Thefirstthathetookupwasaveryimpressivesketch,inwhichtheartisthadjotteddownherroughideasforapictureofJaeldrivingthenailthroughthetemplesofSisera。Itwasdashedoffwithremarkablepower,andshowedatouchortwothatwereactuallylifelikeanddeathlike,asifMiriamhadbeenstandingbywhenJaelgavethefirststrokeofhermurderoushammer,orasifsheherselfwereJael,andfeltirresistiblyimpelledtomakeherbloodyconfessioninthisguise。
HerfirstconceptionofthesternJewesshadevidentlybeenthatofperfectwomanhood,alovelyform,andahigh,heroicfaceofloftybeauty;
but,dissatisfiedeitherwithherownworkortheterriblestoryitself,Miriamhadaddedacertainwaywardquirkofherpencil,whichatonceconvertedtheheroineintoavulgarmurderess。ItwasevidentthataJaellikethiswouldbesuretosearchSisera'spocketsassoonasthebreathwasoutofhisbody。
InanothersketchshehadattemptedthestoryofJudith,whichweseerepresentedbytheoldmasterssooften,andinsuchvariousstyles。
Here,too,beginningwithapassionateandfieryconceptionofthesubjectinallearnestness,shehadgiventhelasttouchesinutterscorn,asitwere,ofthefeelingswhichatfirsttooksuchpowerfulpossessionofherhand。TheheadofHolofernes(which,bythebye,hadapairoftwistedmustaches,likethoseofacertainpotentateoftheday)beingfairlycutoff,wasscrewingitseyesupwardandtwirlingitsfeaturesintoadiabolicalgrinoftriumphantmalice,whichitflungrightinJudith'sface。Onherpart,shehadthestartledaspectthatmightbeconceivedofacookifacalf'sheadshouldsneeratherwhenabouttobepoppedintothedinner-pot。
Overandoveragain,therewastheideaofwoman,actingthepartofarevengefulmischieftowardsman。Itwas,indeed,verysingulartoseehowtheartist'simaginationseemedtorunonthesestoriesofbloodshed,inwhichwoman'shandwascrimsonedbythestain;andhow,too,——inoneformoranother,grotesqueorsternlysad,——shefailednottobringoutthemoral,thatwomanmuststrikethroughherownhearttoreachahumanlife,whateverwerethemotivethatimpelledher。
OneofthesketchesrepresentedthedaughterofHerodiasreceivingtheheadofJohntheBaptistinacharger。ThegeneralconceptionappearedtobetakenfromBernardoLuini'spicture,intheUffizziGalleryatFlorence;
butMiriamhadimpartedtothesaint'sfacealookofgentleandheavenlyreproach,withsadandblessedeyesfixedupwardatthemaiden;bytheforceofwhichmiraculousglance,herwholewomanhoodwasatonceawakenedtoloveandendlessremorse。
ThesesketcheshadamostdisagreeableeffectonDonatello'speculiartemperament。Hegaveashudder;hisfaceassumedalookoftrouble,fear,anddisgust;hesnatcheduponesketchafteranother,asifabouttotearitinpieces。Finally,shovingawaythepileofdrawings,heshrankbackfromthetableandclaspedhishandsoverhiseyes。
"Whatisthematter,Donatello?"askedMiriam,lookingupfromaletterwhichshewasnowwriting。"Ah!Ididnotmeanyoutoseethosedrawings。
Theyareuglyphantomsthatstoleoutofmymind;notthingsthatI
created,butthingsthathauntme。See!herearesometriflesthatperhapswillpleaseyoubetter。"
Shegavehimaportfolio,thesketchesinwhichindicatedahappiermoodofmind,andone,itistobehoped,moretrulycharacteristicoftheartist。Supposingneitheroftheseclassesofsubjecttoshowanythingofherownindividuality,Miriamhadevidentlyagreatscopeoffancy,andasingularfacultyofputtingwhatlookedlikeheartintoherproductions。
Thelattersketchesweredomesticandcommonscenes,sofinelyandsubtilelyidealizedthattheyseemedsuchaswemayseeatanymoment,andeye,where;whilestilltherewastheindefinablesomethingadded,ortakenaway,whichmakesallthedifferencebetweensordidlifeandanearthlyparadise。Thefeelingandsympathyin。allofthemweredeepandtrue。
Therewasthescene,thatcomesonceineverylife,oftheloverwinningthesoftandpureavowalofbashfulaffectionfromthemaidenwhoseslenderformhalfleanstowardshisarm,halfshrinksfromit,weknownotwhich。Therewasweddedaffectioninitssuccessivestages,representedinaseriesofdelicatelyconceiveddesigns,touchedwithaholyfire,thatburnedfromyouthtoageinthosetwohearts,andgaveoneidenticalbeautytothefacesthroughoutallthechangesoffeature。
Therewasadrawingofaninfant'sshoe,halfwornout,withtheairyprintoftheblessedfootwithin;athingthatwouldmakeamothersmileorweepoutoftheverydepthsofherheart;andyetanactualmotherwouldnothavebeenlikelytoappreciatethepoetryofthelittleshoe,untilMiriamrevealedittoher。Itwaswonderful,thedepthandforcewithwhichtheabove,andotherkindredsubjects,weredepicted,andtheprofoundsignificancewhichtheyoftenacquired。Theartist,stillinherfreshyouth,couldnotprobablyhavedrawnanyofthesedearandrichexperiencesfromherownlife;unless,perchance,thatfirstsketchofall,theavowalofmaidenaffection,werearememberedincident,andnotaprophecy。Butitismoredelightfultobelievethat,fromfirsttolast,theyweretheproductionsofabeautifulimagination,dealingwiththewarmandpuresuggestionsofawoman'sheart,andthusidealizingatruerandlovelierpictureofthelifethatbelongstowoman,thananactualacquaintancewithsomeofitshardanddustyfactscouldhaveinspired。
Soconsidered,thesketchesintimatedsuchaforceandvarietyofimaginativesympathiesaswouldenableMiriamtofillherliferichlywiththeblissandsufferingofwomanhood,howeverbarrenitmightindividuallybe。
Therewasoneobservablepoint,indeed,betokeningthattheartistrelinquished,forherpersonalself,thehappinesswhichshecouldsoprofoundlyappreciateforothers。Inallthosesketchesofcommonlife,andtheaffectionsthatspiritualizeit,afigurewasportrayedapart,nowitpeepedbetweenthebranchesofashrubbery,amidwhichtwoloverssat;
nowitwaslookingthroughafrostedwindow,fromtheoutside,whileayoungweddedpairsatattheirnewfiresidewithin;andonceitleanedfromachariot,whichsixhorseswerewhirlingonwardinpompandpride,andgazedatasceneofhumbleenjoymentbyacottagedoor。Alwaysitwasthesamefigure,andalwaysdepictedwithanexpressionofdeepsadness;
andineveryinstance,slightlyastheywerebroughtout,thefaceandformhadthetraitsofMiriam'sown。
"Doyoulikethesesketchesbetter,Donatello?"askedMiriam。"Yes,"
saidDonatelloratherdoubtfully。"Notmuch,Ifear,"respondedshe,laughing。"Andwhatshouldaboylikeyou——aFauntoo,——knowaboutthejoysandsorrows,theintertwininglightandshadow,ofhumanlife?I
forgotthatyouwereaFaun。Youcannotsufferdeeply;thereforeyoucanbuthalfenjoy。Here,now,isasubjectwhichyoucanbetterappreciate。"
Thesketchrepresentedmerelyarusticdance,butwithsuchextravaganceoffunaswasdelightfultobehold;andheretherewasnodrawback,exceptthatstrangesighandsadnesswhichalwayscomewhenwearemerriest。
"Iamgoingtopaintthepictureinoils,"saidtheartist;"andIwantyou,Donatello,forthewildestdancerofthemall。Willyousitforme,someday?——or,rather,danceforme?"
"O,mostgladly,signorina!"exclaimedDonatello。"See;itshallbelikethis。"
Andforthwithhebegantodance,andflitaboutthestudio,likeanincarnatespriteofjollity,pausingatlastontheextremityofonetoe,asifthatweretheonlyportionofhimselfwherebyhisfriskynaturecouldcomeincontactwiththeearth。Theeffectinthatshadowychamber,whencetheartisthadsocarefullyexcludedthesunshine,wasasenliveningasifonebrightrayhadcontrivedtoshimmerinand。frolicaroundthewalls,andfinallyrestjustinthecentreofthefloor。
"Thatwasadmirable!"saidMiriam,withanapprovingsmile。"IfIcancatchyouonmycanvas,itwillbeagloriouspicture;onlyIamafraidyouwilldanceoutofit,bytheverytruthoftherepresentation,justwhenIshallhavegivenitthelasttouch。Wewilltryitoneofthesedays。Andnow,torewardyouforthatjollyexhibition,youshallseewhathasbeenshowntonooneelse。"
Shewenttohereasel,onwhichwasplacedapicturewithitsbackturnedtowardsthespectator。Reversingtheposition,thereappearedtheportraitofabeautifulwoman,suchasoneseesonlytwoorthree,ifevensomanytimes,inallalifetime;sobeautiful,thatsheseemedtogetintoyourconsciousnessandmemory,andcouldneverafterwardsbeshutout,buthauntedyourdreams,forpleasureorforpain;holdingyourinnerrealmasaconqueredterritory,thoughwithoutdeigningtomakeherselfathomethere。
Shewasveryyouthful,andhadwhatwasusuallythoughttobeaJewishaspect;acomplexioninwhichtherewasnoroseatebloom,yetneitherwasitpale;darkeyes,intowhichyoumightlookasdeeplyasyourglancewouldgo,andstillbeconsciousofadepththatyouhadnotsounded,thoughitlayopentotheday。Shehadblack,abundanthair,withnoneofthevulgarglossinessofotherwomen'ssablelocks;ifshewerereallyofJewishblood,thenthiswasJewishhair,andadarkglorysuchascrownsnoChristianmaiden'shead。Gazingatthisportrait,yousawwhatRachelmighthavebeen,whenJacobdeemedherworththewooingsevenyears,andsevenmore;orperchanceshemightripentobewhatJudithwas,whenshevanquishedHoloferneswithherbeauty,andslewhimfortoomuchadoringit。
MiriamwatchedDonatello'scontemplationofthepicture,andseeinghissimplerapture,asmileofpleasurebrightenedonherface,mixedwithalittlescorn;atleast,herlipscurled,andhereyesgleamed,asifshedisdainedeitherhisadmirationorherownenjoymentofit。
"Thenyoulikethepicture,Donatello?"sheasked。
"O,beyondwhatIcantell!"heanswered。"Sobeautiful!——sobeautiful!"
"Anddoyourecognizethelikeness?"
"Signorina,"exclaimedDonatello,turningfromthepicturetotheartist,inastonishmentthatsheshouldask/:hequestion,"theresemblanceisaslittletobemistakenasifyouhadbentoverthesmoothsurfaceofafountain,andpossessedthewitchcrafttocallforththeimagethatyoumadethere!Itisyourself!"
Donatellosaidthetruth;andweforeboretospeakdescriptivelyofMiriam'sbeautyearlierinournarrative,becauseweforesawthisoccasiontobringitperhapsmoreforciblybeforethereader。
Weknownotwhethertheportraitwereaflatteredlikeness;probablynot,regardingitmerelyasthedelineationofalovelyface;althoughMiriam,likeallself-painters,mayhaveendowedherselfwithcertaingraceswhichOthereyesmightnotdiscern。Artistsarefondofpaintingtheirownportraits;and,inFlorence,thereisagalleryofhundredsofthem,includingthemostillustrious,inallofwhichthereareautobiographicalcharacteristics,sotospeak,——traits,expressions,loftinesses,andamenities,whichwouldhavebeeninvisible,hadtheynotbeenpaintedfromwithin。Yettheirrealityandtrutharenonetheless。Miriam,inlikemanner,haddoubtlessconveyedsomeoftheintimateresultsofherheartknowledgeintoherown。portrait,andperhapswishedtotrywhethertheywouldbeperceptibletososimpleandnaturalanobserverasDonatello。
"Doestheexpressionpleaseyou?"sheasked。
"Yes,"saidDonatellohesitatingly;"ifitwouldonlysmilesolikethesunshineasyousometimesdo。No,itissadderthanIthoughtatfirst。
Cannotyoumakeyourselfsmilealittle,signorina?"
"Aforcedsmileisuglierthanafrown,"saidMiriam,abright,naturalsmilebreakingoutoverherfaceevenasshespoke。
"O,catchitnow!"criedDonatello,clappinghishands。"Letitshineuponthepicture!There!ithasvanishedalready!Andyouaresadagain,verysad;andthepicturegazessadlyforthatme,asifsomeevilhadbefallenitinthelittletimesinceIlookedlast。"
"Howperplexedyouseem,myfriend!"answeredMiriam。"IreallyhalfbelieveyouareaFaun,thereissuchamysteryandterrorforyouinthesedarkmoods,whicharejustasnaturalasdaylighttouspeopleofordinarymould。Iadviseyou,atallevents,tolookatotherfaceswiththoseinnocentandhappyeyes,andnevermoretogazeatmine!"
"Youspeakinvain,"repliedtheyoungman,withadeeperemphasisthanshehadeverbeforeheardinhisvoice;"shroudyourselfinwhatgloomyouwill,Imustneedsfollowyou。"
"Well,well,well,"saidMiriamimpatiently;"butleavemenow;fortospeakplainly,mygoodfriend,yougrowalittlewearisome。IwalkthisafternoonintheBorghesegrounds。Meetmethere,ifitsuitsyourpleasure。"
CHAPTERVI
THEVIRGIN'SSHRINE
AfterDonatellohadleftthestudio,Miriamherselfcameforth,andtakingherwaythroughsomeoftheintricaciesofthecity,enteredwhatmightbecalledeitherawideningofastreet,orasmallpiazza。Theneighborhoodcomprisedabaker'soven,emittingtheusualfragranceofsourbread;ashoeshop;alinen-draper'sshop;apipeandcigarshop;alotteryoffice;
astationforFrenchsoldiers,withasentinelpacinginfront;andafruit-stand,atwhichaRomanmatronwassellingthedriedkernelsofchestnuts,wretchedlittlefigs,andsomebouquetsofyesterday。Achurch,ofcourse,wasnearathand,thefacadeofwhichascendedintoloftypinnacles,whereonwereperchedtwoorthreewingedfiguresofstone,eitherangelicorallegorical,blowingstonetrumpetsinclosevicinitytotheupperwindowsofanoldandshabbypalace。ThispalacewasdistinguishedbyafeaturenotverycommoninthearchitectureofRomanedifices;thatistosay,amediaevaltower,square,massive,lofty,andbattlementedandmachicolatedatthesummit。
AtoneoftheanglesofthebattlementsstoodashrineoftheVirgin,suchasweseeeverywhereatthestreetcornersofRome,butseldomornever,exceptinthissolitary,instance,ataheightabovetheordinarylevelofmen'sviewsandaspirations。Connectedwiththisoldtoweranditsloftyshrine,thereisalegendwhichwecannotherepausetotell;butforcenturiesalamphasbeenburningbeforetheVirgin'simage,atnoon,atmidnight,andatallhoursofthetwenty-four,andmustbekeptburningforever,aslongasthetowershallstand;orelsethetoweritself,thepalace,andwhateverestatebelongstoit,shallpassfromitshereditarypossessor,inaccordancewithanancientvow,andbecomethepropertyoftheChurch。
AsMiriamapproached,shelookedupward,andsaw,——not,indeed,theflameoftheneverdyinglamp,whichwasswallowedupinthebroadsunlightthatbrightenedtheshrine,butaflockofwhitedoves,skimming,fluttering,andwheelingaboutthetopmostheightofthetower,theirsilverwingsflashinginthepuretransparencyoftheair。Severalofthemsatontheledgeoftheupperwindow,pushingoneanotheroffbytheireagerstruggleforthisfavoritestation,andalltappingtheirbeaksandflappingtheirwingstumultuouslyagainstthepanes;somehadalightedinthestreet,farbelow,butflewhastilyupward,atthesoundofthewindowbeingthrustajar,andopeninginthemiddle,onrustyhinges,asRomanwindowsdo。
Afairyounggirl,dressedinwhite,showedherselfattheapertureforasingleinstant,andthrewforthasmuchashertwosmallhandscouldholdofsomekindoffood,fortheflockofeleemosynarydoves。Itseemedgreatlytothetasteofthefeatheredpeople;fortheytriedtosnatchbeakfulsofitfromhergrasp,caughtitintheair,andrusheddownwardafterituponthepavement。
"Whataprettyscenethisis,"thoughtMiriam,withakindlysmile,"andhowlikeadovesheisherself,thefair,purecreature!Theotherdovesknowherforasister,Iamsure。"
Miriampassedbeneaththedeepportalofthepalace,andturningtotheleft,begantomountflightafterflightofastaircase,which,fortheloftinessofitsaspiration,wasworthytobeJacob'sladder,or,atallevents,thestaircaseoftheTowerofBabel。Thecitybustle,whichisheardeveninRome,therumbleofwheelsovertheuncomfortablepaving-stones,thehardharshcriesreechoinginthehighandnarrowstreets,grewfaintanddiedaway;astheturmoiloftheworldwillalwaysdie,ifwesetourfacestoclimbheavenward。Higher,andhigherstill;
andnow,glancingthroughthesuccessivewindowsthatthrewintheirnarrowlightuponthestairs,herviewstretchedacrosstheroofsofthecity,unimpededevenbythestateliestpalaces。Onlythedomesofchurchesascendintothisairyregion,andholduptheirgoldencrossesonalevelwithhereye;exceptthat,outoftheveryheartofRome,thecolumnofAntoninusthrustsitselfupward,withSt。Pauluponitssummit,thesolehumanformthatseemstohavekepthercompany。
Finally,thestaircasecametoanend;savethat,ononesideofthelittleentrywhereitterminated,aflightofadozenstepsgaveaccesstotheroofofthetowerandthelegendaryshrine。Ontheothersidewasadoor,atwhichMiriamknocked,butratherasafriendlyannouncementofherpresencethanwithanydoubtofhospitablewelcome;for,awaitingnoresponse,sheliftedthelatchandentered。
"Whatahermitageyouhavefoundforyourself,dearHilda!"she,exclaimed。"Youbreathesweetair,abovealltheevilscentsofRome;andevenso,inyourmaidenelevation,youdwellaboveourvanitiesandpassions,ourmoraldustandmud,withthedovesandtheangelsforyournearestneighbors。IshouldnotwonderiftheCatholicsweretomakeasaintofyou,likeyournamesakeofold;especiallyasyouhavealmostavowedyourselfoftheirreligion,byundertakingtokeepthelampalightbeforetheVirgin'sshrine。"
"No,no,Miriam!"saidHilda,whohadcomejoyfullyforwardtogreetherfriend。"YoumustnotcallmeaCatholic。AChristiangirl——evenadaughterofthePuritans——maysurelypayhonortotheideaofdivineWomanhood,withoutgivingupthefaithofherforefathers。Buthowkindyouaretoclimbintomydove-cote!"
"Itisnotriflingproofoffriendship,indeed,"answeredMiriam;"I
shouldthinktherewerethreehundredstairsatleast。"
"Butitwilldoyougood,"continuedHilda。"AheightofsomefiftyfeetabovetheroofsofRomegivesmealltheadvantagesthatIcouldgetfromfiftymilesofdistance。Theairsoexhilaratesmyspirits,thatsometimesIfeelhalfinclinedtoattemptaflightfromthetopofmytower,inthefaiththatIshouldfloatupward。"
"O,praydon'ttryit!"saidMiriam,laughing;"Ifitshouldturnoutthatyouarelessthananangel,youwouldfindthestonesoftheRomanpavementveryhard;andifanangel,indeed,Iamafraidyouwouldnevercomedownamongusagain。"
ThisyoungAmericangirlwasanexampleofthefreedomoflifewhichitispossibleforafemaleartisttoenjoyatRome。Shedweltinhertower,asfreetodescendintothecorruptedatmosphereofthecitybeneath,asoneofhercompaniondovestoflydownwardintothestreet;——allalone,perfectlyindependent,underherownsoleguardianship,unlesswatchedoverbytheVirgin,whoseshrineshetended;doingwhatshelikedwithoutasuspicionorashadowuponthesnowywhitenessofherfame。Thecustomsofartistlifebestowsuchlibertyuponthesex,whichiselsewhererestrictedwithinsomuchnarrowerlimits;anditisperhapsanindicationthat,wheneverweadmitwomentoawiderscopeofpursuitsandprofessions,wemustalso,removetheshacklesofourpresentconventionalrules,whichwouldthenbecomeaninsufferablerestraintoneithermaidorwife。ThesystemseemstoworkunexceptionablyinRome;andinmanyothercases,asinHilda's,purityofheartandlifeareallowedtoassertthemselves,andtobetheirownproofandsecurity,toadegreeunknowninthesocietyofothercities。
Hilda,inhernativeland,hadearlyshownwhatwaspronouncedbyconnoisseursadecidedgeniusforthepictorialart。Eveninherschooldays——stillnotsoverydistant——shehadproducedsketchesthatwereseizeduponbymenoftaste,andhoardedasamongthechoicesttreasuresoftheirportfolios;scenesdelicatelyimagined,lacking,perhaps,therealitywhichcomesonlyfromacloseacquaintancewithlife,butsosoftlytouchedwithfeelingandfancythatyouseemedtobelookingathumanitywithangels'eyes。Withyearsandexperienceshemightbeexpectedtoattainadarkerandmoreforcibletouch,whichwouldimparttoherdesignstherelieftheyneeded。HadHildaremainedinherowncountry,itisnotimprobablethatshemighthaveproducedoriginalworksworthytohanginthatgalleryofnativeartwhich,wehope,isdestinedtoextenditsrichlengththroughmanyfuturecenturies。Anorphan,however,withoutnearrelatives,andpossessedofalittleproperty,shehadfounditwithinherpossibilitiestocometoItaly;thatcentralclime,whithertheeyesandtheheartofeveryartistturn,asifpicturescouldnotbemadetoglowinanyotheratmosphere,asifstatuescouldnotassumegraceandexpression,saveinthatlandofwhitestmarble。
Hilda'sgentlecouragehadbroughthersafelyoverlandandsea;hermild,unflaggingperseverancehadmadeaplaceforherinthefamouscity,evenlikeaflowerthatfindsachinkforitself,andalittleearthtogrowin,onwhateverancientwallitsslenderrootsmayfasten。Hereshedwelt,inhertower,possessingafriendortwoinRome,butnohomecompanionexcepttheflockofdoves,whosecotewasinaruinouschambercontiguoustoherown。Theysoonbecameasfamiliarwiththefair-hairedSaxongirlasifshewereabornsisteroftheirbrood;andhercustomarywhiterobeboresuchananalogytotheirsnowyplumagethattheconfraternityofartistscalledHildatheDove,andrecognizedheraerialapartmentastheDovecote。Andwhiletheotherdovesflewfarandwideinquestofwhatwasgoodforthem,Hildalikewisespreadherwings,andsoughtsuchetherealandimaginativesustenanceasGodordainsforcreaturesofherkind。
WeknownotwhethertheresultofherItalianstudies,sofarasitcouldyetbeseen,willbeacceptedasagoodordesirableone。Certainitis,thatsinceherarrivalinthepictorialland,Hildaseemedtohaveentirelylosttheimpulseoforiginaldesign,whichbroughtherthither。
Nodoubtthegirl'searlydreamshadbeenofsendingformsandhuesofbeautyintothevisibleworldoutofherownmind;ofcompellingscenesofpoetryandhistorytolivebeforemen'seyes,throughconceptionsandbymethodsindividualtoherself。Butmoreandmore,asshegrewfamiliarwiththemiraclesofartthatenrichsomanygalleriesinRome,Hildahadceasedtoconsiderherselfasanoriginalartist。No,wonderthatthischangeshouldhavebefallenher。Shewasendowedwithadeepandsensitivefacultyofappreciation;shehadthegiftofdiscerningandworshippingexcellenceinamostunusualmeasure。Nootherperson,itisprobable,recognizedsoadequately,andenjoyedwithsuchdeepdelight,thepictorialwondersthatwereheredisplayed。Shesawno,notsaw,butfeltthroughandthroughapicture;shebestoweduponitallthewarmthandrichnessofawoman'ssympathy;notbyanyintellectualeffort,butbythisstrengthofheart,andthisguidinglightofsympathy,shewentstraighttothecentralpoint,inwhichthemasterhadconceivedhiswork。
Thussheviewedit,asitwere,withhisowneyes,andhencehercomprehensionofanypicturethatinterestedherwasperfect。
ThispoweranddepthofappreciationdependedpartlyuponHilda'sphysicalorganization,whichwasatoncehealthfulandexquisitelydelicate;and,connectedwiththisadvantage,shehadacommandofhand,anicetyandforceoftouch,whichisanendowmentseparatefrompictorialgenius,thoughindispensabletoitsexercise。
Ithasprobablyhappenedinmanyotherinstances,asitdidinHilda'scase,thatsheceasedtoaimatoriginalachievementinconsequenceoftheverygiftswhichsoexquisitelyfittedhertoprofitbyfamiliaritywiththeworksofthemightyoldmasters。Reverencingthesewonderfulmensodeeply,shewastoogratefulforalltheybestoweduponher,tooloyal,toohumble,intheirawfulpresence,tothinkofenrollingherselfintheirsociety。Beholdingthemiraclesofbeautywhichtheyhadachieved,theworldseemedalreadyrichenoughinoriginaldesigns,andnothingmorewassodesirableastodiffusethoseself-samebeautiesmorewidelyamongmankind。Alltheyouthfulhopesandambitions,thefancifulideaswhichshehadbroughtfromhome,ofgreatpicturestobeconceivedinherfemininemind,wereflungaside,and,sofarasthosemostintimatewithhercoulddiscern,relinquishedwithoutasigh。Allthatshewouldhenceforthattemptandthatmostreverently,nottosayreligiouslywastocatchandreflectsomeoftheglorywhichhadbeensheduponcanvasfromtheimmortalpencilsofold。
SoHildabecameacopyist:inthePinacothecaoftheVatican,inthegalleriesofthePam-fili-Doriapalace,theBorghese,theCorsini,theSciarra,hereaselwassetupbeforemanyafamouspicturebyGuido,Domenichino,Raphael,andthedevoutpaintersofearlierschoolsthanthese。Otherartistsandvisitorsfromforeignlandsbeheldtheslender,girlishfigureinfrontofsomeworld-knownwork,absorbed,unconsciousofeverythingaroundher,seemingtoliveonlyinwhatshesoughttodo。
Theysmiled,nodoubt,attheaudacitywhichledhertodreamofcopyingthosemightyachievements。But,iftheypausedtolookoverhershoulder,andhadsensibilityenoughtounderstandwhatwasbeforetheireyes,theysoonfeltinclinedtobelievethatthespiritsoftheoldmasterswerehoveringoverHilda,andguidingherdelicatewhitehand。Intruth,fromwhateverrealmofblissandmanycoloredbeautythosespiritsmightdescend,itwouldhavebeennounworthyerrandtohelpsogentleandpureaworshipperoftheirgeniusingivingthelastdivinetouchtoherrepetitionsoftheirworks。
Hercopieswereindeedmarvellous。Accuracywasnotthephraseforthem;
aChinesecopyisaccurate。Hilda'shadthatevanescentandethereallife——thatflittingfragrance,asitwere,oftheoriginals——whichitisasdifficulttocatchandretainasitwouldbeforasculptortogettheverymovementandvaryingcolorofalivingmanintohismarblebust。
Onlybywatchingtheeffortsofthemostskilfulcopyists——menwhospendalifetime,assomeofthemdo,inmultiplyingcopiesofasinglepicture——andobservinghowinvariablytheyleaveoutjusttheindefinablecharmthatinvolvesthelast,inestimablevalue,canweunderstandthedifficultiesofthetaskwhichtheyundertake。
ItwasnotHilda'sgeneralpracticetoattemptreproducingthewholeofagreatpicture,buttoselectsomehigh,noble,anddelicateportionofit,inwhichthespiritandessenceofthepictureculminated:theVirgin'scelestialsorrow,forexample,orahoveringangel,imbuedwithimmortallight,orasaintwiththeglowofheaveninhisdyingface,——andthesewouldberenderedwithherwholesoul。Ifapicturehaddarkenedintoanindistinctshadowthroughtimeandneglect,orhadbeeninjuredbycleaning,orretouchedbysomeprofanehand,sheseemedtopossessthefacultyofseeingitinitspristineglory。Thecopywouldcomefromherhandswithwhatthebeholderfeltmustbethelightwhichtheoldmasterhadleftupontheoriginalinbestowinghisfinalandmostetherealtouch。
Insomeinstanceseven(atleast,sothosebelievedwhobestappreciatedHilda'spowerandsensibility)shehadbeenenabledtoexecutewhatthegreatmasterhadconceivedinhisimagination,buthadnotsoperfectlysucceededinputtinguponcanvas;aresultsurelynotimpossiblewhensuchdepthofsympathyasshepossessedwasassistedbythedelicateskillandaccuracyofherslenderhand。Insuchcasesthegirlwasbutafinerinstrument,amoreexquisitelyeffectivepieceofmechanism,。bythehelpofwhichthespiritofsomegreatdepartedpainternowfirstachievedhisideal,centuriesafterhisownearthlyhand,thatothertool,hadturnedtodust。
Nottodescribeherastoomuchawonder,however,Hilda,ortheDove,asherwell-wishershalflaughinglydelightedtocallher,hadbeenpronouncedbygoodjudgesincomparablythebestcopyistinRome。Afterminuteexaminationofherworks,themostskilfulartistsdeclaredthatshehadbeenledtoherresultsbyfollowingpreciselythesameprocessstepbystepthroughwhichtheoriginalpainterhadtroddentothedevelopmentofhisidea。Othercopyists——ifsuchtheyareworthytobecalled——attemptonlyasuperficialimitation。Copiesoftheoldmastersinthissenseareproducedbythousands;thereareartists,aswehavesaid,whospendtheirlivesinpaintingtheworks,orperhapsonesinglework,ofoneillustriouspainteroverandoveragain:thustheyconvertthemselvesintoGuidomachines,orRaphaelicmachines。Theirperformances,itistrue,areoftenwonderfullydeceptivetoacarelesseye;butworkingentirelyfromtheoutside,andseekingonlytoreproducethesurface,thesemenaresuretoleaveoutthatindefinablenothing,thatinestimablesomething,thatconstitutesthelifeandsoulthroughwhichthepicturegetsitsimmortality。Hildawasnosuchmachineasthis;shewroughtreligiously,andthereforewroughtamiracle。
Itstrikesusthatthereissomethingfarhigherandnoblerinallthis,inherthussacrificingherselftothedevoutrecognitionofthehighestexcellenceinart,thantherewouldhavebeenincultivatinghernotinconsiderableshareoftalentfortheproductionofworksfromherownideas。Shemighthavesetupforherself,andwonnoignoblename;shemighthavehelpedtofillthealreadycrowdedandcumberedworldwithpictures,notdestituteofmerit,butfallingshort,ifbyeversolittle,ofthebestthathasbeendone;shemightthushavegratifiedsometastesthatwereincapableofappreciatingRaphael。Butthiscouldbedoneonlybyloweringthestandardofarttothecomprehensionofthespectator。
Shechosethebetterandloftierandmoreunselfishpart,layingherindividualhopes,herfame,herprospectsofenduringremembrance,atthefeetofthosegreatdepartedoneswhomshesolovedandvenerated;andthereforetheworldwasthericherforthisfeeblegirl。
Sincethebeautyandgloryofagreatpictureareconfinedwithinitself,shewonoutthatglorybypatientfaithandself-devotion,andmultiplieditformankind。Fromthedark,chillcornerofagallery,——fromsomecurtainedchapelinachurch,wherethelightcameseldomandaslant,——fromtheprince'scarefullyguardedcabinet,wherenotoneeyeinthousandswaspermittedtobeholdit,shebroughtthewondrouspictureintodaylight,andgaveallitsmagicsplendorfortheenjoymentoftheworld。Hilda'sfacultyofgenuineadmirationisoneoftheraresttobefoundinhumannature;andletustrytorecompenseherinkindbyadmiringhergenerousself-surrender,andherbrave,humblemagnanimityinchoosingtobethehandmaidofthoseoldmagicians,insteadofaminorenchantresswithinacircleofherown。
ThehandmaidofRaphael,whomshelovedwithavirgin'slove!WouldithavebeenworthHilda'swhiletorelinquishthisofficeforthesakeofgivingtheworldapictureortwowhichitwouldcalloriginal;prettyfanciesofsnowandmoonlight;thecounterpartinpictureofsomanyfeminineachievementsinliterature!
CHAPTERVII
BEATRICE
MiriamwasgladtofindtheDoveinherturret-home;forbeingendowedwithaninfiniteactivity,andtakingexquisitedelightinthesweetlaborofwhichherlifewasfull,itwasHilda'spracticetofleeabroadbetimes,andhauntthegalleriestilldusk。Happywerethose(buttheywereveryfew)whomsheeverchosetobethecompanionsofherday;theysawthearttreasuresofRome,underherguidance,astheyhadneverseenthembefore。
NotthatHildacoulddissertate,ortalklearnedlyaboutpictures;shewouldprobablyhavebeenpuzzledbythetechnicaltermsofherownart。
Notthatshehadmuchtosayaboutwhatshemostprofoundlyadmired;butevenhersilentsympathywassopowerfulthatitdrewyourownalongwithit,endowingyouwithasecond-sightthatenabledyoutoseeexcellenceswithalmostthedepthanddelicacyofherownperceptions。
AlltheAnglo-SaxondenizensofRome,bythistime,knewHildabysight。
Unconsciously,thepoorchildhadbecomeoneofthespectaclesoftheEternalCity,andwasoftenpointedouttostrangers,sittingathereaselamongthewild-beardedyoungmen,thewhite-hairedoldones,andtheshabbilydressed,painfullyplainwomen,whomakeupthethrongofcopyists。Theoldcustodesknewherwell,andwatchedoverherastheirownchild。Sometimesayoungartist,insteadofgoingonwithacopyofthepicturebeforewhichhehadplacedhiseasel,wouldenrichhiscanvaswithanoriginalportraitofHildaatherwork。Aloveliersubjectcouldnothavebeenselected,noronewhichrequirednicerskillandinsightindoingitanythinglikejustice。Shewasprettyatalltimes,inournativeNewEnglandstyle,withherlight-brownringlets,herdelicatelytinged,buthealthfulcheek,hersensitive,intelligent,yetmostfeminineandkindlyface。But,everyfewmoments,thisprettyandgirlishfacegrewbeautifulandstriking,assomeinwardthoughtandfeelingbrightened,rosetothesurface,andthen,asitwere,passedoutofsightagain;sothat,takingintoviewthisconstantlyrecurringchange,itreallyseemedasifHildawereonlyvisiblebythesunshineofhersoul。
Inotherrespects,shewasagoodsubjectforaportrait,beingdistinguishedbyagentlepicturesqueness,whichwasperhapsunconsciouslybestowedbysomeminutepeculiarityofdress,suchasartistsseldomfailtoassume。Theeffectwastomakeherappearlikeaninhabitantofpictureland,apartlyidealcreature,nottobehandled,norevenapproachedtooclosely。Inherfeminineself,Hildawasnatural,andofpleasantdeportment,endowedwithamildcheerfulnessoftemper,notoverflowingwithanimalspirits,butneverlongdespondent。Therewasacertainsimplicitythatmadeeveryoneherfriend,butitwascombinedwithasubtileattributeofreserve,thatinsensiblykeptthoseatadistancewhowerenotsuitedtohersphere。
Miriamwasthedearestfriendwhomshehadeverknown。Beingayearortwotheelder,oflongeracquaintancewithItaly,andbetterfittedtodealwithitscraftyandselfishinhabitants,shehadhelpedHildatoarrangeherwayoflife,andhadencouragedherthroughthosefirstweeks,whenRomeissodrearytoeverynewcomer。
"Buthowluckythatyouareathometoday,"saidMiriam,continuingtheconversationwhichwasbegun,manypagesback。"Ihardlyhopedtofindyou,thoughIhadafavortoask,——acommissiontoputintoyourcharge。
Butwhatpictureisthis?"
"See!"saidHilda,takingherfriend'shand,andleadingherinfrontoftheeasel。"Iwantedyouropinionofit。"
"Ifyouhavereallysucceeded,"observedMiriam,recognizingthepictureatthefirstglance,"itwillbethegreatestmiracleyouhaveyetachieved。"
Thepicturerepresentedsimplyafemalehead;averyyouthful,girlish,perfectlybeautifulface,envelopedinwhitedrapery,frombeneathwhichstrayedalockortwoofwhatseemedarich,thoughhiddenluxurianceofauburnhair。Theeyeswerelargeandbrown,andmetthoseofthespectator,butevidentlywithastrange,ineffectualefforttoescape。
Therewasalittlerednessabouttheeyes,veryslightlyindicated,sothatyouwouldquestionwhetherornothegirlhadbeenweeping。Thewholefacewasquiet;therewasnodistortionordisturbanceofanysinglefeature;norwasiteasytoseewhytheexpressionwasnotcheerful,orwhyasingletouchoftheartist'spencilshouldnotbrightenitintojoyousness。But,infact,itwastheverysaddestpictureeverpaintedorconceived;itinvolvedanunfathomabledepthofsorrow,thesenseofwhichcametotheobserverbyasortofintuition。Itwasasorrowthatremovedthisbeautifulgirloutofthesphereofhumanity,andsetherinafar-offregion,theremotenessofwhich——whileyetherfaceissoclosebeforeus——makesusshiverasataspectre。
"Yes,Hilda,"saidherfriend,aftercloselyexaminingthepicture,"youhavedonenothingelsesowonderfulasthis。Butbywhatunheard-ofsolicitationsorsecretinteresthaveyouobtainedleavetocopyGuido'sBeatriceCenci?Itisanunexampledfavor;andtheimpossibilityofgettingagenuinecopyhasfilledtheRomanpictureshopswithBeatrices,gay,grievous,orcoquettish,butneveratrueoneamongthem。"
"Therehasbeenoneexquisitecopy,Ihaveheard,"saidHilda,"byanartistcapableofappreciatingthespiritofthepicture。ItwasThompson,whobroughtitawaypiecemeal,beingforbidden(liketherestofus)tosetuphiseaselbeforeit。Asforme,IknewthePrinceBarberiniwouldbedeaftoallentreaties;soIhadnoresourcebuttositdownbeforethepicture,dayafterday,andletitsinkintomyheart。Idobelieveitisnowphotographedthere。Itisasadfacetokeepsoclosetoone'sheart;onlywhatissoverybeautifulcanneverbequiteapain。Well;
afterstudyingitinthisway,Iknownothowmanytimes,Icamehome,andhavedonemybesttotransfertheimagetocanvas。"
"Hereitis,then,"saidMiriam,contemplatingHilda'sworkwithgreatinterestanddelight,mixedwiththepainfulsympathythatthepictureexcited。"Everywhereweseeoil-paintings,crayonsketches,cameos,engravings,lithographs,pretendingtobeBeatrice,andrepresentingthepoorgirlwithblubberedeyes,aleerofcoquetry,amerrylookasifsheweredancing,apiteouslookasifshewerebeaten,andtwentyothermodesoffantasticmistake。ButhereisGuido'sveryBeatrice;shethatsleptinthedungeon,andawoke,betimes,toascendthescaffold,Andnowthatyouhavedoneit,Hilda,canyouinterpretwhatthefeelingis,thatgivesthispicturesuchamysteriousforce?Formypart,thoughdeeplysensibleofitsinfluence,Icannotseizeit。"
"NorcanI,inwords,"repliedherfriend。"ButwhileIwaspaintingher,Ifeltallthetimeasifsheweretryingtoescapefrommygaze。Sheknowsthathersorrowissostrangeandsoimmense,thatsheoughttobesolitaryforever,bothfortheworld'ssakeandherown;andthisisthereasonwefeelsuchadistancebetweenBeatriceandourselves,evenwhenoureyesmeethers。Itisinfinitelyheart-breakingtomeetherglance,andtofeelthatnothingcanbedonetohelporcomforther;neitherdoessheaskhelporcomfort,knowingthehopelessnessofhercasebetterthanwedo。Sheisafallenangel,——fallen,andyetsinless;anditisonlythisdepthofsorrow,withitsweightanddarkness,thatkeepsherdownuponearth,andbringsherwithinourviewevenwhileitsetsherbeyondourreach。"
"Youdeemhersinless?"askedMiriam;"thatisnotsoplaintome。IfI
canpretendtoseeatallintothatdimregion,whenceshegazessostrangelyandsadlyatus,Beatrice'sownconsciencedoesnotacquitherofsomethingevil,andnevertobeforgiven!"
"Sorrowsoblackashersoppressesherverynearlyassinwould,"saidHilda。
"Then,"inquiredMiriam,"doyouthinkthattherewasnosininthedeedforwhichshesuffered?"
"Ah!"repliedHilda,shuddering,"IreallyhadquiteforgottenBeatrice'shistory,andwasthinkingofheronlyasthepictureseemstorevealhercharacter。Yes,yes;itwasterribleguilt,aninexpiablecrime,andshefeelsittobeso。Thereforeitisthattheforlorncreaturesolongstoeludeoureyes,andforevervanishawayintonothingness!Herdoomisjust!"
"OHilda,yourinnocenceislikeasharpsteelsword!"exclaimedherfriend。"Yourjudgmentsareoftenterriblysevere,thoughyouseemallmadeupofgentlenessandmercy。Beatrice'ssinmaynothavebeensogreat:perhapsitwasnosinatall,butthebestvirtuepossibleinthecircumstances。Ifshevieweditasasin,itmayhavebeenbecausehernaturewastoofeebleforthefateimposeduponher。Ah!"continuedMiriampassionately,"ifIcouldonlygetwithinherconsciousness!——ifI
couldbutclaspBeatriceCenci'sghost,anddrawitintomyself!Iwouldgivemylifetoknowwhethershethoughtherselfinnocent,ortheonegreatcriminalsincetimebegan。"
AsMiriamgaveutterancetothesewords,Hildalookedfromthepictureintoherface,andwasstartledtoobservethatherfriend'sexpressionhadbecomealmostexactlythatofthepottrait;asifherpassionatewishandstruggletopenetratepoorBeatrice'smysteryhadbeensuccessful。
"O,forHeaven'ssake,Miriam,donotlookso!"shecried。"Whatanactressyouare!AndIneverguesseditbefore。Ah!nowyouareyourselfagain!"sheadded,kissingher。"LeaveBeatricetomeinfuture。"
"Coverupyourmagicalpicture,then,"repliedherfriend,"elseInevercanlookawayfromit。Itisstrange,dearHilda,howaninnocent,delicate,whitesoullikeyourshasbeenabletoseizethesubtlemysteryofthisportrait;asyousurelymust,inordertoreproduceitsoperfectly。Well;wewillnottalkofitanymore。Doyouknow,Ihavecometoyouthismorningonasmallmatterofbusiness。Willyouundertakeitforme?"
"O,certainly,"saidHilda,laughing;"ifyouchoosetotrustmewithbusiness。"
"Nay,itisnotamatterofanydifficulty,"answeredMiriam;"merelytotakechargeofthispacket,andkeepitformeawhile。"
"Butwhynotkeepityourself?"askedHilda。
"Partlybecauseitwillbesaferinyourcharge,"saidherfriend。"Iamacarelesssortofpersoninordinarythings;whileyou,forallyoudwellsohighabovetheworld,havecertainlittlehousewifelywaysofaccuracyandorder。Thepacketisofsomeslightimportance;andyet,itmaybe,Ishallnotaskyouforitagain。Inaweekortwo,youknow,IamleavingRome。You,settingatdefiancethemalarialfever,meantostayhereandhauntyourbelovedgalleriesthroughthesummer。Now,fourmonthshence,unlessyouhearmorefromme,Iwouldhaveyoudeliverthepacketaccordingtoitsaddress。"
Hildareadthedirection;itwastoSignoreLucaBarboni,atthePlazzoCenci,thirdpiano。
"Iwilldeliveritwithmyownhand,"saidshe,"preciselyfourmonthsfromto-day,unlessyoubidmetothecontrary。PerhapsIshallmeettheghostofBeatriceinthatgrimoldpalaceofherforefathers。"
"Inthatcase,"rejoinedMiriam,"donotfailtospeaktoher,andtrytowinherconfidence。Poorthing!shewouldbeallthebetterforpouringherheartoutfreely,andwouldbegladtodoit,ifsheweresureofsympathy。Itirksmybrainandhearttothinkofher,allshutupwithinherself。"ShewithdrewthecloththatHildahaddrawnoverthepicture,andtookanotherlonglookatit。"PoorsisterBeatrice!forshewasstillawoman,Hilda,stillasister,behersinorsorrowwhattheymight。
Howwellyouhavedoneit,Hilda!IknotnotwhetherGuidowillthankyou,orbejealousofyourrivalship。"
"Jealous,indeed!"exclaimedHilda。"IfGuidohadnotwroughtthroughme,mypainswouldhavebeenthrownaway。"
"Afterall,"resumedMiriam,"ifawomanhadpaintedtheoriginalpicture,theremighthavebeensomethinginitwhichwemissnow。Ihaveagreatmindtoundertakeacopymyself;andtrytogiveitwhatitlacks。Well;
goodby。But,stay!IamgoingforalittleairingtothegroundsoftheVillaBorghesethisafternoon。Youwillthinkitveryfoolish,butI
alwaysfeelthesaferinyourcompany,Hilda,slenderlittlemaidenasyouare。Willyoucome?"
"Ah,notto-day,dearestMiriam,"shereplied;"Ihavesetmyheartongivinganothertouchortwotothispicture,andshallnotstirabroadtillnearlysunset。"
"Farewell,then,"saidhervisitor。"Ileaveyouinyourdove-cote。Whatasweet,strangelifeyouleadhere;conversingwiththesoulsoftheoldmasters,feedingandfondlingyoursisterdoves,andtrimmingtheVirgin'slamp!Hilda,doyoueverpraytotheVirginwhileyoutendhershrine?"
"SometimesIhavebeenmovedtodoso,"repliedtheDove,blushing,andloweringhereyes;"shewasawomanonce。Doyouthinkitwouldbewrong?"
"Nay,thatisforyoutojudge,"saidMiriam;"butwhenyoupraynext,dearfriend,rememberme!"
Shewentdownthelongdescentofthelowerstaircase,andjustasshereachedthestreettheflockofdovesagaintooktheirhurriedflightfromthepavementtothetopmostwindow。ShethrewhereyesupwardandbeheldthemhoveringaboutHilda'shead;for,afterherfriend'sdeparture,thegirlhadbeenmoreimpressedthanbeforebysomethingverysadandtroubledinhermanner。Shewas,therefore,leaningforthfromherairyabode,andflingingdownakind,maidenlykiss,andagestureoffarewell,inthehopethatthesemightalightuponMiriam'sheart,andcomfortitsunknownsorrowalittle。Kenyonthesculptor,whochancedtobepassingtheheadofthestreet,tooknoteofthatetherealkiss,andwishedthathecouldhavecaughtitintheairandgotHilda'sleavetokeepit。
CHAPTERVIII
THESUBURBANVILLA
Donatello,whileitwasstilladoubtfulquestionbetwixtafternoonandmorning,setforthtokeeptheappointmentwhichMiriamhadcarelesslytenderedhiminthegroundsoftheVillaBorghese。Theentrancetothesegrounds(asallmyreadersknow,foreverybodynowadayshasbeeninRome)
isjustoutsideofthePortadelPopolo。PassingbeneaththatnotveryimpressivespecimenofMichaelAngelo'sarchitecture,aminute'swalkwilltransportthevisitorfromthesmall,uneasy,lavastonesoftheRomanpavementintobroad,gravelledcarriage-drives,whencealittlefartherstrollbringshimtothesoftturfofabeautifulseclusion。Aseclusion,butseldomasolitude;forpriest,noble,andpopulace,strangerandnative,allwhobreatheRomanair,findfreeadmission,andcomehithertotastethelanguidenjoymentoftheday-dreamthattheycalllife。
ButDonatello'senjoymentwasofalivelierkind。Hesoonbegantodrawlonganddelightfulbreathsamongthoseshadowywalks。Judgingbythepleasurewhichthesylvancharacterofthesceneexcitedinhim,itmightbenomerelyfancifultheorytosethimdownasthekinsman,notfarremote,ofthatwild,sweet,playful,rusticcreature,towhosemarbleimageheboresostrikingaresemblance。Howmirthfuladiscoverywoulditbe(andyetwithatouchofpathosinit),ifthebreezewhichsportedfondlywithhisclusteringlocksweretowaftthemsuddenlyaside,andshowapairofleaf-shaped,furryears!Whatanhoneststrainofwildnesswoulditindicate!andintowhatregionsofrichmysterywoulditextendDonatello'ssympathies,tobethuslinked(andbynomonstrouschain)withwhatwecalltheinferiortrioesofbeing,whosesimplicity,mingledwithhishumanintelligence,mightpartlyrestorewhatmanhaslostofthedivine!
Thesceneryamidwhichtheyouthnowstrayedwassuchasarraysitselfintheimaginationwhenwereadthebeautifuloldmyths,andfancyabrightersky,asofterturf,amorepicturesquearrangementofvenerabletrees,thanwefindintherudeanduntrainedlandscapesoftheWesternworld。
Theilex-trees,soancientandtime-honoredwerethey,seemedtohavelivedforagesundisturbed,andtofeelnodreadofprofanationbytheaxeanymorethanoverthrowbythethunder-stroke。IthadalreadypassedoutoftheirdreamyoldmemoriesthatonlyafewyearsagotheyweregrievouslyimperilledbytheGaul'slastassaultuponthewallsofRome。
Asifconfidentinthelongpeaceoftheirlifetime,theyassumedattitudesofindolentrepose。Theyleanedoverthegreenturfinponderousgrace,throwingabroadtheirgreatbrancheswithoutdangerofinterferingwithothertrees,thoughothermajestictreesgrewnearenoughfordignifiedsociety,buttoodistantforconstraint。Neverwasthereamorevenerablequietudethanthatwhichsleptamongtheirshelteringboughs;neverasweetersunshinethanthatnowgladdeningthegentlegloomwhichtheseleafypatriarchsstrovetodiffuseovertheswellingandsubsidinglawns。
Inotherportionsofthegroundsthestone-pinesliftedtheirdenseclumpofbranchesuponaslenderlengthofstem,sohighthattheylookedlikegreenislandsintheair,flingingdownashadowupontheturfsofaroffthatyouhardlyknewwhichtreehadmadeit。Again,therewereavenuesofcypress,resemblingdarkflamesofhugefuneralcandles,whichspreadduskandtwilightroundabouttheminsteadofcheerfulradiance。Themoreopenspotswereallabloom,evensoearlyintheseason,withanemonesofwondroussize,bothwhiteandrose-colored,andvioletsthatbetrayedthemselvesbytheirrichfragrance,eveniftheirblueeyesfailedtomeetyourown。Daisies,too,wereabundant,butlargerthanthemodestlittleEnglishflower,andthereforeofsmallaccount。
ThesewoodedandflowerylawnsaremorebeautifulthanthefinestofEnglishparkscenery,moretouching,moreimpressive,throughtheneglectthatleavesNaturesomuchtoherownwaysandmethods。Sincemanseldominterfereswithher,shesetstoworkinherquietwayandmakesherselfathome。Thereisenoughofhumancare,itistrue,bestowed,longagoandstillbestowed,topreventwildnessfromgrowingintodeformity;andtheresultisanideallandscape,awoodlandscenethatseemstohavebeenprojectedoutofthepoet'smind。IftheancientFaunwereotherthanamerecreationofoldpoetry,andcouldhavereappearedanywhere,itmusthavebeeninsuchasceneasthis。
Intheopeningsofthewoodtherearefountainsplashingintomarblebasins,thedepthsofwhichareshaggywithwater-weeds;ortheytumblelikenaturalcascadesfromrocktorock,sendingtheirmurmurafar,tomakethequietandsilencemoreappreciable。Scatteredhereandtherewithcarelessartifice,standoldaltarsbearingRomaninscriptions。
Statues,graywiththelongcorrosionofeventhatsoftatmosphere,halfhideandhalfrevealthemselves,highonpedestals,orperhapsfallenandbrokenontheturf。Terminalfigures,columnsofmarbleorgraniteporticos,arches,areseeninthevistasofthewood-paths,eitherveritablerelicsofantiquity,orwithsoexquisiteatouchofartfulruinonthemthattheyarebetterthanifreallyantique。Atallevents,grassgrowsonthetopsoftheshatteredpillars,andweedsandflowersrootthemselvesinthechinksofthemassivearchesandfrontsoftemples,andclamberatlargeovertheirpediments,asifthiswerethethousandthsummersincetheirwingedseedsalightedthere。
Whatastrangeidea——whataneedlesslabor——toconstructartificialruinsinRome,thenativesoilofruin!Buteventhesesportiveimitations,wroughtbymaninemulationofwhattimehasdonetotemplesandpalaces,areperhapscenturiesold,and,beginningasillusions,havegrowntobevenerableinsoberearnest。Theresultofallisascene,pensive,lovely,dreamlike,enjoyableandsad,suchasistobefoundnowheresaveintheseprincelyvilla-residencesintheneighborhoodofRome;ascenethatmusthaverequiredgenerationsandages,duringwhichgrowth,decay,andman'sintelligencewroughtkindlytogether,torenderitsogentlywildaswebeholditnow。
Thefinalcharmisbestowedbythemalaria。Thereisapiercing,thrilling,deliciouskindofregretintheideaofsomuchbeautythrownaway,oronlyenjoyableatitshalf-development,inwinterandearlyspring,andnevertobedweltamongst,asthehomesceneryofanyhumanbeing。Forifyoucomehitherinsummer,andstraythroughthesegladesinthegoldensunset,feverwalksarminarmwithyou,anddeathawaitsyouattheendofthedimvista。ThusthesceneislikeEdeninitsloveliness;likeEden,too,inthefatalspellthatremovesitbeyondthescopeofman'sactualpossessions。ButDonatellofeltnothingofthisdream-likemelancholythathauntsthespot。Ashepassedamongthesunnyshadows,hisspiritseemedtoacquirenewelasticity。Theflickerofthesunshine,thesparkleofthefountain'sgush,thedanceoftheleafuponthebough,thewoodlandfragrance,thegreenfreshness,theoldsylvanpeaceandfreedom,wereallintermingledinthoselongbreathswhichhedrew。
Theancientdust,themouldinessofRome,thedeadatmosphereinwhichhehadwastedsomanymonths,thehardpavements,thesmellofruinanddecayinggenerations,thechillpalaces,theconventbells,theheavyincenseofaltars,thelifethathehadledinthosedark,narrowstreets,amongpriests,soldiers,nobles,artists,andwomen,——allthesenseofthesethingsrosefromtheyoungman'sconsciousnesslikeacloudwhichhaddarkenedoverhimwithouthisknowinghowdensely。
Hedrankinthenaturalinfluencesofthescene,andwasintoxicatedasbyanexhilaratingwine。Heranraceswithhimselfalongthegleamandshadowofthewood-paths。Heleaptuptocatchtheoverhangingboughofanilex,andswinginghimselfbyitalightedfaronward,asifhehadflownthitherthroughtheair。Inasuddenraptureheembracedthetrunkofasturdytree,andseemedtoimagineitacreatureworthyofaffectionandcapableofatenderresponse;heclaspeditcloselyinhisarms,asaFaunmighthaveclaspedthewarmfemininegraceofthenymph,whomantiquitysupposedtodwellwithinthatrough,encirclingrind。Then,inordertobringhimselfclosertothegenialearth,withwhichhiskindredinstinctslinkedhimsostrongly,hethrewhimselfatfulllengthontheturf,andpresseddownhislips,kissingthevioletsanddaisies,whichkissedhimbackagain,thoughshyly,intheirmaidenfashion。
Whilehelaythere,itwaspleasanttoseehowthegreenandbluelizards,whohadbetabaskingonsomerockoronafallenpillarthatabsorbedthewarmthofthesun,scruplednottoscrambleoverhimwiththeirsmallfeet;
andhowthebirdsalightedonthenearesttwigsandsangtheirlittleroundelaysunbrokenbyanychirrupofalarm;theyrecognizedhim,itmaybe,assomethingakintothemselves,orelsetheyfanciedthathewasrootedandgrewthere;forthesewildpetsofnaturedreadedhimnomoreinhisbuoyantlifethanifamoundofsoilandgrassandflowershadlongsincecoveredhisdeadbody,convertingitbacktothesympathiesfromwhichhumanexistencehadestrangedit。
Allofus,afteralongabodeincities,havefeltthebloodgushmorejoyouslythroughourveinswiththefirstbreathofruralair;fewcouldfeelitsomuchasDonatello,acreatureofsimpleelements,bredinthesweetsylvanlifeofTuscany,andformonthsbackdwellingamidthemouldygloomanddimsplendorofoldRome。Naturehasbeenshutoutfornumberlesscenturiesfromthosestony-heartedstreets,towhichhehadlatterlygrownaccustomed;thereisnotraceofher,exceptforwhatbladesofgrassspringoutofthepavementsofthelesstroddenpiazzas,orwhatweedsclusterandtuftthemselvesonthecornicesofruins。
Thereforehisjoywaslikethatofachildthathadgoneastrayfromhome,andfindshimsuddenlyinhismother'sarmsagain。
Atlast,deemingitfulltimeforMiriamtokeephertryst,heclimbedtothetiptopofthetallesttree,andthencelookedabouthim,swayingtoandfrointhegentlebreeze,whichwasliketherespirationofthatgreatleafy,livingthing。Donatellosawbeneathhimthewholecircuitoftheenchantedground;thestatuesandcolumnspointingupwardfromamongtheshrubbery,thefountainsflashinginthesunlight,thepathswindinghitherandthither,andcontinuallyfindingoutsomenookofnewandancientpleasantness。Hesawthevilla,too,withitsmarblefrontincrustedalloverwithbasreliefs,andstatuesinitsmanyniches。Itwasasbeautifulasafairypalace,andseemedanabodeinwhichthelordandladyofthisfairdomainmightfitlydwell,andcomefortheachmorningtoenjoyassweetalifeastheirhappiestdreamsofthepastnightcouldhavedepicted。Allthishesaw,buthisfirstglancehadtakenintoowideasweep,anditwasnottillhiseyesfellalmostdirectlybeneathhim,thatDonatellobeheldMiriamjustturningintothepaththatledacrosstherootsofhisverytree。
Hedescendedamongthefoliage,waitingforhertocomeclosetothetrunk,andthensuddenlydroppedfromanimpendingbough,andalightedatherside。Itwasasiftheswayingofthebrancheshadletarayofsunlightthrough。ThesameraylikewiseglimmeredamongthegloomymeditationsthatencompassedMiriam,andlitupthepale,darkbeautyofherface,whileitrespondedpleasantlytoDonatello'sglance。
"Ihardlyknow,"saidshe,smiling,"whetheryouhavesproutedoutoftheearth,orfallenfromtheclouds。Ineithercaseyouarewelcome。"
Andtheywalkedonwardtogether。
CHAPTERIX
THEFAUNANDNYMPH
Mirian'ssaddermood,itmightbe,hadatfirstaneffectonDonatellosspirits。Itcheckedthejoyousebullitionintowhichtheywouldotherwisehaveeffervescedwhenhefoundhimselfinhersociety,not,asheretofore,intheoldgloomofRome,butunderthatbrightsoftskyandinthoseArcadianwoods。Hewassilentforawhile;itbeing,indeed,seldomDonatello'simpulsetoexpresshimselfcopiouslyinwords。Hisusualmodesofdemonstrationwerebythenaturallanguageofgesture,theinstinctivemovementofhisagileframe,andtheunconsciousplayofhisfeatures,which,withinalimitedrangeofthoughtandemotion,wouldspeakvolumesinamoment。
Byandby,hisownmoodseemedtobrightenMiriam's,andwasreflectedbackuponhimself。Hebeganinevitably,asitwere,todancealongthewood-path;flinginghimselfintoattitudesofstrangecomicgrace。Often,too,heranalittlewayinadvanceofhiscompanion,andthenstoodtowatchherassheapproachedalongtheshadowyandsun-fleckeredpath。
Witheverystepshetook,heexpressedhisjoyathernearerandnearerpresencebywhatmightbethoughtanextravaganceofgesticulation,butwhichdoubtlesswasthelanguageofthenaturalman,thoughlaidasideandforgottenbyothermen,nowthatwordshavebeenfeeblysubstitutedintheplaceofsignsandsymbols。HegaveMiriamtheideaofabeingnotpreciselyman,noryetachild,but,inahighandbeautifulsense,ananimal,acreatureinastateofdevelopmentlessthanwhatmankindhasattained,yetthemoreperfectwithinitselfforthatverydeficiency。
Thisideafilledhermobileimaginationwithagreeablefantasies,which,aftersmilingatthemherself,shetriedtocofiveytotheyoungman。
"Whatareyou,myfriend?"sheexclaimed,alwayskeepinginmindhissingularresemblancetotheFaunoftheCapitol。"Ifyouare,ingoodtruth,thatwildandpleasantcreaturewhosefaceyouwear,praymakemeknowntoyourkindred。Theywillbefoundhereabouts,ifanywhere。Knockattheroughrindofthisilex-tree,andsummonforththeDryad!Askthewater-nymphtorisedrippingfromyonderfountain,andexchangeamoistpressureofthehandwithme!DonotfearthatIshallshrink;evenifoneofyourroughcousins,ahairySatyr,shouldcomecaperingonhisgoat-legsoutofthehauntsoffarantiquity,andproposetodancewithmeamongtheselawns!AndwillnotBacchus,——withwhomyouconsortedsofamiliarlyofold,andwholovedyousowell,——willhenotmeetushere,andsqueezerichgrapesintohiscupforyouandme?"
Donatellosmiled;helaughedheartily,indeed,insympathywiththemirththatgleamedoutofMiriam'sdeep,darkeyes。Buthedidnotseemquitetounderstandhermirthfultalk,nortobedisposedtoexplainwhatkindofcreaturehewas,ortoinquirewithwhatdivineorpoetickindredhiscompanionfeignedtolinkhim。HeappearedonlytoknowthatMiriamwasbeautiful,andthatshesmiledgraciouslyuponhim;thatthepresentmomentwasverysweet,andhimselfmosthappy,withthesunshine,thesylvanscenery,andwoman'skindlycharm,whichitenclosedwithinitssmallcircumference。ItwasdelightfultoseethetrustwhichhereposedinMiriam,andhispurejoyinherpropinquity;heaskednothing,soughtnothing,savetobenearthebelovedobject,andbrimmedoverwithecstasyatthatsimpleboon。Acreatureofthehappytribesbelowussometimesshowsthecapacityofthisenjoyment;aman,seldomornever。
"Donatello,"saidMiriam,lookingathimthoughtfully,butamused,yetnotwithoutashadeofsorrow,"youseemveryhappy;whatmakesyouso?"
"BecauseIloveyou!"answeredDonatello。
Hemadethismomentousconfessionasifitwerethemostnaturalthingintheworld;andonherpart,——suchwasthecontagionofhissimplicity,-
Miriamhearditwithoutangerordisturbance,thoughwithnorespondingemotion。ItwasasiftheyhadstrayedacrossthelimitsofArcadia;andcomeunderacivilpolitywhereyoungmenmightavowtheirpassionwithaslittlerestraintasabirdpipesitsnotetoasimilarpurpose。
"Whyshouldyouloveme,foolishboy?"saidshe。"Wehavenopointsofsympathyatall。Therearenottwocreaturesmoreunlike,inthiswideworld,thanyouandI!"
"Youareyourself,andIamDonatello,"repliedhe。"ThereforeIloveyou!
Thereneedsnootherreason。"
Certainly,therewasnobetterormoreexplicablereason。ItmighthavebeenimaginedthatDonatello'sunsophisticatedheartwouldbemorereadilyattractedtoafemininenatureofclearsimplicitylikehisown,thantoonealreadyturbidwithgrieforwrong,asMiriam'sseemedtobe。Perhaps,Ontheotherhand,hischaracterneededthedarkelement,whichitfoundinher。Theforceandenergyofwill,thatsometimesflashedthroughhereyes,mayhavetakenhimcaptive;or,notimprobably,thevaryinglightsandshadowsofhertemper,nowsomirthful,andanonsosadwithmysteriousgloom,hadbewitchedtheyouth。Analyzethematteraswemay,thereasonassignedbyDonatellohimselfwasassatisfactoryaswearelikelytoattain。
Miriamcouldnotthinkseriouslyoftheavowalthathadpassed。Heheldouthislovesofreely,inhisopenpalm,thatshefeltitcouldbenothingbutatoy,whichshemightplaywithforaninstant,andgivebackagain。AndyetDonatello'sheartwassofreshafountain,that,hadMiriambeenmoreworld-wornthanshewas,shemighthavefounditexquisitetoslakeherthirstwiththefeelingsthatwelledupandbrimmedoverfromit。Shewasfar,veryfar,fromthedustymediaevalepoch,whensomewomenhaveatasteforsuchrefreshment。Evenforher,however,therewasaninexpressiblecharminthesimplicitythatpromptedDonatello'swordsanddeeds;though,unlessshecaughttheminpreciselythetruelight,theyseemedbutfolly,theoffspringofamaimedorimperfectlydevelopedintellect。Alternately,shealmostadmired,orwhollyscornedhim,andknewnotwhichestimateresultedfromthedeeperappreciation。Butitcouldnot,shedecidedforherself,beotherthananinnocentpastime,iftheytwo——suretobeseparatedbytheirdifferentpathsinlife,to-morrow——weretogatherupsomeofthelittlepleasuresthatchancedtogrowabouttheirfeet,likethevioletsandwood-anemones,to-day。
YetanimpulseofrectitudeimpelledMiriamtogivehimwhatshestillheldtobeaneedlesswarningagainstanimaginaryperil。
"Ifyouwerewiser,Donatello,youwouldthinkmeadangerousperson,"
saidshe,"Ifyoufollowmyfootsteps,theywillleadyoutonogood。Yououghttobeafraidofme。"
"Iwouldassoonthinkoffearingtheairwebreathe,"hereplied。
"Andwellyoumay,foritisfullofmalaria,"saidMiriam;shewenton,hintingatanintangibleconfession,suchaspersonswithoverburdenedheartsoftenmaketochildrenordumbanimals,ortoholesintheearth,wheretheythinktheirsecretsmaybeatoncerevealedandburied。"Thosewhocometoonearmeareindangerofgreatmischiefs,Idoassureyou。
Takewarning,therefore!ItisasadfatalitythathasbroughtyoufromyourhomeamongtheApennines,——somerustyoldcastle,Isuppose,withavillageatitsfoot,andanArcadianenvironmentofvineyards,fig-trees,andoliveorchards,——asadmischance,Isay,thathastransportedyoutomyside。Youhavehadahappylifehitherto,haveyounot,Donatello?"
"O,yes,"answeredtheyoungman;and,thoughnotofaretrospectiveturn,hemadethebestefforthecouldtosendhismindbackintothepast。"I
rememberthinkingithappinesstodancewiththecontadinasatavillagefeast;totastethenew,sweetwineatvintage-time,andtheold,ripenedwine,whichourpodereisfamousfor,inthecoldwinterevenings;andtodevourgreat,lusciousfigs,andapricots,peaches,cherries,andmelons。
Iwasoftenhappyinthewoods,too,withhoundsandhorses,andveryhappyinwatchingallsorts,ofcreaturesandbirdsthathaunttheleafysolitudes。Butneverhalfsohappyasnow!"
"Inthesedelightfulgroves?"sheasked。
"Here,andwithyou,"answeredDonatello。"Justaswearenow。"
"Whatafulnessofcontentinhim!Howsilly,andhowdelightful!"saidMiriamtoherself。Thenaddressinghimagain:"But,Donatello,howlongwillthishappinesslast?"
"Howlong!"heexclaimed;foritperplexedhimevenmoretothinkofthefuturethantorememberthepast。"Whyshouldithaveanyend?Howlong!
Forever!forever!forever!"
"Thechild!thesimpleton!"saidMiriam,withsuddenlaughter,andcheckingitassuddenly。"Butisheasimpletonindeed?Here,inthosefewnaturalwords,hehasexpressedthatdeepsense,thatprofoundconvictionofitsownimmortality,whichgenuineloveneverfailstobring。
Heperplexesme,——yes,andbewitchesme,——wild,gentle,beautifulcreaturethatheis!Itislikeplayingwithayounggreyhound!"
Hereyesfilledwithtears,atthesametimethatasmileshoneoutofthem。Thenfirstshebecamesensibleofadelightandgriefatonce,infeelingthiszephyrofanewaffection,withitsuntaintedfreshness,blowoverherweary,stifledheart,whichhadnorighttoberevivedbyit。
Theveryexquisitenessoftheenjoymentmadeherknowthatitoughttobeaforbiddenone。
"Donatello,"shehastilyexclaimed,"foryourownsake,leaveme!Itisnotsuchahappythingasyouimagineit,towanderinthesewoodswithme,agirlfromanotherland,burdenedwithadoomthatshetellstonone。
Imightmakeyoudreadme,——perhapshateme,——ifIchose;andImustchoose,ifIfindyoulovingmetoowell!"
"Ifearnothing!"saidDonatello,lookingintoherunfathomableeyeswithperfecttrust。"Ilovealways!"
"Ispeakinvain,"thoughtMiriamwithinherself。
"Well,then,forthisonehour,letmebesuchasheimaginesme。
To-morrowwillbetimeenoughtocomebacktomyreality。Myreality!
whatisit?Isthepastsoindestructible?thefuturesoimmitigable?
Isthedarkdream,inwhichIwalk,ofsuchsolid,stonysubstance,thattherecanbenoescapeoutofitsdungeon?Beitso!Thereis,atleast,thatetherealqualityinmyspirit,thatitcanmakemeasgayasDonatellohimself,——forthisonehour!"
Andimmediatelyshebrightenedup,asifaninwardflame,heretoforestifled,werenowpermittedtofillherwithitshappylustre,glowingthroughhercheeksanddancinginhereye-beams。
Donatello,briskandcheerfulasheseemedbefore,showedasensibilitytoMiriam'sgladdenedmoodbybreakingintostillwilderandever-varyingactivity。Hefriskedaroundher,bubblingoverwithjoy,whichclotheditselfinwordsthathadlittleindividualmeaning,andinsnatchesofsongthatseemedasnaturalasbirdnotes。Thentheybothlaughedtogether,andheardtheirownlaughterreturningintheechoes,andlaughedagainattheresponse,sothattheancientandsolemngrovebecamefullofmerrimentforthesetwoblithespirits。Abirdhappeningtosingcheerily,Donatellogaveapeculiarcall,andthelittlefeatheredcreaturecameflutteringabouthishead,asifithadknownhimthroughmanysummers。
"Howclosehestandstonature!"saidMiriam,observingthispleasantfamiliaritybetweenhercompanionandthebird。"Heshallmakemeasnaturalashimselfforthisonehour。"
Astheystrayedthroughthatsweetwilderness,shefeltmoreandmoretheinfluenceofhiselastictemperament。Miriamwasanimpressibleandimpulsivecreature,asunlikeherself,indifferentmoods,asifamelancholymaidenandagladonewerebothboundwithinthegirdleaboutherwaist,andkeptinmagicthraldombythebroochthatclaspedit。
Naturally,itistrue,shewasthemoreinclinedtomelancholy,yetfullycapableofthathighfrolicofthespiritswhichrichlycompensatesformanygloomyhours;ifhersoulwasapttolurkinthedarknessofacavern,shecouldsportmadlyinthesunshinebeforethecavern'smouth。Exceptthefreshestmirthofanimalspirits,likeDonatello's,thereisnomerriment,nowildexhilaration,comparabletothatofmelancholypeopleescapingfromthedarkregionmwhichitistheircustomtokeepthemselvesimprisoned。
SotheshadowyMiriamalmostoutdidDonatelloonhisownground。Theyranraceswitheachother,sidebyside,withshoutsandlaughter;theypeltedoneanotherwithearlyflowers,andgatheringthemuptwinedthemwithgreenleavesintogarlandsforboththeirheads。Theyplayedtogetherlikechildren,orcreaturesofimmortalyouth。Somuchhadtheyflungasidethesombrehabitudesofdailylife,thattheyseemedborntobesportiveforever,andendowedwitheternalmirthfulnessinsteadofanydeeperjoy。ItwasaglimpsefarbackwardintoArcadianlife,or,furtherstill,intotheGoldenAge,beforemankindwasburdenedwithsinandsorrow,andbeforepleasurehadbeendarkenedwiththoseshadowsthatbringitintohighrelief,andmakeithappiness。
"Hark!"criedDonatello,stoppingshort,ashewasabouttobindMiriam'sfairhandswithflowers,andleadheralongintriumph,"thereismusicsomewhereinthegrove!"
"Itisyourkinsman,Pan,mostlikely,"saidMiriam,"playingonhispipe。
Letusgoseekhim,andmakehimpuffouthisroughcheeksandpipehismerriestair!Come;thestrainofmusicwillguideusonwardlikeagaylycoloredthreadofsilk。"
"Orlikeachainofflowers,"respondedDonatello,drawingheralongbythatwhichhehadtwined。"Thisway!——Come!"
CHAPTERX
THESYLVANDANCE
Asthemusiccamefresherontheirears,theydancedtoitscadence,extemporizingnewstepsandattitudes。Eachvaryingmovementhadagracewhichmighthavebeenworthputtingintomarble,forthelongdelightofdaystocome,butvanishedwiththemovementthatgaveitbirth,andwaseffacedfrommemorybyanother。InMiriam'smotion,freelyassheflungherselfintothefrolicofthehour,therewasstillanartfulbeauty;inDonatello's,therewasacharmofindescribablegrotesquenesshandinhandwithgrace;sweet,bewitching,mostprovocativeoflaughter,andyetakintopathos,sodeeplydidittouchtheheart。Thiswastheultimatepeculiarity,thefinaltouch,distinguishingbetweenthesylvancreatureandthebeautifulcompanionathisside。Settingapartonlythis,MiriamresembledaNymph,asmuchasDonatellodidaFaun。
Therewereflittingmoments,indeed,whensheplayedthesylvancharacterasperfectlyashe。Catchingglimpsesofher,then,youwouldhavefanciedthatanoakhadsundereditsroughbarktoletherdancefreelyforth,endowedwiththesamespiritinherhumanformasthatwhichrustlesintheleaves;orthatshehademergedthroughthepebblybottomofafountain,awater-nymph,toplayandsparkleinthesunshine,flingingaquiveringlightaroundher,andsuddenlydisappearinginashowerofrainbowdrops。
Asthefountainsometimessubsidesintoitsbasin,soinMiriamthereweresymptomsthatthefrolicofherspiritswouldatlasttireitselfout。
"Ah!Donatello,"criedshe,laughing,asshestoppedtotakeabreath;
"youhaveanunfairadvantageoverme!Iamnotruecreatureofthewoods;
whileyouarearealFaun,Idobelieve。Whenyourcurlsshookjustnow,methoughtIhadapeepatthepointedears。"
Donatellosnappedhisfingersabovehishead,asfaunsandsatyrstaughtusfirsttodo,andseemedtoradiatejollityoutofhiswholenimbleperson。Nevertheless,therewasakindofdimapprehensioninhisface,asifhedreadedthatamoment'spausemightbreakthespell,andsnatchawaythesportivecompanionwhomhehadwaitedforthroughsomanydrearymonths。