WehadapleasantinterviewwithLordBroughamalso。ThePhiladelphiaAnti-slaverySocietysenthimanelaboratelycarvedinkstand,madefromthewoodofPennsylvaniaHall,whichwasdestroyedbyapro-slaverymob。
Mr。Birneymadeamostgracefulspeechinpresentingthememento,andLordBroughamwasequallyhappyinreceivingit。
OneofthemostnotablecharacterswemetatthistimewasDanielO'Connell。
HemadehisfirstappearanceintheLondonconventionafewdaysafterthewomenwererejected。Hepaidabeautifultributetowomanandsaidthat,ifhehadbeenpresentwhenthequestionwasunderdiscussion,heshouldhavespokenandvotedfortheiradmission。Hewasatall,well-developed,magnificent-lookingman,andprobablyoneofthemosteffectivespeakersIrelandeverproduced。IsawhimatagreatIndiameetinginExeterHall,wheresomeofthebestoratorsfromFrance,America,andEnglandwerepresent。
ThereweresixnativesfromIndiaontheplatformwho,notunderstandinganythingthatwassaid,naturallyremainedlistlessthroughouttheproceedings。
ButthemomentO'Connellbegantospeaktheywereallattention,bendingforwardandcloselywatchingeverymovement。Onecouldalmosttellwhathesaidfromtheplayofhisexpressivefeatures,hiswonderfulgestures,andtheposeofhiswholebody。Whenhefinished,thenativesjoinedinthegeneralapplause。HehadallWendellPhillips'powerofsarcasmanddenunciation,andaddedtothatthemosttenderpathos。Hecouldmakehisaudiencelaughorcryatpleasure。Itwasararesighttoseehimdressedin“Repealcloth“inoneofhisRepealmeetings。WewereinDublininthemidstofthatexcitement,whenthehopesofnewlibertiesforthatoppressedpeopleallcenteredonO'Connell。TheenthusiasmofthepeoplefortheRepealoftheUnionwasthenatwhite-heat。Diningonedaywiththe“GreatLiberator,“ashewascalled,Iaskedhimifhehopedtocarrythatmeasure。
“No,“hesaid,“butitisalwaysgoodpolicytoclaimtheuttermostandthenyouwillbesuretogetsomething。“
Couldhehavelookedforwardfiftyyearsandhaveseenthepresentconditionofhisunhappycountry,hewouldhaveknownthatEnglishgreedandselfishnesscoulddefeatanypolicy,howeverwiseandfar-seeing。ThesuccessivestepsbywhichIrishcommercewasruinedandreligiousfeudsbetweenherpeoplecontinuallyfannedintolife,andthenationsubjugated,formthedarkestpageinthehistoryofEngland。Butthepeopleareawakeningatlasttotheirduty,and,forthefirsttime,organizingEnglishpublicsentimentinfavorof“HomeRule。“Iattendedseverallarge,enthusiasticmeetingswhenlastinEngland,inwhichthemostradicalutterancesofIrishpatriotswerereceivedwithprolongedcheers。ItrustthedayisnotfaroffwhenthebeautifulEmeraldIslewillunfurlherbannerbeforethenationsoftheearth,enthronedastheQueenRepublicofthosenorthernseas!
WevisitedWordsworth'shomeatGrasmere,amongthebeautifullakes,buthewasnotthere。However,wesawhissurroundings杢helandscapethatinspiredsomeofhispoeticdreams,andthedenserowsofhollyhocksofeveryshadeandcolor,leadingfromhisporchtothegate。Thegardenertoldusthiswashisfavoriteflower。Thoughithadnospecialbeautyinitself,takenalone,yetthewonderfulcombinationofroyalcolorswasindeedstrikingandbeautiful。WesawHarrietMartineauathercountryhomeaswellasatherhouseintown。Aswewereobligedtoconversewithherthroughaneartrumpet,welefthertodomostofthetalking。ShegaveusmanyamusingexperiencesofhertravelsinAmerica,andhercommentsontheLondonConventionwererichandracy。Shewasnotanattractivewomanineithermannerorappearance,thoughconsideredgreatandgoodbyallwhoknewher。
WespentafewdayswithThomasClarkson,inIpswich。Helivedinaveryoldhousewithlongramblingcorridors,surroundedbyamoat,whichwecrossedbymeansofadrawbridge。Hehadjustwrittenanarticleagainstthecolonizationscheme,whichhiswifereadaloudtous。Hewassoabsorbedinthesubjectthatheforgotthearticlewaswrittenbyhimself,andkeptuparunningapplausewith“hear!”“hear!”theEnglishmodeofexpressingapprobation。HetoldusoftheseverestrugglesheandWilberforcehadgonethroughinrousingthepublicsentimentofEnglandtothedemandforemancipationinJamaica。Buttheirtrialsweremild,comparedwithwhatGarrisonandhiscoadjutorshadsufferedinAmerica。
Havingreadofallthesepeople,itwasdifficulttorealize,asIvisitedthemintheirownhomesfromdaytoday,thattheywerethesamepersonsIhadsolongworshipedfromafar!ChapterVI。ChapterVI。CHAPTERVI。HOMEWARDBOUND。
AFTERtakingaviewofthewondersandsurroundingsofLondonwespentamonthinParis。FiftyyearsagotherewasagreaterdifferenceinthegeneralappearanceofthingsbetweenFranceandEnglandthannow。Thatcountriesonlyafewhours'journeyapartshoulddiffersowidelywastousagreatsurprise。Howchangedthesightsandsounds!Herewastheolddiligence,lumberingalongwithitsvariouscompartmentsanditsindefinitenumberofhorses,harnessedwithropeandleather,sometimestwo,sometimesthreeabreast,andsometimesoneinadvance,withanoutriderbelaboringthepoorbeastswithoutcessation,andthedriveryellingandcrackinghiswhip。Theuproar,confusion,andsquabblesateverystoppingplaceareoverwhelming;theupperclasses,menandwomenalike,rushingintoeachother'sarms,embraceandkiss,whiledriversandhostlersontheslightestprovocationhurlateachotherallthedenunciatoryadjectivesinthelanguage,andwithsuchvehemencethatyouexpecteverymomenttoseeadeadlyconflict。Butto-day,asfiftyyearsago,theyneverarriveatthatpoint。Theirswasandispurelyanencounterofwords,whichtheykeepup,astheydriveoffinoppositedirections,justasfarastheycanhearandseeeachother,withthreatsofvengeancetocome。SuchanencounterbetweentwoEnglishmenwouldmeanthedeathofoneortheother。
AllthiswasinmarkedcontrastwithJohnBullandhisIsland。Therethepeoplewereassilentasiftheyhadbeenborndeafanddumb。TheEnglishstagecoachwascompact,clean,andpolishedfromtoptobottom,thehorsesandharnessglossyandinorder,thewell-dressed,dignifiedcoachman,whoseldomspokealoudwordorusedhiswhip,kepthisseatatthevariousstages,whilehostlerswateredorchangedthesteeds;thepostmanblewhisbugleblasttohavethemailinreadiness,andthereservedpassengersmadenoremarksonwhatwaspassing;for,inthosedays,Englishmenwereafraidtospeaktoeachotherforfearofrecognizingonenotoftheirclass,whiletostrangersandforeignerstheywouldnotspeakexceptincaseofdirenecessity。TheFrenchmanwasreadyenoughtotalk,but,unfortunately,wewereseparatedbydifferentlanguages。ThustheEnglishmanwouldnottalk,theFrenchmancouldnot,andtheintelligent,loquaciousAmericandriver,whodiscoursesonpolitics,religion,nationalinstitutions,andsocialgossipwasunknownonthatsideoftheAtlantic。WhatthecuriousAmericantravelercouldfindouthimselffromobservationandpertinaciousseekinghewaswelcometo,buttheBritonwouldwastenobreathtoenlightenYankeesastothepointsofinterestorcustomsofhiscountry。
OurpartyconsistedofMissPugh,AbbyKimber,Mr。Stanton,andmyself。
Ihadmanyamusingexperiencesinmakingmywantsknownwhenalone,havingforgottenmostofmyFrench。Forinstance,travelingnightanddayinthediligencetoParis,asthestopswereshort,onewassometimesinneedofsomethingtoeat。Onenightasmycompanionswereallasleep,Iwentouttogetapieceofcakeoracracker,orwhateverofthatsortIcouldobtain,but,owingtomyclumsyuseofthelanguage,Iwasmisunderstood。
Justasthediligencewasabouttostart,andtheshoutforustogetaboardwasheard,thewaitercamerunningwithapipinghotplateofsweetbreadsnicelybroiled。Ihadwaitedandwonderedwhyittooksolongtogetasimplepieceofcakeorbiscuit,andlo!apieceofhotmeatwasofferedme。Icouldnottakethefrizzlingthinginmyhandnoreatitwithoutbread,knife,orfork,soIhurriedofftothecoach,themanpursuingmetotheverydoor。Iwasvexedanddisappointed,whiletherestofthepartywereconvulsedwithlaughteratthepartingsaluteandmyattempttomakemywayalone。ItwassometimebeforeIheardthelastofthe“sweetbreads。“
WhenwereachedPariswesecuredacourierwhocouldspeakEnglish,toshowusthesightsofthatwonderfulcity。Everymorningearlyhewasatthedoor,rainorshine,tocarryoutourplans,which,withtheaidofourguidebook,wehadmadetheeveningbefore。Inthisway,goingsteadily,dayafterday,wevisitedallpointsofinterestformilesroundandsailedupanddowntheSeine。ThePalaceoftheTuileries,withitsmanyassociationswithalonglineofmoreorlessunhappykingsandqueens,wastheninitsglory,anditsextensiveandbeautifulgroundswerealwaysgaywithcrowdsofhappypeople。Thesegardenswereagreatresortfornursesandchildrenandwerefurnishedwithallmannerofnovelappliancesfortheiramusement,includingbeautifullittlecarriagesdrawnbyfourgoatswithgirlsorboysdriving,boatssailingintheair,seeminglypropelledbyoars,andhobbyhorsesflyingroundonwhirligigswithboysvainlytryingtocatcheachother。NopeoplehaveevertakenthetroubletoinventsomanyamusementsforchildrenashavetheFrench。Thepeopleenjoyedbeingalwaysintheopenair,nightandday。Theparksarecrowdedwithamusementseekers,somereadingandplayinggames,somesewing,knitting,playingonmusicalinstruments,dancing,sittingaroundtablesinbevieseating,drinking,andgaylychatting。Andyet,whentheydriveincarriagesorgototheirhomesatnight,theywillshutthemselvesinastightasoystersintheirshells。Theyhaveatheorythatnightairisveryinjurious,杋nthehouse,朼lthoughtheywillsitoutsideuntilmidnight。IfoundthissamesuperstitionprevalentinFrancefiftyyearslater。
WevisitedtheHô;teldesInvalidesjustastheywerepreparingthesarcophagusforthereceptionoftheremainsofNapoleon。Wewitnessedthewildexcitementofthatenthusiasticpeople,andlistenedwithdeepinteresttotheoldsoldiers'praisesoftheirgreatgeneral。Theladiesofourpartychattedfreelywiththem。Theyallhadinterestinganecdotestorelateoftheirchief。Theysaidheseldomsleptoverfourhours,wasanabstemiouseater,andrarelychangedaservant,ashehatedastrangefaceabouthim。Hewasveryfondofagameofchess,andsnuffedcontinuously;
talkedbutlittle,wasalightsleeper,杢hestirringofamousewouldawakenhim,朼ndalwaysonthewatchtower。Theysaidthat,inhisgreatcampaigns,heseemedtobeomnipresent。AsentinelasleepathispostwouldsometimeswakentofindNapoleonondutyinhisplace。
TheshipthatbroughtbackNapoleon'sremainswastheBellePoule(thebeautifulhen!),whichlandedatCherbourg,November30,1840。ThebodywasconveyedtotheChurchoftheInvalides,whichadjoinsthetomb。
ThePrincedeJoinvillebroughtthebodyfromSaintHelena,andLouisPhilippereceivedit。
Atthattimeeachsoldierhadalittlepatchoflandtodecorateashepleased,inwhichmanyscenesfromtheirgreatbattleswereillustrated。
OnerepresentedNapoleoncrossingtheAlps。Therewerethecannon,thesoldiers,Napoleononhorseback,alltoilingupthesteepascent,perfectinminiature。InanotherwasNapoleon,flaginhand,leadingthechargeacrossthebridgeofLodi。InstillanotherwasNapoleoninEgypt,beforethePyramids,seated,impassive,onhishorse,gazingattheSphinx,asifabouttoutterhisimmortalwordstohissoldiers:“Here,fortycenturieslookdownuponus。“Theseobjectlessonsofthepastareallgonenowandthelandusedformoreprosaicpurposes。
Ilittlethought,asIwitnessedthatgreateventinFrancein1840,thatfifty-sevenyearslaterIshouldwitnessasimilarpageantintheAmericanRepublic,whenournationpaiditslasttributestoGeneralGrant。
Therearemanypointsofsimilarityinthesegreatevents。Asmentheywerealikeaggressiveandself-reliant。InNapoleon'swillheexpressedthewishthathislastrestingplacemightbeinthelandandamongthepeoplehelovedsowell。Hisdesireisfulfilled。HerestsinthechiefcityoftheFrenchrepublic,whoseshoresarewashedbythewatersoftheSeine。GeneralGrantexpressedthewishthathemightbeinterredinourmetropolisandadded:“WhereverIamburied,I
desirethatthereshallberoomformywifebymyside。“Hiswishes,too,arefulfilled。HerestsinthechiefcityoftheAmericanRepublic,whoseshoresarewashedbythewatersoftheHudson,andinhismagnificentmausoleumthereisroomforhiswifebyhisside。
SeveralmembersoftheSocietyofFriendsfromBostonandPhiladelphia,whohadattendedtheWorld'sAnti-slaveryConventioninLondon,joinedourpartyforatripontheContinent。Thoughopposedtowar,theyalltookadeepinterestinthenationalexcitementandinthepageantsthatheraldedtheexpectedarrivaloftheherofromSaintHelena。AstheyallworemilitarycoatsofthetimeofGeorgeFox,thesoldiers,supposingtheybelongedtothearmyofsomecountry,gavethemthemilitarysalutewhereverwewent,muchtotheirannoyanceandouramusement。
Ingoingtherounds,MissPughamusedusbyreadingaloudthedescriptionofwhatwewereadmiringandthehistoricaleventsconnectedwiththatparticularbuildingorlocality。Weurgedhertospendthetimetakinginallshecouldseeandtoreadupafterward;butno,ahistoryofFranceandGalignani'sguideshecarriedeverywhere,and,whiletherestofuslookeduntilwewerefullysatisfied,shetookabird's-eyeviewandreadthedescription。Dearlittlewoman!Shewasafinescholar,agoodhistorian,waswellinformedonallsubjectsandcountries,provedaninvaluabletravelingcompanion,andcouldtellmoreofwhatwesawthanalltherestofustogether。
OnseveraloccasionswechancedtomeetLouisPhilippedashingbyinanopenbarouche。Wefeltgreatsatisfactioninrememberingthatatonetimehewasanexileinourcountry,whereheearnedhislivingbyteachingschool。WhatanhonorforYankeechildrentohavebeentaught,byaFrenchking,therudimentsofhislanguage。
HavingbeenaccustomedtothePuritanSundayofrestraintandsolemnity,IfoundthatdayinParisgayandcharming。ThefirsttimeIenteredintosomeofthefestivities,Ireallyexpectedtobestruckbylightning。Thelibraries,artgalleries,concerthalls,andtheaterswereallopentothepeople。Bandsofmusicwereplayingintheparks,wherewholefamilies,withtheirluncheons,spenttheday杊usbands,wives,andchildren,onanexcursiontogether。TheboatsontheSeineandallpublicconveyanceswerecrowded。Thosewhohadbutthisonedayforpleasureseemeddeterminedtomakethemostofit。AwonderfulcontrastwiththatgloomydayinLondon,whereallplacesofamusementwereclosedandnothingopentothepeoplebutthechurchesanddrinkingsaloons。ThestreetsandhousesinwhichVoltaire,LaFayette,Mme。deStaë;l,Mme。Roland,CharlotteCorday,andotherfamousmenandwomenlivedanddied,werepointedouttous。
Welittlethought,then,ofalltheterriblescenestobeenactedinParis,northatFrancewouldemergefromthedangersthatbesetheroneverysideintoasisterrepublic。Ithasbeenawonderfulachievement,withkingsandPopesallplottingagainstherexperiment,thatshehassucceededinputtingkingcraftunderherfeetandproclaimedliberty,equality,fraternityforherpeople。
AfterafewweeksinFrance,wereturnedtoLondon,travelingthroughEngland,Ireland,andScotlandforseveralmonths。WevisitedthescenesthatShakespeare,Burns,andDickenshadmadeclassic。WespentafewdaysatHuntingdon,thehomeofOliverCromwell,andvisitedtheestatewherehepassedhisearlymarriedlife。Whilethere,oneofhisgreatadmirersreadaloudtousasplendidarticleinoneofthereviews,writtenbyCarlyle,giving“TheProtector,“ashisfriendsaid,histrueplaceinhistory。
ItwaslongthefashionofEngland'shistorianstorepresentCromwellasafanaticandhypocrite,buthischaracterwasvindicatedbylaterwriters。
“Never,“saysMacaulay,“wasarulersoconspicuouslybornforsovereignty。
Thecupwhichhasintoxicatedalmostallotherssoberedhim。“
WesawthepicturesqueruinsofKenilworthCastle,thebirthplaceofShakespeare,thehomesofByronandMaryChaworth,wanderedthroughNewsteadAbbey,sawthemonumenttothefaithfuldog,andthelargediningroomwhereByronandhisbooncompanionsusedtoshootatamark。Itwasadesolateregion。WestoppedadayortwoatAyranddroveouttothebirthplaceofBurns。Theoldhousethathadshelteredhimwasstillthere,butitswallsnowechoedtoothervoices,andthefieldswherehehadtoiledwereplowedbyotherhands。WesawthestreamandbankswhereheandMarysattogether,theoldstonechurchwherethewitchesheldtheirmidnightrevels,thetwodogs,andthebridgeofAyr。WithBurns,aswithSappho,itwaslovethatawokehishearttosong。Abonnylasswhoworkedwithhimintheharvestfieldinspiredhisfirstattemptsatrhyme。Life,withBurns,wasonelong,hardstruggle。Withhisnaturalloveforthebeautiful,theterribledepressionofspiritshesufferedfromhisdrearysurroundingswasinevitable。Theinterestgreatmentookinhim,whentheyawoketohisgenius,cametoolateforhissafetyandencouragement。Inaglassofwhiskyhefound,atlast,therestandcheerheneverknewwhensober。
Povertyandignorancearetheparentsofintemperance,andthatvicewillneverbesuppresseduntiltheburdensoflifeareequallysharedbyall。
WesawMelrosebymoonlight,spentseveralhoursatAbbotsford,andlingeredinthelittlesanctumsanctorumwhereScottwrotehisimmortalworks。Itwassosmallthathecouldreachthebookshelvesoneveryside。
Wewentthroughtheprisons,castles,andnarrowstreetsofEdinburgh,wherethehousesaresevenandeightstorieshigh,eachstoryprojectingafewfeetuntil,attheuppermost,oppositeneighborscouldeasilyshakehandsandchattogether。Alltheintervalsfromactivesightseeingwespentinreadingthelivesofhistoricalpersonagesinpoetryandprose,untiloursympathiesflowedouttotherealandidealcharacters。LadyJaneGrey,AnneBoleyn,MaryQueenofScots,EllenDouglas,JeanieandEffieDeans,HighlandMary,RebeccatheJewess,DiVernon,andRobRoyallalikeseemedrealmenandwomen,whoseshadesordescendantswehopedtomeetontheirnativeheath。
HereamongtheScotchlakesandmountainsMr。StantonandIweretravelingaloneforthefirsttimesinceourmarriage,andaswebothenjoyedwalking,wemademanyexcursionsonfoottopointsthatcouldnotbereachedinanyotherway。WespentsometimeamongtheGrampianHills,sofamiliartoeveryschoolboy,walking,andridingaboutondonkeys。WesailedupanddownLochKatrineandLochLomond。MyhusbandwaswritinglettersforsomeNewYorknewspapersontheentiretrip,andaimedtogetexactknowledgeofallwesaw;thusIhadtheadvantageoftheinformationhegathered。
OntheselongtrampsIworeashortdress,reachingjustbelowtheknee,ofdark-bluecloth,amilitarycapofthesamematerialthatshadedmyeyes,andapairoflongboots,madeonthemasculinepatternthengenerallyworn杢hemosteasystyleforwalking,asthepressureisequalonthewholefootandtheanklehasfreeplay。Thusequipped,andearlytrainedbymygoodbrother-in-lawtolongwalks,Ifoundnodifficultyinkeepingpacewithmyhusband。
Beingself-reliantandventuresomeinourexplorations,weoccasionallyfoundourselvesinvolvedingravedifficultiesbyrefusingtotakeaguide。
Forinstance,wedecidedtogotothetopofBenNevisalone。Itlookedtousastraightforwardpieceofbusinesstowalkupamountainsideonabeeline,andso,inthefaceofrepeatedwarningsbyourhost,westarted:
Weknewnothingofzigzagpathstoavoidtherocks,thesprings,andswamps;
infactwesupposedallmountainssmoothanddry,likeournativehillsthatwewereaccustomedtoclimb。Thelandlordshookhisheadandsmiledwhenwetoldhimweshouldreturnatnoontodinner,andwesmiled,too,thinkingheplacedalowestimateonourcapacityforwalking。Butwehadnotgonefarwhenwediscoveredthedifficultiesahead。SomeplacesweresosteepthatIhadtoholdontomycompanion'scoattails,whileheheldontorocksandtwigs,orbracedhimselfwithaheavycane。Bythetimewewerehalfwayupwewereinadrippingperspiration,ourfeetweresoakingwet,andwewerereallytootiredtoproceed。But,afterstartingwithsuchsupremeconfidenceinourselves,wewereashamedtoconfessourfatiguetoeachother,andmuchmoretoreturnandverifyalltheprognosticationsofthehostandhisguides。Sowedeterminedtopushonanddowhatwehadproposed。Withtheprospectofamagnificentviewandanhour'sdeliciousrestonthetop,westartedwithrenewedcourage。Asteadyclimbofsixhoursbroughtustothegoalofpromise;ourascentwasaccomplished。Butalas!itwasimpossibletostopthere杢hecoldwindchilledustotheboneinaminute。Sowetookoneglanceattheworldbelowandhurrieddownthesouthsidetogetthemountainbetweenusandthecoldnortheaster。
Whenyourteetharechatteringwiththecold,andthewindthreateningtomakehavocwithyourraiment,youarenotinafavorableconditiontoappreciategrandscenery。LikethekingofFrancewithtwicetenthousandmen,wemarchedupthehillandthen,marcheddownagain。Wefounddescendingstillmoredifficult,aswewereinconstantfearofslipping,losingourhold,androllingtothebottom。Weweretired,hungry,anddisappointed,andthefearofnotreachingthevalleybeforenightfallpressedheavilyuponus。Neitherconfessedtotheotherthefatigueandapprehensioneachfelt,but,withfreshendeavorandwordsofencouragement,wecautiouslywenton。Weaccidentallystruckatrailthatleduswindingdowncomfortablysomedistance,butwelostit,andwentclamberingdownaswellaswecouldinourusualway。Toaddtoourmisery,adenseScotchmistsoonenvelopedus,sothatwecouldseebutashortdistanceahead,andnotknowingthepointfromwhichwestarted,wefearedwemightbegoingfaroutofourway。Thecomingtwilight,too,madetheprospectstilldarker。Fortunatelyourhost,havinglessfaithinusthanwehadinourselves,sentaguidetoreconnoiter,and,justatthemomentwhenwebegantorealizeourdangerofspendingthenightonthemountain,andtoadmitittoeachother,thewelcomeguidehailedusinhisbroadaccent。Hisshepherddogledthewayintothebeatenpath。AsIcouldhardlystandItooktheguide'sarm,andwhenwereachedthebottomtwodonkeyswereinreadinesstotakeustothehotel。
Wedidnotrecoverfromthefatigueofthatexpeditioninseveraldays,andwemadenomoreexperimentsofexploringstrangeplaceswithoutguides。
Welearned,too,thatmountainsarenotsohospitableastheyseemnorsogentlyundulatingastheyappearinthedistance,andthatguidesserveotherpurposesbesidesextortingmoneyfromtravelers。If,undertheirguidance,wehadgoneupanddowneasily,weshouldalwayshavethoughtwemightaswellhavegonealone。Soourexperiencegaveusagoodlessoninhumility。Wehadbeentwelvehoursonfootwithnothingtoeat,whenatlastwereachedthehotel。Wewereinnomoodforboastingofthesuccessofourexcursion,andouranswerswereshorttoinquiriesastohowwehadpassedtheday。
Beingtiredoftravelingandcontendingaboutwoman'sspherewiththeRev。JohnScoble,anEnglishman,whoescortedMr。BirneyandMr。Stantonontheirtourthroughthecountry,IdecidedtospendamonthinDublin;
whilethegentlemenheldmeetingsinCork,Belfast,Waterford,Limerick,andotherchieftowns,finishingtheserieswithalarge,enthusiasticgatheringinDublin,atwhichO'ConnellmadeoneofhismostwitheringspeechesonAmericanslavery;theinconsistencyofsuchan“institution“
withtheprinciplesofarepublicangovernmentgivingfullplaytohispowersofsarcasm。Ononeoccasion,whenintroducedtoaslaveholder,heputhishandsbehindhisback,refusingtorecognizeamanwhoboughtandsoldhisfellow-beings。TheRev。JohnScoblewasoneofthemostconceitedmenIevermet。Hisnarrowideasinregardtowoman,andthesuperiorityoftheroyalandnobleclassesinhisowncountry,weretomesoexasperatingthatIgrewmoreandmorebellicoseeverydaywetraveledincompany。HewasterriblyseasickcrossingtheChannel,tomyintensesatisfaction。
Ashealwaysboastedofhisdistinguishedcountrymen,Isuggested,inthemidstofoneofhismostagonizingspasms,thatheoughttofindconsolationinthefactthatLordNelsonwasalwaysseasickontheslightestprovocation。
ThepovertyinIrelandwasacontinualtrialtooursensibilities;beggarshauntedourfootstepseverywhere,inthestreetandonthehighways,crouchingonthestepsofthefrontdoorandonthecurbstones,andsurroundingourcarriagewhereverandwheneverwestoppedtoshopormakeavisit。Thebonyhandsandsunkeneyesandsinceregratitudeexpressedforeverypennyprovedtheirsufferingreal。AsmymeanswerelimitedandIcouldnotpassoneby,Igotapoundchangedintopennies,andputtheminagreenbag,whichItookinthecarriagewhereverIwent。Itwasbutadropintheocean,butitwasallIcoulddotorelievethatunfathomedmisery。ThepovertyIsaweverywhereintheOldWorld,andespeciallyinIreland,wasapuzzlingproblemtomymind,butIrejectedtheideathatitwasanecessarylinkinhumanexperience杢hatitalwayshadbeenandalwaysmustbe。
Aswedrove,daybyday,inthatmagnificentPhoenixPark,offifteenhundredacres,oneofthelargestparks,Ibelieve,intheworld,Iwouldoftenputthequestiontomyself,whatrighthavethefewtomakeapleasuregroundoftheseacres,whilethemanyhavenowheretolaytheirheads,crouchingunderstilesandbridges,clothedinrags,andfeedingonseaweedwithnohope,intheslowlypassingyears,ofanychangeforthebetter?
Thedespairstampedoneverybrowtoldthesadstoryoftheirwrongs。Thoseaccustomedtosucheverydayexperiencesbrushbeggarsasideastheywouldsomanyflies,butthosetowhomsuchsightsarenewcannotsoeasilyquiettheirownconsciences。Everyoneinthefullenjoymentofalltheblessingsoflife,inhisnormalcondition,feelssomeindividualresponsibilityforthepovertyofothers。Whenthesympathiesarenotbluntedbyanyfalsephilosophy,onefeelsreproachedbyone'sownabundance。Ionceheardayounggirl,abouttotakehersummerouting,whenaskedbyhergrandmotherifshehadallthedressessheneeded,reply,“Oh,yes!Iwasoppressedwithaconstantsenseofguilt,whenpacking,toseehowmuchIhad,whilesomanygirlshavenothingdecenttowear。“
MorethanhalfacenturyhasrolledbysinceIstoodonIrishsoil,andshedtearsofpityforthewretchednessIsaw,andnochangeforthebetterhasasyetcometothatunhappypeople杫etthiswasthelandofBurke,Grattan,Shiel,andEmmett;thelandintowhichChristianitywasintroducedinthefifthcentury,St。Patrickbeingthechiefapostleofthenewfaith。InthesixthcenturyIrelandsentforthmissionariesfromhermonasteriestoconvertGreatBritainandthenationsofNorthernEurope。
FromtheeighthtothetwelfthcenturyIrishscholarsheldanenviablereputation。Infact,Irelandwasthecenteroflearningatonetime。Thearts,too,werecultivatedbyherpeople;andtheroundtowers,stillpointedouttotravelers,arebelievedtobetheremainsofthearchitectureofthetenthcentury。TheruinofIrelandmustbetracedtoothercausesthanthecharacterofthepeopleortheCatholicreligion。HistoriansgiveusfactsshowingEnglishoppressionssufficienttodestroyanynation。
Theshort,darkdaysofNovemberintensified,inmyeyes,thegloomyprospectsofthatpeople,andmadethechangetotheSiriusoftheCunardLine,thefirstregularAtlanticsteamshiptocrosstheocean,mostenjoyable。Onceontheboundlessocean,oneseesnobeggars,nosignsofhumanmisery,nocrumblingruinsofvastcathedralwalls,norecordsofthedownfallofmightynations,notrace,even,ofthemortalagonyoftheinnumerablehostburiedbeneathherbosom。Byrontrulysays:“Timewritesnowrinkleonthineazurebrow?
Suchascreation'sdawnbeheld,thourollestnow。“WhenweembarkedontheSirius,wehadgravedoubtsastooursafetyandtheprobabilityofourreachingtheotherside,aswedidnotfeelthatoceansteamershadyetbeenfairlytried。But,afterapassageofeighteendays,elevenhours,andfifteenminutes,wereachedBoston,havingspentsixhoursatHalifax。WelittlethoughtthatthesteamerSiriusoffiftyyearsagowouldeverdevelopintothemagnificentfloatingpalacesofto-day杢hreetimesaslargeandthreetimesasswift。Inspiteofthesteamer,however,wehadacold,rough,drearyvoyage,andIhavenopleasantmemoriesconnectedwithit。Ourfellow-passengerswereallintheirstateroomsmostofthetime。OurgoodfriendMr。Birneyhadsailedtwoweeksbeforeus,andasMr。Stantonwasconfinedtohisberth,Iwasthrownonmyownresources。IfoundmychiefamusementinreadingnovelsandplayingchesswithaBritishofficeronhiswaytoCanada。WhenitwaspossibleIwalkedondeckwiththecaptain,orsatinsomeshelteredcorner,watchingthewaves。WearrivedinNewYork,byrail,thedaybeforeChristmas。Everythinglookedbrightandgayinourstreets。Itseemedtomethattheskywasclearer,theairmorerefreshing,andthesunlightmorebrilliantthaninanyotherland!ChapterVII。ChapterVII。CHAPTERVII。MOTHERHOOD。
WEfoundmysisterHarrietinanewhomeinClintonPlace(EighthStreet),NewYorkcity,thenconsideredsofaruptownthatMr。Eaton'sfriendswerecontinuallyaskinghimwhyhewentsofarawayfromthesocialcenter,thoughinafewmonthstheyfollowedhim。Herewepassedaweek。Iespeciallyenjoyedseeingmylittlenieceandnephew,theonlygrandchildreninthefamily。ThegirlwasthemostbeautifulchildIeversaw,andtheboythemostintelligentandamusing。HewasveryfondofhearingmerecitethepoembyOliverWendellHolmesentitled“TheHeightoftheRidiculous,“
whichIdidmanytimes,buthealwayswantedtoseethelinesthatalmostkilledthemanwithlaughing。Hewentaroundtoanumberofthebookstoresonedayandinquiredforthem。Itoldhimafterwardtheywereneverpublished;
thatwhenMr。Holmessawtheeffectonhisservanthesuppressedthem,lesttheyshouldproducethesameeffectonthetypesetters,editors,andthereadersoftheBostonnewspapers。Myexplanationneversatisfiedhim。
ItoldhimhemightwritetoMr。Holmes,andasktheprivilegeofreadingtheoriginalmanuscript,ifitstillwasoreverhadbeeninexistence。
Asoneofmygrandnephewswastroubledinexactlythesameway,IdecidedtoappealmyselftoDr。Holmesfortheenlightenmentofthissecondgeneration。
SoIwrotehimthefollowingletter,whichhekindlyanswered,tellingusthathis“wretchedman“wasamythliketheheroesinMotherGoose'sMelodies“:
“DEARDR。HOLMES:
“IhavealittlenephewtowhomIoftenrecite'TheHeightoftheRidiculous,'
andheinvariablyasksforthelinesthatproducedthefataleffectonyourservant。HevisitedmostofthebookstoresinNewYorkcitytofindthem,andnothingbutyourownword,Iamsure,willeverconvincehimthatthe'wretchedman'isbutafigmentofyourimagination。Itriedtosatisfyhimbysayingyoudidnotdaretopublishthelineslesttheyshouldproduceasimilareffectonthetypesetters,editors,andthereadersoftheBostonjournals。
“However,hewishesmetoaskyouwhetheryoukeptacopyoftheoriginalmanuscript,orcouldreproducethelineswithequalpower。Ifnottoomuchtrouble,pleasesendmeafewlinesonthispoint,andgreatlyoblige,“Yourssincerely,“ELIZABETHCADYSTANTON。“
“MYDEARMRS。STANTON:
“Iwishyouwouldexplaintoyourlittlenephewthatthestoryofthepoorfellowwhoalmostdiedlaughingwasakindofadreamofmine,andnotarealthingthathappened,anymorethanthatanoldwoman'livedinashoeandhadsomanychildrenshedidn'tknowwhattodo,'orthatJackclimbedthebeanstalkandfoundthegiantwholivedatthetopofit。Youcanexplaintohimwhatismeantbyimagination,andthusturnmyyouthfulrhymesintoatextforadiscourseworthyoftheConcordSchoolofPhilosophy。Ihavenotmypoemsbymehere,butIrememberthat'TheHeightoftheRidiculous'endedwiththisverse:“Tendaysandnights,withsleeplesseye,Iwatchedthatwretchedman,Andsince,IneverdaretowriteAsfunnyasIcan。““Buttellyournephewhemustn'tcryaboutitanymorethanbecausegeesegobarefootandbaldeagleshavenonightcaps。Theversesareinalltheeditionsofmypoems。
“Believeme,dearMrs。Stanton,“VeryTrulyandRespectfullyYours,“OLIVERWENDELLHOLMES。“
AfterspendingtheholidaysinNewYorkcity,westartedforJohnstownina“stagesleigh,conveyingtheUnitedStatesmail,“drawnbyspankingteamsoffourhorses,uptheHudsonRivervalley。WewerethreedaysgoingtoAlbany,stoppingovernightatvariouspoints;ajourneynowperformedinthreehours。Theweatherwasclearandcold,thesleighingfine,thescenerygrand,andourtravelingcompanionsmostentertaining,sothetripwasveryenjoyable。FromAlbanytoSchenectadywewentintherailwaycars;
thenanothersleighrideofthirtymilesbroughtustoJohnstown。Mynativehills,buriedundertwofeetofsnow,tintedwiththelastraysofthesettingsun,wereabeautifulandfamiliarsight。ThoughIhadbeenabsentbuttenmonths,itseemedlikeyears,andIwassurprisedtofindhowfewchangeshadoccurredsinceIleft。Myfatherandmother,sistersMadgeandKate,theoldhouseandfurniture,theneighbors,alllookedpreciselythesameaswhenIleftthem。IhadseensomuchandbeensoconstantlyonthewingthatIwonderedthatallthingshereshouldhavestoodstill。
Iexpectedtohearofmanybirths,marriages,deaths,andsocialupheavals,butthevillagenewswasremarkablymeager。Thishungerforhomenewsonreturningiscommon,Isuppose,toalltravelers。
Ourtrunksunpacked,wardrobesarrangedinclosetsanddrawers,theexcitementofseeingfriendsover,wespentsometimeinmakingplansforthefuture。
Myhusband,aftersomeconsultationwithmyfather,decidedtoenterhisofficeandcommencethestudyofthelaw。Asthisarrangementkeptmeundertheparentalroof,Ihadtwoaddedyearsofpleasure,walking,driving,andridingonhorsebackwithmysisters。MadgeandKateweredearertomethanever,asIsawtheinevitableseparationawaitingusinthenearfuture。Induetimetheyweremarriedandcommencedhousekeeping朚adgeinherhusband'shousenearby,andKateinBuffalo。Allmysisterswerepeculiarlyfortunateintheirmarriages;theirhusbandsbeingmenoffinepresence,liberaleducation,highmoralcharacter,andmarkedability。
Thesewerepleasantandprofitableyears。Idevotedthemtoreadinglaw,history,andpoliticaleconomy,withoccasionalinterruptionstotakepartinsometemperanceoranti-slaveryexcitement。
ElizaMurrayandIhadclassesofcoloredchildrenintheSundayschool。
Ononeoccasion,whentherewastobeafestival,speakinginthechurch,aprocessionthroughthestreets,andotherpublicperformancesfortheSunday-schoolcelebration,somenarrow-mindedbigotsobjectedtothecoloredchildrentakingpart。TheyapproachedMissMurrayandmewithmostpersuasivetonesonthewisdomofnotallowingthemtomarchintheprocessiontothechurch。Wesaid,“Oh,no!Itwon'tdotodisappointthechildren。Theyarealldressed,withtheirbadgeson,andlookingforwardwithgreatpleasuretothefestivitiesoftheday。Besides,wewouldnotcatertoanyofthesecontemptibleprejudicesagainstcolor。“Wewereallassembledinthecourthousepreparatorytoforminginthelineofmarch。Someweredeterminedtodrivethecoloredchildrenhome,butMissMurrayandI,liketwodefianthens,keptourlittlebroodclosebehindus,determinedtoconquerorperishinthestruggle。Atlastmildercounselsprevailed,anditwasagreedthattheymightmarchintherear。Wemadenoobjectionandfellintoline,but,whenwereachedthechurchdoor,itwaspromptlyclosedasthelastwhitechildwentin。Wetriedtwootherdoors,butallwereguarded。Weshedtearsofvexationandpityforthepoorchildren,and,whentheyaskedusthereasonwhytheycouldnotgoin,wewereembarrassedandmortifiedwiththeexplanationwewereforcedtogive。However,Iinvitedthemtomyfather'shouse,whereMissMurrayandIgavethemrefreshmentsandentertainedthemfortherestoftheday。
Thepuzzlingquestionsoftheologyandpovertythathadoccupiedsomuchofmythoughts,nowgaveplacetothepracticalone,“whattodowithababy。“Thoughmotherhoodisthemostimportantofalltheprofessions,杛equiringmoreknowledgethananyotherdepartmentinhumanaffairs,杫etthereisnotsufficientattentiongiventothepreparationforthisoffice。Ifwebuyaplantofahorticulturistweaskhimmanyquestionsastoitsneeds,whetheritthrivesbestinsunshineorinshade,whetheritneedsmuchorlittlewater,whatdegreesofheatorcold;butwhenweholdinourarmsforthefirsttime,abeingofinfinitepossibilities,inwhosewisdommayrestthedestinyofanation,wetakeitforgrantedthatthelawsgoverningitslife,health,andhappinessareintuitivelyunderstood,thatthereisnothingnewtobelearnedinregardtoit。Yethereisasciencetowhichphilosophershave,asyet,givenbutlittleattention。Animportantfacthasonlybeendiscoveredandacteduponwithinthelasttenyears,thatchildrencomeintotheworldtired,andnothungry,exhaustedwiththeperilousjourney。Insteadofbeingthoroughlybathedanddressed,andkeptontherackwhilethenursemakesaprolongedtoiletandfeedsitsomenostrumsupposedtohavemuchneededmedicinalinfluence,thechild'sface,eyes,andmouthshouldbehastilywashedwithwarmwater,andtherestofitsbodythoroughlyoiled,andthenitshouldbeslippedintoasoftpillowcase,wrappedinablanket,andlaidtosleep。Ordinarily,intheproperconditions,withitsfaceuncoveredinacool,pureatmosphere,itwillsleeptwelvehours。Thenitshouldbebathed,fed,andclothedinahigh-necked,long-sleevedsilkshirtandablanket,allofwhichcouldbedoneinfiveminutes。Asbabiesliestillmostofthetimethefirstsixweeks,theyneednodressing。
Ithinkthenursewasafullhourbathinganddressingmyfirstborn,whoprotestedwithamelancholywaileveryblessedminute。
Ignorantmyselfoftheinitiativestepsonthethresholdoftime,I
supposedthisproceedingwasapprovedbythebestauthorities。However,Ihadbeenthinking,reading,observing,andhadaslittlefaithinthepopulartheoriesinregardtobabiesasonanyothersubject。Isawthem,onallsides,illhalfthetime,paleandpeevish,dyingearly,havingnojoyinlife。Iheardparentscomplainingofwearydaysandsleeplessnights,whileeachchild,inturn,ranthegauntletofredgum,jaundice,whoopingcough,chicken-pox,mumps,measles,scarletfever,andfits。Theyallseemedtothinktheseinflictionswereapartoftheeternalplan杢hatProvidencehadakindofPandora'sbox,fromwhichhescatteredthesevenerablediseasesmostliberallyamongthosewhomheespeciallyloved。Havinggonethroughtheordealofbearingachild,Iwasdetermined,ifpossible,tokeephim,soIreadeverythingIcouldfindonthesubject。ButtheliteratureonthissubjectwasasconfusingandunsatisfactoryasthelongerandshortercatechismsandtheThirty-nineArticlesofourfaith。Ihadrecentlyvisitedourdearfriends,TheodoreandAngelinaGrimke-Weld,andtheywarnedmeagainstbooksonthissubject。Theyhadbeensomisledbyoneauthor,whoassuredthemthatthestomachofachildcouldonlyholdonetablespoonful,thattheynearlystarvedtheirfirstborntodeath。Thoughthechilddwindled,daybyday,and,attheendofamonth,lookedlikealittleoldman,yettheystillstoodbythedistinguishedauthor。Fortunately,theybothwentoff,oneday,andleftthechildwithSister“Sarah,“whothoughtshewouldmakeanexperimentandseewhatachild'sstomachcouldhold,asshehadgravedoubtsaboutthetablespoonfultheory。Tohersurprisethebabytookapintbottlefullofmilk,andhadthesweetestsleepthereonhehadknowninhisearthlycareer。Afterthathewaspermittedtotakewhathewanted,and“theauthor“wasinformedofhislibelontheinfantilestomach。
Sohere,again,Iwasentirelyafloat,launchedontheseasofdoubtwithoutchartorcompass。Thelifeandwell-beingoftheraceseemedtohangontheslenderthreadofsuchtraditionsaswerehandeddownbyignorantmothersandnurses。Onepowerfulrayoflightilluminatedthedarkness;
itwastheworkofAndrewCombeon“Infancy。“Hehad,evidentlywatchedsomeofthemanifestationsofmaninthefirststagesofhisdevelopment,andcouldtell,atleast,asmuchofbabiesasnaturalistscouldofbeetlesandbees。Hedidgiveyoungmotherssomehintsofwhattodo,thewhysandwhereforesofcertainlinesofprocedureduringantenatallife,aswellasthepropercarethereafter。Ireadseveralchapterstothenurse。
Although,outofhertenchildren,shehadburiedfive,shestillhadtoomuchconfidenceinherownwisdomandexperiencetopaymuchattentiontoanynewideathatmightbesuggestedtoher。Amongotherthings,Combesaidthatachild'sbathshouldberegulatedbythethermometer,inordertobealwaysofthesametemperature。Sheridiculedtheidea,andsaidherelbowwasbetterthananythermometer,and,whenIinsistedonitsuse,shewouldinvariably,withasmileofderision,putherelbowinfirst,toshowhowexactlyittalliedwiththethermometer。WhenIinsistedthatthechildshouldnotbebandaged,sherebelledoutright,andsaidshewouldnottaketheresponsibilityofnursingachildwithoutabandage。Isaid,“Pray,sitdown,dearnurse,andletusreasontogether。DonotthinkI
amsettingupmyjudgmentagainstyours,withallyourexperience。Iamsimplytryingtoactontheopinionsofadistinguishedphysician,whosaysthereshouldbenopressureonachildanywhere;thatthelimbsandbodyshouldbefree;thatitiscrueltobandageaninfantfromhiptoarmpit,asisusuallydoneinAmerica;orbothbodyandlegs,asisdoneinEurope;orstrapthemtoboards,asisdonebysavagesonbothcontinents。
Canyougivemeonegoodreason,nurse,whyachildshouldbebandaged?”
“Yes,“shesaidemphatically,“Icangiveyouadozen。“
“Ionlyaskedforone,“Ireplied。
“Well,“saidshe,aftermuchhesitation,“thebonesofanewborninfantaresoft,likecartilage,and,unlessyoupinthemupsnugly,thereisdangeroftheirfallingapart。“
“Itseemstome。“Ireplied,“youhavegiventhestrongestreasonwhytheyshouldbecarefullyguardedagainsttheslightestpressure。Itisveryremarkablethatkittensandpuppiesshouldbesowellputtogetherthattheyneednoartificialbracing,andthehumanfamilybeleftwhollytothemercyofabandage。Supposeachildwasbornwhereyoucouldnotgetabandage,whatthen?NowIthinkthischildwillremainintactwithoutabandage,and,ifIamwillingtotaketherisk,whyshouldyoucomplain?”
“Because,“saidshe,“ifthechildshoulddie,itwouldinjuremynameasanurse。Ithereforewashmyhandsofallthesenew-fanglednotions。“
Soshebandagedthechildeverymorning,andIasregularlytookitoff。Ithasbeenfullyprovedsincetobeasuselessanappendageasthevermiform。Shehadseveralcupswithvariousconcoctionsofherbsstandingonthechimney-corner,readyforinsomnia,colic,indigestion,etc。,etc。,allofwhichwerespiritedawaywhenshewasatherdinner。InvainItoldherwewerehomeopathists,andafraidofeverythingintheanimal,vegetable,ormineralkingdomslowerthanthetwo-hundredthdilution。ItriedtoexplaintheHahnemannsystemoftherapeutics,thephilosophyoftheprinciplesimiliasimilibuscurantur,butshehadnocapacityforfirstprinciples,anddidnotunderstandmydiscourse。Itoldherthat,ifshewouldwashthebaby'smouthwithpurecoldwatermorningandnightandgiveitateaspoonfultodrinkoccasionallyduringtheday,therewouldbenodangerofredgum;
thatifshewouldkeeptheblindsopenandletintheairandsunshine,keepthetemperatureoftheroomatsixty-fivedegrees,leavethechild'sheaduncoveredsothatitcouldbreathefreely,stoprockingandtrottingitandsingingsuchmelancholyhymnsas“Hark,fromthetombsadolefulsound!”thebabyandIwouldbothbeabletoweatherthecapewithoutabandage。ItoldherIshouldnursethechildonceintwohours,andthatshemustnotfeeditanyofhernostrumsinthemeantime;thatachild'sstomach,beingmadeonthesamegeneralplanasourown,neededintervalsofrestaswellasours。Shesaiditwouldberackedwithcolicifthestomachwasemptyanylengthoftime,andthatitwouldsurelyhavericketsifitwerekepttoostill。Itoldherifthechildhadnoanodynes,naturewouldregulateitssleepandmotions。Shesaidshecouldnotstayinaroomwiththethermometeratsixty-fivedegrees,soItoldhertositinthenextroomandregulatetheheattosuitherself;thatIwouldringabellwhenherserviceswereneeded。
Thereaderwillwonder,nodoubt,thatIkeptsuchacantankerousservant。
Icouldgetnoother。Dear“MotherMonroe,“aswiseasshewasgood,andastenderasshewasstrong,whohadnursedtwogenerationsofmothersinourvillage,wasengagedatthattime,andIwascompelledtotakeanexotic。Ihadoftenwatched“MotherMonroe“withadmiration,assheturnedandtwistedmysister'sbaby。Itlayaspeacefullyinherhandsasiftheywerelinedwitheiderdown。Shebathedanddresseditbyeasystages,turningthechildoverandoverlikeapancake。Butshewassofullofthemagnetismofhumanlove,givingthechild,allthetime,themostconsolingassurancethattheoperationwastobeashortone,thatthewholeproceedingwasquiteentertainingtotheobserverandseeminglyagreeabletothechild,thoughithadarathersurprisedlookasittookabird's-eyeview,inquicksuccession,oftheceilingandthefloor。Stillmynursehadhergoodpoints。Shewasverypleasantwhenshehadherownway。Shewasneatandtidy,andreadytoservemeatanytime,nightorday。Shedidnotwearfalseteeththatrattledwhenshetalked,norbootsthatsqueakedwhenshewalked。Shedidnotsnuffnorchewcloves,norspeakexceptwhenspokento。Ourdiscussions,onvariouspoints,wentonatintervals,untilIsucceededinplantingsomeideasinhermind,andwhensheleftme,attheendofsixweeks,sheconfessedthatshehadlearnedsomevaluablelessons。Asthebabyhadsleptquietlymostofthetime,hadnocryingspells,norcolic,andIlookedwell,shenaturallycametotheconclusionthatpureair,sunshine,properdressing,andregularfeedingweremorenecessaryforbabiesthanherbteasandsoothingsyrups。
Besidestheobstinacyofthenurse,Ihadtheignoranceofphysicianstocontendwith。Whenthechildwasfourdaysoldwediscoveredthatthecollarbonewasbent。Thephysician,wishingtogetapressureontheshoulder,bracedthebandageroundthewrist。“Leavethat,“hesaid,“tendays,andthenitwillbeallright。“SoonafterheleftInoticedthatthechild'shandwasblue,showingthatthecirculationwasimpeded。“Thatwillneverdo,“saidI;“nurse,takeitoff。““No,indeed,“sheanswered,“Ishallneverinterferewiththedoctor。“SoItookitoffmyself,andsentforanotherdoctor,whowassaidtoknowmoreofsurgery。Heexpressedgreatsurprisethatthefirstphysiciancalledshouldhaveputonsosevereabandage。“That,“saidhe,“woulddoforagrownman,buttendaysofitonachildwouldmakehimacripple。“However,hedidnearlythesamething,onlyfasteningitroundthehandinsteadofthewrist。Isoonsawthattheendsofthefingerswereallpurple,andthattoleavethatontendayswouldbeasdangerousasthefirst。SoItookthatoff。
“Whatawoman!”exclaimedthenurse。“Whatdoyouproposetodo?”
“Thinkoutsomethingbetter,myself;sobracemeupwithsomepillowsandgivethebabytome。“
Shelookedatmeaghastandsaid,“You'dbettertrustthedoctors,oryourchildwillbeahelplesscripple。“
“Yes,“Ireplied,“hewouldbe,ifwehadlefteitherofthosebandageson,butIhaveanideaofsomethingbetter。“
“Now,“saidI,talkingpartlytomyselfandpartlytoher,“whatwewantisalittlepressureonthatbone;thatiswhatboththosemenaimedat。Howcanwegetitwithoutinvolvingthearm,isthequestion?”
“IamsureIdon'tknow,“saidshe,rubbingherhandsandtakingtwoorthreebriskturnsroundtheroom。
“Well,bringmethreestripsoflinen,fourdouble。“Ithenfoldedone,wetinarnicaandwater,andlaiditonthecollarbone,puttwootherbands,likeapairofsuspenders,overtheshoulders,crossingthembothinfrontandbehind,pinningtheendstothediaper,whichgavetheneededpressurewithoutimpedingthecirculationanywhere。AsIfinishedshegavemealookofbuddingconfidence,andseemedsatisfiedthatallwaswell。
Severaltimes,nightandday,wewetthecompressandreadjustedthebands,untilallappearancesofinflammationhadsubsided。
AttheendoftendaysthetwosonsofAesculapiusappearedandmadetheirexaminationandsaidallwasright,whereuponItoldthemhowbadlytheirbandagesworkedandwhatIhaddonemyself。Theysmiledateachother,andonesaid:
“Well,afterall,amother'sinstinctisbetterthanaman'sreason。“
“Thankyou,gentlemen,therewasnoinstinctaboutit。IdidsomehardthinkingbeforeIsawhowIcouldgetapressureontheshoulderwithoutimpedingthecirculation,asyoudid。“
Thus,inthesuprememomentofayoungmother'slife,whenIneededtendercareandsupport,Ifeltthewholeresponsibilityofmychild'ssupervision;butthoughuncertainateverystepofmyownknowledge,I
learnedanotherlessoninself-reliance。Itrustedneithermennorbooksabsolutelyafterthis,eitherinregardtotheheavensaboveortheearthbeneath,butcontinuedtousemy“mother'sinstinct,“if“reason“istoodignifiedatermtoapplytowoman'sthoughts。Myadvicetoeverymotheris,aboveallotherartsandsciences,studyfirstwhatrelatestobabyhood,asthereisnodepartmentofhumanactioninwhichthereissuchlamentableignorance。
Attheendofsixweeksmynursedeparted,andIhadagoodwomaninherplacewhoobeyedmyorders,andnowanewdifficultyarosefromanunexpectedquarter。Myfatherandhusbandtookitintotheirheadsthatthechildslepttoomuch。Ifnotawakewhentheywishedtolookathimortoshowhimtotheirfriends,theywouldpullhimoutofhiscribonalloccasions。WhenIfoundneitherofthemwasamenabletoreasononthispoint,Ilockedthedoor,andnoamountofeloquentpleadingevergainedthemadmittanceduringthetimeIconsideredsacredtothebaby'sslumbers。
Atsixmonthshaving,asyet,hadnoneofthediseasessupposedtobeinevitable,theboyweighedthirtypounds。ThenthestatelyPetercameagainintorequisition,andinhisstrongarmsthechildspentmanyofhiswakinghours。Peter,withalong,elephantinegait,slowlywanderedoverthetown,lingeringespeciallyinthebusymartsoftrade。Peter'scuriosityhadstrengthenedwithyears,and,whereveracrowdgatheredroundamonkeyandhandorgan,avender'swagon,anauctionstand,orthepostofficeatmailtime,therestoodPeter,blackascoal,with“thebeautifulboyinwhite,“themostconspicuousfigureinthecrowd。AsItoldPeternevertoletchildrenkissthebaby,forfearofsomedisease,hekepthimwellaloft,allowingnoaffectionatemanifestationsexcepttowardhimself。
Myreading,atthistime,centeredonhygiene。Icametotheconclusion,aftermuchthoughtandobservation,thatchildrennevercriedunlesstheywereuncomfortable。AprofessoratUnionCollege,whousedtocombatmanyofmytheories,saidhegaveoneofhischildrenasoundspankingatsixweeks,anditneverdisturbedhimanightafterward。AnotherSolomontoldmethataveryweakpreparationofopiumwouldkeepachildalwaysquietandtakeitthroughthedangerousperiodofteethingwithoutarippleonthesurfaceofdomesticlife。Aschildrencannottellwhatailsthem,andsufferfrommanythingsofwhichparentsareignorant,thecryingofthechildshouldarousethemtoanintelligentexamination。Tospankitforcryingistosilencethewatchmanonthetowerthroughfear,togivesoothingsyrupistodrugthewatchmanwhiletheevilsgoon。Parentsmaytherebyinsureeighthours'sleepatthetime,butattheriskofgreatertroubleinthefuturewithsickanddyingchildren。TomMooretellsus“theheartfromlovetoone,growsbountifultoall。“Iknowthecareofonechildmademethoughtfulofall。Ineverhearachildcry,now,thatIdonotfeelthatIamboundtofindoutthereason。
Inmyextensivetravelsonlecturingtours,inafteryears,Ihadmanyvariedexperienceswithbabies。Oneday,inthecars,achildwascryingnearme,whiletheparentswerealternatelyshakingandslappingit。Firstonewouldtakeitwithanemphaticjerk,andthentheother。AtlastI
heardthefathersayinaspitefultone,“Ifyoudon'tstopI'llthrowyououtofthewindow。“Onenaturallyhesitatesaboutinterferingbetweenparentsandchildren,soIgenerallyrestrainmyselfaslongasIcanendurethetortureofwitnessingsuchoutrages,butatlengthIturnedandsaid:
“LetmetakeyourchildandseeifIcanfindoutwhatailsit。“
“Nothingailsit,“saidthefather,“butbadtemper。“
Thechildreadilycametome。Ifeltallaroundtoseeifitsclothespinchedanywhere,oriftherewereanypinspricking。Itookoffitshatandcloaktoseeiftherewereanystringscuttingitsneckorchokingit。ThenIglancedatthefeet,andlo!therewasthetrouble。Thebootswereatleastonesizetoosmall。Itookthemoff,andthestockings,too,andfoundthefeetascoldasiceandtheprintsofthestockingsclearlytracedonthetenderflesh。Weallknowtheagonyoftightboots。Irubbedthefeetandheldtheminmyhandsuntiltheywerewarm,whenthepoorlittlethingfellasleep。Isaidtotheparents,“Youareyoungpeople,Isee,andthisisprobablyyourfirstchild。“Theysaid,“Yes。““Youdon'tintendtobecruel,Iknow,butifyouhadthrownthosebootsoutofthewindow,whenyouthreatenedtothrowthechild,itwouldhavebeenwiser。
Thispoorchildhassufferedeversinceitwasdressedthismorning。“I
showedthemthemarksonthefeet,andcalledtheirattentiontothefactthatthechildfellasleepassoonasitspainwasrelieved。Themothersaidsheknewthebootsweretight,asitwaswithdifficultyshecouldgetthemon,buttheoldonesweretooshabbyforthejourneyandtheyhadnotimetochangetheothers。
“Well,“saidthehusband,“ifIhadknownthosebootsweretight,I
wouldhavethrownthemoutofthewindow。“
“Now,“saidI,“letmegiveyouonerule:whenyourchildcries,rememberitistellingyou,aswellasitcan,thatsomethinghurtsit,eitheroutsideorin,anddonotrestuntilyoufindwhatitis。Neitherspanking,shaking,orscoldingcanrelievepain。“
Ihaveseenwomenenterthecarswiththeirbabies'facescompletelycoveredwithablanketshawl。IhaveoftenthoughtIwouldliketocovertheirfacesforanhourandseehowtheywouldbearit。Insuchcircumstances,inordertogettheblanketopen,Ihaveaskedtoseethebaby,andgenerallyfounditasredasabeet。Ignorantnursesandmothershavediscoveredthatchildrensleeplongerwiththeirheadscovered。Theydon'tknowwhy,northeinjuriouseffectofbreathingoverandoverthesameairthathasbeenthrownoffthelungspollutedwithcarbonicacidgas。Thisstupefiesthechildandprolongstheunhealthyslumber。
Onehotday,inthemonthofMay,IenteredacrowdedcaratCedarRapids,Ia。,andtooktheonlyemptyseatbesideagentlemanwhoseemedverynervousaboutacryingchild。Iwasscarcelyseatedwhenhesaid:
“Mother,doyouknowanythingaboutbabies?”
“Oh,yes!”Isaid,smiling,“thatisadepartmentofknowledgeonwhichIespeciallypridemyself。“
“Well,“saidhe,“thereisachildthathascriedmostofthetimeforthelasttwenty-fourhours。Whatdoyouthinkailsit?”
Makingarandomsupposition,Ireplied,“Itprobablyneedsabath。“
Hepromptlyrejoined,“Ifyouwillgiveitone,Iwillprovidethenecessarymeans。“
Isaid,“Iwillfirstseeifthechildwillcometomeandifthemotheriswilling。“
Ifoundthemotheronlytoogladtohaveafewminutes'rest,andthechildtootiredtocarewhotookit。Shegavemeasuitofcleanclothesthroughout,thegentlemanspreadhisblanketshawlontheseat,securingtheoppositeoneformeandthebathingappliances。Thenheproducedatowel,sponge,andanindia-rubberbowlfullofwater,andIgavethechildagenerousdrinkandathoroughablution。Itstretchedandseemedtoenjoyeverystepoftheproceeding,and,whileIwasbrushingitsgoldencurlsasgentlyasIcould,itfellasleep;soIcovereditwiththetowelandblanketshawl,notwillingtodisturbitfordressing。Thepoormother,too,wassoundasleep,andthegentlemanveryhappy。Hehadchildrenofhisownand,likeme,feltgreatpityforthepoor,helplesslittlevictimofignoranceandfolly。Iengagedoneoftheladiestodressitwhenitawoke,asIwassoontoleavethetrain。ItsleptthetwohoursIremained杊owmuchlongerIneverheard。
Ayoungman,whohadwitnessedtheproceeding,gotoffatthesamestationandaccostedme,saying:
“Ishouldbeverythankfulifyouwouldcomeandseemybaby。Itisonlyonemontholdandcriesallthetime,andmywife,whoisonlysixteenyearsold,iswornoutwithitandneitherofusknowwhattodo,soweallcrytogether,andthedoctorsayshedoesnotseewhatailsit。“
SoIwentonmymissionofmercyandfoundthechildbandagedastightasadrum。WhenItookoutthepinsandunrolledit,itfairlypoppedlikethecorkoutofachampagnebottle。Irubbeditsbreastanditsbackandsoonsoothedittosleep。Iremainedalongtime,tellingthemhowtotakecareofthechildandthemother,too。ItoldthemeverythingIcouldthinkofinregardtoclothes,diet,andpureair。Iaskedthemotherwhyshebandagedherchildasshedid。Shesaidhernursetoldherthattherewasdangerofherniaunlesstheabdomenwaswellbandaged。Itoldherthattheonlyobjectofabandagewastoprotectthenavel,forafewdays,untilitwashealed,andforthatpurposeallthatwasnecessarywasapieceoflinenfourinchessquare,welloiled,foldedfourtimesdouble,withaholeinthecenter,laidoverit。Iremembered,nextday,thatI
forgottotellthemtogivethechildwater,andsoItelegraphedthem,“Givethebabywatersixtimesaday。“Iheardofthatbabyafterward。
Itlivedandflourished,andtheparentsknewhowtoadministertothewantsofthenextone。Thefatherwasatelegraphoperatorandhadmanyfriends杒nightsofthekey杢hroughoutIowa。Formanyyearsafterward,inleisuremoments,theseknightswould“callup“thisparentandsay,overthewire,“Givethebabywatersixtimesaday。“Thusdidthey“repeatthestory,andspreadthetruthfrompoletopole。“ChapterVIII。ChapterVIII。CHAPTERVIII。BOSTONANDCHELSEA。
INtheautumnof1843myhusbandwasadmittedtothebarandcommencedthepracticeoflawinBostonwithMr。Bowles,brother-in-lawofthelateGeneralJohnA。Dix。ThisgavemetheopportunitytomakemanypleasantacquaintancesamongthelawyersinBoston,andtomeet,intimately,manyofthenoblemenandwomenamongreformers,whomIhadlongworshippedatadistance。Here,forthefirsttime,ImetLydiaMariaChild,AbbyKelly,PaulinaWright,ElizabethPeabody,MariaChapmanandherbeautifulsisters,theMissesWeston,OliverandMariannaJohnson,JosephandThankfulSouthwickandtheirthreebrightdaughters。ThehomeoftheSouthwickswasalwaysaharborofrestfortheweary,wheretheanti-slaveryhostswerewonttocongregate,andwhereonewasalwayssuretomeetsomeoneworthknowing。Theirhospitalitywasgeneroustoanextreme,andsoboundlessthattheywere,atlast,fairlyeatenoutofhouseandhome。Here,too,forthefirsttime,ImetTheodoreParker,JohnPierpont,JohnG。Whittier,Emerson,Alcott,Lowell,Hawthorne,Mr。andMrs。SamuelE。Sewall,SidneyHowardGay,Pillsbury,Foster,FrederickDouglass,andlastthoughnotleast,thosenoblemen,CharlesHoveyandFrancisJackson,theonlymenwhoeverleftanymoneytothecauseofwomansuffrage。IalsometMissJackson,afterwardMrs。Eddy,wholefthalfherfortune,fiftythousanddollars,forthesamepurpose。
IwasafrequentvisitoratthehomeofWilliamLloydGarrison。Thoughhehadaprolongedbattletofightintheroughoutsideworld,hishomewasalwaysahavenofrest。Mrs。Garrisonwasasweet-tempered,conscientiouswoman,whotried,underallcircumstances,todowhatwasright。Shehadsoundjudgmentandrarecommonsense,wastallandfine-looking,withluxuriantbrownhair,largetenderblueeyes,delicatefeatures,andaffablemanners。
Theyhadanexceptionallyfinefamilyoffivesonsandonedaughter。Fanny,nowthewifeofHenryVillard,thefinancier,wasthefavoriteandpet。
Allthechildren,intheirmatureryears,havefulfilledthepromisesoftheirchildhood。Thoughalwaysinstraitenedcircumstances,theGarrisonswereveryhospitable。ItwasnexttoimpossibleforMr。Garrisontomeetafriendwithoutinvitinghimtohishouse,especiallyatthecloseofaconvention。
Iwasoneoftwelveatoneofhisimpromptuteaparties。Wealltookitforgrantedthathiswifeknewwewerecoming,andthatherpreparationswerealreadymade。Surroundedbyhalfadozenchildren,shewasperformingthelastactintheoperaofLullaby,whollyunconsciousoftheinvasiondownstairs。ButMr。Garrisonwasequaltoeveryemergency,and,afterplacinghisguestsattheireaseintheparlor,hehastenedtothenursery,tookoffhiscoat,androckedthebabyuntilhiswifehaddisposedoftheremainingchildren。Thentheyhadaconsultationaboutthetea,andwhen,basketinhand,thegoodmansalliedforthforthedesiredviands,Mrs。Garrison,havingmadeahastytoilet,camedowntowelcomeherguests。Shewasasgenialandself-possessedasifallthingshadbeenprepared。Shemadenoapologiesforwhatwaslackinginthegeneralappearanceofthehousenorinthevarietyofthemenu杋twassufficientforhertoknowthatMr。Garrisonwashappyinfeelingfreetoinvitehisfriends。Theimpromptumealwasexcellent,andwehadamostenjoyableevening。IhavenodoubtthatMrs。Garrisonhadmorerealpleasurethanifshehadbeenbusyalldaymakingpreparationsandhadbeentiredoutwhenherguestsarrived。
Theanti-slaveryconventionsandfairs,heldeveryyearduringtheholidays,broughtmanycharmingpeoplefromotherStates,andmadeBostonasocialcenterforthecoadjutorsofGarrisonandPhillips。TheseconventionssurpassedanymeetingsIhadeverattended;thespeecheswereeloquentandthedebatesearnestandforcible。GarrisonandPhillipswereintheirprime,andslaverywasaquestionofnationalinterest。Thehallinwhichthefairswereheld,undertheauspicesofMrs。Chapmanandhercohorts,wasmostartisticallydecorated。Thereonecouldpurchasewhateverthefancycoulddesire,forEnglishfriends,stimulatedbytheappealsofHarrietMartineauandElizabethPease,usedtosendboxesofbeautifulthings,gatheredfromallpartsoftheEasternContinent。There,too,onecouldgetamostrecherché;luncheoninthesocietyoftheliteratiofBoston;for,howeverindifferentmanyweretoslaveryperse,theyenjoyedthesefairs,andallclassesflockedtheretillfarintothenight。Itwasakindofladies'exchangefortheholidayweek,whereeachonewassuretomeetherfriends。Thefairandtheannualconvention,cominginsuccession,intensifiedtheinterestinboth。Inevergrewwearyoftheconventions,thoughIattendedallthesessions,lasting,sometimes,untileleveno'clockatnight。Thefieryeloquenceoftheabolitionists,theamusingepisodesthatoccurredwhensomecrankwassuppressedandborneoutontheshouldersofhisbrethren,gavesufficientvarietytotheproceedingstokeeptheinterestuptohigh-watermark。
Therewasoneoldmandressedinwhite,carryingascythe,whoimaginedhimselfthepersonificationof“Time,“thoughcalled“FatherLampson。“
Occasionallyhewouldbubbleoverwithsomepropheticvision,and,ashecouldnotbesilenced,hewascarriedout。Heusuallymadehimselfaslimpaspossible,whichaddedtothedifficultyofhisexitandtheamusementoftheaudience。Arippleofmerrimentwouldunsettle,foramoment,eventhedignityoftheplatformwhenAbigailFolsom,anothercrank,wouldshoutfromthegallery,“Stopnot,mybrother,ontheorderofyourgoing,butgo。“Theabolitionistsweremakingtheexperiment,atthistime,ofafreeplatform,allowingeveryonetospeakasmovedbythespirit,buttheysoonfoundthatwouldnotdo,asthoseevidentlymovedbythespiritofmischiefwerequiteasapttoairtheirvagariesasthosemovedbythespirtoftruth。
However,theGarrisonianplatformalwaysmaintainedacertaindegreeoffreedomoutsideitsregularprogramme,and,althoughthisinvolvedextradutyinsuppressingcranks,yetthemeetinggainedenthusiasmbysomegoodspontaneousspeakingontheflooraswellasontheplatform。AnumberofimmensemassmeetingswereheldinFaneuilHall,alarge,drearyplace,withitsbarewallsandinnumerabledingywindows。TheonlyattemptatanornamentwastheAmericaneagle,withitswingsspreadandclawsfirmlyset,inthemiddleofthegallery。Thegiltwaswornoffitsbeak,givingittheappearance,asEdmundQuincysaid,ofhavingabadcoldinthehead。
ThisoldhallwassacredtosomanymemoriesconnectedwiththeearlydaysoftheRevolutionthatitwasakindofMeccafortheloversoflibertyvisitingBoston。Theanti-slaverymeetingsheldtherewereoftendisturbedbymobsthatwouldholdthemostgiftedoratoratbayhourafterhour,andwouldlistenonlytothesongsoftheHutchinsonfamily。Althoughthesesongswereacondensedextractofthewholeanti-slaveryconstitutionandby-laws,yetthemobwasaspeacefulunderthesepaeanstolibertyasachildundertheinfluenceofananodyne。Whatawelcomeandbeautifulvisionthatwaswhenthefourbrothers,inbluebroadclothandwhitecollars,turneddownà;laByron,andlittlesisterAbbyinsilk,softlace,andblueribbon,appearedontheplatformtosingtheirquaintballadsoffreedom!FreshfromthehillsofNewHampshire,theylookedsosturdy,sovigorous,sopure,sotruethattheyseemedfittingrepresentativesofallthecardinalvirtues,andevenahowlingmobcouldnotresisttheirinfluence。Perhaps,afteroneoftheirballads,themobwouldlistenfiveminutestoWendellPhillipsorGarrisonuntilhegavethemsomehomethrusts,whenallwasuproaragain。TheNorthernmerchantswhomadetheirfortunesoutofSoutherncotton,thepoliticianswhowantedvotes,andtheministerswhowantedtokeeppeaceinthechurches,wereallasmuchopposedtotheanti-slaveryagitationasweretheslaveholdersthemselves。Theseweretheclassesthemobrepresented,thoughseeminglycomposedofgamblers,liquordealers,anddemagogues。Foryearstheanti-slaverystruggleattheNorthwascarriedonagainststatecraft,priestcraft,thecupidityofthemoneyedclasses,andtheignoranceofthemasses,but,inspiteofalltheseforcesofevil,ittriumphedatlast。
IwasinBostonatthetimethatLaneandWright,somemetaphysicalEnglishmen,andourownAlcottheldtheirfamousphilosophicalconversations,inwhichElizabethPeabodytookpart。Iwenttothemregularly。IwasambitioustoabsorballthewisdomIcould,but,really,Icouldnotgiveanintelligentreportofthepointsunderdiscussionatanysitting。OliverJohnsonaskedme,oneday,ifIenjoyedthem。Ithought,fromatwinkleinhiseye,thathethoughtIdidnot,soItoldhimIwasashamedtoconfessthatIdidnotknowwhattheyweretalkingabout。Hesaid,“NeitherdoI,杤eryfewoftheirhearersdo,杝oyouneednotbesurprisedthattheyareincomprehensibletoyou,northinklessofyourowncapacity。“
IwasindebtedtoMr。JohnsonforseveralofthegreatestpleasuresIenjoyedinBoston。HeescortedmetoanentirecourseofTheodoreParker'slectures,giveninMarlboroughChapel。Thiswassoonafterthegreatpreacherhadgivenhisfamoussermonon“ThePermanentandTransientinReligion,“
whenhewasostracised,evenbytheUnitarians,forhisradicalutterances,andnotpermittedtopreachinanyoftheirpulpits。Hislecturesweredeemedstillmoreheterodoxthanthatsermon。Heshockedtheorthodoxchurchesofthatday杕ore,even,thanIngersollhasinourtimes。
Thelectures,however,weresosoul-satisfyingtomethatIwassurprisedatthebittercriticismsIheardexpressed。Thoughtheyweretwohourslong,Inevergrewweary,and,whenthecourseended,IsaidtoMr。Johnson:
“IwishIcouldhearthemoveragain。“
“Well,youcan,“saidhe,“Mr。ParkeristorepeattheminCambridgeport,beginningnextweek。“Accordinglywewentthereandheardthemagainwithequalsatisfaction。
DuringthewinterinBostonIattendedallthelectures,churches,theaters,concerts,andtemperance,peace,andprison-reformconventionswithinmyreach。Ihadneverlivedinsuchanenthusiasticallyliteraryandreformlatitudebefore,andmymentalpowerswerekeptatthehighesttension。
WewenttoChelsea,forthesummer,andboardedwiththeBaptistminister,theRev。JohnWesleyOlmstead,afterwardeditorofTheWatchmanandReflector。Hehadmarriedmycousin,MaryLivingston,oneofthemostlovely,unselfishcharactersIeverknew。ThereIhadtheopportunityofmeetingseveraloftheleadingBaptistministersinNewEngland,and,asIwasthoroughlyimbuedwithParker'sideas,wehadmanyheateddiscussionsontheology。There,too,ImetOrestesBronson,aremarkablewell-readman,whohadgonethrougheveryphaseofreligiousexperiencefromblankatheismtothebosomoftheCatholicChurch,whereIbelievehefoundreposeattheendofhisdays。Hewassoarbitraryanddogmaticthatmostpeopledidnotlikehim;butIappreciatedhisacquaintance,ashewasaliberalthinkerandhadaworldofinformationwhichhereadilyimpartedtothoseofateachablespirit。AsIwastheninahungering,thirstingconditionfortruthoneverysubject,thefriendshipofsuchamanwas,tome,aninestimableblessing。ReadingTheodoreParker'slectures,yearsafterward,Iwassurprisedtofindhowlittletherewasinthemtoshockanybody杢hemajorityofthinkingpeoplehavinggrownuptothem。
WhilelivinginChelseatwoyears,Iusedtowalk(therebeingnopublicconveyancesrunningonSunday)fromtheferrytoMarlboroughChapeltohearMr。Parkerpreach。Itwasalongwalk,overtwomiles,andIwassotired,onreachingthechapel,thatImadeitapointtosleepthroughallthepreliminaryservice,soastobefreshforthesermon,asthefriendnextwhomIsatalwayswakenedmeintime。OneSunday,whenmyfriendwasabsent,itbeingaverywarmdayandIunusuallyfatigued,Isleptuntilthesextoninformedmethathewasabouttoclosethedoors!InanunwarymomentIimpartedthisfacttomyBaptistfriends。TheymadeallmanneroffuneverafterwardofthesoothingnatureofMr。Parker'stheology,andmylongwalk,everySunday,toreposeintheshadowofaheterodoxaltar。Still,thelossofthesermonwastheonlyvexatiouspartofit,andIhadthebenefitofthewalkandtherefreshingslumber,tothemusicofMr。Parker'smelodiousvoiceandthedeep-tonedorgan。
Mrs。OliverJohnsonandIspenttwodaysattheBrookFarmcommunitywhenintheheightofitsprosperity。ThereImettheRipleys,杦howere,Ibelieve,thebackboneoftheexperiment,朩illiamHenryChanning,BronsonAlcott,CharlesA。Dana,FrederickCabot,WilliamChase,Mrs。HoraceGreeley,whowasspendingafewdaysthere,andmanyothers,whosenamesIcannotrecall。Herewasacharmingfamilyofintelligentmenandwomen,doingtheirownfarmandhousework,withlectures,readings,music,dancing,andgameswhendesired;realizing,inameasure,EdwardBellamy'sbeautifulvisionoftheequalconditionsofthehumanfamilyintheyear2000。ThestoryofthebeginningandendofthisexperimentofcommunitylifehasbeentoldsooftenthatIwillsimplysaythatitsfailurewasagravedisappointmenttothosemostdeeplyinterestedinitssuccess。Mr。Channingtoldme,yearsafter,whenhewaspastoroftheUnitarianchurchinRochester,aswewerewanderingthroughMountHopeoneday,that,whentheRoxburycommunitywasdissolvedandhewasobligedtoreturntotheoldlifeofcompetition,hewouldgladlyhavebeenlaidunderthesod,astheisolatedhomeseemedsosolitary,silent,andselfishthatthewholeatmospherewasoppressive。