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AsthestreetsthatleadfromtheStrandtotheEmbankmentareverynarrow,itisbetternottowalkdownthemarm-in-arm。

Ifyoupersist,lawyers’clerkswillhavetomakeflyingleapsintothemud;youngladytypistswillhavetofidgetbehindyou。

InthestreetsofLondonwherebeautygoesunregarded,eccentricitymustpaythepenalty,anditisbetternottobeverytall,towearalongbluecloak,ortobeattheairwithyourlefthand。

OneafternooninthebeginningofOctoberwhenthetrafficwasbecomingbriskatallmanstrodealongtheedgeofthepavementwithaladyonhisarm。Angryglancesstruckupontheirbacks。

Thesmall,agitatedfigures——forincomparisonwiththiscouplemostpeoplelookedsmall——decoratedwithfountainpens,andburdenedwithdespatch-boxes,hadappointmentstokeep,anddrewaweeklysalary,sothattherewassomereasonfortheunfriendlystarewhichwasbestoweduponMr。Ambrose’sheightanduponMrs。Ambrose’scloak。

Butsomeenchantmenthadputbothmanandwomanbeyondthereachofmaliceandunpopularity。Inhisguessonemightguessfromthemovinglipsthatitwasthought;andinhersfromtheeyesfixedstonilystraightinfrontofheratalevelabovetheeyesofmostthatitwassorrow。

Itwasonlybyscorningallshemetthatshekeptherselffromtears,andthefrictionofpeoplebrushingpastherwasevidentlypainful。

AfterwatchingthetrafficontheEmbankmentforaminuteortwowithastoicalgazeshetwitchedherhusband’ssleeve,andtheycrossedbetweentheswiftdischargeofmotorcars。Whentheyweresafeonthefurtherside,shegentlywithdrewherarmfromhis,allowinghermouthatthesametimetorelax,totremble;thentearsrolleddown,andleaningherelbowsonthebalustrade,sheshieldedherfacefromthecurious。Mr。Ambroseattemptedconsolation;

hepattedhershoulder;butsheshowednosignsofadmittinghim,andfeelingitawkwardtostandbesideagriefthatwasgreaterthanhis,hecrossedhisarmsbehindhim,andtookaturnalongthepavement。

Theembankmentjutsoutinangleshereandthere,likepulpits;

insteadofpreachers,however,smallboysoccupythem,danglingstring,droppingpebbles,orlaunchingwadsofpaperforacruise。

Withtheirsharpeyeforeccentricity,theywereinclinedtothinkMr。Ambroseawful;butthequickestwittedcried“Bluebeard!“

ashepassed。Incasetheyshouldproceedtoteasehiswife,Mr。Ambroseflourishedhisstickatthem,uponwhichtheydecidedthathewasgrotesquemerely,andfourinsteadofonecried“Bluebeard!“inchorus。

AlthoughMrs。Ambrosestoodquitestill,muchlongerthanisnatural,thelittleboysletherbe。SomeoneisalwayslookingintotherivernearWaterlooBridge;acouplewillstandtheretalkingforhalfanhouronafineafternoon;mostpeople,walkingforpleasure,contemplateforthreeminutes;when,havingcomparedtheoccasionwithotheroccasions,ormadesomesentence,theypasson。SometimestheflatsandchurchesandhotelsofWestminsterareliketheoutlinesofConstantinopleinamist;sometimestheriverisanopulentpurple,sometimesmud-coloured,sometimessparklingbluelikethesea。

Itisalwaysworthwhiletolookdownandseewhatishappening。

Butthisladylookedneitherupnordown;theonlythingshehadseen,sinceshestoodthere,wasacirculariridescentpatchslowlyfloatingpastwithastrawinthemiddleofit。Thestrawandthepatchswamagainandagainbehindthetremulousmediumofagreatwellingtear,andthetearroseandfellanddroppedintotheriver。Thentherestruckcloseuponherears——

LarsPorsenaofClusiumBythenineGodsheswore——

andthenmorefaintly,asifthespeakerhadpassedheronhiswalk——

ThattheGreatHouseofTarquinShouldsufferwrongnomore。

Yes,sheknewshemustgobacktoallthat,butatpresentshemustweep。

Screeningherfaceshesobbedmoresteadilythanshehadyetdone,hershouldersrisingandfallingwithgreatregularity。Itwasthisfigurethatherhusbandsawwhen,havingreachedthepolishedSphinx,havingentangledhimselfwithamansellingpicturepostcards,heturned;

thestanzainstantlystopped。Hecameuptoher,laidhishandonhershoulder,andsaid,“Dearest。“Hisvoicewassupplicating。

Butsheshutherfaceawayfromhim,asmuchastosay,“Youcan’tpossiblyunderstand。“

Ashedidnotleaveher,however,shehadtowipehereyes,andtoraisethemtothelevelofthefactorychimneysontheotherbank。

ShesawalsothearchesofWaterlooBridgeandthecartsmovingacrossthem,likethelineofanimalsinashootinggallery。

Theywereseenblankly,buttoseeanythingwasofcoursetoendherweepingandbegintowalk。

“Iwouldratherwalk,“shesaid,herhusbandhavinghailedacabalreadyoccupiedbytwocitymen。

Thefixityofhermoodwasbrokenbytheactionofwalking。

Theshootingmotorcars,morelikespidersinthemoonthanterrestrialobjects,thethunderingdrays,thejinglinghansoms,andlittleblackbroughams,madeherthinkoftheworldshelivedin。

Somewhereupthereabovethepinnacleswherethesmokeroseinapointedhill,herchildrenwerenowaskingforher,andgettingasoothingreply。Asforthemassofstreets,squares,andpublicbuildingswhichpartedthem,sheonlyfeltatthismomenthowlittleLondonhaddonetomakeherloveit,althoughthirtyofherfortyyearshadbeenspentinastreet。Sheknewhowtoreadthepeoplewhowerepassingher;thereweretherichwhowererunningtoandfromeachothers’housesatthishour;therewerethebigotedworkersdrivinginastraightlinetotheiroffices;therewerethepoorwhowereunhappyandrightlymalignant。Already,thoughtherewassunlightinthehaze,tatteredoldmenandwomenwerenoddingofftosleepupontheseats。Whenonegaveupseeingthebeautythatclothedthings,thiswastheskeletonbeneath。

Afinerainnowmadeherstillmoredismal;vanswiththeoddnamesofthoseengagedinoddindustries——Sprules,ManufacturerofSaw-dust;Grabb,towhomnopieceofwastepapercomesamiss——

fellflatasabadjoke;boldlovers,shelteredbehindonecloak,seemedtohersordid,pasttheirpassion;theflowerwomen,acontentedcompany,whosetalkisalwaysworthhearing,weresoddenhags;

thered,yellow,andblueflowers,whoseheadswerepressedtogether,wouldnotblaze。Moreover,herhusbandwalkingwithaquickrhythmicstride,jerkinghisfreehandoccasionally,waseitheraVikingorastrickenNelson;thesea-gullshadchangedhisnote。

“Ridley,shallwedrive?Shallwedrive,Ridley?“

Mrs。Ambrosehadtospeaksharply;bythistimehewasfaraway。

Thecab,bytrottingsteadilyalongthesameroad,soonwithdrewthemfromtheWestEnd,andplungedthemintoLondon。Itappearedthatthiswasagreatmanufacturingplace,wherethepeoplewereengagedinmakingthings,asthoughtheWestEnd,withitselectriclamps,itsvastplate-glasswindowsallshiningyellow,itscarefully-finishedhouses,andtinylivefigurestrottingonthepavement,orbowledalongonwheelsintheroad,wasthefinishedwork。Itappearedtoheraverysmallbitofworkforsuchanenormousfactorytohavemade。Forsomereasonitappearedtoherasasmallgoldentasselontheedgeofavastblackcloak。

Observingthattheypassednootherhansomcab,butonlyvansandwaggons,andthatnotoneofthethousandmenandwomenshesawwaseitheragentlemanoralady,Mrs。Ambroseunderstoodthatafterallitistheordinarythingtobepoor,andthatLondonisthecityofinnumerablepoorpeople。StartledbythisdiscoveryandseeingherselfpacingacircleallthedaysofherliferoundPicadillyCircusshewasgreatlyrelievedtopassabuildingputupbytheLondonCountyCouncilforNightSchools。

“Lord,howgloomyitis!“herhusbandgroaned。“Poorcreatures!“

Whatwiththemiseryforherchildren,thepoor,andtherain,hermindwaslikeawoundexposedtodryintheair。

Atthispointthecabstopped,foritwasindangerofbeingcrushedlikeanegg-shell。ThewideEmbankmentwhichhadhadroomforcannonballsandsquadrons,hadnowshrunktoacobbledlanesteamingwithsmellsofmaltandoilandblockedbywaggons。

WhileherhusbandreadtheplacardspastedonthebrickannouncingthehoursatwhichcertainshipswouldsailforScotland,Mrs。Ambrosedidherbesttofindinformation。Fromaworldexclusivelyoccupiedinfeedingwaggonswithsacks,halfobliteratedtooinafineyellowfog,theygotneitherhelpnorattention。

Itseemedamiraclewhenanoldmanapproached,guessedtheircondition,andproposedtorowthemouttotheirshipinthelittleboatwhichhekeptmooredatthebottomofaflightofsteps。Withsomehesitationtheytrustedthemselvestohim,tooktheirplaces,andweresoonwavingupanddownuponthewater,Londonhavingshrunktotwolinesofbuildingsoneithersideofthem,squarebuildingsandoblongbuildingsplacedinrowslikeachild’savenueofbricks。

Theriver,whichhadacertainamountoftroubledyellowlightinit,ranwithgreatforce;bulkybargesfloateddownswiftlyescortedbytugs;

policeboatsshotpasteverything;thewindwentwiththecurrent。

Theopenrowing-boatinwhichtheysatbobbedandcurtseyedacrossthelineoftraffic。Inmid-streamtheoldmanstayedhishandsupontheoars,andasthewaterrushedpastthem,remarkedthatoncehehadtakenmanypassengersacross,wherenowhetookscarcelyany。

Heseemedtorecallanagewhenhisboat,mooredamongrushes,carrieddelicatefeetacrosstolawnsatRotherhithe。

“Theywantbridgesnow,“hesaid,indicatingthemonstrousoutlineoftheTowerBridge。MournfullyHelenregardedhim,whowasputtingwaterbetweenherandherchildren。Mournfullyshegazedattheshiptheywereapproaching;anchoredinthemiddleofthestreamtheycoulddimlyreadhername——_Euphrosyne_。

Verydimlyinthefallingdusktheycouldseethelinesoftherigging,themastsandthedarkflagwhichthebreezeblewoutsquarelybehind。

Asthelittleboatsidleduptothesteamer,andtheoldmanshippedhisoars,heremarkedoncemorepointingabove,thatshipsalltheworldoverflewthatflagthedaytheysailed。Inthemindsofboththepassengerstheblueflagappearedasinistertoken,andthisthemomentforpresentiments,butneverthelesstheyrose,gatheredtheirthingstogether,andclimbedondeck。

Downinthesaloonofherfather’sship,MissRachelVinrace,agedtwenty-four,stoodwaitingheruncleandauntnervously。

Tobeginwith,thoughnearlyrelated,shescarcelyrememberedthem;

togoonwith,theywereelderlypeople,andfinally,asherfather’sdaughtershemustbeinsomesortpreparedtoentertainthem。

Shelookedforwardtoseeingthemascivilisedpeoplegenerallylookforwardtothefirstsightofcivilisedpeople,asthoughtheywereofthenatureofanapproachingphysicaldiscomfort——

atightshoeoradraughtywindow。Shewasalreadyunnaturallybracedtoreceivethem。Assheoccupiedherselfinlayingforksseverelystraightbythesideofknives,sheheardaman’svoicesayinggloomily:

“Onadarknightonewouldfalldownthesestairsheadforemost,“

towhichawoman’svoiceadded,“Andbekilled。“

Asshespokethelastwordsthewomanstoodinthedoorway。Tall,large-eyed,drapedinpurpleshawls,Mrs。Ambrosewasromanticandbeautiful;

notperhapssympathetic,forhereyeslookedstraightandconsideredwhattheysaw。HerfacewasmuchwarmerthanaGreekface;ontheotherhanditwasmuchbolderthanthefaceoftheusualprettyEnglishwoman。

“Oh,Rachel,howd’youdo,“shesaid,shakinghands。

“Howareyou,dear,“saidMr。Ambrose,inclininghisforeheadtobekissed。Hisnieceinstinctivelylikedhisthinangularbody,andthebigheadwithitssweepingfeatures,andtheacute,innocenteyes。

“TellMr。Pepper,“Rachelbadetheservant。Husbandandwifethensatdownononesideofthetable,withtheirnieceoppositetothem。

“Myfathertoldmetobegin,“sheexplained。“Heisverybusywiththemen……YouknowMr。Pepper?“

Alittlemanwhowasbentassometreesarebyagaleononesideofthemhadslippedin。NoddingtoMr。Ambrose,heshookhandswithHelen。

“Draughts,“hesaid,erectingthecollarofhiscoat。

“Youarestillrheumatic?“askedHelen。Hervoicewaslowandseductive,thoughshespokeabsentlyenough,thesightoftownandriverbeingstillpresenttohermind。

“Oncerheumatic,alwaysrheumatic,Ifear,“hereplied。“Tosomeextentitdependsontheweather,thoughnotsomuchaspeopleareapttothink。“

“Onedoesnotdieofit,atanyrate,“saidHelen。

“Asageneralrule——no,“saidMr。Pepper。

“Soup,UncleRidley?“askedRachel。

“Thankyou,dear,“hesaid,and,asheheldhisplateout,sighedaudibly,“Ah!she’snotlikehermother。“HelenwasjusttoolateinthumpinghertumbleronthetabletopreventRachelfromhearing,andfromblushingscarletwithembarrassment。

“Thewayservantstreatflowers!“shesaidhastily。Shedrewagreenvasewithacrinkledliptowardsher,andbeganpullingoutthetightlittlechrysanthemums,whichshelaidonthetable-cloth,arrangingthemfastidiouslysidebyside。

Therewasapause。

“YouknewJenkinson,didn’tyou,Ambrose?“askedMr。Pepperacrossthetable。

“JenkinsonofPeterhouse?“

“He’sdead,“saidMr。Pepper。

“Ah,dear!——Iknewhim——agesago,“saidRidley。“Hewastheheroofthepuntaccident,youremember?Aqueercard。Marriedayoungwomanoutofatobacconist’s,andlivedintheFens——neverheardwhatbecameofhim。“

“Drink——drugs,“saidMr。Pepperwithsinisterconciseness。

“Heleftacommentary。Hopelessmuddle,I’mtold。“

“Themanhadreallygreatabilities,“saidRidley。

“HisintroductiontoJellabyholdsitsownstill,“wentonMr。Pepper,“whichissurprising,seeinghowtext-bookschange。“

“Therewasatheoryabouttheplanets,wasn’tthere?“askedRidley。

“Ascrewloosesomewhere,nodoubtofit,“saidMr。Pepper,shakinghishead。

Nowatremorranthroughthetable,andalightoutsideswerved。

Atthesametimeanelectricbellrangsharplyagainandagain。

“We’reoff,“saidRidley。

Aslightbutperceptiblewaveseemedtorollbeneaththefloor;

thenitsank;thenanothercame,moreperceptible。Lightsslidrightacrosstheuncurtainedwindow。Theshipgavealoudmelancholymoan。

“We’reoff!“saidMr。Pepper。Otherships,assadasshe,answeredheroutsideontheriver。Thechucklingandhissingofwatercouldbeplainlyheard,andtheshipheavedsothatthestewardbringingplateshadtobalancehimselfashedrewthecurtain。

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