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Thestalk’sgottobegreen,andhereistheverygreensilkmotherwalkedbridein,andLoveyandIhadroundaboutsofitafterwards。

Shehadthechicken-poxwhenwewasaboutfouryearsold,andoneofthefirstthingsIcanrememberisclimbingupandlookingovermother’sfootboardatLovey,allspeckled。

Motherhadlethersliponhernewgreenroundaboutoverhernightgown,justtopacifyher,andthereshesetplayingwiththekittenReubenGrangerhadbroughther。

Hewasonlytenyearsoldthen,buthe’dbeguncourtingLovice。

"TheGrangers’farmjoinedours。Theyhadelevenchildren,andmotherandfatherhadthirteen,andwewasalwaysplayingtogether。

Motherusedtotellafunnystoryaboutthat。Wewerealllittleyoungonesandlookedprettymuchalike,soshedidn’ttakemuchnoticeofusinthedaytimewhenwewasrunningout’n’in;butatnightwhentheturn-upbedsteadinthekitchenwastakendownandthetrundle-bedswerefull,sheusedtocountusover,toseeifwewereallthere。

Onenight,whenshe’dcountedthirteenandsetdowntohersewing,fathercomeinandaskedifMoseswasallright,foroneoftheneighborshadseenhimplayingsideoftheriveraboutsupper-time。Motherknewshe’dcountedusstraight,butshewentroundwithacandletomakesure。

Now,Mr。Grangerhadaheadasredasashumacbush;andwhenshecarriedthecandleclosetothebedstotakeanothertally,therewasthirteenchildren,sureenough,butiftherewa’n’tared-headedGrangerrightinamongstourboysintheturn-upbedstead!

WhilefathersetoutonahuntforourMoses,motheryankedthesleepylittlered-headedGrangerouto’themiddleandtookhimhome,andfatherfoundMosesasleeponapileofshavingsunderthejoiner’sbench。

"Theydon’thavesuchfamiliesnowadays。Onetimewhenmeasleswentalloverthevillage,theynevercametous,andJabeSlocumsaidtherewa’n’tenoughmeaslestogothroughtheDennettfamily,sotheydidn’tstartinon’em。There,Iain’tgoingtofinishthestalk;

I’mgoingtodrawinalittlehereandthereallovertherug,whileI’minthesperitofplannin’it,andthenitwillbeplainworkofmatchingcolorsandfillingout。

"Youseethestalkismother’sdress,andtheoutsidegreenofthemossrosesisthesamegoods,onlyit’sourroundabouts。

Imeanttomake’emred,whenImarkedthepattern,andthenfilloutround’emwithalightcolor;butnowI

ain’tsatisfiedwithanythingbutwhite,fornothingwilldointhemiddleoftherugbutourwhiteweddingdresses。

Ishallhavetofillindark,then,ormixed。Well,thatwon’tbeoutoftheway,ifit’sgoingtobeatrueragstory;

forLovey’slifewentoutaltogether,andminehasn’tbeenanytoogay。

"I’llbeginonLovey’srosefirst。Shewastheprettiestandtheliveliestgirlinthevillage,andshehadmorebeauxthanyoucouldshakeastickat。Igenerallyhadtotakewhatsheleftover。

ReubenGrangerwascrazyaboutherfromthetimeshewasknee-high;

butwhenhewentawaytoBangortostudyfortheministry,theothershaditalltheirownway。Shewasonlyseventeen;

shehadn’teverexperiencedreligion,andshewasmischeevousasakitten。

"Yourememberyoulaughed,thismorning,whenMr。BascomtoldaboutHogsheadJowett?Well,heusedtowanttokeepcompanywithLovey;butshecouldn’tabidehim,andwheneverhecometocourthersheclim’intoahogshead,andhidtillafterhe’dgone。

Theboysfounditout,andusedtocallhim’HogsheadJowett。"

HewasthebiggestfoolinFoxboro’FourCorners;andthat’ssayingconsid’able,forFoxboro’isfamousforitsfools,andalwayshasbeen。Therewasthirteenof’emthereoneyear。

TheysayamancomeoutfromPortland,andwhenhegotasfurasFoxboro’hekep’inquiringthewaytoDunstan;andIdeclareifhedidn’tmeetthemthirteenfools,oneafteranother,standingintheirfrontdooryardsreadytoanswerquestions。

WhenhegottoDunstan,sayshe,’FortheLord’ssake,whatkindofavillageisthatI’vejustwentthrough?

Bethey_all_foolsthere?’

"HogsheadwasscairttodeathwheneverhecometoseeLovice。

Onenight,whenhe’dbeenthereonce,andshe’dhid,asshealwaysdone,hecomebackasecondtime,andshewenttothedoor,notmistrustingitwashim。’Didyouforgetanything?’

saysshe,sparklingoutathimthroughalittlecrack。

Hewasalltakenabackbyseeingher,andhestammeredout,’Yes,Iforgotmyhan’k’chief;butitdon’tmakenoodds,forIdidn’tpayoutbutfifteencentsforittwoyearago,andIdon’tmakenouseofit’ceptinstowipemynoseon。’

Howwedidlaughoverthat!Well,hehadaconvictionofsinprettysoonafterwards,andp’r’apsithelpedhisheadsome;

atanyratehequitfarming,andbecomeaBullockitepreacher。

"Itseemsodd,whenLovicewa’n’taperfessorherself,sheshouldhavedrawedthemostpiousyoungmeninthevillage,butshedid:shehadgoodOrthodoxbeaux,FreeandCloseBaptists,MilleritesandAdventists,allonherstringtogether;

sheevenhadoneCochranite,thoughthesecthadmostlydiedout。

ButwhenReubenGrangercomehome,afull-feathered-outminister,heseemedtostrikeherfancyasheneverhadbefore,thoughtheywerealwaysgoodfriendsfromchildren。Hehadlighthairandblueeyesandfairskin(hisbusinessbeingundercoverkep’

himbleachedout),andheandLoveymadetheprettiestcoupleyoueversee;forshewasdarkcomplected,andhercheeksnootherwaysthanscarlitthewholedurin’time。Shehadachangeofheartthatwinter;infactshehadtwoof’em,forshechangedhersforReuben’s,andfoundahopeatthesametime。

’Twasagoodhonestconversion,too,thoughshedidsaytomeshewasafraidthatifReubenhadn’ttaughtherwhatlovewasormightbe,she’dneverhavefoundoutenoughaboutittoloveGodasshe’doughtto。

"There,I’vebegunbothroses,andhersis’boutfinished。

Isha’n’thavemore’nenoughwhitealapaca。It’sluckythemothssparedonebreadthoftheweddingdresses;

wewasmarriedonthesameday,youknow,anddressedjustalike。

Jotwa’n’tquitereadytobemarried,forhewa’n’tanymoreforehanded’boutthatthanhewas’boutotherthings;

butItoldhimLoveyandIhadkeptupwitheachotherfromthestart,andhe’dgottofallintolineordropouto’

thepercession。——Nowwhatnext?"

"Wasn’tthereanybodyattheweddingbutyouandLovice?"

askedPriscilla,withanamusedsmile。

"Land,yes!Themeeting-housewascramjamfull。Oh,tobesure!

Iknowwhatyou’redrivingat!Well,IhavetolaughtothinkIshouldhaveforgotthehusbands!They’llhavetobeworkedintothestory,certain;butit’llbeconsid’ableofachore,forIcan’tmakeflowersoutofcoatandpantsstuff,andthereain’tanymoreflowersonthisbranchanyway。"

Diademasatforafewminutesinraptthought,andthenmadeasuddeninspireddashupstairs,whereMissHollispresentlyheardherrummaginginanoldchest。

Shesooncamedown,triumphant。

"Wa’n’titaprovidenceIsavedJot’sandReuben’sweddingties!

Andheretheyare,——oneyellowandgreenmixed,andonebrown。

DoyouknowwhatI’mgoingtodo?I’mgoingtodrawinabutterflyhoveringoverthemtworoses,andmakeitoutoftheneckties,——

greenwithbrownspots。That’llbringinthehusbands;andland!

Iwouldn’thaveeitherof’emknowitfortheworld。I’lltakeapatternofthatlunarmothyoupinnedonthecurtainyesterday。"

MissHollissmiledinspiteofherself。"Youhavesomeveryingeniousideasandsomeveryprettythoughts,Mrs。Bascom,doyouknowit?"

"It’sthefirsttimeIeverheardtellofit,"

saidDiademacheerfully。"Loveywasthepretty-spoken,pretty-appearingone;Iwasalwaysplainandpractical。WhileIthinkofit,I’lldrawinalittlemiteofthisredintomycarnationpink。

ItwasaredscarfReubenbroughtLoveyfromPortland。

Itwasthefirstthingheevergiveher,andauntHittysaidifoneoftheAbelGrangersgiveawayanythingthatcostmoney,itmeantbusiness。Thatwasallfol-de-rol,forthereneverwasamoreliberalhusband,thoughhewasapoorminister;

butthentheyalways_are_poor,withoutthey’rerich;

theredon’tseemtobeanyhalfwayinministers。

"Wewasbothluckythatway。Thereain’tastingyboneinJotBascom’sbody。Hedon’tmakemuchmoney,butwhathedoesmakegoesintothebureaudrawer,andtheonethatneedsitmosttakesitout。

HeneverasksmewhatIdonewiththelastfivecentshegiveme。

You’veneverbeenmarriedMissHollis,andyouain’tengaged,soyoudon’tknowmuchaboutit;butItellyouthere’saheapo’

foolishnesstalkedabouthusbands。Ifyougettheoneyoulikeyourself,Idon’tknowasitmattersifalltheotherwomenfolksintowndon’thappentolikehimaswellasyoudo;theyain’tcalledontodothat。

Theyseethefaceheturnstothem,nottheoneheturnstoyou。

Jotain’taverygoodprovider,norheain’tamanthat’smuchuseroundafarm,buthe’ssuchafav’riteIcan’tblamehim。

There’sonething:whenhedoescomehomehe’sgotsomethingtosay,andhe’salwaysaslivelyasacricket,andsmilingasabasketofchips。

Ilikeamanthat’sgoodcomp’ny,evenifheain’tsoforehanded。

Thereain’tanythingspeciallylovableaboutforehandedness,whenyoucometothat。Ishouldn’teverfeeldrawedtoamanbecausehewasontimewithhiswork。He’sgotsuchpleasantways,Jothas!

Theotherafternoonhedidn’tgethomeearlyenoughtomilk;

andafterIdonethetwocows,Isplitthekindlingandbroughtinthewood,forIknewhe’dwanttogotothetavernandtelltheboys’bouttherobberyuptoBoylston。Thereain’tanybodybutJotinthisvillagethathaswitenoughtofindoutwhat’sgoingon,andtellitinanint’restingwayroundthetavernfire。

Andhecandoitwithoutbeingfullofcider,too;hedon’tneedanyapplejuicetolimber_his_tongue!

"Well,whenhecomein,heseethepailsofmilk,andthefullwood-box,andthesupperlaidoutunderthescreenclothonthekitchentable,andhecomeuptomeatthesink,andsayshe,’Diademy,you’rethebestwifeinthiscounty,andthebrightestjewelinmycrown,——that’swhat_you_are!’

(HegotthatideaoutofaduethesingswithAlmiryBerry。)

NowI’dliketoknowwhetherthatain’tpleasanterthan’tistohaveamandoalltheshed’n’barnworkupsmart,andthensetroundthestovelookingasdolefulasalastyear’sbird’snest?Takemyadvice,MissHollis:

getagoodproviderifyoucan,butanyhowtrytofindyouahusbandthat’llkeeponcourtingalittlenowandthen,whenheain’ttoobusy;itsmoothsthingsconsid’ableroundthehouse。

"There,Igotsoint’restedinwhatIwassaying,I’vewentonandfinishedthecarnation,andsomeofthestem,too。

Nowwhatcomesnext?Why,thethingthathappenednext,ofcourse,andthatwaslittleJot。

"I’llworkinabudonmyroseandoneonLovey’s,andmybud’llbemadeofJot’sfirsttrousers。Thegoodsain’tveryappropriateforarosebud,butit’llhavetodo,fortheideeisthemostimportantthinginthisrug。

WhenIputhimintopants,Ihadn’tanyclothinthehouse,anditwassuchbadgoingJotcouldn’tgettoWarehamtobuymeanything;soImade’emoutofanoldgraycashmereskirt,andlined’emwithflannel。"

"Budsaregenerallythesamecolorastheroses,aren’tthey?"venturedPriscilla。

"Idon’tcareiftheybe,"saidDiademaobstinately。

"What’stohenderthisbud’sbein’graftedon?Mrs。GrangerwasasblackasanInjun,butthelittleGrangerchildrenwereallred-headed,fortheytookaftertheirfather。

ButIdon’tknow;you’vekindo’gotmeouto’conceitwithit。

Is’poseIcouldhavetakenapieceofhisbabyblanket;

butthemothsneveretamiteo’that,andit’stoogoodtocutup。

There’sonethingIcando:Icanmakethebudupwithalongstem,andhaveitgrowingrightupalongsideofmine,——wouldyou?"

"No,itmustbestalkofyourstalk,boneofyourbone,fleshofyourflesh,sotospeak。Iagreewithyou,theideaisthefirstthing。Besides,thegrayisaverylightshade,andIdaresayitwilllooklikeabluishwhite。"

"I’lltryitandsee,butIwishtothelandthemoths_had_eatthepinning-blanket,andthenIcouldhaveusedit。

Loveyworkedthescallopsontheaidgeforme。

Mygrief!whatint’restshetookinmybabyclothes!

LittleJotwasbornatThanksgivingtime,andshecomeoverfromSkowhegan,whereReubenwassettledpastorofhisfirstchurch。

Ishallneverforgetthemtwoweekstothelastdayofmylife。

Therewasdeepsnowontheground。Ihadthatchamberthere,withthedooropeningintothesetting-room。MotherandfatherBascomkep’outinthedining-roomandkitchen,wheretheworkwasgoingon,andLoveyandthebabyandmehadthefrontpartofthehousetoourselves,withJotcominginontiptoe,heapingupwoodinthefireplaceso’the’mostroastedusout。

Hedon’tforgethischoresintimeo’sickness。

"Inevertooksomuchcomfortinallmydays。

JotgotoneoftheBillingsgirlstocomeoverandhelpinthehousework,so’tIcouldlayeasy’slongasI

wantedto;andIneverhadsucharestbeforenorsince。

Thereain’tanyheaveninthebooko’Revelationsthat’sanybetterthanthemtwoweekswas。Iusedtolayquietinmygoodfeatherbed,fingeringthepatternofmybestcrochetquilt,andlookingatthefire-lightshiningonLoveyandthebaby。

She’dhardlyleavehiminthecradleaminute。WhenIdidn’twanthiminbedwithme,she’dhavehiminherlap。

Babiesarecommonenoughtomostfolks,butLoveywasdiff’rent。

She’dneverhadanyexperiencewithchildren,either,forwewastheyoungestinourfamily;anditwa’n’tlongbeforewecomenearbeingtheoldest,too,formotherburiedsevenofusbeforeshewentherself。Anyway,Ineversawnobodyelselookasshedonewhensheheldmybaby。

Idon’tmeannothingblasphemiouswhenIsay’twasforalltheworldlikeyourphotographofMary,themotherofJesus。

"Thenightscomeinearly,soitwas’mostdarkatfouro’clock。Thelittlechamberwassopeaceful!

IcouldhearJotrattlingthemilk-pails,butI’ddrawadeepbreatho’comfort,forIknewthemilkwouldbestrainedandsetawaywithoutmysteppingfoottothefloor。

Loveyusedtosetbythefire,withatallcandleonthelight-standbehindher,andalittlewhiteknitcapeoverhershoulders。

Shehadthepinkestcheeks,andthelongesteyelashes,andamouthlikealittleredbuttonhole;andwhenshebentoverthebaby,andsungtohim,——thoughhisearswa’n’topen,Iguessforhiseyeswa’n’t,——thetearso’joyusedtoraindownmycheeks。

Itwaspennyrialhymnssheusedtosingmostly,andtheoneI

rememberbestwas"’Daniel’swisdommayIknow,Stephen’sfaithandspiritshow;

John’sdivinecommunionfeel,Moses’meekness,Joshua’szeal,RunliketheunweariedPaul,Winthedayandconquerall。

"’Mary’slovemayIpossess,Lydia’stender-heartedness,Peter’sferventspiritfeel,James’sfaithbyworksreveal,LikeyoungTimothymayI

Everysinfulpassionfly。’

"’OhDiademy,’she’dsay,’youwasalwaysthebest,andit’snothingmore’nrightthebabyshouldhavecometoyou。

P’r’apsGodwillthinkI’mgoodenoughsometime;andifhedoes,Diademy,I’llofferupasacrificeeverymorningandeveryevening。

ButI’mafraid,’saysshe,’hethinksIcan’tstandanymorehappiness,andbeafaithfulfollowerofthecross。TheBiblesayswe’vegottowadethroughfieryfloodsbeforewecanenterthekingdom。

Idon’thardlyknowhowReubenandIaregoingtofindanywaytowadethrough;we’rebothsohappy,they’dhavetobeconsid’ablehotbeforewetooknotice,’saysshe,withthedimplesallbreakingoutinhercheeks。

"Andthatwastrueasgospel。ShethoughteverythingReubendonewasjustright,andhethoughteverythingshedonewasjustright。

Therewa’n’tnobodyelse;theworldwasallReuben’n’allLoveytothem。

IfyoucouldhaveseenherwhenshewaslookingforhimtocomefromSkowhegan!Sheusedtowatchattheatticwindow;andwhensheseenhimatthefootofthehillshe’duplikeasquirrel,andrundowntheroadwithoutstoppingforanythingbuttothrowashawloverherhead。

AndReubenwouldketchherupasifshewasachild,andscoldherfornotputtingahaton,andtakeherunderhiscoatcomingupthehill。

Theywasasightfortheneighbors,Imustconfess,butitwa’n’toneyoucouldhardlydisapproveof,neither。AuntHittysaiditwastemptingProvidenceandcouldn’tlast,andGodwouldvisithiswrathon’emformakingidolsofsinfulhumanflesh。

"Shewasrightoneway,——itdidn’tlast;butnobodycantellmeGodwaspunishingof’emforbeingtoohappy。

Iguesshe’ain’tgotnoobjectiontofolksbeinghappyherebelow,iftheydon’tforgetitain’tthewholestory。

"Well,ImustmarkinabudonLovey’sstalknow,andI’mgoingtomakeitofherbaby’slongwhitecloak。

Iearnedthemoneyforitmyself,makingcoats,andputfouryardsofthefinestcashmereintoit;forthreeyearsafterlittleJotwasbornIwentovertoSkowhegantohelpLoveythroughhertimeo’trial。Timeo’trial!IthoughtI

washappy,butIdidn’tknowhowtobeashappyasLoveydid;

Iwa’n’tmadeonthatpattern。

"WhenIfirstshowedherthebaby(itwasaboy,sameasmine),hereyesshoneliketwoeveningstars。

Sheheldupherweakarms,andgatheredthelittlebundleo’

warmflanneninto’em;andwhenshegotitclosesheshuthereyesandmovedherlips,andIknewshewastakingherlambtothealtarandofferingitupasasacrifice。

ThenReubencomein。Iseenhimgiveonelookatthetwodarkheadslayingclosetogetheronthewhitepiller,andthengodownonhiskneesbythesideofthebed。

’Twa’n’tnoplaceforme;Iwentoff,andleft’emtogether。

Wedidn’tmistrustitthen,buttheyonlyhadthreedaysmoreofhappiness,andI’mgladIgive’emeveryminute。"

TheroomgrewduskyastwilightstolegentlyoverthehillsofPleasantRiver。Priscilla’sliptrembled;

Diadema’stearsfellthickandfastonthewhiterosebud,andshehadtokeepwipinghereyesasshefollowedthepattern。

"Iain’tsaidasmuchasthisaboutitforfiveyears,"shewenton,withatell-talequiverinhervoice,"butnowI’vegotgoingIcan’tstop。

I’llhavetogettheweightouto’myheartsomehow。

"ThreedaysafterIputLovey’sbabyintoherarmstheLordcalledherhome。’WhenIprayedsohardforthislittlenewlife,Reuben,’sayssheholdingthebabyasifshecouldneverletitgo,’Ididn’tthinkI’dgottogiveupmyowninplaceofit;

butit’sthefirstfieryfloodwe’vehad,dear,andthoughitburnstomyfeetI’lltreaditasbraveasIknowhow。’

"Shedidn’tspeakawordafterthat;shejustfadedawaylikeasnowdrop,hourbyhour。AndReubenandIstaredatoneanotherinthefaceasifwewasdeadinsteadofher,andwewentaboutthathouseo’mourninglikesleep-walkersfordaysandsays,notknowingwhetherweetorslept,orwhatwedone。

"Asforthebaby,thepoorlittlemitedidn’tlivemanyhoursafteritsmother,andweburied’emtogether。

ReubenandIknewwhatLoveywouldhaveliked。Shegaveherlifeforthebaby’s,anditwasauselesssacrifice,afterall。

No,itwa’n’tneither;it_could_n’thavebeen!

Youneedn’ttellmeGod’llletsuchsacrificesasthatcomeoutuseless!Butanyhow,wehadonecoffinfor’emboth,andIopenedLovey’sarmsandlaidthebabyin’em。

WhenReubenandItookourlastlook,wethoughtsheseemedmore’neverlikeMary,themotherofJesus。

Thereneverwasanotherlikeher,andthereneverwillbe。

’Nonesuch,’Reubenusedtocallher。"

Therewassilenceintheroom,brokenonlybythetickingoftheoldclockandthetinkleofadistantcowbell。

Priscillamadeanimpetuousmovement,flungherselfdownbythebasketofrags,andburiedherheadinDiadema’sginghamapron。

"DearMrs。Bascom,don’tcry。I’msorry,asthechildrensay。"

"No,Iwon’tmore’naminute。Jotcan’tstandittoseemegiveway。Yougoandtouchamatchtothekitchenfire,so’tthekettlewillbeboiling,andI’llhaveaminutetomyself。

Idon’tknowwhattheneighborswouldthinktoketchmecryingovermydrawing-inframe;butthespell’sovernow,or’boutover,andwhenI

canmusterupcourageI’lltaketherestofthebaby’scloakandputaborderofwhiteeverlastingsroundtheoutsideoftherug。

I’llalwaysmeanthebaby’sbirthandLovey’sdeathtome;

buttheflowerswillremindmeit’slifeeverlastingforbothof’em,andsoit’sthemostcomfortingendIcanthinkof。"

Itwasindeedabeautifulrugwhenitwasfinishedandlaidinfrontofthesofainthefore-room。Diademawasverychoiceofit。

Whencompanywasexpectedsheremoveditfromitsaccustomedplace,andspreaditinacorneroftheroomwherenoprofanefootcouldpossiblytreadonit。Unexpectedcallersweremanagedbyadifferentmethod。

Iftheyseatedthemselvesonthesofa,shewouldfeartheydidnot"seteasy"

or"restcomfortable"there,andsuggesttheirmovingtothestuffedchairbythewindow。TheneighborsthoughtthissolicitudemerelyanothersignofDiadema’s"p’isonneatness,"excusableinthiscaseastherewassomuchwhiteinthenewrug。

Thefore-roomblindswereordinarilyclosed,andthechillnessofdeathpervadedthesacredapartment;butongreatoccasions,whenthesunwasallowedtopenetratethethirty-twotinypanesofglassineachwindow,andablazewaslightedinthefire-place,MissHolliswouldlookinasshewentupstairs,andmuseamomentoverthepatheticlittleromanceofrags,thestoryoftwolivesworkedintoabouquetofold-fashionedposies,whosegaytintswerebroughtoutbyasettingofsombrethreads。

Existencehadgonesoquietlyinthisremotecorneroftheworldthatallitsimportantevents,babyhood,childhood,betrothal,marriage,motherhood,withalltheirmysteriesofloveandlifeanddeath,werechronicledinthisnarrowspacenottwoyardssquare。

Diademacameinbehindthelittleschool-teacheroneafternoon。

"Ical’late,"shesaid,"thatbeingkep’inadarkroom,andneverbeingtreadon,itwilllastlonger’nIdo。Ifitdoes,Priscilla,youknowthatwhitecrepeshawlofmineIweartomeetinghotSundays:

thatwouldmakeasecondrowofeverlastingsroundtheborder。

Youcouldpieceouttheliningsgoodandsmoothontheunderside,drawinthewhiteflowers,andfill’emroundwithblacktoset’emoff。

Therugwouldbehan’somerthaneverthen,andthestory——

wouldbefinished。"

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AVILLAGESTRADIVARIUS。

I。

"Goodfellow,Puckandgoblins,Knowmorethananybook。

Downwithyourdolefulproblems,Andcourtthesunnybrook。

Thesouth-windsarequick-witted,Theschoolsaresadandslow,ThemastersquiteomittedThelorewecaretoknow。"

Emerson’s_April。_

"Findthe317thpage,Davy,andbeginatthetopoftheright-handcolumn。"

Theboyturnedtheleavesoftheoldinstructionbookobediently,andthenbegantoreadinasing-song,monotonoustone:——

"’OneofPag-pag’"——

"Pag-a-ni-ni’s。"

"’OneofPaggernyner’s’(Iwishallthefellersinyourstoriesdidn’thavesuchtougholdnames!)’mostdis-as-ter-oustriumphshehadwhenplayingatLordHolland’s。’(WhowasLordHolland,uncleTony?)’Someoneaskedhimtoim-pro-viseontheviolinthestoryofasonwhokillshisfather,runsa-way,becomesahighway-man,fallsinlovewithagirlwhowillnotlistentohim;

soheleadshertoawildcountrysite,suddenlyjumpingwithherfromarockintoana-b-y-double-s’"——

"Abyss。"

"’——a——rock——into——an——abyss,weretheydisappearforever。

Paggernynerlistenedquietly,andwhenthestorywasatanendheaskedthatallthelightsshouldbedistinguished。’"

"Lookcloser,Davy。"

"’Shouldbeextinguished。Hethenbeganplaying,andsoterriblewasthemusicalin-ter-pre-ta-tionoftheideawhichhadbeengivenhimthatseveraloftheladiesfainted,andthesal-salon-s_a_lon,whenrelighted,lookedlikeabattle-field。’Cracky!Wouldn’tyouliketohavebeenthere,uncleTony?

ButIdon’tbelieveanybodyeverplayedthatway,doyou?"

"Yes,"saidthelistener,dreamilyraisinghissightlesseyestotheelm-treethatgrewbythekitchendoor。"Ibelieveit,andIcanhearitmyselfwhenyoureadthestorytome。

Ifeelthatthesecretofeverythingintheworldthatisbeautiful,ortrue,orterrible,ishiddeninthestringsofmyviolin,Davy,butonlyamastercandrawitfromcaptivity。"

"Youmakestoriesonyourviolin,too,uncleTony,eveniftheladiesdon’tfaintawayinheaps,andifthekitchendoesn’tlooklikeabattle-fieldwhenyou’vefinished。

I’mgladitdoesn’t,formypart,forIshouldhavemorehouseworktodothanever。"

"PoorDavy!youcouldn’thatehouseworkanyworseifyouwereawoman;

butitisalldoneforto-day。Nowpaintmeoneofyourpictures,laddie;

makemeseewithyoureyes。"

Theboyputdownthebookandleapedoutoftheopendoor,barelytouchingtheoldmillstonethatservedforastep。

Takingastandinthewell-wornpath,herestedhishandsonhiships,sweptthelandscapewiththeglanceofaneagle,andbeganlikeayoungimprovisator:——

"ThesunisjustdroppingbehindBrigadierHill。"

"Whatcolorisit?"

"Redasfire,andthereisn’tanythingnearit,——it’salmostaloneinthesky;there’sonlyteentylittlewhitefeathercloudshereandthere。

Thebridgelooksasifitwasasilverstringtyingthetwosidesoftherivertogether。Thewaterispinkwherethesunshinesintoit。

Alltheleavesofthetreesarekindofswimmingintheredlight,——

Itellyou,nunky,justasifIwaslookingthroughredglass。

TheweathervaneonSquireBean’sbarndazzlessotheroosterseemstobeshootinggoldarrowsintotheriver。IcanseethetiptopofMountWashingtonwherethepeakofitssnow-captouchesthepinksky。

Thehen-housedoorisopen。Thechickensareallontheirroost,withtheirheadscuddledundertheirwings。"

"Didyoufeedthem?"

Theboyclappedhishandoverhismouthwithacomicalgestureofpenitence,anddashedintotheshedforapanfulofcorn,whichhescatteredovertheground,enticingthesleepyfowlsbyinsinuatingcallsof"Chick,chick,chick,chick!"_Come,_biddy,biddy,biddy,biddy!

_Come,_chick,chick,chick,chick,chick!"

Themaninthedoorwaysmiledasoverthemisdemeanorofsomebodyverydearandlovable,andrisingfromhischairfelthiswaytoacornershelf,tookdownabox,anddrewfromitaviolinswathedinasilkbag。

Heremovedthecoveringwithreverentialhands。Thetendernessofthefacewaslikethatofayoungmotherdressingorundressingherchild。

Ashefingeredtheinstrumenthishandsseemedtohavebecomealleyes。

Theywanderedcaressinglyoverthepolishedsurfaceasifenamoredoftheperfectthingthattheyhadcreated,lingeringhereandtherewithrapturoustendernessonsomespecialbeauty,——thegracefularchoftheneck,themeltingcurvesofthecheeks,thedeliciousswellofthebreasts。

Whenhehadsatisfiedhimselfforthemoment,hetookthebow,andliftingtheviolinunderhischin,inclinedhisheadfondlytowarditandbegantoplay。

Thetuneatfirstseemedmuffled,buthadacuriousbite,thatbeganindistantechoes,butafterafewminutes’theplayinggrewfirmerandclearer,ringingoutatlastwithvelvetyrichnessandstrengthuntiltheatmospherewassatiatedwithharmony。

Nomoreetherealnoteeverflewoutofabird’sthroatthanAnthonyCroftsetfreefromthisviolin,his_liebling_,his"swansong,"

madeintheyearhehadlosthiseyesight。

AnthonyCrofthadbeentheonlysonofhismother,andsheawidow。

HisboyhoodhadbeenexactlylikethatofalltheotherboysinEdgewood,savethathehatedschoolatriflemore,ifpossible,thananyoftheothers;thoughtherewasaunanimityofaversioninthismatterthatsurprisedandwoundedteachersandparents。

Theschoolwastheordinary"deestrick"schoolofthattime;therewerenotenoughscholarsforwhatCyseHigginscalleda"degraded"school。

ThedifferencebetweenAnthonyandtheotherboyslayinthereasonaswellasthedegreeofhisabhorrence。

Hehadcomeintotheworldanaked,starvinghumansoul;helongedtoclothehimself,andhewashungryandeverhungrierforknowledge;

butneverwithinthefourwallsofthevillageschoolhousecouldhegetholdofonefactthatwouldyieldhimitssecretsense,oneglimpseofclearlightthatwouldshineinuponthe"darknesswhichmaybefelt"

inhismind,onethoughtorwordthatwouldfeedhissoul。

Theonlyplacewherehislongingswereeverstilled,whereheseemedatpeacewithhimself,whereheunderstoodwhathewasmadefor,wasoutofdoorsinthewoods。

Whenheshouldhavebeenporingoverthesweet,palpitatingmysteriesofthemultiplicationtable,hisvagrantgazewasalwaysontheopenwindownearwhichhesat。

Hecouldneverstudywhenaflybuzzedonthewindow-pane;

hewasalwaysstandingonthetoesofhisbarefeet,tryingtolocateandunderstandthebuzzthatpuzzledhim。

Thebookwasamute,soullessthingthathadnorelationtohisinnerworldofthoughtandfeeling。Heturnedeverfromthedeadseven-times-sixtothemysteryoflifeabouthim。

Hewasneveraspecialfavoritewithhisteachers;thatwasscarcelytobeexpected。Inhisveryearlyyears,hispocketsweregonethroughwitheverymorningwhenheenteredtheschooldoor,andthecontents,whenconfiscated,wouldcompriseajew’s-harp,abitofcatgut,screwswhittledoutofwood,tacks,spools,pins,andthelike。

Butwhenrobbedofallthesehecouldgenerallysecreteapieceofelastic,which,whenputbetweenhisteethandstretchedtoitsutmostcapacity,wouldyieldadelightfultwangwhenplayeduponwiththeforefinger。

Hecouldalsofashionaninterestingmusicalinstrumentinhisdeskbymeansofspoolsandcatgutandbitsofbrokenglass。Thechiefjoyofhislifewasanoldtuning-forkthattheteacherofthesingingschoolhadgivenhim,but,owingtothedegradingandarbitrarycensorshipofpocketsthatprevailed,heneverdaredbringitintotheschoolroom。Therewereways,however,ofevadinginexorablelawandcircumventingbaseinjustice。

Hehidthepreciousthingunderathistlejustoutsidethewindow。

Theteacherhadsometimesabriefseasonofapathyonhotafternoons,whenshewashearingtheprimerclassread,"_Iseeapig。Thepigisbig。

Thebigpigcandig;_"whichstirringinphraseswerealwayspunctuatedbythesnoresoftheHanksbaby,whokeptsinkingdownonhisfatlittlelegsinthelineandgivingwaytoslumberduringthelesson。

AtsuchamomentAnthonyslippedoutofthewindowandsnappedthetuning-forkseveraltimes,——justenoughtosavehissoulfromdeath,——

andthenslippedinagain。Hewascaughtoccasionally,butnotoften;

andevenwhenhewas,thereweremitigatingcircumstances,forhewasgenerallyputundertheteacher’sdeskforpunishment。

Itwasadark,close,sultryspot,butwhenhewaswellseated,andhadgrowntiedoflookingatthetriangleofelasticintheteacher’scongressboot,andtiredofwishingitwashisinsteadofhers,hewouldtieoneendofabitofthreadtothebuttonofhisginghamshirt,and,carryingitroundhisleftearseveraltimes,makebelievehewasPaganinilanguishinginprisonandplayingonaviolinwithasinglestring。

Ashegrewoldertherewasnomarkedimprovement,andTonyCroftwasbygeneralassentcountedthelaziestboyinthevillage。

Thathewaslazyincertainmattersmerelybecausehewasinafrenzyofindustrytopursuecertainothershadnothingtodowiththecase,ofcourse。

Ifanyonehadevergivenhimataskinwhichhecouldhaveseencauseworkingtoeffect,inwhichhecouldhavefoundbypersonalexperimentasinglefactthatbelongedtohim,hisownbydivinerightofdiscovery,hewouldhavecountedlabororstudyalljoy。

HewasoneincarnateWhyandHow,onebroodingwonderandinterrogationpoint。"Whydoesthesundriveawaythestars?

Whydotheleavesturnredandgold?Whatmakestheseedswellintheearth?

>Fromwhencecomesthelifehiddenintheeggunderthebird’sbreast?

Whatholdsthemooninthesky?Whoregulateshershining?

Whomovesthewind?Whomademe,andwhatamI?Who,why,howwhither?

IfIcamefromGodbutonlylately,teachmehislessonsfirst,putmeintovitalrelationwithlifeandlaw,andthengivemeyourdeadsignsandequivalentsforrealthings,thatImaylearnmoreandmore,andevermoreandevermore。"

TherewasnospiritinEdgewoodboldenoughtoconceivethatTonylearnedanythinginthewoods,butastherewasneversufficientschoolmoneytokeepthevillageseatoflearningopenmorethanhalftheyeartheboyeducatedhimselfatthefountainheadofwisdom,andknowledgeoftheotherhalf。

Hismother,whoownedhimforaducklinghatchedfromahen’segg,andwasneverquitesurehewouldnotturnoutablacksheepandacrookedsticktoboot,wasobligedtoconfessthatTonyhadmoreuselessinformationthananyboyinthevillage。

HeknewjustwheretofindthefirstMayflowers,andwouldbringhomethewaxenbeautieswhenotherpeoplehadscarcelybeguntothinkaboutthespring。Hecouldtellwheretolookfortherarefringedgentian,theyellowviolet,theIndianpipe。

TherewerecleftsintherocksoftheIndianCellarwhere,wheneveryoneelsefailed,hecouldfindharebellsandcolumbines。

Whenhistasksweredone,andtheotherboyswereamusingthemselveseachinhisownway,youwouldfindTonylyingflatonthepineneedlesinthewoods,listeningtothenotesofthewildbirds,andimitatingthempatiently,tilyoucouldscarcelytellwhichwasboyandwhichwasbird;andifyoucould,thebirdscouldn’t,formanyatimehecoaxedthebobolinksandthrushestoperchonthelowboughsabovehisheadandchirptohimasifhewereafeatheredbrother。Therewasnothingaboutthebuildingofnestswithwhichhewasnotfamiliar。

Hecouldhavetakenholdandhelpedifthebirdshadnotbeensoshy,andifhehadhadbeakandclawinsteadofclumsyfingers。

Hewouldsitnearabeehiveforhourswithoutmoving,orlieproneinthesandyroad,underthefullglareofthesun,watchingtheantsactingouttheirhumancomedy;

sometimessurroundingafavoritehillwithstones,thatthecomedymightnotbeturnedintoatragedybyacarelessfootfall。

Thecottageontheriverroadgrewmoreandmoretoresembleamuseumandherbariumastheyearswentby,andtheWidowCroft’sweeklyhouse-cleaningwasamatterthatcalledfortheexerciseofChristiangrace。

Still,Tonywasagoodson,affectionate,considerate,andobedient。

Hismotherhadnoideathathewouldeverbeable,orindeedwilling,tomakealiving;buttherewasaforestofyoungtimbergrowingup,asmallhayfarmtodependupon,andalittlehoardthatwouldkeephimoutofthepoorhousewhenshediedandlefthimtohisowndevices。

Itneveroccurredtoherthathewasinanywayremarkable。

Ifheweredifficulttounderstand,itreflectedmoreuponhiseccentricitythanuponherdensity。Whatwasawomantodowithaboyoftwelvewho,whensheurgedhimtodroptheoldguitarhewastakingapartandhurryofftoschool,cried,"Oh,mother!whenthereissomuchtolearninthisworld,itiswicked,wickedtowastetimeinschool。"

AboutthisperiodTonyspenthoursintheatticarrangingbottlesandtumblersintoamusicalscale。

Healsoinventedaninstrumentmadeofsmallandgreat,longandshortpins,drivenintosoftboardtodifferentdepths,andwhenthewidowpassedhisdooronthewaytobedsheinvariablesawthisbarbaricthinglockeduptotheboy’sbreast,forheoftenplayedhimselftosleepwithit。

Atfifteenhehadtakentopiecesandputtogetheragain,strengthened,soldered,tinkered,mended,andbracedeveryaccordion,guitar,melodeon,dulcimer,andfiddleinEdgewood,PleasantRiver,andtheneighboringvillages。

Therewasalittlemoneytobeearnedinthisway,butverylittle,aspeopleingeneralregardedthis"tinkering"asapleasingdiversioninwhichtheycouldindulgehimwithoutdanger。Asanexampleofthisattitude,Dr。Berry’swife’smelodeonhadlosttwostops,thepedalshadseveredconnectionwiththerestoftheworks,itwheezedlikeanasthmatic,andtwoblackkeysweremissing。

Anthonyworkedmorethanaweekonitsrehabilitation,andreceivedinreturnMrs。Berry’spromisethatthedoctorwouldpullatoothforhimsometime!This,ofcourse,wasaguerdonforthefuture,butitseemedpatheticallydistanttotheladwhohadneverhadatoothacheinhislife。

HehadtopleadwithCyseHigginsforaweekbeforethatprudentyoungfarmerwouldallowhimtotouchhisfive-dollarfiddle。

HeobtainedpermissionatlastonlybecausebyofferingtogiveCysehiscalfincasehespoiledtheviolin。"Thatseemssquare,"

saidCysedoubtfully,"butafterall,youcan’tplayonacalf!"

"Neitherwillyourfiddlegivemilk,ifyoukeepitlongenough,"

retortedTony;andthisargumentwasconvincing。

SogreatwashisconfidenceinTony’sskillthatSquireBeantrustedhisfather’sviolintohim,onethathadbeenboughtinBerlinseventyyearsbefore。

Ithadbeenhangingontheatticwallforahalfcentury,sothatthebackwassplitintwain,thesound-postlost,theneckandthetailpiececracked。Theladtookithome,andstudieditfortwowholeeveningsbeforetheopenfire。

Theproblemofrestoringitwasquitebeyondhisabilities。

Hefinallytookthesavingsoftwosummers’"blueberrymoney"

andwalkedsixteenmilestoPortland,whereheboughtabookcalledThePracticalViolinist。TheSupplementprovedtobeamineofwealth。Eventheheadingsappealedtohisimaginationandintoxicatedhimwiththeirsuggestions,——

OnScraping,Splitting,andRepairingViolins,ViolinPlayers,GreatViolinists,SoloPlaying,etc。;andattheveryendaTreatiseontheConstruction,Preservation,Repair,andImprovementoftheViolin,byJacobAugustusFriedheim,InstrumentMakertotheCourtoftheArchdukeofWeimar。

Therewasagooddealofmoraladviceintheprefacethatsadlypuzzledtheboy,whowasalwaysinaconditionofchronicamazementatthevillagedisapprobationofhisfavoritefiddle。

Thattheviolindidnotinsomewayreceivetheconfidenceenjoyedbyothermusicalinstruments,heperceivedfromvariousparagraphswrittenbytheworthyauthorofThePracticalViolinist,asforexample:——

"SomeveryexcellentChristianpeopleholdastrongprejudiceagainsttheviolinbecausetheyhavealwaysknownitassociatedwithdancinganddissipation。

Letitbeunderstoodthatyourviolinis’converted,’

andsuchanobligationwillnolongerlieagainstit……Manydelightfulhoursmaybeenjoyedbyayoungman,ifhehasobtainedarespectableknowledgeofhisinstrument,whootherwisewouldfindthetimehangheavyonhishands;

or,forwantofsomebetteramusement,wouldfrequentthedangerousanddestructivepathsofviceandberuinedforever……Iaminhopes,therefore,mydearyoungpupil,thatyourviolinwilloccupyyourattentionatjustthoseverytimeswhen,ifyouwereimmoralordissipated,youwouldbeatthegrogshop,gaming-table,oramongviciousfemales。

Suchauseoftheviolin,notwithstandingtheprejudicesmanyholdagainstit,mustcontributetovirtue,andfurnishabundanceofinnocentandentirelyunobjectionableamusement。

ThesearetheviewswithwhichIhopeyouhaveadoptedit,andwillcontinuetocherishandcultivateit。"

II。

"Thereisnobardinallthechoir,……

Notoneofallcanputinverse,OrtothispresencecouldrehearseThesightsandvoicesravishingTheboyknewonthehillsinspring,WhenpacingthroughtheoaksheheardSharpqueriesofthesentry-bird,Theheavygrouse’ssuddenwhir,Therattleofthekingfisher。"

Emerson’s_Harp。_

Nowbegananeraofinfinitehappiness,ofdaysthatwereneverlongenough,ofeveningswhenbedtimecamealltoosoon。

OhthattherehadbeensomegoodangelwhowouldhavetakeninhandAnthonyCrofttheboy,and,trainingthepowersthatpointedsounmistakablyincertaindirections,giventotheworldthegeniusofAnthonyCroft,potentialinstrumentmakertothecourtofSt。Cecilia;

foritwasnotonlythathehadthefingersofawizard;hisearcaughtthefaintestbreathofharmonyorhintofdiscord,as"Fairyfolka-listeningHeartheseedsproutinthespring,AndformusictotheirdanceHearthehedge-rowswakefromtrance;

SapthattremblesintobudsSendinglittlerhythmicfloodsOffairysoundinfairyears。

ThusallbeautythatappearsHasbirthassoundtofinersenseAndlighter-cladintelligence。"

Astheuniverseisallmechanismtooneman,allformandcolortoanother,sotoAnthonyCrofttheworldwasallmelody。

Notwithstandingallthesegiftsandpossibilities,thedoctor’swifeadvisedtheWidowCrofttomakeaplumberofhim,intimatingdelicatelythatthesefreaksofnature,whileplayingnoapparentpartinthedivineeconomy,couldsometimesbemadeself-supporting。

Theseventeenthyearofhislifemarkedadefiniteepochinhisdevelopment。HestudiedJacobFriedheim’streatiseuntilheknewthecharacteristicsofallthegreatviolinmodels,fromtheAmatis,Hieronymus,Antonius,andNicolas,tothoseofStradivarius,Guarnerius,andSteiner。

Itwasinthisyear,also,thathemadeaverypreciousdiscovery。

WhilebrowsingintherubbishinSquireBean’sgarrettoseeifhecouldfindthemissingsound-postoftheoldviolin,hecameuponabilletofwoodwrappedinclothandpaper。

Whenunwrapped,itwasplainlylabeled"WoodfromtheBeanMapleatPleasantPoint;thebiggestmapleinYorkCounty,andbelievedtobeoneofthebiggestintheStateofMaine。"

AnthonyfoundthattheoldestinhabitantofPleasantRiverrememberedthestumpofthetree,andthattheboysusedtojumpoveritandadmireitsproportionswhenevertheywentfishingatthePoint。

Thewood,therefore,wasperhapseightyorninetyyearsold。

Thesquireagreedwillinglythatitshouldbeusedtomendtheoldviolin,andtoldTonyheshouldhavewhatwasleftforhimself。

When,bycarefulcalculation,hefoundthattheremainderwouldmakeawholeviolin,helaiditreverentlyawayforanothertwentyyears,sothatheshouldbesureithadcompleteditscenturyofpatientwaitingforservice,andfallingonhiskneesbyhisbedsidesaid,"IthankThee,HeavenlyFather,forthispreciousgift,andIpromisefromthismomenttogatherthemostbeautifulwoodIcanfind,andlayitbywhereitcanbeusedsometimetomakeperfectviolins,sothatifanycreatureaspoorandhelplessasIamneedsthewherewithaltodogoodwork,IshallhavehelpedhimasThouhasthelpedme。"

Andaccordingtohispromisesohedid,andthepiecesofrichlycurledmaple,ofsycamore,andofsprucebegantoaccumulate。

Theywerecutfromthesunnysideofthetrees,injusttherightseasonoftheyear,splitsoastohaveafullinchthicknesstowardsthebark,andaquarterinchtowardstheheart。

TheywerethenlaidforweeksunderoneofthefallsinWineBrook,wherethemusicaltinkle,tinkleofthestreamfellonthewoodalreadywroughtuponbyyearsofsunshineandchorusesofsingingbirds。

Thisboy,toilingnotaloneforhimself,butwithfullandconsciouspurposeforposterityalso,washenotworthytowearthemantleofAntoniusStradivarius?

"Thatplainwhite-apronedmanwhostoodatworkPatientandaccuratefullfourscoreyears,Cherishedhissightandtouchbytemperance,Andsincekeensenseisloveofperfectness,Madeperfectviolins,theneededpathsForinspirationandhighmastery。"

Andasiftheyearwerenotfullenoughofglory,theschool-teachersenthimabookwithawonderfulpoeminit。

Thatsummer’steachinghadbeenthefreakofacollegestudent,whohadgonebacktohissenioryearstrengthenedbyhisexperienceofvillagelife。

AnthonyCroft,whowasonlythreeorfouryearshisjunior,hadbeenhisfavoritepupilandcompanion。

"HowdoesTonygetalong?"askedtheWidowCroftwhentheteachercametocall。

"Tony?Oh,Ican’tteachhimanything。"

Tearssprangtothemother’seyes。

"Iknowheain’tmuchonbooklearning,"shesaidapologetically,"butI’mboundhedon’tmakeyounotroubleindeportment。"

"Imean,"saidtheschool-teachergravely,"thatIcanshowhimhowtoreadalittleLatinanddoalittlegeometry,butheknowsasmuchinonedayasIshalleverknowinayear。"

Tonycrouchedbytheoldfireplaceinthewinterevenings,droppinghisknifeorhiscompassesamomenttoreadaloudtohismother,whosatintheoppositecornerknitting:——

"OfoldAntonioStradivari,——himWhoagoodquartercenturyandahalfagoPuthistrueworkinthebrowninstrument,AndbytheniceadjustmentofitsframeGaveitresponsivelife,continuousWiththemaster’sfinger-tips,andperfectedLikethembydelicaterectitudeofuse。"

Themotherlistenedwithpainfulintentness。"Ilikethesoundofit,"

shesaid,"butIcan’thardlysayItakeinthefullsense。"

"Whymother,"saidthelad,inararemomentofself-expression,"youknowthepoetrysayshecherishedhissightandtouchbytemperance;

thatanidiotmightseeastragglinglineandbecontent,buthehadaneyethatwincedatfalsework,andlovedthetrue。

Whenitsayshisfinger-tipswereperfectedbydelicaterectitudeofuse,Ithinkitmeansdoingeverythingasitisdoneinheaven,andthatanybodywhowantstomakeaperfectviolinmustkeephiseyeopentoallthebeautifulthingsGodhasmade,andhisearopentoallthemusichehasputintotheworld,andthenneverlethishandstouchapieceofworkthatiscrookedorstragglingorfalse,till,afteryearsandyearsofrightness,theyarefittomakeaviolinlikethesquire’s,aviolinthatcansayeverything,aviolinthatanangelwouldn’tbeashamedtoplayon。"

Dothesewordsseemlikelyonestofallfromthelipsofaladwhohadbeenatthetailofhisclasseversincehisprimerdays?Well,Anthonywasseventeennow,andhewas"educated,"inspiteofsorryrecitations,——educated,theLordknowshow!Yes,inpointoffacttheLorddoesknowhow!

Heknowshowthedrillandpressureofthedailytask,stillmorethepresenceofthehighideal,theinspirationworkingfromwithin,howtheseeducateus。

TheblindAnthonyCroftsittinginthekitchendoorwayhadseeminglymissedtheheightsoflifehemighthavetrod,andhadwalkedhiscloseonfiftyyearsthroughlevelmeadowsofmediocrity,awitchineveryfinger-tipwaitingtobesettowork,headamongtheclouds,feetstumbling,eyesandearsopentohearGod’ssecretthought;

seeingandhearingit,too,butlackingforcetospeakitforthagain;

forwhileimperiousgeniussurmountsallobstacles,brusheslawsandformulasfromitshorizon,andwithitsownfreesoulseesits"pathandtheoutletsofthesky,"potentialgeniusforeverneedsanangelofdeliverancetosetitfree。

PoorAnthonyCroft,orblessedAnthonyCroft,Iknownotwhich,——

Godknows!Poorhecertainlywas,yetblessedafterall。

"OnethingIdo,"saidPaul。"OnethingIdo,"saidAnthony。

Hewasnotabletorealizehisideals,buthehadthe"angelaim"

bywhichheidealizedhisreals。

OwaitingheartofGod!howsoonwouldthykingdomcomeifwealldidourallottedtasks,humbleorsplendid,inthisconsecratedfashion!

III。

"ThereinIheartheParcaereelThethreadsofmanattheirhummingwheel,Thethreadsoflifeandpowerandpain,Sosweetandmournfulfallsthestrain。"

Emerson’s_Harp。_

OldMrs。Butterfieldhadhadherthirdstrokeofparalysis,anddiedofaSundaynight。Shewasallaloneinherlittlecottageontheriverbank,withnoneighbornearerthanCroft’s,andnobodytherebutablindmanandasmallboy。

Everybodyhadtoldheritwasfoolishtolivealoneinahouseontheriverroad,andeverybodywaspleasedinadiscreetandchastenedfashionofcourse,thatithadturnedoutexactlyastheyhadpredicted。

AuntMehitableTarboxwaswalkinguptoMilliken’sMills,withherlittleblackreticulehangingoverherarm,andnoticingthattherewasnosmokecomingoutofthechimney,andthatthehensweregatheredaboutthekitchendoorclamoringfortheirbreakfast,shethoughtitbesttostopandknock。

Noresponsefollowedtherepeatedblowsfromherhardknuckles。

ShethentappedsmartlyonMrs。Butterfield’sbedroomwindowwithherthimblefinger。Thisprovingofnoavail,shewasobligedtopryopenthekitchenshutter,splitopenamosquitonettingwithhershears,andcrawlintothehouseoverthesink。

Thiswasaconsiderablefeatforasomewhatrheumaticelderlylady,butthisonenevergrudgedtroublewhenshewantedtofindoutanything。

Whenshediscoveredthatherpremonitionswerecorrect,andthatoldMrs。Butterfieldwasindeeddead,hergriefatlosingapleasantacquaintancewaslargelymitigatedbyhersenseofimportanceatbeingfirstonthespot,andchosenbyProvidencetotakecommandofthesituation。

Therewerenorelationsinthevillage;therewasnowomanneighborwithinamile:itwasthereforeherobviousChristiandutynotonlytotakechargeoftheremains,buttoconductsuchafuneralastheremainswouldhavewishedforherself。

ThefortunateVice-Presidentsuddenlycalleduponbydestinytoguidetheshipofstate,thegeneralwhoseesapossibleVictoriaCrossinahazardousengagement,canhaveafaintconceptionofauntHitty’sfeelingonthismomentousoccasion。

Funeralsweretheverybreathofherlife。Therewasnoceremony,eitherofpublicorprivateimport,that,tohermind,approachedafuneralinrealsatisfyinginterest。

Yet,withdistincttalentinthisdirection,shehadalwaysbeen"cabined,cribbed,confined"withinhopelesslimitations。

Shehadassistedinasecondarycapacityatfuneralsinthefamiliesofotherpeople,butshewouldhavereveledinpersonallyconductedones。Themembersofherownfamilystubbornlyrefusedtodie,however,eventhedistantconnectionslivingonandontoaridiculousoldage;andiftheyeverdiddie,byreasonofafallingroof,shipwreck,orconflagration,theygenerallydiedinTexasorIowa,orsomeremoteStatewhereauntHittycouldnotfollowthehearseinthefirstcarriage。

Thisblightedambitionwasaheartsorrowofsodeepandsacredacharacterthatshedidnotevenconfessitto"Si,"asherappendageofahusbandwascalled。

Nowatlastherchanceforplanningafuneralhadcome。

Mrs。Butterfieldhadnokithorkinsaveherniece,LyddyAnn,wholivedinAndover,orLawrence,orHaverhillMassachusetts,——

auntHittycouldn’trememberwhich,andhopednobodyelsecould。

Theniecewouldbesentforwhentheyfoundoutwhereshelived;

meanwhilethefuneralcouldnotbeputoff。

SheglancedroundthehousepreparatorytolockingitupandstartingtonotifyAnthonyCroft。Shewouldjustrunoverandtalktohimaboutorderingthecoffin;thenshecouldattendtoallothernecessarypreliminariesherself。

Theremainshadbeenwell-to-do,andtherewasnooccasionforsordideconomy,soauntHittydeterminedinherownmindtohavethelatestfashionineverything,includingasilvercoffinplate。

TheButterfieldcoffinplateswereathingtobeproudof。

Theyhadbeensacredlypreservedforyearsandyears,andtheentirecollection——numberingnineteeninallhadbeenframed,andadornedthewallsofthedeceasedlady’sbestroom。

Theywerenotofsolidsilver,itistrue,butevensoitwasamatterofdistinctiontohavebelongedtoafamilythatcouldaffordtohavenineteencoffinplatesofanysort。

AuntHittyplannedcertaindramaticdetailsasshewalkedtowntheroadtoCroft’s。Itcametoherinaburstofinspirationthatshewouldhavetwoministers:oneforthelongprayer,andonefortheshortprayerandtheremarks。

ShehopedthatElderWeekswouldbeadequateinthelatterdirection。Sheknewshecouldn’tforthelifeofherthinkofanythinginterestingaboutMrs。Butterfield,savethatshepossessednineteencoffinplates,andbroughtherhenstoEdgewoodeverysummerfortheirhealth;butshehadheardElderWeeksmakeamovingdiscourseoutoflessthanthat。

Tobesure,heneededpriming,butshewasequaltothat。

TherewasIvoryBrown’sfuneral:howwouldthathavegoneonifithadn’tbeenforher?Wasn’ttheeldertenminuteslate,andwhatwouldhisremarkshaveamountedtowithouthersuggestions?

Youmightalmostsayshewastheauthorofthediscourse,forshegavehimalltheappropriateideas。Asshehadhelpedhimoutofthewagonshehadsaid:"Areyouprepared?Ithoughtnot;

butthere’snotimetolose。Rememberthereareagedparents;

twobrothersliving,onerailroadinginSpokaneFalls,theotherclerkinginWashington,D。C。Don’tmentiontheUniversalists,——there’sbentwointhefam’ly;norinsanity,——

there’sbenoneo’them。Thegirlinthecornerbytheclockistheonethattheremainshasbeenkeepingcomp’nywith。

Ifyoucanmakesomegenteelallusionstoher,it’llbemuchappreciatedbyhisfolks。"

Astothelongprayer,sheknewthattheRev。Mr。FordcouldbereliedontoprayuntilauntBeckyBurnhamshouldtwitchhimbythecoattails。

Shehaddoneitmorethanonce。Shehadalso,ononeoccasion,gotupandstraightenedhisministerialneckerchief,whichhehadgradually"prayed"aroundhissaintlyneckuntilitwasbehindtherightear。

TheseplansprovedsofascinatingtoauntHittythatshewalkedquitehalfamilebeyondCroft’s,andwasobligedtoretracehersteps。

Sheconceivedbandsofblackalpacaforthesleevesandhatsofthepallbearers,andafestoonofthesameoverthefrontgate,ifthereshouldbeanyleftover。Sheplannedthesingingbythechoir。

Therehadbeennorealchoir-singingatanyfuneralinEdgewoodsincetheRev。JoshuaBeckwithhaddied。Shewouldaskthemtoopenwith——

Rebelmourner,ceaseyourweepin’。

Youtoomustdie。

Thiswasafavoritefuneralhymn。TheonlydifficultywouldbeinkeepingauntBeckyBurnhamfrompitchingitinakeywherenobodybutasopranoskylark,accustomedtowarbleatagreatheight,couldpossiblysingit。

Itwasgenerallygivenatthegrave,whenElderWeeksofficiated;

butitneversatisfiedauntHitty,becausethegoodelderalwayslookedsounpicturesquewhenhethrewaredbandannahandkerchiefoverhisheadbeforebeginningthetwenty-sevenverses。

Afterthelongprayer,shewouldhaveAlmiraBerrygiveforasolo——

Thisgro-o-oanin’world’stoodarkanddre-e-arforthesaints’e-ter-nalrest,Thishymn,ifitdidnotwhollyreconcileonetodeath,enabledonetolookuponlifewithsufficientsolemnity。

Itwasathousandpities,shethought,thattheoldhearsewassoshabbyandrickety,andthatGoolyEldridge,whodroveit,wouldinsistonwearingafadedpeach-blowovercoat。

ItwasexasperatingtothinkofthepublicspiritatEgypt,andcontrastitwiththestateofthingsatPleasantRiver。

InEgypttheyhadsoldtheoldhearsehouseforasausageshop,andnowtheywerehavinghearsesociableseverymonthtoraisemoneyforanewone。

AllthesedetailsflewthroughauntHitty’smindinfascinatingprocession。Thereshouldn’tbe"ahitch"anywhere。

Therehadbeenahitchatherlastfuneral,butshehadbeenonlyanassistantthere。MattHendersonhadbeenstruckbylightningatthefootofSquireBean’soldnooningtree,andcertaincircumstancescombinedtomakethefuneraloneofunusualinterest,somuchsothatfatoldMrs。PotterfromDeerwandercreatedasensationatthecemetery。

Shewassoanxioustogetwhereshecouldseeeverythingtothebestadvantagethatshecrowdedtoonearthebier,steppedontheslidingearth,andpitchedintothegrave。

Assheweighedovertwohundredpounds,andwasinapositionofsomedisadvantage,ittookfivementoextricateherfromthedilemma,andtheoperationmadealongandsomewhatawkwardbreakinthereligiousservices。AuntHittyalwayssaidofthiscatastrophe,"IfI’d’a’benMis’Potter,I’d’a’

bensomortifiedIbelieveI’d’a’said,’Iwa’n’tplannin’

tobeburied,butnowI’minhereIdeclareI’llstop!’"

OldMrs。Butterfield’sfuneralwasnotonlyvotedanentiresuccessbythevillagers,butthesealofprofessionalapprovalwassetuponitbyanundertakerfromSaco,whodeclaredthatMrs。Tarboxcouldmakeahandsomelivinginthefunerallineanywhere。Providence,whoalwaysassiststhosewhoassistthemselves,decreedthatthenieceLyddyAnnshouldnotarriveuntiltheauntwassafelyburied;so,therebeingnonetoresistherrightorgrudgehertheprivilegeauntHitty,forthefirsttimeinherlife,rodeinthenextbuggytothehearse。Si,inhisbestsuit,abroadweedandweepers,droveCyseHiggins’sblackcolt,andauntHittywasdressedindeepmourning,withtheWidowBuzzell’scrapeveiloverherface,andinherhandapalmleaffantiedwithablackribbon。

HercommenttoSi,asshewenttohervirtuouscouchthatnight,was:

"Itwasanawfuldryfuneral,butthatwastheonlyflawinit。

Itwould’a’benperfectifthere’benanybodytoshedtears。

Icomeprettynighitmyself,thoughIain’tnorelation,whenElderWeekssaid,’You’llgoroundthehouse,mysisters,andMis’Butterfieldwon’tbethere;you’llgoint’theorchard,andMis’Butterfieldwon’tbethere;you’llgoint’

thebarnandMis’Butterfieldwon’tbethere;you’llgoint’

theshed,andMis’Butterfieldwon’tbethere;you’llgoint’

thehencoop,andMis’Butterfieldwon’tbethere!’

Thatwould’a’drawedtearsfromastonemost,’speciallysenceMis’

Butterfieldsetsuchstorebyherhens。"

AndthisisthewaythatLyddyButterfieldcameintoherkingdom,alittlelonebrownhouseontheriver’sbrim。

ShehadseenitonlyoncebeforewhenshehaddrivenoutfromPortland,yearsago,withheraunt。Mrs。ButterfieldlivedinPortland,butspenthersummersinEdgewoodonaccountofherchickens。

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