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Thespectatorgazedonandontillthewindowsandvaneslosttheirshine,goingoutalmostsuddenlylikeextinguishedcandles。Thevaguecitybecameveiledinmist。Turningtothewest,hesawthatthesunhaddisappeared。Theforegroundofthescenehadgrownfunereallydark,andnearobjectsputonthehuesandshapesofchimaeras。

Heanxiouslydescendedtheladder,andstartedhomewardsatarun,tryingnottothinkofgiants,HernetheHunter,ApollyonlyinginwaitforChristian,orofthecaptainwiththebleedingholeinhisforeheadandthecorpsesroundhimthatremutiniedeverynightonboardthebewitchedship。Heknewthathehadgrownoutofbeliefinthesehorrors,yethewasgladwhenhesawthechurchtowerandthelightsinthecottagewindows,eventhoughthiswasnotthehomeofhisbirth,andhisgreat-auntdidnotcaremuchabouthim。

Insideandroundaboutthatoldwoman’s`shop’window,withitstwenty-fourlittlepanessetinlead-work,theglassofsomeofthemoxidizedwithage,sothatyoucouldhardlyseethepoorpennyarticlesexhibitedwithin,andformingpartofastockwhichastrongmancouldhavecarried,Judehadhisouterbeingforsomelongtidelesstime。Buthisdreamswereasgiganticashissurroundingsweresmall。

Throughthesolidbarrierofcoldcretaceousuplandtothenorthwardhewasalwaysbeholdingagorgeouscity-thefanciedplacehehadlikenedtothenewJerusalem,thoughtherewasperhapsmoreofthepainter’simaginationandlessofthediamondmerchant’sinhisdreamsthereofthaninthoseoftheApocalypticwriter。Andthecityacquiredatangibility,apermanence,aholdonhislife,mainlyfromtheonenucleusoffactthatthemanforwhoseknowledgeandpurposeshehadsomuchreverencewasactuallylivingthere;notonlyso,butlivingamongthemorethoughtfulandmentallyshiningonestherein。

Insadwetseasons,thoughheknewitmustrainatChristminstertoo,hecouldhardlybelievethatitrainedsodrearilythere。Wheneverhecouldgetawayfromtheconfinesofthehamletforanhourortwo,whichwasnotoften,hewouldstealofftotheBrownHouseonthehillandstrainhiseyespersistently;sometimestoberewardedbythesightofadomeorspire,atothertimesbyalittlesmoke,whichinhisestimatehadsomeofthemysticismofincense。

Thenthedaycamewhenitsuddenlyoccurredtohimthatifheascendedtothepointofviewafterdark,orpossiblywentamileortwofurther,hewouldseethenightlightsofthecity。Itwouldbenecessarytocomebackalone,buteventhatconsiderationdidnotdeterhim,forhecouldthrowalittlemanlinessintohismood,nodoubt。

Theprojectwasdulyexecuted。Itwasnotlatewhenhearrivedattheplaceofoutlook,onlyjustafterdusk,butablacknorth-eastsky,accompaniedbyawindfromthesamequarter,madetheoccasiondarkenough。

Hewasrewarded;butwhathesawwasnotthelampsinrows,ashehadhalfexpected。Noindividuallightwasvisible,onlyahaloorglow-fogover-archingtheplaceagainsttheblackheavensbehindit,makingthelightandthecityseemdistantbutamileorso。

Hesethimselftowonderontheexactpointintheglowwheretheschoolmastermightbe-hewhonevercommunicatedwithanybodyatMarygreennow;whowasasifdeadtothemhere。IntheglowheseemedtoseePhillotsonpromenadingatease,likeoneoftheformsinNebuchadnezzar’sfurnace。

Hehadheardthatbreezestravelledattherateoftenmilesanhour,andthefactnowcameintohismind。Hepartedhislipsashefacedthenorth-east,anddrewinthewindasifitwereasweetliquor。

`You,’hesaid,addressingthebreezecaressingly`wereinChristminstercitybetweenoneandtwohoursago,floatingalongthestreets,pullingroundtheweather-cocks,touchingMr。Phillotson’sface,beingbreathedbyhim;andnowyouarehere,breathedbyme-you,theverysame。’

Suddenlytherecamealongthiswindsomethingtowardshim-amessagefromtheplace-fromsomesoulresidingthere,itseemed。Surelyitwasthesoundofbells,thevoiceofthecity,faintandmusical,callingtohim,`Wearehappyhere!’

Hehadbecomeentirelylosttohisbodilysituationduringthismentalleap,andonlygotbacktoitbyaroughrecalling。Afewyardsbelowthebrowofthehillonwhichhepausedateamofhorsesmadeitsappearance,havingreachedtheplacebydintofhalfanhour’sserpentineprogressfromthebottomoftheimmensedeclivity。Theyhadaloadofcoalsbehindthem-afuelthatcouldonlybegotintotheuplandbythisparticularroute。Theywereaccompaniedbyacarter,asecondman,andaboy,whonowkickedalargestonebehindoneofthewheels,andallowedthepantinganimalstohavealongrest,whilethoseinchargetookaflagonofftheloadandindulgedinadrinkround。

Theywereelderlymen,andhadgenialvoices。Judeaddressedthem,inquiringiftheyhadcomefromChristminster。

`Heavenforbid,withthisload!’saidthey。

`TheplaceImeanisthatoneyonder。’HewasgettingsoromanticallyattachedtoChristminsterthat,likeayoungloveralludingtohismistress,hefeltbashfulatmentioningitsnameagain。Hepointedtothelightinthesky-hardlyperceptibletotheiroldereyes。

`Yes。Theredoseemaspotabitbrighterinthenor’-eastthanelsewhere,thoughIshouldn’tha’noticeditmyself,andnodoubtitmedbeChristminster。’

HerealittlebookoftaleswhichJudehadtuckedupunderhisarm,havingbroughtthemtoreadonhiswayhitherbeforeitgrewdark,slippedandfellintotheroad。Thecartereyedhimwhilehepickeditupandstraightenedtheleaves。

`Ah,youngman,’heobserved,`you’dhavetogetyourheadscrewedont’otherwaybeforeyoucouldreadwhattheyreadthere。’

`Why?’askedtheboy。

`Oh,theyneverlookatanythingthatfolkslikewecanunderstand,’

thecartercontinued,bywayofpassingthetime。`On’yforeigntonguesusedinthedaysoftheTowerofBabel,whennotwofamiliesspokealike。

Theyreadthatsortofthingasfastasanight-hawkwillwhir。’Tisalllearningthere-nothingbutlearning,exceptreligion。Andthat’slearningtoo,forInevercouldunderstandit。Yes,’tisaserious-mindedplace。

Notbutthere’swenchesinthestreetso’nights……Youknow,Isuppose,thattheyraisepa’sonstherelikeradishesinabed?Andthoughitdotake-howmanyyears,Bob?-fiveyearstoturnalirrupinghobble-de-hoychapintoasolemnpreachingmanwithnocorruptpassions,they’lldoit,ifitcanbedone,andpolishunoffliketheworkmentheybe,andturnunoutwi’alongface,andalongblackcoatandwaistcoat,andareligiouscollarandhat,sameastheyusedtowearintheScriptures,sothathisownmotherwouldn’tknowunsometimes……There,’tistheirbusiness,likeanybodyelse’s。’

`Buthowshouldyouknow’

`Nowdon’tyouinterrupt,myboy。Neverinterruptyoursenyers。

Movetheforehossaside,Bobby;here’ssom’atcoming……YoumustmindthatIbea-talkingofthecollegelife。’Emlivesonaloftylevel;there’snogainsayingit,thoughImyselfmednotthinkmuchof’em。Aswebehereinourbodiesonthishighground,sobetheyintheirminds-noble-mindedmenenough,nodoubt-someon’em-abletoearnhundredsbythinkingoutloud。Andsomeon’embestrongyoungfellowsthatcanearna’mostasmuchinsilvercups。Asformusic,there’sbeautifulmusiceverywhereinChristminster。Youmedbereligious,oryoumednot,butyoucan’thelpstrikinginyourhomelynotewiththerest。Andthere’sastreetintheplace-themainstreet-thatha’n’tanotherlikeitintheworld。IshouldthinkIdidknowalittleaboutChristminster!’

Bythistimethehorseshadrecoveredbreathandbenttotheircollarsagain。Jude,throwingalastadoringlookatthedistanthalo,turnedandwalkedbesidehisremarkablywell-informedfriend,whohadnoobjectiontotellinghimastheymovedonmoreyetofthecity-itstowersandhallsandchurches。Thewaggonturnedintoacross-road,whereuponJudethankedthecarterwarmlyforhisinformation,andsaidheonlywishedhecouldtalkhalfaswellaboutChristminsterashe。

`Well,’tisoonlywhathascomeinmyway,’saidthecarterunboastfully。

`I’veneverbeenthere,nomorethanyou;butI’vepickeduptheknowledgehereandthere,andyoubewelcometoit。A-gettingabouttheworldasIdo,andmixingwithallclassesofsociety,onecan’thelphearingofthings。Afriendo’mine,thatusedtoclanethebootsattheCrozierHotelinChristminsterwhenhewasinhisprime,why,Iknowedunaswellasmyownbrotherinhislateryears。’

Judecontinuedhiswalkhomewardalone,ponderingsodeeplythatheforgottofeeltimid。Hesuddenlygrewolder。Ithadbeentheyearningofhishearttofindsomethingtoanchoron,toclingto-forsomeplacewhichhecouldcalladmirable。Shouldhefindthatplaceinthiscityifhecouldgetthere?Woulditbeaspotinwhich,withoutfearoffarmers,orhindrance,orridicule,hecouldwatchandwait,andsethimselftosomemightyundertakinglikethemenofoldofwhomhehadheard?Asthehalohadbeentohiseyeswhengazingatitaquarterofanhourearlier,sowasthespotmentallytohimashepursuedhisdarkway。

`Itisacityoflight,’hesaidtohimself。

`Thetreeofknowledgegrowsthere,’headdedafewstepsfurtheron。

`Itisaplacethatteachersofmenspringfromandgoto。’

`Itiswhatyoumaycallacastle,mannedbyscholarshipandreligion。’

Afterthisfigurehewassilentalongwhile,tillheadded:

`Itwouldjustsuitme。’

JudetheObscureChapter04I-ivWalkingsomewhatslowlybyreasonofhisconcentration,theboy-anancientmaninsomephasesofthought,muchyoungerthanhisyearsinothers-

wasovertakenbyalight-footedpedestrian,whom,notwithstandingthegloom,hecouldperceivetobewearinganextraordinarilytallhat,aswallow-tailedcoat,andawatch-chainthatdancedmadlyandthrewaroundscintillationsofsky-lightasitsownerswungalonguponapairofthinlegsandnoiselessboots。Jude,beginningtofeellonely,endeavouredtokeepupwithhim。

`Well,myman!I’minahurry,soyou’llhavetowalkprettyfastifyoukeepalongsideofme。DoyouknowwhoIam?’

`Yes,Ithink。PhysicianVilbert?’

`Ah-l’mknowneverywhere,Isee!Thatcomesofbeingapublicbenefactor。’

Vilbertwasanitinerantquack-doctor,wellknowntotherusticpopulation,andabsolutelyunknowntoanybodyelse,ashe,indeed,tookcaretobe,toavoidinconvenientinvestigations。Cottagersformedhisonlypatients,andhisWessex-widereputewasamongthemalone。Hispositionwashumblerandhisfieldmoreobscurethanthoseofthequackswithcapitalandanorganizedsystemofadvertising。Hewas,infact,asurvival。Thedistanceshetraversedonfootwereenormous,andextendednearlythewholelengthandbreadthofWessex。Judehadonedayseenhimsellingapotofcolouredlardtoanoldwomanasacertaincureforabadleg,thewomanarrangingtopayaguinea,ininstalmentsofashillingafortnight,fortheprecioussalve,which,accordingtothephysician,couldonlybeobtainedfromaparticularanimalwhichgrazedonMountSinai,andwastobecapturedonlyatgreatrisktolifeandlimb。Jude,thoughhealreadyhadhisdoubtsaboutthisgentleman’smedicines,felthimtobeunquestionablyatravelledpersonage,andonewhomightbeatrustworthysourceofinformationonmattersnotstrictlyprofessional。

`Is’poseyou’vebeentoChristminster,Physician?’

`Ihave-manytimes,’repliedthelongthinman。`That’soneofmycentres。’

`It’sawonderfulcityforscholarshipandreligion?’

`You’dsayso,myboy,ifyou’dseenit。Why,theverysonsoftheoldwomenwhodothewashingofthecollegescantalkinLatin-notgoodLatin,thatIadmit,asacritic:dog-Latin-cat-Latin,asweusedtocallitinmyundergraduatedays。’

`AndGreek?’

`Well-that’smoreforthemenwhoareintrainingforbishops,thattheymaybeabletoreadtheNewTestamentintheoriginal。’

`IwanttolearnLatinandGreekmyself。’

`Aloftydesire。Youmustgetagrammarofeachtongue。’

`ImeantogotoChristminstersomeday。’

`Wheneveryoudo,yousaythatPhysicianVilbertistheonlyproprietorofthosecelebratedpillsthatinfalliblycurealldisordersofthealimentarysystem,aswellasasthmaandshortnessofbreath。Twoandthreepenceabox-speciallylicensedbythegovernmentstamp。’

`CanyougetmethegrammarsifIpromisetosayithereabout?’

`I’llsellyouminewithpleasure-thoseIusedasastudent。’

`Oh,thankyou,sir!’saidJudegratefully,butingasps,fortheamazingspeedofthephysician’swalkkepthiminadog-trotwhichwasgivinghimastitchintheside。`Ithinkyou’dbetterdropbehind,myyoungman。NowI’lltellyouwhatI’lldo。I’llgetyouthegrammars,andgiveyouafirstlesson,ifyou’llremember,ateveryhouseinthevillage,torecommendPhysicianVilbert’sgoldenointment,life-drops,andfemalepills。’

`Wherewillyoubewiththegrammars?’

`Ishallbepassingherethisdayfortnightatpreciselythishouroffive-and-twentyminutespastseven。Mymovementsareastrulytimedasthoseoftheplanetsintheircourses。’

`HereI’llbetomeetyou,’saidJude。

`Withordersformymedicines?’

`Yes,Physician。’

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