But,nowthatIremember,oneofyouhasalreadybeenthere,andcanshowtheway。Gentlemen,adieu!
Theypaidfortheirwine,andlefttheplace。TheeyesofMonsieurDefargewerestudyinghiswifeatherknittingwhentheelderlygentlemanadvancedfromhiscorner,andbeggedthefavourofaword。
`Willingly,sir,'saidMonsieurDefarge,andquietlysteppedwithhimtothedoor。
Theirconferencewasveryshort,butverydecided。Almostatthefirstword,MonsieurDefargestartedandbecamedeeplyattentive。Ithadnotlastedaminute,whenhenoddedandwentout。Thegentlemanthenbeckonedtotheyounglady,andthey,too,wentout。MadameDefargeknittedwithnimblefingersandsteadyeyebrows,andsawnothing。
Mr。JarvisLorryandMissManette,emergingfromthewine-shopthus,joinedMonsieurDefargeinthedoorwaytowhichhehaddirectedhisothercompanyjustbefore。Itopenedfromastinkinglittleblackcourt-yard,andwasthegeneralpublicentrancetoagreatpileofhouses,inhabitedbyagreatnumberofpeople。Inthegloomytile-pavedentrytothegloomytile-pavedstaircase,MonsieurDefargebentdownononekneetothechildofhisoldmaster,andputherhandtohislips。Itwasagentleaction,butnotatallgentlydone;averyremarkabletransformationhadcomeoverhiminafewseconds。Hehadnogood-humourinhisface,noranyopennessofaspectleft,buthadbecomeasecret,angry,dangerousman。
`Itisveryhigh;itisalittledifficult。Bettertobeginslowly。'
Thus,MonsieurDefarge,inasternvoice,toMr。Lorry,astheybeganascendingthestairs。
`Ishealone?'thelatterwhispered。
`Alone!Godhelphim,whoshouldbewithhim?'saidtheother,inthesamelowvoice。
`Ishe,alwaysalone,then?'
`Yes。
`Ofhisowndesire?'
`Ofhisownnecessity。Ashewas,whenIfirstsawhimaftertheyfoundmeanddemandedtoknowifIwouldtakehim,and,atmyperilbediscreet——hashewasthen,soheisnow。
`Heisgreatlychanged?'
`Changed!'
Thekeeperofthewine-shopstoppedtostrikethewallwithhishand,andmutteratremendouscurse。Nodirectanswercouldhavebeenhalfsoforcible。Mr。Lorry'sspiritsgrewheavierandheavier,asheandhistwocompanionsascendedhigherandhigher。
Suchastaircase,withitsaccessories,intheolderandmorecrowdedpartsofParis,wouldbebadenoughnow;but,atthattime,itwasvileindeedtounaccustomedandunhardenedsenses。Everylittlehabitationwithinthegreatfoulnestofonehighbuilding——thatistosay,theroomorroomswithineverydoorthatopenedonthegeneralstaircase——leftitsownheapofrefuseonitsownlanding,besidesRingingotherrefusefromitsownwindows。Theuncontrollableandhopelessmassofdecompositionsoengendered,wouldhavepollutedtheair,evenifpovertyanddeprivationhadnotloadeditwit!'theirintangibleimpurities;theMobadsourcescombinedmadeitalmostinsupportable。Throughsuchanatmosphere,byasteepdarkshaftofdirtandpoison,thewaylay。Yieldingtohisowndisturbanceofmind,andtohisyoungcompanion'sagitation,whichbecamegreatereveryinstant,Mr。JarvisLorrytwicestoppedtorest。Eachofthesestoppageswasmadeatadolefulgrating,bywhichanylanguishinggoodairsthatwereleftuncorruptedseemedtoescape,andallspoiltandsicklyvapoursseemedtocrawlin。Throughtherustedbars,tastes,ratherthanglimpses,werecaughtofthejumbledneighbourhood;andnothingwithinrange,nearerorlowerthanthesummitsofthetwo-greattowersofNotre-Dame,hadanypromiseonitofhealthylifeorwholesomeaspirations。
Atlast,thetopofthestaircasewasgained,andtheystoppedforthethirdtime。Therewasyetanupperstaircase,ofasteeperinclinationandofcontracteddimensions,tobeascended,beforethegarretstorywasreached。Thekeeperofthewine-shop,alwaysgoingalittleinadvance,andalwaysgoingonthesidewhichMr。Lorrytook,asthoughhedreadedtobeaskedanyquestionbytheyounglady,turnedhimselfabouthere,and,carefullyfeelinginthepocketsofthecoathecarriedoverhisshoulder,tookoutakey。
`Thedoorislockedthen,myfriend?'saidMr。Lorry',surprised。
`Ay。Yes,'wasthegrimreplyofMonsieurDefarge。
`Youthinkitnecessarytokeeptheunfortunategentlemansoretired?'
`Ithinkitnecessarytoturnthekey。'MonsieurDefargewhispereditcloserinhisear,andfrownedheavily。
`Why?'
`Why!Becausehehaslivedsolong,lockedup,thathewouldbefrightened——rave——tearhimselftopieces——die——cometoIknownotwhatharm-ifhisdoorwasleftopen。'
`Isitpossible?'exclaimedMr。Lorry。
`Isitpossible?'repeatedDefarge,bitterly。`Yes。Andabeautifulworldwelivein,whenitispossible,andwhenmanyothersuchthingsarepossible,andnotonlypossible,butdone——done,seeyou!——underthatskythere,everyday。LonglivetheDevil。Letusgoon。'
Thisdialoguehadbeenheldinsoverylowawhisper,thatnotawordofithadreachedtheyounglady'sears。But,bythistimeshetrembledundersuchstrongemotion,andherfaceexpressedsuchdeepanxiety,and,aboveall,suchdreadandterror,thatMr。Lorryfeltitincumbentonhimtospeakawordortwoofreassurance。
`Courage,dearmiss!Courage!Business!Theworstwillbeoverinamoment;itisbutpassingtheroom-door,andtheworstisover。Then,allthegoodyoubringtohim,alltherelief,allthehappinessyoubringtohim,begin。Letourgoodfriendhere,assistyouonthatside。That'swell,friendDefarge。Come,now。Business,business!'
Theywentupslowlyandsoftly。Thestaircasewasshort,andtheyweresoonatthetop。There,asithadanabruptturninit,theycameallatonceinsightofthreemen,whoseheadswerebentdownclosetogetheratthesideofadoor,andwhowereintentlylookingintotheroomtowhichthedoorbelonged,throughsomechinksorholesinthewall。Onhearingfootstepscloseathand,thesethreeturned,androse,andshowedthemselvestobethethreeofonenamewhohadbeendrinkinginthewine-shop。
`Iforgottheminthesurpriseofyourvisit,'explainedMonsieurDefarge。`Leaveus,goodboys;wehavebusiness'here。'
Thethreeglidedby,andwentsilentlydown。
Thereappearingtobenootherdooronthatfloor,andthekeeperofthewine-shopgoingstraighttothisonewhentheywereleftalone,Mr。Lorryaskedhiminawhisper,withlittleanger:
`DoyoumakeashowofMonsieurManette?'
`Ishowhim,inthewayyouhaveseen,toachosenfew。'
`Isthatwell?'
`Ithinkitiswell。'
`Whoarethefew?Howdoyouchoosethem?'
`Ichoosethemasrealmen,ofmyname——Jacquesismyname——towhomthesightislikelytodogood。EnoughyouareEnglish;thatisanotherthing。Staythere,ifyouplease,alittlemoment。'
Withanadmonitorygesturetokeepthemback,hestooped,andlookedinthroughthecreviceinthewall。Soonraisinghisheadagain,hestrucktwiceorthriceuponthedoor——evidentlywithnootherobjectthantomakeanoisethereWiththesameintention,hedrewthekeyacrossit,threeorfourtimes,beforeheputitclumsilyintothelock,andturneditasheavilyashecould。
Thedoorslowlyopenedinwardunderhishand,andhelookedintotheroomandsaidsomething。Afaintvoiceansweredsomething。Littlemorethanasinglesyllablecouldhavebeenspokenoneitherside。
Helookedbackoverhisshoulder,andbeckonedthemccenter。
Mr。Lorrygothisarmsecurelyroundthedaughterwaist,andheldher;
forhefeltthatshewassinking。
`A——a——a——business,business!'heurged,withamoisturethatwasnotofbusinessshiningonhischeek。`Comeincomein!'
`Iamafraidofit,'sheanswered,shuddering。
`Ofit?What?'
`Imeanofhim。Ofmyfather。'
Renderedinamannerdesperate,byherstateandbythebeckoningoftheirconductor,hedrewoverhisneckthearmthatshookuponhisshoulder,liftedheralittle,andhurriedherintotheroom。Hesetherdownjustwithinthedoorandheldher,clingingtohim。
Defargedrewoutthekey,closedthedoor,lockeditontheinside,tookoutthekeyagain,andhelditinhishand。Allthishedid,methodically,andwithasloudandharshanaccompanimentofnoiseashecouldmake。
Finally,hewalkedacrosstheroomwithameasuredtreadtowherethewindowwas。Hestoppedthere,andfacedround。
Thegarret,builttobeadepositoryforfirewoodandthelike,wasdimanddark:forthewindowofdormershape,wasintruthadoorintheroof,withalittlecraneoveritforthehoistingupofstoresfromthestreet:unglazed,analclosingupthemiddleintwopieces,likeanyotherdoorofFrenchconstruction。Toexcludethecold,onehalfofthindoorwasfastclosed,andtheotherwasopenedbutaverylittleway。Suchascantyportionoflightwasadmittedthroughthesemeans,thatitwasdifficult,onfirstcomingin,toseeanything;andlonghabitalonecouldhaveslowlyformedinanyone,theabilitytodoanyworkrequiringnicetyinsuchobscurity。Yet,workofthatkindwasbeingdoneinthegarret;
for,withhisbacktowardsthedoor,andhisfacetowardsthewindowwherethekeeperofthewine-shopstoodlookingathim,awhite-hairedmansatonalowbench,stoopingforwardandverybusy,makingshoes。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheFirst[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]CHAPTERVITheShoemaker`GOODDAY!'saidMonsieurDefarge,lookingdownathewhiteheadthatbentlowovertheshoemaking。
Itwasraisedforamoment,andaveryfaintvoicerespondedtothesalutation,asifitwereatadistance:
`Goodday!'
`Youarestillhardatwork,Isee?'
Afteralongsilence,theheadwasliftedforanothermoment,andthevoicereplied,`Yes——Iamworking。'Thistime,apairofhaggardeyeshadlookedatthequestioner,beforethefacehaddroppedagain。
Thefaintnessofthevoicewaspitiableanddreadful。Itwasnotthefaintnessofphysicalweakness,thoughconfinementandhardfarenodoubthadtheirpartinit。Itsdeplorablepeculiaritywas,thatitwasthefaintnessofsolitudeanddisuse。Itwaslikethelastfeebleechoofasoundmadelongandlongago。Soentirelyhaditlostthelifeandresonanceofthehumanvoice,thatitaffectedthesenseslikeaoncebeautifulcolourfadedawayintoapoorweakstain。Sosunkenandsuppresseditwas,thatitwaslikeavoiceunder-ground。Soexpressiveitwas,ofahopelessandlostcreature,thatafamishedtraveller,weariedOutbylonelywanderinginawilderness,wouldhaverememberedhomeandfriendsinsuchatonebeforelyingdowntodie。
Someminutesofsilentworkhadpassed:andthehaggardeyeshadlookedupagain:notwithanyinterestorcuriosity,butwithadullmechanicalperception,beforehand,thatthespotwheretheonlyvisitortheywereawareofhadstood,wasnotyetempty。
`Iwant,'saidDefarge,whohadnotremovedhisgazefromtheshoemaker,`toletinalittlemorelighthere。Youcanbearalittlemore?'
Theshoemakerstoppedhiswork;lookedwithavacantairoflistening,atthefloorononesideofhim;thensimilarly,atthefloorontheothersideofhim;then,upwardatthespeaker。
`Whatdidyousay?'
`Youcanbearalittlemorelight?'
`Imustbearit,ifyouletitin。'(Layingthepalestshadowofastressuponthesecondword。)
Theopenedhalf-doorwasopenedalittlefurther,andsecuredatthatangleforthetime。Abroadrayoflightfellintothegarret,andshowedtheworkmanwithanun-finishedshoeuponhislap,pausinginhislabour。Hisfewcommontoolsandvariousscrapsofleatherwereathisfeetandonhisbench。Hehadawhitebeard,raggedlycut,butnotverylong,ahollowface,andexceedinglybrighteyes。Thehollownessandthinnessofhisfacewouldhavecausedthemtolooklarge,underhisyetdarkeyebrowsandhisconfusedwhitehair,thoughtheyhadbeenreallyotherwise;but,theywerenaturallylarge,andlookedun-naturallyso。
Hisyellowragsofshirtlayopenatthethroat,andshowedhisbodytobewitheredandworn。He,andhisoldcanvasfrock,andhisloosestockings,andallhispoortattersofclothes,had,inalongseclusionfromdirectlightandair,fadeddowntosuchadulluniformityofparchment-yellow,thatitwouldhavebeenhardtosaywhichwaswhich。
Hehadputupahandbetweenhiseyesandthelight,andtheverybonesofitseemedtransparent。Sohesat,withasteadfastlyvacantgaze,pausinginhiswork。Heneverlookedatthefigurebeforehim,withoutfirstlookingdownonthissideofhimself,thenonthat,asifhehadlostthehabitofassociatingplacewithsound;heneverspoke,withoutfirstpanderinginthismanner,andforgettingtospeak。
`Areyougoingtofinishthatpairofshoesto-day?'askedDefarge,motioningtoMr。Lorrytocomeforward。
`Whatdidyousay?'
`Doyoumeantofinishthatpairofshoesto-day?'`Ican'tsaythatImeanto。Isupposeso。Idon'tknow。'
But,thequestionremindedhimofhiswork,andhebentoveritagain。
Mr。Lorrycamesilentlyforward,leavingthedaughterbythedoor。
Whenhehadstood,foraminuteortwo,bythesideofDefarge,theshoemakerlookedup。Heshowednosurpriseatseeinganotherfigure,buttheunsteadyfingersofoneofhishandsstrayedtohislipsashelookedatit(hislipsandhisnailswereofthesamepalelead-colour),andthenthehanddroppedtohiswork,andheoncemorebentovertheshoe。Thelookandtheactionhadoccupiedbutaninstant。
`Youhaveavisitor,yousee,'saidMonsieurDefarge。
`Whatdidyousay?'
`Hereisavisitor。'
Theshoemakerlookedupasbefore,butwithoutremovingahandfromhiswork。
`Come!'saidDefarge。`Hereismonsieur,whoknowsawell-madeshoewhenheseesone。Showhimthatshoeyouareworkingat。Takeit,monsieur。'
Mr。Lorrytookitinhishand。
`Tellmonsieurwhatkindofshoeitis,andthemaker'sname。'
Therewasalongerpausethanusual,beforetheshoe-makerreplied:
`Iforgetwhatitwasyouaskedme。Whatdidyousay?'
`Isaid,couldn'tyoudescribethekindofshoe,formonsieur'sinformation?'
`Itisalady'sshoe。Itisayounglady'swalking-shoe。Itisinthepresentmode。Ineversawthemode。Ihavehadapatterninmyhand。'
Heglancedattheshoewithsomelittlepassingtouchofpride。
`Andthemaker'sname?'saidDefarge。
Nowthathehadnoworktohold,helaidtheknucklesoftherighthandinthehollowoftheleft,andthentheknucklesofthelefthandinthehollowoftheright,andthenpassedahandacrosshisbeardedchin,andsooninregularchanges,withoutamoment'sintermission。Thetaskofrecallinghimfromthevacancyintowhichhealwayssankwhenhehadspoken,waslikerecallingsomeveryweakpersonfromaswoon,orendeavouring,inthehopeofsomedisclosure,tostaythespiritofafast-dyingman。
`Didyouaskmeformyname?'
`AssuredlyIdid。'
`OneHundredandFive,NorthTower。'
`Isthatall?'
`OneHundredandFive,NorthTower。'
Withawearysoundthatwasnotasigh,noragroan,hebenttoworkagain,untilthesilencewasagainbroken。
`Youarenotashoemakerbytrade?'saidMr。Lorry,lookingsteadfastlyathim。
HishaggardeyesturnedtoDefargeasifhewouldhavetransferredthequestiontohim:butasnohelpcamefromthatquarter,theyturnedbackonthequestionerwhentheyhadsoughttheground。
`Iamnotashoemakerbytrade?No,Iwasnotashoe-makerbytrade。I——Ilearn'tithere。Itaughtmyself。Iaskedleaveto——'
Helapsedaway,evenforminutes,ringingthosemeasuredchangesonhishandsthewholetime。Hiseyescameslowlyback,atlast,tothefacefromwhichtheyhadwandered;whentheyrestedonit,hestarted,andresumed,inthemannerofasleeperthatmomentawake,revertingtoasubjectoflastnight。
`Iaskedleavetoteachmyself,andIgotitwithmuchdifficultyafteralongwhile,andIhavemadeshoeseversince。'
Asheheldouthishandfortheshoethathadbeentakenfromhim,Mr。Lorrysaid,stilllookingsteadfastlyinhisface:
`MonsieurManette,doyouremembernothingofme?'
Theshoedroppedtotheground,andhesatlookingfixedlyatthequestioner。
`MonsieurManette;'Mr。LorrylaidhishanduponDefarge'sarm;
`doyouremembernothingofthisman?Lookathim。Lookatme。Istherenooldbanker,nooldbusiness,nooldservant,nooldtime,risinginyourmind,MonsieurManette?'
Asthecaptiveofmanyyearssatlookingfixedly,byturns,atMr。LorryandatDefarge,somelongobliteratedmarksofanactivelyintentintelligenceinthemiddleofthefore-head,graduallyforcedthemselvesthroughtheblackmistthathadfallenonhim。Theywereovercloudedagain,theywerefainter,theyweregone;buttheyhadbeenthere。Andsoexactlywastheexpressionrepeatedonthefairyoungfaceofherwhohadcreptalongthewalltoapointwhereshecouldseehim,andwhereshenowstoodlookingathim,withhandswhichatfirsthadbeenonlyraisedinfrightenedcompassion,ifnoteventokeephimoffandshutoutthesightofhim,butwhichwerenowextendingtowardshim,tremblingwitheagernesstolaythespectralfaceuponherwarmyoungbreast,andloveitbacktolifeandhope——soexactlywastheexpressionrepeated(thoughinstrongercharacters)
onherfairyoungface,thatitlookedasthoughithadpassedlikeamovinglight,fromhimtoher。
Darknesshadfallenonhiminitsplace。Helookedatthetwo,lessandlessattentively,andhiseyesingloomyabstractionsoughtthegroundandlookedabouthimintheoldway。Finally,withadeeplongsigh,hetooktheshoeup,andresumedhiswork。
`Haveyourecognisedhim,monsieur?'askedDefargeinawhisper。
`Yes;foramoment。AtfirstIthoughtitquitehope-less,butIhaveunquestionablyseen,forasinglemoment,thefacethatIonceknewsowell。Hush!Letusdrawfurtherback。Hush!'
Shehadmovedfromthewallofthegarret,veryneartothebenchonwhichhesat。Therewassomethingawfulinhisunconsciousnessofthefigurethatcouldhaveputoutitshandandtouchedhimasliestoopedoverhislabour。
Notawordwasspoken,notasoundwasmade。Shestood,likeaspirit,besidehim,andhebentoverhiswork。
Ithappened,atlength,thathehadoccasiontochangetheinstrumentinhishand,forhisshoemaker'sknife。Itlayonthatsideofhimwhichwasnotthesideonwhichshestood。Hehadtakenitup,andwasstoopingtoworkagain,whenhiseyescaughttheskirtofherdress。Heraisedthem,andsawherface。Thetwospectatorsstartedforward,hutshestayedthemwithamotionofherhand。Shehadnofearofhisstrikingatherwiththeknife,thoughtheyhad。
Hestaredatherwithafearfullook,andafterawhilehislipsbegantoformsomewords,thoughnosoundproceededfromthem。Bydegrees,inthepausesofhisquickandlabouredbreathing,hewasheardtosay:
`Whatisthis?'
Withthetearsstreamingdownherface,sheputhertwohandstoherlips,andkissedthemtohim;thenclaspedthemonherbreast,asifshelaidhisruinedheadthere。
`Youarenotthegaoler'sdaughter?'
Shesighed`No。'
`Whoareyou?'
Notyettrustingthetonesofhervoice,shesatdownonthebenchbesidehim。Herecoiled,butshelaidherhanduponhisarm。Astrangethrillstruckhimwhenshedidso,andvisiblypassedoverhisframe;helaidtheknifedownsoftly,ashesatstaringather。
Hergoldenhair,whichsheworeinlongcurls,hadbeenhurriedlypushedaside,andfelldownoverherneck。Advancinghishandbylittleandlittle,hetookitupandlookedatit。Inthemidstoftheactionhewentastray,and,withanotherdeepsigh,felltoworkathisshoemaking。
Butnotforlong。Releasinghisarm,shelaidherhanduponhisshoulder。Afterlookingdoubtfullyatit,twoorthreetimes,asiftobesurethatitwasreallythere,helaiddownhiswork,puthishandtohisneck,andtookoffablackenedstringwithascrapoffoldedragattachedtoit。Heopenedthis,carefully,onhisknee,anditcontainedaverylittlequantityofhair:notmorethanoneortwolonggoldenhairs,whichhehad,insomeoldday,woundonuponhisfinger。
Hetookherhairintohishandagain,andlookedcloselyatit。
`Itisthesame。Howcanitbe!Whenwasit!Howwasit!'
Astheconcentratingexpressionreturnedtohisforehead,heseemedtobecomeconsciousthatitwasinherstoo。Heturnedherfulltothelight,andlookedather。
`Shehadlaidherheaduponmyshoulder,thatnightwhenIwassummonedout——shehadafearofmygoing,thoughIhadnone——andwhenI
wasbroughttotheNorthTowertheyfoundtheseuponmysleeve。"Youwillleavemethem?Theycanneverhelpmetoescapeinthebody,thoughtheymayinthespirit。"ThosewerethewordsIsaid。Irememberthemverywell。'
Heformedthisspeechwithhislipsmanytimesbeforehecouldutterit。Butwhenhedidfindspokenwordsforit,theycametohimcoherently,thoughslowly。
`Howwasthis?——Wasityou?'
Oncemore,thetwospectatorsstarted,asheturneduponherwithafrightfulsuddenness。Butshesatperfectlystillinhisgrasp,andonlysaid,inalowvoice,`Ientreatyou,goodgentlemen,donotcomenearus,donotspeak,donotmove!'
`Hark!'heexclaimed。`Whosevoicewasthat?'
Hishandsreleasedherasheutteredthiscry,andwentuptohiswhitehair,whichtheytoreinafrenzy。Itdiedout,aseverythingbuthisshoemakingdiddieoutofhim,andherefoldedhislittlepacketandtriedtosecureitinhisbreast;buthestilllookedather,andgloomilyshookhishead。
`No,no,no;youaretooyoung,tooblooming。Itcan'tbe。Seewhattheprisoneris。Thesearenotthehandssheknew,thisisnotthefacesheknew,thisisnotavoicesheeverheard。No,no。Shewas——andHewas——beforetheslowyearsoftheNorthTower——agesago。Whatisyourname,mygentleangel?'
Hailinghissoftenedtoneandmanner,hisdaughterfelluponherkneesbeforehim,withherappealinghandsuponhisbreast。
`O,sir,atanothertimeyoushallknowmyname,andwhomymotherwas,andwhomyfather,andhowIneverknewtheirhard,hardhistory。
ButIcannottellyouatthistime,andIcannottellyouhere。AllthatImaytellyou,hereandnow,is,thatIpraytoyoutotouchmeandtoblessme。Kissme,kissme!Omydear,mydear!'
Hiscoldwhiteheadmingledwithherradianthair,whichwarmedandlighteditasthoughitwerethelightofFreedomshiningonhim。
`Ifyouhearinmyvoice——Idon'tknowthatitisso,butIhopeitis——ifyouhearinmyvoiceanyresemblancetoavoicethatoncewassweetmusicinyourears,weepforit,weepforit!Ifyoutouch,intouchingmyhair,anythingthatrecallsabelovedheadthatlayonyourbreastwhenyouwereyoungandfree,weepforit,weepforit!If,whenIhinttoyouofaHomethatisbeforeus,whereIwillbetruetoyouwithallmydutyandwithallmyfaithfulservice,IbringbacktheremembranceofaHomelongdesolate,whileyourpoorheartpinedaway,weepforit,weepforit!'
Sheheldhimcloserroundtheneck,androckedhimonherbreastlikeachild。
`If'whenItellyou,dearestdear,thatyouragonyisover,andthatIhavecomeheretotakeyoufromit,andthatwegotoEnglandtobeatpeaceandatrest,Icauseyoutothinkofyourusefullifelaidwaste,andofournativeFrancesowickedtoyou,weepforit,weepforit!Andif'whenIshalltellyouofmyname,andofmyfatherwhoisliving,andofmymotherwhoisdead,youlearnthatIhavetokneeltomyhonouredfather,andimplorehispardonforhavingneverforhissakestrivenalldayandlainawakeandweptallnight,becausetheloveofmypoormotherhidhistorturefromme,weepforit,weepforit!Weepforher,then,andforme!Goodgentlemen,thankGod!Ifeelhissacredtearsuponmyface,andhissobsstrikeagainstmyheart。O,seeThankGodforus,thankGod!'
Hehadsunkinherarms,andhisfacedroppedonherbreast:asightsotouching,yetsoterribleinthetremendouswrongandsufferingwhichhadgonebeforeit,thatthetwobeholderscoveredtheirfaces。
Whenthequietofthegarrethadbeenlongundisturbed,andhisheavingbreastandshakenformhadlongyieldedtothecalmthatmustfollowallstorms——emblemtohumanity,oftherestandsilenceintowhichthestormcalledLifemusthushatlast——theycameforwardtoraisethefatheranddaughterfromtheground。Hehadgraduallydroppedtothefloor,andlaythereinalethargy,wornout。Shehadnestleddownwithhim,thathisheadmightlieuponherarm;andherhairdroopingoverhimcurtainedhimfromthelight。
`If,withoutdisturbinghim,'shesaid,raisingherhandtoMr。
Lorryashestoopedoverthem,afterrepeatedblowingsofhisnose,`allcouldbearrangedforourleavingParisatonce,sothat,fromtheverydoor,hecouldbetakenaway——'
`But,consider。Ishefitforthejourney?'askedMr。Lorry。
`Morefitforthat,Ithink,thantoremaininthiscity,sodreadfultohim。'
`Itistrue,'saidDefarge,whowaskneelingtolookonandhear。
`Morethanthat;MonsieurManetteis,forallreasons,bestoutofFrance。
Say,shallIhireacarriageandpost-horses?'
`That'sbusiness,'saidMr。Lorry,resumingontheshortestnoticehismethodicalmanners;`andifbusinessistobedune,Ihadbetterdoit。'
`Thenbesokind,'urgedMissManette,`astoleaveushere。Youseehowcomposedhehasbecome,andyoucannotbeafraidtoleavehimwithmenow。Whyshouldyoube?Ifyouwilllockthedoortosecureusfrominterruption,Idonotdoubtthatyouwillfindhim,whenyoucomeback,asquietasyouleavehim。Inanycase,Iwilltakecareofhimuntilyoureturn,andthenwewillremovehimstraight。'
BothMr。LorryandDefargewereratherdisinclinedtothiscourse,andinfavourofoneofthemremaining。But,astherewerenotonlycarriageandhorsestobeseento,buttravellingpapers;andastimepressed,forthedaywasdrawingtoanend,itcameatlasttotheirhastilydividingthebusinessthatwasnecessarytobedone,andhurryingawaytodoit。
Then,asthedarknessclosedin,thedaughterlaidherheaddownonthehardgroundcloseatthefather'sside,andwatchedhim。Thedarknessdeepenedanddeepened,andtheybothlayquiet,untilalightgleamedthroughthechinksinthewall。
Mr。LorryandMonsieurDefargehadmadeallreadyforthejourney,andhadbroughtwiththem,besidestravellingcloaksandwrappers,breadandmeat,wine,andhotcoffee。MonsieurDefargeputthisprovender,andthelamphecarried,ontheshoemaker'sbench(therewasnothingelseinthegarretbutapalletbed),andheandMr。Lorryrousedthecaptive,andassistedhimtohisfeet。
Nohumanintelligencecouldhavereadthemysteriesofhismind,inthescaredblankwonderofhisface。Whetherheknewwhathadhappened,whetherherecollectedwhattheyhadsaidtohim,whetherheknewthathewasfree,werequestionswhichnosagacitycouldhavesolved。Theytriedspeakingtohim;but,hewassoconfused,andsoveryslowtoanswer,thattheytookfrightathisbewilderment,andagreedforthetimetotamperwithhimnomore。Hehadawild,lostmannerofoccasionallyclaspinghisheadinhishands,thathadnotbeenseeninhimbefore;yet,hehadsomepleasureinthemeresoundofhisdaughter'svoice,andinvariablyturnedtoitwhenshespoke。
Inthesubmissivewayofonelongaccustomedtoobeyundercoercion,heateanddrankwhattheygavehimtoeatanddrink,andputonthecloakandotherwrappings,thattheygavehimtowear。Hereadilyrespondedtohisdaughter'sdrawingherarmthroughhis,andtook——andkept——herhandinbothhisown。
Theybegantodescend;MonsieurDefargegoingfirstwiththelamp,Mr。Lorryclosingthelittleprocession。Theyhadnottraversedmanystepsofthelongmainstaircasewhenhestopped,andstaredattheroofandroundatthewalls。
`Youremembertheplace,myfather?Youremembercominguphere?
`Whatdidyousay?'
But,beforeshecouldrepeatthequestion,hemurmuredananswerasifshehadrepeatedit。
`Remember?No,Idon'tremember。Itwassoverylongago。'
Thathehadnorecollectionwhateverofhishavingbeenbroughtfromhisprisontothathouse,wasapparenttothem。Theyheardhimmutter,`OneHundredandFive,NorthTower;'andwhenhelookedabouthim,itevidentlywasforthestrongfortress-wallswhichhadlongencompassedhim。Ontheirreachingthecourtyardheinstinctivelyalteredhistread,asbeinginexpectationofadrawbridge;andwhentherewasnodrawbridge,andhesawthecarriagewaitingintheopenstreet,hedroppedhisdaughter'shandandclaspedhisheadagain。
Nocrowdwasaboutthedoor;nopeoplewerediscernibleatanyofthemanywindows;notevenachancepasser-bywasinthestreet。Anunnaturalsilenceanddesertionreignedthere。Onlyonesoulhastobeseen,andthatwasMadameDefarge——wholeanedagainstthedoor-post,knitting,andsawnothing。
Theprisonerhadgotintoacoach,andhisdaughterhadfollowedhim,whenMr。Lorry'sfeetwerearrestedonthestepbyhisasking,miserably,forhisshoemakingtoolsandtheunfinishedshoes。MadameDefargeimmediatelycalledtoherhusbandthatshewouldgetthem,andwent,knitting,outofthelamplight,throughthecourt-yard。Shequicklybroughtthemdownandhandedthemin;——andimmediatelyafterwardsleanedagainstthedoor-post,knitting,andsawnothing。
Defargegotuponthebox,andgavetheword`TotheBarrier!'
Thepostilioncrackedhiswhip,andtheyclatteredawayundertheFeebleoverswinginglamps。
Undertheover-swinginglamps——swingingeverbrighterinthebetterstreets,andeverdimmerintheworse——andbylightedshops,gaycrowds,illuminatedcoffee-houses,andtheatre-doors,tooneofthecitygates。
Soldierswithlanterns,attheguard-housethere。`Yourpapers,travellers!'
`Seeherethen,MonsieurtheOfficer,'saidDefarge,gettingdown,andtakinghimgravelyapart,`thesearethepapersofmonsieurinside,withthewhitehead。Theywereconsignedtome,withhim,atthe——'Hedroppedhisvoice,therewasaflutteramongthemilitarylanterns,andoneofthembeinghandedintothecoachbyanarminuniform,theeyesconnectedwiththearmlooked,notanevery-dayoranevery-nightlook,atmonsieurwiththewhitehead。`Itiswell。Forward!'fromtheuniform。`Adieu!'
fromDefarge。Andso,underashortgroveoffeeblerandfeebleroverswinginglamps,outunderthegreatgroveofstars。
Beneaththatarchofunmovedandeternallights;some,soremotefromthislittleearththatthelearnedtellusitisdoubtfulwhethertheirrayshaveevenyetdiscoveredit,asapointinspacewhereanythingissufferedordone:theshadowsofthenightwerebroadandblack。Allthroughthecoldandrestlessinterval,untildawn,theyoncemorewhisperedintheearsofMr。JarvisLorry——sittingoppositetheburiedmanwhohadbeendugout,andwonderingwhatsubtlepowerswereforeverlosttohim,andwhatwerecapableofrestoration——theoldinquiry:
`Ihopeyoucaretoberecalledtolife?'
Andtheoldanswer:
`Ican'tsay。'
THEENDOFTHEFIRSTBOOK
[NextChapter][TableofContents]ATaleofTwoCities:BooktheSecond[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]BOOKTHESECONDTHEGOLDENTHREADCHAPTERIFiveYearsLaterTELLSON'SBankbyTempleBarwasanold-fashionedplace,evenintheyearonethousandsevenhundredandeighty。Itwasverysmall,verydark,veryugly,veryincommodious。Itwasanold-fashionedplace,moreover,inthemoralattributethatthepartnersintheHousewereproudofitssmallness,proudofitsdarkness,proudofitsugliness,proudofitsincommodiousness。
Theywereevenboastfulofitseminenceinthoseparticulars,andwerefiredbyanempressconvictionthat,ifitwerelessobjectionable,itwouldbelessrespectable。Thiswasnopassivebelief,butanactiveweaponwhichtheyflashedatmoreconvenientplacesofbusiness。Tellson's(theysaid)wantednoelbow-room,Tellson'swantednolight,Tellson'swantednoembellishment。NoakesandCo。'smight,orSnooksBrothers'might;butTellson's,thankHeaven!——
AnyoneofthesepartnerswouldhavedisinheritedhissononthequestionofrebuildingTellson's。InthisrespecttheHousewasmuchonaparwiththeCountry;whichdidveryoftendisinherititssonsforsuggestingimprovementsinlawsandcustomsthathadlongbeenhighlyobjectionable,butwereonlythemorerespectable。
Thusithadcometopass,thatTellson'swasthetriumphantperfectionofinconvenience。Afterburstingopenadoorofidioticobstinacywithaweakrattleinitsthroat,youfellintoTellson'sdowntwosteps,andcametoyoursensesinamiser-ablelittleshop,withtwolittlecounters,wheretheoldestofmenmadeyourchequeshakeasifthewindrustledit,whiletheyexaminedthesignaturebythedingiestofwindows,whichwerealwaysunderashower-bathofmudfromFleet-street,andwhichweremadethedingierbytheirownironbarsproper,andtheheavyshadowofTempleBar。Ifyourbusinessnecessitatedyourseeing`theHouse,'youwereputintoaspeciesofCondemnedHoldattheback,whereyoumeditatedonamisspentlife,untiltheHousecamewithitshandsinitspockets,andyoucouldhardlyblinkatitinthedismaltwilight。Yourmoneycameoutof'orwentinto,wormyoldwoodendrawers,particlesofwhichflewupyournoseanddownyourthroatwhentheywereopenedandshut。Yourbank-noteshadamustyodour,asiftheywerefastdecomposingintoragsagain。Yourplatewasstowedawayamongtheneighbouringcesspools,andevilcommunicationscorrupteditsgoodpolishinadayortwo。Yourdeedsgotintoextemporisedstrong-roomsmadeofkitchensandsculleries,andfrettedallthefatoutoftheirparchmentsintothebankinghouseair。Yourlighterboxesoffamilypaperswentup-stairsintoaBarmecideroom,thatalwayshadagreatdining-tableinitandneverhadadinner,andwhere,evenintheyearonethousandsevenhundredandeighty,thefirstletterswrittentoyoubyyouroldlove,orbyyourlittlechildren,werebutnewlyreleasedfromthehorrorofbeingogledthroughthewindows,bytheheadsexposedonTempleBarwithaninsensatebrutalityandferocityworthyofAbyssiniaorAshantee。
Butindeed,atthattime,puttingtodeathwasarecipemuchinvoguewithalltradesandprofessions,andnotleastofallwithTellson's。
DeathisNature'sremedyforallthings,andwhynotLegislation's?Accordingly,theforgerwasputtodeath;theuttererofabadnotewasputtoDeath;
theunlawfulopenerofaletterwasputtoDeath;thepurloineroffortyshillingsandsixpencewasputtoDeath;theholderofahorseatTellson'sdoor,whomadeoffwithit,wasputtoDeath;thecoinerofabadshillingwasputtoDeath;thesoundersofthree-fourthsofthenotesinthewholegamutofGrime,wereputtoDeath。Notthatitdidtheleastgoodinthewayofprevention——itmightalmosthavebeenworthremarkingthatthefactwasexactlythereverse——but,itclearedoff(astothisworld)thetroubleofeachparticularcase,andleftnothingelseconnectedwithittobelookedafter。Thus,Tellson's,initsday,likegreaterplacesofbusiness,itscontemporaries,hadtakensomanylives,that,iftheheadslaidlowbeforeithadbeenrangedonTempleBarinsteadofbeingprivatelydisposedof'theywouldprobablyhaveexcludedwhatlittlelightthegroundfloorhad,inarathersignificantmanner。
CrampedinallkindsofdimcupboardsandhutchesatTellson's,theoldestofmencarriedonthebusinessgravely。
WhentheytookayoungmanintoTellson'sLondonhouse,theyhidhimsomewheretillhewasold。Theykepthiminadarkplace,likeacheese,untilhehadthefullTellsonflavourandblue-moulduponhim。Thenonlywashepermittedtobeseen,spectacularlyporingoverlargebooks,andcastinghisbreechesandgaitersintothegeneralweightoftheestablishment。