotknow;nor,asarule,doI
makealltheSmithsoftheworldfreeofmycanteen。But,withreferencetothisfellowIdidfeelmorethanordinarilygood-
naturedandunselfish。Therewassomethinginthetoneofhisvoicewhichwassatisfactory;andIshouldreallyhavefeltvexedhadanythingoccurredatthelastmomenttopreventhisgoingwithme。
LetitbearulewitheverymantocarryanEnglishsaddlewithhimwhentravellingintheEast。OfwhatmaterialisformedthenethermanofaTurkIhaveneverbeeninformed,butIamsurethatitisnotfleshandblood。Nofleshandblood,——simplyfleshandblood,——
couldwithstandthewearandtearofaTurkishsaddle。Thisbeingthecase,andtheconsequencesbeingwellknowntome,IwasgrievedtofindthatSmithwasnotproperlyprovided。Hewasseatedononeofthosehard,red,high-pointedmachines,inwhichtheshovelsintendedtoactasstirrupsareattachedinsuchamanner,andhangatsuchanangle,astobeabsolutelydestructivetothelegofaChristian。ThereisnopartoftheChristianbodywithwhichtheTurkishsaddlecomesincontactthatdoesnotbecomemoreorlessmacerated。Ihavesatinonefordays,butIleftitaflayedman;
and,therefore,IwassorryforSmith。
Iexplainedthistohim,takingholdofhislegbythecalftoshowhowtheleatherwouldchafehim;butitseemedtomethathedidnotquitelikemyinterference。"Nevermind,"saidhe,twitchinghislegaway,"Ihaveriddeninthiswaybefore。"
"Thenyoumusthavesufferedtheverymischief?"
"Onlyalittle,andIshallbeusedtoitnow。Youwillnothearmecomplain。"
"Byheavens,youmighthaveheardmecomplainamileoffwhenIcametotheendofajourneyIoncetook。IroaredlikeabullwhenI
begantocool。Joseph,couldyounotgetaEuropeansaddleforMr。
Smith?"ButJosephdidnotseemtolikeMr。Smith,anddeclaredsuchathingtobeimpossible。NoEuropeaninJerusalemwouldthinkoflendingsopreciousanarticle,excepttoaverydearfriend。
JosephhimselfwasonanEnglishsaddle,andImadeupmymindthatafterthefirststage,wewouldbribehimtomakeanexchange。Andthenwestarted。
TheBedouinswerenotwithus,butweweretomeetthem,asIhavesaidbefore,outsideSt。Stephen’sgate。"Andiftheyarenotthere,"saidJoseph,"weshallbesuretocomeacrossthemontheroad。"
"Notthere!"saidI。"Howabouttheconsul’stariff,iftheydon’tkeeptheirpartoftheengagement?"ButJosephexplainedtomethattheirpartoftheengagementreallyamountedtothis,——thatweshouldrideintotheircountrywithoutmolestation,providedthatsuchandsuchpaymentsweremade。
ItwastheperiodofEaster,andJerusalemwasfullofpilgrims。
Evenatthatearlyhourofthemorningwecouldhardlymakeourwaythroughthenarrowstreets。ItmustbeunderstoodthatthereisnoaccommodationinthetownforthefourteenorfifteenthousandstrangerswhoflocktotheHolySepulchreatthisperiodoftheyear。Manyofthemsleepoutintheopenair,lyingonlowbencheswhichrunalongtheoutsidewallsofthehouses,orevenontheground,wrappedintheirthickhoodsandcloaks。Slumbererssuchastheseareeasilydisturbed,noraretheydetainedlongattheirtoilets。Theyshakethemselveslikedogs,andgrowlandstretchthemselves,andthentheyarereadyfortheday。
Werodeoutofthetowninalongfile。Firstwentthegroom-boy;I
forgethisproperSyrianappellation,butweusedtocallhimMucherry,thatsoundbeinginsomesortlikethename。Thenfollowedthehorsewiththeforageandblankets,andnexttohimmyfriendSmithintheTurkishsaddle。Iwasbehindhim,andJosephbroughtuptherear。WemovedslowlydowntheViaDolorosa,notingthespotatwhichourSaviourissaidtohavefallenwhilebearinghiscross;wepassedbyPilate’shouse,andpausedatthegateoftheTemple,——thegatewhichoncewasbeautiful,——lookingdownintotheholeofthepoolinwhichthemaimedandhaltwerehealedwheneverthewatersmoved。Whatnamestheyare!AndyetthereatJerusalemtheyarebandiedtoandfrowithaslittlereverenceasarethefancifulappellationsgivenbyguidestorocksandstonesandlittlelakesinallcountriesoverrunbytourists。
"Forthosewhowouldstillfainbelieve,——letthemstayathome,"
saidmyfriendSmith。
"Forthosewhocannotdividethewheatfromthechaff,letTHEMstayathome,"Ianswered。AndthenwerodeoutthroughSt。Stephen’sgate,havingthemountainofthemenofGalileedirectlybeforeus,andtheMountofOlivesalittletoourright,andtheValleyofJehoshaphatlyingbetweenusandit。"Ofcourseyouknowalltheseplacesnow?"saidSmith。IansweredthatIdidknowthemwell。
"AndwasitnotbetterforyouwhenyouknewthemonlyinHolyWrit?"heasked。
"No,byJove,"saidI。"Themountainsstandwheretheyeverstood。
Thesamevalleysarestillgreenwiththemorningdew,andthewater-coursesareunchanged。ThechildrenofMahometmaybuildtheirtawdrytempleonthethreshing-floorwhichDavidboughtthattheremightstandtheLord’shouse。Manmayundowhatmandid,eventhoughthedoerwasSolomon。ButherewehaveGod’shandiworkandHisownevidences。"
AtthebottomofthesteepdescentfromthecitygatewecametothetomboftheVirgin;andbyspecialagreementmadewithJosephweleftourhorseshereforafewmoments,inorderthatwemightdescendintothesubterraneanchapelunderthetomb,inwhichmasswasatthismomentbeingsaid。Thereissomethingawfulinthatchapel,when,asatthepresentmoment,itiscrowdedwithEasternworshippersfromtheveryaltaruptothetopofthedarkstepsbywhichthedescentismade。ItmustberememberedthatEasternworshippersarenotlikethechurchgoersofLondon,orevenofRomeorCologne。Theyarewildmenofvariousnationsandraces,——
MaronitesfromLebanonRoumelians,Candiotes,CoptsfromUpperEgypt,RussiansfromtheCrimea,ArmeniansandAbyssinians。TheysavourstronglyofOrientallifeandofOrientaldirt。Theyarecladinskinsorhairycloakswithhugehoods。Theirheadsareshaved,andtheirfacescoveredwithshort,grisly,fiercebeards。
Theyaresilentmostly,lookingoutoftheireyesferociously,asthoughmurderwereintheirthoughts,andrapine。Buttheyneverslouch,orcringeintheirbodies,orshuffleintheirgait。Dirty,fierce-looking,uncouth,repellentastheyare,thereisalwaysaboutthemasomethingofpersonaldignitywhichisnotcompatiblewithanEnglishman’sordinaryhatandpantaloons。
Aswewereabouttodescend,preparingtomakeourwaythroughthecrowd,Smithtookholdofmyarm。"Thatwillneverdo,mydearfellow,"saidI,"thejobwillbetoughenoughforasinglefile,butweshouldnevercutourwaytwoandtwo。I’mbroad-shoulderedandwillgofirst。"SoIdid,andgraduallyweworkedourwayintothebodyofthechapel。HowisitthatEnglishmencanpushthemselvesanywhere?Thesemenwerefierce-looking,andhadmurderandrapine,asIhavesaid,almostintheireyes。Onewouldhavesupposedthattheywerenotlambsordoves,capableofbeingthrusthereortherewithoutangerontheirpart;andthey,too,wereallanxioustodescendandapproachthealtar。Yetwedidwinourwaythroughthem,andapparentlynomanwasangrywithus。Idoubt,afterall,whetheraferociouseyeandastrongsmellanddirtaresoefficaciousincreatingaweandobedienceinothers,asanopenbrowandtracesofsoapandwater。Iknowthis,atleast,——thatadirtyMaronitewouldmakeverylittleprogress,ifheattemptedtoshovehiswayunfairlythroughacrowdofEnglishmenatthedoorofaLondontheatre。Wedidshoveunfairly,andwedidmakeprogress,tillwefoundourselvesinthecentreofthedensecrowdcollectedinthebodyofthechapel。
Havinggotsofar,ournextobjectwastogetoutagain。Theplacewasdark,mysterious,andfullofstrangeodours;butdarkness,mystery,andstrangeodourssoonlosetheircharmswhenmenhavemuchworkbeforethem。JosephhadmadeapointofbeingallowedtoattendmassbeforethealtaroftheVirgin,butaveryfewminutessufficedforhisprayers。Soweagainturnedroundandpushedourwaybackagain,Smithstillfollowinginmywake。Themenwhohadletuspassonceletuspassagainwithoutoppositionorshowofanger。Tothemtheoccasionwasveryholy。Theywerestretchingouttheirhandsineverydirection,withlongtapers,inorderthattheymightobtainasparkofthesacredfirewhichwasburningononeofthealtars。Aswemadeourwayoutwepassedmanywho,withdumbmotions,beggedustoassistthemintheirobject。Andwedidassistthem,gettinglightsfortheirtapers,handingthemtoandfro,andusingtheauthoritywithwhichweseemedtobeinvested。
ButSmith,Iobserved,wasmuchmorecourteousinthiswaytothewomenthantothemen,asIdidnotforgettoremindhimwhenwewereafterwardsonourroadtogether。
RemountingourhorseswerodeslowlyupthewindingascentoftheMountofOlives,turningroundatthebrowofthehilltolookbackoverJerusalem。SometimesIthinkthatofallspotsintheworldthisoneshouldbethespotmostcherishedinthememoryofChristians。ItwastherethatHestoodwhenHeweptoverthecity。
Somuchwedoknow,thoughweareignorant,andevershallbeso,ofthesiteofHiscrossandofthetomb。Andthenwedescendedontheeasternsideofthehill,passingthroughBethany,thetownofLazarusandhissisters,andturnedourfacessteadilytowardsthemountainsofMoab。
HithertowehadmetnoBedouins,andIinterrogatedmydragomanaboutthemmorethanonce;buthealwaystoldmethatitdidnotsignify;weshouldmeetthem,hesaid,beforeanydangercouldarise。"Asfordanger,"saidI,"IthinkmoreofthisthanIdooftheArabs,"andIputmyhandonmyrevolver。"Butastheyagreedtobehere,heretheyoughttobe。Don’tyoucarryarevolver,Smith?"
Smithsaidthatheneverhaddoneso,butthathewouldtakethechargeofmineifIliked。Tothis,however,Idemurred。"Ineverpartwithmypistoltoanyone,"Isaid,ratherdrily。Butheexplainedthatheonlyintendedtosignifythatifthereweredangertobeencountered,hewouldbegladtoencounterit;andIfullybelievedhim。"Weshan’thavemuchfighting,"Ireplied;"butiftherebeany,thetoolwillcomereadiesttothehandofitsmaster。
ButifyoumeantoremainherelongIwouldadviseyoutogetone。
TheseOrientalsareapeoplewithwhomappearancesgoalongway,and,asarule,fearandrespectmeanthesamethingwiththem。A
pistolhangingoveryourloinsisnogreattroubletoyou,andlooksasthoughyoucouldbite。Manyadoggoesthroughtheworldwellbymerelyshowinghisteeth。"
Andthenmycompanionbegantotalkofhimself。"Hedidnot,"hesaid,"meantoremaininSyriaverylong。"
"NorIeither,"saidI。"Ihavedonewiththispartoftheworldforthepresent,andshalltakethenextsteamerfromJaffaforAlexandria。IshallonlyhaveonenightinJerusalemonmyreturn。"
Afterthisheremainedsilentforafewmomentsandthendeclaredthatthatalsohadbeenhisintention。Hewasalmostashamedtosayso,however,becauseitlookedasthoughhehadresolvedtohookhimselfontome。Soheanswered,expressingalmostregretatthecircumstance。
"Don’tletthattroubleyou,"saidI;"Ishallbedelightedtohaveyourcompany。Whenyouknowmebetter,asIhopeyouwilldo,youwillfindthatifsuchwerenotthecaseIshouldtellyousoasfrankly。IshallremaininCairosomelittletime;sothatbeyondourarrivalinEgypt,Icananswerfornothing。"
HesaidthatheexpectedlettersatAlexandriawhichwouldgovernhisfuturemovements。Ithoughtheseemedsadashesaidso,andimagined,fromhismanner,thathedidnotexpectveryhappytidings。IndeedIhadmadeupmymindthathewasbynomeansfreefromcareorsorrow。Hehadnottheairofamanwhocouldsayofhimselfthathewas"totusteresatquerotundus。"ButIhadnowishtoinquire,andthematterwouldhavedroppedhadhenothimselfadded——"IfearthatIshallmeetacquaintancesinEgyptwhomitwillgivemenopleasuretosee。"
"Then,"saidI,"ifIwereyou,IwouldgotoConstantinopleinstead;——indeed,anywhereratherthanfallamongfriendswhoarenotfriendly。Andthenearerthefriendis,themoreonefeelsthatsortofthing。Tomywayofthinking,thereisnothingonearthsopleasantasapleasantwife;butthen,whatistheresodamnableasonethatisunpleasant?"
"Areyouamarriedman?"heinquired。Allhisquestionswereputinalowtoneofvoicewhichseemedtogivetothemanairofspecialinterest,andmadeonealmostfeelthattheywereaskedwithsomespecialviewtoone’sindividualwelfare。Nowthefactis,thatI
amamarriedmanwithafamily;butIamnotmuchgiventotalktostrangersaboutmydomesticconcerns,and,therefore,thoughIhadnoparticularobjectinview,Ideniedmyobligationsinthisrespect。"No,"saidI;"Ihavenotcometothatpromotionyet。I
amtoofrequentlyonthemovetowritemyselfdownasPaterfamilias。"
"Thenyouknownothingaboutthatpleasantnessofwhichyouspokejustnow?"
"Noroftheunpleasantness,thankGod;mypersonalexperiencesarealltocome,——asalsoareyours,Ipresume?"
Itwaspossiblethathehadhamperedhimselfwithsomewoman,andthatshewastomeethimatAlexandria。Poorfellow!thoughtI。
Buthisunhappinesswasnotofthatkind。"No,"saidhe;"Iamnotmarried;Iamallaloneintheworld。"
"ThenIcertainlywouldnotallowmyselftobetroubledbyunpleasantacquaintances。"
ItwasnowfourhourssincewehadleftJerusalem,andwehadarrivedattheplaceatwhichitwasproposedthatweshouldbreakfast。Therewasalargewellthere,andshadeaffordedbyarockunderwhichthewatersprung;andtheArabshadconstructedatankoutofwhichthehorsescoulddrink,sothattheplacewasordinarilyknownasthefirststageoutofJerusalem。
Smithhadsaidnotawordabouthissaddle,orcomplainedinanywayofdiscomfort,sothatIhadintruthforgottenthesubject。Othermattershadcontinuallypresentedthemselves,andIhadneverevenaskedhimhowhehadfared。Inowjumpedfrommyhorse,butI
perceivedatoncethathewasunabletodoso。Hesmiledfaintly,ashiseyecaughtmine,butIknewthathewantedassistance。"Ah,"
saidI,"thatconfoundedTurkishsaddlehasalreadygalledyourskin。Iseehowitis;Ishallhavetodoctoryouwithalittlebrandy,——externallyapplied,myfriend。"ButIlenthimmyshoulder,andwiththatassistancehegotdown,verygentlyandslowly。
Weateourbreakfastwithagoodwill;breadandcoldfowlandbrandy-and-water,withahard-boiledeggbywayofafinaldelicacy;
andthenIbegantobargainwithJosephfortheloanofhisEnglishsaddle。IsawthatSmithcouldnotgetthroughthejourneywiththatmonstrousTurkishaffair,andthathewouldgoonwithoutcomplainingtillhefaintedorcametosomeothersignalgrief。ButtheFrenchman,seeingtheplightinwhichwewere,wasdisposedtodriveaveryhardbargain。Hewantedfortyshillings,thepriceofapairofliveBedouins,fortheaccommodation,anddeclaredthat,eventhen,heshouldmakethesacrificeonlyoutofconsiderationtome。
"Verywell,"saidI。"I’mtolerablytoughmyself;andI’llchangewiththegentleman。ThechancesarethatIshallnotbeinaveryliberalhumourwhenIreachJaffawithstifflimbsandasoreskin。
Ihaveaverygoodmemory,Joseph。"
"I’lltakethirtyshillings,Mr。Jones;thoughIshallhavetogroanallthewaylikeacondemneddevil。"
Istruckabargainwithhimatlastforfive-and-twenty,andsethimtoworktomakethenecessarychangeonthehorses。"Itwillbejustthesamethingtohim,"IsaidtoSmith。"Ifindthatheisasmuchusedtooneastotheother。"
"Buthowmuchmoneyareyoutopayhim?"heasked。"Oh,nothing,"I
replied。"GivehimafewpiastreswhenyoupartwithhimatJaffa。"
IdonotknowwhyIshouldhavefeltthusinclinedtopaymoneyoutofmypocketforthisSmith,——amanwhomIhadonlyseenforthefirsttimeontheprecedingevening,andwhosetemperamentwassoessentiallydifferentfrommyown;butsoIdid。Iwouldhavedonealmostanythinginreasonforhiscomfort;andyethewasamelancholyfellow,withgoodinwardpluckasIbelieved,butwithoutthatoutwardshowofdashandhardihoodwhichIconfessIlovetosee。"PraytellhimthatI’llpayhimforit,"saidhe。"We’llmakethatallright,"Ianswered;andthenweremounted,——notwithoutsomedifficultyonhispart。"Youshouldhaveletmerubinthatbrandy,"Isaid。"Youcan’tconceivehowefficaciouslyIwouldhavedoneit。"Buthemademenoanswer。
AtnoonwemetacaravanofpilgrimscomingupfromJordan。Theremightbesomethreeorfourhundred,butthenumberseemedtobetreblethat,fromthelooseandstragglinglineinwhichtheyjourneyed。Itwasaverysingularsight,astheymovedslowlyalongthenarrowpaththroughthesand,comingoutofadefileamongthehills,whichwasperhapsaquarterofamileinfrontofus,passingusaswestoodstillbythewayside,andthenwindingagainoutofsightonthetrackoverwhichwehadcome。Somerodeoncamels,——awholefamily,inmanycases,beingperchedonthesameanimal。I
observedaveryoldmanandaveryoldwomanslunginpanniersoveracamel’sback,——notsuchpanniersasmightbebefittingsuchapurpose,butsquarebaskets,sothattheheadsandheelsofeachoftheoldcouplehungoutoftherearandfront。"Surelythejourneywillbetheirdeath,"IsaidtoJoseph。"Yesitwill,"hereplied,quitecoolly;"butwhatmatterhowsoontheydienowthattheyhavebathedinJordan?"Verymanyrodeondonkeys;two,generally,oneachdonkey;others,whohadcommandofmoney,onhorses;butthegreaternumberwalked,toilingpainfullyfromJerusalemtoJerichoonthefirstday,sleepingthereintentsandgoingtobatheonthesecondday,andthenreturningfromJerichotoJerusalemonthethird。Thepilgrimageismadethroughoutinaccordancewithfixedrules,andthereisatariffforthetentaccommodationatJericho,——
somuchperheadpernight,includingtheuseofhotwater。
Standingthere,closebythewayside,wecouldseenotonlythegarmentsandfacesofthesestrangepeople,butwecouldwatchtheirgesturesandformsomeopinionofwhatwasgoingonwithintheirthoughts。Theyweremuchquieter,——tamer,asitwere,——thanEnglishmenwouldbeundersuchcircumstances。Thosewhowerecarriedseemedtositontheirbeastsinpassivetranquillity,neitherenjoyingnorsufferinganything。TheirobjecthadbeentowashinJordan,——todothatonceintheirlives;——andtheyhadwashedinJordan。Thebenefitexpectedwasnottobeimmediatelyspiritual。Noearnestprayerfulnesswasconsiderednecessaryaftertheceremony。TothesemembersoftheGreekChristianChurchithadbeenhandeddownfromfathertosonthatwashinginJordanonceduringlifewasefficacioustowardssalvation。Andthereforethejourneyhadbeenmadeatterriblecostandterriblerisk;forthesepeoplehadcomefromafar,andwerefromtheirhabitsbutlittlecapableoflongjourneys。Manydieunderthetoil;butthismattersnotiftheydonotdiebeforetheyhavereachedJordan。Somefewthereare,undoubtedly,moreecstaticinthisgreatdeedoftheirreligion。OnemanIespeciallynoticedonthisday。HehadboundhimselftomakethepilgrimagefromJerusalemtotheriverwithonefootbare。Hewasofabetterclass,andwasevennoblydressed,asthoughitwereapartofhisvowtoshowtoallmenthathedidthisdeed,wealthyandgreatthoughhewas。Hewasafineman,perhapsthirtyyearsofage,withawell-grownbearddescendingonhisbreast,andathisgirdlehecarriedabraceofpistols。
ButneverinmylifehadIseenbodilypainsoplainlywritteninaman’sface。Thesweatwasfallingfromhisbrow,andhiseyeswerestrainedandbloodshotwithagony。Hehadnostick,hisvow,I
presume,debarringhimfromsuchassistance,andhelimpedalong,puttingtothegroundtheheeloftheunprotectedfoot。Icouldseeit,anditwasamassofblood,andsores,andbrokenskin。AnIrishgirlwouldwalkfromJerusalemtoJerichowithoutshoes,andbenotapennytheworseforit。ThispoorfellowclearlysufferedsomuchthatIwasalmostinclinedtothinkthatintheperformanceofhispenancehehaddonesomethingtoaggravatehispain。Thosearoundhimpaidnoattentiontohim,andthedragomanseemedtothinknothingoftheaffairwhatever。"ThosefoolsofGreeksdonotunderstandtheChristianreligion,"hesaid,beinghimselfaLatinorRomanCatholic。
AtthetailofthelineweencounteredtwoBedouins,whowereinchargeofthecaravan,andJosephatonceaddressedthem。Themenweremounted,oneonaverysorry-lookingjade,buttheotheronagoodstoutArabbarb。Theyhadgunsslungbehindtheirbacks,colouredhandkerchiefsontheirheads,andtheyworethestripedbernouse。Theparleywentonforabouttenminutes,duringwhichtheprocessionofpilgrimswoundoutofsight;anditendedinourbeingaccompaniedbythetwoArabs,whothuslefttheirgreaterchargetotakecareofitselfbacktothecity。IunderstoodafterwardsthattheyhadendeavouredtopersuadeJosephthatwemightjustaswellgoonalone,merelysatisfyingthedemandofthetariff。ButhehadpointedoutthatIwasaparticularman,andthatundersuchcircumstancesthefinalsettlementmightbedoubtful。Sotheyturnedandaccompaniedus;but,asamatteroffact,weshouldhavebeenaswellwithoutthem。
ThesunwasbeginningtofallintheheavenswhenwereachedtheactualmarginoftheDeadSea。Wehadseentheglitterofitsstillwatersforalongtimepreviously,shiningunderthesunasthoughitwerenotreal。Wehaveoftenheard,andsomeofushaveseen,howeffectsoflightandshadetogetherwillproducesovividanappearanceofwaterwherethereisnowater,astodeceivethemostexperienced。Butthereversewasthecasehere。Therewasthelake,andthereithadbeenbeforeoureyesforthelasttwohours;
andyetitlooked,thenandnow,asthoughitwereanimageofalake,andnotrealwater。Ihadlongsincemadeupmymindtobatheinit,feelingwellconvincedthatIcoulddosowithoutharmtomyself,andIhadbeenendeavouringtopersuadeSmithtoaccompanyme;buthepositivelyrefused。Hewouldbathe,hesaid,neitherintheDeadSeanorintheriverJordan。Hedidnotlikebathing,andpreferredtodohiswashinginhisownroom。OfcourseIhadnothingfurthertosay,andbeggedthat,underthesecircumstances,hewouldtakechargeofmypurseandpistolswhileIwasinthewater。Thisheagreedtodo;buteveninthishewasstrangeandalmostuncivil。Iwastobathefromthefarthestpointofalittleisland,intowhichtherewasaroughcausewayfromthelandmadeofstonesandbrokenpiecesofwood,andIexhortedhimtogowithmethither;butheinsistedonremainingwithhishorseonthemainlandatsomelittledistancefromtheisland。Hedidnotfeelinclinedtogodowntothewater’sedge,hesaid。
IconfessthatatthismomentIalmostsuspectedthathewasgoingtoplaymefoul,andIhesitated。Hesawinaninstantwhatwaspassingthroughmymind。"Youhadbettertakeyourpistolandmoneywithyou;theywillbequitesafeonyourclothes。"Buttohavekeptthethingsnowwouldhaveshownsuspiciontooplainly,andasI
couldnotbringmyselftodothat,Igavethemup。IhavesometimesthoughtthatIwasafooltodoso。
Iwentawaybymyselftotheendoftheisland,andthenIdidbathe。Itisimpossibletoconceiveanythingmoredesolatethantheappearanceoftheplace。Thelandshelvesverygraduallyawaytothewater,andthewholemargin,tothebreadthofsometwentyorthirtyfeet,isstrewnwiththedebrisofrushes,bitsoftimber,andoldwhitewitheredreeds。Whencethesebitsoftimberhavecomeitseemsdifficulttosay。Theappearanceisasthoughthewaterhadrecededandleftthemthere。IhavehearditsaidthatthereisnovegetationneartheDeadSea;butsuchisnotthecase,fortheserushesdogrowonthebank。Ifounditdifficultenoughtogetintothewater,forthegroundshelvesdownveryslowly,andisroughwithstonesandlargepiecesofhalf-rottenwood;moreover,whenI
wasinnearlyuptomyhipsthewaterknockedmedown;indeed,itdidsowhenIhadgoneasfarasmyknees,butIrecoveredmyself;
andbyperseverancedidproceedsomewhatfarther。Itmustnotbeimaginedthatthisknockingdownwaseffectedbythemovementofthewater。Thereisnosuchmovement。Everythingisperfectlystill,andthefluidseemshardlytobedisplacedbytheentranceofthebody;buttheeffectisthatone’sfeetaretrippedup,andthatonefallsprostrateontothesurface。Thewaterissostrongandbuoyant,that,whenaboveafewfeetindepthhastobeencountered,thestrengthandweightofthebatherarenotsufficienttokeepdownhisfeetandlegs。Ithenessayedtoswim;butIcouldnotdothisintheordinaryway,asIwasunabletokeepenoughofmybodybelowthesurface;sothatmyheadandfaceseemedtobepropelleddownuponit。
Iturnedroundandfloated,buttheglareofthesunwassopowerfulthatIcouldnotremainlonginthatposition。However,IhadbathedintheDeadSea,andwassofarsatisfied。
Anythingmoreabominabletothepalatethanthiswater,ifitbewater,Ineverhadinsidemymouth。Iexpectedittobeextremelysalt,andnodoubt,ifitwereanalysed,suchwouldbetheresult;
butthereisaflavourinitwhichkillsthesalt。Noattemptcanbemadeatdescribingthistaste。ItmaybeimaginedthatIdidnotdrinkheartily,merelytakingupadroportwowithmytonguefromthepalmofmyhand;butitseemedtomeasthoughIhadbeendrenchedwithit。Evenbrandywouldnotrelievemefromit。Andthenmywholebodywasinamess,andIfeltasthoughIhadbeenrubbedwithpitch。Lookingatmylimbs,Isawnosignonthemofthefluid。Theyseemedtodryfromthisastheyusuallydofromanyotherwater;butstillthefeelingremained。However,IwastoridefromhencetoaspotonthebanksofJordan,whichIshouldreachinanhour,andatwhichIwouldwash;soIclothedmyself,andpreparedformydeparture。
SeatedinmypositionintheislandIwasunabletoseewhatwasgoingonamongtheremainderoftheparty,andthereforecouldnottellwhethermypistolsandmoneywassafe。Idressed,therefore,ratherhurriedly,andongettingagaintotheshore,foundthatMr。
JohnSmithhadnotlevanted。HewasseatedonhishorseatsomedistancefromJosephandtheArabs,andhadnoappearanceofbeinginleaguewiththose,nodoubt,worthyguides。Icertainlyhadsuspectedaruse,andnowwasangrywithmyselfthatIhaddoneso;
andyet,inLondon,onewouldnottrustone’smoneytoastrangerwhomonehadmettwenty-fourhourssinceinacoffee-room!Why,then,doitwithastrangerwhomonechancedtomeetinadesert?
"Thanks,"Isaid,ashehandedmemybelongings。"IwishIcouldhaveinducedyoutocomeinalso。TheDeadSeaisnowatyourelbow,and,therefore,youthinknothingofit;butintenorfifteenyears’time,youwouldbegladtobeabletotellyourchildrenthatyouhadbathedinit。"
"Ishallneverhaveanychildrentocareforsuchtidings,"hereplied。
TheriverJordan,forsomemilesabovethepointatwhichitjoinstheDeadSea,runsthroughverysteepbanks,——bankswhicharealmostprecipitous,——andis,asitwere,guardedbythethicktreesandbusheswhichgrowuponitssides。Thisissomuchthecase,thatonemayride,aswedid,foraconsiderabledistancealongthemargin,andnotbeableeventoapproachthewater。Ihadafancyforbathinginsomespotofmyownselection,insteadofgoingtotheopenshorefrequentedbyallthepilgrims;butIwasbaffledinthis。WhenIdidforcemywaydowntotheriverside,Ifoundthatthewaterransorapidly,andthatthebushesandboughsoftreesgrewsofaroverandintothestream,astomakeitimpossibleformetobathe。Icouldnothavegotinwithoutmyclothes,andhavinggotin,Icouldnothavegotoutagain。Iwas,thereforeobligedtoputupwiththeopenmuddyshoretowhichthebathersdescend,andatwhichwemaypresumethatJoshuapassedwhenhecameoverasoneofthetwelvespiestospyouttheland。AndevenhereIcouldnotgofullintothestreamasIwouldfainhavedone,lestIshouldbecarrieddown,andsohaveassistedtowhitentheshoresoftheDeadSeawithmybones。AstogettingovertotheMoabitishsideoftheriver,thatwasplainlyimpossible;and,indeed,itseemedtobetheprevailingopinionthatthepassageoftheriverwasnotpracticablewithoutgoingupasfarasSamaria。Andyetweknowthatthere,orthereabouts,theIsraelitesdidcrossit。
IjumpedfrommyhorsethemomentIgottotheplace,andoncemoregavemypurseandpistolstomyfriend。"Youaregoingtobatheagain?"hesaid。"Certainly,"saidI;"youdon’tsupposethatI
wouldcometoJordanandnotwashthere,evenifIwerenotfoulwiththefoulnessoftheDeadSea!""You’llkillyourself,inyourpresentstateofheat;"hesaid,remonstratingjustasone’smotherorwifemightdo。ButevenhaditbeenmymotherorwifeIcouldnothaveattendedtosuchremonstrancethen;andbeforehehaddonelookingatmewiththosebigeyesofhis,mycoatandwaistcoatandcravatwereontheground,andIwasatworkatmybraces;whereuponheturnedfrommeslowly,andstrolledawayintothewood。OnthisoccasionIhadnobasefearsaboutmymoney。
AndthenIdidbathe,——veryuncomfortably。Theshorewasmuddywiththefeetofthepilgrims,andtheriversorapidthatIhardlydaredtogetbeyondthemud。Ididmanagetotakeaplungein,head-
foremost,butIwasforcedtowadeoutthroughthedirtandslush,sothatIfounditdifficulttomakemyfeetandlegscleanenoughformyshoesandstockings;andthen,moreover,thefliesplaguedmemostunmercifully。IshouldhavethoughtthatthefilthyflavourfromtheDeadSeawouldhavesavedmefromthatnuisance;butthemosquitoesthereaboutsareprobablyusedtoit。Findingthisprocessofbathingtobesodifficult,Iinquiredastothepracticeofthepilgrims。Ifoundthatwiththem,bathinginJordanhascometobemuchthesameasbaptismhaswithus。Itdoesnotmeanimmersion。Nodoubttheydotakeofftheirshoesandstockings;buttheydonotstrip,andgobodilyintothewater。
AssoonasIwasdressedIfoundthatSmithwasagainatmysidewithpurseandpistols。Wethenwentupalittleabovethewood,andsatdowntogetheronthelongsandygrass。Itwasnowquiteevening,sothattheshortSyriantwilighthadcommenced,andthesunwasnolongerhotintheheavens。ItwouldbenightaswerodeontothetentsatJericho;buttherewasnodifficultyastotheway,andthereforewedidnothurrythehorses,whowerefeedingonthegrass。Wesatdowntogetheronaspotfromwhichwecouldseethestream,——closetogether,sothatwhenIstretchedmyselfoutinmyweariness,asIdidbeforewestarted,myheadrestedonhislegs。Ah,me!onedoesnottakesuchlibertieswithnewfriendsinEngland。Itwasaplacewhichledoneontosomespecialthoughts。