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The Lost Road
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Hefoundconfrontinghimatallandbeautifulyoungwoman。ItwasnottheAlineProctorheknew。Itwasnotthewell-poised,gracious,anddistinguishedbeautyhehadseenglidingamongthetablesatSherry'sorthrowingsmilesoverthefootlights。ThisAlineProctorwasaveryindignantyoungperson,withflashingeyes,tossinghead,andastampingfoot。Extendedfromheratarm'slength,sheheldaphotographofherselfinaheavysilverframe;and,asthoughitwereaweapon,shewasbrandishingitinthefaceofChesterGriswold。

AsCochran,inamazement,haltedinthedoorwayshewasexclaiming:

"ItoldyouIdidn'tknowCharlesCochran!Itellyousonow!Ifyoucan'tbelieveme-"

OutofthecornerofherflashingeyestheangryladycaughtsightofCochraninthedoorway。Sheturnedupontheintruderasthoughshemeantforciblytoejecthim。

"Whoareyou?"shedemanded。Hermannerandtoneseemedtoadd:

"Andwhatthedeuceareyoudoinghere?"

Charlesansweredhertone。

"IamCharlesCochran,"hesaid。"Ilivehere。Thisismyhouse!"

ThesewordshadnoothereffectuponMissProctorthantoswitchherindignationdownanothertrack。ShenowturneduponCharles。

"Then,ifthisisyourhouse,"criedthatangryyoungperson,"whyhaveyoufilleditwithphotographsofmethatbelongtosomeoneelse?"

Charlessawthathishourhadcome。Hissinhadfoundhimout。Hefeltthattoprevaricatewouldbeonlystupid。

Griswoldhadtrieddeviousmethods——andlookwherehisdeviousmethodshaddumpedhim!Griswoldcertainlywasinwrong。Charlesquicklydeterminedtoadoptacoursedirectlyopposite。GriswoldhadshownanutterlackofconfidenceinAline。Charlesdecidedthathewouldgiveherhisentireconfidence,wouldthrowhimselfuponthemercyofthecourt。

"Ihavethosephotographsinmyhouse,MissProctor,"hesaid,"becauseIhaveadmiredyoualongtime。TheyweremorelikeyouthanthoseIcouldbuy。Havingthemherehashelpedmealot,andithasn'tdoneyouanyharm。Youknowverywellyouhaveanonymousadmirersalloverthiscountry。I'monlyoneofthem。IfIhaveoffended,Ihaveoffendedwithmany,manythousands。"

AlreadyithasbeenrelatedthatCochranwasverygoodtolookupon。Atthepresentmoment,ashespokeinrespectful,evensoulfulaccents,meeklyandpenitentlyproclaiminghislong-concealedadmiration,MissProctorfoundherindignationmeltinglikeanicicleinthesun。

Still,shedidnotholdherselfcheaply。Shewasaccustomedtosuchopenflattery。Shewouldnotatoncecapitulate。

"Butthesepictures,"sheprotested,"IgavetoamanIknew。Youhavenorighttothem。TheyarenotatallthesortofpictureI

wouldgivetoanutterstranger!"Withanxietythelovelyladypausedforareply。Shehopedthatthereplythetallyoungmanwithappealingeyeswouldmakewouldbesuchastomakeitpossibleforhertoforgivehim。

Hewasnotgiventimetoreply。WithamockingsnortGriswoldinterrupted。AlineandCharleshadentirelyforgottenhim。

"Anutterstranger!"mimickedGriswold。"Oh,yes;he'sanutterstranger!You'reprettygoodactors,bothofyou;butyoucan'tkeepthatuplong,andyou'dbetterstopitnow。"

"Stopwhat?"askedMissProctor。Hertonewascoldandcalm,butinhereyeswasastrangelight。ItshouldhavewarnedGriswoldthathewouldhavebeensaferunderthebed。

"Stoppretending!"criedGriswold。"Iwon'thaveit!"

"Idon'tunderstand,"saidMissProctor。Shespokeinthesamecoldvoice,onlynowithaddroppedseveraldegreesnearerfreezing。

"Idon'tthinkyouunderstandyourself。Youwon'thavewhat?"

Griswoldnowwasfrightened,andthatmadehimreckless。Insteadofwithdrawingheplungeddeeper。

"Iwon'thaveyoutwopretendingyoudon'tknoweachother,"heblustered。"Iwon'tstandbeingfooled!Ifyou'regoingtodeceivemebeforewe'remarried,whatwillyoudoafterwe'remarried?"

Charlesemittedahowl。Itwasmadeupofdisgust,amazement,andrage。FiercelyheturneduponMissProctor。

"Letmehavehim!"hebegged。

"No!"almostshoutedMissProctor。Hertonewasnolongercold——itwasvolcanic。Hereyes,flashingbeautifully,werefixeduponGriswold。

ShemadeagestureasthoughtosweepCharlesoutoftheroom。

"Pleasego!"shedemanded。"Thisdoesnotconcernyou。"

Hertonewasonenotlightlytobedisregarded。Charlesdisregardedit。

"Itdoesconcernme,"hesaidbriskly。"Nobodycaninsultawomaninmyhouse——you,leastofall!"HeturneduponthegreatestcatchinAmerica。"Griswold,"hesaid,"InevermetthisladyuntilI

cameintothisroom;butIknowher,understandher,valueherbetterthanyou'dunderstandherifyouknewherathousandyears!"

Griswoldallowedhimtogonofarther。

"Iknowthismuch,"heroared:"shewasinlovewiththemanwhotookthosephotographs,andthatmanwasinlovewithher!Andyou'rethatman!"

"WhatifIam!"roaredbackCharles。"Menalwayshavelovedher;

menalwayswill——becauseshe'safine,big,wonderfulwoman!Youcan'tseethat,andyouneverwill。Youinsultedher!NowI'llgiveyoutimetoapologizeforthat,andthenI'llorderyououtofthishouse!AndifMissProctoristhesortofgirlIthinksheis,she'llorderyououtofit,too!"

BothmenswungtowardMissProctor。Hereyeswerenowsmilingexcitedly。ShefirstturnedthemuponCharles,blushingmostbecomingly。

"MissProctor,"shesaid,"hopessheisthesortofgirlMr。Cochranthinkssheis。"ShethenturneduponthegreatestcatchinAmerica。"Youneedn'twait,Chester,"shesaid,"noteventoapologize。"

ChesterGriswold,aloneinhiscar,wasdrivenbacktoNewYork。

Onthewayheinventedastorytoexplainwhy,attheeleventhhour,hehadjiltedAlineProctor;butwhenhisthoughtsrevertedtotheyoungmanhehadseenworkingwithhissleevesrolleduphedecideditwouldbesafertoletMissProctortellofthebrokenengagementinherownway。

CharleswouldnotconsenttodrivehisfairguestbacktoNewYorkuntilshehadfirsthonoredhimwithherpresenceatluncheon。Itwasservedfortwo,onhisveranda,undertheclimbinghoneysuckles。Duringtheluncheonhetoldherall。

MissProctor,inthelightofhisfiveyearsofdevotion,magnanimouslyforgavehim。

"Suchaprettyhouse!"sheexclaimedastheydroveawayfromit。

"WhenGriswoldselecteditforourhoneymoonheshowedhisfirstappreciationofwhatIreallylike。"

"Itisstillatyourservice!"saidCharles。

MissProctor'seyessmiledwithastrangelight,butshedidnotspeak。Itwasahappyride;butwhenCharlesleftheratthedoorofherapartment-househeregardedsadlyandwithregretthebundleofretrievedphotographsthatshecarriedaway。

"Whatisit?"sheaskedkindly。

"I'mthinkingofgoingbacktothoseemptyframes,"saidCharles,andblusheddeeply。MissProctorblushedalso。Withdelightedandguiltyeyesshehastilyscannedthephotographs。Snatchingonefromthecollection,shegaveittohimandthenranupthesteps。

InthelightofthespringsunsettheeyesofCharlesdevouredthephotographofwhich,atlast,hewastherightfulowner。Onitwaswritten:"Aslongasthisrocklasts!"

AsCharleswalkedtohiscarhisexpressionwasdistinctlythoughtful。

THEMENOFZANZIBAR

WhenhishuntingtripinUgandawasover,HemingwayshippedhisspecimensandweaponsdirectfromMombasatoNewYork,buthehimselfjourneyedsouthoverthefewmilesthatstretchedtoZanzibar。

Ontheoutwardtripthesteamerhadtouchedthere,andthelittlehesawoftheplacehadsocharmedhimthatallthetimehewasonsafarihepromisedhimselfhewouldnotreturnhomewithoutrevisitingit。OnthemorninghearrivedhehadcalleduponHarris,hisconsul,toinquireaboutthehotel;andthateveningHarrishadreturnedhiscallandintroducedhimattheclub。

OneofthementhereaskedHemingwaywhatbroughthimtoAfrica,andwhenheansweredsimplyandtruthfullythathehadcometoshootbiggame,itwasasthoughhehadsaidsomethingclever,andeveryonesmiled。Onthewaybacktothehotel,astheyfelttheirwaythroughthenarrowslitsinthewallthatservedasstreets,heaskedtheconsulwhyeveryonehadsmiled。

Theconsullaughedevasively。

"It'salocaljoke,"heexplained。"Alotofmencomehereforreasonsbestkepttothemselves,andtheyallsaywhatyousaid,thatthey'vecometoshootbiggame。It'sgrowntobeapolitewayoftellingamanitisnoneofhisbusiness。"

"ButIdidn'tmeanitthatway,"protestedHemingway。"Ireallyhavebeenafterbiggameforthelasteightmonths。"

Inthetoneoneusestoquietadrunkenmanorachild,theconsulansweredsoothingly。

"Ofcourse,"heassented——"ofcourseyouhave。"Buttoshowhewasnothopelesslycredulous,andtokeepHemingwayfrominvolvinghimselfdeeper,hehintedtactfully:"Maybetheynoticedyoucameashorewithonlyonesteamertrunkandnogun-cases。"

"Oh,that'seasilyexplained,"laughedHemingway。"Myheavyluggage——"

Theconsulhadreachedhishouseandhis"boy"waspoundinguponitwithhisheavystaff。

"Pleasedon'texplaintome,"hebegged。"It'squiteunnecessary。

Downherewe'resodarnedgladtoseeanywhitemanthatwedon'taskanythingofhimexceptthathewon'thurryaway。Wejudgethemastheybehavethemselveshere;wedon'tcarewhattheyareathomeorwhytheyleftit。"

Hemingwaywashighlyamused。Tofindthathe,arespectable,sport-lovingHemingwayofMassachusetts,shouldbemistakenforagun-runner,slave-dealer,orescapingcashiergreatlydelightedhim。

"Allright!"heexclaimed。"I'llpromisenottoboreyouwithmypast,andIagreetobejudgedbyZanzibarstandards。IonlyhopeIcanliveuptothem,forIseeIamgoingtoliketheplaceverymuch。"

Hemingwaykepthispromise。Heborednoonewithconfidencesastohisancestors。Ofhispasthemadeapointnevertospeak。Hepreferredthatthelittlecommunityintowhichhehaddroppedshouldremainunenlightened,shouldtakehimastheyfoundhim。

Ofthefactthatacollegewasnamedafterhisgrandfatherandthatonhisfather'srailroadhecouldtravelthroughmanyStates,hewasdiscreetlysilent。

ThemenofZanzibaraskednoquestions。ThatHemingwaycouldplayastiffgameoftennis,astiffergameofpoker,and,onthepiano,songsfromhomewastothemsufficientrecommendation。InaweekhehadbecomeoneofthemostpopularmembersofZanzibarsociety。Itwasasthoughhehadlivedtherealways。Hemingwayfoundhimselfreachingouttograspthewarmthoftheplaceasaflowerturnstothesun。Hediscoveredthatforthirtyyearssomethinginhimhadbeencheated。

Forthirtyyearshehadbelievedthatcompletelytosatisfyhissoulallheneededwasthegraystonewallsandthegray-shingledcabinsunderthegrayskiesofNewEngland,thatwhatinnaturehemostlovedwasthepineforestsandthefieldsofgoldenrodontherock-boundcoastoftheNorthShore。Butnow,likeamanescapedfromprison,heleapedanddancedintheglaringsunlightoftheequator,herevelledintherecklessgenerosityofnature,inthegloriousconfusionofcolors,inthe"bloomingblue"oftheIndianOcean,intheArabiannightsspentuponthehousetopsunderthepurplesky,andbeneathsilverstarssonearthathecouldtouchthemwithhishand。

Hefounditlikebeingperpetuallyinacomicoperaandplayingapartinone。Foronlythescenicartistwoulddaretopainthousesinsuchyellow,pink,andcobalt-blue;onlya"producer"whohadneverventuredfartherfromBroadwaythantheAtlanticCityboardwalkwouldhaveconceivedcostumessomadandsomagnificent。InstinctivelyhecastthepeopleofZanzibarintheconventionalrolesofmusicalcomedy。

Hischoruseswerealreadyinwaiting。TherewastheSultan'sbody-guardingold-lacedturbans,themerchantsofthebazaarsinredfezzesandgownsofflowingsilk,theMalaysailorsinblue,theblacknativepoliceinscarlet,theladiesoftheharemscloselyveiledandcloaked,themarketwomeninasinglegarmentoforange,orscarlet,orpurple,orofallthree,andthehappy,hilariousZanzibariboysinthecolorGodgavethem。

Forhourshewouldsitundertheyellow-and-greenawningoftheGreekhotelandwatchtheprocessionpass,orhewouldlieunderanumbrellaonthebeachandlaughastheboatmenliftedtheirpassengerstotheirshouldersandwiththemsplashthroughthebreakers,orinthebazaarsforhourshewouldbargainwiththeIndianmerchants,orinthegreatmahoganyhalloftheIvoryHouse,tothewhisperofapunkaandthetinkleoficeinatallglass,listentotalesofArabraids,ofelephantpoachers,ofthetradeinwhiteandblackivory,ofthegreatexplorerswhohadsatinthatsameroom——ofEminPasha,ofLivingstone,ofStanley。Hiscomicoperalackedonlyaheroineandtheloveinterest。

WhenhemetMrs。Adairhefoundboth。PollyAdair,aseveryonewhodaredtodosopreferredtocallher,was,likehimself,anAmericanand,thoughabsurdlyyoung,awidow。IntheStatesshewouldhavebeencalledanextremelyprettygirl。Inacommunitywherethefewdozenwhitewomenhadwiltedandfadedinthefiercesunoftheequator,andwheretherestofthewomenwerejetblackexcepttheirteeth,whichweredyedanalluringpurple,PollyAdairwasasbeautifulasaJunemorning。Atleast,soHemingwaythoughtthefirsttimehesawher,andeachsucceedingtimehethoughthermorebeautiful,morelovely,moretobeloved。

Hemether,threedaysafterhisarrival,attheresidenceoftheBritishagentandconsul-general,whereLadyFirthwasgivingteatothesixnursesfromtheEnglishhospitalandtoalltheotherrespectablemembersofZanzibarsociety。

"Myhusband'stypist,"saidherladyshipasshehelpedHemingwaytotea,"isacopatriotofyours。She'ssuchanicegell;notabitlikeanAmerican。Idon'tknowwhatI'ddointhisawfulplacewithouther。

Promiseme,"shebeggedtragically,"youwillnotaskhertomarryyou。"

Unconsciousofhisfate,Hemingwaypromised。

"Becauseallthemendo,"sighedLadyFirth,"andIneverknowwhatmorningoneofthewretcheswon'tcarryherofftoahomeofherown。Andthenwhatwouldbecomeofme?Menaresoselfish!

Ifyoumustfallinlove,"suggestedherladyship,"promisemeyouwillfallinlovewith"——shepausedinnocentlyandraisedbaby-blueeyes,inababy-likestare——"withsomeoneelse。"

AgainHemingwaypromised。Hebowedgallantly。"Thatwillbequiteeasy,"hesaid。

Herladyshipsmiled,butHemingwaydidnotseethesmile。Hewaslookingpastheratagirlfromhome,whocameacrosstheterracecarryinginherhandastenographer'snote-book。

LadyFirthfollowedthedirectionofhiseyesandsawthelookinthem。Sheexclaimedwithdismay:

"Already!Alreadyhedesertsme,evenbeforetheinkisdryonthepaper。"

Shedrewthenote-bookfromMrs。Adair'sfingersanddroppeditunderthetea-table。

"Lettersmustwait,mychild,"shedeclared。

"ButSirGeorge——"protestedthegirl。

"SirGeorgemustwait,too,"continuedhiswife;"theForeignOfficemustwait,theBritishEmpiremustwaituntilyouhavehadyourtea。"

Thegirllaughedhelplessly。Asthoughassuredherfellowcountrymanwouldcomprehend,sheturnedtohim。

"They'resoexactlylikewhatyouwantthemtobe,"shesaid——"I

meanabouttheirtea!"

HemingwaysmiledbackwithsuchintimateunderstandingthatLadyFirthglancedupinquiringly。

"HaveyoumetMrs。Adairalready?"sheasked。

"No,"saidHemingway,"butIhavebeentryingtomeetherforthirtyyears。"

Perplexed,theEnglishwomanfrowned,andthen,withdelightatherownperspicuity,laughedaloud。

"Iknow,"shecried,"inyourcountryyouarewhattheycalla'hustler'!Isthatright?"Shewavedthemaway。"TakeMrs。Adairoverthere,"shecommanded,"andtellherallthenewsfromhome。

Tellherabouttherailroadaccidentsand'washouts'andthelatestthinginlynching。"

Theyoungpeoplestretchedoutinlongwickerchairsintheshadeofatreecoveredwithpurpleflowers。Onaperchatonesideofthemanorang-outanginasteelbeltwascombingthewhiskersofherinfantdaughter;attheirfeetwhatlookedliketwochowpuppies,butwhichhappenedtobeLadyFirth'spetlions,werechewingeachother'stoothlessgums;andintheimmediateforegroundthehospitalnursesweredefyingthesunattenniswhiletheSultan'sbandplayedselectionsfromaGaietysuccessofmanyyearsinthepast。Withthesesurroundingsitwasdifficulttotalkofhome。Noronanylateroccasions,exceptthroughinadvertence,didtheytalkofhome。

Forthereasonsalreadystated,itamusedHemingwaytovolunteernoconfidences。OnaccountofwhatthatsameeveningHarristoldhimofMrs。Adair,heaskednone。

Harrishimselfwasayoungmaninnowayinclinedtowithholdconfidences。Heenjoyedgivingoutinformation。Heenjoyedtalkingabouthimself,hisduties,theotherconsuls,theZanzibaris,andhisnativeStateofIowa。Solongashewaspermittedtotalk,thelistenercouldselectthesubject。But,combinedwithhisloquacity,Hemingwayhadfoundhimkind-hearted,intelligent,observing,andthecallofacommoncountryhadgotthemquicklytogether。

Hemingwaywasquiteconsciousthatthegirlhehadseenbutoncehadimpressedhimoutofallproportiontowhatheknewofher。

Sheseemedtoogoodtobetrue。Andhetriedtopersuadehimselfthataftereightmonthsinthehinterlandamonghipposandzebrasanyreasonablyattractivegirlwouldhaveprovedequallydisturbing。

Buthewasnotconvinced。Hedidnotwishtobeconvinced。HeassuredhimselfthathadhemetMrs。Adairathomeamonghundredsofothershewouldhaverecognizedherasawomanofexceptionalcharacter,asoneespeciallycharming。Hewantedtojustifythisideaofher;hewantedtotalkofMrs。AdairtoHarris,nottolearnmoreconcerningher,butjustforthepleasureofspeakinghername。

Hewasmuchupsetatthat,andthediscoverythatonmeetingawomanforthefirsttimehestillcouldbesoboyishlyandingenuouslymovedgreatlypleasedhim。Itwasamostdelightfulsecret。Soheactedontheprinciplethatwhenamanimmenselyadmiresawomanandwishestoconcealthatfactfromeveryoneelsehecanbestdosobydeclaringhisadmirationinthefrankestandmostopenmanner。Afterthetea-party,asHarrisandhimselfsatintheconsulate,hesoexpressedhimself。

"Whatanextraordinarynicegirl,"heexclaimed,"isthatMrs。Adair!

Ihadalongtalkwithher。Sheismostcharming。Howeverdidawomanlikethatcometobeinaplacelikethis?"

Judgingfromhismanner,itseemedtoHemingwaythatatthementionofMrs。Adair'snamehehadfoundHarrismentallyonguard,asthoughtheconsulhadguessedthequestionwouldcomeandhadpreparedforit。

"Shejustdroppedinhereoneday,"saidHarris,"fromnoplaceinparticular。Personally,Ialwayshavethoughtfromheaven。"

"It'sagoodaddress,"saidHemingway。

"Itseemstosuither,"theconsulagreed。"Anyway,ifshedoesn'tcomefromthere,that'swhereshe'sgoing——justonaccountofthegoodshe'sdoneuswhileshe'sbeenhere。Shearrivedfourmonthsagowithatypewriting-machineandletterstomefromourconsulsinCapeTownandDurban。Shehaddonesometypewritingforthem。Itseemsthatafterherhusbanddied,whichwasafewmonthsaftertheyweremarried,shelearnedtomakeherlivingbytypewriting。Sheworkedtoohardandbrokedown,andthedoctorsaidshemustgotohotcountries,the'hotterthebetter。'Soshe'sworkedherwayhalfaroundtheworldtypewriting。SheworkedchieflyforherownconsulsorfortheAmericancommissionhouses。Sometimesshestayedamonth,sometimesonlyoveronesteamerday。ButwhenshegothereLadyFirthtooksuchafancytoherthatshemadeSirGeorgeengageherashisprivatesecretary,andshe'sbeenhereeversince。"

InacommunitysosmallaswasthatofZanzibarthewhiteresidentssawoneanothereveryday,andwithinaweekHemingwayhadmetMrs。Adairmanytimes。Hemetheratdinner,attheBritishagency;

hemetherinthecountryclub,wherethewhiteexilesgatheredforteaandtennis。Hehiredalaunchandinherhonorgaveapicniconthenorthcoastoftheisland,andonthreegloriousandmemorablenights,afterdifferentdinner-partieshadascendedtotheroof,hesatathersideandacrossthewhitelevelofthehousetopslookeddownintothemoonlitharbor。

Whatinterestthetwoyoungpeoplefeltineachotherwasinnowaydiscouragedbytheirsurroundings。Inthetropicsthetenderemotionsarenotwinterkilled。Hadtheymetathome,theconventions,hisownwork,hersocialdutieswouldhavekepttheprogressoftheirinterestwithinacertainspeedlimit。Buttheywereinaplacefreeofconventions,andtheprecedingeightmonthswhichHemingwayhadspentinthejungleandontheplainhadmadethesocietyofhisfellowman,andofMrs。Adairinparticular,especiallyattractive。

Hemingwayhadnoworktooccupyhistime,andheplaceditunreservedlyatthedispositionofhiscountrywoman。IndoingsoitcouldnotbesaidthatMrs。Adairencouragedhim。Hemingwayhimselfwouldhavebeenthefirsttoacknowledgethis。Fromthedayhemetherhewasconsciousthatalwaystherewasanintangiblebarrierbetweenthem。Evenbeforeshepossiblycouldhaveguessedthathisinterestinherwasmorethanevenshe,attractiveasshewas,hadtherighttoexpect,shehadwrappedaroundherselfaninvisiblemantleofdefense。

Therewerecertainspeechesofhiswhichsheneverheard,certaintonestowhichsheneverresponded。Atmomentswhenhewascomplimentinghimselfthatatlastshewascontenttobeinhiscompany,shewouldsuddenlyriseandjointheothers,andhewouldbeleftwonderinginwhatwayhecouldpossiblyhaveoffended。

Heassuredhimselfthatawoman,youngandattractive,inastrangelandinherdependentpositionmustofnecessitybediscreet,butinhisconducttherecertainlyhadbeennothingthatwasnotconsiderate,courteous,andstraightforward。

Whenheappreciatedthathecaredforherseriously,thathewasgloriouslyhappyincaring,andproudofthewayinwhichhecared,thefactthatshepersistentlyheldhimatarm'slengthpuzzledandhurt。Atfirstwhenhehaddeliberatelysettoworktomakeherlikehimhewasgladtothinkthat,owingtohisreticenceabouthimself,ifshedidlikehimitwouldbeforhimselfaloneandnotforhisworldlygoods。ButwhenheknewherbetterheunderstoodthatifonceMrs。Adairmadeuphermindtotakeasecondhusband,thefactthathewasasocialandfinancialsomebody,andnot,asmanyinZanzibarsupposedHemingwaytobe,asocialoutcast,wouldmakebutlittledifference。

Norwashermannertobeexplainedbythefactthatthemajorityofwomenfoundhimunattractive。Astothat,thepleasantburdenofhisexperiencewastothecontrary。Heatlastwonderediftherewassomeoneelse,ifhehadcomeintoherlifetoolate。

Hesetaboutlookingforthemanandso,hebelieved,hesoonfoundhim。

Ofthelittlecolony,ArthurFearingwasthemanofwhomHemingwayhadseentheleast。ThatwassobecauseFearingwishedit。Likehimself,FearingwasanAmerican,young,andabachelor,but,verymuchunlikeHemingway,ahermitandarecluse。

TwoyearsbeforehehadcometoZanzibarlookingforaninvestmentforhismoney。InZanzibarthereweregentlemenadventurersofeverycountry,whowerewelcometoliveinanycountrysavetheirown。

TothemMr。Fearingseemedaheaven-sentvictim。Buttohimtheiralluringtalesofthefortunesthatweretorisefromburiedtreasures,lostmines,andpearlbedsdidnotappeal。Insteadheconferredwiththeconsuls,theresponsiblemerchants,thepartnersintheprosperoustradinghouses。Afteramonthof"lookingaround"hehadpurchasedoutrightthegoodwillandstockofoneoftheoldestofthecommissionhouses,andsoonshowedhimselftobeamostcapablemanofbusiness。But,exceptasamanofbusiness,nooneknewhim。Fromthedimrecessesofhiswarehousehepassedeachdaytotheseclusionofhisbungalowinthecountry。And,althougheveryonewasfriendlytohim,hemadenofriends。

ItwasonlyafterthearrivalofMrs。Adairthatheconsentedtoshowhimself,anditwassoonnotedthatitwasonlywhenshewasinvitedthathewouldappear,andthatontheseoccasionshedevotedhimselfentirelytoher。Inthepresenceofothers,hestillwasshy,gravelypolite,andspeakingbutlittle,andneverofhimself;butwithMrs。Adairhisshynessseemedtoleavehim,andwhenwithherhewasseentotalkeasilyandeagerly。And,onherpart,towhathesaid,PollyAdairlistenedwithseriousinterest。

LadyFirth,who,athome,wasatrainedandsuccessfulmatch-maker,andwho,inZanzibar,hadfoundbutalimitedfieldforheractivities,decidedthatifhercompanionandprotegeemustmarry,sheshouldmarryFearing。

Fearingwasnogentlemanadventurer,remittance-man,orhumbleclerkservinghisapprenticeshiptoasteamshiplineoranivoryhouse。HewasoneofthepillarsofZanzibarsociety。Thetradinghousehehadpurchasedhadhaditsbeginningsintheslave-trade,andnowunderhisalertdirectionwasmakingaturnoverequaltothatofanyofitsancientrivals。Personally,Fearingwasamostdesirablecatch。Hewaswell-mannered,well-read,ofgoodappearance,steady,and,inalatitudeonlysixdegreesremovedfromtheequator,ofimpeccablemorals。

Itissaidthatitisthepersonwhoisinlovewhoalwaysisthefirsttodiscoverhissuccessfulrival。Itiseitheraninstinctorbecausehisconcernisdeeperthanthatofothers。

Andso,whenHemingwaysoughtfortheinfluencethatseparatedhimfromPollyAdair,thetrailledtoFearing。Tofindthattheobstacleinthepathofhistruelovewasamangreatlyrelievedhim。HehadfearedthatwhatwasinthethoughtsofMrs。Adairwasthememoryofherdeadhusband。Hehadnodesiretocrossswordswithaghost。Buttoalivingrivalhecouldaffordtobegenerous。

ForhewassurenoonecouldcareforPollyAdairashecared,and,likeeveryothermaninlove,hebelievedthathealonehaddiscoveredinherbeautiesofsoulandcharacterthattotherestofmankindwerehidden。Thisknowledge,heassuredhimself,hadarousedinhimadepthofdevotionnooneelsecouldhopetoimitate,andthisdepthofdevotionwouldintimesoimpressher,wouldbecomesonecessarytoherexistence,thatitwouldforceheratlastintothearmsoftheonlymanwhocouldofferit。

Havingsatisfiedhimselfinthisfashion,hecontinuedcheerfullyonhisway,andthepresenceofarivalinnowaydiscouragedhim。ItonlywasPollyAdairwhodiscouragedhim。Andthis,inspiteofthefactthateveryhourofthedayhetriedtobringhimselfpleasantlytohernotice。Allthatanidleyoungmaninlove,aidedandabettedbyimaginationandanunlimitedletterofcredit,coulddo,Hemingwaydid。Buttonoend。

Thetreasureshedugoutofthebazaarsandpresentedtoher,underfalsepretensesastrinketshehappenedatthatmomenttofindinhispockets,wereadmiredbyherattheirowngreatvalue,andreturnedalsounderfalsepretenses,ashavingbeenofferedheronlytoexamine。

"Itisforyoursisterathome,Isuppose,"sheprompted。"It'squitelovely。Thankyouforlettingmeseeit。"

Afterhavingbeenseveraltimesseverelysnubbedinthisfashion,Hemingwayremarkedgrimlyasheputablackpearlbackintohispocket:

"AtthisratesisterwillbemightygladtoseemewhenIgethome。ItseemsalmostapityIhaven'tgotasister。"

Thegirlansweredthisonlywithagravesmile。

OnanotheroccasionsheadmiredapoloponythathadbeenimportedforthestableoftheboySultan。ButnextmorningHemingway,aftermuchdiplomacy,becametheownerofitandproudlyrodeittotheagency。LadyFirthandPollyAdairwalkedouttomeethimarminarm,butatsightoftheponytherecameintotheeyesofthesecretaryalookthatcausedHemingwaytowishhimselfandhismountmanymilesinthejungle。Hesawthatbeforeithadbeenproffered,hisgift-horsehadbeenrejected。

Heactedpromptly。

"LadyFirth,"hesaid,"you'vebeensoawfullykindtome,madethisplacesolikeahometome,thatIwantyoutoputthismareinyourstable。TheSultanwantedher,butwhenhelearnedImeanttoturnherovertoyou,helethergo。Webothhopeyou'llaccept。"

LadyFirthhadnoscruples。Infiveminutesshehadaccepted,hadclappedaside-saddleonherrichgift,andwascanteringjoyouslydownthePearlRoad。

PollyAdairlookedafterherwithanexpressionthatwasdistinctlywistful。Thusencouraged,Hemingwaysaid:

"I'mgladyouaresorry。Ihopeeverytimeyouseethatponyyou'llbesorry。"

"WhyshouldIbesorry?"askedthegirl。

"Becauseyouhavebeenunkind,"saidHemingway,"anditisnotyourcharactertobeunkind。Andthatyouhaveshownlackofcharacteroughttomakeyousorry。"

"Butyouknowperfectlywell,"saidMrs。Adair,"thatifIweretotakeanyoneofthesewonderfulthingsyoubringme,Iwouldn'thaveanycharacterleft。"

Shesmiledathimreassuringly。"Andyouknow,"sheadded,"thatthatisnotwhyIdonottakethem。Itisn'tbecauseIcan'taffordto,orbecauseIdon'twantthem,becauseIdo;butit'sbecauseIdon'tdeservethem,becauseIcangiveyounothinginreturn。"

"Asthecopy-booksays,"returnedHemingway,"'thepleasureisinthegiving。'Ifthecopy-bookdon'tsaythat,Ido。Andtopretendthatyougivemenothing,thatisridiculous!"

Itwassoridiculousthatherushedonvehemently。"Why,everyminuteyougivemesomething,"heexclaimed。"Justtoseeyou,justtoknowyouarealive,justtobecertainwhenIturninatnightthatwhentheworldwakesupagainyouwillstillbeapartofit;thatiswhatyougiveme。Anditsnameis——Happiness!"

Hehadbegunquiteinnocently;hehadhadnoideathatitwouldcome。Buthehadsaidit。Asclearlyasthoughhehaddroppedupononeknee,laidhishandoverhisheartandexclaimed:"Mostbeautifulofyoursex,Iloveyou!Willyoumarryme?"Hiseyesandthetoneofhisvoicehadsaidit。Andheknewthathehadsaidit,andthatsheknew。

Hereyeswerefilledwithsuddentears,andsowonderfulwasthelightinthemthatforonemadmomentHemingwaythoughttheyweretearsofhappiness。Butthelightdied,andwhathadbeentearsbecameonlywetdropsofwater,andhesawtohisdismaythatshewasmostmiserable。

Thegirlmovedaheadofhimtothecliffonwhichtheagencystood,andwhichoverhungtheharborandtheIndianOcean。Hereyeswerefilledwithtrouble。Assheraisedthemtohistheybeggedofhimtobekind。

"Iamgladyoutoldme,"shesaid。"Ihavebeenafraiditwascoming。ButuntilyoutoldmeIcouldnotsayanything。Itriedtostopyou。Iwasrudeandunkind——"

"Youcertainlywere,"Hemingwayagreedcheerfully。"Andthemoreyouwouldhavenothingtodowithme,themoreIadmiredyou。AndthenIlearnedtoadmireyoumore,andthentoloveyou。ItseemsnowasthoughIhadalwaysknownandalwayslovedyou。Andnowthisiswhatwearegoingtodo。"

Hewouldn'tletherspeak;herushedonprecipitately。

"Wearefirstgoinguptothehousetogetyourtypewriting-machine,andwewillbringitbackhereandhurlitasfaraswecanoffthiscliff。

Iwanttoseethesplash!Iwanttohearitsmashwhenithitsthatrock。

Ithasbeenmyworstenemy,becauseithelpedyoutobeindependentofme,becauseitkeptyoufromme。Timeaftertime,ontheveranda,whenIwaspretendingtolistentoLadyFirth,Iwaslisteningtothatdamnedmachinebangingandcomplainingandtiringyourprettyfingersandyourdeareyes。Sofirstithasgottogo。Youhavebeenitsslave,nowIamgoingtobeyourslave。Youhaveonlytorubthelampandthingswillhappen。AndbecauseI'vetoldyounothingaboutmyself,youmustn'tthinkthatthemoneythathelpstomakethemhappenis'tainted。'Itisn't。NoramI,normyfather,normyfather'sfather。Iamaskingyoutomarryaperfectlyrespectableyoungman。And,whenyoudo——"

Againhegavehernoopportunitytointerrupt,butrushedonimpetuously:"Wewillsailawayacrossthatoceantowhereveryouwilltakeme。ToCeylonandTokioandSanFrancisco,toNaplesandNewYork,toGreeceandAthens。Theyareallnear。Theyareallyours。Willyouacceptthemandme?"Hesmiledappealingly,butmostmiserably。Forthoughhehadspokenlightlyandwithconfidence,itwastoconcealthefactthathewasnotatallconfident。

Ashehadreadinhereyesherrefusalofhispony,hehadread,evenashespoke,herrefusalofhimself。Whenheceasedspeakingthegirlanswered:

"IfIsaythatwhatyoutellmemakesmeproud,Iamsayingtoolittle。"

Sheshookherheadfirmly,withanairoffinalitythatfrightenedHemingway。"Butwhatyouask——whatyousuggestisimpossible。"

"Youdon'tlikeme?"saidHemingway。

"Ilikeyouverymuch,"returnedthegirl,"and,ifIdon'tseemunhappythatitcan'tbe,itisbecauseIalwayshaveknownitcan'tbe——"

"Whycan'titbe?"rebelledHemingway。"Idon'tmeanthatIcan'tunderstandyournotwantingtomarryme,butifIknewyourobjection,maybe,Icouldbeatitdown。"

Again,withthesameairoffinality,thegirlmovedherheadslowly,asthoughconsideringeachword;shebegancautiously。

"Icannottellyouthereason,"shesaid,"becauseitdoesnotconcernonlymyself。"

"Ifyoumeanyoucareforsomeoneelse,"pleadedHemingway,"thatdoesnotfrightenmeatall。"Itdidfrightenhimextremely,but,believingthatafaintheartneverwonanything,hepretendedtobebrave。

"Foryou,"heboasted,"Iwouldgodownintothegraveasdeepasanyman。Hethathathmorelethimgive。IknowwhatIoffer。I

knowIloveyouasnootherman——"

Thegirlbackedawayfromhimasthoughhehadstruckher。"Youmustnotsaythat,"shecommanded。

Forthefirsttimehesawthatshewasmoved,thatthefingersshelacedandunlacedweretrembling。"Itisfinal!"exclaimedthegirl。"Icannotmarry——you,oranyone。I——Ihavepromised。

Iamnotfree。"

"Nothingintheworldisfinal,"returnedHemingwaysharply,"exceptdeath。"Heraisedhishatand,asthoughtoleaveher,movedaway。Notbecauseheadmitteddefeat,butbecausehefeltthatforthepresenttocontinuemightlosehimthechancetofightagain。But,todeliveranultimatum,heturnedback。

"Aslongasyouarealive,andIamalive,"hetoldher,"allthingsarepossible。Idon'tgiveuphope。Idon'tgiveupyou。"

Thegirlexclaimedwithagestureofdespair。"Hewon'tunderstand!"

shecried。

Hemingwayadvancedeagerly。

"Helpmetounderstand,"hebegged。

"Youwon'tunderstand,"explainedthegirl,"thatIamspeakingthetruth。Youarerightthatthingscanchangeinthefuture,butnothingcanchangethepast。Can'tyouunderstandthat?"

"WhatdoIcareforthepast?"criedtheyoungmanscornfully。"I

knowyouaswellasthoughIhadknownyouforathousandyearsandIloveyou。"

Thegirlflushedcrimson。

"Notmypast,"shegasped。"Imeant——"

"Idon'tcarewhatyoumeant,"saidHemingway。"I'mnotpryingintoyourlittlesecrets。Iknowonlyonething——twothings,thatIloveyouandthat,untilyouloveme,Iamgoingtomakeyourlifehell!"

Hecaughtatherhands,andforaninstantshelethimclasptheminbothofhis,whileshelookedathim。

Somethinginherface,otherthandistressandpity,causedhishearttoleap。Buthewastoowisetospeak,and,thatshemightnotreadthehopeinhiseyes,turnedquicklyandlefther。Hehadnotcrossedthegroundsoftheagencybeforehehadmadeuphismindastothereasonforherrepellinghim。

"SheisengagedtoFearing!"hetoldhimself。"ShehaspromisedtomarryFearing!Shethinksthatitistoolatetoconsideranotherman!"Theprospectofafightforthewomanhelovedthrilledhimgreatly。Hislowerjawsetpugnaciously。

"I'llshowherit'snottoolate,"hepromisedhimself。"I'llshowherwhichofusisthemantomakeherhappy。And,ifIamnottheman,I'lltakethefirstoutboundsteamerandtroublethemnomore。

Butbeforethathappens,"healsopromisedhimself,"Fearingmustshowheisthebetterman。"

Inspiteofhisbravewords,inspiteofhisdetermination,withinthedayHemingwayhadwithdrawninfavorofhisrival,and,ontheCrownPrinceEitel,boundforGenoaandNewYork,hadbookedhispassagehome。

OntheafternoonofthesamedayhehadspokentoPollyAdair,Hemingwayatthesunsethourbetookhimselftotheconsulate。Atthathourithadbecomehiscustomtovisithisfellowcountrymanandwithhimsharethegossipofthedayandsuchacocktailasonlyafellowcountrymancouldcompose。LaterhewastodineatthehouseoftheIvoryCompanyand,ashisheartneverceasedtellinghim,Mrs。Adairalsowastobepresent。

"Itwillbeaverypleasantparty,"saidHarris。"Theygavemeabid,too,butit'ssteamerdayto-morrow,andI'vegottogetmymailreadyfortheCrownPrinceEitel。Mrs。Adairistobethere。"

Hemingwaynodded,andwithpleasantanticipationwaited。OfMrs。

Adair,Harrisalwaysspokewithreverententhusiasm,andthemanwholovedherdelightedtolisten。ButthistimeHarrisdisappointedhim。

"AndFearing,too,"headded。

AgainHemingwaynodded。Theconjunctionofthetwonamessurprisedhim,buthemadenosign。LoquaciousasheknewHarristobe,heneverbeforehadheardhisfriendevensuggestthesubjectthattoZanzibarhadbecomeofacuteinterest。

Harrisfilledthetwoglasses,andbegantopacetheroom。Whenhespokeitwasintheaggrievedtoneofonewhofeelshimselfplacedinafalseposition。

"There'snoone,"hecomplainedsuddenly,"sopopularlyunpopularasthemanwhobuttsin。Iknowthat,butstillI'vealwaystakenhisside。I'vealwaysbeenforhim。"Hehalted,straddlingwithlegsapartandhandsdeepinhistrouserspockets,andfrowneddownuponhisguest。

"Suppose,"hebeganaggressively,"Iseeamandrivinghiscaroveracliff。IfItellhimthatroadwilltakehimoveracliff,theworstthatcanhappentomeistobetoldtomindmyownbusiness,andIcanalwaysanswerback:'Iwasonlytryingtohelpyou。'IfIdon'tspeak,themanbreakshisneck。Betweenthetwo,itseemstome,soonerthanhaveanyone'slifeonmyhands,I'dratherbetoldtomindmyownbusiness。"

Hemingwaystaredintohisglass。Hisexpressionwasdistinctlydisapproving,but,undismayed,theconsulcontinued。

"Now,weallknowthatthismorningyougavethatpoloponytoLadyFirth,andoneofusguessesthatyoufirstofferedittosomeoneelse,whorefusedit。Oneofusthinksthatverysoon,to-morrow,orevento-night,atthispartyyoumayofferthatsamepersonsomethingelse,somethingworthmorethanapolopony,andthatifsherefusesthat,itisgoingtobreakyouallup,isgoingtohurtyoufortherestofyourlife。"

Liftinghiseyesfromhisglass,Hemingwayshotathisfriendaglanceofwarning。Inhaste,Harriscontinued:

"Iknow,"heprotested,answeringthelook,"IknowthatthisiswhereMr。Buttinskyistoldtomindhisbusiness。ButI'mgoingrighton。I'mgoingtostateahypotheticalcasewithnonamesmentionedandnoquestionsasked,oranswered。I'mgoingtostateatheory,andletyoudrawyourowndeductions。"

Heslidintoachair,andacrossthetablefastenedhiseyesonthoseofhisfriend。Confidentlyandundisturbed,butwithawrysmileofdislike,Hemingwaystaredfixedlybackathim。

"What,"demandedHarris,"isthefirstruleindetectivework?"

Hemingwaystarted。Hewaspreparedforsomethingunpleasant,butnotforthatparticularformofunpleasantness。Buthisfaithwasunshaken,andhesmiledconfidently。Helettheconsulanswerhisownquestion。

"Itistofollowthewoman,"declaredHarris。"And,accordingly,whatshouldbethefirstprecautionofamanmakinghisget-away?

Toseethatthewomandoesnotfollow。Butsupposewearedealingwithafugitiveofespecialintelligence,withacriminalwhohasimaginationandbrains?Hemightfixitsothatthewomancouldfollowhimwithoutgivinghimaway,hemightplanitsothatnoonewouldsuspect。Shemightarriveathishiding-placeonlyaftermanymonths,onlyaftereachhadmadeseparatelyalongcircuitoftheglobe,onlyafterajourneywithaplausibleandlegitimateobject。

Shewouldarrivedisguisedineveryway,andtheywouldmeetastotalstrangers。And,asstrangersundertheeyesofothers,theywouldbecomeacquainted,wouldgraduallygrowmorefriendly,wouldbeseenmorefrequentlytogether,untilatlastpeoplewouldsay:'Thosetwomeantomakeamatchofit。'Andthen,oneday,openly,inthesightofallmen,withtheaidofthelawandthechurch,theywouldresumethoserelationsthatexistedbeforethemanranawayandthewomanfollowed。"

Therewasashortsilence。

Hemingwaybrokeitinatonethatwouldacceptnodenial。

"Youcan'ttalklikethattome,"hecried。"Whatdoyoumean?"

Withoutresentment,theconsulregardedhimwithgravesolicitude。

Hislookwasoneofrealaffection,and,althoughhistoneheldtheabsolutefinalityofthefamilyphysicianwhodeliversasentenceofdeath,hespokewithgentlenessandregret。

"Imean,"hesaid,"thatMrs。Adairisnotawidow,thatthemanshespeaksofasherlatehusbandisnotdead;thatthatmanisFearing!"

Hemingwayfeltafraid。Amonthbeforearhinoceroshadchargedhimandhaddroppedathisfeet。Atanothertimeawoundedlionesshadleapedintohispathandcrouchedtospring。Thenhehadnotbeenafraid。Thenhehadaimedasconfidentlyasthoughhewerefiringatastrawtarget。Butnowhefeltrealfear:fearofsomethinghedidnotcomprehend,ofasituationhecouldnotmaster,ofanadversaryasstrongasFate。Byawordsomethinghadbeensnatchedfromhimthathenowknewwasasdeartohimaslife,thatwaslife,thatwaswhatmadeitworthcontinuing。Andhecoulddonothingtopreventit;hecouldnothelphimself。Hewasasimpotentastheprisonerwhohearsthejudgebanishhimintoexile。Hetriedtoadjusthismindtothecalamity。Buthismindrefused。Aseasilyaswithhisfingeramancanblocktheswingofapendulumandhalttheprogressoftheclock,Harriswithawordhadbroughttheentireworldtoafullstop。

Andthen,abovehishead,Hemingwayheardthelazywhisperofthepunka,andfromtheharbortheraucouswhistleoftheCrownPrinceEitel,signallingherentrance。Theworldhadnotstopped;forthepunka-boy,forthecaptainoftheGermansteamer,forHarrisseatedwithfaceaverted,theworldwasstillgoinggaylyandbusilyforward。

Onlyforhimhaditstopped。

InspiteoftheconfidenttoneinwhichHarrishadspoken,inspiteofthefactthatunlessheknewitwasthetruth,hewouldnothavespoken,Hemingwaytriedtourgehimselftobelievetherehadbeensomehideous,absurderror。Butinanswercamebacktohimsnatchesoftalkorphrasesthegirlhadlastaddressedtohim:"Youcancommandthefuture,butyoucannotchangethepast。Icannotmarryyou,oranyone!Iamnotfree!"

Andthentocomforthimself,hecalledupthelookhehadsurprisedinhereyeswhenhestoodholdingherhandsinhis。Heclungtoit,asadrowningmanwillclutchevenatapieceoffloatingseaweed。

Whenhetriedtospeakhefoundhisvoicechokedandstifled,andthathisdistresswasevident,heknewfromthepityhereadintheeyesofHarris。

Inavoicestrangetohim,heheardhimselfsaying:"Whydoyouthinkthat?You'vegottotellme。Ihavearighttoknow。ThismorningIaskedMrs。Adairtomarryme。"

Theconsulexclaimedwithdismayandsquirmedunhappily。"I

didn'tknow,"heprotested。"IthoughtIwasintime。Ioughttohavetoldyoudaysago,but——"

"Tellmenow,"commandedHemingway。

"Iknowitinathousandways,"beganHarris。

Hemingwayraisedhiseyeshopefully。

Buttheconsulshookhishead。"Buttoconvinceyou,"hewenton,"Ineedtellyouonlyone。Thethousandotherproofsarelookstheyhaveexchanged,sentencesIhavechancedtooverhear,andthateachofthemunknowntotheotherhastoldmeoflittlehappeningsandincidentswhichIfoundwerecommontoboth。Eachhasdescribedthehouseinwhichheorshelived,anditwasthesamehouse。TheyclaimtocomefromdifferentcitiesinNewEngland,theycamefromthesamecity。Theyclaim——"

"Thatisnoproof,"criedHemingway,"eitherthattheyaremarried,orthatthemanisacriminal。"

ForamomentHarrisregardedtheotherinsilence。Thenhesaid:

"You'remakingitveryhardforme。IseeI'vegottoshowyou。

It'skindest,afterall,tocutquick。"Heleanedfartherforward,andhisvoicedropped。Speakingquickly,hesaid:

"LastsummerIlivedoutsidethetowninabungalowonthePearlRoad。Fearing'shousewasnexttomine。ThiswasbeforeMrs。

Adairwenttoliveattheagency,andwhileshewasaloneinanotherbungalowfartherdowntheroad。Iwasillthatsummer;

mynerveswentbackonme。Icouldn'tsleep。Iusedtositallnightonmyverandaandprayforthesuntorise。FromwhereIsatitwasdarkandnoonecouldseeme,butIcouldseetheverandaofFearing'shouseandintohisgarden。AndnightafternightIsawMrs。AdaircreepoutofFearing'shouse,sawhimwalkwithhertothegate,sawhimintheshadowofthebushestakeherinhisarms,andsawthemkiss。"Thevoiceoftheconsulrosesharply。"NooneknowsthatbutyouandI,and,"hecrieddefiantly,"itisimpossibleforustobelieveillofPollyAdair。Theeasyexplanationwerefuse。Itisintolerable。

AndsoyoumustbelieveasIbelieve;thatwhenshevisitedFearingbynightshewenttohimbecauseshehadtherighttogotohim,becausealreadyshewashiswife。AndnowwheneveryoneherebelievestheymetforthefirsttimeinZanzibar,whennoonewillbesurprisediftheyshouldmarry,theywillgothroughtheceremonyagain,andliveasmanandwife,astheyare,astheywerebeforehefledfromAmerica!"

Hemingwaywasseatedwithhiselbowsonthetableandhisfaceinhishands。HewassolongsilentthatHarrisstruckthetableroughlywithhispalm。

"Well,"hedemanded,"whydon'tyouspeak?Doyoudoubther?

Don'tyoubelievesheishiswife?"

"Irefusetobelieveanythingelse!"saidHemingway。Herose,andslowlyandheavilymovedtowardthedoor。"AndIwillnottroublethemanymore,"headded。"I'llleaveatsunriseontheEitel。"

Harrisexclaimedindismay,butHemingwaydidnothearhim。Inthedoorwayhehaltedandturnedback。Fromhisvoicealltraceofemotionhaddeparted。"Why,"heaskeddully,"doyouthinkFearingisafugitive?Notthatitmatterstoher,sincesheloveshim,orthatitmatterstome。OnlyIwouldliketothinkyouwerewrong。Iwanthertohaveonlythebest。"

Againtheconsulmovedunhappily。

"Ioughtn'ttotellyou,"heprotested,"andifIdoIoughttotelltheStateDepartment,andadetectiveagencyfirst。Theyhavethecall。

Theywanthim,oramandamnedlikehim。"Hisvoicedroppedtoawhisper。"ThemanwantedisHenryBrownell,acashierofabankinWaltham,Mass。,thirty-fiveyearsofage,smooth-shaven,college-bred,speakingwithamarkedNewEnglandaccent,and——andwithothermarksthatfitFearinglikethecoveronabook。ThedepartmentandthePinkertonshavebeendevillingthelifeoutofmeaboutitforninemonths。TheyarepositiveheisonthecoastofAfrica。Iputthemoff。

Iwasn'tsure。"

"You'vebeenprotectingthem,"saidHemingway。

"Iwasn'tsure,"reiteratedHarris。"AndifIwere,thePinkertonscandotheirownsleuthing。Theman'slivinghonestlynow,anyway,isn'the?"

hedemanded;"andsheloveshim。Atleastshe'sstuckbyhim。WhyshouldIpunishher?"

Histoneseemedtochallengeandupbraid。

"GoodGod!"criedtheother,"I'mnotblamingyou!I'dbeproudofthechancetodoasmuch。IaskedbecauseI'dliketogoawaythinkingshe'scontent,thinkingshe'shappywithhim。"

"Doesn'titlookasthoughshewere?"Harrisprotested。"She'sfollowedhim——followedhimhalfaroundtheglobe。Ifshe'dbeenhappierawayfromhim,she'dhavestayedawayfromhim。"

Sointenthadbeenthemenupontheirtalkthatneitherhadnotedthepassingoftheminutesor,whatatothertimeswasaneventofmoment,thatthemailsteamerhaddistributedhermailandpassengers;andwhenaservantenteredbearinglamps,andfromtheofficetheconsul'sclerkappearedwithabundleoflettersfromtheEitel,bothweretakenbysurprise。

"Solate?"exclaimedHemingway。"Imustgo。IfI'mtosailwiththeEitelatdaybreak,I'velittletime!"

Buthedidnotgo。

AsheadvancedtowardHarriswithhishandoutstretchedinadieu,thefaceoftheconsulhaltedhim。Withtheletters,theclerkhadplaceduponthetableavisiting-card,andasitlayinthecircleoflightfromthelamptheconsul,asthoughitwerealiveandmenacing,staredatitinfascination。Movingstiffly,heturneditsothatHemingwaycouldsee。OnitHemingwayread,"GeorgeS。Sheyer,"and,onalowerline,"RepresentingWilliamL。Pinkerton。"

Tothewomanhelovedthecalamitytheydreadedhadcome,andHemingway,withagroanofdismay,exclaimedaloud:

"Itistheend!"

Fromthedarknessoftheouterofficeamansteppedsoftlyintothecircleofthelamp。Theycouldseehisfigureonlyfromthewaistdown;therestofhimwasblurredinshadows。

"'Itistheend'?"herepeatedinquiringly。Hespokethephrasewithpeculiaremphasis,asthoughtoimpressituponthememoryofthetwoothers。Hisvoicewascool,alert,authoritative。"Theendofwhat?"hedemandedsharply。

Thequestionwasmostdifficult。Inthesilencethedetectivemovedintothelight。Hewastallandstronglybuilt,hisfacewasshrewdandintelligent。Hemighthavebeenaprosperousmanofbusiness。

"Whichofyouistheconsul?"heasked。ButhedidnottakehiseyesfromHemingway。

"Iamtheconsul,"saidHarris。ButstillthedetectivedidnotturnfromHemingway。

"Why,"heasked,"didthisgentleman,whenhereadmycard,say,'Itistheend'?Theendofwhat?Hasanythingbeengoingonherethatcametoanendwhenhesawmycard?"

Disconcerted,indeepembarrassment,Harrisstruggledforaword。

Buthisdistresswasnotobservedbythedetective。Hiseyes,suspiciousandaccusing,stillwerefixeduponHemingway,andundertheirscrutinyHarrissawhisfriendslowlyretreat,slowlycrumpleupintoachair,slowlyraisehishandstocoverhisface。Asthoughinanightmare,heheardhimsayingsavagely:

"Itistheendoftwoyearsofhell,itistheendoftwoyearsoffearandagony!NowIshallhavepeace。NowIshallsleep!

IthankGodyou'vecome!IthankGodIcangoback!"

Harrisbrokethespellbyleapingtohisfeet。Hesprangbetweenthetwomen。

"Whatdoesthismean?"hecommanded。

Hemingwayraisedhiseyesandsurveyedhimsteadily。

"Itmeans,"hesaid,"thatIhavedeceivedyou,Harris——thatIamthemanyoutoldmeof,Iamthemantheywant。"Heturnedtotheofficer。

"Ifooledhimforfourmonths,"hesaid。"Icouldn'tfoolyouforfiveminutes。"

Theeyesofthedetectivedancedwithsuddenexcitement,joy,andtriumph。HeshotaneagerglancefromHemingwaytotheconsul。

"Thisman,"hedemanded;"whoishe?"

WithanimpatientgestureHemingwaysignifiedHarris。

"Hedoesn'tknowwhoIam,"hesaid。"HeknowsmeasHemingway。

IamHenryBrownell,ofWaltham,Mass。"Againhisfacesankintothepalmsofhishands。"AndI'mtired——tired,"hemoaned。"Iamsickofnotknowing,sickofrunningaway。Igivemyselfup。"

Thedetectivebreathedasighofreliefthatseemedtoissuefromhissoul。

"MyGod,"hesighed,"you'vegivenmealongchase!I'vehadelevenmonthsofyou,andI'massickofthisasyouare。"Herecoveredhimselfsharply。Asthoughrecitinganincantation,headdressedHemingwayincrisp,emotionlessnotes。

"HenryBrownell,"hechanted,"IarrestyouinthenameofthecommonwealthofMassachusettsfortherobbery,onOctobertheeleventh,nineteenhundredandnine,oftheWalthamTitleandTrustCompany。Iunderstand,"headded,"youwaiveextraditionandreturnwithmeofyourownfreewill?"

Withhisfacestillinhishands,Hemingwaymurmuredassent。Thedetectivesteppedbrisklyanduninvitedtothetableandseatedhimself。

Hewasbeamingwithtriumph,withpleasurableexcitement。

"Iwanttosendamessagehome,Mr。Consul,"hesaid。"MayIuseyourcableblanks?"

HarriswasstillstandinginthecentreoftheroomlookingdownuponthebowedheadandshouldersofHemingway。Since,inamazement,hehadsprungtowardhim,hehadnotspoken。Andhewasstillsilent。

InsidetheskullofWilburHarris,ofIowa,U。S。A。,AmericanconsultoZanzibar,EastAfrica,therewasgoingforwardamightystrugglethatwasnotfittoputintowords。ForHarrisandhisconsciencehadmetandwereatodds。Onewayortheotherthefightmustbesettledatonce,andwhateverhedecidedmustbeforalltime。Thisheunderstood,andashissympathiesandconsciencestruggledforthemasterythepenofthedetective,scratchingatracingspeedacrossthepaper,warnedhimthatonlyafewsecondswerelefthiminwhichtoprotestorelsetoforeverafterholdhispeace。

SorealistichadbeentheactingofHemingwaythatforaninstantHarrishimselfhadbeendeceived。Butonlyforaninstant。WithhisknowledgeofthecircumstanceshesawthatHemingwaywasnotconfessingtoacrimeofhisown,butdrawingacrossthetrailoftherealcriminaltheconvenientandusefulredherring。HeknewthatalreadyHemingwayhaddeterminedtosailthenextmorning。InleavingZanzibarhewasmakingnosacrifice。Hemerelywascarryingouthisoriginalplan,andbytakingawaywithhimthedetectivewasgivingBrownellandhiswifeatleastamonthinwhichtoagainlosethemselves。

Whatwashisowndutyhecouldnotdetermine。ThatofHemingwayheknewnothing,hecouldtruthfullytestify。AndifnowHemingwayclaimedtobeHenryBrownell,hehadnocertainknowledgetothecontrary。ThatthroughhisadventureHemingwaywouldcometoharmdidnotgreatlydisturbhim。HeforesawthathisfriendneedonlysendawirelessfromNantucketandatthewharfwitnesseswouldswarmtoestablishhisidentityandmakeitevidentthedetectivehadblundered。AndinthemeanwhileBrownellandhiswife,insomesettlementstillfurtherremovedfromobservation,wouldforthesecondtimehavefortifiedthemselvesagainstpursuitandcapture。HesawtheeyesofHemingwayfixeduponhiminappealandwarning。

Thebriskvoiceofthedetectivebrokethesilence。

"Youwilltestify,ifneedbe,Mr。Consul,"hesaid,"thatyouheardtheprisoneradmithewasHenryBrownellandthathesurrenderedhimselfofhisownfreewill?"

Foraninstanttheconsulhesitated,thenhenoddedstiffly。

"Iheardhim,"hesaid。

Threehourslater,atteno'clockofthesameevening,thedetectiveandHemingwayleanedtogetherontherailoftheCrownPrinceEitel。Forward,intheglareofhercargolights,tothepuffingandcreakingofderricksanddonkeyengines,bundlesofbeeswax,ofrawhides,andprecioustusksofivorywerebeinghurledintothehold;fromtheshore-boatsclingingtotheship'ssidescametheshrieksoftheZanzibarboys,fromthesmoking-roomtheblareofthesteward'sbandandtheclinkofglasses。ThoseoftheyouthofZanzibarwhowereonboard,theGermanandEnglishclerksandagents,sawinthepresenceofHemingwayonlyapurposesimilartotheirown;thedesireofahomesickexiletogazeuponthemirroredgloriesoftheEitel'ssaloon,atthefacesofwhitemenandwomen,tolistentohome-mademusic,todrinkhome-brewedbeer。Ashepassedthesmoking-roomtheycalledtohim,andtothestrangerathiselbow,butheonlynoddedsmilingand,avoidingthem,ascendedtotheshadowofthedesertedboat-deck。

"Youaresure,"hesaid,"youtoldnoone?"

"Noone,"thedetectiveanswered。"Ofcourseyourhotelproprietorknowsyou'resailing,buthedoesn'tknowwhy。And,bysunrise,we'llbewelloutatsea。"

ThewordscaughtHemingwaybythethroat。Heturnedhiseyestothetownlyinglikeafieldofsnowinthemoonlight。Somewhereononeofitsflatroofsamerrydinner-partywaslaughing,drinking,perhapsregrettinghisabsence,wonderingathisexcuseofsuddenillness。Shewasthere,andhewiththedetectivelikeashadowathiselbow,wassailingoutofherlifeforever。Hehadseenherforthelasttime:thatmorningforthelasttimehadlookedintohereyes,hadheldherhandsinhis。Hesawthewhitebeach,thewhitefortress-likewalls,thehanginggardens,thecourtesyingpalms,dimly。Itwasamongthosethathewhohadthoughthimselfcontent,hadfoundhappiness,andhadthenseenitdeserthimandtakeoutofhislifepleasureinallotherthings。Withapainthatseemedimpossibletosupport,heturnedhisbackuponZanzibarandallitmeanttohim。

And,asheturned,hefaced,comingtowardhim,acrossthemoonlitdeck,Fearing。

Hisinstinctwastocryouttothemaninwarning,buthissecondthoughtshowedhimthatthroughhisveryefforttoprotecttheother,hemightbringabouthisundoing。So,helplesstoprevent,inagitationandalarm,hewaitedinsilence。Ofthetwomen,Fearingappearedtheleastdisturbed。Withapolitebutauthoritativegestureheturnedtothedetective。"Ihavesomethingtosaytothisgentlemanbeforehesails,"

hesaid;"wouldyoukindlystandoverthere?"

Hepointedacrosstheemptydeckattheotherrail。

Inthealert,confidentyoungmanintheEnglishmess-jacket,clean-shavenandbronzedbythesunsoftheequator,thedetectivesawnolikenesstothepale,beardedbankclerkoftheNewEnglandcity。This,heguessed,mustbesomeEnglishofficial,somefriendofBrownell'swhogenerouslyhadcometobidtheunfortunatefugitiveGodspeed。

Assuredofthis,thedetectivealsobowedpolitely,and,outofhearing,butwithhisprisonerinfullview,tookupapositionagainsttherailopposite。

Turninghisbackuponthedetective,andfacingHemingwaywithhiseyesclosetohis,Fearingbeganabruptly。Hisvoicewassunktoawhisper,buthespokewithouttheslightestsignoftrepidation,withoutthehesitationofaninstant。

"Twoyearsago,whenIwasindicted,"hewhispered,"andranaway,PollypaidbackhalfofthesumIstole。Thatleftherwithoutapenny;that'swhyshetooktothistypewriting。Sincethen,Ihavepaidbacknearlyalltherest。ButPollywasnotsatisfied。Shewantedmetotakemypunishmentandstartfresh。

Sheknewtheywerewatchinghersoshecouldn'twritethistome,butshecametomebyaroundaboutway,takingayeartogethere。Andallthetimeshe'sbeenhere,she'sbeenbeggingmetogobackandgivemyselfup。Icouldn'tseeit。IknewinafewmonthsI'dhavepaidbackallItook,andIthoughtthatwasenough。

Iwantedtokeepoutofjail。ButshesaidImusttakemymedicineinourowncountry,andstartsquarewithacleanslate。She'sdonealotforme,andwhetherI'dhavedonethatforherornot,Idon'tknow。Butnow,Imust!Whatyoudidto-nighttosaveme,leavesmenochoice。So,I'llsail——"

Withanexclamationofanger,Hemingwaycaughttheotherbytheshoulderanddraggedhimcloser。

"Tosaveyou!"hewhispered。"Noone'sthinkingofyou。Ididn'tdoitforyou。Ididit,thatyoubothcouldescapetogether,togiveyoutime——"

"ButItellyou,"protestedFearing,"shedoesn'twantmetoescape。

Andmaybeshe'sright。Anyway,we'resailingwithyouat——"

"We?"echoedHemingway。

Thatagainhewastoseethewomanheloved,thatforsixweeksthroughsummerseashewouldtravelinhercompany,filledhimwithalarm,withdistress,withawonderfulhappiness。

"We?"hewhispered,steadyinghisvoice。"Then——thenyourwifeisgoingwithyou?"

Fearinggazedathimasthoughtheotherhadsuddenlygonemad。

"Mywife!"heexclaimed。"Ihaven'tgotawife!"IfyoumeanPolly——Mrs。Adair,sheismysister!Andshewantstothankyou。

She'sbelow——"

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