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Thesugar-bag,theonion-basket,thepotato-bagandthetea-chestbeganto"godown"alarmingly,andanoccasionalpoundofcandles,apigeon,amutton-bird(pluckedandreadyforSunday’scooking),andotherlittletrifleswent,also。Augustcouldn’tunderstandit,andtheteacherbelievedher,forfalsehoodanddeceitareforeigntothesimplenaturesofthemodernMaoris。Therewerenocats;

butnoscoreofordinarycatscouldhavegivencolourtothecattheory,haditbeenraisedinthiscase。ThebreathofAugustadvertisedonionsmorethanonce,butnohumanstomachcouldhaveaccountedforthequantity。

Shesurelycouldnothaveeatentheotherthingsraw——andshehadnoopportunitiesforprivatecooking,asfarastheteacherandhiswifecouldsee。TheotherMaoriswereoutofthequestion;

theywereallstrictlyhonest。

Theftsandannoyancesoftheabovedescriptionwerecreditedtothe"swaggies"

whoinfestedtheroads,andhadaverybadnamedownthatway;

sotheteacherloadedhisgun,andtoldAugusttorousehimatonce,ifsheheardasoundinthenight。Shesaidshewould;

butaheavy-weight"swaggie"couldhavecomeinandsatonherandhadasmokewithoutwakingher。

Shecouldn’tbetrustedtogoamessage。She’dtakefromthreetosixhours,andcomebackwithanexcusethatsoundedgenuinefromitsverysimplicity。

Anothersisterofherslayillinanisolatedhut,aloneanduncaredfor,exceptbytheteacher’swife,andoccasionallybyapoorpaoutcastwhohadnegrobloodinherveins,andaloveforawhiteloafer。

Godhelpher!Allofwhichsoundsstrange,consideringthatMaorisareverykindtoeachother。TheschoolmistresssentAugustonenighttostaywiththesickMaoriwomanandhelpherasshecould,andgaveherstrictinstructionstocometothecottagefirstthinginthemorning,andtellherhowthesickwomanwas。

Augustturnedupatlunch-timenextday。Theteachergaveherherfirstlecture,andsaidplainlythathewasn’ttobetakenforafool;

thenhesteppedasidetogetcool,and,whenhereturned,thegirlwassobbingasifherheartwouldbreak,andthewifecomfortingher。

Shehadbeenupallnight,poorgirl,andwasthoroughlywornout。

Somehowtheteacherdidn’tfeeluncomfortableaboutit。

Hewentdowntothewhare。Augusthadnottouchedadishclothorbroom。

Shehadslept,asshealwaysdid,likeapig,allnight,whilehersisterlayandtossedinagony;inthemorningsheateeverythingtherewastoeatinthehouse(which,itseemed,wastheMaoriwayofshowingsympathyinsicknessandtrouble),afterwhichshebroodedbythefiretillthechildren,runningoutofschool,announcedtheteacher’slunchhour。

Augustbracedupagainforalittlewhile。ThemasterthoughtofthetroubletheyhadwithAyacanorain"WestwardHo",andwascomforted,andtackledhisromanceagain。Thentheschoolmistressfellsickandthingswentwrong。Thegrocerieswentdownfasterthanever,andthehousegotverydirty,andbegantohaveanativesmellaboutit。

Augustgrewfat,andlazy,anddirty,andlessreliableonwashing-days,orwhentherewasanythingspecialtodointhehouse。

"Thesavagebloodisstrong,"thoughttheteacher,"andsheisbeginningtolongforherownpeopleandfreeunconventionallife。"

Onemorning——onawashing-day,too,asithappened——shecalledout,beforetheteacherandhiswifewereup,thattheMaoriswhosuppliedthemwithmilkwereaway,andshehadpromisedtogoupandmilkthecowandbringthemilkdown。Theteachergaveherpermission。Oneofthescholarsusuallybroughtthemilkearly。

LunchtimecameandnoAugust,nomilk——strangestofall,onlyhalftheschoolchildren。Theteacherputonhishat,andwentuptothepaoncemore。HefoundAugustsquattedinthemidstofacircleofrelations。Shewasentertainingthemwithoneofaseriesofidealisticsketchesoftheteacher’sdomesticlife,inwhichsheshowedaveryvividimagination,andexhibitedanunaccountablesavagesortofpessimism。Herintervalsofabsencehadbeenoccupiedinthiswayfromthefirst。Theastoundingslandersshehadcirculatedconcerningtheteacher’sprivatelifecameback,bitbybit,tohisearsforayearafterwards,andhercharactersketchesofpreviousteachers,andherownrelations——forshesparednobody——wouldhaveearnedawhitewomanalongandwell-meritedtermofimprisonmentforcriminallibel。

Shehadcunningly,bystraightforwardandunscrupulouslying,prejudicedtheprincipalmotherandbosswomanofthepaagainsttheteacherandhiswife;asanaturalresultofwhichtheoldlady,who,liketherest,wasveryignorantandungrateful,"turnednasty"andkeptthechildrenfromschool。Theteacherlosthistemper,sothechildrenwereroundedupandhurrieddowntoschoolimmediately;withthemcameAugustandheraunt,withallegedexplanationsandexcuses,andashell-fish。

Theauntandsisterssaidthey’dhavenothingtodowithAugust。

Theydidn’twantherandwouldn’thaveher。Theteachersaidthat,underthosecircumstances,she’dbettergoanddrownherself;

soshewenthomewiththem。

Thewholebusinesshadbeenaplotbyhernearestrelations。

Theygotridofthetroubleandexpenseofkeepingher,andthebotherofborrowinginperson,wheneverinneedoftriflesinthegroceryline。Borrowingrecommencedwithherdismissal;

buttheteacherputafullstoptoit,asfarashewasconcerned。

ThenAugust,eggedonbyheraunt,sentablackguardlylettertotheteacher’swife;thesicksister,bytheway,whohadbeennursedandsuppliedwithfoodbyherallalong,wasinit,andsaidshewasgladAugustsenttheletter,anditservedtheschoolmistressright。

Theteacherwentuptothepaoncemore;anhourlater,Augustinperson,accompanied,asusual,byarelationortwo,deliveredatthecottageanabjectapologyinwriting,thecompositionofwhichwouldhavediscouragedthemostenthusiasticadvocateofhighereducationforthelowerclasses。

Thenvariouspettyannoyancesweretried。Theteacherisfirmlyconvincedthatcertainanimal-likesoundsroundthehouseatnightwereduetoAugust’stryingtofindoutwhetherhiswifewasaslikelytobehauntedastheMaoriswere。Hedidn’tdreamofsuchathingatthetime,forhedidnotbelievethatoneofthemhadtheplucktoventureoutafterdark。Butsavagesuperstitionmustgivewaytosavagehate。

Thegirl’slast"try-on"wastocomedowntotheschoolfence,andostentatiouslysharpenatable-knifeonthewires,whileshescowledmurderouslyinthedirectionoftheschoolmistress,whowashangingoutherwashing。Augustlooked,inherdark,bushy,Maorihair,athoroughlywildsavage。Herfatherhadmurderedhermotherunderparticularlybrutalcircumstances,andthedaughtertookafterherfather。

Theteachercalledherandsaid:"Now,lookhere,mylady,thebestthingyoucandoistodropthatnonsenseatonce"

(shehaddroppedtheknifeinthefernsbehindher),"forwe’rethewrongsortofpeopletotryitonwith。

Nowyougetoutofthisandtellyouraunt——she’ssneakingthereintheflax——whatItellyou,andthatshe’dbetterclearoutofthisquick,orI’llhaveapolicemanoutandtakethewholegangintotowninanhour。

Nowbeoff,andshutthatgatebehindyou,carefully,andfastenit。"

Shedid,andwent。

TheworstofitwasthattheAugustromancecopywasuseless。HerlieswereevenlessreliableandpicturesquethanthecommonJonesAlleyhaglie。

Thentheteacherthoughtofthesoftfoolhe’dbeen,andthatmadehimwild。

Helookedlikeafool,andwasonetoagreatextent,butitwasn’tgoodpolicytotakehimforone。

Strangetosay,heandothershadreasontobelievethatAugustrespectedhim,andlikedhimratherthanotherwise;butshehatedhiswife,whohadbeenkindtoher,asonlyasavagecanhate。Theyoungerpupilstoldtheteacher,cheerfullyandconfidently,thatAugustsaidshe’dcutMrs。Lorrens’throatthefirstchanceshegot。Nextweektheauntsentdowntoaskiftheteachercouldsellherabarofsoap,andsentthesameoldshilling;hewastiredofseeingitstuckoutinfrontofhim,sohetookit,putitinhispocket,andsentthesoap。

Thismusthavediscouragedthem,fortheborrowingindustrypeteredout。

Hesawtheauntlateron,andshetoldhim,cheerfully,thatAugustwasgoingtolivewithahalf-casteinacertainhouseintown。

PoorAugust!Forshewasonlyatoolafterall。Her"romance"

wasbrieflyasfollows:——Shewent,peroff-handMaoriarrangement,as`housekeeper’inthehutofalabourerataneighbouringsaw-mill。

Shestayedthreemonths,forawonder;attheexpirationofwhichtimesheputonherhatandexplainedthatshewastiredofstoppingthere,andwasgoinghome。Hesaid,`Allright,Sarah,waitawhileandI’lltakeyouhome。’Atthedoorofheraunt’shousehesaid,`Well,good-bye,Sarah,’andshesaid,inherbroodingway,`Good-bye,Jim。’

Andthatwasall。

AsthelastapparentresultofAugust’smischief-making,herbrotherorsomeoneoneeveningrodeuptothecottage,drunkandinclinedtobluster。Hewasaccompaniedbyafriend,alsodrunk,whocametoseethefun,andwasreadytousehisinfluenceonthewinningside。Theteacherwentinside,broughtouthisgun,andslippedtwocartridgesin。"I’vehadenoughofthis,"hesaid。

"Nowthen,beoff,youinsolentblackguards,orI’llshootyoulikerabbits。

Go!"andhesnappedhisjawandthebreechofhisguntogether。

Astheyrodeoff,theoldlocalhawkhappenedtosoarcloseoveradeadlambinthefernatthecornerofthegarden,andtheteacher,whohadbeen"laying"forhimalongtime,letflybothbarrelsathim,withoutthinking。Whenheturned,therewasonlyacloudofdustdownthetrack……

Theteachertaughtthatschoolforthreeyearsthereafter,withoutahitch。

ButhewentnomoreonUniversalBrotherhoodlines。And,foryearsafterhehadgone,hisnamewasspokenofwithgreatrespectbytheMaoris。

NewYear’sNightItwasdarkenoughforanythinginDeadMan’sGap——around,warm,closedarkness,inwhichretreatingsoundsseemedtobecutoffsuddenlyatadistanceofahundredyardsorso,insteadofgrowingfaintandfainter,anddyingaway,tostriketheearonceortwiceagain——andafterminutes,itmightseem——withstartlingdistinctness,beforebeingfinallylostinthedistance,asitisonclear,frostynights。

Sowiththesoundsofhorses’hoofs,stumblingontheroughbridle-trackthroughthe"saddle",theclatterofhoof-clippedstonesandscrapeofgraveldownthehidden"siding",andthelowsoundofmen’svoices,blurredandspeakinginmonosyllablesandatintervalsitseemed,andinhushed,awedtones,asthoughtheycarriedacorpse。

Topracticaleyes,grownusedtosuchadarkness,andatthenearestpoint,thepassingblurrswouldhavesuggestedtworidersonbushhacksleadingathirdwithanemptysaddleonitsback——alady’sor"side-saddle",ifonecouldhavedistinguishedthehorns。Theymayhavestruckasofttrackorlevel,orroundedthebuttressofthehillhigherup,butbeforetheyhadtimetoreachorroundthefootofthespur,blurs,whispers,stumbleandclatterofhoofs,jingleofbridlerings,andtheoccasionalclanktogetherofstirrupirons,seemedshutoffassuddenlyandcompletelyasthoughagreatsound-proofdoorhadswungtobehindthem。

Itwasdarkenoughontheglaringestofdaysdowninthelonelyhollowor"pocket",betweentwospurs,attheheadofablindgullybehindMountBuckaroo,wheretherewasamoreorlessdustypatch,barelydefinedeveninbroaddaylightbyaspiderydog-leggedfenceonthreesides,andathin"two-rail"(dignifiedwiththeadjective"split-rail"——thoughrailsandpostsweremostlyofsaplingssplitinhalves)runningalongthefrontage。Inaboutthemiddleofitalittleslabhut,overshadowedbyabigstringy-barkshed,waspointedoutasJohnnyMears’sFarm。

"Blackas——ascharcoal,"saidJohnnyMears。Hehadneverseencoal,andwasacautiousman,whoseideascameslowly。

Hestooped,closebythefence,withhishandsonhisknees,to"sky"theloomofhisbigshedandsogethisbearings。

Hehadbeentohavealookatthepennedcalves,andseethatallslip-railswereupandpegged,forthewordsofJohnMearsjunior,especiallywhendeliveredrapidlyandshrillyandininjuredtones,werenottoberelieduponinthesematters。

"It’shotenoughtomeltthebellyoutofmyfiddle,"saidJohnnyMearstohiswife,whosatonathree-leggedstoolbytheroughtableinthelittlewhitewashed"end-room",puttingapatchofpatchesovertheseatofapairofmoleskinknickerbockers。Helithispipe,movedastooltothesideofthegreatemptyfireplace,whereitlookedcooler——mighthavebeencooleronaccountofapossibledraughtsuggestedbythepresenceofthechimney,andwhere,therefore,hefeltabreathcooler。Hetookhisfiddlefromaconvenientshelf,tuneditslowlyandcarefully,holdinghispipe(inhismouth)wellupandtooneside,asifthefiddlewereaninquisitiveandrestlessbaby。

Heplayed"LittleDropso’Brandy"threetimes,rightthrough,withoutvariations,blinkingsolemnlythewhile;thenheputtheviolincarefullybackinitsbox,andstartedtocutupanotherpipeful。

"Youshouldhavegone,Johnny,"saidthehaggardlittlewoman。

"Rackin’thehorseoutanightlikethis,"retortedJohnny,"andstartin’ploughin’to-morrow。Itain’tworthwhile。

Letthemcomeformeiftheywantme。Danceonanightlikethis!

Why!they’lldancein————"

"Butyoupromised。Itwon’tdoyounogood,Johnny。"

"Itwon’tdomenoharm。"

Thelittlewomanwentonstitching。

"It’ssmotherin’hot,"saidJohnny,withanimpatientoath。

"Idon’tknowwhetherI’llturnin,orturnout,undertheshedto-night。

It’stood————dhottoroostindoors。"

Shebentherheadloweroverthepatch。Onesmokedandtheotherstitchedinsilencefortwentyminutesorso,duringwhichtimeJohnnymightbesupposedtohavebeendeliberatinglistlesslyastowhetherhe’dcampoutonaccountoftheheat,orturnin。

Buthebrokethesilencewithacloutatamosquitoonthenapeofhisneck,andabadword。

"Iwishyouwouldn’tswearsomuch,Johnny,"shesaidwearily——

"atleastnotto-night。"

Helookedatherblankly。

"Why——whyto-night?What’sthematterwithyouto-night,Mary?

What’sto-nightmorethananyothernighttoyou?Iseenoharm——

can’tamanswearwhenamosquitostickshim?"

"I——Iwasonlythinkingoftheboys,Johnny。"

"Theboys!Why,they’rebothonthehayintheshed。"Hestaredatheragain,shifteduneasily,crossedtheotherlegtightly,frowned,blinked,andreachedforthematches。"Youlookabitoff-colour,Mary。

It’stheheatthatmakesusallabitrattyattimes。

Betterputthatbyandhaveaswillo’oatmealandwater,andturnin。"

"It’stoohottogotobed。Icouldn’tsleep。I’mallright。

I’ll——I’lljustfinishthis。Justreachmeadrinkfromthewater-bag——

thepannikin’sonthehobthere,byyourboot。"

Hescratchedhisheadhelplessly,andreachedforthedrink。

Whenhesatdownagain,hefeltstrangelyrestless。"Likeahenthatdidn’tknowwheretolay,"heputit。Hecouldn’tsettledownorkeepstill,anddidn’tseemtoenjoyhispipesomehow。Herubbedhisheadagain。

"There’sathunderstormcomin’,"hesaid。"That’swhatitis;

andthesooneritcomesthebetter。"

Hewenttothebackdoor,andstaredattheblacknesstotheeast,and,sureenough,lightningwasblinkingthere。

"It’scoming,sureenough;justhangoutandkeepcoolforanotherhour,andyou’llfeelthedifference。"

Hesatdownagainonthethree-leggedstool,foldedhisarms,withhiselbowsonhisknees,drewalongbreath,andblinkedattheclayfloorforawhile;

thenhetwistedthestoolroundononeleg,untilhefacedtheold-fashionedspiredwoodenclock(thebrassdiscofthependulummovingghost-likethroughascarredandscratchedmarinescene——MargateinEngland——ontheglassthatcoveredthelowerhalf)

thatstoodaloneontheslabshelfoverthefireplace。Thehandsindicatedhalf-pasttwo,andJohnny,whohadstudiedthatclockandcould"hitthetimenighenoughbyit,"afterknittinghisbrowsandblinkingatthedialforafullminutebyitsownhand,decided"thatitmustbegettingontowardnineo’clock。"

Itmusthavebeentheheat。Johnnystoodup,rakinghishair,turnedtothedoorandbackagain,andthen,afteranimpatientgesture,tookuphisfiddleandraisedittohisshoulder。

Thenthequeerthinghappened。Hesaidafterwards,underconditionsfavourabletosuchsentimentalconfidence,thatacoldhandseemedtotakeholdofthebow,throughhis,and——anyway,beforeheknewwhathewasabouthehadplayedthefirstbarsof"WhenFirstIMetSweetPeggy",atunehehadplayedoften,twentyyearsbefore,inhiscourtingdays,andhadneverhappenedtoplaysince。Hesaweditrightthrough(thecoldhandleftafterthefirstbarortwo)standingup;

thenstillstoodwithfiddleandbowtremblinginhishands,withthequeerfeelingstillonhim,andarushofoldthoughtsgoingthroughhishead,allofwhichhesetdownafterwardstotheeffectoftheheat。Heputthefiddleawayhastily,damningthebridgeofitatthesametimeinloudbuthurriedtones,withtheideaofcoveringanyeccentricitywhichthewifemighthavenoticedinhisactions。"Must’a’gotatoucho’sun,"hemutteredtohimself。

Hesatdown,fumbledwithknife,pipe,andtobacco,andpresentlystoleafurtiveglanceoverhisshoulderathiswife。

Thewashed-outlittlewomanwasstillsewing,butstitchingblindly,forgreattearswererollingdownherworncheeks。

Johnny,white-facedonaccountoftheheat,stoodclosebehindher,onehandonhershoulderandtheotherclenchedonthetable;

buttheclenchedhandshookasbadlyasthelooseone。

"GoodGod!Whatisthematter,Mary?You’resick!"(Theyhadhadlittleornoexperienceofillness。)"Tellme,Mary——comenow!

Hastheboysbeenuptoanything?"

"No,Johnny;it’snotthat。"

"Whatisitthen?You’retakensick!Whathaveyoubeendoingwithyourself?

Itmightbefever。Holdupaminute。YouwaitherequietwhileIroostouttheboysandsend’emforthedoctorandsomeone————"

"No!no!I’mnotsick,John。It’sonlyaturn。I’llbeallrightinaminute。"

Heshiftedhishandtoherhead,whichshedroppedsuddenly,withalife-wearysigh,againsthisside。

"Nowthen!"criedJohnny,wildly,"don’tyoufaintorgointodisterricks,Mary!It’llupsettheboys;thinkoftheboys!

It’sonlytheheat——you’reonlytakin’queer。"

"It’snotthat;yououghttoknowmebetterthanthat。Itwas——I——Johnny,Iwasonlythinking——we’vebeenmarriedtwentyyearsto-night——an’——it’sNewYear’sNight!"

"AndI’veneverthoughtofit!"saidJohnny(intheafterwards)。

"ShowswhataGod-forgottenselectionwillmakeofaman。

She’dthoughtofitallthetime,andwaswaitingforittostrikeme。

Why!I’dagreedtogoandplayatadarnceatOldPipeclaySchool-houseallnight——thatverynight——andleaveherathomebecauseshehadn’taskedtocome;anditneverstruckmetoaskher——athomebyherselfinthathole——fortwenty-fivebob。AndIonlystoppedathomebecauseI’dgotthehump,andknewthey’dwantmebadattheschool。"

Theysatclosetogetheronthelongstoolbythetable,shyandawkwardatfirst;andsheclungtohimatopeningofthunder,andtheystartedapartguiltilywhenthefirstgreatdropssoundedlikefootstepsonthegraveloutside,justasthey’ddoneonenight-timebefore——twentyyearsbefore。

Ifitwasdarkbefore,itwasblacknow。Theedgeoftheawfulstorm-cloudrushedupandundertheoriginaldarknesslikethebest"drop"

black-brushedoverthecheap"lamp"variety,turningitgreybycontrast。

Thedelugelastedonlyaquarterofanhour;butitclearedthenight,anddiditswork。Therewashailbeforeit,too——bigasemueggs,theboyssaid——thatlayfeetdeepintheolddiggers’holesonPipeclayfordaysafterwards——weekssomesaid。

Thetwosweetheartsoftwentyyearsagoandto-nightwatchedtheretreatofthestorm,and,seeingMountBuckaroostandingclear,theywenttothebackdoor,whichopenedoppositetheendoftheshed,andsawtotheeastagloriousarchofsteel-blue,starrysky,withthedistantpeaksshowingclearandblueawaybackunderthefar-awaystarsinthedepthofit。

Theylingeredawhile——armsroundeachother’swaists——

beforeshecalledtheboys,justastheyhaddonethistimeofnighttwentyyearsago,aftertheboys’grandmotherhadcalledher。

"Awlright,mother!"bawledbacktheboys,withunfilialindependenceofAustralianyouth。"We’reawlright!We’llbeindirectly!

Wasn’titapelterer,mother?"

Theywentinandsatdownagain。Theembarrassmentbegantowearoff。

"We’llgetoutofthis,Mary,"saidJohnny。"I’lltakeMason’sofferforthecattleandthings,andtakethatjobofDawson’s,bossornoboss"

——(Johnny’sbadluckwasduetohisinabilityinthepastto"geton"withanybossforanyreasonablelengthoftime)——

"Icangettheboyson,too。They’redoingnogoodhere,andgrowingup。Itain’tdoingjusticetothem;and,what’smore,thislifeiskillin’you,Mary。Thatsettlesit!Iwasblind。

Letthejumpt-upselectiongo!It’smakingawall-eyedbullockofme,Mary——

adry-rottedragofawall-eyedbullocklikeJimmyNowlett’soldStrawberry。

Andyou’llliveintownlikealady。"

"Somebodycoming!"yelledtheboys。

Therewasaclatterofsliprailshurriedlythrowndown,andclippedbyhorses’hoofs。

"Insoidethere!Isthatyou,Johnny?"

"Yes!"("Iknewthey’dcomeforyou,"saidMrs。MearstoJohnny。)

"You’llhavetocome,Johnny。There’snogetoutofit。

Here’sJimMasonwithme,andwe’vegotorderstostunyouandpackyouifyoushowfight。TheblessedfiddlerfromMudgeedidn’tturnup。

DaveReganbursthisconcertina,andthey’reinafix。"

"ButIcan’tleavethemissus。"

"That’sallright。We’vegottheschoolmissus’smareandside-saddle。

Shesaysyououghttobejollywellashamedofyourself,JohnnyMears,fornotbringingyourwifeonNewYear’sNight。Andsoyouought!"

Johnnydidnotlookshame-faced,forreasonsunknowntothem。

"Theboyscouldn’tfindthehorses,"putinMrs。Mears。

"Johnnywasjustgoingdownthegullyagain。"

Hegaveheragratefullook,andfeltastrange,newthrillofadmirationforhiswife。

"And——there’sabottleofthebestputbyforyou,Johnny,"

addedPatMcDurmer,mistakingJohnny’ssilence;"andwe’llcallitthirtybob!"(Johnny’sideaswerecomingslowlyagain,aftertherecentrush。)"Or——twoquid!——thereyouare!"

"Idon’twanttwoquid,noroneeither,fortakingmywifetoadanceonNewYear’sNight!"saidJohnnyMears。"Runandputonyourbestbibandtucker,Mary。"

Andshehurriedtodressaseagerandexcited,andsmilingtoherselfasgirlishlyasshehaddoneonsuchoccasionsoneveningsbeforethebrightNewYear’sNighttwentyyearsago。

——

Forarelatedstory,see"ABushDance",in"JoeWilsonandHisMates"。

——A。L。,1998。

——

BlackJoeTheycalledhimBlackJoe,andmeWhiteJoe,bywayofdistinctionandfortheconvenienceofhisboss(myuncle),andmyaunt,andmother;

so,whenweheardthecryof"Bla-a-ackJoe!"(theadjectivedrawnoutuntilitbecameascreech,afterseveralrepetitions,andthe"Joe"shortandsharp)comingacrosstheflatinawoman’svoice,Joeknewthatthemissuswantedhimatthehouse,togetwoodorwater,ormindthebaby,andhekeptcarefullyoutofsight;hewentatoncewhenunclecalled。Andwhenweheardthecryof"Wh-i-i-teJoe!"whichwedidwithdifficultyandafterseveraltries——thoughBlackJoe’searswereofthekeenest——weknewthatIwasoverdueathome,orabsentwithoutleave,andwasprobablyinforawarming,astheoldfolkcalledit。OnsomeoccasionsIpostponedthewarmingaslongasmystomachheldout,whichwasagoodwhileinfive-corner,native-cherry,oryamseason——butthewarmingwasnonethecoolerforbeingpostponed。

SometimesJoeheardthewrongadjective,orledmetobelievehedid——

andleftmeforawholeafternoonundertheimpressionthattheraceofHamwasindemandatthehomestead,whenImyselfwaswantedthere,andmaternalwrathwasincreasingeverymomentofmyabsence。

ButJoeknewthatmyconsciencewasnotsoelasticashis,and——well,youmustexpectlittlethingslikethisinallfriendships。

BlackJoewassomewherebetweennineandtwelvewhenIfirstmethim,onavisittomyuncle’sstation;Iwassomewhereinthoseyearstoo。

Hewasveryblack,thedarkerforbeingengagedintheinterestingbutuncertainoccupationof"burningoff"inhissparetime——

whichwasn’tparticularlylimited。Hecombinedshepherding,’possumandkangaroohunting,crawfishing,sleeping,andvariousotheroccupationsandengagementswiththatofburningoff。

Iwasverywhite,beingasicklytownboy;but,asItookgreatinterestinburningoff,andwasnotparticularlyfondofcoldwater——itwasinwintertime——thedifferenceinourcomplexionswasnotsomarkedattimes。

BlackJoe’sfather,oldBlackJimmie,livedinagunyahontheriseatthebackofthesheepyards,andshepherdedformyuncle。

Hewasagentle,good-humoured,easy-goingoldfellowwithapleasantsmile;

whichdescriptionapplies,Ithink,tomostoldblackfellowsincivilisation。

Iwasverypartialtotheoldman,andchummywithhim,andusedtoslipawayfromthehomesteadwheneverIcould,andsquatbythecampfirealongwiththeotherpiccaninnies,andthink,andyarnsociallywithBlackJimmiebythehour。

Iwouldgivesomethingtorememberthoseconversationsnow。

Sometimessomebodywouldbesenttobringmehome,whenitgottoolate,andBlackJimmiewouldsay:

"Piccaninniealongapossumrug,"andthereI’dbe,soundasleep,withtheotheryoungAustralians。

IlikedBlackJimmieverymuch,andwouldwillinglyhaveadoptedhimasafather。Ishouldhavebeenquitecontenttospendmydaysinthescrub,enjoyinglifeindarkandsavageways,andmynights"alongapossumrug";

butthefamilyhadotherplansformyfuture。

Itwasacaseoftwoblackfellowsandonegin,whenBlackJimmiewenta-wooing——abouttwelveyearsbeforeImadehisacquaintance——andhefoughtforhisbrideintheblackfashion。Itwasthelastaffairofthatkindinthedistrict。Myuncle’sbrotherprofessedtohavebeenpresentatthefight,andgavemeanallegeddescriptionofit。

Hesaidthattheydrewlots,andBlackJimmieputhishandsonhiskneesandbenthishead,andtheotherblackfellowhithimawhackontheskullwithanullanulla。Thentheyhadanipofrumallround——

BlackJimmiemusthavewantedit,forthenullanullawasknotted,andheavy,andmadeinthemostapprovedfashion。Thentheotherblackfellowbenthishead,andJimmietooktheclubandreturnedthewhackwithinterest。

ThentheotherfellowhitJimmiealick,andtookacloutinreturn。

Thentheyhadanotherdrink,andcontinuedthusuntilJimmie’srivallostallheartandinterestinthebusiness。Butyoucouldn’ttakeeverythingmyuncle’sbrothersaidforgranted。

BlackMarywasaqueenbyright,andhadthereputationofbeingthecleanestgininthedistrict;shewasagreatfavouritewiththesquatters’wivesroundthere。PerhapsshehopedtoreclaimJimmie——hewasroyal,too,butheldeasyviewswithregardtoreligionandtheconventionalitiesofcivilisation。

Maryinsistedonbeingmarriedproperlybyaclergyman,madetheoldmanbuildadecenthut,hadallherchildrenchristened,andkepthimandthemcleanandtidyuptothetimeofherdeath。

PoorQueenMarywasambitious。Shestartedtoeducateherchildren,andwhentheygotbeyondher——thatiswhentheyhadlearnttheirletters——

shewasgratefulforanyassistancefromthegood-naturedbushmenandwomenofheracquaintance。Shehaddecidedtogethereldestboyintothemountedpolice,andhadplansfortherest,andsheworkedhardforthem,too。Jimmieofferednoopposition,andgavehernoassistancebeyondtherationsandmoneyheearnedshepherding——whichwasasmuchascouldbeexpectedofhim。

Hedidasmanyhusbandsdo"forthesakeofpeaceandquietness"——

hedriftedalonginthewakeofhiswife,andtookthingsaseasilyasherschemesofreformationandeducationwouldallowhimto。

QueenMarydiedbeforehertime,respectedbyallwhokneworhadheardofher。Thenearestsquatter’swifesentapairofsheetsforashroud,withinstructionstolayMaryout,andarranged(bybushtelegraph)

todriveovernextmorningwithhersister-in-lawandtwootherwhitewomeninthevicinity,toseeMarydecentlyburied。

ButtheremnantofJimmie’stribeweretherebeforehand。

TheytorethesheetsinstripsandtiedMaryupinabundle,withherchintoherknees——preparingherforburialintheirownfashion——

andmournedallnightinwhitewashandashes。Atleast,theginsdid。

Thewhitewomensawthatitwashopelesstoattempttountieanyoftheinnumerableknotsanddoubleknots,evenifithadbeenpossibletolayMaryoutafterwards;sotheyhadtoletherbeburiedasshewas,withblackandwhiteobsequies。Andwe’vegotnointerestinbelievingthatshedidnot"jumpupwhitewoman"longago。

Myuncleandhisbrothertookthetwoeldestboys。BlackJimmieshiftedawayfromthehutatoncewiththerestofhisfamily——forthe"devil-devil"satdownthere——andMary’snamewasstrictly"tabooed"inaccordancewithaboriginaletiquette。

Jimmiedriftedbacktowardsthegravesofhisfathersincompanywithadecreasingflockofsheepdaybyday(forthehouseofmyunclehadfallenontimesofdroughtanddepression,andfoot-rotandwoolrings,andover-draftsandbankowners),andafewstripsofbark,adyingfire,ablackpipe,somegreasy’possumrugsandblankets,alitterofkangarootails,etc。,fourneglectedpiccaninnies,halfascoreofmangymongrels,and,haply,a"lillydrapo’rum",bynight。

ThefourlittleAustraliansgrewdirtierandmoreshyandsavage,andateunderdonekangarooand’possumandnativebear,withanoccasionaltreatofoakgrubsandgoannabypreference——

anddiedout,onebyone,asblacksdowhenbroughtwithintheeverwideningcircleofcivilisation。Jimmiemovedpromptlyaftereachdeath,andlefttheeviloneinpossession,andbuiltanothermia-mia——eachonebeinglesspretentiousthanthelast。

Finallyhewasleft,thelastofhistribe,tomournhislotinsolitude。

Butthedevil-devilcameandsatdownbyKingJimmie’ssideonenight,sohe,too,movedoutacrosstheOldManborder,andthemia-miarottedintothegroundandthegrassgrewthere……

IadmiredJoe;Ithoughthimwiserandclevererthananywhiteboyintheworld。Hecouldsmellout’possumsunerringly,andIfirmlybelievedhecouldseeyardsthroughthemuddiestofdamwater;

foronce,whenIdroppedmyboatin,andwasnotsureofthespot,hefisheditoutfirsttry。Withcottonreelsandbitsofstickandbarkhewouldmakethemodelofastationhomestead,slaughter-yards,sheep-yards,andallcomplete,workinginideasandimprovementsofhisownwhichmighthavebeenputintopracticewithadvantage。

Hewasamostoriginalandinterestingliaruponallsubjectsuponwhichhewasignorantandwhichcameupincidentally。

HegavemeaveryinterestingaccountofaninterviewbetweenhisfatherandQueenVictoria,andmentionedcasuallythathisfatherhadwalkedacrosstheThameswithoutgettingwet。

Healsotoldmehowhe,Joe,hadtiedamountedtroopertoaverandahpostandthrashedhimwithpinesaplingsuntilthetimbergaveoutandhewastired。IquestionedJimmie,buttheincidentsseemedtohaveescapedtheoldking’smemory。

Joecouldbuildbiggerwoodheapswithlesswoodthananyblackorwhitetramporloaferroundthere。Hewasabornarchitect。

Hetookaworldofpainswithhiswood-heaps——hebuiltthemhollow,intheshapeofabreak-wind,withtheconvexsidetowardsthehouseforthebenefitofhisemployers。Joewaseasy-going;hehadinheritedaloveofpeaceandquietnessfromhisfather。Unclegenerallycamehomeafterdark,andJoewouldhavelittlefireslitatsafedistancesallroundthehouse,inordertoconveyanimpressionthattheburningoffwasproceedingsatisfactorily。

Whenthewarmweathercame,JoeandIgotintotroublewithanoldhagforbathinginawaterholeinthecreekinfrontofhershanty,andsheimpoundedportionsofourwardrobe。Weshouldn’thavelostmuchifshehadtakenitall;butoursenseofinjurywasdeep,especiallyassheusedverybadgrammartowardsus。

Joeaddressedherfromthesafesideofthewater。Hesaid,"Lookhere!

Oldleather-face,sugar-eye,plar-bagmarmy,Icallityou。"

"Plar-bagmarmy"meant"MotherFlour-bag",andrationsugarwasdecidedlymuddyinappearance。

Shecameroundthewaterholewithaclothesprop,andmadegoodtime,too;

butwegotacrossandawaywithourclothes。

Thatlittleincidentmighthavechangedthewholecourseofmyexistence。

Plar-bagMarmymadeaformalcomplainttouncle,whohappenedtopassthereonhorsebackaboutanhourlater;andthesameeveningJoe’slatestandmostcarefullyplannedwoodheapcollapsedwhileauntwaspullingastickoutofitinthedark,anditgaveherabadscare,theresultsofwhichmighthavebeenserious。

Sounclegaveusathrashing,withouttheslightestregardforracialdistinctions,andsentustobedwithoutoursuppers。

WesoughtJimmie’scamp,butJoegotneithersympathynordamperfromhisfather,andIwassenthomewithafatherlylecture"forgoingalongathatfella,"meaningJoe。

JoeandIdiscussedexistenceatawaterholedownthecreeknextafternoon,overabillyofcrawfishwhichwehadboiledandapieceofgrittydamper,anddecidedtoretirebeyondthesettleddistricts——somefivehundredmilesorso——toaplacethatJoesaidheknewof,wheretherewerelagoonsandbillabongstenmileswide,alivewithducksandfish,andblackcockatoosandkangaroosandwombats,thatonlywaitedtobeknockedoverwithastick。

IthoughtImightaswellstartandbeablackfellowatonce,sowegotarustypanwithoutahandle,andcookedaboutapintoffatyellowoak-grubs;

andIwasabouttofalltowhenwewerediscovered,andthefullweightofcombinedfamilyinfluencewasbroughttobearonthesituation。

Wehadbrokenanewpairofshearsdiggingoutthosegrubsfromunderthebarkoftheshe-oaks,andhadeachtakenabladeashisownespecialproperty,whichwethoughtwasthebestthingtodounderthecircumstances。Unclewantedthoseshearsbadly,sohereceiveduswiththebuggywhip——andhedidn’tdrawthecolourlineeither。

AllthatnightandnextdayIwishedhehad。Iwassenthome,andJoewentdrovingwithunclesoonafterthat,elseImighthavelivedalifeoffreedomandcontentanddiedoutpeacefullywiththelastofmyadoptedtribe。

Joediedofconsumptiononthetrack。Whenhewasdyinguncleasked:

"Isthereanythingyouwouldlike?"

AndJoesaid:"I’dlikealillydrapo’rum,boss。"

Whichwerehislastwords,forhedranktherumanddiedpeacefully。

Iwasthefirsttohearthenewsathome,and,beingstillayoungster,Irantothehouse,crying"Oh,mother!aunt’sJoeisdead!"

Therewerevisitorsatourplaceatthetime,and,astheeldestchildofthematernalauntinquestionhadalsobeenchristenedJoe——afteragrandfatherofourtribe(mytribe,notBlackJoe’s)——

thenewscausedasuddenandunpleasantsensation。Butcross-examinationexplainedthemistake,andIretiredtotherearofthepig-sty,aswasmycustomwhenthingswentwrong,withanothercauseforgrief。

TheyWaitontheWharfinBlack"Seemstomethathonest,hard-workingmenseemtoaccumulatetheheaviestswagsoftroubleinthisworld。"——Steelman。

ToldbyMitchell’sMate。

WewerecomingbackfromWestAustralia,steerage——Mitchell,theOracle,andI。Ihadgoneoversaloon,withafewpoundsinmypocket。

Mitchellsaidthiswasagreatmistake——IshouldhavegoneoversteeragewithnothingbuttheclothesIstooduprightin,andcomebacksaloonwithapile。Hesaiditwasaverycommonmistakethatmenmade,but,asfarashisexperiencewent,therealwaysseemedtobeadeep-rootedpopularprejudiceinfavourofgoingawayfromhomewithafewpoundsinone’spocketandcomingbackstumped;

atleastamongstroversandvagabondslikeourselves——itwasn’tsogenerallypopularoradmiredathome,orintheplaceswecamebackto,asitwasintheplaceswewentto。Anywayitwent,therewasn’ttheslightestdoubtthatournearestanddearestfriendswere,asarule,infavourofourtakingawayaslittleaswecouldpossiblymanagewith,andcomingbackwithapile,whetherwecamebacksaloonornot;

andthatoughttosettlethematterasfarasanychapthathadtheslightestconsiderationforhisfriendsorfamilywasconcerned。

Therewasagooddealofmisery,underneath,cominghomeinthatsteerage。

OnemanhadhadhishandcrushedandamputatedoutCoolgardieway,andthestumphadmortified,andhewasbeingsenttoMelbournebyhismates。

Somehadlosttheirmoney,someacoupleofyearsoftheirlife,sometheirsouls;butnoneseemedtohavelostthehearttocallupthequietgrinthatsouthernrovers,vagabonds,travellersfor"graft"orfortune,andprofessionalwandererswearinfrontofitall。Exceptoneman——anelderlyeasterndigger——

hehadlosthiswifeinSydneywhilehewasaway。

TheysenthimawiretotheBoulderSoak,orsomewhereoutbackofWhiteFeather,tosaythathiswifewasseriouslyill;

butthewirewentwrong,somehow,afterthemanneroftelegramsnotconnectedwithmining,onthelinesof"theWestern"。Theysenthimawiretosaythathiswifewasdead,andthatreachedhimallright——

onlyaweeklate。

Icanimagineit。Hegotthemessageatdinner-time,orwhentheycamebacktothecamp。Hismatewantedhimtositintheshade,orlieinthetent,whilehegotthebillyboiled。

"Youmustbraceupandpullyourselftogether,Tom,forthesakeoftheyoungsters。"AndTomforlongintervalsgoeswalkingupanddown,upanddown,bythecamp——underthebrassyskyorthegloaming——

underthebrilliantstar-clustersthathangoverthedesertplain,butneverraisinghiseyestothem;kickingatuftofgrassoraholeinthesandnowandthen,andseemingtowatchtheprogressofthetrackheistrampingout。Thewifeoftwentyyearswaswithhim——thoughtwothousandmilesaway——tillthatmessagecame。

IcanimagineTomesittingwithhismatesroundthebilly,theytalkinginquiet,subduedtonesaboutthetrack,thedepartureofcoaches,trainsandboats——arrangingforTom’sjourneyEast,andtheworkingoftheclaiminhisabsence。

OrTomlyingonhisbackinhisbunk,withhishandsunderhisheadandhiseyesfixedonthecalicoabove——thinking,thinking,thinking。

Thinking,withatouchofhisboyhood’sfaithperhaps;

orwonderingwhathehaddoneinhislong,hard-workingmarriedlife,thatGodshoulddothisthingtohimnow,ofalltimes。

"You’dbesttakewhatmoneywehaveinthecamp,Tom;

you’llwantitallag’in’thetimeyougetbackfromSydney,andwecanfixituparterwards……There’sacoupleo’cleanshirtso’mine——you’dbesttake’em——you’llwant’emonthevoyage……

Youmightaswelltakethemtherenewpantso’mine,they’llonlydry-rotouthere——andthecoat,too,ifyoulike——it’stoosmallforme,anyway。

Youwon’thaveanytimeinPerth,andyou’llwantsomedecenttogstolandwithinSydney。"……

"Iwouldn’t’a’caredsomuchifI’d’a’seenthelastofher,"hesaid,inaquiet,patientvoice,tousonenightbytherail。"Iwould’a’likedtohaveseenthelastofher。"

"HaveyoubeenlongintheWest?"

"Overtwoyears。ImadeuptotakearunacrosslastChristmas,andhavealookat’em。ButIcouldn’tverywellgetawaywhen`exemption-time’came。Ididn’tliketoleavetheclaim。"

"Doanygoodoverthere?"

"Well,thingsbrightenedupabitthelastmonthortwo。

Ihadahardpullatfirst;landedwithoutapenny,andhadtosendbackeveryshillingIcouldrakeuptogetthingsstraightenedupabitathome。

Thentheeldestboyfellill,andthenthebaby。I’dreckonedonbringing’emovertoPerthorCoolgardiewhenthecoolweathercame,andhavingthemsomewheresnearme,whereIcouldgoandhavealookat’emnowandthen,andlookafterthem。"

"GoingbacktotheWestagain?"

"Oh,yes。Imustgoforthesakeoftheyoungsters。ButIdon’tseemtohavemuchheartinit。"Hesmokedawhile。"Overtwentyyearswestruggledalongtogether——themissusandme——anditseemshardthatIcouldn’tseethelastofher。It’sroughonaman。"

"Theworldisdamnedroughonamansometimes,"saidMitchell,"mostespeciallywhenheleastdeservesit。"

Thediggercrossedhisarmsontheraillikeanold"cocky"atthefenceinthecooloftheevening,yarningwithanoldcrony。

"Mor’ntwentyyearsshestucktomeandstruggledalongbymyside。

Shenevergivein。I’llswearshewasonherfeettillthelast,withhersleevestuckedup——bustlin’round……AndjustwhenthingswasbrighteningandIsawachanceofgivingherabitofarestandcomfortfortheendofherlife……

Ithoughtofitallonlyt’otherweekwhenthingswasclearingupahead;

andthelast`order’IsentoverIsettoworkandwroteheralongletter,puttingallthegoodnewsandencouragementIcouldthinkofintoit。

Ithoughthowthatletterwouldbrightenupthingsathome,andhowshe’dreaditround。Ithoughtoflotsofthingsthatamannevergetstimetothinkofwhilehisnoseiskepttothegrindstone。

Andshewasdeadandinhergrave,andIneverknowedit。"

Mitchelldughiselbowintomyribsandmadesignsforthematchestolighthispipe。

"An’yerneverknowed,"reflectedtheOracle。

"ButIalwayshadanideawhentherewastroubleathome,"

thediggerwentonpresently,inhisquiet,patienttone。

"Ialwaysknowed;Ialwayshadakindoffeelingthatway——Ifeltit——

nomatterhowfarIwasaway。WhentheyoungsterswassickIknowedit,andIexpectedtheletterthatcome。AboutafortnightagoIhadafeelingthatwaywhenthewifewasill。TheverystarsoutthereonthedesertbytheBoulderSoakseemedtosay:

`There’stroubleathome。Gohome。There’stroubleathome。’

ButIneverdreamedwhatthattroublewas。OnenightIdidmakeupmymindtostartinthemorning,butwhenthemorningcameIhadn’tanexcuse,andwasashamedtotellmymatesthetruth。TheymighthavethoughtIwasgoingratty,likeagoodmanygooutthere。"Thenhebrokeoffwithasortoflaugh,asifitjuststruckhimthatwemightthinkhewasabitoffhishead,orthathistalkwasgettinguncomfortableforus。

"Curious,ain’tit?"hesaid。

"RemindsmeofacaseIknowed,————"commencedtheOracle,afterapause。

Icouldhavepitchedhimoverboard;butthatwasamistake。

Heandtheolddiggersatonthefor’ardhatchhalfthenightyarning,mostlyaboutqueerstarts,andrumgo’s,andcuriouscasestheOraclehadknowed,andIthinktheOracledidhimalotofgoodsomehow,forheseemedmorecheerfulinthemorning。

Wewereovercrowdedinthesteerage,butMitchellmanagedtogiveuphisberthtotheolddiggerwithoutlettinghimknowit。

Mostofthechapsseemedanxioustomakeaplaceatthefirsttableandpassthefirsthelpingsofthedishestothe"oldcovethathadlosthismissus。"

TheyallseemedtoforgethimasweenteredtheHeads;theyhadtheirowntroublestoattendto。Theywereintheshadowoftheshameofcomingbackhardup,andthegrinsbegantogrowfaintandsickly。

ButIdidn’tforgethim。IwishsometimesthatIdidn’ttakesomuchnoticeofthings。

Therewasnomistakingthem——thelittlegroupthatstoodapartneartheendofthewharf,dressedincheapblack。Therewastheeldestsinglesister——thin,pale,andhaggard-looking——

thathadhadallthehardworryinthefamilytillhertemperwasspoilt,asyoucouldseebythepeevish,irritablelinesinherface。

Shehadtobethemotherofthemallnow,andhadneverknown,perhaps,whatitwastobeagirlorasweetheart。Shegaveahard,mechanicalsortofsmilewhenshesawherfather,andthenstoodlookingattheboatinavacant,hopelesssortofway。Therewasthebaby,thathesawnowforthefirsttime,crowingandjumpingatthesightoftheboatcomingin;therewastheeldestboy,lookingawkwardandoutofplaceinhisnewslop-suitofblack,shiftingrounduneasily,andlookinganywherebutathisfather。

Butthelittlegirlwastheworst,andaprettylittlegirlshewas,too;

shenevertookherstreamingeyesoffherfather’sfacethewholetime。

Youcouldseethatherlittleheartwasbursting,andwithpityforhim。

Theyweretoofaraparttospeaktoeachotherasyet。Theboatseemedacruellonglongtimeswingingalongside——Iwishedthey’dhurryup。

He’dbroughthistrapsupearly,andlaid’emonthedeckundertherail;

hestoodveryquietwithhishandsbehindhim,lookingathischildren。

Hehadastrong,square,workman’sface,butIcouldseehischinandmouthquiveringunderthestubbly,iron-greybeard,andthelumpworkinginhisthroat;andonestronghandgrippedtheotherverytightbehind,buthiseyelidsneverquivered——

onlyhiseyesseemedtogrowmoreandmoresadandlonesome。

Thesearethesortoflong,cruelmomentswhenamansitsorstandsverytightandquietandcalm-looking,withhiswholepastlifegoingwhirlingthroughhisbrain,yearafteryear,andoverandoveragain。

Justasthediggerseemedabouttospeaktothemhemetthebrimmingeyesofhislittlegirlturneduptohisface。

Helookedatherforamoment,andthenturnedsuddenlyandwentbelowasifpretendingtogodownforhisthings。InoticedthatMitchell——whohadn’tseemedtobenoticinganythinginparticular——

followedhimdown。Whentheycameondeckagainwewererightalongside。

"’Ello,Nell!"saidthediggertotheeldestdaughter。

"’Ello,father!"shesaid,withasortofgasp,buttryingtosmile。

"’Ello,Jack,howareyougettingon?"

"Allright,father,"saidtheboy,brighteningup,andseeminggreatlyrelieved。

HelookeddownatthelittlegirlwithasmilethatIcan’tdescribe,butdidn’tspeaktoher。Shestillstoodwithquiveringchinandmouthandgreatbrimmingeyesupturned,fullofsuchpityasIneversawbeforeinachild-face——pityforhim。

"Youcangetashorenow,"saidMitchell;"see,they’vegotthegangwayoutaft。"

PresentlyIsawMitchellwiththeportmanteauinhishand,andthebabyonhisarm,steeringthemawaytoaquietcorneroftheshedatthetopofthewharf。Thediggerhadthelittlegirlinhisarms,andbothherswereroundhisneck,andherfacehiddenonhisshoulder。

WhenMitchellcameback,heleantontherailforawhilebymyside,asifitwasaboundaryfenceoutback,andtherewasnohurrytobreakupcampandmakeastart。

"Whatdidyoufollowhimbelowthattimefor,Mitchell?"Iaskedpresently,forwantofsomethingbettertosay。

Mitchelllookedatmeoutofthecornersofhiseyes。

"Iwantedtoscoreadrink!"hesaid。"Ithoughthewantedoneandwouldn’tliketobeaJimmyWoodser。"

SeeingtheLastofYou"Whenyou’regoingawaybyboat,"saidMitchell,"yououghttosaygood-byetothewomenathome,andtothechapsatthelastpub。

Ihatewaitingonthewharforupondeckwhentheboat’sbehindtime。

There’snosenseinit,andalotofunnecessarymisery。

Yourfriendswaitonthewharfandyouarekeptattherailtothebitterend,justwhentheyandyoumostwantaspell。Andwhy?Someofthemhangoutbecausetheyloveyou,andwanttoseethelastofyou;somebecausetheydon’tlikeyoutoseethemgoingawaywithoutseeingthelastofyou;

andyouhangoutmostlybecauseitwouldhurt’emifyouwentbelowanddidn’tgivethemachanceofseeingthelastofyouallthetime——

andyoucursetheboatandwishtoGoditwouldstart。

Andthosewholoveyoumost——thewomen-folkofthefamily——

andwhoaremakingallthefussandbreakingtheirheartsabouthavingtoseethelastofyou,andleastwanttodoit——

theyhangoutthelongest,andarethemostdeterminedtoseeit。

Where’sthesenseinit?What’sthegoodofseeingthelastofyou?

Howdowomenmanagetogetconsolationoutofathinglikethat?

"Butwomengetconsolationoutofqueerthingssometimes,"

headdedreflectively,"andsodomen。

"IrememberwhenIwasknockingaboutthecoasts,anoldauntofminealwayspersistedincomingdowntoseethelastofme,andbringingthewholefamilytoo——nomatterifIwasonlygoingawayforamonth。Iwasherfavourite。Ialwaysturnedupagaininafewmonths;

butifI’dcomebackeverynextboatitwouldn’thavemadetheslightestdifferencetoher。She’dsaythatImightn’tcomebacksomeday,andthenshe’dneverforgiveherselfnorthefamilyfornotseeingmeoff。Isupposeshe’llseetheendofmeyetifsheliveslongenough——andshe’sawiryoldladyoftheoldschool。

Shewasold-fashionedanddressedlikeafright,theysaidathome。

Theyhatedbeingseeninpublicwithher;totellthetruth,Ifeltabitashamed,too,attimes。Iwouldn’tbe,now。

WhenI’dgetheroffontothewharfI’dbeovercomewithmyfeelings,andhavetoretiretotheprivacyofthebartohidemyemotionstilltheboatwasgoing。Andshe’dstandontheendofthepierandwaveherhandkerchiefandmopheroldeyeswithituntilshewasremovedbyforce。

"Godblessheroldheart!Therewasn’tsomuchaffectionwastedonmeathomethatIfeltcrowdedbyhers;andIneverlostanythingbyherseeingthelastofme。

"IdowishtheOraclewouldstopthatconfoundedfiddleofhis——

itmakesyouthinkoverdamnedoldthings。"

TwoBoysatGrinderBrothers’

Fiveorsixhalf-grownlarrikinssatonthecementedsillofthebigwindowofGrinderBros。’RailwayCoachFactorywaitingfortheworkbell,andoneofthenumberwasBillAnderson——knownas"CarstorHoil"——

ayoungterroroffourteenorfifteen。

"HerecomesBalmyArvie,"exclaimedBillasapale,timid-lookinglittlefellowroundedthecornerandstoodagainstthewallbythedoor。"How’syourparents,Balmy?"

Theboymadenoanswer;heshrankclosertotheentrance。

Thefirstbellwent。

"Whatyergotfordinner,Balmy?Bread’n’treacle?"askedtheyoungruffian;

thenfortheedificationofhischumshesnatchedtheboy’sdinnerbagandemptieditscontentsonthepavement。

Thedooropened。Arviegathereduphislunch,tookhistime-ticket,andhurriedin。

"Well,Balmy,"saidoneofthesmithsashepassed,"whatdoyouthinkoftheboatrace?"

"Ithink,"saidtheboy,goadedtoreply,"thatitwouldbebetterifyoungfellowsofthiscountrydidn’tthinksomuchaboutracin’an’fightin’。"

Thequestionerstaredblanklyforamoment,thenlaughedsuddenlyintheboy’sface,andturnedaway。Therestgrinned。

"Arvie’sgettingbalmierthanever,"guffawedyoungBill。

"Here,CarstorHoil,"criedoneofthesmiths’strikers,"howmuchoilwillyoutakeforachewofterbaccer?"

"Teaspoonful?"

"No,two。"

"Allright;let’sseethechew,first。"

"Oh,you’llgetit。Whatyerfrighten’of?……Comeon,chaps,’n’seeBilldrinkoil。"

Billmeasuredoutsomemachineoilanddrankit。Hegotthetobacco,andtheothersgotwhattheycalled"thefunofseein’Billdrinkoil!"

Thesecondbellrang,andBillwentuptotheotherendoftheshop,whereArviewasalreadyatworksweepingshavingsfromunderabench。

Theyoungterrorseatedhimselfontheendofthisbench,drummedhisheelsagainsttheleg,andwhistled。Hewasinnohurry,forhisforemanhadnotyetarrived。HeamusedhimselfbylazilytossingchipsatArvie,whomadenoprotestforawhile。

"Itwouldbe——better——forthiscountry,"saidtheyoungterror,reflectivelyandabstractedly,cockinghiseyeatthewhitewashedroofbeamsandfeelingbehindhimonthebenchforaheavierchip——

"itwouldbebetter——forthiscountry——ifyoungfellersdidn’tthinksomuchabout——about——racin’——ANDfightin’。"

"Youletmealone,"saidArvie。

"Why,what’llyoudo?"exclaimedBill,bringinghiseyedownwithfeignedsurprise。Then,inanindignanttone,"Idon’tmindtakin’afalloutofyer,now,ifyerlike。"

Arviewentonwithhiswork。Billtossedallthechipswithinreach,andthensatcarelesslywatchingsomemenatwork,andwhistlingthe"DeadMarch"。Presentlyheasked:

"What’syername,Balmy?"

Noanswer。

"Carn’tyeransweracivilquestion?I’dsoonknockthesulksoutofyerifIwasyerfather。"

"Myname’sArvie;youknowthat。"

"Arviewhat?"

"ArvieAspinall。"

Billcockedhiseyeattheroofandthoughtawhileandwhistled;

thenhesaidsuddenly:

"Say,Balmy,whered’yerlive?"

"Jones’Alley。"

"What?"

"Jones’Alley。"

Ashort,lowwhistlefromBill。"Whathouse?"

"NumberEight。"

"Garn!Whatyergiv’nus?"

"I’mtellingthetruth。What’stherefunnyaboutit?WhatdoIwanttotellyoualiefor?"

"Why,welivedthereonce,Balmy。Oldfolkslivin’?"

"Motheris;father’sdead。"

Billscratchedthebackofhishead,protrudedhisunderlip,andreflected。

"Isay,Arvie,whatdidyerfatherdieof?"

"Heartdisease。Hedroppeddowndeadathiswork。"

Long,low,intensewhistlefromBill。Hewrinkledhisforeheadandstaredupatthebeamsasifheexpectedtoseesomethingunusualthere。

Afterawhilehesaid,veryimpressively:"Sodidmine。"

Thecoincidencehadn’tdonestrikinghimyet;hewrestledwithitfornearlyaminutelonger。Thenhesaid:

"Isupposeyermothergoesoutwashin’?"

"Yes。"

"’N’cleansoffices?"

"Yes。"

"Sodoesmine。Anybrothers’n’sisters?"

"Two——onebrother’n’onesister。"

Billlookedrelieved——forsomereason。

"Igotnine,"hesaid。"Yoursyounger’nyou?"

"Yes。"

"Lotofbotherwiththelandlord?"

"Yes,agoodlot。"

"Hadanybailiffsinyet?"

"Yes,two。"

Theycomparednotesawhilelonger,andtailedoffintoasilencewhichlastedthreeminutesandgrewawkwardtowardstheend。

Billfidgetedaboutonthebench,reachedroundforachip,butrecollectedhimself。Thenhecockedhiseyeattheroofoncemoreandwhistled,twirlingashavingroundhisfingersthewhile。

Atlasthetoretheshavingintwo,jerkeditimpatientlyfromhim,andsaidabruptly:

"Lookhere,Arvie!I’msorryIknockedoveryerbarreryesterday。"

"Thankyou。"

ThisknockedBilloutthefirstround。Herubbedrounduneasilyonthebench,fidgetedwiththevise,drummedhisfingers,whistled,andfinallythrusthishandsinhispocketsanddroppedonhisfeet。

"Lookhere,Arvie!"hesaidinlow,hurriedtones。"Keepclosetomegoin’outto-night,’n’ifanyoftheotherchapstouchesyerorsaysanythingtoyerI’llhit’em!"

Thenheswunghimselfroundthecornerofacarriage"body"andwasgone……

Arviewaslateoutoftheshopthatevening。Hisbosswasasub-contractorforthecoach-painting,andalwaystriedtofindtwentyminutes’workforhisboysjustaboutfiveortenminutesbeforethebellrang。

Heemployedboysbecausetheywerecheapandhehadalotofroughwork,andtheycouldgetunderfloorsand"bogies"withtheirpotsandbrushes,anddoallthe"priming"andpaintthetrucks。HisnamewasCollins,andtheboyswerecalled"Collins’Babies"。Itwasajokeintheshopthathehada"weaning"contract。Theboyswereall"overfourteen",ofcourse,becauseoftheEducationAct。Somewerenineorten——wagesfromfiveshillingstotenshillings。Itdidn’tmattertoGrinderBrotherssolongasthecontractswerecompletedandthedividendspaid。

CollinspreachedintheparkeverySunday。Butthishasnothingtodowiththestory。

WhenArviecameoutitwasbeginningtorainandthehandshadallgoneexceptBill,whostoodwithhisbacktoaverandah-post,spittingwithveryfairsuccessattheraggedtoeofoneboot。Helookedup,noddedcarelesslyatArvie,andthenmadeadiveforapassinglorry,ontheendofwhichhedisappearedroundthenextcorner,unsuspectedbythedriver,whosatinfrontwithhispipeinhismouthandabagoverhisshoulders。

Arviestartedhomewithhisheartandmindprettyfull,andastronger,strangeraversiontoevergoingbacktotheshopagain。Thisnew,unexpected,andunsought-forfriendshipembarrassedthepoorlonelychild。

Itwasn’twelcome。

Butheneverwentback。Hegotwetgoinghome,andthatnighthewasadyingchild。Hehadbeenillallthetime,andCollinswasone"baby"shortnextday。

TheSelector’sDaughterI。

SherodeslowlydownthesteepsidingfromthemainroadtoatrackinthebedoftheLongGully,theoldgreyhorsepickinghiswayzig-zagfashion。Shewasaboutseventeen,slightinfigure,andhadaprettyfreckledfacewithapatheticallydroopingmouth,andbigsadbrowneyes。Sheworeafadedprintdress,withanoldblackridingskirtdrawnoverit,andherheadwashiddeninoneofthoseugly,old-fashionedwhitehoods,which,seenfromtherear,alwayssuggestanoldwoman。Shecarriedseveralparcelsofgroceriesstrappedtothefrontofthedilapidatedside-saddle。

Thetrackskirtedachainofrockywaterholesatthefootofthegully,andthegirlglancednervouslyattheseghastly,evil-lookingpoolsasshepassedthemby。Thesunhadset,asfarasLongGullywasconcerned。

Theoldhorsecarefullyfollowedaroughbridletrack,whichranupthegullynowononesideofthewatercourseandnowontheother;

thegullygrewdeeperanddarker,anditssullen,scrub-coveredsidesrosemoresteeplyasheprogressed。

Thegirlglancedroundfrequently,asthoughafraidofsomeonefollowingher。

Onceshedrewrein,andlistenedtosomebushsound。

"Kangaroos,"shemurmured;itwasonlykangaroos。Shecrossedadimmedlittleclearingwhereafarmhadbeen,andenteredathickscrubofboxandstringy-barksaplings。Suddenlywithaheavythud,thud,an"oldman"kangarooleaptthepathinfront,startlingthegirlfearfully,andwentupthesidingtowardsthepeak。

"Oh,myGod!"shegasped,withherhandonherheart。

Shewasverynervousthisevening;herheartwashurtnow,andsheheldherhandclosetoit,whiletearsstartedfromhereyesandglistenedinthelightofthemoon,whichwasrisingoverthegapahead。

"Oh,ifIcouldonlygoawayfromthebush!"shemoaned。

Theoldhorseploddedon,andnowandthenshookhishead——sadly,itseemed——asifheknewhertroublesandwassorry。

Shepassedanotherclearing,andpresentlycametoasmallhomesteadinastringy-barkhollowbelowagreatgapintheridges——"Deadman’sGap"。

Theplacewascalled"Deadman’sHollow",andlookedlikeit。

The"house"——alow,two-roomedaffair,withskillions——

wasbuiltofhalf-roundslabsandstringy-bark,andwasnearlyallroof;

thebark,beingdarkenedfromrecentrain,gaveitadrearierappearancethanusual。

Abig,coarse-lookingyouthofabouttwentywasnailingagreenkangarooskintotheslabs;hewasoutoftemperbecausehehadbruisedhisthumb。

Thegirlunstrappedtheparcelsandcarriedthemin;

asshepassedherbrother,shesaid:

"Takethesaddleoffforme,willyou,Jack?"

"Oh,carntyertakeitoffyerself?"hesnarled;"carntyerseeI’mbusy?"

Shetookoffthesaddleandbridle,andcarriedthemintoashed,whereshehungthemonabeam。Thepatientoldhackshookhimselfwithanenergythatseemedill-advised,consideringhisageandcondition,andwentofftowardsthe"dam"。

Anoldwomansatinthemainroombesideafireplacewhichtookupalmosttheentireendofthehouse。Aplank-table,supportedonstakesdrivenintotheground,stoodinthemiddleoftheroom,andtwoslabbencheswerefixturesoneachside。Thefloorwasclay。

Allwascleanandpoverty-stricken;allthatcouldbewhitewashedwaswhite,andeverythingthatcouldbewashedwasscrubbed。Theslabshelveswerecoveredwithcleannewspapers,onwhichbrighttins,andpannikins,andfragmentsofcrockeryweresettothegreatestadvantage。Thewalls,however,weredisfiguredbyChristmassupplementsofillustratedjournals。

Thegirlcameinandsatdownwearilyonastooloppositetotheoldwoman。

"Areyouanybetter,mother?"sheasked。

"Verylittle,Mary,verylittle。Haveyouseenyourfather?"

"No。"

"Iwonderwhereheis?"

"Youmightwonder。What’stheuseofworryingaboutit,mother?"

"Isupposehe’sdrinkingagain。"

"Mostlikely。Worryingyourselftodeathwon’thelpit!"

Theoldwomansatandmoanedabouthertroubles,asoldwomendo。

Shehadplentytomoanabout。

"IwonderwhereyourbrotherTomis?Wehaven’theardfromhimforayearnow。Hemustbeintroubleagain;somethingtellsmehemustbeintroubleagain。"

Maryswungherhoodoffintoherlap。

"Whydoyouworryaboutit,mother?What’stheuse?"

"IonlywishIknew。IonlywishIknew!"

"Whatgoodwouldthatdo?YouknowTomwentdrovingwithFredDunn,andFredwilllookafterhim;and,besides,Tom’soldernowandgotmoresense。"

"Oh,youdon’tcare——youdon’tcare!Youdon’tfeelit,butI’mhismother,and————"

"Oh,forGod’ssake,don’tstartthatagain,mother;ithurtsmemorethanyouthink。I’mhissister;I’vesufferedenough,Godknows!

Don’tmakemattersworsethantheyare!"

"Herecomesfather!"shoutedoneofthechildrenoutside,"’n’he’sbringinghomeasteer。"

Theoldwomansatstill,andclaspedherhandsnervously。

Marytriedtolookcheerful,andmovedthesaucepanonthefire。

Abig,dark-beardedman,mountedonasmallhorse,wasseeninthetwilightdrivingasteertowardsthecow-yard。Aboyrantoletdowntheslip-rails。

PresentlyMaryandhermotherheardtheclatterofrailsletdownandputupagain,andaminutelateraheavysteplikethetreadofahorsewasheardoutside。Theselectorlumberedin,threwhishatinacorner,andsatdownbythetable。

Hiswiferoseandbustledroundwithsimulatedcheerfulness。

PresentlyMaryhazarded——

"Wherehaveyoubeen,father?"

"Somewheers。"

Therewasawretchedsilence,lastinguntiltheoldwomantookcouragetosaytimidly:

"Soyou’vebroughtasteer,Wylie?"

"Yes!"hesnapped;thetoneseemeddefiant。

Theoldwoman’shandstrembled,sothatshedroppedacup。

Maryturnedashadepaler。

"Here,gitmesometea。GitmesomeTEA!"shoutedMr。Wylie。

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