Thesugar-bag,theonion-basket,thepotato-bagandthetea-chestbeganto"godown"alarmingly,andanoccasionalpoundofcandles,apigeon,amutton-bird(pluckedandreadyforSunday’scooking),andotherlittletrifleswent,also。Augustcouldn’tunderstandit,andtheteacherbelievedher,forfalsehoodanddeceitareforeigntothesimplenaturesofthemodernMaoris。Therewerenocats;
butnoscoreofordinarycatscouldhavegivencolourtothecattheory,haditbeenraisedinthiscase。ThebreathofAugustadvertisedonionsmorethanonce,butnohumanstomachcouldhaveaccountedforthequantity。
Shesurelycouldnothaveeatentheotherthingsraw——andshehadnoopportunitiesforprivatecooking,asfarastheteacherandhiswifecouldsee。TheotherMaoriswereoutofthequestion;
theywereallstrictlyhonest。
Theftsandannoyancesoftheabovedescriptionwerecreditedtothe"swaggies"
whoinfestedtheroads,andhadaverybadnamedownthatway;
sotheteacherloadedhisgun,andtoldAugusttorousehimatonce,ifsheheardasoundinthenight。Shesaidshewould;
butaheavy-weight"swaggie"couldhavecomeinandsatonherandhadasmokewithoutwakingher。
Shecouldn’tbetrustedtogoamessage。She’dtakefromthreetosixhours,andcomebackwithanexcusethatsoundedgenuinefromitsverysimplicity。
Anothersisterofherslayillinanisolatedhut,aloneanduncaredfor,exceptbytheteacher’swife,andoccasionallybyapoorpaoutcastwhohadnegrobloodinherveins,andaloveforawhiteloafer。
Godhelpher!Allofwhichsoundsstrange,consideringthatMaorisareverykindtoeachother。TheschoolmistresssentAugustonenighttostaywiththesickMaoriwomanandhelpherasshecould,andgaveherstrictinstructionstocometothecottagefirstthinginthemorning,andtellherhowthesickwomanwas。
Augustturnedupatlunch-timenextday。Theteachergaveherherfirstlecture,andsaidplainlythathewasn’ttobetakenforafool;
thenhesteppedasidetogetcool,and,whenhereturned,thegirlwassobbingasifherheartwouldbreak,andthewifecomfortingher。
Shehadbeenupallnight,poorgirl,andwasthoroughlywornout。
Somehowtheteacherdidn’tfeeluncomfortableaboutit。
Hewentdowntothewhare。Augusthadnottouchedadishclothorbroom。
Shehadslept,asshealwaysdid,likeapig,allnight,whilehersisterlayandtossedinagony;inthemorningsheateeverythingtherewastoeatinthehouse(which,itseemed,wastheMaoriwayofshowingsympathyinsicknessandtrouble),afterwhichshebroodedbythefiretillthechildren,runningoutofschool,announcedtheteacher’slunchhour。
Augustbracedupagainforalittlewhile。ThemasterthoughtofthetroubletheyhadwithAyacanorain"WestwardHo",andwascomforted,andtackledhisromanceagain。Thentheschoolmistressfellsickandthingswentwrong。Thegrocerieswentdownfasterthanever,andthehousegotverydirty,andbegantohaveanativesmellaboutit。
Augustgrewfat,andlazy,anddirty,andlessreliableonwashing-days,orwhentherewasanythingspecialtodointhehouse。
"Thesavagebloodisstrong,"thoughttheteacher,"andsheisbeginningtolongforherownpeopleandfreeunconventionallife。"
Onemorning——onawashing-day,too,asithappened——shecalledout,beforetheteacherandhiswifewereup,thattheMaoriswhosuppliedthemwithmilkwereaway,andshehadpromisedtogoupandmilkthecowandbringthemilkdown。Theteachergaveherpermission。Oneofthescholarsusuallybroughtthemilkearly。
LunchtimecameandnoAugust,nomilk——strangestofall,onlyhalftheschoolchildren。Theteacherputonhishat,andwentuptothepaoncemore。HefoundAugustsquattedinthemidstofacircleofrelations。Shewasentertainingthemwithoneofaseriesofidealisticsketchesoftheteacher’sdomesticlife,inwhichsheshowedaveryvividimagination,andexhibitedanunaccountablesavagesortofpessimism。Herintervalsofabsencehadbeenoccupiedinthiswayfromthefirst。Theastoundingslandersshehadcirculatedconcerningtheteacher’sprivatelifecameback,bitbybit,tohisearsforayearafterwards,andhercharactersketchesofpreviousteachers,andherownrelations——forshesparednobody——wouldhaveearnedawhitewomanalongandwell-meritedtermofimprisonmentforcriminallibel。
Shehadcunningly,bystraightforwardandunscrupulouslying,prejudicedtheprincipalmotherandbosswomanofthepaagainsttheteacherandhiswife;asanaturalresultofwhichtheoldlady,who,liketherest,wasveryignorantandungrateful,"turnednasty"andkeptthechildrenfromschool。Theteacherlosthistemper,sothechildrenwereroundedupandhurrieddowntoschoolimmediately;withthemcameAugustandheraunt,withallegedexplanationsandexcuses,andashell-fish。
Theauntandsisterssaidthey’dhavenothingtodowithAugust。
Theydidn’twantherandwouldn’thaveher。Theteachersaidthat,underthosecircumstances,she’dbettergoanddrownherself;
soshewenthomewiththem。
Thewholebusinesshadbeenaplotbyhernearestrelations。
Theygotridofthetroubleandexpenseofkeepingher,andthebotherofborrowinginperson,wheneverinneedoftriflesinthegroceryline。Borrowingrecommencedwithherdismissal;
buttheteacherputafullstoptoit,asfarashewasconcerned。
ThenAugust,eggedonbyheraunt,sentablackguardlylettertotheteacher’swife;thesicksister,bytheway,whohadbeennursedandsuppliedwithfoodbyherallalong,wasinit,andsaidshewasgladAugustsenttheletter,anditservedtheschoolmistressright。
Theteacherwentuptothepaoncemore;anhourlater,Augustinperson,accompanied,asusual,byarelationortwo,deliveredatthecottageanabjectapologyinwriting,thecompositionofwhichwouldhavediscouragedthemostenthusiasticadvocateofhighereducationforthelowerclasses。
Thenvariouspettyannoyancesweretried。Theteacherisfirmlyconvincedthatcertainanimal-likesoundsroundthehouseatnightwereduetoAugust’stryingtofindoutwhetherhiswifewasaslikelytobehauntedastheMaoriswere。Hedidn’tdreamofsuchathingatthetime,forhedidnotbelievethatoneofthemhadtheplucktoventureoutafterdark。Butsavagesuperstitionmustgivewaytosavagehate。
Thegirl’slast"try-on"wastocomedowntotheschoolfence,andostentatiouslysharpenatable-knifeonthewires,whileshescowledmurderouslyinthedirectionoftheschoolmistress,whowashangingoutherwashing。Augustlooked,inherdark,bushy,Maorihair,athoroughlywildsavage。Herfatherhadmurderedhermotherunderparticularlybrutalcircumstances,andthedaughtertookafterherfather。
Theteachercalledherandsaid:"Now,lookhere,mylady,thebestthingyoucandoistodropthatnonsenseatonce"
(shehaddroppedtheknifeinthefernsbehindher),"forwe’rethewrongsortofpeopletotryitonwith。
Nowyougetoutofthisandtellyouraunt——she’ssneakingthereintheflax——whatItellyou,andthatshe’dbetterclearoutofthisquick,orI’llhaveapolicemanoutandtakethewholegangintotowninanhour。
Nowbeoff,andshutthatgatebehindyou,carefully,andfastenit。"
Shedid,andwent。
TheworstofitwasthattheAugustromancecopywasuseless。HerlieswereevenlessreliableandpicturesquethanthecommonJonesAlleyhaglie。
Thentheteacherthoughtofthesoftfoolhe’dbeen,andthatmadehimwild。
Helookedlikeafool,andwasonetoagreatextent,butitwasn’tgoodpolicytotakehimforone。
Strangetosay,heandothershadreasontobelievethatAugustrespectedhim,andlikedhimratherthanotherwise;butshehatedhiswife,whohadbeenkindtoher,asonlyasavagecanhate。Theyoungerpupilstoldtheteacher,cheerfullyandconfidently,thatAugustsaidshe’dcutMrs。Lorrens’throatthefirstchanceshegot。Nextweektheauntsentdowntoaskiftheteachercouldsellherabarofsoap,andsentthesameoldshilling;hewastiredofseeingitstuckoutinfrontofhim,sohetookit,putitinhispocket,andsentthesoap。
Thismusthavediscouragedthem,fortheborrowingindustrypeteredout。
Hesawtheauntlateron,andshetoldhim,cheerfully,thatAugustwasgoingtolivewithahalf-casteinacertainhouseintown。
PoorAugust!Forshewasonlyatoolafterall。Her"romance"
wasbrieflyasfollows:——Shewent,peroff-handMaoriarrangement,as`housekeeper’inthehutofalabourerataneighbouringsaw-mill。
Shestayedthreemonths,forawonder;attheexpirationofwhichtimesheputonherhatandexplainedthatshewastiredofstoppingthere,andwasgoinghome。Hesaid,`Allright,Sarah,waitawhileandI’lltakeyouhome。’Atthedoorofheraunt’shousehesaid,`Well,good-bye,Sarah,’andshesaid,inherbroodingway,`Good-bye,Jim。’
Andthatwasall。
AsthelastapparentresultofAugust’smischief-making,herbrotherorsomeoneoneeveningrodeuptothecottage,drunkandinclinedtobluster。Hewasaccompaniedbyafriend,alsodrunk,whocametoseethefun,andwasreadytousehisinfluenceonthewinningside。Theteacherwentinside,broughtouthisgun,andslippedtwocartridgesin。"I’vehadenoughofthis,"hesaid。
"Nowthen,beoff,youinsolentblackguards,orI’llshootyoulikerabbits。
Go!"andhesnappedhisjawandthebreechofhisguntogether。
Astheyrodeoff,theoldlocalhawkhappenedtosoarcloseoveradeadlambinthefernatthecornerofthegarden,andtheteacher,whohadbeen"laying"forhimalongtime,letflybothbarrelsathim,withoutthinking。Whenheturned,therewasonlyacloudofdustdownthetrack……
Theteachertaughtthatschoolforthreeyearsthereafter,withoutahitch。
ButhewentnomoreonUniversalBrotherhoodlines。And,foryearsafterhehadgone,hisnamewasspokenofwithgreatrespectbytheMaoris。
NewYear’sNightItwasdarkenoughforanythinginDeadMan’sGap——around,warm,closedarkness,inwhichretreatingsoundsseemedtobecutoffsuddenlyatadistanceofahundredyardsorso,insteadofgrowingfaintandfainter,anddyingaway,tostriketheearonceortwiceagain——andafterminutes,itmightseem——withstartlingdistinctness,beforebeingfinallylostinthedistance,asitisonclear,frostynights。
Sowiththesoundsofhorses’hoofs,stumblingontheroughbridle-trackthroughthe"saddle",theclatterofhoof-clippedstonesandscrapeofgraveldownthehidden"siding",andthelowsoundofmen’svoices,blurredandspeakinginmonosyllablesandatintervalsitseemed,andinhushed,awedtones,asthoughtheycarriedacorpse。
Topracticaleyes,grownusedtosuchadarkness,andatthenearestpoint,thepassingblurrswouldhavesuggestedtworidersonbushhacksleadingathirdwithanemptysaddleonitsback——alady’sor"side-saddle",ifonecouldhavedistinguishedthehorns。Theymayhavestruckasofttrackorlevel,orroundedthebuttressofthehillhigherup,butbeforetheyhadtimetoreachorroundthefootofthespur,blurs,whispers,stumbleandclatterofhoofs,jingleofbridlerings,andtheoccasionalclanktogetherofstirrupirons,seemedshutoffassuddenlyandcompletelyasthoughagreatsound-proofdoorhadswungtobehindthem。
Itwasdarkenoughontheglaringestofdaysdowninthelonelyhollowor"pocket",betweentwospurs,attheheadofablindgullybehindMountBuckaroo,wheretherewasamoreorlessdustypatch,barelydefinedeveninbroaddaylightbyaspiderydog-leggedfenceonthreesides,andathin"two-rail"(dignifiedwiththeadjective"split-rail"——thoughrailsandpostsweremostlyofsaplingssplitinhalves)runningalongthefrontage。Inaboutthemiddleofitalittleslabhut,overshadowedbyabigstringy-barkshed,waspointedoutasJohnnyMears’sFarm。
"Blackas——ascharcoal,"saidJohnnyMears。Hehadneverseencoal,andwasacautiousman,whoseideascameslowly。
Hestooped,closebythefence,withhishandsonhisknees,to"sky"theloomofhisbigshedandsogethisbearings。
Hehadbeentohavealookatthepennedcalves,andseethatallslip-railswereupandpegged,forthewordsofJohnMearsjunior,especiallywhendeliveredrapidlyandshrillyandininjuredtones,werenottoberelieduponinthesematters。
"It’shotenoughtomeltthebellyoutofmyfiddle,"saidJohnnyMearstohiswife,whosatonathree-leggedstoolbytheroughtableinthelittlewhitewashed"end-room",puttingapatchofpatchesovertheseatofapairofmoleskinknickerbockers。Helithispipe,movedastooltothesideofthegreatemptyfireplace,whereitlookedcooler——mighthavebeencooleronaccountofapossibledraughtsuggestedbythepresenceofthechimney,andwhere,therefore,hefeltabreathcooler。Hetookhisfiddlefromaconvenientshelf,tuneditslowlyandcarefully,holdinghispipe(inhismouth)wellupandtooneside,asifthefiddlewereaninquisitiveandrestlessbaby。
Heplayed"LittleDropso’Brandy"threetimes,rightthrough,withoutvariations,blinkingsolemnlythewhile;thenheputtheviolincarefullybackinitsbox,andstartedtocutupanotherpipeful。
"Youshouldhavegone,Johnny,"saidthehaggardlittlewoman。
"Rackin’thehorseoutanightlikethis,"retortedJohnny,"andstartin’ploughin’to-morrow。Itain’tworthwhile。
Letthemcomeformeiftheywantme。Danceonanightlikethis!
Why!they’lldancein————"
"Butyoupromised。Itwon’tdoyounogood,Johnny。"
"Itwon’tdomenoharm。"
Thelittlewomanwentonstitching。
"It’ssmotherin’hot,"saidJohnny,withanimpatientoath。
"Idon’tknowwhetherI’llturnin,orturnout,undertheshedto-night。
It’stood————dhottoroostindoors。"
Shebentherheadloweroverthepatch。Onesmokedandtheotherstitchedinsilencefortwentyminutesorso,duringwhichtimeJohnnymightbesupposedtohavebeendeliberatinglistlesslyastowhetherhe’dcampoutonaccountoftheheat,orturnin。
Buthebrokethesilencewithacloutatamosquitoonthenapeofhisneck,andabadword。
"Iwishyouwouldn’tswearsomuch,Johnny,"shesaidwearily——
"atleastnotto-night。"
Helookedatherblankly。
"Why——whyto-night?What’sthematterwithyouto-night,Mary?
What’sto-nightmorethananyothernighttoyou?Iseenoharm——
can’tamanswearwhenamosquitostickshim?"
"I——Iwasonlythinkingoftheboys,Johnny。"
"Theboys!Why,they’rebothonthehayintheshed。"Hestaredatheragain,shifteduneasily,crossedtheotherlegtightly,frowned,blinked,andreachedforthematches。"Youlookabitoff-colour,Mary。
It’stheheatthatmakesusallabitrattyattimes。
Betterputthatbyandhaveaswillo’oatmealandwater,andturnin。"
"It’stoohottogotobed。Icouldn’tsleep。I’mallright。
I’ll——I’lljustfinishthis。Justreachmeadrinkfromthewater-bag——
thepannikin’sonthehobthere,byyourboot。"
Hescratchedhisheadhelplessly,andreachedforthedrink。
Whenhesatdownagain,hefeltstrangelyrestless。"Likeahenthatdidn’tknowwheretolay,"heputit。Hecouldn’tsettledownorkeepstill,anddidn’tseemtoenjoyhispipesomehow。Herubbedhisheadagain。
"There’sathunderstormcomin’,"hesaid。"That’swhatitis;
andthesooneritcomesthebetter。"
Hewenttothebackdoor,andstaredattheblacknesstotheeast,and,sureenough,lightningwasblinkingthere。
"It’scoming,sureenough;justhangoutandkeepcoolforanotherhour,andyou’llfeelthedifference。"
Hesatdownagainonthethree-leggedstool,foldedhisarms,withhiselbowsonhisknees,drewalongbreath,andblinkedattheclayfloorforawhile;
thenhetwistedthestoolroundononeleg,untilhefacedtheold-fashionedspiredwoodenclock(thebrassdiscofthependulummovingghost-likethroughascarredandscratchedmarinescene——MargateinEngland——ontheglassthatcoveredthelowerhalf)
thatstoodaloneontheslabshelfoverthefireplace。Thehandsindicatedhalf-pasttwo,andJohnny,whohadstudiedthatclockandcould"hitthetimenighenoughbyit,"afterknittinghisbrowsandblinkingatthedialforafullminutebyitsownhand,decided"thatitmustbegettingontowardnineo’clock。"
Itmusthavebeentheheat。Johnnystoodup,rakinghishair,turnedtothedoorandbackagain,andthen,afteranimpatientgesture,tookuphisfiddleandraisedittohisshoulder。
Thenthequeerthinghappened。Hesaidafterwards,underconditionsfavourabletosuchsentimentalconfidence,thatacoldhandseemedtotakeholdofthebow,throughhis,and——anyway,beforeheknewwhathewasabouthehadplayedthefirstbarsof"WhenFirstIMetSweetPeggy",atunehehadplayedoften,twentyyearsbefore,inhiscourtingdays,andhadneverhappenedtoplaysince。Hesaweditrightthrough(thecoldhandleftafterthefirstbarortwo)standingup;
thenstillstoodwithfiddleandbowtremblinginhishands,withthequeerfeelingstillonhim,andarushofoldthoughtsgoingthroughhishead,allofwhichhesetdownafterwardstotheeffectoftheheat。Heputthefiddleawayhastily,damningthebridgeofitatthesametimeinloudbuthurriedtones,withtheideaofcoveringanyeccentricitywhichthewifemighthavenoticedinhisactions。"Must’a’gotatoucho’sun,"hemutteredtohimself。
Hesatdown,fumbledwithknife,pipe,andtobacco,andpresentlystoleafurtiveglanceoverhisshoulderathiswife。
Thewashed-outlittlewomanwasstillsewing,butstitchingblindly,forgreattearswererollingdownherworncheeks。
Johnny,white-facedonaccountoftheheat,stoodclosebehindher,onehandonhershoulderandtheotherclenchedonthetable;
buttheclenchedhandshookasbadlyasthelooseone。
"GoodGod!Whatisthematter,Mary?You’resick!"(Theyhadhadlittleornoexperienceofillness。)"Tellme,Mary——comenow!
Hastheboysbeenuptoanything?"
"No,Johnny;it’snotthat。"
"Whatisitthen?You’retakensick!Whathaveyoubeendoingwithyourself?
Itmightbefever。Holdupaminute。YouwaitherequietwhileIroostouttheboysandsend’emforthedoctorandsomeone————"
"No!no!I’mnotsick,John。It’sonlyaturn。I’llbeallrightinaminute。"
Heshiftedhishandtoherhead,whichshedroppedsuddenly,withalife-wearysigh,againsthisside。
"Nowthen!"criedJohnny,wildly,"don’tyoufaintorgointodisterricks,Mary!It’llupsettheboys;thinkoftheboys!
It’sonlytheheat——you’reonlytakin’queer。"
"It’snotthat;yououghttoknowmebetterthanthat。Itwas——I——Johnny,Iwasonlythinking——we’vebeenmarriedtwentyyearsto-night——an’——it’sNewYear’sNight!"
"AndI’veneverthoughtofit!"saidJohnny(intheafterwards)。
"ShowswhataGod-forgottenselectionwillmakeofaman。
She’dthoughtofitallthetime,andwaswaitingforittostrikeme。
Why!I’dagreedtogoandplayatadarnceatOldPipeclaySchool-houseallnight——thatverynight——andleaveherathomebecauseshehadn’taskedtocome;anditneverstruckmetoaskher——athomebyherselfinthathole——fortwenty-fivebob。AndIonlystoppedathomebecauseI’dgotthehump,andknewthey’dwantmebadattheschool。"
Theysatclosetogetheronthelongstoolbythetable,shyandawkwardatfirst;andsheclungtohimatopeningofthunder,andtheystartedapartguiltilywhenthefirstgreatdropssoundedlikefootstepsonthegraveloutside,justasthey’ddoneonenight-timebefore——twentyyearsbefore。
Ifitwasdarkbefore,itwasblacknow。Theedgeoftheawfulstorm-cloudrushedupandundertheoriginaldarknesslikethebest"drop"
black-brushedoverthecheap"lamp"variety,turningitgreybycontrast。
Thedelugelastedonlyaquarterofanhour;butitclearedthenight,anddiditswork。Therewashailbeforeit,too——bigasemueggs,theboyssaid——thatlayfeetdeepintheolddiggers’holesonPipeclayfordaysafterwards——weekssomesaid。
Thetwosweetheartsoftwentyyearsagoandto-nightwatchedtheretreatofthestorm,and,seeingMountBuckaroostandingclear,theywenttothebackdoor,whichopenedoppositetheendoftheshed,andsawtotheeastagloriousarchofsteel-blue,starrysky,withthedistantpeaksshowingclearandblueawaybackunderthefar-awaystarsinthedepthofit。
Theylingeredawhile——armsroundeachother’swaists——
beforeshecalledtheboys,justastheyhaddonethistimeofnighttwentyyearsago,aftertheboys’grandmotherhadcalledher。
"Awlright,mother!"bawledbacktheboys,withunfilialindependenceofAustralianyouth。"We’reawlright!We’llbeindirectly!
Wasn’titapelterer,mother?"
Theywentinandsatdownagain。Theembarrassmentbegantowearoff。
"We’llgetoutofthis,Mary,"saidJohnny。"I’lltakeMason’sofferforthecattleandthings,andtakethatjobofDawson’s,bossornoboss"
——(Johnny’sbadluckwasduetohisinabilityinthepastto"geton"withanybossforanyreasonablelengthoftime)——
"Icangettheboyson,too。They’redoingnogoodhere,andgrowingup。Itain’tdoingjusticetothem;and,what’smore,thislifeiskillin’you,Mary。Thatsettlesit!Iwasblind。
Letthejumpt-upselectiongo!It’smakingawall-eyedbullockofme,Mary——
adry-rottedragofawall-eyedbullocklikeJimmyNowlett’soldStrawberry。
Andyou’llliveintownlikealady。"
"Somebodycoming!"yelledtheboys。
Therewasaclatterofsliprailshurriedlythrowndown,andclippedbyhorses’hoofs。
"Insoidethere!Isthatyou,Johnny?"
"Yes!"("Iknewthey’dcomeforyou,"saidMrs。MearstoJohnny。)
"You’llhavetocome,Johnny。There’snogetoutofit。
Here’sJimMasonwithme,andwe’vegotorderstostunyouandpackyouifyoushowfight。TheblessedfiddlerfromMudgeedidn’tturnup。
DaveReganbursthisconcertina,andthey’reinafix。"
"ButIcan’tleavethemissus。"
"That’sallright。We’vegottheschoolmissus’smareandside-saddle。
Shesaysyououghttobejollywellashamedofyourself,JohnnyMears,fornotbringingyourwifeonNewYear’sNight。Andsoyouought!"
Johnnydidnotlookshame-faced,forreasonsunknowntothem。
"Theboyscouldn’tfindthehorses,"putinMrs。Mears。
"Johnnywasjustgoingdownthegullyagain。"
Hegaveheragratefullook,andfeltastrange,newthrillofadmirationforhiswife。
"And——there’sabottleofthebestputbyforyou,Johnny,"
addedPatMcDurmer,mistakingJohnny’ssilence;"andwe’llcallitthirtybob!"(Johnny’sideaswerecomingslowlyagain,aftertherecentrush。)"Or——twoquid!——thereyouare!"
"Idon’twanttwoquid,noroneeither,fortakingmywifetoadanceonNewYear’sNight!"saidJohnnyMears。"Runandputonyourbestbibandtucker,Mary。"
Andshehurriedtodressaseagerandexcited,andsmilingtoherselfasgirlishlyasshehaddoneonsuchoccasionsoneveningsbeforethebrightNewYear’sNighttwentyyearsago。
——
Forarelatedstory,see"ABushDance",in"JoeWilsonandHisMates"。
——A。L。,1998。
——
BlackJoeTheycalledhimBlackJoe,andmeWhiteJoe,bywayofdistinctionandfortheconvenienceofhisboss(myuncle),andmyaunt,andmother;
so,whenweheardthecryof"Bla-a-ackJoe!"(theadjectivedrawnoutuntilitbecameascreech,afterseveralrepetitions,andthe"Joe"shortandsharp)comingacrosstheflatinawoman’svoice,Joeknewthatthemissuswantedhimatthehouse,togetwoodorwater,ormindthebaby,andhekeptcarefullyoutofsight;hewentatoncewhenunclecalled。Andwhenweheardthecryof"Wh-i-i-teJoe!"whichwedidwithdifficultyandafterseveraltries——thoughBlackJoe’searswereofthekeenest——weknewthatIwasoverdueathome,orabsentwithoutleave,andwasprobablyinforawarming,astheoldfolkcalledit。OnsomeoccasionsIpostponedthewarmingaslongasmystomachheldout,whichwasagoodwhileinfive-corner,native-cherry,oryamseason——butthewarmingwasnonethecoolerforbeingpostponed。
SometimesJoeheardthewrongadjective,orledmetobelievehedid——
andleftmeforawholeafternoonundertheimpressionthattheraceofHamwasindemandatthehomestead,whenImyselfwaswantedthere,andmaternalwrathwasincreasingeverymomentofmyabsence。
ButJoeknewthatmyconsciencewasnotsoelasticashis,and——well,youmustexpectlittlethingslikethisinallfriendships。
BlackJoewassomewherebetweennineandtwelvewhenIfirstmethim,onavisittomyuncle’sstation;Iwassomewhereinthoseyearstoo。
Hewasveryblack,thedarkerforbeingengagedintheinterestingbutuncertainoccupationof"burningoff"inhissparetime——
whichwasn’tparticularlylimited。Hecombinedshepherding,’possumandkangaroohunting,crawfishing,sleeping,andvariousotheroccupationsandengagementswiththatofburningoff。
Iwasverywhite,beingasicklytownboy;but,asItookgreatinterestinburningoff,andwasnotparticularlyfondofcoldwater——itwasinwintertime——thedifferenceinourcomplexionswasnotsomarkedattimes。
BlackJoe’sfather,oldBlackJimmie,livedinagunyahontheriseatthebackofthesheepyards,andshepherdedformyuncle。
Hewasagentle,good-humoured,easy-goingoldfellowwithapleasantsmile;
whichdescriptionapplies,Ithink,tomostoldblackfellowsincivilisation。
Iwasverypartialtotheoldman,andchummywithhim,andusedtoslipawayfromthehomesteadwheneverIcould,andsquatbythecampfirealongwiththeotherpiccaninnies,andthink,andyarnsociallywithBlackJimmiebythehour。
Iwouldgivesomethingtorememberthoseconversationsnow。
Sometimessomebodywouldbesenttobringmehome,whenitgottoolate,andBlackJimmiewouldsay:
"Piccaninniealongapossumrug,"andthereI’dbe,soundasleep,withtheotheryoungAustralians。
IlikedBlackJimmieverymuch,andwouldwillinglyhaveadoptedhimasafather。Ishouldhavebeenquitecontenttospendmydaysinthescrub,enjoyinglifeindarkandsavageways,andmynights"alongapossumrug";
butthefamilyhadotherplansformyfuture。
Itwasacaseoftwoblackfellowsandonegin,whenBlackJimmiewenta-wooing——abouttwelveyearsbeforeImadehisacquaintance——andhefoughtforhisbrideintheblackfashion。Itwasthelastaffairofthatkindinthedistrict。Myuncle’sbrotherprofessedtohavebeenpresentatthefight,andgavemeanallegeddescriptionofit。
Hesaidthattheydrewlots,andBlackJimmieputhishandsonhiskneesandbenthishead,andtheotherblackfellowhithimawhackontheskullwithanullanulla。Thentheyhadanipofrumallround——
BlackJimmiemusthavewantedit,forthenullanullawasknotted,andheavy,andmadeinthemostapprovedfashion。Thentheotherblackfellowbenthishead,andJimmietooktheclubandreturnedthewhackwithinterest。
ThentheotherfellowhitJimmiealick,andtookacloutinreturn。
Thentheyhadanotherdrink,andcontinuedthusuntilJimmie’srivallostallheartandinterestinthebusiness。Butyoucouldn’ttakeeverythingmyuncle’sbrothersaidforgranted。
BlackMarywasaqueenbyright,andhadthereputationofbeingthecleanestgininthedistrict;shewasagreatfavouritewiththesquatters’wivesroundthere。PerhapsshehopedtoreclaimJimmie——hewasroyal,too,butheldeasyviewswithregardtoreligionandtheconventionalitiesofcivilisation。
Maryinsistedonbeingmarriedproperlybyaclergyman,madetheoldmanbuildadecenthut,hadallherchildrenchristened,andkepthimandthemcleanandtidyuptothetimeofherdeath。
PoorQueenMarywasambitious。Shestartedtoeducateherchildren,andwhentheygotbeyondher——thatiswhentheyhadlearnttheirletters——
shewasgratefulforanyassistancefromthegood-naturedbushmenandwomenofheracquaintance。Shehaddecidedtogethereldestboyintothemountedpolice,andhadplansfortherest,andsheworkedhardforthem,too。Jimmieofferednoopposition,andgavehernoassistancebeyondtherationsandmoneyheearnedshepherding——whichwasasmuchascouldbeexpectedofhim。
Hedidasmanyhusbandsdo"forthesakeofpeaceandquietness"——
hedriftedalonginthewakeofhiswife,andtookthingsaseasilyasherschemesofreformationandeducationwouldallowhimto。
QueenMarydiedbeforehertime,respectedbyallwhokneworhadheardofher。Thenearestsquatter’swifesentapairofsheetsforashroud,withinstructionstolayMaryout,andarranged(bybushtelegraph)
todriveovernextmorningwithhersister-in-lawandtwootherwhitewomeninthevicinity,toseeMarydecentlyburied。
ButtheremnantofJimmie’stribeweretherebeforehand。
TheytorethesheetsinstripsandtiedMaryupinabundle,withherchintoherknees——preparingherforburialintheirownfashion——
andmournedallnightinwhitewashandashes。Atleast,theginsdid。
Thewhitewomensawthatitwashopelesstoattempttountieanyoftheinnumerableknotsanddoubleknots,evenifithadbeenpossibletolayMaryoutafterwards;sotheyhadtoletherbeburiedasshewas,withblackandwhiteobsequies。Andwe’vegotnointerestinbelievingthatshedidnot"jumpupwhitewoman"longago。
Myuncleandhisbrothertookthetwoeldestboys。BlackJimmieshiftedawayfromthehutatoncewiththerestofhisfamily——forthe"devil-devil"satdownthere——andMary’snamewasstrictly"tabooed"inaccordancewithaboriginaletiquette。
Jimmiedriftedbacktowardsthegravesofhisfathersincompanywithadecreasingflockofsheepdaybyday(forthehouseofmyunclehadfallenontimesofdroughtanddepression,andfoot-rotandwoolrings,andover-draftsandbankowners),andafewstripsofbark,adyingfire,ablackpipe,somegreasy’possumrugsandblankets,alitterofkangarootails,etc。,fourneglectedpiccaninnies,halfascoreofmangymongrels,and,haply,a"lillydrapo’rum",bynight。
ThefourlittleAustraliansgrewdirtierandmoreshyandsavage,andateunderdonekangarooand’possumandnativebear,withanoccasionaltreatofoakgrubsandgoannabypreference——
anddiedout,onebyone,asblacksdowhenbroughtwithintheeverwideningcircleofcivilisation。Jimmiemovedpromptlyaftereachdeath,andlefttheeviloneinpossession,andbuiltanothermia-mia——eachonebeinglesspretentiousthanthelast。
Finallyhewasleft,thelastofhistribe,tomournhislotinsolitude。
Butthedevil-devilcameandsatdownbyKingJimmie’ssideonenight,sohe,too,movedoutacrosstheOldManborder,andthemia-miarottedintothegroundandthegrassgrewthere……
IadmiredJoe;Ithoughthimwiserandclevererthananywhiteboyintheworld。Hecouldsmellout’possumsunerringly,andIfirmlybelievedhecouldseeyardsthroughthemuddiestofdamwater;
foronce,whenIdroppedmyboatin,andwasnotsureofthespot,hefisheditoutfirsttry。Withcottonreelsandbitsofstickandbarkhewouldmakethemodelofastationhomestead,slaughter-yards,sheep-yards,andallcomplete,workinginideasandimprovementsofhisownwhichmighthavebeenputintopracticewithadvantage。
Hewasamostoriginalandinterestingliaruponallsubjectsuponwhichhewasignorantandwhichcameupincidentally。
HegavemeaveryinterestingaccountofaninterviewbetweenhisfatherandQueenVictoria,andmentionedcasuallythathisfatherhadwalkedacrosstheThameswithoutgettingwet。
Healsotoldmehowhe,Joe,hadtiedamountedtroopertoaverandahpostandthrashedhimwithpinesaplingsuntilthetimbergaveoutandhewastired。IquestionedJimmie,buttheincidentsseemedtohaveescapedtheoldking’smemory。
Joecouldbuildbiggerwoodheapswithlesswoodthananyblackorwhitetramporloaferroundthere。Hewasabornarchitect。
Hetookaworldofpainswithhiswood-heaps——hebuiltthemhollow,intheshapeofabreak-wind,withtheconvexsidetowardsthehouseforthebenefitofhisemployers。Joewaseasy-going;hehadinheritedaloveofpeaceandquietnessfromhisfather。Unclegenerallycamehomeafterdark,andJoewouldhavelittlefireslitatsafedistancesallroundthehouse,inordertoconveyanimpressionthattheburningoffwasproceedingsatisfactorily。
Whenthewarmweathercame,JoeandIgotintotroublewithanoldhagforbathinginawaterholeinthecreekinfrontofhershanty,andsheimpoundedportionsofourwardrobe。Weshouldn’thavelostmuchifshehadtakenitall;butoursenseofinjurywasdeep,especiallyassheusedverybadgrammartowardsus。
Joeaddressedherfromthesafesideofthewater。Hesaid,"Lookhere!
Oldleather-face,sugar-eye,plar-bagmarmy,Icallityou。"
"Plar-bagmarmy"meant"MotherFlour-bag",andrationsugarwasdecidedlymuddyinappearance。
Shecameroundthewaterholewithaclothesprop,andmadegoodtime,too;
butwegotacrossandawaywithourclothes。
Thatlittleincidentmighthavechangedthewholecourseofmyexistence。
Plar-bagMarmymadeaformalcomplainttouncle,whohappenedtopassthereonhorsebackaboutanhourlater;andthesameeveningJoe’slatestandmostcarefullyplannedwoodheapcollapsedwhileauntwaspullingastickoutofitinthedark,anditgaveherabadscare,theresultsofwhichmighthavebeenserious。
Sounclegaveusathrashing,withouttheslightestregardforracialdistinctions,andsentustobedwithoutoursuppers。
WesoughtJimmie’scamp,butJoegotneithersympathynordamperfromhisfather,andIwassenthomewithafatherlylecture"forgoingalongathatfella,"meaningJoe。
JoeandIdiscussedexistenceatawaterholedownthecreeknextafternoon,overabillyofcrawfishwhichwehadboiledandapieceofgrittydamper,anddecidedtoretirebeyondthesettleddistricts——somefivehundredmilesorso——toaplacethatJoesaidheknewof,wheretherewerelagoonsandbillabongstenmileswide,alivewithducksandfish,andblackcockatoosandkangaroosandwombats,thatonlywaitedtobeknockedoverwithastick。
IthoughtImightaswellstartandbeablackfellowatonce,sowegotarustypanwithoutahandle,andcookedaboutapintoffatyellowoak-grubs;
andIwasabouttofalltowhenwewerediscovered,andthefullweightofcombinedfamilyinfluencewasbroughttobearonthesituation。
Wehadbrokenanewpairofshearsdiggingoutthosegrubsfromunderthebarkoftheshe-oaks,andhadeachtakenabladeashisownespecialproperty,whichwethoughtwasthebestthingtodounderthecircumstances。Unclewantedthoseshearsbadly,sohereceiveduswiththebuggywhip——andhedidn’tdrawthecolourlineeither。
AllthatnightandnextdayIwishedhehad。Iwassenthome,andJoewentdrovingwithunclesoonafterthat,elseImighthavelivedalifeoffreedomandcontentanddiedoutpeacefullywiththelastofmyadoptedtribe。
Joediedofconsumptiononthetrack。Whenhewasdyinguncleasked:
"Isthereanythingyouwouldlike?"
AndJoesaid:"I’dlikealillydrapo’rum,boss。"
Whichwerehislastwords,forhedranktherumanddiedpeacefully。
Iwasthefirsttohearthenewsathome,and,beingstillayoungster,Irantothehouse,crying"Oh,mother!aunt’sJoeisdead!"
Therewerevisitorsatourplaceatthetime,and,astheeldestchildofthematernalauntinquestionhadalsobeenchristenedJoe——afteragrandfatherofourtribe(mytribe,notBlackJoe’s)——
thenewscausedasuddenandunpleasantsensation。Butcross-examinationexplainedthemistake,andIretiredtotherearofthepig-sty,aswasmycustomwhenthingswentwrong,withanothercauseforgrief。
TheyWaitontheWharfinBlack"Seemstomethathonest,hard-workingmenseemtoaccumulatetheheaviestswagsoftroubleinthisworld。"——Steelman。
ToldbyMitchell’sMate。
WewerecomingbackfromWestAustralia,steerage——Mitchell,theOracle,andI。Ihadgoneoversaloon,withafewpoundsinmypocket。
Mitchellsaidthiswasagreatmistake——IshouldhavegoneoversteeragewithnothingbuttheclothesIstooduprightin,andcomebacksaloonwithapile。Hesaiditwasaverycommonmistakethatmenmade,but,asfarashisexperiencewent,therealwaysseemedtobeadeep-rootedpopularprejudiceinfavourofgoingawayfromhomewithafewpoundsinone’spocketandcomingbackstumped;
atleastamongstroversandvagabondslikeourselves——itwasn’tsogenerallypopularoradmiredathome,orintheplaceswecamebackto,asitwasintheplaceswewentto。Anywayitwent,therewasn’ttheslightestdoubtthatournearestanddearestfriendswere,asarule,infavourofourtakingawayaslittleaswecouldpossiblymanagewith,andcomingbackwithapile,whetherwecamebacksaloonornot;
andthatoughttosettlethematterasfarasanychapthathadtheslightestconsiderationforhisfriendsorfamilywasconcerned。
Therewasagooddealofmisery,underneath,cominghomeinthatsteerage。
OnemanhadhadhishandcrushedandamputatedoutCoolgardieway,andthestumphadmortified,andhewasbeingsenttoMelbournebyhismates。
Somehadlosttheirmoney,someacoupleofyearsoftheirlife,sometheirsouls;butnoneseemedtohavelostthehearttocallupthequietgrinthatsouthernrovers,vagabonds,travellersfor"graft"orfortune,andprofessionalwandererswearinfrontofitall。Exceptoneman——anelderlyeasterndigger——
hehadlosthiswifeinSydneywhilehewasaway。
TheysenthimawiretotheBoulderSoak,orsomewhereoutbackofWhiteFeather,tosaythathiswifewasseriouslyill;
butthewirewentwrong,somehow,afterthemanneroftelegramsnotconnectedwithmining,onthelinesof"theWestern"。Theysenthimawiretosaythathiswifewasdead,andthatreachedhimallright——
onlyaweeklate。
Icanimagineit。Hegotthemessageatdinner-time,orwhentheycamebacktothecamp。Hismatewantedhimtositintheshade,orlieinthetent,whilehegotthebillyboiled。
"Youmustbraceupandpullyourselftogether,Tom,forthesakeoftheyoungsters。"AndTomforlongintervalsgoeswalkingupanddown,upanddown,bythecamp——underthebrassyskyorthegloaming——
underthebrilliantstar-clustersthathangoverthedesertplain,butneverraisinghiseyestothem;kickingatuftofgrassoraholeinthesandnowandthen,andseemingtowatchtheprogressofthetrackheistrampingout。Thewifeoftwentyyearswaswithhim——thoughtwothousandmilesaway——tillthatmessagecame。
IcanimagineTomesittingwithhismatesroundthebilly,theytalkinginquiet,subduedtonesaboutthetrack,thedepartureofcoaches,trainsandboats——arrangingforTom’sjourneyEast,andtheworkingoftheclaiminhisabsence。
OrTomlyingonhisbackinhisbunk,withhishandsunderhisheadandhiseyesfixedonthecalicoabove——thinking,thinking,thinking。
Thinking,withatouchofhisboyhood’sfaithperhaps;
orwonderingwhathehaddoneinhislong,hard-workingmarriedlife,thatGodshoulddothisthingtohimnow,ofalltimes。
"You’dbesttakewhatmoneywehaveinthecamp,Tom;
you’llwantitallag’in’thetimeyougetbackfromSydney,andwecanfixituparterwards……There’sacoupleo’cleanshirtso’mine——you’dbesttake’em——you’llwant’emonthevoyage……
Youmightaswelltakethemtherenewpantso’mine,they’llonlydry-rotouthere——andthecoat,too,ifyoulike——it’stoosmallforme,anyway。
Youwon’thaveanytimeinPerth,andyou’llwantsomedecenttogstolandwithinSydney。"……
"Iwouldn’t’a’caredsomuchifI’d’a’seenthelastofher,"hesaid,inaquiet,patientvoice,tousonenightbytherail。"Iwould’a’likedtohaveseenthelastofher。"
"HaveyoubeenlongintheWest?"
"Overtwoyears。ImadeuptotakearunacrosslastChristmas,andhavealookat’em。ButIcouldn’tverywellgetawaywhen`exemption-time’came。Ididn’tliketoleavetheclaim。"
"Doanygoodoverthere?"
"Well,thingsbrightenedupabitthelastmonthortwo。
Ihadahardpullatfirst;landedwithoutapenny,andhadtosendbackeveryshillingIcouldrakeuptogetthingsstraightenedupabitathome。
Thentheeldestboyfellill,andthenthebaby。I’dreckonedonbringing’emovertoPerthorCoolgardiewhenthecoolweathercame,andhavingthemsomewheresnearme,whereIcouldgoandhavealookat’emnowandthen,andlookafterthem。"
"GoingbacktotheWestagain?"
"Oh,yes。Imustgoforthesakeoftheyoungsters。ButIdon’tseemtohavemuchheartinit。"Hesmokedawhile。"Overtwentyyearswestruggledalongtogether——themissusandme——anditseemshardthatIcouldn’tseethelastofher。It’sroughonaman。"
"Theworldisdamnedroughonamansometimes,"saidMitchell,"mostespeciallywhenheleastdeservesit。"
Thediggercrossedhisarmsontheraillikeanold"cocky"atthefenceinthecooloftheevening,yarningwithanoldcrony。
"Mor’ntwentyyearsshestucktomeandstruggledalongbymyside。
Shenevergivein。I’llswearshewasonherfeettillthelast,withhersleevestuckedup——bustlin’round……AndjustwhenthingswasbrighteningandIsawachanceofgivingherabitofarestandcomfortfortheendofherlife……
Ithoughtofitallonlyt’otherweekwhenthingswasclearingupahead;
andthelast`order’IsentoverIsettoworkandwroteheralongletter,puttingallthegoodnewsandencouragementIcouldthinkofintoit。
Ithoughthowthatletterwouldbrightenupthingsathome,andhowshe’dreaditround。Ithoughtoflotsofthingsthatamannevergetstimetothinkofwhilehisnoseiskepttothegrindstone。
Andshewasdeadandinhergrave,andIneverknowedit。"
Mitchelldughiselbowintomyribsandmadesignsforthematchestolighthispipe。
"An’yerneverknowed,"reflectedtheOracle。
"ButIalwayshadanideawhentherewastroubleathome,"
thediggerwentonpresently,inhisquiet,patienttone。
"Ialwaysknowed;Ialwayshadakindoffeelingthatway——Ifeltit——
nomatterhowfarIwasaway。WhentheyoungsterswassickIknowedit,andIexpectedtheletterthatcome。AboutafortnightagoIhadafeelingthatwaywhenthewifewasill。TheverystarsoutthereonthedesertbytheBoulderSoakseemedtosay:
`There’stroubleathome。Gohome。There’stroubleathome。’
ButIneverdreamedwhatthattroublewas。OnenightIdidmakeupmymindtostartinthemorning,butwhenthemorningcameIhadn’tanexcuse,andwasashamedtotellmymatesthetruth。TheymighthavethoughtIwasgoingratty,likeagoodmanygooutthere。"Thenhebrokeoffwithasortoflaugh,asifitjuststruckhimthatwemightthinkhewasabitoffhishead,orthathistalkwasgettinguncomfortableforus。
"Curious,ain’tit?"hesaid。
"RemindsmeofacaseIknowed,————"commencedtheOracle,afterapause。
Icouldhavepitchedhimoverboard;butthatwasamistake。
Heandtheolddiggersatonthefor’ardhatchhalfthenightyarning,mostlyaboutqueerstarts,andrumgo’s,andcuriouscasestheOraclehadknowed,andIthinktheOracledidhimalotofgoodsomehow,forheseemedmorecheerfulinthemorning。
Wewereovercrowdedinthesteerage,butMitchellmanagedtogiveuphisberthtotheolddiggerwithoutlettinghimknowit。
Mostofthechapsseemedanxioustomakeaplaceatthefirsttableandpassthefirsthelpingsofthedishestothe"oldcovethathadlosthismissus。"
TheyallseemedtoforgethimasweenteredtheHeads;theyhadtheirowntroublestoattendto。Theywereintheshadowoftheshameofcomingbackhardup,andthegrinsbegantogrowfaintandsickly。
ButIdidn’tforgethim。IwishsometimesthatIdidn’ttakesomuchnoticeofthings。
Therewasnomistakingthem——thelittlegroupthatstoodapartneartheendofthewharf,dressedincheapblack。Therewastheeldestsinglesister——thin,pale,andhaggard-looking——
thathadhadallthehardworryinthefamilytillhertemperwasspoilt,asyoucouldseebythepeevish,irritablelinesinherface。
Shehadtobethemotherofthemallnow,andhadneverknown,perhaps,whatitwastobeagirlorasweetheart。Shegaveahard,mechanicalsortofsmilewhenshesawherfather,andthenstoodlookingattheboatinavacant,hopelesssortofway。Therewasthebaby,thathesawnowforthefirsttime,crowingandjumpingatthesightoftheboatcomingin;therewastheeldestboy,lookingawkwardandoutofplaceinhisnewslop-suitofblack,shiftingrounduneasily,andlookinganywherebutathisfather。
Butthelittlegirlwastheworst,andaprettylittlegirlshewas,too;
shenevertookherstreamingeyesoffherfather’sfacethewholetime。
Youcouldseethatherlittleheartwasbursting,andwithpityforhim。
Theyweretoofaraparttospeaktoeachotherasyet。Theboatseemedacruellonglongtimeswingingalongside——Iwishedthey’dhurryup。
He’dbroughthistrapsupearly,andlaid’emonthedeckundertherail;
hestoodveryquietwithhishandsbehindhim,lookingathischildren。
Hehadastrong,square,workman’sface,butIcouldseehischinandmouthquiveringunderthestubbly,iron-greybeard,andthelumpworkinginhisthroat;andonestronghandgrippedtheotherverytightbehind,buthiseyelidsneverquivered——
onlyhiseyesseemedtogrowmoreandmoresadandlonesome。
Thesearethesortoflong,cruelmomentswhenamansitsorstandsverytightandquietandcalm-looking,withhiswholepastlifegoingwhirlingthroughhisbrain,yearafteryear,andoverandoveragain。
Justasthediggerseemedabouttospeaktothemhemetthebrimmingeyesofhislittlegirlturneduptohisface。
Helookedatherforamoment,andthenturnedsuddenlyandwentbelowasifpretendingtogodownforhisthings。InoticedthatMitchell——whohadn’tseemedtobenoticinganythinginparticular——
followedhimdown。Whentheycameondeckagainwewererightalongside。
"’Ello,Nell!"saidthediggertotheeldestdaughter。
"’Ello,father!"shesaid,withasortofgasp,buttryingtosmile。
"’Ello,Jack,howareyougettingon?"
"Allright,father,"saidtheboy,brighteningup,andseeminggreatlyrelieved。
HelookeddownatthelittlegirlwithasmilethatIcan’tdescribe,butdidn’tspeaktoher。Shestillstoodwithquiveringchinandmouthandgreatbrimmingeyesupturned,fullofsuchpityasIneversawbeforeinachild-face——pityforhim。
"Youcangetashorenow,"saidMitchell;"see,they’vegotthegangwayoutaft。"
PresentlyIsawMitchellwiththeportmanteauinhishand,andthebabyonhisarm,steeringthemawaytoaquietcorneroftheshedatthetopofthewharf。Thediggerhadthelittlegirlinhisarms,andbothherswereroundhisneck,andherfacehiddenonhisshoulder。
WhenMitchellcameback,heleantontherailforawhilebymyside,asifitwasaboundaryfenceoutback,andtherewasnohurrytobreakupcampandmakeastart。
"Whatdidyoufollowhimbelowthattimefor,Mitchell?"Iaskedpresently,forwantofsomethingbettertosay。
Mitchelllookedatmeoutofthecornersofhiseyes。
"Iwantedtoscoreadrink!"hesaid。"Ithoughthewantedoneandwouldn’tliketobeaJimmyWoodser。"
SeeingtheLastofYou"Whenyou’regoingawaybyboat,"saidMitchell,"yououghttosaygood-byetothewomenathome,andtothechapsatthelastpub。
Ihatewaitingonthewharforupondeckwhentheboat’sbehindtime。
There’snosenseinit,andalotofunnecessarymisery。
Yourfriendswaitonthewharfandyouarekeptattherailtothebitterend,justwhentheyandyoumostwantaspell。Andwhy?Someofthemhangoutbecausetheyloveyou,andwanttoseethelastofyou;somebecausetheydon’tlikeyoutoseethemgoingawaywithoutseeingthelastofyou;
andyouhangoutmostlybecauseitwouldhurt’emifyouwentbelowanddidn’tgivethemachanceofseeingthelastofyouallthetime——
andyoucursetheboatandwishtoGoditwouldstart。
Andthosewholoveyoumost——thewomen-folkofthefamily——
andwhoaremakingallthefussandbreakingtheirheartsabouthavingtoseethelastofyou,andleastwanttodoit——
theyhangoutthelongest,andarethemostdeterminedtoseeit。
Where’sthesenseinit?What’sthegoodofseeingthelastofyou?
Howdowomenmanagetogetconsolationoutofathinglikethat?
"Butwomengetconsolationoutofqueerthingssometimes,"
headdedreflectively,"andsodomen。
"IrememberwhenIwasknockingaboutthecoasts,anoldauntofminealwayspersistedincomingdowntoseethelastofme,andbringingthewholefamilytoo——nomatterifIwasonlygoingawayforamonth。Iwasherfavourite。Ialwaysturnedupagaininafewmonths;
butifI’dcomebackeverynextboatitwouldn’thavemadetheslightestdifferencetoher。She’dsaythatImightn’tcomebacksomeday,andthenshe’dneverforgiveherselfnorthefamilyfornotseeingmeoff。Isupposeshe’llseetheendofmeyetifsheliveslongenough——andshe’sawiryoldladyoftheoldschool。
Shewasold-fashionedanddressedlikeafright,theysaidathome。
Theyhatedbeingseeninpublicwithher;totellthetruth,Ifeltabitashamed,too,attimes。Iwouldn’tbe,now。
WhenI’dgetheroffontothewharfI’dbeovercomewithmyfeelings,andhavetoretiretotheprivacyofthebartohidemyemotionstilltheboatwasgoing。Andshe’dstandontheendofthepierandwaveherhandkerchiefandmopheroldeyeswithituntilshewasremovedbyforce。
"Godblessheroldheart!Therewasn’tsomuchaffectionwastedonmeathomethatIfeltcrowdedbyhers;andIneverlostanythingbyherseeingthelastofme。
"IdowishtheOraclewouldstopthatconfoundedfiddleofhis——
itmakesyouthinkoverdamnedoldthings。"
TwoBoysatGrinderBrothers’
Fiveorsixhalf-grownlarrikinssatonthecementedsillofthebigwindowofGrinderBros。’RailwayCoachFactorywaitingfortheworkbell,andoneofthenumberwasBillAnderson——knownas"CarstorHoil"——
ayoungterroroffourteenorfifteen。
"HerecomesBalmyArvie,"exclaimedBillasapale,timid-lookinglittlefellowroundedthecornerandstoodagainstthewallbythedoor。"How’syourparents,Balmy?"
Theboymadenoanswer;heshrankclosertotheentrance。
Thefirstbellwent。
"Whatyergotfordinner,Balmy?Bread’n’treacle?"askedtheyoungruffian;
thenfortheedificationofhischumshesnatchedtheboy’sdinnerbagandemptieditscontentsonthepavement。
Thedooropened。Arviegathereduphislunch,tookhistime-ticket,andhurriedin。
"Well,Balmy,"saidoneofthesmithsashepassed,"whatdoyouthinkoftheboatrace?"
"Ithink,"saidtheboy,goadedtoreply,"thatitwouldbebetterifyoungfellowsofthiscountrydidn’tthinksomuchaboutracin’an’fightin’。"
Thequestionerstaredblanklyforamoment,thenlaughedsuddenlyintheboy’sface,andturnedaway。Therestgrinned。
"Arvie’sgettingbalmierthanever,"guffawedyoungBill。
"Here,CarstorHoil,"criedoneofthesmiths’strikers,"howmuchoilwillyoutakeforachewofterbaccer?"
"Teaspoonful?"
"No,two。"
"Allright;let’sseethechew,first。"
"Oh,you’llgetit。Whatyerfrighten’of?……Comeon,chaps,’n’seeBilldrinkoil。"
Billmeasuredoutsomemachineoilanddrankit。Hegotthetobacco,andtheothersgotwhattheycalled"thefunofseein’Billdrinkoil!"
Thesecondbellrang,andBillwentuptotheotherendoftheshop,whereArviewasalreadyatworksweepingshavingsfromunderabench。
Theyoungterrorseatedhimselfontheendofthisbench,drummedhisheelsagainsttheleg,andwhistled。Hewasinnohurry,forhisforemanhadnotyetarrived。HeamusedhimselfbylazilytossingchipsatArvie,whomadenoprotestforawhile。
"Itwouldbe——better——forthiscountry,"saidtheyoungterror,reflectivelyandabstractedly,cockinghiseyeatthewhitewashedroofbeamsandfeelingbehindhimonthebenchforaheavierchip——
"itwouldbebetter——forthiscountry——ifyoungfellersdidn’tthinksomuchabout——about——racin’——ANDfightin’。"
"Youletmealone,"saidArvie。
"Why,what’llyoudo?"exclaimedBill,bringinghiseyedownwithfeignedsurprise。Then,inanindignanttone,"Idon’tmindtakin’afalloutofyer,now,ifyerlike。"
Arviewentonwithhiswork。Billtossedallthechipswithinreach,andthensatcarelesslywatchingsomemenatwork,andwhistlingthe"DeadMarch"。Presentlyheasked:
"What’syername,Balmy?"
Noanswer。
"Carn’tyeransweracivilquestion?I’dsoonknockthesulksoutofyerifIwasyerfather。"
"Myname’sArvie;youknowthat。"
"Arviewhat?"
"ArvieAspinall。"
Billcockedhiseyeattheroofandthoughtawhileandwhistled;
thenhesaidsuddenly:
"Say,Balmy,whered’yerlive?"
"Jones’Alley。"
"What?"
"Jones’Alley。"
Ashort,lowwhistlefromBill。"Whathouse?"
"NumberEight。"
"Garn!Whatyergiv’nus?"
"I’mtellingthetruth。What’stherefunnyaboutit?WhatdoIwanttotellyoualiefor?"
"Why,welivedthereonce,Balmy。Oldfolkslivin’?"
"Motheris;father’sdead。"
Billscratchedthebackofhishead,protrudedhisunderlip,andreflected。
"Isay,Arvie,whatdidyerfatherdieof?"
"Heartdisease。Hedroppeddowndeadathiswork。"
Long,low,intensewhistlefromBill。Hewrinkledhisforeheadandstaredupatthebeamsasifheexpectedtoseesomethingunusualthere。
Afterawhilehesaid,veryimpressively:"Sodidmine。"
Thecoincidencehadn’tdonestrikinghimyet;hewrestledwithitfornearlyaminutelonger。Thenhesaid:
"Isupposeyermothergoesoutwashin’?"
"Yes。"
"’N’cleansoffices?"
"Yes。"
"Sodoesmine。Anybrothers’n’sisters?"
"Two——onebrother’n’onesister。"
Billlookedrelieved——forsomereason。
"Igotnine,"hesaid。"Yoursyounger’nyou?"
"Yes。"
"Lotofbotherwiththelandlord?"
"Yes,agoodlot。"
"Hadanybailiffsinyet?"
"Yes,two。"
Theycomparednotesawhilelonger,andtailedoffintoasilencewhichlastedthreeminutesandgrewawkwardtowardstheend。
Billfidgetedaboutonthebench,reachedroundforachip,butrecollectedhimself。Thenhecockedhiseyeattheroofoncemoreandwhistled,twirlingashavingroundhisfingersthewhile。
Atlasthetoretheshavingintwo,jerkeditimpatientlyfromhim,andsaidabruptly:
"Lookhere,Arvie!I’msorryIknockedoveryerbarreryesterday。"
"Thankyou。"
ThisknockedBilloutthefirstround。Herubbedrounduneasilyonthebench,fidgetedwiththevise,drummedhisfingers,whistled,andfinallythrusthishandsinhispocketsanddroppedonhisfeet。
"Lookhere,Arvie!"hesaidinlow,hurriedtones。"Keepclosetomegoin’outto-night,’n’ifanyoftheotherchapstouchesyerorsaysanythingtoyerI’llhit’em!"
Thenheswunghimselfroundthecornerofacarriage"body"andwasgone……
Arviewaslateoutoftheshopthatevening。Hisbosswasasub-contractorforthecoach-painting,andalwaystriedtofindtwentyminutes’workforhisboysjustaboutfiveortenminutesbeforethebellrang。
Heemployedboysbecausetheywerecheapandhehadalotofroughwork,andtheycouldgetunderfloorsand"bogies"withtheirpotsandbrushes,anddoallthe"priming"andpaintthetrucks。HisnamewasCollins,andtheboyswerecalled"Collins’Babies"。Itwasajokeintheshopthathehada"weaning"contract。Theboyswereall"overfourteen",ofcourse,becauseoftheEducationAct。Somewerenineorten——wagesfromfiveshillingstotenshillings。Itdidn’tmattertoGrinderBrotherssolongasthecontractswerecompletedandthedividendspaid。
CollinspreachedintheparkeverySunday。Butthishasnothingtodowiththestory。
WhenArviecameoutitwasbeginningtorainandthehandshadallgoneexceptBill,whostoodwithhisbacktoaverandah-post,spittingwithveryfairsuccessattheraggedtoeofoneboot。Helookedup,noddedcarelesslyatArvie,andthenmadeadiveforapassinglorry,ontheendofwhichhedisappearedroundthenextcorner,unsuspectedbythedriver,whosatinfrontwithhispipeinhismouthandabagoverhisshoulders。
Arviestartedhomewithhisheartandmindprettyfull,andastronger,strangeraversiontoevergoingbacktotheshopagain。Thisnew,unexpected,andunsought-forfriendshipembarrassedthepoorlonelychild。
Itwasn’twelcome。
Butheneverwentback。Hegotwetgoinghome,andthatnighthewasadyingchild。Hehadbeenillallthetime,andCollinswasone"baby"shortnextday。
TheSelector’sDaughterI。
SherodeslowlydownthesteepsidingfromthemainroadtoatrackinthebedoftheLongGully,theoldgreyhorsepickinghiswayzig-zagfashion。Shewasaboutseventeen,slightinfigure,andhadaprettyfreckledfacewithapatheticallydroopingmouth,andbigsadbrowneyes。Sheworeafadedprintdress,withanoldblackridingskirtdrawnoverit,andherheadwashiddeninoneofthoseugly,old-fashionedwhitehoods,which,seenfromtherear,alwayssuggestanoldwoman。Shecarriedseveralparcelsofgroceriesstrappedtothefrontofthedilapidatedside-saddle。
Thetrackskirtedachainofrockywaterholesatthefootofthegully,andthegirlglancednervouslyattheseghastly,evil-lookingpoolsasshepassedthemby。Thesunhadset,asfarasLongGullywasconcerned。
Theoldhorsecarefullyfollowedaroughbridletrack,whichranupthegullynowononesideofthewatercourseandnowontheother;
thegullygrewdeeperanddarker,anditssullen,scrub-coveredsidesrosemoresteeplyasheprogressed。
Thegirlglancedroundfrequently,asthoughafraidofsomeonefollowingher。
Onceshedrewrein,andlistenedtosomebushsound。
"Kangaroos,"shemurmured;itwasonlykangaroos。Shecrossedadimmedlittleclearingwhereafarmhadbeen,andenteredathickscrubofboxandstringy-barksaplings。Suddenlywithaheavythud,thud,an"oldman"kangarooleaptthepathinfront,startlingthegirlfearfully,andwentupthesidingtowardsthepeak。
"Oh,myGod!"shegasped,withherhandonherheart。
Shewasverynervousthisevening;herheartwashurtnow,andsheheldherhandclosetoit,whiletearsstartedfromhereyesandglistenedinthelightofthemoon,whichwasrisingoverthegapahead。
"Oh,ifIcouldonlygoawayfromthebush!"shemoaned。
Theoldhorseploddedon,andnowandthenshookhishead——sadly,itseemed——asifheknewhertroublesandwassorry。
Shepassedanotherclearing,andpresentlycametoasmallhomesteadinastringy-barkhollowbelowagreatgapintheridges——"Deadman’sGap"。
Theplacewascalled"Deadman’sHollow",andlookedlikeit。
The"house"——alow,two-roomedaffair,withskillions——
wasbuiltofhalf-roundslabsandstringy-bark,andwasnearlyallroof;
thebark,beingdarkenedfromrecentrain,gaveitadrearierappearancethanusual。
Abig,coarse-lookingyouthofabouttwentywasnailingagreenkangarooskintotheslabs;hewasoutoftemperbecausehehadbruisedhisthumb。
Thegirlunstrappedtheparcelsandcarriedthemin;
asshepassedherbrother,shesaid:
"Takethesaddleoffforme,willyou,Jack?"
"Oh,carntyertakeitoffyerself?"hesnarled;"carntyerseeI’mbusy?"
Shetookoffthesaddleandbridle,andcarriedthemintoashed,whereshehungthemonabeam。Thepatientoldhackshookhimselfwithanenergythatseemedill-advised,consideringhisageandcondition,andwentofftowardsthe"dam"。
Anoldwomansatinthemainroombesideafireplacewhichtookupalmosttheentireendofthehouse。Aplank-table,supportedonstakesdrivenintotheground,stoodinthemiddleoftheroom,andtwoslabbencheswerefixturesoneachside。Thefloorwasclay。
Allwascleanandpoverty-stricken;allthatcouldbewhitewashedwaswhite,andeverythingthatcouldbewashedwasscrubbed。Theslabshelveswerecoveredwithcleannewspapers,onwhichbrighttins,andpannikins,andfragmentsofcrockeryweresettothegreatestadvantage。Thewalls,however,weredisfiguredbyChristmassupplementsofillustratedjournals。
Thegirlcameinandsatdownwearilyonastooloppositetotheoldwoman。
"Areyouanybetter,mother?"sheasked。
"Verylittle,Mary,verylittle。Haveyouseenyourfather?"
"No。"
"Iwonderwhereheis?"
"Youmightwonder。What’stheuseofworryingaboutit,mother?"
"Isupposehe’sdrinkingagain。"
"Mostlikely。Worryingyourselftodeathwon’thelpit!"
Theoldwomansatandmoanedabouthertroubles,asoldwomendo。
Shehadplentytomoanabout。
"IwonderwhereyourbrotherTomis?Wehaven’theardfromhimforayearnow。Hemustbeintroubleagain;somethingtellsmehemustbeintroubleagain。"
Maryswungherhoodoffintoherlap。
"Whydoyouworryaboutit,mother?What’stheuse?"
"IonlywishIknew。IonlywishIknew!"
"Whatgoodwouldthatdo?YouknowTomwentdrovingwithFredDunn,andFredwilllookafterhim;and,besides,Tom’soldernowandgotmoresense。"
"Oh,youdon’tcare——youdon’tcare!Youdon’tfeelit,butI’mhismother,and————"
"Oh,forGod’ssake,don’tstartthatagain,mother;ithurtsmemorethanyouthink。I’mhissister;I’vesufferedenough,Godknows!
Don’tmakemattersworsethantheyare!"
"Herecomesfather!"shoutedoneofthechildrenoutside,"’n’he’sbringinghomeasteer。"
Theoldwomansatstill,andclaspedherhandsnervously。
Marytriedtolookcheerful,andmovedthesaucepanonthefire。
Abig,dark-beardedman,mountedonasmallhorse,wasseeninthetwilightdrivingasteertowardsthecow-yard。Aboyrantoletdowntheslip-rails。
PresentlyMaryandhermotherheardtheclatterofrailsletdownandputupagain,andaminutelateraheavysteplikethetreadofahorsewasheardoutside。Theselectorlumberedin,threwhishatinacorner,andsatdownbythetable。
Hiswiferoseandbustledroundwithsimulatedcheerfulness。
PresentlyMaryhazarded——
"Wherehaveyoubeen,father?"
"Somewheers。"
Therewasawretchedsilence,lastinguntiltheoldwomantookcouragetosaytimidly:
"Soyou’vebroughtasteer,Wylie?"
"Yes!"hesnapped;thetoneseemeddefiant。
Theoldwoman’shandstrembled,sothatshedroppedacup。
Maryturnedashadepaler。
"Here,gitmesometea。GitmesomeTEA!"shoutedMr。Wylie。