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Asheapproachedher,hisbeautifuleyesshonewithanespeciallytenderlight,andwithafaint,happyandmodestlytriumphantsmile(soitseemedtoLevin),bowingcarefullyandrespectfullyoverher,heheldouthissmallbroadhandtoher。

Greetingandsayingafewwordstoeveryone,hesatdownwithoutonceglancingatLevin,whohadnevertakenhiseyesoffhim。

`Letmeintroduceyou,’saidthePrincess,indicatingLevin。`ConstantinDmitrievichLevin,CountAlexeiKirillovichVronsky。’

Vronskygotupand,lookingcordiallyatLevin,shookhandswithhim。

`IbelieveIwastohavedinedwithyouthiswinter,’hesaid,smilinghissimpleandopensmile;`butyouhadunexpectedlyleftforthecountry。’

`ConstantinDmitrievichdespisesandhatesthetown,andustownspeople,’saidCountessNordstone。

`Mywordsmustmakeadeepimpressiononyou,sinceyourememberthemsowell,’saidLevin,and,suddenlybecomingconsciousthathehadsaidjustthesamethingbefore,hereddened。

VronskylookedatLevinandCountessNordstone,andsmiled。

`Areyoualwaysinthecountry?’heinquired。`Ishouldthinkitmustbedullinthewinter。’

`It’snotdullifonehasworktodo;besides,one’snotdullbyoneself,’Levinrepliedabruptly。

`Iamfondofthecountry,’saidVronsky,noticing,yetaffectingnottonotice,Levin’stone。

`ButIhope,Count,youwouldnotconsenttoliveinthecountryalways,’saidCountessNordstone。

`Idon’tknow;Ihavenevertriedforlong。Iexperiencedaqueerfeelingonce,’hewenton。`Ineverlongedsoforthecountry-Russiancountry,withbastshoesandpeasants-aswhenIwasspendingawinterwithmymotherinNice。Niceitselfisdullenough,youknow。And,indeed,NaplesandSorrentoareonlypleasantforashorttime。Andit’sjusttherethatRussiacomesbacktoone’smindmostvividly,andespeciallythecountry。It’sasthough……’

Hetalkedon,addressingbothKittyandLevin,turninghisserene,friendlyeyesfromonetotheother,andsayingobviouslyjustwhatcameintohishead。

NoticingthatCountessNordstonewantedtosaysomething,hestoppedshortwithoutfinishingwhathehadbegun,andlistenedattentivelytoher。

Theconversationdidnotflagforaninstant,sothattheoldPrincess,whoalwayskeptinreserve,incaseasubjectshouldbelacking,twoheavyguns-theclassicalandprofessionaleducation,anduniversalmilitaryservice-hadnottomoveouteitherofthem,whileCountessNordstonehadnochanceofchaffingLevin。

Levinwantedto,andcouldnot,takepartinthegeneralconversation;sayingtohimselfeveryinstant,`Nowgo,’hestilldidnotgo,asthoughwaitingforsomething。

Theconversationfellupontableturningandspirits,andCountessNordstone,whobelievedinspiritualism,begantodescribethemiraclesshehadseen。

`Ah,Countess,youreallymusttakeme;forpity’ssakedotakemetoseethem!Ihaveneverseenanythingextraordinary,thoughIamalwaysonthelookoutforiteverywhere,’saidVronsky,smiling。

`Verywell-nextSaturday,’answeredCountessNordstone。`Butyou,ConstantinDmitrievich-areyouabeliever?’sheaskedLevin。

`Whydoyouaskme?YouknowwhatIshallsay。’

`ButIwanttohearyouropinion。’

`Myopinion,’answeredLevin,`ismerelythatthistableturningprovesthateducatedsociety-socalled-isnohigherthanthepeasants。Theybelieveintheevileye,andinwitchcraftandconjurations,whilewe……’

`Oh,thenyouaren’tabeliever?’

`Ican’tbelieve,Countess。’

`ButifI’veseenformyself?’

`Thepeasantwomen,too,tellustheyhaveseenhobgoblins。’

`ThenyouthinkItellalie?’

Andshelaughedamirthlesslaugh。

`Oh,no,Masha,ConstantinDmitrievichmerelysaidhecouldnotbelieve,’saidKitty,blushingforLevin,andLevinsawthis,and,stillmoreexasperated,wouldhaveanswered;butVronskywithhisbrightfranksmilerushedtothesupportoftheconversation,whichwasthreateningtobecomedisagreeable。

`Youdonotadmitthepossibilityatall?’hequeried。`Butwhynot?Weadmittheexistenceofelectricity,ofwhichweknownothing。Whyshouldtherenotbesomenewforce,stillunknowntous,which……’

`Whenelectricitywasdiscovered,’Levininterruptedhurriedly,`itwasonlythephenomenonthatwasdiscovered,anditwasunknownfromwhatitproceededandwhatwereitseffects,andagespassedbeforeitsapplicationswereconceived。Butthespiritualists,onthecontrary,havebegunwithtableswritingforthem,andspiritsappearingtothem,andhaveonlylaterstartedsayingthatitisanunknownforce。’

VronskylistenedattentivelytoLevin,ashealwaysdidlisten,obviouslyinterestedinhiswords。

`Yes,butthespiritualistssaywedon’tknowatpresentwhatthisforceis,butthereisaforce,andthesearetheconditionsinwhichitacts。Letthescientificmenfindoutwhattheforceconsistsof。No,Idon’tseewhythereshouldnotbeanewforce,ifit……’

`Why,becausewithelectricity,’Levininterruptedagain,`everytimeyourubtaragainstwool,acertainphenomenonismanifested;butinthiscaseitdoesnothappeneverytime,andsoitfollowsitisnotanaturalphenomenon。’

Feelingprobablythattheconversationwastakingatonetooseriousforadrawingroom,Vronskymadenorejoinder,butbywayoftryingtochangetheconversation,hesmiledbrightly,andturnedtotheladies。

`Doletustryatonce,Countess,’hesaid;butLevinwouldfinishsayingwhathethought。

`Ithink,’hewenton,`thatthisattemptofthespiritualiststoexplaintheirmiraclesassomesortofnewnaturalforceismostfutile。Theyboldlytalkofspiritualforce,andthentrytosubjectittomaterialexperiment。’

Everyonewaswaitingforhimtofinish,andhefeltthis。

`Why,Ithinkyouwouldbeafirst-ratemedium,’saidCountessNordstone,`there’ssomethingenthusiasticaboutyou。’

Levinopenedhismouth,wasabouttosaysomething,reddened,andsaidnothing。

`Doletustrytableturningatonce,please,’saidVronsky。`Princess,willyouallowit?

AndVronskystoodup,lookingaboutforalittletable。

Kittygotuptofetchatable,and,asshepassed,hereyesmetLevin’s。Shefeltforhimwithherwholeheart,themorebecauseshewaspityinghimforasufferingofwhichshewasherselfthecause。`Ifyoucanforgiveme,forgiveme,’saidhereyes,`Iamsohappy。’

`Ihatethemall,andyou,andmyself,’hiseyesresponded,andhetookuphishat。Buthewasnotdestinedtoescape。justastheywerearrangingthemselvesroundthetable,andLevinwasonthepointofretiring,theoldPrincecamein,and,aftergreetingtheladies,addressedLevin。

`Ah!’hebeganjoyously。`Beenherelong,myboy?Ididn’tevenknowyouwereintown。Verygladtoseeyou。’TheoldPrinceembracedLevin,and,talkingtohim,didnotobserveVronsky,whohadrisen,andwascalmlywaitingtillthePrinceshouldturntohim。

Kittyfelthowgrievousherfather’scordialitywastoLevinafterwhathadhappened。Shesaw,too,howcoldlyherfatherrespondedatlasttoVronsky’sbow,andhowVronskylookedwithamiableperplexityatherfather,tryingandfailingtounderstandhowandwhyanyonecouldbehostilelydisposedtowardhim,andsheflushed。

`Prince,letushaveConstantinDmitrievich,’saidCountessNordstone,`wewanttotryanexperiment。’

`Whatexperiment?Tableturning?Well,youmustexcuseme,ladiesandgentlemen,buttomyminditisbetterfuntoplaytheringgame,’saidtheoldPrince,lookingatVronsky,andguessingthatithadbeenhissuggestion。`There’ssomesenseinthat,anyway。’

VronskylookedwonderinglyatthePrincewithhisfirmeyes,and,withafaintsmile,beganimmediatelytalkingtoCountessNordstoneofthegreatballthatwastocomeoffnextweek。

`Ihopeyouwillbethere?’hesaidtoKitty。AssoonastheoldPrinceturnedawayfromhim,Levinslippedoutunnoticed,andthelastimpressionhecarriedawaywithhimofthateveningwasthesmiling,happyfaceofKittyansweringVronsky’sinquiryabouttheball。

AttheendoftheeveningKittytoldhermotherofherconversationwithLevin,andinspiteofallthepityshefeltforLevin,shewasgladatthethoughtthatshehadreceivedaproposal。Shehadnodoubtthatshehadactedrightly。Butaftershehadgonetobed,shecouldnotsleepforalongwhile。Oneimpressionpursuedherrelentlessly。ItwasLevin’sface,withhisscowlingbrows,andhiskindeyeslookingoutindarkdejectionbelowthem,ashestoodlisteningtoherfather,andglancingatherandatVronsky。Andshefeltsosorryforhimthattearscameintohereyes。Butimmediatelyshethoughtofthemanforwhomshehadgivenhimup。Shevividlyrecalledhismanly,firmface,hisnoblecalmness,andthegoodnaturesoconspicuoustowardeveryone。Sherememberedtheloveforherofthemansheloved,andoncemoreallwasgladnessinhersoul,andshelayonthepillowsmilingwithhappiness。`I’msorry,I’msorry;butwhatcouldIdo?It’snotmyfault,’shesaidtoherself;butaninnervoicetoldherotherwise。WhethershefeltremorseathavingcaptivatedLevin,orathavingrefusedhim,shedidnotknow。Butherhappinesswaspoisonedbydoubts。`Lord,havepityonus;Lord,havepity,Lord,havepity!’shesaidovertoherselftillshefellasleep。

Meanwhiletheretookplacebelow,inthePrince’slittlestudy,oneofthescenessooftenrepeatedbetweentheparentsonaccountoftheirfavoritedaughter。

`What?I’lltellyouwhat!’shoutedthePrince,brandishinghisarms,andatoncewrappinghissquirrel-lineddressinggownroundhimagain。`Thatyou’venopride,nodignity;thatyou’redisgracing,ruiningyourdaughterbythisvulgar,stupidmatchmaking!’

`But,really,formercy’ssake,Prince,whathaveIdone?’saidthePrincess,almostcrying。

She,pleasedandhappyafterherconversationwithherdaughter,hadgonetothePrincetosaygoodnightasusual,andthoughshehadnointentionoftellinghimofLevin’sproposalandKitty’srefusal,stillshehintedtoherhusbandthatshefanciedthingswerepracticallysettledwithVronsky,andwouldbedefinitelysoassoonashismotherarrived。Andthereupon,atthosewords,thePrincehadallatonceflownintoapassion,andbeguntouseunseemlylanguage。

`Whathaveyoudone?I’lltellyouwhat。Firstofall,you’retryingtoallureaneligiblegentleman,andallMoscowwillbetalkingofit,andwithgoodreason。Ifyouhaveeveningparties,inviteeveryone,don’tpickoutthepossiblesuitors。Inviteallthesewhelps[sothePrincestyledtheyouthsofMoscow];engageapianoplayer,andletthemdance-andnotasyoudidtonight:onlythewooers,anddoingyourmatching。Itmakesmesick-sicktoseeit-andyou’vegoneontillyou’veturnedthepoorlas’sshead。Levin’sathousandtimesthebetterman。AsforthisPeterburgswell-they’returnedoutbymachinery,allononepattern,andallpreciousrubbish。Butifhewereaprinceoftheblood,mydaughterneednotrunafteranyone。’

`ButwhathaveIdone?’

`Why,you’ve……’ThePrincewasyellingwrathfully。

`Iknowifoneweretolistentoyou,’interruptedthePrincess,`weshouldnevermarryoffourdaughter。Ifit’stobeso,we’dbettergointothecountry。’

`Well,wehadbetter。’

`Butdowaitaminute。DoIwheedlethem?Idon’twheedlethemintheleast。Ayoungman,andaveryniceone,hasfalleninlovewithher,andshe,Ifancy……’

`Oh,yes,youfancy!Andhowifshereallyisinlove,andhe’snomorethinkingofmarriagethanIam!……Oh,thatIshouldlivetoseeit!……`Ah-spiritualism!Ah-Nice!Ah-theball!’’’AndthePrince,imaginingthathewasmimickinghiswife,madeamincingcurtsyateachword。`AndthisishowwepreparewretchednessforKatenka;andshe’sreallygotthenotionintoherhead……’

`Butwhatmakesyousupposeso?’

`Idon’tsuppose;Iknow。Forsuchthingswehaveeyes;womenfolkhaven’t。Iseeamanwhohasseriousintentions,that’sLevin:andIseeaquail,likethiscackler,who’sonlyamusinghimself。’

`Oh,well,whenonceyougetanideaintoyourhead!……’

`Well,you’llremembermywords,buttoolate,justaswithDashenka。’

`Well,well,wewon’ttalkofit,’thePrincessstoppedhim,recollectingherunluckyDolly。

`Byallmeans,andgoodnight!’

Andsigningeachotherwiththecross,thehusbandandwifepartedwithakiss,feelingthateachremainedofhisorherownopinion。

ThePrincesshadatfirstbeenquitecertainthatthateveninghadsettledKitty’sfortune,andthattherecouldbenodoubtofVronsky’sintentions,butherhusband’swordshaddisturbedher。Andreturningtoherownroom,interrorbeforetheunknownfuture,she,too,likeKitty,repeatedseveraltimesinherheart,`Lord,havepity;Lord,havepity;Lord,havepity!’

Vronskyhadneverhadarealhomelife。Hismotherhadbeeninheryouthabrilliantsocietywoman,whohadhadduringhermarriedlife,andstillmoreafterward,manyloveaffairsnotoriousinthewholefashionableworld。Hisfatherhescarcelyremembered,andhehadbeeneducatedintheCorpsofPages。

Leavingtheschoolveryyoungasabrilliantofficer,hehadatoncegotintothecircleofwealthyPeterburgarmymen。AlthoughhedidgomoreorlessintoPeterburgsociety,hisloveaffairshadalwayshithertobeenoutsideit。

InMoscowhehadforthefirsttimefelt,afterhisluxuriousandcoarselifeatPeterburg,allthecharmofintimacywithasweetandinnocentgirlofhisownrank,whocaredforhim。ItneverevenenteredhisheadthattherecouldbeanyharminhisrelationswithKitty。Atballshedancedprincipallywithher。Hewasaconstantvisitoratherhouse。Hetalkedtoheraspeoplecommonlydotalkinsociety-allsortsofnonsense,butnonsensetowhichhecouldnothelpattachingaspecialmeaninginhercase。Althoughhesaidnothingtoherthathecouldnothavesaidbeforeeverybody,hefeltthatshewasbecomingmoreandmoredependentuponhim,andthemorehefeltthis,thebetterhelikedit,andthetendererwashisfeelingforher。HedidnotknowthatthismodeofbehaviorinrelationtoKittyhadadefinitecharacter,thatitiscourtingyounggirlswithnointentionofmarriage,andthatsuchcourtingisoneoftheevilactionscommonamongbrilliantyoungmensuchashewas。Itseemedtohimthathewasthefirstwhohaddiscoveredthispleasure,andhewasenjoyinghisdiscovery。

Ifhecouldhaveheardwhatherparentsweresayingthatevening,ifhecouldhaveputhimselfatthepointofviewofthefamily,andhaveheardthatKittywouldbeunhappyifhedidnotmarryher,hewouldhavebeengreatlyastonished,andwouldnothavebelievedit。Hecouldnotbelievethatwhatgavesuchgreatanddelicatepleasuretohim,andabovealltoher,couldbewrong。Stilllesscouldhehavebelievedthatheoughttomarry。

Marriagehadneverpresenteditselftohimasapossibility。Henotonlydislikedfamilylife,butafamily,andespeciallyahusband,inaccordancewiththeviewsgeneralinthebachelorworldinwhichhelived,wereconceivedassomethingalien,repellent,and,aboveall,ridiculous。ButthoughVronskyhadnottheleastsuspicionofwhattheparentsweresaying,hefeltoncomingawayfromtheShcherbatsky’sthatthesecretspiritualbondwhichexistedbetweenhimandKittyhadgrownsomuchstrongerthateveningthatsomestepmustbetaken。Butwhatstepcouldandshouldbetakenhecouldnotimagine。

`Whatissoexquisite,’hethought,ashereturnedfromtheShcherbatsky’s,carryingawaywithhim,ashealwaysdid,adeliciousfeelingofpurityandfreshness,arisingpartlyfromthefactthathehadnotbeensmokingforawholeevening,andwithitanewfeelingoftendernessatherloveforhim-`whatissoexquisiteisthatnotawordhasbeensaidbymeorbyher,yetweunderstandeachothersowellinthisunseenlanguageoflooksandtones,thatthiseveningmoreclearlythanevershetoldmeshelovesme。Andhowsweetly,simply,andmostofall,howtrustfully!Ifeelmyselfbetter,purer。IfeelthatIhaveaheart,andthatthereisagreatdealofgoodinmeThosesweet,lovingeyes!Whenshesaid:``IndeedIdo……’’’

`Well,whatthen?Oh,nothing。It’sgoodforme,andgoodforher。’Andhebeganwonderingwheretofinishtheevening。

Hepassedinreviewtheplaceshemightgoto。`Club?agameofbezique;champagnewithIgnatov?No,I’mnotgoing。ChateaudesFleurs;thereIshallfindOblonsky,songs,thecancan。No,I’msickofit。That’swhyIliketheShcherbatsky’s,becauseI’mgrowingbetter。I’llgohome。’HewentstraighttohisroomatDussot’sHotel,orderedsupper,andthenundressed,andassoonashisheadtouchedthepillow,fellintoasoundsleep。

Nextday,ateleveno’clockinthemorning,VronskydrovetothestationofthePeterburgrailwaytomeethismother,andthefirstpersonhecameacrossonthegreatflightofstepswasOblonsky,whowasexpectinghissisterbythesametrain。

`Ah!YourExcellency!’criedOblonsky,`Whomareyoumeeting?’

`Mymother,’Vronskyresponded,smiling,aseveryonedidwhometOblonsky。Heshookhandswithhim,andtogethertheyascendedthesteps。`SheistobeherefromPeterburgtoday。’

`Iwaslookingoutforyoutilltwoo’clocklastnight。WheredidyougofromtheShcherbatsky’s?’

`Home,’answeredVronsky。`ImustownIfeltsowellcontentyesterdayaftertheShcherbatsky’sthatIdidn’tcaretogoanywhere。’

```Icantellthegallantsteed’sbysome……Idon’tknowwhat……``pace’s;Icantellyouths``bytheirfaces,’’’declaimedStepanArkadyevich,justashehaddonebeforetoLevin。

Vronskysmiledwithalookthatseemedtosaythathedidnotdenyit,buthepromptlychangedthesubject。

`Andwhomareyoumeeting?’heasked。

`I?I’vecometomeetaprettywoman,’saidOblonsky。

`Sothat’sit!’

`Honisoitquimalypense!MysisterAnna。’

`Ah!that’sMadameKarenina,’saidVronsky。

`Youknowher,nodoubt?’

`IthinkIdo。Orperhapsnot……Ireallyamnotsure,’Vronskyansweredheedlessly,withavaguerecollectionofsomethingstiffandtediousevokedbythenameKarenina。

`ButAlexeiAlexandrovich,mycelebratedbrother-in-law,yousurelymustknow。Alltheworldknowshim。’

`Iknowhimbyreputationandbysight。Iknowthathe’sclever,learned,religioussomewhat……Butyouknowthat’snot……notinmyline,’saidVronskyinEnglish。

`Yes,he’saveryremarkableman;ratheraconservative,butaveryniceman,’observedStepanArkadyevich,`averyniceman。’

`Oh,well,somuchthebetterforhim,’saidVronskysmiling。`Oh,you’vecome,’hesaid,addressingatalloldfootmanofhismother’sstandingatthedoor;`comehere。’

BesidesthecharmOblonskyhadingeneralforeveryone,VronskyhadfeltoflatespeciallydrawntohimbythefactthatinhisimaginationhewasassociatedwithKitty。

`Well,whatdoyousay?ShallwegiveasupperonSundayforthediva?’hesaidtohimwithasmile,takinghisarm。

`Ofcourse。I’mcollectingsubscriptions。Oh,didyoumaketheacquaintanceofmyfriendLevin?’askedStepanArkadyevich。

`Yes;butheleftratherearly。’

`He’sacapitalfellow,’pursuedOblonsky。`Isn’the?’

`Idon’tknowwhyitis,’respondedVronsky,`inallMoscowpeople-presentcompanyofcourseexcepted,’heputinjestingly,`there’ssomethinguncompromising。Theyareallonthedefensive,losetheirtempers,asthoughtheyallwanttomakeonefeelsomething……’

`Yes,that’strue,it’sso,’saidStepanArkadyevich,laughingcheerfully。

`Willthetrainbeinsoon?’Vronskyaskedarailwayofficial。

`Thetrain’ssignaled,’answeredtheman。

Theapproachofthetrainwasmoreandmoreevidentbythepreparatorybustleinthestation,therushofporters,themovementofgendarmesandattendants,andcrowdingpeoplemeetingthetrain。Throughthefrostyvaporcouldbeseenworkmeninshortsheepskinsandsoftfeltbootscrossingtherailsofthecurvingline。Thehissoftheboilercouldbeheardonthedistantrails,andtherumbleofsomethingheavy。

`No,’saidStepanArkadyevich,whofeltagreatinclinationtotellVronskyofLevin’sintentionsinregardtoKitty。`No,youhaven’tgotatrueimpressionofLevin。He’saverynervousman,andissometimesoutofhumor,it’strue,butthenheisoftenverycharming。Hehassuchatrue,honestnature,andaheartofgold。Butyesterdaytherewerespecialreasons,’pursuedStepanArkadyevich,withameaningsmile,totallyobliviousofthegenuinesympathyhehadfeltthedaybeforeforhisfriend,andfeelingthesamesympathynow,onlyforVronsky。`Yes,therewerereasonswhyhecouldnothelpbeingeitherparticularlyhappyorparticularlyunhappy。’

Vronskystoodstillandaskeddirectly:`Howso?Doyoumeanheproposedtoyourbelle-soeuryesterday?’

`Maybe,’saidStepanArkadyevich。`Ifanciedsomethingofthesortyesterday。Yes,ifhewentawayearly,andwasoutofhumortoo,suchmustbethecase……He’sbeensolonginlove,andI’mverysorryforhim。’

`Sothat’sit!……Ishouldimagine,though,shemightreckononabettermatch,’saidVronsky,settinghischeststraightandwalkingaboutagain,`thoughIdon’tknowhim,ofcourse,’headded。`Yes,thatisahatefulposition!That’swhymostfellowsprefertohavetodowiththeClaras。Ifyoudon’tsucceedwiththemitonlyprovesthatyou’venotenoughcash,butinthiscaseone’sdignityisinthebalance。Buthere’sthetrain。’

Theenginehadalreadywhistledinthedistance。Afewinstantslatertheplatformbegantoshake,and,withpuffsofsteamhanginglowintheairfromthefrost,theenginerolledup,withtherodofthemiddlewheelrhythmicallymovingupanddown,andthebowed,muffledfigureoftheenginedrivercoveredwithhoarfrost。Behindthetender,settingtheplatformmoreandmoreslowlyandmorepowerfullyshaking,cametheluggagevanwithadogwhininginit。Atlastthepassengercarriagesrolledin,quiveringbeforecomingtoastandstill。

Asmartguardjumpedout,givingawhistle,andafterhimonebyonetheimpatientpassengersbegantogetdown:anofficeroftheguards,holdinghimselferect,andlookingseverelyabouthim;animbleyoungmerchantwithabag,smilinggaily;apeasantwithasackoverhisshoulder。

Vronsky,standingbesideOblonsky,watchedthecarriagesandthepassengers,totallyobliviousofhismother。WhathehadjustheardaboutKittyexcitedanddelightedhim。Unconsciouslyhestraightenedhischest,andhiseyesflashed。Hefelthimselfaconqueror。

`CountessVronskaiaisinthatcompartment,’saidthesmartguard,goinguptoVronsky。

Theguard’swordsrousedhim,andforcedhimtothinkofhismotherandhisapproachingmeetingwithher。Hedidnotinhisheartrespecthismother,and,withoutacknowledgingittohimself,hedidnotloveher,thoughinaccordancewiththeideasofthesetinwhichhelived,andwithhisownupbringing,hecouldnothaveconceivedofanybehaviortohismothernotinthehighestdegreerespectfulandobedient,andthemoreexternallyobedientandrespectful,thelessinhisheartherespectedandlovedher。

Vronskyfollowedtheguardtothecarriage,andatthedoorofthecompartmenthestoppedshorttomakeroomforaladywhowasgettingout。

Withthehabitualfeelingofamanoftheworld,fromoneglanceatthislady’sappearanceVronskyclassifiedherasbelongingtothebestsociety。Hebeggedpardon,andwasgettingintothecarriage,butfelthemustglanceatheroncemore;notbecauseshewasverybeautiful,notbecauseofthateleganceandmodestgracewhichwereapparentinherwholefigure,butbecauseintheexpressionofhercharmingface,asshepassedclosebyhim,therewassomethingpeculiarlycaressingandsoft。Ashelookedround,shetooturnedherhead。Hershininggrayeyes,thatlookeddarkbecauseofherthicklashes,restedwithfriendlyattentiononhisface,asthoughshewererecognizinghim,andthenpromptlyturnedawaytothepassingcrowd,asthoughseekingsomeone。InthatbrieflookVronskyhadtimetonoticethesuppressedanimationwhichplayedoverherface,andflittedbetweenthebrillianteyesandthefaintsmilethatcurvedherredlips。Itwasasthoughhernatureweresobrimmingoverwithsomethingthat,againstherwill,itshoweditselfnowintheflashofhereyes,andnowinhersmile。Deliberatelysheshroudedthelightinhereyes,butitshoneagainstherwillinherfaintlyperceptiblesmile。

Vronskysteppedintothecarriage。Hismother,adried-upoldladywithblackeyesandringlets,screweduphereyes,scanningherson,andsmiledslightlywithherthinlips。Gettingupfromtheseatandhandinghermaidahandbag,shegaveherlittlewrinkledhandtohersontokiss,andliftinghisheadfromherhand,kissedhimonthecheek。

`Yougotmytelegram?Quitewell?ThankGod。’

`Youhadagoodjourney?’saidherson,sittingdownbesideher,andinvoluntarilylisteningtoawoman’svoiceoutsidethedoor。Heknewitwasthevoiceoftheladyhehadmetatthedoor。

`AllthesameIdon’tagreewithyou,’saidthelady’svoice。

`It’sthePeterburgview,madame。’

`NotPeterburg,butsimplyfeminine,’sheresponded。

`Well,well,allowmetokissyourhand。’

`Good-by,IvanPetrovich。Andwouldyouseeifmybrotherishere,andsendhimtome?’saidtheladyinthedoorway,andsteppedbackagainintothecompartment。

`Well,haveyoufoundyourbrother?’saidCountessVronskaia,addressingthelady。

VronskyunderstoodnowthatthiswasMadameKarenina。

`Yourbrotherishere,’hesaid,standingup。`Excuseme,Ididnotknowyou,and,indeed,ouracquaintancewassoslight,’saidVronskybowing,`thatnodoubtyoudonotrememberme。’

`Oh,no,’saidshe,`IshouldhaveknownyoubecauseyourmotherandIhavebeentalking,Ithink,ofnothingbutyoualltheway。’Asshespokeshelettheanimationthatwouldinsistoncomingoutshowitselfinhersmile。`Andstillnosignofmybrother。’

`Docallhim,Aliosha,’saidtheoldcountess。

Vronskysteppedoutontotheplatformandshouted:`Oblonsky!Here!’

MadameKarenina,however,didnotwaitforherbrother,butcatchingsightofhimshesteppedoutwithherlight,resolutestep。Andassoonasherbrotherhadreachedher,withagesturethatstruckVronskybyitsdecisionanditsgrace,sheflungherleftarmaroundhisneck,drewhimrapidlytoher,andkissedhimwarmly。Vronskylookedon,nevertakinghiseyesfromher,andsmiled,hecouldnothavesaidwhy。Butrecollectingthathismotherwaswaitingforhim,hewentbackagainintothecarriage。

`She’sverysweet,isn’tshe?’saidtheCountessofMadameKarenina。`Herhusbandputherwithme,andIwasdelightedtohaveher。We’vebeentalkingalltheway。Andsoyou,Ihear……vousfilezleparfaitamour。Tantmieux,moncher,tantmieux。’

`Idon’tknowwhatyouarereferringto,maman,’heansweredcoldly。`Come,maman,letusgo。’

MadameKareninaenteredthecarriageagaintosaygood-bytotheCountess。

`Well,Countess,youhavemetyourson,andImybrother,’shesaidgaily。`Andallmystoriesareexhausted;Ishouldhavenothingmoretotellyou。’

`Oh,no,’saidtheCountess,takingherhand。`Icouldgoallaroundtheworldwithyouandneverbedull。Youareoneofthosedelightfulwomeninwhosecompanyit’ssweeteithertobesilentortochat。Nowpleasedon’tfretoveryourson;youcan’texpectnevertobeparted。’

MadameKareninastoodquitestill,holdingherselfveryerect,andhereyesweresmiling。

`AnnaArkadyevna,’theCountesssaidinexplanationtoherson,`hasalittlesoneightyearsold,Ibelieve,andshehasneverbeenpartedfromhimbefore,andshekeepsfrettingoverleavinghim。’

`Yes,theCountessandIhavebeentalkingallthetime,Iofmysonandsheofhers,’saidMadameKarenina,andagainasmilelightedupherface-acaressingsmileintendedforhim。

`Iamafraidthatyoumusthavebeendreadfullybored,’hesaid,promptlycatchingtheballofcoquetryshehadflunghim。Butapparentlyshedidnotcaretopursuetheconversationinthatstrain,andsheturnedtotheoldCountess。

`Thankyousomuch。Thetimehaspassedsoquickly。Good-by,Countess。’

`Good-by,mylove,’answeredtheCountess。`Letmekissyourprettyface。Ispeakplainly,atmyage,andItellyousimplythatI’velostmyhearttoyou。’

Stereotypedasthephrasewas,MadameKareninaobviouslybelieveditandwasdelightedbyit。Sheflushed,bentdownslightly,andputhercheektotheCountes’sslips,drewherselfupagain,and,withthesamesmileflutteringbetweenherlipsandhereyes,shegaveherhandtoVronsky。Hepressedthelittlehandshegavehim,andwasdelighted,asthoughatsomethingspecial,bytheenergeticsqueezewithwhichshefreelyandvigorouslyshookhishand。Shewentoutwiththerapidstepwhichboreherratherfullydevelopedfigurewithsuchstrangelightness。

`Verycharming,’saidtheCountess。

Thatwaspreciselywhathersonwasthinking。Hiseyesfollowedhertillhergracefulfigurewasoutofsight,andthenthesmileremainedonhisface。Hesawoutofthewindowhowshewentuptoherbrother,putherarminhis,andbegantellinghimsomethinganimatedly-obviouslysomethingthathadnothingtodowithhim,Vronsky,andatthathefeltannoyed。

`Well,maman,areyouperfectlywell?’herepeated,turningtohismother。

`Everythinghasbeendelightful。Alexandrehasbeenverygood,andMariehasgrownverypretty。She’sveryinteresting。’

Andshebegantellinghimagainofwhatinterestedhermost-thechristeningofhergrandson,forwhichshehadbeenstayinginPeterburg,andthespecialfavorshownhereldersonbytheCzar。

`Here’sLavrentii,’saidVronsky,lookingoutofthewindow;`nowwecango,ifyoulike。’

TheoldbutlerwhohadtraveledwiththeCountesscametothecarriagetoannouncethateverythingwasready,andtheCountessgotuptogo。

`Come;there’snotsuchacrowdnow,’saidVronsky。

Themaidtookahandbagandthelapdog,thebutlerandaportertheotherbaggage。Vronskygavehismotherhisarm;butjustastheyweregettingoutofthecarriageseveralmenransuddenlybywithpanic-strickenfaces。Thestationmaster,too,ranbyinhisextraordinarilycoloredcap。Obviouslysomethingunusualhadhappened。Thecrowdwasrunningtothetailendofthetrain。

`What?……What?……Where?……Flunghimself!……Crushed!……’washeardamongthecrowd。

StepanArkadyevich,withhissisteronhisarm,turnedback。Theytoolookedscared,andstoppedatthecarriagedoortoavoidthecrowd。

Theladiesgotin,whileVronskyandStepanArkadyevichfollowedthecrowdtofindoutdetailsofthedisaster。

Awatchman,eitherdrunkortoomuchmuffledupinthebitterfrost,hadnotheardthetrainmovingback,andhadbeencrushed。

BeforeVronskyandOblonskycamebacktheladiesheardthefactsfromthebutler。

OblonskyandVronskyhadbothseenthemutilatedcorpse。Oblonskywasevidentlydistressed。Hefrownedandseemedreadytocry。

`Ah,howawful!Ah,Anna,ifyouhadseenit!Ah,howawful!’hekeptrepeating。

Vronskydidnotspeak;hishandsomefacewasserious,butperfectlycalm。

`Ah,ifyouhadseenit,Countess,’saidStepanArkadyevich。`Andhiswifewasthere……Itwasawfultoseeher!……Sheflungherselfonthebody。Theysayhewastheonlysupportofanimmensefamily。Howawful!’

`Couldn’tonedoanythingforher?’saidMadameKareninainanagitatedwhisper。

Vronskyglancedather,andimmediatelygotoutofthecarriage。

`I’llbebackdirectly,maman,’heremarked,turningroundinthedoorway。

Whenhecamebackafewminuteslater,StepanArkadyevichwasalreadyinconversationwiththeCountessaboutanewsinger,whileshewasimpatientlylookingtowardthedoor,waitingforherson。

`Nowletusbeoff,’saidVronsky,comingin。

Theywentouttogether。Vronskywasinfrontwithhismother。BehindwalkedMadameKareninawithherbrother。JustastheyweregoingoutofthestationthestationmasterovertookVronsky。

`Yougavemyassistanttwohundredroubles。Wouldyoukindlyexplainforwhosebenefityouintendthem?’

`Forthewidow,’saidVronsky,shrugginghisshoulders。`Ishouldhavethoughttherewasnoneedtoask。’

`Yougavethat?’criedOblonskybehind,and,pressinghissister’shand,headded:`Mostcharming,mostcharming!Isn’theafinefellow?Good-by,Countess。’

Andheandhissisterstoodstill,lookingforhermaid。

WhentheywentouttheVronsky’scarriagehadalreadydrivenaway。Peoplecominginwerestilltalkingofwhathadhappened。

`Whatahorribledeath!’saidagentleman,passingby。`Theysayhewascutintwo。’

`Onthecontrary,Ithinkit’stheeasiest-instantaneous,’observedanother。

`Howisittheydon’ttakeproperprecautions?’athirdwassaying。

MadameKareninaseatedherselfinthecarriage,andStepanArkadyevichsawwithsurprisethatherlipswerequivering,andthatshewaswithdifficultyrestraininghertears。

`Whatisit,Anna?’heasked,whentheyhaddrivenafewhundredsagenes。

`It’sanomenofevil,’shesaid。

`Whatnonsense!’saidStepanArkadyevich。`You’vecome,that’sthechiefthing。Youcan’tconceivehowI’mrestingmyhopesonyou。’

`HaveyouknownVronskylong?sheasked。

`Yes。Youknowwe’rehopinghewillmarryKitty。’

`Yes?’saidAnnasoftly。`Comenow,letustalkofyou,’sheadded,tossingherhead,asthoughshewouldphysicallyshakeoffsomethingsuperfluousoppressingher。`Letustalkofyouraffairs。Igotyourletter,andhereIam。’

`Yes,allmyhopesareinyou,’saidStepanArkadyevich。

`Well,tellmeallaboutit。’

AndStepanArkadyevichbeganhisstory。

OnreachinghomeOblonskyhelpedhissisterout,sighed,pressedherhand,andsetofftohisoffice。

WhenAnnaenteredthetinydrawingroom,shefoundDollysittingtherewithawhite-headedplumplittleboy,alreadyresemblinghisfather;shewaslisteningtoalessoninFrenchreading。Astheboyread,hekepttwistingandtryingtotearoffabuttonthatwasnearlyoffhisjacket。Hismotherhadseveraltimestakenhishandfromit,buttheplumplittlehandwentbacktothebuttonagain。Hismotherpulledthebuttonoffandputitinherpocket。

`Keepyourhandsstill,Grisha,’shesaid,andshetookupherwork,acoverletshehadlongbeenmaking。Shealwayssettoworkonitatdepressedmoments,andnowsheknittedatitnervously,twitchingherfingersandcountingthestitches。Thoughshehadsentwordthedaybeforetoherhusbandthatitwasnothingtoherwhetherhissistercameornot,shehadmadeeverythingreadyforherarrival,andwasexpectinghersister-in-lawwithagitation。

Dollywascrushedbyhersorrow,utterlyswallowedupbyit。StillshedidnotforgetthatAnna,hersister-in-law,wasthewifeofoneofthemostimportantpersonagesinPeterburg,andwasaPeterburggrandedame。And,thankstothiscircumstance,shedidnotcarryoutherthreattoherhusband-thatistosay,shehadnotforgottenthathersister-in-lawwascoming。`And,afterall,Annaisinnowisetoblame,’thoughtDolly。`Iknownothingsavetheverybestabouther,andIhaveseennothingbutkindnessandaffectionfromhertowardmyself。’ItwastruethatasfarasshecouldrecallherimpressionsatPeterburgattheKarenin’s,shedidnotliketheirhouseholditself;therewassomethingartificialaboutthewholearrangementoftheirfamilylife。`ButwhyshouldInotreceiveher?Ifonlyshedoesn’ttakeitintoherheadtoconsoleme!’thoughtDolly。`AllconsolationsandexhortationsandChristianforgiveness-Ihavethoughtallthisoverathousandtimes,andit’sallnouse。’

AllthesedaysDollyhadbeenalonewithherchildren。Shedidnotwanttotalkofhersorrow,butwiththatsorrowinherheartshecouldnottalkofoutsidematters。

SheknewthatinonewayoranothershewouldtellAnnaeverything,andshewasalternatelygladatthethoughtofspeakingfreely,andangryatthenecessityofspeakingofherhumiliationwithher,hissister,andofhearingherready-madephrasesofexhortationandconsolation。

Shehadbeenonthelookoutforher,glancingatherwatcheveryminute,and,asoftenhappens,letslipthatpreciseminutewhenhervisitorarrived,sothatshedidnothearthebell。

Catchingthesoundofskirtsandoflightstepsatthedoor,shelookedround,andhercarewornfaceunconsciouslyexpressednotgladness,butwonder。Shegotupandembracedhersister-in-law。

`What,herealready?’shesaidasshekissedher。

`Dolly,howgladIamtoseeyou!’

`Iamglad,too,’saidDolly,faintlysmiling,andtryingbytheexpressionofAnna’sfacetofindoutwhethersheknew。`Mostlikelysheknows,’shethought,noticingthesympathyinAnna’sface。`Well,comealong,I’lltakeyoutoyourroom,’shewenton,tryingtodeferaslongaspossiblethetimeofexplanation。

`IsthisGrisha?Heavens,howhe’sgrown!’saidAnna;andkissinghim,nevertakinghereyesoffDolly,shestoodstillandflushed。`No,please,letusstayhere。’

Shetookoffhershawlandherhat,andcatchingitinalockofherblackhair,whichwasamassofcurls,shetossedherheadandshookherhairdown。

`Youareradiantwithhealthandhappiness!’saidDolly,almostwithenvy。

`I?……Yes,’saidAnna。`Mercifulheavens,Tania!You’rethesameageasmySeriozha,’sheadded,addressingthelittlegirlassheranin。Shetookherinherarmsandkissedher。`Delightfulchild,delightful!Showmethemall。’

Shementionedthem,notonlyrememberingthenames,buttheyears,months,characters,illnessesofallthechildren,andDollycouldnotbutappreciatethat。

`Verywell,wewillgotothem,’shesaid。`It’sapityVassia’sasleep。’

Afterseeingthechildren,theysatdown,alonenow,inthedrawingroom,tocoffee。Annatookthetray,andthenpusheditawayfromher。

`Dolly,’shesaid,`hehastoldme。’

DollylookedcoldlyatAnna;shewaswaitingnowforhypocriticallysympatheticphrases,butAnnasaidnothingofthesort。

`Dolly,darling,’shesaid,`Idon’twanttointercedeforhim,nortotrytocomfortyou-that’simpossible。But,mydearest,I’msimplysorry,sorryfrommyheartforyou!’

Underthethicklashesofhershiningeyestearssuddenlyglittered。Shemovednearertohersister-in-lawandtookherhandinherown,vigorousandlittle。Dollydidnotshrinkaway,butherfacedidnotloseitsfrigidexpression。Shesaid:

`Tocomfortmeisimpossible。Everything’slostafterwhathashappened,everything’sover!’

Anddirectlyshehadsaidthis,herfacesuddenlysoftened。Annaliftedthewasted,thinhandofDolly,kisseditandsaid:

`But,Dolly,what’stobedone,what’stobedone?Howisitbesttoactinthisawfulposition-that’swhatyoumustthinkof。’

`All’sover,andthere’snothingmore,’saidDolly。`Andtheworstofitallis,yousee,thatIcan’tcasthimoff:therearethechildren-myhandsaretied。AndIcan’tlivewithhim!It’satortureformetoseehim。’

`Dolly,darling,hehasspokentome,butIwanttohearitfromyou:tellmeallaboutit。’

Dollylookedatherinquiringly。

SympathyandloveunfeignedwereapparentonAnna’sface。

`Verywell,’shesuddenlysaid。`ButIwillbeginatthebeginning。YouknowhowIwasmarried。WiththeeducationmamangaveusIwasmorethaninnocent-Iwasfoolish。Iknewnothing。Theysay,Iknow,mentelltheirwivesoftheirformerlives,butStiva’-shecorrectedherself-`StepanArkadyevichtoldmenothing。You’llhardlybelieveit,buttillnowIimaginedthatIwastheonlywomanhehadknown。SoIlivedeightyears。YoumustunderstandthatIwasnotonlyfarfromsuspectinginfidelity,butIregardeditasimpossible,andthen-trytoimagineit-withsuchconceptionstofindoutsuddenlyallthehorror,alltheloathsomeness……Youmusttryandunderstandme。Tobefullyconvincedofone’shappiness,andallatonce……’continuedDolly,holdingbackhersobs,`Togetaletter……Hislettertohismistress,agovernessinmyemploy。No,it’stooawful!’Shehastilypulledoutherhandkerchiefandhidherfaceinit。`Icanunderstandifitwerepassion,’shewenton,afterabriefsilence,`buttodeceivemedeliberately,slyly……Andwithwhom?……Togoonbeingmyhusbandwhileheandshe……It’sawful!Youcan’tunderstand……’

`Oh,yes,Iunderstand!Iunderstand!Dolly,dearest,Idounderstand,’saidAnna,pressingherhand。

`Anddoyouimagineherealizesalltheawfulnessofmyposition?Dollyresumed。`Notintheslightest!He’shappyandcontented。’

`Oh,no!’Annainterposedquickly。`He’stobepitied,he’sweigheddownbyremorse……’

`Ishecapableofremorse?’Dollyinterrupted,gazingintentlyintohersister-in-law’sface。

`Yes。Iknowhim。Icouldnotlookathimwithoutfeelingsorryforhim。Webothknowhim。He’sgood-natured,buthe’sproud,andnowhe’ssohumiliated。Whattouchedmemost……’(AndhereAnnaguessedwhatwouldtouchDollymost。)`He’storturedbytwothings:thathe’sashamedforthechildren’ssake,andthat,lovingyou-yes,yes,lovingyoubeyondeverythingonearth,’shehurriedlyinterruptedDolly,whowouldhaverejoined-`hehashurtyou,piercedyoutotheheart。``No,no,shecannotforgiveme,’’hekeepsonsaying。’

Dollylookedpensivelypasthersister-in-lawasshelistenedtoherwords。

`Yes,Icanseethathispositionisawful;it’sworsefortheguiltythantheinnocent,’shesaid,`ifhefeelsthatallthemiserycomesfromhisfault。ButhowamItoforgivehim,howamItobehiswifeagainafterher?Formetolivewithhimnowwouldbetorture,justbecauseIlovemypastloveforhim……’

Andsobscutshortherwords。

Butasthoughofsetdesign,eachtimeshewassoftenedshebegantospeakagainofwhatexasperatedher。

`She’syoung,yousee,she’spretty,’shewenton。`Doyouknow,Anna,myyouthandmybeautyaregone,takenbywhom?Byhimandhischildren。Ihaveworkedforhim,andallIhadhasgoneinhisservice,andnowofcourseanyfresh,vulgarcreaturehasmorecharmforhim。Nodoubttheytalkedofmetogether,or,worsestill,theyweresilentaboutme……Doyouunderstand?’

Againhereyesglowedwithhatred。

`Andafterthathewilltellme……What!AmItobelievehim?Never!No,everythingisover,everythingthatonceconstitutedmycomfort,therewardofmyworkandofmysufferings……Wouldyoubelieveit?IwasteachingGrishajustnow:oncethiswasajoytome,nowitisatorture。WhathaveItostriveandtoilfor?Whytohavechildren?What’ssoawfulisthatallatoncemyheart’sturned,andinsteadofloveandtenderness,Ihavenothingbuthatredforhim;yes,hatred。Icouldkillhimand……’

`DarlingDolly,Iunderstand,butdon’ttortureyourselfYouaresoinsulted,soexcited,thatyoulookatmanythingsmistakenly。’

Dollygrewcalmer,andfortwominutesbothweresilent。

`What’stobedone?Thinkforme,Anna,helpme。Ihavethoughtovereverything,andIseenothing。’

Annacouldnotfindanything,butherheartechoedinstantlytoeachword,toeachchangeofexpressiononhersister-in-law’sface。

`OnethingIwouldsay,’beganAnna。`Iamhissister,Iknowhischaracter,thatfacultyofforgettingeverything,everything’(shewavedherhandbeforeherforehead),`thatfacultyforbeingcompletelycarriedaway,butforcompletelyrepenting,too。Hecannotbelieveit,hecannotcomprehendnow,howhecouldhaveactedashedid。’

`No;heunderstands,andunderstood!’Dollybrokein。`ButI……Youareforgettingme……Doesthatmakeiteasierforme?’

`Waitaminute。Whenhetoldme,IwillownIdidnotrealizeallthehorrorofyourposition。Isawnothingbuthim,andthatthefamilywasbrokenup。Ifeltsorryforhim,butaftertalkingtoyou,Iseeit,asawoman,quitedifferently。Iseeyouragony,andIcan’ttellyouhowsorryIamforyou!But,Dolly,darling,whileIfullyrealizeyoursufferings,thereisonethingIdon’tknow;Idon’tknow……Idon’tknowhowmuchlovethereisstillinyourheartforhim。Thatyouknow-whetherthereisenoughforyoutobeabletoforgivehim。Ifthereis-forgivehim!’

`No,’Dollywasbeginning,butAnnacuthershort,kissingherhandoncemore。

`Iknowmoreoftheworldthanyoudo,’shesaid。IknowhowmenlikeStivalookatit。Youspeakofhistalkingofyouwithher。Thatneverhappened。Suchmenareunfaithful,buttheirownhomeandwifearesacredtothem。Somehoworotherthesewomenarestilllookedonwithcontemptbythem,anddonottouchontheirfeelingfortheirfamily。Theydrawasortoflinethatcan’tbecrossedbetweenthemandtheirfamilies。Idon’tunderstandit,butitisso。’

`Yes,buthehaskissedher……’

`Dolly,hush,darling。IsawStivawhenhewasinlovewithyou。Irememberthetimewhenhecametomeandcried,talkingofyou,andofwhatapoetryandloftinessyouwereforhim,andIknowthatthelongerhehaslivedwithyoutheloftieryouhavebeeninhiseyes。Youknowwehavesometimeslaughedathimforputtinginateveryword:`Dolly’samarvelouswoman。’havealwaysbeenadivinityforhim,andyouarethatstill,andthishasnotbeenapassionoftheheart……

`Butifitberepeated?’

`Itcannotbe,asIunderstandit……

`Yes,butcouldyouforgiveit?’

`Idon’tknow,Ican’tjudge……No,Icanjudge,’saidAnna,thinkingamoment;andgraspingthepositioninherthoughtandweighingitinherinnerbalance,sheadded:`Yes,Ican,Ican,Ican。Yes,Icouldforgive。Icouldnotbethesame,no;butIcouldforgive,andforgiveasthoughithadneverbeen,neverbeenatall……’

`Oh,ofcourse,’Dollyinterposedquickly,asthoughsayingwhatshehadmorethanoncethought,`elseitwouldnotbeforgiveness。Ifoneforgives,itmustbecompletely,completely。Come,letusgo;I’lltakeyoutoyourroom,’shesaid,gettingup,andonthewaysheembracedAnna。`Mydear,howgladIamyoucame。Ithasmadethingsbetter,eversomuchbetter。’

ThewholeofthatdayAnnaspentathome-thatis,attheOblonsky’s,andreceivednoone,thoughsomeofheracquaintanceshadalreadyheardofherarrival,andcametocallthesameday。AnnaspentthewholemorningwithDollyandthechildren。Shemerelysentabriefnotetoherbrothertotellhimthathemustnotfailtodineathome。`Come,Godismerciful,’shewrote。

Oblonskydiddineathome:theconversationwasgeneral,andhiswife,speakingtohim,addressedhimas`Stiva,’asshehadnotdoneforsometimepast。Intherelationsofhusbandandwifethesameestrangementstillremained,buttherewasnotalkofseparation,andStepanArkadyevichsawthepossibilityofexplanationandreconciliation。

ImmediatelyafterdinnerKittycamein。SheknewAnnaArkadyevna,butonlyveryslightly,andshecamenowtohersister’swithsometrepidation,attheprospectofmeetingthisfashionablePeterburglady,ofwhomeveryonespokesohighly。ButshemadeafavorableimpressiononAnnaArkadyevna-sheperceivedthatatonce。Annawasunmistakablyadmiringherlovelinessandheryouth:beforeKittyknewwhereshewasshefoundherselfnotmerelyunderAnna’ssway,butinlovewithher,asyounggirlsdofallinlovewitholderandmarriedwomen。Annadidnotresembleafashionablelady,orthemotherofaboyeightyearsold。Intheelasticityofhermovements,thefreshnessandtheanimationwhichpersistedinherfaceandbrokeoutinhersmileandherglance,shewouldratherhavepassedforagirloftwenty,haditnotbeenforaseriousand,attimes,amournfullookinhereyes,whichstruckandattractedKitty。KittyfeltthatAnnawasperfectlysimpleandwasconcealingnothing,butthatshehadanotherhigherworldofinterests,complexandpoetic,whichwereinaccessibletoKitty。

Afterdinner,whenDollywithdrewtoherownroom,Annarosequicklyandwentuptoherbrother,whowasjustlightingacigar。

`Stiva,’shesaidtohim,winkinggaily,makingthesignofthecrossoverhim,andglancingtowardthedoor,`go,andGodhelpyou。

Hetossedawayhiscigar,havingunderstoodher,anddepartedthroughthedoorway。

WhenStepanArkadyevichhaddisappeared,shewentbacktothesofawhereshehadbeensitting,surroundedbythechildren。Eitherbecausethechildrensawthattheirmotherwasfondofthisaunt,orthattheythemselvessensedaspecialcharminher,thetwoelderones,andtheyoungerfollowingtheirlead,aschildrensooftendo,hadclungabouttheirnewauntsincebeforedinner,andwouldnotleaveherside。Andithadbecomeasortofgameamongthemtositascloseaspossibletotheiraunt,totouchher,holdherlittlehand,kissit,playwithherring,oreventouchtheflounceofherskirt。

`Come,come,asweweresittingbefore,’saidAnnaArkadyevna,sittingdowninherplace。

AndagainGrishapokedhislittlefaceunderherarm,andnestledwithhisheadonhergown,beamingwithprideandhappiness。

`Andwhenisyournextball?’sheaskedKitty。

`Nextweek-andasplendidball。Oneofthoseballswhereonealwaysenjoysoneself。’

`Why,arethereballswhereonealwaysenjoysoneself?’Annasaid,withtenderirony。

`It’sstrange,butthereare。AttheBobrishchev’sonealwaysenjoysoneself,andattheNikitin’stoo,whileattheMezhkov’sit’salwaysdull。Haven’tyounoticedit?’

`No,mydear,formetherearenoballsnowwhereoneenjoysoneself,’saidAnna,andKittydetectedinhereyesthatpeculiarworldwhichwasnotrevealedtoher。`Formetherearesomewhicharelessdullandtiresomethanothers。’

`Howcanyoubedullataball?’

`WhyshouldnotIbedullataball?’inquiredAnna。

KittyperceivedthatAnnaknewwhatanswerwouldfollow。

`Becauseyoualwayslooktheloveliestofall。’

Annahadthefacultyofblushing。Sheblushed,andsaid:

`Inthefirstplaceit’sneverso;andsecondly,ifitwere,whatdifferencewoulditmaketome?’

`Areyoucomingtothisball?askedKitty。

`Iimagineitwon’tbepossibletoavoidgoing。Here,takeit,’shesaidtoTania,whowaspullingthelooselyfittingringoffherwhite,slender-tippedfinger。

`Ishallbesogladifyougo。Ishouldsoliketoseeyouataball。’

`Anyway,ifIdogo,Ishallcomfortmyselfwiththethoughtthatit’sapleasuretoyou……Grisha,don’tpullmyhair。It’suntidyenoughwithoutthat,’shesaid,puttingupastrayinglock,whichGrishahadbeenplayingwith。

`Iimagineyouattheballinlilac。’

`Andwhyinlilac,precisely?’askedAnna,smiling。`Now,children,runalong,runalong。Doyouhear?MissHooleiscallingyoutotea,’shesaidtearingthechildrenfromher,andsendingthemofftothediningroom。

`Iknowwhyyoupressmetocometotheball。Youexpectagreatdealofthisball,andyouwanteveryonetobethereandtakepartinit。’

`Howdoyouknow?Yes!’

`Oh!Whatahappytimeyouareat,’pursuedAnna。`Iremember,andIknowthisbluehaze,likethemistonthemountainsinSwitzerland。Thismist,whichcoverseverythinginthatblissfultimewhenchildhoodisjustending,andoutofthatvastcircle,happyandgay,thereisapathgrowingnarrowerandnarrower,anditisdelightfulandalarmingtoentertheballroom,brightandsplendidasitis……Whohasnotbeenthroughit?’

Kittysmiledwithoutspeaking。`Buthowdidshegothroughit?HowIshouldliketoknowallherlovestory!’thoughtKitty,recallingtheunromanticappearanceofAlexeiAlexandrovich,herhusband。

`Iknowsomething。Stivatoldme,andIcongratulateyou。Ilikedhimsomuch,’Annacontinued。`ImetVronskyattherailwaystation。’

`Oh,washethere?’askedKitty,blushing。`WhatwasitStivatoldyou?’

`Stivablabbedaboutitall。AndIshouldbesoglad。ItraveledyesterdaywithVronsky’smother,’shewenton;`andhismothertalkedwithoutapauseofhim;he’sherfavorite。Iknowmothersarepartial,but……’

`Whatdidhismothertellyou?’

`Oh,agreatdeal!AndalthoughIknowthathe’sherfavorite,onecanstillseehowchivalrousheis……Well,forinstance,shetoldmethathehadwantedtogiveupallhispropertytohisbrother;thathehaddonesomethingextraordinarywhenhewasquiteachild-savedawomanfromthewater。He’sahero,infact,’saidAnna,smilingandrecollectingthetwohundredroubleshehadgivenatthestation。

ButshedidnottellKittyaboutthetwohundredroubles。Forsomereasonitwasdisagreeabletohertothinkofit。Shefeltthattherewassomethingthathadtodowithherinit,andsomethingthatoughtnottohavebeen。

`Shepressedmeverymuchtogoandseeher,’Annawenton;`andIshallbegladtogotoseehertomorrow。StivaisstayingalongwhileinDolly’sroom,thankGod,’Annaadded,changingthesubject,andgettingup,Kittyfancied,displeasedwithsomething。

`No,I’mfirst!No,I!’screamedthechildren,whohadfinishedtea,runninguptotheirAuntAnna。

`Alltogether,’saidAnna,andsheranlaughingtomeetthem,and,embracingthem,threwallthechildren,shriekingwithdelight,intoaswarmingheap。

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